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[smallerdelusions]

Week 1 of Inktober/Drawtober/Invertober

Idk man, I'm just trying to draw something all 31 days this time. Ft. my darling blue-tongue skink Theo (don't ask what his name's short for) and my binoculars, both drawn from life.

Ink and copic marker.

[tojiscrack]

WIFEYYYYY IMY

i legit have been so proud of myself lately bc i havent been talking to shitbag almost at all. i even waited in my car until he walked up to school bc we both pulled into the lot at the same time and i didnt want him to talk to me!

'i HAD to implement dadjo in the series bc as much as his relationship with the characters in canon was more like a fun older brother looking out for his students, he’s so father coded, specifically during the exchange event in s1 of jjk'

I AM SO HAPPY FOR THIS!!! I LOVE DADJO HCS

'HELP HE’S JUST A GUY WITH A CRUSH 😭'

so was shit bag 💔

but i have decided that if y/n and kamo get tgth and then y/n realizes her true feelings for megumi and breaks up w kamo, i will forgive you. barely.

'girl any more of the y/n criticism from you and i’m gonna start to think you hate our poor mc 🫵🏽😟🫷🏽'

listen. i dont haaaaaate her... yet.

she just gives me SO MUCH SECOND HAND EMBARASSMENT. LIKE HOLY MOLY THIS IS BAD.

'now with that threat, i humbly remind you of the ‘angst’ tag 🌝 no comment on anything after that'

"MERCUPINE IS CANON!" i thrash against my strait jacket as they throw me into the room with the padded walls.

'but unfortunately, at some point from here and up until june, there are gonna be super slow updates :( i’ll address that another time tho! <3'

AWWW DAMNNNN. i hope everything is okay pookie bear 🙏

yk i havent been this in love with a fic since like 2022 when i found a 500k word bakugo fanfic that was literally written like a novel. AND URS IS EXACTLY LIKE IT BRO.

like writer to writer- your exposition is INSANE. being able to develop their friendship when they're only like 5 or so is so cool to me because the initial friendship development is something i struggle with lowk....

BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS DONT DIE

'i am (unfortunately) a very picky eater. and i hate peanut butter ☹️'

STAY WITH ME. STAY WITH ME.

this is why we use unsweetened peanut butter protein powder. because, you can make it whatever texture u want and the peanut taste is toned down. and it adds protein to ur meal so u can be buff. (i am a gym bro)

'ik you mention that you guys have mutual friends and are in several gc’s tgth, so maybe blocking him is just not possible here, but giving him clipped responses when he texted and declining face-times is very much possible, i believe'

YEAHHH THATS WHAT IVE BEEN DOING THE PAST FEW DAYS LOL

he doesn't ft me tho which is great. he just sends me tiktoks that i respond to 23 hrs later so he doesn't bitch ab me losing our streak LMAO

'but make sure they’re very simple responses, nothing he can use as an opportunity to build on.'

yeah thats my move rn

'hmmm, this tells me a lot about him already 💀 i’m sorry kay, i do NOT like this imposter who-entered-earth-without-a-visa 😐'

YEAH BRO IDK HOW I EVEN LIKED HIM

like the past few days, the rose tined glasses have been lifted. esp bc one of our mutual friends gave him a kanye west american flag and he keeps posing with it everywhere.

liking kanye is embarassing enough idk why he's doing this too.

it reminds me of the time he trapped me in his car and made me listen to his explanation on why kanye west wasn't a bad guy.

'HAHAHA 😭 i’m dead serious. i don’t like that guy. i even feel like ‘shitbag’ as a name for him is a compliment, if anything.'

lowk ur so right

'do not compare our respectful-nonchalant-dreadhead-kamo to that bin-juice-of-a-human-being-SHITBAG. EVER 🤢'

I MEANT THE WAY WE REACT TO THEM LMAOAOAOAOAO

'did i forget to mention that i DETEST shitbag with my whole entire being?'

no i dont think u mentioned it 🤔🤔🤔

'CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT 🥳 WE LOVE TO SEE IT'

YES MAAAAM

'ok good, you’re not longer texting that unique-breed-of-human-kind, got my first point out of the way real quick. don’t ever text him unless he texts you'

YEPPP

'secondly, niceguy’s available. probably the only thing i agree with shitbag with. you should get with niceguy :)'

okay yeah but like even if im not that close friends w his ex-gf, we're still friends...

and our grade literally has 80 ppl in it so i would rather not do her dirty like that bc she WILL know

and we used to be rlly good friends in middle school

i snap him tho bc we are in fact still friends even if he dated my friend- i mean we have literally known each other for 10 yrs LMAO

'marry fictional men and die in love with them'

i think this is a very good plan. i am currently writing iwaizumi fanfiction bc iwaizumi haijime (27) athletic trainer is all i need rn!

lowk this fic was inspired by liar liar in the sense that i took inspo from how u have it start when they're younger / preshow. i had it start in their first yr so i can develop their friendship before they go straight into love. (i'm ur biggest fan btw)

'i’m not aware of it. even when i looked it up, i was a little confused haha.'

oh my god it's literally like the dumbest cringest game ever but i love it so much. it's an otome dating sim game and it's so nostalgic to me bc i used to play it when i was like 13.

but it's fucked up my sleep schedule bc part of the game is that u have to play the chatrooms before the next one unlocks or the previous one will lock and u have to pay (in game cash) to play it afterwards.

so i have a schedule.

i stay up til 1:52 to play the 1:48 chatroom and then i sleep, wake up at 6:50 for school, play the 3ish AM chatroom before the 8AM chatroom unlocks, and then go to school, play the 8AM chatroom, and continue playing the chatrooms throughout the day.

now let me show u the cringey ass messages these characters send and the cringey ass messages im forced to send (i have to pick through a few options).

