#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me
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hinamie · 9 months ago
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
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pasta-in-the-pudding · 4 months ago
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ERM LIKE IMAGINE JEFF TOBY AND SLENDERMAN WITH A ZOMBIE S/O THAT'S LIKE CLINGY N STUFF AND IS A LITTLE DIMWITTED BC THEY'RE BRAIN IS LIKE GONE N STUFF BUT THEIR RLLY SWEET (platonic or romantic u can pick)
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Summary: Jeff, Toby and Slenderman with an S/o who is a zombie. Zombie shenanigans ensue
Genre: Silly fluff
Warnings: Mentions of body parts popping off, body decaying while still being alive(ish), zombies
Credits: Jeff the killer- Creepypasta, Ticci Toby- Creepypasta, Slenderman- Creepypasta, Lacy heart divider- kodaswrld on tumblr, Lighter divider- sister-lucifer on tumblr
A/n: ok, let me first say how much i LOVE this concept!! It's so freaking epicsauce ourghhh.....also as for the relationship i did blurred lines?? Like zombie reader just is silly, creeps dont know what they're up to
Thank you so much for requesting!
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Jeff The Killer
You're his favorite person in the manor (besides Ben)
Because everyone else is either stupid or weird, and that pisses him off
But you're only stupid and weird bc most of your brain is rotted out
And that's badass
You also don't talk much, so that's a big plus
You just kinda....cling
Instead of just saying "Hi Jeff!" or maybe a "omg my most favorite person in the world who is so beautiful and could rival that of jesus himself" you just kinda squeal in excitement and cling to his arm
You drool a lot, and have a bit of a biting issue
So when you cling to him he almost always also gets a mixture of slobber and blood from your previous meal on his hoodie
He's gotten used to this, so he just continues whatever he was doing while you follow him around, still clung to his arm and bent at a 90 degree angle, giggling and biting him every now and again
I think the only quirk of yours he doesn't like is when you lick him
Because it's always a big ass stripe right up his face
Have you ever smelt rotting flesh mixed with bad breath? No? He has.
You have a good reason for doing it though!
With how often his smile re-opens, you only notice the faint smell of blood
And with your seemingly never ending hunger, and way of thriving solely on instinct, you just kinda....slurp
He does NOT like that
The only creature allowed to lick him is Smile Dog, and that's because that's his son
He takes your arms away as punishment
No arms for 30 minutes >:(
Much to your dismay, because now you cant cling to him
So you make do with gnawing at him instead
Slenderman
You like to follow him around, even when he has to work
Which if you were anyone else he might be a bit annoyed
But you are harmless, and honestly what's the worst you could do?
So he allows you to stay, because it keeps you from doing something silly like losing one of your limbs in the maze like hallways of the manor
Which has happened before
it took 4 hours to find
You like to gnaw on him as well, and it is actually your main form of communication with him since he's so tall and you can't really cling to him good
You don't get bored either, i think your brain is a little bit too rotted to become bored
So a lot of times you will just wrap around his leg and gnaw at him, humming and grunting happily while he works
Every now and then he will give you a paper he doesn't need for you to chew on instead of his expensive suit
It keeps you busy for a few minutes, but nothing is better than really expensive suits
It is very quickly into your office hang outs that he begins taking your limbs from you also
Because sometimes you like to go wander
Which is fine, but those are the only limbs they have for you
So i hope you can roll around
He'd also probably be the best non-doctor creep to put your limbs back on
He has no understanding of human anatomy, but he knows that if he gets a pop its a good sign
So even though you cant understand what im saying rn bc your brain is rotted DONT LET JEFF DO IT HE WILL SNAP YOUR ARM IN HALF
Ticci Toby
Ok so we all know this guy is a nervous wreck
Well imagine that x10 around you
His main chore when he's not working is chopping firewood for the manor
Often times, doing that takes up all day so as long as you just sit there and be good, he won't have as much nerves
But we all know that the second you see a butterfly or smth, you're off chasing after it into the woods
Cut to him tying you to the nearest tree so you cant get up and run again
Which works until your arm pops off
He doesn't even notice it at first, as he was too busy chopping the wood
But the second he does notice, he screams like a little girl
"When did that happen??!?!?" he'll say worriedly as he picks it up
He knows you are a zombie, but what he doesn't know is that your limbs are able to be put back on
Cue him freaking out bc he thought he broke you or something
So he takes you to E.J, tripping over his words as he tries to explain that he has no clue what happened and how sorry he is
And E.J just....pops it right back on
"Oh." Toby mutters
The next day he decides that chopping wood is too dangerous for you, even if you aren't the one doing the chopping
So he puts all of his hoodies on you as a make-shift bubble wrap
As well as a bunch of layers of pants
And then he ties you to the tree
Which works fine!
Until you start eating dirt
"No- Hey! Don't eat that!!"
You are just happy he is showing you some attention instead of just letting you sit there all day
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emmyrosee · 2 years ago
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hi Emmy! hope you're doing okay :((
thinking about miya Atsumu today and how if y'all had a dog and you get cute aggression with the dog, you know the aggressive petting, kissing, and squealing cute names, atsumu would pout go all quiet. when you ask him what's wrong he'll just cross his arms and act all childish until y'all get into bed that night. when he thinks you're asleep, he wonders aloud why you don't get cute aggression with him 🥺🥺
GOD HES SUCH A POUTY BABY I WANT TO BITE HIM SO BAD-
Like I feel like Samu went away for a few weeks for a small little vacay, and he left Totoro with you guys because he knows that the little shepherd adores you both (actually, he just adores you, but osamu doesn’t have the patience to tell his brother that).
And you. Are. Off. You’re sprinting around the house with the dog, squishing his face in your hands to kiss his nose, aggressively rubbing its tummy because he’s riled up with you, your hand never seems to leave the dog, and honestly, atsumu doesn’t like not having the attention shocker right?
“Who shit in your pants this morning?”
“You, apparently,” he snaps. When you ask him about it, he denies anything else.
Like hell he's gonna just admit he's jealous of some little rat. He's better than that!
Spoiler: he's not.
Is he proud to be glaring at this rat with four legs and a brown mane for being nothing but cute? No. But there’s not much he is proud of when it comes to his jealousy.
If you two are cuddling and Totoro interrupts, he’ll get up and leave. If you’re playing fetch, he’s pouting on the porch swing. If you’re rubbing his belly, atsumu just glares in frustration.
You finally have mercy on him when you put Totoro in his bed and crawl into your own next to Atsumu, gently kissing along his jaw. He angles his face against your lips, and you take it as a good sign.
“Why have you been such a grumpy pants?” You hum, nudging your nose against his temple. He grumbles and tosses his book to the side.
“I’m not.”
“You are,” You scoff. “Ever since osamu dropped his dog off. You haven’t wanted to be around me, and it makes me sad.”
He clicks his tongue before he cards his hair back, “of course I’ve wanted to be around you. I just…” he paused, and you can practically hear the gears in his head turning. “I don’t get along with Totoro.”
“You’re so full of shit.”
“Whatever,” he grumbles. “Come here, I want to watch a movie.”
You cock a brow at his sudden change of topic, but you curl into his side regardless, even if it is just to appease him.
Your eyes slowly start to droop when his calloused fingers gently rub your cheek, and if you weren’t paying attention, you’d miss the soft sigh and whisper of his voice.
“I wish you were comfortable enough with me,” he mumbles, continuing to gently stroke your cheek. “Never knew how much I wanted to play fight with you until I saw you do it. So cute.”
You don’t have the heart to tell him that you’d love to play fight too. Because it’s more than that; it’s something he’s probably going to be shocked by, and you just haven’t found the right time to drop it on him.
“And I just… I see you with Totoro and it’s adorable, but I don’t want to get a dog. I just want to know why- OW!!”
Okay. You couldn’t wait.
Your head immediately turns to bite the side of Atsumu’s hand, not hard enough to cause damage, but still, very much, a bite. He tries to reel back instinctively, but he is laughing giddily. When your eyes peel open, he’s got his award winning smile plastered on his face, cheeks blushed red and shaking his hand as if you were a dog playing tug of war.
“Guess you heard that, huh?” He asks between snickers, and you nod before biting his fingers, which wiggle under your bites. “Don’t bite them off!”
You say nothing before spitting out his hand and shoving him onto his back, straddling him and grinning down mischievously.
“You keep me up,” You begin with a growl, your fingers latching onto his rib cage which has him howling in laughter. “Complain about my neglect. Make me feel bad for not being more playful-“
“Don’t ttttickle me!” He screams, arms tucked close to his sides. When you manage to work one hand out from between his torso and arms, you grip his cheeks in your hand, steadying his face and smooshing some of the giggles out.
“My baby,” you growl playfully. “Don’t ever doubt how much I want to bug you.” You kiss the squished lips, swallowing up some of the laughter he still has in him.
But you know your boyfriend. You know he’s absolutely eating this up, from the roughness of your words and actions, to the biting and torture and everything in between. He thrives on your attention, and clearly, this is just his favorite time to have it.
Hey. If he wants to wake the beast, there’s no going back now.
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squarebracketsmileyface · 6 months ago
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I hope this is ok to ask. I know I've seen you post about a "Brian lives" au where he's in a wheelchair after the fall, and other wheelchair-related posts. And I'm attempting to do my own fic research, but like, I don't even really know what kind of manual chair options there are. I've got bad joints, my experience is limited to like, braces and canes. And I guess I was wondering if you had any advice, any things that annoy you when people get them wrong, stuff like that.
Okay, I don't even know where to start but I do have thoughts. So, for types of manual wheelchair I don't know how much you already know so I'm just gonna give like, bunch of stuff lol. This is also a bit all over the place, I just wrote about things in the order I thought of them.
Okay, this has turned out INCREDIBLY long, but I hope it's helpful? It was very fun to do, honestly, I love talking about my chair and writing and reading characters who are in wheelchairs, so this was a fun way to spend my afternoon before therapy.
Also for things that annoy me when people get them wrong, honestly not much, I'm usually so overjoyed at seeing a wheelchair using character that all mistakes and little things the writer gets wrong don't bother me at all. Because "omg they're like me and you weren't afraid/disgusted to write it :D"
So I guess there's like, the difference between just general manual wheelchairs and active manual wheelchairs? Like, yeah a chair can technically be self propelled, but some of them are very basic, like, not made to measure, pretty heavy and difficult to move around it because of that, especially if you have like, any sort of weakness or injury in your shoulders. A lot of it leans on what sorts of injuries and disabilities Brian has after his fall, whether it's just affecting his legs or if it's whole body, and how it's affecting his legs, paralysis or what.
Chances he'd want to go for an active wheelchair that's made to fit him, so it's got the right centre of balance for wheelies to get up little bumps and stuff. Cos god, idk about you but drop curbs where I am don't actually drop to flush with the road like they probably should, and until i took my whole chair apart and made it fit me myself like wheelchair services should have before giving it to me, my front casters would ALWAYS get stuck on that like, inch of a bump up. I nearly got tipped out of my chair so many times because I couldn't wheelie to get up that rise, because the chair was massively too big for me and had it's centre of gravity in the wrong place. I have what's technically counted as an active wheelchair, but its about as cheap as you can get for an active wheelchair so it has/had all the above issues. BUT even with a shit chair you can do things yourself to fix them at least a bit, they're all bolted together so you can lower the body of it so your arms reach where they're meant to on the wheels, you can change the angle the seat's at by changing the height of your casters which can make it more or less easy to do a wheelie (or top over backwards by accident lol)
There's also attachments for manual wheelchairs that can make them semi electric/power. Like, you can get all sorts of power assist devices, some attach to the wheels themselves, others push from behind, some attach at the front and turn your chair into a kind of three wheeled electric bicycle. And those can be insanely useful if you fatigue easily, have to do a lot of uphills, have weak or easily injured shoulders etc.
There's a lot of other attachments that can be useful to have too, though they're obviously not necessary. Like, you can have a "Free Wheel" (which I think is a brand, but I tend to see it used to just describe this thing in general honestly) that attached to the front of your chair and lifts up your casters so you can go off road without your casters getting caught in stuff. It's like a single wheel that comes out the front.
Yeah here we are, it's this thing
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Also when it comes to casters, the larger your casters are the better able to handle tougher terrain they are (read: shitty and cracked streets in towns and cities as well as rough but solid paths). Though I've found that the tradeoff with having larger casters is that if your chair is a little too wide for you your feet will tend to sit near the outside of your footplate, and when you turn the casters will hit your heels and knock your feet off the plate, and then you can run them over 💀. I fixed that for myself (because I can't just make my chair narrower to correctly fit my hips) by making a strap to go behind my legs, and because it's a little loose my feet back sit back as far as they need to be comfy, and the casters won't hit my heels because the strap pushes me feet I to the centre of my footplates.
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⏫ with strap attached (without shoes my feet then fall down between the footplates, but with shoes on they're fine lol)
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⏫ without strap. It's generally much more uncomfy on my hips, as well as my feet having to sit really far forwards to stop the casters hitting my heels.
There are straps built into the footplates, but so far I haven't found a way to use them that doesn't push my feet further apart and into the path of the casters, so I've got them wrapped out of the way instead. Occasionally on really bumpy ground, e.g. cobbled/really old bricked streets I'll put the toes of my shoes under those straps with them still wrapped just to make sure my feet don't get bounded forwards out of the footplates just by the rough terrain.
