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Only one chapter of the Stormbringer manga has been released and I'm already in pain
#ADAM!!!!!#I'm so happy to see him!! (and totally NOT prepared to see it explode)#Chuuya is already suffering in his first panel#poor boy#he doesn't know this will be the worst day of his life#also#his room looks SO empty#it definitely doesn't help him deal with the nightmare/flashback#Rimbaud is already haunting the narrative#which is great because then we can see him again#and THE FLAGS!!!!!#i love them so much#i'm seriously not ready for their deaths#Maybe knowing it's going to happen (and how) will make it easier#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd stormbringer#stormbringer manga#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd adam#adam bsd#arthur rimbaud#bsd rimbaud#bsd the flags#bsd albatross#bsd doc#bsd iceman#bsd pianoman#bsd lippmann
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what good is a mouth and ears if you only stare? // complicit witness // curly bro is the talk in the room with us?
had the idea for a piece that parallels pre- and post- crash Curly.. ideologically? Or at least to be representative of his body after the crash reflecting his prior actions. Curly pre-crash doesn’t truly listen to concerns about Jim or even have a proper conversation with him, but rather watches things happen (low interference, signing off on his psych-evaluation). Post-crash Curly can’t talk, assumedly has limited/no hearing (mfw ship blow up in my face), and no eyelids— call him the witness the way he be witnessing. He’s doing as much as he would prior to the crash, but now he doesn’t have a choice. There is definitely a more profound way to word it, but you get the point. Probably.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#I’ve sat and thought on this like a scholar but wasted all my braincells making this so now I’m struggling#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing jimmy#trigger warning jimmy. he’s there for me to bash but if the sight of him makes you want to explode his head look out. he’s here#mouthwashing fanart#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing analysis#BARELY?? I like to think I analysed it thru the visual medium. art major style. also I provided a little bitty description.#played it about four days ago. didn’t take notes because I was too locked in but it was a short enough game to the point where#I remember everything I thought. WILL sketch out some of that stuf… later#I play games like I’m streaming to an audience of 5k when I’m talking to my empty room
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Ultimate Escape Room
Sam, Danny, and Tucker are bored. Nothing seems to be a challenge anymore. Summer vacation is coming up but they can’t agree on anything . Themepark? What’s a better roller coaster than Jack driving? Scary movie? I’m sorry, nothing beats Fright Knight’s nightmare realm. Bungie jumping? Danny can fly. Then Tucker, who’s been typing on his computer, asks “what about an escape room?”. The others are about to shut the idea down because seriously? Easy. But Tucker just grins and shows them his computer screen.
“Ever heard of Arkham?”
Danny and Sam lean over to read the description and all three turn to each other and grin.
Now, what’s the fastest way to get into Arkham?
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So the chaos trio do ✨something✨ that gets them locked up in Arkham and then try to escape and they keep. You know, normal stuff for Arkham inmates. Except this trio? Keep. Getting. Out. Of. Their. Cells. So they are just passing by locked up rogues and waving at them as an army of prison guards chase after them. Sure they could get out the easy way (Aka powers) but no, this is a challenge so they have the normal rules of an escape room. Aka, you can’t break anything and an extra rule where if a guard catches you, then you can’t fight back (also, no one can get hurt). (They make fake identities and everything). So they need to go through the whole process. Figure out how to unlock cuffs. Could be learning to pick a lock with a spoon/stick/long nails. Then find the keys. Possibly having to crawl through vents to get in the warden’s office. Or making deals with prison inmates. Like, I’ll get this for you if you give me that (however they extract a promise that the rogue can’t kill anyone with whatever they help them with.) So they are in prison literally doing errands like find freeze’s weapons in exchange for him telling them the passcode to the gate or something. Or getting Waylon some meat from the cafeteria and he’ll break the lock on this movable vault that has materials to make smoke bombs they can use to distract the front guards.
These kids are just going wild and it gets to the point where Arkham has to call the bats (like no Waylon, we won’t escape with you, we have to do it without breaking any walls!) So literally the only reason they are not escaping is because they want to do it ‘right’. But they are also aiding other rogues in their escape (at least certain ones. They aren’t helping joker no matter what he offers)
It’s driving the bats mad. They have vigilantes stationed in each hall, in multiple monitor rooms.
