#hhh just imaging all the kids running up to him when he comes home :(((((
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no cus 😭 dad levi au x med su where,, holden looks up to him so much that, she too, is insistent on entering the field herself. ofc the 5 y/o still doesn’t actually know the realities of the medical world but whenever she goes to visit her dad in his office and sees him in his scrubs, she looks at him with the biggest eyes, just in awe. she asks for a pair of scrubs and a white coat (obv with ackerman embroidered into it) of her own and you think it’s the strangest thing ever that this five year if asking you for a white coat for christmas. she just admires him that much ☺️
kiaan thinks his dad looks goofy in his scrubs and giggles every time he sees the sight but is mesmerized by all the equipment at the hospital. (i lOve the idea of levi being a neurosurgeon,) kiaan still doesn’t really understand what surgery is, and gets quite squirmish and clings onto his dad when levi goes into detail trying to explain it to him. he does, in fact, have a play med kit (a gift from levi to his beloved) at home and drags levi or holden into playing with him.
when aria was born, you best believe the obstetrician and the nurses were on their best behavior because we’re talking about Levi Ackerman M.D., Head of the Neuro Department’s soon-to-be youngest daughter. the nurses have heard about how cold and stern he can be with his co-workers and students, but they see a whole ‘nother side of him when he gently holds aria for the first time with the softest eyes peering down at her. just a father and his precious children.
STOP IT RIGHT NOWWWWW other kids ask for play kitchens or those toddler sized range rovers, and Holden requests a very official white coat with her name embroidered on it. She has a few plastic doctor toys on loan from her brother, but her most prized possession isn’t her coat, it’s an actual stethoscope (gift from Hange) that she treats like gold. Levi always stresses to her that she doesn’t have to want to be a doctor just because he’s one, but Holden always shakes her head and gives him an all too familiar pout, before reassuring him, “I wanna be Dr. Ackerman, too!”
The idea of a three year old boy laughing at his dad being in scrubs is so so precious pls. Levi’s coming home from being on call for 12 hours (which is the longest shift he’s willing to take since Holden was born—and even then that’s far too long away from you and the kids), back from a long day of saving lives—and his son is giggling that “Daddy’s already in his PJs!” Kiaan couldn’t care less that Levi does brain surgery for a living, to him his daddy wears pajamas to work. Despite being sorta squeamish when Kiaan does learn/ask about what Levi does, and teasing him for his scrubs, Kiaan still thinks it’s cool. Not understanding doesn’t stop him from dressing up like Levi during pajama day at school, or using one of Levi’s many fleeces as his jacket of choice on a chilly walk to school, or asking Holden to “listen to his lungs.”
The pressure the newer/younger folks on the obstetrics team in charge of your labor and delivery feels is insane. The more senior nurses are relaxed—the ones that have known Levi since he completed his residency and have watched him work his way up to being on the hospital board, one of which even helped to deliver both Holden and Kiaan. But God fucking forbid the residents miss a single thing on their checklist when delivering Mrs. Ackerman’s child. (They don’t, everything runs smoothly, and Levi, of course, thanks them all generously for their time and effort. They’re hardly processing the praise, however, still trying to render the image of Dr. Ackerman holding a newborn so very gently into their minds. Maybe their neuro rotations won’t be as scary as everyone makes them out to be).
#anonymous#to combine these two aus.... crazy ur crazy for that#hhh just imaging all the kids running up to him when he comes home :(((((#you and levi r out with the family and somebody is like 'mr ackerman' -- and kian is like 'daddy is DOCTOR ackerman. hmph'#'kiaan we don't use the title of doctor to boast' 'we dont have a boat' 'not boat. boast.' 'no boat?' 'u know what kid. its fine.'
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My Love
a/n: I’ve been working on this for a while and finally finished it! I really like Chain and wanted to write something for Taeil (vigilante au’s are also really cool so it worked out well) I tried making it flow and coherent since I am not as familiar with writing longer fics but if you notice anything feel free to let me know!
Thank you so much @daybreakx for helping me with title image and @jaemallow for supporting me ( i finally finished it hhh)
Warnings: Suicide mission, hints of abuse and threats, Vigilante AU, Angst, Death, just overall an emotional rollercoaster so please keep this in mind before reading!!
Pairing: VIgilante!Moon Taeil x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 4861
Dear My Love, I recall when we first met. Do you rememeber?
You were sitting at the bar, sipping on the bitter alcohol in front of you and waiting for your target.
You were a government agent, a puppet. Your father was a powerful man who worked for the government but in his downfall, stole money and went into hiding, leaving you behind to protect mother. Luckily they agreed to let you work off the money stolen through a new program, orphans and those indebted could join to make a life for themselves. However, they never mentioned what happens to those who try to leave.
You worked for them for years, climbing in ranks and building status as one of their top agents. The lower levels start out as street spies, gaining information for the government to use while the higher levels are assassins, gathering information and taking out anyone deemed a threat to the government.
Your newest assignmnet was the Novelty City Thieves, a street group that grew in popularity every day although no one seemed to know exactly what the group did. There were rumors of them being a group of underground assassins planning to overthrow the government while others claimed they were a simple street gang.
You were asked to learn the truth behind the group and eliminate any possible threats. After learning one of the members to frequent a bar, you found yourself enjoying drinks and waiting.
It took several nights of visiting despite the heads of NightsEye pressuring you to move quickly. On the 6th night you spotted him. He wore a loose grey shirt with black pants, his dark haired undercut matching the description of your target. All you needed to do now was get close to him.
“He’s a popular regular, good luck getting his attention.” You jumped as the bartender stood in front of you, winking with a knowing smile. When you looked at the target again you noticed he was right, he was popular.