Different chairs also pack down differently. On most (maybe all but I don't 100% know) active chairs the big wheels come off, usually using a button in the centre, which can make the chair a lot smaller and lighter for lifting into the car, especially if youre having to lift it in over yourself. Some chairs can fold in on themselves down the centre which can make them way smaller to fit in a car, and others I've seen only have their backs fold down (if they have a tall enough back. Mine does both which is very useful, though I have noticed that in certain terrain my chair tries to shut on me 💀
I think the chairs that only fold at the back and not down the middle are called rigid framed wheelchairs? I think lol
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And as you can see from my chair, you can make it your own, not just by making it fit you better if it doesn't when you get it, but you can put fun little things on it. I've obviously got my foot/leg strap thingy, but I also put bicycle spoke covers in the spokes to make them fun, as well as getting a couple of bicycle bottle holders and attaching them to my chair. I use them to carry little things I don't want in my lap, so water bottles sometimes, random bits and bobs, even my phone and wallet sometimes because of their placement.
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They don't get in the way of my legs, but for anyone to get their hand into them they'd have to crouch down beside me, avoid my wheels, brakes and the frame of my chair if they're going in from the side, or they'd have to crouch in front of me and go through my legs, so they're honestly really secure. Way more secure than my rucksack which I sling over the back of my chair. The water bottle holders also touch either the side or the back of my calf at all times, so I can feel if they move at all.
You can also get wheelchair specific bags (or just use a fannypack/bumbag) that sit under the seat of the chair, which can be pretty secure to keep things in. Definitely more secure than a bag on the back of your chair. My chair also has a little pocket attached to the fabric seat my cushion sits on, which is very good for keeping things you're not gonna constantly be wanting to grab completely safe. Mine just holds all my Alan keys and the little wrench for adjusting the chair.
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Oh yeah seats! You can also get solid seats on chairs, rather than the fabric sling style ones like mine has, as well as all sorts of different cushions depending on your needs. Some people have seats that mold to the shape of them to help with pain and reduce pressure sores, especially if they're a full time wheelchair user and can't easily move around to take pressure off their butt and thighs etc. though, you can lift yourself up with your hands pressing down on your armrests (if you have them) or just on the top of your wheel which can give you a break from any pressure on your butt and thighs etc, which is good. I often find my back gets very stiff and compressed feeling if I have to be in my chair for a long time and using my armrests to lift myself up can help loosen that all out again and reduce any pain I might otherwise end up with.
Backrests are something that can be customised too, some people have a very low backrest because they don't need much support for their spine, others might have one that only comes up about halfway if they need a little support, and some have backs that come up further. Mine reaches the bottom of my shoulder blades which is okay for leaning on (once I got the adjustable straps in the back sorted so it gave me the right support where I need it) but can also get in the way of your arms when you reach back to push, as your arms can hit the backrest.
My backrest is just fabric with velcro straps under it, so it's pretty soft, not rigid except for the metal uprights on each side, but other chairs can have rigid backrests with a cushion.
Alongside backrests, for support, some chairs have seatbelts which can help keep you in the chair if you need it. It all depends on what support someone needs, the type of injury or disability they have, and most things with a good wheelchair can be completely tailored to what you need.
Push handles go along with the backrest and are also customisable. Some chairs have none, especially a lot of active chairs because the people using them might not need to be pushed by anyone, but others have rigid push handles if the person using them often needs to be pushed around due to fatigue or pain etc. some chairs also have push handles that can be folded down out of the way or pushed down entirely to be out of the way so that people have a harder time just grabbing you and pushing you out of their way. Which, yeah, that's annoying, that's a thing :/
You get a lot of stares sometimes and in shops sometimes people will just pull or push you out of the way like you're an abandoned trolley blocking the aisle. This has never happened to me while I've been with someone, though, only when I've been alone. I guess they see the walking person and remember I'm also a human not an abandoned trolley? Idk lol.
Oh yeah you can also get anti-tippers which are often recommended when you're new to using a wheelchair, so that you don't go over backwards as easily. Mine spin round so they can either be useable or not. They don't stick out too far behind the chair, but it is a good couple inches, and the lift up to my therapists office doesn't fit my chair in if I have my anti-tippers out. They were very useful when I was first learning to use my wheelchair, because with the centre of gravity off I either couldn't do a wheelie, or went all the way over backwards with no in between. Now that I fixed my chair though, I can do wheelies really easily and with a fair amount of control (even tho I'm still learning)
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Chair tippyness is a thing too. Some chairs are much easier to tip backwards than others. A lot of sort of "beginner" chairs aren't very tippy, which means you're less likely to go over backwards generally, but you have to throw a lot of weight into a wheelie, which can then make it a lot easier to go over backwards once you're in the wheelie, and a lot harder to hold the wheelie. A lot of active chairs are more tippy, so you can do wheelies easily to get up and down small steps etc. that's something that anti-tippers make a little harder too. They stop you from being able to get your front casters up very high.
Mine let me get my casters get about 7.5cm off the ground (my ruler doesn't have inches I'm sorry lol) which is okay, but definitely not ideal for getting over a surprising amount of things.
Gloves. Gloves have saved my hands when it comes to using my wheelchair, especially out and about (aka on any surface that isn't about as flat and smoother as a super market floor). I use bike gloves with silicon grips on the palms and gel padding in them, and that's stopped me getting blisters when I use my hands to slow and turn, as well as giving me more ability to grip my pushrims with my palms. If I don't push with my palms I tend to overextend the tips fingers. They also help grip the pushrims when they're a little wet. a LITTLE when they're very wet it's almost impossible to get a grip no matter what. Well, almost no matter what, I think there are certain pushrims covers and paints that can give you more grip, and I've seen people say that leather gloves or sailing gloves can be very good for grip in wet weather.
Gloves in general are also good for keeping your hands warm, because I find that touching the cold metal of the pushrims absolutely saps the heat out of my fingers and they get very painful very fast.
Going out as a wheelchair user in the rain or snow or just generally bad weather can be really difficult. Because you're sitting you get soaked, and water can collect up on your cushion, so you can't dry off very easily. Heat can also be very annoying, especially if you don't have a mesh backrest, heat gets trapped between you and your chair and you can get very hot very fast.
Lengths of sleeves are also something to consider, that I didn't even realise until I got my chair. My favourite jumpers to wear when I'm in my chair are the ones that are a little too small. The sleeves are short enough on those ones that when I have my arms down to push myself along, the cuff of the sleeve doesn't fall over the heels of my hands and make it hard to get a grip on my pushrims. Even tight long sleeve tops tend to have the same issue, even if you wouldn't usually think their sleeves would fall down and get in the way.
Honestly you have to think a lot about your clothes when you're in a wheelchair. If you're wearing a jacket or hoodie that's open in the front you'll need to zip it up at least a little otherwise with wind and movement it'll fall open and onto your wheels, which at best makes an annoying noise, and at worst can get in the way of you being able to start or stop moving.
If you wear skirts (which probably doesn't apply to Brian, but I don't know what you're writing to hey, maybe it does apply) you don't want them to be too long, or they can get caught in your wheels, or too short in case you accidentally flash someone. The tightness of the skirt plays a part too, even a shorter very glowy skirt can get in your wheels, and a tight long skirt will probably be fine.
Even shoes can be something you need to think about, despite the fact that you're not walking on them. Open toed shoes can be a drawback if your feet fall off your foot plate and get dragged along the ground, you could injure yourself that way, and depending on the level of sensation you have in your legs you might not notice straight away that it's happened. Shoes with thin heels could be a little tricky to keep on your footplate, and platforms and high heels can lift your knees up so your body and thighs aren't at a right angle to each other, which can cause discomfort and pain for some people, if they're too high.
Obviously a good shoe thing with wheelchairs is you're not getting your shoes dirty or wearing them out. So a pair of cheap shitty shoes that would usually break after just a few wears? Yeah those might be fine for years :D
Also a little shippy thing you can have fun with, if you're so inclined. When you're in a wheelchair and have a partner or whoever walking alongside them, you can hold their hand and they can help pull you along a bit when you're on nice, smooth flat ground. Which is very cute and also gives your arms a bit of a rest :D
Inaccessibility is another thing to think about, as well as when places are technically wheelchair accessible but in just kinda an unpleasant way. E.g., my dentists office is wheelchair accessible, but the ramp has to be put down by someone inside, so you need to have someone with you to go inside and request it, and the door the ramp fits is down a little alleyway, which is kinda gross in that way alleyways can be, y'know? And there's the example I gave earlier of, yeah my therapists office has a lift, but it's tiny. If I go in it forwards, I have to go out backwards, if I want to go out forwards, I have to go in backwards. And while I'm using the lift no one else can because there's just not space.
Accessibility inside your house is sometimes hard too. A lot of houses just aren't accessible, narrow doorways, corridors that are too short before they turn too sharply so you cant fit your chair through them and most of the time you can't just move house like that when you start needing a wheelchair, especially if you're a full time wheelchair user. Moving house is expensive, and finding an accessible home to move into might just not be possible if you want to stay in the same area. Also, especially in a lot of town houses, the bathroom tends to be up stairs, and hauling yourself up the stairs on your butt with your hands lifting and dragging you along is tiring, as well as just generally kind of humiliating. Also CARPETS you wouldn't necessarily think they'd get in the way, but oh my god they do. Very thin rugs are fine, but those thicker, woolier carpets? They're surprisingly hard to push over. Like, you can do it, definitely, but it just uses up that but more energy, and if you already struggle with energy, or your shoulders aren't great, that can end up being a big thing.
Transfers are a whole thing too. Getting from your chair into bed, from your chair into the car, from your chair onto another chair, without the use of your legs can be pretty difficult, especially at first. I've done a lot of faceplants into my bed on the days where my legs aren't working. Thought it's definitely a learnable skill and a very useful one. Being able to transfer safely from your chair to the floor, and the floor to your chair is super helpful.
Okay that's all I can think of for now. I'm sorry this is so stupidly long, I hope there's something useful to you in there? You gave me the opportunity to info dump and I, as always, took it and ran.
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spinda-draws · 6 months ago
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Think you can possibly break down why cyberflash episodes look so worse compared to Nelvana cyberchase episodes? I've been paying attention to the episodes and I think it's the poor rigs, tweaning, and adding too detail to things originally simplied in Nelvana eps (Digit's copter for example). But that's me. What about you?
It's not necessarily bad rigs? Well let me say it this way. The kids in my opinion look absolutely fine 90% of the time. Their designs are way simpler so they're not as impacted by the cost saving measures as... well, anyone else (coughHackercough). I would not be surprised if they basically had the same naked rig copy and pasted with the hair and clothes put on after. That would definitely save time from having three unique rigs.
I will use Hacker as the counter example because I've spent more time looking at him, but the way they translated his model was simply not good. But more than that, I think his design is just much harder to make a good rig out of. He is such a flat design by nature you can't just copy and paste the same quickly made rig for every situation and have it look okay. Nelvana's animators were making tweaks to his design in pretty much every scene just to get it to look good for that pose/ from that angle. You can absolutely make a great rig for Hacker, but its going to take a lot of effort.
If you want to see an example of how a ToonBoom rig can be pretty damn detailed might I promote a buddy of mine? She is doing her own show using ToonBoom right now. There is a lot of flexibility of animators are given enough time and resources to go all out.
What I mean to say is that the rigs are, for the most part doing their job, but their job has been extremely limited due to the new goal of the show's production to make the episodes quickly and cheaply because there's not much money in the bank. There is probably an art direction order for the storyboarders to do bare minimum and that would extent to the animations as they work within the confines of the storyboards.
But alright enough semantics, everyone knows this show has no money for fancy complex rigs, but what does that mean in execution? I think the opening is the best way to compare because it follows the template of the original show.
The scene where the kids intercept Hacker's green bubble attack and the screen cracks. In the original, he is drawn to take up the full screen and there's a marvelous sense of anticipation in how he moves.
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This is the first frame of animation for the new and old versions.
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In the next unique frame old Hacker bites down and continues to fold in on himself, increasing the sense of anticipation while new Hacker starts to expand out into the shocked pose immediately.
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By the time the screen starts to crack, new Hacker has already reached the peak of his move and on his way down while old Hacker is only about halfway there.
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The next few frames of new Hacker basically stay the same, the rig has nowhere else to go while old Hacker keeps going and reaches his peak.
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In the next few frames old Hacker comes down slightly from the peak and brings his arms up (actually I think this was a bad move on Nelvana's part because the animation started with his moving them down and now he's back up within a second and a half, but that is probably a storyboarding issue) whereas new Hacker still has nowhere else to go. Now scroll back up to the first frame and notice how little new Hacker has changed overall.
Actually it is super weird because if you look at Delete beside him, Delete is actually showing decent anticipation. I really think there was some struggle with Hacker's design and honestly Buzz is probably having it even worse this scene.
But alright. For any kids fans out there. They don't do much expression and body language honestly, even in the old show they didn't "need" that much anticipation, but still had it subtly. Maybe you can remember a scene where the kids would scrunch their face up slightly and close their eyes and then open them again to transition into a new facial expression. Was kind of a running technique in the original show used on basically every character. To my memory, they don't use it anymore.
But okay, there's another example from the opening.
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New Inez, drops right down while old Inez flies out head first.
