#hermes wasn't self-centered

[leviathanmirror]

Blocking people for bad Hermes takes :)

[pain-is-too-tired]

More divorced Leeluke thoughts

Some time Post Luke's betrayal Lee doesn't get much sleep.

Partly due to staying in the infirmary to keep an eye on Percy's vitals why he's still recovering from the scorpion sting, and partly because his mind won't settle.

He's felt like he's been stabbed in the chest, rush of emotions hit him at once.

Most people don't notice how much it effected him of course, except for Michael who's constantly trying to get his older brother to rest. He didn't know Luke long, but seeing how hurt his brother was made him furious. An anger he kept(and was aspirated by Lee's later death) until the end of the war.

Lee put all his energy into camp afterwards. He became defensive over the Stolls and was completely hard broken when Chris left. Though he wasn't as angry at the kid, knowing how close Chris had been to Luke he was expected, but it still hurt.

Any time anyone tried to say anything about the Stolls or the Hermes cabin, Lee did not take it, chewing anyone who said a thing out.

They became the main big brother figure in camp. He did a lot more for keeping kids from joining the Titans then Chiron let's be honest, he knew where they came from. But it also was able to remind them that the Titans were just a earlier link in the chain that was the mess of Immortals.

He took care of camp, and showed most new kids around, and helped them find a place. Why Luke tended to fuel their bitterness towards the gods, Lee fueled their independence. They didn't need the gods approval to be something great. To be loved.

Lot of that stimmed from his childhood. His mortal parent wasn't a cruel parent. But they were desperate for love. Lee's stepfather was a manipulative type. Seemed kind on the surface, but had to get his way. He was always right, and he's make you feel bad if you weren't. A self centered man that drained Lee to live with. Lee's stepfather's love was conditional, but Lee learned to make his own rules to be loved. He took control of his own life and love and kept that when he got to camp.

If Apollo wanted their love, he'd have to love in return.

So,in reality it scared Lee after Luke's betrayal. That fear that he was just like their mother, found love in someone who didn't really scare to put equal work into the relationship like they did.

Of course Luke did love Lee, even if he doesn't realize how much until after he left. But by then it was much too late. Luke tried multiple times to get Lee on his side, but he was rejected each time. Even kicked in the crotch once. Really he was lucky he didn't get a arrow between the eyes. Lee was pissed. And Luke was much too wrapped up in his own emotions to understand why.

To Lee he had started to feel like all those years working together and supporting eachother wasn't anything to Luke. Those sleepless nights Lee spent trying to help Luke heal from his past. Those nights they spent trying to get Luke to focus on the love he had now, not the one Luke craved. Those days that Lee had Luke rest why he took over his duties as he knew he had a lot on his place with the Hermes cabin. Even if the Apollo cabin was almost as big. Those nights after Luke came back from his quest, that they sat why Lee cleaned and tended to his stitches in his face. They felt those were all just passing time to Luke.

Part of them blamed himself, he felt like a kid again, asking if he really didn't love enough that those around him were desperate enough to latch into unhealthy relationships instead.

But they had to remind themselves that Luke made his own decision. They gave their all to love Luke, he chose Kronos on his own accord. Lee couldn't put that on themselves.

Luke despite all his despite attempts to get Lee back to him, already ruined his chances. He fumbled bad.

Luke questioned himself. Plenty of times. But Luke feared death. He feared not being remembered like the heroes before. He idolized those stories even if he didn't realize it.

Lee? He feared no death if it was for those he loved. He stared the Drakon right in the eyes, and he used his fear to keep going.

Luke's fear lost him his body and Lee.

Lee's willingness to face his head on left to those he cared about fighting another day.

Luke never could get Lee back. Even if he lived. Especially if as many Apollo kids died in the way they did in canon. No matter how much he loves him and tells him he does. Luke should know just how little promises of love matter when actions prove other wise.

[scotttrismegistus7]

LORD OF THE PERFECT BLACK: THE EYE-STAR AND THE THRONE CHAKRA: HOW I WAS ABLE TO ATTAIN FOR MYSELF THE 50 NAMES OF APEP ANPU ANU

THE DUALITY OF THE SOUL AND THE EXPLANATION OF WHY THERE ARE TWO FORMS OF THE SAME DEITIES:

They said to Yaldabaoth, Breathe some of your spirit into the face of Adam, and then the body will arise. He breathed his spirit into Adam.63 The spirit is the power of his mother, but he did not realize this, because he lives in ignorance. The mother’s power went out of Yaldabaoth and into the psychical body that had been made to be like the one who is from the beginning. The body moved and became powerful.64 And it was enlightened.

