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ressjeon · 3 years ago

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game over | jjk (m)

🎮 pairing: jungkook x reader

🎮 summary: you might not be a gamer but that won't stop your competitive side from wanting to defeat your boyfriend in this new game that you're both currently obsessing with. it's just a matter of time until one of you gives up but Jungkook can’t help wondering if it will be you or him.

🎮 rating: 18+

🎮 genre/au: streamer/gamer!au, established relationship, fluff, smut (pwp?)

🎮 word count: 5k

🎮 warnings/content: edging/orgasm control, masturbation, praise kink, hair pulling, semi-clothed sex?, fellatio, slight rimming, unprotected sex, creampie, voyeurism (through hearing), use of lube (jk’s big that’s why), switch dynamics

a/n: surprise ig lmao i didn’t mean for it to be jaykay but @knjsnoona sent me something months ago and that became an inspo for this 💀. thank you to my big sissy @hisunshiine for this cute banner (where i pestered her a lot 🤣). this is for the Bangtan DLC: A Streamer BTS Collab hosted by the sweetest @joonminshua & @kookskingdom 💗

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You look so beautiful from where he is, face full of concentration on the game in front of you that he can’t help but coo at how cute you are.

Jungkook’s currently preparing snacks for both of you since he just finished his streaming. It’s been hours since he did and you’ve been hounding him to turn over the console to you so he finally let you take over. It’s also because you keep insisting that he should give you more time with the console seeing as you’re at a disadvantage because you’re not a gamer like him.

“i really have no talent in this” you huff in frustration but it just made him smile.

He’s still quite touched that you’re trying to engage yourself in one of his hobbies as a way for you to get to know him better and deepen your relationship with him. The same scrunch on your eyebrows is still on like before and Jungkook grins as he comes nearer to you, placing the bowl of snacks on the table but you never even spared it a glance.

“baby, come eat”

“stop distracting me!”

Jungkook just chuckles as he sits beside you and you wonder what he's planning next. You two have been on this competitive streak on who can win the most rounds while betting on who’ll give in first. Whoever loses will not only pay for all the dates but will also do all the chores so that's why you've been doing your best to compete against your skilled boyfriend.

When Jungkook first met you, he didn't think that you’d have a competitive side when it comes to gaming because you have never been interested in it. He didn’t mind it at all because you have a lot of other hobbies that occupy a lot of your time too. But after you started dating, you soon expressed interest in his hobby, trying your best to learn it despite telling Jungkook how hard it is.

It isn't that you're lazy to do all the chores or you lack money to pay for all the dates. You're more than happy to do those things for Jungkook because you love him and you both divide all the housework and fees every time. You care more about your gaming skills because you’re still not confident with it, sure you’ve been practicing but unlike Jungkook who’s very gifted in everything that he does, you're a bit of the opposite.

This is why now you’ve been putting all your focus on the screen in front of you. No distractions so far but Jungkook’s half-naked body. You won't falter though even when he’s now using your other weakness aside from him.

Food.

You're a bit hungry from trying to interrupt him earlier but you can’t just leave this ongoing match. The food combo with his bare chest is already straying your thoughts away from the game and Jungkook currently acts like you didn’t tease the shit out of him earlier, that's why you’ve been very suspicious. He’s quite clever on ways to get back at you which usually results in you not realizing what’s happening until he already tricked you into doing whatever he planned.

This whole thing started when Jungkook started paying less attention to you than usual. You’ve always supported him with his hobby especially since he’s a streamer as well, with constant online schedules where he’s barely off from his PC and when the times that he is, he’s on-call planning gaming strategies with his close friends who are in the same league as him.

You let him be most of the time since he still gives you time when he can. Though sometimes, it just annoys you that he still chooses to play when you wanna go out to have outdoor dates with him. So then you decide to do the same, ignoring him when he tries to spend time with you, giving him the excuse that you need to finish the book you’re reading because the next instalment is coming up.

Jungkook then suggested doing this challenge to solve this growing distance between the two of you. He noticed when you started acting differently towards him and he’s been feeling scared that it’ll only get worse which is why he’s giving you more attention in the scope of this competition between the two of you. He hopes that this bonding will fix this situation, a small one, yes, but he doesn’t care how dramatic he’s been.

“...shit..” a surprising moan comes out from you when you flick your swollen bud, startling yourself at how aroused you are already when you're supposed to seduce Jungkook while he’s currently on another match with his friends.

It isn't one of the sounds that you intentionally make to distract him, hoping that he’ll turn his head towards you when you moan his name. It’s a genuine one from you trying to relieve yourself when your boyfriend's too busy to do so.

Here you are currently lying on your back on Jungkook's bed, both of your legs propped up on your chest though now you're struggling to balance them when they’re starting to cramp. You don’t change your position though, closing your eyes while you continue pumping your fingers inside your walls, alternating from scissoring them and going deeper to find that sweet spot but your fingers are just different from the long and thick ones that Jungkook has.

"fuck baby..so swollen.. can see how wet it is from here”

Your eyes open after hearing his slurred words, turning your head to the side to catch him finally looking in your direction from his gaming chair. His eyes are hooded, looking hungrily at your folds that you’re starting to question if you’ve only been hearing things earlier because of the pleasure. Your plan is to only turn him on with your moans but your random position somehow accidentally gave him a very delicious view of your cunt.

“want some?” you breathlessly ask him, fingers collecting your wetness before extending your arm at him as an invitation. Your playful tone and the little quirk that appeared on your lips snap him out of his trance, adjusting himself as he sits up to compose himself.

“nice try babe” Jungkook retracts with a chuckle, shaking his head while poking the insides of his cheek, a smirk plastered on his lips as he faces back to his computer screen. You're sneaky but it's hard for Jungkook to resist you, he's already hard from hearing you moan his name which didn't go unnoticed by his teammates.

You huff in return, initially a little annoyed at him resisting you when you're basically naked while touching yourself on his bed. The smug smile on his face reminds you that you're still in this bet and you're annoyed how you almost forgot about it.

Fine, you’ll try another way.

One where he’ll surely regret putting you in this misery.

That may be dramatic but your mind’s only focused on your next task as you approach him in his gaming chair. You’re only wearing Jungkook’s button-up shirt and nothing else, barely wearing anything actually since this game between you started. You both have tried many ways to distract one another, mainly through seducing one another but no one has given up yet.

And you’re about to change that.

Jungkook’s attention shifts from his screen towards you who’s now kneeling in front of him. You’re looking at him mischievously, eyes lingering at his hard on before looking back at his anticipated face.

Fuck. He’s been reminding himself to never forget this damn bet that now he’s starting to regret suggesting before. He can never resist you and he’s been trying his best to not give in even if all he wants to do is fuck your brains out for being so sexy like this.

“..jungkookie..”

You purr while running your hands on his thick thighs that have your essence still between your fingers and he flinches when you rub them. A smile appears on your lips when his eyes remain on your fingers before turning back to the screen, now unfocused. He doesn’t answer you still and so you start palming his already hardening bulge, coaxing a grunt from him which he had to cover up when one of his teammates asks.

Jungkook’s still not looking at you, he can’t though he should’ve stopped the moment your ministrations are starting to affect him. He’s not sure if you’re still annoyed at him for ignoring you but he didn’t answer earlier because he’s skeptical that his friends will hear him moaning out loud just in case you do something. He shouldn't have done that because now you’re gripping his hard length already, it’s been aching since he heard your delicious moans earlier.

That’s why he’s not stopping you when you begin tugging at the waistband of his sweats, cursing at himself for not wearing anything under which causes the grin on your face to widen. His cock almost slaps your face after you pull down his sweats, giggling when he tries to lift his hips up to remove it fully but you insist on keeping it on him halfway.

You hum, wrapping your hands around his twitching length while observing his labouring breaths before you start pumping him slowly. He takes a sharp inhale when your thumb circles his leaking tip, his hips bucking into your hand which makes you laugh at his eagerness. You were going to tease him further, waiting for him to beg or even just a whimper but you beat him to it when you lower your head down and finally wrap your mouth around his cock.

A small groan comes out from him, throwing his head back as he closes his eyes.

“don’t turn off your mic kookie” you tut when you catch what he’s about to do.

Jungkook whispers out a “fuck” before his hand leaves the switch from his headset, bringing it back to the keyboard to continue his game. You’re surprised that he followed your instructions but it could just be because of his desperation to get off. Well, he’s been a good boy so far but you couldn’t just let him get away from ignoring you for so long..

You swallow him deeper until his tip reaches the back of your throat, making him moan out loud to the mic. That makes you smile around his cock after coming back up because his friends surely know what he's in right now. His other hand comes down before he pulls it back when you pinch his thigh, a warning for him to not touch you yet.

“yeah my girl’s blowing me rn, fuck off”

Jungkook responds without shame, proud even so you continue bobbing your head up and down, your tongue keeps swirling on the underside of his dick when you hear the commotion on the other side of his mic after his moans become louder. Hearing his friends’ comments about how lucky he is to have you warms your heart and it almost makes you forget about your plan for him.

“j-just focus on the game, i've been doing my part!" he pleads to his teammates desperately. "i can’t lose this one—shit”

One of your hands cups his tightening balls and Jungkook swears that he could cum right then. He's been itching to grasp your head or touch you anywhere but your piercing eyes looking straight at him are stopping him from doing so. He knows that look and judging with the way your touches have been rougher on him, you're not gonna let him cum anytime soon.

“breathe baby”

You chuckle at Jungkook's current state, noticing how tense he's been since you started playing with him. It's so adorable seeing him trying his best to not cum while playing the game when you've edged him for a while now. He's all sweaty from holding himself to not give up and beg, not even caring that his friends are hearing all of his moans and yours too.

“babe—y/n..please” he takes a deep breath with each word, mouthing the last one when he feels himself nearing the edge for the nth time. Jungkook lost count on how many times you stopped him from cumming, his sole focus is to try and win this round. You’re definitely not making this easier but there's no way he'll lose from this early on, not even because of you.

But his chances are gone now that you’ve unbuttoned the shirt that you're wearing, exposing your bare chest to his hungry eyes. Your nipples are perked already and all he wants right now is to squeeze those inviting breasts of yours.

You hear the final click from Jungkook's mouse and he is smiling in relief that his team won this round before throwing his head back as he grips the sidearms of his gaming chair.

He's almost there..fuckfuck but suddenly your mouth and hands leave him, prompting him to whine pathetically, hips bucking up in the air with the lost sensation. He won the game but you still didn't let him cum. No reward from you unlike he expected so now he knows he really fucked up ignoring you earlier.

“well done kookie and congrats boys”

You smirk on Jungkook’s mic while you caress his face, pushing away his hair that's sticking into his forehead, ignoring his needy eyes trying to catch yours until he releases a whimper.

Taehyung: what the fuck you little shit!

Jimin: damn that was so hot..

“yeah, yeah i'm the luckiest. i gotta go”

Jungkook immediately turns off the PC before turning to you but you're faster than him as you walk away from his gaming area, pulling off what you're wearing completely. Your fully naked body taunts him as you walk towards your own bedroom.

“baby, you're really going to leave me with blue balls?”

He whines, calling out to you desperately but you ignore him. You almost gave in earlier when he did those puppy eyes again that's why you blasted instantly. You usually can resist him but needy Jungkook is different. That side of him makes you weak that all you can think of is to do whatever he asks so that's why you're staying away from him for now.

Jungkook had been trying to corner you since you left him but you’ve been very good at avoiding him at all cost. Focusing on the matches helped but after many rounds, his crotch is aching more and more. So he relieved himself a little, intentionally touching his cock outside your room so you can clearly hear him begging for you but you didn't even budge. He’s hoping that you’d come out and punish him at least but you didn’t even say anything from behind the door.

He did everything already, deciding on luring you with your favourite food instead but you still won't come out.

But he’s going to make you. He’s always loved a challenge and you’re aware of that so you should be ready.

You’ve succeeded in avoiding Jungkook by staying in your own room for the majority of yesterday but today you have to go out and restock your mini-fridge. The both of you could’ve shared a room since you’re together anyways but the two of you decided to have individual rooms since you both have many hobbies and needed more space. Jungkook has his gaming, art and sports paraphernalia with the several teams he’s in while you have the same amount of things from your music equipment plus your room’s kind of like a mini dance studio too since you’ve installed glass mirrors on one side of the wall.

Taking a bath on your own seems weird because you’re so used to Jungkook joining you. Though it takes too long for you both to finish every shower session for obvious reasons, you enjoy his company and you lowkey miss it a bit today, almost calling him in earlier to join you. Screw this silly bet but you’ve come this far and still won’t lose to him. And besides, you’re starting to enjoy gaming, perhaps you’ll finally join him in his hobby.

You were almost done with your morning routine and you just finished shaving your crotch area in preparation for the beach day you planned with the girls this weekend when you hear the sound of another match starting on the screen.

the fuck!

Running towards the edge of your bed, you grab your gaming console immediately, ignoring that you’re only wearing a thin sports bra as you're instantly on your stomach to continue the game that you almost missed. There's only one culprit here and you aren't sure how he managed to get in quietly to sabotage your tournament without you hearing him. He couldn’t possibly use the spare key just for this…right?

Jungkook instantly leaves your room as soon as he starts the game on your screen, giddy at how your reaction is going to be. He was trying to contain his laugh but couldn't stop them after hearing you scream in frustration. Jungkook meant for you to miss it not only because of the bet but because he’s getting a bit worried about how you're seriously taking this competition between you two. He barely sees you around the house anymore even though you both have never left since this whole thing started.

You both were very prepared for it, shopping for groceries and other necessities beforehand and even informing your friends that you’ll be doing something important this week. This surprised Jungkook because you actually cancelled going out with your friends which you never do unless it’s necessary. So this is actually a big deal to you just like it is to him.

Jungkook opened the door expecting to see you in your annoyed face, focusing on the screen to maintain your streak. He plans to tease how you’re gonna finally lose against him.

But the sight that welcomed him made him stop in his tracks.

You're half-naked on your bed. Only in your pastel criss crossed sports bra and he can clearly see your juicy ass from where he’s standing. Like he's being hypnotized by your body, he starts walking closer to you until he reaches the edge of the bed.

You feel the mattress dip from someone sitting behind you yet you never acknowledge Jungkook. You're still pissed at him for practically cheating on this bet. The agreement was to only distract each other, not something like where you could've potentially lost the tournament if you weren't fast enough.

“baby..”

He starts but you brush him aside. You didn't even mean to play half-naked but you had no other choice because you had no time to put on the rest of your clothes. It’s getting warmer already so you've put all your t-shirts and long sleeves that you could've worn in the laundry. You only have your summer clothes so the timing is working in Jungkook’s favour like it always is.

You’re only left with your sports bra because you were thinking of doing small exercises outside as a break before resuming the game. It isn’t healthy that you’ve been spending most of your time playing on-screen indoors but Jungkook just has to cut your plans short for today.

“so sexy..” he whispers mindlessly, hands starting to roam around the globes of your ass.

You’ve been trying to ignore how his touches are affecting you, focusing solely on the game on the screen and you’re still annoyed at him. The problem is, it’s been 2 days since the last time you fucked each other and you’ve been needing a proper orgasm that only Jungkook can give.

His face comes nearer to your body, hovering over you that you suddenly feel his breath on your bare skin. Jungkook’s hands continue to caress your ass cheeks, admiring your curves in his hands. You haven’t said a word yet but your labouring breaths are giving him a sign that you’re getting riled up.

After a while of his constant teasing, you’re getting impatient for him to do something but you don’t want to be obvious. You can’t just give him a reason to tease you more but Jungkook can read already read you like an open book.

“gonna give up baby?” you taunt him, in hopes of getting what you want but he only hums, both hands sliding up your body, cupping both of your breasts firmly through your bra.

Jungkook continues nosing your skin, breathing in the scent of the soap that he bought for you. It’s his favourite and it became yours too after the first time you used it. He traces your entire body softly and you start to quiver, unconsciously leaning to Jungkook and he smirks against your skin.

“i love your ass..”

You feel him move back and then you hear a bottle cap opening so you wiggle your ass out, eager for him to just do anything at this point. You’re being needy now but before you can even look back at him for a bit, Jungkook’s other hand suddenly grips your hips to steady your moving body.

“but i love your pussy more” he licks a stripe on your newly shaved cunt, lingering on your clit a little to suck it while his hands are busy on something else. It must be the lube that you have on your nightstand because you both have been using it for quickies. You do get wet fast but your boyfriend’s big so foreplay takes a bit longer, that’s why sex has been many times better with the lube.

“Kook..this isn’t p-part of the rules-ohh” a loud moan leaves your mouth when he traces his lube-coated fingers around your outer folds, causing you to hiss at the cold and sticky sensation. Jungkook starts mouthing both of your asscheeks while he spreads his fingers around your cunt until he grazes your swollen clit and starts rubbing it.

What he does next makes your breath hitch, almost missing a hit on your opponent.

Jungkook’s mouth reaches your ass, his tongue dragging from your wet folds to your puckered hole. He prods on it a few times, your hips jerking back to him in response. You whine for him to continue but he chuckles as his mouth leaves you, still teasing by not putting his fingers inside your pussy.

“jungkook..” you whine once again, pushing your ass back to him but he grips your hips tightly for you to stay still. “next time...” he murmurs, pecking your asscheeks and you huff because he’s still teasing.

