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I miss this guy so much it's unreal
#caleb widogast#critical role#cr#cr2#my art#hi. im never rendering again#been picking away at this for months and i cant even produce a background orz oh well#spiritual redraw of that one caleb i drew last year. januari is for wizards#anyway im at. ep 65 op campaign 1 which means im only 40 episodes away from a campaign 2 relisten. yay <3
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deku for sun and moon zine
#bnha#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#hes the moon and kacchan is his sun get it#anyways im never rendering shit like this again :)#bkdk#my art
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Ничего не останется от нас, Нам останемся, в лучшем случае, мы
hi. hello. listen to this song
i have so many thoughts about these two. oh my god. maybe i will write it out some day, but for now drawing it out will do
translation will be under the cut! knowing the words does add to the work so i do recommend reading it. or just enjoy the art <3
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heres the translation, color coded according to how i broke it up for the art. just in casies
first page:
Love is scarier than war
Love strikes more true than steel
second page:
More true, because of your own volition
third page:
You run towards all the winds
Let there be pain and eternal battle
Not atmospheric, not earthly
fourth page:
But definitely with you
caption:
There will be nothing left of us,
we will be left with, in the best case, ourselves
#kunst huli#legend of zelda#botw link#botw zelda#botw zelink#tloz#zelink#totk#botw#i cannot express how proud i am that i actually managed not only to finish this#BUT. to have it look GOOD#painting stuff n making it messy in an appealing way has always been a fucking STRUGGLE for me#n i do think u can see my over-rendering tendencies rear their head up on the last one#and also i guess i should have made the last two pages connect like i did with the rest of them but i think it still works. thematically#the last one is like. the end. a break. the start of a much needed retirement#a breather u might say!#i also think the devs should have let link hug her at the end#he deserves it he thought hed never see her like this again#oh alsooooo since im on a tangent anyway#like many people i was disappointed by the cop-out of just giving link his arm back at the end of totk#and i still think it would be cool if he didnt#(or if he kept the magic hand. just imagine how thatll help with all the restoration work dlkfgjdfkgjdfkg)#BUT anyway. i thought about it. n i have a theory about what tf did they do at the end to get not only zelda but his arm back#the fucking time powers!!! what if they just reversed time on them...........#much to thunk about. anyway#hope u enjoy <3#now i can go finish phantom hourglass#god i hate having to go back to the temple of the ocean king tho. its like dishonored but u cant go up OR knock those guys out
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guys i just wanted a sketch and then i spent 3 hours drawing and rendering Avior's hair 🧍🏻 why does this keep happening to me
#IM NEVER DRAWINH HIM AGAIN HIS HAIR IS SO ANNOYING and i think his horns should be bigger :[#tumblr i spent a lot of time on that rendering. let the people see it. he looks pretty in his eyeliner you can't hide that in the pixels#and the glasses... hn. the Glasses. Im reminded of why i hate drawing them so much#the jewelry was fun though! :D at least something was fun about this. i spent so long on it help SEND HELP#digital art#my art#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted avior
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golden boy w a dark world on his shoulders.... CANNOT believe the inquisitor, my 40 year old son, is making a reappearance
#dragon age#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#male lavellan#dragon age fan art#who cares about vallaslin i tried (halfheartedly)#my art#finian lavellan#every time im like i should draw a dragon age character... i draw my inquisitor again#da fanart#im actually very excited for the cc just so i can give him good hair. FINALLY. hes had his hair braided back for 10 years#time to let those curls loose!#i imagine curly hair is the most difficult to render/animate which is why they never have it lol
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIGHTER !!! ‼️🔥🔥🔥🫶
#bro i never want to render lighter ever again😭😭#i say this but he’s all i ever draw.. when have i ever finished drawings for selfships😭#too far gone w this guy im dead🙏#he literally speedran his way to my heart#to the kindest and coolest dude around !!!#to the absolute loser of a guy !!!#to the greatest companion !!!#to the champion and red scarf !!!#happy birthday lighter lorenz!! i love you!!!#meddly (zzz)#lighter lorenz#lighter zzz#zenless zone zero#zenlessoc#selfship#art#dazai’s canvas 🫧
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You’re a cage without me
#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#afo#all for one#(his eyes r there. lol)#bnha#mha#IM NEVER RENDERING AGAIN I HATE THIS 😭#blood#tw blood
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Pinup!!!!! the baby!!!! the guy!!!!
