#hi I'm usually a lurker but I had to scream about this

[perry-my-shmirtz]

Accidentally skipped Night of the Living Pharmacist (bcs Disney+ pooped out on me and skipped multiple episodes including this one), and MAN. There are some good Perryshmirtz moments here that I haven't seen anyone talk about (then again, I'm effectively new to the fandom since I stopped watching sometime during season 2). I want to highlight a specific moment though: Heinz sacrificing himself as bait the same way Buford did (which is already pretty romance coded)

Like, for most of the special Heinz is pretty blase about creating an apocalypse where everyone is turning into evil zombies clones of himself. He's mostly annoyed at the situation, complaining about being inconvenienced more than anything. And while he starts to take things more seriously when he realizes Vanessa is in danger, he still is otherwise unbothered (he's focused on stopping the apocalypse, but he's not in any serious distress).

And YET. Heinz finally, finally breaks when not only Vanessa is turned but Perry, too. Like, it's pretty heavily emphasized that Heinz chooses to use himself as bait--- something we know is otherwise pointless considering he's immune, the mob largely ignores him, or they try to kick him out-- because he literally can't handle losing the two people that mean the world to him and having to live without them.

Anyway, Perry and Heinz are actually gay married and Vanessa is their daughter 😌

[specialgradefckr]

Heyyo! I'm usually just a lurker, but your Heatwave series has been absolutely incredible and I had to write in. I'm not usually an ABO fan, but you are rapidly changing my mind. Started with the Yuuta/Rika piece and loved your characterization of that sad eyed dude. Sweet and mostly passive while also being fully aware of reader-chan's BS.

Day 4 tho??? 🥵🔥🥵 I'm a more recent Gojo convert and oh my stars, "...you think for a moment he sounds like a dog toy. You think you want to make him your dog toy." Arrogant, but also whiney and pathetic Gojo really hits for me. The Pining? Phenomenal.

Just wanted to gas you up a bit and let you know what an excellent writer you are. Totally looking forward to the rest of the Heatwave series and whatever else your big brain cooks up in the future! 😊

wanted to gas you up a bit

awwhhhhHHh THANK YOUUUU 🥺 i super appreciate it!!!

honestly i started this blog recently and i've been trying not to compare the numbers but sometimes i get discouraged, you know? like, i AM doing it for the art (i knew day 3 was not gonna get a lot of love) but i'm posting it bc it makes me happy to see people enjoying it.

it's super encouraging to hear from you (and all the others who leave comments or reblog etc.) that my work is doing well.

i'm trying to be more critical of my own writing, fix things i don't like about it, and sometimes i need a reminder that it's still worthwhile and enjoyable to read even when i feel like it could have been better.

I've been writing like? All 10 of the Heatwave prompts concurrently, and while it means I have all of them drafted and partly written rn, it also means I switch between them a lot.

Inevitably I start to kinda. Lose the plot sometimes of a scene I'm trying to write skdfhglsdhg like the intro to the Yuta fic was SOOOO long actually and it was rambling about social phenomena with alphas, basically the omegaverse version of red pill dudes LMAOOO

and that was also supposed to lead in to like. the idea of what a REAL alpha is. the non-gendered values of leadership, protectiveness, and actually being sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of people around them (a crucial trait for someone in a leadership position).

and yuta fits those things SO WELL. he is CONSTANTLY worried about the people around them, how they feel and what they think. he admires the shit out of his classmates who like, tried to attack him when they first met fghskjdfgh. he wants to protect them but he never looks down on them.

later in the manga we see that yuta's consideration and empathy isn't just for his classmates. he cares a lot even for people who are very capable of protecting themselves - he cares about their feelings.

so i just knew like. yuta and tsundere reader. yuta who can see though your fussiness because he's always been perceptive.

yuta who thinks you're hot bc he has a constant boner for strong women but also has a deep yearning to see you be honest and vulnerable with him, and goes feral for it.

yuta who you can be vulnerable with because you know him and his gentle smile, his kind words, how he looks up to you even though he's a special grade and stronger than you'll ever be,, hhhh....

but yeah anyways. *grasps you and shakes you by the shoulder* GOJO. GOJO SATORU BEING HIS PATHETIC NEEDY SELF. GOJO BEING YOUR SQUEAKY TOY AND LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT -

tmi but "fuck me until i sound like a dog toy" is actually something a previous partner said to me??? i've never been much of a top but hearing that just kinda had me... hsdfgjhdsg HHHHHH

i think a major part of gojo's appeal is how he can be arrogant and pretty AND sultry all at once. there's something utterly delicious about a slutty confident man who is also crying screaming throwing up for you to let him put it in you skdhflsdhg

next heatwave fic is sdkfgsdlhgshg uhhhHHhh different from the ones you have read, it's a yandere piece with gojo and geto.

