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rodismancave · 2 years ago
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After yet another excurssion through an alternate Cybertron, Rodimus finds that no, this time he will not be going back to the Lost Light sober. Not drunk enough to be noteceable to others, but certainly enough to stop unwanted thoughts and stupid nonsense that eat away at his circuits and promise to leave everlasting damage if he keeps focusing on it.
He doesnt like it. Engex is only to be consumed when in the privacy of his room or amidst friends, never too much that it makes him dumb, only enough to make people think he is. Still, drinking what might not even be similar enough to his home dimension's energon might be dangerous, and the last thing he needs is more useless rumours, stupid sentences shared among people who would never care to even know him outside all this-- whatever "this" is. But right now he can't muster up the strength to care, because he can't find Nyon and this Cybertron isn't half as destroyed as he expected it to be, and there is life in the streets and laughter in booths and it makes him so nauseous that he frankly can't tell if maybe they ended up somewhere before, or long after the war. This is what could have been, a precious little city with good stores and happy people, and no Nyon to dissecrate the beauty of it, and therefore no Hot Rod to make it even worse, so he sits down on a booth, orders the strongest available, looks at his fingers and waits. He cannot care enough about Perceptor telling him not to mingle, can't bring himself to care if he bumps into someone who might know who he is, doesn't care about bringing memories to people he doesn't know and can't care about.
When his drink arrives, he doesn't look at who brings it, and he can only make himself groan irritably when someone sits besides him.
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princessjungeun · 4 years ago
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Nothing Can Pull Us Apart
Request: Hii, could I please request an angsty Yeji scenario where her girlfriend hasn’t come out to her family because they are homophobic but she’s accidentally outed one day and they don’t react well at all and disown her, but she knows Yeji has been stressed about a comeback and doesn’t want to add to the stress so she doesn’t tell her, which results in her distancing herself from Yeji, only worrying her even more. Angst with a happy ending please. Thank you in advance :)
CW: Homophobia, accidental outing
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“Hey Mrs. L/N look at the pictures we took!” Your long time best friend, Yerim waved her phone around excitedly. The two of you as well as a few other friends went to the beach for the weekend, staying at someone’s beach house overnight. Your mom agreed to let you go only because she knew Yerim was going as well.
The mini vacation was quite fun, you took your girlfriend and Yerim took hers. As well as four other kids that went to school with you all, and Yerim’s older brother, the cool chaperone.
As far as your mom knew Yeji was just a close friend of yours, nothing more. But the truth was you and Yeji had been together for the past 11 months. The two of you concealed your relationship knowing your mother would probably make you break up, or worse if she found out.
You snapped out of your thoughts and busied yourself trying to unpack so you could just go to sleep. The sound of Yerim’s happy voice and your mother laughing along filled your house.
Not paying any mind to them you threw your dirty clothes in a laundry basket, and folded the clean ones before putting them away. Now was when you noticed the house fell completely silent.
The silence hung over for at least three minutes, as if everything just came to a stop at once. You had a bad feeling but tried your best to push it aside, deciding you’d unpacked enough for tonight.
“Y/N. Come here please.” Your mother’s voice echoed through the hallway. By her tone she seemed upset, slightly angry, and a little sad?
You noticed Yerim’s phone still in your mother’s hand, with Yerim standing with watery eyes next to her.
“What is this?” Turning the phone so you could see what was on the screen, your mother moved her hand closer so you could see.
It was a picture of you and your friends sitting around a campfire. Yeji was sitting on your lap, her hand laced with yours. You held your finger on the screen activating the live photo feature. Watching the scene flash before your eyes, the scene of Yeji kissing you on the lips.
“I-I’m...She’s um-” You tried to form sentences but you couldn’t. Yerim tried to interviene “it’s not that big a deal Mrs-”
Your mother cut her off “get the hell out of my house. Don’t even think of coming back either.” She continued to talk, her words laced with hate. Yerim grabbed your arm and led you outside, tears running down her face.