They aren’t even using anything clever to block the cameras. They’re using mirrors. Mirrors! Where did they even get so many handheld mirrors!
They are running circles around the bats. The escaped rogues literally aren’t doing anything yet because they want to see how the three hellions will escape the entire bat clan. They have bets going. So there is a temporary truce.
Just imagine the conversations/interrogations the bats will have with trio, trying to figure out their master plan - because surely there's something more going on than three chaos young adults playing a game, right?
They trio each have a different story. And they are so passionate/convincing actors that no one knows which story is real. At least one of them told a sob story with legitimate tears.
Danny: (all mysterious) You shall never know our master plan….until it is too late. And just casually dropping hints that there is something greater or that the bats are playing right into their hands. Even using ridiculous scenarios like yesss the ketchup explosion in the cafeteria….We are one step further….Mwa ha ha! (Rubs his hands together)
Sam: (absolutely distraught with literal tears running down her face and ruining her mascara.) There is a terrible organization holding their parents hostage. They had been framed and forced to be in Arkham. If they don’t do exactly as they are told, their loved ones are in danger! Should we stay? Should we escape and help them!? No one will believe us and what if we make things worse? We don’t know what to do!
Tucker: (takes a long slurp of a smoothie. Where he got one? No one knows). Yeah we were bored and had nothing better to do than mess with you guys. (Sluuuuurp).
The bats are trying to figure it out. Is the black haired guy telling the truth and the other two are just manipulating them? Is it the girl and the others are only following the plot of the organization? IS THE BARET KID RIGHT AND THEY’RE JUST MESSING WITH US!? WHICH STORY IS IT!?
Under normal circumstances, Sam wouldn’t give a sob story because It’s not really her vibe. But Sam has the opportunity to pull one over on a bat. Do you honestly think she won’t take a chance to mess with them? Also, Dick is the one who is interrogating Sam.
He’s crying too by the end of the story.
Poor guy, Sam will play his heart like a fiddle.
Also, their fake identities are Jordan for Danny. Mortica for Sam (or Macey for short) and Phineas for Tucker. The fact that they are using fake identities is the only thing they all agree on in the interview. But the bats find nothing on them and the identities are so realistic they wonder if they are even fake at all. If the three are faking fake IDs to throw them off their tail from looking deeper. Apparently their ‘parents’ having a missing persons report.
Damian is interrogating Danny. It’s just so easy to rile him up and get under his skin. It’s absolute drama in that interrogation room.
Danny: ah yessss. Master plan.
Damian: you shall never succeed! Justice shall prevail evil scum!
And Duke is interrogating Tucker. He just…has no idea how to respond to this. He wasn’t trained for this response. Hostile, yes. Mysterious, yes. Scared, yes. Civilian, yes. Even Flirtatious! YES! But not…this. What does he do? should he take out his note cards?
Also, I’m adding a mix of home alone elements to this. They have to get past the bats somehow and it can’t be lethal. Poor Jason and Steph who are patrolling the halls fall victim to most of this.
At one point, both of them are tied up together and hanging from the ceiling. While the trio just casually walk by under them.
It’s dental floss. Really strong dental floss.
Then the bats start taking sides.
Jason? once he hears Sam's story, he's immediately willing to help her. He and Dick are searching for that missing person's report almost religiously.
Tim believes Danny's story. part of it is because it makes the most sense, and the other part is that he's slightly biased from becoming an evil megalomaniac in every timeline he's seen so he's subconsciously trying to stop that from happening here.
Cass believes Tucker because come on, it's Cass.
Steph is siding with Tim because her father was cluemaster so same reasons.
Bruce is trying to fact check all of them and is failing desperately.
Sam added some ‘clues’ in her interrogation and basically threw the GIW under the bus as the organization. So the bats do find a shady organization but so far no missing persons so the other bats still don’t know if what Sam is saying is true or not while Dick takes this as absolute proof and Jason feels like it doesn’t matter if she’s telling the truth at this point. It’s a corrupt organization. So he’ll still blow it up.
