#highkey anxious posting this

[rustybutterknife]

redditors and fakeclaimers in general are losers. you could be the "perfect" archetype of a system and theyd still find a way to fakeclaim you, dont take their opinions to heart. its rough, and easier said than done, but YOU know your experiences better than some asshole on one of the social media apps.

i hope you have a good day :>

Thank youuu

I feel like the whole “fakers/disordered” shit is very similar to the whole “truscum/tucute” arguments on tumblr/reddit that went on in the late 2010’s

[michidrawsathing]

Samuel Hayes

Age: 24. Nickname (if any): Sam, as called by close friends or family. Birthday: October 9, 1999. Zodiac: Libra. Dream Occupation: Aspires to be a culinary chef. Height: 6'2" (188 cm). Gender: Male. Sexuality: Bisexual (prefers men). Significant Other: None. Family: He is an only child, he lives with his mom and dad. MBTI Personality: ISFP (Adventurer). D&D Alignment Type: Lawful Good. Enneagram Personality: 2w1 (The Companion). Likes: Cooking, reading, shopping for loved ones, debating, cute things (like Sanrio Co.) Dislikes: Crowded places, being the center of attention, people pointing out his anxiety, getting into relationships quickly. Strengths: Good work ethic, protective, excellent cook, excellent debator, loves someone for who they are. Weaknesses: Shy, anxious, stays away from groups, thinks too heavily into things, finds it hard to be in love.

Turn-Around:

TBA

Voice Claim:

Haruki Nakayama (Given)

For additional images and info hit, "Keep reading".

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Previous Lovers: Kyle (as seen above) and Ioh (belongs to @denpamonart ).

When I created Sam he had purple eyes. Then I said, "Well... maybe he should only have a natural eye color", so I made them green. Then, I decided I liked him better with purple eyes.

Sometimes your first decisions are the right ones.

Sam's Tag: #michidrawsathing sam

[sapphicdib]

woo first post of the year! i finally finished my doodles of everyone in the streamer au :3 i’m rlly excited to post it cuz i love this au dearly!! some lil snippets of info about everyone is below the cut if ur curious abt this silly au :3

LTTM | Kamaria (she/her)

Works as a nutritionist, was inspired to go into the field because both her parents are doctors! Usually mods Sig’s chat and occasionally joins streams if she’s up for it. In a book club with Cyra, and is a little gym rat, specifically weight training and likes to joke that she can bench-press Sayani (she can.). Usually level-headed but gets extremely anxious when people get sick, especially Felix. Thankfully Sayani and Cyra are there to force her to rest and help if one of them is under the weather. Massive lesbian and Sayani’s partner.

SRS | Cyra (they/he/xe)

Sheltered catholic boy turned nonbinary librarian with like 3 boyfriends (gn). Started using they/them on accident when they got asked their pronouns in class and panicked and blurted “he/they” and then was too awkward to correct himself. Currently attends school with Felix, getting their masters degree in library science (xier bachelors was in history). On the very rare occasion they join sayani’s streams, xe wears a facemask which has triggered sayani’s fanbase to make a “headcanon” that he’s a vampire and doesn’t wanna show his fangs. Joined a book club to find some friends that he goes to with Kamaria.

SOS | Sylvia (she/her)

ngl she’s usually just a background character, probably an accountant or something

OSO | Felicity (she/her)

fun fact i literally googled “bitchy girl names” to get a name for her. looks like a tired office woman. probably works with sliver and hates her.

EOI | Echos (any/all)

haven’t really used him either but they’re vegan and like crocheting :3 probably has a small business on etsy or smth

CW | Chase (he/him)

straightest gay man in existence. had piper convinced he was genuinely straight until yui told them otherwise. sig’s childhood best friend and partner in crime. not a streamer but does play games with sig regularly. his last name is Gray-Windsor (clubs came up with that banger)

NSH | Sayani (she/he/it)

god i could dump so much stuff about this lil freak. she’s a streamer, obviously, and also a top-ranked esports player in multiple FPS games. refuses to tell chat its pronouns bc she thinks it’s funny watching them guess. gets hella bitches and is dating kamaria, cyra, & felix, and occasionally fucks around with piper, yui, & chase. his mom is from the philippines and his dad is japanese, and her mom speaks to him mostly in tagalog, which sig can understand but can’t speak (…aside from swear words, lmao). attended the same college as felix & cyra’s for one semester until the streaming thing blew up.

