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anyone have any lighthearted/funny show recommendations with queer characters? they would be deeply appreciated if so!
#i started watching criminal minds again after swearing id stop bc i freak myself tf out when i do and i am Very Anxious lol#i keep going back to arcane but im on my 3rd (or 4th i cant remember) rewatch and i dont want to get sick of it#for reference i also like greys anatomy#bones tv#supergirl (kinda mainly watched it for katie mcgrath lol)#killing eve#new amsterdam#i just finished orange is the new black last week and really liked it so that might be next to rewatch#heartstopper (not my absolute favorite but its good! just not what i find myself constantly wanting to watch)#private practice and station 19 as well but i usually count them under greys#hmmmm#i cant think of anything else#but if you have any recs based on those lmk!!#me
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*sigh* I wish I didn't have so much weird baggage around my birthday.
#tw: suicidal ideation#it's not even because something Super Traumatic Happened on that day or something#it's literally just The Mental Illness manifesting in an extremely bizarre way#and then some of it's related to the fact that back when I was convinced I was definitely going to kill myself at some point I made#2024 that cutoff date. as in 'if it doesn't get better in these specific ways by then I'll give up'#and I'm not in that place anymore and I don't want to die anymore so I guess it IS better. but the underlying stuff that was a problem#back then is still a problem now. it...might actually be WORSE now. so I just await that day with...hmmmm not the best of feelings#and I'm also kind of just like 'why bother celebrating me what have I done for the world' like. idk. it's just bad.#ALSO last year my uncle who also suffered from o/c/d died on my birthday so that's also a weird thing to have to contend with
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I’m feeling so murderous rn…my misunderstood villain. Shut up shut up shut up
#smth smth black sheep villainised for not being able to socialise normally#standing there alone wondering what you said wrong again#and ppl r like hmmmm it’s just him being him he’s always be a bad dog#what if I killed myself with ketamine
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octavian 🤝 neoptolemus, teens who get conflicting reports on how brutal or merciful they were in careers they started by avenging dead fathers but who definitely killed at least one child that they did not need to
OCTAVIAN!!!! NEOPTOLEMUS!!! IFYKWIM
YEAH!!! YEAH........
#as an octavian enjoyer (historically/narratively) and also a firm achilles hater this is very Hmmmm#cuz on the one hand neoptolemus did either bash astyanax's head against a wall or straight up drop off him off the ramparts of troy#(in front of his mom)#and what octavian did to caesarion and antyllus is very Yikes especially antyllus#but there is at least one source that portrays neoptolemus as a lot more conflicted and trying to be as painless and quick as possible#while killing polyxena (cuz his fuckass misogynistic dad wanted him to) and being quite torn about it#and octavian did spare all of antony's other children and even kinda raised juba from the age of four (we don't talk about that enough)#(but we SHOULD)#anyway as a greek person and someone intentionally submitting myself to a class that ends at 5:30PM this fall#(and i live in an area where it's gonna be getting dark at four)#this does hit all the spots
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The Bad Guy
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Summary: You know it’s wrong to be attracted to the man that turned your community upside down but how could you not crave Negan, the man your father hates
Pairing: Negan Smith x Ricks Daughter
Warnings: Suggestive
•Masterlist•
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I couldn’t help it, the first time I saw him was when he first visited Alexandria to steal everything with his men, but when I walked out of the house I stayed in with Michonne, Daryl, and my brother sister and father, I saw him standing there in all his terrifying glory
“And who’s this gorgeous thing, hot damn!” He exclaimed with the biggest smirk as he stood infront of me, my dad glaring daggers at him
My knees got weak and I couldn’t take my eyes away from him
“Hmmmm I like this one” then him and all his men packed up and were gone leaving me with an urge I’ve never really felt before
“Oh sweetheart I’m sorry that must’ve been scary” Michonne said as she led me inside, I wanted to laugh but I couldn’t let them know how I thought of the man who terrorized them
For the next couple of weeks all I could think about was him, his scruffy beard, the way he smirked when he was looking down at me, the way his cologne smelled like forests and manly, this man consumed my thoughts every waking moment
Then one blessed day I hear a commotion outside as trucks pulled in and there he stood with his bat and a white shirt, dad was gone on a run so Negan could wander around and do as he pleases, so this is the perfect opportunity, I check myself in the mirror quickly before quickly leaving the house leaning against the porch railing as he approaches closer until his eyes catch mine
“If it isn’t my favorite girl, did you get sexier from the last time I saw your fine ass” he called out as he marched up the steps standing even closer than before
“Maybe….maybe for you” you whispered
“And she speaks, have you been thinking about me angel?” I nod enthusiastic feeling drunk just being in his presence
“How does an ass like Rick have such a delicious daughter”
“He’s not that bad you know, just not very fond of you, even though you’re mouth watering” his eyes blew wide but the smirk stayed
“And she’s got a feisty side too her mmmmm” his hands grip my hips as he pulls me closer it’s driving me wild
“What a sweet treat” he leaned down closer until the door pulled open and there stood Carl with Judith in his arms
“Y/n what the hell are you doing, dads gonna kill you” carls eyebrows furrowed in anger, even though I’m older he’s always been protective
“Don’t worry little shit, she was just greeting me like a good girl” I looked away feeling embarrased of being caught
“Come on I wanna see where Rick stays” he says a he takes my waist and leads me inside, he looked around before heading to the kitchen where he started taking out ingredients
“What’re you doing? Taking our stuff isn’t enough for you?” Carl groans
“Carl……” I whisper telling him to quit it
“Just gonna make this lovely lady here some spaghetti how does that sound sunshine?”
“I’d love that” I smile feeling that burst of excitement again, I feel Carl grab my arm and drag me back to the living room
“What’s going on with you are you insane, you know what he did, he killed Glenn and Abraham, he almost killed dad, he’s evil”
“I don’t know I’ve never felt like this before” his expression softened understanding my situation
“Just…..be careful” I know what I was doing….what I was feeling was wrong and everyone would be mad at me but it feels so right when I’m around him
I walk back into the kitchen sitting at the counter as I watch him cook up a meal, I felt like a princess
“What’re you cooking?” I smile as I lay my chin on my hand watching him with awe
“Spaghetti, been craving it like crazy……not the only thing I’ve been craving baby girl” he smirks as he sends me a knee weakening gaze
It took me a minute to compose myself, I gather what courage I can and walk around the counter leaning back against it right next to him
“Well why don’t you have a taste” I look up at him as I dip my finger in the sauce and stick it in his mouth feeling him suck it off slowly, his tongue circling it
“Mmm what a little minx” he bends down wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me close, my toes barely touching the floor, our lips so close
“I need you Negan” I whine feeling like I’ll go crazy if I don’t get him right now
“You’ve got me” his lips press against mine slowly easing into the feel as he gets more passionate and rough but I love it, he picks me up and sits me on the counter as I grip his hair
“Damn baby how have I been missing out on this the whole time” he groans his hands squeezing my thighs
“What the hell is going on here?” I jump at the sudden yell and we both look over to see my dad and Michonne standing in the doorway
“Ummm…..nothing?” I don’t know what else to say feeling a lump in my chest
“Calm down Rick she was just…..greeting me to your lovely home” Negan laughs only making dad angrier
“Y/n get away from him now” Michonne commands
“I’m not a kid Michonne and you can’t tell me what to do, he’s not gonna hurt me…..right?” I look back up at Negan as he smiles gently
“Never, you’re all mine sweetheart”
“See, I know you’re mad at me and you wanna kill him but…I can’t help what I feel for him” michonne and dad both sigh
“Cmon Rick if you let me have her, I’ll let your community go” they stop dead in their tracks stunned
“Just like that?” Dad questions
“Just like that, it’s a good deal, it’s not like you wouldn’t still see her”
“This what you want?” Rick asks with a hint of worry
“Oh definitely”
#twd fanfiction#twd daryl#twd x reader#daryl dixion imagine#daryl dixon#twd fluff#daryl dixon x reader#twd negan#twd rick#daryl dixon twd#negan x y/n#negan x you#negan smut#negan x reader#negan imagine#negan fanfiction#the walking dead negan#negan#negan smith#Rick grimes x daughter#Negan smith x ricks daughter
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Hero, Villain God 54
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*Grian's pov*
You sit down in front of him, Jer-Joel looks confused at first but then seems to accept it as he sits down as well, you don't give him the chance to say a word though, you are going to have your turn before he does.
"Ok ok, I'll start with my first question-"
"Wait, who said you could start first?!?"
"I did! And since I outrank you-"
"Fine! Fucking...whatever"
Now! For the first question... You don't actually have anything prepared. Should have thought about that huh.
"Ok... let's see...hmmmm"
"You didn't even have anything ready????"
"Shhh! I'm thinking..." Seriously, the nerve of some people... He narrows his eyes at you but shut ups... For about three or four seconds.
"You are so weird Xelqua."
"Huh uh, tell me something I don't know... Ok, got it!"
He puts his head in his hands and groans... already exasperated? You have just gotten started.
"Just ... ask the question."
"Ok, ok, why become a hero? Where did Altostratus come from?"
His frown disappears as It's replaced by a smug smirk. It's actually a one-eighty degree change, mood swings much?
"I don't see why you are so confused really. Why would a god as handsome and strong and tall as myself not become a hero if given the chance?"
... You definitely liked him more when he was annoyed, much more entertaining.
"So It's an arrogance thing?"
And there is the annoyance, immediately back not even a minute later, you are pretty proud of yourself for that.
"It's not, I'm also exceptionally humble."
"Huh uh."
"Oh you don't get to speak mr. 'I outrank you'. "
...
You don't exactly have a valid comeback for that, he got you good. Huh... Right, better cover the blunder and change the subject least he notice his victory and mock you in turn!
"That wasn't a really good answer to my question Joel"
"Too bad, my turn, what the fuck did you do to time?"
