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Leo adores Hyogie. The fact that he remembers little things about Hyogie is so adorable.

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1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,11,12,13,15,16,20,25,26 PLEASE! :D ♥

Thank you! ^o^

1. What kpop songs make you feel at home?

I don’t know… maybe JJP - Tomorrow, today? ^.^

2. What idol(s) do you associate with kindness?

Jackson and Hopi (J-Hope)

3. Has a kpop song or group helped you through some difficult times? If so, and if you feel comfortable, share how.

Most of the time I feel numb. I really don’t enjoy my life. Most people in my age are just starting to live their lives and I’m mentally so heavily exhausted that I barely can find the strength to make it through another day. Simply a raft going with the flow.But then there is VIXX. Their music comforts me, their voices touch me and they make me laugh even though when I’m totally depressed. I’m really starting to feel something again. They really make me happy and I’m enjoying it to watch them being the silly, chaotic but adorable dorks they are and listen to their amazing music. Even though it doesn’t seem much, they are giving me a bit strength to manage another day.I feel like my words are not enough to describe my love for VIXX and they will probably never know but I’m just happy for being a Starlight now. ♥

4. What idol would you star gaze with? Why?

I don’t know… Maybe with Shinwon, because he says he is a romantic one. I definitely would go there with someone who appreciates the beauty which the nature has to offer.

5. What’s your favorite ballad?

VIXX - 손의 이별

6. What was your first kpop group that you stanned? Why did you stan?

Well my first Kpop group I stanned was GOT7 and it was all due to my sister. She really liked them and wanted me to listen to some songs. I agreed and that’s how I carefully got into Kpop. But after I listened to more and more groups I feel into the deep hole of Kpop. xDD

7. Would you rather give or receive a gift from your bias?

I think every fan would die because of happiness if their bias would give them a present and it would be really nice, but I’d love to give him a present myself. But not something like a plush toy or any other standard present. When I give him a present, then something with a deeper meaning, something precious.

8. What are some cute nicknames you have for your biases?

Not of all of them are my biases, but I think they are still worth to be named. (I’ll mark my biases with a ♥)

Hyuk - Hyukipuki, Hyogi ♥

Hongbin - Grinsebacke ♥ (it’s German and literally translated it means “grinning cheek” because he smiles so much and has this beautiful huge smile *~*)

Zelo - Jelly (because in Korean there is no Z and when someone says Zelo it sounds more like a Jelo, that’s how Jelly was born)

Youngjae (B.A.P) - beagle

Youngjae (GOT7) - sunshine ♥

Felix - Waddlelix ♥ (read it on tumblr and I love it)

Chan (Stray Kids) - Koala

Hongseob - Sponge ♥ (My sisters invention, she said Hongseob reminded her of the word sponge. You don’t have to understand it, but I think it’s totally cute)

Wonho - Wonhoney ♥

Shownu - Grizzly

Jungkook - Cookie

Jin (BTS) - Teddy Bear ♥

Jay/Jinhwan (iKON) - shortie

Youjin (KNK) - KNK’s eternal babysitter ♥

Jinho - tiny oppa

9. What idol(s) would you go to an arcade with? Why?

I’d love to go with someone who enjoys games like Hongbin, Hongseob, Jungkook, Mark and anyone else who simply likes games.

11. What idol(s) would you bake cookies with? Why?

Someone who can cook and/or bake, because I can’t really.. xDD So maybe BTS’ Jin? ^-^ 

12. What idol(s) would you like to share comfortable silence with? Why?

Hmm… good question. Maybe with Leo because he doesn’t seem to be a person of many words. Maybe with GOT7′s Jinyoung because he loves to read. Maybe with N so he can take a break of being VIXX’s leader. xDDOr simply anyone who’d love to take a nap. They can peacefully sleep, without any worries.

13. What idol(s) would you like to share your favorite food with?

Stray Kids’ Chan because he seems to be hungry 24/7 and BTS’ Jin because he loves to eat. Basically I’d share my favorite food with anyone who would like to try it, because it makes me really happy if I’m not the only one enjoying the food. I know it’s a big problem for many people to share their food but love it! ♥

15. Which idol would you like to have a long, deep hug with? Why?

Jackson: I’d hug him and tell him what an amazing person he is and that he shouldn’t listen to any of the hate against him, because there is no truth in what they say.

Everyone from VIXX: simply to thank them for existing, for making me laugh, touching me with their music and helping me to survive another day

Pentagon’s Wooseok and KNK’s Seungjun: I’m taller than the average but I’d like to know how it is to hug such a tall person too. xDDAnd sometimes I have the feeling they could need a hug.

Wonho: Many people are criticizing him for working out so much, and I’d like to hug him and tell him that he’s perfect the way he is and that the most important fact is that he’s comfortable with himself.

Sanha: I don’t know, he’s so cute, I just wanna hug him. xD

Yuto: Don’t know just wanna hug him too. ♥

Youngjae (B.A.P) - I have the feeling many mistake him for the entertainer/living vitamine/happy virus he is on the one side, definitely. But I’m sure somewhere inside there is a sensitive little beagle having worries and trouble as any other person, just that he’s hiding them. After all, the funniest people are also the saddest.

16. What’s your ideal day with an idol(s)?

Nothing special. Them showing me Seoul, eating something at a nice place, talking to them, but not to the idols but the people behind them. That would be great. ♥ (Maybe Karaoke would be fun too xDD)

20. What idol would you like to spend a rainy day in with? What would you do? (please keep it appropriate lmao)

Currently I have a big weakness for Hongbinnie. I’d love to spend a day with him, because I think we’d get along really well, it seems we have the same sense of humor. xD We would play games, eat good stuff, just be silly and laughing and I definitely would love to talk to him. In front of the camera he is very lively. He is cheeky to his hyungs and making their lives a bit harder together with Hyuk and also most of the time he is laughing and grinning because it’s easy to entertain him (what I think is totally adorable and cute). But I know that somewhere deep inside Hongbin has a sensitive and vulnerable side which I know he can’t show in public but I’d love to see. I wanna see the whole Hongbin. The cheerful, happy, grinning, laughing and cheeky Hongbin and any other side he has. ♥

25. What season do you associate a group or idol with? Why?

I do associate Jung Seung Hwan’s ‘The Snowman’ with winter because the song sounds like I would imagine the winter to sound like. ♥

26. What idol would you like to share childhood stories with?

I’m sure it would be fun but also interesting to share childhood stories with Jackson. But I also would love to know about N’s, Leo’s, Ken’s, Ravi’s, Hongbin’s, Hyuk’s, Jongup’s, Hongseob’s, Cory’s, Yongguk’s, Youngjae’s and many other idol’s childhood. Like, how have they been? Did they change much? Were some of them evil bullies? Were some of them totally shy and uncomfortable with themselves? I’d love to know! ♥

Thank you, it was fun but it took me way longer than expected. xDD

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Temporary Shelter Chapter 4

Summary: Conversations are had, understandings are reached.