PI | Piper (they/them)

DEFINITION OF PRETTY PRIVILEGE. PURE OF HEART AND DUMB OF ASS. lowkey stoner and helps felix w his chronic pain. highkey gay whore, is with Felix officially and kinda Cyra and Sayani. competitive esports player & streamer who met sayani at a competition.

UI | Yui (she/they)

streamer & competitive esports player, can come off as a bit of a bitch due to being defensive in such a male-dominated space. from korea and makes fun of sig for not being bilingual like she is. very close friends with piper and phoebe.

ABL | Phoebe (they/them)

again, haven’t really used them much but they’re yui’s best friend. has a massive crush on yui but doesn’t really have the confidence to go for it. enjoys fashion design.

FP | Felix (he/him)

Kamaria’s adopted brother (hence why he’s a scrawny ass white boy). Battled cancer as a child and deals with chronic pain due to it, but has been in remission since he was 12! has to use crutches when he walks sometimes. artsy little fuck and getting his bachelors of fine arts, drew all of the emotes for sayani’s streams. used to be camera shy but eventually came to be a pretty regular guest on stream, and occasionally does little drawing streams. knows how to play guitar and sing, but thinks his voice sounds “girly” so he doesn’t do it often. dating sayani, cyra, and piper.

aaaaaand yeah! that’s all i can think of rn lmfao. i’m probably gonna hit post and be like “NO I FORGOT TO SAY—“ but oh well lmfao. feel free to send me asks abt it :D

[dwarf-hat-enjoyer]

I meant to ask yesterday, but how ab some touch starved Harvey head cannons? <3

🤝Touch-Starved Harvey🤝

synopsis: Exactly what it says on the tin <3 Our favorite town doctor craves physical intimacy more than he knows. Headcanons+drabble of how he copes with it, how he reacts to physical contact, and a bonus of how he reacts to receiving physical affection! gn!Farmer, romance. SFW.

w.c.: 1.7k words!

content warnings: None!

A.N.: BABY'S FIRST REQUEST! Thank you so much :,) Highkey this was super enjoyable for me to write and I'm REALLY happy that you liked my other post enough to pop in!!! Enjoy &lt;3

Before the farmer, before befriending Maru and assimilating into his role as the meek and respectful town doctor, he had always been rather avoidant to initiating casual physical contact. Everything he gave, everything he received- it all ranged from polite social expectancies to standard work-related procedures. He didn't think much of it. Having always been a more anxious type, the possibility of making another uncomfortable was always on his mind in these interactions, and what better way to avoid such a thing than to not have it at all? Handshakes and the occasional stiff hug were enough for him. Unfortunately, this proved to be a bit of an oversight on his end, considering the side-effects it would provide.

By the time the farmer arrives, his chronic loneliness has very much caught up with him. Not only has he distanced himself physically from others around him, but mentally as well. Outside of his clinic, the way Harvey's been so avoidant to touch has turned it into a source of anxiety for him. His self-consciousness extends to this field as well- when Granny Evelyn beckons him to lean down for a hug after he's finished his house visit to George, he worries that he's hugged her too tightly or for too long in the very back of his mind. Even the handshake exchanged with the governor at the last year's Luau haunts his memory, with the constant niggling thought that he hadn't been firm enough.

And don't get this man started on his non-existent romantic life. Moving to such a small town those few years ago, he knew that prospects like that would be limited, to say the very least. Many of the eligible singles in town, as lovely as they were, were...well, not exactly his type. And even those that were, how could a guy like him ever manage anything with anyone? The thought of being forward or flirtatious in any way practically gave him hives. But the idea of having someone to be close to, physically and emotionally...He couldn't say that he didn't crave that. But all in all, he wholeheartedly believed that it wasn't in the cards for him and his touch-starved ways.

Enter the farmer. They were just another patient to Harvey in the beginning, another member of the town for him to look after. He didn't pay much attention when they touched him or when he touched them, aside from his ordinary overthinking. He couldn't afford to think too deeply about, really. He was their doctor, for Yoba's sake, and whether it was a friendly punch in the arm or a simple tap on the shoulder to get his attention, it would be highly unprofessional to dwell on. Besides, the mystique of being new in town and charmingly single was sure to draw them quite a few pairs of eyes, anyway. How could he compete?

