#hes my favorite character and i get to talk about him all time😊💚

[bitchkay]

It's my sons birthday everyone

My sweet baby boy💚🥰🥰(has comited various atrocities)

[artbyaleksandr]

🐶🐱Gallavich🐶🐱 💚💙Intropost🧡🖤

HI  ~  MY 🐶🐱Gallavich🐶🐱💚💙Intropost🧡🖤 

  💗 from @callivich thank you 💗

I'm not good at English I use translate most of the time 🥺 I've been in this fandom for almost a year now. But I'm a shy person  😳 💦  and a foreigner  💦 I follow a lot of fics. (I read it every day for almost a year) I follow many Writer. I hope to get to know more people in the fandom  🌟

Name: (can be a nickname)

Aleksandr /  AA

Age: 

20 + 

What made you fall in love with Gallavich?

I really like the Ian S1  That's probably the whole reason lol I saw a video of Ian dancing in TikTok. At first, I didn't care. But it shows up in my feed a lot. Until I continued to study the character of Ian, so I knew Shameless and was a gallavich stan ever since. (I quite believe Ian is definitely a character that I will fall in love with because of his character. I'm really looking for something new and interesting and yes I quite like the TOP HOT character and the warm hair color and I like the Power Bottom pair.  I bet against myself. What if I went to study Ian's character and I found out that he was top I would follow and yes I guessed everything right lol )

How long have you been a fan?

Late 2022

Favourite Gallavich moment/scene?

I love the S1 moment, the scene where Ian visits Mickey. I fell in love with the Smile scene to this day.  😊

Favourite Shameless character apart from Ian and Mickey?

I like Lip, he's my favorite character. I like smart characters. I like him 3rd in the show and I hope he gets better with every EP and disappointed in the latter ss)

Do you write or draw or make edits? Feel free to link to your work!

I drew, you can follow me here.  In the future there may be 18+ images/CMS/open of requests.

 / Tw :  @ARTbyAleksandr / IG : art_aleksandr_aa

Favourite type of Gallavich fics? Are you into angsty canon type fics or maybe fluffy one shots, perhaps you like dramatic canon divergent stories or interesting AUs - share what tropes/genres you like!

Since I've been following I've read a lot of Gallavich fics, really a lot.

I like Alpha/Omega /AU royalty / Mpreg👼 /Wolf Vampire🐺🧛/Hybrid🐶🐱

/fantasy🧚‍♂️🧝‍♂️/jealous Ian

I hope someday someone will write a girl! Mickey, not Tran, 

I need a fic F/M 🥺💦

Favourite Gallavich quote?

" Likin' what I like don't make me a bitch. "

"I Can Take Care Of Him, OK? Let Me Take Care Of Him Until He's Better."

I love you, Mickey Milkovich. More than anything.

Anything else you’d like to share about yourself?

Hello, I love the character Ian BUT  Mickey is always the best character.  I'm a foreigner. Almost all of my language and reading depend on translate. My language is very weird I like talking But I'm pretty shy for for starting a conversation I hope to have more friends in fandom. I'm cute. I can love you as soon as you talk to me.  (I came from a fandom about Japan before.idk much about European culture. Most of my drawings are Japanese style. I like the type of dog/cat. 🐶🐱I hope I can practice drawing 18+gallavich and be able to post.

[daylander1000]

I don’t think I’ve ever read a cooler interpretation of Criston Cole’s character and his dynamic with the greens. I loved every scene Aemond and Criston were together. The thing is, most people who write about Criston as a father figure to the greens tend to simultaneously paint Alicent as this awful mother, which is not accurate at all in my opinion because she was a young child bride who raised them alone with the limited resources she had at the time so reading your take on their dynamic warmed my heart 💚

I mean, there are all kinds of wild anti-Alicent takes. I've read more than a few fics where she's basically a cruel witch to all the children and they all defect to team black to get away from her. 😒

It's fanfiction tho. If you're team Daemyra, then you can't just have their arch-nemesis be a random Hightower single mom with no dragon whose husband is like, "Where are my tongue-clippers?" so you kinda have to make her some super evil baby-eating monster for the story to work. I just wish they'd tag stuff accordingly. Like, just put 'anti!Alicent' or 'evil!Alicent' or something so people who don't want to read it can avoid it.

Thank you for the Criston love. 😊 The scene where Cole lets Harwin beat him is one of my favorites, honestly. He's calling Aegon the lord of the straw, but he's also like, "that is the prince!!!" when Harwin grabs him. And the bottom swat to Aemond with the sword, it all just implies a deeper sort of familiarity.

And then post time skip, when Aemond wants to go look for Aegon, and Alicent is like "Gasp, you want to go outdoors???" even though her son is now a sword expert with a dragon, and Cole's like "I don't actually need help but okay, field trip." That's probably the most naturally domestic scene in the show? I mean, Aemond's just sitting there, listening to his mother and Cole talk, thinking "Is this an opportunity to wear my disguise hood? 🤔"

They don't have much screentime, but I love how much is implied by all the little things. It's easy to write without feeling like I'm making it all up out of nothing, in contrast to the way I'm struggling with Rhaena & Baela who don't even look at each other post time skip.

[hanafubukki]

Hello, Hana! 😊✨ For the Twst Q&A: 2, 15, 17, 18, 23, 24 ε(´｡•᎑•`)っ 💕

(From this Twst Q&A)

Thank you for sending this in Nessy 💞🌻🌷

2. Whose hand did you take?

I took Lilia’s hand. It was a choice between Malleus and Lilia and I literally couldn’t choose. I chose Lilia because it was him that got me into writing fanfics again after over a decade. So I took his hand.

I used the free Sr key to get Malleus robes. I already made sure to get malleus lab in the beginning when we can choose dorm cards.

