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jalapeno-princess · 4 years ago

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The Other Woman

CEO Mark X Receptionist Reader

Word Count: 11K

Genre: Angst with a fluffy ending

Warning: Cheating, mentions of sex, insecurities

Summary: What started as a one night stand with your boss turned in to a secret love affair. In the beginning, your relationship with Mark was strictly just sex. Only a couple of months later do you realize that you made the mistake of falling in love with him and the worst part, is that he’s already in a relationship.

A/N: Hey guys! So I stumbled upon the song “What She Thinks About Me” by Chloe X Halle last night and I literally wrote this in less than a day (which is why it might suck ass LOL) but it’s whatever. I love their entire album y’all should totally go check it out. I just want to say I am totally against cheating and having affairs. (If you no longer love your partner, deadass just leave why continue hurting and lying to them?) I don’t know how this story came about but like I always do whenever I listen to a song for the first time, I got inspired and this was the product. I hope you all enjoy! (I’ll also be starting up work and school here soon so I won’t be able to write as much but I’ll try my best)

I wonder what she thinks of me when you're coming home I know that she smells my perfume under your cologne I wonder what she thinks of me when you stay awake After you make love to her, but I'm still on your brain

I'm not the jealous type, I like the other guys I wish you all the best, I'll help you pick her dress Then you can both go to Paris, you live in the lavish I'm actually happy for you So tell me, tell me, baby, all of this is crazy You've done this before, so who are you to judge me, me? It's never wrong when you're in love

As the two of you were getting closer and closer to your highs, it seemed as if everything surrounding you seemed to heighten as well. Both your moans and his only got louder, the closet mirror was fogged up entirely, the sound of skin on skin slapping against each other bounced off of your walls, his grip on your waist only tightened which you were sure would leave a mark and your bed continued to creak with each and every thrust.

You and Mark were going at it for almost four hours. No matter how tired you were, or how your legs were practically jello because of how relentless and rough his pace was, you didn’t know when the two of you would be able to make love to one another again. You knew he must’ve felt the same way since he was the one that indirectly hinted at fucking you for multiple rounds.

When you felt him hide his face in your neck, you knew he was about to cum. You’ve had sex with Mark countless times to know when he was about to release, so you whispered sweet nothings in his ear before leaving chaste kisses all around his face. Once you felt his warm, creamy liquid fill up your velvety walls, you absentmindedly let out a whimper. But it wasn’t because you were upset that he came, no; you loved it whenever he filled you up to the hilt with his cum. You were upset because once the two of you called it a night, he was going to leave you and return back to his apartment. The one he shared with her.

“Come on baby, I know you’re close. Fuck, you’re so beautiful y/n. So fucking tight—so wet. I can never get enough of you—come for daddy.”

He brought his fingers down to your wet and over sensitive pussy, shoving two of his fingers in to your entrance as he continued pushing himself in and out of you. There was nothing you loved more when you were having sex with Mark than when he would use both his fingers and his well endowed cock to bring you to your orgasm. To your dismay, you found yourself releasing your juices all over his length and his fingers, earning you a delicious moan from his pretty pink lips.

“That’s my good girl. I’m gonna miss you so much y/n.” He brought his hand up to your cheek and cupped it ever so gently before connecting your lips together. During most of your hookups with Mark, you were usually the dominant one. You’d always lead your love making sessions, you were almost always on top and you were the definition of dominant.

Since Mark was always the one everyone depended on, he loved whenever you took charge in the bed room. He was always telling his employees what to do, so he enjoyed it whenever you would make him beg to cum, or if he wanted you to suck his dick, he’d have to beg for it. You were the only person Mark ever submitted to; but tonight, you allowed him to do whatever he wanted to you.

“How long are you going to be gone for again?” He brought one of his hands up to your hair and began running his fingers through it before plopping on top of you.

“Ew Mark! Gross! You’re all sweaty and heavy. You’re crushing me!” His adorable little giggle against your neck sent shivers down your spine and it was in the moments like this; after sex or during pillow talk right before the two of you would fall asleep that you’d find yourself wishing this could be your reality. That you and Mark could be more than what the two of you actually were. That he would come home to you every night and stay with you, not leave the minute he filled you up with his load and left not too long afterwards.

What started as a late night together in the office turned in to a steamy love affair between the both of you for the last six months. Although you loved how things were going between you and Mark, there were some days that you would regret this entire situation. It’s not that you ever regret falling in to bed with Mark the first time that led to fucking him almost every other day whether it be in his office, one of the storage rooms at his company, in either of your cars, or back at your apartment.

Mark Tuan was a dangerous addiction; an extremely bad habit that you couldn’t find yourself to quit no matter how terrible it was. What made things even worse, was that you had no intention on ending things between you and Mark anytime soon and you could only hope and pray that neither did he. You tried to lie to yourself for the last few months that you were in it strictly for the sex, but deep down you knew exactly why you were staying around for so long. Sure Mark was an amazing and generous lover in bed, but you could have sex with anybody if you really wanted to. You made the mistake of falling in love with him and you were screwed.

Mark was going on a trip to Paris with his girlfriend of two years and no matter how hard you tried not to let it bother you, you couldn’t stop thinking about it. You didn’t think you had a right to be jealous. He was in a relationship; you knew exactly what you were getting yourself in to the minute he threw you on to his desk and attacked your body with wet and impatient kisses. Deep down, you knew it was wrong. The first time should’ve been the last time. He was your boss for God sakes; but you were selfish.

You loved the way Mark took care of you. On the night of your first hook up, you stayed back at work to help Mark with a very important contract that was due by midnight. Since you both finished early and turned it in to your client three hours before they needed it by, Mark ordered some food with the intention of celebrating. However, while you were waiting for the food, the two of you began to talk slowly and as time went by, Mark began to inch his way over towards where you were sitting until your thighs were practically touching each other.

Before you could process anything, you felt his lips on yours and it was such a breathtaking feeling. You’ve kissed quite a few men over the years, but there was something about Mark that warmed up your body in ways that no one has ever done before. Red flags went off in your mind the minute he smashed his mouth against yours; you knew he had a girlfriend.

She came to visit him every now and then and she was such a sweetheart. She always said hi to you, complimented you on your outfits and even brought you pastries on a few occasions as a way to say thank you for always being there for Mark when he needed it. You didn’t even want to think how she would feel if she were to find out that her boyfriend had you pressed up against the window in his office as he fucked you doggy style with your breasts against the cool glass. Nor did you want to know where she thought he was every time he found himself with you.

From what you heard throughout the office, you were aware that she was very intelligent. Not only did she have her masters in political science, but she was also one of the valedictorians of her graduating class. You could see why Mark was with someone like her; but he reassured you that he only continued his relationship with her because of the relationship he had with her dad.

Her father was an extremely successful businessman and he’s been one of the company’s biggest clients even before Mark took over his dad’s position as CEO almost two years ago. He was afraid of the backlash he would get from breaking up with her, but you thought cheating on her was even worse. However, you never questioned Mark about his intentions ever. Nor did you beg him to leave her or question what he thought of you and your relationship together in fear of losing him.

For someone so smart, his girlfriend must have lacked common sense. Did she not wonder about his whereabouts? Who did she think he was texting and calling in the wee hours of the morning? When you and Mark took a month long vacation together across Polynesia, did she not question exactly what kind of business he was going there for? Did she not see the scratches on his back that you left whenever he went animalistic on you? And what about the hickeys you’d leave on his neck every now and then by accident when you took things a little too far? How dense could someone be?

It was obvious Mark was having an affair. You didn’t even realize how obvious it was that Mark had another woman on the side until one of your colleagues gossiped about hearing him having sex with someone in the conference room while they knew his girlfriend was away on a family trip. Every time Mark’s affair was brought up, it seemed as if everyone was talking so negatively about you; but you couldn’t blame them.

What a whore. Such a slut. Home wrecker. She’s obviously only with him for his money. Somebody should tell his girlfriend. I don’t care that he’s my boss, what he’s doing is wrong.

Each and every word felt like a stab to your chest, but they were right. You were a home wrecker. A pathetic bitch who slept with another woman’s boyfriend. But you couldn’t find it in yourself to stop. You were just as hooked up on him as he made it painstakingly clear that he was for you. In the beginning of your secret rendezvous, Mark would only reach out to you strictly for sex. It never bothered you, you enjoyed messing around with him and as bad as it sounded, the idea of fooling around with someone who was taken excited you. It was thrilling and exhilarating.

However, only a month after the two of you began your affair, Mark started calling you and texting you once the both of you went home. He confided in you with his worries about the company, some self doubts and insecurities. You were shocked to say the least the first time he called you crying because everything was getting too much for him to handle. Everyone expected so much from him and sometimes he wished he didn’t take over his family’s company and would have preferred going in to his dream career as an architect.

Out of all the people Mark knew and all the friends that he had, you were shocked that he trusted you enough to tell you everything that fell from his lips that day. He went on for almost two hours and from that day on you decided you would do anything in your power to be there for him and to help carry the burden for him so he wasn’t suffering alone. Then came the gifts; he claimed it was a token of appreciation for all that you did for him, but each and every time he bought something for you because he claimed he thought of you when he saw it, your heart would always flutter at the idea of him thinking about you other than when the two of you were having sex.

It was wrong; it felt so wrong yet it felt so right. Nobody you have been with loved on your body like Mark did. Nobody got you screaming and squirming so easily the way he did. Nobody got you on your knees with him fucking the living shit out of your mouth like he did. Nobody had you running back like a lost puppy like Mark did and that’s when you knew you were fucked. You found yourself contemplating on multiple occasions whether or not you should allow this to continue.

Not only was he hurting his girlfriend who seemed to really love him by the way she constantly checked up on him, made him meals to make sure he was eating and bought him things he needed, but he was fucking with your mind as much as he was with your body and driving you to the brink of insanity the longer this continued.

You were never the jealous type; you never had a reason to be. When you got in to a relationship; whether it be a friends with benefits situation or an actual relationship, you made your partner aware that you should be the only person in their life and you proved your worth with your patience, generosity, kind-hearted personality and most importantly, in bed. Most of your ex-boyfriends were hooked on you like a drug, the exact way you were currently acting towards Mark, but you could never hold a relationship for more than a couple of months.

You had a tendency of getting bored with someone and the constant routine that came with relationships. This was the longest you were with anybody and you weren’t actually with them. You’ve never been a side chick or a mistress before and because you knew Mark was only using you for sex, or at least that’s what you were sure he wanted you for, you didn’t feel the need to get jealous over his girlfriend.

You were meant to help him with his carnal urges and burning desires whereas she took care of him in ways that only girlfriends should be allowed to. But the longer you allowed your relationship with Mark to continue and the deeper your feelings grew for him, the more you’d feel the green monster of jealousy on your back each and every time she was brought up in a conversation or whenever she came to the company and would kiss him in front of you.

It made your skin crawl and you wanted nothing more than to walk up to him, pull her away from his embrace and show her that she wasn’t the only woman in his life. Hearing that the two of them were going to Paris for her birthday made you want to throw up. Not only was he going to be gone for two weeks, but they would be alone together in one of the most romantic cities in the world. Even if he’s never told you whether or not they were intimate, seeing as how she was his girlfriend, you were sure they had sex every now and then.

It didn’t matter if he had you, if a man was horny, they’d fuck whoever they wanted to just to get themselves off. Knowing how easily Mark would get turned on, you knew there was a chance that the two of them would probably be intimate at least once during the trip. Especially since they were going for her birthday. There was one time you found love bites on his chest that you knew you didn’t leave, but you couldn’t be bothered. She was his girlfriend. He may have been fooling around with you, but at the end of the day, she was the one who got to wake up next to him and go to sleep in his warm embrace.

“Hmmm, you weren’t complaining just a few moments ago when my sweaty chest was pressed up against your shoulder blades as I blew your back out—you would think with how many times you hit me that you’d be this rough in bed. The trip is two weeks long. But don’t worry, I’m gonna make sure to call you and text you whenever I get the chance. And expect some gifts; Paris has a lot of cute shit I’m sure you’d love. Maybe you and I can plan to go sometime soon. We could visit the Louvre and the Champs-Élysées, get some rose shaped gelato I’ve seen you looking at on Instagram a couple of times and then I could fuck you at the end of the night in our hotel room while we look out at the Eiffel Tower. It would be perfect.”

You gave him a small smile in attempts to hide how heavy your heart was knowing he was going to be away for what you felt like was going to be a long time. Although you wanted to be happy hearing that he planned on contacting you and buying you gifts, you couldn’t find it in yourself to give him a genuine smile or to act like nothing was wrong. You wanted to tell him how you felt. It was at the tip of your tongue, those three little words that could either make or break a relationship.

You had a huge feeling it would be the reason why Mark decided he no longer wanted to continue your affair. That’s why you kept your mouth shut. You’d tell yourself that you would give up on him completely if he told you that he felt nothing for you, or that even if he did harbor any feelings for you, you weren’t worth leaving his girlfriend and losing one of his top clients for. You were just a convenient fuck y/n, get over it.

“What’s wrong baby? Why are you tearing up? Did I hurt you? Fuck y/n I’m so sorry—“ Yes he hurt you, but not in the way he probably thought he did. The pleasurable soreness in between your thighs was a pain you enjoyed; a pain you could endure. The pain in your heart however was something was was causing you to slowly fall apart.

“I’m fine Mark, I think I’m just tired. Are you gonna leave now? Should I walk you to the door—“ He released a soft sigh and furrowed his brows; something you weren’t quite used to.

“Trying to get rid of me so soon y/n? I um—I was actually planning on staying the night tonight but I can leave if you want me to.” It was rare for Mark to stay the night once the two of you were finished having sex, but you loved it whenever he did end up sleeping over.

There were a few times he actually stayed for or even made you breakfast and when his girlfriend went on business trips, he’d spend the entirety of her absence at your place. You found yourself questioning the status of your relationship countless times. It took you months to come to the realization, but you couldn’t help but feel as if you were no longer just a fuck to Mark and the minute you accepted the fact that you were in love with him, you knew you wouldn’t have any romantic feelings for him if he didn’t give you a reason to.

He knew exactly what he was doing whenever he would send you memes or videos he found funny. Or when the two of you had to stay back to work on a project and actually focus on the project, he would constantly ask how you were doing, if you were thirsty or hungry and if you needed a break.

When you had a problem at work, he’d send you kind-hearted and supportive messages to raise your spirits and secretly bought you sweets from the coffee shop downstairs. Every time the two of you were apart, whether it was because he was on a business trip you couldn’t tag along on or you went home to visit family, he would always call you and text you because he claimed “your voice was extremely soothing” and “made him feel at ease.”

You didn’t think there was a chance that he loved you, but you were confident he cared about you and held some kind of feelings for you. Feeling him wipe the few tears that fell from your cheek caused butterflies fill up your tummy. Why did he have to do such intimate and romantic things to you only to leave you and return back home to the arms of another?

“No, no—you can stay. I’m just never used to you staying the night. I’d be lying if I said I don’t enjoy going to bed with you in my arms. I‘m fond of your company and I sleep better whenever you’re here. Plus, you are leaving me for two weeks, so I have to make the most of the time I have with you.”

This was the first time you were admitting things you felt was considered taboo in your affair with Mark. Why were you acting so clingy? He’s been away on business trips many times, but this was the first time he was going away with her. You weren’t sure of how they acted together behind close doors, but you did witness the look of boredom on his face whenever she would call to talk to him. There was one time where you and Mark luckily had just finished a quickie in one of the storage rooms and returned back to his office where she was already waiting for him.

You pretended you were there to work together with Mark on a proposal and thankfully she bought it and didn’t question your disheveled look. You could tell she wanted to be alone with Mark, but she didn’t ask you to leave. It wasn’t like Mark was going to allow you to anyway. When you stood up and excused yourself in order to give them their privacy, he stopped you completely and told you that she wasn’t going to be there for long. He didn’t look at her the way most boyfriends would look at their girlfriends; nor did he really react whenever she would kiss or hug him.

You were sure he kissed you as if it was his life duty to do. He hugged you as if he would lose you if he were to let go and you’ve caught him looking at you in what you assumed was adoration and admiration a few times. Why couldn’t he come with a legitimate reason to want to break up with her? He had many successful clients, why was it so important to continue his partnership with her father? Unfortunately, you’ve heard him tell her he loved her but his “I love you’s” always sounded so insincere; as if he was only saying it to impress her. You didn’t think much of your words, but after he went silent for a couple of minutes, you knew you fucked up.

As you were right about to try and explain your sudden confessions, he cupped your cheek with the palm of his hand and lightly placed his lips against yours. This kiss was different than most of them. The word gentle and delicate weren’t in his dictionary. His kisses were always so needy, so passionate and full of electricity. No matter how many times Mark has kissed you, you’d melt in to a puddle every single time.

This kiss in particular was not one you were all too familiar with. It’s as if he was hesitant, or scared even to deepen the kiss. For someone who was drilling in to you like a bunny rabbit over an hour ago, this was new territory for you. He continued to kiss you so gentle and feather-like while bringing his other hand up to your neck.

The longer the two of you made out for, the more it hurt thinking about being away from him. When you felt his growing erection up against your thigh, that’s when you decided to pull away; you weren’t physically prepared for an eighth round even if you were craving him yet again earning yourself such a cute groan of disappointment. It surprised you when he placed his forehead against yours and pressed a soft kiss on your nose, but you weren’t complaining.

“I hate—having to leave—you. I wish I could stay over more often—I just—I don’t want to look suspicious—I know. I’m so fucking hypocritical and if I’m being honest, the thought of being away from you even if it’s just for a short amount of time fucking sucks y/n. I really like staying up and talking to you after we make love and I’ve never told you this, but you make me feel safe. You make me really happy y/n and I just want you to know that you mean a lot to me. I’m thankful for all that you’ve done for me and continue to do for me. I’m really lucky to have you in my life. Y/n, I really shouldn’t say this but I—“

Hearing the ringtone sound off made your skin crawl. You didn’t even need to look at his phone to know who was calling. It was in his facial expression and the way he threw his head forward in to your chest before groaning. It’s as if she knew he was with someone and that he was on the verge of telling you his true feelings for you. You were so close to screaming out of frustration and wanted to pick his phone up before he could and throw it at the wall. But you didn’t want him knowing of your feelings. Shit would hit the fan as soon as you were to act on them.

You could tell he didn’t want to answer it; he let the phone ring while leaving sloppy kisses across of your chest. Your hands absentmindedly made their way in to his hair as he continued to show love to your breasts, nipping and sucking gently on your hardened peaks. The vibration of his soft laughter against your nipples made you stifle back a giggle yourself. Mark never failed to make you laugh at the most inconvenient times but that was one of the things you loved about him so much. He brought one of your breasts in to his mouth while massaging the other one with his palm and began twisting your sensitive nub earning himself a breathy moan.

You selfishly allowed him to continue; breast play was one of your favorite types of foreplay during sex and Mark was very vocal about how obsessed he was with your breasts and how much he enjoyed loving on them. To your dismay, his phone began to ring a second time. You wanted him to ignore it and with the way he continued to fondled your mounds, you knew he was planning on doing so himself. However, the guilt was eating away at you. It wasn’t the first time she called during one of your love making sessions.

One time she was right outside his office waiting for him to come back from what she thought was a meeting. Little did she know he was right inside his office with his hands gripping and kneading on your ass as he guided you up and down his cock in a quick manner. You felt bad for her. If it were you, and your boyfriend was having an affair with his receptionist right under your nose, you would be devastated. So why did you feel no remorse the longer you continued fooling around with her boyfriend?

Was it because it wasn’t you who was being made a fool of? It wasn’t you calling to see where he was at two in the morning, it wasn’t you waiting patiently outside of his office to go and get lunch with him while he was pounding himself in to another girl. But you also weren’t the one he was taking to Paris for her birthday. You weren’t the one he introduced to his family as his girlfriend. You weren’t the one he bought a puppy for because she had always wanted one nor were you the girl who had his promise ring around her neck and maybe that was your karma. You would never be his.

One day, they would settle down and get married and you would be nothing but just a brief lapse of judgment; an honest mistake Mark made with his other head. Even if they didn’t end up together, he would find someone else. Someone who’s father was extremely rich and successful and could help in supporting Mark’s company. You were just a mere receptionist. You weren’t anything special. As much as you didn’t want to think about it, you knew that one day he would get tired of you and end up leaving you in the dust.

