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Save me mountain goats concert recordings...
#the mountain goats#we need to do what they do at weddings#have 1 person record so it doesn't become weird#because i get them being uncomfortable looking out at a sea of phones#but pls mr goat i neeeeeeed the live version of murder at the 18th garage#cover your eyes when the splash comes#hits much better when screamed
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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldn’t move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echo’s last wish… I was able to keep living.”
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SORA : (Partner)
Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus
Nature: Gentle / Hardy
Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse
#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie#Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too#Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around#nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle#but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end#plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir#insert the universally traumatic “YOU TWO ARE COMING WITH ME” classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment#(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever#Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile#also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma#the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire#that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night#sora/lucario#Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs#pmd eos#pmd2#explorers of sky#my art#click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:
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#this place drives me crazy....#i notice it esp bc when im outside and feel a tiny bit better#(unfortunately this city is a nightmare for a hypervigilant like me to live bc theres crazyyy much noise 24/7)#but my home has for the first 23yrs of my life been a noise wise calm place to wind down and be safe and relax#but a couple of years ago there was like a shift and everyone who moves in here are crazy#my neighbors are constantly stomping banging and thumping. constantly.......#people outside are always screaming and yelling and slamming doors and everything u can do#they let their kids run around and scream like demons and throw rocks on cats and piss on the walls#and they go around with metal pipes or sticks and hit everything#like.... im sorry if u wanna call me a childhater for saying thats fucked up then go ahead#that's not sane behavior and the parents dont raise their kids anymore#constant yelling.... anyway#we have a clan of ppl who do lots of illegal things which is above all NOISYYYYYY#they make shit in the apartment above me and then live in another and then large moving trucks come and pick it up#?????? if u wanna call me a stuck up karen for thinking thats not ok to do to your neighbors go ahead!!!!!! im a bitter bitch#i dont think it's ok to cause such disturbance to your neighbors they cant sleep or exist in peace but thats just me ig!!!!!#these ppl living here are batshit insane bc i've been here for 25 and it's never been like this#and i mean it's MY problem for being noise sensitive ofc#but i feel like my brain is CONSTANTLY always being overstimulated and i can barely function anymore#i like legit wanna kms just to escape all this noise#i dont get any quiet moment ever#not even in the middle of the night there is always some human making noise and causing a disturbance#a few years ago it could be dead quiet in the middle of the day#what has happened im losing my miiiiiiind i wanna dieeeeeeeee#what happens when i reach a point where my brain just overcooks and i explode?#what will i do? what will i do when i lose control sksksk that shit scares me i dont wanna see#i cant live like this but im stuck and i dont know how to get out#and my mom was in a smaller city the other day and she said it was a crazy amount of noise yhere to#what do i do? whrre do i go???? i might jusy have to go deaf or smth i cant do this
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marty hart's cyclical return to praising family as THE thing that keeps a man grounded, stable, and happy (specifically in pointing out that rust DOESN'T have a family) even as flashbacks show him spiraling into jealous macho violence as he lies to, mistreats, and destroys his family over the course of multiple affairs (by which he deliberately steps outside of and away from his family despite his wife's best efforts to get him to reconnect and step up to be the family man he sees himself as)
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rust cohle's repeated excoriations of the idea of individuality and personhood and the stupid self-centeredness and entitlement that comes with saying "I, a human being, matter to the universe, and the things I do matter", an ideology he carries for years and waxes poetic on for his interviewers as late as 2012, even as he obsessively works himself to the bone to get justice and resolution for the victims he's assigned and ultimately to protect children from the powerful and dangerous people who want to brutalize them
#true detective#so what if it all goes back to Melville and Milch. every great character spins against the way he drives#I know this is the point of their characters I know other people have said it before and better#but I go through it every time and this time Marty is hitting me extra hard. bc with Rust it's basically screaming in your face#Rust says humanity (without exception) is stupid selfish and vain and we're fools to convince ourself our actions matter#he then proceeds to take a job where everything he does matters SO MUCH. and to CARE about that job deeply and obsessively#but Marty... I've really noticed this time how Maggie calls him a coward multiple times in her efforts to pull him back to his family#and she's right because he's too much of a coward to face that gaining the sainted ''family'' hasn't fixed him!#it hasn't made him stop wanting to fuck other women#it hasn't made him the household hero the perfect father and husband the savior of the women in his life#he thought it would and when it doesn't live up to the fantasy he checks out completely#and even in 2012 when his marriage has fallen apart! he still lauds marriage and family as the thing that makes a man good!#despite all the evidence in front of him that he became WORSE after becoming a husband and father. he can't let the ideal go#he has good intentions at his core but he's obsessed with the idea of being a good ol boy and a family man#he shits on Rust for being isolated because he's scared to face the idea that he-- Marty-- would have done less damage on his own#sorry for the tag novel they make me want to bite. and knock their stupid empty heads together really hard#btw this show would be 75% less effective if they had not filmed on location. big brain move thank God for the TD S1 location scouts
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Went on reddit last night, looked for LBFaD discussions.