15. What character would you beef with?

Azul because the way he uses your weakness and when you need the greatest time of help and has you sign a contract with him makes me want to fight him.

Don’t get me wrong, he’s not forcing you (well, he does have the twins and basically you have no choice when you do need his help). But, contracts and such used in dire need?? Gives me a bitter taste. Though I know he changed, just that beginning of book 3 still ticks me off lol That said, read before you sign kids always.

17 Favorite original card art?

General Lilia card, it was a card I always wanted for years when I got into twst. When it happened, I was so happy. My friends kept pinging me and it was such a great and happy moment. My wish literally came true.

If EN only, then Dance and Wishes. That card fits all the aesthetics I love.

18. Favorite groovy card art?

Oh this one was hard to decide, it was between malleus first bday and his masquerade card.

But for sure his masquerade card, dragon fae is asking us for a dance. That literally had my heart pounding.

23. Who do you most relate to?

Hmmm it was between Idia and Malleus. But I would have to go with Malleus. As someone who was always left out and always wanted to be invited, I feel his pain. People forgetting you? Even though you try so hard? It hurts. Yes, I am a introvert. But it doesn’t mean I don’t or won’t hang out. That I don’t want to be invited. Being forgotten in a room full of people hurts.

24. What club would you join?

Probably the board game club, because I like playing games. It would be great if they allowed me to play video games or my otomes though lol. But I do love to play group games.

If I could, I would make a reading club. Just read your favorite books and talk about them if you want.

This was a lot of fun 💚💞 thank you again for sending this in 🙌👏

[acacia-may]

Since it's also a ship of yours, how about 🧡💚💘 for David Swallow x Letoile Becquerel? I think it sounds interesting as a ship and well, would be nice to have a bit more about it, like for a lot of rare pairs 🥰

Hi there, friend! Thank you so much for this ask! I was so excited when I saw it that I just wanted to answer it immediately (since I just thinking about them earlier and wanted to keep that momentum 🥰). It is definitely a rare pair, but I've always been really fond of it. I really like Letoile and David as characters (they're both my "Little Trees" 🌲), and the idea of them as a pairing is just so incredibly fun to me because they're so different from each other but I can see them complementing each other really well. In my Future Problems Universe, they are married with three kids, so even though I don't really talk about them (and never finished the story I started writing about them 😅), I secretly love them. 💖 This one of my favorite Black Clover ships, to be perfectly honest with you, and I'm really happy to have the opportunity to give them some attention! 🥰

Headcanons are below the cut. Thank you so much for playing my Bye Bye Writer's Block Headcanon's Game! 💕

David Swallow x Letoile Becquerel Headcanons

🧡-- Childhood/Backstory

David and Letoile didn't really get off on the right foot as they were both selected for the Golden Dawn at the same time (from the same entrance exam) when they were 15 and as the newest members were often compared to each other and forced to team up despite their wildly different personalities. Letoile found David to be wild, boisterous, immature, and irresponsible, and David thought she was a real stick in the mud and would tease her for being uptight and a killjoy. In my mind, he developed romantic feelings for her early on, but (as a teenager), he handled them in a very immature way (mostly by joking around about them inevitably dating one day and/or about her "clearly" being in love with him) which was off-putting to her and made it difficult to see that he was actually, genuinely interested in her and not just teasing her. She made it clear that she wasn't interested, and, I think, in her mind, she really considered him the absolute last person that she would ever want to go out with (perhaps even to the extent of being a little too insistent on this).

However, as they time passes and they deepen their friendship, she really comes to know him better and build more of a respect for him, and she eventually realizes (to her horror, lol. I'm just kidding) that she might actually be open to a relationship with him (in one of those classic "...oh. Oh no." moments 😂). But of course, being Letoile, she tells no one, until she sorts out her feelings. Meanwhile, practically everyone and their grandmother knows how David feels about her--like this big open secret. His attempts to hide his own interest have been nothing but utter failures, and though the majority of the Golden Dawn is pretty convinced that Letoile will never return David's affection, there is no doubt in their minds that it's Letoile standing in the way of this relationship because David (despite his protests to the contrary) would give just about anything for a chance to pursue a relationship with her. They are all genuinely surprised when Letoile eventually agrees to go out with him (but David himself is by far the most surprised--though he'd probably have a difficult time admitting that to their friends). 😊

💚-- General

Back in the early days of their friendship, one of the first gifts David ever gave to Letoile was a compass because it reminded him of her magic. (Giving presents isn't always the easiest thing in the world for him😅). In the future (after they are in a romantic relationship with each other), he is genuinely shocked to learn she still has it and has kept it on her desk all these years. She insists she kept it because it was practical (but, secretly, she appreciates the sentimental value). It is sitting on her desk at the Golden Dawn to this day.

💘-- Romance

David is a really talented dancer, and he absolutely loves dancing with Letoile (even though she is not much of a dancer herself). When they are married, one of his favorite things is dancing with her in random rooms around their house. If she teasingly points out that there is no music, he will provide accompaniment by humming or singing songs himself (sometimes purposefully/playfully badly just to tease her). 💖

[dedicatednotobsessed]

hiii! I've noticed there's been a few Ewan fics on here and they're all SO GOOD! haha, genuinely. I was wondering if it would be okay to request a fic idea for him?

essentially, reader's newest role is that of a crazy person. she has fun with the role and everyone seems to enjoy it, especially ewan who happens to be a fan of hers. she's heard good things about his career too and they get a proper chance to meet in the form of an interview. they talk about eachother's careers, what is was like for reader to embody that role and both are just fascinated by eachother haha. months later and the two are an official couple, all cute wherever they go and just adore eachother. please? 😊

Of course! For more Ewan/Aemond + other HOTD character/actor requests, my ask box is always open 💚

Fans to Lovers [Ewan Mitchell x Reader]

Other HOTD stories [requests open]

Summary: You had recently began press for an upcoming psychological thriller, playing the lead antagonist. While doing an interview, the interviewer brings up one of your biggest fans: Ewan Mitchell. You begin to talk about how much you love his work and it turns out he was listening the entire time. As you talk about your careers, you begin to feel a connection with him….