“M—Mark—maybe you should—mmm—answer the phone. It might be important.” He let out a frustrated grunt and playfully brought your nipple in between his teeth before releasing your breast from his mouth and placing a quick kiss on the corner of your mouth.

“Hello? Everything alright? Oh I’m sorry, I forgot to tell you—I needed to stay back here at the office and go over a couple of contracts and proposals before we leave tomorrow. You called me ten times already? Shit sorry—my phone was in my briefcase. Yeah I’ll be coming home soon. All my stuff is packed anyway—alright—get some rest. See you soon. Love—love you too. Bye.” You weren’t ready to hear that four letter word fall from his lips even if you knew it was coming.

He was with his girlfriend for quite some time now, it was only natural for them to say it to each other. But you knew Mark didn’t love her. Not only did he show disinterest in her when you’d watch them interact, but he wouldn’t have allowed your affair to continue if he really did love her. The thought of cheating on her, breaking her trust and hurting her would have bothered him; but it didn’t. He continued to fool around with you; continued to love on your body, continued to sneak out of his place to be with you. Why was he continuing to lie to her, to himself and pretend that he genuinely cared about her? You felt yourself tensing up at his sweet words, words that weren’t being used towards you.

Why did you let things get this far between you and Mark? It was inevitable to gain feelings for him and you were aware that your affair was dangerous. He got exactly what he wanted from both you and his girlfriend; it was an ideal situation for him but for you, you were sure it was going to tear you apart. When you looked up at him, it was obvious that he knew hearing him tell her he loved her had some type of effect on you. He looked at you with such sadness and a hint of what you thought was remorse.

“Baby—“ You shook your head; not wanting to hear what he had to say. The question of what he was about to say earlier was at the tip of your tongue, but you didn’t want to make matters worse and stayed silent.

“You should go Mark, you gotta be up here pretty soon. We don’t want her going out to look for you.” Before he could do anything else and end up making things even harder for you, you got up and made your way to the bathroom to clean yourself up a bit and to take a breather. A laugh of disbelief fell from your lips when you took a look at yourself. Your hair was messy, your cheeks were pink and you had bruises all along your body. When you began washing your face and brushing your teeth, you heard the bathroom door creek open and you felt him before you saw him. He wrapped his arms lazily around your waist and placed his chin on your shoulder.

“After you’re done, can I hold you for a couple of minutes?” You should have said no, but you found yourself leaning in to his chest and nodding against his neck. Two weeks without Mark was going to be hell, you just knew it. And it wasn’t just the sex you were going to miss, you’d miss the intimacy, you’d miss holding him and being held by him. His contagious laughter and breathtaking smile. You were going to miss the way he’d comfort you when things were hard at work and his reassuring words that you were doing the best you could. You were going to miss him.

He placed a gentle kiss on the juncture of your neck and giggled at the many hickeys he left a few hours prior. His scent was strong; you always loved his cologne and you were sure you probably smelt like him. But there was a hint of your vanilla perfume on his chest and it made you wonder, did she not hug him? Did she not kiss him or did they not lie close together in bed for her to smell your scent on him? She had to know there was someone else. If she had any idea, she was probably just allowing him to continue his affair because of the love she had for him.

The second you finished brushing your teeth and putting on moisturizer, Mark threw you over his shoulder and playfully slapped your butt before bringing you back in to your room and roughly throwing you on your bed.

“You’re so beautiful y/n, I can never get enough of looking at you. I’ll try my best to contact you and send you pictures and promise me you’ll do the same please? I expect three nudes a day. And try not to pleasure yourself while I’m gone. We all know only I can get you to go crazy with just my tongue alone. I’ll probably end up flying back home as soon as we land. We’ve been away from each other on many occasions, I don’t know why I’m having such a hard time leaving you right now. Kiss me baby.”

The two of you made out for a couple of moments; it started off rough and passionate, the need to touch each other was constant and every time he tried to pull away, you’d reconnect your lips together. He left a few more gentle pecks on your lips before looking around your room for his clothes that had to be somewhere on your floor from when you practically ripped it off of him earlier. A mischievous smirk rose on his face when he saw your panty on the ground and he picked it up, placing it in his back pocket.

He sent you a wink and whispered that it was for safe keeping to which you laughed at. You decided to walk him to the door and you could feel tears building up knowing that he was actually leaving and you couldn’t stop the voice in the back of your mind telling you that this might be your last time together. For all you knew, two weeks were enough for him to actually develop feelings for her; to actually return the love she had for him. If he spent enough time alone with her, he could come to the conclusion that he was content with just being with her and that he no longer needed you.

He pulled you tightly against his chest all the while leaving gentle kisses in your hair. With one more long, sloppy kiss on your lips, he was gone. You decided to mope around for the rest of the day, staying in bed and taking as much of the warmth and his scent left on his side of the bed while watching sad love movies on Netflix and only going to the bathroom if you really needed to. The rest of the week passed by extremely slowly. Worked seemed as if it went on for hours. You were so tempted to go in to his office but you forgot he wasn’t there.

While he was away, he tried his best to contact you in any way possible whether it was text, or sneaking away to the bathroom in the early hours of the morning to face time you. But the two of you had a few obstacles in the way. First came the time distance, if it was morning in Paris, it was night time in California and he would go to bed right as you were heading to work. It only got more and more difficult for you as the days went by.

I wonder what she thinks of me when she sees that mark On your neck, oh, no, I didn't mean to got that far I wonder what she thinks of me when she sees my name On your phone screen, you drop everything just for me

You know behind the scenes you tell me everything I know you don't forget how much you needed me? And while you do enjoy Paris, your loving is careless But it's not ever with me

Unfortunately, only a week after he left, you woke up with the most excruciating pain in your left abdomen. You quickly assumed that it was just period cramps, but never were your period cramps this painful before. You went in to work as if nothing was wrong, you accomplished everything that Mark had scheduled for you to do while he was away; but the pain was still there and only two hours in to your shift, you passed out on your desk.

When you woke up in the hospital with multiple tubes in your arm, you were confused and waited patiently for a nurse to come in. Looking at your phone to see what time it was, you noticed the few messages Mark sent to you and your heart warmed at the notifications, but you didn’t have enough energy to see what he said nor did you feel like responding. Just a few minutes after waking up, the on-call doctor came in to explain to you exactly what had happen to you and to see how you were doing.

Hearing that you were not only dehydrated but malnourished didn’t surprise you. You had no appetite whatsoever and you felt pathetic since a lot of it had to do with Mark’s absence. You couldn’t eat nor sleep knowing the many possibilities that could happen during their trip and the lack of hearing from him took up the entirety of your thinking. The doctor also informed you that your water deficiency caused you to develop a kidney stone. That’s what was causing you so much pain.

Right after your doctor left, the nurse told you that you could either get it surgically removed but that you would have to stay at the hospital for two more days or you could go home and wait for it to come out naturally, but there was a 50% chance you would need assistance so you decided to go with the first option. Since they had to prep you for surgery, you had to go one day without eating and the amount of medication they were giving you on an empty stomach caused you to go in and out of slumber.

For the first night of your stay in the hospital, you asked one of the nurses to inform your workplace that you would be out for a few days in which she told you that they already gave you the rest of the week off to heal. You were so focused on resting and trying to get the stone out that you failed to notice the many messages you were receiving from Mark. Although he was on a trip, HR left him a voicemail that you passed out at work because they could be liable for your collapsing if you decided to try and get worker’s compensation.

To say Mark was worried was an understatement. His mind was filled with the thought of you even more than it already was. Sure he was already missing you and counting down the days till he returned back to you, but now his mind went to your physical well-being and he couldn’t stay on a trip meant for celebration knowing that you were suffering all alone in the hospital. Not hearing from you was quickly driving him insane. Were you okay? How much pain were you in? Why were you not able to respond to him? He couldn’t help but think that something bad had happened to you; which is why he found himself giving his girlfriend an empty apology while telling her that something terrible happened back at work that he needed tending to.

He didn’t even care if she was going to return back with him, the only person he cared about in that moment was you. As soon as he packed everything in his bags, he was right about to storm out the door when his girlfriend arrived to their hotel. He attempted to reach for her to pull her in to his embrace, but she did the unthinkable and placed her hand out in front of her to prevent him from touching her.

“Y/n—you’ve been having an affair with y/n haven’t you? Be honest with me. You can try and lie to me all you want Mark I already know the truth. I’ve actually known for a while now, but I didn’t want to say anything until I gathered up all the information to prove your infidelity. I had a gut feeling you were cheating on me the longer you stayed back in the office. You used to continue your work at our apartment, but then you started staying back and I realized it was right after she started working there. Then there were the phone calls in the early hours of the morning; I understand that as a businessman, you have clients all around the world with a huge time difference. However, I don’t think you call any of your clients baby nor do I think you would tell them that you couldn’t wait to hold them again.”

For someone who had known that their significant other has been unfaithful, she was extremely calm which worried Mark. He knew that she was going to find out sooner or later and he knew there were consequences to his actions, but he didn’t know what she was capable of. He was scared that if she were to tell her father, he would do whatever he could to take down Mark’s company; the company his parents worked so hard on to start. All because he was in love with someone else—wait, what?

“You’re not exactly all that secretive either. The love bites, the scratches on your neck, the bruises; you and I haven’t been intimate in months so I already knew you were seeing someone else. I should have known it was y/n. CEO’s are notorious for sleeping with their secretaries since they’re constantly around each other and I see the way she looks at you with so much admiration and dare I say it—love. She looks at you like you’re the most amazing human being—the way I wish you would look at me. I’m sure if I were to catch you looking at her, you’d have that same exact gaze. As much as I didn’t want to, I snooped around your phone yesterday and read a few of your messages, that’s when I knew she was more to you than most receptionists. I don’t—I don’t know what to say. I really don’t know how to respond to this. Sure I’m angry, but I can’t hate you no matter how much I want to. I can’t force you to stay in a relationship you’re no longer invested in. I still don’t understand why you continued to stay with me. You should’ve left the minute you began fooling around with her.”

As he saw the tears building up in his eyes, his heart hurt for her. She didn’t deserve this. She was a very kind and warm-hearted person. She did things for Mark without hesitation or complaining. He was always his main priority and all she wanted was him to be happy; specifically with her. She was right. Why did he allow himself to continue lying to her and taking advantage of her trust knowing he no longer felt anything towards her? How could he allow her to continue giving him the world on a silver platter knowing he was doing that for you?

“I wanted to confront you once I came to the conclusion that you were cheating on me but I was so scared to lose you. I prayed and prayed that you would one day find it in yourself to stop your affair and to find love again with me but look Mark—you don’t even have to say what happened at work I know it has to deal with her. You love her. As soon as you got the message you’ve been so worried and so antsy it gave me anxiety. If it was another one of your employees, you wouldn’t have given two shits but because it’s y/n, you’re willing to leave our trip to go be with her. I bet you wish it was her that you were here with, not me. Go Mark, I can’t continue staying in this relationship anymore knowing where your heart lies. I hope she makes you happy. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you.”

It wasn’t that he didn’t care for her; the two of them knew each other for years and he did love her for a little while until you came in to the picture. When Mark first hired you, he found himself stealing looks from you every now and then. He’s seen and worked with many pretty women before, but there was something unique about your beauty that captivated him in ways nobody, not even his girlfriend has ever done before. The longer he worked with you for, he learned how hard working and dedicated you were and he admired how you were willing to do anything and everything he asked of you.

Mark knew he was fucked when he started craving your presence when you had a day off or once you left the office. He’d find himself wanting to learn more about you and wanted to text you and call you for reasons outside of work. He should’ve ended it with his girlfriend the minute he found himself looking at you in ways that a man in a relationship shouldn’t look at someone else.

He should’ve thought about leaving her when he pictured making love to you every time they were intimate. When he’d go on trips and see little trinkets, he no longer thought about buying them for her; he bought them with you in mind. For weeks, he tried to convince himself that he just enjoyed what a wonderful employee you were, not that he had any sort of feelings for you. But as soon as he roughly pushed all the papers off of his desk to lay you on top and rearrange your guts, it was in that moment Mark accepted that what he felt for you went beyond just appreciating how you were as an employee.

He was in shock with how she was acting towards the entire situation. He expected her to yell, to scream, to cry and instill any type of pain on him yet all he got was silence and he didn’t know what was worse. Honestly, he would rather have her be angry with him than to have the silence and tension filling the air. A part of him wanted to reach out to her, to apologize for being such an awful boyfriend and that she deserved better, but nothing came out. When he came to the conclusion that he should just let things end the way the were, he took his things and left the hotel room, calling a taxi before sitting down in the lobby.

Mark was aware that he was handling this all wrong and he hated that he felt no remorse, but it was probably because he no longer held any feelings for her anymore and he just couldn’t stop thinking about you. Deep in his gut, Mark had a feeling that his now ex-girlfriend was going to tell her father everything in hopes of ruining their company’s relationship, but then again she didn’t seem to be the type to do such a thing or so he could only hope. Her words began to replay over and over in his head.

You love her. You’re willing to drop everything to go and be with her. Mark knew he was in love with you. He’s known it for quite some time and he found himself contemplating on telling you how he felt on many occasions, but he knew he couldn’t have done that. Not only was he in a relationship, but he didn’t know where your heart lied. For all he knew, you were only having sex with him to please him because he was your boss. However, he knew that wasn’t true. He also couldn’t force you to reciprocate his same feelings knowing that there was no way the two of you could be together.

Mark knew he was in love with you when your love making sessions turned in to him staying over and learning how to make blueberry pancakes because it was one of your favorite breakfast items. He knew he was in love with you when he took you to Japan for a conference once and saw you help carry groceries for an older man who looked as if he was struggling. He knew he was in love with you when he found out good news and wanted you to be the first person to know. He knew he was in love with you when his parents asked how his girlfriend was doing and his thoughts wandered to you instead.

When he got the message that you had fainted, his heart sank to his chest and he felt like he was about to throw up. It was a feeling that he’s never felt before. Sure, there were times in his relationship where his girlfriend would get a cold or the flu and he would try and help her in any way possible, but he never felt worried for her the way he was practically suffering at the idea of you in the hospital. He was in one of the most beautiful cities in the entire world and he wanted nothing more than to fly back home to be with you and to nurse you back to health.

Actually, the night before he left, he decided he was going to tell you exactly how he felt about you and the L word was about to fall from his lips until his girlfriend called. Whenever he would tell her he loved her, it felt like such a chore and he would only say it so that she wouldn’t get suspicious if he didn’t but when it came to you, he’d find himself accidentally slipping sometimes because he did genuinely love you and he wanted to know it. The hour before your surgery, your nurse explained to you everything that was going to go down and what the aftercare for patients who had kidney stones were like.

Everything she said went through one ear and out the other. You just couldn’t wait to get out of there. Hospitals were your least favorite place to be; even more so because you were alone. An hour later, you were being prepped for surgery and they had brought you in to an extremely bright room. The nurse put some tubes inside of your mouth which were filled with anesthesia and notified you that you would fall in to a deep sleep for a few hours while the urologist took out the kidney stone.

When you woke up three hours later, you were informed that the stone was successfully taken out and that they inserted a stint in your uterus that you had to leave in there for a few days to help restore your kidneys. You were in so much pain and even if you were asleep for over three hours, you wanted to go back to bed. You felt your eyes getting droopy and the nurse who was bringing you back to your room giggled at how tired you were.

“Oh y/n, your boyfriend is here. He’s very handsome and he looks so professional. Poor thing looks so worried though. It’s like he hasn’t slept in days.” With all the strength you had, you looked up at her in confusion. Boyfriend? You didn’t have a boyfriend. The only person she could be referring to was Mark because he was the only man in your life at the moment and he was away in Paris probably having the time of his life with his girlfriend. However, when the nurse had you stand up from off of the wheelchair and helped you walk in to your room, the figure slumped on the chair near your bed quickly caught your attention and made your heart sore.

What was he doing there? He still had one week left of his trip, or what you assumed. Since being administered in to the hospital, you had no clue what day it was. When Mark heard the door open, he quickly lifted his head and wasted no time farting over to where you and the nurse were. He didn’t even let the two of you walk to steps before he picked you up bridal style and carried you over to the bed.

“Wow what a gentleman. This one is a keeper y/n. I’m sure he’ll take amazing care of you once you’re out of here. Don’t hesitate to buzz us if you need anything but if I’m being honest, I’m sure everything you need is in this room. It was nice meeting you Mark sweetheart.” Once the older lady left the room, you looked at his crestfallen expression and immediately brought your hand up to cup his cheek.

“What are you doing here Mark? Your trip—“ he gave you a sad smile and placed a gentle peck on your lips. God, you missed the beautiful man in front of you.

“My silly girl, you had me worried. When I got the call that you were in the hospital, I went insane. I jumped on the first flight back and came straight here as soon as I landed. You weren’t answering any of my calls or texts so I just assumed the worst and nobody at the company seemed to know exactly how you were doing so I took matters in my own hands. Are you alright? How are you feeling? The nurse said you got a kidney stone from dehydration. I’m gone for one week and you forget how to take care of yourself. I uh—there’s something I have to tell you. Quite a few things actually. But give me a couple of moments to really take you all in. I’ve missed you, so much and to hear that something happened to you made me sick to my stomach. Scoot over, I want to hold you.”

You looked at him in awe. Did he just admit to leaving Paris just to check up on you? He put his entire trip on hold to come and make sure you were okay. You couldn’t process the information but it did make you scream internally at the idea. After making room for him on the bed, he pulled you up against his chest and began running his fingers through your hair. Was this really happening? You had to be dreaming. What exactly was in that gas that they gave you to fall asleep? When he noticed the look of curiosity on your face, he let out a snicker and left a kiss on your forehead.

“She broke up with me. We were at dinner when I got the call and I rushed back to the hotel with intentions of returning home. I explained to her that somebody collapsed at work and that I needed to take care of it but I didn’t say who. However, right as I was about to leave, she stopped me and that’s when everything came out. She’s known for months that I’ve been having an affair, she just didn’t know how to approach me about it and I guess she wanted proof before accusing me. She’s seen our messages, the hickeys, the scratches on my back, found a few of your things in my bag and apparently there was lipstick on my collar one night after I came back from your place. She took it quite well. I actually expected her to throw things at me, hit me or scream at me but she didn’t do anything. I’m sure she’s probably upset about it and I’ll probably pay for my mistakes later on, but it was worth it—you, you are worth it.”

He brought his thumb up to your cheek and began drawing circles against it to help calm him down. But if anything, the skin ship was adding to his anxiety of how you were going to react to his love confession.

“I know I probably sound like a complete asshole, and what I’ve been doing to her is wrong. Hell, what I’ve been doing to you too was just as bad and I’m sorry y/n. I’ve been taking advantage of you for these last couple of months and I’m sorry. I’m sure it was hard for you, having to be with someone that was already in a relationship and I don’t know how you feel about me or our affair, but I want you to know that you mean everything to me. I am in love with you y/n. I have been for a while now; longer than I’d like to admit actually. It was never just sex to me. I liked you from the day I met you. You radiate this bright and bubbly energy, you’re always there for me whether it be for work or for personal reasons, you made me smile for the smallest reasons and whenever things got tough for me, the thought of you made everything better. You’ve captivated my heart in ways that I didn’t think were possible. For years, I felt like something was missing in my life. I didn’t know what it was, even after I got in to my relationship I still felt so empty. The day you came in for your interview with that breathtaking smile of yours, I knew that you were going to be someone special in my life.”

You were sure if you were to see yourself, you’d probably be as red as a tomato. Each and every one of his words filled your stomach with butterflies. This man left Paris to make sure you were okay, what more could you have asked for?

“By the way, I’m taking you to Paris once you’re completely healed. Don’t get me wrong, it was extremely beautiful and the food was amazing, but my experience there was shit because I wasn’t there with you. Oh, and please don’t feel like you have to reciprocate my feelings—I really don’t deserve it—I don’t deserve you. At all. You’re a wonderful person y/n. Honestly the most ethereal being I have ever met. I want to be with you, I want you for as long as time permits me to. As long as you’ll allow me to. I know it’s a lot to take in and if I’m being honest, I only prepared this speech on my way here from the airport, but every word I’m saying is sincere. My feelings for you is sincere and the love I have for you, I can’t even describe it. I feel like I’m being consumed by the ocean and that I’m drowning but I don’t want to stop.”