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19:37 Hulk Hyogi Hey, hyung. So, out of idle curiosity, how’s your butt?

 19:38 Wonchic Hey, Sanghyuk. And that depends. Which butt are you talking about?

 19:38 Hulk Hyogi The one with a mind of its own, of course. If you want to give an update on the other one, too, though, be my guest.

 19:38 Wonchic Butt’s been a perfect angel, thanks for asking. I don’t know why I didn’t start bringing him to the studio sooner, it’s really nice having company while I work. You know, that doesn’t talk back and can’t distract me.

 19:38 Hulk Hyogi Oh, I’m sure you get plenty distracted regardless. I know how you get around cute things.

 19:39 Wonchic I’m going to ignore that last statement. So, what’s been going on at home base?

 19: 39 Hulk Hyogi Well, Leo-hyung made kimchi jjigae for dinner N-hyung picked up a stray Hongbin nearly heaved his chair through the window again playing Overwatch You know, the usual.

 19:39 Wonchic I could really go for some kimchi jjigae right now. Did you save me any, perchance?

 19:40 Hulk Hyogi Well, we saved some, but it’ll probably be gone by the time you get home, sorry to say. I know you were planning on spending the night at the studio, and you’ll probably die a horrible, tragic death if you try to come home in this weather anyway.

 19:40 Wonchic True. I guess I’ll just starve, then. Such is my fate. ㅠㅠ

 19:41 Hulk Hyogi I’ll compose a stirring ballad in your memory, hyung. VIXX will do its best to soldier on with 5 members. Or, you know, you could just eat the leftover kimbap Leo-hyung packed for you, either or.

 19:41 Wonchic You’re such a thoughtful and considerate dongsaeng.

 19:41 Hulk Hyogi I try.

 19:45 Wonchic … Wait. N-hyung picked up a stray???

 19:45 Hulk Hyogi GEEZ, WONSHIK-HYUNG, TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH. I was wondering if I’d have to actually spell it out for you in big sparkly neon letters!

 19:46 Wonchic I’m sorry, it’s been a long day! But for real, he actually picked up a stray? What is it, dog or cat? Are we keeping it? Most importantly, is it cute?

 19:47 Hulk Hyogi In order: Yeah, came home with Astro’s leader Jinjin in his arms like they just stepped out of a drama or something, shit was intense. Neither, though I’d probably peg him as a dog person if I had to guess Alas, no, N-hyung won’t let us. Watch this space, though, Jaewhan’s trying to wear him down and I think he might be succeeding. And here, see for yourself:

19:47 Wonchic !!!!!!!!

 19:48 Hulk Hyogi IKR. N-hyung is already completely smitten, and Ken-hyung’s not much better.

 19:48 Wonchic I don’t blame them. Kid’s criminally adorable. Why is he all beat up, though? :( Did he get into a fight or something?

 19:48 Hulk Hyogi Got mugged. N-hyung happened to be walking by with groceries as it happened, so he scared away the attackers and took Jinjin home with him.

 19:49 Wonchic OMG you weren’t kidding when you said it was like something out of a drama. Though is that… one of your shirts he’s wearing?

 19:49 Hulk Hyogi

Well, given that his original clothes are kinda currently soaked in mud, blood, and rainwater, yes. Yes, it is.

 19:50 Wonchic Goodness. Well, nice to know I'm not blind yet, at least. Also I feel like Chopper is staring into my soul there. 0_0 Let me guess. Ken-hyung’s idea?

 19:50 Hulk Hyogi Do you know anyone else who likes collecting One Piece merch around here?

 19:51 Wonchic You need to stop spending so much time around Hongbin, Hyukkie, he’s a horrible influence on your sarcasm levels.

 19:51 Hulk Hyogi Jealousy does not become you, Kim Ravi. （￣へ￣）

 19:51 Wonchic I’m not even dignifying that with a response.

 19:51 Hulk Hyogi Didn’t you just?

 19:52 Wonchic Quiet you. Astro… isn’t that the new rookie group that just debuted this year, who did that dance cover of Voodoo Doll last year that N-hyung made us all watch?

 19:52 Hulk Hyogi >:P The very same.

 19:53 Wonchic Gosh, good thing he stepped in then. That could have been… bad.

 19:53 Hulk Hyogi You’re telling me. Poor guy seems kinda shaken up over it, though I don’t think it’s quite set in all the way yet.

 19:54 Wonchic Right, that’s it, I’m coming home right now, rain or no rain.

 19:55 Hulk Hyogi Your funeral, hyung. And I mean that literally, there’ve been a bunch of car accidents this evening, and the authorities are advising people stay off the roads if they can. Astro’s picking Jinjin up tomorrow because of it.

 19:55 Wonchic … So what you’re saying is, I have to wait to meet him tomorrow.

 19:56 Hulk Hyogi Yup.

 19:56 Wonchic And I’ll have to come early if I want to meet him before his group retrieves him.

 19:56 Hulk Hyogi Yup.

 19:56 Wonchic And I’m not getting any kimchi jjigae.

 19:56 Hulk Hyogi Yup.

 19:57 Wonchic >:[ Life officially hates me.

 19:57 Hulk Hyogi Yup.

 19:57 Wonchic You’re enjoying this, aren’t you, you punk.

 19:57 Hulk Hyogi Little bit.

 19:58 Wonchic Brat.

 19:58 Hulk Hyogi Awwww, love you too, hyung. ( ˘ ³˘)~♡

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   Jinjin slowly pries his eyes open, feeling like lead weights are attached to his eyelids. He stares up at an unfamiliar ceiling, and has a brief moment of panic before the events of the day all come rushing back. Crap. He fell asleep, didn’t he.

 “Hey, Jinwoo-ah.” Jinjin turns to see N sitting on the floor at the foot of the couch, a laptop in his lap. “How are you feeling?” The dancer sets aside his laptop and crawls over to kneel beside the couch, placing a hand on the boy’s forehead.

 Jinjin tries to focus past how nice N’s cool hand feels against his hot skin and mentally takes stock. “Like someone ran me over with a car.” Oh, he sounds like it, too, not good.

 “That bad, huh?” N winces sympathetically. “Do you need more painkillers?”

