#hijikata x reader

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♡~Making Gintoki Sakata flustered!~♡

This is how I imagine Y/n stealing a kiss from Gintoki when she wants to annoy him ;)

Hope you enjoy<3

(I love him<3)

*Y/n smiling softly at Gintoki*

Gintoki: *was trying to read Jump*

Stop staring at me like that you idiot *all flustered and red*

Y/n: Aww you're a little tsundere sometimes (^w^)

Gintoki: I'm not a tsundere! I'm just annoyed that you look at me with those eyes that makes my heart skip a beat.

Y/n: Then do something to stop me

Gintoki: *grabs her chin*

Maybe I should shut you up then.

Y/n: Maybe you should yeah

Gintoki: Tch...you're such a pain in the ass, you know?

*Presses his lips against hers*

Y/n: *smiles in the kiss*

Gintoki: *pulls away from the kiss*

That'll shut you up for a while...

*Confident*

Y/n: Mmm, I'm not sure, I don't think that was enough...

Gintoki: Not enough, huh? You're such a pain.

*Grabs her and pins her against the wall before kissing her again*

One thing is for sure, Gintoki definitely didn't finished Jump that day.

[chugging-bleach]

"EVEN IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME BACK, I LOVE YOU" - love confessions with the gintama men.

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includes. Gintoki, Hijikata, Katsura x gn!reader

summary. the way you fell head over heels for the idiot, confessed your love and where you got a confession back, much to your surprise.

tags. love confessions, fluff, light angst, hurt/comfort, being confessed back to, rejection, love at first sight, unrequited feelings

a/n. this is the first reader insert tumblr post i have attempted. if you don't want to read the rejection of the confession part it has been marked as 'alternate// rejection,' so feel free to skip it. thank you and please let me know how you like it <3 feel free to request other gintama characters! i plan to write for ayame and tsukuyo next so stay tuned for that :) i hope you have as much fun reading as i had writing this!

also shameless plug but consider checking out my <y/n> fic on AO3 about drunken shenanigans with the entire gintama gang <3 - The Baby Daddy deserves to suffer as much as the Baby Mommy to birth an abomination

SAKATA GINTOKI.

how you fall in love.

you were facing a large dilemma and had nowhere to go for a solution and are directed to the Yorozuya's doorstep

you are in denial about it but it was love at first sight, you know you have gone insane when a man guzzling down strawberry milk is attractive to you

maybe you just need to get laid

or maybe just maybe you can't look away from his neck, the way his adam's apple bobs as he gulps it down like water and how you can see his chest exposed a little with his shabby yukata

or the way he says "i'll handle it" knowing full well he won't but you can't help but trust him

your confession.

"the jobs over. you can get rid of me now."

that's the problem. you don't want to leave. you're on the back of his scooter since he offered to drop you home

after all, he caused more trouble than the job was in the first place, where your main job split off into mini jobs which you had to tackle along with the main job???

honestly, you're just happy that you spent more time with him before you had to part ways

"i didn't know you were that scared of scooters." you were gripping tightly as if you never wanted to let go of him

"your scooter might just break down. better to take you down with me"

is what you meant to say but instead you said

"i like you, Yorozuya-san. i like you a lot."

he actually falls off the scooter and both of you tumble in a heap together, thankfully uninjured apart from the pain of the intense silence that descends

you're both panting loudly and are too afraid to break the silence

"i'll...walk the rest of the way" more than him, you want to save yourself the ache

with a heavy heart you scramble to your feet, ready to wallow and drag yourself back to your house

"wait up. if you think this is going to be payment i need to correct you! you need to pay real money, tricks won't work..."

his voice falters. your eyes are clear and barely containing the emotion brimming in them.

he has to answer you

his confession.

"don't look at me like that. help me up."

you snap out of your trance and reach a hand out with your heart beating rapidly

he grasps your hand, wrapping his fingers around you. you try not to linger too much on the touch, tighten your grip and pull.

the opposite force pulls you forward and you fall to the floor and are being pulled into his lap

not pushed away not at all

"now then, there's a lot of strawberry milk you owe me for all this trouble."

that's as much as a confession as you will get from him and it's more than enough, more than you ever thought you would get. he holds you as tears stream down your face silently.

alternate// rejection.

he falters starting and stopping his sentence multiple times, struggling to find the right words.

you want to snap at him in frustration, that he just cut to the chase and be done with it

you remind yourself that this is difficult for him too

he brushes the dust from his soft, white hair that you won't even get to sink your hands into nor wind around your fingers

when he looks you in the eye, you know his answer and you know what he'll say

"i will always accept you as a prized customer, -sama!"

you give a shaky smile, hoping that the darkness of the night is enough to hide the tears falling down your face and you walk away with a taste like rotten strawberries on your lips

HIJIKATA TOSHIRO

how you fall in love.

your boss is relentless, sending you out on random errands all day, thinking of you as his personal maid more than an employee

today you're on your fifth cigarette run of the day, buying for the entire office

the usual vending machine is out-of-service so you go to the trashy one which is a long walk away

once you get there, you see the rusty exterior and sigh, thinking of how many dimes the machine will eat before actually spitting out the cigarette box

you also see a man, casually leaning on the other side of the machine smoking. a man you recognise as the demon vice captain of the shensengumi.

you freeze in your steps, scared as if you committed a crime, when in fact you are innocent

he stubs out his cigarette on the side of the machine and tosses it. it lands on your arm and you yelp in pain. he looks startled and slowly realises what happened.

"ahh, i... miss...um..."

why is the police officer scared in this situation? you speak up, clutching your slightly stinging hand "it's not a bother, officer. i was wondering if you can help me with this machine? the one i frequent is out of service and my boss needs me to buy some. how many coins will this machine eat?"

your simple request with easy instructions activates 'officer helping civilian mode' and he goes ahead and shakes the machine violently. a box of the worst brand that your boss will curse you for, Mayoboros with the mayonnaise filter falls out.

you stare at him as he hands you the box. your voice catches in your throat and you're instantly smitten. he's devilishly handsome. you notice his face has a shallow cut on it.

"here," you remove the backing from a bandage in your bag and place it on his cheek. you're on your tip toes and his breath fans your forehead. "thank you for the cigarettes, officer."

"hijikata toshiro at your service miss, your boss will appreciate those cigarettes."

your boss, in fact did not appreciate them. you tune out the yelling by recalling how close you were to him.

your confession.

you frequent this rusty vending machine even though the previous good one is back in service. you just want to see him again and again. without fail, he's always there and you wonder whether is it because he's just a nicotine fiend or because he wants to see you too

immediately you banish that thought out of your head.

you arrive again and as usual he's leaning against the side of the machine but this time he has bigger bandages covering his face, neck and body

he moves to shake the machine like he does but you stop him, stilling him by placing your hands on his shoulder. he moves away from the vending machine, quietly looking at you and waiting, a cigarette dangling from the side of his mouth.

you show him the box of cigarettes sticking out of your pocket and gulp the lump in your throat. it is now or never. you have to, need to know his answer.

"i like being around you. i like being around you a little too much." the smoke from his cigarette is fanning your face making you feel more light-headed. "i want to be around you more."

your sentences are awkward and you couldn't look him in the eye while you could feel his eyes on you the entire time.

his confession.

he takes a puff of his cigarette. you watch the smoke curl up in the air, bracing yourself for the worst. he shifts around uncomfortably, awkwardly closing the distance between you and then just as quickly moving away.

you dare to look at his face to see the calmness is gone. pink is dusting his cheeks under the bandages and the image of the cool police officer cracks. he looks so adorable trying to bid for time by smoking slower.

"i need to leave for the office soon."

hijikata was always a man of few words. he placed his hand on the top of your head and ruffled your hair gently, sighing the entire time. words were escaping him.