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And then she scrunches up all the way. Anticipation!
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Then landing. Meanwhile new Inez has not changed. Honestly the old animation was low budget too, if it were me, I think another frame of her knee bending slightly as she lands before standing upright again would fit but maybe that was an intentional production choice I don't know. Old Cyberchase didn't really use any smears either.
And since you mentioned Digit, here is our boid.
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A scene like this, in a production with more budget would just be hand drawn. It is ToonBoom, that is more than possible and a very okay technique to supplement some of the more unavoidable shortcomings of ridges.
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Old Digit's wings are super off model, way too big for his body and way bigger than how they usually are, but that's alright because in this frame it looks very good. Animation is supposed to have that flexibility.
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wizardofsleep · 6 months ago
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Second listen through of the Vengeance saga and here are my thoughts
Pre thoughts (only livestream): kinda underwhelming tbh! I did like NSFLY more than i thought I would and Dangerous was amazing as expected but the other songs didn’t match up to my expectations. I get the whole anime angle for 600 strike but it feels… too much? I think the individual character decisions made sense but it didn’t feel cohesive to the entire narrative.
Thoughts after a relisten: definitely feel better about the whole album, I think giving it a fair chance without the expectations I had made me like it more. NSFLY has absolutely gorgeous vocals and music. I see people saying this song justifies calypso (and that’s not ok because her behaviour was still wrong) and I really disagree? It’s just showing her POV and I think it’s still possible to empathise with her while also very much seeing how the things she did were unacceptable regardless. It’s a really nice song and Wangui’s vocals are *chef’s kiss*
Dangerous is probably my favourite song on the saga. No notes I love Hermes I love the vibes I love the subtle emotion behind everything.
Charybdis grew on me immensely, I didn’t like it as much on the first listen but it’s really nice actually and the tone shift at the end is probably my favourite part.
Get in the Water! I will say this song probably disappointed me the most on the first listen because I had high expectations but honestly? It’s a bop. I think the first part of it until “ruthlessness is/mercy upon/ourselves” is fucking incredible. It’s exactly the perfect amount of tension and terror that I wanted. The part after that feels like it could be a different song?? Like it feels like the tension breaks. It’s not even bad, I just feel like that part would have been better at the start of 600 strike than where it was. I like how the open arms reprise was ‘you can relax my friend’ but tbh I don’t understand why we had an open arms/Eury/mom reprise when a Penelope/Telemachus reprise fits better thematically. It still sounds really good though.
600 strike: probably the only song in the entire musical that I dislike. I’m someone who tends to focus more on story/lyrics than music, and while the music and vocals were probably my favourite in this saga, the story just fell flat for me. I’m not gonna talk about how it’s not an accurate adaptation, because I don’t think that matters (not to go too deep into that but tbh i don’t think it needs to be an exact recreation of the odyssey, like I think it’s fine that we deviate and epic is its own thing like that’s not my gripe with it). I know the popular fandom consensus is that it’s badass and this may be an unpopular opinion but I don’t… really want… to hear someone get tortured? It feels gratuitous. I feel like if the intention was to make the audience uncomfortable they definitely succeeded. I think 600 strike is a tragedy- it really is no longer him, as Poseidon said- he’s truly a monster now. Look at what he’s had to become. He’s truly lost a part of himself to get home and I think that’s sad. Last line was a great mic drop though lol.
It’s hard for me to totally encapsulate my feelings. Endings are always difficult in a story and while it missed the mark for me I don’t think that makes it a bad album. If I’m being honest, the music and vocals were really nice- but considering that the lyrics and story are more important to me, I hope you can see why it doesn’t hit as hard for me.
I think the album will grow on me so I’m excited to listen to it.
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doubleddenden · 2 months ago
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Paldea is finally up to bat, and with that, I'll be caught up until ZA reveals what's going on with its starters
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The Paldean starters have it pretty rough, coming from a game that Game Freak decided to rush out the door a year or two before it was finished, all to meet made up deadlines. Despite the awful performance and look of the game, the glitches, the map flickering, the slow downs, the game crashing, etc etc etfc, the region had so much more soul than Galar and was just infinitely more fun. Weird how that works.
The starters are no exception, being a decent improvement from a gorilla and 2 badly designed furry ocs someone slipped in. They still suffer from some shortcomings that I dislike about modern starters, but any island in a storm, as they say.
The theming for this group seems to be places that have been explored, colonized, or had political dealings with Spain and Portugal- honestly it's a fun idea for starter designs, and they all come out in unique ways that unite to a sort of party theme.
The base forms- lighter color palettes with less dark at the moment. Kind of generic, but it does get the job done. I think one or two are great designs down the road for Pokemon, but not necessarily for starters imo. Still, fun designs. I'll give it an 8/10 with room for improvement
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Weed cat- er, Sprigatito. Kinda generic marketing slop- big head, little body, cute and fluffy cat. Colors are a nice and light green, and you can actually see texture and dimension to the face. Although the eye placement is slightly off, it's a fine starter. As someone that cares for cats, this is definitely a little friend I'd feed and give scratches to. The pattern on the face is also a nice indicator of what's to come. 7/10, I like it but it could be better imo
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Floragato and it's evolution are great designs, but I do feel that they'd be better suited for a sort of Riolu and Lucario vibe of the region, and not necessarily what I'd think of as a starter. I think I'd just prefer Sprigatito staying on all 4s.
Well, what we have is fine, personally what I'd say is my favorite of the line. I love its scarf thing, and I like its yoyo. The colors are a nice blend of light green to a darker green, and the pink is a nice pop off point. 9/10
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Again with the humanizing and the furry ocs. Sigh. Well at least it's a nice looking one, although definitely furry bait imo. Again, I think I'd just prefer it as a Lucario pokemon you could catch separately, and Sprigatito becoming a cool sabertooth on 4 legs or something. It'd at least be a break from constantly humanizing.
Well, I guess I did pick it for my starter- there are no bad grass starters by design, and Meowscarada is no exception. It's a Pokemon you can tell is fast and nimble and cuts like a knife, but it breaks like tissue paper at Niagara falls. The design takes inspiration from French mascarade masks, but also from a magician angle, which I think is executed decently, but could be done a little better to not look so artificial. I think my favorite thing is how it naruto runs and it's cape dangles behind it. Furry lovers and pokefuckers will probably love the thighs- even though that scene doesn't really do it for me when they're this feline, it does give femboy energy in a good way. I do appreciate that even with the extreme humanization, the legs and arms are at least a good and even proportion and the legs and paws in particular do appear feline and developed. It is cute and cool, anyway. 8/10
The Sprigatito line definitely surprised and upset many by becoming yet another bipedal humanoid cat, but even though they basically just made it Incineroar's femboy boyfriend, I think it is still a decent family- again, I think Floragato and Meowscarada would be better suited as a Riolu and Lucario adjacent pokemon family akin to Zorua and Zoroark, but as we've seen from previous gens, it could be worse. What we have now is pretty fun to play with and meshes well into most teams if you give it a chance- but it is rather frail. A solid 8/10, grass can do no wrong
Now we just need a water cat- maybe a cool QUADRUPED sea panther or something
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The boy. THE BOY. That's not just my friend, that's my little buddy, my nephew, my son. Only a truly heartless bastard could look at this guy and not love his dumb and vacant expression. It is certainly an unorthodox fire starter, but Fuecoco I think is peak friend and a fun starter.
Color wise, it gives energy of apples and peppers with a couple of slices of cheese- the red, off white, and yellow gives off a rather foodie vibe, fitting for a little croc and perfect for the food obsessed Paldea region imo. He's just a wonderful little boy imo, and I wish I had picked him in my first playthrough. 9/10
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Awkward teenage years for Crocalor I fuess. I think it's not the worst you can get for a middle evolution, and I quite like the egg and nest on its head making a sombrero of some kind. It's kind of an uglier Fuecoco otherwise, but that's kind of expected. 7/10
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A lot of people dislike Skeledirge, claiming it to look like a bald clown or something. I think some people are just too used to bipedal, humanoid starters, because guys- we finally have a quadruped starter! And imo he looks amazing! Probably the best non variant starter we've had since Infernape, design wise. It's actually an animal! It's actually a monster! It's actually scary! It is FINALLY a Pokemon again! And the cry is really cool imo. The ghost type is totally unexpected, but it works very well, as does the weird bird companion and microphone it can make.
Skeledirge is sort of a neat solution to GF's insistent need to humanize starters: instead of making the animals human like, you instead can give them a humanoid characteristic wjile maintaining the beast itself, and that works much better imo.
The colors are a very neat blend of red, white, black, and purple- the face gives the visage of a skull and possibly stained glass, perfect for a Mexican Dia De Los Muertos vibe. The bird might come from nowhere to some, but actually in real life, crocs and gators will often let birds pick their teeth clean or pick parasites off of their bodies, so there's an interesting relationship there- not to mention the creative irony of a baby bird birthed from Crocalor's egg, helping a ghost to battle. It's signature move, Torch Song, is not only very strong, it also is a reference to a love song written for someone departed- putting the DIRGE in Skeledirge. Overall, just a fantastic fire type starter and the breath of fresh air we have needed since 2006, imo. 9/10
The Fuecoco line is an amazing starter line that is intricately designed and well thought out, embracing the natural with an actual animal inspiration through and through, while also embracing the supernatural with demonic and ghostly influences. I think that a lot of people think you need an art history degree to truly appreciate a Pokemon- while I tend to disagree and firmly believe that a bad design is a bad design no matter how much thought goes into it, I think Skeledirge is the perfect example of a good design with thought provoking influences. This is the perfect way to make a walking cultural lesson, I feel, and more than makes up for the shit show from the last few gens of fire starters. Battle wise they are fun to use and very powerful, and can quickly sweep a team with little set up needed. The only reason I regrettably didn't pick it first was because i wanted to use Ceruledge, another fire/ghost type instead, which i regret in hindsight. Overall a 9/10 for sure, and I'd happily recommend it.
Now, we need a grass croc, perhaps a jungle adjacent gator
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Quaxly is uh... a duck I guess. It's probably the most forgettable and average starter pokemon I've ever seen- that's better than being ugly, I suppose. I do like the blue feet, anyway, and the hair is a funny gag for a bit. 6/10. Friend I guess, but a distant one.
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Yuck. Remember when I said Prinplup was a better water bird than Quaxwell? It's kind of hard not to beat that. They try to go for a male dancer vibe- I don't really think that's good starter material, and personally I was hoping they'd go for a sailor vibe instead if anything. But oh well. The colors are neat, but I am just not a fan of the design, from the ugly hair to the weird shoe feet, and the arrogant attitude on its face. Looking awfully rude for a 4 looking ass like you.
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Quaquaval is a complicated pokemon that I've grown to appreciate, but like Floragato and Meowscarada, I think Quaxwell and it are better suited to being non starter pokemon. But as I've said, I've come to appreciate it, and have even used it as a secondary starter along with Skeledirge on an Ash inspired team. Now that I think about it, I think it and Ludicolo would get along great, and I'd like an excuse to use both together.
I think Quaquaval's design is much better appreciated when it's being still in a 2d image, but I still think it's a much needed improvement from Inteleon and Primarina both as a design and inspiration. The phrase "water type blaziken" gets thrown around often- I don't quite agree with that statement, as Blaziken is way cooler, but Quaquaval's still pretty neat in using dance as a fighting method. The deep blues mesh very, very well with the lighter blues, reds, whites, and yellows, and although not visible in the artwork, its peacock-like tail is just a fantastic addition. This guy draws inspiration from carnaval dancers of Brazil, evident from its dress and over the top flashy decorations. From that angle, I really appreciate just how excessive it can be, but I do wish there was an off switch sometimes. As far as design nitpicks, I'd say I'd wish the romp wasn't so prominent, the legs were more bird like (the pants are fine, just not the human bend), the toes weren't weird, and the arms were more wing like. As I said, I think it's better suited as a non starter, as I think a better final evolution for Quaxly would have been a naval albatross or something. Still, I enjoy it for what it is. 8/10
The Quaxly line is definitely one of the weirder lines. Some might be put off by how flamboyant it becomes, but honestly it's a fun Pokemon idea for those that don't want to take their starter too seriously. It's one that definitely gets a few laughs when it obsesses over its hair, runs, or does that little shimmy it does in battle. A 7/10 in terms of water starter designs.
And we're caught up. See you guys for ZA.
