#hi cherished mutuals… sorry im shy

[devils-lawboy]

aw, tagged by @trippingonskullshrooms ty :’-)

🎶✨ when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, then tag 10 of your favourite mutuals/followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ✨🎶

in no order:

emotional rent control by cheekface

the spanish love songs cover of smile like you mean it

galileo by the indigo girls

when did my hair get so long by worthikids

any version of androgynous but, like, the nation of language cover

tagging (no pressure tho): @bijuubathbomb, @cryptidconnect, @bisexualamy, @chuispasjordan, @commiefaggoth, @iheardyourprayer, @lesbianlizzybennet, @slowshowed, @havlebbe, @rainsongmp3

[swrkn]

Hihi! I see you have blue lock in your fandoms you write for, do you have any ness headcannons? thank you <3

𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

Alexis ness x g/n reader

Genre ; sfw , fluff

Author note ; hii , that’s my first request for blue lock so i would like to thank you for that ! English is not my first language so im sorry if there are mistakes, my request are open !!

⇨ Thoughtful Supporter

Ness is the ultimate doting partner, almost to a fault. He's incredibly attentive, always noticing the little things that make you happy, like your favorite snacks or how you prefer your tea. He's fiercely loyal and seeks validation in the relationship, similar to how he idolizes Kaiser on the field. He wants to feel like he's your number one supporter.

One evening, you casually mention craving something sweet while you're both texting. You don't think much of it and move on with your night. The next day, there's a knock at your door, and when you open it, Ness stands there with a box of pastries from your favorite bakery. "You mentioned these yesterday," he says with a shy smile, his cheeks slightly flushed. "I couldn't let you go another day without them." You're touched by his thoughtfulness, and as you both sit down to enjoy the treats, you realize how much he pays attention to even your smallest remarks.

⇨ Your Biggest Cheerleader

He's deeply invested in your personal goals and will do everything he can to support you, much like how he supports Kaiser on the field. He'll be your biggest cheerleader, no matter what. In return, he appreciates when you show interest in his soccer career, even if it's just attending his games or asking about his training.

You're working late on a project, and Ness texts you: Don't forget to take a break, okay? You're doing amazing. A few minutes later, he shows up with a coffee in hand, ready to cheer you on.

After one of his big games, you greet him with a proud smile. "You were incredible out there," you say. His eyes light up, and he pulls you into a tight hug. "Hearing that from you makes it even better," he murmurs.

⇨ The Peace Maker

Ness hates conflict and will do his best to avoid arguments. If a disagreement arises, he'll try to resolve it calmly, often prioritizing your feelings over his own. He's quick to apologize, even if he's not in the wrong, but he appreciates it when you acknowledge his feelings too.

A minor disagreement arises when your schedules don't align, and you end up snapping at Ness out of frustration. He takes a deep breath, choosing not to escalate the situation. "I'm sorry if I upset you," he says calmly, his eyes soft with concern. "I just want us to work through this together." His willingness to approach the issue with understanding rather than anger helps you cool down, and together, you find a solution. By the end of the conversation, the tension has melted away, replaced by mutual understanding and affection.

⇨ Romantic Gestures

He's a romantic at heart. Expect surprise dates, handwritten letters, and spontaneous compliments. Ness loves making you feel cherished. His favorite thing is to cook for you, insisting that he knows all your favorite dishes. Even if it doesn't turn out perfect, he'll put his heart into every meal.

One weekend, you find a small envelope on your pillow. Inside is a handwritten note from Ness, detailing how much he appreciates you. "I just wanted to remind you how amazing you are," it reads. "Thank you for being in my life."

Ness surprises you by setting up a cozy picnic at the park, complete with a blanket, snacks, and your favorite playlist. "I thought we could use some fresh air and time together," he says, beaming.

⇨ Jealousy and Insecurity

Ness is prone to jealousy but tries to hide it. If he sees you getting close to someone else, he'll quietly fume but won't confront you directly. Instead, he'll subtly seek more of your attention to reassure himself. In moments of insecurity, he'll need you to affirm that you love him for who he is and not just for how much he supports you.

After one of Ness's matches, you find yourself talking with one of his teammates, complimenting his skills. From a distance, Ness watches, his smile faltering slightly as he sees how much you're enjoying the conversation. Later, when it's just the two of you, he hesitates before asking, "You seemed really close with him... Do you think they're funnier than me?" His voice is soft, almost uncertain. You immediately cup his face, looking into his eyes. "Ness, you're the one I love. No one else comes close," you assure him, planting a gentle kiss on his lips. His expression softens, and he pulls you into a tight hug, his insecurities melting away in your embrace.

⇨ The playful Competitor

He's surprisingly competitive when playing games with you, especially if it's something like board games or trivia. He loves teasing you when he wins but takes it gracefully if you beat him.

During a trivia night, Ness surprises you with how competitive he can get. "No way you knew that answer!" you laugh after he correctly names a random historical fact. He smirks and says, "What can I say? I'm full of surprises." When you finally beat him in the final round, he dramatically clutches his chest. "You've defeated me, but I'm proud of you," he says, making you both burst out laughing.

✵

[unpopularwriter25]

Hiya! I hope you’re having a fantastic day, please could I request a matchup for demon slayer? ^^

Age:18

Gender: nonbinary

Pronouns: they/them

Sexuality: bisexual & poly

Appearance: i am atleast 4,11 I have rlly dark semi long brown hair(it looks black) with black eyes and i have pale skin that has scars mainly everywhere. For fashion I normally wear hoodies and sweatpants, but when im not in wearing styles such as grunge,himekaji, coquette and Lolita! And for makeup I normally just go for whatever goes with outfit or just neutral makeup!

Personality: I am a libra and personality type INTP I’m normally shy when talking to people for the first time and scared to approach them. Overtime I become more open but I mostly stay quiet. Sometimes I try to work on my confidence!(I have rlly bad insecurity) i also like to make sure that the people I care about are okay and check up on them regularly!