I'm tired. I'm angry, but I'm also tired.
Gonna rant in tags.
#like okay a show is subjective#it can be hit and miss#i know this#and characters can be hit and miss#i also know this (very very well as the weirdo who thinks Yunzhong could have been a better emperor if he just got some)#(and Ronghao should have got grief counselling because then almost all the bad stuff would *never* have happened)#but if i see one more criticism of Yu Shuxin i'm gonna scream#she's playing a character#she's an actress#they're ALL actors#they're ALL playing characters#why were there so many people conflating the two#and then there were the really nasty personal insults of some of the actors that i read with my own two eyeballs#everyone has their favourites but to go out in public and insult - not just the characters - but the actors playing them???#why are people like that#was it too much to expect intelligent discussion#i mean objectively i can make myself see some of the points made#but i got real tired real quick of reading the same things over and over#i don't know if the rejection of Orchid is cultural or if we've just been conditioned to 'despise' certain portrayals of femininity?#when i first watched LBFaD i was SO into it#but then i think i implicitly understood what the dynamics between Orchid and DFQC were supposed to be and i absolutely loved them#to me they were the embodiment of persephone and hades#and the development of Orchid's relationship with DFQC is exactly everything i ever headcanoned that particular greek myth would be like#in the end these are actors who took risks and made decisions with their director about how to perform their characters#and i appreciate the risks they took because they would have *known* these were Risks in terms of audience reception#anyway#after emerging from reddit feeling sadder#angrier#and like i needed a bath to wash it all off#i'm reminded once more why i *do* prefer this hellsite better than others
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You ever just want to talk about Bertl,
#i . ooc .#The tags got so long just warning U now!#OK I know his appearance wasn't the longest but like. I'll never stop talking about him because he doesn't get enough credit? rip.#I know it's not really relevant any more because post-timeskip everyone is a lot better but. Referring to everyone's skill as of pre.#Reiner said Bertolt was the strongest of all of the shifters but he held himself back. He came 3rd without giving his all. Or really trying#I hc he held himself back to try not to let too much of his strength show bc people forget he had military training b4 joining the 104th.#And ofc. Also to not bring too much attention to himself bc of who he really is???#The way he mastered his Titan straight away and also has such a good handle on it.#Out of the 3 shifters he was the one that stayed true to the mission. Despite his reluctance he's got the strength and commitment.#People are so quick to say he relies on Reiner too much. And while he does at times. Reiner relies on him just as much if not more. Even if#Reiner doesn't realise it. Bertolt keeps him on track and has no one supporting him at all.#In COTT arc... U see him dodge Mikasa who is an Ackerman and seen as one of the strongest characters in the series...#And the same in RTS. Everyone gets too distracted by Mikasa to actually pay attention to how he dodges her 4 times?? Even tho she attacks#from behind? And the way he lands a hit on her. I just *screams*. I love how many times she tries to kill him. lol#How effective he is when he abandons his guilt and this is sort of irrelevant but. It's so special to me because as someone who is#a quiet person irl round people I don't know well. Who has it brought up a lot. I just adore when a character that remains in the#background just comes out and says enough is so hhhhh I know his reasons aren't good BUT RTS BERT... AH.#Also gotta talk about his marksmanship skills in a thread at some point?? Maybe Mp bert I J UST..#Anyway I might do a cheeky revamp of graphics n icons and that. Dunno yet. Need to actually write that'd be good lol.#This account is a lovebot didn't U know.