Let me know if you'd like me to review other Pokemon
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melissa-titanium · 1 year ago
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the ask game stuff..001 for N nd doll (giggles
GO FUCK YOURSELF . but thank uou... anime berdly emoji . ill answer...FOR NOW
001 | send me a ship and I will tell you:
when I started shipping it if I did: VERY RECENTLY ACTUALLY id say within the last like two weeks. ive always loved doll and always loved n but then i realized like. oh huh i connect alot with n and want to make out with doll . boom. its like borderline selfship at this point its cringe as fuck but let me do whatever i want.
my thoughts: surprisingly i don't have as many thoughts on them as i did but i feel like. because of how much of a foil doll is to uzi i think thats the word it would be like. IDK i feel like for doll it'd help to understand the 'humanity' of the dds. if she witnesses a disassembly drone killing war machine trip over his own tail or bump his head into a doorframe and wince and laugh and talk and hug with gentle arms and do things that she specifically reprogrammed herself NOT to do so she'd have a better chance to kill her worst enemy and avenge her parents... she would short circuit. to actually get to the point of not killing him on sight would take a while or lots of coercing via ... lizzy? or hell maybe even uzi im not sure. unless they had an individual encounter (which, you know, could totally happen! doll out in the wastes and n is on a solo hunt, you know her ass was following them.) that lead to a stalemate, i'm not sure how they'd even meet. HM OK NOW IM THINKING ABOUT THIS. either way tho n has a habit of befriending insane drones (or like... smoochin depending on how you see enzi tho i see them as platonic) and i think he could. Not fix her but he could be there for her bless. and again i think she could help him be not a doormat 💛 also stupid hc i had aboit them i hv always thought doll to have like... a freakishly good memory. which, works perfectly paired with n because like .you know. his memory prahblems . dolls ass can remember the angle of your arm when you were like fucking sitting on a chair on the 13th of april last year or some shit like she PAYS ATTENTION even if she doesn't often share her input... which is also a good thing bcos n is super inclusive always. n voice DOLLLL LOOK WE ARE DOING A THING!!!! :D & shes just like. sighs okay (comes ova 2 him) and eventually.. i think itd get to the point where she can go do shit on her own without being explicitly invited YAY
What makes me happy about them: gotta bring up the Me & My Wife shit again bcos its borderline selfship at this point. i just think its interesting and awesome I REALLY HOPE THEY HAVE AN INTERACTION... tho i doubt it; i think they might fight or smt in ep 7 WHICH HONESTLY I WOULDNT BE SAD ABOUT my goil needs moe screenrtime
What makes me sad about them: doll probably hasnt experienced like. affection in fucking ages & frankly n really hasnt either. i think they'd hold hands and talk about their kill counts. also i just realized they both kind of went thru a period of time tht was little socialization only KILL. doll had school & lizzy, sure, but also living in an apartment with ur parents' & dozens of others' corpses its like. tht fucks w u. but the interesting thing about them is… n and doll don't experience guilt over Killing And Eating People the same way i think. like. just for example v and uzi do (atleast in my perception). like v couldnt cope with the knowledge she had so she fell extra EXTRA hard into her role (atleast using her maid self as an accurate portrayal of her old self) and uzi has never ever experiuenced anything like that before so its fucking terrifying to her. however, with doll and n… they dont percieve it the same way. we understand that both of them are capable of guilt but it takes a very strong connection for them to experience it. ep one; n feels bad for making uzi argue with khan & ruining the card game. does he say a single thing about killing and eating half a dozen workers? No! because it's natural to him. there's nothing out of the ordinary in that situation except for the fact that he was "rude" by interrupting someone & "rude" by causing an argument. yes, he's very sweet and patient and all of the above but he doesn't see killing as really a BAD THING… he sees it as a necessity; as him being useful, higher numbers means hes doing a good job. but, really, that's all he's known. he doesn't remember being a worker. after meeting uzi he's capable of realizing… oh, these are living creatures! i feel a little bad now. but the guilt doesn't come crashing down onto him and leave him utterly devastated at his kill count, it just sits there. it festers. similarly, in my opinion, to how doll reacts to guilt. we see her as this unstoppable force at every point until the end of promening. she knows her goals, she knows what she has to do to get to them, and has shaped herself into the perfect killing machine to do what she needs, removing all forms of guilt from her person to make sure it doesn't get in the way. though, again, it comes bubbling to the surface back from where she buried it so deeply under all her anger when uzi pops her emo little head in. she isnt instantly all "oh my god, what have i done?" but it eats away at her all of this fucking time, she has been killing and hurting her kind, believing she was the only one who could possibly shoulder this burden and deal justice to those who deserved it. but now that she knows she isn't alone… it festers.
things done in fanfic that annoys me: i've seen like three n/doll fics literally EVER but i'd honestly say. major mischaracterization of doll... i feel like doll gets mischaracterized more than n? n's behaviours are easy to understand and read with a surface level understanding because he has more screentime and again ON THE SURFACE looks relatively simple. i think a huge thing in some fanfics that bugs me is that. imitation of speech patterns = perfect characterization WHICH IS NOT TRUE... but also understandably makes it difficult to do with doll because she doesn't talk alot, while N talks a LOT so it leads to a heavy imbalance in mischaracterization. just because the characters would fucking say that, doesnt mean they would Fucking Do That
apparently there is a word limit on tumblr. pleasantly surprised this will be two posts instead
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avianconcept · 3 months ago
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Thank you!! Someone had to say it!
I actually liked that they didn't handle it well in the book simply because it made sense in the narrative, and for who the characters are. Its 2007, and none of them (as far as we know) have a frame of reference for Jean's type and scope of trauma. If they responded perfectly, I think I'd honestly find it kind of hard to believe. I'm a fan of authors being very logical in their character's responses like that.
But I'll go a step further, and look at it from a more...emotional? angle. I don't understand why people hate on them for handling it badly. When I read the book, I found it almost...endearing? In the sense that -to me- their occasionally badly executed attempts at handling Jean reflect such a determination to care and to try.
As always, bear with me.
A major theme of the book, in my opinion, is that looking away, be it literally or metaphorically, when something is wrong and someone needs help, is an act of violence. To me, the floozies ‘bad’ handling of Jean’s trauma is just a product of them not looking away. The easier thing is always to look away, or worse, to push the thing that makes you uncomfortable away as fast and far as you can.
Trauma is often reacted to this way. Most people are not used to seeing people get triggered, especially when the resulting behavior is violent or frightening in nature. People aren't sure how to deal with what are clearly serious issues, so they respond to that discomfort by pulling away. They put distance between themselves and this person they don't understand, and in the process, alienate the victim further.
Cat, Laila, and Jeremy seem to be aware that they are in over their heads, with Jean. They can see that he's got shit going on that they have no idea how to deal with.
But they don't drop him, they don't pretend it isn't happening, and they don't hold him at arm's length.
They try.
They use what limited, ill fitting knowledge they have, and they try to meet him where he's at. They do not respond like trauma therapists because they are not trauma therapists. They are twenty-somethings in 2007 who understand very little beyond knowing that there is a person in front of them who is clearly not alright.
Over and over again, they choose to do the uncomfortable thing, and try to offer him what they can. What he needs is probably intensive therapy- but he's has (or will have, come TGR) Betsy for that.
The Floozies are offering something less clean cut than a therapist, but no less well intentioned or valuable. It's friendship, and warmth, and a chance at normalcy. They challenge his harmful thinking, and try to prevent him from retreating within himself so far that no one can get to him. They push him to do new things, and provide a contrast to what he believes life to be.
And yeah, sometimes they mishandle things. They're also young. But they do not quit on him. They very determinedly do not look away, even as the pile of Big Scary Concepts To Reckon With gets bigger and bigger. I think they're meant to be a contrast to the Ravens, in a lot of ways. Instead of picking on his weakness, they refuse to leave him behind. They don't let him stay trapped in his own head just because it would be easier for them.
In my opinion, their well intentioned, somewhat poorly executed attempts at trying are a hundred times better than not trying at all.
"the floozies are terrible at dealing with Jean's trauma!!?!!!"
the floozies are twenty years old
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calypso-apologist · 16 days ago
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Same anon who made the caly post a little bit ago who mentioned darkshipping! Gonna use the ✨🔮 emojis so I can be identified if that’s alright!
I have such mixed, complicated feelings on shipping terminology and the different communities. On one hand, I think words like “darkshipping”, “comship” and “dead dove” are kinda useful. To some extent, they serve a purpose of being able to immediately identify a topic and block the tag as needed. Or seek out particularly tags if that’s your cup of tea. So I’ll use em from time to time. It’s just helpful verbal shorthand.
Proship v anti is also its own thing. As someone who USED to identify as a proshipper and break bread with those people, it was fine for a time. The basis that proship means “ship and let ship” and “fiction does not effect reality” are great schools of thought in their own right (fiction CAN dent reality ofc but like you mentioned, there nuance/exceptions to some things and that’s its own conversation)
However I quickly left that community when I started to notice something you pointed out—that it’s become a sort of code for pedophilia and what not. It somewhat has, unfortunately—hence why I left and decided to just say I’m ship-neutral. Because at some point, I started to notice more “pro-para” stuff (pro-paraphilia) for disorders regarding pedo, necro, beasty stuff etc. and I just…nah fuck that. Gross and dangerous. Don’t wanna give a space to those people. Antishippers are a problem too—-but again a whole other conversation and I don’t wanna make you feel obligated to respond to a whole novel, so I’ll cut it short there. 😭
Like personally, no matter how gross or dark something is, should be allowed to be explored in fiction—and it’s on me as an individual to avoid it, just my perspective. Fictional characters doing fictionally bad things to fictional victims is fine—-pro para spaces for REAL disorders and dangerous attractions is NOT at all okay.
As for Calypso, I do see a lot of potential to explore many dark themes like isolation, trauma, loneliness, yandere, SA, possibly even gender related stuff if you wanted to talk about it from an angle of having a female perpetrator and male victim. Something else—what prolonged isolation does to someone who’s out of touch with conventional ethics/morals. I CAN see Caly being desperate for love and stimulation after years of being alone. Not that it’s okay what she did, but it’s fascinating to see how someone gets to a place like she did. Something else about her—despite some people using pretty extreme language, I don’t necessarily think she’s portrayed as a monster. Well, maybe she is. But I also think there’s a certain level of empathy to her as well. I mean we DO know she’s been living a rough life of loneliness and boredom. Throw a mix of isolation and lack of moral influence together, someone really might do extreme things to get their needs met. In this case, basic psychological needs, like love and support. Maybe I’m reaching, but it almost reminds me of when people get lost or trapped in the wilderness and commit very uh, non-socially acceptable things, like cannibalism, to get their food needs met. I hope that made sense, sorry for being morbid.
Anyway, thank you so much for the thoughtful reply and I really appreciate it. I also agree with you on quite a few points 👌
-✨🔮
And thank you for coming back as well! Glad to see we agree on so many things.
Of course, I understand the usage of terminology and such and you have full rights to use them, I just despise how they just... lead to extremism forming, if that makes sense? It very often ends up being like "you give someone a finger and they take the whole arm" or whatever the proper words for that are.
Probably my biggest issues with all the discourse is the binary thinking I mentioned. If you're not on one side, you're assumed to be on the other side and I just... hate that, honestly, because it's never that simple.
I myself don't really like shipping just because it just doesn't do it for me. There are ships I like, sure, like OdyPen or TerzOmega. There are ships I hate, like AsaKiku (although that's for very petty and personal reasons) and whatever the name for Hannibal Lecter x Will Graham is. And that's fine, because I'm not going out of my way to "convert" people to my ships or harass people for liking ships I dislike. I just don't engage with them or don't talk to them about those specific things. I have friends who are big fans of Mads Mikkelsen's Hannibal Lecter who know not to talk to me about that because I don't like the series and the only Hannibal for me is sir Anthony Hopkins. And somehow, we have not killed each other over it yet.
And for Calypso, yes! Absolutely! And as someone with a special interest for unhealthy and toxic relationships (especially yandere themes), I adore her. I'm not gonna bash people for disliking her, even if I do want to scream sometimes when people claim her theme played in 600 Strike (which, as far as I know, was actually the "all I hear are screams" motif). I just block or ignore and move on. You know, like an adult.
And something that I would like to add here, about how fiction "doesn't" affect reality, obviously it's a bit more complicated, but to put it simply, while it does (or at least should, in theory) impact you, if it influences you to the point of actually considering doing something terrible because of a piece of art or media, it's something you should seek help with because it's blurring for you and starting to impact your everyday life. That is the issue.
But, philosophy and such aside, it was a delight to speak to you, Sparkle Magic Ball anon (sounds like a My Little Pony OC ngl) and thank you for the insight!! <333
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lovingseventeen · 2 years ago
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is seventeen good at taking your picture? *ੈ✩‧₊˚
a/n: this is kinda random but wholesome lol 
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seungcheol:
✿ “ah, you’re pretty”
✿ it just sort of comes out, really. he was taking a couple pictures but he puts your phone down for a second just to look at you
✿ he giggles when you start blushing (the pictures end up being the kind thats a little blurry bc you moved when he got you blushy, but its still aesthetically pleasing)
jeonghan: 
✿ he tries to prank you by showing you that he actually took a (very cute and giggly) selfie while you were posing (this selfie becomes your lock screen eventually)
✿ when he sees you scoff he does his specific “hahaha” laugh (y’all know what i mean) 
✿ but just as you’re about to smack his arm he swipes left and he actually took a couple good pictures 
joshua: 
✿ i feel like he’s the kind to be pretty diligent with taking your picture 
✿ will direct how you pose (if you want him to help) to get the best possible picture 
✿ “mm maybe turn your chin this way just a little bit” he goes, even so far as to demonstrate with his own face
jun: 
✿ he really tries his best and they’re not totally bad 
✿ occasionally just crops your foot out weirdly or it’s not lined up the best 
✿ it may take another one or two tries but you’ll get there 
✿ will comment when you post that 1) you look pretty and 2) he took the picture (he’s proud)
hoshi: 
✿ takes a million pictures of you in rapid fashion and each of them are about 2% different from each other 
✿ may be a little bit hit or miss 
✿ will encourage a horanghae hand at some point 
✿ but even though he’s taking pictures kinda fast he will be patient and take more if you want him to 
wonwoo: 
✿ i feel like he’d take pictures of you from two angles at most and ngl, they ain’t bad 
✿ like somehow, he didn’t put that much thought into them but they’re pretty good???
woozi: 
✿ he may not take too many pictures but he puts a lot of care into the 7 he does take
✿ says little words under his breath, maybe quirks his head as he’s figuring out how to hold your phone
✿ “hmm maybe this isn’t right” *head tilt* “is it?”
dk: 
✿ may be a little bit overdramatic with the lunging to “make you look taller” 
✿ but best boy energy and he’s enthusiastic to help you !!