Many of the girls in the bar were watching him, some blatantly showing interest while others nonchalantly stared. He, however, showed no interest in the girls and simply sat down several seats away from you.
‘So flirting is out of the question.’ You turned back to the bartender and leaned forward quietly asking to pay for his regular drink.
You watched as he grabbed a beer and set it down in front of your target, saying something to him before leaving. You figured he would start up a conversation with you but after several minutes with nothing happening you decided to try something different.
As you debated taking your time and waiting until the next time he visits, a guy walked up behind you, leaning on the bar and snapping his fingers in your face to get your attention.
“You seem to be lonely sitting here all by yourself. I bet you’re glad I came along to save the day, aren’t you?” The man raised an eyebrow expecting for you to fall for the raunchy charms.
When you ignored him and continued to drink your beer, he grew irritated. One of his hands fell on your back as he leaned in close to whisper in your ear, “Aw, come on baby. Don’t be like that.”
You felt disgusted to say the least, and hissed when you felt his hand move from your back down to your thigh. Standing up quickly, you grabbed his hand and twisted until you felt a pop and he screamed out in pain. You noticed your target had been watching and inwardly cringed thinking your cover had been blown until you noticed him hiding his laugh.
The man held his wrist, screaming for the bartender to kick you out and to call the police so he could press charges. “I am going to have to ask you to leave, you are disturbing my customers.” You thought he was addressing you, but instead the bartender stared blankly at the man.
Holding his wrist, he growled at the bartender and glared at you before shoving your shoulder as he stalked away.
The bartender simply nodded at you before walking away again.
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After that night you continued to visit the bar and learned more about the bartender and his business. His name was Bang Chan and he easily opened up to you, explaining his bar was popular for underground people to hide out at and even mentioning that the man you had been watching was named Taeil.
Taeil would visit once a week and simply watched the people in the bar, finding them to be amusing. Chan didn’t know much about his personal life, explaining that he was friendly but not very open.
That gave you a week to plan on how to get Taeil to talk about NCT, but you never realized how difficult that could be.
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It took over two months before Taeil was comfortable enough to talk to you. You had started many conversations with him that he seemed to enjoy but he never started them and never went in depth with his personal life.
You nearly lost the job multiple times until NE couldn’t get anyone else to take it. This allowed you to continue working on it just with the added pressure of your organization.
Dear My Love,
I remember when I fell for you.
Did you notice it back then?
During the third month of talking to Taeil the two of you had grown fond of each other, having finally exchanged phone numbers and meeting outside of the bar allowing you to know him personally.
He contradicted the stereotype of someone who worked underground, finding him to constantly joke, dance, and sing. You even spotted him with the stray animals and helping younger kids in the street, so how is he supposed to be evil?
You were currently sitting on a park bench waiting for the child-like adult, many little kids ran around screaming and laughing as they tackled each other and rolled around in the dirt. It reminded you of your childhood, or lack thereof.
You were ten years old when you joined NE, finding all your time going to training and work rather than school and maintaining a social life. You jumped, feeling a pair of hands grabbing your shoulders from behind.
“I figured if I came late, you’d play with the kids. Instead I find you creeping in the shade staring them down.” Taeil laughed as climbed over the back the bench to sit down next to you.
Watching him out of the corner of your eye, you mumbled “I don’t know how to play with kids and doubt they’d want an adult to join them.”
You sighed and rested your head on the back of the bench, staring at the clear blue sky above. The silence was peaceful, but you knew better than to believe the silence didn’t hold secrets.
When you glanced up Taeil was carrying a child on his shoulder, two others holding his hand with the rest trailing behind him as he walked over to where you were sitting. The mischevious glint in his eye and kids whispering and giggling told you they were up to no good.
When they got close enough for you to talk without shouting, Taeil suddenly let go of the kids hands telling them to charge.
Yelping, you stumbled off the bench and ran away. The kids chased after you, Taeil following closely behind and laughing at the sight. Taking the chance to glance behind you, your heart swelled and a laugh escaped you at the sight of kids running after you and Taeil cheering them on with his eyes shining and his smile never falling.
It was a wonderful sight to behold and even now it was ingrained in your mind as if you were still in that pocket of time. You spent the day with Taeil like that, playing with the children and enjoying the time at the park. When it was late and the kids were gone, you walked to a convenience store and bought a ton of food before sitting down under the stars and enjoyed the night with him.
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“We got way too much food” You laughed looking at all the chips and snacks still left over and how Taeil was struggling to finish him ramen.
After taking the last bite, he set the cup down and fell on his back with a groan. “You can take the snacks home with you, that way you’ll have to think of me later.”
You scoffed at the flirtatious joke and layed down on the grass next to him. You poked him in the side and he quickly swatted your finger away, both of you giggling.
It became quiet for a few minutes and you thought he fell asleep until suddenly he pointed at the sky, “It looks like a monkey.”
Tilting your head, you followed his finger and spotted the vague outline in the stars. “That’s a cat.”
He suddenly got up and turned to look down at you, “There is no way that looks like a cat!”
Smiling, you called him blind as you let him help you stand up. The two of you continued to pause and look at it as you cleaned, bickering about if it resembled a monkey or cat more.
Dear My Love,
I remember the first time you introduced me to your family.
Do you remember how embarrassed I was?
You were invited over to Taeil’s apartment for the first time and you were beyond excited to say the least. NightsEye gave you permission to go out in the middle of training but reminded you to investigate, even telling you to plant bugs so they could listen in on conversations.
You figured it wouldn’t be that bad, you could put it outside the bathroom and be done with it. When you walked in to his apartment you instead found 9 members walking around and hanging out, making it seem more like a small party over a group of roommates.
