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a list of fics im working on so you guys know what's in the pipeline (roughly)
castles crumbling (obvs)
a dsss? one-shot that may or may not have to do with the famous video referenced in the original dsss? fic
a ridoc-centric dsss? one shot bc he is my absolute favorite!!!!
vsgtsas epilogue
vsgtsas (Xaden's ver.)
top gun au one shot
a couple jealous xaden one shots
riorgail pregnancy one shot
riorgail angst one shot
riorgail fluffy date one shot
and, once ALL of these are done - the mystery multi-chap fic that will succeed cc as my big project fic - bc yes I have planned that far ahead
#caeli's fics#holy shit I am going to be writing for three years straight with this list#did I over commit? maybe#do I care? I probably should#we're still going to write all of them tho
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Today is a day of joy. A day of happy tears. A day ten years in the making. There are so many people that have a personal journey connected to the love shared between Blake and Yang. A fair number of my mutuals have heard this story from me, but I feel compelled to tell it again and again. Because Bumbleby truly lives in the deepest depths of my heart and has helped me become the person I am today.
Story under the cut because holy shit: long.
I was presented the first two volumes of this show by a roommate my sophomore year of college. She pulled me in with an interesting premise and cool fight scenes/weapons. I remember sitting in our shitty basement apartment trying to design my own rwby weapon, so consumed by the flashier details at the beginning that I couldnât see an inkling of self discovery Iâd find along the way.
Watching volume three was a joy. There was so much to love about a good old fashion tournament arc, up until the moment it all went wrong. I cried for Pyrrha (my favorite character at the time). Itâs a testament to how dense I am that I didnât get the :eyes: emoji âgay?â moment until Blake reached for Yangâs hand and sobbed an apology on the concrete outside a smoldering Beacon. At that point in my life I still thought I was straight, at most âbi-curiousâ as I used to call it. Regardless I was not pulled into the ship at the time and looking back I am sad that I wasnât. It could have made a lot of things easier.
Volume four and five left me wanting - for more story, for more action, for more everything. With time I found the things I loved about those volumes, but at the time it just left me let down. So I unfortunately let life sweep me away and I forgot to look out for the volume six drop. Without going into too much detail, I had a lot going on with work and it made it easy not to remember much outside the walls of my workshop.
Then in the spring of 2019 I remembered that RWBY existed and decided to dive back in. And I canât thank myself enough for it. Watching Bees vs. Adam was a reckoning. It unlocked something in me that I had never let myself see. I realize that sounds corny, but it really did take Blake and Yang holding hands and facing down Adam for me to realize I had denied a part of myself for twenty six years.
Iâll spare everyone the super personal details, but finishing volume six sent me into a year long deep dive into who the hell I am. I wasnât ready to let go of who I was.
By the time volume seven was halfway through, I was writing fanfic and reblogging every bumbleby thing I could. I read fanfiction the way people around me drank water; constantly. Then I joined the first bumbleby big bang and I made friends that I will never be able to thank enough for their unfettered support. They taught me how to be proud, how to be comfortable, how to be myself.Â
As all of that self discovery happened, the pandemic hit and kept hitting. My life changed in countless ways over the next year. I left a seven year long relationship, lost what i thought was my dream job, moved back home, the list goes on. Watching volume eight was the joy of my week, the thing I looked forward to even when it was hard to look at anything else. Keysmashing about stolen glances and the âyeah...Rubyâ of it all really helped lighten that time of growth and change.
And now today. Volume nine took so long to get here and the wait was more than worth it. Getting to wake up at 7:30 this morning with my girlfriend to watch Blake and Yang confess their love for each other will be something that I remember for as long as I have memory. Itâs a gift. Itâs something I have waited so long for and it was worth every bump in the road.
To crwby - the animators, the writers, the VAs - Thank you. Truly, Thank you so much. I wouldnât be here today without each and every one of you.
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Skipped from TVD S3 straight to s6 & Holy shit! That was the Renaissance of TVD.I don't think I have enjoyed any season of Vampire Diaries like I did s6 after s2 and in my mind,they both get the top rank in the list of best to worst.Then,I thought why not give season s7 a chance.This was the first time I rewatched this season since it aired back when TVD was on and now I am most certainly questioning my life choices.đĽ˛Honestly,how did we sit through such abysmal writing for 8 months or so?Were we sired?After the first episode,it felt like someone made me shut my eyes with the promise of feeding oysters only to point and scream "I just ejaculated in your mouth! HA! HA!" Anyway,there are a few things,specific to Caroline Forbes, that I picked up along the way:
1.Candice (& real life pregnancy)and Caroline Forbes-surrogacy: Keeping the non-consensual,gross aspect of the otherwise outlandish plot aside,I do believe with right motivation and willingness,writers could have easily worked around CA's pregnancy and given emotionally intimate scenes to SC that would have made their relationship layered and deeper.They simply chose NOT to. In fact, I noticed how they didn't use Candice at all not just in terms of her relation with Stefan but with regards to the whole Al**ick thing.Writers simply didn't create any compelling narrative that could convince anyone that Caroline was at all interested in pursuing anything with Ric that eventually led to an engagement. In fact, their sloppy attempt to sell motherhood and biology by giving two glimpses of Caroline's apparent growing attachment with the kids implied she saw the twins as an obligation in addition to her considering Ric as incapable of handling two newborns, leading her to Dallas, which basically served the bigger purpose:write CA out for her Maternity Leave. Post time jump,they could have easily removed her from this dynamic and put her with Liam or me and that wouldn't have changed nothing.Once again, they chose not to SHOW and simply explained the engagement as a decision of a heartbroken,abandoned woman by TELLING.I wonder what they would have done with her if TVD hadn't been renewed.Crossover to TO for ratings ploy?
2.Flash Forwards: I have nothing to say about this narrative disaster but I do think they changed their initial plans with respect to the FFs because CA did an interview where she said writers told her they were going three years in the future,right before she left for her ML,so that Caroline wouldn't have to be pregnant anymore AFTER candice came back from her leave.Does that mean they were originally going to go only a few months ahead in time but cancellation jitters made them change track?Guess,we will never know.
3.Future-Caroline character assessment : Plot contrivance aside, Caroline role-playing a doting mother and devoted wife-to-be & her happiness in the seemingly new life she built for herself is a metaphor for her being a victim of prolonged violence(physical and psychological).She was incapable of feeling anything anymore.She was in a wild state of depersonalisation and derealisation.She was an absolute victim.She just didn't care.She was putting up a class-act in that creepy arrangement but hey,as long as Caroline's "bold decision"(in JP's book) ensured M.Davis's employment,we are all good.
LMAO. Oh, yeah, I remember the whiplash of watching season 7 after season 6. Season 6 was one of the strongest seasons. Steroline was written well, we finally got Bamon, and Caroline had a touching story arc having to deal with her motherâs death. Season 7 on the other hand is in the running as the worst seasons.
I agree with your assessment of Ric and Caroline's relationship in season 7. It was awful. Having Caroline become the twins' surrogate is one thing â having her become their primary caregiver BECAUSE Caroline didnât trust Ric to parent the twins himself . . . that wasnât Caroline being a control freak â RIC ALLOWED CAROLINE TO TAKE OVER HIS DUTIES AS A PARENT BECAUSE HE DIDNâT WANT TO DO IT HIMSELF*. Â Thereâs a name for this phenomenon: weaponized incompetence*
I donât buy any defense of Ricâs actions here. Ric needed Carolineâs help! He was overwhelmed and didnât know what he was doing! (1) Most first-time parents are overwhelmed because they lack experience. Parenting is on-the-job training. (2) Ric could have hired a professional nanny or an au pair to help take care of his kids. You know â paid someone to help take care of his kids. He didnât. He was a selfish prick who took advantage of Carolineâs selfless and caring nature. He got a live-in nanny for free!
I hate that they turned Caroline â one of the strongest characters on the show â into Ricâs unpaid nanny. Ric and Carolineâs engagement was adding insult to injury.
I was so disappointed by the flash-forwards on TVD because Iâd seen it done so well on The West Wing. Not that I was expecting TWW-level writing on TVD, but I did expect some level of competence.
*âWeaponized incompetence, also called strategic incompetence, is when someone knowingly or unknowingly demonstrates an inability to perform or master certain tasks, thereby leading others to take on more work.â [Psychology Today]
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pairing: chris evans x female reader (married)
summary: this is the first year that chris and (y/n) get to spend the thanksgiving holiday home alone with each other.
word count: 2k
warnings: none as per usual except for my usual grammar mistakes, STRAIGHT UP TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF (im a sucker for cute ass domesticity :/ )
authorâs note: tsk tsk iâm not just going to drop a new fic out of the blue and run for the hills. i have a few things iâd like to say hehe. holy shit my writing is a bit rusty but it felt good to get the gears shifting on something other than roi de coeur. iâve kind of fallen of the face of the writing world because of roi de coeur taking so long, but i actually only need 3,000 more words to finish the final chapter. but i havenât touched that chapter in two months đ i just need the time and good mindset to do it ugh! so take this fic as an apology. other than that, it feels so good to post something again!! i've missed you all and i hope that iâve pulled through with this. by that i mean i hope that i havenât completely lost you all! (as always, iâm still going to work on requests and finish roi de coeur I AM DETERMINED it would be a waste to give up now!)
Who would have ever thought that one can feel so relieved about not having to see their families. A good ten pounds had been lifted off your shoulders when you found out that your family wouldnât be making it up for Thanksgiving break. Of course, you still loved them but this newfound freedom was probably one of the best gifts they could unintentionally give. It's just that having to host for the holidays is stressful and anyone who has ever done so can attest to that. Plus, your own family and Chrisâs combined meant you had to feed a literal army. Not to mention having to house all of them! Again, you and Chris loved your families, but it was nice to finally have a year off.
You were sitting at the round kitchen table that was nestled in a corner by many windows. The light dabble of snow falling from the sky kept you entertained as your own mother passed out excuses for each of your family members and their not arriving. It was clear that she felt awful on everyoneâs behalf but you made sure to reassure her that it was no problem because it really wasnât. A few thoughts happily danced through your mind as you realized that you and Chris would finally get to spend a holiday, home alone, and together. You had thought up some laid back plans and he probably had some other ones in mind...that man.
âBabe!â Speaking of the devil himself, âMa just called and said they have decided to keep things local.â Chris plopped down in the wooden chair beside you, but not without placing a quick hand on your shoulder to drop down and kiss your head. âMy sisters have a lot on their plates this time around, but they said they will see us at Christmas.âÂ
Taking the stray red pen you marked off the last of the guest list and turned to Chris with a grin. âWell, it looks like it will just be us this Thursday.âÂ
Chris made a faux expression of distress, âOh whatever will I do, stuck here with you! Itâs just soooooo terrible.âÂ
A giggle slipped at his stupid joke and you looked to him while standing from your chair, âOutstanding performance. Hereâs your Oscar, Mr. Evans.âÂ
You handed Chris a small list of groceries. It was full of annotations because modifications were made as your guest list got shorter. This surely benefited him little did he know.Â
The man sillily groaned like a little child and you only shrugged, âBetter get a move on, the turkeys are going to go fast!âÂ
A few days later, you and Chris were trying to prep the turkey that he had so gracefully gone out and found. (More like fought for. There were only three turkeys left and at least five spectators eyeing said turkeys.) Things were going fine, Chris had set out the electric fryer to heat up and you were seasoning the bird. Normally youâd be stressing out about this part because of a time crunch; however, with no family on their way, you could choose to not rush. Chris had joked that the turkey would taste even better this time. You tutted his antics and pushed out the comedian to go watch the oil warm up.
With everything seemingly ready, you brought out your prized possession of a turkey to Chris who easily dropped it in the bubbling liquid. Setting a 40 minute timer on his phone, you both took seats in camping chairs set around the fryer.
Deciding to kill time, you began to search for holiday gifts for your family. Nieces and nephews especially. Although, as they got older, it got more difficult to find the perfect gift.Â
âWhat do you think we should get the kids this year?â You peered up from your phone to look at your husband who was also doing some online shopping himself.Â
Chris flashed his phone screen at you upon seeing that yours were identical with an online store website on them, âIt seems that we both had the same idea.âÂ
âWhat can I say? Online shopping is my talent.â You reached over to grab his phone seeing that he had made much better progress with finding gifts for your relatives. Beginning to scroll through his cart, you sent the items to your own phone to buy, but Chris stopped you about halfway through.Â
âNuh uh, missy. Your gift is also in the cart and we canât have you seeing that now can we?â
He stole back his phone and you laughed, âUnfortunately for you, I have no idea what to get anyone this year. And that includes you.âÂ
Just as he began to go on the spiel about âhow your love is enough of a gift,â the timer stopped him.
Chris reached across you to grab the tools to retrieve the turkey, but he turned to face you. âDonât think you are getting out of this one, Evans. Iâm still not letting you get me anything!â
By the end of dinner you were sure to get a gift idea out of him.
Back in the kitchen, Dodger waited in anticipation, his tail wagging excitedly as he watched you grab a large knife to carve. You looked at him and bent down to kiss his furry little head. âDonât worry, bubs. Iâll share with you. Itâs your daddy you have to worry about.â
Chris leaned back from the sink to reply. âCan you blame me? This looks like it belongs on the cover of a holiday catalog.âÂ
You smiled at his subtle compliment and went back to work on carving the turkey.âIt smells delicious too-- OH MY GOSH!âÂ
Chris instinctively spun around to see what had happened. The first thought he had was that you had cut yourself, but upon turning, he found that you had all ten fingers in tact.
âHoney, what happened?â
Chris wrapped his arms around your waist from the side as you stared at the turkey in absolute horror.
âI LEFT THE GIBLET BAG IN THE TURKEY.â
He nodded his head understandingly, âWell thatâs no biggie, (y/n/n). We can just take it out.â
As he reached to search for tongs, you pulled them out of the turkey along with a melted remainder of a plastic bag.Â
âOkay then, frozen lunch it is.âÂ
You nodded in agreement and wiped off your hands to grab car keys.Â
Instead of eating the turkey that took hours to create and cook, you and Chris sat at the neatly decorated dining room table eating from four dollar frozen lunch trays. The grocery store was rid of any food suitable for a holiday meal, so the frozen meals section was the last resort. At that point everything looked good so you and Chris picked up quite the variety.
Neither of you bothered to clean up, still mourning the loss of such a good turkey, and went to the couch to watch a movie. Chris normally picked good movies, so you usually let him make the movie night choices. Tonight, he picked Christmas Vacation, a real classic that sent both of you orbiting into long fits of laughter simply for the stupid-funny humor.
You were currently at the scene where Clark Grizwald was plugging in the many, many Christmas yard decorations into an outlet that was made for much less than that. This part never failed to make at least one of you cry with humorous tears.
âChris,â Your husband was now full on bent over laughing, causing you to do the same âDarling, weâve seen this part at least 20 times!âÂ
In between breaths he attempted to reply, âYeah, and that still makes it funnier.â
As the movie ran, you shuffled into the kitchen for a moment to make a box of cake mix that Chris had picked up. He had claimed it was a staple for the night and who were you to argue? The cake on the box looked amazing so that was just the selling point.Â
Unlike anything else baked in the kitchen today, the box cake mix pulled through. Just in time too, before the ending of the movie. You could hear the tv audio stop and you knew that Chris would come walking in, searching for cake.Â
As expected, he came in along with Dodger who mustâve smelt the fresh cake. You cut out two slices and Chris silently frosted them, pouring two glasses of water and heading back to the couch.Â
âIâll set your piece on the coffee table!âÂ
You fed Dodger a tiny piece of unfrosted cake when you could hear Chris call out from the living room.
âOk, Iâll be there in a sec. Donât eat my piece!â
Dodger scampered off to go join Chris in hopes of having more cake.Â
âNo promises, hon!â
Christmas Vacation ended and suddenly you and Chris were marathoning the whole movie series. It was too great not to do so. Dodger was cuddled up on the couch, also enjoying this rare family night.Â
A short commercial came on and Chris took this opportunity to adorn you in praise, something he never fails to do.
âLemme just say I love our families, I really do, but Iâd much rather just spend all holidays like this. With my lovely wife.â Chris squeezed your form that was leaning against his chest in a hugging manner. You tried to return the favor by hugging his arms with your own.Â
Not even a minute after the movie came back on, the doorbell rang. You looked at each other, both confused by the unexpected visitors.
Dodger was already off the couch, barking in greeting to the people behind the door. You answered and were greeted with a collective,
âWe just wanted to drop by!âÂ
Chrisâs family had managed to surprise and drop by.
Quickly ushering them in from the snow, you tried to mask your surprise with hospitality. As Chris greeted his nieces and nephews, you looked to him as if to ask if he knew about this to which he returned with the same confused expression.
Your mother in law embraced you in a warm hug, handing a box of cookies she had apparently just made. You wanted to offer them all food, but then was suddenly reminded that there was a lack of it.
A quick glance at the dining room table where a half cut turkey was supposed to reside along with hollowed out glass containers, were instead actually messy plates of mixed Lean Cuisine frozen lunch trays and they mocked you. It sort of resembled a crazy buffet with all the serving spoons and forks sticking out of the lined up plastic trays. Chris reached behind his neck and nervously chuckled. The natural disaster that had made landfall on the table was mainly his doing, but neither of you were expecting guests. Nonetheless, you invited them to get comfortable because they are still family and it was sweet of them to drop by.
In a panic, you and Chris raided the pantry as his family sat in the living room, peacefully chatting away and admiring the decorations. The mission to find some servable and respectable food ended with you both finding nothing.
âIâll call Scott to bring something.â
It was going to be a long night.Â
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I Need You | The Mikaelson Boys
Hey lovelies! Hereâs another Mikaelson Brotherâs fic. This time itâs a firefighter AU. I donât know why I was so inspired but oh well, here it is anyway. Please do ignore the blatant plot holes and dropped plot points. I wrote this purely for the fluff so the rest doesnât matter too much! I hope you all enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it! Until next time, all my love!
Description: The brothers are firefighters and they come back to the station after a long day only to find an unconscious woman in their fire station. It turns out sheâs their mate and she's seconds from death. From there itâs pure fluff/smut. Honestly the plot of this is weak, I just wanted something majorly fluffy.
Pairing: Female!Reader x The Mikaelson Boys
Warnings: THIS IS AN 18+ ONLY FIC!!! Itâs not a full blown smut but it does get heated. Itâs hella light smut. Honestly the warning should read something more like âinappropriate actions for on duty firefighters towards a civilian at the workplaceâ. Take into mind that I do not condone this behaviour outside of my fics but that they are soulmates and itâs all consensual! The other warning is angst. This is super graphic at the beginning but after that it gets better. Â
Word count: 7.3k
Tags: Angst, smut, fluff
P.S. This is only in the boysâ perspectives for like five nanoseconds, after that itâs completely in the readerâs
Tag list: @activist-afâ @corishirogane3â
(Pictures not mine, mood board is!)
âRemind me, Elijah,â Klaus runs a hand through his hair, shaking some of the soot from his blonde hair, âwhy we decided to do this again?â
Elijah huffs indignantly, also shaking out his hair and shrugging the heavy coat off his shoulders. His hoodie underneath is soaked through with sweat and it follows the same path. Klaus already stands in just a t-shirt, the navy material glued to his skin.Â
âDonât you remember, brother?â Kol hops out of the truck from behind the wheel, his bare chest exposed, spare the straps keeping the bottom half of his turnout gear on, a cheerful grin on his lips, âHe wanted us to give back to the community. I believe his exact words were firefighters or soldiers.â
Itâs true, Elijah had wanted them to do something meaningful with their lives. Well, with a fraction of their lives. He wanted them to be a family again and what better way to do that than to take on a career built on teamwork. Honestly, he had expected them to last maybe six months before quitting but now they were three years deep and he couldnât see them going anywhere for a while. Somehow station 32 in small town Virginia had become a home base for them.