The game’s almost halfway but you’re torn on where to put your attention. Jungkook knows your body like the back of his hands with how long the both of you have been dating so it’s no surprise when he knows just how to make you squirm under his touch.

"my baby's getting better at this..i'm proud of you"

Jungkook truly is, you didn’t miss any shot and you’ve been hitting your opponents with precision despite his distractions so now he’s going to show you how proud he is.

"time for your reward babe"

He brings down his sweats and strokes his hard dick with the hand that was fondling your cunt, his wet fingers coated by the lube and your essence making him gasp as he guides his swollen tip to your soaked entrance before he pushes in.

“ohmyfuckk” you moan loudly at the intrusion, his cock stretching you out deliciously that your walls are clenching erratically around him. Jungkook loves doing this to you because he knows you love the feeling of it, being full without his fingers preparing you. He used to hesitate in your early months of dating, the caring person he is, always making sure that you're comfortable at all times.

A deep thrust brings you back currently as Jungkook reaches to the hilt, hips stopping for a moment to relish the familiar feeling of your tightness around him. He tosses his head back while caressing your hips lovingly before he looks down at your arching back.

“see? i didn’t need to prep you love, your pussy's so used to my dick anyways” you hate how he manages to sound romantic despite his filthy words but it gets you going every single time.

“..fuck..” you groan as Jungkook starts moving his hips, slowly at first and the loud squelches echoing around the room are mixing with the sounds from the TV. He loves it, loves hearing how wet you get for him, his beautiful girlfriend acing his hobby at the moment.

One of Jungkook’s hands grabs your criss-cross straps, using them as leverage as he increases the speed of his hips. Your body’s been bouncing back and forth as he guides you to meet his thrusts. You’re grateful as this supports your body because you’ve been slowly going delirious despite doing your best to focus on the game. You take a deep breath and are going back on track when Jungkook delivers a sharp thrust, hitting that spot that makes your vision hazy with all the pleasure you’re already in.

“p-please..shit..” Jungkook smiles after hearing your needy whine, his own moans not missing to match yours. Fuck, since he feels you tightening around him, he keeps hitting the same spot until your body seems to decline on the bed, your head dropping with your moans getting louder.

Jungkook looks up at the screen and notices how you’re losing focus so he grabs a handful of your hair and pulls them up when you almost get hit by your opponent.

“focus”

You shriek at the slight pain on your scalp but you do your best to nod, gripping the controller hard and moving your fingers back as you concentrate on the game once again.

"there, good girl, the best baby" his praise made you clamp around him tighter and Jungkook's lips quirk, knowing very well how much you love hearing him compliment you like this.

It isn't long until you're nearing your end, your legs shaking at the intensity of Jungkook's thrust. You know he's close too, his cock twitching inside you so you start pushing back to meet his thrusts. His other hand snakes between your legs, rubbing your swollen bud as his pace begins to turn sloppy.

Your fingers move frantically, hitting the last member of your rival team in time for the coil breaking in your lower abdomen, closing your eyes shut after seeing the “victory” displayed on the TV screen.

“yesss–ugh” you scream as you reach your climax, dragging your words and slurring more curses as you ride out your high, your upper body flopping to the bed with your one hand dangling on the bed, trying to grip the console to prevent it from dropping to the floor.

“fuck..fuck..baby” Jungkook groans as he reaches his, both hands leaving their previous spot to grip your hips tightly. He sounds so fucking hot, his deep and raspy voice adding to his hurried pounding is making your mind hazier.

“hmm..so good” you moan wantonly, intense pleasure coursing through your whole body. You're helping your boyfriend in riding out his orgasm by moaning more for him, Jungkook does love it when you can't keep quiet while he's fucking you.

“game over y/n” he exclaims breathlessly, his hips rolling slowly while still spilling himself inside you.

“and i..won” you grin in daze at the warm feeling of his cum, body still quivering even post orgasm as you turn on your lovely boyfriend's amused face.

“congrats babe” Jungkook smiles while biting his lower lip, his eyes still blown out as they meet your playful ones. He turns your body over to face him before leaning closer as he situates his body between your legs without pulling out.

“but you still lost” you tease, running out of breath. The double meaning made you smile in satisfaction. Finally, this bet between you is done and you even won against your skilled gamer boyfriend? now that’s something you can brag about to your girls at your meetup.

“don't care, i can't resist you”

“i know”

“ride me on my next stream?” he pouts, his eyes cutely begging at you.

“you sure you can handle it?” you bit your lip, intentionally clenching around his cock and he hisses.

“doesn't matter since i’ll have your pussy either way..mhmm i love you” Jungkook keeps peppering you with kisses before slowly pulling out, his eyes fixing on the cum oozing out from your sensitive cunt.

“mhm love y’too..i’m sore” you whine, your eyes slowly dropping paired with a yawn after. You’re truly exhausted with the whole gaming ordeal and the mind-blowing, satisfying sex with your boyfriend. You feel sore everywhere, especially your arms and shoulders that are aching from his brutal fucking but you loved it. Sex has been always great but they've been quick these days because of how occupied the both of you are.

Jungkook finds how adorable you look with how you're suddenly getting sleepy. It’s still endearing to him how you usually get sleepy after showering because it’s the opposite for him. You truly don’t know why you do get sleepy, you just feel light and relaxed that it dozes you off. Add that Jungkook always tires you while showering, you just wanna lay down and sleep. Naps after a shower are the best ones, the only ones that make you feel fully rested after waking up.

“i didn't really care if you win you know” he admits fondly, scrunching his nose as he nuzzles your neck.

“is that so?” you respond sleepily, a small smile appearing on your pretty lips. “yeah, I love spoiling you”, he mumbles against your sweaty skin.

You mutter something of a “love you” as a response, the hand running through his hair is slowing down, letting Jungkook know that you’re on a brink of sleep.

“go to sleep now, we’ll have a picnic date later when you wake up” he smiles affectionately before kissing you on the cheek and you hum delightedly, closing your eyes for a deep slumber.

Jungkook looks at your sleeping figure before closing the door quietly, texting his friends proudly that you won the bet between you both. All he gets as replies are playful threats of stealing you from him and he scoffs, teasing his friends at the possibility of them watching you play instead.

e/n: it’s been years since i’ve actually played on PC so that’s why i didn’t specify any game on this one nor did i include any technicalities. also this genre’s not my forte so sowy if it didn’t live up to your taste 😬

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jimilter · 3 years ago

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cyanide on my bedsheets (m) | k.nj.

pairing: kim namjoon x reader

rating: m (18+)

genre: smut | angst | fwb!au

summary: You didn’t voluntarily choose to have feelings for your best friend of over a decade. But you did voluntarily choose to fall in bed with him, knowing he didn’t feel the same. And now, every encounter with him is just another push at the knife he has permanently lodged in your heart.

warnings: swearing + unrequited love + dom!joon + sub!reader + explicit sexual situations (unprotected penetrative sex, dirty talk, f&m oral, spanking, orgasm denial, overstimulation, slight manhandling, creampie) + careless aftercare + unhappy ending

word count: 8 k

submission for the July Games hosted by House Taeros.

❂ “To The Lighthouse” ⁂ Hosted by: Professor Bee @inkedtae through @bangtansorciere

⤐ AU Type: Ships in the Night - Unrequited Love ⤐ Themes: Secret Relationship | Slice of Life ⤐ Kinks: Clit Biting, Spanking, Face Fucking, Pain Kink, Size Kink, Dirty Talk, Overstimulation, Degradation.

note: my first submission for the network!!! this was supposed to be a drabble and then the word count ran away from me, smh, but what’s new? this is an ANGSTY baby, y’all! 😩 — firstly, a HUGE THANKS to @getmemyfries noor bby for being my constant hype girl, listening to me rant about the angst and yell about joon’s sexiness and helping me with every darn thing she could possibly help me with. 🥺💕 — another big AF thank to @hisunshiine vanessa for giving me such amazing clues and pointers for the name of the fic! 😭❤ — and finally, the biggest one yet - @bangtanhome MOON, MY LOVE!!! thank you so so SO much for reading this through and boosting my limping confidence! you’re really so freakin’ precious for looking it over so quickly and so expertly and helping me brush it up! 🥺😭💕 also, the title’s a play on lyrics from frank ocean’s “bad religion” that nessa recommended me to look into!

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You are pushed against the wall the second you step into the house.

“Namjoon, for fuck’s sake—”

“You’re insane for thinking you still get to talk to me like this after all that show.”

The ‘all that show’ happens to be you laughing a bit too loud at Namjoon’s cousin when he made his lame jokes at the party you two are just returning from.

Ignoring the shiver that runs down your spine at his warning, you narrow your eyes at him. He’s insane for thinking you’d just bend over for him after all the knowledge you’ve acquired tonight.

“Must I remind you it was your parents that introduced me to him,” you snap, letting your true feelings show. “Something tells me you could’ve stopped them, Joon.”

After nearly a year of you rolling in bed with him, Namjoon’s parents still had zero clue of the status you held in his life. Now, you didn’t expect him to profess his undying love and ask his parents to fix your wedding or something, but cluing them in even a little bit would have been appreciated. You’d at least told your mom that you slept with your best friend, if not the ensuing emotional turmoil you were subjected to. She was very worried about your dynamics initially, but when the two of you acted seemingly normal around each other when you two went to your hometown for Christmas, she got off your case.

But Namjoon’s mom and dad were still under the impression that his son had a sister-like best friend in the form of you. Talk about feeling humiliated.

And tonight, his mom proposed her sister’s son, Seok-something, as a prospective partner to you because you’ve been single for a long time. All the while, Namjoon stood there, in between his mom and his cousin, and didn’t utter a single word of protest as she basically forced you into Seok-something’s arms. Namjoon didn’t even look at you, not once.

It hurt like a bitch.

Looking at the whole picture, now, you should be the angry one. And you were. You blew some steam off by interacting a bit too much with Seok-something, and relishing the covert death glares you spotted Namjoon throwing your way over his cousin’s shoulder.

Eventually, though, you were too tired on your pencil heels and too emotionally drained to socialise anymore, and decided to leave the party. Namjoon had followed you to your car, not saying a single word as he slid into the passenger’s seat. He kept shut the entire way to your duplex, too, head turned away to look out the window.

You thought he was probably pissed and tired like you and needed to get out of the party, even if it was his own grandparents’ fiftieth anniversary gala. You two were childhood best friends before anything else, after all.

But now, looking at him, you realise he is more than pissed. He’s furious. And for some reason, he doesn’t look all that tired, either.

“And unhand me, I need to take off these death traps.”

You push at him and he grudgingly steps away, jaw set as he turns away to lock the door.

You walk into your coat closet and sit on your haunches to take off your heels. It’s slightly difficult with the form fitted slip dress you wear, but you manage.

You haven’t missed how he hasn't responded to your jab about him being able to stop his parents. You believe it is because he doesn’t actually have anything to say to it — he hasn’t told his parents because there isn’t anything worth telling them about. And even if you put aside the fact the feeling is most certainly not mutual on this front, it still stings for multiple other reasons, too.

Isn’t this behavior disrespectful to the friendship you two have shared for all these years? You told your mother because you felt so. The same cannot be said for Namjoon, apparently.

You walk out of the coat closet, sighing in relief when your bare feet flatten against the cold marble floor. Namjoon is leaning against the kitchen counter, suit jacket and tie off, the top button of his navy shirt undone and the rest straining against his buff chest. His hands are tucked in his grey slacks as he crosses one foot over the other. His short hair is dyed a gorgeous shade of grey and a few strands brush the top of his brow when he looks away from his feet to focus his eyes on you.

He looks too fucking hot to handle, and you feel weakness seep into your knees.

Trying to put on a brave face, you ignore the heat of his gaze and walk into the kitchen. His shoulders look even bigger from behind — bulkier, rounder and broader than you’ve seen them last.

“Want something to drink?” you ask in a mumble, opening the fridge to get yourself a drink of water.

He doesn’t say anything, just very quietly turns in his place to face you. You hold his stare for a few seconds as you shut the fridge. But then it gets too intense and you have to look down at the bottle in your hands.

“Joon, I—”

“My parents want Seokjin hyung to court you.”

Ah, so that was his name — Seokjin. “I figured as much.”

Namjoon looks at the kitchen counter between the two of you. “They think you two would be a good match.”

He looks dejected and you are irritated by the audacity. You felt like shit the whole night because Namjoon hid the gritty details of your dynamics with him from his parents, making you feel like he’s ashamed of you. He is in the wrong, here. Why does he get to sulk, too?

You shrug your shoulders. “Maybe we would be, who knows.”

You don’t mean much by the comment, tossing it mostly off-handedly to prompt Namjoon to keep talking. But Namjoon doesn't take it so off-handedly.

His eyes flash with a warning, jaw tightening.

In all honesty, it should turn you off, make you walk away from whatever this toxicity between the two of you is. But you’ve always been a weak bitch when it comes to him.

“He won’t last one night with you.” His words rumble low in his throat, absolute certainty spilling off each syllable.

Shit. You squeeze your thighs together.

“He wouldn’t know what to do with himself, much less you. He’d be shredded to pieces before you’re even wet, babygirl. You know that.”

You look away from the challenging glint in his eyes, nerve endings tingling at the pet name. You know it to your bones that he is right in his claims. And not just in the context of Seokjin, either. The way Namjoon takes command of you in bed has ruined you for all the men in the world.

But the brat in you doesn’t want to accept that reality.

You walk up to the kitchen counter and brace your hands on it. Leaning in, you raise a taunting brow at Namjoon. “What if I enjoy it? What if I like shredding him to pieces for me?”

It’s all bullshit, but the surprise that washes over Namjoon’s face satisfies you beyond explanation.

He scoffs at you, the next second. “You happen to be the biggest sub in the whole world, babygirl. Are you really going to stand there, lying to my face?”

Your breath hitches. Did you take this too far?

Namjoon’s lips curve in a sardonic smile. A hand moves towards you and plucks the water bottle from your hands.

“Joon…”

At his sharp glare, you bite your tongue.

His hand closes over your wrist, squeezing hard.

“Is that what you are supposed to call me?”

“I — I…” You mean to scold him for pulling his dom voice on you when you’re trying to be mad at him, but words fail you.

You don’t know what is suddenly wrong with you. You hate it when your mind gets like this. Namjoon doesn’t seem to appreciate it much either, but for a wholly different reason.

Fury seeps into his gaze and he snaps his hand sideways, pulling you around the counter like a ragdoll.

“Have you forgotten how to properly use this slutty, little mouth of yours?” he hisses, empty hand coming up to clutch at your face, thumb and fingers digging into both sides of your jaw.

You gasp in pain, jaw dropping open. Namjoon grits his teeth, pressing harder until you groan in pain.

“Or is it only good enough to stuff my dick into?”

You shiver, knees buckling, ready to meet the floor and do exactly what Namjoon just mocked you about.

“No!” he snaps, tugging your arm upwards to straighten your folding knees. “Desperate, spoilt little girls don’t get to suck me.”

Your eyes swim up to his. He doesn’t look mad this time. No, his gaze has taken upon a calm severance which actually scares you more than the anger. Or excites you, if the wetness collecting between your thighs is anything to go by.

“This, off,” he commands, leaving your face and twisting a finger in the strap of your dress. "On the couch with you. Face down, ass up. You know the drill.”

Your breathing is stuttering out of you in little gasps. Just as you move to follow his command, eyes trained at your feet, Namjoon grasps your chin to tilt your face up to meet his eyes. You blink, slightly unnerved by his blank stare.

“What’s your safe word?”

You swallow. “Ruby,” you husk out.

“Louder!” he snaps, and you jump.

“R–ruby.”

“Again, without stuttering.”

“Ruby.”

“Good. And what do you call me?”

You swallow again. “Sir.”

"Good. Now move along.”

You’re out of your dress in record time, scampering to bend over the couch with your knees pressed to the seat and forehead resting over its back, under a minute.

“No bra?” Namjoon taunts, clicking his tongue.

You feel the heat of his body before you hear his breathing over your back. He presses a kiss at the base of your neck, taking you by surprise. He laughs at your little gasp.

“You’re wearing my favorite thong,” he clarifies.

His palm smoothes over your ass, fingers digging into your flesh. You try to regulate your breathing. No reason to get so worked up, so early in the night.

“Did you really plan to fuck him?”

Your eyes snap open at the undercurrent of vulnerability in his voice. But you quickly stomp out the sudden bloom of hope in your heart. This has happened far too many times for it to mean anything, you tell yourself.

Or, at least, you try to.

“No, sir,” you respond honestly.

He breathes out in what sounds an awful lot like relief. But again, it might be a figment of your wishful thinking.

“Are you lying?”

“No, sir. I would never lie to you.”

You hold your breath when he doesn’t respond. And then he gives a loud, sardonic chuckle.

“Now that is a lie in itself, babygirl. Or have you forgotten about your silly, little claim from minutes ago?”

You want to defend yourself, but you don't really have much of a defence to present. You said that to make Namjoon jealous, plain and simple. And it most definitely worked, given the position you two are in, right now. But telling him any of that is asking for a punishment worse than the one he is about to deliver, right now.

“I—I’m sorry, sir.”

“So, you admit you lied?” he hums.

His hand comes down to land across your ass in a loud thwack. A yelp stumbles out of your mouth, body lurching forward, ass stinging. Your cheeks heat up in humiliation the way they always do in such situations.