Noticing your sudden change in attitude, Taeil rubbed your back chuckling before calling everyone’s attention. “This is y/n, the person I have told everyone about. We’re going to be hanging out here so make sure you don’t weird her out more than usual.”
After many introductions, some forced while others were hyperactive, the roommates went back to do whatever they wanted. Taeil guided you to another room without the members, asking you to wait for a moment as he left to get something.
You looked around as you sat down on the small couch, it seemed to be his bedroom with two beds and a small couch in front of a t.v. You were looking at something on the coffee table next to you when something fell and rolled underneath the couch. ‘Great, now I’m breaking his stuff.’
You leaned forward, practically folding yourself in half as you tried looking for what fell when you heard the door open. “Taeil I think I dropped something but I can’t find it...” You sat up after looking for a few more seconds only to find that the man standing in the doorway was not your beloved friend target.
The man held a smaller build with his mauve hair falling gently over his right eye. Your face began to burn as the blood rushed to your cheeks, the roommate quickly recovered from his own shock and laughed as he walked over to you.
“You’ll have to excuse our couch, it likes to eat random objects. I forgot Taeil mentioned having a guest come over today, my name is Yuta.” He held his hand out, grinning as he looked down at you.
When Taeil came back carrying drinks and snacks for you both, Yuta explained the embarrassing moment to him and both of them refused to let the encounter go.
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It was late when you made it back to your dorms but the government had no problem questioning you, ignoring the fatigued look in your eyes or the way you wanted nothing more than to stay with Taeil over helping them.
“Did you place the bug?”
“How was the mission?”
“Did you get any more intel?”
The officials surrounded you, asking one question after another, you felt guilt and fear building up. “I didn’t have the opportunity to plant it, he watched me the whole time.” Was your only excuse for them.
The officials left you alone after that, but the next day you were sent to see the head of the organization and was reminded of why you couldn’t leave.
Dear My Love,
I remember when I finally told you the truth behind our relationship.
Do you remember the way you held me that night?
You couldn’t handle the pressure anymore, you had fallen in love with Taeil. Nearly every day you were together or at least texting each other, you had grown fond of the moments spent together and found comfort in his presence.
You didn’t intend to tell him the truth, but one late night kiss later you found yourself crying. ‘How could you put him in danger?’
You explained everything to him from your father leaving you to the government forcing you to work for them to even talking to him for the first time, he was probably mad and hated you.
“It’s okay. You’re going to be okay.” Instead he pulled you into his chest and held you, silently letting your tears dry in his shirt and rubbing your back to soothe the whimpers escaping you.
When you calmed down you finally noticed he had been humming, waiting patiently for you to finish. When you finally pulled away from him, you realized how embarrassing this must be and found an interest in the hem of your shirt.
He smiled, leaning down to look at your face and gently using his thumb to wipe away the stray tears.
“My love, let me tell you my truth.” You lifted your head at this, feeling the jittering of your heart at his nickname before listening intently to his story.
“I am part of the organization NCT, and we’ve been trying to overthrow NightsEye. We started the group because I was a part of it many years ago, they wanted me to work off some money I owed. I kept track of how much I needed to pay off and how much I was working so when I called them out for making me work more than I owed, they got mad.” He paused, looking at you to read your reaction before continuing.
“I don’t know how I did, but I managed to escape and found Taeyong and the others. They let me stay with them and over time the group grew, until finally when I told them about NightsEye, we formed a vigilante organization.”
His last words stuck with you, “I’ll protect you, we can get you out of there.”
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After a few weeks, you had managed to put your mother into hiding and moved in with Taeil and his roommates. The thought of leaving was exciting but terrifying all at the same time and although they’d never admit it, you could tell Taeil and the others were nervous.
You had stayed in their dorms the entire time, leaving your phone behind and burning your clothes to leave all traces of them in the past. Haechan, a smaller boy who always hung out with Taeil, had somehow convinced you to let him dye your hair a different color believing a change in your hair would throw off an entire government force.
You now walked around with dark purple hair that was significantly shorter than before, at first you were upset with the change but Taeil constantly praised your looks and even dyed his hair red for you.
After everyone had their fun over your new hair colors, everyone started to relax. You found yourself bonding with the members and they willingly accepted you into the group. You finally felt as if you could have a happy life.
Dear My Love,
I remember when you first told me you loved me.
Would you still say it now?
You had been lounging in the living room, most of the members were out on a spy mission which left you with nothing to do. You were staring blankly at a wall, thinking about what to do when it hit you.
With music blasting, you wore one of Taeil’s hoodies with a pair of loose shorts, and jumped around screaming the lyrics to your favorite songs.
He came home earlier than the others and smiled hearing some of the artists he introduced you to. He intended to dance with you but when he walked into the room, his intentions were long forgotten as he found you jumping around the living room unaware of his presence, the music muffling the sounds of intruders.
He smiled, not wanting to bring himself to ruin the moment. When you suddenly turned around and spotted him standing in the door you freaked out, quickly dropping to the floor as if to hide. However you didn’t realize you were so close to the arm of the couch and slammed your head against it on your way down, eliciting laughter from both of you as he quickly ran over to hold your head.
“Are you okay?” He tried to hold his laughter in but seeing you nearly in tears from laughing at your own actions eased his worry.
When you both calmed down, you took turns choosing songs and enjoyed dancing and singing together.
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The members came home and forced you both to turn the music off and hide away in his room. Laying down on his bed, you found yourselves staring at the ceiling and wondering what to do next.
You could faintly hear the sounds of the members outside as they roamed the house and chatted. You were thinking about what to say something when Taeil spoke first. “Do you think we are making an impact? Are we doing enough to help the people who need it?”
