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hi i drew sonic :3
ref i used ^_^
#my art#sonic the hedgehog#i love him#is it obvious idk how shadows work lol#and i don’t wanna learn thank u#i just got an ipad for digital art and im going crazy#hes kinda terrible to draw but its ok#i love adding all my stupif headcanons into my art#this is the first time im posting my art like this publicly.. please be nice#i think tumblr nuked the fucking quality😭
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okayyyy been talking with some friends about how pm is def better at making women in suits than women in dresses, so i tried a couple redesigns for fun. more clearly flamenco-inspired barber and la dulcinea valenciana since we were thinking it'd be cool to have more spanish inspo in canto 7, then a catherine in georgian era fashion cuz what the hell is she wearing, and a matching nelly just for fun.
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#limbus company#project moon#the barber lcb#dulcinea lcb#catherine lcb#nelly lcb#heathcliff lcb#forgor hes there too. i was about to draw him too and then i was like fuck. nvm. hes fine. i mean he looks awful but hes fine#i also had a cassetti but it wasnt good enough and i didnt wanna be rude to him and show him underdressed like that#shades art#sorry for the terrible sizing of these i was just kinda fucking around and then started liking them like fuuuuck ok i guess i post em#i will fix it when its not 4am maybe... nicolina my queen forgive me
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while the only redeeming quality of love god really is the stan joke, it does emphasize how bad mabel is at matchmaking and also how much romance sucks actually
#the end to it still feels weird!!! and going 'oh but actually its all ok!!!' in supplementary materials doesn't make it feel any better!!!!#altho hilariously that means the snadger are soulmates all along#....ok 2 there are 2 redeemable things about that ep cos it gave ford that other hilarious mabel drawing in tots#anyway robbie's actual issue is that he was a terrible boyfriend!!! and didn't respect wendy at all!!!!#he let his insecurities get in that way and he constantly felt threatened by a kid!!!! rebounding off someone else fixes none of this!!!!!#also i have soooo much beef with the northwest ep especially cos of the mabel b plot#she and her friends deserve better than this???? romance in this show sucks!!!!!!#like the a plot isnt inherently bad but what it ended up sprouting into annoys me!!!!#(also the mood of 'dipper shouldve just gotten mabel and the girls out and ran lol')#(the ep needing the 4 of them to get attacked otherwise a lot of folks wouldnt give a shit about the ghost)#anyway another reason why bill sucks is cos he ended up undoing preston's face that coward#too bad those eps are necessary just so robbie and paz are on friendlier terms with the pines#(but meanwhile a wendy ep is too much to ask for :////)#also thinking about how mabel's love crazy phase is relatively new....#one day she'll get better taste in ships#i wonder how much the disney censors were shaking at the wompers joke#cos part of them being like 'NOOOOO THATS TWO GUYS' but also like. thats a pig duct taped to a goat.#they were probably pissed at mabel having a pride sweater on tho#roadside attraction was poorly timed and having it be all about being pickup artistry kinda sucks#but its still way better than love god lol at least we have dipper and stan bonding moments and candy got a hero moment#also stan no longer being sensitive about his brand
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tfw you are trying to Limbus Pull but the game's only Bonus Units™ are the ones that freak you out/irritate you lmao whoops
#Mini tag rant hello everyone#Idk man I just think they make me uncomfortable in an Extremely Unique way#The group is already terrible and I mean. yea. its the city. there is terrible shit everywhere#But Its The Ableism For Meeee#Like ok they say they don't like the prosthetic users but does it end there?#this may be a personal thing but where does the line of 'ok amount of unorganic materials in your body' actually go#Is it just external? What do they do if you have inorganic materials inside you- does that still count?#'You're overthinking this' ok maybe but also-#I uhhh#If its ANY inorganic materials that may make you impure then I also kinda count (long story that I don't need to make tumblr's problem)#Like excuse me for having a deep rooted hatred of the characters that not only antagonize my main fav (Danteeeee <3)-#-but also would probably. you know. maybe target me too depending on where they draw that line#So yea-#I hate the N-corp units. (Heathcliff can stay since he's clearly reluctant) BUT-#Other three gotta pack their bags#only even pulled since there aren't exactly many Good Units at the moment#but be sure I'll yeet that crazy eyed freak back into her stupid little pit the MOMENT I have a better Faust unit#ok anyway rant over thanks for reading if you got this far#limbus company
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SUCCESS STORY (manifesting)
OMFG you guys! I did it! I made it to my desired reality! I'm living my desired life!
All I did was decide it's done. More specifically, I just did Angel's fulfillment challenge (which you don't have to do). Everyday I just decided to live like I was in my desired reality right now as often as I could and whenever I wanted to.
If I vented, I vented. If I ranted I ranted. If I sabotaged my manifestation I just decided it wouldn't matter and that nothing would ruin my manifestation and everything was ok and fine.
And this is totally optional but I affirmed sometimes. I just did to remind myself that it was done.
My affirmations were:
-I'm living my desired life
-Nothing can ruin my manifestation
-I'm in my desired reality
-I'm in my desired reality in my penthouse in Tokyo
-I have all my desires
-The 3D conforms instantly
And it worked! And now I'm happy! I woke up today IN my penthouse in Tokyo! The view of the city is amazing. I checked my bank account and it turns out I'm super rich! Like I literally have BILLIONS of dollars. And it's like I always get millions of dollars out of nowhere! So it's like I get paid just to exist!
Also life in this reality is soooooooo different than on Earth. Like the people in the city are nice... but they aren't just humans beings. I'm seeing Japanese monsters walking around wearing uggs! I can also see Godzilla walking around in a place in the city it's so cool! (don't worry, they made a place in the city specifically for her)
I can also enter the void anytime I fall asleep. Like everytime I go to sleep I wake up IN the void state completely aware. I know this because I just decided I would go to sleep and I did! (one of the things I also manifested, to fall asleep instantly)
And guess what? I also revised my ENTIRE life. Like all the shitty, terrible things that happened to me and all the awful things I've done are GONE! They never happened. All the arguments I had with people on Youtube are gone, they never happened. I never met those people. All the people who I argued with on Discord, well I never argued with them. All the problems with my family are gone.
I also have new memories of me being in Highschool. It went great! I made some friends, they never got angry at me, I got to play my videogames, and I never had to deal with any kind of stress. And I also have my college degree even though I never went to college.
Also let me show you what I look like:
This body:
This is my hairstyle (except it's white colored):
This is my face (trigger warning: AI art, also dw I'm black):
And I'm like popular on Twitter. I'm as popular as @rariatoo. People follow my art and they love drawing my OCs and characters, it's so much fun. Plus I have a patreon and a redbubble. I get to make my OCs as plushies and stickers and ship them off.
And the best part is that there's no wars! No covid, no genocide in the Congo or Palestine, no racism, no problems. And there never will be, everything is fine! Its literally a Utopia.
Summary of what I manifested:
-Desired life & reality
-Freezing Time
-Revising entire life
-Different family (same soul but different looks (slightly) and better personality)
-Entering the void whenever I fall asleep and at will
-A butler friend who I can summon and make disappear at will (he's super nice and never have any problems, perfect personality, kinda shy, and we just had some woopie 🥵🤪)
-Magic (I can do LOTS of crazy stuff)
-Being able to shift realities at will
-Visiting my family through a magic door (my family lives in what I call, "Reality # 3 and I can visit them anytime I want)
-Spawning groceries and food whenever I want (I still go out, dw)
-Friends on discord and some IRL
-Money money monayyyyyyyyyyy
-Perfect health and mental health, no problems with my body
-Never getting yelled at ever again or abused/nobody gets abused/abuse doesn't exist. Yellers don't exist.