LIKE THIS IS SO CRINGE.... BUT I AM FREE.

'but i am super glad you are starting to find enjoyable things to look back on that take you away from the negative doom-cloud that is shitbag! 😙 idek you irl but that genuinely makes me so happy for youuuu <3'

AWWWWWW ILYSM

'i’m living vicariously through you, honestly 😭'

AWWWWW

'THEY CAN STILL BE LONG, I LOVE HEARING ABOUT UR DAY AND STUFF AND GETTING TO KNOW YOU, but i’m glad shitbag will no longer be the centre of our conversations'

okay so lets kiss pls and ty

also have u heard the epic the musical concept album at all? like that one tiktok audio that's like 'i would fall in love with you over and over again'.

bc it's taken over my fyp w emo ass edits and my friends are SICK OF ME

too many satosugu edits w this audio and i'm gonna kms pls and ty

OKAYYYY THAT IS IT FOR TODAY'S UPDATE! I HOPE UR DAY IS AMAZING POOKIE BEAR <3

HELLO AGAIN!! <333

‘i legit have been so proud of myself lately bc i havent been talking to shitbag almost at all’ — I’M SO PROUD OF YOU TOO WHATTT 😭😫 i’m now at ease, we haven’t lost another one of our gorgeous girlies to the m*le species, thank the lord 😤

‘(…) and i didnt want him to talk to me!’ — YEEEESSSS, we’ve made it to that point! 🥳 today is a good day 😌

‘I LOVE DADJO HCS’ — me too 😋 it’s a shame gege didn’t implement this more in canon-jjk, but it is what it is, ig

‘so was shit bag 💔’ — NUH UH 🤨 shitbag is not just a guy with a crush he’s not even a guy at all, that’s an undiscovered breed right there , he’s someone who treats both the girls he likes AND dislikes like dog shit, and i’m not having it 😐

‘if y/n and kamo get tgth and then y/n realises her true feelings for megumi and breaks up w kamo, i will forgive you. barely’ — 🫣 we shall see… 👀

‘listen. i dont haaaaaate her... yet’ — free my poor mc from the shackles of ur scepticism 🤛🏽😔🤜🏽

‘she just gives me SO MUCH SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT’ — you think SHE gives you second hand embarrassment? 😧 girlypops, try reading my levi fic (don’t, actually, i’m just using this as an example haha) , y/n over there is unhinged to the point where second hand embarrassment is literally her middle name 😭

‘"MERCUPINE IS CANON!" i thrash against my strait jacket as they throw me into the room with the padded walls’ — LMAOOOO 😭 DKMMM 💀 technically they are canon (the story is centred around them), and even as the author who could potentially go for the bittersweet type of ending where they don’t end up together, i can easily say (with confidence) that they have a shit ton more chemistry than mermaid and kamotionless 😊

but we'll see how everything goes!

‘AWWW DAMNNNN. i hope everything is okay pookie bear 🙏' — well... i revealed why i had concerns about my (already ass) updating schedule now 👀 ik this ask was sent in a few days before my announcement last night, so ofc you couldn't have known when you sent this in. but now you do! and i appreciate ur support SOOO much. i swear, you have no idea <3

i also responded quite late to this ask 'cause it's quite long, and i like to address every single thing in longer asks so im not purposely missing anything out and then come across as dry haha 🥴

'yk i havent been this in love with a fic since like 2022 when i found a 500k word bakugo fanfic that was literally written like a novel. AND URS IS EXACTLY LIKE IT BRO' — 🥹🥹🥹

ik a lot of ppl complain about long fics, but i can’t help but love them (especially when i’m in the comfort of my own room just reading as i go with all the lights off, no school the next day, no alarm set, etc).

and this… coming my story to a novel? 😩

i’m so unbelievably flattered rn, like i want to grab you through the screen and i can’t ☹️

‘like writer to writer- your exposition is INSANE. being able to develop their friendship when they're only like 5 or so is so cool to me because the initial friendship development is something i struggle with lowk...’ — UGH, STOP IT, MY HEART CAN’T TAKE ANY MORE OF THIS 😫🩵🩵🩵

MY BPM IS HIGHER THAN NORMAL RN AND I HAVEN’T EVEN EXERCISED TODAY ❤️‍🔥

wishing i was shakespeare rn so i can give you the most poetic response that isn’t just ‘i’m so flattered’, ‘stoppp’, ‘ilysm moreee’, etc. the problem is that i’m always at a loss for words ‘cause of the range of compliments you offer 😭💕

‘STAY WITH ME. STAY WITH ME’ — 🙁 … ☹️ … 🌬️🏃🏽‍♀️‍➡️��🚪

‘this is why we use unsweetened peanut butter protein powder. because, you can make it whatever texture u want and the peanut taste is toned down. and it adds protein to ur meal so u can be buff’ — maybe i’ll try it 😳 i’ve yet to find a protein powder brand that doesn’t make me shit myself + give me acne, but we’ll see! i don’t have really high hopes tho (i’m a picky eater 😔)