"would you want to get dinner with me after work?"

you expected a lot of responses but this one exceeded your expectations and was the best one

"absolutely!" you beam and he gives you a small smile in response to your big toothy grin

in another unexpected moment, he presses a kiss to the top of your head and you just melt on the spot, now it's your turn to be a blushing mess

"see you tonight"

alternate// rejection.

hijikata and you maintain eye contact. you can see he feels the same way. but something is holding him back.

he swings his shenshingumi jacket over his shoulder, never moving his gaze away from your face.

"i get into a lot of trouble. wouldn't want a pretty thing like you to worry over me."

you don't want to understand how he can reciprocate the same feelings and yet still flat out reject you. you don't want to understand his reasons.

you especially do not want to think about how this might be the last time he decides to see you since you decided to reveal your feelings. you knew the risk this carried and it blew up all over your face. a strong wave of self-hatred washes over you. if only you hadn't confessed, you would have been able to see him everyday. maybe if you confessed at a later day, things might have turned out differently.

he snaps you out of the loop, placing the jacket around your shoulders. you didn't realise you were shuddering from the weight of the situation, from the effort of reeling back the strong wave of negative emotions being set off inside you

you pull it close to you absently. hiijikata closes the gap between the two of you, lightly, barely brushing his lips against yours. before he could get carried away, he pressed a few chaste kisses on your forehead and temples

there was another reason to him ending it and you respect him enough to watch him walk away just as quickly as he had closed the distance

he left his jacket behind and sure enough there's a cigarette and lighter in the pocket. you light your first and last cigarette of the time being and wonder as you cough loudly, the smoke which is the only reason there are fat tears on your cheeks and your throat is scratchy

will you wait?

KATSURA KOTARO

how you fell in love.

someone left their kasa hat at your store so you decide to give it to the local lost and found when the owner doesn't come to pick it up from your store for over a month now

all you remember is the man rushing into the store, taking his hat off, letting long black hair down which mesmerised you, wearing a ridiculous plastic moustache disguise and pretending to peruse your goods. you were planning to kick him out despite how pretty he was since this eye candy was just being a nuisance.

before you could say anything he said "stay calm."

a bunch of dangerous street samurai swarmed your shop and you couldn't in fact "stay calm," looking at their swords, thinking of the damage they could do. this shop took a lot of money to make and keep running and you didn't want it ripped to shreds

thankfully, there were no other customers so you played dumb and said "welcome! how may i help you gentlemen?" hoping that your fear didn't show

they looked directly at the only other person in the store the "stay calm" man and you knew a fight would break out. bracing for the worst and calculating the damages bill (more scary than all these men combined), they said "that man did not have a moustache. he's managed to escape!"

you are dumbfounded that the disguise worked. once they all left, the man took the hat and 'disguise' off. "do you want to buy anything?" you ask. "no but i owe you a favour."

"then get out! don't bring trouble to my shop!”

since then, you haven't seen him and thought he would come back for his hat. on the way to the lost and found, you unexpectedly bump into him again.

this time he is wearing an afro. on top of his long hair.

"your hat, sir. you left it in my shop." he takes it from you and bows deeply, walking you back to the shop. "stay safe," you want to scream that he's the shadiest character ever but smile.

after that, you keep meeting him in random 'disguises,' which have a 100% success rate of working.

your confession.

you don't enjoy the brief meetings and clashes. you want to know more about him. "remember you said that you owe me a favour?" you say, heat rising to your cheeks.

this time, he's only wearing sunglasses and his signature hat. you have seen his posters everywhere KATSURA THE TERRORIST. well, he makes a pretty shitty runaway criminal but there must be some magic in those disguises.

"yes, in fact you can ask me two things. you gave my hat back to me."

you didn't want to bring up the fact that he should owe you more since you saved him from being found multiple times by swallowing your pride and playing the hysterical woman card

there are, more important things you want to ask him

"one should be enough. can we get ramen?"

you thought he would be dense and not understand what you were getting at, so then you would have used the second favour

his confession.

you flick the end of his hat, startling him and knocking it sideways. he totally was hiding being flustered under the hat and worrying at the edge of his lips.

"i...don't exactly know about timings. it's always random."

"i can wait, then you can pay me back again for waiting. my shop can be your home."

blush colours your cheeks as you realise what you just said. you want to spontaneously combust. you move your head, hoping your hair falls and covers you enough.

katsura moves the hair out of the way and beams at her. “i know of a good ramen place. why wait let’s go now.”

alternate// rejection.

no he didn’t get it.

he considers your offer way too seriously. he didn’t get the underlying message.

“sure. let’s go now. there’s a place around here.”

you didn’t get your answer but you might say something at some point during the ramen eating.

he stops you in front of ‘Hokuto Shinken ramen shop’ with the sign falling off. a blonde lady comes outside, throwing a pan at katsura, who promptly dodges.

“i brought a customer here! this doesn’t bode well for you!” the lady looks annoyed and you can’t blame her. it is annoying to have katsura in your shop with all sorts of people looking for him all the time.

“that doesn’t mean you bring yourself too!”

you’re glad katsura didn’t get what you were trying to say. you didn’t know there already was someone else since you barely knew anything about him. you start walking away, trying to ignore the tightness in your chest.

“wait up! forget this fool! i’m nishiki and i’ll bring you the best ramen you’ve ever had!”

“the soba is much better,” katsura said only to get hit in the head. you think about slithering away and making an excuse but instead you decide to stay.

“a bowl of ramen sounds divine.”

[iwashie]

"𝙎𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝙏𝙀𝘼…?" (18+)| GOLDEN KAMUY

ft. Hijikata Toshizou

∗  ˖࣪ ໒꒱  ˚₊· synopsis: You work in a teahouse, which sometimes markets the attendants. And when that old man walked into the store, you couldn't get him out of your head.

･ﾟﾟ･｡　wc: 2.3k + warnings- mdni, nsfw content, petnames, fingering, cunnilingus, f!reader, 18+ characters, age gap (not mentioned the age, but definitely younger than him), It's not exactly faithful to the manga/anime, but maybe it's halfway through the second season.

— ☆ A/N: I can't get this old man out of my head, so I needed to do something like the good old man appreciator that I am.

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You rarely felt that way... That tingling all over your body, your stomach churning and the heat in the middle of your legs, making you rub your thighs and bite your lower lip hard, trying to control yourself. But when it happened, you knew you didn’t make mistakes.

And that older man made you feel it with just a glance.

The way he walked in, his head held high, gray hair shining, posture upright, the swords gracing his back and the way he side-looked at you, sending a shiver down your body. Even surrounded by others, you knew he was the leader. And even though he was old, you knew he was still alive.

You knew you needed that man. You couldn’t let him go without having him, even if it was for a short time.

Lucky for you, the one chosen to serve tea to their room was you, and that was the only time you would have to play your charm. As you poured tea to the group, you noticed the papers on the table- maps. This stated that soon he would leave town. You needed to play well or you wouldn’t get another chance. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed he followed your movements, eyes glued to you and a grin tugging on his face.

You couldn’t contain your smile, still pouring the tea, being courteous and throwing your charm at the old man. You left the room more nervous and desirous than before. That old man was messing with you.

Even if you didn’t have problems with the older citizens, you avoided at all costs the old men who frequented the teahouse, as they were married, they were always drunk, and according to the conversations of the other women, they were bad in bed, but they were still customers, they needed to be treated well.

But this old man now showed that he wasn’t like the other old men, displaying that he was still alive and that feeling burning inside you didn’t lie.

You didn’t know how long it took, but your charm game—the collar of the kimono falling over your shoulders, showing off some of your breasts, the shared looks and smiles, and touching his knee as you poured the tea—worked.

It only took that to have his soft lips on yours, his beard tickling your chin, the firm hands grabbing your neck and thigh, making room for him in the middle of your legs. The heated kiss making you dizzy and sigh against his mouth, hands grabbing the green coat, pulling him closer, locking him with your legs, rubbing against his bulge, making him growl.

“Calm down, sweetie... I’m not running away.” He said, pulling back a little to face you, a smile on his lips, one of his hands caressing your thigh and the other holding your chin, his thumb skirting your plump lips. 