& a lot of other personal things
You guys got this! You can get your dream life! Go for it! *I didn't get my dream life yet, that's why the title reads:
"SUCCESS STORY (𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴)" When you put "manifesting in the title it means you haven't gotten your desires yet but you're doing it to help you live in the end. SO please don't be angry or offended.*
#void state#law of assumption#loa#manifestation#law of attraction#void#manifest#neville goddard#void success#success story#manifesting#affirm and persist#48HC#3dolc x roe
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Wanderer on the subway on my way back from work… sorry y’all but I clocked out 14 minutes ago this one’s between you and god
#I need a break #And SO much sleep
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i looooove playing speed draw on roblox and making kids cry when i win every single round its my favorite pastime fr fr
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girl 😭😭 soon i promise
#everytime i try to do something my mind wanders to roblox #picking up a brush? #no roblox #making sketches? #no roblox #life is roblox
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WHAT?? psychopath behavior get her ass nonny!!!
#wait are you talking about sylus from the n109 zone LOL #tbh i see it he’s kinda… #🐦⬛ anon
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I am going to drink one gallon of unprocessed raw milk rn
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I cannot tell if you are joking or not, but I would strongly advise you not to do this. Drinking raw milk can lead to a myriad of health consequences like stomach cramping and vomiting. In more server cases it can even lead to kidney failure, paralysis, or death.
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And I will drink another
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Ok this is going to sound insane but hear me out. I want to confess to my childhood best friend that I have feeling for her, the only problem is that she thinks I’ve been dead for the past 7 months. How do I approach this situation??
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ok… there’s a lot to unpack here
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if you genuinely support sylus or think he’s hot,,, block me and i’m being so serious. he’s literally a mass murderer, a wanted criminal, and the reason why the n109 zone is so dangerous. if you cannot set aside your attraction to him and realize that he’s a terrible person, i do not want you to interact with any of my posts. period.
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Girlie does not realize that the mainstream media brainwashed her so bad this generation is so cooked man how is no one doing research before posting things online 😭😭
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girlie does not realize that i am standing outside her house with a loaded shotgun
#and what does media literacy have anything to do with this??? #i’ve had a family member die in the n109 zone you cannot be telling me anything!!!! #i swear this is just some middle aged divorced wine mom who simps for this freak #someone come pick up grandma over here
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Head of a Woman (1500-10) by Leonardo da Vinci
#da vinki 😧😧🫵🫵 #raf-rebloggz #not my art
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Thorsty 😔😔
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if you genuinely support sylus or think he’s hot,,, block me and i’m being so serious. he’s literally a mass murderer, a wanted criminal, and the reason why the n109 zone is so dangerous. if you cannot set aside your attraction to him and realize that he’s a terrible person, i do not want you to interact with any of my posts. period.
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Girlie does not realize that the mainstream media brainwashed her so bad this generation is so cooked man how is no one doing research before posting things online 😭😭
#How are you going to be this chronically online and still be this uninformed #Media literacy is so dead man #These people are stuck in their twitter echo chambers and FREAK OUT when a different opinion is presented that doesn’t match their agenda #+ sylus is hot and if you don’t think so there is something wrong w/ you #bananabreadwhore.txt
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#love and deepspace#l&ds#lads#i do not know how to come up with usernames lol#love & deepspace#lads sylus#lads xavier#lads zayne#lads rafayel#lads memes#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace rafayel#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace zayne#lnds#rafayel love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#l&ds zayne#lnds zayne#l&ds sylus#l&ds rafayel#l&ds xavier#sylus#rafayel#xavier#zayne#lads caleb
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@bobafish, re:
#please elaborate on courf's temper 👀👀#tbh I hadn't heard that before
OK! :D these are just Thoughts about him character wise and not like...deep XD
to be clear I don't think Courfeyrac has a BAD temper, I don't think he's a screamy scary guy who blows his top all the time! I want to make that clear; Courfeyrac is clearly A Delight and a charmer.
I do think he has a quick temper, though--quick like a firecracker, where it flares up and dies back in a blink, and , usually ,doesn't do any harm. Two main points make me think this: 1- the Charter Torching Scene. He's just talking with Combeferre, who he knows fundamentally agrees with him, but he gets so worked up about the existence of the Charter itself that he has to throw it in the fire. This is fine! It's a stupid pamphlet none of them need, he's being Dramatic and it's very funny-- but it's definitely not a Relaxed Easygoing Move XD It's pretty much a summary of how I think his temper works-- he gets riled up, he makes a quick comment or gesture (in this case: Setting A Thing on Fire) and he's done. A quick temper, not a bad temper. 2- "Hold your tongue, you cask!" said Courfeyrac. (Night Falls on Grantaire) Couldn't think of any better leadup to it than that XD Courfeyrac is the first of the barricade fighters to lose his patience with Grantaire; it's not a big scene , it's just a quick "shut up" with a little extra insult, and --as I've said of Enjolras' rebuke to Grantaire in this scene-- it is fully deserved, Grantaire is being an ass in this scene. I don't think Grantaire even processes it, he just launches off in another direction. >< But he is the first person to tell Grantaire to shut up, getting exasperated with him even faster than Enjolras, who is pretty much Done with Grantaire's nonsense from the get-go.
There's also the way he's so quick with teasing, sometimes with results you know he doesn't want (like Marius avoiding him for days XD) . All of the Amis are pretty jokey, but Courfeyrac's noted by the narrative to be particularly fast on the draw with a nickname or a bit of a jab.
Again I hasten to say I don't think this makes him a Terrible Person-- I actually kinda roll my eyes at the level of Offense some people take off him -- but I think it's a little piece of characterization that separates him from Legle's more monologuing style of puns, or Grantaire's ...whatever the heck Grantaire is doing XD Courfeyrac gets associations with fire, for his warmth, and sometimes even a nice well contained fire can send out a spark that makes someone yelp; and he gets compared with cats and kittens, and sometimes even a very sweet cat will catch someone with its claws in passing- or on purpose, now and then .
(I bet he can be absolutely brutal when he wants, but that's reserved for people who have it coming. Like Rousseau. Kick his ghostly ass, Courfeyrac.)
#Courfeyrac talk#thank you for letting me ramble <3people who ask about Other People's Headcanons make the world go round#tbh I struggle a bit with Courfeyrac#so well rounded and well adjusted#how am I supposed to relate to that XD#him having a little flashpan temper makes him stand out a bit in a good way to me#TRAGICALLY he'll probably mellow as he gets older#which definitely that's what he's gonna do. get older.#THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENS
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So Mk gets surprise eggo because of paint and confined space and lack of food? Imagine that he has no idea what’s wrong with him, he goes to Lao Tzu, and when Lao Tzu goes “congrats on the baby” Everyone just kinda stops.
And Mk bursts into tears so loudly that all of heaven can hear. He’s all “I can’t have a baby, it’s too dangerous!” And “I’m not ready!” Pigsy and Wukong are trying to comfort him, and the poor boys is just a sobbing mess.
And Lao Tzu is just standing there like “?????”
Sorry MK XD You're getting Egged
Bonus Anon asks:
Referencing this post where someone pointed out that MK could theoretically create a Stone Egg + the sequel that pointed out that he'd most likely do it on accident.
I could see this most likely happening in the Canon! verse since I bet the other au MK's would be more wary of Stone Egg mishaps. But I could 100% see it happening in the SlowBoiled au since that causes more drama.
And as much as I love the idea of MK becoming *ahem* egg'd as the result of a bad guy's plans or a huge catarosphe, I think it would fit more if MK did it completely on accident.