It caught you off guard, the sudden change in mood was unusual and NCT never showed having any doubts with what they were doing, especially Taeil. You sat up and leaned over him so you could look him in the eye while you replied.
“You saved me and my mom, you’re helping someone.”
He stared up at you, the emotions in his eyes revealing so much despite how little he spoke of them. You watched as the insecurities morphed into confusion before brightening as a bigger realization hit him.
“I love you.”
He smiled at you, watching your face contort into a happy embarrassment. You let your elbows go slack and fell on top of him, smiling as you nuzzled into his neck. He huffed and you peeked up at him, noticing the way he struggled to pout.
“You never replied, how am I supposed to know how you feel about me.” You rolled your eyes and hid your face in his neck again, quietly whispering an ‘I love you’ back.
Dear My Love,
I remember the first time I cried because of you.
Could you hold me like you did once again?
You had spent several months with NCT, telling them everything you know and helping them with their investigations.
Everyone thought it was fine, the government seemed to have forgotten about you and they were so close to shutting down the organization.
It was late, almost 2 in the morning when there was knocking on the door. The banging refusing to let anyone ignore it’s beckoning, you could hear the shuffling in the hall and the sound of the chains to the door rattling as whoever got up answered it.
Taeil quickly got up from the bed to peak outside the bedroom door but when popping resounded through the dorms Taeil to quickly ran back to you.
“Go into Haechan and Johnny’s room, lock the door and call Chan.” Before you could reply Taeil quickly grabbed a gun from under the mattress, peaked out the door once again before sprinting out. Your anxiety continued to rise as you heard quiet footsteps and the sound of doors opening and closing.
Quickly you grabbed the hoodie Taeil always keeps on the bed for you in case you get cold and used the connected bathroom to reach Haechan’s room. Johnny was holding the smaller boy behind one of their beds, gun in hand as he focused on the door. You queitly shuffled over to them, suddenly wishing you were armed as well.
Remembering you were supposed to call Chan, you cursed at yourself when you remembered your phone was still charging in your bed. You slowly started to crawl to the bathroom when a hand grabbed your waist, Haechan made a face and shook his head. You put your finger to your lips as you gently pulled away, wanting to get your phone as quickly as possible.
You grinned as you successfully made it to your bedside, quickly taking it off the charger and getting up so you could go back to Johnny and Haechan.
At the sound of the door squeaking open you quickly dropped to the floor, suddenly grateful that Taeil enjoyed the higher beds as it helped hide your crouching form. You listened as whoever came in walked around the room, searching.
You looked around, hoping to find something you could use in a fight until you heard the footsteps. Peaking behind the bed you watched Johnny aim at a man wearing all black and a face mask. The man turned, revealing his own gun and was about to shoot Johnny when he was knocked to the ground.
Taeil had come in hearing the noise and was now on the floor wrestling with him, Johnny ran over getting ready to help Taeil when another stranger ran in. It was an all out fight as they struggled to detain your attackers and you sat there helpless.
You looked around, hoping to spot a gun one of them might have dropped when the boom echoed once again. Johnny yelled, mustering all of his strength to finish the one on top of him.
Sprinting to the bathroom you grabbed the gun Johnny had left and turned, freezing as you realized what happened. Taeil was holding his abdomen.
Johnny yelled something to you as the man turned his gun to him, without thinking you aimed and fired.
The thud indicated the guy was dead, but your focus was on Taeil.
A few more gunshots echoed through the dorms before members came running in. Johnny was on the phone with someone and Haechan was standing in the doorway to the bathroom, unable to move as tears streamed down his face.
You held him in your lap, quickly putting your hands over his to add pressure to the opening and doing everything you could to hold back the tears that clouded your vision. You could feel the warmth of his blood staining the sweater, the way his breathing became harder every second, and how his hands shook when he held yours. The members were shouting now, yelling about getting him to the underground hospital, calling Chan for help, and grabbing the first aid kit with towels to stop the bleeding.
Haechan slowly made his way over to you both, dropping onto his knees as he held onto his leg.
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No one really understood how much Taeil kept the group together, but when Chan brought the news of his death everyone became distant.
NCT hadn’t been destroyed, but the roommates that once called each other brothers now found it difficult to look at one another.
Haechan took it the worst, disappearing without a word to anybody. No one has been able to contact him and sometime between the planning, the funeral, and finally releasing the information to friends outside of the group, you found them slowly walking away.
Everyone couldn’t handle the thought that the reason they were fighting the governmental organization was the one who died first protecting them.
Taeyong and Yuta fought the longest to keep everyone together, but once Mark finally walked away they knew it was a lost cause.
Dear My Love,
I remember the first time I saw you after that.
Have you been waiting for me?
After Taeil had passed away you found yourself fighting harder than ever to destroy NightsEye. You spent weeks gathering all of the information from the old dorms and garnering new information through the underground.
Bang Chan helped you the most once the others were gone, informing you of the whispers he heard from his bar. He still insisted you let it go, believing that you could live a life outside the governments reach and happy like Taeil would have wanted for you, but you ignored his concerns.
Eventually the concerns for your wellbeing reached them, after a month of hiding out in an abandoned warehouse, they finally came back.
Chan had called Taeyong first, asking for help and explaining your plans for revenge. It didn’t take long to gather other members, only doubting if Haechan would come back.
Johnny had been the one to text him, explaining you weren’t going to get through this alone and needed their support. With no reply everyone expected him to be gone forever, until he turned up at the meeting spot.
As everyone gathered at the bar, you gathered your belongings back home. Someone had informed you of a possible location for the head of the organization and you planned on taking the opportunity.
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Alarms blared through the halls, you peeked around the corner before sprinting to a door at the end. Opening it easily and sliding inside, you quietly closed it behind you before searching the room.