Likes (at least three things): I normally spend my time watching horror movies, playing video games, reading, listening to music and I love watching anime. My favourite music genres are rock, metal, goth and classical. And I love collecting things! I also like learning how to play a guitar.

Dislikes (at least three things): I absolutely can’t stand when it’s too hot or sunny outside as I much prefer the cold. I hate being forced into social situations and when people are extremely judgmental.

Extra fun fact:I have extremely sensitive hearing, and I’m autistic + have adhd!

Hi!! Thank you for the request! Sorry it took me a minute to post this!! I've been working.

I ship you with Muichiro Tokito!!

Like you, Muichiro is initially shy and distant, keeping to himself and not easily opening up to others. This mutual understanding of each other's need for space and time to get comfortable would create a respectful and understanding dynamic between you two.

Over time, Muichiro becomes more open and expressive, paralleling your own journey of trying to work on your confidence. You both have a path of growth that aligns well, with mutual support fostering personal development.

Your interest in reading and learning new things aligns with Muichiro’s introspective and thoughtful nature. He often seems lost in thought, contemplating various aspects of life and his past, which would resonate well with your intellectual and reflective side.

Your love for horror movies and anime provides common ground for shared activities. Watching and discussing these genres can be a bonding experience, as you introduce Muichiro to your favorite shows and movies.

Your taste in music—rock, metal, goth, and classical—along with your interest in learning to play the guitar, might intrigue Muichiro, who appreciates beauty in various forms. Sharing music and perhaps even teaching him to play the guitar could become a cherished activity between you.

Your diverse fashion styles, ranging from grunge to Lolita, and your careful attention to makeup, would likely captivate Muichiro, who values individuality and detail. Your style would not only be accepted but also admired by him, making you feel appreciated for who you are.

Muichiro, with his own battle scars and past traumas, would understand your insecurities and physical scars. His acceptance and quiet support would help you feel more confident and comfortable in your own skin.

Muichiro, despite his initial aloofness, deeply cares for his comrades and shows great loyalty and compassion. Your habit of checking on the people you care about would resonate with him, creating a nurturing and empathetic relationship.

Your sensitive hearing and being on the autism spectrum, along with having ADHD, require a partner who is understanding and patient. Muichiro’s calm demeanor and ability to be present in the moment would provide a stable and comforting environment for you.

Muichiro’s journey of overcoming his own insecurities and past traumas would make him a supportive partner who understands the complexities of dealing with self-doubt. This shared experience would help you both encourage each other to grow and find confidence together.

His serene and composed nature would offer you a sense of peace, helping you manage anxiety and insecurity. His ability to stay calm under pressure would balance your more anxious moments, providing a harmonious dynamic.

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

If it isn't to much trouble may i have haikyuu (male) matchup please. My pronouns are she/her. Im a Capricorn, my Mbti type is infj-a/infj-t. My pronouns are she/her. I tend to be shy around new people but I can be somewhat loud with people who im close to. I have medium length brown hair, green eyes i wear round glasses,pale skin and a lot of freckles. My height is 5'0. Im not very athletic and im not a big fan of sports but i love to go roller and ice skating. I also love to read books and to also cook and bake food. I also like to garden. I've been playing the violin for 6 years. I love animals and im planing on becoming a wildlife veterinarian. I like to Watch nature/animal documentaries. I also like sweets. Some things i dislike are people who bend or ruin my books and people who speak over me when im trying to talk. Uh ny favorite type of aesthetic would be cottagecore. I hope this is ok, sorry if i spelt anything wrong. Hope im not bothering :)

@armin-ocean-eyes

Romantic Matchup

𝑲𝒊𝒕𝒂 𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆

𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑌𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑀𝑒𝑡

So rather than being apart of a sports club

You where apart of Inarizakis gardening club!

You we’re just minding your biz

Gardening and shit

When our boy Kita stopped by to drop off some seeds for the club!

He always brought in seeds from his grandparents farm for the club

And you would always talk to him whenever he stopped by

Little did you know...

The only reason he ever stopped by was to see you!

Sure, he liked to help out fellow clubs

But it was your smiling face and quiet personality that brought him back every time

And today was the day he was finally gonna ask you out

Granted it took a lot of hype from Arab for this to happen

But it was going to happen nonetheless!

He very shyly asked you if you would be interested on going on a date with him

And he was low key shocked when you said yes

So shocked that he realized he didn’t even have a date planned yet 😀

However you took the lead in this aspect and decided to bring him with you to volunteer at the local animal shelter

It was actually a really fun date!

Kita really likes animals

And he likes lending a helping hand

So this was a great way to do both

After the date was done he promised you that he would plan the next date

And let’s just say you guys have had PLENTY of “next dates” ;)

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝐴𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑌𝑜𝑢

Ok so he DOES like that your quiet sometimes

BUT

He enjoys the fact that he is one of the few people who gets to see your louder personality

Alright now hear me out for this one

He likes that you have domestic hobbies

Am I making sense here?????

Idk kita just seems like a guy who wants that traditional lifestyle

And hobbies like cooking, baking, reading, and gardening really fit into that

𝐹𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑇𝑜 𝐷𝑜 𝑇𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

Oh he LOVES to just sit and read with you

Remember how I said he likes a more traditional lifestyle?

Well how much more traditional can you get then playing music and cuddling with your s/o on the couch while reading a book ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Other than that

He really enjoys helping you cook or bake

You two usually make dinner together every night

And then if y’all are in the mood

You’ll both make desert :D

𝑅𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝐻𝑐

Kita doesn’t really garden per say

He’s more of a farmer kind of guy

But he does have a lot of indoor plants in the house

And I feel like if he were to name them he’d name them things like sprout or bud

You know....plant things

Kita s favorite deserts are all fruit based

So like pies or tarts

He doesn’t really like chocolate all that much

Ever since you two started dating

You both have made an effort to go volunteer at the animal shelter quite often

𝐴𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦

When Cancer and Capricorn make a love match, it’s a celestial pairing of great tenacity and determination.