So the idea:
Post S3 MK decides that he needs some "Me time" and takes a break from work and training after the whole "Saving the world from a bone demon"-thing. He just needs some time to shut off completely from his responsibilities in the city. His friends understand and wish him well, even though they're worried since MK won't tell him *Where* he's taking a break to.
"Where" turns out to be a cool cave-let MK found while exploring FFM during S2 with no Monkey King to hover over him. Its quiet, it's secluded, its completely off-grid... But MK just can't relax. His brain is all busy, and everytime he sleeps he sees Her.
So he starts painting. And drawing. And using charcoal. Maybe a little rough pottery with the muddy clay-like stuff in the water? And soon enough he's looking like his Artist Clone with how caked in material he is.
In liu of going to sleep and risking terrible bone demon nightmares, MK meditates like how he saw the Monkey King do. In these moments his thoughts wander into deep, dark teritory. Real "call of the void"-type of thoughts.... hey should he eat something? It's been... oh gosh Pigsy's gonna killl him if he doesn't at least text to tell him how his sabbatical is going.
After his inpromtu vacation is up, MK feels... really gross? Maybe thats cus he hasn't really washed or slept or ate, or spoken to anyone in all that time. Weird.
Pigsy asks him how long it's been since MK last ate a full meal, and huffs with disappointment at his nervous laugh before pouring his son a bowl of noodles.
Bouts of nausea and dizziness follow MK everywhere afterwards. He had no idea why - paint fumes maybe? Did some toxic chemical seep into his skin? Did he get sick somehow from isolating himself in that cave? Is that Jin and Yin trying to take over the city?
At somepoint in the utter chaos of S4 likely as the rest of the gang are recieving training from Subodhi; a certain alchemist meets MK to whisper a few questions into his ear.
Lao Tzu: "I was told that you've been experiencing extreme power fluctuations for the last few weeks. May I run a few test to rule out any abnormalities?" MK: "Oh cool, no probs! Just don't put me in that furnace thing-y." (*a few tests later*) Lao Tzu: "Ok great news, it's not a curse or medical problem." MK: "Phew! Then why is my body feels like its "glitching" all the time?" Lao Tzu: "Thats a decaying glamour spell. Its likely that you had one affixed to you shortly before you were given up by your creators." MK: "Glamour spell...? Wait, then what about my powers wigging out?" Lao Tzu: "Oh thats easy. You're just pregnant." MK (has not Done the Do): "What!?"
Mere seconds after Lao Tzu gives the diagnosis - MK just starts bawling.
He doesn't want this! Not now! He does want to have kid while all This is going on! The world might be ending for Buddha's sake!
MK is having a million panic attacks rn. He wants to have kids, so many, but only in the *Future*! When he's like semi-retired and has a protege of his own to take over the monkey business- HEY WAIT, HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?!?!
Subodhi has to drop the big lore that MK is a Stone Monkey - capable of reproducing asexually under extreme circumstances, in order to clear up the whole immaculate conception part.
Then Lao Tzu has to tell MK that the Stone Egg he carries will likely Kill him since he's (mostly) mortal.
MK starts crying before deciding to tackle the issue Later.
Ofc MK simply doesn't want his family to worry about him what with all this Brotherhood stuff going on... so he just keeps quiet for now.
His family are going to find out soon though. And by Guanyin, Pigsy is gonna freak.
Macaque (and later Wukong), just need to sniff MK once after they reunite to notice whats up.
Wukong offers to grab some No-Baby Spring Water immediately if MK doesnt want to keep the Egg. Macaque briefly panics thinking that the kid got knocked up the old-fashioned way... only to panic harder when he and Wukong determine it to be a Solo-Made Stone Egg(!!!). Cue two panicking fellow Stone Monkeys making MK feel even worse about his conflicted feelings on the matter.
Pls add on what you think so far! :3
#MKEgged au#stone egg talk#lmk mk#qi xiaotian#pregnancy tw#stone monkeys#lmk lao tzu#lmk aus#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk pigsy#sun wukong#liu er mihou#six eared macaque
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What Pokémon do u think the black parade members are? :3 (and the patient)
Rubs hands together evilly
The patient reminds me a lot of smeargle design wise. Look at this guy. That is smeargle
Theme wise I’d associate him much more with houndstone though. In pokemon scarlet/violet it’s implied that the houndstone evolution line is associated with mabostiff through its design. It revolves around the story of an old dying dog, or just a dog dying of some kind of illness, and id just associate him with it because of that.
Also just look at this guy he’s cool as fuck
With death, again, I have 2 Pokemon in mind that are both associated for differing reasons: Dusknoir and Absol.
Dusknoir for the most part is associated for aesthetics, but also it’s a pokemon that is associated with the afterlife. It just steals human souls. Absol on the other hand is known to be a bad omen of something horrible to come and I think that ties in with his story with the patient very nicely. Death is there as a warning of the patients impending demise. Absol doesn’t only predict death but it predicts really anything terrible that happens to people it comes up to according to Pokemon lore so
Also just. White hair. Absol has white fur. It’s perfect. If he had one he’d spoil the hell out of that little dog thing.
Oddly enough as much as I researched to answer this particular question I couldn’t really find anything that reminds me of the other paraders at the moment, but I do have a few ideas in mind for mother war since she’s just really interesting to me. Ok everyone other than Mikey’s character 😭
I associate Mikey with Corviknight. Mainly because it’s just an awesome looking knight bird thing and I tie that in with the clear indication that the character Mikey plays is, or at least was, apart of the Military. Also its evolution before, corvidsquire just kinda looks like him and I can’t really pinpoint exactly why..
Personally I associate her most with Spiritomb, which on its own has a lot of cultural significance that I won’t get into but solely from the way it’s described in game it’s very mother war. It’s made up of 108 souls, souls that belonged to people and pokemon that were mischievous or “sinners” in their lifetime, which could be attributed to the parade as a whole. As much as I like how Death is the leader of the black parade I just have this constant feeling that Mother War is the one who’s really in charge here, mainly because she’s been around the longest. She sort of keeps the spirits that follow the parade in check. I think that spiritomb is slightly similar in that way.
Also something about the shape of the spirits purple spiral and her hair is associated the same her. It’s actually the main reason why I draw her with smoke for hair. I just think it’s cool.
#once I come up with something for the others I will add on trust ‼️#my chemical romance#mcr#the black parade#tbp#pokemon#mcrblr
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Anger
Here is raph, not really what I envisioned when I started drawing but I like how it came out anyways ^^
Haven't really been drawing him bc I didn't really know how without doing him dirty...I'm not a fan of what I did for raphs day during tmaynt 🪦
Tried a new way to color, or new brushes to use, and I kinda like how it turned out 😋
[rant about anger under the cut lmao] [beware its a whole lot of (personal) yapping 😖/let me know if i should delete the yapping here]
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I really like the kind of red waterpaint on raph, I feel like it really kind of adds onto how I personally feel when I get angry. It's just a feeling that creeps up on you. Sometimes it's sudden, other times it kind of builds up. But the feeling of anger makes you feel dirty and guilty in the end anyways, so it always is the same, yet so easy to fall back to.
Anger is actually a huge problem for me, and I usually explode on my siblings. It's not fair for me or them, and it always makes me feel terrible and dirty after. It's most likely a passed down thing, since my mom was always like that, then me, and now it's appearing in my younger brother. The only difference is that mine is very common and even they seem weary to not trigger me at times, which is such a huge L for me honestly ☠️
What I'm trying to say is that I really do understand Raph when he just gets angry for everything, its very relatable. Mostly 2012 raph. I relate to that Mikey too, honestly just the both of them. The anger is just so simple and complex, yet very annoying 💀
I do want to say that it's not as bad as before, as I used to get a little violent, and say more hurtful things, but now while i still get anger, I'm very careful not to seriously hurt anyone, mentally. I would never forgive myself if I got physical again. Unlike before, I am now an older teen, and I refuse to have my anger control me and have more permanent consequences. Also it kills me with guilt.