After that it's another gojo piece i think you'll REALLY like >.> masochist!gojo is a favorite headcanon of mine and i was actually super hyped writing some of the smut there so far hehe.

glad you've enjoyed so far! more to come for sure ;)

[doshiart]

Gallavich Intro

uh huh, thank you @callivich for these encouragement reblogs post, so here we are!

(nick)Name: Doshi

Age: 22

What made you fall in love with Gallavich? I mean… gallavich, they're they. Okay, if serious, I just knew about them but never interested in it and don't remember whether I watched this show before or not. But I seen all of seasons attentively only in November 2023. Then I fell into it entirely and completely.

How long have you been a fan? 3.5 months / since November 2023

Favourite Gallavich moment/scene? oh god, it's hard.. so many really awesome scenes. I want to highlight a few and maybe make a top.

Mickey Watching Over Ian [S04E07] — my s-tier, i love re-watch this scene, i love this song (and i'm so sad that it's been removed from spotify but ok whatever). It's incredibly emotional, that's all. Mickey is so protective, there are so many thoughts on his face. And this silent talk with Svetlana screams very loudly for me. I just like to think that in that moment Mickey is thinking about how much he loves Ian and how glad he is that he's finally here.

"First Time I Felt Anything Since…" [S05E10] — just one more emotional scene before disaster. Really like it and the song is good too.

The Club Kiss [S04E08] — they are so touch starved for each other's. yummy.

"I Gotta Worry. You're My Husband." [S11E04] — it's really sad that this scene was deleted :\

"Rain On Me." [S11E07] — PLEASE they're so domestic and comfort, singing together, what could be better??

idk i just can't stop?? ok i'm quickly pick these important ones for me: "Don't." [S03E12] "Ian. Look At Me." [S04E10] "Sorry I'm Late." [S05E08] The Dock Scene [S07E10] "A lot." [S07E11]

Favourite Shameless character apart from Ian and Mickey? Carl! I actually really love a lot of the characters, but Carl the most. Love his character development, love his sibling bonding with Debbie and how they grew together, as well as his brotherly relationship with his elders. Love his interactions with Mickey and wish there was more. He's so sweet and silly kitty. I also had a crush on Sandy and would have liked to see more of a storyline with Debbie, but eh.

Do you write or draw or make edits? I draw! tag in tumblr / commissions open + other social

Favourite type of Gallavich fics? I'm absolutely in love for AUs! Before gallavich I didn't realize how much I loved the AUs. It's just amazing and this fandom is amazing because there are so many things I want to read, but there are sooooo many. I love multi-chaps and slowburn! Any universe, the main thing is our boys and tension between them!

Most of all I want to mention my love for texting/social media or something like that. I like it when text messages are inserted into the writing.

I prefer fluff, but I have nothing against angst, only if it is hurt/comfort. I love getting different emotions and I love crying too, but I don't like bad endings.

Favourite Gallavich quote? "You're Under My Skin, Man." "What You And I Have Makes Me Free." "Hit My Husband Again, I'll Fucking Kill You." "Don't fucking tell me what's impossible! We're taking care of him here. You, me, us. His fucking family. "Fuck You, Fuck You, And Especially Fuck You!"

Anything else you’d like to share about yourself? I'm a bit of a shy introverted lurker and didn't understand at all how tumblr blogging system worked until that moment, usually I just threw my art and ran away. But now I'm watching how people do their posts (use a queue?? what). And I wasn't completely sure how to blog with drawings without turning it into something personal, but it seems that's the point of blog?

So I'm just getting used to everything and want to stay in the shameless fandom, because it's very nice to be here. You are all very nice people and I have already become attached to y'all.

Apart from anything else, I have a huge obsession. I constantly read something new that comes into my hands, and I have a lot of ideas for new arts. (I might even want to do an edit, but shhh, I'm not sure I'm really mentally ready yet haha).

So yeah, you are truly amazing and I hope to be more active in the fandom! <3

[xkuja]

SO

I found your artworks first on Pixiv, (that Kingdom Hearts Kuja had me SHAKING, how did you manage to somehow make him look sluttier (affectionate) even with wearing *more* clothes?!) then from there I found you on Twitter and check your posts for those tasty Kuja arts. Little did I know that I'd find you here too! I swear when I saw your artwork (the 3 Kuja expressions post) on my feed I nearly *screamed* I got so excited! I really really love your works, and I will forever appreciate anyone who feeds us with Kuja!

I just wanted to express my love for your artworks, but I didn't know where else to do that except here (I'm kind of new to Tumblr and more of a lurker than a poster) so I'll ask a question just in case I don't break any rules or something ^^;

I know it's just a rumor, but what are you expecting to see of Kuja in the FFIX Remake? I personally am very excited to see what Square will do with potentially a new look for him, there's no way the man *isn't* going to look stunning in modern graphics and the fancy CG they usually make! I know they wouldn't because I know the fandom would implode if they did, but part of me wonders if they'll censor him for some reason. If you do Square, at least make it hot, okay XD

Wowow! That is so rare for someone to find me on pixiv first ahah. I should really update my pixiv soon, I have a lot I haven’t added there yet. Thanks for finding me and saying hi haha, I really appreciate it. It brightened my week a little! I hope to draw more Kuja for you and everyone this year too 🫀

Regarding the rumoured remake, I’m kind of in the minority about it in that I hope they don’t remake it… I just don’t like the moneygrubby handling of the 7 remake and… among that and other reasons, I’ve lost a lot of faith in the franchise. So, I try to think of it more as “even if they do remake 9 I will always have the original”.