Elijah leans against the brick of the old fire station, closing his eyes for a moment, âjust be happy I didnât suggest doing both.â
âWhat makes you think I would follow you to war,â Klaus laughs but itâs hollow, the strain of the day settling over his bones.
They havenât had a day this strenuous in months, sixteen calls in one day and itâs only eight. Human or not, thatâs a lot of heavy lifting. Klaus would do anything for some sleep. He sags against the wall next to his brother. Despite the sleep tugging at his body he canât seem to relax. Something is keeping his spine rigid, something he canât quite place his mind on. Oh well.Â
Elijah chuckles, his eyes still shut, âyou followed me here didnât you? Face it, you needed this as much as I did.â
Klaus doesnât speak, he just hums his agreement, something entirely unlike him but brought on from the exhaustion. His shoulders remain tight, his muscles stiff. The air feels like it's buzzing lightly, charged with something he doesnât have enough energy to think about.
Kol laughs through his own fatigue, stretching his arms behind him, ignoring the way his bones click slightly, âI, for one, need a shower. I smell like flames and I hate it. I suggest you two do the same,â he turns from his slumped brothers, âI can smell you from here.â
Elijah pulls himself from the wall, rolling his shoulders and peeling his eyes open, âcome on, Niklaus, you can take a nap for a few hours. I doubt the rest of the night will be eventful, half the town should be asleep by now.â
âI hope youâre right.â
The two brothers catch up with Kol easily, grabbing their discarded gear on the way and heading towards the locker room. Kol is the first to step through the door, adamant on jumping in the shower before his brothers take all the hot water like they usually do, when he stops suddenly, all of his senses on high alert. Something is wrong, terribly so. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, catching the faintest hint of sweetness, like vanilla and oranges, mingled with something sharper. Something too familiar.Â
âKol, what are you-â Elijah doesnât get to finish his thought.
âBlood,â Klaus pushes past both of them, his eyebrows furrowed, âI smell blood. Someoneâs here.â
Kol nods and steps further into the room, directly followed by Klaus and Elijah. As they push forward, towards the showers, the scent of fresh blood intensifies. So does the vanilla citrus perfume, magnifying and tangling around each brother. The room is electrified because of it, drawing them quicker to the heart of the locker room. The distinct sound of three heartbeats fills the room, each one louder than the last. Thump, thump, thump.Â
When they turn the corner they freeze, each heart skipping a beat in the same moment. There, in the middle of the showers, is an unconscious woman. A naked, unconscious woman slumped over in a pool of her own blood. Her body is battered, more blue and black than any other color. Who knew a vampire's blood could turn as cold as theirs is right now?
âFuck,â Kolâs voice is the first to break the tension, dropping to his knees with a dull thud, his heart strings snapping violently in his chest, âfuck!â
Klaus is in front of her in a flash, his teeth ripping into his wrist without a second thought. Kol turns his head away, squeezing his eyes shut. Thereâs no way he can watch this. The sweet smell wraps around him, taunting him almost. The overwhelming sense of loss wraps around him like a noose, his throat closing harshly. Why now, why like this?
âIs that,â Elijah, too, sinks to the ground, his hands splayed against the concrete, his eyes glued to the horrific sight in front of him, âis that who I think it is?â
His muscles tighten, an indescribable pain rippling through his entire body. He feels like heâs drowning. No, like heâs burning alive. Fuck, it feels like both at the same time. He wants to scream but no sounds are surfacing. This canât be happening!
Kolâs voice is sharp and cracked, too many emotions to decipher leaking into his words, âyeah, itâs her. Itâs our mate.â
Klaus presses his bleeding wrist to her mouth hard, tears streaming freely down his face. He couldnât care less about how he looks, not right now. Not when it feels like someone is ripping his heart straight from his chest.Â
âCome on, love. Wake up. I need you! Wake up!â
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âWake up. I need you! Wake up!âÂ
You tear your eyes open suddenly, bright lights flooding your senses. You gasp as you regain consciousness, something that you realize too late is a mistake. Your mouth is filled with a thick, hot substance, one much too metallic and familiar for your liking, that you inhale by accident. It fills your lungs quickly, your chest burning, and you roll over, hacking up mouthfuls of the disgusting fluid. It feels like your entire body is engulfed in flames. Like youâre dying twice.Â
The concrete is freezing against your fiery arms and, when it finally blurs into focus, you realize itâs also covered in a deep red liquid. You run your tongue over your mouth, the tang making your eyes widen. Your heart stutters as you finally come to an understanding. Blood. The floor is covered in blood. Your blood. This time you vomit, and almost scream when you see it matches the liquid around you.
âShit,â a voice sounds from behind you as a pair of hands slides over your back, startling you further into the sticky redness, âholy shit youâre awake. Oh thank god!â
You flinch away from the hands, turning too quickly to face whoever it is behind you. Mistake number two. The walls start spinning around you and you have to grasp the wet stone beneath you and close your eyes for a moment. When you finally open them again youâre met with a pair of warm, brown eyes. Your heart stutters again, but you donât have time to wonder why you donât feel as afraid this time.
âWho are you? What the hell is going on?â you run your eyes over him, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand, âI donât- where am I?â
Each of your senses are on high alert, your heart beating so loud youâre afraid itâs going to jump out of your chest, as you allow yourself to finally take in your surroundings. You're in a shower room of sorts, with rows of lockers on your one side and the tiled rows of shower stalls on the other. The smell of fresh blood hits you full force and you almost vomit again. You suck in a deep breath, ignoring the burning in your lungs as you try to force the feeling away. Your eyes catch some writing on the wall; Station 32. You look back to the man in front of you, zeroing in on his navy t-shirt with the same logo.Â
What the hell are you doing at a fire station?Â
He shifts closer to you and you stiffen. A pained expression laces across his face and your chest stings, worse than it did when you were coughing up the blood. He closes his eyes for a moment and when he opens them again thereâs a sheen of tears. You swallow thickly, your own tears forming at the sight of his. What on earth is happening?
He sits back on his knees and runs a red hand through his blonde hair, maring the light strands with blood. You tense further at the sight. For some reason you want to stop him from spreading more of the blood over him. Heâs already kneeling in a puddle of it, and his arms are soaked, painted in a cruel crimson. Even his t-shirt is drenched. You grind your teeth together, your jaw clenching harshly. He places both his hands on the floor and takes another few inches towards you.
His movements are slow as if not to startle you, âhey, itâs alright. Youâre safe now. Iâm Klaus, Iâm a firefighter here. Youâre at station 32, Lexington, Virginia.â
His voice is heavy with emotion, making what you can only assume is a strong british accent even stronger. Your heart tugs harshly when he speaks, begging you to move closer to him. You wrap your arms around yourself, ignoring the increasingly sticky feeling over your entire body. You canât stop a few tears from slipping down your cheeks.
âHow did I get here?âÂ
A new voice, one just as accented and gravelly, pulls your attention from Klaus, âwe arenât sure, darling. We just got back ourselves. Gave us quite a shock, actually. How much do you remember?â
Your eyes wander around the blonde and land on two more men, two brunettes. You lock eyes with each of them, your heat racing once more. You suck in a breath at the wave of emotions that hit you. Sadness, confusion, longing, comfort. Love. It all hits you at once and you have to close your eyes before the room starts spinning again. When you open them again, theyâre closer. Far enough to keep you from tensing, settled next to Klaus.Â
You tuck your knees to your chest, wrapping your arms around yourself, suddenly feeling very exposed. One of the men, the one with dark brown hair cut close to his head and concerned brown eyes, notices and wastes no time pulling the t-shirt from his chest and settling it on your knees. Itâs warm and a touch damp but you donât mind, gratefully shuffling it over your head and passing him a grateful nod. It lands mid thigh, circling you in a heady wood scent. Your cheeks flame as you try not to lean down and smell it directly. When you look back at him his eyes are glinting.
âIâm not sure,â you press your palms against your eyes and immediately regret it, the stickiness now smeared on your cheeks and eyelids, âI donât remember much. Only bits and pieces from this morning but nothing after that. Wait, is that normal? God, why canât I remember anything!â
All of a sudden youâre panicking and the room begins shrinking, at least it feels like it is. You canât breathe, your lungs constricting painfully. There isnât enough oxygen in the room. Was there ever enough? Youâre racking your mind for any little thing that you can remember but itâs pointless, youâre going too fast and your mind canât make sense of anything youâre seeing. You see a sink, one covered in blood. You see teeth. No, you see fangs. You smell the forest, one heavy with pine trees. None of it makes sense!
You claw maniacally at your chest, trying to suck in enough air to clear the fog in your head. Nothing is helping, your body is on fire and sticky and you just want to scream until it all makes sense. The shirt feels three sizes too small and you want to tear it over your head. Just before you can, though, youâre pulled onto someone's lap, someone who smells like pure water, and you can finally suck in a proper breath. The flames that were lapping your skin slowly start to fade, giving over to a cool sensation that soothes your achy bones.Â
âDeep breaths, love,â Klausâ voice washes over you like a lullaby, his hands rubbing down your back, âthatâs good, just like that. Weâre going to figure this out but for now you just have to breathe. Youâre safe now, I promise you that. We can start with an easy one, whatâs your name?â
You sink into his chest more easily than you would like to admit. His arms circle you tighter, his head resting on yours in an entirely unprofessional way but you donât care. Youâve never felt this kind of need before. Youâre afraid that if you leave his arms now then the flames will come back.
âY/n,â you murmur into his shoulder, âmy name is y/n.âÂ
A pair of hands rub over your shoulders, drawing you into them slightly on instinct, âdarling, I know youâre scared but we need to see if youâre seriously hurt. We found you in a lot of blood,â whoever is speaking his voice is rough and he has to stop to clear his throat, muttering a curse under his breath, âdo you think you can let us check you over?â
When he brings up the blood, itâs all you can smell again, and you scramble from Klausâ arms, narrowly making it before youâre vomiting again. This time you donât puke up any blood, thank god. Just bile, which isnât much better. The metallic scent is all around you and itâs all you can do to hang your head and suck in as much air as possible. You feel so dizzy it physically hurts.
âShit, Elijah we gotta get this cleaned up. Itâs only making it worse. Câmere love,â youâre pulled into the warm chest of a man youâve yet to interact with.
You lock eyes with the last man, losing your breath at his honey brown eyes. He smiles softly and you feel your cheeks go hot. You bring your hands to your lips quickly, all too aware of how close you are to this man and the fact that you were just throwing up and are soaked through with blood. You blink back a few tears, embarrassment streaming through you. You glance down at his chest which is now covered in your blood. The man furrows his brows, shaking his head lightly. You can almost hear his thoughts; donât worry.Â
Elijah, the man who gave you his shirt, nods at Klaus, standing quickly, âyou two take her to the captainâs bathroom, itâs nicer anyway and more private. Iâm not expecting anyone else tonight but Iâd rather them not see her like this,â he turns, locking eyes with you, his rough tone softening drastically, âbaby, are you okay if they help you clean this blood off? Theyâre not going to hurt you, we just need to get you cleaned up and warm to make sure you donât go back into shock.â
The word baby rings through your head, hitting you directly in the chest. Tendrils of warmth unfurl through your body and you find yourself nodding to everything he says. Elijah sags, relief taking over his body. It doesnât last long though, the tension filling his frame as he looks back around the room.
âKol,â the man under you tenses, âtake her upstairs now. Niklaus, do you mind helping me with this? Itâs-â Elijah looks at you again for a moment before he has to look away, âItâs going to take two people.â
Klaus stares at you longingly, the pained look back in his eyes. It makes you want to pull him into your arms, blood or no blood, and hold him. You tense at the thought. Where did that come from?
He looks at you a moment longer before crawling over to and running one of his stained hands over your cheek. He leans down and kisses the top of your head, rubbing his cheek against your matted hair. Sparks dance down your spine at the simple touch, lighting your body like a christmas tree. Too many emotions surface again, confusion and longing being the top contenders.Â
âIâll be with you as soon as I can, love,â he whispers to you before standing himself and addressing Elijah, âyeah, letâs get this over with.â
Elijah nods at Klaus, his shoulders sagging slightly, probably out of relief again. Looking around one last time itâs obvious the job is going to take some major man-power. Thankfully the blood is contained mostly to the showers, but even so itâs coating almost every surface from there on. Looking at it makes you chest heavy again but before you can lose it Kol stands, pulling you up with him.Â
He holds you easily, bringing you level with Klaus and Elijah. Elijah strides over to you, taking your face in his hands. Your heart pounds mercilessly at his touch. It takes all your willpower not to jump into his arms and curl around his bare chest. You try not to stare at his taut muscles. Now is definitely not the time to let lust join the myriad of emotions running through you. Even as you force your eyes away, though, your body ignites and you have to stop yourself from clenching your thighs around Kol. Fucking hell, what is going on?
Kolâs arms tense suddenly and when you peak back at him, his eyes are shades darker. You swallow thickly, trying not to think too much about the heated look in his eyes. Or how much you donât want him to stop looking at you like that. You peer back at Elijah, who holds a similar expression. You have to suck in a breath, the room temperature instantly raising ten degrees.Â
Elijah leans his forehead against yours, his thumbs grazing your cheekbones gently, âKolâs going to take you upstairs now, okay baby? Heâll take care of you, help you wash some of this off. Youâre in control here, alright? No one else is going to hurt you.â
You nod lightly, your forehead rubbing against his, âokay, Eli.â
He sucks in a sharp breath and presses a hard kiss to your head before releasing you. Kol shuffles you further up his body, drawing your attention to him. He grins at you but it doesnât quite reach his eyes. Before you can process what youâre doing, youâre cupping his cheek in your hand. His skin is soft and so warm. He sighs quietly, sinking his cheek into your touch, his eyes losing some of the tension.
âLetâs go get cleaned up, darling.âÂ
You lower your hand, choosing now to wrap your arms around his shoulders instead. His muscles under your fingertips are glorious, warm and firm. When you rest your face against his shoulder, you breathe in the faintest hints of nutmeg and flames. Itâs absolutely intoxicating. His shoulder is hot against your cheek and you finally give into your cravings to curl your body around his, wrapping your legs tightly around his torso and clinging to him for dear life. He holds you against him with everything he has, taking the steps two at a time.Â
You canât bring yourself to open your eyes until you feel him enter a separate room, one much smaller than the locker room you were previously in. Youâre greeted with a spectacular sight; a spacious bathroom with a wall of showerheads and the biggest clawfoot tub youâve ever seen. You almost jump from his arms at how badly you want to get in it.
He sets you down on a vast countertop, the cool marble biting into your bottom. You shiver lightly, a warm blush spreading down your neck and chest. He places his arms on either side of you, staring at you with a mixture of tenderness and caution. You have to will yourself to keep looking into his eyes and not at the way his arms flex from how heâs leaning. God, where did all these wanton feelings come from?
âOkay, darling, where are we going from here? What do you need me to do?â his accent is fuller due to the acoustics in the bathroom and you nearly keel over from how hard it slams through your body, tugging at every nerve south of your belly button.
âUm,â you clear your throat lightly, swallowing the sudden scratchiness, âdo you think thereâs a toothbrush anywhere around here?â
Kol grins knowingly, leaning down and opening a drawer next to your thigh. The heat rolling off his body rushes into your legs and when he resurfaces with a new toothbrush and a cheeky smile youâre practically panting.
âThanks.â
You brush your teeth quickly, making sure to scrub the remnants of the past thirty minutes or so from your mouth. It instantly makes you feel a little better, knowing you can speak to Kol without your breath being a biohazard. You set the toothbrush down, looking back to him appreciatively.Â
Kol cups your chin gently, spreading heat like butter through your bones,âDo you think you can stand? If you can, I can wait outside while you get cleaned up. You can take as much time as you need, darling. Iâll be right outside the door.â
Your heart pounds quickly at his suggestion, your throat closing painfully. You donât want him to leave you alone, even if he is just outside the door. You donât know how to ask him to stay, though, and you donât want to cross any boundaries. Youâre so damn conflicted that your chest aches.
âOkay.â
He nods, his eyes a touch less bright than they were a few moments ago, and he backs away hesitantly. You use all your energy to push yourself off the counter, using it to keep yourself upright when your feet touch the floor. Your legs feel like jelly and you wonder for a moment if you have any bones. You shake your head lightly, scolding yourself. Donât be stupid, y/n, of course you have bones. However, when you go to take a step towards the bathtub you almost revoke the sentiment. Your legs crumple around you, bringing you to a pile on the floor.Â
âFuck,â Kol is next to you in no time at all, his hands rushing over your legs, most likely checking for damage, âI knew that was going to happen I donât know why I let you do that, darling. I was trying to give you space. Are you okay? Elijah and Klaus are going to kill me.â
He mutters the last part under his breath but you still catch it, âitâs not your fault, I was trying not to bother you. I thought I could make it to the tub, at least, and then figure the rest out from there. I, uh,â you scrub your hands over your face, covering your eyes with your palms, âI didnât want to be a burden, more than I already am I mean.â
A few more tears slip past your guard, tracking lines through the dried blood on your cheeks. You swallow a sob before it can make any noise, your shoulders shaking slightly from the cold tiles underneath you. Youâre utterly exhausted. You wish you could just click your heels and go home. The only problem is that something tells you that youâd only end up here again if you could do that.
âNo,â Kolâs voice is low and strained, âno, darling, donât say that. This isnât your fault,â he wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his hot, nutmeg chest, âyouâre not a burden to me. Or Elijah or Klaus. Youâre a surprise and not an unwelcome one. If you need me to stay, hell, if you want me to stay I will. Iâll do whatever you tell me to do, okay?â
You peer up at him, clinging to his toned chest like youâre afraid itâll vanish from underneath you, âplease get this blood off of me, Kol. I canât do it, I canât even hold myself up. I need you.â
His eyes darken again, the honeyed brown turning a darker chocolate color, âyou have me, darling, Iâm right here. Iâm not going anywhere,â he leans down and brushes his nose against yours, ânever ever.â
A tiny giggle bubbles in your chest and it feels like freedom. It feels like falling asleep on the beach and hiking through the mountains and every good thing youâve ever experienced. Kolâs eyes light up and he bites back a grin before doing it again, pulling a flood of giggles from you. Soon you're throwing your arms around him, laughing your head off for no reason at all, him joining you in the madness. You canât stop and you donât want to. You need this, you need him. It frightens you how intensely you feel connected to him already but you push the fear away for the time being.Â
âOkay, okay,â Kol scoops you against him and stands, âenough of that, love, time for a bath.â
That effectively puts an end to your giggling, your body igniting at the thought of taking a bath with this second coming of adonis. You swallow the lump in your throat, this time caused by the rippling of his taut muscles against you. The t-shirt youâre wearing feels see through suddenly, the thin layer between your core and his stomach doing little to quell the heat seeping from the crack between your thighs.Â
You dig your fingers into his shoulders a little harder than you mean to, pulling a soft grunt from him, one that you can feel in your own chest, âbath. Okay.â
Your cheeks flame at your idiotic response. Bath. Okay. What the hell was that?
He walks to the tub and sets you gently on the floor of it, the porcelain ice against your flesh. He turns, his back facing you as he pulls his suspenders off. You admire the fluid movement of his muscles as he steps out of his stained turnout gear, leaving him in a pair of grey sweatpants. His back is toned like a greek godâs and you would like nothing more in this moment than to know what it feels like to dig your nails into it. You squeeze your thighs together, trying to air the wanton out of your system. Donât be a hussy, y/n. He turns back to you and your face flushes when he catches your lingering stare.