You hummed along to the song currently playing on your phone as you finished up your makeup. You had a collection of interviews to promote your new movie, a psychological thriller. You were most excited for your fans to see this, having put a lot of work into becoming the crazed character you played. It was a change to most characters you have played before and you hoped your fans loved it as much as you loved playing her.

You put your hair up to keep it out of your face, glancing down at the time. “Shit,” You swore realizing you were going to be late.

You rushed to collect your purse and keys, struggling to put your shoes on. You are not known for your punctuality, that much was true.

“Bye Khaleesi!” You called to your cat while rushing out, your cat only staring at you as you closed and locked the door behind you.

Khaleesi was a young white fluffy cat with blue eyes, being named after one of your favorite Game of Thrones characters. She was a star all over your social media and since you don’t have any real children yet, she is the only daughter you have.

You kept glancing at the time, sighing as you barely made it to the interview. You rushed out fixing your hair while walking in. You still wanted to look presentable.

“There’s Miss. Punctuality!” Your manager called teasingly seeing you run into the green room.

You rolled your eyes with a small smile. “I’m still on time!”

“By a minute.”

You held up your finger. “But a minute still counts,” You said in a matter of fact tone.

“Whatever am I going to do with you?” Your manager asked with a raised brow.

“Oh.” You waved your hand a bit. “You act as though you hate me,” You said jokingly.

Your manager chuckled while urging you out once you put your stuff down. “But now you are officially late for your interview.”

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“There she is!”

You smiled at the interviewer while laughing a bit. “I know, I know. I already got my ass chewed out by manager.”

The interviewer laughed a bit and smiled as an assistant came over to touch up her makeup while you sat down opposite from her. You tapped your foot lightly, looking down at your hands.

“So!” The interviewer began, a bit chirpy, with a wide smile on her perfect white teeth. “It is so nice to meet you, Y/N. I was lucky enough to see the movie early and I must say, your performance is so beautiful.”

You returned the interviewer’s smile, lightly pushing your hair out of your face. “Thank you,” You said giggling a bit.

The interviewer smiled lightly before placing a hand against her ear, having an ear piece in. She furrowed her brows a bit. “Oh he’s here already? Great! Send him in!”

You raised a brow a bit. “I’m sorry? Is there something going on?”

“Well, I heard it was your birthday week, Y/N,” The interviewer began, a smile never leaving her face. “I also heard one of your favorite actors was Ewan Mitchell....”

You furrowed your brows and looked over when the door opened, gasping at the sight of the man walking through the side door. You loved all of his projects from World on Fire to The Last Kingdom. 

“Am I early?” Ewan asked with a small smile.

The interviewer smiled and shook her head. “Please take a seat.”

“Ewan told us how big of a fan he was of your work and wanted to ask about your most recent role,” The interviewer said with a soft smile. “Happy birthday, Y/N!”

You giggled a bit nervously and smiled over at Ewan. “Well, I’m glad you enjoyed it. I had a really fun time with this character.”

Ewan looked over at you with a small and soft smile. You thought to yourself how much more good looking he was in real life. You turned away, your cheeks flushing red when you noticed you were staring at him for a bit too long.

The boy laughed a bit. “Am I making you nervous, love?”

You shook your head while smiling more. “This is just an amazing birthday present,” You said, giggling.

Ewan chuckled and smiled wrapping an arm around you. “So, I just wanted to know how you prepared for this role...I’m sorry I shouldn’t be the one asking the questions.”

The interviewer laughed a bit while waving her hand. “Go right ahead, Ewan.”

You laughed a bit at how your face just became redder. It was clear how nervous you were, failing at hiding it. “Um, I got inspiration from the DC character, Harley Quinn,” You replied, laughing at how shaky your voice was. “I studied her movie and show appearances, really feeling for how crazy she was and just embodying that into my character.”

Ewan nodded as he listened, smiling when the two of you made eye contact. Not only was he even more good looking in person, but his blue eyes were even more beautiful. Seeing them on a screen didn’t do them justice. 

You noticed both Ewan and the interviewer were staring at you and you blinked after a moment. “I’m sorry did someone ask a question?”

Both burst into laughter, Ewan grinning wide. “I’m really glad I got invited to come and meet you, love.”

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“We’re going to be late, love!”

“I’m almost ready!” You called back, looking over at Khaleesi while you put your earrings in. “Don’t give me that look,” You mumbled with a small smile reaching over to pet her. 

You lifted up the skirt of your dress and grabbed your heels as you walked through the bedroom. Tonight was the premiere of your movie and you were excited to see your fans’ reactions. 

“Can you help me with my heels?” You pouted at your boyfriend as you came out to the living room.

Ewan let out a sigh but he had a smile on his lips. “Come here, Cinderella.”

You giggled and sat down your heels, smiling happily as Ewan bent down to help you with your shoes. Ever since the interview about four months ago, the two of you connected and eventually it became something more. You remembered when you announced it on social media, all of your fans were going crazy. 

Ewan stood up and pulled you close, wrapping an arm around you. “You look absolutely stunning,” He breathed out.

You scrunched up your nose while placing your hands on his chest, a loving smile on your lips. “It helps that I have such a handsome date,” You whispered leaning up to kiss him gently.

Ewan met you halfway, his lips softly connecting with yours. “We should really get going or else we will be late,” He stated once he released the kiss while chuckling a bit.

