#hhhhh i know what I'm talking about guys i just don't know how to show it

[wannabemasterofwindintraining]

I know how manipulation tactics work

(^doesn't know shit)

[causenessus]

Hi! I’m sending in another ask because I have horrible brainrot and need ALL the headcannons about suness <3

1. Does he let you paint his nails? If so do you guys get matching nails?

2. What’s your first dance song at your wedding?

3. What was the moment you were like “oh- I love him.”

4. What’s the weirdest situation you’ve said “I love you” in?

Please I need the fluffy things and so what if I bring up weddings a lot? I am projecting bcs I very much want to get married one day lol

<3

-love bakery anon 🍪

BUG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <333 I HAVE HORRIBLE BRAINROT FOR BUGMU!!!!! I NEED ALL THE HEADCANNONS ON YOU GUYS <33

does he let you paint his nails? If so do you guys get matching nails?

HHHHH idk if you've read thru some of mango anon and me's yaps but i once told her about skater boy™ who unfortunately had me paint his nails once 😔😔 BUT!! I WILL TAKE THE POSITIVES FROM THAT SITUATIONSHIP AND LEAVE BEHIND THE NEGATIVES SO YOUR ANSWER IS YES!!! he lets me paint his nails <3 the first time it happened was we were watching a movie together and after i finished mine i grabbed his hand and he didn't realize what i was doing at first until he felt the little brush yk <3 and he simultaneously didn't mind and was also slightly worried about his teammates being annoying about it <3 but when he showed up at practice the next day he was like "actually, i'm cooler than all of u. my gf painted my nails 🖕" and then everytime he raised his hands and saw the black nail polish (ofc it's black <3) he was reminded of me teehee <3 but lowk without meaning to yes they match!! simply bc i love black nails and he likes black nail polish too so then it's fun when we're sitting on the train together, hands intertwined, and both of our nails are black <33

what’s your first dance song at your wedding?

HHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM hold on i gotta look thru my spotify playlist for this bc idk anything about weddings and i literally hate playing music for others LMAO 😭 (ofc i went to the love notes playlist straight away) OKAY I'M HCING OUR WEDDING WAS VERY SMALL AND NICHE ANYWAY and maybe we lowk kissed everyone out for our first dance or were one of those couples that does it behind a curtain so it's an intimate moment and i would love for it to have been to heaven (take care), lose me on the way (hope sandoval) or darling (mannequin pussy) <33

what was the moment you were like “oh- I love him.”?

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i love this man so much <3 probably the first time we were in a conversation together with some other friends and i got talked over but he was looking at me the entire time and was kind of like "what were you saying? before atsumu so rudely interrupted you bc he doesn't know how to wait his fucking turn? i'm listening ❤" and i almost fell to my knees and knew i must have this man

what’s the weirdest situation you’ve said “I love you” in?

i just KNOW that we have so many weird moments but def one of the weirdest was when we were at a cafe and this man accidentally knocked over a glass of water 😭😭 and i was embarassed af but he's also my man and i love him so much and i wouldn't rather be anywhere else but on the floor with napkins cleaning up a water spill with him <3 and i was just like "rin i love you you're so pretty" and he was just like "ness. angel. sweetheart. pls don't say that right now i'm bent over the floor cleaning up water. i love u too tho <3"

BUG PLS RB THIS WITH RANDOM HCS FOR WHATEVER SELF SHIP YOU'RE FEELING RN IF YOU WANT TO!! I'D LOVE TO HEAR MORE ABOUT YOU GUYS OMG I JUST LOVE HEARING ABOUT YOU GUYS ALL THE TIME <33

[stitchthesewords]

I see your tags about the rendubs divorce arc + Ren running off with Bdubs' ex + Bdubs declaring himself king because he can do it better, and I hear you loud and clear

But I am now here with a counter offer, aka you got my thoughts spinning and this relates to a fic I started but never finished because writing angst makes me too sad. (this ask that ended up way longer than I thought it would oops)

What if renthubs polycule (or some flavor of poly hermits i'm not picky) where the three need some time to mentally recover and process the whole king arc. Ren goes to Doc, Etho goes to his single player world and Bdubs goes to Empires.

Doc ends up helping Ren get through his anxieties and fears after being king, including his dynamic with all the people in the rebellion and the feeling that his friends and partners would hate him for everything, which is of course not actually true. And I think that Ren is the type of guy to process things relatively quick and be able to bounce back. So once he is more stable, he follows everyone to empires.