I think in this AU, the GIW isn’t a threat and more of an annoyance so Sam just plays them up as even worse. Like, she doesn’t say anything untrue just makes it sound worse out of context. Oh yeah, they opened fire on this random kid. (Gregory when they thought he was phantom) Oh yes, they have destroyed Danny’s house at one point. (The prank war with Vlad) Yes, the have an unhealthy obsession with dissecting people. (Even though they are too incompetent to actually catch anyone).
So again, they don’t know if Sam is telling the truth of the organization or they just used this random organization to draw their attention away from the three’s plans (as Danny implied). Possibly an enemy organization or a competitor.
I know everyone makes the GIW a big threat but I decided to change it up. They aren’t a threat but still get obliterated by a pissed off Red Hood and Nightwing.
And that’s another reason why Sam gives the sob story. Danny and Tucker are great but they wouldn’t actually sick a crime lord on the GIW. Sam? Absolutely would. She does not care what happens to them. They tore up her garden one time with a stray shot. She wants revenge. And sure, she didn’t actually know what would happen to them after the bats find out but she still doesn’t care.
And through all of this, the rogues are sitting back and eating popcorn while Joker screams bloody murder from his cell.
#Dpxdc#dcxdp#Kizzer55555 ideas#Sam Danny and Tucker are chaos gremlins. Correction. BORED chaos gremlins. The most frightening of all.#The GIW are not a threat but Sam still decides to mess with them.#Danny is having too much fun messing with Damian. He wants to see how far he can push the baby bat.#At one point he even sets up a scavenger hunt with ‘clues’ that makes Robin run all around Arkham convinced Danny had placed some kind of#Hidden weapon there. It was a whoopy cushion.#Poor Dick is getting played. He’s trying very hard to calm Damian down because that poor Jordan kid is just trying his best!#He has no Choice!#Jordan is now Damian’s life long nemesis.#Duke and Tucker sitting in a room. Slurping slushees…..awkward silence.#They can hear screams of rage from one room and hysterical sobbing in the other. ‘Phineas’ looks at Signal. “Sup”#The trio home alone the entire prison. Then cut the lights. Everyone is convinced they escaped again and start running around and getting#Caught in traps. Meanwhile. Sam and Tucker just broke into Danny’s cell to play Uno. It was game night! They don’t break out on game night!#By morning the entire prison is filled with shaving cream. Glitter bombs. All of the guards are caught in toilet paper like mummies or#Stuck in the vents. Steph and Tim are somehow caught in a life size Chinese finger trap made of pillowcases. Jason is knocked out by the#Ketchup bombs (curtesy of a favor from condiment king). The monitor room looks like an egg apocalypse. Damian is screaming from where#He got trapped in an empty cell. There is an ominous pole in the courtyard with a decapitated teddy bear head impaled on top.#And batman’s suit has been dyed pink.#Technically the trio COULD walk out of here at this point. But they were having game night! They weren’t even trying this time!#It doesn’t count unless they are trying! So they walked back into their cells and close it on themselves. Danny’s cell is right across from#The still locked up Robin who is glaring MURDER at him.#‘Jordan’ winks.
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just for fun this time during 'sea of blood' I counted out all the venatori corpses I think we can be pretty sure were lucanis' handiwork before we show up (not including the ones he kills in his initial cutscene, and with an assumption that he's been at work mainly up and down in the areas we move through until we find him, not behind the locked door -- I think that's mostly the work of rampaging undead and other venatori-hoisted-by-their-own-petard suchlikes). can thus happily inform you lucanis has killed at least 32 venatori before rook and company get there. at least one of them he's impaled on their own weird crystal spike things the venatori mages cast as an AOE attack and that they're trying to keep him contained with when we find him. so he's clearly been keeping busy lol. that's my boy dispensing poetic justice and claiming some enrichment in his enclosure while he's at it good for him!