A desk stood in the center with shelves of books lining the walls, but your focus went to the open laptop sitting in a chair off to the side.
You grabbed it and hid behind the desk, quickly searching through files for anything useful. If you found incriminating evidence of what the organization is and what happens behind the scenes, you might be able to blackmail the organization to shut down.
You heard the shouting down the hall first, gunshots and running footsteps alerting you as they quickly approach the door. You cursed, knocking the desk over to use as cover and pointed your gun at the door.
What you didn’t expect was the members to burst in, shouting at each other to get in quickly as they closed the door and got in formation pushing the bookshelves over for their own cover.
You looked at them quizzically, not understanding how they managed to find you or why they had looked for you when they left. With no response you watched as Haechan picked up the computer next to you, silently going through it as everyone waited.
Hearts thudded as footsteps were heard outside the door. No one flinched, not wanting to risk a moment of the battle.
Haechan started it, calmly humming to one of Taeil’s favorite songs. Mark hushed him, hoping that you might still be able to hold an element of surprise on your attackers. You continued it, recognizing it as the one he always used to sing when comforting you.
Everyone took a deep breath, and then the door bursts open.
Before you knew it, people were running in, guns were rapidly fired. You felt the sting in your shoulder first, not fully comprehending what was wrong until you realized you couldn’t pull the trigger. Quickly switching to the other hand, you lifted the gun to aim when once again an electric shock went through your arm holding the gun.
Then you felt the pressure on your chest as you fell back. Haechan leaned over you, stuck between shouting at you and the members as he grabbed your gun and began firing at the door.
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You smiled as you felt arms snake around you. “Hello love.” Taeil whispered in your ear from behind. His warmth enveloped you, comforting your broken heart as he hummed along to a familiar song.
You smiled as the sun shined down on you both, revealing the park you loved. The sound of children shouting reminded you of your time with him before.
The shouts slowly became louder and you started to understand that it wasn’t just playful screaming. “We can’t lose you as well” continued to echo in your head as you felt Taeil remove his arms.
You turned, getting ready to tell him to wait when you felt the ghost of his lips trail over your own, his unspoken wish for you to leave apparent.
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You woke up in a bed, hearing the beeping of a moniter as the wires rested over you with a blanket gently covering them.
Tears filled your eyes and this time, you didn’t hold back. NCT found you bawling in the make shift hospital room. They silently gathered around your bed, smiles of mixed emotions greeted their features as they waited for you.
When you finally calmed down, they explained what happened after you were knocked down. Chan had sent reinforcements, apparently he knew of another group willing to help and with a line on their front and rear, the organization was forced to flea. No one has heard from them since.
Haechan had been the one to help you through the recovery process while you were in a medically induced coma and continued his care until you were able to leave.
When Chan gave you the okay to go home, the members explained how they had found a new and better hideout. Finding their will to continue fighting and hoping you would help them.
Dear My Love,
I am home now, I am happy now.
Are you watching?
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QueennNnn!! Your art isn't awful! Its friggin beautiful and you can't change my mind!!💖💖💖💖💖 Also, while I'm sending an ask, can I have some more information about your adorable babies👀👀 (I wanna make more drawings for them uwu💕)
Ahhhh alrighty alrighty, I’m not gonna argue with you sweetie hehe😂💖! I’m just,,, super happy that you all like my art so much huhuhu, and thank you for always being such a dear to me💖💖💖!!!
AahhaAAAAh, about the babies—-🙈🌠💖! I’d be absolutely honored and delighted to tell you more about them!!! I don’t know if I should put this under a cut or not though because…. phew…. it’s gonna be a bit long xD (and I also don’t have any good drawings left of them and unfortunately need to use some terrible old sketches because??? I don’t draw our children often enough??? Pffff that still needs to change💕)
here’s a warning for me being indulgent and swooning over my Crachelle babies up ahead xD!
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Trifle
She’s a true Daddy’s girl through and through xD Her hair color is actually a very light pink but with slightly purple undertones, basically a mix of Angel’s and Big Mom’s hair- aaaand she got my bright, blue eyes😂 Trifle is a very open-hearted and kind girl, although she tends to be a bit too dreamy sometimes! Her father is her ultimate hero and she wants to be just like him while growing up. Many of her clothes are actually mirroring that as well, and she even started to put a special kind of fire-crackers into her hair to further showcase her close bound with Papa Cracker lol. Unfortunately though… she never really knows what she actually wants and is more than once lost in her own little fantasies, which can occasionally come to bite her. Flambe is Trifle’s favorite aunt and often helps her when she’s dealing with yet another girl crush again huhu xDD
Fun fact: when she was little she used to plant ‘magic seeds’ (rocks) in our garden, hoping that they would grow to give her a little sister someday. (yes, Cracker and I really regret watching Thumbelina with her)
Pretzel
Although Trifle tries to imitate her Papa as good as possible, it’s actually Pretzel who is stuck with resembling Cracker the most- but only appearance-wise! As you can probably tell, he’s the spitting image of his dad… minus the lack of eyebrows and some other little details haha xD Pretzel is a bit of a shy boy who tends to overthink certain things and often has some difficulties with making new friends- but once someone spends a bit of time with him, he truly thaws up to be one of the coolest people around! His relationship with his father is rather strained, mostly because Cracker has many high expectations for his oldest son, and if he doesn’t live up to them…. well, things can get a bit problematic xd Pretzel also got a hearing problem and communication is a little difficult, but he’s always doing his best to let people know about how he feels! His favorite uncle is Oven, who often helps him with training and getting stronger.