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A partner just shared with me how an Important And Influential Person was highly impressed by a project I worked on this past spring, and given my current goal of “become a highly competitive hire in another country” I’m kinda like. Frothing at the mouth
#how do I put this on my resume. seriously lmao#like I could find some way to spin it on my resume but then my inner paralegal starts screaming about hearsay#the hidden joke here is that my job has no direct equivalent in canada AFAIK and explaining my job to anyone is a nightmare#but seriously… that IS a really good boost for my confidence right now#between that and the break I got while in canada i’ve been feeling much better about my work#and I NEED that very badly because good god does the impostor syndrome hit hard when I log into linkedin
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sorry this blog has been temporarily hijacked by me freaking out over the voiced yttd but. I love how they allow Sara to be scared. They let her panic and be terrified and it’s the kind of performance that shocks you to the core if you’re not expecting it. And in combination with the heartbeat effects it really does make it feel more like a horror game, because damn are these actors good at sounding scared.
#bonemeal says silly stuff#yttd#Man the added dialogue and performance when she comes home is SO GOOD!!!#And it hits so much better after all the fun stuff with Joe!!#God when she goes upstairs and is just SCREAMING for her dad to help her???? It’s insane.#Sorry if this makes like zero sense I’m so eepy.
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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Every fight I've fought, I've fought for myself.
But this one ?
This one's for my family.
#☆.⠀⠀⠀it's exhausting being so perfect⠀⠀⠀⎯⎯⎯⠀⠀⠀⠀(⠀visage !⠀)#// WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED#// I didn't see this in aftermath bc it's a specific thing if you pick sindel against him#// and the way he gets so heated and defensive when he sees cassie and Sonya knocked down....#// he already had feelings for Sonya then but like....#// dude kept making jokes to his older self about his fam but you can see how much it means to him#// because the thought of having one was never a thought considering his lifestyle and his dysfunctional upbringing#// and to see he gets to have something better and an amazing daughter ........#// he could just not care because it's not his concern and his present and yet he did and to such a loyal degree#// those lines hit hard because yes he did fight for himself#// to escape bullying to make a name for himself and rise up to every challenge and prove himself#// BUT HE CHOOSES TO FIGHT FOR THEM EVEN IF HE HADN'T HAD THAT LIFE#// I'M NOT FINEEEEEE
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Just watched the Spanish 1931 Dracula this morning and it really did hold up a lot better than the English version?
I don’t know that you could call either one “better”, but I think it was just a lot more cinematic than the English version is theatrical. Like the characters spend so much time in English one monologuing about scenes we don’t see, from head-on camera angles. But the Spanish one just had more scenes with more set changes and camera work. Just kinda interesting how that made it more compelling where the English one really drags on despite being 20 minutes shorter lol
#hannah is talking#I liked juan harker better than the english version’s jonathan lol he was less of an asshole.#also I think it’s so funny that in the spanish one renfield cuts his finger while cutting bread instead of on a paper clip. I love the idea#that the spanish writers were reading the english script and were like no one fucking cuts themself on a paper clip that’s stupid lol#also oh my god the actor playing renfield did so much screaming lol. he was honestly terrifying#I also loved the little bit where he scrambled over the porch railing giggling to himself while doctor seward was just like#’bad renfield >:( get over here rn >:(‘ and made him sit down on the couch with like his hands folded in his lap lol#WAIT ALSO when dracula tossed renfield over the stairs to his death there isnt any sound effect of him falling but in the spanish version#*no sound effect in the english version#there’s like this loud ass metalic THUNK like the sound of two metal objects hitting each other and it just killed me. it was like very#violent sounding and effectively scary but it was NOT the kind of sound a man hitting a dirt floor would make lmaoo
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thinking about some of the sick lines dany can drop when she rips into jon connington.