You breathe out.

And then a different kind of heat takes over. Your pulse kicks up and blood thrums pleasantly in your veins, You stuff your face further into the couch cushion, biting down on your lip.

"Look at you trembling." Namjoon scoffs. "What an absolute slut. Can't even punish her properly because she enjoys it."

You clench your teeth against his words, but he isn't actually wrong, is he?

Another slap lands on your other buttcheek. You are pushed into the couch, knees chafe a bit from the abrasion from the rough fabric of the seat cover.

But your body is singing with pleasure.

"The way you were pushing this pretty, little ass into him." Namjoon's words are muffled by his gritted teeth. "Wanted to do this right there, in front of him."

A high pitched keen leaves you on the next slap.

"Wonder what he'd say if he could see you now, huh. Pretty ass all red and in the air for me. Only me."

He suddenly grabs your ass in his large palms, squeezing your smarting skin, causing more hurt than comfort. But you believe that that is his purpose.

He pulls one hand off to bring it back down with another resounding smack. And then alternates between both hands, delivering loud, hard slaps onto your buttcheeks and then massaging your stinging skin harshly enough for it to hurt more.

"Who does this ass belong to, babygirl?"

You're nearly sobbing, already lost count of the spanks he's delivered you. You're grateful he didn't make you count, or you'd be screwed.

"Y–you, sir," you breathily stammer. "Ju–just you."

"That's right. And so does this pussy."

Your thong is pulled to a side, cool air hitting your wet pussy before warm air replaces it. Your breath hitches.

Is he…?

Namjoon's lips meet your heated center in a loud slurp, tongue slipping into you. You shriek a garbled curse, half in surprise and half from the sudden onslaught of sensations.

But then he is gone.

"Wha…?"

You deliriously try to look over your shoulder.

And then you freeze.

You are not supposed to look at him when he's punishing you. His instructions have always been clear. But in your confused, horny state, you promptly forgot.

Namjoon is looking straight at you, and his eyebrow ticks up when your eyes meet. His lips form a smirk.

"You really fucking love getting your ass spanked don't you, my little slut?"

You do, without a single doubt. But you didn't intentionally try to riot, this one time. You quietly bring your face back in to press against the cushion.

"I'm sorry, sir," you mumble into it.

"You will be, baby."

And then Namjoon's hand delivers a slap directly between your thighs.

You scream, head craning back and back arching as the sting travels through your pussy to spread like hot molten pleasure all over your body.

"Fuck, look at that," Namjoon growls, two fingers moving to press against your clit. "You're creaming my hand, baby. You loved that, didn't you?"

You can only whimper in response, arching your ass towards him for increased friction.

"So fucking filthy. And you thought that prissy, uptight, son of a bitch could handle you?"

You never did. Not for a single second.

You suddenly decide to come clean.

"No."

Namjoon's stills. "What?"

"I never thought that," you speak into the cushion, your voice slightly hoarse but still perfectly coherent. "Just – just said that to rile you up." You pause. Exhale. And then add, "sir."

Namjoon's intake of breath is crisp between the two of you.

"We'll, consider me riled the fuck up, baby."

A thick arm wraps around your waist to lift you up and toss you on the couch on your back. You blink up at the huge man crowding over you, skin heating up at the sight of his broad torso over your tiny one.

Namjoon could snap you in half with bare minimum effort. The thought probably shouldn't tighten your core with arousal the way it does.

"You really are something else, aren't you?" he mumbles before leaning over you to press his lips onto yours.

You kiss him back with equal fervor, hands tangling up into his hair and legs wrapping around his waist. His length digs into your thigh. Your mouth waters with the need to have him on your tongue.

You pull away from his kiss. "Please," you breathe, eyes travelling down his body to land on his crotch. "I'll be good, sir. Please."

"You think I haven't heard that one before?" Namjoon sneers at you. "You promise me right about anything like a cock hungry slut. But then you go back on your word."

You're too far gone to feel humiliated at his words, especially given the fact that they ring with absolute truth.

"Prove to me that you really can be good at keeping promises and following instructions. Then maybe…" He pauses, squinting at you. "Maybe I'll fuck your face."

You nod, eyes journeying to and fro between his intimidating stare and the bulge in his pants. "Ye–yes, sir."

"Good."

With that, Namjoon stands up straight and starts to unbutton his shirt. Every deft movement of his fingers uncovers more of his chest, pectoral muscles firm and swollen. You could probably fit both your hands on one. His abdomen is tight, cut and looks so solid. The shirt is pushed past his shoulders, and your gaze clings to his arms.

You breathe through your mouth, teeth mashing together with the effort of keeping yourself from panting like a bitch in heat.

He seems to keep growing bigger and bulkier everytime you see him. You couldn’t wrap both your hands around his biceps and make them touch. Not to even get started on his hefty shoulders that make him nearly twice as broad as you. He's a lot massive and it gets you a lot wet.

You’re still gawking when he grabs your thighs and pushes them back towards your chest.

“Hold them here. And do not,” he warns, kneeling on the floor between your legs, “move.”

You shakily nod, gathering your wits and voice. “Yes, sir.”

His arms are nearly as thick as your thighs when he braces them on the seat of the couch. You pull your lip into your mouth to bite back a moan at the sight.

“You do not come unless I tell you you can. I do not want to beat your gorgeous little pussy up, but if you really prompt me…” His jaw locks. “I will.”

Heat rushes through your body, eyes practically rolling to the back of your head with the memory of the slap he’d just delivered there. Your insides contract in anticipation.

“Do you understand?”

Words fail you for a few seconds, the thought of getting your pussy slapped by his large, shapely hands filling your head with endless images. A small moan is torn out of your throat.

Namjoon clicks his tongue, and the heavy disappointment in that little sound snaps your attention back to him.

“I — I understand, sir. S–sorry, sir.”

“Losing your mind over getting your pussy slapped?” He gives a rumbling chuckle. “My little slut.”

Your underwear having already been tugged aside, Namjoon dives right in without preamble.

A loud shriek escapes you when he encases your clit in his mouth with the first lick. His tongue laves all over your slit, drawing circles at your entrance without actually penetrating you, and you tremble in want. Before you can collect your bearings, his tongue reaches up to draw similar circles over your clit and you cry out.

The sensations build on too strong too quickly, and heat pools dangerously in the pit of your stomach. You really want to twist yourself away from his face because your orgasm is closing in on you and you have strict instructions to not come. But you also wanna thrash against his face to get there quicker, because the punishment Namjoon has declared is sounding a lot like a reward.

You end up doing neither when you recall how he also instructed you to not move.

“S—sir,” you brokenly whisper, fingers digging into the undersides of your knees to keep yourself open and spread.

He grunts into you, delivering a slap onto your ass. You gulp, clenching your eyes as tight as you have your teeth. His tongue leaves your clit, traversing back towards your entrance to dip into you in small, kitten licks.

“Ah—fuck, oh my God,” you sob, twisting your head to press it against the back of the couch.

You want to be a menace and come all over his mouth, just to relish the look of anger on his face when he delivers you your pleasurable punishment. But you also really want to please him by being just as obedient as he wants you to be.

The brat in you admits that the attitude you gave him tonight was too harsh of a rebuttal for him keeping things from his parents. He probably didn’t deem it too deep, because afterall, who talks to one’s parents about fuck buddies? It’s on you that you haven’t told him how deep this shit runs on your end.

Your spiralling thoughts are pushed to the back of your mind when Namjoon hums against your cunt, sending a fresh layer of electricity through your body.

You control your breathing, inhaling through the nose and exhaling through your mouth. You can do this — you just need to detach yourself from these thrums of arousal pulsing through you, every single one originating from your core. You try to take your mind off the feeling, try to think of anything other than the coil tightening in your stomach, Namjoon’s head of silver hair moving between your legs, his broad, broad bare back rippling with muscles with each movement, his enormous arms’ ability to fold you in half and—

“Holy fuck!” you screech, your unhelpful train of thoughts cut off.

He has closed his teeth over your clit and is massaging the nub with the flat of his blunt, front teeth. Your hips nearly buck before you dig your nails firmly into your legs and hold them back.

The pressure isn’t harsh enough to hurt, but it sure as hell is strong enough to bypass pleasurable stimulation.

Entire body quivering, you lift your head up to peek down at him, gasping with your whole chest when you find his gaze trained on you. You try to maintain eye contact, but all your senses are failing you because you’re trying your damnedest hard to just not fucking explode.

Through your fluttering eyes, you spot him raising a mocking eyebrow up at you.

Oh, God, what the fuck is he so hot for?

You resolutely shut your eyes tighter, whining at your slipping control.

“Sir, please,” you whimper. “I — I can’t…”

Namjoon releases your clit with a pop.

“What the—ah!”

Blood supply abruptly restored, your clit is suddenly even more sensitive than before. If Namjoon so much as breathed over it, you’ll come. All your hardwork about to go to waste, you struggle to orient your brain.

Namjoon retracts his tongue from you, though, and you’re left stunned when he hums satisfactorily.

You blink up at him with delirious eyes, tentatively loosening your grip on your legs. He smiles at you so big, his dimples flash.

And it’s ridiculous, how your heart brims with affection at the sight of him. He’s all sweaty with hair matted to his forehead, chin glistening with your arousal, lips darkened by working you up — and then there’s that cute freaking smile of his which should be terribly out of place in all of this, but actually isn’t.

But then, maybe it isn’t ridiculous at all.

“What a good girl,” he whispers in his raspy voice, his smile unwavering. “You did so well, babygirl. Time for reward.”

Your chest swells with pride and happiness — and that one emotion that you’d very much rather not feel at all but cannot help — and you grin at him in all your dishevelled state. He licks at his lower lip, giving you a small nod, smile melting into a smouldering look when he brings his large hands to yours and unlocks them from beneath your knees.

“Come on, baby.”

He sits you up on the couch, and you belatedly realise how you’re not even mad he didn’t let you come because of how much you’ve pleased him by being a good girl for him. Because you know he will grant you all the sweetest of releases if you do as he says. He always has.

What the hell were you thinking, challenging him like that earlier? You could never even imagine any other way you would attain the kind of completion you do with Namjoon.

You kneel on the soft cushion of the sofa, sitting back on your calves. Your eyes dart up to his, seeking unspoken permission.

He looks at you from under hooded eyes and nods once.

You reach forth with your eager hands, unbuckling his belt, before unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. Your insides have been coiling ever since he grabbed your wrist in the kitchen, you do not have enough patience to properly undress him. You push his pants down, scrunching them over his burly thighs before tugging at the waistband of his boxers and pulling the cotton fabric down the same way.

He is fully hard and leaking, almost beckoning you closer with the drop of precum over his slit.

You open your mouth, tongue hanging out as far as you can extend it. Then you entwine your fingers and put them in your lap, and look up at him with big, wide eyes. Like always.

Namjoon looks so fucking tantalising, standing tall, broad and manly over you, ready to ruin you with his thick cock that hangs inches from your tongue. He really really could snap you in half if he wanted to. Your pussy clenches at the thought, the denied orgasm finally raising its head again.

A hand moves to grip at your chin. “Use your hands.”

You blink at his grumble.

Did you hear him correctly? He never lets you use your hands, always choosing to fuck your mouth. What—

“I want those hands all over my cock,” he grits out when you give him a confused look. “I want them smelling like me when you try to touch another guy again, reminding you of why you shouldn’t.”

You swallow, arousal coating your core at his words. You’ll never understand how his filthiest of demands and proclamations never manage to gross you out. You know the why, of course, but you do not get the how. Emotions work in inexplicable ways.

Licking your suddenly dry lips, you reach one shaky hand to wrap around him.

Namjoon scoffs. “What is all this shaking? If I wanted a blushing virgin to slobber on my dick, I wouldn't be here.”

You mash your teeth at his gibe.

Never a good idea to bring in tender emotions between the two of you.

Squaring your shoulders, you thrust your naked breasts out, nipples brushing the rough fabric of his pants when you grip his length firmly and tug him closer. Before Namjoon has properly regained his footing, you wrap your lips around his tip and suck hard.

“Oh fuck, baby—yes,” he hisses, a hand gripping your hair, the other resting on the wall next to him. “That’s what I’m talking about.”

You open your mouth, using his precum as lube to take in as much of him as you can. Which you cannot do a lot of, because you have your hand still wrapped around his base when his tip reaches the back of your mouth. You remove the hand, moving it lower to cup his balls, and slide your mouth further down. Just as your nose is about to brush the base of his cock, he hits the back of your throat. Despite the months of practice you have, your throat closes up in a gag.

Namjoon releases a loud groan, breaking into a litany of curses.

“Baby, baby, baby — fuck, babygirl! That feels so fucking good, yes.”

You blink your tears away, easing your throat a bit as you are used to. The addition of your hands is really helpful, though, when you use one to pump him and the other to massage his balls. Your tongue licks at his head, lips pressing slurpy kisses, causing him to give you small groans. You make a detour to lick at his balls, relishing the soft gasps you receive. You roll one into your mouth, softly sucking on it and his hips dart forward with a muffled curse falling from his mouth.

Sufficiently relaxed, you plunge your mouth over his cock, again, this time letting him hit the base of your throat with far more ease.

“Shit, babe��”

He breaks off into a guttural whine, grip tightening on your hair. His hips drive into your mouth at a slow pace, and you welcome him with your jaw lowered and throat relaxed, humming around him.

“Don’t — don’t do that, fuck—”

You would smirk if you didn’t currently have your mouth full of cock. You flutter your lashes to make do, looking up at him with as much innocence as you can muster.

Sweat rolls down the planes of his body, his buff chest and rounded shoulders glistening with a sheen. Your pussy clenches, throbbing with the need to be filled the way your mouth is.

You shut your eyes, resting a hand on one of his rock hard thighs, the other one climbing up to spread over his taut abdomen.

“This mouth really is meant for me, huh? Look at how well you take me, fuck. Tiny little mouth, but opens big enough to swallow this fat cock. My pretty, little cock slut.”

You preen from his praise, fingers splaying over his slippery, sweat coated skin for support as you try to rock your head back and forth to get in even more friction.

“Fuck!” Namjoon suddenly cries out, grabbing your hair and pulling you off himself in the blink of an eye.

Your mouth’s still gaping wide when you open your eyes, confused and more than a little dazed. Your pussy clenches at the sight of his fully erect length, wet from your mouth. You drag your gaze up to his face with difficulty, sweeping the back of your hand over your mouth.

His eyes are screwed shut, jaw clenched and teeth barred.

“Wh—”

He cuts you off with a snarl, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing you against his chest, forehead resting against yours. When his eyes open, they are wild and really, really dark.

“No one,” he says very quietly, voice gruff, “else gets to have you like this.”

He swallows your surprised gasp, taking your lips in a searing kiss. You moan into his mouth when his chest moves against your pebbled nipples, all your senses going haywire.

The kiss is cut short far sooner than you would have liked it to, Namjoon’s lips moving down to drop kisses on your jaw, over your neck, down to the curves of your breasts. He takes a nipple into his mouth, rolling his tongue over it. You cling onto him with both your hands holding onto his shoulders, desperate whines pulled from you.

His kisses are littered all the way down to your stomach, and then all the way up to the back of your ears.

“Hands and knees,” his gravelly voice snaps into the nape of your neck, and you spring into action.

Your arousal has definitely ruined the couch, but you couldn’t care less. You quickly press your forehead into its back the way you had when he spanked you, and arch your body to extend your ass as far back and up as you can.

“God, what a filthy fucking slut,” he moans, gripping your hips with both his hands and bringing them down to massage your still singing ass. “Always so willing and ready for me.”

You nod, cheek rubbing against coarse fabric. “Yes, sir. Always. Only for you.”

Namjoon swears under his breath, grip tightening at your hip. “That’s right, baby, only for me. And it better stay that way.”

If it were up to you, it’d stay that way forever. In a more intimate setting than this, too. You wonder how he doesn’t realise that.

“It will, sir,” you sigh.

Satisfied by your response, Namjoon hums in appreciation and moves two fingers to your core. “Ah, soaking for me, as always.”

Despite yourself, your lips curl up in a smile at the fondness in his tone. “Always.”

He lines himself up, tip nudging at your center. “I fuck you raw you, babygirl. Always fuck you raw. How could you ever even think—”

His head enters you, and you mewl.

“—about letting another man—”

“Ah!” Your walls flutter around him as he slides in further.

“—even touch what I’ve—”

He bottoms out and you gasp. “Sir! Fuck fuck fuck, you’re so fucking big, oh God!”

“—claimed as mine?” he finishes in a growl, enormous torso covering yours and mouth pressing into your throat. “So,” he enunciates with a shallow thrust, “many,” another thrust, “times.”

Your jaw has been dropped in a silent scream which verbalises at his final thrust. You hear him chuckling at your shout of pleasure, and your cheeks heat up.

“You didn’t answer me, baby,” he somehow manages to intelligibly murmur between hammering into your.

All thoughts leave you, your mind singling out the feeling of Namjoon expertly hitting that one spot inside of you that always sends you over the edge in a handful of strokes.

You jolt with every push of his cock, small gasps leaving you. He’d eaten you out to the point of causing pain, and still hadn’t let you come. Your cunt has been convulsing by itself ever since. It won’t take you long to—

“Are you even listening?”