Bdubs runs away through the rift and declares himself a god on Empires, which shows you about how well he is (not) coping with everything. To me, he is the type to loudly declare that he's over it, but he ends up festering the emotions, particularly when no one else is really talking about the king anymore. He's fine, why wouldn't he be fine, he's a god. (side eyeing joel here as well after dl)

Then Etho. Hmm. I think he isn't as bothered by it by the other two but I'm not 100% sold on that either. There has to be a certain melancholy to knowing your partners aren't in the best headspace and not really being able to do much about it. And the guilt about fighting against them and having to be part of the group to kill them. The third life memories would have to be coming in at full force. It may be lower stakes on hermitcraft but I don't think that matters when the memories are that emotionally charged.

I think that in the chaos of the empires collab and then the start of a new year with new projects and tcg and everything, the three don't really get a chance to sit down and talk. Bdubs is hiding away in the monolith drafting up visions of another grand castle base. Etho and Ren see each other more often with tcg matches and, through a number of casual interactions surrounded by other hermits, decide that maybe it would be time to talk. And there wouldn't be a better excuse to talk than a big project.

So the boat race idea is born. Etho and Ren go out to the ice spikes and scope it out. They end up around a fire made of some spare wood and end up talking well into the night. It starts out with plans and slowly ends in a heart to heart, where they finally express their struggles with everything and their commitment to each other going forward. They fall asleep cuddled together in a sleeping bag under the stars.

And bdubs is still festering. He doesn't stop long enough to realize. His days are filled with planning and designing and gathering materials. He works himself to exhaustion so he is too tired to think about who and what he is missing. He's fine. He builds a throne room.

Em you have no idea how insane this ask made me I am. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GOD! GOD! You are soooooooo right about how they would each react and recover/not recover tbh. And its like - Ren isn't 100% but he's like. He's getting there and being up and moving around will help him out - and Bdubs just. HHHHH Bdubs throwing himself into his work to hide from his woes while putting on the 'I'm FINE! ACTUALLY!!!" im ill. And Etho just having. No clue really god bless him he's looking between the two of them and trying to figure out what the best way to approach everything is.

GOD and then the way you thought about rentho bonding and finally talking bc of the TCG and then going out to build the boat race while bdubs unknowingly is festering back home im hhhhhhh. I am normal about this i am so normal. [They should. play clocks against each other in the tcg where they bond. For no reason. ]

Imagine coming back from having a boat race and doing fun stuff out in the ice to find bdubs having completely thrown himself into an insane task without break and its like. you've gotta figure out how to approach it he cant just fester but he's closed off and hiding behind work to not have to address his feelings. I am normal I am feeling soooooooooooooooooooo normal.

[born-to-lose]

Mel!! Tell me everything about last night!!!!

So Nasty Ratz played first, I already saw them last year and there were so few people in the audience again 💔💔 my Czech boys deserve better. They played some songs from their upcoming album of which I recorded some and I would post the clips but I don't know if I'm allowed to leak them before they're released, might have to check back. Lots of eye contact with the guitarist and singer, guitarist gave me the set list, after their set I got the beer the singer had promised me the day prior via text. THEY SOLD CONDOMS WITH THE BAND LOGO AT THEIR MERCH TABLE 😭😭 with the literal reasoning "if some of you get lucky tonight but don't want to get lucky in 9 months, we sell condoms"

Second band was Superhorror but I already told the whole story here

Third was Bai Bang from Sweden and the singer basically only spoke German and told some stories from his childhood with his German mom who told him not to speak English when he goes to Germany and about his strict grandma who told him to shut up when he was singing at home but now he sings all the time (which he used to introduce their song I Love What You Hate). He made up a wild story about him being good friends with Anni-Frid from ABBA and some other stuff, but I'm pretty sure it was just for fun and he seemed to be a bit drunk already when they came on. He was cool and had funny vibes! Kept making faces at me and putting on the "x-ray specs" (just his sunglasses) and going "hoooh I can see through you all" in reference to their song of the same name. Sad that most people were either outside or way in the back of the bar, but great music and fun stories! He was also talking about a guy who used to he a long haired hard rocker and had his own spot in their tour bus but now he's a famous house DJ and he wrote their song My Favorite Enemy for him, but again I'm not sure how much truth is in there or who he's even talking about

Fourth was Speed Stroke (also Italians) and they were really good like last time I saw them and I got to sing a bit in the mic and one of their hot guitarists kept looking at me and spat out beer into the audience and I got some on my face and shirt. I didn't get the set list because another girl snatched it first 🙄 At the end of the set, the whole band was kicking and fighting each other and it was so fucking funny but I didn't catch it on video