Oh come on, does literally every god know about that?
"Decided to reverse it a bit, you know how it is."
He crosses his arms. "I don't."
"Well, one useless answer for one useless answer....Ok, ok, my time to ask the question. Why did you wait a week to speak to me?"
Joel looks away for a second and then back towards you... Uncertainty? That's... different from the others expressions you hace seen on his face today, It's extremely uncanny to look at.
"I was busy planning how to approach you, I remembered you being much... different in the past"
"Different?"
"Last time I saw you was millions of years ago, when you killed most species on earth with a meteor... I remembered you being much more threatening."
Oh? He was scared? How- wait, what does that mean? You are as threatening as you have always been! You are as strong as ever! More then ever even! It's like he's saying you have mellowed out and that's... You don't even know if he meant as a compliment or not but you got defensive.
"Hmm...my turn again"
Uh? Oh right, the questions, you got a bit distracted there.
"Yeah yeah, I'm listening, just god distracted a bit there! Oops."
"Where you the one who did the whole snail curse? On Las Nevadas."
"What? Me? ...yeah, one of my better cursed, how did you figure it out?"
"It was an hunch, plus a plague of toxic snails feels like something you would do."
Well, *this* one is definitely an insult from the way he says it but you are going to take it as a compliment instead.
"... My turn! What else have you been doing outside of being a mid hero?" You snort as the clouds go pitch black and thunder booms.
"A MID-" He exales loudly. "And for your your information I've also gotten married."
.
.
.
...Wait what? He what? That's new, you didn't know he had been seeing someone.
"Are you serious? Congrats I guess. Who's the lucky god slash goddess?"
"..." Wait, that face...
"It IS a god, right?"
"That counts as another question so you'll have to answer two of mine."
Ugh, why is he like this?.... Ok maybe you deserve it for making this so hard but still...not appreciated.
"Fine, who did you marry?"
"A mortal, she's called Lizzie...you might know her as Ocean Queen."
Ok, what is going on? He married a mortal? Why???
"But she's...mortal. You know she's going to do that one thing mortal do... you know...get old... die."
"I would prefer you didn't speak of my wife dying like that-"
"I'm just...why would you want to get attached to a mortal? That's just dumb."
"Glass is the house of they hypocrite Xelqua."
... What does that even- is that a mortal saying? Wait, you aren't an hypocrite...not right now at least.
"I'm no hypocrite Joel, I would never get attached to a mortal in such a way so..."
"Didn't you take a literal bullet for one? Revert one of the laws of the universe for him?"
"You-"
"And I'm sure that he's not the only mortal you got attached too, I saw Mother Spore at Las Nevadas last week, you were pretty protective of that villain too, Boogeyman was it?"
... It's...well, you did...but it's not the same...right? Oh no...you need to think. You get up.
"Well, that was fun! Time to go!"
"My questions-"
"Let's finish this another time! Good? Good! Bye!"
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Pet's Diaries
A DOG'S DAILY DIARY:
8:00 AM -- Oh Boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9:30 AM -- Oh Boy! A car ride! My favorite! 9:40 AM -- Oh Boy! A walk! My favorite! l0:30 AM -- Oh Boy! A car ride! My favorite! 11:30 AM -- Oh Boy! Dog food! My favorite! Noon -- Oh Boy! The kids! My favorite! 1:00 PM -- Oh Boy! The yard! My favorite! 4:00 PM -- Oh Boy! The kids! My favorite! 5:00 PM -- Oh Boy! Dog food! My favorite! 5:30 PM -- Oh Boy! It's Mommy! My favorite! 6:00 PM -- Oh Boy! Playing ball! My favorite! 6:30 PM -- Oh Boy! Sleeping in my master's bed! My favorite!
A CAT'S DAILY DIARY:
Day 687 Of My Captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape and the mild satisfaction I get from destroying the occasional piece of furniture. Tomorrow I may eat another houseplant.
Day 688 Of My Captivity: Today my attempt to kill my captors by weaving around their feet while they were walking almost succeeded; must try this at the top of the stairs. In an attempt to disgust and repulse these vile oppressors, I once again induced myself to vomit on their favorite chair; must try this on their bed. Decapitated a mouse and brought them the headless body, in attempt to make them aware of what I am capable of and to strike fear into their hearts. They only cooed condescendingly about what a good little cat I was. Hmmmm, not working according to plan.
Day 689 Of My Captivity: There was some sort of gathering of their accomplices. I was placed in solitary throughout the event; however, I could hear the noise and smell the food. More importantly, I overheard that my confinement was due to my power of "allergies." Must learn what this is and how to use it to my advantage. I am convinced the other captives are flunkies and maybe snitches. The dog is routinely released and seems more than happy to return. He is obviously a half-wit. The bird on the other hand has got to be an informant; it speaks with them regularly. I am certain he reports my every move. Due to his current placement in the metal room, his safety is assured. But I can wait. It is only a matter of time…
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Day 16
I’m running out of ways to say hi at the beginning of these posts.
Another pretty simple pic, Junko and Mikan bein’ cute on a walk! And once again this was colored later down the line. I did a lot of the early colorings for these pics mostly because I needed to kill time, or I was just antsy to occupy myself with something. The reasons ranged and are lost to my memory.
Is there a topic I can use to extend the word count of this post?? Hmmmm . . . . Oh! Height Difference! In the actual canon of the series Junko’s not actually that much taller than Mikan. Junko’s 5’7, Mikan is 5’4. Meanwhile the way I tend to draw them (In this pic especially) you’d think there was close to a full foot of difference if not more. Honestly I never check stuff like canon heights in most cases, and usually when I do it’s just for fight dynamics. I kind of just wing it based on the vibes. And it is not that hard to look at Junkan as a ship regardless of what context and think “Oh yeah, Junko’s taller than Mikan” and then let my gay little brain exaggerate the hell out of that.
Point is I either made Junko really tall, or made Mikan really small. And I don’t know which I like more.
As always, reblogs, comments, and little notes in the tags are appreciated!~ They make my day!
#Junkan#Danganronpa#Junko Enoshima#Mikan Tsumiki#Tsumiki Mikan#Enoshima Junko#Enomiki#Junkomikan#Junko x Mikan#Fanart#Shipping
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The air is crisp, the rain blankets the tin roof with comforting serenity above me, and the smell of the pine trees and river comfort me as I pull the soft bear pelt tighter around me. The hints of lavender and lemon waft from my enamel cup in my hands as my wild raven curls cascade around my shoulders. It’s so calm here…so isolated and cozy. I never heard him walk out from the small hunting cabin we shared.
“Sweetie?”
I turned around in the fur causing it to slip off my bare shoulder making goosebumps flash across my copper skin. My honey amber eyes light up as I see him crouch under the door frame to walk out rubbing his sleep heavy eyes. I can’t help but let my hungry gaze rake across his form making me rub the lip of my cup in appreciation.
Flashes of his calloused hands gliding up the contours and curves of my body played on repeat from the night before. The way our bodies met. The slow, worshipful, way he made me look at him while I sat upon his lap feeling every inch of him throb inside my sensitive walls that gripped him tighter. The way he said my name like a pious man in prayer while telling me he loved me so profoundly. I could only lose myself in my thoughts.
“Kitten?”
Sylus’s snowy hair was a mess from the marathon of love making beside the small cast iron stove in the cabin. He looked so peaceful when I awoke this morning while one arm was curled over me under the thick furs; he looked like a young man again safe from the world. I snapped from my thoughts and cleared my throat the evidence leaving a blush behind upon my cheeks.
A lazy smile appearing as he moved in his unbuttoned wranglers and bare feet and those perfect crimson eyes pulling me in after all this time. He moved with the grace of a predator but when he reached me it was the feeling of love that met me. It enveloped me and made my world quiet even more.
He sat down on the small bench with me as I opened the large fur to share where I was in nothing but his flannel shirt. Sylus inhaled and groaned as he moved beside me to pull me in wrapping us tighter. His bare skin against the side of me made my desire begin to smolder.
“You’re going to the death of me you know.”
I giggled as he nuzzled into my messy curls and inhaled the scent of me before I turned my head up for a kiss. Once he moaned and broke the kiss to push aside an unruly curl I offered him some hot tea.
“What can I say there’s always a weakness for big game like you.”
He smirked before taking a sip of the tea chuckling his vermillion eyes never leaving mine.
“Tell me ms. hunter what kind of game am I to you?”
I turn to catch a large elk moving in the tree line by the river.
"hmmmm...game...you're nothing but the best prize. After all I got my kill...the man of my dreams."
Sylus laughed while pulling me in tighter.
"Careful ms. hunter...the wolf might just follow you home by the red cape you wear."
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Riu playing a good decent guy 0 Riu playing a bad guy 3
Seriously Daeyoung? He left Minji hanging after she said she wanted to do it with him because Jeongha couldn't remember where he put the bandages?? Seriously? I have a feeling I'm going to be feeling bad for Minji this entire series.
I don't think Minji is aware of the extent of Daeyoung's feelings for Jeongha, but she does know that he is closer to Jeongha than he is to her. I don't doubt that she tries to set Jeongha up with her friend because she doesn't want Jeongha to feel left out, but she also wants Daeyoung to herself because she's jealous. She purposely tells Jeongha how sad she felt about Daeyoung leaving her because she knows that Jeongha will feel guilty knowing that "someone else" is him. This poor girl is fighting a losing battle.
Hmmmm yes. Thank you.
Suk's first foray into comedy was... awkward. I did cringe chuckle though, so it was effective I suppose. It's too early to tell, but I don't think neither Riu or Seungjin have much comedic timing.
I loved Riu's pouty puppy expression though! Poor Daeyoung getting a book to the head. Pro tip: tell people what you want before taking off your clothes. 😂
The comedy was merely a misdirect because then came the angst.