‘like the past few days, the rose tined glasses have been lifted’ — the more i read this ask, the more i smile 😋

‘it reminds me of the time he trapped me in his car and made me listen to his explanation on why kanye west wasn't a bad guy’ — UMM?? THAT’S ASSAULT?? HELLO? 😭

ARE YOU OK? NEED A LAWYER? I’M STUDYING LAW, I GOT YOU 😟

‘I MEANT THE WAY WE REACT TO THEM LMAOAOAOAOAO’ — THANK GOD 😔

‘and our grade literally has 80 ppl in it so i would rather not do her dirty like that bc she WILL know. and we used to be rily good friends in middle school’ — mmm, yeah, so maybe not niceguy either. back to the fictional men plan then! (until someone new comes along and meets our high standards for you!) 😋

‘i think this is a very good plan. i am currently writing iwaizumi fanfiction bc iwaizumi haijime (27) athletic trainer is all i need rn!’ — WAIT WAIT WAIT, iwaizumi hajime from haikyuu? LMAO WAIT, I THOUGHT YOU’D BE INTO KAGEYAMA OR SMTH? 😭

HAHAHA I’M DYING, HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS COMING?

‘lowk this fic was inspired by liar liar in the sense that i took inspo from how u have it start when they're younger / preshow. i had it start in their first yr so i can develop their friendship before they go straight into love’ — 😳

a lot of my ao3 readers would tell me that i inspired them to write fics and stuff, but they never tell me what it is about my story that inspired them, yk? so as nice as it is to hear such a thing from them, i never know what exactly about LL got them writing 🙁

BUT THIS? 🥹

i’m so flattered honoured, genuinely. maybe one day, when i can stop scaring myself about reading other people’s works (it’s a genuine irrational fear of mine), i can pick up one of yours and give you the queen!treatment you give me every other day 🥹🩵

‘im ur biggest fan btw)’ — excuse me, DON’T call urself that. we’re friends 👊🏽🤨 (i’m spudding you btw)

‘oh my god it's literally like the dumbest cringest game ever but i love it so much’ — me talking about episode 2015 😀

‘but it's fucked up my sleep schedule bc part of the game is that u have to play the chatrooms before the next one unlocks or the previous one will lock and u have to pay (in game cash) to play it afterwards. so i have a schedule. i stay up til 1:52 to play the 1:48 chatroom and then i sleep, wake up at 6:50 for school, play the 3ish AM chatroom before the 8AM chatroom unlocks, and then go to school, play the 8AM chatroom, and continue playing the chatrooms throughout the day’ — HAHAHAHHAHAA 😭 IDK WHY THIS MADE ME LAUGH LMAOOO, you literally ended up making a whole plan around ur sleeping schedule for this game? 😭 DAMN, how good must it be???

I’M CRYINGGGG THE MESSAGES ����😭😭

WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS CRINGE, I DIDN’T THINK IT WAS ‘i’d like to tell kay how i feel and make her mine but—’ , ‘you can have me right now!’ TYPE OF CRINGE? HELLO? 😭

I’M CRYINGGGG STOPPP

AND THIS YOOSUNG GUY COMING IN TO PUT IN HIS 2 CENTS IS KILLING MEEEEE 😭

‘omg’ after the zen guy literally declared that you’re his omega LMFAOOO

yoosung’s just a chill guy 😀

‘don’t let the beast inside of me awaken’ — HUH???? 😭

KAY I’M ACTIALLY DYING MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD WTH IS THIS 😭😭😭

THAT’S SUCH A MALAKAI THING OF HIM TO SAY, wait—

👀

your type is literally malakai?

LMFAOOOO KAY X MALAKAI NO WAYYYY 😭😭😭

‘no one dare to touch her 🐺’ — BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAHAYAGAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

PLS HOW DOES Y/N GIVE YOU SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT WHEN ZEN IS RIGHT THERE

kay pls tell me you’re joking. there’s absolutely no way 😭 and you told me all this in CONFIDENCE 💀

‘LIKE THIS IS SO CRINGE.... BUT I AM FREE’ — KAY 😭

self aware queen? 🥴💜

‘also have u heard the epic the musical concept album at all? like that one tiktok audio that's like 'i would fall in love with you over and over again.’ bc it's taken over my typ w emo ass edits and my friends are SICK OF ME’ — HAHAHAHA, no i actually haven’t 😭 so i looked it up just now and i’ve genuinely never heard of it in my life, ever’

‘too many satosugu edits w this audio and i'm gonna kms pls and ty’ — wait that makes sense as to why i haven’t seen it 💀

i don’t ship satosugu 👀 i can hear the shippers coming to bury me alive so my tiktok fyp is obviously gonna be catered towards videos i’ll end up liking and saving, and since i don’t actively search for satosugu edits and like and save them, my fyp is most definitely completely different to yours

hence why i’ve never heard of that audio 😭

but i should be glad! even tho i don’t ship them, i see tragedy in their friendship every time i see scenes of them together, so maybe it’s a good thing i hadn’t seen or heard of the audio before this ☹️

stop now i’m imagining you and zen with this audio HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH 😭

he’d fall in love with you over and over again… and you’d have to make sure the beast inside him doesn’t awaken over and over again 💀

ok i’ll stop 😭

[deedala]

