#holy shit wait I made a full essay oops lmao

[sicklylittleguy]

Rant about the ml new york special because hOLY SHIT

also I feel like this is a given but just in case !!SPOILER WARNING FOR THE NY SPECIAL!!

JESUS CHRIST THAT WAS A TRIP, I’ll try to separate this post into different points because wow theres a lot I have to say :0

FIRST OFF CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE chefs kiss REPRESENTATION IN THIS??? A CHARACTER OF COLOUR (technically uncanny was an android and not a person but its still cool to see), AN ADULT LESBIAN COUPLE PORTRAYED IN A WAY THAT TREATS IT AS A NORMAL AND HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP, THE EAGLE MIRACULOUS FOUND ITS WAY BACK TO A NATIVE, THE HOLDER OF THE MIRACULOUS BOX IS A NATIVE, THE AMERICAN MIRACULOUS ARE ALL NATIVE CENTRIC WHICH I _ADORE _I’m so proud of this show wow

SECOND MARI CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT???? I thought I’d never live to see the day. based off the trailer I was really worried the show would continue to promote Maris stalker ass behaviour and make her borderline unwatchable but I was pleasantly surprised with how they treated her. For the most part she seemed to be determined to get over Adrien and recognised how unhealthy her obsession over him is. Of course things aren’t fully perfect yet what with the airplane scene but I feel like we’ve made genuine strides. aLSO I loved Maris friend group also pointing out the obsession and encouraging Mari to improve, ESPECIALLY Nino and especially Alya, from her first scenes, rather than focusing on two far ends of a spectrum Alya encouraged Marinette to come to terms with how stalkerish she is, achieve a healthy mindset with Adrien and then further their relationship. Once again, the scene where her, Nino, Uncanny and Sparrow (I cant remember their civilian sames sorry :|) tried to trick the two to get together set them back by a bit, I realize their goals and intentions were not bad though. 

OKAY AND MAY WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT CHAT NOIR AND LADYBUGS RELATIONSHIP IN THIS, there’s so much to cover I dont know where to start T_T. In the past this show has put me through some emotions but NEVER as strongly as this special did. I on god cried and if you know me in real life you’ll know I rarely ever cry, especially at shows and such. I feel like Adriens pressure to not let Ladybug down was really portrayed well, considering he’s willing to relinquish chat noir, his only escape from his fathers tight grip on his entire life, if he thinks it’ll help ladybug even a little. plus I’m really glad Adrien got the chance to hear in a heartfelt moment that ladybug genuinely cares and values him as a partner, in the past I feel like thats always been said but only now did it feel so genuine, similar to the contrast of chat noirs playful flirting versus him genuinely caring and loving ladybug. I was genuinely worried before that Chats feeling of being a less valuable member of their duo (which he kinda is fuck you Astruc, they’re entire point is that they balance each other perfectly so write it that way) would grow and he’d give up chat noir. Alsoo, I feel like their argument did a fantastic job of portraying how no ones relationship will ever always be smooth sailing but just because of that it doesn’t mean the relationship isn’t incredibly strong and both members still care for eachother.

ALSOO MORE TALKING ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS BUT THIS TIME ITS LUKADRIGAMINETTE BECAUSE HOLY SHIT I know they were only in the first 15 minutes of the special but wOW. Kagami kissed Adrien (or it looked like on the lips to me), which makes the entire forcing Adrien and Mari together kinda yikes on Alya and Ninos part. Mari was able to kiss Luka on the cheek (I audibly yelled at 11:30 pm whoops) which shows that she is capable of having a healthy love interest in someone without literally stalking them. Minor point but I wanted to add that I wasn’t super happy with Kagami this special. I’ve loved her in the more recent episodes because of how she was treated more as a normal person with strict parents than a slightly racist fencing robot who only cares about honour but for the little bit that she was in this ep she seemed to have gone back to the cold robot we saw when she was first introduced. OOH ALSO Luka and Kagami were both in paris while everyone was gone which if you ask me is impeccable proof that they’re canon no I’m not grasping at tiny straws in pain shut up. 