You didn’t know how to respond to all of that. You wanted him to know that you felt the same exact way. That you were upset with how things turned out between him and his girlfriend but that you were excited to see how things were going to end up between the two of you. Not once in your affair did Mark force you in to doing things you didn’t want to, nor did he make you feel like shit for what you were doing with him. Mark was your home. He meant just as much to you as he claimed you did with him. With all the strength you had, you flipped both of your bodies so that you were straddling his lap and smashed your lips against his all but gently.

You wanted him to feel the immense amount of passion that you felt for him before explaining yourself. You wrapped your arms around his neck and deepened the kiss before pulling away to catch your breath. It was going to take some getting used to since you were his secret lover, but you wanted him completely and you were going to allow your relationship to bloom without any worries or regrets.

“I love you too. So much Mark. I’ll admit, I didn’t want to get involved with you in the beginning only because I hate home-wreckers. I hate cheaters and mistresses and I hate people who stay in relationships and claim to love their significant other only to cheat on them behind their back. The first time should’ve been the last time but I’m really glad it wasn’t. I never thought I was good enough for you, so I pushed the thought of being with you to the back of my mind. You’re a CEO of a very prestigious technology company Mark. I’m just a receptionist. I heard about your girlfriend a week after getting hired and I didn’t think much about it. You were just my boss, I never looked at you in a romantic light until that fateful night we spent together. I let go of all my beliefs and my sanity and I was selfish for allowing us to continue knowing you had a girlfriend. The guilt ate at me each and every time she came in to the office knowing I was fucking her boyfriend behind her back.” He giggled at your choice of words while rubbing your lower back.

“I just—I couldn’t help myself. I know it was selfish but I loved being around you. I loved spending as much time with you that I possibly could. I wanted to be there for you; for every up and down; every trial and triumph. I wanted to be the one you’d run to when things got rough. I wanted to call you whenever I was feeling down and just needed someone to talk to. And don’t even get me started on how much I love kissing you and how badly I wanted to kiss you while we were working knowing I’m not able to do so unless we’re behind close doors. When you confided in me that first time, I was overwhelmed with excitement. It meant that you trusted me enough with your demons and the problems that no one knew about. I think I realized I was in love with you when I wanted to be yours. My family and my friends would ask me about my relationship status whenever we’d talk and I had to stop myself from telling them about you because you weren’t mine to claim or flaunt off. Even when she would come to the office, it took every bone in my body not to walk up to the two of you and kiss you in front of her so that she knew she wasn’t the only one. God, I sound like such a pathetic bitch and it’s all because of you asshole.”

His laughter immediately filled the room and he playfully pinched your cheek before motioning you to continue. “I’m sorry for not responding back to you and since we’re putting everything out there, you’re the reason why I’m in the hospital right now. Before you say anything—I couldn’t do anything while you were away because not only did I miss you so much, but the idea of the two of you alone made my skin crawl. The image of you fucking her replayed over and over in my mind and practically drove me to the brink of insanity. So I was barely eating and drinking any liquids which led to exhaustion, malnutrition and my fucking kidney stone. I hope you never question the love I have for you. If only you knew exactly what I had to go through during my four days here. I love you Mark and I would love to be yours.”

He grinned widely at you and pulled you down against his chest so that your bodies were smashed together and connected your lips together. You could get used to being the lucky girl who got to love the devastatingly handsome man in front of you. To your dismay, you felt him pulling away from your embrace but before the whine could fall from your mouth, he placed his finger against your lips to prevent you from saying anything.

“Do you know how long they want you to rest your lower region for? I’d like to make love to my beautiful girlfriend without the risk of breaking something—what? ONE WEEK WITHOUT SEX WAS TORTURE Y/N. Oh, and I’ve never touched her more than once since you and I started seeing each other. There was one drunken night but that was a mistake and I pictured you the entire time. Now, are you going to ask your doctor when we can fuck again or should I? Don’t give me that look baby you’re forever stuck with me.”

So tell me, tell me, baby, I know this crazy You've done this before, so who are you to judge me, me? It's never wrong when you're in loveTell me, tell me, baby, I know this dangerous You've done this before, so who are you to judge me, me? It's never wrong when you're in, you're in love

Love

Tell me, tell me, baby, I know this dangerous You've done this before, so who are you to judge me, me? It's never wrong when you're in, you're in loveIt's never wrong when it feels right I'll hold you close and pretend you're mine I'll be the sun against your skin I'll be there when she's not listening

You can call me crazy, boy Oh yeah, we'll both be crazy, boy Tell me you love me, 'cause I just wanna be your baby Well, that's the price I gotta pay I wonder what she thinks of me

#got7 imagines #got7 #mark tuan #got7 mark #mark tuan imagines #mark tuan angst

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blossom-hwa · 4 years ago

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Okay I'm super sorry if I'm requesting too many things but I was listening to holiday music while driving home from work yesterday and was suddenly struck by the need for some chaotic holiday/winter shenanigans with the boyz, if that's okay? Reader involvement isn't necessary! Pretty please and thank you sooo much ❤❤❤ -🌻

You’re not requesting too many things don’t worry Sunny!!! I literally owe you everything for half the fics I’ve written in the past year so there’s no way I could refuse, also this is what the drabble game is for!! I hope you enjoy this half-baked bullshit LMAO

3-year anniversary drabble game: send me an NCT/WAYV/Stray Kids/The Boyz member + a prompt (check out the post for ideas) and I’ll write a drabble for you!

(don’t think I've mentioned it but all of these text aus are in the same universe lol)

(also this ended up not being as holiday-ish as you probably wanted.... SORRY)

Title: Holiday Shenanigans

Pairing: no pairings, just the boyz being dumb

Triggers: a lot of cursing

quick clarification:

papi: sangyeon

angel: jacob

moon scribblez: kevin

new kid: chanhee

starbucks tissues: changmin

sundae: sunwoo

bread: younghoon

the better hyun: hyunjae

the better jae: eric

professional rollerblader: juyeon

foodie: haknyeon

new kid: I'm going to commit murder

sundae: who’s he making empty threats about this time

new kid: IT’S NOT AN EMPTY THREAT

moon scribblez: who wants to hear about the cockroach that fucking crawled out of my mop today!!

papi: pls don’t tlalk about it I was scarred for life

moon scribblez: IT’S YOUR TUTORING CENTER IT’S Y O U R FAULT WE HAVE A COCKROACH INFESTATION

papi: it’s not an infestation Kevin

new kid: is no one going to pay attention to my murder

angel: I will! but I won’t be an accessory

moon scribblez: I BEG TO FUCKING DIFFER

moon scribblez: THAT THING WAS HUGE IT WAS MORE LIKE A SPIDER JFC

new kid: I love you jacob

moon scribblez: IF I SHAKE THE FUCKING MOP TODAY AND COCKROACHES CRAWL OUT I’M QUITTING MY FUCKING JOB

angel: love you too <3

sundae: /barfs/

papi: #1 sunwoo just bc you’re allergic to emotion doesn’t mean the rest of us are

papi: some of us are capable of love

new kid: JI CHANGMIN ISN’T

papi: #2 I don’t own the center I'm just the center director therefore I do not take responsibility for any possible infestations we may have

starbucks tissues: I heard my name :D

new kid: sTOP FUCKING TERRIFYING ME WHEN I’M JUST TRYING TO WORK

new kid: IT’S ALMOST C H R I S T M A S HALLOWEEN IS G O N E

papi: therefore take it up with the owners @ moon scribblez

starbucks tissues: but it’s always halloween :(

moon scribblez: I TOOK THE MOP TO THE SINK

moon scribblez: PUT IT THERE AND TURNED ON THE FAUCET

moon scribblez: A FUCKING BROWN SPIDER-LOOKING COCKROACH BITCH ASS C R A WL E D OUT

moon scribblez: AND YOU WON’T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY??????????

papi: I just deal with the parents and the kids not bugs

new kid: it is NOT ALWAYS FUCKING HALLOWEEN

new kid: IF YOU WANT TO CELEBRATE

new kid: CELBRATE C RH SI T MA S

moon scribblez: time to pin it on ella

starbucks tissues: :(

sundae: now look what you’ve done chanhee

sundae: you’ve made him sad

new kid: I GOT TERRIFIED BY A NUN MASK AND YOU CARE ABOUT IF H E’ S SAD????????????????

starbucks tissues: :(

angel: I think I'm going to head out

angel: I don’t think even I can heal this rift

moon scribblez: well if jacob’s out I'm out

moon scribblez: I have a solution to my problems

papi: just don’t get me involved

moon scribblez: no promises !

starbucks tissues: I can scare ella if you want kevin :)

moon scribblez: YES FUCKING PLEASE

papi: I'm going to get fired

moon scribblez: maybe so :D

new kid: no one cares about my problems I see

new kid: everyone hates me

sundae: ya it’s bc you’re the new kid

new kid: I exist only for pain

bread: so hyunjin told me to tell changmin to stop using various horror movie masks to terrify him at work

starbucks tissues: so out of work is fair game?

bread: idk he didn’t specify

bread: probably

starbucks tissues: :D

the better hyun: oh what the fuck this shit isn’t normal

the better hyun: it’s impossible for someone to be so cute but so terrifying

starbucks tissues: I'll take that as a compliment :D

the better hyun: it isn’t but whatever makes you happy ig

the better jae: changmin

the better jae: I only ask that you leave the nun mask and chucky doll at home when we have our christmas party

starbucks tissues: well that’s no fun :(

bread: changmin I'm sorry but your idea of fun is very different from ours

bread: Jacob back me up

angel: I'm sorry changmin but he’s right :(

starbucks tissues: :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

the better hyun: by the way for the party

the better hyun: who’s doing what???????

the better jae: I'm bringing the xbox!!

foodie: I'm bringing cookies !

papi: I'm cooking with Kevin and juyeon

professional rollerblader: yes it’s going to be fun

professional rollerblader: Kevin says he’s going to make a cheesecake

the better jae: can I save a piece for jisung??

moon scribblez: if we don’t eat all of it

new kid: why

new kid: why did I just hear screaming from the tutoring center

moon scribblez: oH MY GOD SANGYEON

professional rollerblader: TAHT WAS GLORIOUS

sundae: what happened

foodie: why do you only show up for chaos

sundae: I only exist for chaos nothing else is worth my time

the better jae: fair enough

angel: what happened? I thought I saw someone fall ??

angel: but I'm across the walkway so idk :(

angel: is everyone all right?

papi: I think I have a concussion

moon scribblez: oh please you just fell off a tiny stepladder

professional rollerblader: can’t believe sangyeon just fell off a stepladder trying to put up a fucking Christmas stocking

papi: I hate christmas

papi: I hate everything

moon scribblez: the kids are laughing

moon scribblez: I think I'm going to bust a lung

papi: my dignity has been stripped and I no longer want to live

the better hyun: wait juyeon why are you even there

the better hyun: you don’t even tutor

foodie: ‘does she even go here’

the better jae: ‘does she even go here’

foodie: ERIC

the better jae: HAK

sundae: oh wow amazing their brain cells conjoined into one single coherent thought and of course it had to be a mean girls reference

starbucks: how did this start out with younghoon telling me to stop scaring hyunjin at work

bread: honestly I don’t know

moon scribblez: winter break is upon us

moon scribblez: and I can now bask in the fact that I don’t have to teach spoiled rich assholes basic math for two whole weeks !

papi: speak for yourself

moon scribblez: your fault for being center director

angel: I hate to agree with Kevin and be mean but you really did bring that upon yourself sangyeon

papi: want death

professional rollerblader: no don’t die! we need your food for the party tomorrow

papi: can’t believe all you care about is my food not even me

sundae: did you expect anything different

papi: on a regular basis no

papi: but it’s the holiday season

new kid: holidays are a social construct made to force us into the world of capitalism and giving our money to fat fucking corporations like amazon

starbucks tissues: if I could give Jeff Bezos a heart attack with my nun mask I would

new kid: that’s the only use of that mask that I approve of

starbucks tissues: turn around

the better jae: was that

the better jae: was that new

bread: I don't think I've ever heard chanhee scream that loud

foodie: I’m at the food court and I heard that what the fuck

foodie: the build a bear is like all the way down the mall what the fuck

starbucks tissues: :)

bread: I think that scream rivaled changmin’s dolphin levels

sundae: brb still dying of laughter

sundae: I'm so happy I caught that on video

new kid: Kim sunwoo

new kid: don’t you fucking dare

sunwoo: [ 1 video attached ]

new kid: someone’s dying tonight

professional rollerblader: I can’t believe I missed this I'm so mad

foodie: I think the fake Santa Claus looking over in abject horror just adds to it

starbucks tissues: ^^^

new kid: someone’s dying tonight

angel: there there

angel: no one’s dying tonight

new kid: someone IS

new kid: AND NOT EVEN JACOB CAN STOP ME

the better jae: bet changmin’s mask can

new kid: I'm ripping that fucking mask to shreds

starbucks tissues: :(

bread: now he’s hugging the fucking mask like it’s his baby

bread: [ 1 image attached ]

the better hyun: as I have said before

the better hyun: it is not normal for someone to look that cute while holding a fucking horror movie mask

papi: I've come to accept that none of you are normal

papi: I think it’s best for your sanity to accept that too

moon scribblez: I'm so late but I'm also rolling on the floor with laughter

papi: can confirm he’s actually on the floor

papi: Kevin you give our center a bad name

moon scribblez: I deadass do not care

moon scribblez: you gave me ashley today so I'm giving you chaos

moon scribblez: suck it <3

angel: she can’t be that bad?????????

moon scribblez: Jacob I know you’re an angel

moon scribblez: but you don’t understand

angel: I guess I don’t :/

foodie: I'm going into a food coma!

foodie: don’t attempt to contact me for the next twenty four hours peace <3

sundae: we wouldn’t have in the first place

foodie: :(

angel: sunwoo don’t be mean :(

sundae: fine

sundae: sorry hak

foodie: :)

new kid: the power of one Jacob bae

starbucks tissues: he prevents wars with just his smile

bread: all hail the angel

the better jae: *bows*

angel: guys pls

moon scribblez: no they’re right

moon scribblez: he took me home last night when I was drunk off my ass

moon scribblez: a true angel

angel: guys pls I'm blushing :(

papi: can confirm ! I'm sitting next to him

papi: also he made me hangover soup so can confirm the angel bit too

professional rollerblader: honestly if Jacob wasn’t here we wouldn’t have survived last night

professional rollerblader: he de-escalated Mario kart

professional rollerblader: stayed sober

professional rollerblader: took people home

foodie: all hail Jacob bae

the better jae: I thought you were in a food coma?????

foodie: came back to pay my respects to our lord and savior Jacob bae

the better jae: ok valid

angel: g u y s

the better hyun: has this conversation just become an all hail Jacob bae conversation

moon scribblez: do you want to fucking argue about it

the better hyun: no on the contrary

the better hyun: I'm joining

the better hyun: alL HAIL JACOB BAE

papi: amen

moon scribblez: aMen

professional rollerblader: a fucking men

angel: I'm going to start crying guys pls

new kid: NO DON’T CRY

starbucks tissues: Jacob don’t cry :(((((((((

angel: you guys are so sweet I can’t not cry

papi: I'm hugging him now no more crying

the better jae: two bros, chillin in a hot tub

the better jae: no feet apart bc they’re secure in their masculinity and love each other very much <3

moon scribblez: FIVE FEET APART BC THEY’RE NOT GAY

moon scribblez: fuck

the better jae: YOU RUINED IT

the better jae: yOU BITCH

professional rollerblader: didn’t Jacob call us sweet like one minute ago?

new kid: well he’s an angel he sees the best in us

sundae: there’s no best in you bitch

new kid: oh fuck you

bread: great way to end the holiday season ig

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thisisthehardestthing · 4 years ago

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wait r u fr? tumblr ate the ask? pls i’m so fuckin mad i literally typed paragraphs about how much i loved it so here we go i’m gonna try to be more coherent this time:

this mafia fic is my favorite haikyuu fic i’ve ever read and one of my fave fics in general. like the amount of hard work and research u put into it is so clear and it shows in the amazing quality of the fic. ur pacing, the flow of ur words, ur characterizations of tanaka and val, the way u pull off that last scene. everything is so well done and all of those things are super hard to pull off on their own so props to u for being able to do all of those. like wow i really am in awe of ur talent and i’m so thankful for ur hard work and the fact that u posted this like u rlly took me thru an emotional ride and gave me such a good piece of writing to enjoy and i love that.

okay so: details. i love the way u include the little things in the fic. stuff like the name of the designers and the names of organizations and stuff in the fic helps me picture the scenes so much and it just really adds to the extravagant feel of the fic.

with symbolism, i could literally write paragraphs about how well u included symbols in this fic. like i deadass gasped when the viper necklace was crushed in the final scene at the end right before tanaka did it. the parallels!!!! god ur so good at writing and obviously ur brain is huge to have thought of that and seamlessly included it into the fic.

okay so idk what the proper term for this is but like, the way that action happens in the fic is so well done and not predictable but still in line with what you’ve revealed to us about the characters. like ofc tanaka would pull the necklace out of his pocket at just that moment as a way to reveal to daichi what he felt. it’s just so perfect and so true to the person he is in the fic. about his characterization, god i love it so much. all of the pain and yearning and sheer want in his person were clearly conveyed thru his perspectives and his actions. like that boy just wants to be loved and that’s why it made such good narrative sense to have daichi ask him who he loves more in the scene right before the ending. like i saw the tag for death and expected a million things but u somehow managed to surprise me and yet still stay true to the world and characters u created and ugh, it’s all so perfect.

speaking of, the pacing of this fic is so good. like u manage to take us thru a whirlwind time period that doesn’t feel fast or drawn out or anything other than perfect. u have such a good awareness of pacing that it makes me so jealous and yet so pleased as a reader. like nothing about their love confessions or trysts felt rushed or forced. it felt so natural and true to the people they were and the world that they live in.

also i said before in the other ask how i love the way u utilize sex scenes in the fic. u sprinkle them in at just the right moment and they manage to be hot but they also reveal so much about the characters involved. like i’m specifically thinking of the scene in tanaka’s home where she asks why he won’t touch her and he says that she didn’t give him permission. like the love and devotion in that way of thinking felt so true and yet in the end he still did it and ugh that breaks my heart in the best way bc i know my pain as a reader is nothing next to his pain as a character. i would actually love to pick ur brain about how u decided on the ending. did it come to u in the moment or did u set out writing the fic knowing it would end up like that? so many questions rlly bc u created a world and a cast of characters that are so interesting like i would literally read books about them. (esp val. i loved how headstrong and proud she was but also how weak and emotional she could be. her ending made me sad but u kno, it made sense) and i’m especially curious to find out how tanaka copes after. like i can’t imagine that daichi would just accept his loyalty again but u do manage to surprise me in the best way so who knows. but i also mourn for him which is a little odd for me bc after finding out that he knew about daichi’s affair i felt betrayed and it hurt for some reason which is so interesting bc i trusted him and felt like i knew him, but u still managed to keep parts of him hidden, which is so cool.

oh and despite the tragic ending, u fed us so good with scenes of the two everywhere. like i love how we got to see tanaka and val in their own homes and at parties and we truly got to see how they act when they’re alone and when they’re comfortable and when they’re playing the part of loyal bodyguard or loyal wife. ugh it’s all so good and tbh i only finished it like maybe half an hour again but i already want to read it again bc it was so fucking good and the way u write emotions like yearning and heartbreak is so good like ugh. everything about the way u wrote this fic was so amazing and fuck tumblr for eating my ask but i hope i at least manage to repeat the majority of what was in the og ask lol.

hello anon <3

It is the weekend so I finally have enough brain power to reply.

I wanted to be selfish and keep this in my inbox forever, because this might be the kindest, most appreciative thing everyone has ever said to me about my writing. Toska is a piece of my heart and my soul in written word, and to have received something like this? It’s... indescribable. You have picked up on so many of the small details, symbols, and more that I littered throughout the fic, and you’ve called out the things that I was excited about people reading and reacting to.

Fic Spoilers below the cut.

everything is so well done and all of those things are super hard to pull off on their own so props to u for being able to do all of those.