 “If it wouldn’t be too much trouble,” Jinjin croaks sheepishly. “How long was I out?”

“A few hours,” N replies, getting smoothly to his feet and rummaging around in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom. “Are you hungry, by the way? I could get you something, if you want.”

 “Oh, I wouldn’t want to impose-” His stomach cuts him off with a loud, rumbly growl, causing N to chuckle and Jinjin to blush hotly.

 “So that’s a yes, then,” N says teasingly, bringing the bottle of pills back over to the couch along with another cup of water. “And you’re not imposing in the slightest. Besides, since we’ll be keeping you overnight, I don’t want to have to explain to your members that we let you starve while you were in our care, now do I?”

 “I’m staying overnight?” Jinjin asks confusedly as N shoves the pill bottle and the cup into his hands and then bustles into the kitchen.

 “Yup. We don’t want to risk something happening while the weather’s this bad. Which reminds me, I called MJ while you were sleeping. He’ll be informing your manager about what happened, and they’ll be by first thing in the morning to pick you up.”

 “Oh.” Jinwoo blinks. “How did you get his number?”

 “I have my ways,” N says mysteriously, eliciting a small grin from Jinjin. “Actually, I remembered your group is quite close with KNK, and Leo is pretty good friends with Youjin, so from there, it was easy to his number, and then get Myungjun’s.” He grins and pops back into the kitchen and Jinjin hears him rummaging around in the refrigerator and placing something into the microwave.

 “Oh, Jinjin!” comes Ken’s bright, strident voice, causing the boy to turn in the direction of the bedrooms to see the vocalist standing in the doorframe of one, grinning from ear to ear. “You’re awake! Guys, Jinjin’s awake!”

 Heads begin appearing in the doorways of the other rooms, and soon, the entirety of VIXX, sans Ravi, is gathered in the living room, though the rapper notices they’ve taken great pains to not crowd him. N must have said something to them earlier about it. Jinjin has to fight down a smile at the thought, even as all the sudden attention makes him squirm a little bit.

 “Oh, Jinjin, I don’t think you’ve had a chance to meet Leo or Hongbin yet,” N observes as he carries in a bowl of something hot and steaming. “Taekwoonie, Hongbinnie, Park Jinwoo. Jinwoo-ah, Jung Taekwoon and Lee Hongbin.”

 “Pleased to meet you, sunbaes,” Jinjin says, doing his best to come across as calm, cool, and in control of the situation, even though he’s anything but. At least his voice sounds less ragged now that he’s had something to drink.

 “Pleased to meet you, too,” Hongbin replies, flashing a friendly, dimpled grin.  

 “Leo made the stew,” Hyuk supplies helpfully as N helps him get propped up on the pillows so that he can eat comfortably.

 “It looks delicious,” Jinjin tells the slender, quiet man leaning against the doorframe to the kitchen sincerely. Leo doesn’t answer, but Jinwoo doesn’t miss the slight dusting of pink that appears on his cheeks or his small, shy smile as he glances away bashfully.

 “Now, before we go any further, it’s okay if you’d rather eat by yourself,” N assures him, giving his pillow one last little pat. “I can send these punks straight back to their rooms if you don’t want an audience.”

  “No, it’s alright, hyung,” Jinjin speaks up quickly. His members would kill him if he let this chance to get to know a senior idol group better pass him by, and honestly, he wouldn’t blame them. “I don’t mind at all, really.”

“Well then, don’t be shy. Eat up, there’s plenty,” N encourages, and Jinjin does, unable to resist the wonderful aroma of the stew wafting up from the bowl in his lap any longer. He’s hungrier than he thought and devours the whole bowl in record time, too hungry to pay much attention to how much swallowing hurts his poor, bruised, scratchy throat. The impromptu soaking he got in the rain didn’t do any favors for his cold, though the medicine N had given him earlier thankfully seems to have curtailed the worst of it.

 As he eats, Ken begins telling a silly story about when the group decided to go to an amusement park by themselves during Halloween season, and N and Ravi got super spooked when they got pulled into the local haunted house attraction by the others. Hyuk supplements the narrative with his own observations, with Leo and Hongbin chiming in occasionally as N does his level best to defend his and the absent rapper’s honor by trying to adequately communicate just how scary it really was, honestly anyone with the proper sense would have been terrified, it’s not their fault whatsoever, and Jinjin nearly chokes on a piece of cabbage, he’s laughing so hard.

 After he’s done with his stew, it doesn’t take more than ten seconds for N to quickly whisk his dirty dishes away into the kitchen while the conversation turns to the latest, hottest drama currently airing on TV. Hyuk and Hongbin get into a good-natured if heated argument about which male lead the main heroine should end up with. Jinjin ends up siding with Hyuk and Ken sides with Hongbin, and the living room briefly turns into an imitation of a courtroom drama. The two ‘90 liners wisely choose to abstain from voting, and share a bag of tteokbokki crackers between them as they look back and forth between the debating parties like they’re watching a tennis match.

 Even though Jinjin does his absolute level best to keep up with the action, eating must have made him drowsy again, because his eyes keep trying to close despite his best efforts to keep them open. N and Leo eventually notice even though he tries to hide it, and after he tries to discretely smother his third yawn behind his arm, N claps his hands and sits up straight, drawing everyone’s attention.

“Alright, everyone!” he says brightly. “Sorry to break this lively discussion up, but I know for a fact that Hongbin and Jaehwan have early morning schedules tomorrow, so how about we all turn in and get some rest?”

 “Awww, N-hyung!” Ken and Hyuk pipe up in dismay at the same time.

 “No ifs, ands, or buts, kids, off you go,” N flaps his hands at the rest of them in a shooing motion as Leo starts prodding everyone into movement and herding them to their rooms.

 “Alright, fine, we’ll call it a draw,” Hongbin concedes reluctantly as he disappears into his room. “We’ll see who’s right when the next episode comes out.”

 “And then you’ll owe me a box of choco pies, just like we discussed,” Hyuk returns without missing a beat.

 “Only in your sad, small dreams, Han Sanghyuk. Night, hyungs, Jinjin.” Hongbin’s door shuts with a brisk click.

 “He always has to have the last word,” Hyuk sniffs, before turning to Jinjin and grinning. “Well, that was fun! We should do that again sometime. You’re a good debate partner, you know.”

 “I’d like that, hyung,” Jinjin smiles, feeling something warm and contented spread throughout his chest at the praise as Hyuk makes a hasty retreat into his room after receiving a very pointed look from N.

 “Night, Jinwoo-ah!” Ken calls cheerfully, waving vigorously from where he’s being gently shoved into his room by Leo.