Fun fact: Pretzel actually dislikes his name. A lot. The fact that he was basically named after a sword constantly haunts him, even if he tries not to think about it lol
Eclair/Anne
Nothing about her ever stays the same for long, since Eclair is a true free spirit! Her natural hair color is a rich brown with some lilac undertones, but it can be rather hard to tell because she loves to change it on an almost monthly basis! Out of all the siblings she’s probably the smartest and most cunning, and always knows just how to get her way xD Eclair often pretends to be naive or even somewhat stupid so people will leave her alone or to avoid certain duties lol, but depending on the situation she might actually show her true colors to help those that are dear to her! She prefers to do things that bring her fun or pleasure rather than strict chores, and one of her favorite hobbies is painting pictures to express herself! She’s the anti-social bee of the family, although her parents often nudge her to be a bit more open and find friends xD Her favorite uncle is Mont-d’Or and she also enjoys spending time with Amande, since they can both understand her more introvert behaviour and love for artistic outlets!
Fun fact: she’s actually a bit short-sighed and supposed to wear glasses, but she never does! And if her parents were to ask her about it, she’ll simply respond and say that she ‘lost’ them again lol
Dodger
Did you ever ask yourself… ‘what if there was a kid that’s basically just like Cracker, only 100 times worse?’ no? Well too bad, because that is exactly what you’re getting with Dodger! Oh boy, where to start… as far as appearance goes, he’s a pretty solid mix of his parents- his hair is similar to mine (only more wild and spikey) while his eyes and face resemble his father. But his personality is just…. too much to handle for the both of us! Dodger is truly the definition of ‘troublemaker’, as there is not a single day where he doesn’t get caught up in some drama! He’s an unstoppable bundle of energy and keeps his good traits hidden for most of the time, since it’s soooo much more fun to just get on people’s nerves xD To make matters worse, he also has a deep love for stabbing things. Mostly inanimate objects though, but still!!! Best be careful around him! Other than that, he actually dreams of becoming strong and powerful like his Papa, and sometimes sneaks into the Seducing Woods to train his ‘intimidation tactic’ on some unsuspecting homies. (He basically wants to be able to make them wither away in fear, similiar to what Cracker did xD) His favorite aunt is Angel, whom he always plots new pranks with!
Fun Fact: His relationship with his Pa is pretty good, but there was one incident that left Dodger slightly fearful of him…
Last but not least, Cherry!
Cherry is,,, the currently reigning baby of the family- she’s just,,, hhh,,, so tiny and precious ;^; With her big ruby eyes and bubblegum-pink hair she really looks like a wildcard, but there is at least one physical similarity she shares with her father- the lack of eyebrows xD Cherry loves her parents more than anything (and tbh gets a bit coddled by us too), but that doesn’t mean she won’t get into trouble! She’s an adventurer at heart and likes nothing more than to run into a forest, befriend some random animals, and discover new things! Together with her pet bunny Bun Bun she’s ready to take on any adventure, and of course, be home again by dinnertime!
Fun fact: when she was still a very smol baby, her older brother Dodger once tried to ship her off to an orphanage because her babbling/crying was too loud lol
in conclusion: I love my babies very much, thank you xD And I definitely need to draw them more often!!! hhhHHh there are a few small comics I’m already working on but psssssttt xD Also I’m really sorry for the bad sketches on this one, I just don’t have enough good pictures aaahh
#i hope this is enough information??? xDD#long post#michelle answers things<333#michelle and her bestie<3#selfship#selfship community#crachelle#me and my biscuitdaddy<3#and babies lol#crachelle babies#charlotte cracker#terrible sketches#michelle's awful art#for real this time#lol#op#fankids#oc x canon
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firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 omg au where jack accidentally adopts a girl post-fall of overwatch ///i'm watching new girl and one of the characters is pregnant and now i'm thinking about kids again
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 eurgh parasites
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOL but like jack saves a girl on the streets from something and is like "go home to your parents kid" but she's an orphan and he can't like leave her alone now so oops now he has like. a kid?? and he's suddenly forced to actually start taking care of himself so he can take care of this girl LOL WAIT NO NOW THIS IS T URNING INTO THE SAME PLOT AS THE CAT ONE XDDD
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 well, not quite. he didn't start taking care of himself to take care of the cat, he just cared if he lived or died.
maybe taking care of himself in order to take care of the girl puts him into a healthier frame of mind except for the part where he decides it's a good idea to take his new responsibility on a roadtrip to find his undead, estranged ex and maybe get back together
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOL maybe she prompts him to do it she asks him about how he got himself into this situation and he quietly admits that it was ultimately bc he had a falling out with his husband whom he's still very much in love with and she's all smiles and is like "hey two dads sounds way better than one, let's go fix this!!" and he's gaping too much at the dad part to really understand what she just suggested
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 awww ^^ big dumb lug
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 >w< ooo but that's an interesting scenario, having jack in like an actually okay place trying to reconcile with gabe who's still very much spiraling like jack is still not doing great but he's recovering and trying to do his best for his girl
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 yupup meanwhile, Gabriel 'Murder Machine' Reyes...
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 qoq oh noooo what if talon finds out about the girl and like tries to kidnap her and jack becomes Rage Incarnate
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 talon. wtf? and Gabe, too. this is somehow more personal. they found this girl bc Jack came looking for HIM.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 it's what finally snaps gabe out of his depressive/angry spiral
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Jack being more focused on the fact that Talon GRABBED HIS KID than he is on Gabe or their issues. He's willing to conceed anything Gabe wants, if only he'll help get his girl back.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 HHH AND JACK'S ONLY SUPPORT SYSTEM WAS JUST TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM SO HE'S RAPIDLY LOSING IT AGAIN
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 eep!
