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ohhhhh I just realized the point of the fucking coffee shop AU. like, there's many points to the coffee shop AU. but...harrow in the coffee shop AU proves definitively that she would fall for gideon in any life, regardless of their relationship. no matter the circumstance - harrow would love gideon if she were nobody, if she was nothing more than a cute barista with a flirty smile. gideon, on the other hand, is quite clearly under the impression that harrow only loves her because she is her cavalier. she places being harrow's cavalier as evidence of her importance to harrow. as long as harrow accepts her as her cavalier, then she can never be nothing to harrow, because one flesh, one end.
even as kiriona, she's just waiting for the day she can swear to be harrow's cavalier again (get in line, thou big slut!). but harrow doesn't care if gideon is her cavalier at all - she loves gideon, just gideon.
#hey haha remember when I said that there is absolutely going to be a devastating scene when harrow releases Gideon from her service#and Gideon flips out about it because it's the worst rejection she can conceptualize#but harrow has PROVEN in the coffee shop scene that she loves Gideon DESPITE her being a cavalier not bc of it#hahahaha. yeah#gideon the ninth#griddlehark#harrow the ninth#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#the locked tomb#alecto the ninth#gtn#kiriona gaia#nona the ninth#alecto the first
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my mental stability lies in the hands of a cockroach
#brug why was i legit tearing up at the end of the movie#the helicopter scene was so tragic and romantic#eddie reaching out to venom to touch him one last time only for venom to grab the door and shield him broke me#i know a lot of people wanted them to die together#but venom loves eddie too much to do anything other than make sure he lives#and that’s true love#‘you couldn’t keep him. and he couldn’t keep you’ absolutely devastated me#i’ll never hear ‘hey buddy’ the same again#you think whenever eddie wakes up the first thing he does is greet venom with ‘hey buddy’#both times he was knocked unconscious he immediately calls out for venom when he’s barely even awake#i wonder if he still calls out for him#venom the last dance#venom 3#venom spoilers#spoilers#symbrock
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Doubt
#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#kristen applebees#buddy dawn#potatart#HEY. THINKING ABOUT KRISTEN BANISHING BUDDY#grips desk. they rolled an insight check to see if buddy had any good left in him and they got a one#thinking about how kristen did not think there was any hope for him but offered him mercy. anyway#im probably overthinking this. its more likely that he got banished bcit was a quick and easy way to incapacitate him#but im still thinking about it.#p.s. devastating nat 1 for me personally. ough#but thays just how the dice roll baby#i love kristen!!!!!!!! ggrrrraagahhgghg!!!!
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“I don’t belong with you, I never did.”
hi yes my first time posting my art here and I come bearing fanart for @hella1975 ‘s amazing atla fic The Art of Burning, you can find this specific scene in chapter 28! if you haven't read it yet I highly recommend.
(click for better quality)
#zuko#atla#the art of burning#taob#it's so not funny this fic has been driving me insane for almost half a year. can't stop re-reading it and will not stop actually#atla zuko#also his scar is like kinda hard to see??? i promise it's there#thank you hella1975 i re-read this scene and it single-handedly brought me out of like a month-long art block#atla fanart#ngl this fic DEVASTATES ME and yet i re-read it all the time because it's that good tbh#also gotta be honest im not sure if i like this end product but I WILL SAY i love the lighting#lighting on drawings is so fun to do like i cant stress enough#actually pissed because the quality is ass on mobile. It looks better on pc I promise PLEase#edit: hey guys just woke up to so many notifs???? you guys scared me so bad????? LMFAOO IM GLAD YOU ALL LIKE IT#my art
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every bells hells interaction with keyleth being a bullying (affectionate) interrogation — usually about things they have already interrogated her about — versus their interactions with vex being like 3 of the hells at any given time Will be distracted by her hotness and the rest will be just going yes ma’am whatever you say . extremely extremely real of them . i have to imagine after every interaction keyleth is like WHY do they keep doing this to me and vex is like idk darling maybe your vibes are just off