A resounding thwack lands on your ass, forcing you to stop thinking about your impending orgasm.

And then it registers.

With a small gasp, you launch into explanations. “S–s–sir, I didn’t—I won’t ever, ever. Think of an–another man. Touching what’s — what’s yours. Never,” your last word comes out as more of a wail when he grinds his hips into your ass.

Namjoon grunts in response. “Good. That’s — ah — good. Now be a good little slut and take what I give you.”

Your jaw unhinges with a loud moan, back arching further. Namjoon fucks into you at an unforgivable pace, lewd noises of skin slapping on skin mingled with the harmonies of your moans and his muted groans fill up the space around you.

Your orgasm looms quicker than you expected.

“S–sir, I’m close!”

“Oh?” he pants, amusement lining his voice. “Already?”

You duck your head, short of breath as you try to speak. “You — you, ah… you fuck me… fuck me s–so well, sir…”

Namjoon hums. “Who fucks you so well?”

Your entire body thrums. “You do, sir.”

“And who am I?” He lowers his head to nip at your shoulder blade and you falter.

“Sir—”

“What’s my name, my little slut?”

Your eyes snap open. He wants you to say his name? You’ve never done that before.

His hips roll into you at a slower pace while you try to arrange your tongue around the two syllables.

“Namjoon,” you whisper, barely even audible to yourself.

He scoops you up to press your back against his front, moving his lips to your earlobe. “Louder.”

“Namjoon,” you say a bit louder this time.

He growls. “Fucking scream it.”

One of his hands clamps over one of your breasts, mauling the flesh, while the other moves to your center, expert fingers locating your clit and flicking it between them.

“Namjoon!” you yelp, not even close to a scream, and he swears behind you.

He pushes you back into your previous position and grips your ass firmly.

“It’s fine, you don’t have to give me a scream,” Namjoon mumbles with determination spilling off his words. “I’ll pull one out of you.”

You feel yourself getting wetter at his words, just as he pushes at your ass, pulling himself almost fully out of you before he pulls your ass back and hits all the right spots within you. And then he picks up speed, fingers digging into your ass to roll your hips over his.

You thrash wildly in his arms, hands flailing every which way to find purchase until you grip onto the back of the couch. Sweat breaks out on your skin, breathing all over the place with exertion as your hips are dragged back and forth. The coil beneath your navel is wound tighter and tighter with every stroke.

“I — I’m so close, please—”

“Come for me, baby,” Namjoon prompts you. “Come all over my cock, fuck, get those juices all on me. Want it so bad. Give it to me, babygirl.”

He fucks you hard and fast and messy, and you are shot off careening into your climax.

“Oh—oh oh oh, fuck — yes yes yes, fuck! Namjoon!” you scream, walls spasming around his length as you explode, drawn under by the huge wave of blinding, white pleasure crashing into you.

Your vision blurs with tears, breathing momentarily ceased. Your body shudders with the force of your orgarm, hips undulating against Namjoon.

“That’s right, baby,” Namjoon coos, rocking into you at a slower pace. “Namjoon. Not my cousin, not any other guy. Only Namjoon.”

He is still thrusting into you when you float back down from your high, but his breathing has picked up and you can tell it’s just a matter of time before—

“Fuck!” Namjoon grouses, stiffening behind you for a second and then exploding in you with a shout of your name. His hips grind into your ass a couple of times before coming to a halt.

You are a lump of bones, crashing on the couch immediately once Namjoon takes his arms off you. But you’ve barely laid there for a couple of seconds when you are scooped up in his embrace.

Your bleary eyes open to find him staring down at you with a very delicate expression on his face. That very familiar feeling of hope tries to make its way to the forefront of your brain, but you push it down.

This isn’t anything special.

Sure, a lot was different tonight than your usual nights with Namjoon. But different doesn’t necessarily mean special. In this context, it doesn’t at all mean special.

Namjoon acted the way he did because he was jealous. That is all there is to it.

When Namjoon deposits you on the edge of your bed, a soft look in his eyes as he kneels before you, every repressed feeling in your heart decides to climb up your chest and asphyxiate you.

You cough, placing a hand on your sternum to physically fight it off.

But then Namjoon grins, and you nearly sob in pain.

You hasten to put up all your walls. You’ve been in this position far too many times to not know better than expecting softness and comfort from this man after sex. That isn’t to say he leaves you unattended and uncared for, no. He tends to your every single need, asking a myriad of questions about your well being and only leaves your house when he’s ascertained you’re good to be left on your own. But the entire process is so clinical, that it could very well be a nurse doing all those things with you because you cannot tell the difference.

You look away from his blindingly beautiful smile.

“All this because you don’t want me to let Seokhyun court me?” you say, trying to sound as humorous as you can.

Namjoon’s expressions shatter. He pulls his lips into a straight line, his eyes suddenly losing their lustre.

Now this — this confuses you. What reason does he have to look so stricken? He’s the one who doesn’t give two fucks. He’s the one who never saw you past fucking you. He’s the one who sometimes forgets you two are supposed to be best friends as well.

He’s the one who decided to hide you from his parents. Probably because he was too ashamed of his association with you in this way.

He’s the one who most definitely doesn’t have any feelings for you beyond the customary platonic worry of a friend.

Shouldn’t he be overjoyed that you didn’t make a big deal out of his jealous claiming of you?

“Seokjin,” he corrects you and you bite your tongue.

Way to make a statement and the guy’s name wrong. Now he’d know how little that guy — or any other guy in the world — means to you next to him. Or, would he? Nah, this is still too much to expect of his oblivious self.

“If that is how you see it,” Namjoon speaks so low, you have to strain your ears to catch it all, “fine. Did I convince you to not let Seokjin court you?”

Uh, most definitely too much to expect. Your shoulders slumping, you blindly reach behind you for the comforter.

“As I said, Joon,” you tell him, honestly, “I wasn’t actually gonna do it. Was just trying to placate your mom, tonight.”

Namjoon looks relieved. You hate it so much. You hate how he gets to walk away from this without a single scare every time, while every shield you put up in front of your heart seems to just crumble at the end of your nights with him.

“Because,” you spitefully and unnecessarily continue, wrapping the comforter around your naked body and avoiding his eyes, “it would be all too inconvenient if I tried to date your cousin while we’re doing this.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

You look up at him with your face carefully wiped off any expressions. “It means that we’ll obviously have to stop this if I try to get with your cousin, Joon.”

“But you just said—”

“I said if,” you interrupt, feeling satisfied at the dent between his brows.

He raises to his feet, naked torso just as inviting as ever but face completely shuttered. His eyes have a far off look in them and try as you might, you cannot decipher the knots in his eyebrows.

Why is he so jealous of you hypothetically dating his cousin if your thing with him means so little to him? He has always made it painfully obvious to you, with words and actions, that this just happens because it's convenient for him.

You give a small sigh when he just stands there without moving.

“I’ll be okay, Joon. You can leave if you need to.”

His gaze snaps to yours in what feels like surprise, but he has steeled his face in such a way that his stare looks completely flat, now. You raise your shoulders in a tiny shrug when he keeps staring.

“Does anything hurt?” he finally speaks, voice coming out just as flat as his whole demeanour.

Exactly how a nurse would ask about your well being.

You shake your head. “A bit sore, but nothing I can’t handle.”

“Are you sure? I can make you some tea?”

You’d kill for a piping hot cup of chamomile right now. But asking him would kill you. You just need him out of your house as soon as he can be.

“No, I’m good,” you quietly lie.

Your eyes dart towards the clock on your nightstand. It is close to midnight, now, telling you it’s been nearly two hours since you two left the party.

“Maybe you should head home. It’s pretty late and your whole family’s in town. They’ll start wondering where you disappeared off to.”

Namjoon looks away from you and gives a stiff nod. “Maybe.”

He leaves your bedroom without a word, grabbing his clothes from the living room. You follow him on timid steps to find him turned to the other side, buttoning his shirt.

Your eyes scan the couch and sure enough, there’s a huge, damp spot at the edge of the seat where you knelt when you sucked Namjoon off. You pull your lips in, exhaling.

Namjoon is still silent even as he gathers his discarded suit jacket and tie, and suddenly, a pang of guilt hits you out of nowhere.

You’re not being too harsh, are you? Basically kicking him out after sex?

But this has always been your norm. He always, always leaves after sex, never ever staying the night no matter how late it is.

But you still shouldn’t have been so dismissive about it, right?

You don’t get to dwell much on it when Namjoon stalks past you with his eyes looking straight ahead. He has his tie stuffed into a pocket of his trousers, and his suit jacket hangs off one of his shoulders.

It suddenly hits you when he’s at the door.

“Oh, my God—Joon! You didn’t bring your car!”

He looks at you over his shoulder as he unlocks the door with a roll of his eyes. “Glad you remembered,” he sneers. “No issues, though. I called an uber, it’s almost here.”

Heaviness falls to the pit of your stomach. Why is this whole situation suddenly so caustic? It’s supposed to be routine, right?

Then why does it feel wrong to send him off like this?

“Um, Joon?” you call out, unable to stop yourself.

He’s already descending the stairs of the porch and doesn’t pause. It hurts you more than it probably should.

“It’s fine, my uber’s round the corner,” he says over his shoulder, not even turning his head fully to look at you.

You bite down on your lower lip, hand gripping onto the doorjamb. Why were you so hasty in kicking him out? Maybe you should’ve discussed his jealousy. Maybe it would’ve yielded some explanations. Maybe it would’ve changed things—

No.

You’re not going down that dominos of a line of thoughts. If things were gonna change, they would’ve changed already. Nothing is going to change between the two of you. And it should neither surprise nor bother you, because you chose for things to be this way when you started sleeping with him.

You tug the comforter tighter around yourself, pulling your gaze off Namjoon’s retreating back, and step inside your house.

You breathe out as you lock the door, feeling ten times more tired than you did seconds ago.

You’ve done nothing wrong, you remind yourself. You just chose to prioritize yourself over him, this once. And though you don't usually do this, you are more than allowed to change that.

You are entitled to making harsh decisions to take care of your heart, because evidently, no one else is going to do that for you.

But despite all of this, when you move about the kitchen and start to fill the kettle to make yourself a cup of tea, your heart feels hollow and your eyes keep stinging.

You hate being too weak to protect your heart even when you desperately want to.

You hate the toxicity you two have brewed up, leaving nothing of the sweet friendship you once had.

You hate the day you agreed to Namjoon’s proposal of sleeping together.

You hate that you fell in love.

You hate that he didn’t.

You hate—

No. You wish you could hate him the same way.

You wish.

You hopelessly wish.

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Fic Recs | Sports AU, Jock AU - Jungkook

This is based on this ask by sports anon. I didn’t include gamer!aus or SMAUs. Sports categories:

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🌹 a total of 56 fics 🌹 👀(I swear I didn’t realize I’ve read a lot of sports au)

💖Unclassified

Pretty Boy @angelguk - drabbles series [7/?] | 8.7k, so far | jock!jaykay x bestfriend | F, S, A

⚾ Baseball

Ace @hijoonie - one shot | 24k | athlete, artist au | F, S, A

Break the Bat + sequel @httpjungkookcom - two shot | 13.4k | baseball player JK x coach’s daughter, pwp | S, F

The devil’s change up @jungblue - one shot | 41.3k | College AU | S, F (Who doesn’t know this fic? I feel like I’ve included all of their works in every list 🥰)

🏀 Basketball

Instant Gratification @dovechim - series [3/3 + drabble] | 43.7k | fwb AU, cheerleader!reader | S, A, F

I Don't Like a Gold Rush @candlewaxandp0lar0ids - one shot | 17.3k | College AU, Shy Girl, Fratboy AU, Slice of Life | F

Opposites Attract @bangtaninink - drabble | 2.3k | English major!reader x Vice Captain!JK | F

Unexpected Confession @sunkissedjk - one shot | 5.7k | high school AU, neighbors AU | F

You Know Better Than That @diorpieck - one shot | 15.3k | jock x nerd!reader pairing, bestfriend AU, Idiots to Lovers | F, S, A [if this looks familiar, it’s an old fic by joonglows]

🎳 Bowling

Mind in the Gutter @kpopfanfictrash - one shot | 18k | not really a professional bowler, IT!Jungkook, workplace AU | S, F, Humor

🥊 Boxing, MMA Fighter

Animal @cutaepatootie - series [9/9] | 115.6k | storytelling of the past by present Jungkook, drama | A, F, S 😭

Bruised (ongoing) @acc3ssdenied - series [6/?] | 20.7k, so far | bad boy AU, tattooed!jungkook, underground boxing | A, F, S

Can’t Be Without You @ahundredtimesover - one shot | 30.2k | Bestfriend AU, Underground Fighter AU | A, F, S

Down and Down @koorara - one shot | 12k | actually more of MMA!fighter, exes AU, teacher!reader | A, F

Fuckboy Training @helenazbmrskai - series [4/5] | 21.2k, so far | Uni Gym Club AU, fuckboy AU, Enemies to Lovers | S, F, A

How Many Rounds @hisunshiine - drabble | 1.9k | boxer fan, pwp, a little plot twist 😊 | S, F

Knockout @gamerguk - one shot | 4k | slice of life, sub!jk, dad!jk | S, F

Quarters @justoneday-namjoonii - series [8/10] | 36.4k | drama, boxer!jk x ice skater, check warnings | A, S, F

Safety Net @pradaksj - two shot [2/2] | 40k | Enemies to Friends, Roommates AU | A, F, S

The Art of Boxing @seokiie - one shot | 4k | boxing class instructor JK, pwp | S

Sucker Punch @satanssmuts - one shot | 5k | boxer who needs anger management x therapist | S

South Paw @starshapedkookie - one shot | 30k | childhood friends, ex-bestfriends, college au, frat au, underground fighting | A, S, F (I really like the boxing scene, so exhilarating 🤗)

Since Day One + Morning After @joonsgalore - one shot + drabble | 19k + 2.2k | boxer au, bestfriend au, tattoo artist!jungkook | S, F

Too Close @cutechim - drabble series | 12.8k, so far | gang au, husband!jk, dilf!jk | A, F, S

📢 Cheerleader!Jungkook

Kiss It Better @jincherie - one shot | 11.7k | college AU, cheerleader!jk, pining | S, F

🏈 Rugby/Football (sports knowledge = 0; don’t get mad at me for putting them together ✌)

A Cinderella Story @suhdays - one shot | 21.2k | college au, halloween au, strangers to lovers, cinderella!au, “nerdy” reader | F, A (I just read this!)

As I Told You @eleventoes - one shot | 9.6k | football player x cheerleader, roommate AU, enemies to lovers, college AU | F

Boys Like Him, Girls Like Her + You Who @hayjeon - two shot + prequel | 15.4k | bad boy AU, fuckboy AU, jock!jk, college AU | A, F, S

Growing Pains @rkiverse - series [2/3] | 20.1k | basketball player!reader, slice of life AU, coming of age, high school to college | F, A

Kick in the Right Direction @xiaokoo - drabble series [7/7] | 6.1k | football player jungkook x mascot!reader | pure F!