You held tight onto your boyfriend’s hand once you arrived at the venue, the premiere only barely starting. Although you were the star and possibly one of the last cast members to arrive, you would still say you arrived on time.

You smiled lovingly at your boyfriend, scrunching up your nose as fans cheered for the two of you. The cameras loved the two of you while Ewan held you close to him, your head on his chest with wide smiles on both of your faces.

“I know I am going to wake up tomorrow to a lot of fans talking about how cute we are tonight, but they think we’re cute everyday,” You whispered to him laughing a bit.

Ewan chuckled and kissed the top of your head, closing your eyes. “Well, I think we are a pretty cute couple,” He stated.

You looked up at him while smiling more. “Damn right we are,” You replied and kissed him gently on the lips, giggling a bit. 

It was a dream to date one of your celebrity crushes. You never imagined that you would date, let alone, meet Ewan. The world does work in mysterious ways though and it seemed to work in your favor. You felt as though Ewan was the love of your life, although it sounded crazy being together for only four months, but it felt right. It felt as though Ewan Mitchell was your person and you were his.

[scarletwinterxx]

dive into you - Haechan Scenario

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You hated silence.

The reason why you are where you are right now is because of your hate for having no kind of noise whatsoever. It was stupid, you liked being alone but you hate silence.

Correction, you hate being left alone with your thoughts which is why you thought having a roommate would be a good idea, Atleast there’s a constant presence of another human around you.

And that person comes in the form of Lee Donhyuck. And boy did he break the silence.

Living with Donghyuck is like having a radio on 24/7 7 days a week. If he isn’t talking, he’s singing or mumbling or shouting. The last one not being your favorite and has resulted into a few small argument a couple of times but nothing a little coddling from Hyuck won’t fix.

There are many things you found annoying about Hyuck but even those makes him even more amiable. He was a character to say the least. If life was a television show, Hyuck would be the lead.

And what does a lead need? A supporting character that occasionally rains on his sunny parade every now and then.

“Why can’t you just cancel it?”

“Cancel the meeting?”

“Call it what it is, it’s a date” he said with an eye roll, Hyuck was being his infuriating self at the moment and you can’t wait to get out of the apartment before you start being moody yourself.

That is one thing Hyuck hates handling but has absolutely no problem being.

“If I knew any better, I’d say you’re jealous” you dismissively said, throwing your bag over your shoulder and grabbing your coat from the rack.

“You know what fine, go out. It’s not like you promised we were going to have a movie night tonight”

Hyuck and his promises. Another thing you learned about him after living together for the past 3 years. He’s a man of his words, and sometimes he takes it a bit personal when you don’t do the same.

It’s not like he’s asking for much, but you are late for your meeting and Hyuck is still being moody.

“This is why your friends think we’re dating, go out for a change. You’re probably the friendliest homebody I know. I’m sure one of your gaming buddies is available. I’ll be home before 10”

“I’ll sleep at 9, unless you want to be locked out you should be home before that” him and his arguments, he was being petty he knew but that doesn’t stop him from saying it out loud. He was failing at making you stay at home with him anyways, might as well be all out.

“I have my keys with me, and we both know you don’t sleep until 3am”

Then you were out the door. Haechan was then left alone, glaring at the door like it was its fault you left. 

It was a mixture of jokes and real feelings for him, he’s the type of guy who would play pranks on you just to get your attention. What he didn’t expect was just how easy it was for you to banter back and forth with him, you weren’t one to back down whenever he jokes around. Easily matching his energy. 

He liked you for that. 

Correction: He LIKES you for that. 

These feelings he had been keeping at bay ever since he realized he even had them in the first place. So when did he exactly realize he liked you? easy, the moment he walked in the door and you here in your now shared apartment. Smiling at him like he was a friend you’ve known your whole life. 

‘You’re home’ those were the first words you ever said to him. 

Shaking his head like it would shake his thoughts away, Haechan walked back to his room to continue playing his game. As a few hours passed, he was very much immersed at the monitor infront of him that he didn’t notice you were back earlier than expected.

You can hear his rapid clicks on his keyboard plus a couple of shouts to his friends, chuckling to yourself as you made your way to his room. Walking towards his desk, setting the food you got for him. Haechan almost jumped out of his skin when he saw you standing beside him, 

“You’re home” he mumbled

“Yea”

“Why are you home?” the expression on his face changed into a dismissive one, acting as if he wasn’t ecstatic you were back. Hot and cold, he liked keeping you on your toes. But in reality, one small smile or a tiny pout or a quiet mumble of his name will have him surrendering to any wish you have for him. 

“I can go out again if that’s what you want, I can call-” “Yea no, I can’t hear you Jisung. You’re breaking up” then he exited the game, turning his chair to look at you

“You know that’s not a phone right?”

“Yep”

“Dumbass” you mumbled “I brought you food, sorry but I can’t stay up late and watch a movie with you. I’m really tired and I have a class tomorrow at 7 so I hope the chicken makes up for that” gesturing at the bag you put on his table, a soft smile forming on his face as he watch you rub the drowsiness away on your eyes

“2 movies, you owe me 2 movies”

“I’d watch the entire MCU with you when I have the time, can I sleep now? You’re not mad at me anymore?” you asked sarcastically

“Sure, sweetheart. want me to cuddle with you?” he asked back but you were already walking away. Hearing him laugh from behind you, “night, Hyuck” you called out

“Night” he whispers, a ghost of a smile on his face. 

“It’s too early to be smiling, why are you smiling?” Minjeong asks when you took the seat beside her, “I can’t smile?”

“You can but it’s like 7 in the morning and we have to deal with kids. Do you know how long I stayed up last night trying to finish my lesson plan for this week? I’m not even a teacher yet”

You laughed at her question, understanding full well what she meant. You yourself have fallen asleep while trying to catch on some works for your internship. It’s a good thing you have a roommate to wake you up late at night to tell you to go doze off on your own bed than the living room table. 

