#him trying to resurrect who orion was after exiling himself & trying to learn who orion Could Have Been.. only to get dragged back in....

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Q. what tragic horror character trope are you ??

A. THAT WHICH CANNOT BE KNOWN. oh  god.     how  did  it  come  to  this ??     to  some  extent,  you've  gone  so  far  past  your  own  idea  of  " human "   that  it  must  be  kind  of  fun,  right ??     maybe.     i'm  not  sure.     as  an  artefact  of  cosmic  horror,  you're  wild  &  wacky  &  colorful  &  people  are  probably  drawn  to  that,  but  you  will  never  let  them  know  you.     the  mystery  intrigues  for  a  while,  but  it'll  wear  everyone  down.     it'll  wear  you  down,  too.     who  are  you ??     do  you  remember ??     are  you  so  far  gone  that  you  can't  go  back ??     &  maybe  that's  the  most  tragic  thing  of  all — becoming  so  distorted  in  your  identity,  &  for  so  long,  that  no  matter  how  hard  you  want  to  return  you  can't  ever  seem  to  figure  it  out.     but  you've  learned  a  vast  amount  up  in  the  stars,  &  people  will  work  hard  to  get  to  know  you.     it  doesn't  matter  who  you  used  to  be.     sometimes,  you  should  just  start  from  scratch :  give  yourself  a  name,  a  birthday.     let  someone  celebrate  these  things  with  you.