#here comes the whaa-mbulance

[someoneoffthestreet]

I guess- I guess I really was naive, even still

I guess I really did believe that something- anything- had changed. that after the outrage from Dean beating Cas in the library in s10, that maybe perspective would have changed. that people would have realized

but no. nothing’s changed. it’s the same ol’ same o’l bullshit. I literally did not think I could get heartbroken over this crap again, that I’d put enough time and distance in this not to care, but here I am. again. 

I love De*n/C*s in canon. but fanon has been ruined for me for years and now I know that isn’t ever going to change