Capricorn, the Sea Goat, is focused on logic, on being down-to-earth and real

Cancer brings a charge of emotional intensity to the relationship.

Both hold one another to high standards tempered by an abiding mutual respect.

In a Capricorn mate, Cancer finds dedication, and in return Capricorn comes to love Cancer’s persistence.

These two Signs from opposite sides of the Zodiac can come together to create a very successful and secure connection.

This relationship builds and grows from a strong foundation of material and emotional security.

Both Signs can be depended on to make frugal, conservative decisions.

It doesn’t have to be all solemnity, though, as Cancer can help their hard-working Capricorn lover to relax a little at the end of the day, to take time to enjoy the rewards of all that labor.

Cancer will also be the one to polish and preserve the fruits of their shared accomplishments

Cancer is the keeper of nostalgia and cherished memories and possessions.

Capricorn moves Cancer toward achievement and keeps in check their Crab-like tendencies, enlightening Cancer to the more important matters of the world outside their own easily bruised heart.

This relationship succeeds if there is an ironclad commitment and a stable, traditional home environment.

Their utter dedication to one another and their mutual commitments toward shared goals.

Both are lovers of quality and of beautiful, luxurious things, and neither shirks at the idea of a little hard work if that’s what it takes (in fact, Capricorn would rather be working than almost anything!).

Their shared passions, sense of responsibility and morality make theirs a highly compatible relationship.

𝑂𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝐴𝑒𝑠𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐

𝒞ℴ𝓉𝓉𝒶ℊℯ𝒸ℴ𝓇ℯ 🪴

[tomsrebeleyebrow]

Hi! Can I ask for a blurb where the reader is insecure about being in a relationship with someone bc she's afraid of getting hurt due to domestic violence that happened in her family so she tells Peter about it and he comforts her? I definetly get it if you don't feel comfortable about writing or if it's a trigger to you, hope you're having a great day/night 😊

A/N: what a heartbreaking request ���😢 but in this house, we always provide happy endings even when talking about harsh subjects. so here it is, dear nonnie 💕 all of you out there, care about yourself and never hesitate to talk about it, please. stay safe sweethearts 💖💗

‘Stay safe, Cheer up’ blurb event

A BIT ANGSTY BELOW (MENTION OF VIOLENCE), SO BEWARE! (FLUFF ENDING)

You’ve been in love with Peter since the beginning of secondary school but never dared to confess. Your shy nature always took over in anything you did, acting almost like a shield, a shield you slowly built around yourself year by year to protect you from a lot of things: stress, love and mostly violence.

But how were you supposed to know Peter would actually confess to you once in high school? You still recalled that day when the nerdy boy came to find you at the school library as he somehow knew you would be the only one there at that time.

And you accepting to go out with him definitely shocked your friends, and your own self. But you and Peter were undeniably the cutest couple that could exist, and anyone would agree on that. Two awfully cute teenagers in love.

But something was wrong and Peter felt it - not with his Peter tingle. Even after going out for now four months, you acted a bit strange towards the boy when he got rather close to you, like when holding hands or even sitting close next to each other. Your body seemed to stiff automatically, your facial features tensing as you then began stuttering about weird and nonsense words. As if maintaining some distance between you two on purpose. Mostly, you haven’t said to Peter the three famous words he magically told you to ask you out. He was always the one saying them, hoping you’d say it back to him too but without pressuring you.

I love you.

But still, you never did.

Despite whatever people say, Peter was really observant - this time thanks to his spidey senses - and he was determined to understand what was going on one for all. You already refused to hang out to his apartment multiple times, so the boy asked you for a date on Saturday, only consisting of sitting in the nearest park next to where he lived, to chill around like normal teenagers.

Arrived that day, you both casually sat on a bench drinking soda Peter brought along for the date. People were coming and going in the park, children running after each other on the grass and dogs playing at fetch. A normal Saturday. As you were talking about the next chemistry project of next week, Peter gulped before gently interrupting you, still not too abruptly.

“Err- (Y/N), can I ask you something?”

“Sure Peter, what is it?”

Peter took a deep breath in, hoping to gather some courage and finally spoke again.

“Alright- don’t take it the wrong way, okay? B-but like, I wanted to know- uh... does going out with me bother you? Like I know I’m kinda awkward- okay, a lot actually, so you may have forced yourself to not turn me down... But it’s like you’re building invisible walls around you when I’m near you, w-well that’s how I see it, so you don’t have to-”

Suddenly Peter’s rumbling stopped as he glanced back at you, since you didn’t say a single word. And that was when he noticed you, head low and hiding between your shoulder as if to disappear, and looking away from him.

“Oh God- I’m s-so sorry, (Y/N)! I didn’t mean to hurt you! A-At all! I-I just wanted to understand-”

Peter rumbled again, frantically moving his hands around because his intention was definitely not to upset you, and now he was scared he definitely fucked up any of his chance for you to open up to him.

“... I’m sorry.”

Your voice was like a shy whisper, barely audible but Peter caught it, and cut himself off, almost shocked but mostly confused. Still, he decided to let you talk.

“You’re not the one at fault here, Peter, but it’s me and only me. I just- I-I’m scared...”

You rearranged a strand of hair behind your ear, something you usually do when you’re stressed, your hand slightly trembling. When you finally dared to turn your head back to Peter, you could perfectly read in his eyes he wanted you to proceed in your explanations. So that was what you did.

At first, you were still torn apart from talking about that matter with Peter or not but then, the look in his soft coffee eyes almost screamed to know more. That was Peter, always here to help someone in need. And this time, Peter wanted to help you desperately, the one he grew to love more every day he spent with, to reassure you, to comfort you. At all cost.