Thank you so much. I constantly worried that it was too long, too boring, that there wasn’t enough smut in there to be sexy, or that the plot ultimately didn’t make sense. This means everything to me. Pacing is one of the most important things in a fic to me, because I am the kind of person that easily loses interest when I read.

details. i love the way u include the little things in the fic.

ahhhhhhhhh!!!! I’m glad this helped you to picture everything! I actually used real life dresses, shoes, locations (google Villa La Vigie, it is STUNNING). I was a fashion student, and I now work in the fashion industry so small details to convery luxury is extremely important to me. I love that it made all the difference to you.

i could literally write paragraphs about how well u included symbols in this fic.

fuck, wow. this. This is what I was truly hoping for. I love figuring out foreshadowing in movies, in books, in tv series. I try to write things that foreshadowing what going to happen in the end throughout of every one of my fics, but this is the first time someone called it out, and I am truly grateful for it. The viper necklace thing is a moment I was very proud of. and when Tanaka tells Val to stop talking about Daichi when they’re alone on the bed together: that’s the first instance where we see his guilt that he knows. Also, when Tanaka says “why dont i finish what I started,” is another thing I linked to the ending.

the way that action happens in the fic is so well done and not predictable but still in line with what you’ve revealed to us about the characters.

kasjsdfhksjdfsd I always thought people could see right through me and how I was going to end it!!!!!!! This means so much thank you! I kept thinking, “fuck people know he’s going to kill her, this is so predictable, all these extra scenes are so boring, is it even worth it?” so AH thank you!

thank you again for the pacing comment <3

i love the way u utilize sex scenes in the fic. u sprinkle them in at just the right moment

hehehehehehe this makes me very happy. tbh, I wasn’t expecting there to be SO MUCH PLOT when I wrote this fic. I had mapped everything out and planned for it to be about... 5k? words? It ended up being 21k all together lmao. I actually thought there wasn’t enough smuttiness in the entire thing, so thanks for letting me now that it was just the right amount. I was worried because the only time I actually describe them fucking with Tanaka’s dick inside her, is that measley one paragraph at the Monte Carlo Casino. When I realised that, I was in utter shock. I was texting @mindninjax in the discord server like “FUCK. I can’t believe I haven’t actually written sex sex.” Then I went into thinking how disappointed people were going to be and phew, it was a whirlwind of a night.

i would actually love to pick ur brain about how u decided on the ending. did it come to u in the moment or did u set out writing the fic knowing it would end up like that? so many questions rlly

ask away, send in questions. I built this world beyond what I’ve written. I have character layouts and plans for every person I introduced, and have ideas for fics on all of them.

To answer your question, I knew exactly how I wanted it to end before I began writing. That end scene is what I thought of first. Exactly like that, with it being cut off mid-sentence to represent her being shot. That sort of “boom” or feeling of shock where you just stare at the screen is the exact reaction I wanted to get when I finished writing, so I hope that is what happened.

So just, thank you so much anon. For everything, for taking the time to write out this ask a second time after Tumblr ate the first one. It has kept me going since the day you sent it. I really appreciate you, and please, chat to me anytime x

Thank you.

Spasiba x

#spasiba #claudia rambles #toska asks #fic spoilers #spoiler #i love you so much #thank you

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spiltscribbles · 5 years ago

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211 please! Any ship!

Notes: Thank you bubby! This actually helped me get out a slump lol, i really really hope you enjoy this fluffy mess and I would love to hear your thoughts!

A Reblog saves a life! | Send Me A Prompt

Annabeth is a fully fledged adult now, honest.

She subscribes to the New Yorker, listens to podcasts in the morning while getting ready for her crummy, right out of college internship in one of the most prestigious architecture firms in the city. She votes even in the primaries and remembers to reload her metro card before it’s out and has even got a God forsaken schedule that she relies on like a lifeline.

All this to say, Annabeth had really once thunk that becoming an adult meant your life turns stale and your days become monotonous. But that was before she began boarding with three literal definitions of spitfires in a Bushwick apartment way too small for four girls, and way to run down for the countless prank wars waged between them and the boys across the way.

Annabeth tries telling Piper this one Thursday afternoon while she’s loading her Nerf gun with the water balloons that Rachel’s preparing with such precision that it kinda terrifies Annabeth shitless, if she’s being frank.

“’s too late to surrender now Chase!” Piper bellows, cocking and then setting down the toy gun in a neat row for the next to be prepared. “It’s about honor now.”

“Honor?” Annabeth repeats in a voice that’s flat enough to cut.

“They’ve won the last two rounds Annabeth,” Rachel tells her, point blank as she ties the next water balloon to be passed off, alabaster skin freckled with paint like always when she comes back from one of her classes. “They’re getting too big headed over this.”

“Yesterday Leo offered to buy me a latte! The little fuck.”

Annabeth’s fair brows knit together, totally confused to Piper’s sudden flash of anger, but reckons that it would be impossible to understand the perceived slight even if she asked Piper to explain.

“You guys are off your rockers,” Annabeth informs them instead, flickers her gaze over to Hazel for some support from someone who is actually sane. She in turn only shrugs, endeared looking as she returns to her sketches.

“Et tu Brute?”

“it’s fun,” Hazel says in her southern drawl, which Annabeth once thought was sweet because it reminded her of venturing outdoors in the Virginia foothills when she was a tot. Though now Annabeth has decided that the accent is actually a ploy to make her sound welcoming for her pray before she killed them off. Knows it for a fact that she’s done it with that friend who visits enough that he’s practically living with the guys too, which obviously means he was roped into all this ridiculousness.

“You’re either with us or against us baby doll,” Piper winks Annabeth’s way, starts a new round of ammunition with Rachel. “This one’s for Mama Fisher in the stars!”

“Insane! Fucking insane! Annabeth repeats emphatically before storming out there apartment to grab the mail, suddenly feels accosted with unwelcome nerves when she steps into the elevator only to be met face to face with one of the aforementioned boys across the hall, the objectively good looking, but impossibly kind one. All ebony locks and crooked grins and eyes the color of sea glass.

Oh fuck.

“Annabeth,” he crows, positively gleeful sounding, which only makes it so her cheeks begin to redden, and her chest contracts.

“Percy, hey how’s it been.”

“Fine,” he says with a one armed shrug, begins scratching the back of his head sheepishly. And God fucking damn it, he doesn’t also get to be cute! That’s not fair! “You headed to work?”

“oh, ah yeah, I mean just for some overtime. We got commissioned for this new thing in Germany of all places, and they kinda need all hands on deck.”

He whistles, low and impressed.

“Why do I get the sense that they’d crumble without you?” He asks with a quirked brow.

“Because flattery is a great way to make friends,” Annabeth smirks, strolls out towards the back row of mail slots to get the inevitable pack of bills and adverts that’s waiting for them.

“Oy, I take offense to that Annabeth,” he sniffs, leans against the wall besides her, one leg crossed over the other, effortless in the whole CW pretty boy with a mysterious past shtick he’s got working for him. An even more hilarious thought on account to Annabeth knowing how his ma sends him a basket of homemade, blue cookies every Sunday afternoon, and that he spends most of his free time protesting for action against climate change with his best friend from literal childhood, a scruffy, adorable dork named Grover.

“Is that right?” She snorts as she shuffles through the letters, tosses away the offer for a free garden gnome from some Lady named Aunty Em, crams a coupon for a free panty from Victoria’s Secret into her bra, and texts the group chat for Rachel to pick up a letter from her dad and Hazel one from her older brother.

“Course,” Percy sulks, big eyes glittering a thousand shades of green that it kinda takes Annabeth’s breath away. “I thought we’ve been friends, at least for a while now.”

“You know what they say about assuming Perseus,” Annabeth snorts, hip checking him as she makes the track down to the nearest subway stop, at least a five minute walk. She totally is not utterly elated over the fact that he’s still walking besides her, dimpling down like there were no where else he’d rather be.

“You know I didn’t even think you could allude to curse words,” Percy guffaws, impossibly bright and impossibly real. “I thought you were too prim and proper for that sorta behavior.”

“Shut up seaweed brains,” Annabeth laughs, can’t help the smile that breaks her face in half whenever he’s around.

“No deadass Chase!” he defends, emphatic. “I even bet Jason that you were related to like Grace Kelly or some shit, that it’s like illegal in your familial bylines to present yourself as anything other than perfect in public.”

“You are such a pain in the ass.”

“Oh my God! You did it again! It’s like it’s Christmas!”

Faux aggrieved, Annabeth rolls back her head in exasperation, eyes alone definitely not enough to emote the proper level of feeling.

“Hey don’t blame me,” Percy raises his hands in concession. “You’re the one who refuses to have fun, like you were a forty year old lawyer.”

Annabeth hikes up her brows, affronted.

“i have fun!”

“Right,” Percy snorts. “I’m sorry babe but Friday night board games don’t count.”

“Those are fun Percy!” Annabeth argues.

“You wouldn’t know fun if it hit you in the face!” Percy insists, stopping outside the stairwell.

“And what? Pelleting one another with water balloons like we were Freshman’s in college again, that’s fun to you I suppose?” Annabeth charges, glare firmly set and weight slung to her left hip.

“Why yes Grandma, it is,” Percy tells her, words hugged in a playful cadence that really could entice anyone to commit a felony with him. The bastard.

“You are a prick,” Annabeth informs him waspishly.

“And you don’t always gotta be so stressed. I mean I respect the hustle Chase, but you’re allowed to just chill once in a while, let down your hair and all.”

“You couldn’t handle that,” she sniffs, pulls out her card to swipe. “If I actually tried me and the girls would ruin you fools.”

“Is that right?”

“Wipe the floor with you,” Annabeth assures.

“Well then, looking forwards to the challenge Chase,” Percy beams, softly tugs on her high pony before walking back to the apartments. It feels like a legion of butterflies are swarming down deep in Annabeth’s stomach over the small contact alone.

“Damn you Percy Jackson.”

“Remind me again why you’re helping? Hazel asks for the third time that Saturday morning as the four sum are crowded around the makeshift map Annabeth had sketched out for them to follow, fully determined now.

“Shh,” Piper swats at her arm, as if physically trying to shoo the question away. “Annabeth we don’t care as long as you explain the plan just one more time.”

“Slower,” Rachel tacks on, gnawing on her thumb nail nervously.

“Right, well just listen closer ladies, this is a one and done deal, okay?” She’s met by a chorus of nods before she repeats her game strategy, one where each girl takes one of the four main hotspots around the building, skulking in the shadows until the predicted guy ends up there, surprised and defenseless when met by the water balloons of doom.

“I’ve already casually told both Jason and Leo that my parents were throwing us a brunch up state, so they don’t even know that we’re here.”

“God Annabeth if I didn’t think it would ruin our friendship I’d kiss you right now,” Piper sighs dreamily.

“Focus that pretty little head McLean,” Annabeth instructs, elbowing her side caustically. “You’re position is by the gym, Jason always goes there Saturday afternoons cause he thinks it makes it alright for him to get plastered that night.”

“You’re fucking a nerd,” Rachel tells Piper and both Annabeth and Hazel can’t help but nod along.

“No judgment zone!” Piper demands petulantly.

“Whatever,” Annabeth waves her off. “Hazel you’ll be in the front, waiting for Frank to come visit, and Rachel you’ll be waiting in the garden area where Leo comes to build one of his freaky gadgets.”

“Totally, you can count on me babe.”

“And what about you Annabeth?” Hazel asks.

“I’ve got Jackson,” Annabeth tells her, tone mock grave as she cocks her own toy weapon determinedly.

“So sexy,” Piper marvels.

Their building rents out a corner on the bottom level to a small bistro with friendly smiles and tasty enough brew that it keeps them coming back. It’s where Annabeth and Percy had first met when he had moved in with the others nearly six months ago. It’s also the first place Annabeth heard his laughter, and where Percy listened when she went on a tirade about her crazy parents and their crazy expectations and how sometimes she just needed space away from all of it. It’s where Percy told her that his mother is the most important person in his world and how he thought he never cared what his father thought of him until he had to make a decision on what he’d major in, and of course he followed in Poseidon’s footsteps. It’s where they stayed up late trading stories about their complicated childhoods and dreams for their futures and the place that Annabeth knew for sure that if she let herself, she really could fall for Percy. For the candor in his brilliant eyes. For the pretty smile he sports for the sake of his loved ones over himself, and for the conviction in his beliefs.

Annabeth tries not thinking of any of that when she crouches down deeper in the dark nook behind one of the decorative plants as Percy gets up from his table, tossing out his latte and shouldering his work bag.

It’s now or never.

The moment Percy steps through the threshold Annabeth pounces up and aims. What she doesn’t expect is for him to keel over to block her, and instead of hitting his insanely chiseled pecks, the water balloon hits straight in his face. Close enough and hard enough that the water suddenly darkens to red, mixing with the blood pouring out his nose.

“Holy shit!” Percy cries, pinching his nostrils shut.

“Oh my God!” Annabeth yells, frantically grabs for a pile of napkins from the counter besides her— toppling over a mess of straws and sugar packets in her wake— and then dashes over to press them into his grasp. “I’m so so sorry! I didn’t in my wildest dreams imagine that would happen! I swear!”

Annabeth expects at least for Percy to bemoan the injury, but instead she’s answered by a frankly terrifying boom of cackles.

“Percy? Have you cracked? Did I knock your brains out permanently?”

“When you said you’d ruin us, I didn’t think you’d literally cause physical harm Chase,” Percy retorts, still fighting down bubbles of laughter.

“You’re manic,” she pouts, long suffering.

“And you’re terrifying.”

“Bet it works for you though,” she preens, can’t help but be boastful over the way a blush touches the tops of his cheeks.

“Talk about adding harm to humiliation,” Percy grouces.

“Poor baby,” Annabeth mock croons, thinks that today actually might turn out pretty amazing.

She brings him upstairs to properly clean off the blood from his face and to come up with the conditions with at least a temporary truce, definitely not so she can finally trade a totally thrilling snog with him in privacy.

“You drive a hard bargain Chase,” Percy tells her, settling into the sofa as Annabeth unfolds her game of monopoly for them, having proclaimed that it’s a perfect time for her to prove how much fun board games can be.

“Oh hush,” she cuffs him on the back of the head playfully. “You’re just mad I won.”

“More like you committed battery,” Percy contends, pouting moodily, is only consoled when Annabeth leans forwards to kiss him again.

“You looked pretty bleeding— Oh God! Did I just say that out loud?”

Percy dissolves into a peals of laughter once more, and Annabeth tries her damndest to melt into a puddle right on spot.

“I can’t believe I’m so into such a maniac,” Percy tells her, eyes and smile glittering.

“SO rude,” Annabeth sniffs, arms crossed against her chest.

“But accurate Chase.”

Annabeth doesn’t bother to argue anymore because Percy’s already slanted their lips against one another again, and he’s doing this insane thing with his tongue that it makes her toes curl.

Yeah, today turned out amazing indeed.

#Percy jackson #pjo #annabeth chase #percabeth #bellonnabelle #thanks so much my love #ily #i wrote this too quick and it's probs crap #i just got so excited i finally had an idea for something for the first time in a bit #SPILT INK

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dearlinong · 5 years ago

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by your side ; wang ziyi

[hi ! is it okay if i request a scenario where wang ziyi is a mentor for a show you are in and its the final stage and you narrowly miss debuting with the rest of the group. he comforts you but everyone knows you both have a crush on each other? mentor au i guess,,, from a mentor or a lover?? im not sure where i was going with this, sorry if its a bit weird... thank you so much !!]

(a/n: girl holy shit i forgot that i had this in my draft and didn’t finish it wtf. i literally forgot how to do this ;-;. so.. uhm... I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE SO MUCH!! hope you guys are staying safe and staying inside your homes. i’m just clearing off all my requests and once i’m done i can continue making requests again :>. so yeah, pls tell me how guys have been doing in my ask box! so there hope you enjoy this one <3)

genre: angst plus floof

requested: YUP!! omg 2 years in the making kjnKJNAJKDNSKAJDN and sorry if it was all over the place :<

you were currently competing in the 2nd season of idol producer

and you were one of the top competitors

you’ve ben voted as top 1 for multiple times now

and not only was it because of your talent

but you think that it was also because of your friendship with ziyi (which is is bad guys lol vote contestants bc of their talent okay)

yes, you’re friends with the very famous wang ziyi

who was also one of the rap mentors in the said show

actually you two go way back

you two have been friends even before he got into simply joy music

you two were trainees for a company called faded ent

and you two were supposed to debut as a co-ed group

so you two would practice all day and all night just to perfect the dances, singing and rap you had to do

and even after those long and tiring practices you two still had time to hang out with each other

you gotta admit, those were the times that you started developing a crush on him

so when the day he told you that he was leaving the company it was basically your own personal apocalypse

not only did you lose ziyi

but you lost your chance to debut which was on the tip of your fingers at that time

so you tried your luck this time by asking your company to let you join the new season of idol producer

and to your surprise you were doing better than what you expected

as the weeks go by, you and ziyi have been catching up on each other’s lives

but only when you and him have overlapping free time which is a 5 minute break once every week, so that’s not a lot of time

and because of your closeness with him, people have been saying that he has this massive crush on you, which you totally ignored and didn’t believe

and if they were true you’d still ignore it because you were here to compete and debut, not to find love

it was currently the last week in idol producer

while all of the other trainees were fast asleep

you in particular could not sleep for some unknown reason

and what better way to tire yourself than to practice some more

so you got up and walked towards the practice rooms

you first checked if all the staffs were gone, and when they were all gone you entered the room and started practicing the dance routine for the upcoming final episode as you were still in need of some practice

20 minutes into your practicing and you hear some footsteps walking towards the practice rooms, specifically the practice room that you were in

behind the piano was a good place to hide, so you did

as the person entered the room you peeped your hear out so you could have a look at who it was

you were surprised to see that it was ziyi who entered

you were wondering why he was still in the dorms as all the mentors were supposed to be out with the other mentors

so you went out of your hiding spot

ziyi jumped in surprise as he saw you come out

“y/n? why are you here?” he asked

“i was just practicing, but i’ll head out now, bye.” you said while rushing to head out of the room

but then he caught your wrist which made you stop

“hey, can’t you stay for a while. i really want to spend more time with you. please stay.” he said while smiling softly

you really couldn’t say ‘no’ to a guy like ziyi, so you agreed to stay with him

“so how’ve you been these past few weeks?”

“pretty good actually, but this week in particular was really draining for me and the other trainees.”

you two then eventually became comfortable with each other, like the good ol’ days

after a while you checked the clock to look at what time it was, it was almost 1 in the morning and you had to wake up early to teach the other trainees the dance for the final stage

“hey it’s getting late, better get going now.” you were about to stand up but then ziyi got your hands which stopped you from doing so

“thank you for staying with me y/n, i really miss spending time with you. i hope we can do this more often.” after saying that last word he was leaning in and getting closer to your face

he then pressed his lips to yours

you wanted to savor the moment, but a part of you says that what you’re doing is wrong

so you quickly parted with his lips and stood up

“i’m sorry ziyi, t-this just isn’t right. i have a future ahead of me, and so do you. i don’t want this to be the reason for us to fail in the future. goodbye.” after you bowed you left without even turning back

for the whole week you only thought about that moment

there were times when you couldn’t even sleep just because it was in your head

the day of the final episode has come and you’ve prepared for it since before you entered this show even

okay so this is the part where i transition from 2018 to 2020 bc im a dumb bitch and forgot to finish the au back in 2018

ok back 2 the fic

bc you already know that anything can happen during the span of these 3+ hours

the last time you checked you were still the reigning #1

and because of that you were really anxious about everything that’s gonna happen

before everything starts you guys practiced for the last time and got your last messages from the trainers

and while they were leaving ziyi handed you a small note which made all 20 trainees go BONKERS

“YIEE I KNEW THAT HE LIKED YOU!”

“I KNOW HE’S MY BIAS BUT WHAT THE HECK YOU TWO WOULD BE CUTE TOGETHER”

you became so flustered after all of them started teasing you

“YAH! Y’ALL STOP! if you guys don’t stop i won’t share my remaining facial cleanser!”

deadass everybody went silent JASNXANSDJ

and while everyone was leaving the hall you stayed behind so that you could read the note he gave you in private

it read

“i know what i did a few days ago really surprised you which made you say those words. but i know in my heart that what happened to us was right, but since you asked for it, fine i won’t bother you for now. just remember that i love you and i’m always supporting you, jiayou! with love, ziyi”

ff to the live show

the whole live show was a blur to you because you were too nervous for the final ranking

you were center for your team tho!

everyone AND I MEAN EVERYONE SCREAMED WHEN YOU WERE INTRODUCED AS CENTER

BC HELLO

YOU WERE PERFECT TO BE THE CENTER

ANYWAYS NOW ONTO THE MOMENT WE HAVE ALL BEEN DREADING

THE

FINAL

RANKING

DUN DUN DUUUUUUN

you saw some of the people you hoped to be in the final group got called and you couldn’t be happier

but sadly some of them weren’t

it’s now time to call on the prospected 1st and 2nd ranks

your anxiety levels are OFF THE CHARTS NOW as you haven’t been called yet

you were hoping to all the gods that you would turn out to be the 1st pick

or even 2nd place

but to everyones horror

your face wasn’t shown on the LED screen

which means you weren’t gonna be selected as the 1st or 2nd rank

you heard both people from the audience and from your fellow trainees a collective

“WHAT!?!?!?!?”

at this point you didn’t know what to do anymore

you felt numbness in your body

you can’t cry yet because there is still hope for the 9th place

and then it hit you

‘OH YEAH’

‘9TH PLACE’

so again with all the praying to every god thing

and then

BOOM

the 4 faces were shown on the LED screen

and luckily you were there

the PD then one by one started to announce the trainees on the screens ranks

for 12th place

it wasn’t you

for 11th place it wasn’t you either

this is it you were either in or out

you and the other trainee held hands just to relieve you both from the pressure

and then

the PD finally says the ranking

“the 9th pick is...”