Little Library Girl @kooksgalaxy - one shot | 5k | tutor x jock!jk | F, A

Man On, Baby @just-come-baek - one shot | 13.2k | College AU | S, F

Teach Me How to Love @iamtaekooked - two shot [2/2] | 34k | enemies to lovers au, journalist reader, college AU | F, A, S

The Prince and His Rose @vanaera - drabble series [12/?] | 44.8k, so far | bestfriend AU, childhood friend, college AU, writer!reader | F (this is just cute & lovely 🥰)

Try Hard @hobibliophile - two shot | 10.4k | College AU, asked to help with photography | F, S

You’re the 1 (4 Me) @luxvitae - one shot | 8.5k | Established Relationship | F

🎾 Tennis

30-Love @kpopisthereasonihavenolife - one shot | 9.4k | high school AU, neighbors AU, JK only listens to YN | F (so wholesome 🥰)

Love Means Nothing @widowkooks - drabble | 1.6k | rival tennis players, E2L | F

🏑 Ice Sports

Chess of Ice @jimlingss - series [3/3] | 42.8k | curling!au, feat Yoonji lol, former hockey star | F, A, implied S (re-reading this 🥰)

Cold as Ice @ughseoks - one shot | 8.5k | ice hockey, enemies to lovers, teammates | A, F

Hockey Pucks @bangtanboysboo - one shot | 8.1k | college AU, flirty!kook x tsundere!reader (well towards him), mommy kink | S, F

Ice Prince + drabble @gukyi - one shot | 23k | figure skating, enemies to lovers | F

Snow and Ice @/hayjeon - two shot | 24.8k | snowboarder!jk x figureskater!reader, friends with benefits AU, Olympics | S, F

Over the Edge @/kpopfanfictrash - sequel to Ruin the Friendship | 9k | bestfriend AU, established relationship x argument | A, S, F

The Art of More + drabbles 01 02 03 @/kpopfanfictrash - one shot + drabbles | 42.4k | enemies to lovers, dance team x hockey captain!jk | F, S, A

⚽ Soccer

Chewie & Choco Boy + Loveship @rookiegukie - one shot + sequel | 22.9k| soccer captain!jk, bestfriends to lovers, bestfriends to established relationship, college AU | F, A

End Game @minyoongijjangjjangmanboongboong - one shot | 12.1k | soccer player x cheerleader, fake dating AU, ex-Namjoon | F, A

Offside @daddychims - series [16/?] | 40k | Sports Trainer OC x Soccer Player Jungkook who has asthma, Fuckboy AU, College AU | F, A

🏐 Volleyball

Blank Check (ongoing) @sugaxjpg & @pantaemonium -series [5/?] | 44.4k | fake dating AU, college AU, fratboy AU, fuckboy AU, jock!jk | F, A, eventual S (been following this fic for a year or so🥰)

Chance Ball @guksthighs - one shot | 11k | beach volleyball AU, rivals to partners, friends to lovers | F, A, S

Set on You @bymoonchild - one shot | 18k | college au, setter!jungkook, student manager!reader | F, S

🏎Car/Racing/Drifting (uhm is this considered sports!au)

Drift @yminie - two shot [½] | 8.9k so far | tokyodrift-inspired, street racing | A

Bitchin Rides + Sequel @gukpds - two shot [2/2] | 7.2k | racer!jungkook, college AU, strangers to established relationship, jealous Koo, pwp | S, F, A

🏊‍♀️Water Sports | Lifeguard!AU

Lifeguard + The Bikini @jungshookz - headcanon/bulleted | 16k | lifeguard AU, surfer AU, jealous Koo in the sequel | F, S (all their works = best romcom)

Stay in Your Lane @luxekook - one shot | 5.8k | enemies to lovers, swim captains, college au, noona!reader, | S, F, crack

Chasing Butterflies @ddaenggtan - one shot | 12.8k | idiots to lovers, coffee shop AU, college AU, jock/volleyball player!reader, weeb/otaku!jk | F, S, crack (the anime references are so funny)

The Ocean and its Wind @chim-chimmie - one shot | 19.9k | surfer au x beach bar staff | S, F

⚡Quidditch (what do you mean it’s not a real sport?! 👀)

Do You Want Me (Dead?) @/gukyi - one shot | 11k | advice column, enemies to lovers, hogwarts au | F

New Romantics @cupofteaguk - one shot | 24k | enemies to lovers, hogwarts au, fratboy (sort of), slow burn | F, A

Also, there are probably more great fics that I’ve probably missed and this list is definitely not exhaustive. I only included ones I’ve read but if there are new sports-related fics I haven’t read yet, apologies if I fail to include your fic. My memory for some fics are also murky and I am definitely not sporty 😅 so maybe I got the wrong sport tagged (in this case, let me know). Enjoy Jock JK! 🎯

🌷 posted: 2021 Feb 11

🌷 updated: 2021 April 19 (new fics are highlighted)

🌷 I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic =)

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kimnjss · 4 years ago

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Are smutty Drabble requests ok? Bc I would like to hear more about Yoongis kink 👀 so maybe a Drabble about the night/day/time he actually got her pregnant?

⤑ impreg dialogue credit goes to @taetaewonderland, go check out her work, she’s soo talented!

“do you know what day it is?” yoongi grins, sliding up to where you lay with your back against the headboard. quickly racking your brain, you try to think up a set of plans or events that you had overlooked... something that he might've mentioned earlier in the week and had slipped out due to your busy lives.

nothing. “thrusday?” you try. dark eyes rolling as he reaches his hand down to rummage through his pockets, pulling his phone from it. “you're ovulating,” his grin only widens as he shows you the pink app he had downloaded onto his phone. cycle carefully tracked and at the tip of his fingers after you were growing tired of him constantly asking you to check.

it all clicks at once, his grinning suggestion at the breakfast table for hyunki to spend the day with jimin instead of hanging out at home. plans for the two of them to go shopping and eat together and whatever else that would have hyunki out of the house for the entire day.

he's looping his fingers into the waistband of your shorts, eyes flickering down to watch the bit of skin his fingers reveal. “wanna make a baby?” one grip about how unromantic that was, is pulling a laugh from his lips. nevertheless, you're shimmying out of your shorts as his soft lips place wet kisses against your lips.

not even bothering to fully undress, you're still wearing his shirt and his jeans are only pushed down enough so he's able to pull his cock out. hard, as if he has been thinking about this all day. pressed against his hipbone, the tip flushed pink taunting you. eyes zeroed in on your glistening folds, fingers reaching out to run against your slit.

yoongi fucks his fingers into slowly, thumb stroking your clit slowly. soft moans fall from your lips, body moving in sync with his fingers. he's got one hand on you, focused on loosening you up for his cock while his free hand pumps over his cock. squeezing out a dribble of precum as your moans grow louder.

“fuck,” he breathes as he slips his cock past your folds, grin growing at the sound of the soft whine that falls from your lips at the feeling of being so full of him. he draws back, an experimental thrust that has his eyes rolling. “you feel so good wrapped around me,” voice a little bit above a whine.

large hands wrap around your calves, pulling them up toward his chest, your ankles hanging over his shoulders. and he scoots so his cock is nudging deeper inside of you. “read somewhere... chances of you getting pregnant... double in this position,” he speaks between groans that punctuate his thrusts.

your core is fluttering at the thought, how badly he wanted to make a baby with you. he had done so much reading, from the foods you should eat to how your sleep cycle could affect your chances. every day was filled with a new tidbit that he found, groceries constantly being bought with something new for you to try.

something about that was more than attractive, definitely had the power in turning you on.

soon enough, he's falling into a steady pace. hips snapping against yours as he holds your legs against his chest. your body shifting higher up on the bed with each one of his thrusts, until your head is tapping against the headboard. the pleasure is mixing with the slight pain, a pang of arousal has your walls clenching around him.

“fuck, you want it so bad, huh? can feel your pussy trying to milk me. gonna fill you up with all my babies, don't worry.” he gasps at the end of his words, the grip on your legs tightening as the movement of his hips start to stutter.

had held back from fucking you when your period had started this month, wanting to fill you with as much cum as possible to heighten the chances of you getting pregnant. because of the lack of regular sex, like honestly, it went from every night to... days of nothing, he was more sensitive than usual.

already close to filling you up. a frantic hand moves down between your legs, rubbing fast circles into your clit. the pressure making your hips lift off of the bed, eyes fluttering as your lunged toward your release. yoongi knows your body so well so it doesn't take long before you're falling apart underneath him, wanton moans filling the room as your hips move to ride out the orgasm.

he's not far behind you, thrusts much deeper nose the tip of his cock brushing against your cervix. “fuck, baby!” he gasps, pinning his hips against yours as thick spurts of cum spills from the tip of his cock coating your walls. “look at you, taking my cum so deep baby. gonna fuck all my babies into you.” he groans, the flow feels never-ending as his hips shift into a slow roll.

“can't wait to see you all swollen and big with my baby. you want to have all my babies, right?” he doesn't need the reassurance but loves to hear it. so it's no surprise the twitch of his cock when you're agreeing, pace in his thrusts growing harder as the last bits of his cum fills you.

so full that his thick seed is dribbling down out the sides of your entrance, sliding down the ridges of his shaft. yoongi is moving fast, cock slipping from inside of you. he uses the head of it to push his cum back in, eyes focused on the cream threatening to leak from your core.

“love you, baby,” he mumbles through a smile, lips finding yours in a gentle kiss. you're kissing him back quickly, fingers tangling in his hair as your mouth moves over his slowly. “tip your head over the edge,” his words are muffled due to the press of your lips, but his arms are moving you so it doesn't matter.

head tipped over the edge and legs lifted into the air. “just gotta let gravity do its thing.” you're bursting out a laugh and he's grinning down at you, arms wrapped around your knees, holding your legs to his chest. “i love you. can't wait to have all your babies,” he's beaming at that, cheeks darkening in the adorable way it does when he's flustered.

he doesn't say anything, just continues holding your legs up against him, looking at you like you're the love of his life. and that's good because he's the love of yours.

masterlist.

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⇝ taglist: @bangtansbun @flamboyant-louie @elliemeetsevil @angiexyoung @stonyiscanon @strawberryforever25 @mipetronella @rageyoudamnednerd @hellotherehoneybee @joonies-babyy @mypurplelamp @jikooksgirl19 @sushi-date-ghost @bigimpression @kookiesjoonies @amour-quinn @diamonddia-mond @alterlovess @gemad08 @daydreambrliever @acc3ssdenied @silentlyimpractical @bella-victoria002 @ashleyjoyx @yoooonie @btsbed @sungieshines @thia-aep @taeshuworld @hopiebabie @trynavibewhileicry @illwritetomorrow @kookoo-kachoo @prettxyliies @triviasjms @ratking101 @elephantdoors @feel-like-gold @kelitt @itsponybeaches @alpaca1612 @jeonkookiebangtan @rather-not-sayy @kimsouthjoon @seokjiniebabie @wisenerdcreator @cosmicflwr @kookie-monsteur @donghae-bae @sugalarity93 @eugeneliem @morgstreet @niieceyy @thefouranemoi @ayasanuwu @itsrapmonstanotdancemonsta @izzyexe @justzeera @xjoonchildx @pjmcth @fizziefizzco @monetsberet @killaqueeeennnn @mayumioutloud @mygsbae @fakeluvrm @lovingele @tetekiim @masterpiecejoonie @tiddieshakeshownu @kuppyjiminie @xlovelyyoongix @beeeb05 @comically-sleep-deprived @spillthetaesissy @kerikaaria @ephyra1230 @hajiraa06 @bburninggoldd @luvsoobin @agustneeds @fromthedt @hecticwonderer @cuteipat @hispoutylips @moonlitmyg @fanfics-for-fun @ruinsofangels @untainted-memories @ughtear @hopetookmysoul @unicornnomore @jungkookspromise @namjoonbaby @vantaexx @apurpledheart @rjsmochii @ladyartemesia @bangpink123 @jrobmorebangtan @baabelleer @midkpjm @kthvhs @trinityxsope @thecityrain @princecalpal @honeyspillings @kim-ji-hyeons-world @hyungaway @agustdakasuga @namjoonsleftankle @notasunshine @abyssiniandissociation @taegix94 @alison-renee @somewhereinthestarss @salty-for-suga @simplymemyself @hear-me-growl @ggukkieland @hisunshiine @ephyraaaa @yoong-i @diorhobii @lexy9716 @psiphidragon @crazyboutjooni @mvltimoon @barbikatherine @adoringinsanity @g0lden-sunset @thefiresfromheaven @nanied93 @sunshine-ybba @sakura-uji @bbyxiumin @snortyport @haveumetbadeth @abra-cadabra-jin @bangtandongsaeng @sixwestonrd @yoongs-jeontae @agirlintheparkjimin @1-800-jinsoul @craftymoonchaos @sammysammyswag @acupfullofsuga @tanumiki @neverthefirstchoice @eatjeanjin @dionysusrage @chogiyeol-utopia @wildly-lost-lantern @ditsyyvonne @uglyratlmao @sweeneyblue1 @deleteidentity @jwlmnbt @loveyoongles @sheebaba @minlindsx @btsbangtanbois @nananicholle @v9nte @munkey888 @lustremyg @silent-potato @chanelbts

#asks; be my baby 🦋#yoongi #yoongi sm au #min yoongi #yoongi smut #yoongi fic #asks; kez 🍯

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ggukkieland · 4 years ago

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📕BTS Fic Reads - 2020 June

Some are new, some re-reads, while some are past reads that haven’t been reblogged yet. Mostly mature.

🌹 update (2021): status and links for fics have been updated. also indicated deactivated authors/deleted works.

Note: if link doesn’t work, click on author and go to their masterlist

🥕 Ongoing - most recent chapter [as of date this list was updated] 🥕 Completed - completed one shots | series 🥕 S - smut | F - fluff | A - angst 🌷 with commentary on some fics (if reading these help)

🥕[Ongoing Series]

Cruel Intentions @jeonqukie - JJK | 18.9k+ | College AU, Boyfriend Namjoon (infidelity themes), Twisted situations/characters x good girl!OC, Strangers to Lovers, Bad Boy AU | a, s ~ [1/?] 🌷

Full Stop (formerly titled Palette) @1oserjk - JJK | 29k+ | Divorce AU, Exes AU, Parents AU | a ~ [4/? + 2 Drabbles] 🌷

Sugar & Salt Series @kkulmoon - KTH | 11.8k+ | Rich AU, Baker!Reader, Slice of Life, Slow Burn, Enemies to Lovers, Strangers to Lovers, Countryside Vibes | a, f, eventual s ~ [2/?]

01 In the Winter Things Brew

02 The First Snow Has Melted

🥕[Collab/Themed Series]

Friends with Benefits drabble series @an-exotic-writer - OT7 (one drabble each) | 10.2k | FWB AU, “when you’re fwb and he falls in love” | f, a

Songs to Read Playlist @vanaera - various member | 18k+ | drabbles/stories based on songs/lyrics request | a, f, s

Sober by Lorde - PJM | FWB AU | a, s

Your Side of the Bed by Loote - JHS | Rebound AU, Friends to Lovers | slight a, f

Just Say Goodnight and Go by Ariana Grande - KSJ | Neighbor AU, Tsundere!Reader, College AU, Christmas AU | f

400 Lux by Lorde - MYG | Boxer AU, Bestfriend AU | a, implied s

Mikrokosmos by BTS - JJK | The Prince and His Rose AU,, football player!jungkook, childhood friend AU, writer!reader, idiots to loves, bestfriend au | f, a 🌷

↬ update: author removed these fics from the series ↫

Stay for Awhile (She Will be Loved by Maroon 5) - KSJ | College AU | f

Searching for Middle Grounds (Love Alone by Katelyn Tarver) - JJK | Fuckboy AU, Hogwarts AU | f

Reds and Greens of a Supernova (Green by Cavetown) - KNJ | Post-break Up AU | a

Aftermaths Before Causes (Make Out in my Car by Moses Sumney and Sufjan Stevens) - KTH | Sugar Daddy AU | a, f

Werewolf AU @littlemeowmeowschimmy - one shot per member | 31.8k | s, f

Mark Me | Jungkook - bestfriend jungkook x human reader

Come Play | Taehyung - classmate taehyung, FWB (sort of)

Vamps and Wolves | Jimin - werewolf!jimin x vampire!reader, Enemies to Lovers (my favorite from the series). read Part 2

Librarian | Namjoon - Librarian Namjoon x Hunter Reader

My Moon | Hoseok - Tattoo Artist Staff Hoseok x Bartender Werewolf!Reader

Sexy Drug | Yoongi - Werewolf Yoongi x Witch Reader, Music Producer (my 2nd favorite)

Best Friend | Seokjin - Tattoo Artist! Seokjin x Bestfriend!Reader

🥕[Completed Fics/Series]

Yoongi

And They Were Roommates + Give it to Me @joopiterjoon - two shot | 9.8k | Roommate AU, kind of Brat!Reader, PWP, a bit of bdsm | s (this is very hot 🔥)

Come Home @kookiesjoonies - one shot | 3.2k | Exes AU | s, a 🌷

The Early Shift @hobidreams - series + drabbles | 27k+ | Enemies to Lovers, Coffee Shop AU, Barista AU, hate sex | s, a, f ~ [3/3 + 5 drabbles] 🌷

Six Punch Man @tendershepherd - one shot | 5k | Office AU, Enemies to Lovers, Christmas AU | f ↬ update: author deactivated but still on AO3 as shepherdbook ↫

Jimin

Call Me Baby @hueseok - one shot | 12.3k | College AU, Friends to Lovers, Roommate AU, Fake Dating | f, a, s 🌷

Imagine by hoseoksyn/bluesxde (AO3) - drabble | 1.4k | Friends to Lovers, Fake Dating AU | f, s (author deactivated but fic is still on ao3)

Tutor + Part 2 @lysyuta - two shot | 5.1k | Fuckboy AU, Tutor AU | S, A ~ [2/2]

Your Tiny Pinky @megahwn drabble | 700 wc | soulmate AU | f

Taehyung

Business Attire @hisunshiine - one shot | 10.5k | part of The CEO Series, Assistant AU, Boss AU, Regional Manager!Taehyung | f, s 🌷

Love so Shallow @jimlingss - series | 34.8k | Humor, Best Friend AU, Roommate AU, eventual Post-College AU, eventual Unrequited | f, a 🌷 this is my #holygrailfic

Nightcall @joonbird - one shot | 7k | One Night Stand (gone wrong), Strangers to Lovers, Humor | s 🌷

The Manual @jeonschim - one shot | 5.4k | Unrequited Love, Best Friend AU | f, a

Sunflower Girl @rohobi - one shot | 20k | Highschool AU to College AU, Enemies to Lovers, Roommate AU, “Kim Taehyung is a killer of flowers and a wrecker of hearts” | f, a, implied s

Note: the fic is best read on mobile (for some reason it says tumblr is restricted on desktop). I read this on AO3 instead

Jungkook

21st Century Love @gukyi - drabble | 1k | enemies to lovers, College AU | f

Alpha and Omega @tendershepherd - one shot | 24k | Hogwarts AU, Fantasy, Magic AU, Action | a, f 🌷 ↬ update: author deactivated but story can be read on AO3 ↫

Apartment 2B @bangtanbetchfics - one shot | 18k | Neighbor AU, Dog Sitter AU (temporary dog sitting), Noona AU | s, f

Cabin Fever @untaemedqueen - one shot | 4.9k | Hybrid AU, Best Friend AU, black panther!jungkook x black panther!reader | s, a, f

