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sp1resong · 5 months ago

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now that i'm done having an identity crisis i've gotta say i'm kind of amused by how many times it just entirely lost the plot. like. i went from 'okay but like what is my personality. who am i just as a person' to 'genuinely how would i know if i'm plural i dont think i am but How Would I Know' to 'WHAT IS THE FUNDAMENTAL NATURE OF THE (alter)HUMAN SOUL. &WHAT IS MINE'. like. girl

#spire rambles #anyways my conclusion is. shrugs. i'm just spire and maybe i don't know quite what that entails but. maybe that's fine #honestly? when im not overthinking it i can name several distinct personality traits of mine. so.#i'm Me. and maybe autism makes that a bit harder to get a clear picture of. so?#i can't define the personalities of most of my friends; either; they're just Them. i'm not special.#i have some things i need to work on; so i'll work on them. people pleasing is one of those things. other than that...?#well. 'what is the nature of identity and the soul' is a question that has been pondered by philosophers for millenia #i dont think it's all too pressing an issue for me; a random teenager; to figure out #is this a vent..? nah i don tthink so.Just talking really #im done feelingbad. not all of my brain has gotten the memo yet sure (glares at ocd very hard) but. ive come to a Conclusion goddammit #so now im just talking about that.yknow.idk man i just got up

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