You smiled roguishly, resting your head on your shoulder and moving a leg up and down the side of his body. “But we don’t have all the  time, old man.” He chuckled, hooded eyes hovering over you. You felt goosebumps at that look.

“Smart girl.” He rolled his shoulders, taking off his green coat and removed his black waistcoat, opening the first few buttons of the white button-up shirt, showing off his neck and collarbones with dark lines. “And what does this smart girl want?”

You kneeled in front of him, your hands moving up his thighs and stopping at his belt, eyes shining at him, you said slyly. “I want you.”

He smiled, bringing a hand to your hair tied in a bun and let go, caressing the strands and your cheekbone, dark eyes shining at you. The sight of you kneeling, eyes shining and plump mouth, the kimono untidy and open, showing half of your upper body and thighs together, made him grin wider and his cock tighten in his trousers.

“Good girl.” He pushed you lying on the futon, kneeling in the middle of your legs, and kissed you again. His soft mouth was rough on yours, hot breath against your face as one hand of his moved up the inside of the kimono, playing with your inner thigh, fingers wandering close to your aching, wet pussy. You felt him smile against your mouth, biting your bottom lip as calloused fingers pulled away the wet piece of clothing.  

“This wet…” He laughed, running his fingers through your pussy, spreading the liquid. You spread your legs a little and mewl in his ear, hands squeezing his shoulders. He slides two fingers between your lips and climbs up to the nerve, making circles, having you cling to him, head hanging back. 

He played for a little longer, fingers running up and down your lips, circling and squeezing the nerve and slipping a finger inside, lingering in and out, making you moan and shudder in his fingers. You whimpered as he removed his fingers, and seeing through half-open eyes, he took both fingers in his mouth, humming as he looked at you. 

You closed your eyes tightly, feeling your chest rise and fall heavily, legs trembling, and your throat dry. That old man was driving you crazy. You felt his hands around your legs, pulling you closer, fingers squeezing into your shin as he rested his face on your knee. 

“Maybe the smart girl wants more...” You propped yourself up on your elbows and nodded quickly, stunned by the dark eyes shining, his mouth red, expression so teasing.

He lifted your hips, firm hands grabbing your thighs and leaned in, dusting kisses down your belly, and giving an open-mouth kiss to your pussy, making you shudder. His flat tongue licking stripes from bottom to top, sucking your clit and going over again, gulping in your juice. 

Your fingers digging in the long, gray strands, rolling against his face, hanging your head back and moaning loudly, toes curling. His hands clamped tightly on your thighs, white marks on your skin in the place he held you. 

“Old man...” You breathed, body shuddering, feeling the coil in your stomach tightening as his tongue slid in and out of you, nose buried in your clit, sending shivers down your body while his beard tickled your legs and ass.

He stuck two fingers along his tongue, your gummy wall squeezing and soaking him as he hit that spot that had you arching your back. You shuddered, grabbing his hair, legs locking his head, a weak moan escaping your lips as you cum in his face. 

He let you calm down, letting go of his head and hair to give one last suck, making you squirm for sensitivity, and pulled away from your body, saying, “So sweet, smart girl.”

You propped yourself up on your elbows, chest heavy and legs wobbly, staring at him — his foggy dark eyes, down his nose glowing, your liquid stuck in his beard. He took off his shirt, showing his body with defined muscles and the strong dark lines- you shivered to see that the lines covered his entire torso. It was scary. 

He smiled sheepishly, his fingers taking a while to undo his trousers, playing with you, watching him while biting your lip. When he slid down his trouser and loincloth, releasing his big, thick cock, a throbbing underside vein, and the tip leaking pre-cum, you were sure this old man would fuck you so well. 

“Lying down for me, smart girl.” You obeyed, making room for him as he hovered over you, arms around your head, your legs around his waist and his cock weighing on your belly. 

Just seeing his cock resting on your belly, your insides twisted in anticipation. That would be so good. 

He grabbed the base and rubbed his cock into your wet folds, lubricating his cock, slowly torturing you. You squeezed him with your legs, receiving a giggle as he aligned his cock with your entrance. You closed your eyes as he pushed the tip, the fat head of his cock splitting you in half.

“Too much?” You agreed, biting your mouth and hands on his shoulders. He chuckled softly and pushed it all in slowly, watching you gasp and wince. “It’s all in, sweetie.”

He started calmly, feeling your walls squeeze his cock with each thrust. The feeling of him moving in and out made you roll your eyes. His girth stretched you up so well that you wanted more and more of that old man. 

“M-More, old man.” You shuddered as he went deep, his waist slamming against yours. 

“Greedy, I see,” He growled and did as asked. He went deep and fast, his heavy balls slapping against your ass and making you moan loudly, swaying on the futon.

“So tight, sweetie.” His voice was quiet, close to your ear as your moans and the wet slick of him moving in and out of you filled the room. 

You clung to his shoulders, pulling him closer, moaning loudly in his ear, wincing with each thrust, making you squint. If you weren’t so dumb fucked by the way his cock stretched you, the tip kissing your cervix and that vein rubbing against your tight wall, you’d be teasing him until you got more, but that was already taking you to the edge.

He engulfed one breast, sucking and biting the nipple and the other squeezing the soft flesh, his cock going in and out fast making you see stars with his mouth open, muttering moans and fingers in between the gray strands.

Oh, that old man was much better than any younger person you’ve been with.

“Shit. If you squeeze me so hard, I’ll cum, sweetie...” He grunted against your breast, mouth wet with saliva and sweat on his forehead. 

You gasped as you felt his thumb circling your clit, still pushing into you. You felt that knot in your stomach tightening, your toes curling up as you pulled him down with your thighs. 

“Cl-close...” He smiled and sped up the movements on your bud and in seconds, your orgasm washed over you, gushing on his cock inside you. Your head falling into the pillow, hair sticking to your face, chest rising and dropping, and legs wobbly. 

“Good girl.” He kissed your sweaty forehead. You opened one eye, seeing him with a furrowed brow, biting his mouth to hold back the moans and his waist shaking. “Damn- I’m close.” 

You grumbled as he pulled out, the feeling of emptiness filling you instead of his big, thick cock. He rested one hand on the futon and the other masturbated his cock. You pulled him into a kiss, muffling his moan as the hot liquid poured your belly. 

His thick ropes are spilling into you for a time, his load so heavy and hot, forming lines on your sweaty skin. You sucked on his lower lip before he pulled away, the gray hair sticking to his forehead, his face in a relaxed expression and glistening with sweat. 

The old man was so good and hot that you felt your pussy aching, even though you had just cum for the second time. You chuckled, remembering that the feeling never misses. And here you were, lying underneath the prettiest old man you’ve ever seen, totally relaxed that he had made you cum twice.

“What’s so funny, smart girl?” He glanced at you, putting his clothes back on. You couldn’t help but feel sad. 

You sat on your heels, the kimono still open, showing off your body and the marks he painted on it, and helped him put on his waistcoat and fix his hair. “It’s just that I knew you differed from the other old men when you walked in.” 

He laughed. “And with that, you had me wrapped around your finger, playing dirty in the tearoom.” You laughed along with him, your arms around his neck, body glued to his back. 

“Sure. I knew you would fuck me really well.” You bit his ear and his hand landed on your thigh, giving it a slight squeeze. 

“A smart girl, indeed.” He said, untangling from your grip and fixed your kimono and hair before standing up. 

“Not a goodbye kiss?” You pouted, staring at him still on the floor. 

“If I kiss you again, I won’t be able to leave and I need to, smart girl.” You knew it would happen. Unlike the other customers who stuck after they finished, this old man was leaving.  

“I’ll see you, at least?” You asked, pinning your hair in a bun again and squeezing the kimono properly. 

“I never settle down, sweetie.” He held your chin as soon as you joined him at the door. 

“A name or not, mysterious sir?” You knew that evasion was a bad sign. It wasn’t uncommon to see men with guns walking around, but old swordsmen coming and going were something to worry about, and that old man had big plans. 