but also i just need them to carry some of the our old pcs are bugs were poking under a microscope energy to vex i need to know what her takes on vaxorb and the gods are right now . do i think vex is as likely to be open with bells hells as keyleth is? doubtful. but i still want them to try
#it is endlessly funny to me that they’re like . hey keyleth. hey keyleth that man you loved who you’ve been angry about and grieving.#let’s talk about that#and also let’s talk about your hate of the gods#all whilst matt keeps introducing keyleth as like . tired but still very much the like Do Gooder she is#who still seems to have a lot of hope in the people of exandria and whose grief is much more of an under current#meanwhile when he introd vex in whitestone he was like. she’s devastated by this news about laudna she has a black feather in her hair#she speaks vaguely about how hard it is to lose someone .#and bells hells is like . and she’s hot . her husband is a weirdo but she’s wonderful#none of this is said with bitterness to be clear i am truly enamoured with how they treat vex and keyleth#because it has the same vibe as like . convos vm would have with npcs where keyleth was the one who’s arc was about leadership#but vex was the charismatic strategist#critical role#cr3#vex’ahlia#keyleth#cr spoilers
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The Blythes are Quoted by L.M. Montgomery
#idc jem x mary is so compelling to me#i just think there’s such a fury and fission there#i want to read a whole long and devastating fic on the classism and disapproval suppressing their exasperating romance#(exasperating to them more than anyone… no submission given between either of them and it means both the good & bad kind of sparking)#that ends with mary releasing jem from his already insulting indecision#and her telling him she thinks miller douglas (who loves her the way jem loves faith) will suit her just fine#(the first time jem blythe has ever been ‘thrown over’ btw)#it’s the same choice jem also would’ve likely ultimately arrived at himself#but having mary make it first not only hurts but is also almost the last one-up to be had between them#which reaches crescendo as roi opens and results in jem’s train station display of publicly kissing faith goodbye and hey that’s that#(save maybe a cathartic letter or two [written but never sent ofc] during jem’s time as a powmia)#the blythes are quoted#jem blythe#mary vance#lucy maud montgomery
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I feel like if you hate Haley, you simply lack either comprehension skills, or you genuinely watched the show with eyes and ears covered, cause aint no way.
Was it a shitty situation? Yeah. Was she right for the divorce? Yeah, actually, if they couldn't come to a compromise. That's what happens with relationships, people change, goals change, life changes. That's natural. Is it unfair to make Hotch leave a job he obviously loves? Yes. Is it unfair to assume your family is going to feel ok when you work a dangerous job that makes you absent a lot? Also yes. These realities can and DO coexist!!! The saddest part abt all of this is jack.
Could Hotch maybe trust his team a bit more to pick up some paperwork so he can have more time with his family and not spend extra hours not home? Yes!! But he wouldn't, cuz hes the leader, the protector, the parent, and he would NEVER make his team do work thats his. He'll take the sacrifice of not seeing his family as much. Because it is a sacrifice. He just also didn't want Haley to know how much it truly hurt to be away, cuz then SHE would be in pain for him n would want him to leave more, and then jack would ALSO feel the pain of both his parents.
Its a shitty situation, its sad, its complicated, its full of love, and its so REAL, and it is NOT Haleys fault. Why would y'all blame a mother for wanting the father around more often? Why would y'all blame a wife who doesn't want her husband to go away and never, ever come back?
Its what comes with the job. And sadly, Haley realised she could not do it, she could not be with jack knowing hotch could just be DEAD. Thats CRAZY. Its HORRIFYING. And it is the job.
#criminal minds#aaron hotchner#haley hotchner#jack hotchner#hey look i posted a thing#shit talking but serious (or not)#y'all drive me CRAZY#stop hating on women for being NORNMAL#ITS A DANGEROUS JOB!!!! SHE COULD LOSE THE LOVE OF HER LIFE ANY SECOND WITHOUT HER KNOWING#AND LEAVE THEIR SON FATHERLESS. THATS DEVASTATING. THEYRE LITERALLY SOULAMTES THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND THATS THEIR DOWNFALL#they cannot bear to see to imagine the other in ANY pain. and sadly thats comes with the job#and sadly hotch had to see it.