“Do we have another activity again this weekend? Cause if not, I’m going to catch up on some reports and hopefully some sleep”

“I can’t, I have plans” you will never hear the end of it if you cancel on Haechan again, so you made sure to clear your schedule for the weekend. 

“Okay, I’ll tell Bomin. By the way, how was the headache last night? Did you get enough rest?” she asked, you kinda felt bad you left early last night during the meeting. Everything was already done anyways, the rest of the group was just hanging out but it seemed like no one was ready to go home yet and your head did feel like it was about to explode

“Slept when I got home”

“I always forget you’re roomies with a med student, did Haechan take care of you?” you didn’t miss the sly teasing smile Minjeong sent your way, she always says you and Haechan looked cute together. 

You have repeatedly told her that you and Haechan are just friends, but Minjeong thinks otherwise. Claiming you’re always too busy rolling your eyes to see the way Haechan looks at you.

“He was too busy screaming at his computer when I got home”

“You two are so cute, like those old married couples” she chuckled to herself meanwhile you just roll your eyes at her, “We’re not a couple”

“Mhm give time, a little bit more time”

“Time?”

“Huh?”

“What time did the patient get in? Are you even awake right now?” Jeno asks his friend, snapping his fingers infront of Haechan’s face to get his attention “How long have you been awake?” Jeno added

“He got in 2 hours ago, vitals are looking better now. His friend said he’s just pretty stressed at the moment, skipped a few meals thus his blood dropped. He should be good to go when he wakes up. And no I haven’t slept since I got in yesterday” Haechan answered, his voice devoid of any emotion.

He’s on the verge of passing out himself, out of sleepiness and fatigue. He can only drink so many energy drinks before it becomes to dangerous. A habit he’s been trying to break. 

“Is he your last patient?” Jeno ask, looking at the chart Haechan was holding. Passing it over to his friend, ready to finally call it a day. “Yep, I can finally go home now. If you need me, don’t. I will not be answering any calls”

Jeno just laugh silently as he watches his half asleep friend, “Are you driving like this? Why don’t you take a nap first” Jeno suggested

“No, Y/N is picking me up. Her class was over 30 minutes ago so she should be on her way here” at the exact moment, Haechan’s phone rang. 

The two of you were definitely something. It was amazing just how well the two of you are together despite not really being together together.

“Doing girlfriend duties on a friend’s wage? How do I interpret this?”

Putting his phone back in his pocket before looking, more like glaring at Jeno. “I’m too tired to argue with you”

“Then don’t, just admit you like her already. It’s been what? 3 years? You’ve been living with Y/N for three years and you’ve never made your move. The next thing you know she’s slipping right between your finger”

No, you won’t. Haechan thinks to himself. 

And how does he know this? You told him. 

‘I’ve never even seen you with a guy or have a guy over’

‘That’s because I don’t like the majority of the male population’ you answered nonchalantly, the of you were having dinner and he suddenly asked you if you have a boyfriend. Or a fling or whatever. 

‘then why are you living with me?’ Haechan asked 

‘You’re different’

‘Are you saying you don’t see me as a guy?’ you let out a chuckle before taking more ramen from the pot  ‘I don’t mind having you around, which says a lot considering just how easily I get annoyed with anything. I do admit it is one of my biggest flaws. But with you, I don’t mind the ruckus’

when he didn’t answer, you looked over at him already looking at you, ‘what?’

“I don’t know, I just realized living with me must’ve been too much for you in the beginning”

You quickly shook your head, shooting him a small smile ‘no worries, i liked it actually. It actually relaxes me more when I hear you singing around the house or something’

‘so to be clear, if it was any other guy out there you would not last this long?’ Haechan asked jokingly, breaking the serious talk and distracting himself from the smile you had on making his heart beat a little harder and faster. 

‘let’s just say I wouldn’t be moving out of this apartment any time soon’

After changing into his casual clothes, Haechan took his bag from his locker before checking his phone again seeing a text from you saying you just got to the hospital and is currently waiting for him at the parking lot. 

He made his way outside, spotting his car easily. At this point his car is pretty much yours too. Instances like today when he’s too tired to drive, he’d text you or most times you’d volunteer to pick him up. 

“I’d get you your own coffee but you need to sleep” you said the moment he slid in the passenger seat, “Not because you forgot?” he asked

You pulled out of the parking spot before driving away, “I bought you a sandwich and a cake slice to share” gesturing to the bag resting on the center console, immediately taking the bag and opening it, “Okay fine, I’ll forgive you this once”

“If you drink coffee now, you won’t be awake later for our movie marathon”

“I bet you a coffee, you’ll fall asleep before me”

“Oh you’re on”

Haechan loved winning bets, arguments and generally being right. 

And he was because here you are, head falling on one side. Eyelids falling as the movie plays on. It’s only the second movie for the night, empty take out boxes infront the two of you. A fond smile on his lips as he looks adoringly at you, “guess you owe me coffee again” he mumbles to your now sleeping figure. 

He was debating whether he should turn off the movie and call it a night or just finish this movie before he wakes you up to move to your bedroom. But before he could pick a choice, you finally gave in the sleepiness and let your head fall on the pillow beside him. 

You looked so at peace and adorable at the moment, he didn’t have the heart to wake you up and tease you about not keeping your promise of watching 2 movies with him. When the film finally ended, he turned the tv off about to shake you awake. Gently rubbing the back of his hand on your cheek as not to startle you too much,

“Hey sleepy head, wake up. Movie’s over” he mumbles quietly, not budging even a bit but instead leaning more on the hand he had on your cheek. The action making Haechan’s heart hammer against his heart a bit harder.