The One Where Jeongguk’s Obsessed With Your Scent @angelguk - drabble | 1.5k | Werewolf AU, Alpha!Jungkook x Omega!OC, College AU | slight f/a

First and Last @kookiesjoonies - one shot | 4.2k | Best Friend AU, Virgin!reader, Never Have I Ever game | f, s 🌷

Grain of Sand @jungkookiebus - one shot | 4.2k | Slice of Life, Established Relationship, Blind!Jungkook | f, s 🌷

Hands On Learning @ladyartemesia - one shot | 5.3k | Grad School AU, Friends to Lovers, Humor | f, s 🌷

Helping Hands @0gguksthighs - one shot | 4.3k | Best Friend AU, Virgin!Reader, PWP | s, f 🌷 ↬ update: author removed the fic ↫

His Side, Her Side @scriptaed - drabble series | 38.6k | Co-worker AU, Mutual Pining, low-key Soulmate AU, alternating POVs | f, a, implied s ~ [12/12] 🌷

I'm Yours @/hueseok - drabble | 1k | Royalty AU, Enemies to Lovers, Arranged Marriage | s 🌷

Keyed @taemyg - one shot | 3.8k | Neighbor AU, Humor, Enemies to Lovers, OC keyed his BMW 😂 | f 🌷

Little Wolf, Pretty Wolf, Your Wolf @readyplayerhobi - one shot | 22.3k | Omega!Jungkook x Alpha!Reader, Werewolf AU | f, a s

Midas @gukyi - one shot | 32k | Enemies to Lovers, CEO AU, Magical Realism | f, a 🌷

My Dear Friend Series: Friend In Me + Exclusives Only @ktheist - two-shot | 15k | College AU, FWB AU, F2L, party friend!jungkook, feat ex-boyfriend!Namjoon | f, implied s

Neighbours @minsugapie - one shot | 4k | Neighbor AU, feat ex-boyfriend!Taehyung, talking through the wall | fluff, slight a 🌷

No Strings Attached @jeonschim - series | 43.8k | Fake Dating AU, Ex-Fake BF, Enemies to Lovers | f, a ~ [11/11]

Pride and Prejudice @kimcritique - one shot | 22k | Enemies to Lovers, Hogwarts AU | f, a ↬ update: author deactivated 😥 ↫

Serendipity @rohobi - series | 50k | Best Friend AU, FWB AU, Virgin!Reader | s, f, slight a ~ [19/?] 🌷

update: author canceled the series years ago (but they provided outline for last chapter so the whole story still feels complete). Recently, author continued the story on Wattpad (with five new chapters 🥰)

if you have read this before and prefer to start from the revised chapters onward, read from Love is a Kiss and a Hug

if reading from the start, I recommend reading on WP (pseud is: rohobi)

The Nudist and The Purist + JK’s POV @gxtsmxt-blog - one shot | 20k | Exhibitionist Jungkook, College AU, Virgin!reader | s, a, f

Waking Up in Vegas @ppersonna - one shot | 3.1k | accidental wedding, brother's best friend | s, f

Whenever You're Ready @ktheist - one shot | 3k | Soulmate AU, reverse proposal | f 🌷

Work It Out @choiwrites - one shot | Enemies to Lovers, Carpenter!Jungkook, Interior Designer!Reader | s

OT7/Multi-pairing

※ VMIN (Taehyung x Reader | Jimin x Reader)

Wrapped Around @jjkfire - series [8/8] | 108k | College AU, FWB AU, two different finales to choose from, you know boys like them are no good for you | s, a, f

Jimin Finale | Taehyung Finale

prequel: You’ve Got Me (M) (Taehyung)

※ OT7

Because I’m a Man, I’ll Hold Your Hand @army-author - one shot } 3k | comedy, ghost hunting | f

Anonymous @holyfluffly - series [4/4] | wc:? | Illustrator!Reader, Idol!BTS, Guess the Member, Soulmate AU ↬ update: author removed the fic ↫

🥕updated links/status/deactivated authors: 2021 June 🥕link to other reading lists 🌹 I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic

#ggukkiereadinglist #bts fanfic #bts angst #bts fluff #bts x reader

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hisunshiine-reads · 3 years ago

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hisunshiine-reads

hi y’all!

so this is my reading and fic rec page!

i will be sharing all of the stories that i have read and plan to read on this page just to help 1. cut down on the clusterfuck that is my likes 2. help me organize and find fics when i need them 3. provide a cool place for people to search tags and find stories they are in the mood for.!4. And lastly to review stories and provide honest feedback!

how to:

quick links has the tags for [member] x reader already pre-set, my reading list, and my fave authors masterlists

member names are listed for the ease of breakdown for specific member x reader stories, and yes, clicking that name will bring up every story with that member paired to the reader that i have recommended or plan to read!

i need to read asap is the current reading list i have that i either am reading through a series or have had it in my to read for so long that i’m like bitch hurry tf up and read already, shit lol i be busy don’t judge me

fave author’s masterlist is where masterlists for authors who have so many amazing stories are. this way i can easily navigate my way back to their page and to their masterlist for updates to stories. they’re great so if you don’t know what to read, thats a great place to start! choose a writer and start browsing!

search my recs allows you to search for specific things within a story au or theme, common ones would be college au, dom![member], fuckboi![member], or even just fuckboi au. some stories are even broken into barista! or athlete! categories and more.

hopefully i can get this tag system down and make it a super easy way to search stories that i’ve read and my friends who are lazy like me can just sort through here like i do to my friends who have read and rec pages sksks.

my goal is to read through my need to reads and update their tags to reflect that they done by the end of july (doubt it!) so that i can start a new list of to reads for august! if not, oh welllll. this is an attempt for my adhd brain to be organized.

#hisunshiine-reads

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hisunshiine · 3 years ago

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masterlist

NEW MASTERLIST LINK

↣ last updated: Joonie’s Bday 9.12.23 @ 11:50 PM EST

↳ 2023 story updates posted with most recent at top:

❀ —in good hands | jjk (m)

streamer!jungkook x female!reader —camboy!au

❀ —socks | jjk (pg-13) B-DAY DRABBLE

jungkook x reader—slice of life, established relationship, fluff

❀ —i kiss your waist and ease your mind [6/7] | jjk (m)

nurse!jungkook x teacher!reader— non-idol au, brother's friend au; (9.4.2023)

—seven days masterlist

❀ —grey area: avoiding the red | ksj (m)

CFO!seokjin x senior accounting manager!reader— CEO!au; (7.14.2023)

❀ college nights; diner fights | jjk (m)

waiter!jungkook x waitress!reader— diner!au; (6.29.2023)

❀ burning love | jhs (m)

firefighter!hobi X firefighter!reader— firefighter!au; (2.20.2023)

❀ a wager of lords & love | myg (m)

noble!yoongi x noble!reader — regency!au; (2.15.2023)

❀ cinema | kth (m) [3/3] series COMPLETE

taehyung x reader — camboy!au; (1.01.2023)

↳ All of my fics written in 2022 can be found HERE

↳ All of my fics written in 2021 (i think) can be found HERE

↣ author’s note:

↳ thank you all for reading! it is finally summer break, so i will now be resuming actively writing the CEO series now that i have finished my required stories! bts members newest stories may not be under their name, but will be listed above! i will try and update the members lists as soon as I am able!

↣ networks:

Bangtan Writers HQ - CEO

K-Pop’s Black Creator Society - Ambassador

Bangtan Sorciere - member

Club Zero O'Clock - member

BTS Writer’s Club - member

BTS Creature Coven - member

BTS — series that include every member

*Pretty version is best on desktop, Easy version for mobile!

Kim Namjoon *pretty ver.

Kim Namjoon *easy ver.

Kim Seokjin * pretty ver.

Kim Seokjin * easy ver.

Min Yoongi * pretty ver.

Min Yoongi * easy ver.

Jung Hoseok

Park Jimin

Kim Taehyung

Jeon Jungkook

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bangtanwritershq · 4 years ago

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Brand New Day Writing Event

A Fresh Start — as the first ever challenge in the network, we wanted to provide a fun kickstarter writing event to celebrate the newness of the network! What better way than to create a new story based on the idea of a fresh start? Below you will find all of the entries to our event.

Kedz ➜ @idrinkjoonjuice

➳𝐻𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐵𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ & 𝐸𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑉𝑖𝑒𝑤

➳: AU type: Strangers to Lovers

➳ Themes: New Beginning, Travel

➳Kinks: mentions of Anal sex, Blowjob, Hair pulling, Accidental stimulation, Fingering

Read Here

Lee ➜ @7deadlysinsfics

In the Eye of the Storm

۵ au type: strangers to lovers

۵ themes: new beginning, healing

۵ kinks: fingering, cunnilingus, face riding, hair pulling, multiple orgasms, throat fucking, blowjob, begging, aftercare

Read Here

Vanessa ➜ @hisunshiine

BTW, ily

ᥫ᭡ AU: Opportunity

ᥫ᭡ Theme: Firsts

ᥫ᭡ Kinks: Multiple Orgasms, Body Worship, Accidental Stimulation, Cunnilingus, Fingering, Aftercare, Blowjob, Creampie, Begging, Babygirl

Read Here

Mei ➜ bluewhale52

Morning Rush

AU: Start

Strangers to Lovers Theme: Travel

Kink: Accidental Stimulation

Read Here

Theresa ➜ @mrsparkjimin18

꧁ Starting Over ꧂

ᥫ᭡ AU Type: ↳ Reboot - Exes to Lovers AU

ᥫ᭡ Themes: ⟡ Travel, ⟡ New Beginning

ᥫ᭡ Kinks: ❀ Accidental Stimulation, ❀ Fingering, ❀ Blowjob, ❀ Begging, ❀ Multiple Orgasms

Read Here

Sam ➜ slutsbangtan 🐯

Serendipity

✎ Jimin/Reader

✎ AU: Friends to Lovers

❀ Themes: Travel, New Beginnings

⚠︎ Kinks: Accidental Stimulation, Blowjobs, Cunnilingus, Fingering, Hair Pulling, Begging, Aftercare

Read Here

Sarah ➜ JiminSaidWrite

For A Picture

✎ Reader x Jimin

✎ Meeting Your Bias AU

✎Theme: Firsts, Travel

⚠︎︎ Smut, Multiple Orgasms, Impact Play, Cunnilingus, Fingering, Blowjob, Hair Pulling, Anal, Creampie, Begging

Read Here

Kim ➜ NoonasTo

Ilya

✎ Reader x Jungkook

✎ Meeting Your Bias AU

✎Theme: New Beginning, Travel

⚠︎︎ Smut, Multiple Orgasms, Impact Play, Body Worship, Cunnilingus, Fingering, Blowjob, Hair pulling, Toys, Face Riding, Anal, Creampie, Begging, Throat fucking, Aftercare

Read Here

Thank you to all of our authors for participating! Amazing work this month!

Writing Events Masterlist

#bangtanwhq #bangtan writers hq #bangtan writers hq network #brand new day writing event #brand new day event #april 2021 event #writing event #BWHQ Writing Event

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ggukkiereads · 4 years ago

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Fic Recs | Themed Series - OT7

These recs are based on an ask about

“OT7 fics that has a story line for each member and they're all connected/in the same universe”

Because there are so many universe/s, I categorized the fics into the ff:

Band/Music/Idol AUs

CEO/Office AUs

College AUs

Mafia/Gang AUs

Science Fiction/Dystopian AUs

Supernatural/Fantasy

Secret Agents/Spy AUs

Slice of Life

Credits go to all the writers who planned these series. Thank you dear writers for sharing these gems with us!

And if you happen to see/read fics listed here and enjoyed them as much as I did, don’t forget to show appreciation through reblogs, comments, or other positive interaction you could think of.

Note: These are NOT polyamory fics but rather, themed series set in one universe and each member gets their own story/ one shot / series

if link to fic doesn’t work, click on author and go to their masterlist

Melodrama Tour @jungkxook - one shot per member | punk band AU, musician AU | angst, fluff, smut

Make it Right | Jungkook - Exes AU

Backseat Serenade | Taehyung - Brother’s Best Friend AU

Other members fics coming soon

beyond the scene is a seven-member pop-punk band known for their most recent breakthrough success, taking the world by storm with their sold out melodrama tour. but, as rumour has it, the newly shining stars each seem to have their own melodramatic secret to go with them

You can also check their vlogger series: Not a Clickbait

The Sunset Series @ilikemesometaetaes - one series per member | Rockstar AU | angst, fluff, smut

Don’t Hold Your Breath | Jungkook - series [6/10] | rockstar AU, Exes AU, CEO!Reader

Other members fics coming soon

Brothers ‘Til Sunset (BTS) is a world renowned rockband consisting of seven members that operate on and off-stage

BTS in 10 Years AU @hayjeon - drabble per member | idol AU

In 10 years, once BTS has amiably broken up and the members have moved on to find their places in their new careers and personal lives, they end up settling right exactly where they needed to be.

CEO Series @hisunshiine - CEO AU, Office AU | smut, fluff, angst

Business Attire | Taehyung - Regional Manager Taehyung x Assistant!Reader

Devious Ethics | Namjoon - CFO!Namjoon x Environmentalist/Activist!Reader

Competitive Advantage | Yoongi - Head Lawyer!Yoongi x best friend of the tree hugging environmentalist

Fiduciary | Seokjin - coming soon

Insider Trading | Jungkook - coming soon

Client Centered | Hoseok - coming soon

Supply and Demand | Jimin - coming soon

seven shot series where each BTS Member has his own story that intertwines with the main plot of Namjoon and Seokjin taking over as CEO and CFO of their families company.

Cardiovascular Palpitations (Jungkook, FWB AU, Surgeon AU) and Cut Me Open (Yoongi, Husband AU, Divorce AU) belong to the same universe - @/hayjeon

Operation: Love Letters @ve1vetyoongi - mystery, college!au, romance | fluff, smut

It’s one series split into six (6) chapters and each member gets highlighted.

It’s a mystery, so you guess who is the endgame for OC

Needless to say, I had fun with this series =)

You’re so Creepy (drabble series) @whatifyoulivelikethat - crack, university au, creepy girl au | fluff

kim namjoon - part i | part ii (fave)

kim seokjin - part i | part ii (fave)

min yoongi - part i | part ii

jung hoseok - part i | part ii (fave)

park jimin - part i | part ii (fave)

kim taehyung - part i | part ii

jeon jungkook - part i | part ii

There’s always at least one campus creepy girl. Or seven. Part 1 (1st kiss) Part 2 (2nd meeting). Also part of this reading list

Worshipers Series @jimlingss - one shot per member, unless indicated as a series | God AU (can be read interdepently but best to go through sequentially

Worshipers of the Stars | Yoongi - Goddess of Light and Life!OC x God of Moon!Yoongi

Between Heaven and Hell | Hoseok - Human!OC x Human!Hoseok, War AU

Worshiper of the Sky | Taehyung - series [3/3] | Goddess of Sky!OC x Sacrifice!Taehyung

Worshiper of the Spring | Jimin - ??!OC x God of Wine!Jimin

Worshiper of the Souls | Namjoon - Ghost!OC x King of the Underworld!Namjoon

Worshipers of the Sea | Jungkook - Pirate!OC x God of Sea!Jungkook

Worshipers of the Sun | Seokjin - Goddess of Love!OC x God of Sun!Seokjin

Long ago, there were gods who resided in Heaven — existing to watch over and protect the universe. Each of them had their own flaws, trials and tribulations; some which were more sparing than others, but these are their stories...

Crescent Bound @parkhabits - BTS | 31.9k | Seven werewolves. A pack bound by the moon. | S, F, A ~ [3/7]

Jungkook - one shot | 12.3k | Werewolf AU, Bestfriend AU

Yoongi - one shot | 8.5k | Transfer Student, Strangers to Lovers 🌷

Jimin - one shot | 11.1k | Werewolf AU, Ex Friends AU

Seokjin - to be posted

Hoseok - to be posted

Taehyung - to be posted

Namjoon - to be posted | Werewolf AU, Arranged Marriage AU

if this is more organized and detailed, it’s because it was part of my reading list and I just copied 😊✌

Werewolf AU @littlemeowmeowschimmy - one shot per member | werewolf AU, Tattoo Artist AU (well some of them)

Mark Me | Jungkook - bestfriend jungkook x human reader

Come Play | Taehyung - classmate taehyung, FWB (sort of)

Vamps and Wolves | Jimin - werewolf!jimin x vampire!reader, Enemies to Lovers (this is actually 🥕my favorite from the series). read Part 2

Librarian | Namjoon - Librarian Namjoon x Hunter Reader

My Moon | Hoseok - Tattoo Artist Staff Hoseok x Bartender Werewolf!Reader

Sexy Drug | Yoongi - Werewolf Yoongi x Witch Reader, Music Prodcuer (my 2nd favorite)

Best Friend | Seokjin - Tattoo Artist! Seokjin x Bestfriend!Reader

Tempting Universe @kinktae - series or one shot per member (maknae line) | demon AU, Angel AU, supernatural AU, Fantasy AU | smut, angst

Tempting | Taehyung - series [13/13] | 67k | Demon Taehyung x Angel Reader, Forbidden Love

Soliloquy | Jimin - Angel Jimin x Reader, Unrequited Love, Fluff, Angst

Too Tempting | Taehyung - a sequel [3/?]