You went down together, entering the chaos of the teahouse again, finding the other old man and the pretty man with scars on his chin standing in the doorway, waiting for him. You watched him join the two of them, swords gracing his broad back and gray hair swaying as he walked, the upright posture of a leader. 

“Hijikata Toshizou, smart girl.”

You smiled, watching him walk away from the store. You knew you’d probably never see that man again, but you couldn’t help but wish a second time would happen.

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[strawberrytoki]

Hey there ❤️

May i request some hijikata × reader who's an incredible cook that doesn't mind his mayonnaise addiction but also makes him lots of hijikata's specials and how his reaction will be 🥰🥰

a/n: thanks for my first ever request, anon! hope this doesn't disappoint. Sorry this took me a while to put out, I've been balancing my internship and two summer courses, all while trying to not pass out at 8PM (love that for me!)

.・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・

You and Hijikata met when you were working at the small restaurant right around the corner. He frequented it all the time because of the homey, cozy feel that the restaurant had, which he definitely appreciated after being bombarded with his shinsengumi force partners' incompetence all day. He also did not mind ample servings of his favorite condiment, mayonnaise, and a certain waitress that he took a liking over the course of his many visits.

After he eventually worked up the courage to ask you out, you two quickly took a liking to each other's company, and grew comfortable around each other. However, there was one thing that piqued your interest.

His concerning mayonnaise addiction.

You took notice of it the day you made him a plate of chicken parm for date night, and he took out a whole tub of mayonnaise, piling dollops upon each other on the dish, resulting in an absolute monstrosity. You were almost offended but you loved him too much to be.

"This tastes impeccable, thank you love." His plate was almost clean. "You mean with or without the excessive mayonnaise?" you nudged his shoulder, teasing him. "I mean... I'd have loved it either way, I do love my mayo though."

You also noticed how he'd order a truckload of mayonnaise when he ordered his bowls of rice before you started dating. Putting two and two together, you concluded that he must've been eating his rice with an ungodly amount of mayonnaise.

Ever since then, you've been incorporating the condiment in the meals you'd make for him, and he always subtly expressed his gratitude. Time had flown by and you came to the realization that your one year anniversary was approaching, so you had to get your gears turning to think of something special.

Hijikata was a simple man, and for that, you were grateful. You shouldn't have been racking your brain trying to think of what to do for him, but you were too much of a perfectionist to give it a rest. Then it dawned upon you.

You just had to make him his special dish that he, oh, so loved. He didn't crave anything Michelin-star levelled, or anything crazy fancy. All he would yearn for is his simple bowl of seasoned rice and mayonnaise, and you figured it was a good idea to make him just that.

You planned on surprising him with the...revolting dish when he came back from a shinsengumi meeting, and you did.

He came home to the inviting aroma of your scented sage candle, and a dimly lit room with the inviting dish set on the small dining table you two shared. You were clad in the flowy little black dress that he loved on you, and had our hair in an updo.

"Well? Do you like the set-up?"

He slowly started making his way towards you, opening his arms wide open to engulf you in an embrace. "I love it." He softly said, whispering in your ear.

The dish caught his eye, and his eyes lit up. He then immediately got to digging. Hijikata really appreciated how thoughtful and observant you were, because he often had trouble expressing his feelings and emotions, and often came off as unpleasant or aloof. So you being able to pick up on the small things and take note of what he loves is something he will always be grateful for.

[aiizenn]

men who constantly send you money so you can get your nails and lashes done. of course it’s for your own benefit, but also for his. it turns him on—they’re perfect for giving head. his cock hardens when he feels your hand around him with beautifully done nails. not too long and not too short, just the perfect size to feel them with your grip. you give his tip kitty licks as your other hand makes its way to his abdomen, feeling his tense muscles.

“that’s it, such good little slut.” dirty praises leaving his lips. “eyes up princess” and you listened. your doe eyes decorated with lashes, every blink made you look more innocent and desperate. “so pretty f’me, on your knees, with my cock in your mouth, yeah” every word making you want more, so you take in his length and start bobbing your head. both hands on each side of his hips, as you deep throat him. his large hands gripping your hair and pulling you in. your throat aching from the roughness, your breath is limited but that doesn’t stop him. “keep lookin’ at me” your eyes flutter as you make contact with him once again. the lashes adorning your eyes that were filled with tears.

he hisses when he feels your nails on his hips; tagged with the gagging sound that echoed the room. his length pulses in your mouth as his climax reaches, small curses fall from his mouth when he pulls you in one last time. there is a loud ‘pop’ sound when he removes himself from you and releases his hot creamy cum on your face. tapping his cock on your lips to open wide and drink every drop. his strong grip picks you from the floor and throws you onto the bed. “you sucked me dry, sweetheart. now it’s my turn.” he growls as he buries his head in your needy cunt. your pretty nails playing with his hair for more, like a good little slut.

༊ * · ˚ shunsui, urahara, renji, gin, toji, nanami, geto, gintoki, hijikata, eren, reiner, kishibe, kakashi, million knives, adrian tepes, uzui

[prinzrupprecht]

What do Shinsegumi members think of your relationship

This is random. Idk why it came up to my head..

Sorry if I missed anyone.. Chiruran sometimes ignored character development with some characters.

Kondo Isami

He’s the biggest supporter of Souji and never was too judgemental. You were taken in by Kondo when you were small before Souji came into the picture. When he found Souji, you catered to him instantly making sure he felt at home. You and Kondo didn’t care where he came from or about the demon that resides in him. This is what made Souji become so attached to you and Kondo. Kondo had let the two of you bond most of the time knowing what could come out of it. Kondo cares a lot for his happiness even if their jobs put their lives on the line. You were already aware that such things could happen to them or even you. It was inevitable knowing the two of you would get closer through the years and become exclusive. He hears you and Souji talking about the future all the time which warms Kondo’s heart.

Hijikata Toshizou

When he first joined the Shieikan dojo, he had no idea about you and Souji being more than friends and had asked you to duel him. Even after accepting it and witnessing his bad swordplay. Souji was annoyed by him at first asking you to fight. Hijikata didn’t care if you were a woman, he just wanted to practice with anyone. Souji warned him to pick on someone else who wasn’t his girlfriend. Hijikata didn’t believe that Souji could even get a girlfriend and thought all samurai were too busy fighting and had no time for that stuff. This made Souji give him a murderous stare. Hijikata felt defeated and didn’t want to get his ass beat again by Souji. Hijikata never bothered you again for sword practice and respected the two of you afterwards. He even promised Souji that he would also protect you if something happened to him.

Saitou Hajime

He was around for a while before the other members. Saito was a strange one in the group and was rowdy, he didn’t know about Souji and you at first. He always assumed Souji was a simp but had used another word for his excessive attention on you. Saito tried to get you to date him to see what would Souji do if he got with you before him. You quickly were taken back and declined him saying you were already with someone. Someone? Souji? He had to be him. He laughed it off and said he didn’t like you anyway. You were confused but left it as is before going back outside to sit next to the short boy. This had confirmed what he suspected but he wouldn’t bother you again or get on Souji’s nerves knowing he was the strongest and things could end badly for him. Normally Saito was cocky but he lost numerous of times to Souji.

Yamanami Keisuke

He was the most respectful member of the Miburoshigumi group. He was also the most observant and smartest of everyone. He didn’t necessarily approve of you and Souji since they’re putting their lives on the line daily so this made him wary. He couldn’t directly tell this to Souji knowing he would get defensive. That boy was incredible with his sword skills and it is unlikely he would die easily anyhow. Yamanami mostly kept to himself and let the two of you enjoy time together even if it was short, he noticed how you’d stay with Souji no matter what. Even if others told you to leave Kyoto, you refused and wanted to stay by Souji’s side. This warmed up to Yamanami more about how persistent you’ve become and slowly started to support your relationship with him.