“yuehua entertainment’s xi jiamo!”

that was it

all your hard work

gone

of course you were so happy for your fellow trainee

but you still have to think of yourself as well

you were then asked to give a final message

you were still in shock and didn’t know what to say yet

but you stood there and just said anything that came across your brain

“ohh, honestly i’m just so very thankful to everyone who supported me through this journey. and for every single trainee that has given me nothing but love i hope i can repay you guys some day. let’s all remember that this is not the end of our journey rather it is a stepping stone for us in order to succeed in the future. and to our dear mentors”

the audience and the trainees went wild

EVEN SOME OF THE OTHER MENTORS TOO

“i’m just very thankful that we had the opportunity to be guided by all of you, and we promise to always keep in mind everything you taught us. once again thank you for letting me stand on this stage. i will never forget this experience. thank you everyone” and then you bowed for a very long time

after the whole program all of the trainees went to the stage to congratulate the final group

but almost all of them went to you

the trainees started to flock your area and shower you with nothing but love and support

you even heard the crowd chant your name

which made you cry even more

“YAAAH! Y/N JIE I OVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE REMEMBER THAT!”

“Y/N JIE I’M SORRY FOR TAKING YOUR SPOT!” jiamo said to you

so you had to tell her that its not her fault and she should think that way

if she thinks that way again you told her that you would be so disappointed

the staff now asked everyone to vacate the stage and go backstage

little did you know

ziyi was there waiting for you

you didn’t want to talk to him yet but the trainees insisted that you do

so they left for you two to have some privacy

once you two were alone there was nothing but silence

but he went in for a hug

which you really needed right now

a hug from one of the people that you love the most

while you two were hugging ziyi said something to you

“i know this is a really hard time for you and i just want you to know that i’ll always be by your side from now on. i’ve lost you the first time now i will never let you go”

YOU CRIED EVEN MORE BECAUSE OF THAT

you just wanted to be in his arms forever

and for now

you do stay in it

#WANG ZIYI #wang ziyi bullet point #wang ziyi scenarios #wang ziyi imagines #nine percent #nine percent scenarios #nine percent scenario #nine percent imagines #idol producer #idol producer scenarios #idol producer scenario #IDOL PRODUCER IMAGINES

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new york boy (hc) | p.p.

a/n: 50TH IMAGINE WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWWWWWWWWWWW!! this shit go 🅱razy!

summary: life is hard when you visit your uncle in new york and all of a sudden there's a cute boy named peter parker in your life (i suck at summaries just stick with me here)

warnings: the usual fluff/hella cussing + like a minute of slight angst, also DEADASS THIS IS LIKE 8.5K WORDS I GOT SO SO SOOOOOO CARRIED AWAY AHSAHDJFKSNFK

ALSO I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY INCONSISTENCIES OR TYPOS OR ANYTHING I LITERALLY WROTE THIS OVER A FEW DAYS AND GOT SO CARRIED AWAY WITH DIFFERENT PLOTLINES AND BASICALLY WHAT IM SAYING IS THIS IS VERY VERY CHAOTIC BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS GET THE POINT LOL

+ + +

- SECOND HEADCANON IN A ROW YEAHYEAH

- you guys i've had a one direction relapse i was literally Obsessed with them like eight years ago (when they were still together rip) and all of a sudden they are just living in my brain Rent Free once again

- btw harry is my favorite and always has been. call me basic but it's been an eight year bond so try and fight that 😌✋

- anyways time to write the actual fucking story

- haha Oops!

- no i didn't accidentally spell oops "opps" at first. the fact that you even think that is complete absurdity

- CAN LITTLE THINGS BY 1D STOP MAKING ME EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW

- this is the eighth bullet point and i have yet to get into the actual story holy fuck

- guys i just watched knives out (yeah i know i'm late whatever) and i haven't fully processed it yet but it was Muy Bueno!

- STEAL MY GIRL IS PLAYING

i knowwww i knowwww i knowwww for sure

EVERYBODY WANNA STEAL MY GIRL

EVERYBODY WANNA TAKE HER HEART AWAY

- i am so sorry

- OKAY THIS IS WHERE THE ACTUAL STORY STARTS HOLY SHIT

- yeah ❤

- SO BASICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- fuck what is this imagine about again?

- OH RIGHT

- OKAY

- YOU'RE TONY STARK'S NIECE OKAY

- don't ask me how that works i have No Fucking Clue (which i'm sure you've gathered at this point)

- (i don't know what i'm doing)

- y'all i've got a headache but ❤ nevertheless she persisted ❤

- so basically

- you live like

- not... in new york...?????????

- so like SOMEWHERE ELSE

- let's say you live in like california

- YEAHYEAH OKAY

- SO LIKE YK HOW TONY USED TO LIVE IN CALI

- so you and uncle tones (😌) were super close when he lived in cali and he'd like pick you up from school and get you ice cream and basically be the Coolest Uncle Ever

- ur mom (let's say she's tony's sister) would be like 🙄 whenever he'd goof around with u but she loved y'all's relationship

- ain't that fluffy

- but THEN

- tony moved to new york

- bitch how fucking rude is that

- so u were like

- a little dead inside

- but that was when you were like six so time moved at Hyper Speed back then and you don't really like Remember the Pain 😀

- OH AND BY THE WAY KINDA IMPORTANT SIDE NOTE!!!!!

- SINCE UR MOM GOT MARRIED SHE TOOK YOUR DAD'S LAST NAME (aka l/n) AND YOU KEEP THE FACT THAT TONY IS YOUR UNCLE A SECRET FOR LIKE SAFETY REASONS IG LOL

- Anyways! from there on you only visit once a year and be there for a week

- but u best BELIEVE those visits were HYPE AS FUCK YEAHYEAH

- when you turned 13 ur mom surprised you by finally letting you start going by yourself

- badass 13 year old y/n 😌

- so u were like Heck Yeah!

- YeahYeah 😀😀😀

- happy picks you up from the airport and ur like "uh hi"

- ANYWAYS THE POINT IS YOU START TRAVELLING TO NEW YORK ALONE

- SO!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE NOW IN PRESENT TIME

- you go on your annual trip

- happy picks you up as per usual

- the usual awkward convo goes on which typically goes something like:

"are you excited to see your uncle" "yeah" "cool" "mhmm"

- yeah ❤

- but anyways by the time you're like 10 mins away you're practically Bouncing in your seat

- happy is like.... Girl. Calm Down! 😀

"oh by the way tony has the kid over today"

- bro Huh???????????

- ??????

- "the kid" Very Specific Thank You!

- you're like "who tf is the kid"

"spider-man"

......

😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

- your head SPINS over to happy

"he's SPIDER-MAN?"

- happy just gets that Smug Smile Look on his face (y'all know the face) and shrugs, pulling into the garage

- you JUMP out of the car

- you wanna see sum real speed?

"identific-"

"FRIDAY! it's y/n let me in!!!"

- bitch calm down

"welcome back, y/n"

- WANNA SEE SUM REAL SPEED? 2.0

- you BUST through the doors

- not to mention your backpack is Barely Hanging On and happy is still in the garage hurling your suitcase out of the trunk

- sorry happy 😔😔

- happy ain't lookin so happy rn!

"friday, where's my uncle?"

"he's in the laboratory"

- WANNA SEE SUM REAL SPEED?????? 3.0

- go! go! go! go! go! go! go! go!

- spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬

- you FLY down the stairs to the lab

- tony looks over and a smile immediately breaks on his face

- you look disheveled as HELL cause you're like panting and Far Too Excited

- peter looks over and sees you and is like 0_0

- as soon as you see peter you're ALSO like 0_0

- he cute

- wait no fuck he's HOT

"short-circuit!"

- you manage to tear your eyes from peter Somehow and look over at tony, smiling like a madwoman as you jump into his arms and give him a hug

"short-circuit?"

- oh damn

- this kid's Voice!!!!!!!!!!

- adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- you and tony pull apart and tony explains the nickname

"peter, this is y/n, my niece. short-circuit just so happens to come from when this idiotic girl will be talking about something when we're in the lab and she suddenly drifts off and gets this zoned out look on her face. she short-circuits, basically"

- peter's Still like 0_0

- his brain can't even Function Properly because tony was just explaining the next updates to peter's suit and then you're here and you're really pretty and tony apparently has a niece? and Everything Is Happening!!!!!!!!

"well im so sorry that i drift off because my brain is coming up with super cool stuff, which usually tends to make your little inventions even better. let's not forget me figuring out how to properly program JARVIS"

- *not peter's 0_0 look managing to amplify*

- eyebrows are RAISED

- (also quick moment of silence for jarvis i miss him 😔)

in memoriam:

graphic design is my passion 2.0

fyi graphic design is my passion is becoming a new ~segment~ on these hcs because i love making them and i deadass couldn't stop laughing at my last one

- okay back to Da Program

- all tony does is scoff, clapping you on the back

"anyways... peter's interning for me, so i was just explaining-"

- intern? i don't think so!

- time to be a stark and fuck things up!

- YEAHYEAH

"happy told me he was spider-man? the suit is literally on that table over there? unless he's doing both spider-man and an internship? which is honestly impressive, i mean-" you look over at peter, "with school and everything- unless you don't go to school, but still-"

- you look back over and tony and this man is.........

- he's got that Look on his face you know what i'm talking about

"dammit, now i gotta go yell at happy"

"oh shit was i not supposed to know?"

- tony gives you an exasperated look and you're like Oops!

"it would've been better if you didn't know. just don't go running that big mouth of yours"

- you give him an offended look before being like Okay Fine Whatever

- tony is just tired and peter's standing there like OH FUCK UH OKAY??????????

- aka that one scene in infinity war

youtube

moving on

"y/n, your room is set up. i'm gonna finish up here with pete and then we can go get cheeseburgers. deal?"

- you smile and nod, giving tony a kiss on the cheek (signature stark move)

- (i'm sad now)

- (fuck)

- you start to walk off and look over at peter

"it was nice meeting you, peter"

- mans is like Oh! Who? Me!

"oH- uh- y- yeah, it was nice meeting you, too"

- you give him a small smile and walk up the stairs out of the lab

- fucking dopey ass smile on your face because YOU JUST MET CUTE BOY SPIDERMAN AND HES CUTE AND HOT AND KJSDFHKSDJF FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

- peter looks back from watching you walk away and makes sure you're out of earshot

- fyi his ears are like Red Red and homeboy looks WHIPPED

- silly goose. fools fall in love

"i-um, i didn't know you had a niece?"

- tony just kind of scoffs

- very original reaction, tony! Never Been Done before, Especially by you! Wow!

"and i didn't realize how little time it takes for you to fall in love. i mean the bar was low but, jeez, kid"

"wait- no- i'm not in love"

"hmm okay. but if i catch you pulling something i will not hesitate to say i told you s-"

"no- yeah- that won't be, uh, that won't be a problem, mr stark"

- yeah tell that to your FACE peter

- he's like No! Of Course Not! meanwhile his face is just 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

- why are emojis so goddamn funny. they're the stupidest shits ever but i love them so much

- ANYWAYS!

- you go to your room and unpack and everything and yeahyeah whatever

- btw tony Knows you so when he first moved into the headquarters he immediately set aside a room for you with a view he knew you'd love and like all ur favorite things (posters, comfy bed and pillows and blankets, any instruments u like to play etc) because Uncle Tony is Bae Man

- then tony like sticks his head in and knocks on the doorframe

- ur like "hola!" (soy dora!)

- is that what she says? fuck idk i didn't take spanish and have the memory of a breadcrumb anyways!

"y/n i think you made my intern fall in love with you"

- bro Huh?????????/

- cute random slash ryn! Very Good At Typing!

"what on earth do you mean?"

- on the inside though ur like YEAHYEAH

- MOVING ON I'M GETTING A BIT DETAILED AND IT'S CONFUSING MY DICKHEAD OF A BRAIN

- you and tony get cheeseburgers yeahyeah okay

- so you have the whole week in nyc right

- guess what

- guess

- the fuck

- what

- can i just make my goddamn point already goodness gracious

- these hcs are literally me just writing down every single thought i have while writing these

- you guys do be living rent free in my brain 0_0

- OH MY GOD ANYWAYS

- you best BELIEVE peter is at headquarters

- every

- fucking

- day

- YEAHYEAH

- now the whole reason for that is

- when you got back from the Cheeseburger Extravaganza! tony called peter and was like

"sup bitch"

- i'm kidding

"kid listen my niece needs a friend and at this point maybe even a boyfriend. she hasn't managed to pull anyone yet and you'd be a nice fit ANYWAYS come over tomorrow and show her around new york"

- now, hearing this, peter cannot breathe

- internal monologue be like holyhdhdjhksjdbfhitshitskjfdbjfk

- basically me

- my thoughts

- ✨always✨

- the inner snape in me just came out SORRY

- I JUST MADE MY SCREEN SMALL WHAT THEFUDBS

- oh i fixed it

- okay so YEAH

- peter wakes up next morning and pays SO MUCH ATTENTION TO THE WAY HE LOOKS

- puts on his best science pun tee (i love him so much wtf) and makes sure his hair is just right

- aunt may is like o_0

- Hmm...... something Hinky is going on!

(once you get your bearings, find the carpet that covers the taillight, peel back the carpet, make a fist, punch the taillight out the back of the car, thus creating a hole in the back of the automobile, then stick your little hand out and wave to oncoming motorists to let them know that something hinky is going on!)

- bae man john mulaney

- i can't hear or even fucking THINK of the word hinky without thinking of detective jj bittenbinder STREETSMARTS

- shut up! you're all gonna dieSTREETSMARTS

- guys i'm starting to think i have ADHD

- oh my god okay BACK TO THE FUCKING STORY COME ON KAMRYN

- writing my full/actual name on here felt weird as fuck. dunno how often i'll be doing that okay anyways

- peter gets to headquarters and is immediately met by thor

"ah, the spider!"

0_0

"sir stark said something about you coming today to show madam y/n around the city!"

- thor gives peter the biggest pat on the back and peter Does Not Know How To Act

"uh, yeah, that's um.. that's what i'm doing"

- thor smiles (the smile he gives hulk in that one scene in ragnarok makes me LOSE MY MIND it's so FUNNY)

- can my cat stop rubbing her face on my laptop goddamn

- I MADE MY SCREEN SMALL AGAIN WTF

- okay reset ANYWAYS

- take a shot every time i say anyways

- hi i'm editing this imagine rn and according to ctrl+f i wrote "anyways" 20 times. time to get blackout drunk and chug a bottle of perfume everyone!

- Not Me with the john mulaney reference Again!

- thor's like "go get em kid"

- peters like "y-yeah thanks"

- gets in the elevator and he's still so flustered and confused and anxious

- his voice fucking CRACKS when he asks friday to take him to your floor

- why is it so cute when boys' voices crack wtf

- when he reaches ur door his heart is like WANNA SEE SUM REAL SPEED? 4.0

- he just knocks quietly and ur like "yeah?"

- ohgodohfuckohgodohfuckohgodohfuck

- peter opens the door and the LOOK ON HIS FACE

- he (⊙ˍ⊙)

- as soon as you see him you go into Fight Or Flight ur like (ง •_•)ง...?

- but u regain ur composure cause ur a stark 😎

"oh, hi peter!"

"hey, um,"

- he like slowly walks in

- mans is So Unsure of what he's allowed to do

- ur just like My Man it is OKAY

"mr. stark- your uncle-"

- yes peter i know hes my uncle

"so i said to her, 'we've been married for three and a half years.' and she knew that."

no i will not stop with the john mulaney quotes do not even try me (Do Not Fuck With Me)

"told me to show you around new york today"

- ur like O Shit Okay?

- you already know tony is tryna pull some SHIT because this is deadass like the idk..... at LEAST tenth time you've been to new york??????

- you tell peter you'll be ready in a few and he just cautiously sits on your bed cause he's so unsure of everything (babey)

- the two of you talk about the whole story about you and tony and stuff

"so yeah then he moved to new york and i've just been visiting him for a week once a year"

"wait"

- you look over, aggressively shoving on ur shoes and peter's just Thinking

"if you've been here before then why does mr. stark want me to show you around"

- you shrug

"he's weird like that"

- so ANYWAYS (take a shot!)

- ur ready n stuff so the two of you leave

- sam is being himself ofc so he starts clapping for the two of you and whooping as you walk past

- bucky starts clapping too but he doesn't know what he's clapping for so he's just looking around like o_0? 👏

- (he eventually sees the two of you though and smiles SO BRIGHT)

- sam's like

"I KNOW THE TWO OF YOU JUST MET BUT DAMN Y/N'S BEEN NEEDING A MAN!"

- you turn and almost beat the Fuck out of that bird-man ur like:

┗|｀O′|┛

- WHY IS THT SO FUNYNJFDN

we ┗|｀O′|┛┗|｀O′|┛┗|｀O′|┛┗|｀O′|┛┗|｀O′|┛

WHAT THE FUCKDBGKDJFGNSKDJFNHEHAHHFSBJDFA

┗|｀O′|┛I'M WALKIN HERE!

- oh my god ANYWAYS (TAKE A SHOT)

- tony just chillin in the back with a smug look on his face

- so you guys just start walking through the streets and peter just points out random things

"this is where an old lady gave me a churro"

"right up there is where i did a flip for this guy at a hot dog cart"

"i hung a bike robber right here- oh shoot well like i didn't hang him but i like suspended him in the air.. with my web.... if you, uh, know what i'm sayingi'mgonnastoptalkingnow"

- ur like bitch if you keep acting like this (aka like yourself) imma start Acting Up

- it's Too Cute

- the two of you take the subway to get to queens so he can show you around His Area Of New York

- which is a whole experience cause it's

- the fucking

- subway

- in new york

- you see a subway rat and you get SO EXCITED

- the fucking brightest smile is on your face and peter just looks at you in awe because it's a fucking rat but for some reason you got so happy over it???????

- the subway car was PACKED AS HELL (aka peter. we all know it)

- (there's NO WAY peter's dick is small moving on)

- so the two of you are forced to hold onto the pole things

- and since cali doesn't have subways and subway poles are not something you generally see

- does it? i've never fucking been there i shouldn't be spitting facts that probably aren't actually facts

- for the sake of this imagine california does not have subways

😌

- you decide to Pull a Move and fucking wrap your leg around it, laughing as you spin slightly

- very ungracefully might i add

- we're talking about y/n. the Clumsy Messy Hair Bitch from every goddamn book on this app

- can we talk about how y/n is a whole ass character. like ask anyone who reads fanfic to describe y/n and they Would Not describe themselves DESPITE THE FACT THAT Y/N LITERALLY MEANS "YOUR NAME"

- anyways (two shots of vodka *glug glug*)

- peter gets slightly flustered at your stripper move but covers it up with a laugh

- something about The Way peter's holding onto the pole above ur head is VERY ATTRACTIVE

- now is the time to go look back at the gif i used for this imagine

"what's a camera like you doing in a place like this?"

- fuck you tom for being cute shut up

- the car stumbles and

- CLICHE MOMENT ALERT y'all know what's going on

- you stumble slightly and peter (speedy spidey reflexes) quickly grabs you by the waist to steady you

- AWKWARD MOMENT

- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

"thanks"

"oh- yeah, uh, no problem"

- he like... awkwardly pulls his hand away from your waist and suddenly his hand feels like a fucking lead balloon with No Purpose so he just stuffs it in his pocket because Pockets!