Supernova | Yoongi - coming soon

Valentine | Jungkook - coming soon

A definitive masterlist of all my stories written within the tempting universe, listed out chronologically/in the order that I would have you read it.

Tales of the Purebloods @rosaetae - maknae line (series per member) | Vampire AU, Royalty AU, Soulmate AU | so far, we have Jungkook’s story

Spellbound to Be | Jungkook - series [1/?] | witch reader

Ardently | Taehyung - series [coming soon] | sort of exes (?)

Of Whim And Tonic | Jimin - series [coming soon] | human!reader

In the Upper World, hidden from a mere mortal’s naked eye, holds the naturals of nothing but super. These stories encompass the tales of three brothers who have been born with vampire’s blood in their system, their names bringing goosebumps when mentioned for they have been feared by both the Upper World and the mundane world over many centuries.

sorted: a hogwarts au @gukyi - hogwarts AU, various AU | fluff

white chocolate fudge | seokjin — one shot | 11k | head boy x head girl

interconnection | yoongi — one shot | 8k | pining, letters/poems

tutor | namjoon — one shot | 11k | enemies to lovers, rivals

a series of scenarios featuring each member, set during the same hogwarts universe.

BTS!Supernatural Series @preternatural-fools

Black Magic - Witch!Yoongi - (4.7k words)

Rune Stones - Psychic!Jimin - (5.1k words)

Blood Drive - Vampire!Tae - (8.6k words)

Purple Haze - Fae!Jungkook - (8.6k words)

Macabre - Necromancer!Hoseok - (6.3 words)

Moon Shine - Werewolf!Namjoon - (8.9k words)

(Jin) - coming soon

Mythical BTS @thesammtimes - Supernatural AU

Bloodless - Jimin | Vampire

Epoch - Jungkook | Grimreaper (complete)

Pure - Seokjin | Angel

The Chaser - Yoongi | Hunter

Erratic - Taehyung | Demon

Vile - Namjoon | Vampire (never posted)

Immortal - Hoseok | Fallen Angel

This is the recommended order for reading the AU (use desktop to check the list)

(note: the series is incomplete but it’s a great read because of the intermixing of the stories. you really have to follow the recommended reading order)

Guarded (The Gajog) Universe @xjoonchildx - Mafia AU | fluff, angst, smut

Guarded | Hoseok - series [7/7] | 26k | Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Tsundere, Bodyguard

Guilty | Namjoon - series [4/4] | 17k | Boss AU, Assistant AU, Mutual Pining

Greedy | Yoongi - series [7/7] | 46k | Doctor AU, Pining *also I really find him intriguing since Guarded - Taehyung too (though KTH doesn’t really get a story hahah)

you can read how I raved about Hoseok’s story here if it helps (have yet to post for Namjoon and finish last few chapters of Yoongi’s sorry 😥)

Mafia Series @neonlights92 - series per member | Mafia AU, Gang AU, Arranged Marriage AU | angst, smut (uhm this is the first mafia series I’ve ever read 😁)

Monster | Taehyung - series [6/6]

Enigma | Yoongi - series [6/6]

Burden | Seokjin - series [7/7]

Charred | Hoseok - series [7/7]

Change | Jimin - series [7/7]

Run | Jungkook - ongoing [6/?]

Namjoon - TBA

This is the story of seven men. Seven dangerous men. These are the stories of how they fell in love.

Top Priority Suspects @yminie - one shot per member | Gang AU, Mafia AU | angst, smut, fluff

Kim Seokjin – The Boss | Read Here

Min Yoongi – The Underboss | Read Here

Jung Hoseok – The Caporegime | Read Here

Kim Namjoon – The Consigliere | Read Here

Park Jimin – The Spotter | Read Here

Kim Taehyung – The Supplier | Read Here

Jeon Jungkook – The Carrier | Read Here

Bangtan and Mafia Universe @yoongiandchiminie - one shot/series per member | Mafia AU, Gang AU, Mafia AU (no masterpost for this series)

Addicted | Yoongi - 01 02 03 04

Contrary | Jungkook

Rekindle | Seokjin

Crescendo | Jimin

Vague | Taehyung - 01 02

Kismet | Hoseok - 01 02

Brave | Namjoon - sadly never finished 😥

I’ve read it a long time ago and I just checked now but it hasn’t been updated. It’s also drabble-ish, so even if the parts are unfinished it’s still okay to read

When you’re born, you can’t see a color until you meet the eyes of your Soulmate for the first time. Bangtan is known as one of the most infamous gangs around. This series will focus on the lighter side of things, their soulmates- Well, maybe they’re lighter. Maybe.

Wanted Universe @jincherie - Alien AU, Science Fiction, Soulmate AU, Action | fluff, angst, smut

Wanted | Jungkook - series [6/6] | 55.9k | Selkie King Jungkook x Human Reader who is a wanted “criminal” that crash landed on another planet

Tentacledipity | Jimin - series [6/9] | 50k+ | This tale starts, as any good fiction does, with a girl crash landing on a foreign planet.

Fragmentation (links to general masterlist) or read on AO3 @thebiasrekkers - [10/10] drabbles per character as a prequel to Defragmentation (coming soon) | The Matrix AU

also check the card set [01 02] for this series, this is just so cool!

The Company @btsmakesmehappy - Secret Agent AU | fluff, angst, smut

Broken Vase | Namjoon - series [4/4] | 25k | Agent!Namjoon x Agent!Reader

Palate Cleanser | Taehyung - series [5/5] | 35k [ Agent!Taehyung x Baker!Reader, FWB AU, Strangers to Lovers

Sweet Scent | Jungkook - series [4/4] | 28k | Agent!Jungkook x Forensic Doctor!Reader

MicroWave | Yoongi - series [1/?] | 4.8k+ | Agent!Yoongi x Neighbor!Reader

Jimin - coming soon

Hoseok - coming soon

Seokjin - coming soon

If you click the masterpost, the profiles for each character is omplete with their skill set and level of competency. just amazing =)

Hobiverse Universe @bloomsuga - Slice of Life, Time Traveler, SMAU (but with written parts) | fluff, angst, smut

Forever We Are Young (pianist!yoongi x art student!reader)

BLOOM (idol!jungkook x idol!reader)

COLLIDE (artist!taehyung x waitress!reader)

ROSES (dad!seokjin x photographer!reader) - there are spinoffs for Jungkook and Yoongi stories too

ANONYMOUS (rapper!joon x singer!reader)

KIWI (idol!jimin x coffee shop owner!reader)

WOKE (time traveler!hoseok x writer!reader)

a series of chaotic slice-of-life social media au’s connected by one thing; parallel universe-traveling wannabe cupid, jung hoseok, who’s in charge of making sure you find your soulmate

Map of the Hearts Drabble Collection by hoseoksyn/bluesxde - drabble series per member | Slice of Life AU | fluff, angst, smut

Keeping Things Simple | Namjoon - series [15/15] | 24k | Doctor AU, Fake Marriage AU

An Abundance of Scrunchies | Hoseok - [13/13] | 24.3k | Single Parent AU, billionaire!hoseok x teacher!reader, enemies to lovers

Hesitate | Yoongi - [2/?] | 2k+ | Police Office AU, Friends to Lovers

The Formula for Love | Seokjin - [3/?] | 4k | Single Parent AU, Professor Seokjin

Cat Got Your Tongue | Jimin - [3/?] | 5.8k |Divorced Jimin, Cat Cafe AU, Brother’s Best Friend AU, Secret Relationship

Say Hello to Me | Taehyung - [1/?] | 1.2k+ | Singer Taehyung, Friends to Lovers

Before the Sun Rises | Jungkook - [1/?] | 2k+ | Bar Owner Jungkook, FWB AU

a collection of drabble series set within the An Abundance of Scrunchies (aaos) universe

Amourville @artaefact - one shot per member | slice of life, fluff, angst

Grinchly, Yours | Hoseok - Christmas AU, Florist AU, Bookshop AU

Bakery 1995 | Jimin - Bakery AU, Childhood Friends to Lovers

A Letter in Roses | Taehyung - Valentine’s Day AU, CEO AU, Husband AU, Established Relationship

The Devil in Chanel | Jungkook - Bodyguard AU, Enemies to Lovers, *coming soon

just recently realized that the Jimin and Hoseok in Taehyung’s story are the same ones in fics #1 & 2. This is fluffy goodness 🥰

Snowball Effect Project by various writers @stutterfly @gukslut @fortunexkookie @ddaenggtan - Christmas AU | fluff, smut

Snow Don’t Tell - PJM | 27.2k | Neighbor AU, Friends to Lovers AU

The Holiday Unplugged - JHS | 17.4K | Domestic AU

Tip of the Iceberg - MYG | 20.1 | Strangers to Lovers AU, Single “Dad”

Frost Impressions - JJK | 41.3k | Teachers AU, Enemies to Lovers, Pining, Bestfriend AU, Gamer AU, Idiots to Lovers 🌷

Cheapskate - KTH | 25.2k | Domestic AU

Half-baked Holiday - KSJ | 12.6k | Bakery AU, Friends to Lovers, Idiots to Lovers

Midnight Wishes - KNJ | 10.3k | Roommate AU, Friends to Lovers, FWB AU

part of this reading list; it’s one small town and they’re all friends who found love during the holidays. what a charming series

BTS Dad Series @bts-reveries - SMAU series per member | Single Dad AU, Single Parent AU, Parent AU, Family AU | fluff, angst

Daddy Diaries - Yoongi | single dad AU x baker!reader

One Night Light - Hoseok | choreographer x singlemom!reader

Page Turner - Namjoon | author AU, fangirl!reader, single dad AU

Daddy Duties - Jimin | Parents AU (new dad)

Mini Me - Taehyung | artist!taehyung x singlemom!reader

Young One - Jungkook | parent AU, photographer AU,

Expect the Unexpected - Seokjin | parent AU, CEO AU, designer!mom

read in order to make sense since characters will appear in other SMAUs

Halloween Hookups by Krisaissosmart [ao3] - one shot per member | 17k | Romance (or hookups) one Halloween Night | F, S

Mario Edition - KSJ | "I can't believe I had sex with a guy dressed as Mario."

Haunted Tour - MYG | that time you met a hot guy during a haunted tour and took him home to have loud sex and piss off your roommate

Emergency Edition - JHS | Halloween is a rough day for EMT's. You and your partner, Hoseok, need to find a quick way to release stress in between calls

Scary Move Edition - KNJ | “We’ll get kicked out if we get caught.”

Mortal Kombat Edition - PJM | When Sub-Zero met Scorpion

Car Burglar Edition - KTH | Exes AU, "So…Tell me. Do you still masturbate to the thought of me?” 🥕my favorite!

House of Horrors Edition - JJK | no summary

so I rarely recommend AO3 fics since the platform has a more organized way to read fics and I want to highlight tumblr works instead. But I don’t think this has been recommended yet and I just love that Halloween becomes cute instead of spooky.

Read in order, the characters will make appearances which will make sense when you read the other one shots

Activate Your SIM Card Series @stutterfly - IT/Nerd Reader x OT7 | one universe (so same character makeup per series) but for each series IT!Reader ends up with that highlighted member instead

Love Bytes - KNJ | [9/9] | Bestfriend AU *completed

Swipe Right - JJK [4/?] | Personal Trainer!Jungkook, Enemies to Lovers *ongoing

Love Virus - KSJ | Chef!Seokjin, Friends to Lovers | *TBA

Overloaded - MYG | Bartender!Yoongi, Friends to Lovers, Heavy Angst | *TBA

Cable Switch Tango - JHS | Dance Instructor!Hoseok, FWB AU *TBA

Pixel Perfect - PJM | Model!Jimin, Friends to Lovers | *TBA

Cache Only - KTH | Artist!Taehyung, Friends to Lovers | *TBA

IT/TechSupport/NerdReader gets dating help/advice and ends up falling in love with them instead

so I debated if I should include this or not but it kind of fits the bill! It’s also interesting to see alternate scenarios like what if OC ends up with Jungkook instead (read Swipe Right) or maybe with Model Jimin (go to Pixel Perfect). Haven’t seen anything like this so give it a read!

🌷 posted: 2021 Mar 20 | updated: 2021 May 02 🌷 other lists 🌷 I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic =)

#bts themed series #bts fanfic #bts x reader #bts angst #bts smut #bts fluff #bts fic recs #ggukkiereadingcollection #namjoon fic recs #seokjin fic recs #yoongi fic recs #jungkook fic recs #taehyung fic recs #jimin fic recs

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The CEO Series Masterlist

↣ JinHit Conglomerate, a booming corporation under new CEO Kim Namjoon. New employees, divisions, and issues keep this company not only in the news, but on its toes.

This is a 7 Shot Series, where each BTS Member has his own story that intertwines with the main plot of Namjoon and Seokjin taking over as CEO and CFO of their families company. The other members all work for the company or have ties to the company in some way.

current wc: 87.1k

KEY

✩ - completed ထ - in progress

↳ Business Attire | Taehyung ✩ wc: 10.5k

Regional Manager Kim TaeHyung works at JinHit Conglomerate, under CEO Kim Namjoon. You, his assistant, are new and bumbling and your mistakes, as well as your skirts, are driving him crazy OR the one where Taehyung can’t survive without getting you out of your skirt

↳ Devious Ethics | Namjoon ✩ wc: 11k

CEO Kim Namjoon is the new head of JinHit. You, a tree-hugging environmentalist, want to stop JinHit’s new project OR the one where Namjoon fucks you for hurting his rep but also for helping save the trees #namu

↳ Competitive Advantage | Yoongi ✩ wc: 13k

Min Yoongi is the head lawyer for JinHit Conglomerate. You, the best friend of the tree-hugging environmentalist, who is a recently graduated environmental lawyer who gets hired to help plan the non profit for Namjoon to surprise your friend, you have to work with Yoongi, who you think is a dick OR the one where Yoongi wants to throw the book at you. And by book, he means his dick.

↳ Client-Centered | Hoseok ✩ wc: 25.4k

When JinHit board-member & ½ of the resident playboy team Jung Hoseok is finally forced to settle down, you don’t expect to be the one he’s matched with. As the heir to a cosmetics company, you have a lot riding on your ability to operate a business and a husband that’s tied to JinHit can only help… Unless he’s not the CEO type you hope for him to be. With the threat of your company going bankrupt, an arranged marriage to announce, and emotional baggage to unpack, you’ll be lucky to deliver client-centered results.

↳ Grey Area: Avoiding the Red | Seokjin ✩ wc: 27.6k | NEW!!!

Recently inducted CFO Kim Seokjin is the head of finances at JinHit Conglomerate after his father retires. You, the senior accounting manager for the company, begin to stomp around in your heels complaining about areas that need mitigating for the business to continue to run smoothly after a meeting gone wrong. When Seokjin makes a bet with you to see if the two of you can hide a romantic relationship from work peers, several things are revealed OR The one where Seokjin wants to get you only in your heels.

posted: 7-14-2023 @ 3:30 am

↳ Decrypting the Spyware | Jungkook ထ

JK coming soon; in progress

↳ Rebranding the Asset: The Next Generation | Jimin ထ

JM coming soon; outlined

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hisunshiine · 3 years ago

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Escape ✈︎ Chapter 19

✈︎ chapter 19: Make it Right | ✈︎ Escape Series — 18+, Mature

✈︎ genre: angst | smut | fluff

✈︎ word count: 4272 words

✈︎ pairing: Jungkook x named-YN

✈︎ warnings: all of the feels! cursing, fighting, accusations, sneaky Tae, throwing things, breaking items, degrading words, passionate sex that includes lots of kissing, no condom, creampie, and tooth-rotting naked fluff.

✈︎ summary: "The only person who recognized me, an eternal night with no end visible [...] Can I hold that hand now? Oh oh, I can make it right."

After nearly a month and tired of the moping, 2 friends plot to help make it right.

After another week of weirdness, Dahlia approaches Taehyung. She’s tired of Vanessa ignoring her, tired of Jungkook hiding out and avoiding the fact that anything is wrong; she just wants things to go back to normal.

“Tae, I can’t do this anymore.” Dahlia sits on the edge of Tae’s bed in the dorm. It’s early, most of the island inhabitants are still sleeping, but Dahlia knows Tae hasn’t gone to bed yet, still up playing on his computer. “I feel like I’m losing both of my friends. Something needs to be done because they’re both obviously too stubborn to attempt to work this out.”

Tae pauses his game before resting his chin between his thumb and forefinger, his eyebrows furrowing as he takes in her concerns. A sly smile forms on his face and his eyebrows raise.

“So we need to find a way to get both of them together, unable to avoid each other, with no interruption?”

“Yes, Tae,” her voice is full of exasperation, “how else will they be able to talk and work out this issue, which in all honesty you played a major role in.”

Tae looks taken aback at her accusation.

“Me? How did I…oh, yeah,” he chuckles as he seems to reminisce on the situation quite intensely in his mind, licking his lips at the thought.

“Tae, can you please be serious for a moment? We’re talking about two people we care a lot about. There is the possibility that one of them quite honestly would leave the island if we don’t fix this, like ASAP.”

He begins thinking hard, thoughts going through his mind, some ideas making him giggle to himself. He then seems to have an “AHA” moment. He stares at her as if she should be able to read his mind, wide-eyed with his big boxy smile.

“Sooo, are you going to tell me what you’re thinking? Or just sit there with that ridiculous look on your face?”