So you opened your heart to Peter and exteriorised the morbid thoughts that settled deep inside your being long time ago. How trusting people and getting close to them became nearly impossible since your dad started beating your mum during harsh arguments. Even when you closed yourself in your bedroom, you could still hear her pleadings and cries mixed with your father’s screams. Closing yourself in your wardrobe didn’t change a thing. Your nights got more agitated, nightmares being more frequent than actual dreams, and you kept praying every night to not get hit in return. For nearly seven years, you endured all this violence towards your poor mother, who couldn’t do anything but only plead you between sobs to not say a word to anyone, at the risk of you being in danger too. Even when your dad left you both, your trust towards men was just inexistent and, as sadly as it sounded, Peter was now paying the price of this.

The boy listened to you until the end, carefully and quietly, his eyes never leaving your face. Each of your words etched into Peter’s mind, a heavy feeling soon growing inside of him as your story kept going on. Anger. Not towards you of course, but towards that person you still called “father” who dared to violate your mother in front of your innocent self for so long. Anger towards that paternal figure who made you fear men’s presence near you. An extreme anger because due to that traumatic experience, you were even scared of Peter, your own boyfriend.

But that anger slowly faded into sadness, because dwelling on your though past brought back some bad memories you tried to forget after all these years. And that was when Peter understood he would be the one left to pick up all the pieces of your hurt self, to gather them one by one and finally be able to put them back together.

“(Y/N), look at me please.”

With glossy eyes, your head slightly raised back to look at Peter again, cheeks also a bit red from keeping your tears in. Gently, Peter extended both his hands to you, palms facing the sky. Intrigued, you looked at him before slightly putting your hands on his to rest.

“No one in this word deserve to go through what you did during all these years, (Y/N), and for sure neither you deserved it at all. But remember that I will never raise a single hand at you, that my hands will only provide you comfort and warmth when you need it. And I promise to cherish and protect you from whoever would hurt you in any way. I want you to fully trust me, and I know it may take some time but I don’t care. We will take baby steps and we will make it, okay? Together. I can’t just let you deal with it by yourself anymore. You’re so dear to me and deserve to be happy. Please (Y/N), let me help you-”

As Peter basically forgot how to breath during what sounded like a second love confession, he got interrupted when you threw yourself into his arms. That actually caught the boy by surprise but he didn’t dare to circle his arms around your body, not really knowing how you would react. But he quickly changed his mind as soon as he felt your small hands tightly grip onto the back of his shirt, so his arms gently surrounded you to bring you closer. He rested his cheek on the crown of your head while yours lightly pressed against his torso, his heartbeats soothing your agitated soul.

This was during the embrace you finally knew what you needed to know after all this time: everything would be fine, as long as Peter was by your side.

“Thank you, Peter. So much.”

“I’m here, (Y/N). And always will I be for you.”

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[jacksons-goddess-gaia]

.,~Let’s play a game! Pick 7 mutuals and ship them with the members of Wayv and why! Then ask them to do the same!~,.

Uhhhh okay!

@kimnamshiks Excuse me Im sorry but I need to see you make WinWin cry. Thank you! But yes cute UwU secretly savage couple. The sweet babies who would be so shy at first, then just absolute sunshine and rainbows. Theyd be there for each other and so supportive and loveling.

@atiny-piratequeen Ahem ahem! Hmmmm I would say both Lucas and Xiaojun. Lucas because he is such a cocky puppy and you’re an amazing trainer. Two because hed cherish the shit out of you and thats deserved. Three because y’all both big switches. And four because the cute couple dates you guys would go on would be so sweet Id get cavities. Xiaojun because quieter chaotic (in relatively to other members) who would worship the ground you walk on and just tease the shit out of you util you snap and snap his spine.

@queen-of-himbos Do I really need to say? Honestly I ship with Kun, I wanted to say Hendery but I think after a week you’ll want to murder him. But Kun just destressing with you, the cute Pokémon conversations. Couple cook days, and bet hed be so careful about your dietary needs and still make master pieces. Biggest supportive hubby, also trying to learn to crochet with you and even though he fails he enjoys it. That fitness couple, but with lots of cute behind scene bloopers. Totally devoted to you no matter what.

@gettin-a-lil-hanse Hmmmm...hmmmmmmm...HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...hehe~ For fun I would say Hendery, you two would be so chaotic and while you might kill him. Hed dote on you so much and think (rightfully so) you’re the cutest little bean there ever was to be seen. Also the sassiest couple to be found. Willing to clean up for you if you cook because lets be honest he will set your place on fire because he zoned out staring at you.

@atiny-dazzlinglight Pspspsps *pokes your cheek* Lucas cuz full******. Plus size difference oof. But yeah hed be your puppy and a total shit that would throw you over his shoulder and pretend you disappeared, his hand on your ass the whole time. Your death threats would be cute to him and hed love to purposefully get you riled up then help you work it off in bed. Also king of spoiling you. Though you both may starve if you dont order take out.

@deepnesta Ten. I want to see him dance with you, and just flirt on you. The shiest at first then suddenly delon that won’t let you run or anyone near. Absolutely spoils you, its like you e adopted a house cat. Hes always around asking for pets and snuggles, and does everything he can to make sure you’re not stressed. Loves to hold you and sing softly to help you fall asleep. Just the softest boyfriend.

@wonderland-obsession mwhahahahahahaha ahem ahem I ships with both YangYang and Lucas together. Because theyd treat you right, but also push all the right buttons. Always hug and love on you, skinship for years. Also gaming couple? Yes! Plus the biggest teases for the biggest tease! But honestly theyre very sweet and loving and its like having to human puppies who love you with everything they have.