Nagakura Shinpachi

He was more serious and didn’t care for the two of you doing whatever, he was more concerned for Souji and his responsibilities and hoped he wouldn’t neglect any for you. Souji got mad at him a few times for bringing up the future possibilities. Souji wanted to live in the moment and it pained him that such outcomes could put you or him at risk.

Harada Sanosuke

He was relatively quiet and kept to himself. He didn’t care for what others do and did. He didn’t mind you at all even if he looked scary, you treated him the same as everyone else. He respected Souji like he does for the other members.

Kamo Serizawa

This man was the absolute grossest person to be around with. If it wasn’t for you being someone close to Kondo, you were certain you would’ve been taken advantage of by him unwillingly. Souji was always with you when Kamo was presented in the same room which put you at ease. Yet, Souji hated him the most. Kamo never cared if the two of you were together. Especially his sexist comments and other sexual vocal remarks towards you were mainly to get Souji to show his true demon side. Well, Kamo was certainly correct that all the built-up tension he caused certainly made Souji want to kill him more than anything.

Note: I wanted to add Abiru and Todo but these two were barely shown with character interactions so I lacked some understanding on them the most.

[brittscafe]

Can i request “one bed trope” with Toushirou? I love this series of your very much <3

Of course! Thank you <3 <3 Also...I didn't even realize that I now have over 700 followers! Thank you all so so so much <3

The two of you were sent out on a mission, you were suppose to return the next day, but your enemies had other plans. Other plans that included you get hurt and Toshiro having to carry you back to the nearest place you could find.

You couldn't put much weight on your left leg and you insisted that you could walk, but Toshiro was too worried. He ignored you and demanded that you get on his back.

There was no point in arguing with you, so you climbed onto his back and he gave you a piggyback ride all the way to the little cabin in the woods.

"What if someone lives here?" you ask as Toshiro carries you up to the door.

"They're not home now," Toshiro retorts harshly, opening the door and stepping inside. Your eyes glance around the cabin, smelling of wood and honey.

It's not much. There's a bed snugged in the corner, two bookshelves, a little kitchenette, and a wooden table in the middle. Toshiro walks over to the bed and gently sits you down on it.

"Are you hungry?" Toshiro asks, walking into the kitchenette. You cock an eyebrow with surprise.

"You know how to cook?" you ask curiously.

"No...but I can try," he suggests, chewing on his bottom lip. Your eyes widen and you let out a tiny chuckle.

"Maybe hold off the cooking for another day. I really don't want you to burn down this cabin with both of us inside," you suggest and Toshiro nods his head, a smile panning across his face.

The sun starts to disappear over the horizon and the darkness settles in.

"Ok, then we should get some sleep. We have a long day ahead of us tomorrow," Toshiro explains and you pull back the cover, inviting him in.

"There's room, Toshiro," you point out, climbing underneath the covers.

"No, it's okay. I'll sleep on the ground."

"The bed is big enough for the two of us," you suggest and Toshiro shakes his head, still unsure.

"No, it's okay. You deserve sleep, too. Please," you plead with him, eyes softening. Toshiro lets out a tiny sigh and climbs into the bed with you.

You both lay there in the defining silence, too scared to even move or breath. You glance over at Toshiro, staring up at the ceiling. He turns his head and you quickly rip your gaze away.

He shifts in the bed at the same time you do. Your hands brush up against each other's and your heart skips a beat. Toshiro gulps and his eyes shift over to you.

His icy eyes lock onto yours as your hands are pressed together. You slowly move your hand over his, interlacing your fingers. Your breath hitches in your throat as you wait for his reaction.

You swear you could see a slight smile on Toshiro's face in the darkness. His fingers rest on the top of your hand and he squeezes, gently.

A chill runs down your spine, your body jolting slightly. You weren't sure how you were going to go to bed, emotions running wild, but you were safe.

[kuromitos]

Hello! Super cute blog (I love the pixel banners)!! I was wondering if I could request hcs for the Shinsengumi trio if they saw their s/o wearing their uniform? Thank you ^^!

Thank you! I try my best to make it cute so it more welcoming! And thank you for giving me my first shinsengumi trio request! 💖

Don't be surprised when I steal your clothes, you stole mine first!

[Shinsengumi headcanons]

Kondo Isao

He would die. You would look so adorable to him, his poor heart couldn't take it.

Not joking, by the way, he would literally pass out due to him not being use to this.

But seriously though, he loves seeing you trying on his clothes. Seeing his uniform hangs loosely on your body due to your size difference.

Everyone advise you not to do it again for his health.

He always hear about people trying on their partner clothes before and he thinks it a cute idea but he never been in a serious relationship where he can experience it before

But now it right in his face and his heart couldn't take it.

Doesn't matter what gender you are, he's a big dude. You're the smaller one in the relationship

He'll take pride in the fact you want to try them on. He thinks it's another you want to be close to him.

Sougo Okita

See, I view him as a possessive type of person. we seen evidence throughout this with the show so I declared this Canon practically.

Because of his possessive nature, He would love seeing you in his clothes.

He views it as the ultimate sign of you being his and his only. He getting so much pleasure from it.

think it looks good on you.

But he won't tell you that. He play it off and tease you about it.

'You know this is stalker behavior? Do I need to arrest you?'

After that day, he tries to find way for you to wear his clothes in public, mainly his jacket.

'You're shivering. Take my jacket.' 'Sou, it like 80 degrees out. I'm going to burn up in that.' 'You're so cold.' 'STOP'

Toshirou Hijikata

You have never seen this man more red in the face than you that day.

The moment he see you putting on the f8nal pieces of his uniform and process what happening, he turns his head so fast and walks out

You might think he did that because he didn't want to see you or he didn't like what you're doing but it the exact opposite

He absolutely loves seeing you in his clothes but he doesn't want to look bad in front of you and he didn't tryst his voice not to Crack at the moment so he walked away

He was later found screaming in his mayo pillow

Just like kondo, he heard of partners doing this and like it but never experience it before.

So when he sees it for the first time, it caught him off guard and filled him with a joy he doesn't understand

Questioning everything like 'why do I like this? Why is this filling me up with pride and joy? Why they look so cute?'

He wants to tell you how good you look but he too embarrassed to say anything.

Here you go! Hope this is good for you and you enjoys this!

That's all I got. Bye for now (^з^)-☆

[fgs-kira]

Hanabi 🎆✨

So cute ❤️

[starlightanya0wsblog]

*Y/N and Katsura sitting together while drinking*

Y/N: Ok I'll admit it! I'm in love with Gintoki! *drama queen pose*

Katsura: (=_=) Wow, who would have thought- gosh that's such a shocker...

Y/N: Zura, seriously; fuck you.

Katsura: Zura janai! Katsura da!

Y/N: (=_=)💢

[chugging-bleach]

I finally finished editing the chapters of my gintama x reader fic! The last chapter will be posted soon (before the end of 2024) so consider giving it a read <3

The Baby Daddy deserves to suffer as much as the Baby Mommy to birth an abomination

Pairings: Sakata Gintoki/Reader, Hijikata Toshirou/reader, Katsura Kotarou/Reader, Sacchan | Sarutobi Ayame/You, Tsukuyo (Gintama)/You, Takasugi Shinsuke/You, Kawakami Bansai/You, Kijima Matako/You

Tags: Fluff, Smut, Fluff and Angst, Angst, Drunken Shenanigans, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Pregnancy, Unplanned Pregnancy, Reader-Insert, Blow Jobs, Public Blow Jobs, Drunk Blow Jobs, Out of Character, Alley Sex, Fluff and Smut, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Vaginal Sex, Cunnilingus, Lesbian Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Jealousy, Roof Sex, Dark humour, Alcohol Withdrawal, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Drunk Sex Abortion, Not Beta Read the yorozuya took my money and ghosted, Light Bondage

Summary:

"I'm pregnant."

After one-too-many nights drinking, (y/n) finds herself with a baby. And no idea about who the father of this baby is.

She decides to ask the Yorozuya for help in her quest to confront the Baby Daddy.

