#herwounds

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“     would you have blamed me?    if——      ”     throat closes around the words before you can finish,    the thought too painful for you to bare;    this is exactly what you didn’t want.    you didn’t want to care,   to grow attached to people you could lose.     “     if he wasn’t able to come back.      ”      you’d blame yourself,    regardless of what her answer may be;    you do blame yourself for it happening in the first place,    something you considered keeping to yourself,    far more comfortable with closing yourself off to the rest of the world.   but you’re trying to be more open,    no matter how selectively.     “    it was my fault.    ”       /     @herwounds

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herwounds replied to your post: i JUST said this but ludi lin is my boyfriend, he...

when will that yet be removed

We’ll see...

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@herwounds said:   “It’s just a scratch. You worry too much.”

“    i’m not worried.    ”     because worrying means you care,     which is just about the last thing you want to do.    you’ve spent the last few years of your life keeping to yourself,    not getting close to anyone,   including your own family,     because there’s no use in it.    what’s the point of caring if you’ll inevitably leave them,    your father’s job taking you to another town,    giving you no choice but to start all over again?    you can’t think of one.

and yet,   everything that’s happened seems to be threatening your way of life,    giving you no choice but to get close to the other ‘rangers.’    it’s not until now that you realize that’s exactly what’s happening.     “    it just looks bad.    but forget it.    it’s your problem.    ”

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ok but trini + knowing her parents' ( more like her moms ) expectations of her and what she does while knowing them thank u

for a long time,   her mom would tell her things like “why can’t you just be normal,”   which trini figured was just teasing / a joke for a longest time,   and it wasn’t until around middle school that she realized her mom was dead serious.   it was the first time she’d overheard her parents talking about her,   like something was wrong with her,   all because she didn’t dress / act feminine enough for them,   etc.   and for a short time after,    she actually tried to live up to her mom’s expectations,    asking her to take her to the mall to buy her new clothes,   which her mom was more than happy to do,    because in her eyes,    it was about time that whatever “phase” trini was going through finally faded away.

for a part of seventh grade,    she did dress a lot like most of the other girls in her class.    she still had difficulty speaking in class,    because that’s not something she could just magically change,    but at least she looked the part for a while.    but she was miserable.    she felt uncomfortable,    unhappy,    like none of this was her.    her mother,   for a while,   treated her considerably better.    yelled at her less,   stopped asking so many questions that trini didn’t know how to answer,   etc.,    but none of it helped.     while the break from her mother’s disappointment   (some of it,   anyway;    she still wasn’t the daughter that june wanted,   but she was closer,   and the progress satisfied her mother for a while)   did lift some stress from her shoulders,   the discomfort trini felt by trying to be someone she wasn’t was worse than anything she felt before.

so she stopped.    she started wearing more muted colors again,   shoved all the clothes her mom had just recently bought her in the back of the closet,   never be touched again,    because none of it was her.    after that,    the yelling started up again.    the frustrated glances.    the questions.    she brushed them off before,    but after this,   she just began ignoring them completely.    refusing to respond,   slipping into long periods of silence,    only speaking at home when it was toward her siblings.    

she doesn’t actively go against every expectation her parents have of her.     june’s convinced that trini does all these things just to defy her sometimes,   but trini doesn’t actually care about that.    she rarely intentionally pisses her parents off,    only doing this when she grows tired,    and even then,    it’s just a sarcastic comment.     all trini does is what makes her feel most like herself,    regardless of what her parents think of her anymore,    especially since she’s older now,    almost out of the house.    the only expectation she does pretend to live up to is her mother’s assumption that trini’s straight,    because she doesn’t know how to tell her parents the truth   /   if telling them is even worth the outcome.   

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WE’RE ALL SCREW-UPS.    ind. blogs for jason,   trini,  billy,   kimberly,   and zack of saban’s power rangers.

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ALSO her seeing billy die :)

i’ve mentioned before that trini has attachment issues,    which is part of the reason she’s so distant to most people and didn’t want to have anything to do with the power rangers in the beginning,   so to grow attached to billy,    only to look down at his dead body,   really got to her.   she finally felt that she found people that she could be around for a long time,   and after billy died,   she realized that she’s still very much capable of losing all of them.

but even more than that,   she blamed herself.   she wasn’t supposed to gather the rangers to fight rita.   she was supposed to just find out where the crystal was and report that back to rita.    she had suspicions that billy might have known;    she knows he’s incredibly smart,   so of course it would be him that figured it out.    and she was sure that,   if she asked,   he would have told her.    of course,   she didn’t do any of this because the didn’t want to betray her friends and side with rita,   but after billy died,   she began doubting her own decisions,   thinking that maybe if she would have just found out the location of the crystal and told rita,   they could have found a way to stop her anyway.    even though rita promised not to kill trini if she told her where the crystal was,    who would really trust that green bitch,   so even though trini knew that there was a possibility that betraying her friends could have just lead to her death,    she would have preferred that over billy dying.   in her eyes,   she’s the least important of the five.   the outsider.    losing trini wouldn’t have been as impactful as losing billy,   at least the way she saw it.   all of this was what was going through her head.    just the thoughts that she messed up by telling them what happened in her bedroom,    that she should have been the one that got killed.   and if you rewatch that scene,   you can see that she looks like she’s having a battle with herself because of the guilt,   because in her eyes,   it’s her fault.

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@herwounds said: “Can you move?”

pain spreads across the expanse of your leg,    causing a discomfort that you only allow to show through a slight grimace,    teeth bared and jaw clenched,     a sharp intake of breath.     cheeks burn in embarrassment,   as you’d much rather shoulder the pain on your own,   the way you always have,    but you don’t turn her away.    slowly,   you bend your leg at the knee,    through the action has you hissing in agony,    eyes closed in frustration.     “    technically.    ”     your weight falls against the support of the wall,    offering an attempt at a laugh through the pain.      “     my walk home’s going to blow.    ”