✿ will probably get a cute candid picture of you laughing over his antics
mingyu: 
✿ he’s probably taller than you but he will squat and/or break his back to get that good angle 
✿ also has a pretty artistic eye so i could assume that he’d get an interesting picture 
✿ he also did mention bringing his camera with him everywhere (in that one interview) so he’d probably be the kind of boyfriend that would take your picture without you knowing 
✿ honestly use his height and some funky lens to your advantage to get something editorial 
minghao: 
✿ another artsy boy hehe 
✿ very flexible will most definitely get pictures of you from so many angles 
✿ moves around you enough so you barey have to adjust 
✿ i feel like he’d help you filter your pictures too 
seungkwan: 
✿ who am i kidding, seungkwan will go to every extreme to get the perfect picture 
✿ ofc he knows all of your best angles 
✿ you may want to stop taking pictures but he will inSiSt he can do better 
✿ you think the pictures are fine already (he really did do so good) but he’s pointing to tell you to go back to pose 
vernon:
✿ the energy may not be through the roof but he’s still putting an effort trust
✿ if he doesn’t get what you want at first all you gotta do is demonstrate what you want
✿ really, just make him stand in your place and take a quick example
✿ “so i want you to take it like this, so you see this in the background too”
✿ “ah okay i see” he nods
✿ funniest part is the practice photo and he’s just standing in it like 🧍
dino: 
✿ also tries pretty hard
✿ he’s about to show you what he has so far before he grabs your phone back before you even see he screen
✿ “wait let me try again!”
✿ he gets excited when he feels like the pictures turned out well
✿ sneakily sends a couple photos to his own phone 🫶🏽
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shameboree · 2 years ago
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ATTIC GOBLIN ?
YEAH SO when we moved in there was like this wadded up pair of pink panties in the basement that hadnt been there a few days before when we did our final walkthrough or whatever right. and then my fuzzy socks would go missing and some leggings and then our fucking FORKS which were DISCONTINUED so we cant even replace them!!!!! also the toilet paper would run out like super fast and i drink A Lot of diet dr pepper so i DO pee a lot but this was just fucken ridiculous!!!!! anyway so our one old roommate suggested ghost but me n polks were like fuck off this is OUR house!!
anyway so one day im slumped down on the couch w earbuds in having a good time and my friend kos comes downstairs to brew his sleepy ass some fresh shit tier coffee at like 5pm on a weekday. tbh i was talking about one of my homebrew blorbos being harassed and having just a great time with it so i didnt want to speak to anyone and just EXTREMELY avoided eye contact n sank as deep as i could into the bigass pillows of our honestly very nice goodwill upper middle class grandma couch. the point of that is when you walk downstairs and turn into the kitchen you cant really see me at this angle and i am DEAD SILENT bc my keyboard was apparently made of marshmallows or smth AND im metal gear box stealth mode trying to not be noticed here so i can talk about my barbies being menaced uninterrupted.
SO because of all that when kos came back downstairs for his coffee which had been brewing for probably not very long but i was in the Blorbo Zone where time is fake so i couldnt in good faith give an estimate he did NOT see me. well while hes in the kitchen puttering around i just start losing my shit on account of my blorbarbies in agonies brings me Such Joys and i think this startled him so bad he has to take a stress shower because i heard the bathroom door SLAM and the water start running. at some point after this polks comes home from work and starts pissed off nagging us over WHO MADE THIS COFFEE MESS IN MY KITCHEN!! kos comes downstairs for the Commotions and apparently the coffee pot was sitting on the counter with some fresh coffees while the rest of it fresh waterfalled all into our silverware and pots n pans spaces HOWEVER!! MYSTERY TIME!! he has not been downstairs since he started brewing his trash sludge.
INTERMISSION: THINGS TO NOTE ABOUT OUR HOUSE: the back door is literally INCHES from the downstairs bathroom. the attic is not a panel or ceiling access its just a door right by all our bedroom doors and it wont latch which was So Annoying bc the cats were UNREASONABLE THIRSTY to get up there so we had to install a loop n hook latch to keep it shut but whichever one of us did that goofed it up pretty bad bc the door is still perpetually cracked open like probably a full inch and a half. id love to take the credit for this but i think it was polks who is absolutely phenomenal at fucking up installations of things. OTHER NOTABLE THINGS ABOUT POLKS: her single biggest fear on this planet is shit like Crawlspace Man. just Some Guy living in your home without you knowing. also we have a dark little crawlspace down in the basement, for ambience
MOVING ON at this point i still dont give a shit about anything happening around me because i am inflicting sufferings upon my from scratch blorbo BUT my brain is putting the pieces together which i then immediately do a toddler vs 1000 piece puzzle it took you a year to assemble and just totally waste that shit from my thinkspace bc i wanna play DOLLS instead. polks and kos are also putting their little pieces together but they are Not braindead dipstick idiots like yours truly so they decide to check the whole haus bottom up, starting with the crawlspace. great news! the crawlspace is empty!! other older news: i def heard the cabinet ruining coffee fuckuper come down from upstairs.
i forgot to mention that for this househunt polks armed herself with our fucking broom and was wielding it handle side out because It Has Reach and a knife would Escalate The Situation. anyway they make their way upstairs and i am doing absolute jackshit nothing to help because, again, i am fucking brain poisoned to prioritize oc cummies over every single thing on this planet. its in my fucking genetic code. so while im fuckin useless theyre up there talking about how fucking weird this is and scuffling around or whatever but the second they go into the attic its dead silent and NOT because they go silent but because the attic is some fucked up sound void and past the first 3 steps you can hear total fuck all from outside. at this point my little toddler brain realizes this puzzle is actually indestructible so when kos and polkie are out of the void audible again i Already Knew i had to start being a fucking adult instead of playing barbies which DID feel like a personal affront.
tbh i dont even remember how polks reacted bc i was so CMON MAN!! at our attic dweller for cucking me bc now i gotta call the fuckin cops AND change the locks AND i still gotta get up at 420 in the mother blessed am for work, so basically this entire stunt was a hate crime against me specifically.
we dont really go in our attic much and never even bothered fetching the cats when they went up there but we HAD been up there before so when i went up there and saw fuckin blankets and takeout containers and also some clothes stuffed into drafty holes it was like, kind of Obvious that yeah some bitch was stealing my forks and not paying rent and eating all my toilet paper and FOR SOME REASON had the audacity to ALSO go ahead and pour out a cup of coffee in BROAD DAYLIGHT while we were OBVIOUSLY HOME. the fucking NERVE!!
so!! thats our Event that i honestly forget happened most of the time. we actually refer to them as Attic Dobby i think on account of my THIEVED socks but then of course attic dobby became sexy dobby as is the natural progression of things. we have many big tity dobbie drawings around the house and we love to show them to guests. i may have lost some forks i cant fucking replace so ill never have a matching set again BUT now my house has so many slutty big tit thong and louboutin adorned dobbys that kos and i have bonded so much over drawing that it all evens out in the end and i definitely dont get mad about the forks ever. less important than dobbys big naturals but still notable: exposure therapy works as polks no longer has the Crawlspace Man Terrors!
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aetheternity · 4 years ago
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When their meeting is about to start but they can't get their erection to go away.
Sprays the minors be gone spray
Warning: (Fem reader) In this scenario you have been in a sexual on again off again relationship with these guys individually. You're not dating them. The guys have all tried masturbation before coming to you. Also mommy kink for everyone except Levi.
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Armin
Poor thing has been hard since he woke up which was about four hours ago.
He runs into your room almost slamming open the door.
"Mommy, please.. I can't make it go away."
He almost cries when he slips inside. The pain in his balls eased a bit as he wraps his fingers in the blankets.
Mouth open as he lets every noise out unabashedly.
He can't even begin to be ashamed of his noises when your wet cunt continually sucks him in.
"You're so hard baby." You moan as you tug him in close, running your hands over his undercut and through his hair. "What were you thinking about?"
"I wasn't being bad mommy, I promise.. I-I just-" He gasps as he sheaths himself all the way inside. Barely pulling out for each thrust.
Pretty blue eyes rolling towards the sky.
"Hmm?"
"I woke up hard and.. I tried to go back to sleep but it got so painful.."
You kiss his pretty red lips coaxing them out from where he's biting them.
Your legs stay spread for every rough pound of his hips. His cock pressed impossibly deep.
"I need you." He whines "I need you so much."
The ache inside him slowly being released.
"You're gonna make me cum.." He whimpers
You cover his mouth with your hand. His face impossibly red as his eyes finally flutter open.
Blue doe eyes filled with tears that quickly begin to trickle down his cheeks.
"Finish baby. You're such a good boy. Don't moan too loud ok? Let it stay our secret."
When he cums inside you his hips stutter and his screams are covered by your hands.
"That's it, good job baby." You moan back arched for him.
When you release him he inhales sharply letting out one last gasp as he fills you up.
"Mommy there's so much.." He heaves
"Hurry and get to your meeting ok?"
"Ok. I'll be back later to properly thank you." He says tongue curving over his lips.
He takes one more second to stare at his cum where it's flowing down to your ass and he almost gets hard again.
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Waits until there's like 10 minutes left before the meeting starts.
Eren
Partially because he thought he could manage to get rid of it before then and partially because he was worried you wouldn't be up this early.
He just kinda awkwardly shuffles around until you notice the very obvious bulge in his pants.
When he does finally go to you he's glad to see you awake.
"I.. it won't fuck off." He grunts
The second you wrap your hands around his cock he lets out the deepest groan throwing his head back. And when it slides inside..
His soul almost escapes him.
"Mommy.." He grunts
You need a couple seconds to adjust even though it hasn't been that long since he last fucked you.
When he finally gets going he's so rough but slow as if he doesn't have a meeting to get to.
His hips pressed right up against your inner thighs and pelvis.
"Baby speed up." You gasp softly "You need to cum so you can get to that meeting."
"I know.. but fuuucckk."
He's absolutely losing his mind.
He's got the bed slamming into the wall, hands making permanent marks where they're squeezing around your waist.
Starts fucking your tight cunt a little harder when you start to sound breathless.
At some point he's pushing both your knees forward into the pillows using that leverage to fuck you so deep you can barely breathe.
He growls into every kiss he plants on your lips.
His cock pounding your g-spot so roughly you've started crying.
Starts to shake when he gets close.
His hands slipping from the backs of your knees to right next to your head.
"God.. fuck!" He huffs, cum painting your insides. "Shit.." He groans in your ear.
You can't even speak too focused on trying to catch your breath.
Veins dark where they show up in his knuckles.
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Mouth hung agape as he pulls his now limp cock out.
Gives you a sweet kiss before he leaves.
"Thank you mommy." He smirks at your blissful expression.
Jean
"Help me? Please?"
Doesn't wait as long as Eren and Armin.
Probably around 15 minutes of stroking himself to zero effect before he's coming to you.
"What's the magic word, love?"
"..Mommy."
Has your legs wrapped around his waist. His cock mixing your insides and you can't help but let every sinful noise spill from your throat as he does.
Simultaneously kissing you and playing with your nipples
He's fucking you like you're his girlfriend and he doesn't have a meeting to go to.
"Jean, baby.. you gotta hurry."
Even you don't want him to hurry. Or stop.
"I promise I'll get to my meeting on time I just wanna spend as much time as I can here with you mommy."
Rubs your cheek in circular motions with his thumb when you sob over his pace.
Spreads his legs and presses as deep as he can with a hand on your stomach until you're whimpering on every thrust.
"You feel so fucking good mommy. So good, please keep squeezing my cock."
Till you're cumming around his cock.
Has you moaning his name and arching your back.
Only then does he actually speed up and give in to his need to cum.
Deep moans of mommy falling off his lips onto yours.
Every bit of your pussy full of him till his name is the only word you remember.
He wraps his arms around your shoulders. Keeping himself deep as he empties every drop of his load inside.
He stays in you for almost too long just giving you kisses all over your face and hands.
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Whines your name in between little mentions of gratitude
Honestly you're a little sad to see him go.
Finally pulls out and gets dressed.
Connie
"I kept thinking about the mission tomorrow and that kept me up most of the night. Then I started thinking about you and that kept me hard the other half." He laughs
Abuses the fact that he can ask you for sex and you'll almost always say yes.
But it's more because it's you than because he's constantly after sexual pleasure.
Just a little. 🤏
You know because the first time you let him hit was surprising but the 45th time he's still in shock but he's adoring every second he gets to climb in your bed and touch every bit of your skin.
Bites his lip a little when he slips in balls deep.
Only because he loves the fact that it's you more than the fact that he can get off with someone.
As soon as it hits morning and he knows you're awake he's pulling himself out of bed.