sorry if this looks kinda iffy the majority of this was drawn between 11pm and 2:30am so i was very tired loll
also yes that is a totoro bag i dont care if totoro doesnt exist in cyber city he has a totoro bag come at me
Pinup belongs to @turntableart
#read all the tags before you reblog otherwise you will be confused#i feel like i got the body type wrong uaughhh#i feel like the proportions are inaccurate#im blaming it on the clothes i promise the sketch looked good then the clothes went and ruined it#i feel really bad admitting this but now that i think about it i literally never draw chubby characters#all my addisons are pretty long and gangly for the most part and then spamton is just very small in my style hes not really pudgy#and tbh i didnt really draw full bodies very often before addisons and spamton but my one (1) oc was also pretty long and lanky#probably because i myself am pretty long and lanky#ueuugough hauguh#i need to practice more#also i feel like the shoes look weird#im generally not too happy with it but its ok ig#i was terrified of making the features too exaggerated and being offensive and i think i went to much the other way and just made him skinn#ffs#ill draw him again i promise#and it will look better pinky promise#🤙🤙🤙 theres no proper pinky emoji#i love him tho hes cute#i really like his original design#uururuguggg#ugh debating whether i should even post this or if i should keep tinkering with it#im gonna tinker with it a bit more i will continue writing tags when im done#ok tinkering over im much happier with it now#i made him a bit shorter and that solved all my problems#i think i have a habit of drawing characters too tall ngl lmao#also not too happy with the rendering but its good enough#uh im only posting the tinkered version that im happy with so if you want the untinkered version then just ask lol#pixel art#art#turn off the lights arg
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i finished the duel monsters dub for the first time ever last night (!!!) so i figured i oughta lock down my faces for the aibous... what a show, man
#yugi muto#yami yugi#atem#puzzleshipping#yugioh#ygo#ygo dm#duel monsters#my art#ive had atems face pretty set for literally years but ive never managed a yugi i was 100% happy with... this one is MUCH closer tho#i might render this later + experiment with some other hairstyles for them... i prefer drawing them with afrotextured hair#sketch#there are so many other yugioh artists who do such PHENOMENAL interpretations of ygo hairstyles in diff textures & styles!!!#i dont think ill be bringing anything new or revolutionary to the table hsdfghjkl. but i wanna play around w it!#i wanna experiment with‚‚‚ atem mullet‚‚‚ similar to how i did it in my yami jareth art. the super long jellyfish mullet is so cute on him#also!!! its so crazy to me to be done w the DM dub!!! ive loved yugioh for ages but had never managed to finish the show#but i decided some time last year/the year before that i was gonna try again in Earnest and!!! wow!!! call me matchbox 20#because how far weve come...#this is a big deal to me ive been into yugioh (as an adult) since like 2014ish so this has been a long time coming!!!#im gonna read the DM manga next and i think we are gonna do DSOD this week#then i guess jump right into GX!!! ive been cosplaying jaden for so long its gonna be crazy to watch his actual series...#i only know him from bonds beyond time hsdfghjkl. AND BBT ABRIDGED... MY AUTISM MOVIE...#anyway. yugioh. 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖😭😭😭💕💕💕
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no halloween art this year sorry! hopefully sanada brothers vell song redraws and a new vd later will be enough...
+ an alternate version with the honey bc. b-bad honey hunt. don't worry about the silhouettes
#we got cowgirl eiji sanada before linagram finale. amazing#no but seigi no libra fits him so well it's so. head in hands#the lyrics describe his murder (and his views in general) so well especially near the end...#but it also can describe his relationship with kei bc as he said kei has always been weird#but he wasn't always abusive and only became like that after a particular event...#“what event” i look away and sigh and go “they don't know that kei had a friend who-” and a car hits me#also. im pretty sure bad honey hunt and seigi no libra characters are the same girl.#like the piercings the chess piece the hair color... yeah i think its the same girl#though maybe it's common knowledge. i haven't seen anyone point it outjdkdkks#i will never try to draw/render honey ever again. tf is this it looked like noodles before rendering AHAGHDHJAJSA#also im going to be honest. i do like song redraws but i don't like to make them exactly the same as original#i like to make them unique and different and more. me-core :)#and i like to add silly little details like again the silhouettes behind kei (don't worry about them)#and not counting the scale from the original mv there is also Something behind eiji. or someone#🗡️guard 001: sanada eiji 🗡️#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#also i still hate drawing hands.