🌿w e e k l y 🍄 t a g 🕯️ w e d n e s d a y🌙

thanks @darlingian for writing this week!! and thanks for tagging me @creepkinginc @energievie @metalheadmickey 💖💖💖

which character from any media would you like to have as a father?: oh hey yeah i am going to have to also say Bob Belcher. He is dad goals.

if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have?: im sorry i have a whole entire me and 2 kids to take care of i dont want anything else lmao

what is your Chinese takeout order?: veggie fried rice and veggie egg rolls!

what's your favourite emoji?: omg i dunno uhmmmm 💖 is probably up there!!

would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house?: okay i am a legendary plant killer but i would LOVE to be able to just hang in a greenhouse. thats my vibe. i just cannot be responsible for those plants ok

what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly?: david the gnome!

what was your tumblr like when you first joined?: for a really long time my tumblr was just my silly little artworks, from like 2011 to late 2014. in 2015 it became more of my dragon age artwork and fandom blog. and then a few years ago i just started reblogging whatever the fuck i wanted. and well now its a whole mess huh. my beloved trash pile.

what clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself?: cottage core and dark academia

if you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best?: Thedas hoo boy

what is your favourite piece of art?: hmmm birth of venus by william-adolphe bouguereau

do you have a water bottle? what does it look like?: aluminum cup with a straw style, its blue and green and has a leaves design on it

what fanfic trope is a quiet fave? uuhhh...i dont know if i have a quiet fav?

do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it?: lately its been an addidas black drawstring bag. i just dug through it and found absolutely nothing un-normal haha?? i guess the most uncommon thing in there might be the epi-pens??

If you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be?: what kind of choice is this?? im going to go ahead and be a cheater and say i BFF ship mickey with debbie

what is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did?: ack...again i dunno?? i just like all the basic things and i dont know enough about the other stuff? maybe i need to try more things that i think sound unfun lol

Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian?: lmao hes so inexplicably swole, yes absolutely

who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house?: i want debbie to have that, she deserves it.

Okay here's some nuggets who i think might want to play!! @michellemisfit @too-schoolforcool @mickeysgaymom @heymrspatel @gallawitchxx @gardenerian @callivich @juliakayyy @mmmichyyy @jrooc @sam-loves-seb @crossmydna @suzy-queued @tanktopgallavich @lingy910y @transmickey @rereadanon @palepinkgoat @sickness-health-all-that-shit @suchagallabitch @thepupperino @sleepyfacetoughguy @tsuga-of-mars and also you person not tagged you can lie and say i tagged you as always i will corroborate~

[mithliya]

In regards to ppl jumping down your throat about that post (TM). 1) you're right. But 2) Like... I can see how discussing participating in sex acts with a trans woman is no different from having them with any other male is something that has merit.... But thats not RADICAL FEMINIST content. Like, is it gender critical content? Probably? Thats where it fits better. It would be more appropriate to tag it as such. But radical feminism isnt JUST gender criticality!!! Like, being gender critical is a part of radical feminism but They! Are! Not! The! Same! Thing!

And yeah, people instantly assuming that you asking "how is talking about giving a male person oral sex so explicitly (and in a way that would immediately alienate a lesbian reader... who the post is supposedly for????) is in any way relevant to radical feminism?" Meant that you were saying "female heterosexuality is unsightly and i dont want to see it and also het women need to shut up forever".

(And also the comparison of lesbians being like... I dont want posts about sucking dick to abound in the radfem tag is in ANY WAY AT ALL similar to homophobic people not wanting to see women kiss.... Like???? Thanks for being so bald-faced about your homophobia. Its not the same actually but its interesting to see that you think a minority asking an innocuous question is the same as oppression)

Dear. God. Some people on this site just fucking love to assume the worst from you and needlessly attack you about it. They bring all their lesbophobic assumptions into ANY discussion that you happen to have.

I'll tell you what a rational response could have been to the question you posed. "I think this is relevant based on gender critical beliefs that radfems hold and i wanted to share my experience with that audience"

That doesnt mean that anyone has to agree about whether or not it was a relevant post for a FEMINIST TAG based on FEMINIST CONTENT. But the way ppl responded to you was ABSOLUTELY DERANGED. Words in your mouth. Baseless assumptions. Critique based on things you didnt say. Like..... ????? HUH???

If ppl were normal the convo could have ended with you saying "actually i dont think this is relevant to radical feminist analysis. I think you should have used a different tag for this". Instead you had to have paragraphs long responses where you had to pick apart the lesbophobic rhetoric that is being tossed your way and defend yourself FOR LICHERALLY JUST ASKING A QUESTION.

You didnt even ask an inflammatory question! You didnt even ask it with intent to attack the original OP.

Not only is gender critical and radfem tumblr just.... Fucking radioactive with lesbophobia, but people *specifically* attack you with SO MUCH hostility and treat everything you say with so much bad faith. Like???? Its fucking exhausting to just read, i cannot imagine how fucking irritating it must be to experience it constantly. I wonder if perhaps... Hmmm.. there might be a specific form of oppression you face that might make you more likely to face these attacks.... Hmmm... i think it starts with "race" and ends with "ism". I have not seen white lesbians with similar politics to you facing the same backlash on EVERYTHING they say.

