#holy fckn shit

[starlitmeadows]

i don't know if someone brought this up already or if it's too obvious but can we talk about Loop's wish?

Loop (Siffrin) wished for someone (anyone) to help them (to help Siffrin) so that the loops would be over but the Universe's help was not to just yank Loop out of their timeline and throw into another Siffrin's as they said, no, that's not what happened

we know that Wish Craft doesn't grant wishes per se, it gives you something so that your wish can be fulfilled and this is exactly what happened

the Universe fulfilled Siffrin's wish, it helped Siffrin by giving them someone who can help them stop the loops and that brings us to the conclusion that Loop helped themselves and fulfilled their own wish

i'm just

this game's writing is truly unbelievable

[pierrotwrites-hc]

The latest preview has me on a chokehold

[philiponmycracker]

[sb25p]

Warning: THE LAST OF US SPOILERS: EPISODE 5!!! IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED EP 5, PLEASE SCROLL PAST!!!!!

Also this an essay!! 🥴 tbh I write these more for myself than anything else…my Tumblr is my mf journal.

I normally don’t like to write posts that involve spoilers for current series/movies etc but TLOU episode 5 affected me in such a powerful way, I feel like I just need to vent it for a min.

Can we talk about the final scene? How hopeful Ellie is when she wakes up only to find out Sam has unfortunately become infected. Sam then attacking Ellie for Joel and Henry to realise what’s happening and Henry to raise the gun to Joel.

The actor, Lamar Johnson, absolutely killed that role (no pun intended���too soon?)

Like we see his face go from confused to protective yet terrified, shocked, panicked, regretful, devastated, remorseful, angry and numb.

I could go on and on about the diversity of emotions that Lamar portrayed in that moment to capture the reaction of Henry losing Sam. The one person he loves more than anything and has sacrificed everything for only to lose at what he believes to be his own hands but as we know is due to being infected.

It was never Henry’s fault. Henry didn’t kill Sam. Sam was already dead. The infection took him. Henry actually saved Ellie from being harmed by Sam. He’s still a hero regardless of what he’s done. He continued to protect others but without Sam, what is his purpose? Sam to Henry is purpose. He always has been. Now that Sam is gone, Henry doesn’t feel any purpose and ultimately that causes him to take his own life without any hesitation.

Then we have the other parallel of Pedro Pascal in that situation playing the role of Joel Miller.

We see Joel (not for the first time) jumping in ultimately to protect Ellie. He’s terrified. He’s seeing her at risk and scared and she’s calling out to him in that moment for help.

Joel talks earlier to Henry about being relied on. He says that it’s easier for kids because no one is relying on them but that’s not really true is it? Because although Sam relied on Henry for protection, Henry relied on Sam for purpose. He loved him. He lived for him because he had Sam by his side.

What really got me in that moment after Henry shoots Sam, is Joel. The way his face turns into a realisation. An understanding.

It doesn’t happen right away.

I feel if you watch Joel’s face just after Sam dies, he’s asking for the gun because he’s afraid Henry will turn on the both of them, pin a blame on them maybe that Sam got infected because of them but when Henry says “what did I do?” You can see that Joel’s face falls. He goes from appearing assertive and protective of Ellie to becoming understanding and gentle towards Henry.

I think that is because Joel recognises that feeling all too well. It’s not hard to think that Joel would have had a time after Sarah’s death where he must have thought that life wasn’t worth living anymore. That his purpose in life has been ripped from him so abruptly and if his sole purpose now is merely to survive, what kind of life does he have anyway?

It’s why I always saw Joel to be one of the strongest characters in the whole of the TLOU universe. He was a father to an only child who was taken from him during the time the world was falling apart anyway. Not only was his own beautiful little world ended in that split second, the one he shared with his daughter, the whole planet was being ripped apart.

What motivated him to keep on living? We could say Tommy but a parents love like Joel’s is so incredibly powerful. Even my own parents once said to me (and I’m one of four children) that if I ever took my own life, they couldn’t go on themselves without me. The true love of a parent is absolutely infinitely one of the most powerful things in this world. Pedro absolutely portrayed that emotion in the moment when he’s trying to talk Henry down. It’s like he’s mentally saying “look at me, I understand, PLEASE, I understand”. Joel knows they’re not at risk to Henry at that moment, Henry is at risk to himself.

Not only that but Joel asks Ellie if she’s okay shortly after Sam dies and even tries to go to her but is stopped by Henry raising the gun to him.