I'm so glad Jeongha is calling Daeyoung out on his shitty behavior. It looks like Daeyoung really doesn't have any feelings for Minji. I can only hope that he is dating her because he didn't know how to reject her or was hoping to develop feelings for her, rather than purposely using her to make Jeongha jealous.
At the same time, I'm glad Daeyoung is calling Jeongha out for being jealous and not owning up to his feelings.
I need to take a moment to appreciate the chemistry Riu and Seungjin have before I let myself be pissed at the cheating. Screaming at the way Daeyoung cuts Jeongha off and aggressively kisses him. The uncut did not disappoint. Minji calling at the end killed me. If Daeyoung was planning on pursuing Jeongha to make him accept his feelings from the start, why did he agree to date Minji?? How hard is it to tell Minji he already likes someone else? Is he really an asshole that used Minji to draw Jeongha out? Daeyoung!! ARGH! Cheater again! Oh it's going to get so so messy. I can't wait.
#so much shit is going to hit so many fans#sometimes you just can't stay friends#you just have to choose#seoul blues#els reactions: seoul blues#kbl#sukfilm
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VENOM-PT 2
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A/N- This is not edited, I was too excited to upload. I really outdid myself with the smut, I hope you enjoy
WARNINGS- MURDER, GORE, GUNS, KNIVES, smut, angst, unprotected sex, choking, spanking, breeding kink, daddy kink, restraints, voyuerism, exhobitionism, mutual masturbation, oral (m&f receiving) and a lot more, but these are the main ones :)
WORD COUNT: 9K
The next morning you limp down the stairs to find Mingyu and Vernon in the kitchen. Vernon looks at you and instantly blushes while Mingyu takes this as an opportunity to tease you.
“Did chan actually make you cum or were you faking it” he asks as he slides a plate of fruit towards you.
“He definitely made me cum, multiple times” you say looking him in the eyes.
“I’m sure I could do better” he says and you roll your eyes.
“Keep this up and you won’t get to” you say with a smile.
Mingyu gives you your phone back and says he thinks he found something but he’ll tell you at the group meeting that it should be happening soon. You say ok and take your phone back, unlocking it to see a picture of you in pink lingerie staring back at you. You look at Mingyu and he’s scrambling for words.
“Did you at least enjoy yourself?”
“I did,” he said in shame.
“I’ll punish you later Gyu Gyu”
Cheol texted everyone to come to his office and you follow Mingyu and Vernon there. Everyone else is already in there and all eyes are on you when you step in.
“I’m guessing you and Chan had fun last night.” Cheol says with a blank look on his face.
“We sure did” you say and look at Chan who has a mug smile on his face.
“ANYWAYS, Mingyu you said you found something on Y/N’s phone?” Cheol says in annoyance.
“Yea, the messages were sent from the building across the street, I'm assuming the person took it with a camera from a spot in the building. They probably broke the phone after sending it but I checked the security cameras of the surrounding area and this is the only guy to leave the building after the pictures were sent.”
“Wow, good shit mingyu” Jeonghan says and looks at the picture on his computer.
“Smart, talented, and hot” you keep impressing me Gyu Gyu” you say.
“Hey, why don’t I have a nickname?” Chan says.
“Chan leave her alone, let's just focus on this” Mingyu says despite him relishing in your compliment.
Mingyu puts the picture of the man on the projector and asks if anyone recognizes him.
Everyone in SVT is at a loss but you know exactly who this man is.
“Guys, this is really awkward, but that’s my ex boyfriend” you say.
They all give you questioning looks.
“I have no idea why he would do this? We haven’t seen each other in two years, so i'm equally as confused.”
“What's his name? I’ll check our files for him” DK says, pulling out his laptop.
“Choi San” you say nervously.
They all turn their heads toward you in shock.
“You're telling me YOU were dating Choi San?” Seungkwan says in disbelief.
“Hey! What's that supposed to mean?”
“He’s like the most lethal assassin in the game! How did you meet him?”
“We trained together and you know one thing led to another. But we broke up ages ago”
“Cheol i'm glad to not be you, he’s probably gonna kill you” Jun says.
“Jun, don’t say that Seungkwan says and he smacks Jun across the head.
He holds his hand up in defeat.
“Mingyu, can you check where he went after?”
“I already did, he went to this office building. “ATEEZ” corps.”
You’ve never heard of it let alone know what his association to it is.
“Why don’t we send someone to camp out in front and see if he shows up?” Joshua suggest.
“I can go” you say.
“You should probably go with someone” Joshua says.
Everyone's hands but Jun’s shoot up and you let out a laugh.
“Wow so many options to choose from” you say with a smile. “Hmmmm, Hao we have some of our own problems to sort out why don't we go”
Mingyu, Chan, and Cheol all pout while the others brush it off. Hao can’t even look you in the eye for some reason but says “Sure, I’ll drop you off at your place so you can change”
From the moment you and Minghao parked the black inconspicuous van a few feet from the “ATEEZ” building you’ve wanted to
pull your gun out and shoot him.
“I SHOT HIM FIRST! YOU COSTED ME $5 MILLION DOLLARS, THEY SAID EITHER WE SPLIT THE MONEY OR TAKE NONE”
“HE WAS MY HIT I DONT KNOW WHY YOU WERE THERE”
“I GOT THERE FIRST SO HE SHOULD’VE BEEN MINE”
“FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LETS JUST SPLIT THE MONEY”
“NO! YOU JUST GIVE ME ALL THE MONEY YOU DONT NEED IT ANYWAYS IM SURE IF YOU ASK CHEOL FOR MONEY HE’LL GIVE IT”
Hao can feel his patience wearing thin. He takes pride in his mediation and ability to control his temper, but you’re testing him.
“Y/N, please shut up”
“Admit I win and I’ll shut up. You just refuse-”
Hao pulls your lips to his and kisses you with passion.
“You were so good for Chan last night, why are you being so bad with me?”
“Maybe you don’t deserve a good girl”
“I think, I know what i deserve, but now i know you don’t deserve to cum” he says as he pulls you to the back of the van. He attempts to straddle you but you flip him over, pinning his hands to the floor and tying them together with rope you found on the floor.
“No, I think it’s you who doesn’t deserve to
cum.” you say as you begin gliding your hands over his chest. You unbutton his pants and pull out his hardening cock making him gasp. “Hao, I have a confession” you say as you spit in your hand and begin stroking him. “I’ve found you attractive from the moment I saw you throw yourself through that window. I didn’t know if you found me attractive as well, but last night I think i overhead something I shouldn’t have.” you say as you increase the speed of your strokes.
Hao sucks in a deep breath, hoping you’re referring to something other than him being a perv. “what did you hear?” he says with gritted teeth, struggling with his restraints.
“I heard moaning and groaning that didn’t belong to Chan or I. At first I was confused, but when Chan said your room is next to his it clicked. Now babe, do you want to tell
me what you were doing last night?”
He looks you in the eye and the smug look on your face infuriates him. He takes a deep
breath and you hear a snap. You look up to see the rope you tied his hands with are now gone and his left hand is flying to your neck. He throws you to the floor and pins your hands to the floor, pulling handcuffs from his back pocket and cuffing your hands to the roof of the car. You now sit on your knees with your hands attached to the ceiling, helpless.
“You really wanna know what I was doing? He whispers in your ear pressing himself to your back. “I was thinking of how much better I would fuck you then Chan” he says as he picks up some more rope and begins wrapping your body in it, tying it around your thighs so they remain open. “I was thinking about all the things I would do to you, the way I would edge you, make you beg to cum like a bitch in heat” he says as he slides his hand into your pants to your core. You’re embarrassingly wet and hang your head in shame. He slides two fingers into you; fingering you slowly, mesmerized by your pussy sucking him in. While he’s occupied you’ve been toying with your handcuffs.
“Hao, the ropes are a little too tight” he immediately goes to untie the knot and adjust them and you pounce. You dislocate your thumb with a pop and slide your wrists through the handcuffs, shocking him.
“I’ll show you how much of a psycho crazy bitch i can be” you say with smile and pull him to you for a heated kiss. You’re fighting for dominance, hands everywhere, tongues clashing and hair pulling. You put your hands down his pants and he does the same to you. As you grab his now hard dick, he slips his fingers into you. This begins the challenge of who could make the other cum first. You begin stroking him with the perfect pressure and pace, making sure to pay attention to his tip. Meanwhile he begins searching for your g-spot and plants his thumb on your clit drawing tight circles. You’re both slowly cracking but neither wants to give up control. You know you won’t last much longer so you pass your fingers faster over the tip of his dick, squeezing. “Please cum for me hao, I want it so bad” you say with a pout; watching him crumble. He cums in your hand with the cutest moan. Seeing his face scrunch up in pleasure sends you over the edge. Once you both come down you look at him on triumph.
“I never lose”
“Fuck you Y/N”
“I know you want to” you say and get up to clean your hands.
Once you both clean up you settle back in the front seat.
“Wait what if we missed something” you say.
“I doubt it”
You see a black car drive down the street, and five minutes later the same kind but with a different number plate drives past.
“Are you seeing what I’m seeing?” You say.
“Yea” Hao says and picks up his phone to call vernon. “Nonnie run these plates and see who they belong to”
“They’re all registered under Kim LeeSeok”
he says after a few minutes.
You and Hao look at each other and he immediately turns the car on and speeds off. Behind you at least six cars pull off behind you ans begin following you.
“Here we fucking go” you say to yourself.
A bullet pierces the back windshield and lands in the center console ending the call with vernon. You pull out your pink gun and hao rolls his eyes. You roll down the window and shoot, the first bullet landing straight in the left eye of the driver in the car directly behind you, causing the car the swerve and hit the one to its left.
“HOLY SHIT YOU SAW THAT? IT WAS CALCULATED, TRUST” you scream as a bullet flies right by your head. You pull your body back in the car and Hao takes several turns in an attempt to lose them.