You watched as your best friend immediately panicked in front of you “Y/N i’m so sorry I didn’t realize that was even there...I’m so sorry. You can stay with me as long as you want, you know my mom won’t mind too-”
Wiping away her tears you told her “it’s fine...she was going to find out either way okay? It’s not your fault. I’m not upset with you. Come on let’s go to your place hmm?”
It’s been three weeks since you were kicked out and you moved in with Yerim and her family. They didn’t have a problem with you staying and honestly they preferred it this way. Finally you didn’t have to hide such a large part of your life.
The only one in your inner circle that didn’t know about all of this was the one person who mattered most, Yeji.
Your girlfriend had been so stressed out about her comeback these past weeks. She’d been getting up early in the morning to do vocal rehearsals and recordings, then dancing for hours into the night. You knew she barely had time to eat let alone sleep. So you knew for a fact there was no time for her to worry about you.
Although you had somewhere to stay and you were being well cared for, there was still a problem. On the outside you pretended to be unbothered. But on the inside you were falling apart. You’d become distant from most of your friends, not talking as much as usual. You barely ate anything, and what you did eat was because Yerim forced you to.
Laying on your back you blankly stared at the ceiling lost in your own thoughts. Your ringtone sounded, Yeji’s specifically, snapping you out of your thoughts. As much as you didn’t want to answer the call, you knew she’d worry more if you didn’t.
Answering the call you smiled weakly at seeing her face.
“Hi baby!” She excitedly smiled at you, her eyes curling into crescent moons.
You responded “hey...what’s up?”
She immediately noticed you weren’t in your room, “where are you? That’s not your room.”
Looking around you laughed “yeah I’m just sleeping at Yerim’s...”
Yeji smiled and asked “oh how is she, I haven’t seen her since we went to the beach a few weeks ago.”
Your stomach churned at the thought of the trip, remembering once again why you were at Yerim’s place.
Realizing you didn’t want to continue talking you replied “She’s fine...actually i’m really tired, I’ll call you tomorrow ok?”
The blonde frowned but gave in “ok...I’ll talk to you later. I love you.”
Smiling softly you told her “love you too.”
For the next couple days Yeji noticed that you had grown even more distant from her. You barely talked when she called you and from what she could see, you didn’t look good.
Usually Yeji was able to get you to talk about your troubles but this was different. No matter how much she pryed, you didn’t give in. Not knowing what else to do she called Yerim to see if she knew what was going on with you.
Yerim didn’t want to share what wasn’t really her business. So when she got a call from Yeji asking about what was going on, she didn’t know exactly what to do. As vaguely as she could, she told Yeji that you were going through a hard time. Beyond that she didn’t share any details, knowing it wasn’t her place to tell Yeji.
After weeks of nonstop work, Yeji was finally able to get a day off. So her first instinct was to call you asking if you two could see each other.
You were sound asleep when your phone went off, your ringtone jolting you awake. Squinting at the caller ID you slid your finger to accept the call.
“Hmmm?” You sleepily hummer wondering what she could want at 8 am on a Saturday.
Yeji asked “I finally have an off day... I miss you, can I come see you?”
Eyes opening wide you remember you still hadn’t told her you were living with Yerim. “I- Today isnt...I’m not feeling it today.”
She responded, her voice laced with sadness “are you sure?”
You felt your heart break upon hearing her response so quickly you told her “i’ll come to you ok? Maybe seeing you will make me feel better...”
Giving in you replied “yeah I’ll be over in a bit okay?” As much as you didn’t want to get out of bed, you knew Yeji would come to you if you didn’t show up in the next hour.
Knocking gently on the front door to her dorm you practiced a fake smile. The door swung open, Yuna standing in her pajamas half asleep.
“Y/N unnie! Are you okay? You look...off.” The girl rubbed her eyes sleepily while oncing you over. Before you could respond Yeji came from around the corner, a smile on her face.
“Yuna-yah, be nice!” Your girlfriend scolded the younger girl.
Holding your hand she led you to her bedroom, closing and locking the door behind her. Turning to you she pulled you closer to her body, an arm around your waist.