And accusing you of faking anons???????? HUH????? Yeah no, you -- a blog with thousands of followers who regularly gets anons -- MUST OBVIOUSLY have to send urself messages to show ppl agree with you and your opinions 🙄 maddening.

u said it all perfectly anon 😭 and yeah funnily enough it’s very clear people treat me differently, like even if ppl want to argue i’m an obnoxious drama queen or whatever, women who are that & worse still don’t get treated the same way. but if i point out maybe there’s some sort of prejudice underlying ppl treating me differently then i get mocked and belittled further 🤭 oh well. that whole interaction was just insane bc she straight up just lashed out at me & put a bunch of words in my mouth simply bc she saw that i’m a lesbian. funnily enough these things happen even when i word things in the mildest least confrontational way possible so i don’t even know what to do to to get ppl to chill out

[grahamcarmen]

No i didn't send a ask yet i was just checking to see if you got the ask since a previous ask i send to another blogger was never answered.

anyway, deep thought but if you think about it when people ship carmen and grey back at vile academy and during each one's brainwashing you're essentially shipping different characters making redcrackle have plenty of subcategories, what would be your ship name for each categorie( I can't be bothered to list how many there are i'm sorry).

also also, have you seen kitsukits redcrackle "arcade" amv and AuroralovesMCSM's "Carmen and grey being in love for 5 minutes and 30 seconds" complication video.

Oh ok!

I can see that lol.

I don't romantically ship them at the VILE academy stage [even if I do believe its an important dynamic to their overall relationship] because thats where its strictly platonic. But since I have been around around long enough that I know that people sometimes people use ship as just a relation"ship" marker [hi ouat I know you guys weren't actually shipping certain peeps lol. Like they had platonic ship names regularly and most people understood that :p] that part would probably be cracklesheep or graysheep because thats when carmen was just Black sheep and gray didn't have any attachment to his name graham but also wasn't hard line about being crackle yet.

Carmen looking at Graham looking at her romantically and going 👉👈maybe maybe? And allowing carmen to take the initiative in prioritizing her protective feelings over him?and lowkey allowing graham to again gain affection for her in an entirely different light...Hmmm

Svdjdkdokd i guess grahamcarmen or carmgray because she is still insisting on calling him gray and ascribing his new flirtation and doing good as like a mishmash

Gray pretending that she would have made the choice to be carmen while being on the island with that sinking feeling that no. carmen exists because she was chose to leave and connect with the outside world? And more than just acknowledging it wanting to protect it at the cost of what he valued most? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Cracklecarmen?

Tbh I've really grown attached to red crackle not just because its the first way to make it clear that i want these 2 to kiss because its the clear romantic shipname lol but also because its kinda what they choose to portray themselves as. Carmen using her red coat and name from the outfit she got off the island to signal the need to stop VILE to anyone who can find her and Crackle as a codename of the path that gray is choosing to follow even as he finds something good inside him trying to make it to the surface

and their relationship allowing them to clash but also want to look past that to the people who made these choices because they care about them.

And what makes it fun is that those subcategories include past subcategories, build on them, and change aspects of their relationship ever so slightly until we end up with something that is not at all how they started [gray in love with carmen and carmen with her deeper feelings of being forced to go without him as fully expressed as the finale allowed] . And when their memories are in place they acknowledge that. Its all rc to me...but I get it ! Exploring each category is VERRRRY different and I even sometimes tag them dark! Redcrackle for the dark red caper version of them instead of redcrackle because that is just ...different.

and my username lol is because I LOVE her nickname for him but always champion that entirely ignoring " graham " isnt....like they do need to adress that...somehow...not even to always go by his name because he's not anti-his nickname [and as you can see i think that carmen conflating his flirtations as something gray now can do 🥰 is hmmmmmmmmmm] but its still...~~~~~~idk. I am very appreciative that he does have a full name.

I have actually a playlist trying to save as many rc vids as I can find so yes! I have seen the arcade fanvid but like I might have just saved the other vid and watched the episodes again 😭

Edit: IALMOST FORGOT HIMALAYA AND TRAIN RC they can be cracklecarmen uwu

[rizzyluke]

18, 25 and 6 for that fandom ask meme 👀

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

i have a lot of tss tags blocked so im not really sure about no. 25 fjejdbjf anyway heres my answers

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

it was a beautiful day of wallowing in No Content Hell about a certain fandom of mine. at that point, sanders sides is like some sort of limbo to me, consisting of mostly things i used to like and very little of things i truly, genuinely still like and care about. the lack of episodes also made this feeling worse.

suddenly u got a new episode! or short, or whatever. and it has janus, my fave side, singing a lovely song. and i was stoked! but after watching the video, can u imagine-- can u imagine feeling like gaining more faith in the series only for that to taste bitter by moceit shippers going crazy??? shippers who solely focus on moceit and shoved it on everyones face???? at that time, it felt bad and bitter and i had enough and went on a tag blocking rampage :p thank god for other, more active fandom for sweeping me off my feet and took me away from the place that is the tss fandom. i still carry this bad memory to this day

tldr the answer is moceit fans

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

loceit

i would really like to see more focus roman-patton dynamic. doesnt have to be romantic. maybe there are more of those but i just dont know them. i havent been in the tss ao3 for quite sometime.

i think we're really sleeping on just how the two trust each other. and like, they've probably known each other their entire existence. i see too many """hot takes""" and fics of patton manipulating roman's trust for his own benefit, but honestly the way i see it, roman puts a lot of trust on patton because he knows him, and he knows just how big his heart is. and patton tries his best and i think he genuinely trusts roman the same amount! they love each other, man. thats why svsr hurts so much to me. its not about the two extroverts and happy, sun-coded guys getting in a fight. its about a well loved and well maintained friendship on the brink of collapse and i hope they can solve it. i hope they get the closure they deserve.