Well...He definitely began thinking about that. Time marched forward as time does, and an unexpected friendship began to blossom. Harvey being Harvey, it was hard for him to recognize his developing feelings at first. Their gestures became more frequent, and his heart swelled with each one. Whether it be grabbing his wrist to drag him to see their chickens or a grateful hug for patching them up after a night in the mines, it lingered in his mind longer than it should have. When the day came that he idly pondered asking them to the coming year's Flower Dance, it all suddenly became clear to him: He'd fallen. And he'd fallen hard.

Everything suddenly became so much more meaningful. The coffee and pickles they'd frequently brought him, fresh from their farm. When he caught them looking at him and only him among the faces of a festival crowd, was that a sign? Did they think about him as often as he thought about them? Did they think about his touch the way he thought about theirs? With all these thoughts swirling about in his head, he would suddenly become much more reserved around the farmer, quiet and flustered as if a single word could shatter the friendship they'd so carefully cultivated already.

Eventually, something would have to be said about his behavior. This is Harvey, after all- and even if it weren't, who in their right mind would suddenly clam up the way he did for no good reason?

Clamming up...Was that what he was doing? Harvey sighed to himself as he took in the early summer atmosphere. He brushed his knuckle over the surface of the fountain's water, sitting contemplatively at its edge. It was on days like these where he wished he had the confidence and sense to dress down a little rather than sweltering away in his slacks and button-up shirt, but there were other things on his mind. The sweat on his brow was the least of his concern. How could it be anything else? He'd recently realized that it had been two or three weeks since he'd realized his feelings towards the farmer, after all- which marked two or three weeks since his overthinking was pushed into overdrive by every little moment between them. His mind wandered back to the early days of their friendship. When Harvey closed his eyes envisioned his feelings, true to his bookish personality, he saw a graph. With every little moment between them, the line grew bit by bit until it became positively exponential. The way the farmer aided him at George's check-up was the first incident he could recall. When George, being every bit the stubborn old man he was at first glance, chastised Harvey for his advice, their sudden appearance ended up making the appointment much less of a headache than he expected. Their own appointment went a similar route, with them being one of his easier patients. It went as smoothly as it could have. Harvey had nearly forgotten the incident, but their pulse stuck out in the otherwise unremarkable memory. They were a farmer, for Yoba's sake. They had a business to run, physical labor to attend to and an entire town to entertain to keep themself afloat both financially and socially. Any other doctor wouldn't've thought twice about it and simply moved on with their day. Any other doctor wouldn't've fallen this hard for a patient, he reminded himself grimly. "Hey, Harvey!" In an instant, his thoughtful silence shattered like an egg thrown at the mountainside at the sound of the familiar voice. They'd sought him out. Did he really mean that much to them? Damn it all, doctor, don't get your hopes up! The contents of the farmer's backpack rustled and clanged with every step as they trotted up to him. With a proud grin on their face, they held out their hand expectantly, a small something clutched in their fist. "Oh. Erm...Hi. How are you today?" Harvey asked politely. The farmer blinked, then smiled warmly. "I'm doing alright. Just got back from the mines. Don't have a heart attack, I managed to find that purple mushroom you asked for at a level that wouldn't kill me." Harvey chuckled stiffly, reaching for the mushroom presented in their hand. Big, big mistake. It was a simple brush of their fingers. He hesitated to even call it a mere accident. They seemed so calm, despite the fact that he'd definitely lingered for a millisecond longer than he should have. In the moment, he cleared his throat awkwardly, preparing to apologize- "Harvey." "Ah, I'm sor- Yes?" he stammered, smiling in a way he prayed didn't seem nervous. "If you're going to apologize for touching me," the farmer began, gently yet firmly, "I'm gonna take that mushroom right back. You're squeezing that poor fungus to death, anyway." It was only at their words that he noticed his death grip on the mushroom. He opened his mouth to apologize anyway, but the farmer continued, "That's just something I noticed, you know? One, you've been super quiet with me lately, and two, every time we so much as brush up against each other when we do talk, you start tripping over your words and apologizing as if you just slapped me." "I know that you do get bouts of anxiety, but..." The farmer trailed off, "We're still friends, right?" Their question was genuine, concern-wrought and excruciatingly, painfully innocent. Harvey could hear their voice quieting as it left their lips- not accusatory, simply gentle and ready for whatever answer he'd give.