Her eyes met yours before she frowned “what’s wrong baby?”
You wiggles out of her grip and shrugged your shoulders “nothing...i’m fine.”
Yeji told you firmly “Stop doing this to me. You have been so distant these past few weeks and you won’t say why! Everytime I try to get something, anything out of you, you just shut me out. Are you mad at me? Is that what it is? What did I do?”
Hot tears rolled down her cheeks, her voice cracking as she spoke. She took a deep breath to compose herself, wiping away her tears. “Just- Please talk to me Y/N.”
Realizing that by keeping everything in you did more harm than good, you were overwhelmed with a feeling of guilt. You didn’t want Yeji to find out and worry about you. But that’s exactly what ended up happening even though you stayed quiet.
Deciding to just rip the bandage off, you simply stated “i got kicked out...”
Yeji looked up at you with wide eyes “What? What do you mean? When? Why?”
At this point you just decided to come clean, not wanting to cause your girlfriend any more pain.
“Yerim was showing my mom pictures from the trip and in one picture you kissed me. She got really mad as expected and told me to get out and not to come back. So I’ve been staying with Yerim since then, her parents don’t mind either.” When you finished talking you looked up to see your girlfriend frowning.
“Wait really? I’m sorry...this is my fault if I hadn’t done that you would still be home and-” You cut your girlfriend off from her anxious rambling.
Running your hands up and down her arms you told her “It wasn’t your fault. She was going to find out eventually, and it’s fine now.”
“Baby why didn’t you tell me? I could have helped you...” Yeji reached for your hands so she could intertwine your fingers.
You told her “I knew you were stressed about your comeback and I didn’t want to overwhelm you with something that wasn’t as important. Besides I’m fine now.”
Your girlfriend pulled you into her arms “If it involves you then it is important to me. Don’t ever think that you can’t tell me something, or that you shouldn’t tell me. No matter how busy or stressed I am, I’ll always be there no matter what. I need to know that we’re both okay...right?”
“Mmmm yeah I guess. Im sorry I didn’t talk to you, I didn’t mean to make you worry.” You held her tight and kissed her on the cheek making her blush.
“So what do you want to do now?” You asked poking her side playfully. She wiggled out of your grip before pouting and saying “cuddles?”
She poked her bottom lip out and puppy eyed you while reaching out for you from her bed. You gave in almost instantly, not being able to resist how cute she looked.
As soon as you were in bed you let her be your little spoon, her head resting on one of your arms. You wrapped your free arm around her waist and pulled her closer.
A soft giggle escaped her lips before she mumbled “you know I love you right?” You responded “of course...and I love you too more than anything.”
Placing a gentle kiss behind her ear you tightened your hold on her, happy that nothing would be able to keep you apart anymore.
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senorcasillas · 7 years ago
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Mmmm Hii @zizou​ I saw this just took forever to actually do it
The national team you support: It’s gonna be teams because I can never really settle on just supporting one team lol, Spain and Brazil
The national team you wouldn’t mind winning: This is quite a list (and there will be a lot of teams that most likely won’t win but oh well), Portugal, Morocco, Egypt, Croatia, Mexico, Poland, Colombia
The national team you love to hate: Eh right now Germany is the most annoying but I don’t really hate any NT
The favourite player from your national team: Iker Casillas God picking one favourite is really hard.. I guess I’ll just go with Sergio Ramos for now
A player you dislike from your national team: ddg
A player you love from a national team you hate: Hmmm Di María
A player who deserves the call up: Asier Illarramendi, Karim Benzema, man so many people for the France NT but their coach is a dumbass so eh
The first World Cup you can remember: 2006 Because I vaguely remember watching the Zizou headbutt moment lol, but that’s all I remember, and then next up is 2010 because NL did so well (and how mad I was at that final hahaha)
Your favourite World Cup so far: 2014 because I watched so many matches and it’s what really got me into football
The winner of the 2018 World Cup: We all know it Brazil
So @captainfuu it’s your turn to do this :D
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