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

i immediately thought of stuff in the ts criticism tag and honestly go off kings and queens, spill the fucking TEA. i have no problem with ts criticism.

hmmm does being tired of people bashing patton counts??? im so tired of patton bashers. u guys arent cool and nuanced. kindly shut up with ur insane patton takes, i dont need to hear them.

[schoolbookdepository]

stole this from ella cuz i think its funny n im board Relationship status: i m love

Favourite colour: dark green is my color then pink black yellow 

Song stuck in my head: little busters by the pillows cuz @pinkmoondoll9shihtzu n i rewatched flcl last week, also hunter r planning a flcl music project thing as well >:)

Last song I listened to: jessy bulba - el diazepan

Three fav foods:  panda express orange chicken n fried rice, my parents’ homemade battered fried chicken/mash potatoes/broccoli n like a biscuit, and hmmm idk psusy probably LoL. i like sugar a lot too so im including dunkin donuts apple fritters in here n also some good cinnamon coffee cake x

Last thing I googled: “clown fish” 

Dream trip: staying in japan for like 6 months w my friends (for most of it) n actually visiting all of the islands.. i rly wanna go to okinawa in the summer and hokaido in the early winter.. would wanna play some shows in osaka and tokyo.. but thats rly unrealistic so instead im settling for going to england next year to go to bangface and 2 play shows w my friends ^__^

Anything I want right now: a cure for my brain disease(s), enough money to move away from new mexico and to pay for something i need to pay for, to be sober from kratom

i feel bad tagging anyone in this LOL so if u wanna fill it out go for it... however i will be tagging @sodasteal

[cyberdragoninfinity]

Alexis 15 and 25!! and i dont know the man but Aporia 15 and 25 if they apply?

LEXI....

(Alexis) 15. Worst storyline they had

HMMM prrrrobably that whole thing with Atticus trying so desperately to make her be idol siblings with him. I LOVE their dynamic to bits and it isnt even that bad but it's just. very "ok heres our GIRL character we need her to be EXTRA GIRLY." very Yugioh Fumbling Girl Characters Moments. 😔

(Alexis) 25. When do you think they acted the most ooc

I guess probably Society of Light/Season 2 era, on the whole? Even though that was sort of the point with her being brainwashed there....

(actually ok hang on sorry to be Tag Forcer Number Uno but the ACTUAL. OOC ALEXIS MOMENT OF ALL TIME (FUNNY) IS HER ALT ROUTE IN TAG FORCE 3. WHERE SHE'S JUST OBSESSED WITH "CLEANING UP" DUEL ACADEMY AND ERADICATING ATTICUS'S TOMFOOLERY ENTIRELY. SHES SO FUCKING MEAN FOR NO REASON)

(even then though she is like. in canon people are a little scared of her so it might not even be actually THAT ooc. but it's a pretty hilarious 180 literally why did they do that to her JHDFHDFS)

ALSO OK. THESE QUESTIONS FOR APORIA ARE. REALLY FUNNY ACTUALLY. SINCE HE WAS ONLY IN LIKE EIGHT EPISODES. BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST

(Aporia) 15. Worst storyline they had

he really did just Have The One lmao...... ok I guess they did make him Sadman Deadwife which is a little :/ Not my favorite :/ But he did in the end become Deadwife himself so. lol :,)

(Aporia) 25. When do you think they acted the most ooc

I GENUINELY CANT THINK OF ANYTHING again if only because his character arc is pretty streamlined and he wasnt even on screen long enough to do anything egregiously OOC. small blessing i suppose

the HATERS might say whatever silly shit he does in Tag Force 6 is OOC but i SIMPLY THINK THATS JUST PART OF HIS PERSONALITY. I THINK HE HAS THE CAPACITY TO A LITTLE DEADPAN AND GOOFY. THATS ALL

[gaymelie]

Got tagged by @emptymasks and i usually forget these but I'm in the mood rn so lets go! Thanks for the tag :D

Three ships:

Hmmm been seeing a chunk of absolutely adorable Ashton/Fearne content on my dash and going slightly insane over them so definitely them. Also recently watched lockwood and Co. And the main trio is absolutely adorable together and I think they make an amazing OT3. Uuuh ok also gonna throw in Jack/Rose/The Doctor because I was rooting for then to win the polyship showdown vote (but they just got voted out).

First ever ship

Probably Bamon, first proper fandom was Vampire Diaries and i was a big Damon Girlie but not too hyped for Elena, however i was also super into Bonnie (not for any gay reasons nooooo not at all why do you ask) and also honestly i still think they'd make a great couple. They have a special place in my heart forever.

Last Song

Word to the Wise from Hadestown. Honestly i had shuffle on my spotify and its the song i paused it on.