Tae snaps out of his trance, a small shake of his fringe to move it out of his face.

“Right. How about we organize a game tournament? We could create a bracket and make sure that it ends with myself and Jungkook, head to head for the final battle? Tekken7 would be perfect!”

She waits for him to finish, but he just looks at her with a smug look, as if he has created the perfect plan.

“So that’s it? Just a tournament?”

He just nods his head eagerly.

“You aren’t just saying this because you love to play games?”

“Well, that’s part of it, but there’s more. First, let’s invite Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, Talia, Angel, Vanessa, and a couple of other girls. There’s no point if they won’t come. Once they all agree, I’ll tell you my plan, which, by the way, is definitely going to work.” He smiles. “Trust me.”

The look on his face confirms for Dahlia that he is serious. He must have the best idea in the world because his smile hasn’t faded since he finished talking.

She hesitates, unsure if a game night is the way to go.

“Taehyung, are you sure? I mean, we need to get them both together, in an environment that’s a little less ‘hostile’ don’t you think?

“Dahlia,” his voice rumbles deeply, “just send out the notice, I promise this plan will work.”

Dahlia nods and heads back to the Wings house to charge her phone so she can start the plan. She quickly wrote out a message to spread the news of wanting to host a Tekken7 Game Night and was able to round up a group of people to play, including Jin, Jimin, a few of the girls, and of course Jungkook. She didn’t tell him that Taehyung would be there as well.

Vanessa POV

On the day of the event Taehyung had invited you to, the sky is cloudless, a soft blue spreading for miles as you look out at the ocean view from the upstairs window. It’s been almost a month that you’ve gone without talking to Jungkook. For you, it feels like a lifetime.

You zone out a little, but you finally have some free time and the view in front of you helps you decompress before sitting watching people play video games. You aren’t so big into them, but all of your friends are, so you aren’t unaccustomed to sitting and watching them play.

The sound of the cheers have you turning back to the crowd of friends sitting around the TV mounted to the wall. Jin just beat one of the girls on the island, Sara, and is celebrating with his usual loud cheering. Sara gets up, allowing another person to take her spot, and you move back over to where Taehyung is sitting, waiting for his turn with the controller.

Sara passes the controller over to Tae, who sits in the gaming chair she just vacated, and you pull a pillow up to sit next to Tae.

“Why did you invite me? You knew he was going to be here.” You whisper to Tae while everyone is talking about the match that just ended.

“Because I wanted to spend time with you. You need to stop moping around, Ness.”

You sigh, knowing deep down that he’s right about the moping. You aren’t so sure your mischievous friend really wanted to spend time with you.

It was spectacular actually, watching the event. You try your hardest, but you can’t keep your eyes off of Jungkook. The intensity in his eyes when he plays reflects from the screen, and you just want to kiss his stupid pouting lips every time he doesn’t like how a combo move turns out against his opponent.

You feel bad for Talia when she loses to Jungkook, and the room suddenly gets hot when you realize what this means. Jungkook is the winner of his side of the bracket; opponent none other than Taehyung. The way they look at each other is enough for you to feel the tension in the room, even if no one else notices it.

“Ness, come sit next to me! I need your good luck.” Tae waves you over, so you slowly made your way to the pillow next to his gaming chair, avoiding making eye contact with Jungkook at that moment. It’s much easier once you’re sat on the pillow; he has no way of watching you if he’s in battle with Tae without standing up and being obvious about it. Oh, and of course losing the game.

The tense vibe in the room is easily displaced onto this being the final match, despite knowing better, but you gladly let that be the reason for everyone watching. You can hear them murmuring about the death glare Jungkook shot at Tae, but you refuse to look away from the loading screen as the match boots up.

“Alright, anyone want to make a bet?” You hear Jimin chime in as the players ready themselves, but you become engrossed once it starts and you don’t hear if anyone takes him up on the offer.

As the two characters, Zafina (Tae) and Fahkumran (Jungkook), battle on screen, you feel like Jungkook is taking his anger and channeling it into the game. His character is massive and absolutely obliterating Zafina.

Taehyung, growing antsy at his losing status, reaches out an arm and pushes Jungkook playfully. He has to drop an arm to the floor to maintain his balance, allowing Taehyung the chance to get a few combo blows in on him before he is able to resume full game play. You roll your eyes at Tae, hating that he’s resorting to cheating to win. It’s one of the things you hate the most when people would cheat at games. You and Jungkook have that in common.

You glance over and see Jungkook’s face, eyebrows furrowed in anger and concentration as he reclaims his lead. His ears are turning red, and you can’t help but feel a twinge in your heart for him. Tae repeats his movement, shoving Jungkook a little harder this time, and you look at Tae sharply. You debate saying something because he’s not playing fair, but before you get a chance, Dahlia’s voice is cutting across the sound of the game.

“Tae, stop cheating! Play fair or you're disqualified.” Her voice is stern and Tae gives a sheepish grin but keeps his hands to himself for the rest of the game. Which is roughly another 10 seconds, as his last shove to Jungkook allowed him to overpower Fuhkumran and Zafina is crowned the winner.

“Fucking bullshit!” Jungkook hurls the controller at the wall, where it falls with a thud to the carpeted floor. The group who’d been watching along quietly look at each other before they shrug and file out of the room. You watch them exchange money as they go, chatting about getting drinks from the tiki bar to celebrate the tournament. Once the door shuts behind them, you turn to find Tae.

Across the room you see Jungkook in the corner, arms crossed as Dahlia talks to him, voice low and soothing. Her hand traverses up and down his biceps, and you can feel the jealousy running through your veins at the sight. Tae walks over to the controller, attempting to put back in the missing Square Button. The joystick also appears to be lodged.

“It’s not that serious, bro.” Taehyung mutters under his breath, but you know that everyone in the room hears it.

You aren’t expecting the rage that rolls off of Jungkook’s shoulders, his voice raising as he yells back at his elder.

“You never take anything seriously! How would you know?!”

Dahlia remains between the two of them, and Taehyung puts his hands up, palms facing Jungkook after he flings the broken controller onto a nearby pillow.

“You got it, bro,” he concedes, walking past you to leave the room. Jungkook is facing the wall away from you, Dahlia rubbing her hand on his back in comforting circles. You know Jungkook probably feels bad for raising his voice at Tae; he’s always tried to respect their age gap despite how often Taehyung wanted there to be no such barriers between them. You turn away from the sight of Jungkook and Dahlia, feeling nauseous when Tae offers you his hand.

You accept, allowing him to pull you out of the room and into the now-abandoned hallway.

“Hey, let me go grab a jacket and pee real quick...wait here.” Taehyung disappears down the hallway towards his room, and you turn to lean your back on the wall, reaching for your phone to peruse social media while you wait for him. Except that your phone is no longer in your back pocket. Sighing, you turn to go back into the room you just vacated, knowing that it has to be in there. As you approach the door, it opens, Dahlia quickly exiting as you turn your body to slide past her retreating one and enter the room.

The sound from the game is still playing awkward ambient music as you approach the tournament area to sift through the pillows and blankets for your misplaced phone. Jungkook is standing near the chair he sat in, trying to fix the mashed joystick on the controller he threw. You can hear his heavy breathing as you ignore him, shaking out a blanket before discarding it to the side.

“So your little boyfriend can do no wrong, huh?”

You pause as you lift a pillow, unsure if your ears heard him clearly over the sound of the TV. You decide to respond anyways, tired of the passive-aggressive behavior you witnessed today.

“My little boyfriend?” you scoff, “And what about you? Your little girlfriend was all over you tonight.”

“What girlfriend?” He has the audacity to play dumb, going so far as to quirk his head to the side in the cute way that you like, if he wasn’t so infuriating. Exasperation is the only way to describe how you’re feeling as you answer him.

“Dahlia.” A roll of your eyes helps to get your point across. Jungkook freezes, eyes meeting yours as he fixes his mouth to respond to you.

“You knew what it was when you got to this island.” The bluntness of his statement hurts, more than anything that’s happened so far between the two of you. So you do the one thing you can do so you don’t show him how hurt you are. Act like it’s nothing with your response and walk away so you can cry in peace.

“Guess you only pay attention to people you’re actively fucking.” You turn on your heel to walk out of the room, missing phone be damned.

“Please,” his sneering remark has you pausing; you really want to hear what he’s going to follow up with. “Don’t act as if I’m the bad guy, like you weren’t out here being a ho for Hyung.”

You whip your head around so fast, walking back towards him with fire under the soles of your feet.

“Is that not the point of you guys paying for this island for us? To get your fucking dicks wet whenever you fucking want?!”

It’s a blur once you both start yelling; a lot of criticism back and forth, about who was wrong first and who hurt who more. Somehow you’ve been backed up, cornered to the wall like a wounded animal, and you can tell you’re close to your breaking point.

“I bet he doesn’t even fuck you how you like; he doesn’t know your body how I do!” Jungkook’s hand slams against the wall near your head, but you don’t even flinch because you’re so riled up from his words.

“At least he fucks me!” You push his chest with 2 hands, trying to shove him away from you, and while he takes a step back, the man is made of muscle, allowing him to utilize the momentum to come closer, eyes cut as he stares down at you.

It’s now quiet, the sound of heavy breathing the only sound filling the room as silent tears begin to roll down your face. You’re so frustrated with him. Doesn’t he understand that he allowed room for Taehyung to step into the spot he left vacant? That you wanted him, waited for him to come back when he ran away and instead he had run to Dahlia. How could he accuse you of being a ho when he himself had been with practically every woman on the island twice over in the two weeks it took you to give in to Taehyung. Isn’t he the one who said you knew what it was from the jump? So why doesn’t that same courtesy to sleep with anyone on the island extend to you as well?

You say as much, voice shaky as you share your thoughts, trying to speak through the tears.

His eyes soften, taking in the tear streaks streaming down your face and he feels all of his anger dissipate. Everything you said to him he had heard already from Dahlia, who tried to rationalize it for him every day saying he couldn’t be mad at you.

“How did we get here? How do we make it right?”

You shrug your shoulders, looking away from him. You can’t speak; you know you’ll turn into a sobbing mess if you do. His voice is too soft, too sweet, too caring right now.

“Please, princess...” he rakes a hand through his hair, pushing it off his forehead as he contemplates what to do. In the end, you don’t push him away when he envelops you into his arms, pulling you down onto a pillow with him. He takes his thumb across your cheek, wiping away the salt water you’re expelling.

“Princess...”

“You hurt me.”

Your voice is so quiet, he has to lean in to hear the rest of your words. “I was so worried about you when you ran off. I wasn’t even thinking about myself, about what people were saying about me because all I could think about was you. And the longer I waited and worried, I finally pulled out my phone as a distraction.”

You sigh. “Everywhere I looked, it was that damn picture of us, and words like Slut, Whore, Ugly… every name in the book. The one person I wanted to turn to, who would understand what I was going through because it happened to him too...had run away from me and left me by myself to deal with this. Then Tae told me that Dahlia had gone to you, and you had talked to her… I didn’t know—Who was I supposed to talk to then if you didn’t need me, but I needed you?”

You turn away, but he’s quick to pull your face back towards him.

“I’m here now. Talk to me.”

“I just...I don’t know what to say now. Honestly.”

“Oh really?” he smirks, gentle, as the tension between the two of you isn’t erased yet. “You sure just had a lot to say just now.”

You hit his arm softly, fake glaring at him.

“I guess…I’m mostly hurt because even though we aren’t, like, you know? I still feel some type of way when I see you with other girls. It’s only natural and I know that, I mean, think about how long I’ve thought about this, and then it comes true? Not even in my wildest dreams...” you shake your head. “I guess I thought I meant a little more to you, that I wasn’t just someone on the island you fuck.”

“You’re not just someone I fuck.” His eyes, wide enough to drown in, are sincere as he expresses himself for the first time.

“Look, before coming here to this island, I was Jungkook of BTS. I don’t know who I am outside of BTS. I felt like girls only wanted me because I was ‘of BTS’ and not because I was Jeon Jungkook. Coming here I was able to meet people who wanted to know me, the real me, outside of the group. The women here? ARMY is truly amazing. And I’m not the only one who feels this way; you guys are exactly what we hoped for. I feel like it’s okay to be Jeon Jungkook when I’m here…when I’m with you. That the two aren’t as different as I thought. You helped me realize that.”

You shake your head no.

“You know what I mean, you’re a part of helping me realize that. The other people on the island have helped too, don’t get me wrong, but you, princess,” he tucks an unruly strand of hair behind your ear, “you are not just someone I fuck.”

You don’t know who closes the gap between your faces first, but Jungkook kisses you gently as if you are porcelain and would break. He keeps a hand on your cheek, gently caressing with his thumb across the soft skin that had not too long ago been the waterfall for your tears. You lean into the kiss, enjoying the softness of his lips as they move in tandem with yours.

His scent overpowering you, you can’t help but clutch at his shirt with both hands as you maneuver yourself to straddle his waist. He groans a melodic sound that sets you alight. It’s been so long since you felt him like this, and you can tell he feels the same. His hands palm at your ass, and you squeal into his kiss when he rocks back then stands with you in his arms. Your legs instinctually wrap around his waist, and without breaking the kiss, he walks you out of the room and down the hall towards his own.

The two of you are so enraptured by one another, you don’t notice the mischievous grins in the hallway watching your departure.

Once in Jungkook’s room, he lays you onto the bed gently. His kisses move along your face, peppering your cheeks and nose before traveling down your jawline. Your chest heaves as you catch your breath. His hands are adoring, the way they enjoy the swell of your breasts, the curve of your womanly body beneath his muscular frame. He enjoys how soft you are in comparison to him, revels in the way he can cup your ass, and once stripped of your clothes, the way he can bury himself in you.

Your back arches off the bed as he plunges deep inside of you, his arms hooking under yours and gripping your shoulders. He’s keeping you close, chests touching as he rolls his hips and languidly kisses you. His tongue, warm and wet, lazily wrestles with your own; he’s in no rush tonight. He wants to spend time reacquainting himself with your body, pulling out delicious sounds that he can swallow with your kiss, enjoy the grip of your hands in his hair as he makes love to you like he’s never done before.

You don’t try and keep quiet—knowing his brothers can probably hear you just turns you on more, and his strong strokes, driven by his powerful thighs, leave you incapable of coherent sentences—let alone full words. His forehead presses to yours, and he can tell by the way your walls quiver around his cock that you’re close.

“Look at me...” He speaks this against your lips, lips grazing lovingly as he ends the request with a peck.

Your eyelids flutter as they open, pleasure rolling through you in waves and when you take in the view, the black curls that fall damp with sweat around his face, a bunny smirk on that same face as he doesn't let up on the thrust of his hips, and a galaxy in his eyes, you let go, giving him your orgasm as you constrict around him, and he grunts, the coil snapping for him as he empties himself into you, his cum coating your insides as he pumps through it, the added wetness leaving you both sensitive to the glide of his member against your velvety walls.

He slows down before he stops moving, remaining in you as your body recovers from the trembling mess he had turned you into. And it feels so good, allowing him to reside in you, cockwarming one of your favorite parts of his body as he snuggles his face into the crook of your neck. You feel the gentle kisses along your collarbone that he leaves as you wrap your arms around him, holding him to you. He sighs, content and spent from your lovemaking as your left-hand runs through his hair, nails scratching his scalp in the way that he likes to help fall asleep. He looks up at you then, bringing his face to yours for another lingering kiss; he’s greedy tonight after weeks without a taste of you.

“I’m sorry...” His lips brush yours as he apologizes, eyes low as he gazes into your own.

“I let my jealousy get the better of me. Seeing you with Taehyung was… well honestly it was hot as fuck, but a part of me was so angry seeing him with you. And I know I have no right—”

“You have every right. Your feelings are valid, baby. But so are mine. We need to talk to each other if we want whatever this is between us to be good. I’m not saying it’s going to be great every day, we’ve talked about this before, and we still ended up in this…entanglement. But if we can respect each other enough to talk it out...And not sleep with each other’s roommates when we’re mad at each other...”

He kisses you softly, a lingering touch that has you shivering with need again.

“I didn’t sleep with Dahlia. But I promise, next time, I’ll come to you first. I wanted you, you know? When I heard the golf cart approach, I hoped it was you. My mind was just all over the place—”

“I’m sorry too, you know?” You hide your face in his firm chest, hating the feeling when apologizing but knowing it’s necessary. “I was mean to you when you caught me and Tae, and then I assumed that you and Dahlia…God,” you pause, breathing him in to ease the discomfort. “I was such a bitch to her.”

Jungkook kisses your hair, smoothing it down as he chuckles lightly.

“My baby is such a jealous little monster. I love it.”

You pinch his side, making him laugh as he squirms in your embrace, but it helps you build the courage to speak the last thing on your mind.

“I love you. I know that it’s not the same for you as it is for me, I’ve loved you as your fan for a while now, so I have no fears in saying it to you now, and I don’t expect you to say it back. I just want you to know. I love you, Jeon Jungkook. Not of BTS. Though he’s pretty great too.”

You fall asleep like that, wrapped up in one another, and in the morning you find your phone slipped under the door to Jungkook’s bedroom. An unread text from Taehyung lets you know he had your phone the whole time, and that he stole it so you and Jungkook would talk. He even included a winking emoji saying if you were mad about it, you could beat him up, but he didn’t think you’d have the energy for it today.

He wasn’t wrong.

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