#;; ESPECIALLY IF HE TRIES TO *CONTROL HER* OR TELL HER TO *GET IN LINE*#;; ALSO THE FACT THAT SHE LOOKS ***EXACTLY*** LIKE RHAEGAR! HE'S GONNA BE SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP PUNCHING THE AIR#;; when she gives him the 'you've betrayed my brother and nephew's honor by propping up this mummer's dragon' OOOOOO#;; he said elia wasn't worthy of rhaegar???#dany's gonna hit him with the 'you *were* and still are unworthy. of his company. of his memory.'#;; 'the sword of the morning should be here. my *BROTHER* should be here. the gods truly work in mysterious ways . . .'#;; 'taking away the gallant and allowing the world to fester beneath the burden of COWARDS'#;; GET HIM WITH THE: 'that boy is as much a griffin as you are my lord. my children and i shall enjoy devouring you both.'#;; BEFORE SHE TURNS ON HER HEEL! HER BRAIDS SINGING WITH ALL THE BELLS!#;; will dany WANT the mummer's dragon thing to be NOT TRUE?? YES! SHE'S ALONE IN THE WORLD! but god young griffs attitude is gonna IRK HER#;; AND I CAN IMAGINE THAT JON'S ATTITUDE WILL INFURIATE HER BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY HE'S THROWING OUT ALL THE PLOTS HE'S HATCHED???#;; AND DANY HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PAWN IN THESE SCHEMES WITH ILLYRIO...HE'S GONNA CATCH HANDS TOO#;; but also . . . the thing is even if she DID accept yg she knows that he will not protect her people. AND DANY CANNOT *LIVE* WITH#;; THE POSSIBILITY OF A) HER PEOPLE NOT BEING PROTECTED AND B) POTENTIALLY SUPPORTING A FRAUD??? her people deserve BETTER than that#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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ive been rotating this thought around in me head for a while now. Midnight really is just a stellar example of modern day hitchcockian writing
#like okay. Midnight doesn’t include the typical ‘bomb under table’ type of tension that is hitchcock specific#but everything about it still screams ‘oh this is just like a hitcock adaptation of a stage play’#like every time i watch it i can’t help but think of films like Rope (1948) and Dial M For Murder (1954)#stories with tension that builds and builds and eventually hits a boiling point#and which are both set in one room/area. that is quite literally what Midnight does#the only thing it doesn’t do is clue the audience into to ‘the truth’ of things#we’re just as much in the dark as the doc and the passengers while in the hitchcock films we knew what had happened and what the murderer#were trying to hide which in turn creates the story#but Midnight is distinctly more horror and psychological thriller than the hitchcock films#so it makes sense they’d leave the audience in the dark to what was actually happening. makes for better sci fi horror#me when im sat here comparing hitchcock films to doctor who . hey so btw water of mars employs similar tactics#jay rambles
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congrats on 300 followers rae!
“If you don’t stop moving- we- we’re gonna fall! I fell down a mountain already, nothing else, Vin!” Lovely let out with a shriek. “Lovely, it’s a hammock. Worst case scenario, you get a bruise and you heal.” Vincent wiggled around a little more on their lap. “Vince- I swear to fucking god.” Lovely clung onto the sides of the hammock, and shut their eyes. “C’mon, Lovely, we aren’t gonna f-“ Vincent tumbled out of the hammock. “What’s that? What were you saying? Hmm?” Lovely fought back the urge to go down and kiss him wherever he hurt. “We aren’t going to fall…” Lovely got off of the hammock and sat down next to him. “Well, you were right about one thing.” Vincent looked at them, “right about what?” They kissed him on the cheek, “We didn’t fall. You did.” Vincent put his head on their shoulder. “Are you okay?” He nodded and kissed their neck. “Can we go back in the hammock?” They ran their hands through his hair, “depends, are you going to wiggle around this time?” He sat up and looked at them, “I guess not.”
