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queencryo · 6 years

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@silly-go-round is asleep right now.

i guess i should make a journal for the past few days. as good a time as any. as AMY. heh. cuz shes super good and amazing. heh.

uh...... lessee.... for the two days after the last journal i just. hung out at the house while silly worked. i managed to not keep her in bed and make her late the second day. hung out a lot, watched more adventure time, worked on my tumblr filter script (lie. i judt ran it on my main. 200 posts / day is a bitchhhh) , played a good amount of ds3 (to pointof tetris effect at a couple points the nexg few days)

also did some like. helpful tasks. washed some dishes (undone quicklu, but. eh). not enough, mot as much as i shouldve, but... i tried i guess.

alao we've like. said the same thing at the dame time a Lot while ive been here and its like. nice. its really nice. same wavelength! i feel so close go her.

oh! alxo night before last we went grocery shoping. got food for prolly enoygh for the two weeks, but i guess we'll see. also a cheesecake! it was.... echausting. hily fuck it was exhaysting. jesus. the store was big and it took like 3 hours and $200 to get everything but. we did itttt.

we both mentionef that like. it felt nice to like. have a full fridge 2gether. cuz. it feels like were gonna have a futjre togetjer? u know. like that is. i love her a lot and it feels good for this to feel like a home for a little while. we hope that it can be so in tbe future.

so YESTERDAY she finally FINALLY taught me how to play magic the gathering. it was. a long time coming. but she brought me into the store and like. sat me down w some regulars and had me play commander. i played moooostly her snake deck, so like.that was fun!! i kept talki g about how i woulda gotten lorescale Coatl up to 39/39 and flying, had i like. gotten q more turn. but on that game D was running a mill deck that was. extremely long to play (that game took like ~>2 hours ugh), and was very bery annoying, so i didnt get to actually do that.

but it was fun! part of me wants to blog everything, but i dont think i will.

im glad to be able to use silly's decks, bc i dont think i want to make my own. im considering making a cheap angel deck or smth, but we'll see if yhat actually ends up happening.

i also met her girlfriend Iz, who is sweet. i played magic w her fkr a while, which was fun! she was runni g an annoying mono black deck (i kkow all these... these Terms and Words now, its incredible...)

shes sweet and i think i like her. dunno if enough to date yet (which makes me Partially regret flirting w her so much in the groupchat but. hey)

talked w her some, mostly about magic, hung out while silly closed the store, pet her cat, silly discovered that cyddling w TWO girlfriends is very nice (not rhat id know ;;;;;;;), was good times. i dont think im as comfy w izzy physically yet as i may have implied in messages, which hopefully wull be rectified by the message i just sent her (my initial physical comfort with people varies, it depends very much on the person)

skip forward, me and silly make a pizza at home cuz were fuckin tired, she admonishes me for not eating for uh... like 11 hours or smth (that mornings bagel was VERY good tho omg), but adderall, so like... meh.

uh... i dont think anything else on yesterday...

today! we waaamted to go to the store at like. 2. but in actuality got there at like! 330.

i went back to sleep cuz im a losenerd, and she. made this breakfast casserole thing. which hse put into a bagel abd brought to me bc i guess shes the best person on the entire earth oh my GOD. jesus

skip... apparently she knows maximum the hormone and doesnt like them very much... fair fair. (cause for xeath)

came to the store agai. tofay. it was fun and good. iz didnt come in today, do played some more with regulars. played w what is apparently called a blink deck, which revolvea arounf exiling cards then immediately bringing them back, to capitalize on "when this enters battlefield, do smth" cards. neat!