Now for the probably final topic, the amount of adrienette content we got in this special is giving me a will to live holy shit, on top of Mari trying to get character development, Adrien was also able to seemingly recognise Marinette more in general. Again, the airplane scene did set us back a bit but when they were talking while looking at the sunset it showed how much potential they really have as a couple. Alsoooo I loved how Mari was finally able to get credit for helping people. in the past almost everything nice she’s tried to do has resulted in akumas or misunderstandings (ie: reverser, her scarf for adrien, partly animaestro, almost every other episode..) but in the special not only was she able to get Adrien to go to New York (I know she technically didn’t but this is more of a direct character analysis than overarching plot and for the sake of simplicity everyone thinks it’s cause of her that Adrien could go.) but she had Adrien directly thank and acknowledge her for allowing him to go. they also made absolute leaps and bounds in terms of talking to one another. of course we couldn’t see as much in the end but it’s clear Marinette is slowly but surely making her way to maintaining a steady conversation with Adrien without being creepy or stalkerish and Adrien is slowly beginning to see Marinette as a viable partner. (also you cannot tell me this special wasn’t entirely Adrien being in love with mari without realizing). as I mentioned in the previous paragraph though I am concerned with if it’s okay for this stuff to be happening what with what seems to be a steady relationship between Adrien and Kagami.

I could type more but I feel ill soo conclusion conclusion I’m gay for sparrow conclusion thanks for reading if you did.

[swearronchanel]

Kicking off the hiatus with 5.04

A few people have requested that I continue my commentaries™ during the hiatus & after all the positive feedback, I couldn’t say no! But I expected to have an awful day & it actually went well so I thought I’d go ahead and do it now. You know since I’m going to avoid all my responsibilities anyway it might as well be for a good cause🙃

I watched a lot of shameless on Netflix today so it’s nice to watch something wholesome for a change of pace 😂

“The world was shifting on its axis in 1961, strides were being made, decisions taken, questions asked..” Vanessa’s narration is always on point like I wish I had the patience to post all her quotes 😭😂

Aw sister Mary Cynthia! I hope she’s in the Christmas special

My bby trixie looking flawless while riding a bike, goals

But who is this nun they’re having a service for lol ??

Like it’s kinda irrelevant oops,  r i p & dios te bendiga but why do we care? at least I don’t

Isn’t this girl from something? She looks so familiar

i remember saying this before .. oh yea she’s from game of thrones I think. I don’t watch it though haha

“Angel? I could get used to that!” Aw my bby is so cute like yes trix ur an angel

yikes that cough lady, I have a stuffy nose rn and I’m hoping I don’t start coughing 😭cause then I wanna be in a coma cause I hate being sick

Aw he'a so excited! He got into university👏🏼 that was legit me though 😂 I’m so irrational and literally only applied to one university (well I filled out many applications but didn’t submit any others because you gotta pay so I tried to wait and see if I got accepted to where I wanted first😂) I found out in English while on my phone instead of doing work & I screamed and just ran out the classroom 😂 I went to my guidance councilor and told everyone in the main office and then called my parents who *were nervous I wouldn’t get in* but also were literally going through security in the airport on their way to Dominican Republic .. ah, I was full of excitement and hope. Look at me now 3 semesters in &I’m over it 😂😂 it’s so stressful and mentally/emotionally draining and sometimes I’m just like how do I become a trophy wife asap?

BACK TO THE SHOW THOUGH

My bby SHELAGH! 😍 she is so precious in her suit aww, but lets be real the navy suit is the best™ one she owns. But I still like her best in uniform at the clinic though 💁🏼

she’s over here giving a talk on giving birth at home & Im just like holy shit SHE JUST HAD A BABY IN THEIR NEW HOME, I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT😭!!!!

Tom’s so excited for Ian it’s so cute and sweet

And Tom is so cute and attractive ugh, he could get it

oh damn wait Mrs Cottingham has the baby with no limbs

aw yea and she wanted a girl

I agree though little boys are gremlins 😂😂 from ages like 7-14, get them away from me 😂

Ian all hopeful for their future and then boom he’s a dad. That went from 0 to 💯 real quick

Phyllis!! & lol sister W giggling

But damn why they all acting like Sister J is too old and incapable 😂 she wants to go to St Cuthberts, let her

Sister Monica Joan upset aw😭 don’t worry sister you’re Help is needed

Pats and Deels look cute “tanning” outside

“You want to see Anita Ekberg in that fountain just as much as I do”  Lmaoo 😂😂 for real though have u ever seen La Dolce Vita? Like Anita Ekberg was too hot to handle. I wish I looked that good damn

Trixie came to thirdwheel even though she isn’t unaware she is lol

But Trixie is serving summer looks™ I love it 😍

Damn though Patsy’s legs are pretty pasty 😂😂

Trixie wondering what the hell kinda magic bra Anita had on, literally same cause I want it. Always need good quality strapless bras for summer👍🏻

Patsy inviting Trixie and Delia gave the side eye omg 😂

Here comes Babs lmao

LOL DEELS IS SALTY OMG

ugh this is when Babs first got with Tom and they were annoying lmao, I got over it though