[thotantics]

Hey ! Can you make a Sehun as a boyfriend post whenever you have the time :) thanks! I hope you’re having a great day/evening ! ♥️

hi hello he’s my babey and im a c t u a l l y working on my drafts again the rest of this week, and feeling in the mood for a sehun love fest so let’s do this

i think Sehun is absolutely one of those people who takes a while before he really opens up and is like his True self around you

he needs stability and feeling secure around people is something that is earned and worked for

once he decides you’re a person that he wants in his life and he’s willing to open up and be real with you, he’ll absolutely fight for his spot in your heart

he’s so SO good to you like right from the get go

he’s got rly great manners and if he has a crush on you omg lucky u the nicest sweetest handsomest boy in the world has a crush on u

will go out of his way to do nice things for you just at random

like buy you food or little presents

but he brushes all this off when you thank him like “hey nbd”

will be maybe too shy to like properly ask you out on a date and besides that, i think sehun will like “friend date” you for a while first?

meaning like he’ll just hang out and go out to eat and hang out at bars and just spend time with you without any like pressure on it

sometimes others are there, sometimes it’s just the two of you

but he always keeps the mood fun and comfortable

eventually it gets to the point that he’s not willing you share his time with you with anybody else, and you find less and less that anybody else is joining you when you go out on your friend dates

you might have the “what are we” sort of talk with him at one point but it’ll give him a good excuse to sort of smile and say something cheesy like “I was hoping we could be a couple” and u’ll just be like !!! ok !!!

when it’s official is when you realize the extent of how much sehun loves and trusts you because he makes sure to let you see it, feel it, KNOW it every single day

he confides in you

he comes to you when he’s happy, when he’s celebrating, when he’s sad, when he’s tired, he lets you in to see his soul and god, he’s so good, down to his core he’s a good fucking person

dating sehun would be a lot of fun too bc he’s a fun person to be around

he’s always making you laugh and you have about a million inside jokes together

like he probably has fun date ideas bc just going out to dinner or a movie is boring and you could do that any old day but amusement park dates? roller skate rink dates? cat cafe dates? air balloon dates? those are much more fun

he’s lowkey most of the time but when he has the free time and the will, he’ll plan something crazy fun that takes up the whole day and you always have a B L A S T

but he’s fine sitting at home teaching you to play fortnight or whatever the kids these days are playing

arguments are rare with sehun

like he might make some petty quip every once in a while and maybe bicker but it’s never anything serious

more in the vein of “maybe if somebody didn’t eat all the chips I wouldn’t have to eat their snacks”

if something major happens and you do end up in an argument, sehun shuts down. he’s quick to put up walls, to steel himself and hide his feelings

he’ll square his shoulders and keep his face neutral and you could be yelling at him to get mad to fight back with you but he’ll walk away before he yells at you

always the first to apologize, too, no matter who was in the wrong in the beginning, sehun’s sorry

he loves you so much and not even his own pride will put a strain on your relationship, he’ll make sure of it

occasionally you might go from lightly picking on one another to bickering and sehun will stifle it long before it gets out of hand and turns into a full blown argument

his go to is to apologize first and beg for forgiveness via kisses and his big hands gripping onto you tightly

NSFW from here

sex with sehun after even a little argument is so, so passionate

always missionary and his breath heavy against your skin, and he holds you so, so tight

but sehun holds you tight every time

if you’re fucking or making love, if his hands are free he’s holding you as tightly to him as possible

heavy handed, too, but he tries to be gentle (unless you moan for him to do it harder in which case he’ll be happy to)

like I imagine even his gentle touches just have such a weight to them, maybe it’s just bc he’s Big and Muscular that I picture his slightest touches can’t be feather light, but rather a gentle pressure if that makes sense?

like if he cradles your face he’s in charge of your whole face, if he’s got hold of your hips you aren’t going anywhere

his kisses are really deep and passionate, too

he fucks into your mouth with his tongue

loves hickeys and bruises, but don’t forget to put them on him, too

frequently gets scolded by managers and makeup artists bc he has obvious hickeys to hide but he’s weirdly proud of them

loves reverse cowgirl and various missionary positions

like your legs up on his shoulders is a favorite for both of you, because he can reach so so deep

speaking of i’m like 99% sure his is the biggest dick in all of exo so jot that down

thick and long, so he reaches deep inside and stretches you open real nicely too

adventurous and fun, he likes laughing during sex and unless you’re having “I missed you” sex or make up sex or st passionate, he might tickle you once or twice or mumble something ridiculous into your skin to make you giggle

also is definitely the type to blow raspberries on ur tummy when u think he’s going down on you

pins you down with his body on top of yours and grinds his hips down into you

lots of dry humping

lots of oral sex

lots of mutual masturbation

overall sehun would be a fucking amazing boyfriend - a sweetie pie, amazing in bed, very caring, mature, but still fun and goofy, a walking meme, an inspiration, pls cherish him forever

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bigger kpop tag

Tagged by @x-i-l-verify ages ago sorry ^^’

1.) 5 favourite groups

B.A.P

VIXX

MONSTA X

BTS

AKMU (shoutout to @x-i-l-verify wow)

2.) Top 5 on your bias list?

B.A.P - JONGUP

MONSTA X - I.M

VIXX - N

BTS - J-HOPE

EXO - SUHO

3.) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

B.A.P

They were the second kpop group I ever heard and Skydive had me shook. So then I checked all their other songs and it took me about three to realize that they’re The Ones. They don’t ever shy away from the difficult, they’ll sing about what’s wrong in the world but at the same time their message is not of despair but of strength. It’s a continuous encouragement to never ever give up on myself and my aspirations, and to change the world by reaching for the stars. I carry it with me now and I cherish it, and remind myself of it when life gets tough.

And then they turn around and show themselves to be the sweetest dorks to walk this earth. Their shenanigans never fail to make me smile, even on the worst days.

4.) Ult Bias and why you love them?

JONGUP

I spent a lot of time thinking of how to call what drew me to him (after I got over the shock of his Skydive snake act and got to know the boys) and I finally got it. To quote my own fanfic, it’s his unapologetic individuality. People call him 4D but it’s all because he just doesn’t give a single heck. He does his thing and he does it well (holy heavens does he do it well, look at all his solos, look at them) and that’s what counts. I’m a shy, quiet person and I saw myself in his variety appearances but then I realized that he’s not just shy, he’s unflappable. Gotta let my members smear my face with makeup? Guess that’s what’s happening, chill. His poker face is legendary, his dancing and voice are out of this world and he never stops, always reaches higher and further while at the same time remembering to chill and take care of himself and his members. He’s got this balance that I hope I can keep as well.