 “Night, Ken-hyung,” Jinjin waves back as N perches on the edge of the couch next to him and begins to check over his bandages.

 “Maknaes, am I right?” N asks teasingly as they’re finally left alone, seeming satisfied with how Jinwoo’s dressings are holding up. The rapper could recognize that tone anywhere, full of exasperation and affection, and he realizes N is speaking with him leader to leader, not as a hyung to a dongsaeng.

 “Tell me about it,” Jinwoo replies with a half grin half grimace as the cut under his hairline gives a small throb when N’s fingers brush against the bandage covering it. “How have you managed to wrangle them for over four years? And here I thought my members were a handful.”

 “It’s a constant uphill battle,” N chuckles. “It has its own rewards, though.”

 Jinjin smiles, fully this time. “I know what you mean.” He chews the inside of his cheek for a moment before venturing timidly, “What… what’s it like?”

 At N’s questioning look, he adds, “Being leader to a group for so long, I mean? How do you… stand it?” How do you stand the constant scrutiny, the endless hours in meetings with the managers and higher-ups, having to bear the burdens of five other people on top of your own, the jabs and slings from antis and the cutthroat media, the sasaengs who believe they are entitled to more than you’re willing to give, the endless hours of practice and stress and travel, comeback after comeback after comeback, year after year after year?

 N sits and processes the sudden question thoughtfully. Finally, “It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But then, I knew it would be hard, from the first moment I knew I wanted to become an idol. But my members, our Starlights… they make it all worth it. I wouldn’t trade my time with them for anything.”

 “Yeah, I feel the same way about my members and Arohas. I feel so grateful for everything they’ve given me, and I want to go with them as far as I can.” Jinjin looks down at his lap, at a sudden, frustrating loss for words, wondering if he should even be admitting this kind of weakness in front of someone he just met and whose respect he desperately wishes to earn. “I… it’s… it’s just…”

 “I know.” Jinjin feels a gentle hand rest on his head and lightly ruffle his hair once before withdrawing. “It’s heavy. The burden of being a leader. You feel like they can’t see you at your very worst, that you have to take care of all the big things on your own, or else you’ll be failing them, failing your fans, failing everyone who ever believed in you. Believe me, I know.”

 Jinjin blinks, looking up in surprise and more than a little relief. N gets it. He’s never put it into those exact terms before, but… “Yeah… pretty much. I mean… they voted me to be the leader, so I know they all want me to be in that position, it’s just… hard sometimes. All that responsibility. And it’s not their job to worry about it, it’s mine, because they have enough to worry about, you know? I can’t burden them with more. Well, except for MJ-hyung. I can’t really hide much from him. I do, sometimes, and at the end of the day, it’s my responsibility to make sure everything that needs to be done gets done, but he always seems to know when it’s getting too much for me. I don’t know what I’d do without him, honestly.”

 N nods with a small, rueful smile. “Having someone older than you to help ease the burden of leadership is a great help, I’m sure.” Jinjin is painfully reminded that N’s never really had that. Sure, he has Leo, who he’s sure does a lot to assist N whenever possible… but having a same-aged friend isn’t exactly the same as having a hyung, someone who can take the responsibility off your shoulders for a short while, someone who is older, wiser, more experienced, and hopefully has more answers than you. His respect for the older man rises a couple more notches.

 “It is, but it’s still hard. Even MJ-hyung doesn’t have all the answers, sometimes.” He glances over at N. “But you’ve been in the business for four years. You’re the oldest. You had to figure it all out on your own. How did you do it?”

 N sighs. “Like I said, it was… difficult at first. Especially those first couple years after debut. It was amazing, too, don’t get me wrong, but there also were times I felt… very alone. Like the weight of being the one in charge was slowly crushing me.”

 “But you don’t feel that way anymore, right? What changed?”

 “Me,” N answers with another small, lopsided smile. “Or rather, my view of my members. I’d always been hesitant about going to them with any of my problems, especially the ones related to my responsibilities as leader. I always thought… that if I couldn’t handle them on my own, then I was failing them. Failing myself. That their trust in me would be misplaced and that I wasn’t worthy of the title of leader. I was young and inexperienced and I had very little practice being the oldest, let alone the oldest of a group of five other people that all depended on me to make the important decisions that could drastically affect their careers.”

 Jinjin nods in sympathy. He knows that feeling very well.

 N continues. “But as I got older and got to know my members better, I realized that instead of feeling like I failed them if I came to them with my problems, they were actually just worried about me and wanted me to feel like I could trust them with my problems. For me to give some of my burden away so they could help me carry it. Instead of driving them away, it turned out that sharing my problems and my feelings with them actually made us all closer. Knowing that they have my back just as much as I have theirs, that we’re all in this together equally… it gives me the strength to keep going.

He glances at Jinwoo, still smiling slightly. “Bottom line, if you have goodhearted members – and I’m pretty confident that you do – they’ll want to help you when you can’t handle everything yourself or just need to talk. Being there for your members is important, but so is letting them be there for you, too. I just hope you don’t take as long as I did to figure that out.”

 Jinjin nods again slowly, touched and rather humbled that the older idol is confiding in him so readily like this. They only just met, yet Jinjin feels as comfortable around him as if he’s known him for months. “I’ll do my best, hyung.”

 “Glad to hear it,” N grins, patting the boy on the shoulder and standing up from the couch. “So now that I’m done sounding like an ajusshi for the day, I’ll leave the painkillers with you just in case you need more during the night, and I’ll be in my room if you need anything. Do you want to give your members a call before bed?”

 Jinjin perks up immediately at the offer, and an affirmative is on the tip of his tongue before he stops, considering. He desperately wants to see his members’ faces again, to hear their voices, for life to return to some semblance of normalcy, but… he’d caught a glimpse of himself in the bathroom mirror earlier, and, as Hyuk so eloquently put it, he does indeed look like he got mobbed by a horde of rabid baseball bats. He doesn’t want his members to see him like this just yet, or to worry more than they already are.

 So, reluctantly, he shakes his head. “No, not tonight. Thanks for offering, though.”

 N seems to have followed his train of thought and gives him a knowing look before gathering up his laptop and turning out the lights. “Alright then. Have a good rest.”

 “You too, hyung.”

 Once N disappears into his room, leaving his door cracked open an inch, Jinjin slowly, painfully lies back down, his battered muscles silently groaning with every movement. He snuggles into the cool material of his pillowcase with a soft sigh and pulls the blanket up to his nose, squeezing his borrowed plushie close to his chest. He’d never admit it, but having something soft and squishy to cuddle with is actually quite comforting. He can see why Ken recommended it.