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#I think he's been scouting around found what's techincally the way out realized he can't leave without his blood#and been shepherded/cornered in the room where you find him. or just as likely he lured them in there to take them all out at once#and also he's not a mage. how the fuck is he going to actually get the door out open and then not just drown if he does#even though he found it. lucanis dellamorte's very bad no good extremely awful horrible day (300+ day streak)#CAN the non-mage venatori get in and out of here without a mage to take them. many questions#him coincidentally escaping right now seems to be down to everything falling the fuck apart down there after zara officially voided#whatever OSHA regulations they ever had and the fallout of solas' ritual made magic run wild across the continent#it's interesting to note that the ossuary we see in this is actually pretty much emptied -- she's already retrieved#what she considered her successes. there used to be way more experiments down here until like a week before this#it's just lucanis and the other rejects left lmao#I do like (well. like is probably the wrong word) to imagine that lucanis has spent a sisyphean year of nearly escaping in there#he's killed a guard gotten to look around for intel for five seconds and been thrown back into his cell multiple times before#this time he's just got chaos and rook (basically synonymous terms right lol) on his side#also to all the 'why is he in his full armor and already with a neat beard' complaints -- because this is a video game#and getting a whole new model for him done for all of 45 mins of content max would not be a wise or fruitful use of resources#hope that helps!#if we're going to go watsonian about it he must have been wearing something when he got there and he probably had luggage#so idk he found those in a store room or something b/c callivan... not the brighest bulb in the lamp store clearly
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of where [ ] [ ] used to be
#Library of Ruina#Roland Library of Ruina#... would this count as spoilers. it is rather vauge. uhm. just in case?#library of ruina spoilers#i couldnt find adequate words to fully capture the ache and sheer void loss leaves behind. of what isnt There. thats short at least#so... i left i blank? because the mind would fill it. fill it with Multiple things than just one word i could place. for it is Multiple#aspects. stripped away.#of where my light used to be. my love. my heart. my 'self'. my Life. my dreams. my hopes. my dear. my everything#her warmth. her touch. her laugh. her strength. her face#void of where ones heart used to be. whos heart is cold as ice (haha snow queen). tomorrows seen as gone the moment that light was stripped#away from the heart. the Home. the room that used to be a home. the room that was going to be a home. scattered with small yellows in the#corner that only serve to spiral further into memories and moments of the past cruely and coldly torn awah#ahh glad i put the spoiler tag? yappin. anyways ive only completed realizations for middle but. uhm. erm...#iireally realt wanted to draw. for it#roland lor#i think thats the other tag. just in case for more navigation#i fet distinctly Empty when it happened. when reading. when seeing. when Hearing. i wanted to make something that sorta had that#also his mask looked like a void. left an impression on me
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presenting.. Alastor! hells latest up and comer! now broadcasting live for your entertainment!
#Alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#Alastor fanart#fanart#in the shots we saw if alastors radio station I thought it looked very empty and impersonal#there was lots of dials and equipment and tech but it didn’t resemble the kid of personal touches we saw in his room at the hotel#obviously he was missing for 7 years so maybe thats why#plus after a century of being the radio demon there must have been a lot of changes over time#so I wonder what it might have looked like when he was first getting started?
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hello Black Death/John Lynch nation. Today I offer you. Screenshots from the delete scenes from Black Death
#doomer spiral over I’m back to being insane about that old man#sorry the quality looks so ass the deleted scenes are not fully edited or colour corrected at ALL#I’m also sorry there’s no ID on these it’s 1:30am and they’re all various screenshots of John Lynch looking sad and pretty#anyway. the deleted scenes make me insane#if you even care#and I hope you do#look how pretty the shape of his nose is. ugh. Wolfstan I love you#black death (2010)#sun in an empty room#john lynch
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I’ve only had 3 hours of sleep for the last 36 hours so forgive me if this is nonsense
I think a lot about hair as an aspect of character design-the way I keep my hair is very very important to me so when looking at a characters design it’s something I tend to analyse in particular
. So for xigbars design the way he styles his hair is super interesting to me, like a character in a combat setting having very long hair could be a way of showing off,like “theyre badass enough that the inconvenience doesn’t matter”, as an example, or it could be attached to something they value (vanity/presentation/self-expression/religion/culture/power or class/taking control where they otherwise lack autonomy etc etc) as after a certain point(varies based on genetics, environment, nutrition ..) it’s an active effort to have and keep long hair, so it’s not a non-action if that makes sense.