Last one was Sister!! Second time seeing them and they were fucking great again, lowkey better vibes than at the bigger venue last year and hhhhh I loved it and also was one of the loudest to yell along to Bullshit & Backstabbing specifically lol. They played their first gig outside of Sweden at this bar back in 2006 so they're always looking forward to playing here but the singer said they don't know when they'll be back in Germany 💔💔 so we were supposed to go off to the closing song Scream for Pleasure like it's the last time they ever play a show and now I have a sore throat

As for merch, I got both of Superhorror's CDs, a Nasty Ratz keychain (because I already bought their CDs and shirt last time), three Sister CDs, a Sister patch (for free somehow?) and a Sister shirt that I forgot to take a photo of before I put it in the laundry but it's the same print as the cover of the album above the patch. I wanted to get the two Speed Stroke CDs I didn't get last year and a shirt and a Bai Bang CD but every time I checked the stand there was nobody there 😔

[mosviqu]

loved ur thoughts on it and i'm yet again glad to know that 2 out of 3 of our fav songs match again and i'm so glad it's a 20/10 album for u as well

tbh i only remember matthew talking so i'm not going to be a help here sadly💀💀

ERIC NEEDS TO HAVE LONGER PARTS I LOVE MY MAN SUNWOO LOVE HIS RAPS LOVE HIS VOICE BUT ERIC DESERVES TO SHINE AS WELL HE ALWAYS GET SO LITTLE PARTS💔 and i'm glad we did talk more about sunwoo😇 atleast it was worth it cuz of actor jihoon ig but the fact that only the last episodes were good😭😭 AND YAYYY IM HAPOY TO HEAR THAT🥳🥳

TBH IT WOULD BE CRAZY IF WE WOULD ACTUALLY END UP MEETING UP but if u need any help while u guys are here i am available to help anytime🫡

THE CLUB ONES WERE SO FUNNY I REMEMBER HOW THE TAEHYUN ONE AND THEIRS WERE AROUND THE SAME TIME AND I JUST LAUGHED SO HARD AT THEM (i remember seeing someone say "can't believe they are dancers and they move like this" i lost my shit actually) AND SO TRUE GOOD FOR HIM LMAO and now that u say that i follow an intak stan on tiktok AND SHE HASNT TALKED MUCH ABOUT JIM LIKE SHE USED TO (she also doesn't really make tiktoks that much and took like half off but we don't talk about that)

I DID WATCH IT!!! BAR!!!! I CANNNNOTT PUT MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS I LITERALLY ENDED UP ON THE FLOOR AFTER I WATCHED IT FOR THE FIEST TIME I JUST COULDNT TAKE MY EYES OF OFF JIHOON IT WAS SO BAD HIS FIT AND EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM WAS😭🤭 THE SONG🤌🤌🤌 THE CHOREOGRAPHY 🤌🤌 (but i did. feel a bit weird when i looked at junghwan doing al that .-.) and ever since it came out it has been my motivation to learn i'm just like okay i'm gonna finish this part and watch it again🤭 i am just so not ready for them to perform this like ever shsndbfn (liebestraum anon🥸)

SEE our taste in music actually matches for the most part 😭

still thinking of eric in kiss me if you can....and eric in general..... (i watched their vid w the fo squad today and girl let me tell u i think i fell in love with him ☹ you know me so well goodbye) also i wont talk abt sunwoo anymore bc he is yours only and i wont be a bad friend in this situation /j (i finished the bbam bbam social club series. literally 8h of staring at tipsy sunwoo. what did u expect to happen). ERIC DOESNT GET MANY PARTS ???? HAVE U HEARD THE MAN??????????????? JUSTICE FOR MY MAN.

omg im...so down actually ??? even tho i am SO awkward irl istg i think id die of anxiety but it would be so fun i think 😭😭 i still dont have the tickets so. we'll see hhhhh

NO BECAUSE TAEHYUNS CLUB WAS TOO DRY ISTG THAY WAS THE WORST ONE 😭😭 my man has to come to slovak clubs fr i'll show him how its done 🙄🙄 but also THEY HAVE SO MANY HONGDAE CLUBS AND HE WENT TO THE DRIEST ONE ??? 😭😭 but w the dancing part like how do u expect him to dance at a club he isnt gonna bust out the good boy gone bad choreo 😭😭😭 i mean at least shake ass a little i understand but dont expect big things 😭😭 also SEE im the most active intak stan confirmed (dont look that up) i need him to be my golden retriever boyfriend he's so pookie

on the topic of T5 move. *deep breath* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. jihoon's fit...lives in my mind rent free. like we knew he had abs and we did see them before but why did the sight affect me so much this time 😭 also i didnt even look at junghwan that much 😳 maybe for the best to not feel weird AHAHA i mean he is an adult but the 2 year age difference is providing a mental block for me to not see him in that way LMAO. we are NOT ready for the mv OR the live performance im afraid. plan my funeral friends ☹☹