- you lowkey wish he'd kept his hand on your waist OOPS

- we desperate for human contact 😔

- the two of y'all get off the subway at his stop and as soon as you step out into the like Actual Street or Whatever you're like 😀 cause it's so PRETTY and it's peter's home so it's even more exciting

- you get lunch at delmar's (ofc)

- mr delmar kept making suggestive eyes between the two of you so you were like o_0

- but it was SO CUTE BECAUSE PETER AND MR DELMAR JUST HAD SUCH A CUTE RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER

- AND FUCKING MR DELMAR HAD THE BALLS TO GO

"supongo que ya no preguntarás por mi hija, eh?"

- WHICH

- IF YOU DON'T SPEAK SPANISH CAUSE I SURE AS HELL DON'T

- thank u google translate for the assistance😌

- TRANSLATES TO "guess you won't be asking about my daughter anymore, huh?"

como estas tu hija eh?

that'll be ten dollars

IT'S FIVE DOLLARS

- anyways (shots! shots! shots shots shots shots! shots!)

- ur like Bro Huh and peter's like NOTHING

- and fucking 🅱ETER

- this BITCH

- ALSO HAD THE BALLS TO FUCKING REPLY IN SPANISH

"ella es la hija del señor stark" (she's mr. stark's daughter)

- ngl you couldn't breathe for a second

- cause who The Fuck can when 🅱eter 🅱ucking 🅱arker speaks ESPAÑOL

- ????????????? WHO

- moving on (not saying a****** to give you a break from the shots you're welcome)

- you get your sandwiches and they fucking SLAP

- peter smiles SO HARD WHEN HE SEES YOUR REACTION CAUSE HE'S SO EXCITED THAT YOU LIKE HIS FAVORITE SANDWICH (not you saying "i'll have what he has" just because you were too busy thinking about him speaking spanish oops)

- the two of you share a bag of gummy worms

- overall 11/10 experience

- i got a bit carried away with that and we're running on over 3000 (rip) words here so i'm gonna hurry this up goodness fuck

- editing ryn here to say HAHA 3000 words little did i Fucking Know

- the two of you get back to headquarters and peter DROPS YOU OFF AT YOUR ROOM LIKE THE GENTLEMAN HE IS AND IT'S KINDA AWKWARD BECAUSE HOW ON EARTH WOULDN'T IT BE BUT HE'S SO CUTE SO IT'S OKAY

- ngl you lay on your bed for a second like "wait was that a date?"

- peter legit just walks to the end of the hallway before closing his eyes and leaning back against the wall, letting out a sigh

- he's like holy shit i need to stop getting so whipped over girls within less than 24 hours

- then fucking sir STANK rounds the corner

"hey, pete! how was showing short-circuit around?"

"oh, hi, uh, it was good"

- this boy is fucking Flustered As Hell

"good? good. what'd y'all do?"

"we, just, um, walked around and i showed her around queens, too"

- tony just looks at him for a second and is like damn this kid needs a break i'll lay off of him

- so like the Cool Guy he is he like awkwardly pats peter on the shoulder and walks over to your room

- u and tones have a convo about your day and you end up gushing about it a little bit OOPS

- tony is so proud of himself him and his egotistical ass Goodness

- a n y w a y s ( t a k e a s h o t ! )

- peter ends up coming over everyday because It's Summer! and he has No Life!

- just thought i'd let you know that i have spent the last couple days binge watching bestdressed's videos and now everything i write down is being narrated by ashley

- actually fuck that everything i THINK is narrated by ashley

- also can we gush about her in the comments like she seems like the coolest person ever and like the big sister i never had and she's so open about her life and funny and quirky but in a good way and i just have So Much Respect For Her!!!!!!!!!!!

- and i want her apartment SO BAD I'M LITERALLY OBSESSED WITH IT

- THE FUCKING FIRE ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- not me having a weird obsession with fire escapes ever since reading/writing peter parker fics which tend to involve them in some way or another

- SO YEAH peter's hanging around a lot

- at first it's a bit weird cause you're like..... You Don't Live Here.....??????????? but At This Point You Almost Do????????????????

- AIN'T NO COMPLAINTS THOUGH

- the two of you break the ice pretty quick

- the night of the day after peter showed you around (did that make any sense at all probably not) you were just chilling in your room watching uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

- let me think rq

- um okay uhhhhhh (bonus points to you if you read that in peter's voice)

- OKAY SO YOU'RE WATCHING LADY BIRD (bomb movie)

- fun fact time! i like saying "what you do is very baller" at random times because idk why but that line makes me laugh SO HARD

- timothee's character in general was just..... so............

- ????????????

- yeah so you're watching lady bird and peter passes your doorway cause he was "going on a walk"

- headass

- you see him and ur like o_0

"peter?"

- bitch fucking TRIPS

- oh u got me trippinnnnn oh stumblinnnnn oh flippinnnnnnn oh fumblinnnn oh

- clumsy cause i'm falling in ~love~

- are those the right lyrics? eh whatever

- CANADA EH

youtube

ah the serotonin.. okay MOVING ON

"y-yeah? oH hi y/n didntuhhhhhhh didn't see you there"

- he's casually scratching the back of his neck because he's nervy

"yeah, i'm, um..."

- YOU'RE NERVY TOO

- composure equals regained though bc stark. yeah!

- my thoughts are........ incoherent

"i'm watching lady bird, uh, if you wanna join"

- WATCH A MOVIE?

- WITH YOU?????????????????

- hells yeah!

"o-oh, yeah, sure"

- mans awkwardly waddles in and sits at the edge of your bed

"you can like... lay down, peter. i don't bite"

- he just awkwardly lays down and his side lightly presses against yours

- you have to shut your eyes for a second because MAN does unexpected contact from a boy have such a big effect on you

- not even kidding one of my guy friends patted me on the head as he walked past my desk and i DEADASS GOT BUTTERFLIES I WAS SO ASHAMED

- LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WHO ALLOWED THAT ???????????????

- so anyways (🥂)

- why isn't there a shot glass emoji this is discrimination (i'm kidding)

- the movie was great like

- you and peter would just laugh at random parts and eventually just started critiquing every little moment

- it ended up as a very great moment very nice very cool

- we like furthering our relationships with cute boys :D

- those of you who have been following the story (on my message board) abt the boy i'm talking to aka furthering my relationship with... yeahyeah!

- essentially you and peter start hanging out every day

- the Chemistry you have is Unmatched

- like you just clicked really well

- mainly y'all just watch tv in the commons

- you binge watch i'm not okay with this even though you've already seen it

- peter's like "so why do you like this show so much?"

- ur like 0_0 ... "the plot"

THE PLOT IN QUESTION: stanley barber

- who happens to give me peter parker vibes a little bit

- food network turns on and it takes you like five minutes tops to migrate to the kitchen

- the brownies y'all made did not turn out well

- bucky took a bite, made a face, then smirked

"you two put weed in here?"

- no, bitch, we just suck at baking

- lots of late night convos ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

- BIG ICEBREAKERS THERE

"wait so like... how big do you expect our dicks to be"

"peter what the fuck"

"i'm curious!"

- if you haven't had one of those convos with someone of the opposite gender... You Haven't Lived

- also why do guys like talking about their dicks so much???? the amount of comments they make about them during those convos.. meanwhile i'm just trying to figure out their personality 😔

- the two of you even spend time in the lab together

- this is when he sees ~short-circuit~ in action

- y'all are doing some dumbass experiment idk

- OOH IDEA

- so y'all are making ✨something✨ for an upgrade on peter's suit

- my idea was only half developed don't make fun of me

- and you make a Stunning Realization and fucking SPIN around in your chair to face peter

- ur just rambling making science-y smart connections and peters like holy shit she's a fucking genius of course she is how on earth did she just

- and then as you get further into your discovery you suddenly just cut off and stare into the distance with this Super Serious Look on your face

- THE WAY THAT AS I WROTE "SUPER" 1D WENT "I CAN'T BE NO SUPERMAN"

(but for you i'll be superhuman!)

- then you just SPIN AROUND in your chair and start working on the suit again

- peter's just like 0_0 for a moment

"huh, okay"

- it takes you a few seconds to realize he even said anything but then you look up and ur like 0_0 (we're gonna have to start taking a shot every time i use that face goodness fuck)

"what?"

"you short-circuited!"

- he's all giddy and smiley about it too cause he FINALLY UNDERSTANDS

"shut up, parker"

- peter Totally has a thing for being called parker i just know it

- MY CAT JUST JUMPED UP AND CLAWED ME

- greedy bitch

- AS I WAS SAYING...

- once you get in the ~thing~ that you designed for the suit

- okay i really need to think of an actual upgrade give me a min

- OKAY SO YOU MADE A VOICE CHANGER

- wow very cool, me! innovation that Excites!

- we're just gonna ignore the fact that the interrogation protocol has a voice changer got it? yeahyeah

- peter's like No Way when you tell him you finished it

- you slip on the mask and tell karen to activate the Grown Man Protocol (not peter being offended by the name)

- you start talking and immediately BUST OUT LAUGHING because you sound like Siri

- and since you're Hella Genius you made it so you could change the voices just like how siri is

- so suddenly you're a BRITISH MAN

- you and peter can't stop laughing

- you give it to peter and then you're like

"wait no try it on with the suit too"

- peter's like o_0?

"for effect!"

- walter beckett?

- TOM?

- okay whatever

- peter's like

"okay um i'm just gonna uh... change over here"

- you nod and turn around

- just the sound of his clothes hitting the ground itself gives you butterflies

- and then you realize

- you can deadass See Him Through The Reflection Of The Microscope

- is that even possible? for the sake of this imagine Yes

- your face gets SO HOT

- it's a very small reflective area thing so not a lot of detail but ENOUGH TO SHOW HIS TONED SEXY ASS PHYSIQUE

- fucking crush me peter please i beg it would be an honor

"i want you to do it so i can stomp you with my hooves, i'm so fucking crazy"

- (crazy for you, peter!)

"okay it's on"

- you practically BLAST around in your seat because the VOICE IS WORKING AND IT'S STILL BRITISH

- peter your tom is showing

- ngl though you couldn't stop thinking about how peter looked through the reflection and you didn't even want to THINK about how he would look-

...

- you know

- in all actuality you did want to think about it like think about it for literally the rest of your life if you could but we're gonna ignore that

- nonetheless the experience was Muy Bueno Very Fun and you and peter spent a solid hour just messing with the voices

- ALSO!!!!!!!!!! another plotline: WHEN PETER'S AT HEADQUARTERS FOR A LEGITIMATE REASON

- that reason being training

- let me just say

- even though he only trained twice during ur visit

- you fucking CHERISHED those moments

- because when peter told you the night before his training session that he would be training in the morning you were like Hmm...... I Need To See This

- so you deadass "take a walk" (Very Peter Of You) by the training room

- and ur met with the sight of this:

i hate him so fucking much

who the FUCK ALLOWED THIS i can't breathe

- you definitely take out your phone to snap a few pics DON'T EVEN LIE TO ME YOU WOULD

- ur camera is on live mode too 😌

- then you run away before you get caught but DAMN

- when you go back to your room you just Inspect those pics like a crazy person and keep replaying the live

- then u look at the time

"friday, when does peter's training end?"

"peter parker's training is scheduled to finish in two minutes"

- TWO MINUTES?

- SAY LESS!

- you check yourself in the mirror before ZOOMING downstairs and distracting yourself in the kitchen

- silently thanking the gods (thor?) that no one was in the kitchen when you got there

- (hi i'm getting carried away with this mini plot so just like don't mind it)

- (carried away as in i really really did get carried away LOL)

- you're like what the fuck i can't just Stand Here in the Middle of the Kitchen so you grab some strawberries from the refrigerator and start cutting them up (they just Taste Better that way don't fight me) for a "snack"

THE SNACK IN QUESTION: peter

- yeah ❤

- just as you pop one into your mouth peter walks in to get a glass of water

- now let me just set the scene:

you: mouth in a weird 'o' shape as your mouth forgets how to chew because fucking peter just walked in peter: curly hair a sweaty mess, skin glistening with sweat, wearing black shorts and a gray tank top which Just Fucking Ends You, his usual adorable baby face, oh and he's also panting cause he's fucking exhausted and now you're also out of breath because damn that is Hot strawberries: chopped

"oh, hi y/n"

- the fucking PANTING

- why is breathing heavy so hot?

- i think we all know

"hey, peter"

- shoutout to your stark genes for giving you fake confidence whenever you need it

"want any strawberries?"

- he fucking chugs half of his water just Right In Front Of You

the jawline i hate him so much can he shut up right now like genuinely please shut the fuck up goodness fucking gracious tom

jk please step on me

- he swallows and has Finally Caught his Breath

"oh, yeah, thank you"

- he just walks over to you

- as if he doesn't look the way he does

- and just grabs a strawberry and pops it into his mouth

- nonchalantly or whatever

- you pray to THOR he can't hear your heart as it fucking SLAMS AGAINST YOUR STERNUM

- it's beating so fast it's like LET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- he hums

"strawberries taste so much better after training"

- you know what would taste better after training?

- lol

"thank you for the snack, i'm gonna go shower now"

- he elbows you and smiles lightly

- you almost can't speak because it's all Far Too Much for you to handle rn

"no problem, peter"

- as if you weren't having a heart attack okay

- i really got caught up in that but WHATEVER

- ladies and gents we are running on over 5k words at this point holy shit

- SO I'M GONNA START WRAPPING THIS UP A LITTLE

- basically you and peter become good friends by the end of your trip

- and then

- the dreaded

😔

- time to leave, bros

- the night before is kinda weird cause you and peter are just hanging out on the roof of headquarters because why not

"leaving new york usually doesn't feel as weird as this"

- peter looks over at you

- btw at this point 🅱eter is Beyond Whipped so he's fucking SAD that you're going home

"what do you mean?"

- the two of you share a look and it's very sad because you both know that you've become really good friends and both want a bit more

- part of you considers being a baddie and just trying to like at LEAST kiss him tonight (maybe more wink wink) so you could at least have that before you go but you chicken out

- the two of you say goodbye that night because your flight is at the Crack of Dawn

- he awkwardly pulls you in for a hug and suddenly you deeply consider locking yourself in your room so nobody can make you leave

- and then you remember vision can fucking Hover through walls and you're like Well Damn!

- you hug him tightly (a bit too tight yeah maybe)

- when you pull apart this Bitch literally goes

"well it was nice meeting you"

- you CAN'T FUCKING HOLD IT IN AND JUST MAKE THE MOST OBSCENE LAUGHING NOISE

"peter we spent a week together and you're acting like we had a 5 minute encounter"

"i don't know how to act!"

- me neither, peter. me neither

- so you leave in the morning and you're fucking UPSET

- tony is in the car with you and happy and he WONT STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU AND PETER BECAUSE YOU SPENT AT LEAST HALF OF YOUR TIME WITH HIM

- YOU'RE LIKE SHUT UP I'M GOING THROUGH A HEARTBREAK OVER A BOY I'VE KNOWN FOR SEVEN DAYS

- aren't we all

- your goodbye to tony is sad but like Not Even As Sad as your goodbye with peter which is KINDA MESSED UP BUT

- the heart wants what it wants

- and just when you get on the plane

- is when you realize

- you and peter didn't get each other's numbers

...

- Wtf 💔

- so THE WHOLE PLANE RIDE IS SAD

- YOU LISTEN TO MUSIC AND DRAMATICALLY LOOK OUT THE WINDOW LIKE UR IN A SAD MUSIC VIDEO FOR HALF THE FLIGHT

- YOU ALSO REWATCH LADY BIRD :,(((((((((((((((((((((((( in remembrance of the good old times

- when you get home you're like kinda happy to be home but you miss new york and tony and peter and everyone So Much

- even ur mom notices she's like 🤨 Hmm... this Ain't The Usual!

- so this is where the request ended off but i'm adding to it because i do Not want to leave this on an angsty note

- I'M ABOUT TO HIT 6K WORDS BUT IT'S FINE

- LET'S CRANK THIS OUT WOOT WOOT

- so peter just so happens to wake up that morning and SIT UP VERY QUICKLY AS IT HITS HIM

- (ur like on ur flight probably zooming over the Goddamn Midwest)

- he has the same realization that you did

"may!"

- the woman RUNS in she's like WHATISEVERYTHINGOKAYAREYOUOKAY

"i just realized i didn't get y/n's number"

- woman melts she's like i thought you were fucking DYING goddamn spider bitch boy

- but then she melts even more because she didn't even need peter to tell her how Whipped he is

"awh, i'm sorry hon"

- next time peter goes to headquarters he talks to tony and the mans just like This Is Your Fault!

- but then nat pops in

"peter, you do realize you could probably find her on social media, right"

- moment of silence for you and peter's stupidity because somehow Neither Of You Thought Of That???????????

- rip

- as soon as he leaves from training (looking Sexy As Hell) he searches your name on instagram

- "y/n stark"

- and nothing shows up

- because you never told him your actual last name because IT NEVER CAME UP

- he just assumed it was stark cause why wouldn't he

- SO HE'S LIKE :,)

- until his next time at headquarters

"mr. stark i couldn't find her on instagram"

- tony's like i really got this kid hooked huh

"pretty sure she has one, pete"

"well i looked her up! y/n stark. nothing"

- then tony's like oHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"kid, her last name's l/n."

- peter just sits there like 0_0 for a second before it all ties together in his head and makes sense

"oh my god"

- SO HE GETS YOUR INSTAGRAM

- he definitely looks through all his posts and deletes a few embarrassing ones before requesting to follow you

INSTAGRAM peterbparker has requested to follow you.

- you SHOOT UP IN YOUR BED

- NOBODY MOVE

- you do the same thing peter did and look through all your posts and delete a few before accepting his request

- and then you request back and he immediately accepts it

- commence the hour of stalking!

- the two of you just fucking Investigate each others' accounts before peter's like O Shit! i should Probably message her!

peterbparker: Right after you left I realized I forgot to get your number

- kinda awkward but your heart is RACING you're like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- the two of you begin talking and get each other's numbers and snapchats and whatever

- over time the two of you get really close over the internet like

- you become the first ones you go to when you see a dog or get food at a cool place or see a funny meme/tiktok or just like have a problem in general or want to talk

- and ofc you gush about him to your friends and they're like

- Girl... u really fell for a New York Boy Huh

- after a few months you finally muster up the courage to facetime him

- you almost Collapse once his face shows up because guess the fuck what

- he just finished training

- mua ha haaaa

"hello!"

- he says it all goofy like hi hello we're facetiming now holy shit oh FUCK we're FACETIMING!!!!!!?????!?!?!?!?

- i luv him

- the two of you talk for a bit and you fan yourself off-screen because the sight of him Genuinely made you light on fire and plus you were just nervous in general

- he even runs around the entire fucking building to find everyone so you can say hi cause he's babey

- the team DEFINITELY yells stuff like "lovebirds!" and "date already!" in the background and peter's face just gets So Red

- he finds tony and deadass goes

"mr. stark! it's your niece!"

- tony's like No Shit!

- overall amazing 100/10 time facetiming

- so the two of you start facetiming practically every day even though it's not summer anymore and you're back in school and have hella busy lives (peter's literally a superhero?)

- you'll facetime while doing homework and he'll help you with physics (even though you don't really need the help you pretend you do anyways) and it's so cute when he does because he Loves physics so much so he gets really excited and into it

- sometimes you'll fall asleep while on ft and he'll take screenshots

- ngl he set his favorite one as his lockscreen because he loved it so much and ned and mj definitely saw it and were lowkey like 🥺🥺 cause they ship you two so hard

- and when he'd fall asleep on ft you'd take screenshots too and look at them every time you missed him

- NOW THE EXCITING PART

- so it's winter now

- the Horrible Disgusting period between thanksgiving and christmas break

- because of finals the two of you facetime a bit less so it's kinda sad

- BUT THEN

- right when you get out of school for christmas break you're about to call peter so the two of you can celebrate (not peter checking the time every few minutes after he got out of school because he's a couple hours ahead)

- somebody's got a surprise

- you get a call from peter right when you get into your car and you're like Perfect Timing Hell Yeah

- you answer it and are met with the sight of him and tony smiling at the camera

*immediately screenshots it*

"oh, hi tony!"

"we have a surprise"

- peter's like bouncing from excitement and tony gives him a look before starting to talk

"we're fl-"

"WE'RE FLYING YOU TO NEW YORK FOR CHRISTMAS!"