Anyway getting to my actual post, xigbar keeps his hair tied back very practically which i think in interesting in combination with how long it is, which would have been an active decision on his part rather than a holdover from braig. It’s something that stands out a lot to me given that his designs are basically always uniforms in some way there’s not a lot of visual self expression to read into
(which makes sense with his character)(I personally see him in a non uniform setting as copying whatever his vessel would wear like if he had to new clothes or something it’d be the closest he could find to what they already had yknow? but that’s just my interpretation you could analyse bragis fashion sense as his rather than bragis if you wanted to)
and it’s styled very neatly/intentionally rather than being quickly thrown back, hed probably use some kind of product to keep it slicked like that, it’s just interesting !
I’m out of energy to get to any coherent conclusions i just wanted to share some thoughts that I’ve been spinning so anyone else may also join the thought spinning party
#xigbar#i tend to interpret him as like. if you#looked at his room in the orgs castle it’d be no different#then the empty rooms yknow? like you wouldn’t know#a person was living there. braigs room looks the exact#same as it did when he took over etc#so any active choices he’s made on his self expression#are a very bright flashing sign indicating something#about the actual person who’s living in there#anyway goodnight it’s 10am I hope this is legible
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The New Titans #55 (1989)
Batman (2010-) #641
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Batman (2016-) #138
They sure do bAT&Tman. They sure as hell do.
Yet Jason never thought this way about you.
#Don’t you dare kill them with a simple headshot Jason! I have to keep them alive so I can torment them until they wished they were dead#they’ll never use their hands again. this is the superior way#and you should follow in my footsteps as any self-respecting non-criminal vigilante would in order to keep your conscience squeaky clean#also how dare you not be more understanding of the fact that I completely betrayed your trust#and threw your unhealable trauma in your face and shamelessly admitted to it#after I slit your throat in front of the murderer responsible for that same trauma while he laughed in your face a few years back#god you are a terrible son u are so selfish everything I ever said about you while u were dead was true ur being such a burden rn#also I just love how in batman 640 Bruce was going around interrogating Ollie and Clark (ppl who died + came back)#to find a *~rational~* explanation for how Jason was even here#instead of yk. just being glad your child is alive#and when Damian died he does all this shit to Jason to figure *how to* bring Dami back#after he burned his artwork the same way he emptied out Jason’s room#god you flaming turd of a father never change#the fact that lobdell boiled down Jason’s reasoning to ‘he’s the bad guy and you’re the good guy Jason’#already shows we’re starting off on the wrong foot but#Jason coming back to Bruce in every new comic and saying the same ‘I tried it your way. or sucks’ thing is so silly because#it*#he already learned that decades ago#all the way back in batman 424 lol#you’re just. making him. look like an idiot. but yk what maybe that’s still better than the self-deprecating diversion bs#that’s actually convincing more people ‘yay Jason want redemption this is revolutionary & has definitely never been done a billion times b4#and is a step in the *right* direction’#my post
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thinking about this really funny interaction i had with my boss yesterday
#we’d just been hit with an intense 4 hour rush that left the kitchen empty and looking like shit#(as had been the case every day for the past week)#and while i’m running around trying to get everything stocked and cleaned; he comes up to me like#“hey mija; why don’t you get yourself something to eat?”#and i; not quite being out of rush mode yet; just go “i’m good!”#and he’s like “are u sure? that was really crazy just now; i wouldn’t mind if you took a minute”#but i insist i’ll be fine; and tell him i’m not even hungry anyways so#but this guy omg;;#he gives me the treatment i only know how to describe as like; the way some of u treat ur hornets on here#which is *verbally* shaking me around going EAT SOMETHING!!!!#and he basically used his executive authority to make me to sit down for 30 minutes and eat strawberries in the break room#which he didn’t even have me clock out for; so ig i got paid to do that as well#very kind of him; and also funny as hell#but yea that’s what happened yesterday#i hope corporate never moves him#stan’s forum
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Some Byler flirting on the Wheeler's roof for BylerDay 2023🥰
I made a speedpaint for this👀
I recorded about 3,5h of footage of the process. I didn't record everything(like the bg, the hands, fixing mike's face etc.) and I cut some parts where I was messing up a lot or was just being super slow. Very impressed with myself for getting this done so fast and also for once recording most of it. I usually don't even bother recording because I am so slow🙃 (speeding up the footage really fucked up the quality at the shading part but oh well)
#byler#byler fanart#bylerday2023#they had a meeting at the wheelers about apocalypse attack plans#will and jonathan are staying at the wheelers for now because the cabin can't fit all the hopper-byers#will wanted to empty his head outside and look at the stars. he made jonathan keep nancy out of her room so he could climb from her window#onto the garage roof and have some peace and quiet#but mike of course had to find him and he brought will his leather jacket because he knew will would be cold and he hadn't worn long sleeve#and then awkward flirting happens until jonathan interrupts them to inform nancy want her room back#(of course they could stay on the roof but then their conversations would be eavesdropped))#myart#shitbyme#stranger things#what I don't understand is how I can draw will on one try with no reference and he turns out good but I draw mike 10 times with 7 reference#and it still doens't look good#like I've drawn mikes face more??? so how do I still suck at it💀
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do you have a headcanon of when mulder caught feelings for scully? i’m on the same page w you that scully has had it bad since day one, but i can never make up my mind about mulder
yeah i’ve always said that i think he was aware of the connection between them since her abduction, but i think specifically 3.