We see Joel becoming softer and more of a father figure to Ellie in this situation. His usual hardened expression drops when he has just witnessed a serious threat to Ellie’s life. He can see the distress in her. He’s just watched her bond with a child over a period of time that she clearly felt very strongly for very quickly. He also has strong feelings about Ellie watching others die due to the discussion he has with her when she shoots the man in the previous episode to protect Joel.

“You’re just a kid. You shouldn’t know what it means to…” to kill someone he means.

He doesn’t want her to witness this world. He wants to protect her from it and we’re seeing so much more of that in these newer episodes. The paternal feelings he’s developing for her are slowly but surely finding their way out into the open.

And finally the note that Ellie leaves on Sam’s grave.

“I’m sorry.”

We see Joel realising when he reads this, that this young girl feels a lot more than she’s giving out. That Joel is starting to come to terms with how much of a weight is sitting on Ellie’s shoulders by being treat like a possible cure. That the thought of her feeling as though it’s her fault that she couldn’t save Sam from infection, ultimately has Joel feeling even more responsible for ensuring she doesn’t feel that way and that she understands how important she is in herself rather than to the rest of the crumbling world.

I really look forward to seeing how their relationship develops. Particularly, how Joel’s feelings develop further towards Ellie. I also look forward to seeing more vulnerability from Ellie. Joel walks around with this hardened expression but Ellie doesn’t need to do anything like that. We know from how she admits to Sam that she fears being left alone, that she has a lot of emotion she is holding back. She needs that someone to be vulnerable with and I can’t wait for her to let it all go for Joel.

[lil-tumbles]

Have a new question: so, in school- like, late primary (elementary)/ secondary/high school (if applicable)- what were your history classes more comprised of? Did you have mostly/ a lot of history, or even an entire class dedicated, to history about your own country? Or, like me, did you get like one term of history about your country and then one unit that happened to be in your country and that's it

I am well aware that I far from covered everywhere, I was mainly interested in the difference between UK and USA (because of my own nationality makeup) so I put those first and then quickly ran out of poll options sorry to Asia, Canada, Mexico, South America, Antarctica, Australia, Oceania as a whole actually- look, my point is, Tumblr needs more poll options!

[cinnamon-grump]

It’s kinda funny, I didn’t think I’d ever feel hurt by someone referring to me with he/him or as “the new guy” but… it’s a little jarring at least, when I’ve got my pronouns literally pinned to my chest.

[ironandglass]

Drew a little Silco/Frollo blorbo crossover for Halloween 🎃👻🦇 Inspired by @simpfiles fantastic Hunchback of Notre Dame Silco x reader game/fic here!

there’s just something about a passionate antagonist with a huge nose idk 😳

[physics-of-one-piece]

Can we talk about sth Gyats said that pissed me off?

THIS SHIT.

This

DISRESPECTFUL

Shit.

False king?

Nah, that's Riku dynasty, my friend. The "false rulers" are the Riku Dynasty, buddy. They only became rulers because Donquixote Dynasty made them rulers cus the Donquixotes went to Mariejois. If Doflamingo still held his Celestial title and he said "hey, I wanna rule Dressrosa, that's my family's country" nobody would bat an eyelash and it would be done within three minutes tops for him.

I mean, I am aware the entire population of Dressrosa is probably not aware the Donquixote Dynasty is the original ruling dynasty of Dressrosa.

They are the OGs. They were there before the World Government was a thing! They were one of the dynasties that fought Joyboy.

This shit is like telling Momo he isn't the rightful shogun. This shit is like telling Vivi she isn't the rightful future queen. That's unfair, right? We get pissed off on that, right?

It's. Literally. The. Same. Thing.

AND THIS LIL SHIT (I love Gyats, don't get me wrong but as a Doffy fan this set me off)

HAS THE FCKN NERVE

TO CALL DONQUIXOTE DOFLAMINGO.

A FALSE KING.

THESE PEOPLE DIDN'T OPEN A DAMN BOOK OF THEIR OWN COUNTRY HISTORY, WHICH IF THEY DID NOT, SHAME ON THEM.

No no no no

This pissed me off.

Oooooooh, it pissed me off so bad.

Because.

Doflamingo.

IS

THE

RIGHTFUL

KING

OF

DRESSROSA

I said, point blank "Kill this lying shit, Doffy, naaaaah, he did not just say that OH LET ME AT HIM I'M ON THE DONQUIXOTE SIDE FOR 1 SECOND AND I WILL USE THAT SECOND TO KILL GYATS."