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 he comes the Fuck after them with a single-mindedness that's terrifying when gabe tries to intercept bc he can so easily see jack getting himself killed, jack actually stares him down and threatens to kill him if he doesn't get out of the way zero sentiment. totally cold-blooded. gabe: jack think about this for a sec jack: https://i.pinimg.com/originals/ba/28/91/ba289158fa7412e37dcd78d74d5bb45a.png
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Gabe gets pissed off at first, but it's so icy that there's really nothing to latch on to. His whole relationship with Jack and the awful tangle and destruction its downfall led them to has been the most important, all-consuming thing in his life for so long that he had forgotten that there might be other things more important. Jack's found one. i have seen the puppy meme, yes XD
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 OMGGG AHH GABE GETTING JEALOUS AND FRUSTRATED THAT JACK SEEMS TO HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT HIM
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 lol GABE THERE'S BIGGER THINGS AT STAKE
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 also getting mad at himself for not being able to move on but taking it out on jack qoq
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 At some point while they're going after the kid, Gabe lashes out at Jack bc of the jealousy, like 'What the FUCK were you thinking bringing a kid along to hunt me down?' and Jack is all 'I was coming to find you to see if we can hash things out, you colossal jackoff! at the very least i wanted to apologize!'
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 QoQ "i just wanted-" "WHAT jack? what the fuck were you..." "i just wanted us to be a family!"
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 oh jack. you poor, poor deluded fool
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 gabriel falls silent, staring at jack briefly then looking down. jack rubs at his eyes tiredly. "she made me better," he explains quietly. "she was something for me to fight for. i had a reason to be better, gabe. and i wanted that for you too."
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 oh fuck you for that one ;n;
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 qwq gabriel feels hollow and raw all over at the idea that jack believed he was even capable of getting better
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 ((@ the comments popping up on twitter: if spanking's involved, does that make it whipped cream pie?)) hey. OUCH.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOLL
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 it's taking all my self control not to butt in with that god awful joke. i want you to know that and be proud of me.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LMAO I LOVE YOU <3333
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 <3
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 ghhh but gabe doesn't believe in himself, he's just so angry all the time and even now he wants to hurt jack and... he decides it'd be best if he just helped jack get his girl back and then left
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 ;_; noooooooooooooo
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 so he gets EXTRA reckless on this mission qoq fuck it, he's betraying talon- might as well draw all the fire to himself, sacrifice whatever he has to in order to get jack and his girl out of there
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 oh gabi
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 jack is like totally not caring about his own safety so gabe has to be extra reckless to make sure that the girl actually has someone to take care of her after this
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 lol trying to out-reckless each other like the fukkin target ducks in a shooting gallery game
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOLLL in the process gabe realizes how in love with jack he still is qwq
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 PRAISE how many followers do you think i would lose if i made the joke?
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LMAO AHHH WHEN THEY FINALLY FIND HER JACK RUNS TO HER AND SWEEPS HER UP IN A HUG AND IS JUST LIKE IMMEDIATELY IN TEARS and she's crying too and they're hugging each other so tight and gabriel watches them and feels his cold heart twisting into knots
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 ;-; Jack carrying her over and introducing her. Calls Reaper Gabriel, of course, as if the years between the good times and now never happened.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 QwQ and she's wiping at her eyes and smiling all huge and asks "so should i be calling you papa?" she steals gabriel's heart immediately but he's hit with the overwhelming sense that he doesn't deserve this
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Jack mirrors the thought. 'I don't deserve her,' he murmurs, 'but I'm damned lucky to have her.'
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 QOQ gabriel sees them to a safe house and has to disappear for a little while jack is worried that gabe is gone for good but he does come back after a few days he's all sheepish and shy but he mumbles that he wants to try
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 GABE YOU BIG SOFTIE
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 qwq he's like really really awkward and kind of uncomfortable at first
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 lol the most awkward grim reaper
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 he like doesn't know how to interact with this girl she's determined to call him papa
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 lol Gabe has met his match!! XD also holy shit i really need to turn in
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 OKAY WE WILL DISCUSS MORE TOMORROW <333333
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 yes pls!!! night night <3<3<3
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 GNNN
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 does Jack wear boxers or briefs. important question. tell me he doesn't go commando in his SC pants. nm tweet is full. ppl can imagine what they want lol
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 lol now i'm just imagining gabe pulling down jack's pants to find he's gone commando and being horrified gabe's all gruff and grumpy and isn't comfortable opening up yet and when jack tries to talk to him, he just gets all sullen. but somehow when this girl talks to him he can't find it in himself to snap at her.
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 prro reaper didn't even want Jack backa nd now he has Jack AND a daughter like who's going ot feed and water her and make sure she gets exercise? FUCK I CAN TYPE WHO SAYS I CAN'T
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOLL he gets attached to the girl very quickly but jack is a little more difficult
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 He's~ already~ attached~~! never really came unstuck~! Gabi you're doomed just roll with it
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 XDDDDD
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 76 hears them talking at night in low voices. He can't shake the uncomfortable feeling that a lot ofit is about him, but he never asks. He's a little afraid to know. It's eerie how some mornings both of them will look up at him as he comes into the kitchen of their safe hose, watching him silent and attentive as cats
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 omg that's a cute image ahhh jack giving her a lil kiss on the top of her head in the morning gabe pouting internally bc he wants a kiss too but like they're not there yet,,
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 XD GABE! YOU HAVE TO PICK ONE! WHAT IS THIS BEING COMPLEX AND WANTING CONFLICTING THINGS? POPPYCOCK!