"Shit.. mommy this is what I needed." His eyes roll back as he penetrates you from below.
Cock twitching inside with every thrust.
Somehow still manages to smirk and flirt with you while groaning in between each word.
"Mommy, you never deny me.. might as well tell me you're in love with me."
You snort, "Cum already so you can go to your meeting."
"I'll cum when you tell me you love me."
He tries he really does but he's getting so close and the way you're squeezing his cock just isn't fair.
Profanity flying from his lips when you slam your hips down using your knees as leverage.
"God mommy please.." He begs reaching out for your waist.
He lifts himself up latching his tongue to one nipple while his free hand is cupping your breast.
Groans low in his throat when he cums. His eyes fluttering shut
Whispers of fuck and goddammit cresting off his lips.
His cock twitching against your walls. The feeling making you bite your lip.
"You take such good care of me mommy." He cooes
He leans into your ear, "What if I just stayed here and fucked you all day?"
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"Go to your meeting!" You huff, getting off of him.
He finally leaves when you give him a silent glare.
Levi
Walks into your bedroom without so much as a knock and locks the door.
He waits it out for almost 3 hours before finally going to you with all his pent up frustration.
He wants it to go away on its own so bad.
"What's up with you this morning?" You laugh as he tosses your panties aside haphazardly.
He doesn't need to answer his dick print speaks for itself.
Thrusts all the way inside with no warning.
Like Eren he has your feet in the air, knees pressed into the sheets.
You wanna tease him so bad for being this hard and a little loud this early in the morning but his cock feels like it's in your stomach.
You can only keep your head back, noises spilling off your lips with every thrust.
Eyes coasting north when he slams into your sweet spots.
Keeps fucking into you like you're his little toy. Simultaneously rough and gentle.
Angles his hips in a specific way to hear you scream and then mutters for you to be quiet.
Groans when your nails dig into his back.
Eventually he lets your legs go, allowing them to wrap around his waist as he finally picks a pace.
His thrusts so hard you can hear small clatters from the wood under the mattress hitting the floor.
And you're clenching around him so tight.
Screaming his name along with every curse word known to man.
He lets out a long drawn out moan as he fills your tight pussy with every bit of pent up frustration he possesses in all 160 cm of himself.
And surprisingly it's a lot.
And finally he's letting you go with a chaste kiss to your lips.
"Good girl." He whispers, thumb coaxing strands of your hair off your cheeks.
Meanwhile your heart beat is slamming against your rib cage so loud you're sure you'll bust.
You probably have shit to do today too but after that you just wanna go back to sleep.
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luimagines · 4 years ago
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First Kiss! Part 2
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Part 1
Part 2 will include Sky, Legend and Time
Content under the cut!
Sky
Walking through the town was something mundane and simple.
Walking through town hand in hand with your boyfriend Sky was comforting, a journey and a delight.
You always seemed to see things differently when he was around and you’re not sure why but walking with him always made things look brighter, happier, more enjoyable. You never wanted it to end.  
The two of you turned into the town square and watched the others of the group disperse into the natural inclinations for civilization. You laughed and leaned against Sky as they went away, the two of you not having a destination in mind.
“I don’t actually want to do anything right now.” Sky admitted as you walk. “Is there something you had in mind or can we go?”
You hum and think for a moment and realize that there’s not much you think the town can offer you at the moment that would be worth staying and shake your head. “Nope. I’m good.”
Sky smiled and begins to drag you along to the outer rings of the place, making random turns at random times just trying to create distance no matter how imaginary.
“I thought we were leaving.” You snort and stop in your tracks, keeping Sky from moving forward.
Sky blushes a little and uses his other hand to scratch the back of his head. “I realized we would need to check in with someone and I didn’t know where any of them went. So-”
“So we can’t leave because someone could go looking for us?” You raise an eyebrow.
“Yeah...”
You snort and cover your mouth with your free hand. “I should have known.”
“What?”
“You’re too much of a good boy to just ditch people.” You grin and tilt your head. ”Which is cute but I should have known there’s no way you’re a bad boy, even for as something as trivial as knowing where we are.”
You shake your head good naturedly and feel Sky get closer. “Honestly I should have-”
Sky gets into your personal space and the close proximity stuns you into silence.
Sky raises an eyebrow and leans even closer. “I can be a bad boy, if I wanted to.”
The air suddenly feels charged and while you’re not sure with what, you somehow manage to get your tongue working again to shape the words you need to say. “No offence dear, but I doubt that.”
Sky leans in and you lean back to gain some space, less he collide with your face only to feel your back collide with a wall behind you.
You’re trapped. 
You gulp and look up into Sky’s eyes with confusion, only marginally intimidated by his actions.
Sky smirks and you feel a blush cover your face as you bite your lip. You look down out of embarrassment and try to figure out what’s going on with your heart at the same time. Sky finally lets go of your hand and brings his arm over your head to rest his weight on it, his other hand coming up to put a finger under your chin, lifting it just a little higher for you to properly look him in the eyes.
The action combined with the somewhat devilish look on his face and his action have you go weak in the knees and you press yourself deeper into the wall for some semblance of stability.
Sky looks you up and down at the sight and tilts his head, the smirk ever present.
He’s enjoying this.
Your heart is pounding, all you seem to hear is your blood rushing in your ears and your whole body feel too warm and ice cold at the same time.
Sky leans into your face and you can feel his breath on your cheeks as he places little butterfly kisses against you. He brushing his nose against yours on accident but it fails to feel that way. If anything it makes the moment more intimate and charges something in you.
The little kisses he leaves on your face are a kind of sweet torture you’re not sure you can bare for any longer.
You gulp and flutter yours eyes open- not sure when you closed and gasp for a breath. “Oh my god, kiss me.”
Sky stills and you think you might have pushed something just before he angles himself in front of you again and presses his lips against yours.
Your close your eyes and lose yourself in the feeling.
Your hands travel up his check and rest on his shoulders before closing in by his collar bone and snaking behind his head to tangle themselves in his hair.
Sky keeps his arm on the wall but uses his other hand to tilt your head even higher, pushing himself against you as he kisses you deeper.
A loud cough has the two of you jumping away from each other and you can’t help feeling a little pissed that someone interrupted your moment.
There stands Time, a smirk and knowing look in his eye. “Pardon the interruption, but I believe I was tasked to bring Sky to Warrior for a consultation. That is.... unless you’re busy.”
Sky coughs and steps away from you. “No, I... I can go.”
You glare at Time, not at all subtle in your intentional message you’re trying to send.
Time holds back his snickers... barely. “Good. I’ll him know you’re on your way.”
Sky blushes at being caught and laughs a bit when he sees you. “We’ll continue later.”
You blink and only then feel a little shame at also being caught- or it shame for how much you enjoyed it.
You nod at Sky and watch him- his phantom touch still on you.
You collapse against the wall and sigh.
That was not what you were expecting.
Legend
Running.
You and Legend were running through the castle trying to lose the tail of the guards that have found out that you two were very much not supposed to be there. Your party clothes billowed behind you and your steps echoed through the mostly empty hallways, more of them thundering behind you as more guards joined the cause.
“This is the last time I follow you blindly, Link.” You hiss and nearly trip over yourself.
Legend spins with little to no trouble at all and grabs your shoulder, helping you get back onto your feet and throwing you in front of him.
“It’s not like I asked for this.” Legend hisses back to you and pushes you to keep running through the hallways.
You want to stop and breath and leave but you’re lost and Legend knows this place better than you do so you’re stuck with him if you want to survive and not get caught.
Without waring Legend pulls you into a sharp turn and closes a door you didn’t notice behind you only stopping at the last moment to not slam it and instead rest it gently, closing even the small gold threaded curtain over the little peep window. 
Around you is a somewhat closed off spiral stair case and another door in front of you that leads into another unknown area but you can hear people.
You’re still not safe but no one seems to have heard you come in just yet.
“This must be one of the servant stairwells.” Legend says as he pants, resting his hands on his knees. You had though that when Legend had first appeared next to you in his finery that he was very handsome. And even when he’s all disheveled and exhausted, you still find yourself appreciating how every curve and sharp angle is accentuated by the outfit.
But this isn’t the time for that.
“Can we get out through here?” You ask, leaning up against the wall. there’s not  a lot of space between you and Legend where you stand but you’re too tired to compute it at the moment.
“Not without getting seen by more people.” Legend sighs. “We’ll just wait for the guards to pass and then head out the other way.”
You nod and continue to pant, placing your hand over your heart as if that would stop it from beating out of your chest.
Legend takes a few more breaths and walks over to stand next to you and places his weight against the wall as well. He opens his mouth to say something before abruptly shutting it with a click and forcing you to duck down as well when you hear the guards that were chasing you just outside the door that hide you from their gaze.
You stop breathing entirely, leaning closer to Legend who places himself between you and door.
You wait.
They leave.
The two of you nearly collapse into each other when you hear them take their leave to continue their search for you somewhere else.
You both stand up again and Legend reaches for the door.
Someone begins coming down the stairs.
Your eyes widen, body ready to run out the door but you’re being pressed against the wall with Legend on top of you before you can think of moving a muscle. 
Legend presses his lips against yours and traps your body there with his own. He attempts to coax a response out of you as the steps continue to descend, his hand burring itself into your hair as the other pulls you closer by your hip.
Your eyes flutter close and your hands come up to cradle his face, kissing him back like you’ve been wanting to do the entire night.
Legend groans a little as he deepens the kiss and angles you closer to his body.
You begin running your hands all over him, trying to map out his curves and angles that you’ve eyeing the entire night with your hands.
Legend responds favorably and even bites your lip when you refuse to let him kiss you even deeper.
“UM!” A voice squeaks. “My apologies but uh... you can’t be here.”
You break away and Legend turns around to address the poor maid that had caught you two.
“Sorry.” He flushes and waves her away. “We’ll be on our way. We didn’t know.”
You swear you blush all the way to your feet and can’t even bring yourself to look the poor girl in the eye as you both leave.
Legend subtly looks around for anyone who might still looking for you even you both leave and you both calmly leave the stairwell and the maid and begin to make your way out of the castle.
You hand finds its way to your mouth, the phantom touch of his lips on yours still tingling in the present moment because of it.
“I’m sorry.” Legend blurts in the quiet moment, his face a deep red as he looks down. “I panicked... but that doesn’t make that ok. It was the heat of the moment but... I probably could have found another solution or maybe we could have just ran.”
You bite your lip and hold your hands behind your back. “It wasn’t that bad.”
“I just assaulted you-”
“You’re a good kisser-”
You both stop in your tracks and stare at each other wide eyed.
“What did you just say?” You speak at the same time.
You gulp and shake your head. ”I didn’t think you... If I didn’t want you to...Um...” You look away first and try to hide behind your hair. “I wanted to kiss you all night, so.... I’m not complaining.” 
“You- you did?”
You blush deeper and try to walk away from him as you talk, as if that would negate how he would still be able to hear you even now that you’re both outside. “For awhile now actually, but.... uh... you look very handsome like that, so the urge was stronger than usual.”
Legend doesn’t say anything for a while but you keep walking, trying to get away from the awkwardness Your friendship is going to change after this night and you can feel it. You just don’t want to acknowledge it.
It was a good kiss.
Footsteps begin thundering behind you and you turn around to see what’s got Legend in a panic before he tackles you to the ground- ruining your party clothes in the dirt before trapping your lips against his again.
He lifts himself off of you as he pants. “You can’t just say that and then leave.”
“I wasn’t trying-”
“You look gorgeous tonight, it was so hard to control myself.”  He kisses you again.
You blink and stare into his eyes when he lifts himself off of you for the second time, letting a moment of silence over you before you take a breath. “Kiss me again.”
He grins and leans down.
If this is the change to your relationship, let it be known that you’re certainly not complaining.
Time
You sigh and watch the sun set just beyond the mountains in the west.
Every bone in your body felt tired and sore and there was nothing else that you wanted to do. You thought that one more person wanted to talk to you today you were going to lose it.
Time comes to sit next to you and puts a hand on your shoulder. He leans over to look in your eyes before he nods to himself and shifts his weight so that he sits with his front to your side.
Gently he coaxes you to move around also and you follow his lead without much question.
As soon as you’re with your back to him, his hands comes to rest on your shoulder and begin to knead.
You almost groan with the immediate pleasure and relief it brings you but the others are still nearby and you don’t want to give them any ideas.
You have no idea how he does it but Link always seem to know what you need without you saying anything and even before you even know. 
You sigh and try to relax even further under his touch.
Time continues with his massage and travels all over your shoulders, upper back and neck.
Your eyes close and you lean back after a few minutes of this, right into Time’s lap. “Thank you.” You say and smile more genuinely toward him. “You didn’t have to but I feel better now.” 
“Good.” He says and plays with the hair that falls over his leg. “You looked tense.”
“Everything was sore and not happy with me.” You blinked your eyes open and look up into his. “That felt nice.”
“Well you’re welcome.” He smiles back.
You grin and sit up again much to the protest of the rest of your muscles. With a small shimmy, you turn around and hop up to place a little kiss on Time’s cheek before you lose your nerve. “Payment.”
You don’t know where your boldness comes from but you’re not so shameless as to kiss Time fully while the whole group is very much nearby.
Time stills completely before he stands up after you.