Last movie

I think Moulin Rouge? Boyfriend suggested watching it on Valentines Day because its romantic and he knows i love that movie a lot.

Currently reading

Both nothing and a lot of books. I don't really get around to reading a lot but i have a whole stack of in progress reads. Starcrossed by Josephine Angelini (fun book if extremely YA Romance™), Changes by Jim Butcher (its Dresden Files thats warning enough but unfortunately they are good too), Tapestry Series by Henry Neff, Golden Compass, I've also been itching to read one of the "Marsprojekt" by Eschbach books again.

Currently watching

Currently watching the AC Odyssey lets play by Gronkh, as well as Perfect Match on netflix (don't judge me its fun).

Currently consuming

Tumblrs posts? Idk i am also confused what this means. The souls of the innocent maybe.

Currently craving

(Free time) idk nothing in particular, was craving a good stew all day and now have the ingredients in the fridge will make one tomorrow. Having some wine rn.

Tagging: alrighty yall just gonna tag some mutuals feel free to ignore me if you don't wanna do it @undefeatednils @heda-fleimkepa @definitely-not-an-alb @nerdwithaknife @franzis-frantic-thoughts @francis-posts @hey-world-its-mee @somefandom @plantpalfynn

[cosmic-nightglow]

About Us

Polyfragmented/complex DID system

17 years old

They/she/he pronouns collectively

If unsure who is fronting just call us Elyxir

AuDHD

hEDS, POTS

Currently on our SP we have just over 60 parts logged however at the start of the year Juniper decided to make a new SP account and so now we are slowly bringing the parts from the old one to the new one (smart choice Junie made though cause the formatting was a mess) but we know that there is well over 100 probably over 200 even so basically we have shitton of parts but half the time they aren't even logged on PK or SP. Like there are ones who wrote notes and what not but did not log themselves on SP so truly the alter count is fuck this shit there's too many.

We're also introject heavy (yay fiction our only escape from the world for the first 10 years of our life and then yay fifth harmony our next means of escape /s. we all agree on one thing collectively, fifth harmony, we love the girls)

Don't really care for syscourse (we enjoy hearing the different opinions and occasionally may wish to voice ours but don't care too much for it if you get what I'm saying)

Stance on endos: don't really care, they're experience is greatly different to ours, as long as they understand that what they experience is different to what we experience and they don't spread misinformation (intentionally. unintentional misinfo is different and easily spread) we're chill with them cause who knows maybe there is a scientific explanation for them but we don't care that much tbh. We're not gonna go out of or way to get mad at y'all even though sometimes we're like "hmmm is this really a thing?" mostly just as long as endos stay in their space and don't try to invade ours we're chill.

Some parts are more anti-endo than others, some parts are more neutral and some parts may be completely chill with endos, genuinely it completely depends on the part.

We'll trigger tag stuff as TW topic. This will go for vents in general, the ent will be tagged TW vent along with any other potentially triggering topics.

We'll tag any basic triggering topics (if we don't tag one we should just send us a dm or ask to let us know cause we probs didn't realise)

DNI:

Basic DNI

fakeclaimers

honestly really thats it tbh

We'll probably also bitch about shit a lot, mostly drama at school though cause damn does that shit get messy quick and annoying.

Might end up updating this shit with more info later (sorry bout any typos but not really sorry I just don't give enough of a fuck to proofread)

Frequent Fronters below the line

Juniper, 8-15, She/they, Lesbian, Host, Fictional Introject, Part of the Terrorised Stories Subsystem

Augustine, 17, She/they, Lesbian, Host, Fictional Introject

Lauren, 18-27, She/her, Bi, Protector, Soother, Trauma Holder, Factual Introject, Part of Moon Line Subsystem

Camila, 18-26, She/her, Lesbian, Protector, Factual Introject

LJ, 17, She/he/they/mera/lun/leaf, Bi, Soother, Factual Introject

Karla Camila (Karla, KC), 16, She/her, Lesbian, Soother, Factual Introject

And since I'm in front I'll add info about myself despite not being a frequent fronter

Maeve/Finn, Late teens, They/it/vamp/spiri, IDK my sexuality, Persecutor

[lesbiankoby]

#wait. wait this is sooooooo good#especially if dante was young enough to basically forget everything#whoever comes to investigate the fire finds a small child locked in a wardrobe and is like oh my god#but dante refuses to say anything at all. just does not talk bc he's like 4 and traumatized#gets adopted out. tony redgrave becomes his name bc someone chooses it for him#bc the people realize there...somehow are not records for the family that lived on the hill. they can't remember the kids' names#as dante gets older he blocks out those memories. he knows he's adopted but he doesn't remember his life before#and maybe mundus doesn't realize sparda had 2 kids so vergil keeps most of the demons busy while running#but eventually he and dante end up close to each other. and the demons find dante too#dante's family gets killed and he doesn't know why. what were those creatures. what's happening#why does he feel like he's seen them before. why does he feel like he needs to hide. it's hot. his skin burns. throat hurts to breathe#police investigate and assume it was some brutal armed robbery. dante gets shoved onto another family#eventually they're killed too. and dante doesn't know what's happening. he gets almost mortally wounded but lives#by the time he's found he's healed though so when he talks about monsters and nearly dying the police assume he's either-#traumatized/in shock to the point of delirium. or that he's insane and HE'S the one who killed them.