- peter interrupts and tony looks so defeated but YOU BARELY EVEN NOTICE BECAUSE YOU'RE SO EXCITED

- tony explains everything cause he worked it out with your parents (y'all are just gonna celebrate early)

- (tony doesn't say this but deadass the reason ur parents even let you is because they know how much you wanna go back mainly to see peter)

- eventually tony leaves the two of you alone to talk and you're just in your car in the school parking lot practically yelling at your phone as you and peter talk about how excited you are

"and you can finally meet may-"

"may!"

"yes, may! and we can go back to delmar's and see murph-"

"murph!"

- peter can't stop smiling cause you're so excited and you look so cute cause you're Trying Your Best to get out of the parking lot while maintaining excitement

"can we go see times sq- MOTHERFUCKER GET OUT OF THE WAY JESUS CHRI- sorry peter i didn't mean to explode"

- if anything that made you even cuter in his eyes

- you and peter facetime while you pack and neither of you can handle your excitement AT ALL

- the night before you leave you're both in your beds across the country just talking quietly to each other over the phone and it's like the quiet cute excitement because you're seeing each other in less than 24 hours and you're both so so whipped by each other and just Cannot Wait

- it's really late ESPECIALLY for peter since he's ahead of you but he doesn't care at ALL

- so y'all are just whispering to each other

"i'm so excited, pete"

"i know, me too"

"i'm not gonna know how to act"

"me neither. you're not allowed to make fun of how awkward i am, okay?"

"peter, you being awkward is cute"

- the two of you can barely sleep from excitement but you fall asleep (on ft ofc) with smiles on your faces

- as soon as you wake up you text peter and you're like GO GO GO (spinch🥬spinch🥬spinch🥬)

- you call him one last time while you're waiting at the gate

"i think i'm gonna pee myself"

"well if you do at least clean yourself up before i get there"

- his LAUGH

- the boyish laugh that FUcking Ends Me

"i'm still so amazed at how i managed to convince mr. stark to let me pick you up"

- you can't stop smiling especially at the thought of peter DRIVING (hot as FUCK)

"you'd better be a good driver, peter"

"it's fine, the car has autopilot so we won't die"

"glad to hear it, pete- oh sHIT my plane's boarding"

- peter FREAKS OUT

"have a safe and amazing flight and text me when you land, okay?"

"i will peter, thank you. see you in new york"

"see you in new york"

- y'all say that in the most Giddy Way (literally how could you not)

- you're bouncing in your seat the whole flight and the dude next to you is like o_0

- the SECOND you land you text peter

y/n: IM HERE IM HERE WE JUST LANDED ILL BE OFF THE PLANE IN A FEW MINUTES

- peter's sitting in this Far Too Expensive Car and he's just bouncing in his seat cause he has so much pent up energy

- he gets the text and that's when it really settles in

- he starts freaking out a little and like constantly checks himself in the rearview mirror and starts playing the playlist the two of you made together (puppy eyes) and makes sure he smells good

- then he sees you walk out out of the airport looking really excited and tired and confused

- mans JUMPS OUT OF THE CAR

"y/n!"

- you see him and ur literally smiling SO HARD

- you run at him, suitcase flopping around and backpack nearly falling off of your shoulders

- but you look so cute and peter can't handle it especially when the two of you finally make contact and your arms wrap around him

- he squeezes you so tight and even lifts you off the ground cause he's Strong and Excited

- that sounded a bit sexual OOPS

- you can't even process the fact that you're finally back in peter's arms after half a year and now you're literally so much closer than you were when you left new york last summer

- when you pull apart you can't stop looking at each other and just smiling giddily

- your arms are still like holding onto each other

- what finally breaks you is a fucking Ungodly gust of wind and you're like

"holy shit winter here is a lot colder than cali"

"oH, right, uh we have blankets in the car"

- the two of you just take another few seconds to look at each other until it gets a bit awkward and you clear your throats

"i can take your bag?"

"yeah, thanks"

- you watch his muscles flex as he lifts your suitcase into the back and you're like i hate this man

- this GENTLEMAN even RUNS OVER TO YOUR SIDE AND OPENS YOUR DOOR FOR YOU BEFORE YOU GET THE CHANCE

- you MELT

- when you sit down he closes the door for you and you're hit with the sound of your shared playlist and the car smells like peter's scent and it's AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- when he gets into the driver seat (which was very attractive to watch) you're just staring at him excitedly

"you put on our playlist!"

"why wouldn't i?"

- he smiles at you before reaching back and getting the blankets for you, also turning on your seat heater to make sure you're comfy

- mans just watches you as you shift around, buckling in and getting your backpack situated at your feet

- by the time you're all ready and stuff you look over and he's just looking at you

"pete-"

"would it be too soon for me to kiss you?"

- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- it takes you a second to process but you're like OH MY GODKFSDKNFSK

"yeah, peter, it would"

- your serious tone RUINS PETER

- HE'S LIKE OH MY GOD WHY DID I ASK THAT WHY DO I EXIST

- until you laugh and wrap a hand around the back of his neck, pulling him to you and planting your lips on his

- (AAAAAAAAAAHDKSJDFHSKJDFBKSDJGNSDKJFNADSJKABBJFS)

- bonus: the two of you are just singing in the car and (peter looks so hot when he's driving anyways) peter suddenly goes silent and you're like "what" and he just glances at you before going "is it bad that i really want to pull over so i can kiss you again?"

- double bonus: he pulls over and y'all makeout LOL

+ + +

holy FUCK i got so so carried away but i really like this one soooooo

OKAY HERE'S MY LITTLE THANK YOU NOTE IN HONOR OF THE 50TH IMAGINE AAAAAAAAAA: you GUYS. when i started this book it was literally just me being like "i'm in love with this fictional boy and need an outlet and have FAR too many ideas," which is really how every fanfic writer starts tbh. but oh my god, i never expected to get so much love and support and just such an amazing experience from this. there are people all over the world that read my chaotic fluffy shit, that are actually touched by my work and it legitimately blows my mind. 180k reads in almost a year? like 250 followers? INSANE. i've made so many friends on here that i can come to when i have no one in my real life to talk to and every time i reach out, you guys are here for me and so incredibly supportive and helpful and amazing. i love each and every comment you guys post on my works. they make me laugh so hard and are so beyond sweet and make my heart melt. some of them blow my mind cause you guys will be like "omg hi you responded oh my god i love your work" and like hype me so much and i'm like BRUH!!!! i'm literally just a stressed out, anxiety ridden teenage girl in love with peter parker lol and the fact that you guys support me so much and love my work just truly makes me so happy. i love writing and i love that my writing has reached other people, even if it's literally just silly fanfiction. I APPRECIATE AND LOVE YOU GUYS WITH EVERYTHING IN ME AND EVEN IF I DON'T REPLY TO YOUR COMMENT I SEE IT AND YOU GUYS MAKE ME SMILE AND AAAAAAAAAAAKJSDFNKJDF <33333333333333

okay now i have 5 more requests to write HAHA but i hope u guys are having an amazing day/night/whatever and that ur drinking enough water and eating enough and staying happy and healthy <3 MWAH!

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smonk-wonk · 3 years ago

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people who send hate like that are pathetic and abusers hate when you have support. they want you to respond with equally bad things or namedrop so they have more reason or can go public and accuse you of wrongly blaming them. i've been there and done that

They've been doing this for years and I know it's them or someone in relation to them bc no one else is gonna be as obsessed as someone has to be to search for posts about me, block my best friend on the same day, and then come to or send someone to my account on another platform to harass me. And again for years while they've publicly slandered me over and over I've refused to even talk about the situation in depth due to the trauma and not wanting to bring that attention to them?

I mean this is most likely either the toxic ex friend/original accuser who fucked me over or it's the callout author who gave a fake ass apology, manipulated me, and admitted to lying in the callout and then gaslighted me saying it was an "awareness post" made out of concern that I MIGHT be faking when it was just fake claims and shit that deadass didn't happen with some being provably wrong so that doesn't add up bc if you're concerned and looking for input why would you lie about pretty much everything in the callout?? But if you understand how gaslighting works, you know someone can be manipulated into believing anything in abusive circumstances They've never called it an awareness post publicly, and ppl have asked them before if they wrote the callout and they said yes so they obviously know what they did lol. But when I brought it up it was suddenly "speculation" gone about the wrong way. A misunderstanding. I was stupid and just wanted to hope they weren't actually willing to abuse me or go as far as they did It's also possibly the old abusive anon himself that my ex friend is bffs with and whose friendship has lasted longer than ours did. How sweet. Tell him I said hi if this is his bff tho! Happy 3 or so years as besties! The anon starting with "we all know" is reminiscent of him but like also not only him 🤷‍♂️. Phrased to make me feel what I felt when hundreds of people hated me and I had developed intense paranoia. Except it's just kinda cringe now Couple others are possible, I'm just speculating is all. I know at least a few ppl that aren't gonna stop until I'm dead. But hey at least I didn't post their names for the world to see. Not that I have the power to ruin their lives the same way they did with me if I wanted to- most people here don't know who tf I'm talking about. At least I didn't cheer on people saying they'd harass them and then when asked why, get furious and gaslight them for "making me question my intentions". At least I didn't talk shit about them by name and go "oh sorry for what was said about you, that was actually my alter that hates you :/". Didn't claim to be their friend while allowing others to believe lies that I created about them. Didn't accuse them publicly of faking a disorder so severe due to complex trauma that your brain doesn't form a fully integrated identity I know they want me to be just as mean back. My best friend writes a post saying to leave me alone because being dehumanized and publicly shamed and humiliated for years can drive someone to kill themselves. This person's response is bitter telling me to kms (yeah they said "die" but u know exactly what they meant), said my life is worthless, said I'm unloved, and that my friends are only pretending to be my friends. Funny when it's likely coming from people who pretended to be my friends. Funny calling me all this shit while clearly wanting to drive me to that point mentally. Someone says "Are you not going to stop until he kills himself?" and someone comes here telling me to with more baseless claims to smear me some more and calling me nasty things

They painted me as the evil piece of shit for years and get to do all this shit with no repercussions. You know what would've happened if it came out that I said something like this to someone years ago? Hell I stopped being friends with a couple of people in part because I asked them not to confront these people (and when they did it wasn't even like hate it was usually them rightfully expressing anger that my life was ruined and I was traumatized by that) and they continued to and the abusers used it to drag my name some more. Meanwhile the abusers cheered their friends on and all publicly brought attention to me. Told me to get over it when I literally was silent about it, as if you just "get over" trauma like that. My amygdala ain't over it and I don't blame him lmao. I'm healing though, I recommend it over being miserable and sending anon hate when you know damn well what you did wrong But yeah. They're not gonna stop. They're probably talking about me again. They're probably self victimizing again. They're probably going to make some vague posts or talk in servers behind my back, again. They have never stopped bringing it up. They have never stopped trying to hurt me with this. They're the ones that have told/condoned others telling me to kms and supported the ppl that tried to make me do it. Yet when someone calls them the abuser, they run over to me like I said it (even tho I'd be correct to) bc they're just mad the shoe fits. They're mad that the million and first time they searched me up someone wasn't kissing their asses or laughing at me

As if hundreds of ppl will not still go the rest of their lives believing I have Munchausen's and abused a bunch of people (plenty of others came up with absolutely bullshit stories about me abusing them and some of them I didn't even fuckin know). That's part of my legacy and there's no doing shit about it. Maybe get the fuck over yourselves cuz this is actually pretty cringe

#oooh I'm mentally illlll #The last therapist I told about this situation fkin cried lol #in b4 someone accuses me of having sent that shit to myself to reignite this bullshit that I avoided talking about in depth for years #Good lord there's so much more to this shit #Anyway thank u for being supportive sorry for the novel I've bitten my tongue for 2 and a half years lol #Trust me you could write several novels if you compiled the shit they've said about me #Again with almost all of it being false #sometimes twisted half truths #They be like

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gaarfielf · 7 years ago

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my list of lupin movies ive watched for the sake of keeping track and making sure i dont rewatch some

Castle of Cagliostro (10)

favourite Lupin movie of all time. Fantastic art, cast, plot, everything.

Blood Seal: Eternal Mermaid (8.5)

Really good animation and really interesting plot. Another ‘Lupin has to babysit’ movie but it was treated in such a way that set it apart from other ones. He gives her a lot of good advice and overall I really enjoyed this one even if it’s kind of underrated.

Burning Memory - Tokyo Crisis (8.5)

Surprisingly good like I wasn’t expecting a 90′s Lupin movie to come for me like this but the animation is really solid and the movie itself was really funny. I also liked that Maria and Zenigata weren’t a thing like that cleared my pores.

The Bloodspray of Ishikawa Goemon (8)

The animation is fucking stellar but there were odd gaps in the movie that were really inactive. I liked the two subplots going on though like they were both interesting.

Bye Bye Lady Liberty (8)

The classic convoluted subplots worked well here tbh and the Goemon romance stuff was gunshot noise gunshot noise cash register noise. The animation had this weird glow to it but it was (almost) the 90s lol

Hemingway Papers (8)

They really got me with Goemon and Jigen going against each other and Lupin being in a relationship with someone aside from Fujiko (a relationship that was genuinely romantic) was actually pretty well done. That whole bit at the end with the karaoke machine? Amazing

Return the Treasure (7)

Another one that was really close to being perfect. The only loose ends was that the “treasure” wasn’t really explained very well (but i mean, the lead up to it was very good) and i could’ve done with more scenes with the whole gang (it seemed like there was a lot of times where it was lupin jigen and fujiko or lupin goemon and fujiko, but not enough of all of them together)

From Siberia With Love (7)

The usual amount of humour and action from a Lupin III film and the art is pretty standard. Goemon got a few nice quotes in and Fujiko talked to a woman. Could’ve done without Rasputin but thats just me.

Elusiveness of the Fog (7)

Lupin offering Goemon to the princess was kinda funny and I actually really liked OG Mamo (not the short freak) being revitilized bc his episode in the original series was really entertaining. The history of where they were was a little wonky but I’ll give it to them this time.

Pilot Film (7)

That shit was wild i liked how jigen was introduced as the gunman and then beat the shit out of 3 police officers with his bare hands. also goemon i guess dedicates his life to killing lupin so thats fun, like he’s on zenigata’s side i guess. could’ve done with fujiko making an expression at any given time but yknow what? it was funny and it was only 12 minutes long

Another Page (7)

Surprisingly not that bad. To summarize the film as a whole I’d say: it could have been worse. The plot made sense which is more than i can say about most lupin movies and they stuck to two subplots that were both interesting and meshed pretty good by the end. And the two lady characters that got introduced didn’t betray anybody AND didn’t die.

Farewell to Nostradamus (6.5)

The animation was pretty good and I liked the whole ‘we gotta protect this kid’ thing but I always mix up this one and Bye Bye Liberty Crisis like this movie is it’s less interesting twin. Both of them have kids they need to protect but Bye Bye Liberty Crisis was just better. I feel like this one had a really good ending but aside from that the movie wasn’t that memorable for me.

Fuma Conspiracy (6.5)

i liked Goemon being in a relationship bc it was really sweet, i just wish there wouldve been a better balance of romance to plot. Also terrible voice actors but that just affected my enjoyment not really the plot or anything relevant.

Sweet Lost Night (6)

I like time shenanigans and my only two critiques are the inconsistent art quality and they seemed really hesitant to embrace time skipping. Like “he’s limited to twice before he becomes brain dead” was a little bit of a small window. If anything they missed out on a good opportunity for a classic lupin montage of him time skipping way too often. Maybe if they changed it to “you skip time every 12 hours, to every 6 hours, to every 3 hours, etc” until he stops existing?? like that seems more in line with a lupin plot not to mention a little more suspenseful.

Dead or Alive (6)

The new art style is kind of neat and didn’t really affect the personality of the characters like I thought it would. The plot itself was complicated and hard to follow but I mean, it wasn’t awful. Nothing I really hated and nothing I loved.

Jigen Daisuke’s Gravestone (6)

Handsome Jigen was cool but tcm i’m begging you to drink your Respect Women Juice. Also Goemon wasn’t in this one what the fuck was up with that. Lupin looked like a crispy toenail in the new art style but again the animation is gucci so I can’t really complain on that front.

Napoleon's Dictionary (6)

Reminded me a lot of Mamo except with more respect in women. Just kidding Fujiko was kind of a crapshoot in the end and the ending was more or less just. cut off?? like they crashed into the ocean after lupin ruined zenigatas marriage and the credits started rolling. it was weird bc it had a lot going but i guess they ran out of time for a proper ending?

Mystery of Mamo (6)

Respect Women Juice needed and also why was Goemon purple. The pros to this movie was the overall aesthetic being really attractive BUT the plot was sketchy and didn’t make a lot of sense. The only remarkable scene I remember is Jigen shooting the can by Lupin’s feet like I wish that emotion would’ve carried through the film and not ended there.

Red vs Green (5)

Really good animation, no fucking idea what happened in this film.

Walther P-38: Island of Assassins (5)

They missed an opportunity to be a little more psychological and the lady of the week dying was meh but I will say the plot stayed on course like they didnt try to do too much at once like they tend to do. I wish they would’ve delved more into lupin’s past with the doctor because that seemed kind of random but the more lethal, edgy plot was handled decently. I’ll probably forget this one in a week tbh.

Dragon of Doom (5)

I like learning more about Goemon but his girlfriend was really distracting and uneccessary. Like, if you want to introduce Goemon’s childhood friend sure its whatever but she only showed up to either threaten lupin or flirt with Goemon. And it was very obvious she was going to betray him so all her build up was pointless. I will say though, the plot was pretty cool which was surprising.

Voyage to Danger (4)

tcm I’m begging you to let Jigen talk to a woman and not have it be like ‘this is Jigens girlfriend now’. Sometimes women be talking and they aren’t thirsting for a man triple their age. It just be like that sometimes. Thats literally all I remember about this film.

First Contact (4)

I remember being excited for this like ‘oh wow their first ever meeting’ and i s2g this film was boring. And also a giant plothole. With no real redeeming qualities. I don’t even remember the animation being that good.

Columbus Files (4)

This film was at least funny bad but my hand to god I’d never watch it again. This is the first time I’ve ever watched a movie and had to watch the dub bc the sub was boring me to death. It was just... so bad... Especially when you’ve seen Wings of Death like this ain’t the Fujiko I know please leave.

Seven Days Rhapsody (3)

The comedy in this one was so weirdly incorporated and featured another really good ‘here’s Jigen’s dead girlfriend’ that i just could not care less about and then finished off with this what like 13 year old girl asking to be Lupin’s girlfriend? fuck outta here. The ONLY good part was Goemon slapping Lupin across the face.

Alcatraz Connection (2.5)

Really, really boring. The content wasn’t necessarily bad but they had 4 subplots going on that were equally uninteresting and some scenes went on for so so so long. It deadass took me 5 hours to watch this movie bc i kept pausing to do literally anything else. The art was unpleasant and by the time they got the treasure i didn’t really care anymore. Not to mention the plot was way too complicated and tin-foil hat for my liking.

Missed by a Dollar (2.5)

Made very little sense and in general was really annoying. Between Goemon being a born again Christian and the plot briefly derailing so Lupin could establish an oil company it was like can we pick something to focus on? By the end of the movie I was like wait when did they get the broach? What does the broach do again? And then he gives it to someone random and its like??

Gold of Babylon (2)

This one if the definition of being cursed and Pink Jacket deserved so much better than this nonsense. Like Lupin III isn’t known for its coherence, sure, but this movie had absolutely no structure. Upon finishing the film I was trying to remember anything that just happened and my brain refused. It kept the good cartoonish animation but god at what cost.

Angel Tactics (2)

TCM PLEASE DRINK YOUR RESPECT WOMEN JUICE. The art was just. Stunningly bad. Bad to the degree where about a minute thirty in I already regretted starting it. Not to mention the classic “we don’t actually wanna draw this part so we’re gonna jam cgi in here”. Also the most awkward use of “hey heres 3 women hey heres 3 men lets shove them together”.

Harimao’s Treasure (2)

nazis and transphobia which was extremely unfortunate considering the opening was actually one of the stronger ones I’ve seen from Lupin but immediately after the villain was introduced the quality of the film dropped about 90% and i wanted to die for the entire last half of the film. if they had changed the villain it would’ve solved 90 of their problems.

Twilight Gemini (2)

this was one of the only films in the entire lupin series where i was rooting for lupin to fucking perish. not only was goemon only in this film for 26 seconds, jigen was there for about 30 seconds and im not entirely sure if fujiko was there at all. not to be that guy but when they make lupin to be the most intolerable piece of shit in the world for this movie, don’t give him all the screen time. having to stare at this asshole for an hour and a half was exhausting.