He hooks his fingers in his sweatpants and your breath catches in your throat. He lifts his eyebrow, silently asking if itâs okay for him to continue. Your mouth feels dry, your head is spinning. Slowly you nod, your eyes glued to his. He smirks lighty, an action so doused in sex that almost has you pulling Elijahâs t-shirt from your body and falling at his feet. You hold your breath as he pulls the sweatpants from his body and your heart almost falls out of your chest when they reveal a pair of grey plaid boxers. What were you expecting? Your subconscious taunts you mercilessly.
He steps into the bathtub behind you, kneeling and grabbing the showerhead on the way down. The heat rolling off of him seems to have increased, wrapping around you and daring you to melt into him. You want to, so badly you do, but you remain upright, your hands on the side of the tub, leaving rusty smudges on the crisp, white edges.Â
Kol leans forward, his mouth right next to your ear sending shivers straight to your core when he speaks, âdarling, Iâm going to need to take this off,â his fingers tease the tops of your thighs, curling around the hem of the t-shirt, âmay I do that?âÂ
He presses his face against your neck, laying a few soft kisses to the skin under your jaw. You roll your head back onto his shoulder, savouring his affection and warmth for a moment without overthinking it.Â
You nod against his skin, âyes, Kol.â
You can feel the breath he takes against your back and then, when he releases it, against your neck. He takes his time, his fingers gently skimming your sides as he gathers the fabric up and over your head. You raise your arms to make it easier for him, gasping gently as cool air rolls over your exposed breasts. He tosses Elijahâs t-shirt to the side, running his hands down your back and planting another kiss to your uncovered shoulder.Â
You know you should feel ashamed for being this naked with a man you just met but you physically canât bring yourself to feel any of it. All you know is that youâre comfortable and that his hands on your skin feel like genuine magic.Â
âOkay, Iâm going to turn the water on now,â he rubs his nose down the back of your neck, âlet me know if itâs too hot or anything.â
Your eyes prickle at how sweet he is, how gentle he is with you. He definitely doesnât look like the gentle type, all tall, dark, and broody, but the way heâs acting proves otherwise. You nod your head, leaning your chin on the edge of the tub. He starts the water, a plume of steam instantly clouding the bathroom. The first stream to hit you is heavenly and you canât help but close your eyes.
âIs that okay, darling?âÂ
You hum quietly, âitâs perfect.â
You let the water lull you into a daze, picturing the stream turning red as the water rolls off you and down the drain. Itâs mesmerizing, the warmth of the water combined with Kolâs heady scent. When he touches you, though, itâs like a crescendo of feeling. His fingers run over your back, no doubt washing away the events of this evening, but all you can think about is how perfect his hands feel against your bare skin.Â
Everywhere he touches blazes to life. You feel like putty in his hands, willing to mold however he needs you to. When his fingers glide down your sides your body reacts without warning, your back arching against his chest. You can feel his chest rumble under your back more than you can hear it. His large hands span your back easily, spreading over your ribcage, his thumbs gently grazing your breasts. You suck in a harsh breath, clenching your teeth to keep his name in your mouth. Itâs begging to be said though. Said, screamed, praised. Anything. Fuck it.
âKol,â you breathe, reaching back to grasp at his forearms for stability, âmore.â
The growl that rips from his chest is unexpected but it lights every fibre of your being alive. He pulls you hard against his solid chest, falling against the back of the tub and shifting you so youâre perfectly centered on his lap. A flare of pleasure flashes up your spine when you land on something hot and hard. You hiss at the thin layer of clothing between you and Kol.
His lips find your ear, taking the lobe between his teeth and sending even more heat pooling in your core, âas you wish, darling.â
Your hands fall away as his hands cover your breasts, his thumbs skillfully sliding over your hard nipples. This time you donât whisper his name, you moan it. Loudly. Every time he rolls your nipples between his fingers, you see stars. You see the whole damn galaxy. His lips find your shoulder, biting down gently but hard enough to pull a string of incoherent praise from your lips.Â
His chest rumbles with every noise you make and the ball of heat between your legs grows brighter. You rock your hips against his, trying to build some much needed friction. The noise you pull from him is the epitome of heaven and it hits you right in the chest. It compels you to keep grinding your core against him harder, taking every sound he offers up and matching it with one of your own. You squeeze your eyes shut tightly, rolling your head onto his shoulder as the anticipation sings through your body.Â
Your senses are flooded, your hearing muffled by the running water and your blood pumping through your ears, which is probably why you donât hear the door open and someone step into the bathroom. Itâs only when a pair of lips attaches to the base of your neck do you peel your eyes open. You meet Klausâ stare with a gasp, just as Kol pinches your nipples harder than all the times before.Â
Your orgasm hits you like a truck, tearing through your nerves without warning and rendering you to pieces. All the while Klaus takes your arm, placing tantalizing, open mouth kisses down your skin. When you finally come down from the climax, your muscles are layered with a sweet exhaustion. Kol nuzzles against your back, wrapping his arms around your waist.Â
âFuck, darling,â he nips at your shoulder and your skin zings lightly, âyou have no idea how much I needed that.â
Your eyes meet Klausâ and your cheeks flame from the intensity of his stare, âI didnât do anything, you did it all.â
You want to look away from Klaus, you want to feel some inkling of shame, but you canât. All you want is to do is hook your arm around his neck and bring him closer to you. Your body craves his and itâs all you can do to not melt into his palm when he cups your cheek.Â
âThatâs the point, love,â Klaus runs his thumb over your skin, âhe just wanted to touch you.â
Kol hums his agreement into your flesh, his lips still glued to you.Â
âDo you want to touch me?â The words are out of your mouth before you can stop them, your eyes widening as soon as you register what you just said.
In less than a second, the brown eyes staring into your turn a dark coal color. The skin around Klausâ eyes turns a deep purple. Your breath hitches at this side of him, a deep longing settling in your chest the longer you stare into his eyes. He's ethereal and entirely unhuman but you canât even think about that. You want him so bad it stings. He has to shut his eyes for a few moments and when he opens them again his eyes are back to normal, if not a touch darker.Â
When he speaks his voice is gravelly, âI need to.âÂ
You swallow hard, forcing the words out before you have time to lose your nerve, âcome here then.â
Klausâ eyes widen before he stands abruptly, shoving his own jogging pants down his legs before stepping into the other side of the tub. Kol lets you go as Klaus settles against the porcelain. As soon as heâs comfortable he wraps his hands around your hips, pulling you onto his lap and against his chest. Your legs end up on either side of him, much like how you were with Kol, your core pressed against the hardest part of him.
His crisp scent folds around you and sucks you deeper against him until your chest to chest, your breasts pressing into his firm chest. His arms settle around your back, his palms splayed over your spine. Your flesh buzzes from the contact, goosebumps rising when he traces lazy circles with his fingertips. You meet his eyes again and involuntarily clench your thighs around his hips. Heâs looking at you like youâre the only girl heâs ever laid eyes on. Like heâs in the presence of a goddess and that he would gladly lay his life down for you.Â
Your eyes draw down to the tattoo on his chest, an image of birds in flight, and you run your fingers over it gently. He sucks in a breath when you touch him, closing his eyes and leaning back against the edge of the tub. Something about his reaction spurs you on. If thatâs what your fingers can do, what can your mouth do? You lean down, gently attaching your lips to his collarbone and tugging his skin into your mouth.
He jolts up when you bite down lightly, jostling you further onto his lap and sending waves of heat rolling over your body, âfuck,â his hand wraps around the back of your neck, pushing you impossibly closer to him, âlove, you have no idea how good that feels.â
You pull back slightly, your mouth still against his skin as your eyes bore into his, âshow me.â
His chest rumbles under your lips before he pulls your head back gently and slams his lips against your throat. He sucks your skin into his mouth and, for the second time tonight, you see stars. You wrap your arms around his shoulders, lacing your fingers through his blonde hair. You tug him closer to you, crossing your ankles behind his back. You want every inch of his skin pressed against yours.Â
He bites down, his teeth scraping pleasure into every nerve, and you pull at his soft hair, praises falling mindlessly from your lips, âKlaus.â
A second pair of hands glides over your back, âdarling, let me wash your hair. I can feel Elijah getting restless. Unless you want three men in this tub with you, I need to finish getting you cleaned up.â
Your heart pounds at the thought of Elijah in the bath with you, his large body pressed against yours. You can practically smell his pine scent in the air, clinging to your skin. You bite your lip. You want to moan his name and he isnât even in the room. You shake the thought from your mind, leaning into Kolâs hands.
Klaus kisses up your neck, peppering your jaw and cheeks with pecks before pulling you to lay against his chest. You close your eyes, letting the exhaustion thatâs been building flood your system. Kol soaks your hair, the warm water pouring down your shoulders as you press your face into Klausâ neck. His hands draw lazily up and down your sides as Kol massages shampoo against your scalp. You mewl at his touch and cling to Klaus. You could stay in the moment forever, itâs absolutely blissful.
Just as Kol is rinsing the shampoo from your hair, the door to the bathroom opens revealing a shirtless Elijah. Heâs clad in nothing but a pair of grey sweatpants. In his hand is a large towel. His eyes zero in on you from across the room and, though you canât see them clearly, you can tell theyâre dark. Your head goes fuzzy as your eyes draw down his sculpted chest, lingering on his rippled stomach. You meet his eyes again and give into your instincts, reaching your arms out for him.
âEli,â you call out to him, âI need you.â
You stand on wobbly feet, bearing everything to him. You donât care, you just want to be in his arms. You havenât had a chance to touch him yet and your body is screaming at you to get as close to him as humanly possible. Even more than humanly possible. Elijah closes the space between the two of you in seconds, wrapping the towel around you before pulling you into his arms. Your legs wrap around his waist, your arms circling his neck.Â
He leans down, rubbing his nose against yours, âI need you too, baby.âÂ
You slip your fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck, playing with the soft strands mindlessly. He leans into your touch and your heart soars. He hikes you further up your body, leaning his face against your shoulder. You run your hands over his shoulders, sighing when the tension leaves his muscles.Â
âIâm going to go sleep for a few hours,â Elijah mumbles into your shoulder but his words arenât aimed at you, âdo you think the two of you will be okay until then.â
Klaus waves his hand dismissively and Kol nods, still draped lazily over the edge of the tub, âyeah, yeah, go, weâll be fine brother.â
Wait, what?Â
Did you hear that right? Brother. Your entire body sets on fire. Theyâre all related. Well, thereâs the shame you were missing at least. You push against Elijahâs chest, forcing him to meet your eyes. When he sees your expression his brows pull together, his brown eyes filled with concern.
âBaby-âÂ
âYouâre all brothers?â you breathe, your face burning, âbrothers? What on earth is going on?â
He stares into your eyes for a moment before laughing, turning with you in his arms and starting towards the door. You lock eyes with Klaus and Kol over Elijahâs shoulder. They, too, are laughing without a care. Kol tosses you a wink just as Elijah carries you into the hallway.
You circle your arms around his shoulders again, âLijah this is crazy. Explain. Please.â
He pulls you through another door, exposing you to a comfortable looking bed. Just looking at it sends sleep pooling in your limbs. He sets you in the middle of it before climbing on after you. He pushes you backwards and you fall into a pile of pillows, the towel long forgotten as he crawls on top of you. Your body flares with something hot as he holds himself on his forearms, his hot chest grazing yours with every breath he takes. You wrap your legs around his hips, pulling him closer to you despite your still unanswered questions.
âLijah,â you whine as his lips find your neck, arching into his touch like two magnets connecting, âI need answers.â
Elijahâs teeth scrape at your neck, pulling soft moans from your lips. Youâre so tired but the want that swirls in your core demands anything but sleep. You grip his shoulders, digging your fingers into his firm muscles. You pull his hips closer to yours, rolling against him desperately. You press your head into the pillows, exposing as much of your neck as you can to him.
He pulls away and you have to swallow your protests. When you finally open your eyes, youâre met with the same dark eyes you saw from Klaus, only now theyâre accented by a pair of sharp looking fangs. You suck in a deep breath, reaching up to cup Elijahâs jaw.Â
âI know, baby,â he rubs his face into your hand, âIâll give you all the answers you need and more but first I need you. I have waited a thousand years for you and now that I have you I donât think Iâll be able to let you go yet. Please, baby, let me have you.â
His words wrap around you, every part of your being, and sink into your core. A wave of longing hits you again, and something else that youâre not ready to explore. It makes your heart warm and your body crave every inch of his. You already knew your answer before he asked. Youâve known since you woke up to the three of them.
Maybe you even knew before that.
You pull his face to yours, capturing his lips with your own, âyou already have me. Iâm yours.â
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Just Two Sad Roommates
Corpse Husband x Reader(Female)
Warnings: Swearing (maybe)
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Summary: The power of medieval tavern music gets put to the test when Corpseâs roommate is having a rough day. SPOILER ALERT: itâs more powerful than anyone could assume.
Requested by Anon. You know who you are đđ Wish I could tag you, I loved this idea so much and had such a fun time writing it. Hope you enjoy it just as much đĽ°
The last twenty four hours havenât been so great.Â
Last night I had a huge fight with my boyfriend over his flirty messages with several girls. It was not just witty banter, it was way more and way more hurtful to me. He obviously denied it and defended himself, at least in the beginning of the argument. Then he took on the accusatory stance, pointing fingers at me for living with another guy. That had me absolutely fuming. Not only was his statement fabricated and literally made up on the spot, but he also used some seriously horrible insults for him. I was having non of it. Corpse is a really great roommate, sweet guy and overall amazing person. I havenât once argued with him since weâve started living together. Weâre actually quite good friends. So hearing my asshole boyfriend call him all those names was more than enough to chase him out of the apartment. Thankfully, Corpse wasnât home to hear all that. He rarely leaves the apartment but by some miracle this was the time he was absent.
Then this morning my mom called me to have a chat. It started off decently enough but it only remained that way for so long. It didnât take her long to start criticizing each and every element of my existence. From my job, my boyfriend, my living arrangement, the career Iâve decided to pursue, the fact I moved to a different state, my paycheck thatâs lower than her friendâs daughterâs...âŚ..You get the point.Â
Now Iâm sitting here, contemplating what the two years Iâve been in a relationship with Marcus mean to me. I guess it is just like a phone call from my mother - starts off nice but slowly deteriorates. All things follow this pattern in my life, apparently. And just like the phone calls, Iâve considered ending things between me and him many times but never actually decided on it. Until now. The last part of this decision is executing it, which doesnât look very promising. My thumbs are frozen, hovering over the keyboard.
I take a second to take a look at my life from a third person point of view, like an out of body experience. I am wrapped in a blanket, huddled on the couch like a burrito with a face. A really sad burrito with a face. I have a job where I work as much as three highly ranked workers and get paid a little over a secretaryâs paycheck. Iâm in a constant state of exhaustion and disinterest. I often forget Iâm human and just assume I can live like a cactus - no food, no water. I have a boyfriend thatâs cheating on me and most likely has been for quite some time now. And weâve been dating for two fucking years. Man, that must be the longest cheat streak in history. Who knows with how many girls as well. And I still have trouble deciding weather to break up with him or not. Actually no, scratch that, I have already decided, but it feel so unnatural and so out of character that my body refuses to complete the task of delivering the final blow to the structure of this relationship which was already weak to begin with.
And it only got weaker when I started catching feelings for another guy. I know, I know, Iâm a bad person for that, but I was never planning to act on those feelings. They have always just...lingered, loomed over me. They got stronger and stronger every time Marcus and I would fight, as though they were laughing at my mock of a relationship.
Speaking of laughter, I hear my roommate laughing in his recording room. I gave him the spare room for his recording equipment for a cheap add to his rent fee and itâs probably the second best decision Iâve ever made - first being picking him to be my roommate. He was among the first to reply to my online add and appeared the least sketchy over the phone. More hypnotizing if Iâm honest. He couldâve told me he was a hitman and I wouldnât have batted an eye, handing the keys to his room and the apartment without a second thought. All he had to do was keep talking. Again, SUE ME.
âFuck, Iâm so fucking pathetic!â I drop my phone when all the strings inside me snap, releasing the sobs and tears Iâve been holding back for so long.
I bring my knees up to my chest, hiding my head in between them, desperately trying to shield myself from the plane crash that is my life at the moment. Crying makes me feel even sadder and more miserable but I have nothing left to do to get all the crap thatâs piled up inside me out.
Iâm on the verge of falling asleep, the tears have dried and the sobs have died somewhere in my chest, when I hear what sounds like music straight from Robin Hoodâs time.Â
Holy shit, Iâve lost it
I lift my head from in-between my knees, looking around the living room for the source of the jolly, lighthearted tune which despite all the heaviness of my self-loathing makes me feel like the main character in an medieval adventure. Wait...Holy crap, itâs that medieval adventure, Robin Hood-ass music I hear from Corpseâs room!
I whip around to face the entrance from to the hallway where I see an arm sticking out, holding a phone which is where the music is coming from.Â
âCorpse?â I call out to him in a questioning manner, shifting to a sitting position with my blanket kicked off of me and bunched up next to me.
âI canât tell if youâre angry or sad...or both. Didnât want to get attacked upon entering the room.â I see the right side of his face peek out as well.
I break out into laughter, covering my mouth with one hand, âYouâre such a dork.â
He takes this as a sign to come in, pausing the music as he does so. âWhatâs wrong?â
My laugh stops but a smile remains on my face as I look at him. He just has that effect on me. âA lot. Whatâs going on with you?â
He shrugs his shoulders, plopping down on the couch, âThe usual, streaming Among Us. You should play with me and my friends some time.â
I scoff, âI can pull of a lie no problem. Maybe I really should.â I donât actually consider it, itâs just funny to think about.Â
I have never watched any of Corpseâs content. Not his scary story videos, not his streams, not his animated compilations. Just his songs. And let me tell you...they are hella good. One song and I was hooked.
âHey, I have a question.â I tilt my head to look at him, âWhatâs with you and your love for medieval adventure music?â
âMedieval tavern music, and itâs not really love.â He shakes his head with this dopey grin that is just. so. adorable. âMore like a coping mechanism. Tell me, did you feel less sad I played it for you?â
I stop and think for a second. âYeah, I think so.â
âPoint made.â He declares, leaving me to nod in amusement. âNow, tell me what that âa lotâ is.â
So, I do. I tell him everything, from how my boyfriend is cheating on me to how my mother thinks Iâm a complete failure. He listens carefully, paying close attention to everything Iâm saying. I catch myself laughing a few times while I retell the recent upsetting events.
Must be that music.
âSo, you broke up?â He asks once I end my monologue with a sigh
I shake my head disappointedly, âNot yet. I still havenât pulled the plug. I donât know what to say.â
He holds out his hand to me, âMay I be of assistance?â
I look at his hand then at him and contemplate for only a second before deciding âwhat the hellâ and handing over my phone after unlocking it. The screen displays my boyfriendâs chat so Corpse just types away what he has in mind. Before pressing âsendâ, he hands the phone back to me. âProofread it.â
âDear Marcus, this is one of your girlfriends speaking. Yes, one of them. You think Iâm not onto what youâre doing, you little shit? Well, to your dismay, I am. And so, I discontinue this relation between us. That word might have been too long for your IQ so let me rephrase: We are over. Finished. Hope your other girlfriends wake up too, unless they are already in the know, of course. Love, but really hate, Y/Nâ
I was never aware this level of sass even existed.
I add a smiling emoji and send the message, sighing in relief. âI can check that off my to-do list now.â
We both lean back on the couch, looking up at the ceiling. A moment of comfortable silence takes over, leaving us both wandering in our own heads.