i DID actually manage to win today!!! the victory was. literally handed to me, but like. thats fine! i was playing silly's uhhh... elintor the masked? idr her name :( the mask planewalker! deck, which. i had SO much land, most of wh8ch was enchanfed. meaning it could be tapped then untapped w eljntor's thing, then tapped again for DOUBLE MANA. i mean. i had like 9/turn even b4 that but. BUT. i also had. i think i drew 3 creatures total. bit anyway. i had the white card that gave me a life whenever a creature was put on tge board (and also, w another enchantment, made all non-me creagurss and enchantments enter the board tapped, so. nya). so... rob had a card what dealt one damGe to all other players whenevr he puta. creature on the board. then he played united forces, which lets each player commit X mana to create X 1/1 soldier tokens on all players' boards. so. we made 28 white soldier tokens on everyones board. this killed perry, ans gave me, uh. 56 life (84 - 28). i then attacked ron for 28 w the soldiers, and drew sacred mesa, which lets me sacrifice 2 mana (1 any color, 1 white, but i had so many cards that said "this land can instead be tapped for 2 of any color, so like. ueah) to create a 1/1 flying pegasus token. so i. ended the game w 44 white 1/1 tokens. goblins get fucked.attack w my ssoldiers cuz his were tapped, so brought him down to 7 life. i didng catch what he did w the enchantment, but i think he said he like. put a copy of every creature on my side of the board onto his board, and then. cipying that enchantment 3 times. so. holy FUCK. wow. BUT those all came in tapped and i had 18 flying yokens, so. i still won! yay!!!! i won a game of magic!!!!!

goblin decks scare me. stop running krenko you fucks. exponential goblins goddamn

silly would come by every so often and like. look over my dhoulder and say "oh that was dumb whyd u use fabricate for thay" which is fair. but also god i love her. (i used fabricate for a mana generator insteaf of lightning greaves. whateverrrr) i love her so much dear god. i wish i coukd help w the store more, but. on the same time i also. dont enjoy working. so. maybe part time.

hm. what ekse. oh yeah i kove her so much.

by the end of the night it was just. me and her, rob and the two regulars i started out llaying w yestwrday. theyre sweet, i like them. theyre married. the dude calls me honey smtimes, which is. kinda weird? dunno how i feel about that. i guess fine. its gender-nice, but still a lil uncomfy. otherwise i like em fien, though. but they talked abouy moving into sillys apt. so thats cool!! better than her current (awful, terrible, lazy / horrifically depressed / manchild roomate, who doesnt clean ever) roomate. i was reading the monster of the week gamebook thruout, which i... bought, for some reason. idk. oh also i wanna make a fallen angel divine, because im... predictableeee. also a conspiracy thworist whos just a trans woman w way too much time and really weird hobbies (throwing knices, butterfly knife, net friends, etc). also a spooky. i speny like. 3 hours reading thr7 the monster of the week book while ppl played magic around me. i kinda wish i hadnt bought it, but hey! its neat c:

oh, also i didnt take adderall today. i dont think it went toooo bad, i think i like. was meaner and less thohghtful with what i said, but like. i guess thats better than feared. i took a caffeine pill (200mg) at ariund 10 which is. prolly why im wide awake right now. i regret doing that, sincr from what shes said tmos gonna be big)

she says we gotta be at her moms by 4, for reasons she WONT TELL ME. bit she says its part of one of her plans, i ASSUME the romantic one? im kind of afraid that ill like. no-sell it unwillingly because im abroke and soulless human being, but uh. i guess rhats thw risks we take to be alive :shrug: im excited. were also going to a shop (diff one) tmo, which im Quite excited for, as ive only been in similar shops by accident before. also doing laundry!!! which is important ^_^

oh ysah. so we got white castle on the way home. its. yeah she was r8ght. mediocre-at-best sliders. onions are bad.

we also made a pizza. whifh i ate most of. i overate. sob.

she fell asleep halfway thry an episode of nailed it. cant blame her, she seemed really tired. i hipe i dont disturb her rwst. and i feel so utterly blessed thay i can be around her.

ih!! i also fell down the last few staies ywstersay. bruised my arms, but otherwise fine. it was. idk, it is nice to knoe that others worry fir me and like me. she was very concerned. i love her.