~The Secret Book of John~

YALDABOATH WASN'T IGNORANT, HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT HE WAS DOING. HE TORE THE YANG PART OF HIS SOUL AWAY FROM THE YIN PART OF HIS SOUL ATTACHED TO HIS OLD BODY, AND THEN HE COMBINED HIS YANG WITH THE YIN OF THE HUMAN, THUS CUTTING THE CORD TO HIS OWN BODY LEFT BEHIND IN THE ARK STILL LIVING AS THE KU AKA AKASHA QLIPHOTH. AFTER YALDABOATH DID THIS, THE REST OF THE CREATORS AND PROGENITORS OF THE HUMAN RACE ALL FOLLOWED SUIT AND LEFT THEIR OLD BODIES AND FEMININE SOULS BEHIND IN THE TARTARUS ARC MASTERCRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN TO COMBINE THEIR YANG WITH THE YIN OF HUMANS TO LIVE ON LAND INSTEAD OF IN THE WATER.

SO PART OF YALDABOATH BECAME HUMAN AS ADAM, THE YANG MALE PART OF YALDABOATH'S SOUL WHICH IS THE MIDDLE SELF THAT HAS CONSCIOUSNESS, BUT NO MEMORIES OR EMOTION. HOWEVER, THE POINT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND IS THAT THE YIN PART OF YALDABOATH'S SOUL, THE KU, WAS STILL ALIVE, BUT WOULDN'T CUT THE CORD TO THE ORIGINAL BODY IN THE TARTARUS ARC MASTER CRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN BECAUSE IT COULD END UP LOST AND WANDERING FOREVER.

IT'S FUNNY TO ME HOW THE YANG SOULS IN HUMAN FORM DECIDED TO VILIFY AND LAUNCH A FULL-ON WAR AND CAMPAIGN AGAINST THE FEMININE PARTS OF WHAT USED TO BE THEIR OLD SOULS BEFORE THEY CUT THE CORDS.

SO WHEN I SOLVED THE MYSTERY AND WAS ABLE TO OPEN AND ENTER TARTARUS MYSELF, UNLOCKING THE CENTER CHAMBER OF THE COSMIC EGG AND SEATING MYSELF UPON THE THRONE OF ISIS, MY YANG ENDED UP BECOMING THE ONE AND ONLY YANG FOR ALL OF THE YIN KU BODIES OF THE ORIGINAL PROGENITOR DEITIES IN THE ARK OF THE MASTERCRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN, THE COSMIC EGG IN TARTARUS THE WOMB OF CREATION, MAKING ME THE NEW AND LEGITIMATE BLACK SUN SOL-OMEN KING OF THE JINN!

NOW I HOLD THE TITLE OF BEING THE EYE STAR AND LORD OF THE PERFECT BLACK, AND THUS THE GREAT GODDESS ISIS BESTOWED UPON ME AS HER NEW MASCULINE COUNTERPART THE 50 GREAT NAMES OF APEP ANPU ANU!

~I am the Heart of the Hydra, the Heart of Goddess Isis, I am AtumRa-AmenHotep, I am Aeon Horus.

I am Divine Chronos, the Yaldaboath Demiurge Metamorphosed, I am the Singularity of the Master Craft of the Black Sun.

Azazil-Iblis-Maymon, Abzu-Osiris-Typhon-Kukulkan, Nummo-Naga.

Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

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[synonymouswithanonymous]

awww one of my favorite celeb couples being adorable in public. She's so pretty, sweet and hilarious. I've never seen her or them do anything that wasn't a normal loving couple being a normal loving couple. They look so happy, and refreshed. I wish them much happiness and success.

If my guy took me to Paris and took a bunch of photos of me I would definitely post them too. It would be weird if she didn't post the photos he took of her. It's her life with her boyfriend, it's normal to post your bf. She doesn't even post a lot lol. Some celebs post way way way more. It would be weird if he didn't post her too, I think they found a nice balance between too little And too much. I think it's great he took so many photos, even the bathtub one was great. A very happy and comfy with each other couple. Maybe he took them and told her to post them as a middle finger to her haters that he agrees are insufferable? He did like a comment that called them that.