âHey, um, I wanted to do this when I first moved in, but then I met your boyfriend and I took the hint. Now that youâre single, would you want to...â he sounds a bit uncertain but continues regardless, âItâs ridiculous cause I donât really like the idea of going out, but maybe we could order take-out...â
âAre you circling around asking me on an at-home date?â I am surprised by how unbothered I manage to sound while Iâm squealing on the inside. Itâs fascinating how quickly a person can flip someoneâs day around. Turns out it wasnât the music at all. It was him that had the positive effect on mine.
Out of the corner of my eye I catch his face turn red and have to contain my laughter. The grin canât be tamed though, especially not when he says, âYes.â
Internally squealing, I launch myself from the couch, standing up straight in front of him. âThai. My usual order is on the sticky note on the fridge. But first,â I offer him my hand, âI need to find out if a person can even dance to that ridiculous music.â At his amusement, my grin widens, âMay I have this dance?â
He laughs that adorable laugh of his Iâve only heard through the layer of a wooden door. Itâs even cuter when thereâs nothing between me and its source. The source is cute too, not gonna lie.
With a shake of his head which is most likely disbelief, he takes the hand Iâve offered him, saying: âAnd you call me a dork.âÂ
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If the requests are still open, I watched the try guys trying sexy alcohol video recently (The Try Guys Sexy Alcohol Taste Test is the name of the video) and I was laughing the whole time. I was thinking it would be really fun to have the team do it for a social media video if you wanted to write it! :)
I absolutely love the Try Guys and Iâve been watching their videos for years--thank you so much for suggesting this! Sweater Weather credit goes to @lumosinlove and the link to the original video is here
TW for alcohol and lots of sexual references
âIâm so fucking excited for this video,â Finn said, drumming his hands on the table.
Remus gave him a disbelieving look. âYou have the lowest alcohol tolerance on the entire team, Harzy. Iâd be shocked if you were still awake by the end of this.â
âWeâll find out soon enough!â Marlene announced offscreen. âDo the intro and then weâll get started.â
âWelcome back to Lion Pride, folks! Iâm Finn OâHaraââ
ââand Iâm Remus Lupin.â
âDude, you said I could do the intro.â
âI canât even say my own name?â
âBoys,â Marlene warned.
Finn cleared his throat and turned back to the camera with a bright smile. âToday weâre tasting sexy alcohol, even though I have no idea what that means!â
The video cut to a different table and James waved to the camera. âHey, everyone! Iâm James Potter, and Iâm here today with our wonderful captain Sirius Black to taste test sexy alcohol!â
âWhat qualifies alcohol as sexy?â Sirius asked. âIs it supposed to turn you on, or something?â
âThe names are sexy,â Marlene clarified. âReady for the first one?â
A title card appeared with Drink 1: Sex on the Beach written in cursive letters.
âSex on the beach!â Remus and Finn chorused, clinking their glasses together and taking a sip. Remus made a face, while Finn looked thoughtful as he smacked his lips.
âWhy is it so sour?â Remus coughed, setting the drink down.
âYouâre not a fan of sex on the beach?â Finn teased. âThis is always the classy lady drink in movies. Itâs not bad, actually.â
Jamesâ face scrunched up as he drank and Sirius went through a whole range of emotions, then tried it again. âItâs not better the second time,â he said. âJustâŚweird.â
âMuch like actual sex on the beach, itâs flat out uncomfortable.â James slid the glass out of reach.
âYouâve had sex on a beach?â
âHavenât you?â
âNo, sand gets everywhere even when I donât strip down.â
âHa! Loser.â The video transitioned right as Sirius reached over to smack the back of his head.
Drink 2: Buttery Nipple
âA fucking what?â Remus laughed, leaning toward the camera crew. Marlene repeated the name and he nodded slowly. âOkay, thatâs what I thought you said.â
Finn sniffed the shot. âIs that butterscotch?â
âIt is,â Marlene said.
âRad. On three. One, two, three!â
They knocked their shots back at the same time and Remus raised his eyebrows as he swallowed. âThatâs really not that bad. Best nipple Iâve ever tasted.â
âVery sweet, I like it,â Finn agreed around his grin.
A smile twitched at the corners of Remusâ mouth. âYou like the buttery nipple?â
âI do like the buttery nipple,â Finn snorted, sending them both into peals of laughter.
James stared down at his shot glass, then turned to Sirius and opened his mouth; Sirius reached over and covered it with his palm. âDonât say it.â
âBut it really looks likeââ
âI know.â Sirius bit his lip, sighed, and downed the shot. âYâknow, thatâs actually pretty good.â
James rolled the empty glass between his fingers. âThat would give me a wicked headache in the morning.â
âOh, yeah, for sure.â
Drink 3: Suck, Bang, Blow
There was a brief pause as Remus and Finn shared a look. âI think thatâs the wrong order,â Finn said after a moment.
Remus nodded. âBang is generally last on the list if youâre doing it right.â
âIt also implies that youâre not sucking on the last part, which is just bad blowjob etiquette.â
âBottoms up.â Remus tapped the rim of their glasses together and took a sipâalmost immediately, he spat it back out. âWhat in the unholy fuck is that?â
âMy whole face is itching,â Finn coughed. âHoly shit, thereâs so many different types of alcohol in there that is just tastes like straight-up sugar. I would order this at a bar if I was horny and sad and didnât care who I went home with.â
âYeah, this is what you get if you want something thatâll fuck you up.â Remus paused for a second, then covered his mouth with his hand. âYou know who would drink this?â
âWho?â
âPeople who live in Florida.â
Finnâs whole face lit up and he dug around in his back pocket, dialing a quick number on his phone before putting it on speaker; it rang twice before connecting. â âSup, Finner Finner Chicken Dinner?â
Remusâ jaw dropped and Finn rested his forehead on the table. âThanks for that,â he sighed. âWeâre filming a video for Lion Pride right now.â
âOh, sick!â the voice on the other end said. âHey Lions!â
âHi, Alex!â Marlene called.
âI just have a quick question,â Finn continued. âHave you ever heard of a drink called Suck, Bang, Blow?â
âHell yeah, theyâre super popular down here.â
âCalled it!â Remus grinned and high-fived Finn. âThanks, Hazard.â
âWhy do you ask?â
âBecause if anyone is going to have shitty alcohol, itâs you and your bouncy ice.â
âHeyââ
Finn ended the call and put his phone away once again with a gleeful smile. âHeâs never going to hear the end of that.â
Drink 4: Amber Moon
âThatâs a lot of whiskey,â James said as a crewman handed them their drinks; Sirius whistled lowly and held it up to the light.
âWhy are there red flakes in it?â
âTabasco sauce,â Marlene said off screen.
James nudged Sirius with his elbow. âI bet I can drink this is ten seconds.â
âDo it in five or youâre a coward.â
âYouâre on.â He cleared his throat, then tipped the glass back.
âOne, two, three, four, five, six!â Sirius pumped his fists in the air with a whoop.
âYou counted too fast!â James protested, giving the camera crew a desperate look. âMarley, he counted way too fast!â
âLooks likeâŚâ There was a brief moment of silence. âFive point three four seconds, Pots.â
âFuck,â he muttered, setting the glass down. âIt tasted horrible, by the way.â
The video cut to Remus and Finn, who were eyeing the drink suspiciously. âIâll bite,â Remus said. âWhatâs the sexy name for a hot sauce and whiskey monstrosity?â
âAmber Moon.â
âThat would be my stripper name,â the two said in unison, then turned to each other with identical gasps.
Drink 5: Blowjob Shot
Sirius looked deeply uncomfortable as he set the shot glass on his lap. âDonât make this weird.â
âWhat? The part where Iâm putting my face in your lap?â James asked with false innocence as a smile spread over his face.
âMerde,â Sirius muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose. âJust get it over with.â
âThatâs a rude thing to say to someone whoâs about to give you a blowjob.â
âYouâre not giving me a blowjob.â
James raised his eyebrows and Sirius rolled his eyes, kicking him lightly. âAlright, alright. Do you want to go first?â
Sirius leaned forward, paused halfway down, then cursed under his breath and took the shot glass between his lips, knocking it back in a quick motion. James opened his mouth and the first bit of a fake moan slipped through before Sirius tackled him to the ground.
The video cut for a momentâwhen it returned, they were sitting in their chairs once again, and James looked incredibly smug as he rested his elbows on his thighs. âReady, hot stuff?â
âYouâre the worst person to have as a best friend.â
James didnât hesitate before wrapping his mouth around the rim of the glass, then made a noise of panic when it didnât go down his throat right away. His eyes went wide and he cupped his hand under his face, slapping Siriusâ knee with the other.
âAre you okay?â Sirius laughed. âJustâjust knock it back, buddy, you can do it.â
James made a muffled sound and the camera crew started snickering off screen as the whipped cream smudged over his nose.
âHis eyes are watering,â Sirius cackled. âOh, this is karma in action. Is it too much? Spitters are quitters, Pots, you canâ"
James glared at him, then choked slightly and spat the shot glass and all its contents onto Siriusâ chest. Dead silence fell over the studio, broken only by the steady drip of the liqueur on the paper below their table.
âDoes anyone have a napkin?â Sirius asked after a moment, shaking his hands out.
âI amâŚso sorry,â James said as he wiped his lower lip.
âWhat happened?â
âI donât know! It was doomed from the outset, I guess.â He wrinkled his nose. âI can feel it in my sinuses.â
Remus and Finn both downed their shots easily; neither struggled for more than half a second. They were both a little flushed from the alcohol and Finn hiccupped as they turned back to the camera.
âHow did you do that so well?â Marlene asked, clearly amused.
âFrat,â Finn said at the same time Remus shrugged and said, âcollege.â
âPots spat his all over Sirius.â
âItâs because heâs straight.â Finn hiccupped again and Remus burst out laughing.
Drink 6: Body Shot
âWho are we doing this off of?â James asked. All four men sat at the same table; Sirius had removed his flannel and Jamesâ cheeks were pink from fiveâwell, four and a halfâdrinks.
âGuess who, bitches!â Kasey grinned as he walked out from behind the backdrop, clad only in his Lions sweatpants. James, Finn, and Remus cheered while Sirius put his head in his hands. âShit, Cap, youâre doing wonders for my self-esteem.â
âIs this a power imbalance?â
âIâm older than you, now move your elbows so I can lay down.â
The folding table creaked as Kasey laid on his back and all five of them froze for a second until Marlene emerged with salt, lime slices, and a bottle of clear alcohol under her arm. âDo you know how this works?â
Four nods answered her and she carefully poured the tequila into Kaseyâs bellybuttonâhe jolted at the cold and some of it spilled down his sides. âAw, man, now my pants are damp.â
âWhereââ Remus cut himself off with a laugh as he took the salt. âWhere do you want us to salt you, Bliz?â
âWherever your heart desires.â They passed the container down the line, each sprinkling a pinch somewhere on Kaseyâs bare chest. âReady?â
Finn wrinkled his nose as he licked the salt, sipped some tequila, and quickly put the lime wedge in his mouth with a distressed sound. Remus was next, and he barely skimmed his mouth over Kaseyâs belly button before shoving the lime between his teeth; James missed his mark completely because Kasey was still laughing, and Sirius got some of it up his nose on accident.
âYou guys suck at this,â Kasey managed as he sat up, brushing the leftover salt off his front. âJesus Christ, have any of you been to a party in your lives?â
All four exploded into indignant protesting and the video transitioned to a final slide. âThanks for joking us today, Lions!â Marlene said in a voiceover. âMake sure to like and subscribe for more content.â
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4am Food Coma
Dean Winchester x Sister!Reader
Word Count: 1,784
Warnings: insomnia, just some familial fluff.Â
A/N: This is as much of a feel-good story as I can write late at night. Haha. I hope you all like it!Â
My Master List
You sighed as you stared at the drab bunker ceiling. Your body was practically aching from exhaustion, but you mind was racing. Random, deep-rooted memories flashed through you, some causing your heart to pound with regret. This lifestyle had really been taking a toll on you lately, and you knew it was only going to get worse.
You pulled the scratchy, plaid blanket up to your chin and sighed. You could go back to your room, but Dean was snoring to heavily on the other side of the wall. You typically fell asleep before him, but tonight, you just couldnât get your mind to shut off.
Grabbing your phone beside you, you unlocked the screen and checked the time. 3:34am.
âWell, shit,â you muttered to yourself with another sigh. There was no way you were going to get any sleep at this point. You had promised Sam that, in the morning, you would go with him to some outdoor clothing store a few towns over, and he was always up at the ass crack of dawn. So, that meant you probably only had an hour or so of time to get any sort of shut eye.
The tip-tap of heavy feet approached you from behind the couch. You turned toward the noise, sitting up a little to peer over the back of the couch. In the scarce light, you found your oldest brother approaching you.
âHey, what the hell are you doing up, sweetheart?â Dean asked, shooting you a concerned look. You sighed and leaned back onto your makeshift pillow. Â
âMy mind has decided that now is a great time to replay every horrible thing thatâs happened in every hunt I can remember. Itâs making me nuts. You know me, Iâm the one who is always saying that whatâs in the past canât be changed, just let it go. Iâm not usually one to dwell, but here I am.â You watched Dean as he plopped down on the edge of the couch, lightly leaning against your feet.
âSounds like a helluva nightmare, Y/N. Anything I can do to help?â That was a great question, and usually the one you were asking your brothers. You pursed your lips, then gently shook your head.
âI dunno. I think I just need some sort of distraction. Iâve tried watching TV, but my mind just drifts off into another world.â You rolled your eyes. âAnd I promised Sam Iâd go to that store he loves. He wants to leave early. Iâm going to be a zombie.â
Dean chuckled as he watched you, probably laughing at the dark rings that were undoubtedly plaguing your eyes. He patted your ankles and smiled.
âI have an idea. Grab a sweatshirt and meet me at the car.â You furrowed your brow as you watched him launch to his feet.
âWha-wait. What? No. Iâm not going out like this. Dean, itâs almost four in the morning! Where are we going?â You slid out from under your blanket. You were clad in baggy pajama pants covered in cat silhouettes, and a tank top that absolutely did not match. Not to mention the quarter sized hole under your right armpit.
âRelax, Bitz, no oneâs going to care where were going. Just grab a sweatshirt and some shoes. You have five minutes.â You rolled your eyes at your big brother. He was always up to some sort of shenanigans. But, the two of you were a lot alike, so you usually trusted his crazy schemes.
âFine, but Iâm not going to say Iâm excited until I know where weâre going.â
âCalm down, Bitz. Youâll like it.â Bitz, short for Itsy Bitsy, was the nickname Dean gave you when you were too young to talk. Since you were the youngest, and quite obviously the smallest, he thought it was funny. But over three decades later, he still called you by that nickname more than he ever used your real one.
One more unsure sigh left your lungs before you turned towards your room, in search of a jacket.
âI remember there was a place just like this in Omaha. We always stopped when we drove through. I totally forgot this place was here.â You peered down at the menu of the dodgy diner. Dean sat across from you, studying the same menu.
The two of you sat in the corner of the small eatery, only joined by an older man at the bar, obviously a trucker, and a homeless man drifting off on the other side of the building, still half-clutching a cup of coffee.
Dean smiled and nodded, peering up from his menu. âYeah, it hasnât changed a bit. Itâs like they are all exactly the same. Still better than Biggersonâs, though.â You laughed.
âYeah, definitely. Their milkshakes are the best! Iâm hoping they still are.â
Dean grinned. âWell, letâs find out. Iâm not going to eat a big meal then go back to sleep. But, Iâll never deny an Oreo milkshake.â Dean slammed his menu shut and nodded. âWhatâs your poison? No, wait, lemme guess. Mint chocolate chip?â
Your eyes lit up. You hadnât had a mint chocolate chip milkshake in years. Most places in the middle of nowhere didnât have that flavor. Vanilla, chocolate, or strawberry, you cold almost hear a waiter say in their âI donât want to freaking be hereâ tone. But this small chain in the center of the country had them, and they were heavenly.
âItâs like you know me or something!â you teased him, before closing your own menu.
Dean chuckled as he eyed the server as they approached your table. âItâs like weâre related.â He winked, before turning to the exhausted young man. He couldnât have been older that twenty.
âWhat can I get you?â he droned, his eyes half open. You glanced over at your brother, then back to the young man.
âA mint chocolate chip milkshake please,â you beamed. You smiled, realizing that you were already starting to feel better. You watched as Dean ordered, feeling like you didnât have a care in the world for the first time in a while.
You all had been hunting for months without any sort of real break. No wonder your mind was on the verge of exploding. You definitely needed to have more breaks and distractions to counterbalance the violent, crazy crap you dealt with day in and day out. But, your brothers were work horses, so that always proved a little difficult.
âHey, do you think drinking a giant, sugary milkshake is going to be the solution to get me to sleep?â you realized, leaning back in your heavily cracked booth.
Dean shrugged. âSugar actually helps in a weird way. You eat or drink a bunch of it, fill yourself with sugar, then crash and sleep. Or, the shear amount of food will put you in some type of food-induced coma.â You nodded slowly. It did make sense, weirdly enough.
âDo you think thatâs the healthiest thing to do?â
âNo, Bitz. But it doesnât hurt every once in a while. Itâs healthier than pulling an all-nighter, then running all around town the next day.â That was true. Plus, there was no way you were going to say no to sugar, whether it was just before sunrise, or sunset. You hadnât hopped onto Samâs kale salad bandwagon quite yet.
Within minutes, the server returned with your glorious milkshakes, and a full refill container. The moment your treat was placed down in front of you, you smiled up at your brother in thanks.
The next twenty minutes were quiet, other than the ravenous slurps that came from your straws. Dean finished a few minutes before you, instantly leaning back in his seat.
âHoly shit, that hit the spot.â He smiled as he closed his eyes, instantly in a food coma. You giggled.
âHow you didnât get a single brain freeze baffles me,â you teased, scooting your cup a little closer. A thin line of red light beamed along the horizon, reminding you that you had basically pulled an all-nighter. But, you didnât care nearly as much as you did before. A sense of peace had enveloped you, or maybe it was the beginning of your own food coma. Either way, you felt a heck of a lot better.
âThanks, Dean,â you whispered, offering a frozen smile. Dean returned the gesture and nodded.
âHey, it worked when we were kids. I was sure it was going to work now.â You furrowed your brow.
âWhat?â
âYeah, when we came to one of these as kids, Dad would let us order milkshakes. I know you remember. But, what you probably donât remember is that once you got back in the car, you were out like a light. I donât even know if the sugar ever got a chance to get to you. I think it was just the comfort food or somethinâ.â Dean laughed.
Now that you thought of it, you didnât really remember the ride afterwards. You just remember waking up just after sunrise, either in the car or arriving home. And, well, that would explain why.
You closed your eyes for a minute, feeling the intense fullness in your stomach. Maybe you were skipping the sugar high yet again, and satiety was leading you straight to real exhaustion.
âWow, youâre a lightweight,â Dean poked as he lifted from his seat, tossing some money onto the table. You huffed out a chuckle, a little too tired to come up with a witty comeback. âCâmon kid, letâs get you home. Youâre going to need some sleep if Sam is going to drag you all over hell tomorrowâuh, today.â
You nodded as you slowly slid out from behind the table. Your brother was already five steps ahead of you, stomping his way towards the door. You slowly followed behind, smiling as you watched him toss a five-dollar bill onto the sleeping homeless manâs table. Then, he opened the door, and waited for you to exit with him.
The moment you settled into your seat, you leaned your head back, resting your head on the top of the back rest. Your eyes were heavy, and your body was practically deadweight. Dean peered over at you as the engine roared to life. He patted your shoulder before putting the car in gear and heading for home.