You attempt to walk away and go back to the group before he can say anything but he catches your hand and pulls you back with a spin, trapping you with an arm behind your back and your chest against his.
You blush at the close proximity and try to pull away. “Time, the boys-”
Time lets go of the hand behind your back to free that up but he instead rests his hands on your waist and pulls you flush against him. “What about them? I believe that if that was the payment that you’re a little short on the change.”
He’s smirking when he says this. 
He leans down and brushes his nose against yours. “If you’re ok with it that is.”
You gulp and stare at him wide eyed. You bite your lip in thought and you can see Time glance down at the subtle movement.
You grin and push yourself into him, closing the distance between you two with more vigor than either of you expected. The force pushes Time back a step and you throw your arms around him to stabilize yourself. 
He kisses you back with as much passion as you want to believe he’s been holding back. You start to crumble from under him and he follows you down when your knees fail you, bending over to keep kissing you, to kiss you deeper and to pull you closer even if you’re bent in half at this point.
You don’t care. 
Together, you lose yourselves in each other and try to memories each factor of him.
The broadness of his chest, the way his toned arms hold you, the way his lips move against you and your skin and how he moves from your lips to your neck-
“Oh for crying out loud-  GET A ROOM!” Legend yells from across the camp and you pull away from time in shock.
Time calmly looks over and pulls you back on to your feet again. “Do you see one?”
“Time.” You whisper yell and smack his arm a little, your blush on your face clear as day even as the sun sets beyond the horizon.
He smirks and turns back to you, capturing one more kiss from you before he steps away with a low and frankly dangerous kind of chuckle. “Later.”
“Later?” You looks after him and cover you lips with your finger tips. “What do you mean by later?”
Time doesn’t turn around to answer you ad you don’t know if you’re excited for it or too embarrassed at the blatant wanton behavior of yours to even think beyond anything than going to bed and starting the next day.
Who are you kidding?
How are you going to sleep when time has frankly put your mind on over drive that that?
It’s going to be a long night.
Part 3
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an-angel-in-the-garden · 4 years ago
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Dating the Obey Me! boys
So I had surgery yesterday and have to be stuck in my room not doing much for a bit so I plan to try and write lots of things and I thought why not start with Obey Me. Hope you enjoy, these are also kinda short since it was so many people! CW: Spoilers and slightly dark
Lucifer
Dating Lucifer is a bit of a struggle at the start
He's headstrong and cruel even to those he care's about so it can be hard to get into a relationship with him
Once that bond is formed however its a different story though he is still blunt and a bit harsh he's more open
He enjoys classic dates candle lit dinners walks under the moon or swaying in his office with his records on
Lucifer adores when you visit him in his office just to spend time with him while he works
Not much PDA but not fully against it will wrap an arm around your waist and might kiss your head if he's feeling really soft that day
Supportive even if he's harsh he wants the best for you in his eyes you deserver the world and then some
Mammon
Mammon is very open about his feelings
Not good with PDA gets very embarrassed but loves it all the same
Will spend money on you without really thinking about it he wants to you everything and in his eyes money is everything
He gets you involved with many schemes but also does everything in his power to not let you get hurt
If any of his siblings are having a bad day and it gets taken out on you he steps in and will swing if needed
Speaking of siblings they dont treat him that well and though he tends to put on a front you kindness to him means so much he can and will cry
Soft just wants you happy your smile makes him feel special and truly loved so he wants you to feel the same
Leviathan
This is a roller coaster that's for sure
Leviathan is a tsundere on the surface but once in a relationship he's a bit more yandere then one might think
With that Levi is very tameable quelling any jealousy of another he might have is simple just give him affection
He can not handle PDA he blushes freaks out and might even faint if people are around
Indoor dates in his aquarium room and also gaming together or watching anime
Though he's not one to enjoy the outdoors if you want to go on a public date all you need to do is ask
Parise for him is heavenly you telling him he's done well or that he makes you happy means he world to him
Satan
Getting into a relationship with Satan is a friends to lovers kinda story he need so much trust to know he can be truly honest with you
Its very give and take he wants this to have the same importance on both side
Café dates often to a cat café and if you allergic dont worry he has a spell for that
Will show off your relationship to everyone
Enjoy soft PDA i.e. hand holding an arm around the waist forehead kisses etc.
Really loves talking with you about books whether about a book you both have read or simply you listening as he goes on about one he likes, Satan also loves hearing you talks about your interest
Hell protect you with his life you're someone who let him feel more then just anger someone who loves him for himself and its all he really wanted
Asmodeus
Dating Asmodesu is not easy and there's a chance it will never be a healthy relationship
He's flirts alot and that's something you have to get use to but Asmo try's very hard to never take it to far once your together
Love PDA will always want to be all over you and hopes you feel the same
Shopping dates are a must in his eyes and of you ever feel self conscious he does his best to help
Talks about you non stop to anyone and everyone he's happy your in his life but in the end his sin makes it quite hard to ever be in a fully committed relationship
Spoils you so much, wants you to live in luxury like him after all someone as perfect as you deserves it
The genuine affection and love is something new to him its something he never thought he would have so when you entered his life he felt you could only ever make things brighter and he plans to always be there for you
Beelzebub
This is a relationship that develops without much thought
It becomes a habit for Beel to share his food with you or to seek you out just to be with you for a while
At some point its pointed out how you both act and Beelzebub confesses
Dates are common and its often food date going to new and old places he thinks you would like
Not great at planning things but if you have something you want to do or talk about he's all in
Very soft with you though its not often that hell innate PDA or anything he's always up to reciprocate it
A gentle giant who wants you safe and happy even if it means sharing his snacks
Belphegor
This is a full slow burn with his hatred of humans and his lack of trust its not an easy ride
Being with him takes a while starting as just people to friends to maybe more to lovers its a drawn out thing
No PDA he just doesn't handle it well however at the house or alone he's very affectionate
You all go on dates rarely as he's not one for going out and would rather spend quite time with you at home
One of his favorite things to do with you is laze around while you talk about your day or things you've been into lately
Will always make sure you have a good nights sleep if your someone prone to bad dreams he can help with that
Though the relationship with him starts a little rocky he treasures you more then he might admit and he happy you gave him a chance
Diavolo
Another friends to lovers and a little forbidden on top of that but you two make it work
It starts as just him being overly interested in the human world and not so slowly he starts to take interest in just you
Diavolo spoils you when he can you've given him so much and he wants to give back
Loves PDA but knows that he has to reel it in due to him tittle so he settles for just holding your hand
Is a very soft demon for you wanting to make you're as comfortable as you can be
Really enjoys when you visit him even if it just you popping in to say hi it just brightens his day
Being in a relationship wit Diavolo isn't easy it takes alot to keep up with everything but he's never been happier then with you by his side
Barbatos (I love him so much so his is slightly longer)
A slow burn and secret relationship full of its ups and downs yet its something he wouldn't trade for anything
The start of the relationship is slow and honestly it doesn't even seem like your dating he's still closed off only being polite when you two are together
It takes him far longer then you would think for him to realize how much that hurts you he hasn't been wit someone for so long if ever he's not use to it
Once you break that barrier things are smoother he's willing to be open with you alone giving you affection when you ask and even sometimes acting with out you saying anything
Barbatos thinks about you alot when he's working always wanting to know what your up to and how your feeling
Wont want to tell anyone he takes his work very seriously and doesn't want that to ever be at risk but on top of that he knows some people dont like him and if they know about you well he doesn't want to think about that
Refuses to look into your future he knows he wont be able to handle what hell see
It a relationship that takes time and sometime it seems like it might slip away but he's always there and he strives to be with you and make you happy just please give him all your love too
Simeon
A story tale romance most the time but one that almost seems impossible to keep
He's the perfect gentlemen sweet moonlight date or strolls through a garden, holding the door open or offering you his coat
With that it might seem like you never see the real him just the person/angle that he wants you to see someone perfect
Once you two have been together a few months hell start to really open up letting you see his more mischievous side and even talking about the pain from when the others fell
Simeon will always be there for you and when your down he wants to be someone you can lean on
The two of you in the in his room the soft lighting thanks to the fire with the only sounds in the room being the scribble of pen on paper and quite breathing making the night feel like endless bliss
He knows this relationship is dangerous if he's not careful he could fall but when you look at him eyes shinning with nothing but love he thinks maybe that wouldn't be so bad
Solomon
An almost tragic love story that much to his glee ends in happiness
He's met you in many lifetimes yet you were never his bit this time this wonderful time you choose him
The most romantic dates with Solomon anything you want he can probably get
Tried to cook for you it didn't go well but man he tried
Helps you study and will partake in your hobbies if you want
Is ok with PDA prefers the simple stuff over anything major
Is such a lovely relationship one he's spent so long waiting for and he's wont let it slip away now
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yandere-daydreams · 4 years ago
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Title: Survival of the Fittest. 
Pairing: Yandere!Bakugo/Reader/Yandere!Kirishima (BNHA).
Word Count: 3.6k.
TW: Apocalypse/No Quirks AU, Unhealthy Codependency, Non-Consensual Touching, Mentions of Death/injury, Non-Graphic Violence, Imprisonment.
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You were lucky Kirishima had been the one to find you.
‘Find’ might’ve been the wrong word. It implied that he was looking, that he wanted to discover you, bleeding and battered and bruised, cowering in a grimy corner of what used to be a grocery store. It must’ve looked pathetic, but you couldn’t bring yourself to be embarrassed by your torn clothes, your matted hair, the way you’d whimpered as he first approached, all wide eyes and open arms. Survivors were few and far between, and it’d been weeks since you saw another living, breathing person. Kirishima hadn’t seemed like a god-send, not in the moment, but he was a miracle. You’d been too shocked to thank him properly, as he pulled you to your feet and practically carried you out of the city, but you should. You wanted to. You owed him that, if nothing else.
You were lucky it’d been him, rather than Bakugo. You were grateful it hadn’t been Bakugo.
You’d probably still be rotting in that corner, if it had been.
He didn’t seem to like you very much, even if he had begrudgingly moved aside when Kirishima asked if he could bring you inside. It was a bunker, judging by the sparse furniture littered around the common area, plain cement walls only adorned with the occasional hunting knife or bat left to lean against them. The bench Kirishima had left you on was wooden, too stiff to ever be comfortable, but it was a practical choice. Fabric was a luxury to be stowed away and treasured, saved for things more important than a stranger’s comfort. You’d do the same thing, if you’d been in his shoes.
That didn’t stop Bakugo from glaring, though, perching himself on the edge of a nearby crate and refusing to take his eyes off of you, as if you’d already earned and lost his trust. “There’s no fucking advantage,” He started, but he wasn’t talking to you. You weren't worth his time, just yet, not while you were still just a stray Kirishima was too much of a saint to turn away. “We’re not a damn food bank. It’s not out responsibility to babysit every dumbass on the verge of death.”
“Don’t listen to him.” At least Kirishima was kind enough to address you as he slipped back into the common room, taking his place at your side and handing you something – a mug, cremated and unchipped and filled to the brim with something watery, steam still rising off the top. Your first sip was hesitant, but you couldn’t stop yourself from draining the cup once you recognized the taste. Coffee. Cheap, bitter, heavenly coffee, the kind you didn’t have enough clean water to risk trying to make. You could’ve kissed him. You might’ve, if the calm levity in his voice hadn’t snapped you out of it. “Katsuki’s just a little defensive, when it comes to guests. We’ve got plenty of supplies to go ‘round, and…” He trailed off, glancing over you. To the bruises circling your wrist, the stained bandages peaking out from underneath your shirt. To the spot where your ankle twisted just a little too far to the left for the angle to be natural, the evidence of a fall you tried and failed to break with something besides your own body. “I don’t think we can kick someone out in good faith with those kinda injuries. Not with all the crawler activity, lately.”
You flinched at the name alone. Crawler, creatures, the things that used to be people and weren’t, not now, not anymore. You used to think of them as zombies, but that wasn’t right. Calling them zombies would be an injustice, even if they did tend to rot if left to their own devices. Zombies weren’t that fast. Zombies weren’t that distorted. You’d encountered three or four, but you tried to avoid attracting them, when you could. It was easier, when you were on your own.
Bakugo groaned, bringing you out of your thoughts. You tried to stop your hands from shaking, as he spoke. “You’ve got a group to run back to, right? Nobody survives that long without one.”
You tried not to sound as small as you felt. Judging from the way Kirishima glanced away, it was a futile effort. “Nobody survives that long with one, either.”
Kirishima’s hand came to rest on your shoulder, and Bakugo crossed his arms, a sign that must’ve meant submission, judging by Kirishima’s optimistic response. “Just until your ankle’s healed up,” He promised, a compromise you hadn’t asked him to make. “You’ll stay until then, right? ‘d be a shame if we had to lose another person because of Katsuki’s bad attitude.”
There was a sharp ‘hey’, a barely stifled laugh, and slowly, you forced yourself to nod, immediately receiving a bright grin from Kirishima by way of reward. It was a practical choice, honestly – they had food, they had shelter, they didn’t seem to be grasping at threads just to get by. Even if Kirishima was a little too friendly and Bakugo wasn’t nearly friendly enough, you could life with that, you could get by. Once you’d worn out your welcome, you’d leave. As soon as you were fixed up.
You didn’t want to wait for things to go bad, this time.
~
Despite his reluctance, Bakugo didn’t take long to warm up to you.