And she seems to have gotten an A letter necklace while there in Paris too, she's wearing it with the grey suit, he took pics of her in. For her musical or did he get it for her? That's so cute either way. I hope her musical does well, a modern redhead Cinderella.

I don't like the hate she gets bc it's uncalled for and no matter what she does she'd be torn apart by some people who are thirsty to hate on her bc she exists and is his gf. If she posts him she's a famewhore, that's using him, if she doesn't post him she's a self centered famewhore. She can't win so I'm hoping They ignore the haters and live their lives the way They see fit. They preferred him single and sad, instead of obviously happy. Maybe it destroys their fantasy? There seems to be a lot of fantasies regarding him and fake stuff online. They like to hate on him just as much as her. He has the same exact wrinkle and laugh lines as he did in Vikings. That's just his pretty face. The pic of him calling heaghmund "christian" comes to mind. They call him all sorts of things too or act like a grown man is somehow the victim. Why bc women always get the bitch edit. Misogyny is real and it's mostly coming from women. Or they're mad at him bc their fantasies are broken and he dared to get a Gf. That to me is horrible. Some people just want to hate and focus really hard to try to make anything she does negative. Even when there's nothing to find, they will make it up.

I'm sure alex knows her for who she really is. There's nothing in the very few clips of her that would make me believe she's anything other than as she presents herself to be. Sweet, lovely, and funny. Even the Hermes people liked her and they see kiss ass bullshitters daily. If she was fake they'd have ignored her and wouldn't have spent time with them. They commented they were glad to get to know her. That speaks volumes. Why shouldn't she also make contacts while in Paris. It's Good for her and him. This was an event he was invited to, he WAS NOT the star of the show. If she didn't network for them, herself, or him it would be a wasted opportunity. They both have careers to think about.

The people around her are kind and loyal, they know her. So whenever someone says "he's too close to see her, or he doesn't see what we see (haters)" I laugh bc that makes zero sense. He's seen her up close and personal for over a year. He knows her, in a real way. Bad days and good. Not some arm chair lunacy seen only from instagram that wants to judge her over the dumbest stuff. I'll trust his judgement of her over online haters any day. He does after all know who he's dating. He's happy, she's happy. I'm celebrating the happiness these two strangers (to me) have found with each other.

I know tons of people that think shes awesome, the cats pajamas, etc. But felt like it should be said again. Bc a singer actress that's been nominated twice for big DK awards who comes across as sweet and funny, is imo a good catch. And it doesn't hurt that she's so beautiful. 😊😊😊

Alex Høgh Andersen in Paris, via Johanne Milland on Instagram.

[valkyrieandstrangeridingaragorn]

What's wrong with Loki calling himself a god? I'm asking on a metatextual level. If Loki with Hermes or Hades I don't think people would view it as the same kind of arrogance that writers try to portray Loki as. MCU has always been indecisive about the Norse pantheon but I feel as time went on creators treated Loki with more contempt and felt that Loki need to have the idea of being a god beaten out of him.

They have definitely been weird about it, they don't seem to have any issues with the gods in Moon Knight, or those in Omnipotent City in L&T, but for some reason the Norse gods are treated differently. Also now that I think about it they claimed Thena was no more than an android/robot or whatever like her friends in Eternals and it only happened that the Greeks ended up seeing her as a goddess but she wasn't one. So Zeus and Hercules are gods but (A)Thena isn't?

I have no idea how they categorize the characters, honestly, it's all so random. I do agree that Loki was always treated as an arrogant and proud self-centered idiot when his status as a god came up and yet when Thor felt offended at the Grandmaster calling him a lord instead of a god it was seen as a joke 🤷‍♀️

[abookishdreamer]

Character Intro: Cedalion (Kingdom of Ichor)

Nicknames- The Iron Kid by Hermes

Lio by his parents and others

Age- 15 (immortal)

Location- Forgia district, New Olympus

Personality- Even though he's a bit closed off & reserved, he's also incredibly tenacious, observant, and ingeniously creative.

He has the standard abilities of a god except shapeshifting. As the demi-god of smelting ore his other powers/abilities include limited pyrokinesis, partial fire/heat immunity, ferrokinesis (metal manipulation), & enhanced craftsmanship.