And look, he just released Annoying in which he basically tells people to mind their own business and make it fun instead of judging others and to let others (him) live, how powerful is that.

He’s comfortably himself and it’s beautiful and inspiring.

5.) Favorite Kpop Meme

What can I say he’s just so relatable.

6.) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

That was mean. You hear me? Mean.

7.) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs

SKYDIVE (B.A.P)

WAKE ME UP (B.A.P)

The message and the representation are honestly monumental.

VOODOO DOLL (VIXX)

TROPICAL NIGHT (MONSTA X)

JUST RIGHT (GOT7)

 You can’t stop me

WHITE NIGHT & CATCH ME (UP10TION)

8.) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

B.A.P - Kingdom

VIXX - Fantasia

MONSTA X - Fighter

AKMU - ReBye

BTS JIN - Epiphany

SEVENTEEN HIP HOP TEAM - Trauma

DAY6 - Shoot Me

VAV - You

TRCNG - Utopia

UP10TION - White Night

9.) Favorite Kpop crack video?

please save changkyun

10.) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

How do i choose 1??

@wingssomnia is an absolute treasure

@randomsplashes i adore

@courage-love-wisdom look check out especially the samurai b.a.p arts, my mind was blown and my soul stolen

im in it for the memes AKA the b.a.p crack videos provider please never stop they’re hilarious

The Kpop Trash Queen whose vixx crack videos are absolutely legendary and iconic i love

SuperBlondie the queen of BTS&EXO fanfiction

11.) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

TRCNG and B.A.P (shoutout to the TRCNG discord server I love you guys)

12.) Take your top 3 biases- fmk

Fuck joke’s on you I’m ace but I can sure smooch his cheeks: I.M

( @sierahrt thank you for enabling and enduring today’s changkyun-induced mental breakdown)

Marry: N

Kill: Jongup is left but make no mistake I would not stand a chance

13.) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

Chen. He’s evil and soft all in one. Chennie, never change.

14.) If you could date any idol, who?

I’m actually 99% sure I’m aromantic as well as asexual so this is kind of a nah thing.

15.) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

Oho, big declaration. I can’t choose for everyone but personally I’m exceptionally fond of B.A.P’s Noir. 

16.) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

Ssssso ssssofffffffft.

17.) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

My children the entire ensemble of TRCNG.

18.) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

oh wow no

19.) Favorite vocalist?

Soohyun (AKMU)

Can’t make me choose between Chen (EXO), Jaehwan (VIXX) and Daehyun (B.A.P).

20.) Favorite Rapper?

Yongguk (B.A.P) - just, Confession.

21.) Favorite dancer? 

N (VIXX) 

Yugyeom (GOT7)

This is what he got me with. Dethroned JB. Powerful stuff.

Zelo&Jongup (B.A.P)

22.) Things you have in common with your ult?

I’m hard to rattle and a little people shy but I open up in private. 

23.) The most beautiful trait any idol can have?

All good people are beautiful people.

24.) Songs that will always make you jam along?

B.A.P ZELO - Howler

VAV - Senorita

Actually, make that most of VAV’s songs.

25.) Your worst wrecker?

JIN (BTS) - every day he comes for my soul

26.) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

6.05.2017 PARTY BABY WARSAW BOOM aka my most precious memory. General admission because I was late and poor but it was still one of the best days of my life.

27.) Favorite choreo?

VIXX - Voodoo Doll

This whole production steals my breath every time, kings of concepts indeed.

28.) Favorite live performance?

B.A.P JONGUP - Try My Luck

29.) Favorite debut mv?

Nothing beats EXO’s MAMA, nothing.

30.) Recommend a rookie group!

How old until they’re not rookies anymore? TRCNG debuted last year but they’re under TS, you know how that goes. Please check them out, they’re quite talented.

31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

B.A.P - Hands Up (Japanese version because I can somewhat understand that and the 光に hands up always gets me right in the heart).

32.) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)!

@yonggukist, @englishbunnyrocks, @adsuro, @bapwoo, @saaltvinegar, @everythingsgoingawry <3

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excuse the rather shitty graphic, i churned it out before class. i wanted to do something with an octopus ( because i’m that guy ), but i got kicked in the shin by schoolwork and neglected to find one i could work with. my bad, my bad.

but! the important thing isn’t my budget image, it’s the fact that i’ve had bodhi for over a month now and i swear, i’m in love with this fandom. from rogue one players to originals to prequels to the animations: you guys are amazing. i haven’t been this excited for a fandom in a long time. i don’t know if star wars just attracts the kinna writers i click with and admire or what but you guys are 👌👌👌👌👌. however, i wanted to use this mushy-gushy holiday to be sappy and show a little appreciation to the people who have really made this blog something i cherish.

THE DOKIDOKI SQUAD

i wish i could write my undying love for everyone i adore, but i doubt i could do that a) before class and b) within the average human lifespan. so these are the folks that i either talk to a lot ooc, write a lot with, or just make me really, really happy by just existing. you’re the friends that send me things, talk to me about nonsense, get real with me, and are just an all around treat. even if i don’t know you very well ( yet ) you are have made bodhi an experience i won’t ever forget and our talks that have me drabbling about this shadow-jumper pilot on the back of my homework. 

like, i just---- *blows kiss @ u* 

@bretttal  + all your baes - YO!!!!! we’ve been friends/saltmates/prosebros for how long now? two years now? but like, it also feels like forever, like that kind of kinship you got with someone who just weaves in seamlessly with your life and mind like damn, son. the fact that we can be so dank levels of emo and crack at the same time with each other but then get so brutally honest and real the very next sentence. we don’t shy from anything and we express ourselves openly but respect when the other wants to be quiet with details. and the fact that our passions overlap: linguistics, culture, politics, and the various aspects of humanity. like, to have someone that i can talk about those things with, who is as passionate about strengths and tragedies of the human mind is such a sacred thing to me. like, to say the ideas we come up with for our muses ( especially now with bodhi in the picture ) are controversial to the mainstream mind is an understatement, i don’t know how many others would dare to tread where you and i go. so, i am so fortunate to have you as a friend and ally, especially with the world the way it is. because ( at the risk of sounding like a ball of cheese ) you, my dear friend, are the kinna soul that gives me hope, the kinna person i know i can trust with the future.

you also cry about rogue one and horror movies and xenomorphs with me. a lot. bless u.