[doki-doki-imagines]

hi hii :33 what about hiji comforting s/o that still can't get over the fact that he liked mitsuba in the past and feeling very insecure about it??

-He notices that something is wrong with you, but Toshirou has too much work to do, and honestly, he has never been good at reading people emotions. You'll have to make the first step. -It's at night, before going to sleep that you finally break. Your heart heavy and brain fatigued by that costant thought. -Toshirou puts out his cigarette, sitting in front of you. "I can't deny that I felt love for Mitsuba." His words blunt, like a knife tearing up your heart. "But I've felt the same for you-" Your eyes are teary, vision foggy, but still trying to look into his blue eyes. "And even more than love. Comfort, warmth, and my mind is always stuck on you. I got reprimanded by Kondo because my mind is always so filled by you that I wasn't doing well my job. Can you believe?" -His hands push you closer to his chest, firm on your back in a hug you soon reciprocate. "Don't be insecure. There is nothing to be afraid of. You are more than I deserve." Toshirou kisses the crown of your head, hands caressing up and down your spine. -You only felt sincerity from him, your heart recovering. -It won't be easy to erase your insecurities, but Toshirou has no problem helping you out.

[myshadowsbackstage]

Feeling Your Love | Hijikata x F!Reader

Summary: It wasn’t an ill-intentioned comment. You knew it. It was something Kamiyama even mentioned as some sort of joke. It wasn’t deeper than that. Wasn't it?

angst with a happy ending, pseudo/brief spoilers of the Mitsuba arc, negligence(?), I don't think there's much to warn about, but let me know if I missed something that seemed important.

W/c: 3.1k

a/n: Does anyone even read Gintama anymore?

Sometimes I forget you and the vice commander are a couple.

Granted, you knew what you were getting into when you started your relationship. Hijikata is a stoic man, he likes to project an image according to his reputation. The demonic vice commander of the Shinsengumi would be caught dead before being seen cuddling in public. Farthest he would go was taking your hand, and that was pushing it, he would prefer for you to hold his arm as you walk. So naturally, it would be normal for the rest of the Shinsengumi to not see you as Hijikata’s partner. Even if you spend almost everyday at their quarters, helping with some errands or cleaning the place a bit, just to spend more time with your lover. Even if, alongside Kondo, you were the only one who would call him “Toshi”. And even if you tried to steal a few kisses on his cheeks once in a while just to make him blush.

At the privacy of your home the story was different, behind closed doors, Hijikata was an attentive and generous partner. A gentle lover. He would whisper sweet nothings between kisses, about how mesmerizing you looked with your kimono that day, or he would like to spend an hour or two, laying on bed, half naked just caressing and feeling your body, with your relaxed breathing as the music that accompanied him as he tried to memorize every inch of you, not only with his eyes, but also with his touch, his ears, his nose, every sense invested in silent devotion, so if one day he was ever to lose any of them, he would still remember how it felt.

Private and public Hijikata were to different people. You knew that better than anyone. Then why did it sting so much when Kamiyama said that.

Another day at the Shinsengumi headquarters started and as soon as the opportunity to be far away from Hijikata arose, you took it. Your mind had been dwelling way too much in that inner conflict of yours, and seeing him only made you spiral further and further, you needed to think of something else if you wanted to keep your sanity. So thanks Yamazaki appeared struggling with a few boxes and documents piled one under the other, trying not to let any of them fall.

After that, you maintained your routine, walking around the place, helping some of the guys, and occasionally your lover. If Hijikata noticed that you didn’t try to kiss his cheeks when you finished the favor, he didn’t comment on it.

At midday, you came back with the bag of food Sougo had entrusted you with for lunch. You looked out for him around the building, and found him outside, taking a nap. You planned on leaving the food next to him, silently, not wanting to disturb him, yet he had other plans in mind.

“Thank you.” He startled you.

“Oh, you’re welcome. I thought you were asleep.”

“I was” You looked at him as he took off his sleeping mask, confused, yet decided not to say anything. This was Sougo we were talking about.

“Okay, enjoy your food then, is there anything else you need? I’m going with Toshi to make him eat something, but I could do one more errand before that”

“Is everything between you okay?”

“I’m sorry?” He seemed to ponder his next words.

“You know I like to mess with him, right?”

“Yes, I am very aware of that, Sougo” You deadpanned, remembering all the times he almost left you without your lover. “You are very vocal about it too”

“So you know I’m always keeping an eye on him”

“Sougo, I don’t know if I’m following”

“I notice the changes, y/n, even the small ones, that’s what I’m saying” You both looked each other in the eye, only the distant bicker of the Shinsengumi was heard. Before you could come up with something to say, he broke eye contact and started setting up his food “Just wanted to check up. You are dismissed, go and enjoy Hijikata as long as you can, I may be successful in my goals one of these days”

You sighed as the tension dissipated (Was there even tension in the first place?). Waved him goodbye for the moment and went to your boyfriend, convincing yourself you were paranoid with all the things going on inside your head.

He may have brushed it off in front of you, but this was Sougo, and if he excelled at something was at keeping people on their toes. You would be hyper aware of your boyfriend, and that fucking kid, getting lost in your thoughts, or getting startled if any of those two merely looked at you. 

“Y/n!”

You stopped and turned around following the source of the call. It was Isao. “Kondo? What's wrong?” He smiled and approached excitedly. Way too excited.

“You’re a woman, right?” You inhaled, preparing yourself, knowing anything could come up from that man’s mouth.

“Last I checked, yes, I am”

“Then how…” A beat, and for a moment he seemed, actually, kind of ashamed “How do you make a woman fall in love with you?”

“Excuse me?”

“It’s just” He pulled his hair, groaning “I have tried everything, but Otae seems absolutely immune to my charms, I’m looking for new ways to caught her attention”

“For starters, you could stop… visiting unannounced”

“Y/n! I’m being serious! I need real advice” You sighed again, trying to think of something he could find useful, as annoying as Kondo could be when it came to his affections, he meant well, and if you were honest, you would like to see him settling down with someone to keep him company.

“Make her feel special”

“But how?!”

“Be thoughtful,” he tilted his head, silently asking for you to elaborate “show her that she’s special for you, and let her know you want people to know you’re serious about it, and not just trying to find a way to sleep with her, or to have a body next to you at night, or just someone to get your dick warm” You gasped, just noticing that as you spoke, your speed increased. “Sorry” 

You looked him in the eye, and saw his face had changed. It was still curious, but his eyes weren’t daydreaming anymore, you saw that focused shine his eyes got anytime he read through someone’s shell. It was something you noticed during your time in the Shinsengumi. Even though everyone constantly made fun of him, Isao was a highly observant man, especially when it came to his people’s feelings. And as much as it warmed your heart to know that he was considering you one of them, you weren’t prepared for him trying to inquire in your mind right now. 

“I’m sorry, Kondo, one of the guys ask me to buy him a cake from the shop, I gotta go before they run out of them” And as you basically run away from him, Kondo chose to stay silent at the fact that you never spoke of someone without using their names, or how a cake shop hardly would run out of it.

Something at the back of Hijikata’s mind tried to set an alarm of something being off with you, but he had ingrained the fact that, if something were to be wrong, you would go and ask him to talk about it, so if you hadn’t reached to him, then it mustn't be something so terrible, and then he forgot about it. Sougo, on the other hand, kept his silent watch, he noticed how you always asked if anyone needed one more errand before going to Hijikata, instead of going directly after a certain hour like you used to. How you entertained Kondo’s antics a little bit more, making Hijikata wait for you instead of going home as soon as the end of the shift allowed it. How sometimes Hijikata would be talking to you and then you would have to ask him to repeat himself, since you were distracted. And Hijikata, Hijikata didn’t show anything.

It was the end of the week, and after Kondo seek him out just to ask him if he, too, noticed the rare air between the “lovebirds” (as he liked to called you two), to which he had to feign delusion or else Kondo would drag him to one of his plans, he decided he needed to do something, and fast. Or at least, before his commander decided to act on his own.

“Hijikata!”