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I have seen you talking about Dick & Dami's relationship and Dick & Tim as well,but what are your takes on Dick and Jason actually?
Like how you wish their relationship should be portrayed today and where are them missing when it comes to making those two acting like siblings?
Do you think in the past their dynamic was better?
How Dick views Jason and how Jason views Dick?
This is difficult to answer because there are like 8 different stages to Dick and Jason's relationship with various dynamics. They also view each other a bit differently depending on which stage we're talking about.
The way I would like their relationship to be portrayed today isn’t necessarily possible thanks to Jason’s integration into the family and acceptance of the no killing moral code. For me, their ideal dynamic is portrayed in Outsiders #44-46. And I know people are gonna find that regressive as hell but, tbh, that dynamic is far more interesting than the kinda awkward thing they have going on now.
Although, I don't mind that they acknowledge their brotherhood in a serious manner now. Like before they'd kinda be like, "Eh... I mean... we were adopted from the same guy but... brothers? Eh..." And now they're more firmly in the, "We're brothers," camp. So that development is interesting.
Character progression wise, it wouldn't feel right for for them to be super close in the way that, say, Dick and Tim are (unless we saw a lot of trust and relationship building between them), but at the same time, there is part of me that kind of wants them to have that older sibling bond (except Jason is closer in age to Tim than he is to Dick sooo actually let's just leave older sibling things to Dick and Cass... not that Cass is much older than Jason though so LOL this is why Dick has to lone the oldest sibling thing by himself... which is funny because Dick is technically no longer the oldest sibling, he's a baby brother now... except Dick and Melinda's relationship really hasn't progressed much sooo you could say they share blood but don't consider each other family yet, in which case, Dick is still the oldest... I mean, regardless, Dick is the oldest sibling of the Waynes... god why did they have to make all of this so difficult 😫).
#jason's like blerghhh dad always loved you best. but also hey we should work together bc you're a killer like me#and then jason's also like hey dick you were the most amazing thing i've ever seen and idk you're cool but i won't say that to you#and then he's also like hey dick i've got girl advice for you and i also need your opinion on my hair. oh now bane is trying to kill us#and then he's also like oh you got amnesia? i don't give a fuck about you and maybe i'll kill you#and he's also like oh you trust me? okay well... we're brothers and i'm gonna save you#and then dick's like oh hey kid call me if you need me. oh you died? i am literally devastated i'm so sorry#and he's also like wow you're very good at what you do but i don't trust you... okay but i trust the intel you're giving me sooo....#and then he's like why the fuck are you dressing like me and killing people?? quit doing stupid shit!!#and then he's like jason what the fuck are you doing--let me help you!!#and then he's like kinda indifferent to jason but jason is still Ugh this family is stupid why am i here#and then dick's like ofc i'm gonna come help you if you need me but also this is awkward af and things are weird between us so bye#except not bye because i'm staying here to help you and your team#and then dick's like i'm being controlled by joker so i'm gonna kill yoooou#and then he's like eh i trust you and i'm gonna help you bc we're brothers but you literally wrecked bruce's car you numbskull#and then he's like you're doing dumb shit and i have to take you down but oh thanks for not letting the train kill me#and then they're both like meh we're doing shit w the batfam even though neither of us should be here rn#and yeah that's how it goes. that's. literally it. writers cannot keep their relationship consistent in the long term#Dick Grayson#Jason Todd#relationship analysis#anon
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#hey you know what would be funny (devastating)#if this reunion in part 10 went very poorly for arthur#hm hm hmmmm#i should not be. thinking at 430 am#anyway off to work farewell i love you#ill return home bearing gifts (gay things i wrote on my lunch break)#caspost
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it’s 3am and i’ve spent the past few hours drawing a bunch of doodles of me and anton hanging out together like we’re the bestest of friends because it’s my art and i can draw whatever i want forever