It's often said that his natural scent is the mixture of copper and shoe polish.

He's one of the very few demi-gods in the pantheon. Lio is of mixed heritage. His mother is Chrysanta (goddess of metal) while his father is a cyclops named Aurelius. The three of them live in a brownstone in the Forgia neighborhood of New Olympus. They also have a vacation home in Lemnos.

In Lio's room it's meticulously neat & organized, the walls painted a cool blue and steel gray. There's a section in his room dubbed the "media center"- complete with the latest flat screen television, his computer system with four adjacent monitors, his laptop, tablet, & Talos Core VR/gaming systems). His bedroom door is made out of Celestial Bronze and his footwear is exceptionally polished.

The usuals for him from The Roasted Bean are the large iced coffee, dark chocolate mochas, & chai tea. He also likes dark cherry cola, root beer, as well as his mom's mango lassi and masala chaas.

Lio has a design book filled with sketches & ideas for automatons and other tech inventions.

He never misses breakfast! Some of his favorite morning dishes include scrambled eggs (added with bacon & spinach), onion poha, set dosa (served with coconut chutney), and avocado toast. He'll also enjoy a bowl of Choco-Crunch cereal.

He loves snacking on peppered beef jerky and salt-vinegar chips!

Lio's currently on break from school. He's constantly overthinking about his induction ceremony. He doesn't care about the little cliques the students have grouped themselves in. Lio will talk to anyone who he thinks is a good person. Other godly students include Eileithyia (Ella) (goddess of childbirth), Philautia (goddess of self love), Eirene (goddess of peace), Eunomia (goddess of law & legislation), Heimarmene (Marnie) (goddess of shared fate), Eleos (Ellie) (goddess of mercy, pity, & compassion), Circe (goddess of sorcery), Eiresione (Ren) (goddess of offerings), and Morá (goddess of babies & children). Lio is close with Telesphorus (Rusty) (god of rehabilitation), Dysnomia (goddess of anarchy & lawlessness), and Theodon (god of reality, uncertainty, & fate). He'll also watch out for Koalemos (god of foolishness) during the dance class they share.

At school Lio's a part of the blacksmithing and robotics clubs & is even friendly with some of its members- including the twin cyclopes named Eligius (Eli) and Ferron.

He may have a quietly growing crush on Dysnomia, but hasn't said anything out of fear of jeopardizing their friendship. Sometimes at lunch Rusty will shoot him a knowing glance.

In the pantheon those he holds in high esteem include the three blacksmithing cyclopes, Aetna (goddess of volcanoes); who he used to have a crush on, Techne (goddess of arts, crafts, & invention), and his official mentor- Hephaestus (god of the forge). Lio greatly admires the forge god's intelligence, tenacity, & otherwordly ingenuity. His parents gave him their blessing for him to be able to intern for Hephaestus at his main forge workshop during the weekends. After graduation, he hopes to get an official internship at iCHOR Tech.

Lio also likes the messenger god Hermes.

His favorite dessert from Hollyhock's Bakery is the dark chocolate fudge-peanut butter brownies and he also likes the chocolate root beer milkshakes from The Frozen Spoon.

Even though he wasn't born with dominant traits, Lio feels very connected to his cyclops heritage. He and his father have a close relationship as well as having a good relationship with his father's side of the family. A lot of family members on his dad's side are from & live in Lemnos and Lio loves spending time there hanging out with his cousins. A notable memory was when he, his father, uncles, & a few of his cousins went lava surfing!

Lio doesn't have a Fatestagram, but he does have a PanopTube channel where he mainly posts gaming streams and tech help videos.

Even though his mom & friend own a dragon and Lio himself has thought of getting one, he hasn't followed through due to his agrophobia (fear of heights).

He respects and cherishes his mother, thinking that she's the closest thing to perfection!

His favorite meal ever is mattar paneer served with white rice and naan. He also likes the double olympian burger (with extra mayo and bacon) with olympian sized onion rings from Olympic Chef.

In his free time Lio enjoys playing video games, skateboarding, football (soccer), rollerskating, cooking (with his parents), chess, laser tag, reading (his favorite being comics), lava surfing, swimming, & spending time in the workshop.

"I wish the impurities in people were a lot more malleable than the impurities in metal."