“What do you want?” answered the other, without letting his eyes off of the reports.

“I have information on that terrorist Katsura”

“What is it?” Now, he was watching him.

“I can’t say it here, is top secret information”

“Sougo, we are alone”

“I can’t say it, we need to go to one of the meeting rooms” Hijikata took the cigarette hanging on his lips and threw it to the floor, stepping on it. He knew Sougo enough, he would have to follow his theatrics if he wanted to know what he was actually hiding.

Hijikata went with Sougo to one of the meeting rooms, and he couldn’t help but notice that it was one of the farthest rooms, away from the main hall and most of the noise. When Hijikata got inside, Sougo spurted “I forgot something” and closed the door before Hijikata could even react, letting him locked up.

“Sougo!, hey, Sougo!” Hijikata sighed and decided to sit on the floor, back to the wall, waiting for Okita to finish his tantrum or for someone else to come up near the place, so he could ask for help, right now, it was absolutely useless.

Not even 5 minutes passed when he felt footsteps on the corridor, he was about to scream for help, when he heard your voice in the next room.

“Sougo, what are we doing here?”

“Sougo, what are we doing here?” You were confused to say the least, Sougo had approached you saying something about needing help without offering any more detail.

“Sit” 

“Sougo, I am kind of busy right now, I promised Yamazaki I would help him sort some information he gathered in yesterday’s mission, and if you ask me, he seemed really overwhelmed, I don’t really have time to play games, right now.”

“Why don’t you break up with Hijikata?”

“Excuse me?” You were taken back to say the least, so much that you didn’t hear the thud that sounded suspiciously close to someone hitting his head with the wall in the next room.

“Why don’t you break up with–”

“No, I heard you, I meant… what?”

“You aren’t subtle, y/n, Hijikata may be a constipated idiot, but I have eyes” At that, you went and sat in front of him.

“What do you mean?”

“You tell me, that comment made you sit, didn’t it?” You looked at him in the eyes, there was something behind them, like he was trying to prove something but you couldn’t pinpoint what, or to whom, his eyes had that kind of faraway look as if he were looking at something beyond you.

“Okay, first of all I am not breaking up with him, I think, it’s just…”

“You think?” 

“No, I am not doing it”

“But you weren’t sure”

“Stop!” You almost screamed, overwhelmed by the sudden interrogation, confused even by your own feelings. “I know you’ve noticed my… weird attitude lately, it’s just… you know him, and I do too, I know how he is, I’m not gonna ask more about him, but sometimes I can’t help but wonder if… if he really loves me” Sougo was about to interject, but you didn’t let him “Like, I know he likes me, but… sometimes I do wish for him to be a little more affectionate, maybe?” You finished, unsure of what you were saying, the truth is that since you occupied your mind with chores, you didn’t even try to face or understand your own feelings, and now, being pushed by Okita’s pressure, it felt like you were throwing everything up. “When we’re alone, he’s perfect, he’s attentive and everything anyone could dream of, but when we are in public, that’s just… gone. It’s like I’m with a completely different person, and I know that’s just him, I love him, but does he love me or just my body?”

This time, a deafening silence fell between you two.

“Sorry, sorry, that was horrible, I shouldn’t have said that, I make him sound like he’s an asshole or something, it’s not like that, I swear, it’s–”

“Y/n, you don’t have to justify anything you say to me.”

“I’m sorry” Another short silence.

“Break up with him”

“Why are you so insistent with that?”

“He doesn’t make you feel loved, does he?”

“He does!”

“Doesn’t sound like it”

“Why do you care so much?!”

And Sougo wishes not to know the answer to that question. He swears to all the gods and deities, because he would rather die than pass through this again. But he knows. He knows exactly why he cares, and it’s because looking at you; your face, the adoration on your eyes whenever you saw Toshirou, that calm demeanor that surrounded both of you when you were together.

You reminded him way too much of Mitsuba.

“Because I am not letting that moron breaking any more hearts”

After that, Sougo let you go. A quiet understanding passed between you two that that conversation was meant to never be mentioned again. You both have made way too personal confessions to each other. You kept thinking about it, and now that you voiced your concerns out loud, things didn’t feel so dense. There wasn’t that fog on your mind anymore, you still felt a bit unsure and thought that you should speak to Hijikta about it. If it made Sougo this concerned, maybe there was an issue worth talking about after all. You kept wandering the place, absentmindedly helping the guys. You passed through Toshirou’s office once, but he wasn’t there. Maybe he got a call on the field while you were away speaking with Okita.

After helping Yamazaki sorting what you promised, you decided it would be a day for you. You did a few rounds, still not finding your lover, and when you were about to go to Kondo, asking about it, you saw him appear through the same corridor you passed just a few hours ago.

“Hey, sweetheart” You called him, he looked at you for a few seconds, you noticed an almost millimetric frown on his lips, and when you were about to ask if everything was alright, he hugged you. “T-Tosshi?”

You didn’t mind the affection, but this was so out of character for him, that you couldn’t help but notice the headquarters going silent. All the Shinsengumi looking at you, confused, expectant, but everyone, in complete and utter silence.

When he let go of you, he looked you in the eye, hands on your shoulders, he kind of reminded you of some kind of feral animal repressing his anxiety. “Why don’t we go try that new ramen place that opened down the street? I heard excellent reviews, I thought you may like it”

“Uhm, o-okay”

“Wait here” He went to his office, you stayed there, looking at the place he was just standing, and then you looked around, everyone was still watching you. You and the rest of the Shinsengumi looked at each other for a moment, as if asking the other, hey, did that really happened?, only when Hijikata’s footsteps coming back were heard, the place slowly resumed their tasks.

Toshirou came back with all of your belongings, ready to get out of the Shinsengumi quarters. “Let’s go” he took your hand, and if you were about  to say anything, now you weren’t, because: He. Took. Your. Hand.

“Tosshi, is everything alright?” You saw him flinch, and then gave you an awkward smile as you made your way out of headquarters.

“Sure, why wouldn’t it be?

“Well, you seem… let’s say volatile” He waited for you to be a bit further away from the Shinsengumi.

“I… I don’t know if we should have this conversation in the street” He looked troubled, and you felt your stomach sinking. He must have sensed it, because he immediately looked at you, and judging by the expression on his face when he saw yours, you were pretty transparent about it. “No! No! Don’t worry, it is nothing terrible, I  hope, I think, ugh”

He groaned and let go of your hand for a moment to light up a cigarette. He took a drag of it, and feeling a little bit more composed, he took your hand again.

“I heard you”

You kept your eyes on him, waiting for elaboration, but then the implications of that sentence clicked on your brain, and he knew you didn’t need any more explanation.

“Oh”

“Yes, ‘Oh’”

“I didn’t know you felt like that”

“I didn’t tell you” A beat.

“Why?”

“I thought… I thought everything was inside my head, which if you think about it, it was.” He chuckled “Kamiyama just made a comment about us, and I let it go to my head”

“What did he say?” He replied, sounding a bit more defensive than what he intended.

“Tosshi…”

“I’m curious! I won’t do anything to him, I swear”

“I hope so” You pushed him playfully “He just said something about him forgetting we were a couple, cause we never act like it in public… or not as much as others do, and I thought, maybe you were ashamed of me, or that you didn’t really love me, which is ridiculous, because I know you do, my brain knows that, but I couldn’t help to feel… I don’t know, alluded”

“It’s fine, I get it”

“No, it’s not”

“It is, because it doesn’t matter how many times I tell you ‘I love you’ if I don’t have actions to back up that statement” At that, you stayed silent, unable to refuse. “I’ll do better from now on. Don’t expect gigantic gestures or poems, you know I’m not cut for that, but I swear I’ll find a way, small ways, at least one each day, to remind you how important you truly are for me” And for the first time in a while, you allowed yourself to relax, showing him that smile that made his heart skip a beat.