A long, shuddered sigh left you as you settled into your seat. It was going to be a good twenty minutes or so before you were home. But, your eyes werenât going to stay open for that long. So, you closed them as you yawned. Within moments, sleep slowly enveloped you, and you werenât going to fight.
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â I'M GONNA PROTECT YOU â
with Angel Reyes, and reader as Che âTazaâ Romero' daughter.
Request: Oooh Could it be where you are a younger sibling to one of the guys or a daughter to either the older three? And you and Angel are somewhat good friends? Well one day you are alone at your house and you hear a noise outside and it freaks you out so you grab your gun and call your brother/dad and they are busy at the moment but they send Angel to check it out and he comes and turns out it's someone trying to break in. Anyway the guy runs away and it ends in some Smut? Then your relative comes!
BY @firebenderwolf
Warnings: brief violence described, I think.
Word count: about 1.8k
Aurora says: I wrote it listening a cover of âLa Lloronaâ, by Natalia Doco, so I recommend you to listen this song while you read it. This writing hasn't been edited, you may find some grammar mistakes, I'm sorry about that!
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The barks coming from the open field, next to the barns, suddenly wakes you up. Your dogs never barks in the middle of the night. You don't give them much importance, lying back on bed again, until they start to howl. Getting up and sticking your head closer to the window, you find some big figures cutting part of the wire fence with a pair of shears. Grabbing your phone, you call your father while leading your feet to his room, to grab the gun under his pillow. A nine millimeters semi automatic, enough to chase them away. Taking off the safety and raising your arms to the high of your eyes, you hang up the call. Probably, Taza will be at Vicki's house getting drunk with Bishop and Tranq, so you type Angel's number by heart. Going downstairs, your eyes looking straight forward, trying to make the least noise possible while you hear the howls and barks getting louder.
âAngel, there's two guys trying to come into my house, and my dad doesn't answerâ.
âI'm going, mami. Hide and don' fuckin' moveâ.
The adrenaline was running through your body, and until you listened to his voice, you didn't notice that you were actually terrified. Gulping, you just hope that they don't hurt your animals. Keeping your phone muttered in a pocket, you hold the gun with both hands. The logic act would be calling the cops, but that is not an option for someone like you, nor your father. Crossing the huge and open living room, you decide to hide yourself into a wardrobe behind a folding screen that your great-grandfather made with his own hands.
Your heart races jumping inside your chest when you are able to hear their voices. Mexicans with a terrible american accent. Sticking your left ear to the door, you try to glimpse if you know them. And it is possible. Biting your bottom lip really nervous, you begin to text your father telling him what's happening, until your body shakes violently when a lot of small glasses fall to the floor after a heavy racket. The thieves are now entering into your house. And actually, they're not going to find anything. Your father is too intelligent to keep his money and valuables belongings inside there. But you're actually terrified because, yes, you know how to fire a gun; but you have never done it to defend yourself. And the only thing you can do right now is to wait. Your father is also coming with the older part of the crew after reading your text messages.
The barks outside don't cease, but your dogs are locked taking care of the animals, and you prefer it. You don't want them to get hurt. And the different noises of more glasses crashing, and different pieces of furniture falling to the floor are turning you anxious. The tears filling up your eyes and your shaky breathing don't help to stay calmed. Resting your back against the wall, with the gun raised to the door, you think that you are ready to fire it as soon as someone opens it.
Gulping a bunch of saliva, when you stop to hear them whispering curses in spanish after some minutes, the heavy steps upstairs call your attention; as the continues buzz of an engine getting closer to the ranch, speeding up in the moment it crosses the main fence. In complete silence, you step out from the wardrobe, with your trembling fingers securing the weapon between them. Checking that there's no one around you, your feet run to the main door to open it. Angel is already there. Without taking off the helmet, the man passes you away with his own gun lifted up in front of his dark eyes. Following him to the stairs, each other take up a side of the wall, waiting for them to go downstairs. The first one appears asking the other to leave, after not finding anything, but before he can warn his sidekick, Angel is already pointing at him, making him a sign to stay silent.
âMario, where are you?â You hear from the top.
Taking off the gun from the thief's hands, you leave it over the table. But making a false move, the mexican manages to punch Angel, starting to wrestle with him.
âRUN, ANTONIO! MAYAâMAYANS ARE HERE!â
Your mind goes blank by the shock of seeing him fighting, and the weapon sliding itself over the floor, in the meantime the other man runs away jumping through a window and using the bindweeds around the house as stairs. Watching how the other tries to beat the oldest Reyes, you point at them with trembling hands.
âLeave him, pendââ.
Because of the nerves running through your veins, your forefinger presses the trigger shooting the thief by his back. A painful grunt floods the living room. Angel pushes him away, while the mexican writhes between tears and growls. Grabbing the gun from your hands, to not fire anyone else, your friend places an arm over your shoulders to turn you, giving your back to the thief. At the moment he tries to fight again, almost standing up, Angel shoots him again. Twice. Straight to the chest. Clinged to his body, you can't help but break into cries, hiding your face in his neck.
âLook at me⌠Look at me. Are you okay? Are you hurt?â He mumbles, leaving away the weapon, so he can cup your cheek in his hands.
You just nod swallowing, feeling his lips pressed on your forehead, before stretching an arm to the wall to turn on the lights.
âCom'ere, babyâ. He says, urging you to slightly jump into him, wrapping your legs around his waist.
Your tears wet the franel shirt he's wearing inconsolably, leading his steps to the kitchen, away from the dead body staining the floor with the blood gushing out of it. Helping you to sit over the island in the middle of the place, Angel hurries up to bring you a glass of water, not knowing how to calm you down more than with leaving some caresses in your hair. You try to swallow but your throat is hermetically closed, coughing some times, while the salty tears keep flowing onto your lips.
âDid I⌠Did I kiâkilled him?â
âNo, no, noâ. He says, putting the ringed fingers by both sides of your face, affected deeply by the look of horror in your orbs. âI did it, okay? You hear me? I did itâ.
You know him from seven years ago, having a special connection from the beginning. You have been through a lot of shit together, but you never expected something like that happening. Putting the glass away from your trembling fingers, Angel holds you against his body, tightly hugging you, trying to make you feel somewhat better while the crew come to the ranch.
âPlease⌠Stop crying⌠It's okayâ. He mutters with a broken voice, not used to feel you so terrified. âI'm here, baby⌠I'm gonna protect youâ.
âI'm sorâsorry, Angelâ.
âDon' be silly. You don' have to be sorry 'bout nothingâ. He chuckles softly, leaving a kiss on your right cheek. âAm your superhero, remember?â
The Reyes finally breathes when he hears you laughing with a low, low tone.
âI would never let anyone hurt youâ. Sticking his forehead on yours, he closes his eyes for a second, feeling how your fingers get intertwined in his shirt.
You just nod, trying to catch back your breath, almost drinking his. The strokes by his thumbs over your skin helps to maintain a calmed pulse, beating your heart with a low pace; only focused on his touches. Your mind plays a dirt trick on you, making you lean forward some inches until his lips are being pressed by yours. But Angel isn't surprised, and doesn't have any intention to pull himself away, strengthening his fingers on your neck. Your mouths look like two pieces from a puzzle, destined to fit perfectly. Settling himself between your legs to be closer, your hands travel to the back of his head, as your lips start to move softly, tasting every single inch of his. Sliding his tongue inside your mouth to find yours, you can't help but feel a mix of feelings about it. Now you are confused about the fact that you don't know if you're doing it because of the horror lived, or because you really wanted to do it since long ago.
Running out of air, Angel continues kissing your cheek up to your temple with short and gentle gestures, clinging his arms around your body. You have never felt so serene, even if there's a dead body in the middle of your living room and the buzz of some engines are getting louder. He is warm, and seems like he smells better than never, resting your face on his chest with closed eyes. Angel's heart beat is like a hypnotic melody that could make you fall asleep just like that, as if you two were completely alone and you haven't been about to kill a man, for the first time, some minutes ago.
âBABâHOLY SHIT! BABY! BABY, WHERE ARE YOU?â
As soon as Angel pulls away himself from you, your legs jump down to the floor, running to the place where your father's voice comes from. Your body collides with his surrounding him, breaking in crying again when you feel him finally holding you. Bishop, Tranq and Riz are also there, examining the man lying on the floor with no breath of life in him.
âÂżEstĂĄs bien? ÂżEstĂĄs herida, mi amor?â (Are you okay? Are you hurt?) Taza is desperate, looking at you with reddened eyes as you nod in silence. âWhat happened?â
âThere were two men. This⌠son of a bitch's name is Mario. The other ran away by a window. Antonio, I think he saidâ. Angel explains under the gaze from his brothers. âMan⌠they knew where they were getting intoâ.
âWhy?â Bishop asks.
âThey knew we are Mayansâ. Angel shakes his head slightly, rubbing his forehead with two fingers. âAnd they were mexicansâ.
âI think I know himâ. Tranq is squatted close to the dead body, narrowing his eyes as he studies his face. âVatos or Coyotes, I am not sure, Bishopâ.
âFigure it out and put in on the tableâ. Taza demands with the rage consuming him, hugging you tightly under his arms.
âLet's goâ. Bishop moves his head to the main door, making the others know that they must go. âAngel, calls the guys. Take care of the trashâ.
âCome here, mi vidaâ. Your father whispers carrying you into his arms upstairs, not wanting you to continue there. âWe're going to take some clothes and leave to the club, okay?â
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Okay fuck it, I gotta give in, I gotta watch through Supernatural. AFAIK, it's all on Netflix; at least I saw it on there in passing. Going into this, is there anything I should be aware of? Are there any episodes I should skip, any seasons? Should I start from season 4? I know the basic plot and concept, and I know it's very monster-of-the-week. But aside from me highkey shipping Destiel already, that's all.
Well my first piece of advice would be
but uh, letâs fucking ~GO~
If youâre actually jumping into this hellhole (why why why) donât start at season 4. Itâs tempting, but seasons 1-3 are some of the best shit in the whole show, also having context for Sam and Deanâs characters, and their relationship with the supernatural up to season 4 really highlights how fucking wild the introduction of angels is in the show. itâs basically a complete paradigm shift.
I would recommend you watch seasons 1-5 basically as is, though if youâre in a rush, season three is kinda skippable as long as you read a general synopsis. This is the original arc of the show and it shows. A friend of mine, @sammwinchestersdimplesâ has said sheâd have been fine if the show had ended there, and I can totally see her point. After season five things start to get... uhhhhh... not as good. THAT BEING SAID some really amazing seasons come later, and youâd get nowhere NEAR the Full Destiel Experience without them. What REALLY sucks is that all the seasons have good moments in them, so even if the seasons are generally bad, theyâll have episodes of GOLD. But fuck it, hereâs a season-by-season breakdown.
Season 6 - This is the first... âehâ season. Thereâs a lot of character choices made in this one that I donât like. The plot also doesnât quite seem to know what to do with itself and it has no real main villain... or I guess it has a twist villain? This is also the season where they start chucking in the typical âno homosâ you get when a show is queerbaiting, so they can point to the no homo bits and claim the queers are delusional.
Season 7 - The absolute WORST season, imo, is season 7, and it features Cas the least out of all the post season 4 seasons. You can tell the writers genuinely tried to write Cas off here. Not to mention the main plot is completely stupid. HOWEVER this is the season where we get golden things like Cas showing up to Deanâs prayer naked and covered in bees, and the episode where Charlie (best girl) is introduced and Dean subsequently has to flirt with a dude because she, a lesbian, cannot. (Wow so straight, Dean)
Episodes Not To Skip:
6x03Â - A good Cas/plot episode (spot the famous destiel quote)
6x04 - A good all-round episode, also Jackles directed it so ¯\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
6x09 - This is one of the Batshit Episodes. Definitely watch.
6x10 - On the one hand, Cas episode. On the other, no homo, megstiel episode. Your choice.
6x11 - Good episode.
6x15 - THE ULTIMATE META EPISODE. Sam and Dean are teleported into Jared Padelecki and Jensen Acklesâ lives on the set of Supernatural and it is so batshit.
6x17Â - Jolly good episode, and nice destiel content.
6x18 - Time travel episode, which is always fun.
6x19 - âBaby in a trenchcoat.â âNough said.
6x20 - The Man Who Would Be King is the destiel episode. It is infamous in the fandom, and for good reason. Itâs not just a good destiel episode, but one of the best episodes in the series. With banging lines like âFreedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.â and âFor a brief moment, I was me again.â
6x21 & 6x22 - The last two episodes are kind of must-watches after TMWWBK, trust me.
Episodes Not To Skip:
7x01 & 7x02Â - follows on from s6 final. You donât wanna skip.
7x05 - Good general episode
7x06 - Again, good general episode. Sets ups plot for the season.
7x08 - Ugh. So the A plot for this episodes invoves Becky, the insane, stalker, fandom-insert character, roofie Sam into marrying her (and itâs heavily implied they have sex - and itâs treated as a joke despite being LITERAL RAPE). BUT this is the episode where Garth is introduced and Garth is fucking amazing. So. IDEK.
7x10 &Â 7x11 - Plot important.
7x12 - Time travel episode! See if you can catch the bi!dean moment ;)
7x17 - Cas is back! Or is he???
7x18 - GARTH EPISODE
7x20 - CHARLIE!!!! WATCH THIS EPISODE!!!!
7x21 - Cas episode. Itâs... interesting.
7x22 - The tagline for this episode is âSam and Dean seek out an Alphaâ đ. Itâs a Cas episode.
7x23 - If Cas werenât in this episode Iâd say skip it.
Season 8Â - A fantastic season. If The Man Who Would Be King is the destiel episode, season 8 is the destiel season. When you watch this, DM me so I can RANT about all the amazing destiel this season. Itâs also, again, a great season in general I remember watching it as it was airing it was soooo good. You have the arrival of the Bunker, you have Kevin and Charlie being awesome, some nice sprinkles of batshit episodes, BEST BOY BENNY rocks up in all his glory. Fucking epic season. Only downside it Samâs character takes a bit of a dive. Iâd recommend you watch through all of this season.
Episodes To AVOID:
7x13 - I literally pretend this stupid fucking episode doesnât exist. Basically Dean impregnates a woman with Super Pregnancy and she has a daughter who becomes an adult within hours and then dies. The end. Everyone hated it. Man fuck this episode. Of course it was written by Buckleming.
Season 9Â - Sadly, after how amazing season 8 was, and how spectactularly season 9 was set up, this season is a disappointment. Itâs an ok season. Itâs not bad, itâs not good, itâs just a bit all over the place.
I was going to give you the normal episode list to not skip, but looking through, most episodes this season should be watched for one reason or another. Either theyâre Cas heavy, they do some interesting character building, or they feature one of the awesome side characters like Charlie or Jody.
This season is probably the height of the war in the writersâ room about destiel. Some writers want to no homo the whole thing and back way off, while other writers want to lean into it hard. So in the same season where SPOILER Cas loses his virginity to a random reaper woman and Dean kicks Cas out of the bunker to fend for himself, you also have Casâ fatal flaw used as propaganda against him by Metatron being that heâs "in loveâ with humanity Dean. /SPOILER Whatever you do DONâT SKIP THE FINAL FEW EPISODES. TRUST ME.
Season 10 - Haha oh dear. This season is likely the biggest for wasted potential. You saw the end of season 9, right? You go âHOLY SHIT YES LETâS DO THISâ and then they do... season 10. They really became experts at setting up an awesome season only to fuck it up in delivery, right? Again, not a bad season, per se.
Episodes To AVOID:
9x05 - In which Dean wants to fuck a dog. I am not joking. I wish I were. Basically a spell-gone-wrong makes Dean doglike. itâs weird. itâs batshit. Not the good kind.
Season 11 - Season 11 is a pretty good season! They tried to give Dean a female love interest but Jackles said â¨No⨠and played Dean as brainwashed and uncomfortable the whole time and I love him for it. Of special note this season is the episode Baby (11x04), which is my favourite episode in the series! Itâs funny, itâs heartwarming, itâs weirdly shot. I love it! We also get casifer this season which is awesome! Some episodes are skippable, but theyâre generally good episodes.
Episodes NOT to Skip (ignore the 10 year special):
10x01 & 10x02 -Â Great episodes, Dean in this is *chefs kiss*.
10x04Â - *sighs* Fan Fiction. A 200th episode that is simultaneously a love letter to fans and laughing in fansâ faces. Iâve never liked this episode for the second-hand embarressment of it all, but you should watch it and see if you like it.
10x06 - Pretty good episode.
10x07 - Jody AND Donna! Fantastic episode!
10x08 - Dadstiel rears his ugly head. I fucking love how Cas adopts two (2) kids over the course of the series and in both cases Dean eventually goes âah fuck, I guess I gotta co-parent this thingâ. Also we get some KILLER destiel this episode. hey go on a DATE and Cas tells Dean heâs a good person ^_^
10x09 - Good episode. Much destiel.
10x10 - Charlie episode!
10x11Â - Teen!Dean! Need I say more?
OK so I just had a look, and you really just need to watch every episode from this point in the season on. Enjoy!
Season 12 - Another example of a TERRRIBLE season, is season 12. Season 12 is also one of the most destiel-heavy seasons in the show. You see the issue? Like, itâs got a stupid plot that makes no sense and has no fucking cohesion, but you also FINALLY have the writers going âfuck itâ and all in on the destiel. After this point Dean never has another non-Cas love interest and vice versa, they stop giving us whiplash from baiting and no-homoing. IF the conspiracy theory is true, and the end of the show is shit because of executive meddling, this season is the one where the writers decided they were gonna push for destiel endgame.
I gotta tell you the truth, I skipped this season in my rewatch, so all of my memories are from years ago when it first came out. This seson was the last that I watched live (for a reason). Should you skip it? No. But Iâm not well informed enough about this season that I can point out what episodes you should or should not watch.
Season 13 - Congratulations! Youâve reached the point where the showâs gotten consistently good again! (just in time for most of the audience to have already left lol). We start off with SPOILERS Dean mourning Cas like heâs lost the will to fucking live. Iâm talking complete despondence, praying for Cas to come back, lashing out in anger at everything, one of the darkest points weâve ever seen him at on the show, then pulling a 180 and being super happy the second Cas comes back. /SPOILERS They also introduce Jack, who is the SECOND child Cas decides to adopt and Dean ends up co-parenting (Sam too). In fact, Jack is explicity Sam, Cas, and Deanâs kid.
Season 14 - Another good one. My only issue is where they decided to take the plot at the end of the season. Iâd recommend watching it all, regardless.
Season 15 - And so weâve come to the end of the line. This season was... well it was actually pretty good. It started off with what we hellers lovingly refer to as the âdivorce arcâ where Cas and Dean have a big blow up, and Cas leaves, but that ends with Dean praying on his knees for forgiveness and a nice hug. Honestly this season you can cut the tension between the two of them like a knife, and you can tell Misha and Jensen were doing it deliberately.
Iâd say watch up until 15x18, then you decide what to do with the last two episodes. If you want you can watch them to understand just why people put their conspiracy theory hats on, or you can send me another ask and Iâll rec you some post 15x18 finale fics! Thereâs one fic thatâs a replacement for 15x20 written in script format that is particularly good.
Anyway thatâs it. Itâs kind of left me a little sad, to break down the show in this way. Especially coming up to season 15 nd remembering all the wasted potential. Honestly if you do decide to watch the show, good luck. I hope you enjoy it. Iâm also glad you never had to be put through the bullshit false hope that came about after 15x18.
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Black Sails fic recs
Working titles: 12 fics for christmas? 12 days of ficmas? 12 fics none of which actually have anything to do with christmas?