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no wonder I hate this artwork set so much
#finished rendering finished background just drawing his glasses in now#already done part 1 and positioned for part 2.#then after effects and IM DONE AND NEVER TOUCHING IT AGAIN
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ive got such a nice idea for a rly character study type fic for qetoiles but i have no time or brain power to make it happen o7
#his ass is never getting corrupted by that code in canon which good . it means i can play with it in non canon#i just think . for a character who has so much control over himself and his wants and his integrity#it would be so interesting to take that Away from him . subject him to a complete lack of control he was so certain would never occur#take away the things that make him Him . render him mindless and just another Code . and then give it all back to him#and im coming at this from an angle that he’s completely possessed by the code and unable to remember what happened during it#how does a character like that Cope with all his agency taken away . how does he Cope not knowing what he did while he was ‘gone’#how can he ever be sure of himself again when something like this happened even when he thought it never would#jay rambles
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[oc] new room, new era✨
WELCOME TO THE TENEMENTS (again)! Back at it again with another post for “Welcome To Wolfshire” as well as a little concept tweak! I went back & revisited environment design & decided to redo Salem’s room from earlier this year. His room concept didn’t feel like “him” so I gave his room a little bit of remodeling! I do have plans to try & make the other greasers’ rooms & concept art for The Tenements! ✨
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▸ All the books on Salem’s ref are actual books! The first book is a little motif to my book mock-up for “Welcome To Wolfshire”. The other books in order are: ‘The Outsiders’ by S.E Hinton, ‘The Great Gatsby’ by F. Scott Fitzgerald & ‘The August Few: Amygdala’ by Sam Fennah
▸ Instead of inserting images as posters, I went over them as little renders to look as if they were naturally apart of the environment (Pulp took 5 attempts to get right💀). All posters: Johnny Cash, Elvis Presley, The Cramps, Pulp, Deftones & Rebel without a cause
▸ Salem canonically as a Polaroid picture of him & Harlem together as a couple. I took the chance to dig more into his lore & of course i had to involved his relationship with Harlem somewhere
“Can you guess all the stickers scattered around Salem’s room? 👀”
#small artist#trans artist#welcome to wolfshire#concept art#oc room#room design#THAT PULP POSTER TOOK FIVE ATTEMPTS TO LOOK DECENT#IM NEVER RENDERING WOOD AGAIN#why did I torture myself to paint everything#I painted the posters and dug my grave to paint some detail renders#I love the Polaroids#HES KISSING HIS BF#AND HE KEEPS IT BY HIS BEDSIDE#MY FAV DETAIL#RAHHH THEYRE MY BLORBOS#Salem is a deftones guy confirmed#if any of you can guess all the stickers y’all get a cookie
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yall oml, so im drawing for the first time in like 2 years bc i found out that my settings were fucked up and thats probably why i hated my life every time i tried to do anything in clip.
so i downloaded some workspaces and some brushes and yall??
ya boy's still got it!! admittedly the chara i was going for looks like chad from accounting, but i was going with the flow and not using a ref so that is fixable!! if i change the nose anywho
idk if im going to post the final or dust off my art blog bc i am allergic to finishing anything but man it is nice to find out my skills have only regressed like 20% instead of like all the way after so long!!!!
#still suck at hands tho that hasnt changed#or rendering hair all that much#i used to love ears and noses and it shows#look i know he doesnt have an ear rn but im getting to his weird ear plates okay? okay. theyll be there i prommy#thank yall for coming to my ted talk i hate the mortifying ordeal of being known so i will probs never post my art again#or at least not this year#this is not to guilt trip!! i just know myself#the moment its online is the moment i start quantifying how good it is by how many notes and i will always be let down by my own standards#if you do want art from me tho lemme know#i am trying to overcome the mortifying ordeal of being known but i am very bad at it so yeehaw#will not be tagging the chara bc this is a wip nor will i be trying to further its reach by doing any of the art tags#the tags are my diary and you all are here to read them bc i am the king of yappers
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THE FACT THAT I WAS ON THE CUSP OF WATCHING SALTBURN YESTERDAY THIS IS THE FINAL NAIL IN MY COFFIN THATS ALREADY BEING LOWERED INTO THE EARTH
me and @blveherb watched Saltburn
I will not elaborate further.
