#his character development is so good..even if skylar had to suffer for it :/

[lolhex12]

skylar and cirrus' kisses went from non-con to dub-con to full-con, which, dare i say, character development? cirrus shily asking 'can i kiss you' is the best meal yet.

[saintedfury]

🌹, 🍁, 🌻, 🌾, 🌼, 💫, ☄️

Soft OC Asks

🌹 Where in the world does your OC feel most at home? Is there any reason why? If it’s not the place they were born, where were they born? Is there a certain somebody that makes them feel at home where ever they may be? What does home mean to them?

((Right now, she doesn’t have a place like this. When she was younger, she could find this sensation in her grandparent’s house, but later it eked away from her. It moved to something she could find with her brothers to a point, but it was hard because they were all separated all over the city with different parts of the family, one or two of them placed in this house and that one. But after her grandparents passed, they never lived in the same place with one another again. 

I think for Furia home was always the people that meant the most to her, but when she was a kid that was easy because they were all in the same place. Once they were dotted all over town, she felt at home when she was when she was with them. 

Her family has grown and shrunk through the years, but it is still the places she shares with her family where she finds that sliver of home. 

Home for Furia means different things, depending on who she is with. With Shaundi there is a sense of whimsy and playfulness. With Oleg, a sense of freedom. Johnny makes her feel safe. 

As for where she was born–Stillwater Memorial, room 808.))

🍁 Where does your OC go when they need to have some time to themself? Would they ever have their own “comfort corner” filled with all the things they like? Do they have a favourite spot outside that feels like its theirs and theirs alone?

((That comfort corner has been a lot of places–Troy, her kitchen, her car, her garden. One thing that might not be good for her is that when things change majorly for her, she kind of resets her “world”–her personal space. 

At the current moment, she does not really have a space that feels like hers. Even the refurbished bar and the garden she’s replanted.))

🌻 What little things do they notice about people or the world around them that make them happy? What tiny little treasures do they find in the normal every day that makes the world seem a little brighter for them?

((Flowers, like little jewel-like pops of gems. The diamond sparkle of fresh fallen snow in the morning sun. Genuinely joyful laughter and music with a pulsing bass line that makes her blood sing. 

To be candid, it has been a long time since she noticed the vibrant traces in the world. Neither she nor I had really noticed it, but it seems she’s been kind of living under a dark cloud for a while. Sometimes she’d see things, but the sun would only the color the world in fits and starts. 

I’m not sure she’s truly let herself rediscover or recreate her happy place. I think she looked for it in people around her, rather than herself, and has been able to find it in herself.))

🌼 Who are this characters friends and found family? How did they meet, how long have they been friends for, could they ever be something more than just friends? What do they look for in a friend or a romantic partner?

((Her crew, Eli (even still she assures me that if he needed her, she’d be there), Talon, Meryl, Faith and her Johnny, Sean, Devin, Sam, Shackles, Ang and her brood (though she might not trust Matt’s boy), Eris, Tina, Colin, Flick and Eli’s oldest daughter, Skylar, Aiden, Cyrus and his Asha (she doesn’t trust Johnny, ritual or not), Jack, Eli’s Matt and Johnny, etc. [We are both sure she’s missing someone.]

I honestly couldn’t even tell you how long ago she met most of them. But they all seemed to bond over food and in some cases, sex. With Aiden, they bonded over random evaluations of his taste in lingerie. I think her attachment to Ang and Eli, led Furia to at least try with their spawn. She has a soft spot for kids, even though she is horrible with them in so many cases. Of course, most of her life she thought she was good with them. 

On this list there are a few people who she could be more than friends with. She’s slept with a fair number of them, though surprisingly few of her crew. I think she and Meryl could be more, save for the agreement Meryl has with her fellas. She and Eli had their chance. She and Troy as well, but she put him in a situation where she lost him. She and Johnny had a chance at it, but I think losing him in Steelport might have torched a few vital pieces in the puzzle that would give them a chance at a complete and proper relationship--he’s her second, the one she leans on, they have and do sleep with one another, but there are just these few pieces missing from their puzzle. I mean she loves him, and she would love for it to work for them all the way, but there is just this sliver that is missing between them.