[parksrway]

This is a coupon to ramble about your favorite character or oc as much as you want use it whenever

*grabs sheik by the collar and drags him up to the counter*

hi I'd like to redeem this

hehe blorbo hehe blorbo that's him that's him hehe that's my blorbo have you looked at him recently he's my blorbo if you didn't know hehe 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

no but fr sheik is SUCH a source of comfort for me. if I am ever sad I think about sheik. if I'm happy I think about sheik. if I'm mad I think about sheik. I literally am always thinking about him and I don't think a fictional character has consumed my thoughts quite like this weird little guy has

he's just. idk. I put a lot of myself into his character so that's probably why I'm so attached DHHDJFKSKDK

hmmm what to talk about what to talk about

hhhhh he's just my favorite

if I was asked something specific I'm sure I would be able to give an entire dissertation DJHDJFJSHFJKD

hmmmmmmmm

okay okay okay so at first sheik has a complicated relationship with link right

after the triforce appeared on his hand when Zelda reached out to him, he became resentful because well. he'd grown up thinking one thing and then suddenly he's some "chosen one" whose whole purpose is pretty much to be a human shield and die in the process. this uh. kind of pisses him off for multiple reasons.

so he's got a lot of repressed anger he's gotta work through and. because link is. well. link. sheik sees him as the reason for everything. and ends up sort of taking some of that anger out on him. but obviously it's expected of him to keep link safe so he's like constantly arguing with himself about it because he WANTS to be mad but he also HAS to protect him because if he doesn't then he's letting all of Hyrule down. so he just ends up being distant and cold.

but he's also distant because well. he's also not "supposed" to be close to the hero.

this is because he's. expendable. that's the whole thing. he doesn't need to be kept alive. he's there to make sure link doesn't die, by throwing himself in the way of danger and sacrificing his own life for the greater good. and if he and link get close, and something happens to him, that could throw a wrench in link's progress and slow everything down. so sheik keeps his distance. or he at least tries to

but link has a way of worming into people's hearts

because despite how unimportant sheik is and how much sheik feels he doesn't deserve it, link still shows him kindness. link shouldn't care about him, he's not supposed to, but he still does.

sheik struggles a lot with his self image. it wasn't very bad until well. the triforce showed up and his entire self concept was flipped upside down. before everything he saw himself as well. a part of impa's family with no strings attached. but after.. . ........ yeah it's not great. and it makes me SAD.

ooooh baby he hates himself BUT BUT BUT!!!! HE SLOWLY LEARNS TO VALUE HIMSELF MORE AND THAT HE DESERVES NICE THINGS AND IT MAKES ME EMOTIONAL COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER COMFORT CHARACTER

[gold-pavilion]

Hey just dropping by to say that your blog is the ✨finest soup✨that I ever found. Your analysis are awesome and very interesting!

I also wanted to ask you two things that have been on my mind for a while since the latest chapter came out and I think you’re the best person to ask these things.

In the past two days I saw many theories and thoughts on how the things might work out for Chuuya. One theory that I found really interesting was that Dazai is using nearly the same strategy on Fyodor that he used in Stormbringer on Verlain. In this strategy he basically tries to push Fyodor to the point where he reveals his “wild card”. In this situation he just shows Fyodor how useless Chuuya is so in order to escape he needs to use his wild card. I wanted to ask you what you think about this situation and what Dazai may try to archive with his words. (Your words that Chuuya most likely won’t die keeps me really afloat these days)!

The second thing I wanted to ask you is about Fyodor. Dazai stated that he actually wanted to kill Fyodor in the prison. Do you think Fyodor is meant to die? I agree with you that BSD usually don’t kill off their main cast but do you think it is possible that Fyodor is a character that is meant to die at a certain point? On this theory I’m kinda torn between two sides myself. I must say I don’t like him as much as some other characters but in kinda want to know more about his origins and why he became the person that we see.

Sorry if I’m bothering you with my question and thank you for your answer in advance!

AWW MAN thanks so much!! I can't stop talking about BSD hhhhh I'm super glad to do it with other peopleeeeee ;;;;;

OKAY LET'S SEE

First thing, yeah, I do think it's gotta be similar to the Verlaine strategy! The lack of disclosure about Fyodor's ability in particular seems to keep coming up, it's far from the first time. I wouldn't be surprised if Dazai doesn't feel certain of any winning strategy until he knows for SURE what he's handling, until he makes Fyodor pull out everything he's got, and for his ability to be part of that somehow too. This situation is extreme enough to instigate him to lay down all his cards. He might be poking to check for Gogol's actions too, or any other wild cards, extra players or extra tricks Fyodor has.