Harvey fumbled over his words before they'd even left his mouth. To explain himself would be to reveal the absolute fool he had been. Avoiding them for as long as he did would've only harmed their relationship, just as the farmer revealed had happened that moment. Of course they were worried. Of course they wondered whether or not he was mad at them. Of course they'd be hurt by the way he'd shied from every touch of theirs, all because he had made great towering mountains out of the littlest molehills. "Harvey…?" "It's complicated," he blurted out. The farmer's eyes widened as the words poured out of him. "I've tried to keep our relationship professional at first. After that, I- I thought it would be strictly platonic. I didn't even consider the fact that I would feel this way about you." "What do you mean 'this way?'" they prompted him gently. This farmer was going to kill him with how sweetly patient they were being. With a deep breath, he spat it out. "I'm interested in you. Romantically." What Harvey expected in that moment was a kind let-down. A small speech about how they value him as a friend, but can't see any sort of future with them. At worst, a sneer and a more curt rejection. They wouldn't be the type to laugh and mock him, this much he knew. What he hadn't expected was the smile pricking at their lips. Nor did he anticipate the way they reached softly for his hand and the electric joy that set every nerve in his body alight at their touch. It was all clear now. And damn, he truly was a fool to believe so deeply that they didn't feel the same. "Is that all, big guy?" … Oh, farmer. You'll be the death of this doctor yet.

~FIN~

[k-nkypills]

Just had the most sexually charged / weirdly queerly platonic but still sexually charged experience of my life help (FRIENDS INVOLVED IF YOU SEE THIS NO YOU DONT LEAVE ME BE🧍🏻)

Me: *tells gecko I love when him and fly tease me in front of friends, how I wish they would do it more often (because lowkey something queer platonic and very very sexual lurks within this server istg cuz my friends be FINE AS FUCK sometimes man, I’ll explain in an end note)*

🦎Gecko: *takes me up on it, we get consent from the group of friends we’re gaming with because we’re at that kinda friendship / bond level and the conversation turns to my tumblr because the conversation had been a lil sexually charged for a HOT second.*

Me: *attempting not to die in our game, fully and well embarrassed and flustered because this is extremely hot and everyone’s focusing on me, I’m trying to think but literally all my blood rushed to my dick on top of me being stoned*

A friend of mine: *asks about getting a link to my tumblr and asking if he should read out my posts*

Me: *silently asking god if this is what people feel before dying because I’ve never been that unfocused, highkey so hard I might cry and light headed*

🦎Gecko: *dms me a picture of a post I made about 🌅Haven*

Me: *feels my heart stop and I fully blue screen, im definitely gonna have complicated feelings about this later but that’s not my business*

Another friend: *makes a comment about how none of this surprises them, adding to my embarrassment n struggle to think properly (not negative)*

Everyone: *making comments about me like I’m a dog they’re cooing at, getting called cute by gecko in DMs, one of my other friends making a comment about how flustered I am making my head swim*

Bonus:

*me and a friend texting, I’m stoned and wanting attention and someone to game with and I keep begging them to join me and I’m being a brat about it and we’re lowkey kinda being gay and sassing one another*

Nonbinary (Ikyk) friend of mine: “keep begging I dare you, I might get the wrong impression”

Me: *literally stop’s functioning and my brain turns off a second before I react totally normal and in a normal way* “YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT TO A HOMOSEXUAL”

(Note: something homosexual keeps happening in this server istg, this shit keeps happening and istg at some point two (or more) ppl are gonna kiss and everyone who’s been flirting platonically is gonna fuck😒. God help us all /j this little note is mainly a joke, we all flirt, and some of my friends are hot; can you blame me? However THIS made me hard and I will be thinking about it later)

(Are you really a large friend group of poly, queer/trans assholes if you don’t act like a large polycule)

(Another note: I love my boyfriends and only my boyfriends romantically, sometimes the homies can hit is all 😌) (I fear what they’ll do with this, am actively anxious help)

[trashpandacraft]

@mor-and-more, this is for you. tumblr won't let me add video to reblogs and is being highkey uncooperative about this, so it's new post time.

many people who are fairly new to spinning are anxious about dropping their beautiful drop spindles.

first: honestly, you don't have to be. they're called drop spindles for a reason—because you drop them. it's going to drop sometimes; that's just the nature of the craft. it's ok. most of them are pretty sturdy.

