#hmm! i feel these are all lacking but i'm about to leave for a dental appointment so this'll have to do

[phantasmagoricreverie]

May I ask for first time nsfw hcs for Souza, iwatooshi, and kiyomitsu? ❤️

I managedto power through this, late as it may be, and while I feel like I may havemissed the mark with what you wanted, I hope you still enjoy it. And thank youfor requesting!

Since it’s NSFW, it’s under the cut ❤️

Souza Saomonji

The firsttime is incredibly slow, perhaps even excruciatingly slow

It likelytakes place in your room; more out of consideration for his brothers thananything else

Likelyfeels more assured with an inexperienced partner—not necessarily a virgin,though that counts. Just someone who doesn’t quite know their way around ismore reassuring for him as he doesn’t know what he’s doing himself

With aless experienced partner, there’s not really a record of performance you havethat you’d be able to compare him to that’s all

He’scarefully watching you and your reactions, waiting for you to reject him forsome reason or another, especially when the flesh that bares where thatparticular master of his marked him is revealed

He’s verycertain that you’ll reject him or that this will have been a very cruel joke

Eventhough he’s trusted you enough to get this point, part of him still doubts

But when theway you look at him doesn’t change and he can’t detect any sort of malicebehind your actions, he’s certain that you’re doing this because you genuinely likehim

You’regoing to have to take the lead with Souza, as he’s not really one for intimacy

The firsttime between the two of you is quite gentle; there is nothing that marks theexperience as a particularly euphoric one, but despite how ordinary it is it’sa profound one that leaves an impact on you

After theact is done, insists on cleaning up right away and leaves your room

It’s notthat he dislikes you or that he feels like you’ve gotten what you wanted sohe’s going to leave, it’s just that he has a lot to process after theexperience and he’d rather do so alone

It’llhave taken a lot to get to this point, but the experience overall is a gentleone that seems to have an ephemeral quality when you think back on it

Iwatooshi

He’s verygentle since he wants to be careful with his own strength, especially the firsttime around. This is especially true if this is your first time having sex withsomeone

He’saware that he’s quite strong, and he doesn’t want to hurt you

Wouldprefer it if you’re on top; he feels like he’s less likely to hurt you that way

Of courseif that makes you uncomfortable he’ll take you in whatever position you’re mostcomfortable in; he wants to make your first time together a pleasant one afterall

Iwatooshiis the type to ask for confirmation before doing things especially the firsttime (the first few times actually)

It’s notnecessarily verbal either (though it can be), he’ll quietly look at you beforedoing something and will wait for your assent or refusal

Needlessto say he doesn’t do anything you aren’t comfortable with and nothing that youdon’t explicitly agree to

He stayswith you after all is done and probably pulls you against his chest and holdsyou there

He justholds you like the incredibly important existence you are and you can feel himsmiling broadly into your neck

It’s amoment where he’s not boisterous and loud as he usually is, but ratherpossesses an almost tranquil air

It’s avery memorable experience; you don’t think you’d ever be able to forget it

Kashuu Kiyomitsu

Suggeststurning the lights off because he doesn’t want you to see him, especially sinceit’s the first time. He wants to look his best for you always and is worried asto what you might think of him when he isn’t fully done up like he usually is

He’s abit insecure since he thinks that you won’t like him anymore or that you’llchange your mind when all the layers come off

Reassurancehelps him feel less nervous about things and when you don’t look at him withdisgust or anything but love and adoration in your eyes he feels much moreconfident about doing this with you

He couldbe coaxed into doing it with the lights on, but you’d have to be quiteconvincing, at least the first time around

Regardlessof whether the lights are on or not, he’s super embarrassed and all red andblushing and insists you don’t look at his face since it only serves to makehim even more embarrassed

Wouldprefer you taking the lead the first time, especially if you’ve done this atleast once before. Everything is so new to him and he doesn’t want to mess upbecause what if you end up hating him for it?

But he couldtake the lead if you really wanted him to do so, he’d just be incrediblyawkward going about it

Theexperience is a gentle one and you both exchange sweet words with each otherthroughout the whole thing

Stayswith you after it’s all done and sort of basks in the afterglow of it all

He’s abit embarrassed about it the morning after with his face as red as his scarf,but it’s a good memory for the two of you

He takesit as proof that he’s loved after all, albeit it in a different manner thanhe’s used to as a sword