ALPHIE
I CANT THIS IS SO CUTE, VINCENT BEING THE PRETTY IDIOT DORK HE IS AND LOVELY JUST LIKE “WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS, I LOVE YOU” AND I- I LOVE THEM AND THIS AND YOU, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!! <3333 ;u;
#alphie !! <333#redacted asmr#redacted audio#LOOK AT THIS AND SCREAM WITH ME#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#Vincent just being like ‘we won’t fall!’ then IMMEDIATELY falling#I feel like he most definitely let out the weakest little ‘ow’ when he hit the ground#poor baby 🥺 I will dust off the dirt off your shirt from your dumb decisions <33#IN HIS DEFENSE#HE WAS JUST TRYING TO CUDDLE WITH LOVELY#EMPHASIS ON TRYING#the way this made my entire DAY#had the worst morning ever this morning#and this has made it so much better 🥺🖤#thank you alphie <333 Ilysm <3333
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I was watching a video of a violently anti queer guy preaching he said something along the lines of "wee need to protect our children from them" but with a lot more slurs
and I was like "this is hell I have died and gone to hell I'm going to die thrice if he says one more stupid thing"
"the bible says we need to beat our children"
#My brother in Christ if a child can not reason then you are simply teaching them to fear you not whatever you want them to learn#And if they can reason THEN FUCKING USE REASON#DONT HIDE BEHIND PROTECTING YOUR CHILDREN IF YOURE JUST GOING TO HIT THEM#AND QUEERS ARENT EVEN DANGEROUS YOU MAKE THAT UP TO SPREAD YOUR RHETORIC#Sorry I have strong opinions about such things#tw#child abuse#homophobia#With everything I have made everything I have touched or affected the gifts I have received the people I've changed for better or worse#All of my belongings that I have ever bought sold or lost all of my thoughts feelings and what I have learned with all of that#All of that is how much I HATE hypocrites because they say say one thing and do another#It's ok when it's teeny tiny things or self care things because it's understandable but when it's protecting children?#Honestly leave the children out of everything I swear to GOD#Sorry sorry I'll be normal now#Talk post#Litterally don't hit children how hard is that#Don't tell and scream at children#Do your damned best to not make them afraid of you#HOW HARD IS THAT#ok now I'm done I'm done
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person: *shows even the slightest hint of interest in music that I enjoy*
me: ah yes a new victim muhahahaha
#this is what listening to the wonder years will do to your personality#it's fun because it's so easy to steer the conversation into that direction#mention hobbies then music then ppl wanna hear it bc they haven't heard of it#then they express even the slightest bit of positive feeling for the music#and it's done#you have been caught in my trap#you will never find peace from me mentioning them every single time i see you for the rest of your life#i can't even think about the lyrics too hard because then I'll start infodumpjng to myself in my head#and then whoops it's been hours and I've just been hyping myself up thinking about how good the music is#i already know this information. i know it's good. i still need to scream ITS SO FUCKING GOOD THO in my head every so often lest i go insane#i haven't generated this much dopamine since I was in middle school and foaming at the mouth over fandoms#anyway if you're wondering what sparked this it's bc i made the mistake of listening to hum again this morning#then you're listening to wyatts song and thinking of screen door and whoops time to go listen to greatest generation in full again i guess#and do not even get me started on cardinals ii#you go from brothers & right into cardinals so it flows perfectly and then into cardinals ii and that is the peak of human emotion#i meed them to play all three in a row live and i need it to be recorded so i can listen to it even though the pure bliss may kill me#it just hits different when it's live bc in the studio version the drums stop when going from brothers & into cardinals#but the drums keep fucking going in the live versions there's an actual climactic peak where it fades right into the next and it is perfect#and they have live recordings going from brothers & to cardinals and cardinals to cardinals ii#but afaik they haven't played all three in a row yet. mayhaps next year......#though experiencing that live would probably permanently alter my brain#yes i am aware that i am very insane about them i cannot stop it and it is incurable#actually literally better than drugs imo#anyway look at me getting sidetracked on what was supposed to be a short tumblr break between studying for exams#i probably shouldn't listen to twy when im trying to focus on something else lol#you get into music bc it's the only hobby where you can enjoy it without dedicating extra time to it#and then it ends up taking over your thoughts and time way more than just doing regular people hobbies would have done#music#mine
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