second: if this is putting you off starting, try what i only half-jokingly call the no-drop method! it's pretty slow, so you're probably not going to want to do this forever, but you can use it to get to a place where you're comfortable enough that you're willing to try other things.

this is basically park and draft, but not a variation i've seen discussed much, so i made a video, featuring my cat, who really really really wants to help. there's a text version of this method after the video.

this is a no-audio situation (other than random background noise), so quick notes.

first and foremost, i'm holding the spindle between my feet, because that's what's comfortable for me and because i took this video around a tripod. there's no reason that you can't do this sitting on the sofa with the spindle between your knees, or with your legs crossed tailor-style and the spindle tucked into the fold of your knee, or whatever else makes sense for you.

the other thing is that i had to trim the video a little to fit on tumblr, which is why it ends abruptly. there are videos made by much more skilled videographers about how to do things like predraft, find the staple length, and draft while you spin, so i don't show any of that either (except incidentally), but if anyone's like 'no, i feel that having this from you, specifically, will make my life better,' let me know and i'll make another video. maybe without the cat. (maybe with more cat! who can say.)

text version, including some extra notes:

trap the spindle so it can't move, but you have easy access to it. (see list of suggested positions above.)

take your predrafted fibre and hook it onto your spindle. i like to basically fold a staple length in half and use that. once it's hooked, keep your hand there, holding the fibre so it stays folded around the spindle hook.

keeping the spindle trapped, twist it. you're just loosening your feet or knees or whatever enough that you can twist the stick.

twist will move into the fibre around the hook. hooray! your fibre is now attached to the spindle. twist a little more. keep pinching it at the top!

draft out a tiny bit more fibre, move your pinch up to the top of that, and let the twist move into the drafted fibre.

keep twisting, drafting out a little, letting the twist move up, and twisting some more. if the yarn looks like it's getting too loose, let the tension off of the yarn and keep twisting, then reapply the tension. a weird thing about twist is that it doesn't move well unless it's under tension. i really tried to show this in the video, and i failed. i will repeat attempts if anyone desires.

if you're not sure if you have enough twist, just move your fibre hand towards the spindle. if the yarn twists around itself, you're probably good. (i check that a lot in this video, because i never spin in this style recreationally, and i don't have good instincts for it.)

when you have an arm's length of yarn, wrap it onto your spindle. for the first time you do this, you'll want to hold the bottom of the yarn, right where it attaches to the hook, as well as the top of the yarn, right before you get to unspun fibre. just wrap it onto the shaft of the spindle. i sometimes find it useful to lay the first tiny bit of the yarn—again, the bit that was on the hook—parallel to the shaft, and then wrap over that, which helps make sure things are good and tight.

hook back onto the spindle and repeat.

you can do this as long as you want to, up to and including forever. it's sort of a hybrid style of spinning—not quite suspended spinning, not quite supported spinning, and not quite grasped/clasped spinning, but a collection of elements from all of them. you're making yarn! you're spinning!

that said, after you do this a few times, you may feel like it's a little unnecessarily fussy and slow. which is also totally fine. try loosening your grip on the spindle and giving it a little twirl. you don't have to let go entirely if you don't feel ready to, but loosen up enough that it'll spin, then clamp back down. you can see me doing this at the very end of the video. at this point, you're basically doing park and draft, and can go from there.

like i kinda implied at the start of this post, this is very far from the only way to approach learning to spin, but especially if you're anxious about damaging your spindle or (like me) hate unexpected noises, it might be one to consider.

[mouthwashingconfessionsblog]

this fandom is highkey scary. like there is so much cool stuff here and i love y'all but i am genuinely afraid to talk about some stuff

hi. um. jimmy fictive here. waves

i get so much shit for just existing. like i genuinely have anxious fits where i can barely talk to people because i'm scared they'll hate me for my source. i'm scared to post art because i get called names (i'm not a roach i'm not a "stinky poo poo man" i'm not jambalaya). i'm scared to sign off my name on posts because people call me a rapist.

i'm not even canon. i'm canon-divergent. i'm literally just A Guy and people get so mad over nothing.

i just. idk. can we make an effort to make this fandom feel safer. because i really like it here. but it is genuinely scary for me sometimes.

- jimmy 📗🌿

and uh feel free to ask questions or whatever i'd be happy to answer /gen

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[uglifish]

Yo, just wanted to say that I really loved that last post of yours. You're right: escapism into fandom is a valid refuge from the chaos of the real world!