#biohazard#resident evil#luis serra#THE LIGHTING AND RENDERING ON THIS IS PHENOMENALLY GORGEOUS#HOW DO YOU COME BACK SWINGING ON THIS APP WITH THE MOST GOBSMACKING PIECES EVER KNOWN TO MAN. HOW DO YOU DO IT#THE COLORS IT FEEL SO REAL IF I WOULD ID SPLIT MYSELF UP INTO TINY PIECES AND IMBUE MYSELF INTO THE THREADS OF THS ART#I NEED THIS FRAMED I WANT IT INJECTED INTO MY BLOODSTREAM COURSING THROUGH MY VEINS CIRCULATING BACK AND FORTH IN MY HEART#I CANTS TOP LOOKIJG AT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND I CAN BARELY BREATHE I JUST. AUTOMATICALLY HOLD IT WHEN I SCROLL UP AND CATCH ANOTHER GLIMPSE#never recovering from this#fav#GEGUWUAUAGUHGOSASUIJOHSIAEZNOJJAKSADQWHIMOKUWEUAW#QQUUAUAUOAONNSNCNVNBMNKLM;JKHJGFJEAAJINNJNSIOBADSFJLBGPHIFHUGWJGHUIGFJEWPHPUBIJDPCHKBJEERETEHRYUI7K5JYRFSDVGWR#UKJMTYNHTGREFV#THE ATMOSPHERE I CANNOT BE NORMAL I CANNOT BE#THE SOFT GLOW HARSH RIM LIGHTING#THE TEXTURE LINES HIS HAIR#HOW YOU PAINTED THE GRASS#HIS EXPRESSION IS ASKING A QUESTION...... THE RELAXED YET VULNERABLE TILT OF HIS BODY#LUIS IS SO FAR AWAY YET SO CLOSE IM JJST ENRAPTURED#MY LUNGS ARE DOING THE THING THEY LITERALLY SEIZE UP WHEN I LOOK AT IT I PHYSICALLY CANT INHALE NORMALLY GOD#this is maybe the closest ill ever get to salvation as we know it#I DONT WANT TO SCARE YOU OFF NEYU BUT THIS ONE DOES THINGS TO ME AND I WANT TO FREEZE DRY THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS IN ICE AND CLOSE MY EYE#THE IMAGE IN FLAMES IN MY MIND BURNING BRIGHT FOREVER#i need to tear my eyes away so i dont get lightheaded#if this is you not elaborating then please elaborate more at me i will pass out#it is now officially over for me#WEQUSIAHSUIAAIUOZPJIOVJOIPUTHRGBTRIGUHJGHUBFEHGPUFGIHJIOPFUGBFEJUGIHLJOWIREHUOGIHLVJQROIEWVGOIHJRWHEWVIUOBVJHIVUWOIJRUVWOIHRIRVEWUOEIIFJPAA
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ok ok ok!! what about spencer getting head from reader for the first time, and it's her first time doing it, so she's nervous and he teaches her and he has to try sooo hard not to cum immediately because he is just GONE for the innocence with which she does it/tries things out 🤭 you choose what season spence!!
Decided to do one more for tonight!! (I’m feeling generous)
thank you for the request!! im always writing munch!spencer but it's nice to write things the other way round for once
cw; +18 minors dni, inexperienced!reader, tiny bit of dom!spencer if you squint, oral (m. receiving), cum swallowing
When you first kneel before him, his breath catches in his throat, and he’s certain he might lose himself right then and there. The sight of you—so eager, so nervous—renders him utterly helpless. Your hands reach for his belt with a mixture of determination and trepidation, your cheeks flushed a rosy hue that makes you look impossibly innocent yet utterly intoxicating. His jaw slackens as he watches you, his heart pounding against his ribs like a war drum.
Your wide eyes flicker up to meet his, glinting with excitement and a touch of uncertainty. He’s been dreaming of this moment for what feels like forever, and now that it’s unfolding, every muscle in his body tenses, locked in an unbearable anticipation.
Your fingers fumble with his belt, the clumsy motions endearing rather than frustrating. He doesn’t mind the delay; in fact, it only heightens his awareness of you—of how genuine, how completely you this moment is. He knows this is your first time. Not just with him, but ever. You’d told him, shyly, how you’d researched, how you’d prepared for this, even asking friends for advice. Still, the vulnerability of trying it now, with him, makes his chest tighten.