“You better stop making my heart feel like this or else I’d have to do something about it” he says like you could hear him, but these words he’d only be able to say when you’re off to dreamland, unaware of just how much your roommate had fallen for you. 

“That’s bullshit, 18 is still their best b-side”

“Right now is still better, End of the Day too”  Haechan counters, sending him an eyeroll as a reply “Good tracks but 18 is where it’s at. I’d walk down the aisle while that songs play on the background”

It’s his turn to look over at you with a judging expression, “You’d walk down the aisle to a One Direction song?”

“Better than a Bieber song” you mumble

Today was a less hectic day for the both of you, Haechan didn’t have a shift at the hospital while you only had a few classes to attend so the two of you decided to make a spontaneous but very needed trip to the grocery store. 

Getting the cereal you both like and throwing it in the cart Haechan was currently pushing, “I thought you’d walk down the aisle to Ariana or Taylor” he tells you

“Can’t say I didn’t thought about it but like also can’t imagine walking to my future husband while 34+35 plays”

“Even though you wifey, you’ll let him hit it like a sidechick?”

“See? it’s a statement, but not one I’d make on my wedding day. So chocolate or vanilla ice cream?”

“Get both” he answers, already knowing you like to mix both. Chocolate’s too right to eat alone, vanilla is too plain by itself so as a solution you get yourself a scoop of each. 

After the trip to the grocery store, you took this chance to catch up on some reports and paperwork while Haechan takes a much needed nap. Poor boy probably runs on 2 hours of sleep when he’s on duty, so you don’t bother him and have some quiet time around the apartment. 

“We have another sit in session next Thursday which means we have to review again before and after. Are you free?” Minjeong asks over the phone, “Yea sure, I’ll schedule it in”

Finishing two assignments, you decided to call it a night and relax for a bit. Deciding to make dinner for the night instead of having takeout like you usually to. 

“Hey Hyuck, dinner’s ready” opening the door to his room only to find him still passed out on his bed, cheek pressed against his pillow. Lips forming a tiny pout. When he isn’t shouting at his computer or busy mumbling medical terminologies to himself, he looks like a little innocent kid. 

“Take a picture it’ll last longer” Haechan mumbles, catching you off guard

“My gallery is already full of your pictures, I don’t need another one” you answer with a smile, pushing the bangs on his forehead back earning you a smile from him. 

“Cuddle me?”

“Dinner’s gonna get cold”

Shaking his head and opening his arm like an invitation for you, “Five Minutes of cuddle won’t harm you, please” dragging out the last word, finally giving in and scooching over the vacant space beside him. 

“You know you look like a little kid who would never do any harm when you’re asleep”

“So you like me better when I don’t speak”

“Not the same thing but yea kind of. Hey hey just kidding” avoiding his attempts to tickle you on the side, 

“I like you like all the time” he says, voice a bit quiet like he’s afraid he might scare you away. But you weren’t, you didn’t move away or avoid his gaze. Instead you smile at him adorably, eyes almost disappearing. 

“I know” 

For now you didn’t know the meaning behind his words, or just how deeper his feelings runs for you. He should feel like he’s drowning right now, with the way he’s feeling about you, keeping this huge secret from you. But he doesn’t feel that way. 

Not at all. 

“Don’t cut your hair” you mumble as you brush the bangs that fell on his face, his eyes closing, feeling the tip of your fingers on his face

“Mhm”

“Don’t cut it yet, you look cuter with long hair” now if this was any other situation, He’d be a blushing mess by now. But you’re being way too cuddly and adorable and he was still a little hazy from his nap so he just nodded his head and smiled lazily at you.

“Okay” you smiled at his answer, giving his cheek a pinch before pushing yourself off his bed. “Dinner time, come on I even made your favorite”

Then you were out the door, leaving Haechan once again with this lingering feeling in his chest and your smile imprinted in his mind. . 

“How’s your internship going?” you asked him when he sat down across from you on the dinner table, “tiring, like always. The fact that I practically live in the hospital plus the billion things I have to review is the current highlight of my life”

“Sounds fun”

“How about you? How’s your internship going?” he asks, looking over at you 

“Good, I love having the kids around but it does get tiring at the end of the day. You never know just how much energy kids have until you spend the whole day with them. Come to think of it, it’s no different with spending time with you”

He jokingly glares at you,  “You love spending time with me”

“I don’t have a choice, we live together”

“You’re on duty tomorrow and the day after right?”

“Yea, won’t be home until Thursday evening probably” he mumbles, already dreading tomorrow. He does love being a med student, it was his choice to take medicine and someday be a doctor but it does drain him out. 

”Thursday?” you asked, “Yea, why?”

“I can’t pick you up on Thursday, we have this thing at the school we have to attend” you answered, already thinking if you should leave early but Haechan speaks up 

“Don’t worry, I can drive home by myself”

“That’s dangerous, do you know how many accident’s happened just because the driver fell asleep while driving?” you asked him, ready to scold the boy sitting across from you 

“No, Do you?” Haechan asks back with a smirk “No, but you should since you’re the one who works at a hospital. Just take the taxi home or the bus”

“What’s the point of having my own car if I don’t use it”

“Hyuck”

“Fine”

If his friends were here, he’d never hear the end of it. Just how easily he gives in to you.  Someone who is as headstrong and stubborn as Haechan, easily saying yes just because you said his name. 

He was indeed, way into deep with you. 

“Tell me again, why are we here?” Minjeong asks from beside you as the two of you watch the kids run around the room, some screaming out of joy and excitement while playing with their peers.

“We love our course, we love our job” you answer her, “We’re not even getting paid”

“You love your course, you love this job” you repeated, this time looking over at her and using the teacher smile you both mastered. 