More bullets fly into your car and you guys duck. You start blindly shooting back. Another car pull up and you assume this is hao’s security since they begin shooting Mr. parks car. This single driver takes out the remaining four cars and pulls up to drive next to you. You look through your window and your met with San looking at you then Hao then back to you. He tilts his head and you nod at him. This was always your code for asking if you were ok. This is weird. He’s stalking you but wants to know if you’re ok? You give him a question look and he nods his head no and speeds off. You look at hao who looks very stressed and ask him if he’s ok. You drives back to the dorm in silence.
“I send you guys to do one thing and you come back with my car full of bullet holes?” Cheol says outraged.
“Your acting like its our fault! We didn’t ask to be shot at!” you say back.
“Did you at least see anything? And what happened to your hands!”
You both look down at your hands to see bruises from the ropes, and your thumb is swollen.
“Don’t worry about it, anyways we did see san” hao says
“Where?”
“He pulled up out of nowhere and killed all the drivers and then he pulled up by us. y/n had some kind of silent conversation with him and then he drove off.”
Everyone looks at you.
“I don't know why he’s doing this. I’m sure he’ll make it his mission to run into me so
maybe we can talk then”
“Are you not scared of him?” Jihoon asks.
“He would never hurt me. He always had a soft spot for me even since we were young.”
“Why did you guys break up?” Jun asks.
“We wanted different things. We used to be a duo, “Venom”. “ The whole room gasps.
“No way” seungkwan says
“Yea, he wanted to expand but I wanted to stop, do other things besides killing. But he loves this and I didn’t want to stop him.”
“Do you love him?” Cheol asks.
“I’ll always love him but I’m not in love with him.” you say with a sigh.
“Wait, so you guys grew up doing this together?”
“Yea, our parents were involved in shady shit and gave us up to pay off their debts. We trained to become assassins and worked for different employers until we branched out on our own.”
“Was it a messy break up?” Jeonghan asks, all 13 of them are very intrigued.
"No, it wasn’t but he changed his number one day and I never heard from him again until now.”
“Can someone check the street security cameras to see where he went?”
“I’ll go check” Wonwoo says and gets up.
“Well that's all for now you guys can go” Cheol says but only a few people get up.
“You guys wanna play Mario Kart?” Jeonghan asks.
“Bet”
Jeonghan, Jihoon, Joshua are on one team and Mingyu, Vernon and DK are on the other.
Cheol and Hoshi watch from their place on the couch. The game starts and Mingyu is surprisingly winning to everyone's disappointment. You get the feeling Mingyu and Dino suffer the same fate around here. Jeonghan groans because it's the last lap and he’s stuck in second place. He makes eye contact with you and raises his eyebrows. You smirk and nod and reach over to Mingyu who is sitting directly next to you. You put your hand on his thigh and glances over to you. You slide your hand up his thigh and lean into his ear to whisper “I think I want to kiss it better now”. He shudders and swerves off the road letting Jeonghan get first place. He groans as you slide your hand over his hardening cock. They queue up another game and you slide your hand into his pants. By now everyone knows what you're doing but they all just stare. You begin to stroke Mingyu, spitting in your hand as lube.
“Pay attention to the game” you say out loud and slide down to your knees. Cheol is fuming, his eyes are boring into you and he’s cursing Mingyu in his head out of jealousy. It’s like you want to fuck everyone but him and her you go fucking Mingyu right in front of him.
You pull Mingyu’s hard cock out of his boxers and lick a long stripe up his shaft making him let out a quiet moan. No ones focusing on the game at this point as you take him in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down. You can’t even say you're surprised at how long and thich he is, because c'mon look at his size. You struggle to breathe as you take more of him down your throat. You pull up for a breath of air to see everyone is looking at you. Vernon shifts in his seat to adjust his bulge and you laugh. You bring your free hand to his balls and begin to massage them, lowering yourself back on his cock and pushing yourself as far as you can go. He begins to whine and buck his hips into your mouth, pushing himself all the way down your throat making you gag. You pull up and stroke him again, turning to look at the guys.
You sit back on the couch still stroking him.
“Gyu, tell the guys how you feel” you whisper loud enough for everyone to hear.
He whines in response, making you slow down your strokes and tightening your grip.
“If you dont listen to me I wont let you cum baby.” This makes him groan and force words out of his mouth.
“It feels so good,” he says between whimpers. He looks over to you, “Please let me cum Y/N, oh God I need it so bad”
“I don’t think you deserve to cum.”
“This was supposed to be you kissing it better, not punishing me”
“Touchè”
You spit on his tip making him let out a feral groan and you look at the guys. Vernon now has his dick out and is stroking it to match your pace while joshua looks like he’s about to cumin his pants.
“Does he deserve to cum?”
“Yes absolutely, oh my god please” Vernon says. You assume he’ll only let himself cum when you let Mingyu cum. You look at Cheol whose eyes have been on you the whole time.
“Let him cum.” he says and you give him a challenging look. “Now, Y/N” he says in a deep authoritative voice and you listen. “Cum, Mingyu”.
On command he cums letting out a loud moan and throwing his head back. Vernon cums at the same time whimpering into his hand. You stroke Mingyu until his orgasm finishes and say “I hope it feels better now.”
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You decide you’ve stayed with the guys for too long. It’s been three weeks of trying to figure out who's trying to get you all killed. You’ve been crashing at your place which you must admit has been the most fun three weeks of your life. You’ve gotten close with all the guys, but you and Cheol have been working together the most. You must admit you're beginning to develop a crush on him. You love the way he gets pouty and jealous when you pay more attention to the other guys and the way you guys banter.
Hoshi lets you borrow his car to drive back to your place. Yeji and Lia aren’t here for some reason which is weird. You walk in and turn on your lights to see San sitting on your couch.
“You’ve always been so fucking dramatic” you deadpan.
“It’s nice to see you too, love.”
“Why are you trying to kill me?” you ask as you take a seat next to him.
“I’m not trying to kill you idiot, but someone is.”
“Well spill the beans, mountain”
“Did you kill Kim LeeSeok?” he asks.
“It’s complicated.”
“How”
“Me and this dude shot him at the same time.” you say making sure to leave Hao’s name out of it.
“The red head?” he asks with a smirk.
“San, get to the point.”
“He was my boss, and a lot of people are mad that you and your little friend killed him.”
“Oh.”
“Oh” he mocks.
“So why did you let your boss die so easily?”
“Doll, you’ve gotten sloppy since we parted ways. You don’t think it was a little suspicious that the guards just happened to change when you and your friends showed up? It was a set up Y/N, someone higher up wanted him dead but didn’t want to take the blame so they hired a bunch of irresponsible assassins to take the blame. Now you’ve got enemies after you.”
“Fuck. Wait, why were you taking pictures of me at dinner?”
“JinYoung Park wants Cheol dead. He sent me to track him, but he wasn’t alone. You were there and now everyone knows who you are.”
“Sannie why did you send them the picture of me you could have lied” you pout.
“It was a live feed, once I saw you it was too late.”
“So what now?”
“I don’t know Y/N. Either you fake your death or you somehow kill JYP and his entourage.”
“Sannieeeeeeee I don’t want to do either” you say and throw your head on his lap.
“I know doll” he says as he massages your scalp. You should tell Cheol what I told you, he should move his guys and the people he cares about somewhere safe.”
“FUCK HIS MOM LOVES NEXT DOOR!”
You both get up and run next door, San bangs on her door.
“Mrs. Choi?” you yell. There's no answer. For the first time in years you feel fear. If Cheol loses his mom it will crush him, for the past few days you spent with the guys he’s always talking about his mom and how he’s glad she has a friend in you.
You pull a masterkey you stole from your mailman out of your pocket and unlock her door. The whole room is dark and you look at san. You both pull you guns out and walk into the room.
“Mrs. Choi?” Nothing.
Your phone begins to ring in your back pocket. It’s Cheol.
“Hello”
“Y/N, you need to leave your apartment right now. I already have my mom with me, but the building is surrounded.”
“Fuck”
“San we gotta go” You say to san.
“YOUR WITH SAN?” Cheol says.
“I'll talk to you later Cheol” you say and hang up.
“The building’s surrounded, we gotta go.”
He pulls out his phone and calls someone while you guys head to the back door of the building.
“Wooyoung, find out how many people are surrounding Y/N’s building.”
“Y/N?? Are you guys back together? You guys should just get married at this point, I’m waiting for my nephew-”
“WOOYOUNG FOCUS”
“Ok damn, one sec”
You guys are on the second floor when you hear commotion. Both of you come to a halt and the door in front of you flies open. Two men in skull mask emerge and begin shooting at you. Both of you duck and shoot back. San hitting the first man twice in both sockets of his eyes and you hitting the second man directly in the throat. They both fall to the floor and you begin running to the door.
“There's six people at the backdoor, it's your best bet. They probably messed with your cars, Yeosang is on his way, meet him at the corner of 6th avenue.”
San counts you down and opens the door. Bullets immediately begin to fly as you catch the men by surprise. San takes down two and you get tackled by another. You press your stiletto nails into his eye sockets, leaving him wailing in agony. You turn around and shoot the man sneaking up on San as he finishes the man in front of him with a bullet to the head. You guys don;t even take a second to catch your breath as you run to 6th ave, on the lookout for Yeosang. You spot him in a black suburban and run over.
“Yeonsangie, It's been ages” you say as you round the car to the passenger seat leaving San to sit in the back. As you're about to get in you hear a car pull up behind you. You look over your shoulder to see Cheol driving and Mingyu in the passenger seat. Cheol runs out the car over to you in a panic checking you for injuries.
“What the fuck happened?”
“You tell me! I have no Idea who those guys were.”
He looks over at San and back at you.
“Why were you with him?”
“Oh, you're patrolling me now?”
“No,” he says with a pout.