ascension is very frantic, it’s rooted in so much trauma and desperation. very few moments are about scully, as a person, really. it’s about getting there in time. it’s about rewriting history. it’s about failure, and standing alone in the end.
in 3, he is surrounded in her absence. her badge. her file, marked with her name. her necklace, which he slips around his own neck, carries with him.
dana scully was farrrrr gone from day one, humming against him in the rain and telling her friends how cute he is, but mulder is more single-minded.
he’s so very fond of her, in the beginning. he knocks on her door to invite her on his run, when he knows she’s just supposed to be discrediting him. he lowers himself beneath her every time he has bad news or a vulnerable conversation. he says “dana,” softly, and checks in on how she’s doing. he believes she’ll be head of the bureau someday.
so much of that is just who he is (trusting, passionate, kind), and she’s the only person who has ever valued that, taken him seriously.
but he’s also internalizing who she is, the consistency and the curiosity and the quiet intensity.
that moment in the rain, before she laughs, before she asks where they’re going and follows: he says “you think i’m crazy,” and turns away. it��s the first time in the series (and remains rare) where you can see that there is a weight to it all. he plays into being “spooky mulder,” but part of him is really disappointed to think that this new partner won’t believe him either.
she thinks about what he said, and she meets him on his level. she questions it, she combats it, she adds to it.
when they both burst out laughing, it’s in pure joy and excitement. it’s the moment that spurs the rest of their lives.
that means a lot to him, to be listened to. to be held to a standard, not just dismissed.
but mulder only knows how to conceptualize love in absence, in the search, so when he’s left listening to her scream: he knows. it feels like the worst thing that could ever happen, because it feels like his closest person disappearing, and that’s the experience he’s most familiar with and enmeshed in.
i believe there’s a script note in ascension that mentions that he’s doubting if he had failed his “closest friend.” it’s the loss being so great, so unbearable, that makes it unavoidable.
(thinking of him smiling at diana, telling her, “i’ve done alright without you.”)
i see a lot of people describe msr as a “fell first/fell harder” trope, but i think most things just hit mulder harder. it’s their natures.
but by the time he hangs her cross around his neck, by the time he abandons the truth to sit and hold her hand, he knows.