But now I've learned how to be a silly lil fellow, and that helps a lot more than what you would think ☠️
I will say that these days i have a very righteous anger, where I want everything to be orderly and fair. I get angry when my siblings act irrationally or get hurt, I do get protective, and it makes me feel like a dog 💀 I have been able to sniff out bad people long before they are revealed to be bad, such is the case in some of my sister friends (I'm right 100% of the time ☠️)
OK I'm going to shut up now I'm actually making myself angry for yapping tf ⚰️
(Might delete this rant here later tbh)
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#tmnt fanart#tmnt art#tmnt 12#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles fanart#teenage mutant ninja turtles art#tmnt raphael 2012#tmnt raph#tmnt raph 2012#tmnt raph fanart#tmnt raphael#tmnt leo#tmnt mikey#tmnt donnie#anger#anger issues
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Dating Connor Stoll Headcanons
· This man. This gorgeous man. I love writing for him so much
· He’s literally so pretty
· And adorable
· The list goes on
· Anyways, moving on.
· I think at this point it’s just unanimously decided that Connor’s love language is physical touch. It’s also gift giving, but that’s more like a secondary thing.
· He constantly has his hand on you. If not his hand at least some part of his body is touching you.
· Like if you guys are just going somewhere, even to another room he has to grab your hand while you walk
· Also, loves linking pinkies with you.
· It seems like a pinkie promise that he’s right here and not going anywhere, which is good reassurance considering your lives
· Also…. Hugs. Lots and lots of hugs
· Hugs where you have your hands around his waist and your head is on his chest. (its easier to imagine if you’re kinda shorter than him)
· He likes those hugs because feels like he is protecting you
· Don’t get me wrong he knows dam well that you can protect yourself. He just feels better when he’s the one doing it
· He also loves the hugs when he wraps his hands around your waist and gets to lay his head on your chest
· He likes hearing your heartbeat in those moments
· LOVES it when you play with his hair
· Or just touch his hair
· Which is actually very soft
· Also be ready for back hugs. And also surprise back hugs
· Like you’d have just been talking to your friend and he sees you from a little far away and sprints towards you to give you a hug
· There have been incidents earlier where you punched him cuz you felt like you were being attacked
· He’s probably a very deep sleeper
· Like once he falls asleep it’s nearly impossible for anything to wake him up before he’s ready
· His sleep is extremely precious to him.
· But if you’re a person who gets inspiration at the most random times (like me) and absolutely NEED to do your work, he’ll stay awake with you even if his eyes are drooping and he barely can sit straight.
· But once you’re done, he’ll help you keep your things away and hold you tight causing both of you to go straight to sleep
· Also if you’re a type of artist (like writer, poet, musician, etc etc.) he’ll love it so much if you do something keeping him as a muse
· Like if you’re an artist and draw him, he’ll be so flustered
· Or if you write a poem, like dedicated to him, he’ll feel so freaking flustered
· He’s a huge blushing mess
· Can’t think straight for the next five minutes and has trouble breathing.
· Not gonna lie the first time you gave him an artwork (or written piece) he started tearing up because it was so dam beautiful and thoughtful and he never would’ve thought that somebody would do something like this for him
· You were so scared you thought he was crying because it was terrible
· He told you ‘no it’s beautiful’
· Didn’t let you go for the rest of the day
· Lowkey insecure, so be sure to tell him affirmations.
· And also he turns into a blushing mess whenever you compliment him and its very adorable to watch
· It’s a win win situation
· Ok hear me out, naps together.
· Because you get tired
· There also are days when he’s tired
· So you two just hold each other and try to sleep your problems away (me honestly)
· I feel like he’s more of a big spoon
· And if he’s spooning you he’ll probably have his hand up your shirt rubbing circles on your stomach
· There also are days when he’s the little spoon
· That’s mostly when he can’t sleep because of his nightmares
· Spooning him is a little hard considering how freaking tall he is, but you make do
· Sometimes Connor will just scoot a little lower and lay his head near you heart and go to sleep.
· It’s also the other way round a lot of times
° He absolutely loves it when you wear his shirt or just clothes in general. So cuddling while wearing his clothes
· KISSES
· Lots of kisses
· Cheek kisses
· Forehead kisses
· Hand kisses
· Kisses where he knows he has to stop but he really doesn’t want to
· Little pecks when one of you has to leave
· Kisses where both of you are smiling so hard because you make each other so so so happy
· Before ya’ll started dating and there was this constant tension in the air, you often caught Connor sneaking glances at your lips
· He just couldn’t help it
· He really wanted to kiss you and he hated that he couldn’t
· Also, surprise kisses
· At this point you’ve just trained yourself to be ready for surprise kisses
· Imagine you’re walking back to your cabin and you hear a “hey darling” with a little peck on your lips
· Also, he either calls you love or darling, with the occasional babe sprinkled here and there. You can’t convince me otherwise
· If you speak another language other than English, he’ll learn some nicknames in that language to call you.
· He loves how happy you get when he calls you ‘his love’ in your language
· This is sorta an au where you guys are allowed to use phones
· His phone is filled with multiple photos of you
· Some are really beautiful
· Some really are not. Or so you think
· “Connor please delete that photo.”
· “But you look so pretty in it.”
· “I look like an idiot. Delete it.”
· “No, you look like a cute idiot.”
· Despite many protest he still didn’t delete the pics
· He sometimes cooks for you, while you look cute on counters
· Although mostly the cooking is done by you
· After one too many incident with uncontrollable fire you both decided its best for you to cook
· He’ll probably also feed you while you’re very busy paying attention to the show you two are watching· Dancing together
· Its sometimes just stupid dances together where you’re too busy having fun
· Other times it’s really romantic with both of you swaying along with romantic love songs
· Stargazing dates
· If you don’t know a lot about constellations he’ll tell you stories about the stars
· If you do you just end up talking about life and everything between everything and nothing
· Long drives or walks together
· Kissing at the stop signs darling
· Connor seems like the type of guy who really likes 5 seconds of summer and arctic monkeys
· So there’s a lot of their music sprinkled throughout the drives
· There’s two ways to cheer Connor up when he’s upset
· Cuddles
· Or long drives
· And pranks
· Look just because you’re his lover, whom he loves very much, does not mean you get a free pass
· He’ll still prank you but it’s pretty mild stuff compared to the landmines set on the wrong hill
· There have been multiple occasions where you woke up with dyed hair
· And all the walls of your cabin painted the most ridiculous colors which didn’t match the aesthetic at all
· I don’t feel like he’s the kind of guy to get jealous really easily
· He trusts you
· He also supports anyone who gives you a genuine compliment
· ‘Yes. This is my gorgeous and talented partner and they deserve to be complimented.’
· Likes it when anyone lifts you up
· But if he sees a guy openly flirting with you and sees that you’re uncomfortable that’s when he gets mad.