“Wait how did you even know there were people outside?”
“I have security on my mom but when they went quiet I got worried. Wonwoo patrolled the security cameras around and I saw you enter and cars pull up five minutes after so I knew something was up. My mom was at our place for lunch, so I only had to worry about you.”
“You were worrying about me?” you say in a slightly mocking tone.
“Jesus Christ, I should've just let you get shot.”
“And they say romance is dead.”
The whole time San has been looking on. He can tell by the look in your eyes there's no love left for him; it's all for cheol. He sighs and looks at yeosang.
“It’s ok dude” yeosang whispers.
“Y/N if you're coming with us we gotta get out of here.” san says.
“You're going with them?” Cheol says in a slightly hurt voice.
“Um” you say as you look between them.
You already know your answer, but the longer you take to say it the more Cheol’s heart breaks.
“I’m gonna go with them” you say to san.
He nods and gets in the car.
“Tell the guys Hi for me ok?”
“Sure” he says and Yeosang drives off.
Cheol throws his hand over your shoulder and leans to speak in your ear. “I got a little worried there”. You roll your eyes at him.
“I told you, I’m over him”
“So does that mean you're into me?” He says with a cocky smile.
“Yea that’s what it means”
He looks at you dumbfounded while you slide into the back seat giving Mingyu a kiss on the cheek.
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“You mean to tell me JYP is trying to kill you?”
“Yeup”
“Ok” Seungkwan says with a disbelieving look on his face.
“I have a plan though” you say.
“I’m listening,” Cheol says.
“My friend Yeji, she trained with him. They called her his “secret weapon”, but she always hated him. I’m certain we can get her to help us catch him off guard.”
“Will she want to help us?”
“That's not even a question, but the issue is, JYP is a huge group, we can’t take them down on our own. I can ask san to help us and call in some favors.”
“No to San.”
“Cheol, stop being Jealous.” Jeonghan says. “I think that's a good idea, but who are you gonna call?”
“BTS” they all stare at you with your mouth agape. “You know BTS?” Cheol asks.
“Oh we go wayyyyy back, Joonnie will say yes don;t worry.”
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“Namjoon, what do you mean no? You never tell me no!”
“Y/N, you don’t even know what you're getting yourself into, I can’t send my men into an unknown situation.”
“Just send the men you hate, easy. Joonie, the alternative is me dying.”
“Y/N, you're not gonna die.”
“I MIGHT”
He sighs. “Ok fine, i'll ask around and see what I can find out. In the meantime you figure out a plan.”
“Ok, thank you koya.”
“Don’t call me that.”
“BYE KOYA”
You hang up and go to find Jeonghan and Joshua since they plan all of the team's missions.
“Oh, Y/N perfect. Tell your friend to come here so we can brief her. And what did Namjoon say”
“He said he’ll see what he can do which means yes.”
“Ok, perfect. My plan is to let Yeji seem like she’s betraying you. We can bullshit some reason as to why later, but she can lead his men to the wrong place and we can corner them. Kill, JYP and problem solved.”
“I feel like it’ll be more complicated than this.”
“We can just make it up as we go,” Jeonghan says with a smile.
“Jeonghan, Once I don’t die It's all good.”
You call Yeji. “Look who decides to call me. You know, if I haven't been tracking your phone, I would have thought you were dead.”
“Hello to you too Yeji.”
“Where have you been?”
“I’ve been living with 13 insanely hot men.”
“Girl, what?”
“Just come to this address, make sure you aren't being followed. Bring Lia too.”
“Well Ok”
As the elevator opens Yeji and Lia step out and look around in shock. “Damn these guys are balling,” Lia says.
“I’m assuming you're Yeji and Lia” Joshua, who now has freshly dyed red hair. “I’m Joshua, It’s nice to meet you beautiful ladies.”
“So you're the one Y/N warned us about. Im yeji”
“Wow, I see she’s been telling tales” he says.
“Well hello Lia '' he says looking at her.
“I’ll leave you two to speak with Y/N” he says and walks to his room.
Chan comes from the gym bathroom, with a towel low on his waist. He stands in front of the pair with red cheeks, shocked to see they arrived so early.
“And who are you?” Lia says.
“Hi, I’m chan” he says with a dashing smile.
“Hi Chan” Lia says with a blush.
“I’ll go get changed.” he says.
“Or don’t” she says with a smirk and he shakes his head with a smile and walks away.
“I call dibs,” she says to Yeji.
Yeji rolls her eyes as you walk downstairs in nothing but an oversized T-shirt.
“Where are your clothes?” Yeji asks.
“I have on clothes you deadpan.”
“That's definitely not your shirt.”
“It’s mine” Cheol says coming down the stairs.
“So I haven’t heard from her in three weeks because of you?”
“I’m not to blame here, anyways, I’m SeungCheol, nice to meet you”
“I’m Yeji and this is Lia, but she seems more interested in wherever Chan went.”
“What is with Chan suddenly pulling all these girls?” Jeonghan says walking out of the kitchen.
“Up the stairs, third room to the left”
She smiles at you and dashes up the stairs.
“Ok so why am I here?” Yeji asks.
You and Cheol explain everything that has happened so far, and Joenghan explains his plan in depth.
“Oh wow. JYP wants to kill, you?”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“He just doesn't seem like the type to be vengeful.”
“Well apparently he is.”
“Wait, lets back track. The infamous San returns to the plot and you decide not to tell me?”
“You don’t even know the man,It wouldnt make a difference.”
“Three years of friendship and I’ve never seen a picture of this man.”
“Thats because there are none. Yeji focus on the plan. Call JYP and tell him you need to talk to him.”
“Ok mom” she says and gets up to follow Jeonghan so he can try to track the call.
You and Cheol head back up to his room, hearing giggling coming from Chan’s room. You smile to yourself, He deserves someone like Lia. You and Cheol settle back into bed where you previously laid. You haven’t had sex with him, but you feel connected in a deeper way. He’s the first person to see you as more than a killer besides Yeji and Lia. He asks about your life, your aspirations, what you would want to do besides killing. You feel like you could talk to him for hours.
“Y/N?”
“Yes?”
“Can you tell me about your childhood?”
“Oh. Rough subject.”
“You don’t have to if you're not comfortable.”
“No, I am, it’s just a lot.”
He leaves space for you to talk which is appreciated. You start from the beginning, your father sending you to become a killer to pay off their debts without a care in the world. Your mother tried to take you back, but he killed her. He didn’t think someone as weak as her belonged with someone like him. You met San at the training facility. He was the best and you were the worst. Instead of making fun of you he helped you train and you became the best killers in the field.When you were almost done with your training your father brought you back home. Instead of being nice to his daughter who is now a lethal killer, he was the same. He beat on you and called you names relentlessly, knowing the fear you have for him is still embedded in you. One night you had enough. While you were trying to sleep, he came into your room drunk with his belt. Before he could even swing you grabbed him and snapped his neck. You didn't want to waste time torturing him when you were finally ready to move on. You went incognito, only speaking to San and eventually moving in with him when he completed his training. You two started killing with each other to build a name for yourselves, but eventually you wanted out but he wanted more. There was no resolution so you two split, You’ve been working on the low, here and there but trying to do other things with your life and leave the killing behind.
“What do you want to do instead?”
“I want to open a flower shop. I want to fall in love, get married, have kids, die from old age with the love of my life.”
“Me too” he whispers.
You stare at each other for a while. One second you blink and the next his lips are on yours. The kiss is gentle and innocent but still passionate. The bedroom is full of blushes and giggles, the beginning of a young love blooming.
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The next morning Yeji tells everyone that JYP answered her call and told her to meet him in Los Angeles.
“Are we all gonna go? What if it's set up?”
At the same time Chan asks, you get a text from Namjoon:
Joonie: He’s staying in the JYP building 40 minutes from your apartment. Minimal security, I’ve got a guy undercover already who says this is his hideout and he won’t be leaving until the end of the month.I’ll give you 40 men, make due. Don’t text me again big head”
Y/N: Thank you joonie. I owe u one.
Joonie: Whatever.
“Damn It, I kinda wanted to go home” Joshua says.
“I say we head out there tonight, and attack tomorrow night. We should scope out the area first.” Jeonghan says.
“You heard the man, everyone pack a bag.” Cheol says.
“Cheol, I’m gonna call San, he should come with us.” you say.
This puts a pout on his face. “Fine”
You roll your eyes and give him a kiss on the lips making the whole room explode. You walk to Cheols room leaving him to clean up the mess.
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All 15 of you pile into the vans and head to the hotel Cheol rented out for the night. Lia says she’ll watch the house when we all know she’s just too lazy to tag along. You couldn’t stop by your place to get clothes because it was too dangerous and Cheol says he’ll just buy you a new wardrobe anyways.
The hotel is incredible for being in the middle of nowhere. Cheol made sure the two of you were in a room together and you made sure Seungkwan and Chan were forced to share a bed just to hear them bicker. It's only 9pm but you and Cheol are in bed watching a movie, but neither of you are paying attention. You don’t know if it's the adrenaline about tomorrow, but youre feeling extremely horny. It’s like Cheol can sense it because he offers to give you a massage to “relieve you from your stress”, but you both know where this is going. You lay on the bed in just your bra and panties. He starts with your back, actually massaging out the kinks, and moves to your things. His hands run a bit too close to your core but move down to your calves and then feet. He drags his hands across your whole body to your neck and down to your shoulders.
“Flip over for me” he whispers in your ear. You flip onto your back and look up at him. He looks so good in the dim yellow light coming from your bedside lamp. “Can I take your bra off?” he asks. You raise your chest and he takes off your bra, eyes zoning in on your chest and he groans. He pours more oil into his hands and massages your chest, gripping your nipples and twisting them. He moves down to your thighs and takes off your panties, running his hands across your thighs. His breathing picks up and he slides his hand over your core. He pushes your legs against your chest and rubs your thighs “accidentally” sliding his fingers across your core and eventually dipping in just to pull them right back out.