@leadkiss + all your baes - okay, okay, i know. we haven’t interacted on this blog yet but idgaf, you’re a pillar wherever i go. we have so much history, the relationships and plots we craft together make dark souls look like a putt-putt game. we are lovecraftian horrors, we make the tragedies of old look like child’s play and the darkest of apocalypses feel like sunshine. and don’t know many people i can be brave, to be honest and open about real life, and certainly i don’t know many people i’m on the same wavelength with. and i know, our approaches and situations often clash...a lot  *heart hands*  i wouldn’t trade it for the world. your words are precious to me, whether written or spoken. so idk when we’ll write with each other on our current blogs, i do hope soon but until then, i’m more than happy to just gush at each other in skype about our baes past and present and, lbr, future.

@seijoki + all your baes - *gently gritos in admiration* no but seriously, we met like three years ago. and even we barely talked ooc, you had such a major impact on my muse. and then when jasper happened, you were literally a central part of his character???? you are so precious and such a bae like i can’t even with words to describe how awesome you are. and your characters are just as meaningful and your portrayal of them is so truehearted, i’m blown away. you just have a way with your muses that others, myself included, can’t help but be a little shook like, damn. *waves hands* like, we’ve gone through such an extra af journey together. from felix’s murder-aunt to the unfortunate sister of goggles mcfirehazard and moon moon the carebear. and you as a person are such a masterpiece. i envy your ability to remain patient and noble in situations with people that would have me making strangle-y hands. your such a good, tori, and like, i hope you know that. 

plus, the fear of owls. you get it.

@catchthatregenerator - *toddler clapping* dude!!! you play a villain and don’t pull punches, i fucking love it. you get more and more unapologetic about how much of delightful garbage can adam is and i could just yasssss~ about it all day. you don’t woobie your boy, and you don’t try to excuse his behavior. you embrace and recognize who and what he is and are a responsible antagonist-player. bless u so much, man. as someone who used to play villains, i admire and love what you do. and also your writing, whether it was about adam or not, is amazing??? you’re so honest about your analysis and you don’t throw around fancy world and scripple with purple crayon everywhere for the sake of  “quality”. you just write. your voice is strong, you don’t need falsify your prose with grandeur and it’s such a hallelujah, mang. it makes writing with you so refreshing and just *blows a kiss* you’re such a treat and i’m a lucky sucker for having you in my life. no joke. also, you as a person....idek how you manage to be so sweet and warm??? wtf??? how you can be so kind and gentle but still stand your ground is beyond me. you’re a brave soul, in both your personality and writing and i just have become a meme when it comes to you i swear. you are such a treat and i always look forward to your adam and any muse you pursue.

@sergeantstardust / @scavengered  / @halfworldborn  / @lightlived  /  @scarificed ( and your other blogs ) - so i don’t know each of your very well yet. i’ve only just met each of you but you guys are those blogs i halt my dash browsing for to read whatever the heck you just posted. like, it doesn’t matter what stage of writing we’re at: whether we’ve done a few replies, just barely started, or are still plotting --- i have so much respect and adoration for what you guys can do. the care and effort you put into your characters and prose, the thought behind each word and action, there’s never a dull moment and i’m always excited to see you guys on my dash ( or when you talk to me, like sorry i nerd out whenever i get an IM ding from y’all ngl and nerd out even more when we plot or i read a reply to our thread ). 

BAES

section for all the folks that make me *hearteyes* because you guys are filled with such talent. you all have such fascinating and unique versions of your muse and your prose is always on point and i’m so jazzed to be mutuals with you whether we’ve had a chance to write together or not.

@thcenemy ( @blindhim ) / @rogueandcr / @rebelsacrifice / @fcrcepilot / @cxptainandor / @pilotcorellian / @awakenedrey / @ginatcnic / @strongwilledsoul / @imqetuous / @fulcrumm ( @sospes ) / @rcbelborn / @lastorgana / @aldcraanian / @hotshotflyboy / @rebelcassn / @stardusttoash / @stardusttings / @xaedificare / @aftcrshocks / @libertinedeath / @bridgrs / @jvnstcrdust / @rebelcourage   / @pilotlng / @likemyfatherbeforeme / @galaxyslasthope / @rebellioncaptain / @arepure / @amcureux / @binarywake / @camewithguns / @helluvapilot / @vilibertatis / @captcassiansandors / @scioncfel / @snipisms / @jaigvision / @eireniic

SMOL SHOUTOUT

just a small little section just to give some recognition and love to my fellow bodhi players who i’m mutuals with because you two have a 👌👌👌👌 taste in muses and i appreciate you for exploring the dude with the body of man and the soul of chihuahua and making him your own.

@imthxpilot & @rogue-one-aviator

[smurfettte]

💎✖️️💕🍳🍭😂

DOTT IM SO SORRY I JUST SAW THIS TY

Im still using sm*rf bc i dont want it to show up in the tags its annoying and im sry

💎 - when and how did you discover your special interest?

Ooh this goes way back.