That said, I have a headcanon question: I know you really like Prideshipping, but what relationships do you usually imagine happening on the side/in the background of that?

omg hi rosalind! long time no talk! :D off the top of my head, relationships I have mention on the side which I do love to ship are: marik x bakura as seen in [I Despise Being in Nature] seth x kisara as seen in [Underwater Chrysalis] mahad x isono as seen in [Midnight Snack] I also very often put [Yugi x Anzu] together or [Rafael x Yami ] together for a bit of [christmas competition] to make Kaiba anxious, but it's never a serious thing bc of course prideshipping is my maiinn :D They come up the most because I love those side characters and always feel like they need some love :D I highkey love the dark magician / Mahad. In future stories, I want to give dice king Otogi and Zigfried some love too, so please look forward to that. I also have some unpublished multi-ship harem (kaiba vs everyone) type of thing, so if you want to see some of that, please let me know!

I can post a few chapters right now on this blog tagged under [tumblrexclusive] :D

thank you for coming here into my inbox! [HERE] is a record of all my past answers +++ ask me anything here +++

[solarpunkani]

Dude, I think it's super awesome that you haven't been able to post as much because you are busy organizing. I went to my local DSA info meeting this month and too feel inspired to actually start doing something. One of the things I mentioned in response to the question of why I was interested in joining the org was that I was tired of just seeing it on the internet and feeling helpless.

So I def won't blame you for not posting, nor should anyone else. Plus seeing ur post further motivated me to keep going and solidified my choice to become a dues paying member. Thanks.

Oh I uh

Thanks

But I wanna be clear I think I’m organizing in like. The lightest most gentlest sense of the term. I’ve done a couple trash cleanups and gone to like 2 meetings total. Three if I can make it to the January one? Thats about it.

Well we also did a Squad Hike but yknow.

Me and some other buddies are trying to take over a derelict community garden to grow like veggies and herbs and stuff for whoever wants to take but thats not a DSA thing. Though we did meet through the DSA. Highkey I started yapping about gardening and then a new channel was made and we were emailing the city. (Im not the one in charge of it because its like 20-30+ min from my house so I can’t go Super Regularly but I’m like. Helping.)

But like. I’m still too awkward to do the phone banking or anything. They were concepting maybe doing a rally on inauguration day and I’m too anxious to really consider going even though they say rallies are usually chill. I haven’t even gone to one of their chill post-meeting hangouts because I’m A: awkward and B: don’t like the food at the restaurants they go to like that

Like literally I cannot emphasize enough I was literally just riding the high of doing a trash cleanup once every other Saturday and yapping about plants that I genuinely forgot that the tide of global politics was shifting into drowning mode for two wholeass months.

Though working the Christmas rush at Target might’ve also helped with that because MAN…..

[etheries1015]

Yahallo, this is kinda random but like,, I used to be in TWST years ago and i came back recently, im highkey kinda worried about if im allowed to?? Im an adult and usually a unsafe for work author?? You seem like a reasonable person, anything you could tell me? Is the fanbase as active as it used to be? Would i be welcomed here? Sorry if this is a wild ask but id rather ask then be shunned from something so special to me? Whatever you do, if you just ignore me too. I hope you have a wonderful day/night! -🤍

I can totally get your concerns, I guess sometimes as an adult myself I can get worried about being seen as like...a horrible or weird person getting into "childish" things like Twisted wonderland, but here's the thing.

With the Twisted Wonderland fandom, I see alot of adults here. I keep my blog 18+ for a reason, to interact with other adults that have the same interest as me.

If other people don't share this interest with me, that's fine. They don't have to interact with me, they don't have to be my friend, and frankly, I don't care to talk to those people or react to them if they don't see eye to eye on my interests. My content just isn't for them.

Reality versus fiction. Most adults and people can actively treat those as two completely separate entities. If you can't? that is a whole different issue.

I think this fandom is pretty active...? At least, It's fun to interact with other people who ARE active. I have made quite a few mutuals through this fandom and being an active writer of its characters.

I personally tend to avoid writing NSFW for the younger classes and stick mainly with Malleus and Lilia or the other adults of the game, but there are other writers who I know openly write for the other students who age them up and make certain that they are being clear that they have no alternative motifs. I personally try and see past this, so long as they aren't being openly predatory - because this is where reality vs fiction comes in, and being able to properly differentiate the two is very important.