Most of her “relationships” have revolved around sex, even in high school. She went from good girl to hellion overnight. And in her family there was nothing more reviled than a girl that went too far. So, that’s exactly what she did. She went too far, too fast, and until she turned twenty she really did not value herself as more than a vessel for the pleasure of others. In fact, Troy might have been the first person she was with that it wasn’t just about sex for Furia. 

She dropped back into that space when she lost him and her family in Stilwater. And I think she’s dipped back in it now. 

I think she looks for the same things in friends as in romantic partners--strong people with senses of humor and a fun-loving nature. She really doesn’t have a “type;” she just really enjoys getting to know new people, learn about them, and find common ground if there is some. There are some people she won’t even try with.))

Questions for You!

☄️ Does this OC deserve better treatment from you? Do you make them suffer just a little bit too much? Be nice to them!

((Oh hell, yes she does. Honestly, I’ve messed up a lot of things for her. In the name of character development, I’ve torn up a lot of her life which she seems to be suffering even more from now. 

I think I’ve tormented her more via RP than any other time really. The things I’ve done to her in RP have really been most of the cruelest things I’ve done to her. Though, stripping the remainder of her family from her life in SR2′s timeline wasn’t nice either. Then there’s that AU where she was pregnant and by the time she wakes up her son’s been adopted by her brother and she and Troy are at one another’s throats 24/7, except on those days when they both find themselves kind of “stalking” their kid–just checking up to see him, see how he’s getting on, and kind of wishing they could hear his laughter from that far away.

In RP though, I’m not the only one that tortures her. Honestly, I really wanted her to find some kind of happy ending. I really did. 

But I guess I can find some solace in the idea that it is all for character development, yes?

She does have one happy ending–and that’s the Happily Ever After AU, where literally despite it being Eli and Furia the most dastardly fights they have are about him eating all the cookies for the bake sale and her not being able to catch a flight on a whim.))

[lakegrimstonerpg]

“Feelings do dictate who or what you become.”

» ABOUT

NAME: Ryan Nieves AGE: Eight / Twenty Two POWER: Empathic Shapeshifting OCCUPATION: Up To Player TOWN: Grimstone Point

» HISTORY

Ryan Nichols is a well-known name around Lake Grimstone and not just because he is one of the “miracle babies”—if anyone ever called him that he would more than likely try to use his power on them. No, Ryan is well known because of his charisma and ability to quickly make friends, something that he and his sister do not share. There’s much that the Nichols twins don’t share, so much that it would be easier to list the things that they do have in common: their birthday and their parents. While Skylar is more centered and compassionate, Ryan is more disorganized and he could really care less about the people in Lake Grimstone, other than a select few–mostly just his mother and sister.

Some would go as far as calling Ryan cold-hearted but that’s not the case at all. He simply has had to learn how to protect himself and his family from heartache–while Skyler doesn’t know the truth about her father, Ryan does—the last thing he wants is for his mother to suffer more and for his sister to suffer at all. Ryan tries his best to keep his distance from people, while he has a lot of friends he doesn’t let them get too close and vice versa. Ryan believes that the closer you get to people, the more chance you give them to hurt you in more ways than one. This wasn’t always his way of thinking, in fact a couple of years back it was the exact opposite.  It wasn’t until he found out the truth about how his father abandoned them that he began to change and developed this aloof persona that he is known for.

Fear of abandonment is what drives Ryan to act distant from most people, at times even his family. Of course Ryan would never admit to that fear, he wouldn’t be himself if he did.  As if fear of being abandoned wasn’t enough, he often also believes that he’s not good enough and that he will never be good enough. It doesn’t matter how much control he has over his power or how well he does in school he still feels like he isn’t enough and subconsciously he feels like his father knew that and that’s the reason why he left. What Ryan doesn’t know is that his father is living just on the other side of the lake, and that the man wants to reconnect--something Ryan would find unthinkable if he knew.

» CONNECTIONS

BLAKE & SKYLER NIEVES - Ryan’s mother and twin, respectively. Ryan sees himself as the “man of the house” and believes it’s his job to protect them.

JACOB VASQUEZ - Though Ryan doesn’t know who the man is, he has taken an instant dislike of him, given the way he’s always staring at Skyler. He finds Jay creepy.

ETHAN PARKINSON - Ryan takes simple joy in getting on Ethan’s nerves, and goes out of his way to do so

Ryan Nieves is an OPEN character and is portrayed by Diego Tinoco whose FC is NON-NEGOTIABLE.