· He gets so mad
· Won’t openly fight that person since he knows you’re more than capable of doing that and would have done it if you wanted to hurt them
· But he’ll purposefully get touchy and make it clear for them to back off and the glares he gives them are enough to kill
· And if that person still doesn’t get a hint Connor will probably somehow get you out of that conversation
· And the next day the first thing you hear is that the person who was flirting with you last night, has blue skin now
· But that’s only the beginning, Connor doesn’t stop there. For the next two day, that person gets the worst pranks
· He loves making you smile
· He also loves making you laugh
· Your laugh is pretty much his favourite sound in the world· And don’t tell me that your laugh sounds like a baby goat being strangled
· Or a car engine which won’t start
· He still loves it· He wants to get drunk on it every night
· Also whenever he’s like super tired, he’ll get so so so sappy· He’s literally telling you the cheesiest and sappiest things· Loves taking care of you
· He’ll constantly make sure that you ate enough, or that you drank enough water, and that you’re sleeping enough
· He isn’t the best with feelings
· So whenever he sees you upset he tries his ultimate best to cheer you up
· Or to hear out what’s making you upset
· He’ll give you a hug if you want
· He’ll give you space if that’s what you want
· Heck he’ll even kill someone if you want
· He doesn’t know that just the effort makes you feel better
· Did I mention that he looks at you like you literally are the most beautiful person on the planet (you are tho, he ain’t wrong)
· Travis teases him all the time
· Connor retorts saying that he isn’t any better and that he’s seen the way he looks at Katie
· Connor loves your hair
· Connor loves your eyes
· Connor loves your smile
· Connor loves your laugh
· Connor loves your hands
· Connor loves your personality
· Connor loves your body
· Connor loves you so freaking much that it genuinely shocks him sometimes, what he would do for you
#connor stoll x you#connor stoll imagine#i love connor stoll#connor stoll x reader#connor stoll#connor stoll x y/n#Connor stoll x you#connor stoll my beloved
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......all the lil dudes running around the moon kinda look like a child version of the Happy Mask Salesman, the only other model I find them similar to are the bombers.
And the moon is obviously heaven like who wouldn't want to go there when they die personally that tree makes me think "tree of life" but this is me blabbing
But with all that said and a theory I once heard about the Happy Mask Salesman being a deity (also considering he resides in a place unaffected by time and isn't tempted by an evil mask, the children of the moon also mention him) has me at a hmmmmm now.
Like the children are angels and the Mask Salesman is a moon deity. The moon is symbolic of healing, magic, and wisdom. The Mask Salesman is aware of Link's "terrible fate" of being turned into a Deku, and heals him through magic of song, and passes this along. Not only does he heal Link, the song gives the ability to turn broken souls into masks. He states it's magic and healing. The Mask Salesman knows every mask in Link's possession and its powers. He notes Link possesses "tremendous courage". He's able to tell by holding Majora's Mask that it's purified. He always knows how much time Link has, despite residing in a place unaffected by time. Why is it unaffected by time?? The moon is of water element. Water is fluid, moving, easily changeable in form. This is personified in just about every interaction with him. As a Cancer rising, the Mask Salesman is quite the erratic and emotional character.
Link, Skull Kid and the Mask Saleman are all from Hyrule. (Confirmed through in-game text) They all traveled into the Lost Woods and found a parallel world, but before Link followed Skull Kid to Termina, Skull Kid found the Saleman first. Every event in the game was due to Majora's curse, likely even to the point of it getting snatched off the Mask Salesman, causing him to follow Skull Kid and bump into the Hero of Time, following him to Termina.
The Mask Salesman had the mask because he knew its powers. What better person? He's wise and passionate. Majora's Mask misfortuned the Mask Salesman by pure karma of being a cursed object, drawing Skull Kid to cross his path, causing the Mask Salesman to seek out who he already knew just saved Hyrule, the same boy he sold masks to in the Hyrule market. But where was the Mask Salesman after Link went forward in time 7 years? No where to be found in Hyrule, yet...SKull Kid is still in Lost Woods blowing blow darts at adult Link. But
As I said, when the Happy Mask Salesman meets Link in Termina, he's already aware Link saved Hyrule. "Is this not a simple task? Why, to someone like you, it should by no means be a difficult task" And what a condescending tone a frustrated, but knowing, mother would use. (Sun=Father Moon=Mother) Zelda turned back time, but the Mask Salesman knows Link saves Hyrule. He also knows before Link takes his first step into Clock Town, Link has a 3 day time limit.
AND all the Sages in Twilight Princess have masks we just gonna act like that's a coincidence ok. What about every concept design of Midna having a mask and landing on the one that has the EXACT SAME EYE as Majora's. The Mask Salesman says himself that Majora's Mask comes from an ancient tribe.
I mean wtf is all this.
#wish i had something on the fierce deity besides his chest plate#i assume the triangle is a symbol for fire#fire moon#moon fire#happy mask salesman#zelda theory
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A. Agreste (aka Chat Noir) Headcanons <3
Kind of a lot tbh—just headcanons that I like to apply in my AUs when they don’t clash with their particular premises. It’s just a hot mess under the cut yeah? Cool.
He was actually in ballet classes as a kid—the same ones as Chloé.
What’s funny is that Marinette was there too. However, boys and girls were kept separate and so he only really knew Chloé.
He only found out when he was going through his closet and found a shoe box with his old shoes and a bunch of class photos; he noticed Marinette in the corner of one.
He’s still really flexible though.
He actually used to go to see a live rendition of The Nutcracker each Christmas.
He wanted to play the Rat King rlly badly.
He’s got a killer steady hand that makes for rlly good cursive.
He has the neatest handwriting in the class, and takes rlly good notes too—particularly in physics.
He’s also got terrible sense in fashion. He knows good stuff when he sees it, but doesn’t know bad stuff is bad at all.
He really likes milk; in some horrible twist of fate, he’s also lactose intolerant.
He’s totally touch starved and rlly touchy feely w/ certain people.
He refuses to kill bugs. He once screamed and lifted Alya up off her feet for trying to squash a spider in the middle of science class.
He put it in a cup before disappearing for a good five minutes so he could walk all the way over to the park to release it where it would be safe.
He’s English and French.
He really likes gelato—specifically passionfruit; peach is a close second tho.
He knows how to run in heels; has a subtly burning hatred for them.
He really likes light up sneakers though and always wanted a pair.
He knows Morse code.
Rlly ticklish.
Sneezes super loudly.
Really crappy immune system thanks to never being allowed outside his castle walls; he got sick like three times within the first two months of school.
He really likes Piano Man by Billy Joel and can sing and play the whole thing.
Honestly his music taste consists of five types of music: Heavy/classic rock, classical/classical-style music (In The Hall of The Mountain King slaps ok), Billy Joel, chill-somber-sad-theatric-feels-y, and whatever the heck that migraine-inducing bs he’s got stashed in the back is.
His Spotify is a hot mess tbch; lots of spontaneous playlists depending on how he felt at the moment. The titles are usually smth along the lines of “ifykyk”, “vibe”, or “yeah”; either that or just the playlist #.
He has like five that are nice enough to send ppl, and those are the only ones he’s listened to more than twice. They’re called “Classical Vibes”, “Cheese Demon”, “Billy Joel Aesthetic”, “sad”, and “Spontaneous 2am Dance Party OST”.
He’ll literally save recommended playlists and never listen to them.
He never bothers to clean it up though, and has 600+ playlists sitting around.
Also he used to drink a ton of pediasures as a kid and his father doesn’t let him drink them anymore bc he’s not a little kid anymore obviously but he would kill for a muscle milk.
He’ll throw up if he ever tries to eat kale again; it’s a trauma response ok.
Emotion smart but social dumb.
Honestly kinda yandere ngl.
I mean have you seen this man?? Cheez-its man, chill.
He resists when in civilian form but once he’s transformed it’s Full Gremlin Mode activated.
He’s not good at drawing but he does try; he does a lot of blob style digital and is slowly getting better.