But I can almost guarantee you if they do remake 9, they won’t censor Kuja. They didn’t censor him in Dissidia (ignoring some of the characterisation choices in that series I have such a soft spot for dissidia haha), and squeenix tend to capitalise when they can on these kinds of things. They don’t shy from pretty men. FF16 certainly didn’t censor much!

[judasofsuburbia]

a snippet of the spicy six zombie apocalypse au i'm working on<3 warnings for mild sexual content.

The first thing Jonathan Byers noticed about Argyle is the saucers of brown he calls his eyes. Those eyes were framed by a kind smile on Jonathan’s first day of senior year in California when they met in woodshop class and Argyle simply said, “You look so mellowed out, man.”

Jonathan huffed a small laugh. “Well, it’s my first day here and you’re the first person to talk to me.”

Argyle’s smile never faded. “It’s an honor, then. Name’s Argyle. What can I call you, dude?”

That interaction seemed like it was decades ago. That same man with his big, chocolate eyes now kisses his forehead and picks flowers on their walks to tuck into his hair. That same man shoots Lurkers in the head and doesn’t wince anymore. That same man hasn’t smoked weed in probably a year and has let go of the dream of raiding some old stoner’s house. That same man is Jonathan’s boyfriend and the world is ending. 

Jonathan’s seen Argyle at his absolute worst over the two years. He’s seen him closed off and disturbingly quiet. He’s seen him rip body hair off his arms and legs when he’s stressed out. He’s seen him violent and angry (not toward any of them but towards the world). Smashing old beer bottles and screaming at the sky. 

Jonathan’s also seen him at his best. Or at least, what his best can be when the circumstances are this goddamn bleak. He’s seen him make the kids laugh even as he’s patching really bad wounds. He’s seen him shiny and smiley after getting to bathe in a lake for the first time in weeks. He’s seen him get excited over stupid novelty t-shirts they find and the absolute bliss on his face if they come across snacks that used to be his go-to munchies. 

The thing about the world ending and having a boyfriend is that alone time is practically nonexistent. Their hoard of thirteen sticks together as much as they possibly can. Sometimes, it’s safer to split up so they can hide better. But it’s never just Jonathan and Argyle. Just like it’s never just Steve and Eddie. Never just Nancy and Robin. Never just…sigh, the teenagers who have now paired up as well. Maybe that last one is for the better. 

Sometimes, though, on extremely rare occasions, if the location is really safe and the other adults are content with keeping watch, they let the others scamper off. Usually, just one couple, and sometimes, they argue over who can until the teens groan at them to shut the fuck up. It’s far from a perfect system.

So they absolutely do not take it for granted when Jonathan and Argyle are the chosen ones for the evening.

They’re like magnets the second they’re away from the group, either in the woods or behind a closed door of the building they’re squatting in. Chapped kisses and teasing tongues and labored breaths and wandering hands and dirty words and quick releases. Once they’re sated (or the bare minimum of being sated), those turn into sweet nothings and gentle caresses and warm nuzzles and brushing out each other’s hair and talking about life before. Jonathan loves this man more than he thought he could ever love someone. He’s lucky that Argyle loves him right back. 

He’s so lucky, in fact, that one night, when they settled in an old high school, clinging to each other with their hands shoved down each other’s pants, they got interrupted by a timid Steve knocking on the door and neither of them hesitated to put themselves away and open it. Jonathan’s lucky because their interruption was not a Lurker, but it was Steve and Will (gratefully down the hall, far enough away from the noises). Will had a night terror and needed his big brother. Steve apologized quietly so that Will couldn’t hear him and said over and over that he tried to console him, that Eddie tried to console him, but he was too far gone. Jonathan gave Argyle a sympathetic look and Argyle kissed him sweetly, telling him to go be with Will. Will was shaking and obviously embarrassed to have interrupted but Jonathan hushed him and listened to the dark, horrible things his little brother’s subconscious came up with. Held him close to his chest through the night and made sure that nothing in the world could hurt him. 

Argyle was never mad about that night or any time after that their time together got cut short. He loves Will like he was his own brother and Jonathan is so, so grateful. 

However, Jonathan is starting to get a little restless. 

He is a hot-blooded adult man after all. 

He has many needs that have fallen to the wayside since zombies took over the world but damn if sex isn’t one of the hardest ones to let go of. Especially when his sex partner is looking all rugged and filthy from traveling and fighting all day. He just wants to help…is all.