At any rate, Fyodor looked more seriously pissed than he ever has, so I don't doubt Dazai's succeeding in cornering him in more significant ways than he expected. The guy loves control, after all. I'd bet anything that losing ground on their mental games together stings more than any fear of dying right now.

Which takes me to the other thing. As much as I'm the first to say "calm down, no one in the main cast is dying", Fyodor has been SUCH a huge and difficult villain that when it comes to him… in his undefeatable-villain role, I can't help but imagine that him dying would be viable to have his defeat finalized. BSD is 50% a story about finding meaning, 50% a story about redemption told around Dazai. In it, Fyodor is sort of Dazai's opposite, who so far seems completely unremorseful, having made his "meaning in life" something way too twisted. I can't quite imagine a Fitz-type continuity-after-his-defeat to be written for him. BUT…

BUT, HUGE BUT.

We do not have exposition on Fyodor yet, right? We don't really know him. He's as intriguing as he is cause so far we've just never been told his story, his perspective. And Asagiri hasn't released any characters from the story without them getting their exposition. I've been waiting for it so anxiously. Who knows, once we hear his story, something might come up for him.

All I feel certain of is that Fyodor wouldn't die before giving us his full exposition already. And with Dazai pushing him so much to lay down all he's got, that moment might come soon!!

Thanks for the question, hang in there until the next chapter!! And let's revisit this in the future haha.

[uno-writing]

platonic and romantic matchups! ive literally never done this b4 and i honestly dindon't know myself pretty well so forgive me😩 give me as many characters as u need!! I am a she/her and i am hetero

Appearance

5'4, black hair, rose-gold glasses, malaysian-chinese, im rather plain-looking tbh clothing and all. the body part I'm most confident about are my hands (slender, long fingers, vv sexy🥵)

Personality

To my family and strangers, I'm very quiet but my friends know me as the crazy crackhead of the group🤪. I'm pretty introverted as well, I'm TERRIBLE AT SOCIALISING (VERY IMPORTANT). Like, i depend on my already-existing friends to attract new friends to me idk how to do it on my own. I can be pretty awkward irl, but im much more friendly online, its easier for me to talk. Im always in my head, daydreaming and whatnot. I also swear a lot. Like, a LOT.

Likes

Im doing my alevels now (pre-u), taking Bio, chem and psychology. I LOVE BIO and psych is interesting, chem is on thin fucking ice wtf happened. I absolutely dESPISE maths tho. Absolutely hate it i dropped it after a week of itjdjdjjs. I also love listening to music, mostly kpop (nct, blackpink, mostly in general), but i like listening to pop artists too and a lil bit of NIKI and glass animals. I also really love animals, and i kidna want to be a marine biologist but idk🤠 because 🧚‍♀️🌠commitment🌠🧚‍♀️. Oh i also love webtoon, i started with i love yoo, lets play and lore olympus but now im reading unordinary, a deadbeats meal, hell is other people. I also like reading, my face series are percy jackson, heroes of olympus and trials of Apollo. When i was a child i loved diary of a wimpy kid, Geronimo Stilton and Enid blyton. I also like,,,,walking around and tossing a hairtie to think??? Like thinking about uno hcs and imagining myself as a kpop idol😩🤙🏻. Also food is good.

Dislikes

I hate sports. I mean i kinda like netball but that's it. Running is the absolute worse it fills me with so much dread. I dont particularly watch romance shows or movies, but i definetely own a lot of romance books jdjdjs. I also hate it when people clean and organise my room, i mean yeah its messy but i know where everything is and u just messed that up. Idk what else to put here hhhhh

Other stuff

I've never dated b4, so idk any love languages or how relationships even work. But i definetly have a type, they usually tend to be dark-haired, athletic or lean looking guys. But ofc this isn't always the casejdjdj.

When it comes to friends, I'm not picky. Whoever i can vibe with and as long as i don't mind their presence its fine. But my closest friends and people i want to be friends with tend to be just as chaotic as i am, some like kpop some don't. some are a bit more mature but some like to spend time gossiping. i like to float between these to freind groups however.

-radish🥬 anon

Also for matchups i wanna add that im a cancer and INFP. I would say these match me in a lot of aspects but im not as motherly or soft as people think cancers are. I also hate doing art lmao

IM SO SORRY BUT I also ALSO wanna add that in terms of academics, my grades range from good to yeah shes definitely good ay that. Im also a very nosy person, obviously i wont ask people for info i don't deserve to know but i can't help but wonder about info.

You don't have to include these extra infos if it's too troublesomendjdjhd

-radish🥬 anon

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Heyyyy INFP buddies!!!