#i’ll post the drawings this weekend probably#anton oc#wyrms says stuff#wyrms lore#it’s 3am and i am not tired but i also have to get up early so#hey at least i don’t have any classes on fridays so that’s good#wow anton is so cool#wow#wow i love him so much more than anything really#platonically obviously we’re both very aroace#and i know if he was real we’d be best friends we’d do everything together#we’d go see that absolutely horrendous looking minecraft movie on opening night together#he’d talk to me about rats and science and snakes and i’d talk about undertale and tma and gravity falls#we’d have so much fun i’d teach him how to play video games and he would love it so much#and he’d show me all of his weird and wacky science experiments and he’d be so silly about it#and we’d go on walks in his forest and he’d show me all the animals#and we’d comfort eachother when we’re sad and it would be so cozy and safe#we would have eachother and understand eachother that’s all we will ever need#wow he’s just so real to me guys#like he feels so real#and i’m so genuinely sad that he’s not#he deserves to exist he deserves to be happy#the fact he doesn’t exist feels like i lost someone extremely close to me and will never get them back#it’s like i’m grieving the loss of someone who never existed and it hurts#he deserves to exist :(#ouughhh#this is devastating#it hurts#i should go to sleep#:(
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SAM RIEGEL!!! *shakes fists at the sky*
#critical role#sam riegel#i haven't even watched the 90-91 eps yet#but I spoiled myself#I mean#kinda of hard not to with how loud everyone was screaming#but goddammit#fcg#is such a huge character for me#because he deeply deeply bothered me#in the best way media that is made to bother does#he made me think on so many things#this little#man#I know I'll be devastated after watching it#but hey#Sam streak of having his characters leave mid campaign is still going strong#Veth left in spirit because m9 didn't let her kkkk but to me it still feels like nott left so Veth could come#so i'm counting it aswell idc#dnd#bell's hells#bells hells#love is what makes people
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WIP game word: blood :D
let me preface this with: gentlebeings who are perhaps unfamiliar with what exactly has been going on for the last... three? ish? weeks in my google docs, there is one wip of mine i have told Jess about in INCREDIBLE detail. said wip also unfortunately features my blood kink VERY prominently
Jess, i know you are reading this, we will battle at dawn
anyways, surprisingly, in the roughly 5k i have for that monster so far, theres only 16 mentions of 'blood'
have an excerpt that features 3 of them
this also gets the smut cut, because while the snippet isn't particularely E, the fic is.
(side note: the blood isnt actually from dooku or sifo, but from roughly two dozen small ferret creatures that sifo fed dooku with. raw. it's a whole thing, don't worry too much about it)
#jess i hope you are happy#you already knowthispart but hey! its a good one. right?#random boli thoughts#star wars#me writing#⛏️⛏️⛏️#another one for the smut vein of the mines#i would love to say im dipping my feet in it#but alas. in truth i took a full nosedive right into the deep end with this one. truly devastating
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me rn
Episodes come out at 5 am for me so I will be waking up to carnage on the tl/dashboard 😗✌️
#yellowjackets#mistynat#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#please if they kill of my little guy I will actually cry#hey that rhymes#you know someone is really delusion when they start rhyming at half past midnight#like. let’s be real here. Jeff is the only one acceptable to die#cause he’s so so pathetically in love with sharan and honestly good for him I would be too#that he makes the ultimate sacrifice for her to be okay again#and it would just a beautiful end#but with nat?#it would be a half assessed redemption arc because of javi to die for someone else#which is all well and good but it’s a shitty end to a shitty life and she does not deserve that!!!#not with everything that she has suffered and survived through! she made it out! she did amazingly well#and it would be so so tragic and devastating at the end almost as if to say that the only ending that someone like nat can have is death#and that’s just so unfair#anyway I’m only a bit passionate about this I truly do love her character it means so much to me#also if they make misty kill nat that’s a really fucked up version of Romeo and Juliet#can you imagine?#Misty having to kill the one person that for some reason believed in her and trusted her against the odds. and she has to sacrifice AGAIN
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“Then leave,” Regulus said, turning to stare at Sirius’ profile and the oh-so familiar slope of his nose. Regulus hated how similar they looked, hated how Sirius was smarter, more popular, more talented. He hated how Sirius was going to get everything that should've been his because Sirius with his rebellious attitude and disregard for their family didn't deserve any of it. Regulus sat in the library for hours, educating himself on the history of their great family, Regulus practised his spells everyday in hopes he would measure up to the power of his ancestors, Regulus was the good, obedient son Sirius could never be. “No one’s going to miss you anyway,” he spat out, looking away as his heart began to race.