He overcomes his feelings of being stuck and not knowing what to do in life as seen in wish maker when he spends time with the Dupain-Chengs and realizes that that is what he wants. He then dreams of working in the bakery one day.
Cannot for the life of him resist eating the batter, ok. He needs it. He’s gonna get heckin’ salmonella one of these days and it’s going to have been worth it.
He gets really good at frosting “flower” cupcakes. He switches to succulents pretty easily after learning how to airbrush. They’re adorable.
Also really good at modeling lil fondant animals and things.
He’s developed separation anxiety surrounding both ladybug and Marinette—he rlly just wants to have both of them in one place at once and he’s rlly sad that it somehow never seems to happen; he’s rlly happy post-reveal.
He rlly loves babysitting; like honestly he loves kids, so so so much; if he weren’t thinking of taking over the bakery (and/or tied down as Chat Noir), he’d probably become a pediatric nurse or a daycare attendant or smth bc 💞💞💞
He’ll leave the press to Ladybug so he can talk w/ the akuma victims and make sure they’re okay.
He’ll escape out his window and climb to high places when stressed to pace.
Once lost a Chat Noir look alike contest.
Has referred to his civilian self as, and I quote, a “dipshit boytoy” whilst en costume.
He became a total night owl thanks to his miraculous but he’s just rlly good at pretending to not be tired.
He’s more cat than he’d like to admit:
He’ll react to catnip when transformed;
He’ll also chase laser pointers;
He subconsciously stares at birds;
Once a bird got stuck in the classroom and everyone was freaking out trying to catch it in a wire trash bin and stuff but it kept evading them so Adrien looked up and pulled out his music, watched it for a second, and then caught it by the feet mid-flight;
He brought it closer to himself and calmed it down as best he could, petting it as he walked over to the window to let it out;
Everyone was flabbergasted but no one said anything as he went back to working and by the time anyone could speak it was kinda late for questions;
He gets the zoomies at the most inconvenient times;
He’s made incredibly uneasy by dogs despite actually being more of a dog person.
Also more destruction powers seeping in alongside the cat attributes:
When he’s is in a funk, there’s crappy cell service, lights flicker, machines go haywire and burn out;
If he’s REALLY upset, drinking glasses and crystal can spontaneously combust;
His powers trickle over into when he’s a civilian;
He just keeps getting more and more frustrated with his computer as it begins to function less and less and keeps giving increasingly worse error codes;
He’s in a funk for the first half the day at school and for some reason the wifi is down;
His mood is lifted after a good lunch break and all of a sudden the computers are working super fast;
Though it frustrates him at first, Adrien learns to hone his powers and either repress or, if needed, direct them.
That’s all I have for now! Feel free to adopt/modify any of these as you please :)
#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#mlb#adrien agreste#chat noir#headcanon#adrien agreste headcanons#chat noir headcanons#he’s just such a sweetheart and rlly deserves better than Gabriel >:(#like ugly witch frfr#hands off the boy#oh and also naturally wavy/frizzy/messy hair adrien is to die for#but for someone who should avoid getting akumatized at all costs he listens to a shit ton of sad music huh#like honestly#also chat noir is a mirror kisser ok bye <3
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Hii!! I keep forgetting but I always wanted to ask! On your intro page(?) it mentioned a project of yours called ‘those days’?
I’m REEEEAAALLY interested on learning more about it!!! Lore drop?
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR CENTURIES
so basically Those Days is a comic that i am currently making. its about two guys, Scott and Rodney who are both 58 and live in the midwest(because i do). Scotts sister Deb has just passed away so his great nephew, Danny comes down. The story is them telling him(and this chick named Candy, which im still figuring out how to introduce) about their life and how they met. I have over fifty issues written, but none released because after a while, it was kind of a chore, and i wasn't sure if anyone was interested! so THANK YOU SOOOOO MMUCH for asking about it!
Scott is based off of those "bad" kids that are actually really nice and are sort of vigilantes. Rodney is an easy bullying victim and even though he could totally do something about it, he doesnt.
this is very much a story about people and what they are and how your initial judgment is not always the correct assumption. its also very much how the key word in the last part of that is ALWAYS. its about life.
ill leave some character intros under the cut i case you want those too bc i could blab all day about them. scott and rodney may or may not be my sons. my boys. there will be art too. probably silly art. mostly the main group of characters. not their families though because i have barely drawn them(character design is tricky)
if you want to see all my silly drawings, they'll be tagged #those days comic or with the characters full name. but yeah THANK YOU FOR ASKING ABOUT THAT!!! I HAVE MOTIVATION NOW!!!! ok character rant under the more heeeheee
This is Scott
Scott has quite possibly the worst rbf ever and he looks like a scary mean guy. he steals his moms makeup because he can and he wears black eyeshadow 24/7. in reality, hes very nice and also has depression. hes a male MANIPULATED and has 6 semi terrible ex gfs. he is sort of homophobic at the beginning which is important to his lore. but even being a sad son of a bitch he can still beat the hell out of someone with a baseball bat. which leads to my next point. hes an adrenaline junkie. another design thing im slowly figuring out is simplifying his tattoos. theyre all on his torso and theyre all flowers. he loves flowers.
ROOOODNEYYYYY!!!!!
a lot of the time im trying to figure out how to draw him better tbh. Rodney has a prey animal stare. and he behaves much the same. hes pretty chubby but hes also fairly strong. he is very much a victim of child abuse but instead of becoming a bully, he just kinda gives up. he doesnt really have motivations outside of survival and hes not sure why. in fact, the primary reason he stuck around scott after meeting him was because scott believed him immediately after he said he didnt do something and made him feel safe. under the surface of being a prey animal, hes also incredibly angry. angry about a lot.
LUCY CAMPBELL EVERYBODY!!!
i dont draw her a lot...
Lucy is scotts lesbian ex gf and best friend ever. she kind of pushes them together because she knows too much. shes incredibly easy to talk to and people would confess to basically anything to her. design wise she also has a terrible rbf and DONT BE FOOLED!!! SCOTT STOLE HER LOOK WITH THE EYESHADOW!!! she also has lots of tattoos and actually gave scott all of his.
JORDAN AND DIANE (theyre kind of a set)
again. barely draw them and diane has had a few revisions.
diane and jordan are very much gay and in love. diane's family is like. the only immigrant family for miles. shes very nice but fairly cynical. shes very used to the notion that she has to find her way in the world and that if she doesnt fight, she wont survive. jordan is anxious as hell and dianes sister HATES her because she knows that jordan is a lesbian and is in love with diane. jordan also doesnt know why or how shes alive.
edward! ive only drawn him once.
eddie is lucys adopted brother. hes brilliant and silly. also gay as hell. idk if youve realized but almost none of these people are straight. edward isnt a very developed character because he is very much a supporting static character.
clyde and parker
clyde and parker are the two main members of scotts gang. its not really a gang but it might as well be. they dont really become important until the whole 1992 thing. youll find out. clyde was scotts best friend for a long time before he started hanging out with rodney. they have some very complicated history. diversity win! clyde finds out that he, too, is bisexual and gets with eddie! i dont know if ill wver bring that up in comic.
so thats basically the main cast of characters youll see in the comic. THANK YOU FOR ASKING!!! SORRY I YAPPED SO MUCH HAHA.
the comic will be release on a separate blog called @thosedayscomic there isnt really much on there except a mini comic that takes place around 1996, scott and rodneys thirties. its just scott getting home from work and going to sleep haha.