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lupsviolin · 5 years

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smtimes travis reminds me of like. that goldfish blog, or the other similar blogs? not like the horrible shit abt them obv but like... the performative and even diminutive positivity that we’re supposed t thank him for? like i rly think it comes from a good place and hes trying but like... idk

i feel this so much, obvi it’s not exactly the same scenario and i get where people are coming from bringing up his NPD because i see how it could factor into the whole “gaining popularity through halfhearted Equality Trans Rights” thing, and there are definitely a few people using his halfhearted allyism as an excuse to be really ableist (ex: the people who criticized and called him weird for having a drawing of his face as his Twitter pfp... what gives)

but in the end. mental illness is not an excuse for transmisogynistic liberalism that treats most of politics like a joke

the word i would use to describe him the most is performative, i dont think he’s like actively transphobic or anything, i just think he goes down the thought pipeline of (for example) “jk Rowling is a TERF -> people on the internet don’t like TERFs -> i should make fun of her” rather than “jk rowling is a TERF -> her very existence, as well as her popularity, does material harm to transfeminine people -> i shouldn’t trivialize the situation, and should stop supporting her and the stuff she created”

this whole debate thing is so very nebulous though, and im not saying we should “””””cancel””””” him, not trying to make people who like him feel bad. just that these are my thoughts, and EVERYONE, both fans and content creators, should try and distinguish between joke fuel and actual oppression.

also his joking about tops and bottoms pisses me off to no end the end. im not really looking to debate on this so don’t try to argue with me on this post

#discourse //

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wannasoftimagine · 7 years

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hiii can i get a ship pls !! 💛 i love ur blog sm !! im 5'3,, black mid length hair,, typical southeast asian features i guess HAHSHSHS i'm an istp [v introverted], i'm not girly,, but i aint tomboy-ish either, i tend to give off a mysterious/unapproachable vibe at first,, rly rly shy at first, but when i get comf, i get rly loud + SKINSHIP!,, i give good advices when serious,, im kinda creative nd wise i guess? im pretty much sassy + sarcastic + smtimes flirty to the ppl im close wd,, [1/2]

[2/2] i cant express my feelings easily,, easily annoyed but hard 2 anger,, cant hold a grudge nd cant be hurt easily i guess? my loved ones > myself tbh, when a conflict rises, i tend to apologize and acknowledge my mistake while forgetting about their mistake since i dont want more conflict , i dont believe in love @ first sight + i take my time to like a person, my hobbies r singing, doing photoshop gfx, trying out new food + sleeping, playing the bass guitar hhh aaaa thank u so muchh 💛💛

((okay first off just kno tht i lov woojin my entire heart so im trusting u to take care of him,,, djfksl))

ANYWAYS UM u seem super sweet and genuine, and i think ur personality would match rlly well w woojins, so tht u guys would bring out the best in each other!!

since ure both introverted and a bit awkward/unapproachable at first, u would both have a lot of embarrassing memories from when u first try to talk to each other lol BUT eventually u guys are able to bond over them and get more and more comfortable w each other!!!

hed like the fact tht u like skinship, since hes prob rlly awkward w initiating that sort of thing

he might be a bit embarrassed if ure loud in public, but hed never have the strength to tell u to be quiet bc honestly he likes every part of u, whether ure quiet or loud

woojin would definitely enjoy long talks with u, whether its abt love or jobs or life or anything else thts been on either of ur minds

he would like to just sit by u when ure working on stuff, whether ure on ur computer editing graphics or playing ur bass guitar, he likes to watch u out of the corner of his eye since hes literally SO IMPRESSED w u all the time

hed always get super awestruck whenever he watches u do/make things; although hes rlly talented in his own areas, he thinks its so cool when he can watch u be creative

bc of ur personality, i think itd be easier for him to open up to u and have easy banter instead of always being super stiff and awkward! overall i think ud get along rlly well and make a rlly cute pair :’)

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