#asks#a lot of it is repetition of their patterns and their previous close relationships#but different in that it’s the real thing#not what they’ve been trying to replicate#so for scully it’s this instant adoration and fascination#she looks up to him the way she looked up to daniel and jack#but it’s Not what she had with daniel or jack because she’s interested in him outside of gaining his approval#she actually Can’t gain his approval (or ‘please’ him) through following him or forgoing herself#so it’s closer to what she’s truly chasing. it’s closer to what her father had#and the way they ‘worshipped’ his journey#with mulder it’s this hesitant familiarity#it’s not the cold ‘need for affection’ in phoebe or diana#again it’s what he’s Actually seeking#it’s the unwavering love and connection that he hasn’t had since samantha. it’s someone looking up to you and always just wanting to see you#and only wanting to prioritize and care for them in return#but he HAS to lose her to really feel the weight of it because he’s only able to understand love in empty rooms#like he’s not going to be able to know how deep it is until it hurts
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just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK
#ugh i really want to kill someone rn im so mad#why can't he just fucking leave us alone#i know he used to be home 24/7/365 days just a year ago but istg it took us no time to adjust to life without him#now he comes home for like 2 days and my blood starts to boil i can't bear him he's so fucking irritating and interfering#mom coming home would have been relaxing finally burden free after 15 days#now the burden will be double tripled he's such a fucking lazy slob he can't even get his own glass of water#and he'll sleep in our room because it has ac UGHHHHHHHJHH it's so yuck i won't have a minute to myself and my mental health will decline#even MORE than it already has like if that's even possible#and he doesn't take his fucking meds so he's all weak and sick and lazy and he expects us to coddle him#well you know what fuck him im not even going to pretend to be happy that he's here or be nice to him and try to make him feel welcome#he broke this family up and it's going to stay broken up forever so fuck himmmm#and i have a freaking 750 ml bottle of vodka lying in my dresser what the fuck do i do with it now huh?????#it's only like 1/4th empty 3/4th is still full#and it's my sisters birthday on 26th and they'll both be here ugh i was sooo looking forward to actually celebrating with her#now she'll feel miserable and horrible and it'll be JUST like every other birthday she's spent at home#fucking grand#ugh god i sooo do not want to cook dinner for 4 people im so sick of this#and he isn't even satisfied with dinner he fucking eats like 4 times a day he wants a hot breakfast and lunch and evening snack and dinner#man i hope something happens to him and he isn't able to come🙏🙏 god if you're real 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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#just had 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled out in one session 🎉#just went in no thoughts head empty with the goal to get it over with bc i don’t#want to go back after 2 weeks and do it all over again#blood tw#why are dental clinics so weird and horrifying like#like i came out of my session looking at my surgeon with blood splatter on his face shield 😭 and a bit more all over#getting your tooth extracted is such a weird experience istg#just full of pressure and a bit of loud slicing haha#and a bit of loud cracking noises#also my surgeon made me go ??? and laugh a bit because before we started he said#‘i wish my other patients opened their mouth as much you did’#like ?????? LMAO WHAT#opened their mouth wide*#mind you we haven’t spoken a word since i arrived and sat down on the chair#and them proceeded to gossip to his assistant#like how he had difficulty locating something in his other patients’ gums bc they can’t open their mouths that wide djdjjd#anyway im lowkey dreading the healing process#bc i can’t eat hot food :/ just room temp+cold food#treating myself to ice cream 😌#*ri
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Okay so Silver obviously isn't from a destroyed future in this AU but I think a good parallel would be growing up homeless. Living in a constant state of crisis, not knowing where his next meal was coming from. He only made it to Hedgehog University through sheer effort and a ton of scholarships, and showed up first day with nothing but a sleeping bag and what he could fit inside one duffel bag. He worries a lot about creating a "good future" for himself where he has stability and doesn't have to worry about struggling to survive.
Also there's a lot of interesting little habits and traits that could go along with this. He's always super friendly and trying to help everyone because he knows how much he appreciated even the slightest offer of help. He constantly sneaks snacks out of the dining hall and keeps them stashed in his room because he has anxiety about not having food. Everything he owns is about to fall apart or held together by twenty layers of duct tape because you don't get rid of something that is still useable, and you certainly don't buy something new unless it's an absolute emergency.
#also adding onto this blaze being from a wealthy family#so she's constantly trying to take him shopping for new things because his clothes are falling apart and his room is almost empty#he hates buying things and is always freaked out over the price#to the point where Blaze orders him not to look at the price because otherwise he will not let her buy it for him#on the other hand he manages to introduce her to the amazing thing that is thrift stores#lore#silver the hedgehog#hedgehog university au#huau
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Looking at my three main tavs together is so funny. Sweetest most beautiful man you’ve ever met in your life and also two incredibly violent dykes
#i miss micah……. makes me so sad that all his saves are from before there was mod support#i wish I could go back and play some of his game again#but I have my girls now so I will survive#Micah got to ride off into the sunset with his husband and his daughter#issel is going to get entangled in inter-dimensional war and Sirius might end the world idk yet#i love this screenshot of Sirius as well bc it looks like she’s seriously contemplating breaking Aradin over her knee#and yknow what I think she should#bg3#bg3 tav#sun in an empty room#oc: micah#oc: issel#oc: sirius
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