#artisticmenace#themenaceuseswords#askbox goblin#those days comic#scott haverford#rodney fletcher#lucy campbell#edward campbell#diane tanks#jordan prewer#i dont remember clyde or parkers' last names
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probably the thing i dislike most about comicsharing these days is how insanely disingenuous ppl are about the books they’re sharing. specifically with kon. he was incredibly overexposed during his initial run, and pretty damn popular. his writing relayed the zeitgeist of the 90s with barely any filter, despite being comics code authority approved. it’s ok to admit that contextually speaking, his run (meaning ALL his books from 1993 - 2002) wasn’t THAT crazy compared to others aka miss hal’s menty b and superman literally dying and coming back and suffering ENDLESSLY until the clois marriage healed his heart and psyche. you don’t have to treat his initial writing like it needs to be heat-treated prior to reading.
the fact that ‘fans’ love harping on his early writing like its some kinda radioactive green rock is actually insane! that is LITERALLY the concept work that lasted TEN YEARS across MULTIPLE writers and books. kesel wasn’t the only one clowning. editorial marched to his tune even after superboy 1994’s hands changed. kon dont got a hundred years of history. he’s only got thirty, and a third of that was entirely his creator’s, and you know what? It was GREAT! it was raw and heartbreaking and funny and indicative of how terribly neglectful parents were and how easy it was for kids to get caught up in adult bullshit without being adults. im tired of ppl talking like it’s a diseased run ‘not up for the current times.” it is ABSOLUTELY of the current times.
it was about a partyboy who never got to party for the sake of it, and about CSA without kon knowing he was a victim and survivor of CSA. it was about ppl in positions of authority and power leaving kon to his business bc kon wasn’t theirs to take in, and no one in any position of influence thought to question why a grown ass woman was dating him PUBLICLY. they laughed! kyle and clark and dubbilex and makoa, they did not care! bc kon was supposed to be a way for neglected kids to read about a character who’s making his own way since he’s been emotionally starved of love and affection. he makes his own family, even tho those ppl don’t really SEE him as family! he thinks of a clone handler as his father even tho that handler does the bare minimum! he thinks his agent’s daughter is his sister even tho she’s been lusting and pining after him since the start! he didn’t understand boundaries, didn’t draw them, and didn’t understand that his emulating the people around him was NOT normal!
he’s the one kid in school who thought it was ok for sixteen year olds to attend college parties and sleep with older girls cuz he got his growth spurt early and looks like an adult, even tho he’s not! he’s the kid you grew up with that didn’t have parents, but had random guardians who did a subpar job at taking care of him bc they couldn’t put him in foster care. he was the guy you knew growing up who said the most off-color shit and did the most off-color shit bc he had anger issues and deep-seated resentment and shit tons of sexual trauma and NO friends his age that didn’t wanna fuck him.
kon was THE exploited teen star. his story can STILL resonate today if you stop treating his early writing as icky and focus on the actual fucking themes and purpose of the story. his first real gay friend wasn’t ray, it was hero. he joined yj with a heavy heart. his first love was one of the ppl who destroyed his life the most, and yet he loved tana! knockout gave him sexual trauma so deep, he was still acting out in ttv03. his life’s lack of parental love is WHY the kents taking him in is so moving and important. no, clark not taking him in from the start was not on clark bc KON IS NOT HIS RESPONSIBILITY. kon was the government’s responsibility, and the government did what it does to all kids who don’t have loving parents and guardians - left him to fend for himself.
kon’s initial run isn’t a 90’s shitshow. it’s a legitimately sad tale with multiple moving parts that highlight how much legacy can both destroy and make a person’s spirit. stop treating that shit with kidgloves. commit to the fucking bit. he was never anyone’s prop, and it’s sad how some of y’all act like his only heartbreak is tim getting away with bernard. i don’t know how to tell you this, but tim’s timkonnie feels were wholly a personal problem. focus on the kon. i PROMISE you, you’ll free yourself from chuck dixon’s boogers and geoff’s grimdark teen soap that paled in comparison to the actual teen soap of the era, smallville.
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Farmers follies: episode two
The rabbit looked down at the boy with a confused glare. Where did this small... Farmer boy come from? Why was he hugging him? No ones ever done this before, especially with this worlds track record. Was he from out of town? No, couldn't be, no one dares to visit this sad part of the countryside. With an unamused sigh, he speaks again with a low, growly voice. "Ill say it again.. Who are you."
The boy snapped back to reality, and quickly stepped away, giving a sheepish laugh. "Uh.. Sorry.. Force of habit, haha.." "...uh huh." A habit? No one from here has a habit of randomly hugging someone. maybe that visitor theory isn't too far off.. "Still doesn't answer my question." "Oh! Uh... My name is... Uhhhh...." To the rabbit, the boy seemed to be struggling over saying something as simple as his own name, but to the "boy".. Well she wasn't sure on how to respond to that. See, lucky has read a lot of books on being a guardian, comes with being raised by a head angel, and in said books, one rule always rang clear. 'never say your name in the surface world'. The reasoning behind it wasn't always clear, though one theory Lucky had was due to the fact that demons can draw power from names at times... Especially demons who impersonate others for their own personal gain. With this in mind, Lucky began frantically looking around for something to give as a name, looking every which way for something, anything.. " jeez farmer, calm down." If her ears were still visible, they would've perked up at that. "Farmer?" "I mean... Yea? Aren't you a farmer? Ya kinda look like one..." "Uh... Yea! I am! I uh.. Like to.. Tend to gardens and, all that jazz haha.. Uh.. Yea, I'm Farmer, nice to meetcha!!!" she sheepishly held her hand out, shaking a bit. Would this rabbit buy it?
With a slight, unamused glare, the rabbit shook his head. "Your name.. Is actually farmer? Really?" "uhhh...... Yea?" "....not the strangest thing I've heard, makes sense around here." Lucky blinked. Wait. This is normal on the surface world? Strange, she didn't know of this.. "Uh.. Earth to farmer. come in farmer." "Oh! Uh.. Sorry, haha! Just uh... Wondering- say what're you doing here? Playing a banjo in the middle of a.. What is this a field?" "...these are the outskirts to my farm. It's a ways off, hard to find..." "Oh.. Really? You run a farm? But.. Wait, if you're out here, and.. This place is hard to find..." She looks behind the rabbit, spotting the revolver resting on the ground. Putting two and two together, A look of concern met her face. "...say... Uh... Pardon me for asking but... Are you ok?"
The rabbit didn't respond to that, instead turning away, playing a few notes on his banjo. Seems he didn't want to talk...
'farmer' isn't going to give up so easily though, she knows something is terribly, terribly wrong, and she wasn't gonna just brush it aside. The song itself was dripping with sadness and regret, and his hand seemed forced when plucking away at the cords...
But how could she possibly speak over the tune itself? How can she grab his attention?
Deep in thought, she was unaware to the fact.. That they were being watched.
Off in the forest, A ways away, two demons watched from the shadows. One, A tall imposing figure carrying a sparking trident, looked on with a unamused expression. The smaller one looked up at him, then back at the boy that was causing them both worry. "So.. We're just gonna let that guy talk to 'em?" "We can't intervene, not now. If we reveal ourselves to them, that will jeopardize things." "You're kidding me. What if they stop this stupid... Whatever this shit is that you've been doing forrrrrr.. How many years now?- EEP!" the being pointed his trident at the smaller demon, A low growl escaping him. "Watch what you say, ret, or do you want to be kept in the room for the next few hours." the littler demon flinched. "...s...sorry. Sorry. I won't question you again." "I thought so." The demon growled, returning its gaze to the duo off in the distance. The littler demon, shaking slightly, sighed, and returned his gaze to the 'farmer', thinking silently to himself 'I just wonder why I'm here at all... Its not like I'm of any use to...whatever this is.'