No, this shit pissed me off. Holy fuck I was ANGRY. Doflamingo has more right than ANY, and I mean ANY of the Riku family members to be the ruling monarch of Dressrosa. We can argue whether he should rule, but that's another TOPIC. Regarding SUCCESSION, Doflamingo as the eldest son of what was probably the eldest son of the Donquixote Celestial Dragon Family gets the #1 place for the throne.

Then Cora. I want Prince Cora. I would kill for Prince Cora.

I went off my chair and had to pace a bit to calm the hell down so I don't start RANTING.

DOFLAMINGO 👏🏻

IS 💃🏻

THE 👏🏻

RIGHTFUL

KING 🦩

OF

DRESSROSA

DIE

MAD

ABOUT

IT

AND

GO

READ

YOUR OWN COUNTRY'S

HISTORY BOOK

LONG LIVE KING DOFLAMINGO, THE RIGHTFUL KING OF DRESSROSA

AND GO READ A DRESSROSA RULING MONARCHIES HISTORY BOOK!

Rant over. 🤣

[bloody-red-gem]

I registered on Tumblr three long years ago and never posted anything. So, what will my first post be about? Something of current interest. Let it be a female Custodian, why not?

BY SLAANESH, THE OFFENDED GUYS' ARSES ARE BURNING SO BRIGHT THAT THERE'S NO NEED FOR THE ASTRONOMICAN IN THE IMPERIUM NIHILUS ANYMORE! *ba-dum tss*

And the vast majority of them - who would've guess! - are straight men. Mind you, I don't want to talk shit about all cishet men - there're lots of good open-minded guys (like my close friends), but their "kin" certainly don't do them justice. Imagine: one single woman in a previously all-male faction can ruin the whole hobby for you! Really? Have you really liked it that much in the first place?

One dude basically typed the whole-ass lecture in reply to my jesting (!) comment (in which I didn't even write that I wanted Girlstodes! I just wrote that ppl, who wanted them, are laughing now!). He acted like some overzealous Dark Apostle. Why? I dunno.

"The Custodes contain the Holy Emperor's gene-seed and are breeded to be loyal only to him! That's why they can't be women!" said this dude... Sorry, WHAT? MFer, your logic is deader than Horus and his soul is fckn obliterated!

Then he wrote that a petition with several thousand signatures needs to be created so that the Custodians remain an exclusively male faction, that GW tries to please the "screaming minority" and that Dan Abnett needs to take his pills. Yes, he was dead-serious.

These guys try to justify themselves this way: "I hate this idea because GW made a retcon and this is against their lore - not because I'm misogynistic and hate women (a-ha, I totally believe you)." Well, I bet that we, girls, wouldn't have started the whole barbaric shit-storm if GW had made the Brother of Battle! Let's be real: you don't care about the lore (or I would've 100% respected your opinion) - you use it as a shield. You only care about your ego - so fragile that it can be broken by one single blow, like a crystal glass.

I can understand why some ppl don't like the female Astartes: the Primarch's gene-seed is required for their creation and it's only male-compatible canonically. But the Custodians are created in a completely different way! Their genetics is altered on the molecular level with some unreal and long-forgotten science-sorcery. The Emperor basically made the pinnacle of human creation. Only the men can be the "pinnacle", eh? The duality of life as it is, lmao.

[sugaploom]

actually im not done. and i want to preface by saying the episodes at an individual scale are funny and worth watching; but if i were to sell this show to someone, i truly don't think I could beyond "just watch it and turn your brain off. dont expect anything from it". id tell them to just go start interview with the vampire because at least shit that means something happens in that show

i don't quite understand people who are satisfied or even HAPPY with the queerbaited ending? when did that become okay? because we've become fond over the media? and I'm saying this as someone that has engaged in other queerbaity shows and enjoyed them, it just always disappointed me when theyd go that route. i could never understand being satisfied or happy with how wwdits ended. thats me though

they could have had a truly progressive, subversive show about gay vampires and their gay familiar struggling with his blood history of being a Van Helsing descendant and eventually coming into his own unique vampirism (i know this is basically blade but gay leave me alone okay), and having nandor (and Maybe the others) coming around to be kinder to guillermo because knowing he could kick their asses and kill them like its nothing.

but it all went out the fucking window! what a waste! by the end of the show you almost fucking forget he has van helsings blood. they had SO many cool ideas but the fucking showrunner (i guess?) couldnt make up his fucking mind and instead made a show with misogyny (looking at that plot with nandors wife getting turned into a man and all that shit. worst episode ever), and also where the main (gay + latino) character is bullied the entire series and gets no break, reward, or recourse lol.

this was a golden pot of opportunity, a silver platter that was completely wasted on a larger scale. what an utter disappointment. I hope this showrunner doesnt get to ruin any more shows with something like this. so many potentially interesting plots just hung out to dry for the sake of stupid comedy. christ.

also dont forget that Kayvan Novak repeatedly participated in blackface for his comedy show. and continued to defend it. really burns me up seeing ppl on here absolutely head over heels for him when this was established at least 4 years ago when the show started but i shouldnt be surprised the information goes ignored or brushed over.