OKAY, so I love nothing more than a fic rec post, and Iâve seen a few Black Sails rec posts floating around but they mostly seem to be a couple of years old and they all recommend a similar bunch of fics (and deservedly so! they are all amazing!). But I thought I would make one to highlight some newer or less shouted-about fics, because I may have only been here for a couple of months but jfc there is so much talent in this fandom and more of it deserves to be hyped.Â
So, here are 12 of my favourite fics for the 12 days of christmas! (i.e. an excuse to put an arbitrary number cap on the list or weâd be here all day)
The majority of these are Silver/Flint and the ones that arenât still all feature Silver prominently because that boy owns my soul, sorry for who I am as a person.
we should rip it straight out by minormendings
45K (Silver/Madi, Silver/Flint, Flint/Thomas)
Madi has always wondered if Silver understands what is between him and Flint as well as she. To her, it has always been obvious, from the way the two of them had fit together, had worried about each other, had acted as one. She had tried to bring it up with Silver back when they were together. But Silver had shaken her off, too enmired in the idea that he or Flint would prove each otherâs downfall. Or perhaps just unwilling to open his eyes to the fact that he had loved Flint.
It was, unfortunately for the both of them, even more obvious after the thing between them had broken. Just as Silver had thrown away the war out of love for her, Flint had let Silver take away the war rather than kill him.
God. What a group the three of them were, showing love by betrayal.
Post-canon. Madi and Flint find their way back to Silver.
This fic diverges from canon right at the end of the 4x10; Silver has Flint held in a cell in Port Royal and Thomas delivered to him rather than taking him straight to the plantation. It is a BEAUTIFUL character study of how Flint and Madi could both come to forgive Silver, and has a great FlintMadi dynamic too. It also centres Madiâs struggle between wanting to provide for her people and wanting to experience the freedom of piracy, and fleshes out Juliusâ character in a way the show never did.Â
we can lose and call it living by I_wouldnt_be_one_of_them
31K (Silver/Flint/Thomas, Silver/Flint, Flint/Thomas)
It's been twelve years since everything fell apart, and John Silver is settled in New England. He has a nice house and a job he likes, and he's gotten used to the loneliness. It's a good life, he thinks, but of course that's cast into doubt when James Flint and Thomas Hamilton show up to find closure and, apparently, to see whether he's happy.
This is an inverse of the âsilver arrives on flint and thomasâ doorstepâ trope and has Flint and Thomas instead being the ones to interrupt Silver, who is living a sad and lonely existence post-series. I love the ThomasSilver dynamic here. And this Silver feels so true to canon he makes me want to WEEP.
Tell me we're dead and I'll love you even more by Craftnarok
21K (Silver/Flint)
In the year 1725, or thereabouts, John Silver finds himself driven by a storm into an inconsequential little port town, barely a speck on any civilised map. Returned to the life of a drifter, tired and rough around the edges, he is resigned to waiting for the weather to pass before he can sail on again to the next town, and the next, and the next. That is until he overhears a conversation in the inn about a local fisherman, one Captain Barlow, and his tall tales of tempests and becalmings, devils and sharks, and Silver finds a new future opening up to him, haunted by the spectres of his past.
All of Craftnarokâs fics are amazing but I am particularly drawn to this one; itâs set 10 years post-series and is a delightfully angsty exploration of how Flint and Silver could find their way back to each other in a scenario in which Thomas wasnât at the plantation. It doesnât let Silver off easy and I love that.
armed with the past and the will by whimsicalimages
3K (Silver/Madi, Madi & Julius)
The language of winning and losing, this language that men favor â Madi can speak this language, though she disagrees with its precepts. Success takes different forms, and failing once does not mean failing forever. It does not even mean failing the next time.
Post-series, Julius teaches Madi how to fight. This fic is BEAUTIFUL - give me anything that centres Madi post-canon - and it explores Madiâs relationship with both Julius and Silver so well in so few words.Â
Always In Season by mycapeisplaid
60K (Silver/Flint, past Flint/Thomas, past Silver/Madi)
Towering sand dunes, crystal-clear water, miles of forest, vineyards, orchards, and very spotty cellular service -- John Silver finds himself in a part of the state he's never been before and decides to take on seasonal work. Meanwhile, back from his yearly wintering in Florida, James Flint thinks that perhaps he'll take on a new business venture, even though it means he might have to interact with people other than his two close friends. Their summer employment fosters a friendship that could become something more. Like construction season in Michigan, the two must navigate through their own obstacles in order to seek an alternative route toward happiness.
This is an AU and so much fun!! Silver finds himself in Michigan and takes on some seasonal work at Guthrie Dunes. The whole cast features and the setting just WORKS SO WELL. And this Flint feels brilliantly in character despite the difference in setting.
to make a life by gone_girl
53K (Max/Anne, Max & Silver)
âWhat am I going to do with your name?â Max asks, a little incredulous.
âWhatever you want,â the salesman says. âDidnât you want something real?â
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I literally only finished this this morning but holy shit this fic is amazing, itâs a Max-centric AU set in Missouri the early 00s and itâs all about found family and building community and platonic love and it has a brilliant SilverMadi dynamic. And there just arenât enough fics out there that focus on Max & Silver!!Â
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Jamesâ lip curls in anger. The wounds of betrayal are too fresh for either to say anymore.
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Perfect Timing//Bill Denbrough x fem reader
Please be kind! This is only my second time publishing on tumblr, so Iâm not really sure what Iâm doing, but here we are!
Warnings: smut, brief mention of fem oral receiving, swearing, mild angst, underage drinking
Spring break came way too slowly, especially for Y/n. Freshman year of college is said to be one of the best years of your life, but itâs definitely the worst. Her high school was entirely too easy for her, probably because her teachers were just idiots. Then college hit, and the workload was unbearable. Not to mention, she grew homesick for her parents and her best friends and even a tiny bit for Bill.Â
Oh, how she hated Bill back home.Â
Well, okay, she didnât hate him, it was more of just a mutual tension that sometimes led to the Losers separating them at all costs.Â
They went on a few dates freshman year, and even kissed once, but it all ended when popular Autumn asked Bill to âhelp her with Englishâ at lunch one day. He completely forgot to tell Y/n, but didnât think much of the whole affair anyway. When Y/n walked out of the lunch line, she smiled at her newly official boyfriend. He was hunched over a piece of paper, diligently writing with ginger hair falling into his eyes. When Autumn saw her coming over, she tapped Bill on the shoulder, and kissed him full on the mouth when he turned to her.
Y/nâs hands went slack, causing her tray to clatter to the ground. Tomato soup splattered all over her new white Keds. She obviously looked down to see the damage, and missed Bill pushing Autumn off of him. He went over to check on her and help her clean up, but she stormed off to the bathrooms.Â
From then on out, thereâs been so much tension between them. Even though Bill explained what happened countless times, sheâs absolutely refused to listen. Sheâs had trust issues after her biological father cheated on her mother when she was little, and this, well, this basically made them inflate like the economy. She wasnât on speaking terms with him until the end of the school year, and even then their friendship was rocky.
But there was also a sexual tension. Bill and Y/n still had blatantly obvious feelings for each other, whether they wanted to admit or not. In fact, they even went to senior prom together, but it ended in disaster. There was a dramatic exit from Y/n when he mentioned how he was on good terms with Autumn now, and she was really sorry for what happened.Â
âWhy the hell would you bring that up now?â Y/n rose from her seat.
âB-b-because she t-told me she w-wanted us to-â
âCanât we just completely forget what happened back then? It was so long ago.â
Bill flushed. âWell, it r-r-really seems l-like youâve n-n-never forgotten ab-about it these past th-three years.â
She threw her napkin on the table and left after saying, âYouâre a dick.â
That night she vented to Eddie and ultimately admitted to having feelings for him, but he knew that all along anyway.
That night was the last time they talked until it was time for Bill to leave for NYU.
âGood luck,â she told him, bouncing on the balls of her feet nervously.Â
âTh-thank you, Y/n, y-you too!â he was so excited that day that he even pulled her into a hug, much to her surprise (and delight).Â
And now, here she is, on the plane to Palm Springs. Itâs a long flight from Marywood, so Y/n uses her time to finish her homework. Sheâs majorly jetlagged by the time she lands at Palm Springs International. Luckily, the cab ride isnât ridiculously long. When she gets to Richieâs beach house, heâs on the porch with his feet up and a daiquiri in hand.
âY/N!!!!â he shouts, putting his drink to the side and running down the stairs.
âRICHIE!!!!â she yells back, dropping her bags to run and hug him.Â
âOh, itâs been so long!â
âI know!! And holy shit, your house is gorgeous!â
âIâm telling you, Y/n, I lucked out so much by scoring that audition. Can you believe it? Rich Records Tozier, the nationâs youngest beloved DJ.â
âHardly,â she chuckles. âSo how is the life of fame treating you?â
âOh, brilliant. Come on in, Iâll give you a tour,â he scoops up her bag and leads her to the door. Itâs an incredible house, with a beautiful kitchen and even a movie theater.Â
âAnd hereâs your room,â he gestures to the first door upstairs.Â
âMay I?â she asks, hand on the doorknob.Â
âBe my guest.â
She swings it open to a redheaded girl on one of the two beds. She looks up from her magazine, smirking. âHey, roomie!â
âBev!â Y/n shrieks as her best friend runs to her and practically knocks her over.Â
âWhen did you get here?!âÂ
âAbout an hour ago. Stanâs here too, but heâs taking a nap.â
âWell, weâll have to fix that, wonât we?â Y/n grins mischievously.Â
âEveryone else is supposed to get here tomorrow morning, except for Mike. Heâs coming tonight.â
âOh, thank God. No Bill for a half day more.â
âOh, Y/n, donât be so close-minded,â Bev giggles and they sit down on the same bed, bursting with so much to catch up on. Richie doesnât know if he should sit down with them or just go back to his daiquiri, but the doorbell rings.
âSaved by the bell,â he says, getting the side eye in response.Â
The girls talk for hours until they decide to say hello to Mike. Y/n stops at the bathroom first, and it takes her a while to find the kitchen after that. She has to follow the voices and Richieâs booming laugh.
âSorry, I got lost,â she says, turning in the kitchen. âHi, Mi-â
The third person talking to Richie and Beverly is not Mike.
Itâs Bill. And she looks like a total bum in her old sundress and messy ponytail. She isnât wearing a drop of makeup, either.
âY/n.â
âBill. Good to see you,â she holds out her hand professionally. He shakes it.
Is it good to see him? Looking at his cerulean eyes certainly sends butterflies through her stomach and through⌠other parts of her body.
âY-you too.â
That immaculate stutter. She sits down at a barstool and crosses her legs together tightly. Richie and Beverly are quick to notice it, but restrain from commenting.
âI thought you were coming in tomorrow morning?âÂ
She doesnât sound rude or accusatory, just curious.
âM-my flight got c-c-cancelled.â
âOkay, gotcha.âÂ
She drums her fingertips on the counter restlessly, not really knowing what else to say.
Luckily, Richie has a plan in case things get awkward between these two- and heâs already having to use it.
âAnyone want a drink?â
************************
âNursing school is so insane. In anatomy, our teacher dissected a literal human body, and we had to examine it.â
âEddie, please. Weâre eating,â Y/n coughs.Â
âIt was disgusting, but it was also fascinating,â he defends himself.
âWhatever floats your boat,â Ben shrugs.Â
âY/n, tell us more about Marywood,â Eddie says, but sheâs way too busy watching Bill talk to Richieâs cute next door neighbor while holding her little sister.
âYouâre so good with her!â she simpers, tossing her shiny brown hair.
âY/n? Earth to Y/n?â
âWhat?âÂ
âHowâs Marywood?âÂ
âOh, itâs⌠fine.â
âJust fine? Did you pick a major yet?â
She shakes her head.
âWhat about that guy? Are you still with him?â
âDavid? No, we were together for a while, but I guess the spark just kinda died. I mean, he initiated the breakup, but it was all mutual.â
Eddie squirts a dollop of sunscreen the size of a clementine in his hand. âThat sucks. Iâm sorry to hear that.â
âDonât be,â Y/n shrugs, averting her gaze back to Bill. Sheâs very glad that she's wearing sunglasses, to hide her stares.
The cute girl was right, he is good with that little girl. Her heart would be melted, but Bill keeps flirting with the older sister. Itâs disgusting.
And then, that girl has the audacity to drop the rattle she shook in the babyâs face. Y/n is close enough to hear the conversation, or at least read lips.
âOh, l-l-l-let m-me get that.â
âDonât worry, I got it,â she smiles, bending over so stealthily so that her breasts are all but out of that bikini.
âUgh,â Y/n rolls her eyes.
âWhatâs up?â Ben asks.
âNothing. Iâm just going to go to the bathroom,â she stands up and walks almost catatonically to the door.
Instead of going to the bathroom, she finds a glass and slams it on the table.Â
âD-damn, Y/n. Thatâs n-n-not a napkin, you kn-know.â
She jumps at Billâs voice. He obviously followed her in, and sheâs not too thrilled about it.
âFunny,â she replies, searching the cabinets. âDo you want anything?â
âI-I was ac-actually getting d-drinks.â
âOh, for you and your new girlfriend? Hey, let me know when the wedding is. That is, if I even get on the guest list.â
âWhatâs your p-p-problem?â
âI donât have a problem.â
Y/n finds a bottle of straight vodka and pours it right in the glass.
âHey, its eh-eh-eleven AM,â Bill warns her, reaching for the glass. Unfortunately, their hands grab for it at the same time and it goes crashing to the ground.Â
âGreat, thanks,â she says.
âI didnât w-want you to be w-w-wasted all d-day.â
âListen, Bill,â she takes a deep breath. âI really appreciate your concern. I do. But itâs my life, and if I want to get wasted this early, then no one should stop me.âÂ
He doesnât answer. They both grab rags and start to clean up around their feet.
âTh-this kind of r-r-reminds me of a certain sit-situation involving t-tomato soup,â Bill risks saying.
It was a terrible idea.
âAre you kidding me? I thought we moved on from that!â
âYeah, so w-w-we can j-joke about it now!â
Sheâs silent for a minute, a blend of wrath and sadness.
âJust,â Y/n says, âJust go back out with your girlfriend.â
âI-I-I h-hardly know- o-okay, what the hell is y-y-your problem? Weâre n-not together an-anymore!!! You sh-sh-shouldnât c-care about my l-l-love life.â
âYou donât get it, do you?â she stands up, vodka dripping from the rag to her toes. âI donât care that I shouldnât care. I do care! Iâve always cared!âÂ
Bill is speechless, and she honestly doesnât blame him. Y/n assumes he doesnât feel the same about her. After all, they havenât dated since freshman year. Sighing, she puts the rag in the sink and walks back outside.
Sheâs opening up her book and lying on her stomach to get a tan when Y/n hears an obnoxious âExcuse me?â
She looks up to the girl, who could literally be a bikini model.She looks at Y/n like sheâs a piece of dirt, and Y/n just wants to smack her. She could never hurt anyone, though.
âUm, do you know when Bill will be back with the drinks?â
âNot a clue.â
******
Bill absolutely could not stop thinking of Y/n all day. He never really can, ever, but his thoughts have been out of control all damn day. They range from wild fantasies to regrets from way back when to just simply: She still likes me, she still likes me, she still likes me!!!!
He wants more than anything to talk to her and confess heâs been in love with her since high school, maybe even before that. But some small voice in Billâs head tells him that even if she does have feelings, she wonât want to act on them. After all, heâs been nothing but an asshole to her.
Then again, so has she.
Itâs really ironic that theyâre so abrasive towards each other. Y/n is so kind and friendly to everyone she meets; thatâs why Bill fell for her. And everyone tells him that heâs nothing but a sweetheart. And heâs always treated his every girlfriend like a princess.Â
But itâs Y/n he wants as a girlfriend, and it always has been.Â
Y/n comes running down the stairs, using the bansiters to prop herself up and skip the last couple steps. Sheâs been strangely lighthearted after she made that confession to Bill. It had been a weight on shoulders for the longest time, after all. And now that itâs out of the bag, she feels as if she can finally move on.
Holy shit, sheâs so cute, Bill says to himself. She has this youthful energy, but the looks of a gorgeous young woman. Not to mention her outfit- a pastel yellow halter top, short jean shorts, and a sky blue scrunchie- looks magnificent.
âOkay, Iâm ready to go!â she grins widely. âSorry for the holdup!â
âYouâre good,â Richie replies. âWe were just figuring out transportation, considering I can only take five of us in my car.â
âI donât mind taking the trunk,â Y/n shrugs. âAnyone else?âÂ
âI will,â Beverly volunteers.Â
âOkay, great, and five of you can squish in the backseat. Mike claimed shotgun earlier.â
Everyone else groans while he flashes a smile and gives them finger guns.
âSo charming,â Bev laughs and grabs Y/nâs hand. They run out to the car and squish in the trunk.
âBev, I have to tell you something,â Y/n whispers.
âWhat?â
âIâm still not over Bill.â
âThank you, Y/n,â she responds sarcastically.
âHow did you know that? I only told Eddie!â
âIt was just a little obvious,â she laughs. âAnd the good news is that we all think he feels the same way!â
âI donât think he does, Bev,â Y/n shakes her head.
âWhat makes you say that?â
âWell, I told him today-â
âYou what?â
âShush!â she scolds as the boys get in the car. Luckily theyâre all talking and canât hear the girls if they whisper. âIt just sort of... slipped out. But he didnât even say anything. He just kind of⌠froze? It was so awkward.â
âYou know heâs a little awkward around girls that he likes.â
âIs he, though?â
âSure he is!â
âI donât know, Bev. He stood there for a full thirty seconds without saying anything, and he just let me leave,â Y/n explains. âI think if he really liked me, he would have told me by now.â
Beverly gets quiet. âIâm so sorry, Y/n.â
âHey, itâs okay! The timing was never right, and that- that happens. And itâs better I know now so Iâm not hung up on him for the rest of my life.â
The rest of the drive is mostly just Beverly telling Y/n that thereâs someone out there for her, and to keep her eyes open at the restaurant.Â
Itâs a bright restaurant, very tropical and very flamboyant. A lush plant, obviously made of silicon, is the centerpiece of every table.Â
Good, it can hide me from Bill and spare my embarrassment, Y/n thinks as she sits opposite him. Unfortunately, Ben asks the hostess to take it away so he can see everyone. Y/n is mortified. Being directly across from her, he can watch and judge the girl the entire dinner.
She tries her hardest the whole meal not to pay Bill any mind, but it gets difficult when he starts getting tipsy. And drunk Bill can be wild. Singing and dancing on the tables wild. Luckily he isnât at that point yet.
She doesnât even know how he was able to buy drinks here; heâs only nineteen. The waitress must have a crush on him or something. Maybe she and Richieâs neighbor could start a Bill fanclub.
Y/n has a feeling the waitress would ask for her ID, though, so she sticks to soda. And three Shirley Temples is never good on anyoneâs bladder.
âIâm going to the bathroom,â she announces. âAnyone else?â
Everyone shakes their heads. Everyone exceptâŚ
âMe! M-m-me!â Bill waves his hand around like a hyper child.
âGreat, Iâm a babysitter now,â Y/n murmurs.
She starts walking to the bathroom, Bill hot on her heels. Surprisingly enough, when she finishes peeing, heâs actually waiting for her.Â
âF-f-finally. G-g-girls take so long in the buh-buh-bathroom.â
She ignores him.
âY/nnnnn,â he slurs. âIâve been m-m-meaning to t-t-tell you, your a-a-ass looks fantastic in th-those shorts.â
âBecause thatâs not a rude thing to say at all,â she replies, feeling her face burn up.
âIâm n-n-not trying to be r-rudeeee,â Bill grabs her waist and pulls her in. Y/n can smell all the alcohol on his breath, and itâs disgusting. He kisses her full on the mouth.