#dante ends up running. maybe he just bolts. maybe more demons come and give him his opening.#i'm not totally sure how he'd get Rebellion. honestly i'm not totally opposed to him getting it in the temen ni gru?#like. he starts with his guns and maybe some knives or something. vergil knows he's young so he basically orders some of the-#intelligent guardians of the tower to make sure dante makes it to him alive. maybe he orders nevan to do it or something#cerberus falls to dante's guns. also hmmm thats a lot of bats and lightning wonder what that was oh well#same with agni and rudra. wow this tower has so many bats someone should clear this place out#dante mostly relies on agni and rudra for his fight with vergil. he summons rebellion when vergil stabs him through the chest.#(vergil then stabs him with rebellion because he's not sure if yamato is quite enough to unlock his trigger and save him)#(vergil is in this to get power to protect himself...and i think dante too. a younger dante he'd feel more care for. bc it's different-)#(when your mom tries to protect a 4 year old who can't protect himself versus your twin brother who shouldve been as capable)#dante vs nevan would be fun bc he'd realize she'd been helping him this whole time and not want to fight but she has orders to.#also i think pre dmc3 vergil and dante meeting would be dante trying to figure out who vergil is. he's not sure. but he KNOWS him#that's what drives dante to the tower. arkham tells him that 'the man you saw' is there. lures him w the promise of family#oh no i'm out of tags! but fun to think about

YOWCH AND AH... SO GOOD... i have a lot of like half formed thoughts about [gestures] all this and i dont have the time or will to gather them all together atm but i think "tony redgrave" being called "dante" by vergil (and probably but not necessarily arkham) and that name hitting the core of that. deeply repressed part of him... (and that interplay with lady's plotline with her name!) + the uh horror of this version of dante literally not knowing what he is, really, other then cursed. vergil's opinions on that...

woah baby brother (real actual) dante… i think my vague impression of that au would be either “vergil has to raise his own baby brother” (nobody likes that) or “dante and vergil are still separated but dante was young enough to not actually have clear memories of their time together & has even less of an idea of what the hell is going on with his life (and probably doesn’t have rebellion on him initially)” (nobody likes that)

[phlyaros]

I'm probably never going to complete these so here's some old half life funny sketches

[themercyless]

Don’t feel shy about specifying more than one muse bye the way on this sort of meme. 

[nageki-the-friendly-ghost]

Me: writes a viscerally uncomfortable description of gender dysphoria and internalized transphobia through the viewpoint of Ryouta.

Also me: Haha I don't protect my issues onto birds, why would I do that?

[oshidorifuufu]

sankyuu for the tag~

1. named after anyone? my birthname, no, my chosen name, also no

2. last time i cried? im not sure actually, maybe a month or so ago

3. kids? hmmmmmmmmm…..

4. sports? i did try taking tennis lessons for a bit but i wasnt good at it and i quit to take up music lessons instead. id like to try again, or volleyball

5. sarcasm? i dont have any strong thoughts on it, its a bit annoying when used to make a snappy comment

6. first thing i notice about something / someone? not sure…probably any distinguishable facial features i guess

7. eye colour? dark brown

8. scary movies or happy endings? happy endings…i cannot stress enough how much i cant handle any sort of visual horror, especially games and it really sucks because i do like it as a concept

9. talents? i definitely wouldnt say im ‘talented’ at anything. im somewhat okay at drawing and im kinda good at singing and playing the oboe.

10. place of birth? england, and im actually mixed, im half scottish and half barbadian :3

11. hobbies? i LOVE LOVE singing, i like playing the oboe, dancing, drawing, playing video games, language learning (specifically japanese), watching and interacting with vtubers, i have a small collection of manga (around 40-50 volumes) but collecting slowed down a lot cuz its expensive to get manga where i am.., reading manga in general, sometimes anime, i would love to start playing guitar again

12. pets? just my dog :3 she’s a rhodesian ridgeback, possibly mixed with a rottweiler but we dk cuz shes a rescue :3 (im actually more of a cat person tho..)

13. height? around 5’7 🥱 maybe just a liiitlle under

14. favourite school subject? well when i was in school it was english!!

15. dream job? hmmm…i dont know. but i guess concept art for video games or maybe something social work related, MAYBE singing but i dont want the bad parts of fame lol, maybe vtubing but thats pretty unrealistic

i dont think i have anyone to tag this time lolll~~

tagged by @wolfsangel

1. named after anyone? no but my grandma chose my current name 2. last time I cried? today 3. kids? my plushies 4. sports? sleeping (n skating in winter) 5. sarcasm? hard to understand 6. first thing I notice about something? shape 7. eye color? that weird grey color that either looks green or blue to people 8. scary movies or happy endings? scary movies 9. talents? communicating with anything that has a soul 10. place of birth? c++ compiler 11. hobbies? programming, drawing, music, reserching topics no one cares about 12. pets? da dog, da hamster, soon da stickbugs 13. height? 5'5 or somwthing 14. favorite school subject? i dunno 15. dream job? something programming or osint related

tagging: @fvckinnefor @disruptxrr @ttattp @necoboberarc @poorpastel-pain + any1 who wants to do this ^__^

[leoxxii]

hm. a boy.