 He’s much too tired to muse on the events of the day for much longer, though, and within minutes, the boy is fast asleep once again.

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A/N: I based N and Jinjin’s conversation in this chapter a number of observations I’ve made based on comments and interviews done earlier in VIXX’s career, particularly these two quotes from Ravi concerning N, the first of which is from 2014, the second from three years later: 

“I wish he would loosen a bit and be a little more comfortable. Because he has to do a lot of work, he can’t really grasp his confidence in front of us either. So, I wish he could be a little more relaxed.” (2014) 

“N-hyung used to bear everything alone and settle things on his own in the past, but now he has opened his heart more, and rather than shutting himself in, he now shares a lot with us and shares his feelings with us, so I’m less worried about him.” (2017)

This fic is set mid-2016, but I like to think that N started opening up more to the other members considerably prior to Ravi giving that quote, even though it’s mere speculation on my part.  

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best friends to idol couple: hyuk

you meet hyuk backstage at a music show

you walk into their waiting room and you’re like wHAT IS THIS because where is vixx i only see six models here huh

your head is spinning as you shuffle into line with the rest of your group members to greet them

all of the vixx members are nice but a little awkward because there are cameras

n and leo are the same age, n is the leader and the oldest and has a lilt to his voice when he talks

leo is intimidating but has the voice of an angel and is so so adorable when he talks

ken is the one with the beautiful hair and a big smile

ravi and hongbin are the same age, ravi has legs for miles and a tattoo that curls over his collarbone

hongbin has strong arms paired with big eyes, two cute dimples and a toothy grin

hyuk is the maknae, a little taller than the rest of them, with an insanely chiseled jaw and thighs close to bursting out of his pants. he doesn’t say much but nods along with whatever his hyungs say

when it’s time to leave and all the cameras are turned off, you hear someone call your name and hyuk presses a little slip of paper into your hands

you go to open it but he suddenly goes “ahHHH NOT HERE” and everyone starts snickering

the last thing you see before leaving is n getting his smirk literally wiped off his face by hyuk’s hand

once you’re in the hallway everyone crowds around and you unfold the piece of paper to find hyuk’s kakaotalk id and your face turns red

and if you make a mistake onstage it’s not because you’re thinking about him

later on, in the car on the way home, you add hyuk on kkt and he almost immediately messages you

he’s friendly and easy to talk to from the beginning, he always has something to say

even though he’s pretty busy, he always finds the time to text you

and since he never sleeps, when you come back from practice he’s always there for you to talk to

has the best stories and the best jokes

facetiming with him and seeing all the other members in various states of undress as they relax at home

facetiming with him and bragging about the food you’re getting vs whatever junk he’s managed to procure for himself late at night

facetiming in bathrobes curled up in white sheets but 1000 miles away from each other

watching him bother the hyungs (you heard he was a shit but now you know it’s real)

listening to him talk about starlights with adoration

listening to him talk about his hyungs with a different kind of adoration but mushy feelings nonetheless

going out to eat and alternating between whose turn it is to pick the restaurant, he almost always wants to eat gopchang and you’re like bruh how much do you think i’m getting paid

always complains about how he doesn’t see you enough

“are you off tomorrow?”

“yeah, i’ll meet you for lunch”

“no, pack a bag and come over. we can stay up and play games”

playing video games with him and getting your ass kicked

watching him laugh his ass off as he stomps you into the ground

what a little shit

but it’s all worth it to see him smile

grudgingly watching anime with him

grudgingly watching him play overwatch and going “uh huh, uh huh” whenever he tries to explain the gameplay to you

likes to act cute to piss you off and you secretly like it but can’t show it bc he’s embarrassing and also bc he’s 183+cm like cut the cute act big boy, that image died years ago

holding three different conversations on text, snapchat, and kkt

conversations are 85% sass because someone’s gotta keep this kid in line

topics range from “what do you think about sexy policemen as our next concept” to “where do words go when you erase them”

eventually the sass turns into play-flirting and there’s suddenly this tension like am i going too far? am i being too suggestive?

and you’re in a weird place where you’re starting to fall for him and you don’t want to be cold but at the same time you don’t know if you should keep him so close anymore

one night he invites you over to his dorm after practice

hakyeon lets you in and tells you to keep the noise down, it’s 2am and everyone’s getting ready to go to sleep

hyog is standing at the stove putting ramen into two bowls, looking all soft in a worn t-shirt and sweatpants with a towel on his head and little bits of ruffled hair peeking out

you hop onto the counter as he passes you the bowl and chopsticks

“are you cooking for me? you’ll make a great housewife someday”

he snaps at your nose with his chopsticks before digging in

and you swear he finishes his bowl in about a minute even though it’s twice as big as yours

when eating with hyogi, sharing is a must so he starts picking at your bowl and it’s finished in another thirty seconds

after the two of you have stuck your bowls in the sink, he leans back against the counter and says, “since we’ve been friends for a while, i was thinking about changing your name in my phone, but i don’t know what to change it to”

you’re like really? you don’t have any ideas? at all?

and he says “not really…but i was thinking maybe…”

he looks nervous and you’re like hyuk? are you okay?

and he starts softly singing

“can i call you my own and can i call you my lover, call you my one and only…can i call you my everything…my baby”

he trails off and looks away

you grab his chin and turn his face back to yours

he puts his hand over yours and looks up hopefully at you through his lashes

“what do you say?”

“only if i can do the same”

“really?”

“yeah, stupid”

“can i kiss you?”

you can’t even reply before he’s leaning in and pressing his mouth to yours

the kiss is sweet and chaste and you certainly have NEVER imagined what his lips would feel like, but they’re soft and warm and a little oily from the ramen

he tastes like the soup too but hyuk is 75% junk food and snacks so it just makes the kiss more uniquely him

after a moment you pull away just enough to not be kissing him anymore

something moves in your peripherals and you look over to see hakyeon and taekwoon standing in the doorway

taekwoon huffs a soft “finally” before walking away

hakyeon comes over to hug the both of you, saying something like “my children have grown up” and hyuk grumbles under his breath

hakyeon says, “if the two of you ever need a shoulder to cry on or advice of an ADULT NATURE–”

“hyung!!”