Kirishima was still the approachable one, obviously. He was who you went to when you needed to find something, when you had a question about their ration system or weaponry or the parts of the bunker you weren’t allowed to go in, rooms with steel doors and deadbolts on the handle and a raw, metallic smell emanating from the other side, but Bakugo always seemed to be lingering just behind him, ready to scoff and roll his eyes before he took you by the wrist and explained that, if you expected to reap the benefits of their hospitality, you had to at least try to pull your weight. He was helpful, like that, his help less patronizing than Kirishima’s, albeit twice as easily frustrated. Still, he didn’t hate you. If anything, he seemed to—
“If you slow down one more time, I’ll feed ya to the damn bears myself.”
You sped up, reflexively. He didn’t hate you, but it wasn’t too late for him to start.
It’d been Kirishima’s idea for you to go hunting. You were still in a splint, the majority of your calf an abstract blend of medical tape and cloth padding, but you bit back the pain as you followed Katsuki down the rough, unpaved trail, gritting your teeth past the ache forming under your skin. It wasn’t a raid. If anything, you were only getting further from the city, working your way up the mountain their bunker was carved into the base of. You’d be lying if you said you hadn’t been concerned about the crossbow in Katsuki’s hands, the weapon already loaded and poised, but the hunting knife strapped to your thigh eased your nerves, as did his disinterest in doing anything but trudging forward. If he didn’t take the time to call back to you every few minutes, you might’ve thought he’d forgotten you were there entirely.
But, silence never suited you never well. Not with a near-stranger, at least. “You’re not afraid of crawlers?”
“This far out? Fuck no.” It was an immediate answer, quick and shameless. Like an amputation, if an amputation left you nursing a bruised ego rather than bleeding out. “There’s enough fresh meat in the city to keep ‘em occupied. Only the runts ever bother coming out here to look for scraps.”
“I would’ve been that meat,” You mumbled, absent-mindedly. It was an idle thought, more of an admission than an accusation, but judging by the way his posture slackened, how quickly his attention shifted to the foliage, he wouldn’t have cared either way. “If Kirishima hadn’t found me, I mean. God knows I look like an easy target.”
“You are an easy target. Just be glad he’s got a weak spot for charity cases.”
You opened your mouth, ready to ask what he meant, you lost your footing before you got the chance, slipping on the damp leaf litter as a spike of something agonizing ran from your heel to your knee. Bakugo didn’t flinch, letting you catch yourself on his shoulder as he raised his crossbow, barely taking a moment to aim before firing. You could feel the kick-back, a jolting reverberation that only seemed to make the wet thunk that followed a little worse, the sound of an arrow piercing skin and flesh.
You expected that. You were ready for it. But, you hadn’t been prepared for the deafening scream that came afterwards, heart-piercing and human. You moved to rush toward its source, but Bakugo only caught your arm, shaking his head. Like he’d missed, like he’d only killed a deer. Like there wasn’t a person thrashing in the underbrush, still crying out as he spoke over them. “Looters,” He explained, like that was an excuse. “We’ve been dealin’ with them for a while, now. ’s just a scout, but he would’ve been back with reinforcements if we let him run off untouched.”
Bile rose in the back of your throat. For your own sake, you chose to believe him. “So? We can’t just—”
“Yes, we can.” It wasn’t a question. He didn’t need your permission, and he didn’t want your compliance. He didn’t even bother to justify himself before he turned away, starting back on the trail as you stood, still too shocked to move. “C’mon, we’ve already lost enough sunlight, and I’m not wasting arrows on scum. The fucker can drag himself back to his hideout, for all I care.”
You could’ve argued. Bakugo didn’t seem to think the blow was fatal, but you could’ve checked, made sure, offer what might’ve been a dying man a few last seconds of company before he bit the bullet. You could’ve, part of you wanted to, but…
But then, Bakugo tossed a glare over his shoulder, and your attention was brought back to the crossbow in his hands, to the machete strapped to his belt, to how pitifully small your knife was, in comparison. You didn’t want to lose the trust you hadn’t really gained, just yet. You didn’t want to take that kind of chance, not when Kirishima wasn’t around to give you the benefit of the doubt.
So, you shut your eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to ignore the quiet sobbing in the background as you followed in his tracks.
~
Surprisingly, Kirishima was the first one to slip into your bed.
You told yourself it was a mistake, when he let himself into your room in the middle of the night, closer to sunrise than it was to sunset. None of the doors locked, thin plywood serving as more of a source of comfort than an actual barrier, and beyond your small collection of personal possessions and the bedside table you’d commandeered from storage, your room was identical to any of the eerily unoccupied barracks on the lower layers of the bunker. Still, you expected him to turn around, to see your sleeping form curled up in a corner of your cot and realize he had the wrong room. It was late, and he made a mistake. It didn’t have to be anything more.
But it wasn’t that late, and Kirishima never really made mistakes. He was too careful for anything like that.
At least he was being careful now, too, as far as you could tell with your eyes clenched shut, your breathing restricted to slow, shallow inhales that left your lungs feeling just a little too tight. He was gentle, if nothing else, wrapping a strong arm around your waist, pulling you against his chest and burying his face in the nape of your neck. You didn’t squirm, you didn’t push yourself away, but you must’ve been too stiff, too still, too rigid. He didn’t seem to buy the act, however desperate it was.
“’suki’s real proud of you.” His voice was tired, weighted down by exhaustion. Clearly, he wouldn’t be leaving. “He told me about yesterday. Says you were good, cooperative and all. He likes that kind of thing.”
You didn’t respond, digging your nails into the sterile, medical sheets. Your ankle throbbed, and you tried to focus on that, to justify it. To remember why you could still convince yourself to stay.
“He’s a big softie, though. We both are, but I don’t try to hide it.” There was a light squeeze to your side, the ghost of his lips over the crook of your neck. His breath was warm, compared to the bucker’s constant chill, and you tried to think of his smothering body heat as a small silver lining. “I think it’s sweet. Gets lonely ‘round here, y’know? You’re a good fit.” There was a pause, a chuckle. For a moment, you thought he might push a little further, hold you a tighter, but Kirishima only shook his head, going on with that same careless, tired lilt. “I knew you would be, when I first saw you. A fragile little thing like you could never survive out here, not all alone.”
He was half-asleep. He didn’t know what he was saying. He’d probably apologize tomorrow, if he even remembered. “I’m not going to stay for much longer. I’ll be on my own again, in another month.”
“We’ll see.” The cot’s barred frame creaked as he shifted, his weight coming to rest against your back – a constant, oppressive reminder of his presence. A memory flickered to life in the back of your mind, a familiar intimacy that’d been earned and asked for, but you pushed it away quickly. You didn’t want to think about things like that, not here, not when this was so one-sided, in comparison. “Get some rest. You haven’t been getting enough sleep, lately.”
You’d leave when it was safe to. When you healed. When you’d worn out your welcome and become more of a burden than a benefit.
You wouldn’t stick around long enough for things to get suffocating, this time.
~
It was a mutual decision, when Bakugo and Kirishima stopped you from leaving the bunker.
They didn’t ask. That was the part that stung, really, the thorn that started working itself under your skin the moment you caught them standing in the threshold, an empty duffle bag slung over Kirishima’s shoulder and a baseball bat tucked under his arm. Bakugo had his crossbow, a pistol you’d never seen before holstered at his hip, but that bothered you less than the way they were muttering, keeping their voices purposefully low. Like they knew how you’d feel, if you saw them. Like they wanted to avoid the tension.
You’d never been very good at picking up hints, though. Much less those you were desperately trying to ignore.
“You’re going out?” You called, approaching them before you could stop yourself, suppressing a yawn as you made a show of rubbing the sleep out of your eyes. It was early, and you didn’t want Kirishima to know you’d already been up for hours. If he thought you were tired, he’d assume you were losing sleep, and if he thought you were losing sleep, he’d take it as an excuse to visit you at night, again. You… you didn’t like it, when he did. “Let me grab my stuff, it’ll only take a minute. If I knew you two were planning a raid today, I would’ve—”
Bakugo was the first to shut you down. “Sit this one out, alright?” It was a question, this time, but barely, his usual bluntness wrapped in a layer of kindness so thin, you could practically see through it. “’s just a quick supply run. We’ll be out and back before you notice we’re gone.”
“We’ve done this a thousand times,” Kirishima added, offering a small smile. At least he was trying to be nice about it, in his own, patronizing way. “It’s starting to get boring, honestly. It‘d be a shame to ruin all the progress you’ve made for something so minor.”
Right, your ankle. You couldn’t remember the last time you’d complained about it, the last time you’d been in enough pain to limp, even if Bakugo still insisted on tending to your ‘injury’ once a day, at least. The truth was glaringly obvious, even if they still made a half-hearted attempt to hide it, to let you avert your eyes and pretend you believed them.
You didn’t bother trying to hide your disappointment, your expression dropping as your nails bit into the meat of your palm. “You don’t think I can keep myself safe.”
In their defense, neither tried to deny it. Bakugo only looked away, and Kirishima smiled apologetically, his hand already pushing against the bunker’s metallic door. “We don’t want to risk it,” He explained, like you were a liability. Like you hadn’t survived out there for months without their help, injured or uninjured. “If something happened to you, if someone got to you, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. We both care about you, even if Katsuki doesn’t want to admit it.”
“It’s practical.” Bakugo didn’t look at you. It was a small mercy, really. At least he was self-aware enough to be ashamed. “You need more time. You fucked yourself up bad before Eijiro found you – all that doesn’t go away overnight.”
Expect, it hadn’t been a night. It hadn’t been a day, or a week, and you were starting to question if it’d even been only two months. It was hard to keep track of time, but the weather was already turning, every scrape and bruise Bakugo could’ve concerned himself with was already healed, and you’d already let yourself get comfortable. You’d stayed too long. You’d let them get attached, and you’d failed to make it clear that you weren’t.
You had to get out. Now.
~
Or, you could try to get out, at least.
You’d waited too long for Bakugo and Kirishima to just sit back and let you walk away.
They were stronger than you’d assumed. It was easy to forget what the human body was capable of, when you were so used to be exhausted and half-starved, but it wasn’t difficult to remember, not with Bakugo’s hands wrapped around your wrists, one of Kirishima’s arms splayed over your knees, stopping you from thrashing as they shoved you against a bed, a real bed, the frame wooden and the mattress more than just sponge and stuffing. It was one of theirs obviously, and if you’d stumbled onto it at any other time, you might’ve felt insulted, left out.
Right now, the only thing you could feel was terrified.
“Fucking bitch.” It was a grunt, a growl, followed by something close to a snarl as your elbow connected with his check. He was the one who’s caught you gathering up what little you had to take with you, a canteen already filled and strung across your back. It was on the floor, now, the metal dented and the contents spilling out, but if either of them minded wasting clean water, you couldn’t tell. They were busy, now, too busy dealing with you to worry about something so minor. Too angry to care, leaving you as the center of their rage. “We tried to be nice. We tried to give you a choice. You just couldn’t take the fucking hint, could you?”
“Let me go.” You couldn’t bring yourself to raise your voice, but you tried to come across as frantic, desperate, as betrayed and as disgusted as you really felt. “You’re both fucking crazy. I don’t want to—”
Kirishima didn’t let you finish, he’d never really bothered to. He was already shifting, leaning on one of your calves while grabbing at the other, calloused fingertips pressing into your newly-healed ankle, the remaining bruises still raw and tender. You cried out, more out of instinct than agony, but Kirishima only grit his teeth, rubbing circles into your skin, like that would be enough to soothe you. “We’re just taking care of you, alright? We’re just doing what’s best.” It was pointless to say, but the didn’t stop him from going on, rambling like he was going to convince anyone, including himself. “It’s dangerous, out there. You just need a little more time to realize that. You just need to see that ‘suki and I are your best option.”
They weren’t. They weren’t your best anything, but you didn’t have a chance to retort before Bakugo cursed under his breath, gathering your wrists up with one hand and forcing the other over your mouth, cutting you off before you could protest further. “Just do it,” He spat, all-but ignoring you as he spoke to Kirishima. “There’s no point in trying to explain this to someone so irrational. Let’s just get it over with before we have to do something worse.”
For a moment, you went still, a series of worst-case scenarios flashing before your eyes before you could rationalize them, before you could tell yourself to stay calm. For a moment, there was panic – pure, unadulterated, brutal panic.
And then, something cracked under Kirishima’s hand, and you forgot how to think of anything at all.
You let out a stilted, faltering sob, something akin to liquid fire running from your thigh to your calf to the point where everything stopped – everything below your ankle numb, disconnected, dead meat that still managed to hurt. The rest of your body went limp, your survival instincts gone and replaced with the unbearable desire to curl into yourself and cry, but Bakugo was still holding you, his arms strung around your shoulders, pulling you into his chest as Kirishima slotted himself against your back, cooing soft nothings as you fought not to break down completely. They were talking again, both of them, but you couldn’t seem to listen. It didn’t matter.
Your ankle was broken. Not sprained, this time, not bruised, but broken. Shattered. Dislocated. Forced into a position that meant you’d be forced to stay, voluntarily or otherwise. Whether or not you could still stomach looking at Bakugo and Kirishima, let alone living with them.
You couldn’t leave, and you were beginning to think they were never going to let you.
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