#honestly ive spent enough time working on my own self image and insecurities (esp about my face)

[the-lightless-flame]

ugh makeup is SO. like i enjoy it but also i enjoy SPECIFICALLY fun makeup (my black lipstick and sometimes eyeshadow) and i hate the artificial look that comes from using serious amounts of it. once it crosses the line out of self expression it sucks so bad

YEAH YOU GET IT

i feel like for me id love to do the fun makeup. if i didnt have such terrible hand eye coordination id be doing so much funky eyeliner stuff. and id probably try out some black lipstick if i found some. but beyond that. idk ive tried using foundation and some other stuff and it just never rlly appeals to me enough to try to learn it properly

obv respect to ppl who use more makeup thats cool for them but like i dont think it should be the default yknow? i like how i look better without it