hyuk ushers you to the door to get away from greasy hakyeon and gives you another kiss before you leave

he can’t stop smiling about it, even the next day, so the other three members wheedle it out of him and blow up your phone asking about it

not much changes after the two of you start dating

lots more spending time together on your days off (read: going out to eat before coming home to make out on the couch)

lots of fevered kisses and fumbling over clothes and jumping about ten feet into the air whenever someone walks by his room (hakyeon refuses to let hyuk close the door when you’re over)

taking lots of aesthetic couple photos on secret dates but not being able to post them

he’s surprisingly shy about suggesting new places to go on dates

handholding and other skinship, there’s rarely a moment when the two of you are together where he isn’t wrapped around you or touching you in some way

he gets jealous easily and usually holds it in well but if he really gets irritated, he’ll go out of his way to be mean to you bc he’s petty like that

and you’ll either smack him upside the head and tell him he’s being dumb or be mean back to him and then it turns ugly

most fights are like this, they’re small and revolve around the both of you being stupid and prideful but someone always backs down

he apologizes by buying you food or immediately coming over to spend time with you

he will send you lots of cute selfies if he’s too busy to facetime

(and the occasional dick pic)

seriously this kid is a tease…everything is a game of “how turned on can i get you and how scandalously can i touch you in public without getting caught”

and you’re like this is your first real relationship right??? right???????

sex happens about a year in, just because there isn’t really time for anything and then when there’s time, the both of you are exhausted and would rather nap together

but after walking in to see hyuk on top of you and your hands down each other’s pants too many times, the hyungs give him a box of condoms for christmas

hyuk thinks it’s a joke at first but they’re like no really

he tells you about it and you brush it off because there are more important things to worry about, like end-of-year stages

things start to die down after the new year begins, you stay in seoul and wander the streets at night while everyone goes back to visit their families

hyuk comes back early from daejeon and asks you to come sleep over since no one else is back yet

after watching six hour-long episodes of anime in a row, your eyes are burning so you ask hyuk to get you a sweatshirt while you take a break

as he’s sifting through his clothes, you wander into his room and find the condoms

he turns around to find you with the box in your hand and an uneasy look on your face

“you know i wasn’t kidding about those” he says, coming over and handing the sweatshirt to you

“yeah, now i know” you say

he takes the box from you and pretends to study it before asking, “so…do you maybe want to make good use of these?”

you stare up at him before saying, “god, do you even need to ask?”

and that’s all it takes before he’s kissing you and running his hands up and down your sides, tugging at your clothes and getting in your way as you try to take everything off

he pulls off his sweater and jeans and hops into bed with you, pulling the covers up over your bodies

and god if it isn’t the hottest thing when he slots his hips against yours and murmurs against your skin “i want to be inside of you”

it ends relatively quickly and hyuk goes a little pink, but he ducks under the covers and goes down on you until you’re barely able to breathe

about an hour later you’re in the kitchen getting water when hyuk comes up behind you and carries you back to the bedroom and you know what happens next

the next morning, the rest of vixx comes home and ravi screams when he opens the door to his (shared!!) room with hyuk and finds a combination of clothes and condom wrappers on the floor

along with hyuk’s naked ass, because you stole the covers in the middle of the night and he was too lazy to wrestle them back from you

jaehwan the shithead immediately comes over and starts taking pictures for blackmail and hyuk has to very grumpily roll out of bed and shove everyone out before locking the door

going public is relatively easy

he’s getting convenience store snacks late one night when a fan approaches him and makes conversation

unfortunately he says without thinking that he has to go because his baby is waiting for him

the fan says your name as a joke and he says “yeah. gotta go bye”

he gets into the car and is like “hey, guess what? i just told someone we were together” and you go WHaT DID YOU SAY HAN SANGHYUK

he goes home and writes a fancafe post about it so the fans don’t get toooo mad and you also do the same

there’s always backlash no matter what, there will always be critics, but that’s just because they’ll never know what it’s like to be with him and you don’t mind too much

for about a month afterwards every program he goes on asks about the relationship

he doesn’t mind really, it gets him more screen time than n and ken combined

which slightly irritates hakyeon bc I AM THE LEADER

the both of you guys are sneaky little shits and he’s smart as hell so the cameras still don’t get much dirt on the relationship

but now you can post the occasional picture that you take of hyuk/with hyuk on an outing and share it with the world :’)

one thing that really touches you is what hyuk says on a show when he’s randomly asked about the relationship

the host asks how the both of you met/got together and he talks about meeting you backstage, becoming friends since the both of you were close in age, and falling in love

“i realized i wanted to be more than friends when we were facetiming one night. i was in japan, and they were in busan. we both stayed up way too late to talk, even though we both had schedules the next morning. when they finally went to sleep, i laid there in the dark and thought about how good my life was. i’m doing what i love and i get to share my performances with people who support me, but all i could think about was how much i missed them and how i wanted to be there with them more than anything else at that moment. now we’re together, yes, but they’re also my best friend, my biggest supporter, and the one i can trust my entire self with. i’m grateful that they’re in my life and i hope we can grow together and be happy for a long time.”

[at-taekwoons-mercy]

Writing my feels for VIXX 😭😂

I couldn’t shot a decent video while VIXX were on. I promised myself not make a crazy scene and try to get a fancam but I lost it right when Shangrila started to play. I was screaming my lungs out, I lost my voice. The two guys next to me gave me weird looks because I was quiet through out all performances of the other artists then completely lost my sanity when it was their turn. 😂 I met a fellow starlight who was sitting next to me who also can’t managed to keep herself together. 😂 And so many non-fans turning into one 🙌🏼 THEY SLAYED IN EXCELSIS!!!

During VIXX Fanmeeting, Ravi & Leo kept ignoring me 😭 coz I keep calling them (I wasn’t yelling or anything, I just kept saying “Hi Ravi! Hi Leo!”, I’m a little sad) 😅 so I said hi to Hongbin instead during photo-op and he immediately responded and said Hi as well (I almost died, those damn dimples man, they show up and suck your soul) then I just kept making finger hearts to Ken (he smiled at me and it was magical… LIKE UNICORN WERE FLYING EVERYWHERE MAGICAL) Hyogie is a giant OMFG!!! He’s all grown up and so manly and so cute at the same time. How is that possible? HE WAS BEING SO ADORABLE!!! And let me tell you about Hakyeon!!! HIS SKIN COLOR IS SOOOO NICE AND HE WAS GLOWING (ALL OF THEM ACTUALLY AND I THOUGHT I WAS SEEING ANGELS). He seemed a bit tired though. The MC actually said that both him and N represent dark-skinned people in Kpop and everyone cheered and Hakyeon smiled at us.. He was genuinely happy. Anyway back to my main biases, Ravi’s handsomeness can’t be captured in films!!! HE’S WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY BETTER LOOKING IN PERSON. He seemed so shy too.. I wanted to ask about his “butt” but the only word that came out of my mouth was “Hi” repeated. 😭😭😭 Leo on the other hand is so elf life.. Idk how to say it, maybe I’m just being biased 😅 but words fail me. I can’t seem to find a word to describe how good-looking and ethereal he is. It’s like is he even real???? Idk guys, I just felt that I was dreaming the whole entire time, everything happened so fast. I’m just writing this down so I don’t forget any details and during the audience pass for VIXX, N danced to Despacito 🙌🏼

[jooheonskitty]

I am in love.