Back with the duo, Lucky was still trying to figure out some way to communicate with the sad rabbit in front of her, when an idea crossed her mind. This rabbit seemed to be venting out his feelings through his banjo playing, made clear with just how sad the song sounded. Maybe.. She could sing along to his song?.. Yea! That could work! I mean, its worth a shot right?
With a slightly nervous voice and a shaky breath, she slowly began to sing along.
"Hey mister rabbit, why so down? What has caused that distressed frown?"
The rabbit turned to face her, lucky flinching slightly. Shoot. was that a bad idea?... Wait.
With a sudden strike of his banjo, he softly sang back. "Well little farmer, dunno why you'd ask. With what's going on, you're not up to the task."
"w... Well uh... I want to help! Seeing that revolver, it almost makes me yelp! Surely something is terribly wrong, won't you tell me why, with this song?"
"As if I'd tell you anything, you couldn't even tell me your name! Just go on, get, there'd be no shame."
"Why would I do that?! That's so wrong!!!"
"Because the weak don't survive, only the strong!"
Lucky seemed taken aback at what the rabbit had said.
"What makes you say that? That's just sad! Please mister rabbit, tell me, before it gets-"
"TOO BAD!!!- ack-"
Strings snap, he was playing his banjo so fiercely, that he had broken its strings. Frustrated, he dropped the banjo, growling angrily to himself. "Lotus dammit. Just my luck. Of fucking course this blasted thing breaks when I need it most. OF FUCKING COURSE." Ranting angrily, aggravated at the broken banjo, he didn't seem to notice 'farmer' slowly inch closer and closer.. That is until, he felt a soft pat on his ears. Confused, he looks down, and sees the small farmer softly pet his ears. "What in the..." Normally he'd snap at anyone who did this, since usually it was done mockingly, but... The farmer was doing so with care, A sort of comforting calmness emitting from the petting. "there there... It'll be ok.. Calm down.." The rabbit looked on at the farmer, his voice and way of speaking.. It reminded him of...
Before lucky knew it, she was being hugged tightly by the rabbit, the rabbit crying softly into the hat she was wearing. Caught off guard slightly, she quickly recovered, patting the rabbit on the back with a calm smile. "There we go.."
The demons looked on, the smallest in awe at what the little farmer did, the tallest in anger, for he had interfered in the worst way possible. "No...no no NO." "wait, huh?-" before the little demon knew it, the tallest swung his trident towards the duo, A sharp, red magic blasting from the spikes, hitting the rabbit dead on. Lucky quickly backed away, alarmed. "W-what was that!? Wait... M.. Mister rabbit?"
The rabbit reared back, wincing and shaking, holding his head in pain. Visions visible only to him flashed in his eyes. His wife. His wife was gone. and it was all his fault. All his fault with his stupid stupid luck. Tears in his eyes, his head ablaze with screaming thoughts, he backs away, looking every which way.. His eyes landing on the revolver on the ground.
With a shaky breath, he grabbed it, pointing it at his head. Lucky looked on in shock and fear, quickly speaking up. "Wait! Don't!!"
The rabbit only laughed, tears streaming down his eyes, the voices and visions getting worse and worse and worse.
The demon looked on in shock, turning to face his 'boss'. "What did you do?" "Simple really.. A simple torment spell. Tormenting someone with visions of the dead, with visions of past regrets, guilt and anger... Why... His time will surely be up now." The tall one laughed, whilst the littlest one couldn't help but feel a tiny pang of guilt. But... They're demons... This is what they must do.
Lucky, alarmed at the scene unfolding in front of her, quickly tried to think of a plan. What caused this sudden change in the poor rabbit? Wait.. That feeling.. The sense of demonic energy.. That must've been what caused it. Demons must be trying to hurt this poor rabbit! But why?.. Now isn't the time to question that. With a shaky breath, she began to sing once more.
"Mister rabbit please, this isn't the way!! Put the revolver down, don't let it stay!!!"
"And what makes you think you can change my mind!? Nothing will change, nothing!!! This world isn't kind!!!"
"what makes you say that!?"
"Allow me to explain the rules of this land! No kindness or care for woman or man!! Grief and regret is seen for the weak! Its no wonder these thoughts have truly peaked! I'm not strong, not at all! Don't you hear it? VESANIA CALLS!!!!"
"Who is vesania? Please calm down!!!"
"ILL BE CALM WHEN I'M BURIED SIX FEET UNDER GROUND!!!! Listen buddy.. In the end, we all die. Why should I even try? Gun in hand my life shall end... MY SUFFERING SHALL BE KNOWN FRIEND!!!!"
with a manic laugh, he pulled the trigger, the gunshot echoing throughout the surrounding area.
Blood pouring out from the wound, the rabbit just kept laughing and laughing, Lucky looking on in fear and worry. The tallest demon laughed, A booming laughter that shook the ground, one that lucky didn't register.. The laughter was cut short on both sides, when lucky suddenly did something unbelievable.
He hugged the rabbit.
despite the blood pouring out onto him, despite the rabbit holding a weapon, he still hugged him, crying softly into his fur. The demon seemed confused, growling. "No... That won't work, surely..." But..it did.
After a moment of hesitation.. The rabbit hugged him back, the visions slowly dying, the voices growing quieter and quieter, until all he heard was the soft crying of a small, caring farmer.
"I.. I'm sorry..." was all he could really say at first. Repeated, over and over... "I'm so.. Very very sorry.. I... I just... I miss her so much.. B.. But everything I do... I've tried to die so many times.. Nothing worked.. I.. I just want to see her again... I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..."
After a moment, the farmer looked up at him, tears streaming from his eye's. The rabbit slowly, and hesitantly cleared them away, the revolver dropped to the ground. A shot narrowly missed the farmer, but the duo didn't notice, instead focusing on calming the other down.
"Holy shit..." The littlest demon uttered. "That.. That.. Whatever he is, he calmed Oswald down! Never seen that happen before-" "this isn't good. It isn't good Everette." "Huh? Why not?" The taller demon growled, rising up. "It interrupted the ritual. The one I've been working on for so long. As long as that stupid brat stays in the picture, that rabbit isn't going to die anytime soon!" "Damn, that sucks." "Watch your tone, Everette." "Well what the hell else am I supposed to do? Its your own damn fault its ruined in the first place, I told ya to not be an idiot!- EEP" the demon had slammed his trident into the ground, as sparks of energy emitted from it. Alarmed, Everette attempted to run away from the raging demon in front of him. However, his efforts were for naught, when a blast of energy sent him as well as the duo flying.
The duo reared back a bit, the rabbit looking around with immense worry. "What the hell was that!? Wait..." He looked down at the boy who had helped him, A strange demonic energy surging through his hair, he had seemingly been knocked out cold from the blast. "wait... Shit shit shit no no no no-"
The rabbit picked him up, and ran to the farm house. He wasn't sure of what kind of spell had hit the guy, but it surely wasn't a good one, given the sparks.
Everette on the other hand, winced as he got up, looking at the demon with fear in his eyes. It was then that he noticed something was off. Alarmed, and a bit frustrated, he screamed as the demon slowly made its way back to hell. "Where are you going!? What the hell did you do to me!? Or him for that matter!!!??" "All will be revealed in due time... But know this Everette." The demon pointed his trident at him, causing them to flinch once more.
"Dare set a foot in hell without killing that foolish monstrosity, and I will not hesitate to make sure that your next breath will be your last."
With that, the demon disappeared, leaving Everette in the singed, burning field. After a moment of silence, he got up, and growled. "Fine" he said. "How hard can it be to kill some.. Rabbit angel anyways?" He thought of this as he staggered his way over, to the lone farmhouse off in the distance.
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