Some incredibly sensitive souls may take what I say and try and twist around my intent, but I think that if the writer is aging them up and understanding that they are honestly just fictional characters created for a wide range of audience, and you are not actively utilizing it as an excuse to be creepy or predatory, and not actually harming anyone, I don't see much of a problem. I guess that entirely depends on how exactly you're writing it. I have definitely seen a few questionable NSFW posts from a few people that made me question their motifs and ideas behind writing for certain characters, but I simply block them and move on.

There will, of course, be people that disagree with me in that aspect. But then those people just weren't meant to be my audience or my friend, and that's okay.

I say write what you want to write within moral bounds, and hopefully, it hits the audience that you are hoping to aim for. Writing should be self-indulgent and typically for your own entertainment, so do what you feel is right, and it will attract the right people.

I don't really like talking about topics like this unless I actually know the person and their stance on things like this, it always makes me incredibly anxious thinking I may come off wrong or my intentions completely twisted around, so I hope I was able to answer your question satisfactorily without offending anyone. Although, it is impossible to appease everybody.

[ftm-radio]

I might just be setting myself up for a big dose of disappointment, but I really do feel like the next time I put on some trans tape it's gonna go a lot better?? last night I was lurking on the trans tape insta and i saw some of the videos where they showed different folks putting on the tape and idk I feel like something just clicked, so I'm excited!

the unfortunate thing is that I have to take off the tape I'm currently wearing before I get another go at it lmao 🥲 I'll be doing that tomorrow since the house is busy today and we have to babysit my sister's kids. and it might end up being mostly me doing it which is....... fun. :/

[rel-ish]

i need to try to draw at least one of the frames from the look up album cover later for my mental healthy

[quakeriders]

I'm afraid to ask but how's the hogwarts AU coming?

omg, don’t be. I’ve actually read through the first 6 of 23 chapters and edited them.

however, I’ve found a few things that need to be fixed and also I seem to have swapped a few characters around in the middle of writing so that needs a bit more editing. (I need to read the rest to be sure) so, it’s not ready yet, but it’s more ready than it was last week.

is that a good enough update? I’m sorry but its my baby and i want it to be at least worth the wait.

Let‘s do Sleepover Saturday

[coolspacequips]

ive had my meds in me a couple hours, and as i drink this cup of black coffee @ 10 pm... i am becoming increasingly myself lmao......

[duskittycat]

can complete strangers PLEASE stop blocking me it makes me so incredibly paranoid

[gg-astrology]

okay so sdkjsdk i just dropped by to tell you, i've been following since before you did the sun-moon combos which is not a lot of time tbh, but i've always been kinda like a silent reader i guess ? but when you did those i actually wrote you on anon telling you that i felt super identified with what you wrote for my combo (cancer sun/scorpio moon btw) and i was like ?? shocked that you answered so quick! (1/2)

so i felt super motivated to actually write you off anon to tell you how much i appreciate the effort you put into answering your asks no matter who’s the one asking! i absolutely love your blog and i always look forward to see new content in here! so yeah i guess that’s it kjsdkjsd don’t forget to rest and take proper care of yourself, drink lots of water, eat your meals and remember your wellbeing comes first! thank u for being such an amazing content creator uwu 💜💕

Eye--- mayhaps i’m crying?? ;; 💕💕💕 you are too sweet to me I’m so touched by this message like wow?? 💕💕💕💕 I-- you’re so sweet I do my best bc i know waiting for a reply is hard and I feel so so bad with all the asks here rn but im also trying to take care of my health I 🙇🏻‍♀️ thank u so much for even?? dropping by to let me know and tell me this it honestly means so much to me?? 💕💕 I lov interacting and talking to people i jus want to make sure they get what they needed tho and like,,, feedback and comments are always welcome i lov to hear from people even tho its not astro related (higher chance of me replying immediately as well since i can jus be Emotional and i dont hav to bullet point stuff out skjdn) but ;; 💕💕💕 aaahhh thank u so much! 💕 Im eating right now and also u calling me a content creator eye-- sjdnfknsknk im so FLUSTERED bc thats what i think i am but im not sure with how to categorize stuff w/ astro like are we?? content creators?? who are we and what are we doing but i always refer to myself as one and it means 💕💕💕 so much that you call me that aaaahsjnkn 💕💕