Well, when i was about nine my parents first seperated (they did twice, ultimately getting divorced 2nd time around) for a period of two years, and during that time we had very, very little money because my mom was a stay at home mom for years and had to get a job too, so we basically had to cut, like, everything/anything extra that we didnt need. The best my mom could do so we didnt get a total shock on top of everything was to get us the smallest cable package possible (im pretty sure it was way cheaper back then too, idk if even that would be manageable now) where we had just like, a little cluster of channels; one of those was boomerang. I was really, really sad about loosing cartoon network, so my mom hyped me up about being able to watch sm*rfs, even though i only had a very vague idea of what they were. From there, it kind of just became my permanent special interest. My mom and i watched it together a lot since her mom played into the really strange christian propaganda of “demonizing” cartoons that was everywhere in the 80s when she grew up. She would bribe her brother not to rat her out when she would sneak-watch it on saturday mornings and tbh that would literally be me

✖ - Is there something you Dont like about your special interest?

Definitely. The author of the original comics was uh… a really sexist, probably racist and a homophobic guy. Which, really shows in his earlier works – the full sm*rfette story is honestly much worse than the concepts of her origin that were kept in the cartoon. The 80s retelling is basically the comic but heavily censored for over obviously sexist content, while still being sexist in itself (just in a way where, maybe for younger viewers or a blind eye, its not obvious at first). Honestly just the treatment of most of the female characters is my complaint in the way a lot of them are portrayed, but especially sm*rfette. She cant do one self indulgent thing for herself without it being ridiculed or often portrayed as wrong, even when shes like the smartest and most caring person in the village. Its annoying and not a good message at all.

Also, it tries to be written as insanely het all the time and just isnt. Like its so gay and theres so many moments where youre like “ppl really tried to pass this as het…bitch” but time and time again… straight people think its reasonable that an entire village is attracted to. a single person (who most of the time heavily shys away from affection from men too, lmfao…). REALLY hoping the new movie addresses that in some way thats not bad, but im trying not to get my hopes up (ive got my hopes up).

💕 - Something you like about your Special Interest?

Honestly this is a lot of things, but i would have to say?? Like. Everything, except the things i dont like ^. Its constantly been such a comfort to me in so many ways. I love the characters, i love how it was my first real introduction to fairytale fantasy (aside from disney) and its just… so calming. Some people find it boring and annoying, but for me it was so easy to fall in love with and kept me company/calmed me down during some of the worst times ive ever had. Even when some of those worst times were because people would make fun of me for loving it.

🍳 - do you have a stim related to your special interest?

In a few ways, yea! I do!

I always compare it to this, but i think being surrounded in things related to it is a kind of visual stim that relates to the old woman who wants most everything in her house to be green. Just as it makes her feel calm, happy, and energetic, i have the same expirience but i sm*rf theme as many things as i can, and collect ALOT. I try to be surrounded by it as much as possible, and it always helps me to feel happy and calm. If im not in a space where its all around, i’ll have sm*rf things that i use day to day, like my wallet, cups, things like that. It always provides a feeling of happiness and safety.

Another for a physical stim is that i have a sm*rfette themed slime that one of my best friends made me for christmas! (He made a little white hat to put over the lid too, it was so sweet). Its a glittery blue, and has lots of gold, blue, and flower shaped sequins in it! i love squishing gooey and squeezable stuff. Textures like that are the best ever.

🍭- a headcanon/theory you have about your special interest?

This is gonna be long and im sorry i talk so much, but Brainy, Grouchy, Clumsy, and Fette (so i dont have to block out the full word again) are all autistic!

- Brainy expiriences a lack of empathy, tends to micromanage more than one usually would (especially if one of his special interests are involved/its something he came up with himself) and, as mentioned, expiriences special interests (a need for worldly knowledge – especially of magic, and for papa, who he constantly seeks to impress and be respected by, no matter what it takes. He loves him and wants to be just like him, and often does things for him out of the blue just so he’ll appreciate and recognize him + his potential). He stims by chewing (probably with the handle of a wand) and by writing + drawing swirly doodles on paper with his quill pen. He infodumps, and he usually lacks an understanding of social cues; this often leads to him making “bad decisions” being highly ridiculed, often overshadowed by his peers.

- Clumsy does not quickly process information + events, his comfort object(s) is/are his continuously growing rock collection/garden that he waters and talks to everyday, he stims by flapping and jumping, and is very uncoordinated. There are often ‘simple’ things that confuse him that he is unable to figure out quickly (like putting together things that fold up - chairs, foldable tables where u have to specifically press something, stuff like that. I think its an autistic thing even though im not able to describe it very well since ive struggled w it all my life myself and i always get weird looks when i cant do it) and his special interest is Brainy. Because he is physically incoordinated and processes information slow, though people do stick up for him, he can often recieve even worse treatment from those around him than Brainy does, on top of being easily able to manipulate due to him being so easily trusting and loving. Because of this, him and Brainy often do everything together, and eventually their mutual love for each other + relatability brings them to be almost inseperable (even if Brainy looses his patience more than he should sometimes). aka theyre boyfriends it rly shows

- Fette struggles with anxiety (as alot of autistic people, like myself, do) and has hyper-empathy. Similar to Clumsy, Fette seeks comfort in her flower garden and flowers in general, often holding conversations with them. This actually is a real theory, but she believes that talking to the flowers will help them to grow, and cherishes them as if they were people. She knows the name of every flower in the forest and could tell you at LEAST 5 facts about every single one. She stims by flapping, jumping, and chewing on her hair. Fette is quick to act to situations whether good or bad, and raised voices from others can often send her towards a meltdown (in where she retreats to her house for solitude to calm down + renergize). Though she loves her friends and being with them, she is an introvert and enjoys being by herself or with her flowers to regain energy.

- Grouchy uses echolalia to express his emotions and partake in conversations, while being mostly nonverbal. He often seeks company in animals or baby sm*rf (who i believe is also his special interest) because they bring him comfort and dont ask him to explain or change who he is. He is often very distant from most people, and only opens up to being around people he feels he can trust.

😂 - something funny about your special interest?

It just made me type up like. Disorganized paragraphs when im supposed to be packing up my shit 2 go to my moms. Also just the idea that a whole village could be attracted to a single person and no one else… funnie as shit my guy