Princess of the Breeze (2)

How a movie where Jigen has to carry a baby around in one of those funny baby-carriers turned out this fucking goddawful I have no explanation for. This movie was like an AU where all these other characters no one cares about happen to exist in the same universe as lupin. and when lupin does show up, i want him dead. Just horrifically boring and lazy art mixed with bad cgi. The only upside is that it isn’t Return of the Magician.

Return of the Magician (1)

I’m giving it a 1 on the principle that this wasn’t even a movie. It was a little less than an hour long and my god i’ve never seen a film so full of pad-time that if i can be so bold, there was more pad time than plot. What little plot they had made absolutely no sense and the art used cgi in the most bizarre and ugly ways. i’m pretty sure the credits played twice at the end. if there was a world record for lowest budget in a film, Return of the Magician would win hands down.

#i feel like im missing a lot

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onlyjihoons · 7 years ago

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boyfriend!daehwi

a/n; i felt bad not giving magumagu a scenario of his own,, so here is an au,,,,,this is also gonna be a lil lengthy so grab your snacks and prepare yourself for the fluffiest bf au you will ever read and also i might be swerving for him thanks cheryl and im sorry jihoon

a totally last minute thing i suppose

i wanted to write to just isolate myself from reality

so ok enough deep shit w zechu

leggo

ok so

you’re in the same school as daehwi since like?? middle school or something

and ya’ll weren’t close like him and somi ukno

but still friends!!

ngl when you guys were about to choose high schools your heart decided that it was a good time to have a crush on him

i mean

just look at him

oops

pls i was snatched by the entire fancam smh

pls dont bash me

im the same age as him

moving on

he’s legitimately nice to every.single.being he meets and he just can’t seem to hate anyone tbh

and ukno those fantasies of him composing music on your anniversary??

yep

anyhow

you said your final goodbyes at the graduation

daehwi was like

��y/n,, i have something to tell you”

your heart was bbbeating

what could it be

does he hate me

does he like me???

all those thoughts ran through your mind

and then he was like “never mind,, forget it ithinkyoudontlikeme”

you were legit so confused

cause one time hes serious and one time hes like never mindsjdnsvibdv

youre like

“ok what i didn’t quite catch the last part”

“i--its nothing, y/n,, good luck in high school!”

and that’s how you guys parted

on the way home you kept thinking about it but over time you just forgot about it

until you enrolled into high school

it was your first day in school

and honestly you started school not on the conventional first day of school

it was like on the second day or smth

you were so nervous cause ukno hanlim,, is a school of uber talented people

twice’s tzuyu

twice’s chaeyoung

redvelvet’s yeri

^just to name a few

and you got in by a teacher’s recommendation

by dance what’s new lmao zelia you gotta start changing ideas

ok back to first day of school

you stepped into class when it was homeroom

and you felt so many eyes on you and you wanted to cri tbh

they all look so judgemental

“h--hello my name is y/n and i major in practical dance,, p--please take care of me!”

“well, y/n, welcome to hanlim. please take the seat next to somi.”

somi. jeon somi.

you didn’t really watch pd101 during the first season but somi was well-known enough for you to know who she is

you bowed politely,, tbh you were a little scared of idols bc if you said smth wrong you would be on pann or smth for offending an idol

aND SHE FLASHED THAT MEGAWATT SMILE AT YOU AND EXCITEDLY SHIFTED OVER TO MAKE SOME SPACE FOR YOU

and you definitely was not expecting that

“y/n!! hi omg im so excited i finally have a tablemate,, lets be friends!!”

well ok ya’ll very conviniently besties at first sight

but someone was staring at you this whole time

and you didnt notice

lee

dae

hwi

was the one staring at you!!!!!!!

/cues signal for daehwi/

/sign nalbune signal bulnae/

you were the last person he would expect to see in this school

he knew you could dance but he expected you to go to sopa

but ok lmao he was like almost gonna burn a hole through your uniform with his stare

until the teacher noticed

“lee daehwi? please pay attention.”

you heard the teacher call out that familiar name you missed and whipped your head around

AND YOUR EYES MET HOHOHO MY DEAR READER YOURE SO BLESSED

you could barely believe your eyes but you turned back to face the front if not the teacher will call you out for staring @ daehwi lmao

somi saw you staring at daehwi and was like

“you like him??”

and you were like yes somi bingo i have liked him since middle school and i missed him so much--

but in the end you were like

“he’s my middle school classmate”

“ah really? then that saves me the trouble of introducing ya’ll”

“ok what”

“daehwi and i are good friends,, we trained together in jyp until he left for brand new music”

“he’s a trainee??”

“yeah and he’s gonna be on the second season of produce-- oops”

you were so shook there were too many things happening at once

“what omg first,, he’s a trainee, and second,, he’s gonna be on produce??? JEON SOMI WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME EARLIER”

somi was like

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

and soon it was recess and daehwi sped to your table and slammed his palm on the table

“y/n??? is it you???”

“no daehwi it isn’t--”

“shut up somi,,, and yes daehwi i am y/n from (middle school name)”

and lil smol practically hugged you until you deprive of oxygen

“okok daehwi let go im dying,,”

at this point somi knows whats going on and shes just,,

“guys imma let ya’ll catch up while i get banana milk”

after somi left daehwi just HELD YOUR HANDS IN HIS AND STARES AT YOU LIKE ITS HIS LAST DAY ON EARTH

“ok daehwi i know we haven’t seen each other in a long time but you don’t have to be like this,, you’re making me shy”

“shy??? y/n omg”

“??”

“ok im not gonna be a coward,,”

“daehwi pls stop talking to yourself i’m right here”

“i like you, y/n.”

“are you hallucinating??” you let the back of your hand touch daehwi’s forehead “ do you feel dizzy?”

“i’m serious y/n!”

“we just so-called reunited 3 minutes ago and you say you like me?? im not even--

and he just can’t take it and k i s s e s y o u

and at this point pls send your prayers for zechu

you were so shook like ???

and also your first kiss has been taken by magumagu,, youre welcome

i mean that’s how they do it in american and korean dramas right

lol

“i have liked you since middle school, y/n,, how can you not notice?”

you’re so dumbfounded you just,,

“i like you too, daehwi”

aAAAA so cute

what a way to start your first day in your high school

ok now on the real boyfriend au guys

lots of fluff ahead

u ready

gr8

lets go

daehwi is a very very very

clingy

playful

sweet

caring

boyfriend

yes

i mean he will deadass wait for you outside your house just to walk you to school

even if your house is all the way in jeju

and i can see that going on dates is never boring

be it like day dates

in the amusement park or just shopping at myeongdong

or in the arcade

one moment is never dull as daehwi will do anything and everything to make you happy

you want that plush toy??

hes gonna get it for you

i mean he is the 01′ version of golden child ukno

he can do everything

he got that fluffy unicorn for you in one try

and if ya’ll go out to see cherry blossoms(sigh its summer but ok lmao)

he would take rlly nice and aesthetic shots of you to post on sns

and couple pics,, ult goals ugh omg

and for eating

i saw one fanacc on twt that daehwi doesnt rlly eat well

so as his girlfriend you sorta have to force him to eat

by eating as deliciously as you can

“babe look i’m eating this churro”

“mhm”

“it has condensed milk on it”

“mhm”

“i’m gonna buy a chocolate one”

“c-chocolate?”

“yeah”

/queues up in line for churros/

/gets 2 but eats both/

and be it night dates like exploring the dark town or at hangang river

he’s gonna be one of those boyfriends that use the “i’m cold” joke just to hug you

i mean daehwi’s cuddles are the best so

and go on slow walks

just enjoying each other’s presence

or maybe just a fun sleepover

watching studio ghibli

and of course,, we can’t miss out his cooking

he will deadass cook a 3 course meal for you

and you’re like

pls eat too, i cant finish all those

when ya’ll are watching the movie you would build a pillow fort and cuddle in there

“i really want a totoro irl”

“we can just get the stuffed toy, daehwi”

“no like,, the cat bus”

peck in between uninteresting parts

ya’ll might be throwing fluffy banter throughout the movie too lolol

and when you get sleepy halfway daehwi just grins to himself like an idiot and softly lulls you to sleep by singing

“goodnight jagi, i love you”

rip zechu pt 2

i can imagine daehwi being the big spoon tbh

bc he just loves you sm

he doesn’t want to lose you

OH and when he asks you who’s your bias in pd101

“jihoon-oppa”

“what has jihoon hyung’s wink done to you”

“i’m not voting for you anymore daehwi”

“oK IM SORRY”

he will practically beg you to come to the concept evaluations

bc he has worked so hard for the Never stage omg

and

his dancing

is art

a literal art i would frame up at the louvre

not to mention his singing too???????

pure honey

when you visit him at backstage he would engulf you in a big big hug

“you did great up there,, daehwi-ah”

“its bc you’re watching me”

“aWWWWWWW”

guess who^

the Never team lmao

and also proud dad dongho lmao

he would avoid jihoon at all costs in case you fangirl and leave him alone lol

wow ok so ya’ll bump into jihoon which like have a tickle fight

“daehwi? is that your girlfriend?”

gOtTA bLaST

“n-no, its my friend...”

“oh really? i saw ya’ll hugging in the hallway just now”

“...”

“last long!”

“that’s,, park jihoon right??”

“no its park hoonji”

lmao daehwi you piece of shit

ya’ll rarely fight bc you guys are so loving both your parents and his parents practically want the both of you to get married lololol

ok i shall end it here my brain juice has run dry

please give daehwi lots of love

thanks

have a good day/night friends

thank you for reading!

#lee daehwi #produce 101 season 2 #produce 101 #produce 101 scenarios #brand new music #fluffy writes #zechu rants

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chattegeorgiana · 3 years ago

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Get your garbage out of the Sasuke tag.

"Like, for as much as I like also Sasuke as a character" stop lying bitch we know you don't. It's blatantly obvious.

"it’s like... the guy took everything that Naruto had - his motivations, the love of his life, the show... everything. Everything was taken and was given to Sasuke."

?????!!!! How did Sasuke took Naruto's motivations? Their motivations were always different. At no point did Sasuke wanted acknowledgement or whatever the fuck Naruto wanted. And you really out here saying Sasuke took "the love of his life" with your whole ass chest? Lmfao. Sakura was the one pursuing Sasuke, not the other way around. Stop acting like Naruto was entitled to get what he wanted just because he was the MC or that he was entitled to get with someone just because he happened to have some feelings for that person. It does not work like that. But then again, this level of entitlement is something you can only see in Naruto and Sakura/Narusaku wankers.

"Sasuke keeps taking, taking, taking and Naruto keeps giving, giving, giving. And the balance in this case isn’t right. It never is." Girl... are you normal? What does naruto keep giving? Last time I checked, Sasuke was the one who risked his life for Naruto, not the other way around. Deadass Sasuke literally sacrificed his goals, motivations, life for naruto against Haku and he was willing to do it again against Gaara.

"Because Naruto worked his ass of for everything while Sasuke went to Orochimaru to cut things short and what? He’s the one who gets it all, while Naruto’s hard work is repaid how? " And you think Sasuke did not work hard when he was with Orochimaru? Do you think he improved his genjutsu/taijutsu/ninjutsu that much and learned swordsmanship, as well as creating numerous tehniques by snapping his fingers and doing nothing???? Sasuke was shown to be an incredibly hardworking person ever since he was a child, his databook hobby is literally TRAINING and let me remind you that one of Orochimaru's training sessions literally involved Sasuke fighting against countless people, and you think Sasuke had it easy compared to Naruto??? You think him going to Orochimaru "cut things short"???? Bitch sit your ass down. Naruto is the one who does literally the bare minimum yet he gets 353423 power ups at once. He unlocks Kurama mode? Oh would you look at that, he's now one of the fastest ninja, despite his speed being otherwise mediocre, he's now good at taijutsu, and he also gets additional strenght and his jutsus are significantly boosted. And all he had to do for that was tnj Kurama with Kushina and Bee's help. Basically gaining access to KCM was one hell of a frickin shortcut for Naruto to make up for all of his previous weaknesses. Without Kurama, he would've had to train years to get that speed, he would've had to train years to get that level of taijutsu and strenght yet Kurama makes up for all of it. In Shippuden Naruto's just handed ridiculous power up after power up and his garbage fanboys and fangirls be out here talking shit about Sasuke when this Naruti fucker was even given the ability to fly and restore people's eye and heal them without doing jackshit at one point in the manga? Girl sit you ass down and stop spewing shit.

"What message is this in the end? That in this world the only way you will make it is by cutting roads, taking shortcuts and ‘cheating’?" If Sasuke is "cutting roads, taking shortcuts and "cheating" then so is your precious naruto, even more so than Sasuke.

Don't you ever put your crap in the sasuke tags. We don't wanna see garbage in these tags. Narusaku wankers like you better keep his name out of your mouths and sit in your fucking lane. Even better. Deactivate and find other purpose in life than bitching about your trash ship not becoming canon. Cringey, corney ass cunt. This is literally the first ask of this type that I'm ever sending cuz god bless it's hard as hell to get me this heated, but your corny, stupid ass somehow pulled it off. Congrats.

I pondered over whether I should reply to you or not. And decided to do it, because unlike you, I recognize the fact that you are entitled to have an opinion.

Ya know, like I do, too. But unlike you, I won't start calling you names, you see. Because dear God, although yes I am a Sakura and NaruSaku fan, doesn't mean I leave my brain at the entrance. One that unlike you, also knows that my favorite character(s)/pairings also have flaws. So whenever people have an opinion I disagree with, I just leave them be.

Instead of ya know, going into people's inboxes and acting like you did.

Like wow, doe... Take it easy. You think that if you came into my inbox and spewed all this wall of text filled with insults you're a better person or what?

You gotta learn in life that yes, people have different opinion than yours dude or dudette, whatever you are. And you know what? You're gonna have to learn to live with them, like it or not, cuz you don't live in a vacuum space.

Excuse me but since when someone dictates me what I am and what I am not? I didn't know I require your permission to be a fan of Sasuke in a certain way otherwise I shouldn't be called a fan.

You just saw a post here, read some few questions here and there and placed your judgement that oh, all I am is a stupid Sakura/NaruSaku fans who thinks like this just because of my ship. Well, news flash: I can separate my liking of a certain thing and analyze things outside of that. You know why?

Because I don't take things personally like you seemed to have done here. Yes, I have my opinions and I stand by them. But that doesn't mean that I can't judge things outside of those opinions.

I don't know with what kind of thinking and people you are accustomed to, but you've got me wrong here.

Everyone who is here along me for the years I've been on Tumblr (and elsewhere) knows that I've always said I have a love-hate relationship with Sasuke.

I hate some of the things he does (more like HOW he goes about them), while I LOVE how he's the one who truly challenges the status quo present in Naruto world.

But aah, here you are, coming into my inbox, telling me what I am and what I'm not. Chill yer self, will ya? I know very well who I am, I don't need your incapable of having a decent discussion self to tell me who I am.

Now to address your points

How did Sasuke take Naruto's motivations? Oooh, then you might've missed him wanting to become Hokage, which was Naruto's dream since this god forsaken story began.

THAT IS HOW.

Naruto journey was about 3 major things: acknoweldgement, Hokage and getting Sakura.

Minus the acknowledgement thing (which gets weaved with the bringing Sasuke plot along with the Hokage one), the other two are transferred to Sasuke.

Irrespective of Sasuke wanting those things or not. Because ya know, as I said, everything was taken and was given to Sasuke.

Which, I'm sorry but it's true. Sasuke's major plot and defining moment ended-up when he killed Itachi, so from there on Kishimoto needed to think about something for him.

Hell, Kishimoto himself admitted that he didn't know what to do with Sasuke in the Kobayashi interview, dude. Like chill your goddamn self.

Not to mention along the years he spoke about how Sasuke and Kakashi's popularities grew more than he envisioned. Hell, at some point the man purposely cut out Kakashi from the story because he was getting more popular than Naruto, so really, what are you getting pressed about?

For speaking about a valid critique of how things happened? Kishimoto ended-up giving to Sasuke what we all followed Naruto for.

And you say that he didn't give him Naruto's motivations? LOL MAY I REMIND YOU that Sasuke's POV in the last chapter is really similar to Naruto's? Him wanting to reach Naruto the same way Naruto wanted to reach him, him being envious of Naruto the same way Naruto was envious of him, though Naruto's envy and Sasuke's are so different in nuance.

As for Sasuke's skills... dude, I'm sorry but Sasuke's WHOLE arc was about searching power from Orochimaru. Which I am sorry BUT IT WAS CUTTING SHORT because ya know, the cursed seal??

Like I'm sorry but Naruto's Kurama power was a handicap to him until he had to train with Bee, so give me a break here.

I'm not taking away from the fact that Sasuke trained as well, far away from that. But as it's true that he trained, it's ALSO true that he cut things hort.

Him going to Orochimaru is the point to that whole thing. That's the whole plot point of him going to Orochimaru.

Ya know, cuz that's how darkness as a motif works in a story my dear.

It gives you power easily (AND SASUKE HIMSELF ADMITS IT TO SAKURA when he leaves the village that he is NOT like them aka Naruto and Sakura). Granted, there's always a reason behind darkness offering you that power and Orochimaru's was that he wanted Sasuke's body. That's THE WHOLE REASON Naruto and Sakura wanted to bring him back to the village??? Because in his quest for power he's losing himself.

But it doesn't retract from the fact that Sasuke DID do that. Hello, remember how he had to eat that pill to "die" once and then BOOM MAGICALLY level 2 curse?

Like don't give me that crap that Sasuke is a hard worker cuz it's not true. He's a talented one, I give you that. But NOT a hard worker.

There's a slight difference in nuance here. The motif of natural talent vs hard work has always been prevalent in this story. Guess on which side of the spectrum Sasuke was?

The one who always had to train more was Naruto because I don't know if your angry self absorbed self remembers, but having Kurama functioned as an impediment to Naruto rather than something helpful.

The fact that he FINALLY got to utilize Kurama's power-ups (which should be looked as a reward system after functioning as an impediment in the story), I'm sorry but it's not like he snapped a finger and went there and magically got it? No, my dear. He had to undergo training!

Not to mention, that wasn't the only power-up that Naruto got. Mind I remind you of Sage arts? The one he learned once again, by training hard?

Meanwhile Sasuke got his power-up because Itachi left behind his eyes. Then again we see Hashirama in the war arc giving him his chakra, and then again we have Hagoromo who gives him the seal. But that one is out of the equation because Naruto got it handed to him the same way Sasuke did.

So, like it or not, by the virtue of how the story was developed and the motifs it uses, Sasuke is the one who uses shortcuts, abandons his comrades and gets things handed to him.

While Naruto is the one who works hard because unlike Sasuke, he's not the talented Uchiha genius. His only talent is the fact that he is able to relate to people in more ways than one, unlike Sasuke.

Like dude, that's the story's premise ffs.

The fact that you don't like it, well, that's another issue. You're free not to, of course.

But you coming here in my inbox and insulting me isn't going to change the reality of those facts.

As for blaming it all on me for YOUR OWN actions, well, isn't that juicy?

I didn't make you come to my inbox and write these insults, did I?

You had so many other choices: come to my inbox and NICELY ask me to take it out because you see it as offensive to the Sasuke tag, IGNORE IT and move past it like I so do with so many things I see in the tags of the characters I like, or simply come and tell me that dude, I consider that you're wrong because this, this and that.

But no, instead you came here, wrote all this long ass ask, used foul language and you wanna make me the bad guy in this whole story because I dare to have an opinion?

Sure Jan, whatever rocks your boat and helps you sleep at night.

As for the last part, I'm sorry to burst your bubble but I won't do any of the things you said I should.

You're not the first, nor the last person who comes into my inbox spewing hate. I've been doing this for 10 years now.

You're not the first and probably not the last either, like I said. But let me tell you one thing: I don't care.

You hold no power over me and what I do on the internet.

So you can either accept that and move on with your life or keep continue acting all hateful like your fave used to do in his teen years.

Ain't gonna stop me from being me.

Like I said... This is the internet, my friend. You have no power over me.

Sayonara!

#anti-sasuke fandom #like i am not even gonna tag this as anti sasuke #because even if he did all those nasty things he did in canon #it was because THERE WAS A LITERARY purpose to it #but aaah leave it to these people to get all riled up over it #and accuse you for being anti just because you point out some things that don't fit their views #meh... whatever

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