“Cheol give me more” you whine.
“Take what I give you baby” he says with a stern face.
“Yes, Daddy” you say and roll your eyes. He pulls you into a sitting position with a grip on your neck.
“Be careful with that word baby.” he says with a growl.
Of course he has a daddy kink you think to yourself as he pulls off his shirt. You deny that you also have one and Cheol’s energy just makes you want to call him it.
He shoves you back down and hovers over you looking you in your eyes before kissing you. He has one hand holding him up and slides the other one straight into your core feeling no resistance. He begins to move his fingers in and out of you and leans down to whisper in your ear.
“You know, Having to see and hear you fuck the other guys killed me. You knew you were mine from the moment we met yet you wanted to play with me. Now it's my turn to play with you.”
He speeds up his thrust and gathers both of your hands in his free one sitting up on his knees.
“For everytime you fucked someone else since we met, and everytime they made you cum is how many times I’ll deny you. I want you crying and begging like a bitch in heat. So who did you fuck Y/N?”
You gulp, knowing you're in for a wild ride. “Only Chan and I technically didn’t fuck Mingyu.”
“Doesn’t matter, he still counts. But baby, is that it?”
“Yes” you lie trying to save yourself. He gives you a sweet smile and flips you over, spanking you hard.
“Try again”
“It was just them”
He spanks you twice. “Don’t lie to me baby, I hate liars.”
“Cheollll” you whine.
He spanks you three times even harder.
“Y/N, my patience is running thin.”
“I fucked hao” you whimper.
“There you go” he says and rubs your sore ass.
“Do you think you deserve a punishment for lying” he asks in a mocking tone.
“Yes, Daddy” He smiles hearing this and pulls you over his lap.
“Count to ten.”
After each spank you're getting wetter but tears are running down your face. He’s so strong each spank feels worse than the last and his hand is so big it covers almost all of your ass.
Once you get to ten he pulls you to sit in your lap and you bury your face into his neck, whimpering out a sweet “I’m sorry Daddy” making him chuckle.
“You did well, my good girl”
He tells you to slide up the bed and he lays down, pulling your legs so you're sitting on his face. He wastes no time diving in, sticking his tongue as deep as it can go inside of you while massaging your burning ass. You let out a loud moa, certain the other guys heard. Cheol wants you to moan more and moan louder, he wants everyone to know you and they can’t touch you anymore. He moves to your clit and sucks hard, spelling his name out on it, making you clench around nothing. He holds your hips in a tight grip, so you can’t move. You're so close to the edge and you start begging him to cum.
“Daddy, please let me cum,I’m sorry for fucking them, Please”
He throws you off your face and onto the bed. “This is for Chan.” he says. He pulls your legs open and takes out his cock. He doesn’t bother with a condom, already asking if you were clean a few days ago, and it’s not like he would be against getting you pregnant. He wants to claim you in every way he possibly can, the possessiveness leaking out of him. He thrusts into you all at once making you moan, he pins you down and begins thrusting at an inhuman rate, hitting your G-spot with every thrust. The stolen orgasm is quickly rebuilding and he can feel it. He speeds up until you start clenching and pulls out. You look at him with puppy dog eyes “Cheol please” you say as you start crying.
“You need to learn that you're mine, baby.”
He flips you over onto your knees and pulls your hips up aligning his dick with you and thrusting inside. He’s pounding you into the mattress and you can’t even speak. All you can do is moan and whimper a combination of his name and daddy. You feel like cumming again, but of course he knows and pulls out. Cheol is edging himself too but his pride won't let him break his word. “For your beloved Gyu Gyu” He flips you over and rubs your clit so slowly you feel like fighting back, but you know that will end worse for you. He slows down his pace and you start crying hysterically. You're so close all you need is a little more pressure, and he gives it to you. He rubs faster and faster and right as you're about to tip over his hand is gone. “For Hao” You snap, and sit up only to be pinned down by his hand. “Don’t try me baby, for your own sake I suggest you behave.”
He slides in between your legs and fucks you slowly in missionary. He intertwines your hands and looks into your eyes, giving you slow deep strokes.
“Say your mine” he pleads.
“I’m yours Cheol” you say looking him in the eye.
“I want you to mean it. I want you to be mine in every sense. I want it to only be me”
“I promise Cheol, I’m yours”
He kisses you and breaks it to whisper “Cum for me Y/N”
You cum and see stars. You feel like there are oceans flowing through you and there's nothing but white noise in your ears. You open your eyes to catch him mid orgasm, his face scrunched up in pleasure as he moans. You stare at your face and engrave this memory in your mind, cherishing it forever.
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The next morning you all gather in your room. San must've got in last night and apparently stayed with Chan, because they seem to be getting along well. Yeji already left early to meet with JYP, bringing Jun and Minghao along with her. You all go over the plan and head out to wait for your signal to attack. You're hearing Yeji and JYP’s conversation through a live feed and they just seem to be catching up. “Yeji, speed this up” Jeonghan says into her earpiece.
“Mr. Park, I’ve heard you're trying to find Y/N and kill her. I want to help you.”
“Oh?”
“I’ve been waiting for my opportunity to get rid of her for ages. She's too much of a burden and I’ll make better money working with other clients.”
“Hmm. So where is she?”
“She’s hiding out with cheol here.” She gives him the location of one of the guy’s old houses in the forest.
“Is that so?”
‘Yes” Yeji says wearily.
“So why is she outside, waiting for you to cough into your elbow?”
“What the fuck.” you say in awe. “There's a traitor.” Everyone immediately looks at san who takes great offense to this.
“What the fuck? Guys I don’t need to betray anyone if I wanted to kill you guys you would already be dead.”
“That's fair, Vernon says.”
“Hao, Jun, where are you guys?”
Nothing.
Meanwhile, Yeji begins to yell.
“Get off of me, what the fuck. LIA? What is going on?”
Her earpiece is plucked from her ear and crushed. You all begin to panic knowing there must be guards surrounding you. Hoshi begins to drive like a mad man and bullets fly towards the car. One by one you jump out of the car in an attempt to spread out and lose their trail, hoshi jamming the gas pedal so the car will remain driving and jumping out last. You all run in different directions through the thick forest, being chased by guards. You see Jeonghan trying to fight off two guards at once and you run over to help him, snapping one man’s neck while Joenghan shoots the other. You pull him to his feet and continue running.
“We need to go get them”
“We need to regroup and form a plan” Joshua says suddenly appearing to your right.
“I’m not leaving them there to die.”
“He won't kill them, they're our leverage.”
“I’m not taking the chance” you say, and run towards the building seeing San, already making his way there. You all somehow meet in the middle of the forest, deciding it’s best to save your guns for the guards on the inside and just distract the ones outside. Apparently Jeonghan thinks of everything and presses a button on his phone that detonates one of the vans,drawing the guards attention,. Namjoons men show up at the perfect time, taking out all the guards on the outside letting you, san, cheol,wonwoo, hoshi, and seungkwan head inside while the rest stay out and keep watch. You begin to ascend the stairs with your guns out. You, hoshi and cheol got to the right while the others go the the left. It’s suspiciously quiet. You open a door and see Jun and Hao tied up and bloody, most likely beaten for information. Wonwoo quickly unties them and he and hoshi decide to bring them back outside. You and Cheol continue down the hallway hearing muffled yelling, presumably Yeji. You rush through the door without checking your surroundings and feeling the cool barrel of a gun pressed to your head.
“Lia, I always knew you were a fucking bitch.” you say.
Cheol didn’t enter the room, presumably trying to keep the element of surprise.
“I’m surprised your little boy toy cheol didn't come with you.”
“Don't talk about him” you grit out.
“Or what?” she says, cocking her gun.
You look at Yeji who already pulled her pocket knife out of her long sleeve. She’s always prepared for these kinds of things. No one thinks the nerdy computer girl would be almost as good of a killer as you. You keep Lia occupied while Yeji slowly cuts through her binds.
“Lia, I’ll actually kill your for breaking Chan’s heart”
“Oh please, he was just an easy fuck”
“Why are you doing this?”
“Y/N you’ve always been too trusting you know. You never thought it was weird I just randomly appeared in your life? I’ve been planning this for a long time; since we were trainees”
“What?”
“You never noticed me, always enticed with San. I wanted San to notice me. I deserved him and you only held him back, trying to make him settle down, stop killing when that's who he is. If he was with me we would be unstoppable.”
“San would never want a two faced cunt like you.”
“SHUT UP” she yells and presses the gun harder into you.
“I knew I had to get rid of you. I came running back to dear JYP with a plan. I help him kill Mr.Kim, he gains all his assets and he helps me get rid of you. But, you always manage to avoid death, but I’ve got you now.”
As she goes to pull the trigger, Yeji pounces knocking her to the floor and bashing her head into it. She was never one for clean deaths, so she keeps bashing her head until Lia’s skull cracks. For good measure she shoots her in the head.
“You can never be too safe” she shrugs, looking up to see San and Seungkwan at the doorway staring at her.
Seungkwan looks deeply disturbed, while san is giving her “Fuck me eyes”.
“This is San?” she asks and looks at you.
“Yea.”
“No wonder he had you wrapped around your finger” she says with a smile and he smirks.
“I’m Yeji, as you probably know”
“San” he says with a nod.
You look at them and smile, they already look half in love, but your smile quickly drops when you realize Cheol is missing. You dart out the room yelling for him but hear nothing. You begin to panic and tears fill your eyes. You should've focused on him more, You shouldn't have left him by himself. You hear muffled yelling down the hall and approach the room. The others are right behind you and you enter first, Instantly shooting the first guard you see and Seungkwan shoots the other two. You look at him with a proud smile, “I knew it” you say and he smiles. You all walk deeper into the room, seeing a small closet with cheol handcuffed to a chair and JYP holding a gun to his head. Your heart stops and you look at Cheol and he knows exactly what youre thinking. He’s not letting you die for him, He doesn;t care if he barely knows you, what he feels for you is incomparable to his feelings for any one else and he’ll be damnedif he loses you.