“I love my course, I love this job” she repeats after you, mirroring your smile. 

Then you hear some kids screaming and crying, making the two of you scurry over them. “Okay okay, what happened?” you asked the kids, 

“Teacher, he bumped his head on the table” One of the kids said, immediately reaching out for the kid who bumped his head. By this time, one of the faculty members was also beside you asking if everybody was alright. 

“How about we go to the hospital, I’ll call his parents”

That is how you found yourself pacing back and forth the hospital corridor as you wait for the kid’s parents to arrive. 

“Y/N? What are you doing here?” someone called from behind you, it was Jeno. Haechan’s bestfriend. The amount of time you’ve known Haechan is probably the same amount of time you’ve known Jeno. 

“One of this got in a little accident, I’m just waiting for the guardian to arrive”

“Oh, are they okay?” Jeno asks, he had the most gentle eyes in contrast with his very athletic body. He also has the patience of a saint, this proven and tested when you watch just how much Haechan teases him. 

“Yea, he’s fine just a little bruise”

Then you spot the kids parent’s behind Jeno, “I need to go, talk to you later” bidding your goodbyes. Guiding the parent’s over where their kid was. 

You stand behind one of the faculty members as the doctor speak, noticing someone else standing beside him. 

“He’ll be fine, you can go home tonight. You’re good, right buddy? You were very brave today” the doctor told your student, handing him a lollipop. 

They exchange a few more words, so you excused your self to get something to drink. 

“Hi” you jumped a bit when someone spoke from beside you, “Uhm hi?” you recognize him as the guy who was standing behind the doctor earlier, assuming he’s an intern because he looked like he was around your age. 

“Oh sorry, didn’t mean to scare you. I was just going to ask about the patient, is he your student?”

“Yea, I’m an intern at the pre-school he’s in”

“Me too, I mean I’m an intern too. Here. At the hospital” you chuckle at his answer, not going to lie he was a bit cute. “Yea so uhm anyways, I was told to ask if he felt dizzy or had hazy vision on the way here. Or anything really. Kids tend not to say what they really feel in front of doctors because they’re scared” he explains

“He said he was fine, just that the spot he hit his head hurt a bit” 

“That’s good, I’ll-”

“Y/N?” Not needing to look over to know who was calling out your name

“Dr. Lee?” the guy you were talking to said

“Dr?” you asked

“Dr. Na, Y/N” 

“Right, we’re in a hospital. You are a resident here” you joked, now looking over beside you where your roommate was standing. 

“You two know each other?” Haechan asks

“No, we just met. One of my student got in a little accident. He’s fine though, everything’s good” noticing his attention wasn’t on you at all, but instead over at his co-resident

“I’m gonna go now” pointing at your senior who was waiting for you, “See you later” you mumble at Haechan. Bidding goodbye to both guys. Two pair of eyes following you as you walk away

“She’s the one who picks you up after duty right?” Jaemin asks making Haechan look over at his co-resident. “Yes”

“Is she your girlfriend?”

Now Haechan likes to think he’s a smart guy, but that question is one he doesn’t quite know how to answer. 

“But is she though?”

“Obviously not, why are you even asking that?” Haechan asks Jeno, a bit annoyed at him. Well he wasn’t the main reason. It’s just ever since Jaemin asked him if you were his girlfriend, he can’t help but feel a bit unsettled and agitated. Like there’s something not quite right and he can’t put his finger on what it is. 

Their shift finally ended, Jeno luckily bought his car so Haechan didn’t have to take the bus after all. It’s a good thing they live five minutes away from each other. 

“Because it’s the question on everybody’s mind including yours. Y/N’s a great girl, you’re not the only one who can see that and like I said before if you don’t do anything about it she’s going to slip away from you. Now get out of my car, I need to go home and sleep” Haechan slightly slamming the door when he stepped out, just a bit though. He didn’t want Jeno to get mad at him. 

Still on a broody mood, Haechan made his way up to your shared apartment. He expected you to be in the kitchen cooking dinner or in your room already resting since you also had a long day. What he didn’t expect is to see you dozed off on the dining table with your books and noted scattered around. 

Snickering to himself, he made his way over to you. Taking a few seconds just looking at your sleeping figure before deciding to finally wake you up by poking you on the cheek, 

“Yah, wake up. Your neck will kill hurt if you sleep like that” he scolded you, blinking a few times before registering what was happening at the moment. 

“Oh you’re home, did you take the bus?” you ask, stretching your arm over your head

“No, Jeno drove me home”

“That’s good, want me to order us dinner?”

“No, I’m good”

“Are you okay?”

“Tired, go sleep on your bed” he mumbles the last part before trudging to his room, leaving you confused. You didn’t think too much of it, Haechan can be moody at times especially when he’s tired. Usually letting him be and just wait until he’s in a better mood before you talk to him again. 

Meanwhile, Haechan was in his room having an internal debate whether if he should go back out and apologize for his behavior or sulk in his misery for the night. He felt frustrated at his self for not being able to talk to you. 

Here he was having a crisis about his feelings for you and the only person he wants to talk about it is you. 

Burying his head under his pillow in efforts to block his loud thoughts away, to no avail you were still in his mind. Like you always are. 

“Do you know Jaemin?”

It was a few days later, the two of you were having another movie night when you suddenly asked about his co-resident at the hospital. His hands felt clammy and cold all of a sudden

“Mhm, He’s my blockmate. Why?”

“He asked me to have coffee with him” you answered so casually, not knowing you might have possibly broke his heart with your words

“And you said yes?” Haechan asked carefully, looking over at you with hope in his eyes “Said I’d rain check on it”

It wasn’t a yes, but it wasn’t a no either. What exactly were you playing at?