Also, you’re 1 inch taller than me and now I’m gonna hold a grudge against you /j I’m gonna make you a ‘least favorite anon’ award an it’s gonna be Zeke /j/j (lmao i platonically love you radish anon)🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋🥨🥬🍦🍧🧊🐇🍩

I would match you with John romantically and Isen platonically!!

*Both of them are chaotic and they’re both extroverts so I think they’d fit well with you being an introvert

*Plus they can help you socialize or just introduce you to their friends (which is how i’ve made all of my friends lol)

*I was having a hard time decided who would fit best where and then I got to your type lol

*While John’s a gym guy, I don’t think he’d make you work out but he would always invite you to see if you wanna come along

*If you do come along with him, he’d make sure to make it fun and enjoyable for you. But when he asks, he makes it clear you don’t have to tag along unless you actually want to

*I HC both of them suck at math so you all can struggle together :D

*You and Isen probably have similar music tastes

*John obvi doesn’t care about swearing lol

[thedancefloorsilly]

Sweetie, congrats on your milestone!! You deserve even more followers and I'm sure you will gain them! 💞💞💞💞

Okay so, I'm here for the event! 👀

My romantic f/o is Feitan!

I go by she/her, I'm a Virgo (Scorpio rising) and an INTJ-T.

Physically I'm short, 5'1, and my physique is rather small but strong due my passion for martial arts. My hair is short, brown and wavy/curly, a mess indeed LMAO my eyes are usually dark brown but if the weather is sunny and hot, my right eye becomes hazel/green! My skin is pale and cold due anemia and I also have a scar on my cupid's bow. Bonus: many people say that when it's sunny a couple of freckles can be seen on my nose but I honestly never bothered checking 💀💀💀💀💀💀

Personality wise, I'm v v v shy and cold (but nice) with people I just met. I tend to warm up and show my iconic and chaotic self only if I'm comfortable and feel like you won't label me as "weird". Once you get to know me you understand how loyal and caring I am, I usually express my feelings (both platonic and romantic) through quality time and acts of service. Also I enjoy sarcasm and very very very stupid jokes when I'm with my friends (well, I always enjoy sarcasm tbh). My friends say I'm extra smart while in my opinion I'm on the average level, btw I recognize I'm a lot curious, I will discuss or/and ask questions about everything and anything that crosses my mind. I'm not a morning person at all since I struggle with insomnia and nightmares, I'm the " Don't talk to me before I finish breakfast" kind of morning person 😭😭😭

My hobbies are: writing, reading, playing the piano and, in summer, swimming!

Likes: cats, books, natural landscapes, knowledge, art of all kind.

Dislikes: loud people, ignorant people, sirens, the dark and spiders.

Pet peeves: PEOPLE WHO MUNCH LOUD HHHHH 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

AW TYSM you’re so sweet :D I hope u enjoy these and have a great day <3

Event: Closed

- Now with your shy and cold personality at first, and Feitans reclusive nature, it might have taken a while for you guys to actually get to know each from being more introverted. The times where he would try to make conversation with you, Feitan immediately noticed how shy you were (which he thought of as cute).

- The more and more Feitan and you would talk to each other, he immediately noticed you starting to feel more comfortable around him. Your conversations had less awkward gaps of silence, and the both of you were actually getting along pretty well. It wouldn’t take long before the extraverted side of you began to come out, which Feitan was surprised since you he remembered how shy you were from the beginning. Then again, he wouldn’t complain since he found this side of you to be entertaining.

- A lot of the calmer moments of you guys are actually spent quietly together. You guys could be watching t.v., laying next to each other, etc. but the atmosphere is always so nice and calm. You and Feitan always find comfort in each other’s presence when you’re together. The fact that he’s also able to be so comfortable with you is a hint of how Feitan has trust in you (which is definitely a compliment since he does not trust that easily).

- Now (based on my hc), Feitan has a very hard time trying to fall asleep since he also has insomnia. This leads the two of you to both be up at ungodly hours of the night, having these super long late-night conversations with each other. You guys honestly just talk about whatever’s on your mind, all until you guys have nothing left to talk about, or if one of you is starting to feel tired.

-  Feitan is definitely more of a starer, so don’t be surprised if you ever catch him staring at you (besides, Feitan just thinks you’re so pretty :) ).  When y’all are out in the sun, he just can’t stop looking at the freckles you don’t know you have. He thinks they’re really cute on you, and not only that, but he also can’t stop staring at your eyes (which is another thing Feitan really likes)! Though he’s not one to really say anything about them, in his mind, Feitan just can’t stop thinking about pretty you are!!