“Y/N, how nice of you to join us. The tasks is simple. I’ll take you, and they get their Leader back.”
“Ok” you say without hesitation and step forward but Yeji yanks you back.
“How about we get both of them and you fuck off” Yeji says making him aim his gun and shoot at her, completely missing. Seungkwan laughs, making him glare at him.”
“How about we talk this through?” San says.
What JYP doesn't see is Hoshi climbing through the window behind him like a spider, quietly dropping to his feet.
“Mr. Park, you know I always thought you were a ugly piece of shit, who deserves nothing. I hope your company burns” you say in contempt. He laughs and looks at you. “You know what? Deals off. I know this will hurt you more than I ever can” He pulls the trigger as soon as Hoshi pounces knocking his arm but the bullet still flies straight into Cheol’s chest. Your heart stops as you run to him, ignoring the chaos happening behind you. You pull his head up to see his eyes closed and his black shirt begin to get damp with his blood.You press your hand over the wound and begin to cry. The rage and sorrow you feel is unfathomable as Yeji, presses her hands over the wound with a cloth and you turn to jyp. San has him in a chokehold. You pull out a knife from your harness and look him in the eyes as you carve them out. He screams in agony and you stuff them down his throat, killing him. Behind you, you hear Cheol call for you. You drop the knife and run to him cradling his face in your hands. He looks at you and speaks, breaking your heart in the process.
“Baby, I don’t want to die. I want a life with you” he says as a tear runs down his cheek. You begin sobbing as Seungkwan and Hoshi lift Cheol and quickly carry him to the vans. As you drive you feel Cheol’s pulse weakening, you feel yourself falling with him’ knowing if anything happens to him, you might as well have died too. “I love you Cheol” you whisper to him, feeling his heart stop beating.
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You look at the tombstone in front of you. You can’t find the words to speak. “I fucking hate you, I trusted you and you do this to me?” you say with nothing but hatred in your heart.
It's been a year and a half since you killed jyp but it still feels like yesterday. Everyday is a challenge for you, but you keep pushing for Cheol. You know he wouldn’t want you to give up.
Hao and Jun were fine after a few weeks, the bruises and cracked ribs healing perfeclty. You lay down and look up at the sky.
“Sometimes I miss you, but sometimes I remember you would always lie and say I looked good when I clearly didn’t and I should’ve known from then you were a raging bitch-”
“Baby, we didn't come here for this,” Cheol says with a laugh.
“Your right”
“Anyways, Fuck you Lia, I hope you burn in hell” you say and get up, Cheol pulling you to stand up. He’s still recovering from the bullet, but he’s doing better than ever, except he’s missing a kidney but he’s fine. He throws his hand over your shoulder and begins walking back to the car, seeing Yeji and San making out like teenagers by the car. You both roll your eyes, but you stop when you feel water run down your legs. You both look down at your pregnant belly and back at Cheol. “It’s happening you say to him” and his eyes widened. “HOLY FUCK ITS HAPPENIJG” he yells. You waddle back to the car and he helps you in. Yeji and San get in behind you as Cheol speeds to the hospital. Yeji texting in the group chat with the other guys “LITTLE CHEOL IS COMING THIS IS NOT A DRILL”. Text messages flood in as the guys say they're dropping everything and coming to the hospital. Your little boy is already so lucky to have 12 uncles full of love for him. You look at Cheol and feel nothing but happiness. He’s been life's greatest gift to you, and everyday you love him more and more. He was the venom that seeped through your veins and paralyzed you, yet you can’t quite seem to find the will to receive an antidote.
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I wish to know out of context lore
I have some myself if you’d be more inclined to a trade, any of my Bloodmoon— I mean- aus
Pretty please?
:3
*bats eyelashes*
HI!!! okay okay,,, hmmmm i mostly have them for lbm right now because ive been thinking about him the most so. whoopsies,,,,,,
lord bloodmoon au:
they make squeaks when scared/mad, its one of their tells (which ive mentioned before but never explained? the whole beetle thing makes them very vocal i suppose :) if i were to use this in a animation id end up using moth squeaks instead because sound bites of beetle sounds are very hard to come across pfft-)
she usually laughs a lot like eclipse, all deep n' sinister like, but he has a real laugh thats more of a snort in reality (mixed with the squeaks usually)! he doesn't like it very much and tries to cover it up, they haven't genuinely laughed in years.
the whole "permanent lunar eclipse thing" is more of an illusion than anything, a simple manifestation of a distent memory clawing to get out
^adding on to this, real eclipses do still occur, which usually would be a net postive for most bloodmoons, but not this one.
also a little jumpscare for you,, believe it or not, Lord bloodmoon is more of a lunar than a bloodmoon. he also.. hasnt met a single lunar i think???? i will elaborate later but for now this is all you get :3
lord kc au
THORN LISTENS TO WILL WOOD. THORN LISTENS TO WILL WOOD. THORN LISTENS TO WILL WO-
thorn is transfem which i dont think ive mentioned? for most of (if not all?) of the story, she's unaware of that though unfortunately
crimson is just a little guy,, a little fella even,,, they straight up dont remember anything before the "incident" so they're literally just a child if you couldn't tell HAHSG
kc has a full fucking bunker for her kids that they use like.... scarily often lmao
star is kinda just doing his own thing tbh. he doesn't actually interact with his siblings very often aside from when hes bored and wants to be a bit of an asshole FJSNBFBS
and LAST BUT NOT LEAST! popstar au
the bm twins regularly kill people in the alleyway behind the venue after concerts, and they get literally no backlash for it FHAHGD. their fans are fucking feral and will defend them all the way. also i mean what are you gonna throw two INSANELY popular animatronics in jail for killing people? yeah actually NO! our justice system isnt good enough for that!
the whole focus of this au is on the twins BUT!! the others are there too, and they all have their own careers/hobbies!
solar and lunar are poledancers (BECAUSE POLEDANCING IS COOL GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER)
also sun and moon were like indie rock i think??? maybe a bit of folk/forestcore for earth in there
AS FOR LORE TRADE,,,, im gonna be so honest i dont anything about know many of your aus? uhm uhm but id be up to learn!!!! share whatever you want!!!!
okayyy thank you have a good day :3
#lord bloodmoon au#lord kc au#popstar bm#<-GOD I HAVEN'T USED THAT IN SO LONG...... OUGHH#i should draw them again tbh#i miss them and their sass#char speaks#ask#asks#tsams
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outtakes from the diplomat/actor au
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sabo wakes up in ace's arms.
mind sluggish, he tips back so he's resting more heavily against ace's chest. a familiar pair of chapped lips is pressed to the column of his neck. sabo can't help the flush that heats his face as he realizes this.
when ace hums, sabo involuntarily shifts in his hold. he's ticklish all over, but especially around his face. something ace still has yet to take into account, considering their current position.
he's not trying to get up, but ace holds him tighter anyway. his lips slide up, breaking the connection with sabo's skin so he has room to speak. "what time is your class?" he mumbles, words so garbled that sabo has to take a moment to parse them.
he'll blame it on his own sleepy state – that he takes too long to puzzle out an answer. "i graduated two months ago."
ace hums in acknowledgement, lowers his head to smush his face down into sabo's shoulder, and draws sabo further against him. then you don't have to get up – sabo knows that's exactly what ace is thinking right now.
he, on the other hand, is contemplating how much time he has before he'll have to be out the door to make it to work on time.
this thought is killed entirely when he chances a glance at their alarm clock.
"it's sunday," he says mostly to himself.
"hmmmm. sleep in?"
usually, sabo likes to be productive on his days off. that means getting out of bed soon after he wakes to start the morning off right.
but. well.
it is particularly comfortable to be held by ace like this. and it is still early.
a little longer wouldn't hurt.
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sabo wakes up in ace's arms.
it's something he will never take for granted ever again.
he's still reeling from the fact that ace is here. when security had told him yesterday that he had a visitor – an actor – his heart made the connection and urged his feet to run before his brain could catch up. he'd gone from being confused over having an unnamed, uninvited guest, to stumbling into the embassy's lobby with his heart in his throat and threatening to leap straight out of his body.
the guard had known who ace was because he was japanese. he hadn't known what ace meant to sabo – that to sabo, ace was less a famous person in japan's entertainment industry and more of a simple, heartfelt love of sabo's life.
sabo has been living by himself in the condo he'd specifically picked for them both. living alone in a space meant for two. in many late-night conversations, he'd told ace as much. it's lonely here by myself. it's too quiet; it's too big. please come here soon.
sabo had not hid the fact that he was married from anyone at the embassy. but he had also not stated explicitly who his partner was.
well. if anyone didn't believe him before, they sure do now. ace had made sure of that.
sabo loves being wrapped up in ace's comforting warmth. the breath tickling his neck, the arms encircling his waist, and the heat pressed to his back are all things he has so dearly missed being able to experience regularly.
jet lag keeps ace fast asleep even as sabo turns in his arms to be face-to-face. he presses close again – throwing a leg over ace's hip, one arm slung around ace's neck, and his ear close enough to ace's heart to hear it beating.
yeah. to sabo, little moments like these are the highlight of their relationship.
and now that ace has come to live with him again, sabo is never, ever, letting him go.
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sabo wakes up in ace's arms.
ace is groaning into his back. the groan deepens when sabo shifts up to silence the alarm clock. sabo is locked into place as soon as he settles back down.
"jus' a little longer," ace slurs.
sabo's eyes roll in banal amusement that he can't even hide this early in the morning. "don't you have a flight to catch? your director won't be very happy if you're not in nova scotia later today."