He wanted to be mad, but he wasn’t in the place to feel that way. He was just your roommate afterall. For all you know, he only sees you as a friend and nothing more. If anything, Haechan should be mad at himself for not saying the truth to you. 

But he was scared to lose what he was with you. You’re comfortable around him, no complications. When something goes wrong about your day, usually he’s the first one to know. He’ll be at home waiting to give you the warmest hug to comfort you. When you receive a good news, you always send him an excited text telling him about it. Without asking, you’ve been that one constant presence in his life he didn’t know he needed. 

They say home is where your heart is, his just happens to be you. 

“Why didn’t you say yes?” that question made you look over at him, “Huh? Jaemin? Well I don’t know him that well, we really only ever talked at the hospital. Plus I’m really busy, I don’t have time for that kind of stuff”

“You have time to hang out with me” he mumbles, “That’s different. Do you want me to cancel our movie nights so I can go hangout with him instead?”

No, Haechan wanted to answer. 

“You can do what you want, don’t feel like you have to say no just because of me”

“That’s not what I meant, I like staying at home. I like hanging out with you” you answer, taking more snacks from the table before getting more comfortable on the couch 

“But how will you know him more if you say no?” Haechan pushed further, he’s not sure what he wants to hear from you but he can’t stop himself from asking

“Well maybe I don’t want to know him more, in that way maybe. As a friend sure. Why are we talking about this? Where are we getting at with this conversation anyways?” you ask back, feeling more annoyed with his questions. 

“Nothing, I just... nothing”

“You know I hate it when people make me feel like I have to do stuff that I don’t want to, or make me reason out why I don’t” you said, suddenly not feeling in the mood to continue with your movie night

“I know, sorry”

“Yea, whatever” you said before getting up from your seat to go to your room, leaving Haechan feel like absolute crap for making you feel upset. 

What made it worse was when he woke the next day you were already gone, you didn’t even leave a note on the fridge like you usually do. Maybe he did fuck up for real this time. 

For the rest of the day it was radio silent on your side, you didn’t text him how your day was going or if anything eventful happened at the daycare or if he already ate lunch. Nothing. 

He hated the silence, he wanted to talk to you but he also knew you still might be mad at him for how he acted the night before. When you got home later that day, not paying attention to him but instead going straight to your room. Jumping from his spot when you slammed the door a bit too hard. He debated if he should knock on your door to check on you or let you be.

But before he could make up his mind, you opened the door once again. Bag in your grasp while your coat was on the other, you made your way to the frontdoor. 

“I’m goingt out” you said, “Okay” Haechan mumbles, carefully watching as you put your shoes back on 

“I’m going to get coffee with Jaemin, don’t wait up”

As the door slams shut, Haechan was left stunned. Frozen in his spot. He’s sure there’s no such thing as dying from a broken heart but damn does it feel like that.

Jeno was right, you slipped right between his fingers. It was his fault anyways, he wasn’t even holding you properly to begin with. 

 You were on your way back to the apartment, Jaemin offered to walk you home. “I had a good time” he tells you, “Me too, thank you really. I needed someone to talk to you” you replied, feeling better after your hangout. Jaemin is a really nice guy, he was so much like you. Very much an introvert, likes to keep his circle small. A go-my-own-way kind of guy. 

“My pleasure, if you ever need someone to talk to just give me a call. That is if I’m awake or not at the hospital” he says with a smile, “I’ll keep that in mind, I’ll also tell Minjeong what you said” you teased, one of the things you found out about him tonight is his little crush on your bestfriend. 

“Hey” “All good things, goodnight Jaemin” the two of you bid goodbye, he gestured for you to go in before he leaves. 

You were met with the low volume of the television when you entered inside, carefully taking your shoes off before tiptoeing to the living room where Haechan was lying down on the couch. Sleeping soundly as the movie plays on. 

Cheek pressed against the cushion, bangs hanging on his forehead. One hand under his chin while the other was resting by the remote control, you smile at the sight infront of you. Recalling your conversation with Jaemin earlier. 

Who knew all it would take was one coffee date to realize just how much you adore this human sleeping infront of you. Maybe you didn’t realize it because with Haechan everything felt so natural, it wasn’t scary or overwhelming. He’s always the one to cheer you up after a long day, a voice you’ve grown to love hearing in the morning or before you go to sleep. 

Taking one arm, you wedge yourself in his embrace. Making yourself fit in the tiny space as best you could without falling off. 

“What are you doing?” Haechan asks sleepily, “Cuddles, just 5 minutes” you answer. Feeling his arm tighten around you. Pulling you closer to him, tucking you under his chin. 

If this was a dream, Haechan wishes to never wake up. But you felt too warm against him for this to be a dream. Your breath fanning against his neck, your arms around him, fingers drawings lazy circles on his back.

This felt like a dream. 

“How was your date?” he asked, he didn’t want to know but his curiosity got the best of him. 

“Good, I think I just landed Minjeong a date”

“Jaemin likes Minjeong?” Haechan asks, prying one eye open when he heard this “Mhm, I think they look cute together”

For a second Haechan’s brain just stopped working, you didn’t go on a date with Jaemin. Jaemin doesn’t like you . Maybe he does have a chance with you after all. Maybe this is a good time to wake up. 

“Hey Hyuck” you called out, still cuddled against him

“Yea?”

“Don’t make me go on dates unless it’s with you, I don’t like it”

He smiles at your statement, all this worrying for nothing. He wanted to call Jeno right now and tell him ‘I told you so’ because Haechan loved being right. And he was. You weren’t going to slip between his fingers, especially now. Not ever. 

“Okay, baby. I’m sorry” he chuckles, gently patting you on the head. His lips leaving the softest kiss on your forehead before squishing his cheek against it. 

“Just to be clear you won’t go on dates unless it’s with me?”

“Let’s just say if it was any other guy my answer would be no”