If I was Trixie I’d be lowkey mad too like that was her ex-fiancé but I’m glad they got over it and are friends despite that 💕 cause I know petty girls that would just cut the other off

WHY DO THEY PRONOUNCED SCHEDULE LIKE THAT? And honestly How?? Like I can’t even lol it’s hard. Oops is my American showing

Sister J out here

Ohh yea this matron is a bitch lmao, vete ya

What is the correlation between going to grammar school and getting pregnant ?? @ Ian’s mom

Lol Trixie’s just like pls don’t ask me

ugh get this nurse/matron or what ever tf she is off my screen before I smack her

I swear Jenny Agutter has such a relaxing voice, like she really can calm you down & tell you all will be well & you’ll just be like “yea you right”😭

Tom is so rational and sensible because if I walked in I’d immediately start screaming and all that like “calm tf down people" 

Pats and Deels sneaking around in a convent lol it gives me anxiety always thinking “oh shit u think someone will walk in?”

LOL OKAY TOM YOU TELL YOURSELF TRIXIE IS MAD ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE

Damn Tom you just made Babs feel like a rebound™

“Who’s to say we won’t carry on” ya will be fine & get married next year chill out

So Babs is only 23, how old are the other nurses *well how old do you think*??

WHEN WILL WE SEE A NONNATUN BIRTHDAY?? *I preferably want to see Trixie or Shelagh have one* but I’d take anyone really, like these people literally celebrate every other damn holiday/event but no one has had a birthday?? Except for Jenny and Chummy but they’re both gone lol

yikes emphysema, one of my grandfathers died from that. 70 odd years of tobacco smoking 😬 he did someone love to be 85 yrs old though. Idk how, he couldn’t breathe for so long

I love Phyllis just saying again for the millionth time

Aw Trix 💔 you will be happy soon💕😭

See! She said w/o Sister J she’d be screaming! Her presence is calming

Emergency c-section aye dios

Turn up at the pub

Lol funny how the dad gave Tom orange juice bc he’s a vicar but he was drunk af the night before his wedding 😂 drunk enough to have little memory and to be hungover the next day

we’ve all been there tho I don’t judge

Is it really CtM if there’s not at least one mention of babycham a series?

c-sections are wild omg

also I’ve never been under anesthesia so I’d be scared af

LOL & also I’ve never had a kid so that’s scary too duh

“Oh God another one” ahh omg

Do you think that was a doll ??

Again this show makes everything look real af so I never know

Is the doctor here the Mr Kenely that I hate??

They really left that baby there to die like o m g

Sister J praying/blessing the baby 💔💔 my freaking heart omg

again this nurse is on my screen and I need her to go, preferably to carajoland

“may the lord bless you and keep you”!! 💔😭

the third deformed baby and they didn’t report it??

“I’m not drunk” I mean you’re sitting on the floor in the bathroom so I’d think you were too 😂

Lol remember.. *cringes* no wait lets not

Tom worked in a record shop that’s cute

damn Tom do you really think telling them to just settle is the best way to comfort him

Aw sister J needs a hug😭😢💕

and yes prayer you’re right sister MJ

Sister MJ, Sister MC & Sister J comforting each other is so pure, all the they have scenes together wash my sins away for a second

wait where tf is sister Winifred lmao, did she just scadaddle after compline? snuck out to see a heathen movie i bet  jk jk I’m sure she only sneaks to quality films

but then I say dumb shit like that ^ or even worse/more inappropriate & the sins return😂😂

There’s my bby Shelagh! And in uniform, love it. 😭😍

Whenever Shelagh goes back to work next series I hope we see more of her being a nurse cause I love it

Wild that the hospital was just not saying anything about the deformed babies

Sister J coming to the best detective in Poplar, Dr Watson aka Shelagh Turner aka secret agent Shealgh Turnova™ 😂😂 *forever one of my fave lines of hers*

Lmao Tim helping out old ladies, being a good seed & too perfect of a teen

But damn boy comb your hair!

“I haven’t boiled any urine today, nice to have a change of pace” Lol Babs😂😂

oh no she’s bleeding 😢

I’m having flashbacks to Shelagh’s threatened miscarriage like lets not go down that painful memory lane  

Sister J told Ruby it was a girl bc she knew she wanted a girl ughhh 😢

Ruby thinks it was a punishment 💔 ugh my heart & ugh again makes me think of when Shelagh thought she was being punished/greedy when they told her she couldn’t have a baby 💔

Stop the sadness I say, stop it now

“We haven’t got a fairy godmother between us” WHERE IS PHYLLIS WHEN SHE IS NEEDED?