“And I’ll make sure to do the same for you”

[yyxandere]

-ˋˏRAMBLE TRAMBLE. . . ->

So I've been watching Isshin for a week now, IM ALMOST DONE BUT I JUST SCENARIOS IN MIND (Sorry if this is gonna be lacking, I still haven't finished Isshin (┬┬﹏┬┬)

So imagine yandere Yakuza isshin harem with a darling who is a betrothed? LIKE LIKE HEAR ME OUT

Maybe you are in a respectable clan or you think your parents think that you're ready to be married whichever the reason but when the news spread out that your parents were letting you get betrothed, THEY WERE GOING INSANE

The moment Ryoma heard the news he was suprised, he was very much worried about your opinion about getting married off, and he would confront you about the subject, he would ask if you agreed to this or were forced into this, for this scenario let's say you said yes, then at first he would be very much suprised but when you reassured him that you really talk through it with your parent then he would be more relaxed. I'm not saying that he would immediately start courting but it did interest him one bit, he wouldn't really show it but he DESPERATELY wants to court you, but since he is still a wanted criminal he wouldn't make any big moves. He would protect you or walk with you so you feel safe and if there was anyone who tried to court you but made you feel very uncomfortable, he would first give them a stern talk but if the guy just ignored his warning he would unsheath his katana. In short, he would protect you from any suitors that really try to sweep you off your feet, but once all things are cleared and he is no longer a wanted man, then he would ask your parents to marry you.

Now for Soji, if he is ecstatic when he hears about the news, he will boisterously visit your parents' house and may or may not threaten them to let them marry you, Soji is an impatient man, and whenever he sees you with Ryoma walking around and bonding, he would feel very pissy, he would then disrupt your little bonding time with Ryoma then he would put an arm around you, he would steal you away from Ryoma. Soji then would take you out on dates maybe hiking so both of you can be far away from most of your suitors, he would pass this off as him trying not to do his paperwork or such, but he would say such bs excuse even though unironically the scenery he chooses was jawdropping and he even bought some food with him. But Soji would cut to the chase and tell you that he is courting you and he is not willing to go down.

Toshizo would also be ecstatic when he heard that you were being betrothed. Toshizo's position as the deputy chief of the Shinsengumi already gives him a good spot as a suitor, and Toshizo would also use his power to remove other low-life "suitors" who will only marry you for respect, money, or fame. He will have a talk with your parents he will make sure to leave many good impressions, his calm and stoic persona tricks many people, but people who know him know that he is determined to have you by his side. But of course, you have to be impressed too, he will take you away from Ryoma or Soji from your outing and will take you out on a date. Toshizo wouldn't outwardly say it but the whole village knows that the deputy chief of the Shinsengumi was planning to make you his bride. Toshizo knows that you also caught the eyes of his men, so he wouldn't hesitate to give them more work than needed.

Shinpachi would be nervous about approaching the subject to you, I mean he knows that his fellow samurai are also taking an interest in the proposal. Like Ryoma he knows that it is very much overbearing to be with many people in one day, so he would most of the time use his position to protect you and drive away any unwanted suitors, he would talk to your parents and he really tries his best to be on their good side and since Shinpachi is very strong he has to prove to your parents that he would never do anything to harm you.

[iwashie]

🌱 𝖮𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖱S 🌱

🌱 #𝐑𝐎𝐑

"Pianist Hand" (18+)- Hermes !!

#"am i creeping you out?" (18+) !!

🌱 #𝑮𝑶𝑳𝑫𝑬𝑵 𝑲𝑨𝑴𝑼𝒀

#"am i creeping you out?" (18+) !!

"SOME TEA...?" (18+)- Hijikata Toshizou !!

"PRIVATE ROOM" (18+)- Ogata Hyakunosuke !!

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🌱 #Haikyuu

#kita x reader- 'talk to grow'

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[prinzrupprecht]

Okita x female reader accidentally making them cry in a argument

Kind of using the old layout. Normally I make new ones. Anyway this will be Okita making fem!reader/your OC cry. Situation is a bit different than what happened in the manga.

Synopsis: normally you never upset him until you got yourself in dangerous situations. This started when you wanted to help them beat Serizawa’s faction. He was against you helping them in any way. This caused a major argument because what were you then? You were supposed to be a fighter. Little had you known he was doing so to protect you.

Warnings? Some Chiruran spoilers.

WC: 962

You had done it again. You went against their orders and spoke to Niimi in private about Abiru’s death who was suddenly killed and you suspected him. Souji was furious along with Hijikata. You put yourself in a dangerous situation. It was practically forbidden to get into altercations with other members or else you have to seppuku.

“It doesn’t matter, I want to be the one to kill Niimi.” Saitou was also mad at you for taking the matter into your own hands.

“I know he was the one that killed Abiru… it’s just… not fair.” He was clenching his fists tightly before storming out of the room. You weren’t wanting to kill Niimi but you wanted to know the reason why he killed him.

“Why did you go?” Okita pulled you to the side. He was now an executive of the newest Aizu domain unit called the Shinsengumi.

“I don’t know, I was mad. Do you need to question everything I do?” You brushed him off. Your heart was stammering in your chest and Souji was ignoring what you had said to him.

Souji was someone closer to you than the others. Even when you’ve wanted to be alone, he always somehow liked your company and silence. He started to grow worried over the years when you became more involved in their fightings. He even brought such concerns about how he didn’t want you to fight and get hurt. Not after the first time when you two were teens and got severely injured. Souji was crying and blaming himself over your injuries against some ronin who had attacked you in broad daylight. Souji had since, been more cautious and refused to let you get hurt again.

“That's not… why I’m upset. Niimi-san could’ve done something to you or Serizawa-san—"

“He’s right,” Yamanami over heard you two talking but decided to stay out of it. The tension between you and Souji was getting heated from the looks of it.

“I’m fine, they won’t do anything to me.” You huffed and Souji was growing irritated the more you were refusing his orders. He was one of the higher-ups and you were disobeying him? How could you be so certain they won’t hurt you?

You could feel his eyes burn in the back of your head. “Could you at least tell me if you were going to do something like that next time?” Souji wanted to call your decisions stupid which would’ve been the first ever he had said something mean to someone. He was upset and hurt over it. Niimi was a creep and someone to not trust and the fact you went into Kamo’s residence could’ve meant anything. It terrified him. You were someone too important to him to lose.

“Why? So you could stop me? I was mad and I just… wanted some form of closure over what happened to our comrade.” You were holding back from bursting into tears. Now he’s mad at you… he could understand how you felt but it was too rash to barge into the other residence to demand answers.

“What you did was idiotic… and it pains me to see you do that. Don’t you think of the others? Me? Kondo?” Souji was clenching his jaw in anger but he didn’t or wouldn’t ever raise his voice at you. He was not that kind of man. He still very much cared and loved you despite if you never wanted him.

Souji didn’t know what to say for a moment. “I don’t want to see you get hurt, that is all.” He looked down despondently. Why was he being a coward of his own feelings? You knew he loved you more fondly than platonic, but were you pushing him away? You fell silent and he spoke again.

“Next time you disobey orders, Kondo-san may have to relieve you from your duties.” He stopped as he saw you sob quietly on your mattress from bottling up your emotions from the past few hours. You couldn’t bare the thought of leaving and he was right.

“I— I’m sorry, you– you should leave me alone. Th–The damage is done, wh— what more is there? You don’t— you don’t want me to get hurt… but what about you? I worry about you and everyone else…” you couldn’t help but hiccup half your sentences but Souji stayed and instead walked over to you and put his arms around you while leaning against your side to give you no space. You were trying to calm yourself down but your breathing was a bit too heavy.

You looked over at him as you accepted his embrace and wrapped your arms around him as well. “I’m sorry, Souji. I’ll try to think more rationally next time,” you croaked out as you were the one mostly leaning into him now. Were you tired now? He wanted to stay with you longer but you didn’t tell him to leave again. Maybe he could enjoy this moment more.

“Can I… stay? For the night?” Souji quietly asked. You looked up to him and smiled despite the painful day you had.

“I want that… more than anything right now.”