Sanghyuk and those thighs are RIDIC.

Idk why he had to come over to my side so often for the thrusting and belt-fiddling choreo. Rude. And his voice. My baby might not be a main vocalist but swooooooon. Oh, Hyogi. -> Best MC ever. Kitten did so well.❤️ Also what a lil dancer?? Not just with the 4x Chained Up but all the choreo. Sexy af. 😵

(Also he has a SUPER cute butt.😳😘 Which is not a thing I normally (ever) notice... so, thanks for that Hyuk.😠)

HAKYEON. 💖💖💖 I am goo. I am a melted puddle of sappy love and adoration for that man. I can’t even express.. He was wonderful. And his taunting Ravi during their face off. :’) (I think I just about died when he sang for his challenge..and didn’t want to stop. Hehe.) I love Hakyeon. Speaking of swooning

Seriously. Those seductive smirks. No one will ever succeed in seducing me, not when Hakyeon has achieved the ultimate.. Who can compare. (I really love Hakyeon..😭)

RAVI. Dont even talk to me about Ravi’s singing voice. Forget sex music. Just loop me Ravi singing. 😭 Also, what a gorgeous, gorgeous man is our successful—and extremely busy—song writer.

JYANI. My love. He is all sweetness and energy. I don’t think I’ve ever had so many kisses blown my(our) way in all my life? And Jaehwan singing 이별공식. I love him so much. Jyani singing everything, tbh. I died when he sang part of his Hamlet repertoire. I died when he was singing the flipping alphabet and he got all ‘I am vocalist for a reason’. And Romance is Over and To Us and. I am so in love with Jaehwan’s voice (and his cute personality doesn’t help. What a joyful little puppy-man. 😍) Ah!! And whenever anyone shouted “I love you ____!”, “me too.” (And Hyogi, jumping up) “She said ‘I love you HYUK’” nope. Doesn’t matter. He hears it all as “I love you Ken.”💖

Beanie’s voice is sex. Tbqh. His tone is just. The stuff wet dreams are made of. I am not a Hongbin stan but these are the facts, people. And his smiles are...pretty nice.😉 He was such a cute and good sport for the aegyo task. So much fondness for the boy when he ran and hid in his chair in embarrassment. Muffin.😘

*sigh* Leo. Leo was soft and sweet. But also bold(er?), loudish and himself. In both his openness and showing off that cute crown that we’re so familiar with... I doubt I’ll ever go back to stanning Leo but I wanted to hug him a million times over tonight. And his eyes are very very pretty..almost as pretty as his voice. Which is saying a lot.

[lolbtsaus]

Top 10 Bias Tag

I was tagged by namxjun, thank you so much for tagging me!! (except for Tae, these aren’t in any specific order) I’ll tag anyone that wants to do it, as well as got-7bangtan-boys, jeons-jalebi, kpopsincejune07, loverofotome, oh-suburbia and idkimweirdlikethat

Kim Taehyung/V (BTS)

Tae of course I gotta start off with him bc that’s my boy that’s my main man my ultimate bias, the love of my life, I’m sure I’ve made it pretty obvious how much I love this man, he’s one of my favorite people in the entire universe I adore him so much and I could talk about him all day long and have talked about him all day long, in fact, recently one of my friends messages me and is like “hey you haven’t spoken about Tae in a couple days, you good??” and if that doesn’t show how much I talk about this kid, I don’t know what will he’s v v special to me and always will be (another fun fact, my admin name/nickname is Sae and that’s actually my ship name with Tae)

Lee Jihoon/Woozi (Seventeen)

Okay so here’s the interesting thing about Jihoon to me, typically I bias the really !! member and Jihoon was one of the first people I biased that wasn’t extremely loud and outgoing and hyper all the time and I feel like that’s really cool to me but I really do adore him a lot and I’m so proud of himself, I actually biased him the second I heard him speak, my friend that I mentioned earlier with Tae had gotten into 17 before I did and she was talking about them a lot and she was like you need to get into them so I watched their lil debut show thing and I was immediately attracted to Jihoon bc he had that blonde hair and I think he was in a beanie and it was a tie between him and Hoshi bc I do love me a dancer and then they were doing some self camera thing and Jihoon said something I don’t even remember what it was but the minute I heard his voice clearly, I texted my friend and was like “found my bias” it was so instantaneous it was almost comedic

Han Sanghyuk/Hyuk (Vixx)

One of the first groups I got into was Vixx, I think they may have been the fourth or fifth group?? and I had some issues choosing a bias bc they’re all so cute and funny and like Hongbin exists but then there’s Ken and then there’s just there are too many options for me to choose just one but my bby I gotta it’s Hyogi he’s twice my height and I love it he’s a giant goofball and I love him I always adored him from day one he’s got that lil nose that I wanna kiss a whole bunch and he’s such a lil trouble maker god I love him

Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X)

Monsta X was another group I had issues finding a bias in bc I was really torn between Minhyuk and Hyungwon (even though deep down I knew it was Minhyuk) and eventually, after watching some videos, it was clear to me it was Minhyuk and now I realize it probably always was gonna be bc he is so cute and bubbly but he has such a caring side and he’s sO GOOD WITH KIDS FIGHT ME I WANTED TO FIGHT HIM THE ENTIRE TIME THEY WERE IN THAT PRESCHOOL DAY CARE THING BC HE WAS BEING TOO FUCKING SWEET AND CUTE AND FATHER MATERIAL OH MY G O D

Choi Junhong/Zelo (B.A.P)

I believe B.A.P was the third group I got into, they were one of the first groups I heard about but I tried to resist stanning them bc for some reason, I wanted to only be into one group (EXO) and I was trying really hard to stay in my lane but then Tae came along and once I realized I wasn’t gonna be able to only stan one group and I went back to B.A.P and Zelo was automatically my bias bc I tend to bias the first person I can tell apart from the rest bc I guess I’m paying more attention to them just bc I can actually put a name to the face and Zelo had that curly hair whereas everyone had the straight hair so it was really easy to tell him apart obviously and then I found out about his personality and I was like yep I’m hooked and he can dance and I love dancers he’s a 10/10 tbh