Mark Proksch also did blackface in the office (but it was a play on blackface Being Bad so take that as you will).

also stop being happy and satisfied with intentional queerbaiting lmfao? demand better? why are gay people just a joke to be a punchline in the show, and then we get fucking NOTHING at the end? oh a little cheek kiss, showing guillermo and nandor live together in the real world and everything else was a fake dream?

no wonder they chose to do a lame cop out ending because they had no fucking clue what to do, and zero respect for their audience. my disappointment with where it ended up cannot be understated

ww/dits is the pinnacle of a show handed on a silver platter to a group of writers (showrunner??? i dont want to JUST blame the writers but idk enough about showmaking to know where it went wrong...) that had no idea what tone they wanted to go with. they wanted to be iasip. they wanted to be iwtv. they ended up being less gay than Solar Opposites

sincerely. the movie was so good and had such a good basis for the show to build on with other characters. it felt like the writers couldnt agree on what path they wanted to take for the show. i talked about this about ten times it feels like but oh my god. what a complete disappointment

the performances were stellar, the costuming and sets were great, everything BUT the plots they chose were so good :/ they had soooo manyyyy chancesssss for deeper/more serious plots and they went fucking nowhere each time. so much happens throughout the series and yet nothing to show of it except nandor being a little nicer and guillermo being more confident. idk. id love to see fans reimagine the characters in comics or something because there was so much potential at the beginning. SIIIIGHSSSS

[cabinhome]

Holy Fckn shit....

The last 3 hours have been great for cloud viewing

[tenyrasims]

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[loving-n0t-heyting]

career thoughts:

holy shit if i go back and get my phd from [fancy programme] and work as a tutor in some college town i could net SO MUCH money for SO LITTLE work with students ACTUALLY MOTIVATED TO FCKN LEARN

[leeenuu]

i never knew i needed this but now i don’t know how i lived before this collab

uhhhh whatttttt?!?!

[cupcakeinat0r]

I’ve been dodging these Deadpool spoilers like the fckn matrix holy shit

[heterochromatica]

Blog Main Verse is now Post-war-Arc

Holy fckn shit there is a lot of things to unpack for post-war trauma Shoto and I am probably gonna burst if I won't share it.

The Blog will from now on act in PWA (Post-war-arc) and address the things and themes that happened.

Triggerwarnings: Anime/Manga spoilers, PTSD, Trauma-responses, mentions of war related things, canon-typical violence, lots of blood, possibly body horror, flashbacks and unhealthy coping, internalized victim blaming, self-gaslighting, (more to be added if necessary)

Specific Headcanons (Part 1):

Shoto wasn't hurt as badly as the others, at least on the outside. The damage he has taken was 90% on the inside of his body, with internal frost-bite and burn-damage attacking his organs. Thankfully none of them suffered beyond repair or had to be replaced yet but healing will take him quite some time too and limit his quirk usage for a while

seeing the "distant-look" or the staring into nothingness on other peoples faces scares him, because it reminds him of how his mother used to look at him all the time and he associates it with being unwanted and a burden

he's angry at himself and blames himself for how things went down with Izuku and Katsuki, entirely unrelated to my muse, he loves them so much and there were multiple points in the whole war-arc that all he wanted to do was to join them and be there to support them

Shoto cannot process his own feelings and trauma while others are around that suffered as well, he doesn't want to burden them with his "stupid family drama" while they had to deal with so much worse shit (in his opinion at least)

He's currently mostly no-contact with his family, occasionally talking to his sister over the phone and maybe texting with his dad but he avoids them in order to get his feelings sorted out first

he gets overwhelmed more easily now and has a much shorter fuse, he's very much not willing to deal with petty bullshit and will be even more blunt than before

he is dangerously protective and not beyond physical violence to protect and shield his most loved ones from any kind of harm, be it verbal or physical

....to be continued....