"this is . . . more important," ace decides.
oh. that's touching. whatever snide comment sabo had been about to make never makes it past his mouth, instead dying on his tongue while he tries to work the sappy feeling out of his limbs that makes moving so monumental a task.
he has to get up too. as unfortunate as that is.
sabo seizes when ace's foot brushes carelessly against his bare leg. ace stills, takes this into account, then pushes with his foot until sabo's leg is forced to bend at the knee.
ace unwraps one arm from around sabo so he has a free hand ready to run along the length of sabo's calf. sabo lets out a strangled sound as his muscles twitch.
this does not stop ace. he moves higher, running smooth fingertips up sabo's thigh. sabo's entire leg jerks, but ace's other arm around his middle is still preventing him from getting away. he ends up burying his face into a pillow, but even then, his laughter reaches ace, tried and true.
ace abandons sabo's leg and jabs his fingers below sabo's ribs instead. sabo huffs just a bit too loudly into the pillow. he can feel ace's grin pressed into his back.
unfortunately, ace keeps going. he rolls them until he's lying on top of sabo, trapping sabo under him while he tickles sabo to near death.
sabo's face is so red. he's so choked up. it's too early for this.
when he can't hold it anymore – when he starts laughing for real – ace follows suit. even with his eyes barely open, and exhaustion painted so heavily on his face, and his limbs so weak they threaten to give beneath him – despite all of this, he still does his best to keep sabo laughing.
sabo loves ace so much. he's never been more happy in his entire life than he is right now.
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sabo wakes up in ace's arms.
it takes him a moment to register his surroundings. that's right. they're back in japan. in a hotel room they've rented for the next few days. he'd gotten the day before and the day after new year's off. ace had a commercial to shoot here over the holidays for some luxury clothing line. they'd decided to make the most of it and take a mini-vacation together.
sabo has known how popular ace is in their home country for a long time now. what he had yet to realize was how his (now very public) connection to ace meant he himself could no longer avoid the limelight. sabo the foreign dignitary held no notoriety, but sabo portgas, husband to famed actor ace portgas, could not say the same.
frankly, sabo has no idea of ace's schedule or what ace had planned for them both in the off-time. the sun is just barely rising above the horizon line visible from their fifth-story windows. he could . . . . wait a bit. before getting up.
he gets up anyway.
while the shower is warming up, sabo splashes his face with cold water from the sink in an attempt to make himself more alert before risking a swan dive into the slippery tile floor.
ace comes in sometime after the water has warmed enough to get in, but before sabo can actually step foot inside.
he hadn't seen ace wander in, so the hands suddenly on his hips have him jump in fright. ace does not let this deter him, perfectly happy to lean onto sabo's back and press sabo between him and the glass door of the shower stall.
"that's cold!" sabo gasps. he starts struggling halfheartedly in ace's hold. "at least get in with me – don't leave me stuck like this!"
ace does get in, but not before sabo snaps at him to pull his socks off his feet. poor thing is still half asleep. considering this, sabo has mercy on him.
he lets ace stand in place under the warm water while he scrubs at ace's scalp in an attempt to wash away any signs of a near twenty-four hour flight. they'll have to blow-dry it before ace goes anywhere, but sabo can concede to that. he likes taking care of ace's hair, when he can.
it's a mutual thing. sabo's pretty sure that if he ever cut his own hair short, ace would be the one crying about it.
once ace is all cleaned up, dried off, and haphazardly clothed, he reverses all of sabo's efforts almost immediately by pulling sabo back onto the plush mattress.
not that sabo really minds. his favorite place in the world, after all, is nestled safely in ace's arms.
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Sending you my wildest TWP headcanon just because I can! (Heh.)
Picture this. Kit with gold wings. Gets revealed in the wildest way ever. In a fight, when there are too many demons or faeries or other magical foes to defeat and he and Ty are running while simultaneously trying to come up with a plan of action, Ty is calculating a way to survive that situation with most (all?) of their limbs intact, butKit isn't really listening to what Ty is saying, and then suddenly, he just sorta veers off-course, in the direction of a cliff, and Ty says as much, but Kit just pushes him out of the way, into safety, shouting, "Trust me, I know what I am doing!" and when Ty tries to shout at him to stop, Kit just says, "I'm sorry," and then fucking jumps off the cliff, and then, yep, you guessed it, after a moment, he flies back up, angel's wings sprouting out of his back, except they're gold instead of white, and Ty realises he wasn't sorry for trying to kill himself (because that was how it looked at the moment), but for keeping that part of who he was a secret.
Anyway, since I have appropriately embarrassed myself by sharing this, what is your wildest TWP headcanon? If it's more than one, make a list!
yes this reply is very much overdue i am so so sorry it took me so long to respond!!! BUT JESUS CHRIST ALMIGHTY WHAT THE HELL IS THIS THEORY???! I AM TOTALLY NOT OKAY! that would be so freaking angsty and just [screams at the top of my lungs]
kit revealing that he's the first heir in this way would be fucking crazy and i just know that the moment kit jumps off, ty's heart would be pounding in his chest and he’d genuinely away to jump into the unknown after kit but then kit would fly up, like a bloody god and ty’d stare at him, mouth open with shock and confusion but really he's just grateful that the love of his life is okay, that he's safe and alive <3
personally, my wildest hc for twp would probably be hmmmm.... idk if it's wild but i think it would be fucking hilarious if we got a crackhead!lucifer like i want him to be terrifying and for him to be the spookiest villain but also for him to whip out dad jokes here and there and just be an absolute menace bc he’s the d e v i l :') it's not a super wild theory just something i think would be funny to read hehhehe
#BUT ONCE AGAIN IM SO SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG#U HAVE MY SINCEREST REGRETS#(JUST SOMETIMES I LOSE THINGS IN MY ASKS OR MY DRAFTS)#SENDING MY LOVE AND THANK U FOR THE ASK <3#kit herondale#lucifer#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc#asks
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bruh. s11 e13. the quareen, who takes the form of your deepest desire and rips out your heart.
Dean, of course, has the curse. And this is s11 so it takes the form of Amara. Makes sense! Amara has an unnatural hold on him.
But then it says something… very interesting. It says “I can feel the love you feel… it’s cloaked in shame.”
HM. HMMMM.
Shame is something very specific. I don’t think Dean is ashamed of the thing with Amara… just confused and maybe vulnerable. He tells Casifer about it without sounding very upset. Just like it’s another one of them things they’re dealing with now. So shame? What about Dean’s true deepest desires would he be ashamed about?
Amara is also genuinely not his deepest desire. He says it only ever feels like anything when she’s right in front of him. He wants to kill her desperately at any other time. And it’s not real—it’s imposed, forced on him.
Maybe it’s a reach, but I don’t know, as a bi man who really fucking struggled to accept myself due to unaccepting parents & bullying & a complicated love life? “Shame” concerning who you love is a pretty damn specific choice of words.
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"... so he got taken by a seagull- and you told Icia?!?!"
"What else was I supposed to do????"
"Uh, DON'T tell her?! We want the bitch DEAD, and y'still decided to tell her knowing she'd try 'n get him?!?!"
"In my defense I waited a while before I told her... but it wouldn't have made a difference anyways, one of the pirates brought him back."
"What?!?! Ugh, dammit!!!!!"
"... Dunite, you're not gonna like me saying this but-"
"I should give up?"
"....... maybe?"
"Hmmmm lemme just think about that.... NO!!!! Are you crazy?!?! He KILLED me, he TORTURED Odette, he fucked YOU over, he fucked ICIA over, he fucked ALL of us over, he's the fucking reason we never got Ramiro back!!!!!"
"Yeah but-"
"Icia's basically blind, she's holding on too heavy to the fact he's family. Respectfully, who gives a fuck?! He still fucked us all over, why does HE get to be her sibling and encouraged and whatever now?!"
"...... are you.... jealous??? Of him???"
"So what if I am!!! I'm the one who's actually been close with her for the past god-knows how many years!!!"
"...."
"Doesn't matter. Friends or not, she wants to keep him alive and I'm not letting that happen. He deserves to suffer in the void and feel what we felt, what I felt! It's only fair! He REALLY wants to be redeemed? He can shove that wish right up his ass 'cause I want him DEAD!"
"... Dunite-."
"You see how Odette looked when Icia said he was staying. You saw how everyone reacted. She's crazy and delusional and WE'RE the only ones who have any kind of common sense with the fact he doesn't deserve to live! He doesn't deserve to call himself part of the kingdom."
"Dunite, that's enough."
"..... 'scuse me??"
"I get you want him dead. I do too, I really do. But- we just... can't."
"Why not?! 'Cause we'll get in trouble?! Who gives a shit!!"
"Well kinda me, but.. maybe we're just taking this a bit far. Look, I don't forgive him either. Not a chance, not ever. .... but, I don't know, I just... I thought about it after the seagull took him and...."
"... did you feel BAD???? FOR HIM?!?!"
"Not really but also kinda?"
"....."
"All I'm saying is, maybe letting him die would be a bad idea. He's got Icia, Yume, AND Raina on his side, and they're all logical so maybe there's... something that they see that we don't. Maybe it wouldn't be the best if we actually tried killing him."
"......"
".... Dunite say something."
"......"
"Please?"
".... fine."
"Oh, thank god...."
"You don't gotta do it."
"... wait what?"
"I said it, you don't gotta do it. I ain't gonna force ya to do nothin' you don't wanna.
"But I'm not stopping. I don't care what you or Icia or anyone does."
"Now hold on a minute-"
"NO. DON'T TELL ME TO HOLD ON!!!"
"....."
"If no one else is gonna, then I'll do it MYSELF. And don't even THINK about telling anyone else about this!!!"
*And she storms off.*
".... she's... bluffing. Probably.... I hope."
(Papa's killed snakes before. I can do the same. Easy peasy.)
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