She shoves him off, embarrassed by his behavior. âYouâre drunk.â
âIf b-b-being drunk makes me w-w-want to m-make out with you, I-I-I never want t-to be so-sober.â
That hits Y/n hard. Bill Denbrough wants her. But only when heâs drunk.Â
He doesnât love her in his right mind. This is all she has, and she canât even fathom just taking advantage of him when heâs drunk. Using someone would hurt her in such an inexplicable way, and not to mention it would tear whatever small bond she had with Bill into shreds.
She plops back down in her seat, barely touching the rest of her food or speaking for the rest of the night.
When she gets to her shared room with Bev, Y/n takes a shower. Sheâs always loved showers because theyâre a place where you can cry without risk of anyone hearing over the water running.
And thatâs exactly what Y/n does. She lets the tears stream down her face, washed away by the showerheadâs water.
*******
Bill knows he got plastered last night, so itâs no surprise when he wakes up with a pounding headache. But he isnât sure why Y/n is so quiet, especially around him. Usually she has a remark or at least a glare for him, but she seems almost meek today.
He pulls Beverly aside at one point, and asks if he did anything to her last night.
âI donât know, Bill. You guys went to the bathroom at the same time, and when you came back, Y/n seemed really upset.â
âL-l-like angry, or s-sad?â
âSad. But she didnât tell me anything that happened. Iâm sorry, Bill.â
âItâs o-o-okay. Th-Thanks, Bev.â
He spends the rest of the day trying to remember something- anything- from last night. Bathrooms. Bathrooms.
There are some vignettes. Y/n across from him, in that pretty top. Watching her ass as she walked to the bathrooms.Â
Oh, shit. Bill made some sort of comments about those shorts. What happened after that? He kissed her, didnât he? But why would that make her sad?
When evening rolls around, Bill still doesnât remember anything new. Heâs the only one in the living room, not even paying attention to the TV. His friends come bounding down the stairs, all wearing sneakers and athletic outfits.
âA-a-are you g-guys going somewhere?â
âYeah, to the new rope climbing place,â Stan replies.Â
âWhereâs Y/n?â
âShe has vertigo, and wanted to stay here. We thought you could stay here so sheâs not alone all night.â
âYou d-d-didnât th-think about asking me f-first?â
âWe drew names out of a hat,â Beverly steps in. âYou just werenât around when we did it.â
âIsnât that a l-l-little ruh-rude to Y-Y/n? One of us is g-g-going to st-stay with her instead of h-having fun?â
âNo, Bill, it was the opposite!â Richie tries to save the group, much to their chagrin. âWe were voting on who didnât get to stay home with Y/n. And you won! You get to!â
âWh-what i-if I want to donate m-my win?â
âDoesnât work like that. Wins are final.â
Itâs all BS, and Bill knows it. There never was a hat draw, everyone knows that Bill and Y/n have a lot to work out, and they donât want the two to go back from spring break with even more animosity for each other.Â
Also, they know that the two have feelings that have been expressed so wrongly over the years. Maybe now itâs time to work them out.
âSo weâre going to head out now; have fun with Y/n!â Eddie waves, and they run out excitedly.
 Bill sighs, not knowing what heâs going to do with Y/n all night. Maybe sheâll just be antisocial and hide in her room all night, but he personally hopes she wonât. He decides to hang out by the pool for a while, and changes into his swim trunks.
By the time he gets outside, though, Y/n is already there. Sheâs hugging her knees to her chest and watching the little waterfall intently.
âHey,â Bill says, making her jump.
âHey.â
âC-c-can I join you?â
She nods.Â
âWhy arenât you with the others?â
âB-because I w-w-won their âcontest,ââ
âContest?â she shakes her head, not understanding.
âTo b-b-babysit you, ap-apparently.â
âAh. Sounds legitimate.â
He doesnât know how to respond to that, so he just lets the sounds of the waterfall and the faint grasshoppers fill the silence. Heâs sure Y/n doesnât mind, though. When everyone else complained about the summer grasshoppers as kids, she would always dote on how theyâre melodious and comforting.
Bill canât hold himself back any longer.
âY/n, what d-d-did I do l-last night?â
She turns to him. âYou really donât remember?â
âI re-remember making a com-comment, which I-Iâm sorry about b-by the way, th-that was an a-asshole move. And I-I remember kissing y-you. But then what?â
Taking a deep breath, Y/n continues. âWell, then I pushed you off and told you that you were drunk.â
She pauses.
âAnd th-then?â
âThen you said, âIf I want to make out with you when Iâm drunk, then I donât ever want to be sober.ââ
Thatâs it? Bill thinks. Heâs not stupid enough to voice his thoughts, luckily.
âOh, Y-Y-Y/n, I w-w-was drunk. I d-didnât know what I w-w-was saying.â
âListen, Bill. I know you remember what I told you yesterday in the kitchen. And what you told me at the restaurant really hurt, okay?â
âWhy? I-I wanted to k-k-kiss you,â he asks, genuinely confused.
âYouâre such an idiot sometimes!â Y/n laughs incredulously. âYou wanted to kiss me when you were drunk, not in your right mind!â
âI al-always want to k-k-kiss you in my right mind!â
âWhat?!âÂ
âI-I think I love you, Y/n.â
Sheâs frozen. Could he actually mean that? Has he been drinking again? Hearing that from Bill Denbrough has been her dream since⌠forever.
âI think I love you too, Bill.â
He jumps up from his lounge chair, and leans over Y/n. He tucks a piece of hair behind her ear and kisses her tenderly, gently. Her lips are just as soft as he remembers them to be all those years ago, softer than any other girl heâs kissed.
âWow,â she beams as they pull apart. âI guess I knew this, but youâre a much better kisser than my ex.â
He laughs. âW-why, thank you. Youâre n-n-not so bad y-yourself.â
âThanks,â she giggles. âI just⌠I canât believe this is happening. I feel like doing something crazy now, something outrageous.â
âL-like what?â
âHmâŚâ she thinks for a minute. âDo you want to go skinny dipping?â
âOkay, sure,â Bill chuckles.Â
Grinning, she begins to peel off her one piece. She slips the straps off, and the rest slowly slides off her body. Her breasts are exposed first, then her stomach, then everything. Her skin is smooth and glorious.
Bill pulls off his swim trunks and throws them behind him. Y/n wants to tease him about his erection, but sheâs way too shocked at his size.
They bask in the beauty of each other for a moment before they dive into the water, crisp and cool on their bare bodies. Y/n splashes Bill right in his face.
He pushes wet strands of hair from his ocean eyes. âH-how dare you?âÂ
âWhat are you going to do about it?â she taunts.
âThis,â Bill says, throwing Y/n over his shoulder and taking her outside the water. Sheâs both screaming and laughing her head off at this point. He carries her all the way to the deep end and tosses her in.Â
When she surfaces, Y/n makes sure to flip him off.Â
âSo r-r-rude.â
He cannonballs in, and they swim around, and eventually go under the waterfall. They end up making out and gasping for air.
âD-d-do you want to tuh-take this inside?â Bill whispers.
She nods, and they get out. As Y/n shivers, Bill gets them fluffy towels from a bin by the chairs.
Grabbing his hand, she pulls him through the sliding glass doors. They run around the house in nothing but towels, giggling and kissing and dripping pool water everywhere. The two finally make it to Billâs room and go directly to the bed (after locking the door).
âSpruh-spread your legs,â Bill breathes in her ear, sending goosebumps up and down her body.Â
She obeys and lets him kiss her knees, her thighs, and eventually her core. He pleases Y/n in a way her old boyfriend never did.
When she finishes, Bill holds her for a minute so she can catch her breath. Then, when he turns around to put on a condom, she moves against the wall.
âOh, s-s-so you w-want wall sex n-now?â Bill raises his eyebrows.
âMaybe,â she shrugs. âIf youâre comfortable with it.â
Instead of using words, Bill throws Y/n up against the wall and kisses her roughly. Their tongues clash, and she loves every second of it. Then he goes in. He starts slow at first, but begins to pick up the pace with her approval.
âD-damn, youâre so t-t-tight,â he whispers while she keeps muttering his name.
âProbably because I wasnât with someone as big as you before.â
Hearing that makes him turn redder than his hair. âReally?â
âReally,â she sighs. âCan you go a little slower?â
He listens to her, and almost screams in pleasure when she starts to suck on his neck.
They both finish in a couple minutes, and are pretty burned out- Y/n especially because sheâs never made such rough love before.
She lies in his arms, back on the bed, and traces the love mark forming on his neck.
âI think I love you,â Y/n says for the second time tonight.Â
âI-I th-think I love you t-too.â
They canât help smiling for the umpteenth time in the past hour. Their stars had never aligned until now, and it couldnât be a more perfect exchange of love. The wait was unbearable, but incredibly worth it.Â
Y/n and Bill make each other feel whole, like there was a sort of void within each other, unfilled until now.Â
âHey,â Y/nâs voice is soft and gentle. âIâm so sorry about these past years. You know I have trust issues, but I took them too far and didnât treat you right. And Iâm so sorry.â
âIâm s-sorry, too. Iâve been an ass-asshole to y-y-you, a-and itâs m-m-my fault we broke uh-up in the f-first place.â
âDonât say that,â Y/n frowns. âIt was Evil Autumnâs fault.â
They chuckle.Â
Resting her head on Billâs chest, Y/n asks the dreaded question.Â
âSo whatâs going to become of us? After spring break.â
Bill thinks for a minute, stroking her hair, and admits, âI donât w-w-want us to c-c-cut each other off again.â
âNeither do I.â
âI think our sc-sc-schools are like t-t-two hours ap-apart; thatâs n-not terrible.â
âItâs not,â Y/n agrees. âMaybe we could take turns driving every weekend, and find a halfway point or something.â
âA-an ex-exact halfway point,â Bill adds.
âAn exact halfway point.â
They can make it work, theyâve got to. Both Bill and Y/n are extremely optimistic about the future ahead, now that every feeling has been sorted out between them. And even in the unfavorable event where things donât work out, there will always be Palm Springs.Â
Bill presses a kiss to her forehead. Thereâs not a chance that they wonât make it. The timing is finally, after all these years, perfect.Â
#bill denbrough#bill denbrough x reader#bill denbrough smut#stephen king IT#the losers club#mild angst#some smut
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Watta Plays: Dragon Quest Starter Sentences
So. One of my best friends has his own YouTube channel. And to show my support and to get his channel out there because if anyone deserves a spotlight, it's him, I figured why not bring in some highlights as sentence starters for people? Useable for writing prompts and rp purposes! Please feel free to reblog, change pronouns as needed and please go check out my buddy Watta Plays!
This may/will contain spoilers from Dragon Quest XI S. This post also covers quotes from episodes 1-12 of the playthrough.
"Oh, that's not odd."
"Oh, okay! Okay! Just a couple of Headless Horsemen! Nothing to be afraid of, nothing to worry about, just....oh boy."
"Hey, isn't that the guy from Smash Bros?"
"You're not nearly as important as that doggo, I am so sorry."
"That doggo requires my attention."
"I'm gonna love it here. I'm home."
"You made me talk to you for irrelevant information. You're first on The List."
"Aw, come on! They're not monsters! They're just...little blobs of joy and happiness!"
"Ah, medicinal -- medicinal herbs -- right, yeah. Yes, yes, medicinal. Strictly medicinal purposes, those herbs. Yes. Understood. Understandable. Have a nice day."
"You're uh...you're not the strongest fighter...are you."
"Is this town just a cult?"
"This music tells me Boss Fight."
"Oh this is some Sly Cooper shit right here."
"This music is giving me some anxiety."
"No, no, no we're going to worry about that now! What the hell was that? No, no, we're not going to wait until later. You tell me what that is, you tell me what that is right now!"
"(Name)? (Name)! You can't leave me like that!"
"There was no Christopher Columbus. He was a lie. A big fat phony."
"Excuse the what now?"
"I know I've been making a lot of Zelda references, but..."
"This isn't gonna be like Kingdom Hearts, where I take a ride to the island and I never see or hear from you again, right?"
"This is triggering a lot of my danger alarms."
"You know my memory is as foggy as those wind spirits up there."
"Let me get this straight. You tell me not to spend it all in one place, and direct me to the exact place in which I can spend it all in one place?"
"So I have to confess my sins to save the game."
"Can we go back to the part where you found me in a river??"
"Aw, sweetie. I've already forgotten you."
"I certainly hope I don't end up regretting that."
"What's so great about the pendant?"
"They've got four chandeliers and a balcony. If that's not fancy, I don't know what is."
"Oh, I already don't like you, friend."
"Why do I have a feeling he's going to slaughter everyone there?"
"Making a racket WILL help me!"
"You're gonna free me, right? You're not gonna kill me, yeah??"
"How long were you in there to dig that big of a hole?"
"Guess I should have accepted those quests before I became public enemy number one."
"Where the hell is that organ music coming from?"
"The rule of three doesn't matter here, don't give me a rule of three!"
"I don't wanna be Kentucky Fried Hero!"
"I would rather not be impaled today, thank you."
"I can't go back to the slammer! I did my time! ...Except that I didn't do my time."
"I think your brain map is kind of out of date."
"Can you just carry me? I need you to carry me."
"Damn, those archers scare the shit out of me."
"Famous last words; I'm gonna be fine."
"I thought it was gonna be a little secret chest alcove, I didn't think he was gonna be there!"
"You said you got jailed a year ago, do you think it's still there?"
"I bet you there's some regret in there."
"So guard boy likes money...oh, and hot singles in your area."
"I still don't trust him. Never trust a merchant. Then again, never trust big money."
"Why are appearing everywhere I go?? And in the most random places?"
"His eyes follow me. Oh, I don't like that. I don't like that at all. I'm getting out of here, I'm not dealing with that."
"Welp, I guess we're heading out at night. That's a spooky thought."
"Now I'm really gonna wish I had that sword."
"It's fine! Kid's not dead! All is good!"
"It's the hot single in our area!"
"Alright, you and me, (name), against the world! Or, rather...against...the government?"
"Oh God, what the hell are you!?"
"I hope that's not gonna come back to bite me in the ass."
"Screw it! Screw it! We'll just fight everything not super dangerous along the way!"
"I don't wanna risk him living to see another day."
"Discount goods??? Discount goods!!!"
"Oh, get a little pep in your step, buddy!"
"The pep is real!!"
"Don't antagonize them! You, like -- you almost died!!"
"What are these little goblinoid things??"
"It's hideous! But...yet...I'm intrigued."
"That's definitely not a good thing, but goddamn if it isn't funny."
"Everything went perfectly, according to plan! Everything!"
"Poor lumberjack doggo."
"Oh, WE'RE the cheeky devils??"
"OKAY, so he's got multi target attacks and he uses fire! Good to know, good to know."
"He'll die by my hand!! MY HAND!!"
"Is that a cow?? What's a cow doing here???"
"TALKING COW! TALKING COW! WHAT THE HELL!? TALKING COW!?"
"Also money. Don't forget money. I would like some money."
"Yeah, I know, my hair is marvelous and magnificent."
"I mean, I'm fine with it if you wanna stay here and praise me for the ends of all eternity. I'm perfectly fine with that."
"O, great angel of the church, I murdered a man today."
"I murdered a demon in cold blood. That's probably a good thing. That's probably what God would want me to do but, you know."
"I'm about to make pulled pork outta these guys."
"Everything's fine. Nobody's dead today."
"Holy shit, did I travel back in time!?"
"I was joking when I said I'd forget about you guys!"
"I don't think I need to confess my sins this time."
"Yeah, I joked about it a lot, so maybe that why it hurts, but..."
"Third rule of RPGs: always check behind the waterfalls."
"You'd think that living this close to a river, or to a lake or something, they would have taught you how to swim."
"Sorry (name), we're gonna leave you in my dust."
"I don't wanna have to look up a guide for something this stupid."
"Holy shit, I'M the heir to the throne!?"
"But, (name), grudges are the best things to bear! It's so fun to bear a grudge!"
"I need revenge, man."
"When you say rightfully yours...you mean that you rightfully stole it."
"Let's teach those assholes a lesson!"
"What a perfect time to raid a government facility for an item that was once stolen, that we're now stealing again."
"You're gonna carry me through this dungeon, right?"
"Oh, it's just a corpse."
"Oh, you're not tricky devils. You're just little devils."
"I don't know what that is, but I gotta fight it."
"How deep does this thing go?? It's like a fucking pyramid in here."
"Hell yeah! We're not dying today, boyos!!"
"He's actually rabid, oh no."
"Kinda unfortunate, but, I mean, I'll take it."
"That wad quite a teleport, young man."
"I have stolen his secret stash!!"
"I don't know if my heart can handle another chase scene!"
"Why are they hiding a dragon under the capital? Like, seriously?"
"Hello, snail!"
"This party is an equal opportunity provider."
"Come down here so I can smack ya ass."
"You're not Minotaur Man! You're an imposter!"
"This is a bar. I don't think this is where I'm supposed to be."
"That's why they sound so weird! They're speaking in haiku!"
"This dude has seen some shit."
"I'm ready for my indoctrination, Mr. Cult Leader."
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Get To Know Me!