‘I would. I would miss him,’ the child hiding in Regulus’ chest whispered, his words echoing through his bones.
Regulus closed his eyes and sighed deeply, trying to regain control of his breathing. In and out, like the ocean waves crashing against the shore. ‘No, you wouldn't,’ the voice reprimanding him is his own, but the echoes sound like his mother.
#out of context snippet#regulus encouraging sirius to leave for his own selfish reasons is my favorite thing#the only thing i love more is the late realisation of 'oh shit i miss my brother' and then they never speak to each other again <3#regulus in my angst fic is just arguing back and forth with himself#it would be funny if it wasn't devastating how lost he is in his own mind#hey at least he's fighting the demons in his mind#while they're still IN his mind#barty can't relate#i will not elaborate#the black brothers#regulus black#sirius black
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omg wait i have a few ok
• grant has ocd
• the swallows-oak-garcia family stays with henry for a while post-canon (bc their house burned down lol)
• nicky heavily considered erasing one of the timelines from his memory with the memory syringes when they were younger
• sparrow is the older twin
alrighty those have all been added !
#favorite character headcanon submissions#also hey i hope you know the Nicky one is absolutely killing me thats literally devastating#i love it
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we're gonna put our rats up for adoption at the animal rescue. things are. bad. we can't keep their cage clean. grayson gets exhausted taking them out to play and i rarely join bc i just feel empty or disgusted or i start sobbing or wind up in pain or exhausted myself. so they don't get the amount of human interaction they deserve/need.
i feel awful about it. i feel sick. i don't know the last time i've felt like such an abject failure. not just as a person responsible for small lives but as a partner. grayson gets such joy from these boys, and they are so sweet to us too. i just. i can't even take care of myself. it isn't fair. it's not fair.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#the wild brunch#matty's mental health#i'm genuinely not okay. about any of this. about anything happening.#but the rats specifically are a real no-win scenario.#either 1) we pull the bandaid off & give them to the rescue. a clean (ish) break#we know they'll be fostered & adopted by ppl who will not just love them but will actually be able to take care of them#and they'll live out the rest of their lives with other rats who they'll get to know now while they're still middle-aged. & other people.#or 2) we keep them but continue the current plan to have them be our last batch of rats. they live in a habitat that we can't keep clean.#we're both wracked with guilt about this all the time. we keep exhausting ourselves doing what we can to keep things out of crisis mode#grayson gets to keep playing with them. i get to keep being miserable and More guilty every time i *don't* play with them#or just plain miserable every time i do#eventually they get older and their health goes downhill. one of them dies. i have a mental breakdown just like every other time#we rehome the other two. it's harder bc they're older and sicker and they miss their brother.#but they live out the (much less) rest of their lives with other rats. & other people.#in both scenarios we stop having rats. grayson is devastated either soon or later bc no more pets#while i'm wracked with guilt bc i feel very very very responsible for us not having rats anymore. and also devastated#bc i am. well. goodbyes are very bad for me.#which is why i feel responsible lmao bc last year i had like 4 straight months of ceaseless sobbing from all the back to back pet deaths#and i was like Listen. grayson. i can't do this anymore. i just can't. i can't keep having short-lived pets like this bc each death#feels like i'm being stabbed in the lungs over and over.#i guess technically option 3 is we keep having rats. we get another batch & introduce them. no rat off-ramp.#i just. keep getting stabbed in the lungs as they die. and we keep not being able to take care of them properly.#hey i didn't say it was a *good* option. but it is an option#pet death cw#idk how to tag the lungs metaphor.#injury cw#?
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