- Reading is something you both enjoy doing, so you guys will always recommend or give each there new books to read. Feitan probably already has an idea of what kind of books you like, and with that of course, he’ll steal buy you some new books to read. Sometimes you and him also like to read together!! You guys could be sitting on the couch, each having your own book in your hand, while reading to yourselves quietly. Even though it mighttt not sound like much, the fact that you’re doing it together makes it very pleasant!!

[gothamsglam]

Live reacting to Wonder Woman (2017)

Well first of all, I'm very gay, so Diana is GORGEOUS, love her outfit in the beginning

When the Wayne Interprises van showed up in the beginning my dad goes, "SHIELD???" (no buddy, wrong universe)

I screamed when I saw Baby!Diana

Diana go nyoom

OH SHE YEETED

OH SHE'S CAUGHT, that's epic!!!! love that scene

My aunt asked why Diana doesn't have more scars

My mom asked if they have hairstylists on the island

Ok so Greek gods, cool

When Steve showed up my mom thought he was captain america for like 4 minutes

So everyone agrees Diana's never seen a guy before right? Soooooo she's definitely some form of LGBTQ+, I hc Bi bc let's be real steve is a snack

When Diana was talking on the boat (about marriage and pleasure) it transitioned into a tide ad and I lost it

My Uncle: "She's called Wonder Woman because I wonder what she's doing" (he's already seen it, so he's just quipping the whole time)

"!!! A BABY!!" MOOD

HECK YEAH CLOTHING SCENE

I love Miss Candy, she's the best

Ah yes Badass!women, all I wanna see (Diana using the lasso makes me so excited, more fighting please)

IS THAT REMUS LUPIN???

ah yes sexism

I feel like there's alot of underlying -isms in this movie, hmmm

I'm such a sucker for people who know many languages, hhhhhh

"IM A SPY THATS WHAT I DO" AKSNJDKDKDMKSKS STEVE. Ok but him pulling out ths lasso made me lose it too

is steve a himbo???

hhhhh languages

Steve baby you need friends

DIANA THREW A MAN ACROSS THE ROOM THIS IS A BLESSED TIMELINE

Ah Remus is back again hell yeah (Sir Patrick or whatever)

I love Miss. Candy, she's the best

Ok so Diana in a coat is so HHHHHHH

Diana completely enamored with ice cream is both pure and a mood

The worst way to mature is to watch something you know you can't stop

HECK YEAH FIGHTING

Isn't her hair gonna hinder her?

OH DANG THAT'S ICONIC

Ok but can't they shoot her legs tho? Them thighs are unprotected

Diana really said YEET

"wait we never got a training scene with the lasso, how does she know how to use one?" "It's an innate trait"

Man I like Sameer alot, also he's a mood

Oh I forgot about the whole Ares thing honestly

"Sir, I'm losing you-Sir" AJJDJDJDKS HE'S SO FUNNY PLEASE

DANCING AWWWWWWWW

AWW DIANA'S SO CUTE WHEN SHE SEES SNOW AKSNDKSK (mood tho, I live in the south I don't see snow either)

I love how we could remove the kissing scene and like the movie would still make sense, I feel like a romance wasn't really needed, but Steve is cute and so is Diana so I say it's fine.

Charlie is babie, no I don't make the rules

Diana is so not gonna "stay put" right?

I've concluded Steve is a golden retriever, in fact all Steve's are golden retrievers

I wish I could go to a gala, I wanna wear a velvet dress

Steve man wtf, this is some weird small talk

OH YEAH A SWORD IN THE BACK OF A DRESS YESSSSS

NOOOOOO WAS THAT THE TOWN???? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

So we accidentally fast forwarded and turns out there looks like there is an Ares! Who knew?

Ahajehjshsjs we got a Wonder Woman 1984 ad while watching Wonder Woman!

Oh Diana baby no

Ok but the way this conversation was so realistically portrayed??? Iconic of them

DIANA GRAB THE FRICKEN SWORD BEFORE I HAVE ANEURYSM PLEASE ITS A SWORD OF THE GODS WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE IT ON THE ROOF

HAHAHAHA I KNEW LUPIN WAS EVIL, (didn't think he was Ares tho, thought he was just a spy)

I TOLD YOU

oh she went up and got it, ok fine

Ok I thought she was Ares' kid but no, just Zeus

Classic manipulation, "jOiN mE"

HE LEFT HER THE WATCH AHHHHHHH MY HEART

The way I literally do not know what Ares is saying

NOOOOOOOO STEVE

I literally cannot see what is happening

NOT THE FLASHBACK WITH STEVE IMMA CRY

Unfortunately, I would have probably killed that nazi lady, rip to diana but I'm different

Did-Did she T-pose

Man that's the second time a Steve died in a plane via self sacrifice (Steve 2: Electric Boogalo)

Ok but if Steve died why did I see him in Pavi's gifs for the 2nd movie? Riddle me this DC

Aw she still has the watch

My dad: "Wonder Woman can use G-mail???"