@foxofninetales tagged me in this ask game and since I LOVE HER i will now be doing it (i mean iâd do it anyway but now it will be filled with love for FOX i am not accepting CRITICISM ON THIS POINT)
Part I
name:Â Brigid! Iâm named after the Irish goddess of like, poetry, healing, smithcraft, and protection, or the Irish saint (theyâre both pretty similar itâs just whether or not youâre talking about Celtic religion or Catholicism). Sheâs very cool, and I think itâs a very fitting name for who I turned out to be!
pronouns: she/her
star sign: iâm an insufferable theatre kid of course Iâm a Leo
height: 5'8âł babeeeyyy (172 cm). Iâm not short like, at all, but all of my family members are over six foot, so Iâm like. tiny in comparison. they all make fun of me all the time for it :(
time: 8:49pm! A delightful time of evening!!!Â
birthday: July 31st, same day as Harry Potter lol.
nationality: american :P
fave bands/groups/solo artists:Â hnnnngggghhhh why would u ask me this I donât KNOW jk i just have a lot uhhhhh all time faves would be Bastille and Mumford and Sons, but Iâm SUPER into kpop right now, so my top groups are BTS, Stray Kids, and One OK Rock (who are technically jpop but I really like their stuff). I also am a Broadway BITCH (hello, theatre kid) so before this year all of my Spotify library was basically just show tunes.Â
song stuck in your head: Get Away by VeriVery. I think theyâre a pretty new group? idk i saw them on one of those tumblr promotional things and checked out the music video which is like??? really interesting conceptually? so Iâve just been listening to the song for a while lol.Â
last movie you watched: Train to Busan! Iâm gearing up to write a dmbj zombie apocalypse AU and so I was like âthis is a popular zombie film! Iâll watch it for inspiration! :)â holy shit. holy shit i was so wrong. Itâs one of the most viscerally affecting films I think Iâve ever seen, I was like. On the verge of an anxiety attack the entire time but in like the best possible way?? itâs a mastery of character introduction and action/horror and I cried for like the last ten minutes straight. SO affecting. I do NOT RECOMMEND IT if u are already made anxious by zombie apocalypse scenarios, blood, violence, and a Lot of Death.Â
last show you binged: hmmm uh like Iâm currently watching Mystic Nine but at like a normal pace, so the last show I probably binge watched was maybeeee The Uncanny Counter on Netflix? HIGHLY recommend that one, I made @cross-d-a watch it and Iâm living for her liveblog reactions lmao. Idk most of my free time has been spent writing the past few months which. After months of only having the energy to watch shows is kind of really invigorating? the things u can do when u fix ur health Iâll tell you what
when you created your blog: in 2012 asldighalsdkfjladskjga i came on here to like burdgeâs pjo fanart :)
the last thing you googled: "is it bad not to have an air cap on your tireâ ALSDIGHALKDFJLADFJA FUCK ME (i learned that itâs not necessarily bad but it can get dirt and stuff built up in there so I went to the store after work today and replaced it)
other blogs: everything is here bc i am too lazy to create a sideblog! so sorry to everyone who does not follow me for cdrama content bc this is all I am now.Â
why i chose my url:Â cause itâs my ao3 username and i wanted people to be able to find me more easily on tumblr! :) the long answer is because i love shakespeare and also i think that slut is a really funny word and concept for me especially because i am one of the most sexless people u will ever meet in ur life so slutspeare is like. an aggressively ace joke that only I think is funny.Â
how many people are you following:Â 588
how many followers do you have: ah just over 200?!??!!? which is like. a lot for me. I think it was like 75 up until like last year omgÂ
average hours of sleep: my sleep app says I average around eight! which is very good for me! I do have to get enough sleep consistently or I will Have A Bad Time so my sleep schedule is pretty good and luckily I donât have the Insomnia depression I have the Sleep Lots one which I am glad for bc idk what Iâd do if I couldnât Be Unconscious regularly. Die probably.Â
lucky numbers: I donât think I have lucky numbers?? my favorite number is 21 for no reason other than the vibes alone.Â
instruments:Â iâve played the piano for uhhhh.... eighteen years now? and I can play the ukulele and am surprisingly good with the recorder since Iâve had to play it in Multiple Theatre Performances. I was also an honor choir singer back in high school so Iâve done a lot of select ensemble stuff which was super fun!Â
what i'm currently wearing: a Life Is Good long-sleeved t-shirt that says âNot All Who Wander Are Lostâ that I got in a military surplus store like a million years ago and red Adidas athletic shorts that I found at the thrift store a couple weeks back
dream job:Â playwright! I just wanna be a playwright! playwriting is like drugs i literally go nuts for it
dream trip: I donât know??? I donât really like traveling tbh aslidhalkfdj umm I do want to see the grand canyon sometime before I die tho so maybe a road trip down there? I definitely like traveling solo so Iâd probably just hang out with myself and drive and go to whatever places I want and see dumb tourist attractions and sing loudly in the car
fave food: CURRY i know i said eggs the last time it asked me this but I miss my local Indian restaurant I want to eat literal Platefuls of tikka masala at 12pm at the Indian buffet after my physics class again :(
top three fictional universe you'd like to live in: hmmm i donât know, actually! probably one where I have Powers and could do Cool Hand Motions and make Lights Appear. If I were anywhere with like. An Actual World-Dooming problem tho I would not be helpful at all. I would just die. Besides, I already live in fictional universes half the time, Iâm a writer!Â
Part II
last song: Basquiat by Pentagon! The music video is like. Very whumpy. So if youâre into that... the songâs also a bop
last stream: i don't watch streams very often, I just watch clips from them, cause those usually just give the best parts lolÂ
currently reading:Â mmmmmbbbaaaaahhhhh literally nothing? Iâm trying to get caught up on the backlog of dmbj fic I havenât gotten around to so Binding by @vishcount is next on that list! oh I guess Iâm also reading Johnny Tremain with my kids (one of them SPOILED THE END and I forgot how it ended and now Iâm big sad).Â
currently watching: Mystic Niiiiinnnneeeeee! love those gay history bitches. everyone in that show is so funny. I just finished the Fuba Side Plot tho and now weâre back to Politics so iâm like >:( someone give zhang baby rishan a hug (and then i write angst about him what is wrong with me)
what is antipoetry to you: antipoetry??? what the heck is antipoetry hold on... uhhhh thatâs just poetry. who came up with this term. i guess like lyrical fiction would be the technical correct definition but idk I consider anything to be poetry! like thatâs the whole point! poetry is poetry is poetry as long as itâs focused on intensity and emotions itâs poetry! a haiku? poetry. the random one-lined mess of words on my phone? poetry. a literal drawing of a cardinal with the word âbirdâ written next to it? poetry. idk Iâve been trying to teach my kids that there are no wrong ways to write creatively; if youâre expressing yourself and making emotions, then youâre writing! also like half of my work could be considered antipoetry lmao. I love emotionally supercharging the mundane.
currently craving: i have noooo ideaaaasssss iâm literally just vibing. uh. water? ok i took care of that one my water bottle was right next to me.Â
AH IF YOU READ THIS MUCH THANK YOU???? i love uÂ
uhhhh no pressure tags for @xia-xueyi, @nope4ever, @bookjoyworm, @elletromil, and @gaiahenshin, as well as anyone else who would like to give the full-rundown on themselves! :D
#ask tag#about me#Brigid's Fox#asldighalsdkfj i thought cross' tag was very funny so i've decided that's my foxofninetales tag from now on#because i love her
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Chances {Chapter Ten}
I think this is my longest Chapter so far lmao
Master List
Tainted
Word Count: 1867
  I'll be honest with you guys, our first kiss is tainted. This chapter will explain it. I will also mention that this might be hard for some readers to read, so reader discretion is advised.
  I pray for the world to open and swallow me whole right then and there. Of course, he would show up. He has to insert himself into every wonderful thing in my life. He has to plaster his face in every corner of my mind. Tom looks over my head at the man I used to be married to. This is not how I wanted to tell Tom about who it was. I slip my hands out of Tom's and turn around to Jared.
  He smiles wickedly like I've fallen into his trap. The smile sends waves of nausea and anxiety coursing through every vein in my body. "What do you want, Jared?" He hands me a bouquet of flowers. Purple and green daisies. I cross my arms to avoid taking them. "I was thinking of you, so I bought you some flowers." Jared's attention shifts his attention to Tom behind me. "Thank you for dropping my wife off. I really appreciate it." Oh, absolutely the fuck not.
  "Jared," I snap, pushing him away from Tom so we can speak semi-privately. "Why in God's name are you here? I am not your fucking wife. I don't want your damn flowers, which you never bought me when we were together anyways. I don't want you near me." My voice rising with the anger I feel boiling inside me. "You are nothing but a horrible stain on my history that I wish I could erase. You have ruined my life from the moment you walked in with that stupid book. You are the most possessive prick I have met in my life, and I regret every minute I spent with you." Jared continues to smile down at me. He has me right where he wanted me, yelling and spewing venom.
  "I just wanted to show Tom what kind of girl you really are," He says, looking at Tom behind me. "A venomous bitch." My jaw drops to the floor when I realize I walked right into his trap. He pushes the flowers into my chest and grabs my face roughly in his hands. The kiss is forceful and possessive. I feel the bile rising in my throat the longer he keeps his lips pressed to mine.
  Jared finally pulls away, wiping his lips. "I'll see you later, Jules." He walks off like nothing volatile just happened. I have approximately five seconds before I spew popcorn all over the steps. I drop the flowers on the ground and rush to the door, slamming my keys against the sensor pad and hoping it works. The door clicks like a heavenly sign. The gold trash can next to Will's desk is the closest and safest spot for the vomit.
  "Holy shit, Stella. Are you okay?" Will asks, standing up from his desk as I empty my guts into his freshly cleaned bin after falling to my knees. Someone rests their hand on my back before pulling my hair out of my face. I wave them off.
  "Fuck off, Jared." I manage between heaves.
  "It's not Jared." Tom answers. "I want to make sure you're okay, and then I'll leave if you'd prefer." I have no energy to fight as I continue to dry heave, nothing but saliva and air coming out. Will hands me a handful of tissues as I sit back on my heels. I manage a small smile in return as I wipe my mouth.
  "Sorry, Will." I apologize.
  "Don't be. I'd rather it the trashcan than across the floor," Will jokes back. "Let me get you a water from the back." I look at Tom when Will leaves.
  "I'm sorry. Theater popcorn doesn't taste good coming back up." He shakes his head with a small laugh.
  "Don't apologize, Love. He seems like a cock." I chuckle with a nod. "I'm not going to force you to talk about it now, but I would like to understand more about that relationship." I nod. It's a fair request.
   "If you grab those stupid flowers for me, we can head up to my apartment and talk. If you want," I suggest. Tom gets up to grab the flowers as Will comes back with a cold water bottle. I trade Tom the bottle for the flowers, pushing them bud first into the bin I just hurled in. I give Will another apology and tell him I'll get him his favorite bistro next time I'm at the studio.
  Tom follows me back to the elevator silently. I have no idea what to say to him, especially after something like that. What are you supposed to say when you kiss the guy of your dreams, and your abusive ex comes by and forces one on you? Sorry I have a fucked up past I've been conveniently avoiding? I unlock my apartment door and walk in first. "You can sit anywhere. I have to go bleach my mouth." I mumble, making my way to the bathroom.
  I avoid looking at myself as I gargle mouthwash, turning my back to the mirror. I can't believe I let that happen. I should have done something other than stand there like a statue. Why couldn't I do anything other than stand there and let Jared do that? Tom must think I'm a whore.
   The mouthwash is traded out for my toothbrush and toothpaste as I continue replaying what the hell just happened. Jared showing up out of nowhere with flowers after years of saying they're meaningless because they'll just die. And of course, they were purple and green; self-centered prick was probably thinking of himself as he bought the Joker colors. I meet my own eyes in the mirror as I stand straight after spitting the toothpaste out. I have mascara tear streaks running down my cheeks. I've paled considerably enough to enhance the dark circles under my eyes. I look terminally ill.
  I fix my makeup steaks quickly before walking out to the kitchen. "Do you want something to drink?" I ask Tom. "I have beer, Capri Sun, and water, but you'll have to drink out of a shot glass because the two cups I have are dirty." Tom opts for a CapriSun. I hand it to him as I sit on the opposite end of my couch. We sit in silence for a few minutes while I think of how to start talking and how much I want to tell him.
  "Your apartment is quite nice," Tom starts, looking around at all the frames I have of the band and I. "Do you play all those?" He asks, gesturing to my elevated music area by my balcony door. On it is a bass guitar, acoustic and electric guitar, along with a keyboard and violin.
  "Yeah, when my parents heard I wanted to make music because Jared was, they paid for multiple lessons. I fell in love with singing, but I can definitely shred it on bass." I joke. Tom laughs with a slight nod.
  "How old were you when you met Jared again?" Tom asks in such a casual tone it calms me down slightly. Maybe he's just worried about me. Or maybe he just wants to know where Jared went wrong so he won't make the same mistakes, good or bad.
  "I was introduced to him at fourteen." I avoid Tom's sudden worried look by looking at the floor beneath my sneakers. I should get a carpet in here. "My parents wanted to be millionaires, so they moved us all to LA when I was, like, three, I think. I don't know how they met Jared's family. They never told me, and neither did Jared.
  "Everything was really innocent at first. He was my closest friend for years. He helped me with homework and practicing my music. I wanted to be just like him." I let out a bitter laugh. "I was sixteen when I realized I like him as more than a friend. We had to share a bed in a hotel on tour, and I remember not sleeping because he was right there, and he was cuddling me. He asked me out the day of my eighteenth and proposed two months later, married two more after that. We got divorced when I was twenty when I realized how much I really did miss out on life, and he was so possessive he stopped letting me go to band practice without him.
   "The band started pointing it out too. Robbie was the one who literally slapped sense into me. Because why would I hit Robbie back and tell him off, but not Jared? So, yeah. Jared's super possessive and still is." I finish quickly, realizing I was going on a tangent.
  "And he called you Jules?" I almost wished Tom would have forgotten about that. I know it's somewhere on my Wikipedia page, but would Tom have gone that far in learning about me?
  "I've had three legal names in my life," I say, finally bringing myself to look at Tom. He seems concerned, and his eyes are so soft and welcoming I could curl up into his chest right this second. "Juliet Davis is my birth name, and I took Jared's last name when we got married. Then, about a year after our divorce, I decided to rebrand myself and use a new name entirely. Don't ask me why I chose Thompson; I googled it when I was drunk, and it just stuck. Stella is from this one kids' book I was obsessed with for years, Stellaluna. I don't know why, but I carried it everywhere with me until about junior high."
  I guess I didn't notice the tears falling or that my voice was faltering. However, Tom did. Without hesitation, he pulls me into his arms, resting his head on mine. "I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, Love," He says in a soft voice. "You didn't deserve any of that. Thank you for sharing with me." I let him hold me for a while longer. I enjoy his touch, but I really just want to be alone to cry and break shit.
  I don't know when I fell asleep; I just know when I woke up on the couch with a blanket on top of me and water on the coffee table in front of me, that Tom had taken care of me. He left a handwritten note as well, which I still have in my house. It said, 'I didn't want to leave you alone after something like tonight, but I felt it weird to stay the night uninvited. I truly appreciate you sharing something hard with me. I hope it's alright I washed a cup for you, and found some medicine as well, in case the crying caused a headache. Text me when you wake up. Much love, Tom.' Yes, I did run through the house like a crazy lady trying to find the letter so I could write it down verbatim.
#tom hiddleston#tom hiddelston imagine#tom hiddleston fanfic#tom hiddleston fanfiction#i got 99 problems and tom hiddleston could fix everyone of them#jared leto#Jared Leto imagine#jared leto fanfic#jared leto fanfiction#love#romance#fanfic#fanfiction#fiction#Original content#Oriiginal character#og#oc#Chances
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Of Being a Ladybug 14
PREVIOUSÂ Â Â MASTER POST
Notes! @afewnovelideas you will find out about Jason in this! As for Barbara, I like her Oracle line the best, but frankly, a lot has happened, and she wonât be a huge factor in this story until way down the road.
@vixen-uchiha yes⌠I have. I am all caught up on Season 3 (finally) but I actively reject pretty much everything after Chameleon (which is when I started planning and outlining this story). I did take certain factors into this though, such as Marinetteâs expulsion from school and Lila working with Gabriel. I just⌠am not restarting the Order quite yet.
This is not a heavy salt fic because these are naĂŻve kids. Alya is just clueless and in denial, but not a bad person.
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The Cons of not knowing
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Tim stared at the screen in disbelief. Bruce sighed tiredly, wiping his hand down his face. He looked tired; Tim noted absentmindedly. Bags under his eyes indicating he hadnât slept at all the night before. Dirt under his fingernails showing heâd gone to help in the city graveyards.
âAn Akuma⌠HolyâŚâ Tim couldnât even think straight right now. Timâs whole world was spinning off its axel. An Akuma. Joker was an Akuma all along. Who made him? Why? What were they thinking? What was the plan? And most importantly, were there others?
âHeâs in Gotham General. He gets flashes sometimes, but he has no idea what is going on. Nothing makes sense to him. Heâs asking about his mother and girlfriend, both deceased. Heâs asking about Thomas Wayneâ Bruce shakes his head. The world was going wonky.
âI⌠I canât even make sense of this. How⌠whatâŚ?â Tim was beyond words right now. The Miracles didnât have a lot of knowledge or understanding about the Miraculi. They knew how to use their powers and how to take down Akuma, but they were not detectives and they were not natural fighters. If anything, most of them were pacifists. But when he asked them and their kwami about the TWENTY-YEAR OLD AKUMA in Gotham, everybody just blinked.
âIâm going to see if Marinette has any insight. Iâll send Miss Seely back when she wakes up.â
The screen went blank and Tim just sat there. An Akuma⌠The implicationsâŚJASON!
He quickly fumbled his phone out in front of him and called Jasonâs number. Nothing. He kept trying another three times before he remembered Cass was with him.
âTim?â
âWHERE IS JASON?â He shouted. No, he didnât normally get along well with Jason, but thisâŚ
âHe is in the hospital. He got caught by the Horse Miraculous and was put into a windowless, doorless enclosure deep underground. He passed out from lack of oxygen before Constantine could get him out. What is wrong?â
âAre you at the hospital now? I need you to go to him immediately!â
âWhy is this so urgent, Timothy?â
âBECAUSE JOKER WAS AN AKUMA!!!!â
There was a pause on the other end.
âShit! Iâll call you back.â
Tim stared at his phone. Nothing for it now but to wait. He texted Dick. And tapped his foot impatiently while he waited. He stood up to pace. After a few runs of his apartment he checked his phone. A minute had passed. He texted Bruce about Jason. He continued pace. Heâd never been very patient.
<(**)>
Marinette was sitting at the mega computer in the cave, staring listlessly at the screen, even as she typed another search into the bar. Bruce had received a text after the bombshell she had dropped and gone very pale. Heâd run off to who-knows-where. Marinette had eaten breakfast and dragged her sore body down to the cave. She was no detective, but she could maybe write out what she knew, and hope Bruce could make sense of it all later.
According to my Miraculous tutor, the Miraculi are jewels that were created by a mage thousands of years ago, allowing the Gods of complex and abstract ideas, concepts or emotions to be combined with them and their powers harnessed. Created with the sole purpose of helping humanity, the Kwami were happy to serve, but eventually decided that there should be a way of controlling who received a Miraculous. And so, the Order of the Guardians came to be and then just as quickly destroyed. After the destruction of the Temple, the codex of information and two of the inner circle Miraculi were lost. Originally, Master Fu and I had thought that Hawkmoth had corrupted Nooroo, that Dusuu was likely broken in the collapse of the temple. However, with the new knowledge of Joker having been Akumatized for twenty years, it leads me to believe that either Nooroo was compromised before this or was desperately sending butterflies out in hopes of being found.
The Kwami can use their powers on their own, but the results are normally chaotic, as humans have been their main way of channelling them for so long. Some examples of failed attempts for Kwami to use their powers include the extinction of the dinosaurs, the fall of Atlantis, the leaning of the tower of Pisa, the plague and the Lazarus Pits. Many of these happened when Kwami were unbound.
âMarinette?â she turned to see Marlene walking towards her.
âHow are you feeling?â she asked, closing the screen and turning around.
âLike I got hit by truck⌠thank you for your help last night. Tikki says that if you hadnât offered your energy to me, the cure would have kept draining me until all the life had been drained from every single cell in my body. Itâs the price I pay for not being a proper matchâŚâ Marlene was looking off into the cave, rubbing her neck.
âWhat do mean sucking your life force out?!â
âLet me explain,â Tikki popped out of Marleneâs jacket, âShe means that, because she and I arenât really compatible at all, that every time she uses the cure, it drains a little bit of life energy out of her.â
âWHAT?!â Marinette started to hyperventilate. Being Ladybug was LITERALLY KILLING MARLENE!
âItâs okay, normally the cure doesnât need much, since it uses the magic of the Akuma to reverse the damage. At most, Marlene is loosing a few minutes every time she casts. If you hadnât stepped in last night, then yeah, she would have died or lost quite a few years off her life it had been anyone else stepping in, but because it was you, you were able to take the strain completely onto yourself. You havenât gone through the training, and neither did Master Fu, for all his good intentions. Marlene is a good person and a good TEMPORARY holder, but YOU are the best person to wield me and get the best results. Chat was a bad match, followed by, who should have been a good match but is corrupted. YOU are the only one who can stop this Marinette.â
âI canât leave right nowâŚâ
âWhen the time is right, you will know. We all will.â
Tikki disappeared back to her pocket and Marlene stood there completely perplexed.
âAh, Miss Seely. Time to be heading back to Paris. There is a Zeta Tube not far from here, and I will be happy to escort you there myselfâ Alfred offered, nodding to Marinette.
{ J }
In a hospital in Cologne Germany, Jason Todd slowly regained consciousness. He couldnât really remember what happened, but looking around, he realized he was in a hospital bed. What the hell?
âJason! Youâre awake! Thank goodnessâ a girl with blue almond-shaped eyes and black hair came running into the room.
âWho the hell are you?â
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