Ahn Heeyeon/Hani (EXID)

THIS GIRL I love her so fucking much I first saw her in the Fire MV with Mad Clown and Jinsil and her stare got me those eyes they’re so piercing and she had this really beautiful look to her and I was like ight who is this and then I checked out EXID and saw her personality and that’s when I knew she was my bias like I have to admit Solji really gets me sometimes and then there’s Junghwa but also cutie Hyorin and then LE and they’re all extremely biasable but Hani man Hani’s such a dorky dork and I love dorky dorks she gives zero shits she can be a tomboy when she wants to be and I love the genuineness of her and the other girls stan EXID tbh

Kim Yugyeom (Got7)

Got7 was either right before Vixx or right after so Yugi was pretty early on as well it took me a hot minute to find my Got7 bias bc at first I was so sure it was BamBam but then JB did the thing but deep down it was always Yugi and once I figured it out it was set I don’t really change biases I don’t think I ever have changed my bias once I find them but Yugi’s so cute and he’s smol so smol but not actually smol bc he’s actually huge but he’s just a huge teddy bear and I love and adore him and I’m so proud of him

Jeon Jiwoo (K.A.R.D)

I’ve stanned her from the first video I watched of them, the Oh Nana dance practice (both versions my eyes were glued onto her) and then I saw her in one of the vlive clips and she was in like all black and her hair was in a ponytail and she was looking nice and I was sold she can dance she can sing she can make a ponytail look real cute I do love me some Somin and of course BM and J.seph but Jiwoo’s my girl

Lee Yeji/Yezi (Fiestar)

Besides Jiwoo, Yezi is probably the most recent person I’ve biased, I started getting really into her when Cider came out (I’m late to the game ik) and I was watching some of her stuff on Unpretty Rapstar and then Fiestar came out with Mirror and Yezi just stole my heart even though the other girls are so fucking cute and pretty and biasable Yezi was just so badass in her rap and she just released a new song and it’s really good highly recommend

Kim Hyuna

I had heard a lot about Hyuna of course but it wasn’t until Crazy came out that I was like o h s h i t I love her personality but then I love that she can completely change when she gets on stage I also really really loved Jihyun I was pretty close to biasing her but Hyuna I gotta Troublemaker was amazing Triple H was amazing 10/10

Honorable Mentions: (bc I’m extra)

Jennie (Blackpink)

Chungha (I.O.I)

Hwasa (Mamamoo)

U-Kwon (Block B)

Sehun (EXO)

BI (iKON)

Jeongyeon (Twice)

Taeyang (Big Bang)

Dean

Ilhoon (BTOB)

[chronicfangirling]

Ship with BTS&VIXX please. I love anime, comics, videogames, collectibles. I play the violin as a hobby. My superpower is my puppy-eye look that's impossible to refuse, but I only use it for good. I'm small and look younger than my age, so at first everyone babies me, but I end up as everyone's mom. I'm not vain but I like looking good and feeling confident about my appearance. Hate working out so I do yoga. I'm a passable cook but my specialty is baking, and my goal is to open a pâtisserie.

Hello lovely flower!

In BTS, I OTP ship you with…

Seokjin!

I shouldn’t even have to explain this, honestly? But fine. You’re both nerds, LOL. But like, good-looking nerds. He’ll be into you looking good and feeling it! Seokjin has said he wants someone that looks like a puppy, and small+youthful-looking+puppy eyes = puppy-looking. He’ll never refuse you anything since you’ll have him wrapped around your finger, but you’ll still find yourself doing puppy eyes just cause he wants to see them. Seokjin needs a woman, not a girl, and you’re that woman with your grown-up and caring vibe. The two of you also understand that adults can have kiddie hobbies that you both share. Your okay-not-stellar cooking would be fine with him since you’ll more than make up for it with the baking. He’ll love your violin-playing, probably doesn’t know much about it but it looks beautiful and sounds beautiful, y'know?

🌸 visual power couple🌸 pamper days at home, with face masks, hair treatments, etc🌸 “princess, how can your bare face look this good? are you sure you’re not wearing makeup?”🌸 actual mom and dad of BTS (mom and mom?)🌸 him wooing you with flowers, chocolates, jewelry, all the works🌸 nerding together🌸 you two will have to get a pretty spacious place for all your consoles and collectibles🌸 the classic Seokjin imagine: baking together and food fights!🌸 kissing in the haze of flour and powdered sugar in the air I’m a little bit dead now🌸 EatJin feat. you!🌸 he loves showing you off to everyone: friends, fans, press…🌸 him helping you set up that patisserie right now–this guy would love the idea🌸 even if he may not be able to come over to help you as much as he’d like, he’d be promoting the hell out of your shop

Please take care of my precious jagi. Maybe we can share?

In VIXX, I unorthodoxly ship you with…

Hakyeon!

I started reading this request like: “Fellow nerd alert! You’re either a Hongbin or Hyuk girl–we all are.” But over-all, there was this impression of self-possession and sophistication that calls for someone older and more mature. Honestly, Hyukbin are such kids and you might end up mom-ing them and they’d end up feeling incapable by comparison. Hakyeon seems like the typical gentleman who wants to protect you, so he’ll be attracted to your petite stature and youthful looks. He’s also often mistaken to be younger than his age, so you’ll be such a perfect match as the mature but youthful looking couple! Hakyeon may not really understand your nerdy hobbies, but he’ll accept them, he’s already used to Hyukbin having them. You know what you want to do in the future, he’ll like that and he’ll do his best to support you.

🌸 you meeting him through Bin and Hyogi (they were probably fighting over you)🌸 chatting with him while Hyukbin are too engrossed in their games and you two being drawn to each other🌸 Hyukbin a little bit pissed when you end up with Hakyeon, but eventually they’ll be happy for you guys like everyone else🌸 classic dates: dinners at nice restaurants, movies, maybe his fellow members’ musicals🌸 private violin recitals just for him–he’ll get all dressed up and give you flowers afterwards🌸 him trying to play with you even though he doesn’t get the games🌸 you getting frustrated watching his pathetic attempts, but also finding it adorable that he’s taking it so seriously🌸 the two of you doing those show-offy couple yoga photos that everyone high-key hates (and are low-key jealous of, hahah)🌸 he’ll probably help you set up shop too, TBH🌸 and he’ll be coming over to help out best as he can🌸 you being the cool mom of VIXX, and him being… the regular mom, hahah

And you’ll live happily ever after!

I hope you like your ships!

BTS ships are closed. VIXX ships are open. Other requests are open.