Overall, lovely movie, very fun! I do feel bad about those who watched it like 3 years ago bc Steve died but I've seen him cast in the second movie??? Idk what's that's about but if so, that's one hell of a cliffhanger. I will say tho, I cannot think too long about this movie or less I will lose my mind, and I can't tell if that's in a good or bad way.

Can't wait to watch WW84!!!

[rainbluealoekitten]

OOOH VERY COOL can you fit in it ish or not?

YESYEYSY his name is simba and he's perfect and i love him bhsdjfbhjdsfbjsdbfsdnfmsn fbut also yOUR CAT OMG moggy is absolutely gorgeous and i would die for them omg

and yeeeee i managed to finish all the work and it probably won't get a 6 and definitely not an 8 but at least it's done now yk?? it was science and i&s summatives which aren't my best classes mnbsdfmfsd i'm shit at science and maths, okay at i&s, and english is yes because yes

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't even know if it's a real crush or nottttttt because the guy is kind of an asshole yk???? (but good luck finding people who aren't assholes at my school lol) and yee idk how to describe it but like. idk if it's normal crush feeling because i do have a partner (i'm polyam hshdjhsdfjsfdkdfjsfdk) who i love very much and the thing with this guy feels really different??? and ig partly because he's irl as oppose to ldr,,, like i'll see him and just. the e y e c o n t a c t and the heart just going HHHHH and my breath catching in throat kinda idk maybe i'm making this too dramatic HSJDFHBSD,,,, but also like. his hands. are so pretty and i just want to hold them BHJDBJABSDHJ does that even make sense??? and he's really fucking annoying but in a way i knind of like that because we can just tease each other about whatever and also he sometimes makes very good jokes ig idkikidkdikdikdidkidkk does this even make senseeeeeee mbnfdmnbsdfnbfdsnmbfmsbfnmsbmdbfnmsdbfmbdnmfbsmsb i swear i'm not simping for him but also like. hh. HJBDFJBFDSJBFDMN no i actually do simp a lot for my gf and definitely love them a LOOOOOT more than i like this guy but also i still like him yk? like today he showed up really late to class and i just worried about him, like i hope he's okay and not sick, and there was this kind of weird aching in my chest?????? also i really want to text him but he hasn't replied to my last message omg maybe i do have a real crush on him. this is so fucking embarrassing idk what to do BAHDJBDHJFBJSBJD and one of the worst bits is that i know for a fact he likes me (dude he even knows i'm gay and have a gf but am poly because ✨ oversharing ✨) after he told me a few weeks ago but idk if he still does or not????? i really hope he does but at the same time i c a n ' t date him because yes he's still kind of an asshole and pretty annoying and also most of my friends don't really like him but Also. idk how to date people irl???? like i've been in one online relationship and i have been in 1 elementary school relationship which consisted of sending emails to each other and scheduling times to hold hands behind a bush and then not do it because we were both chickens yk???? and because of anxiety and parents and school i just don't know how/what i would Be and Act and Do and Everything it's

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i am so sorry for such the long paragraph aaaaaa i haven't actually talked about this with anyone so i guess i just dUMPED it all on you :( you don't have to reply in anywhere nEAR as much detail as i did ofc /g

BUT YEAH your day sounded really fun eeeeeee i'm so glad!!!!! /g

im currently covered in speckled white paint needing new clothes and i meet people tomorrow lkajehfskjhfszsczx its 3am how are youuuuu????

first of all. that's a mood.

second of all: ahhhh oh no that sucks i hope it turns out okay in the end

hjsdhbjsd what were you painting?

get some fucking rest you moron /lh

i don't think i'm in a position to say that tbh

i am. hm. well both excited and stressed for holiday because travelling can be stressful and my cat has to stay home so i'll be all worried about him :((((

i'm currently procrastinating on doing A TON OF IMPORTANT HW THAT'S FOR SUMMATIVES ffs why am i like this nmbvbbnmmnvvbvmbvnbvc

also both kind of excited but mostly just really fucking annoyed because i seem to have developed a crush on a boy at school??? and like. he already told me a while back that he likes me but i cannot date him for a variety of reasons and it's become this whole mess so honestly stressed about that too HJSDBFSJBHDFJ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

anyway yes jhbsfdnbfsdmbnsdfm hope you have a good day because you deserve it /g