And Poor what’s her name 💔💔

oh yea it’s Linda omg how could I forget that’s my Gram’s name

But Shelagh and Trixie are interacting!!

It’s about a patient but at least they’re speaking right .. LMAO BUT WAIT ILL NEVER BE OVER HORMONAL SHELGH YELLING AT TRIXIE ABOUT THE FAMILY PLANING CLINIC ENTRANCE

ALSO: I’LL KEEP SAYING IT TILL I DIE, ALL I WANT IS A TRIXIE & SHELAGH FRIENDSHIP! 😭😭💕💖💖 they’re my bbys and I’ve been asking nicely

shit ¡¡ @beatrix-franklin wrote a damn essay as to why we need/want it !!

PLS LET IT HAPPEN @ HEIDI & OTHER WRITERS😭💔

Shelagh’s grey cardigan is actually cute *she just doesn’t need anymore lol*

“What the poor pet really needs is a good cry, a bottle of aspirin and a hug in no particular order..but the hug is of prime importance”  you see. We could’ve have a cute scene of Trixie visiting Shelagh in the hospital & a little parallel of when she visited her in the sanatorium

or Just give me Trixie hugging Shelagh and I’ll cry of joy 😭💕

omg wait

shit I forgot Ian put his head in the oven

Angela playing on the floor !! So precious 💖

“..Don’t think they’d thank you for that Patrick, they’re both younger than me”  Lol I always laugh at that, it’s kinda cute. I like when Shelagh has funny lines , why didn’t Patrick say anything back 😂 there could’ve been cute playful banter. Even this series we could’ve heard him call her an elderly primigravida is a joking/playful banter context ..BUT at least we know now Shelagh is 36!

Yea man those bombs impacted multiple generations

“So World War II is history now is it?” I seriously love these little lines of Shelagh’s lol. Also funny how she prob sees her self as old, and she was what, like my age, when the war needed?? 18 or 19 depending on her birthday (We’d know but nonnatuns apparently don’t ever have birthdays)

Shit. Wait..I feel. Kinda strange and scary to think my future children will learn in school the events I’ve lived through so far ??

okay lets not think about that

what’s the sluice? I know he washes instruments but what exactly is the sluice? The room ? Idk

Aw Angela crying, one of the the only times we’ve heard her make a sound lol

WAIT HE COULD BE SUED FOR BREAKING THE ENGAGEMENT WHAT??

“How long have we been broken off?” “A year. To be precise a year and ten days”  I know they weren’t really a good match but aw 😭 it was nice while it lasted

Trixie Bby 💔💔 happiness is coming your way I promise

“I never know when I love you the most. But I sometimes think these are the times I love you best..”😭😭 BYE IM DEAD AGAIN & MY HEART EXPLODED AGAIN😭💔💕💕

thinking about it though, they’ve never actually said I love you properly, have they??

See Patrick’s little med school anecdote, can Shelagh share one anytime soon? About anything from her past, I’m just curious.

Was that just a piece of “in the mirror” or is it playing in my head? Honestly it happens quite often, I’ll swear I hear a song and it’s actually in my head

alright Ian so why were you marrying her? you switching it up kid

I’m calling him kid like he’s not probably older than me lmao

Phyllis in her robe I love it

Trixie serving yet another look™😍

I’m so glad Trixie gave Babs her “blessing” & became good friends. So pure, we don’t need any more women being put against each other

“Fuzzy felt apostles” WHY AM I LAUGHING AT THAT? It’s not even funny?

Now the service for a nun we never knew, filled with extra nuns we will never know or care about.

I love that the nurses are at the service lol, like they probably don’t have to be but still there for fam

& Shelagh there wearin a mantilla, so sweet😭💕

“God hugs you” aw sister MC 😭❤️

You gotta admit even if you aren’t religious this show does make you feel some type of faith

“We knew so little then, in a world that seems so filled of opening doors and bright horizons. We thought only of what was new and better because it was new and better. And it would take us to places we had never been before.” VANESSA😭 she never fails with the narration, never.

Trixie helping Babs fix her bracelet bc there’s no hard feelings and she’s happy for them aw

“..We couldn’t see what was coming or understand yet what had already come to pass, yet so much still to learn”

Oh shit that foreshadow was heavy, especially because it ends with a shot of baby cottinghams body in the box.

I don’t think I picked up on that the first time ..                                     Anyway it’s 1:15am I should go to bed I have class in the morning 😭😂

The End.🙃