His hands find their way to your hair, almost of their own volition. The silky strands slip through his fingers like water, grounding him. You haven’t protested, haven’t pulled back, and the faint smile on your lips reassures him that you’re okay with this—more than okay. You glance up at him again, brow furrowed slightly in concentration, and the sight makes his heart stutter.
“Are you okay?” he asks softly, his voice rough with emotion. He needs you to be comfortable, to know that he’ll stop the moment you ask.
You pause, your hands stilling, and you smile at him, a gentle curve of your lips that speaks volumes. “I’m okay,” you whisper.
Finally, you manage to undo his pants, your small hand brushing against his erection as you pull down the zipper. He groans at the brief contact, the sound guttural and raw. When your fingers wrap hesitantly around him, his breath hitches, and he can’t stop the way his hips shift forward, seeking more of your touch.
“God,” he murmurs, his eyes fluttering closed for a moment. Your touch is tentative, exploratory, and it sends jolts of pleasure straight to his core.
You look up at him, startled by the intensity of his reaction. “Is that... okay?” you ask, your voice laced with innocence and curiosity.
“It’s more than okay,” he rasps, his hands moving to your shoulders, needing something to hold onto, to anchor himself. “You’re perfect.”
Encouraged, you start to stroke him, your hand sliding up and down his shaft in slow, deliberate movements. He watches you, his gaze locked on the way your small hand moves over him. The sight alone is almost too much.
When your tongue darts out to wet your lips, he groans deeply, his head falling back for a moment as he imagines that mouth on him. The vividness of the fantasy sends a fresh wave of arousal coursing through him.
“Baby,” he says, his voice strained, “I’m not going to last much longer like this.”
Your eyes widen slightly, disbelief flickering across your features. He chuckles softly despite himself, his thumb brushing gently over your cheek. “You have no idea what you’re doing to me,” he confesses, his voice heavy with sincerity.
“I just... I’ve never done this before,” you admit shyly, your cheeks flushing deeper. “I don’t want to mess it up.”
“Baby, you’re not doing anything wrong,” he assures you, his hands moving to cradle your face. The warmth of your skin beneath his palms soothes and excites him all at once. “Can I show you?”
You nod, your expression curious, and he takes a steadying breath, his restraint hanging by a thread. Gently, he guides your hand away, needing a moment to compose himself before he completely unravels.
“Like this?” you ask, your voice so soft it’s almost a whisper. The innocent question makes his chest tighten with affection and desire.
“Yeah,” he murmurs, his voice barely audible. “Just like that. Only with your mouth.”
His hand moves to the back of your head, not to push or force but to guide. He’s desperate for this but careful, wanting you to feel safe, to enjoy it as much as he knows he will.
“Tell me if I’m going too fast,” he urges, his voice gentle but firm.
“Okay,” you reply, nodding.
When your lips part and touch the tip of his cock, he shudders violently, a sharp gasp tearing from his throat. The wet heat of your mouth surrounds him, and it’s so much better than he ever imagined.
“Fuck,” he whispers, his head falling back as you take him deeper, your tongue flicking against him experimentally. His hands clutch the sheets, desperate for something to hold as his hips jerk involuntarily.
You pull back slightly, looking up at him with wide, uncertain eyes. “Was that okay?”
“More than okay,” he groans, his voice thick with need. “You’re incredible.”
Bolstered by his praise, you take him in again, this time with more confidence. Your mouth moves over him slowly, tentatively, and the sensation is almost overwhelming.
“God,” he groans, his voice ragged. “I’m going to come.”
His hand returns to your hair, fingers threading through it as he fights the urge to thrust deeper into your mouth. He doesn’t want to push too far, to take too much.
When he finally lets go, the release is overwhelming, a rush of pleasure so intense it leaves him trembling. You stay with him through it, warm spurts of cum painting the back of your throat.
As you pull back, you wipe your mouth with a shy smile, and he reaches for you, pulling you into his arms. He presses a soft kiss to your cheek, his heart still racing as he holds you close.
“Was it... good?” you ask, your voice small and uncertain.
“It was amazing,” he says, his voice hoarse with emotion. “You were amazing.”
Your giggle lights up the room, and his chest swells with affection. “I thought I did it wrong at first,” you admit, laughing softly.
“You were perfect,” he assures you, kissing you again. “Better than I ever imagined.”
#missarchive#mj answers#spencer reid x reader#criminal minds x reader#spencer reid#spencer reid fic#bau x reader#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid smut#spencer reid x fem!reader
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