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 XDDDDD how do gabe and jack finally stop snipping at each other over dumb shit or ignoring each other XD
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 what if the little girl claims to be afraid of monsters in her closet and Jack knows its a lie, and Gabe pretends to scare it away, but she insists and makes them sleep with her...only she sneaks out of bed in the middle of the night and leaves them alone. they wake up tangled up in each other, and go out to find her sitting on the couch watching cartoons and eating ice cream for breakfast and she complains that they snored too loud.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 AWWWWW CLEVER GIRL eeeee and they're all snuggled up together and gabe almost thinks he's in the past
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah my one weakness XD oh, let's see...
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 eeeee
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 what if she asks for stories at night--like, she'll want to sit in one dad's lap while the other tells a story. and she wants REAL stories. and she wants FIGHTING stories with GUNS and SUPERHEROES. And Jack & Gabe end up taking turns telling her stories from the Crisis. And when one's talking, the other can never help but interrupt to correct or make fun of the other. And sometimes she'll shush the interrupter and get them arguing over who's teh favorite, and sometimes she'll agree and be like 'yeah, dad, that was REALLY DUMB'
and as they're talking about the past back when things were good between them, the old feelings start to come back to the surface and they remember why they were great together
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 QwQ HHHH and then they finally put her to bed and they kind of sit in the living room silently together
and jack keeps glancing at gabe out of the corner of his eye while gabe pretends not to notice
and jack finally kinda clears his throat awkwardly and says, "you know, you don't have to sleep on the couch tonight. you could..."
"sleep in your bed?" gabe interrupts.
jack flinches from how he says it but nods anyway.
gabe lets him hang in suspense for awhile even though they both already know the answer is going to be yes
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 :eyes:
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOL
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Jack tries to break the awkward silence by starting in on the story Gabe told earlier--'the way i remember it was...' so and so. the stories they remind themselves of with Jack's little girl safely tucked in bed are darker and sadder and harsher than either would have told her. Jack pours himself a drink as they talk. he pours gabe one too, without asking, and they take turns pouring after that. The minutes turn hazy, blurring into one another. The kitchen is too warm, they're sitting too close, leaning heavily against each other, shoulder to shoulder, heads bent over their glasses like conspirators. Neither knows who initiated the kiss. It's slow at first, hesitant, an old habit picked up in the midst of drunkenness and shared loss. It grows heated before either fully realize what's happening, but, by then, neither wants to stop. Gabe remembers the offer of a bed. He lets his full weight press against Jack, knocking him slowly from his chair. When they fall together, they don't hit the floor, but dissolve through a cloud of nanites and land with a bounce on the cheap mattress. Shadow stepping works the alcohol right out of his system, and Gabe finds his head clear. Jack is still kissing him, however, needy sounds spilling from his throat as his hands clutch at Gabe's coat. It would be easy--so easy--to just let go, blame it on the alcohol tomorrow. The temptation is too much to resist, and Gabe bears down atop Jack, kissing him back with fervor as if this will be his last chance to regain everything he lost.
holy shit that's more than i realized
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 SHRIEKINGGGGGGG GAAAABE i love how they are literally married but still pining for each other qoq
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 lol
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 jack actually stops them. they're both most of the way naked and grinding against each other and jack puts a hand on gabe's chest and asks him to stop for a second he wants gabe so bad but not if this is going to be it
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 noooooooo jack go for it lure him back with your jacktastic wiles
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOL he rolls them over, crawling on top of gabe, and begs him not to pretend this is nothing later
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 oh my god ohhhhhhhhh my goooooooooooooooooooood not cool dude ;_; lol Jack's a weepy drunk
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 awwwwwww starts ugly crying into gabe's chest gabe is confused bc. this is such a turn off but he wants to fuck jack more than ever
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 XD omg it's calld LOVE you jackass you LOVE him YOU'RE IN LESBIANS WITH HIM
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 AHAHAHAHA jack is like sobbing while still grinding into gabe and it's taking way too much willpower not to just throw him on his front and fuck him immediately
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Gabe dissolves away from under him and Jack cries out as he drops. In an eyeblink, Gabe has reformed on top of him, pressing Jack down with all his weight, grinding slow and deliberate up against him. He practically tears the jacket off him, then runs his hands across Jack's shoulders--shown off so handsomly beneath the compressions shirt--down his arms, until his palms cover the backs of Jack's hands and Gabe can lace their fingers together. He ducks his head to bite the back of Jack's neck, sucking at his skin, leaving a string of lovebites from his hairline down the side of his neck to the crook of his shoulder.
'You never stopped being mine, Jack,' he growls against his skin. 'Not back then. Not now. Not ever.'
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 HOLY SHIT fans self
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 possessive gabe orz and then we hope Jack got the girl some noise cancelling headphones 'cause this is not gonna be a quiet fuck
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 OH GEEZ
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 ((haha ASSphyxiation X'D)) https://twitter.com/rosephtxt/status/917180354452086784 ((i am a delight))
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOLL jack is still all teary-eyed but he growls at gabe to come and take him then >w<
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Gabe, thinking to himself: which i would ALREADY BE DOING if you hadn't needed to have a little breakdown
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LOL
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Gabe, this one is a mess. Throw him back.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 AHAHA
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 Try again. You're a handsome monster with lots of opportunites on the dad dating scene.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 LMAO god imagine reaper trying to find love on tindr
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 i could prolly imagine it better if i knew anything about tinder aside from (gay?) dating site
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 it's the app where it matches you w people and you like decide whether you're interested or not and then you go on a date or whatever
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 interests: disincorporating, shotguns, revenge, hiking, double agentry
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 knitting
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 musical theater HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 XDDDD also i'm technically still married but it's a long story we're not together anymore
SuspiciousPopsicle - 10/08/2017 76: what a co-inky-dink so am i. i bet this mysterious stranger will really GET me.
firesonic152 - 10/08/2017 HA AWKS
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