#herbstschmetterlinge

[iamspringday]

The #herbstschmetterlinge pocket books are finally here and will be shipped out today! Once again, this vision only came true thanks to you, guys💛💙 I am so proud to present the final result to you... They are currently sold out but there will be more in October so please contact me if you are interested! You can find the instructions how to order in my bio :3 Have a great weekend 🍁🍂🌻 #iamspringday #btsfanfiction #btsfanfic #kirschblütenregen #butterfliesinautumn #tmocb #themorbidityofcherryblossoms https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn-6y6zjvpY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14nfi51l1tkou

[iamspringday]

OMG, I am so moved to tears by this @seventhtimesthecharm . Your drawing is just perfect, I’m lacking the words to describe it. Thank you for letting my stories inspire you to create something this beautiful! I’m so happy their message reached and resounded with you 🌸 Your style in general is really amazing, keep up the great work! I’ll follow for sure!

Bloom🍃

This piece of jungkook is inspired by the fic “butterflies in autumn” from the “the morbidity of cherry blossoms” series (https://archiveofourown.org/series/835500) on ao3 written by @iamspringday

So i have a lot to say about this story but the main thing to take away is that this story broke my heart and healed it at the same time.

The morbidity of cherry blossoms and also butterflies in autumn are stories that i’ll never ever be able to forget and i think i cried more times while reading them than in all the times i’ve cried in my life combined.

The emotional attachment that i had to these characters, especially jungkook, was so unbelievably intense and following their growth as people really hit me in my heart.

Furthermore, these stories were written so beautifully and delicately, just the wording had me tearing up and reflecting on their meanings.

Overall i have just learned so so much through this series and am really grateful to have read such a story that ended up meaning so much to me. Thank you @iamspringday for writing this masterpiece. I think about it everyday.

I would like to end this with a small paragraph from the butterflies in autumn that really touched my heart:

Against the common belief, you don’t only have one soulmate. The heart is a garden. It grows all kinds of different flowers for the people that matter to us. Some flowers, in fact, do wilt, some are cut and then regrow, some are of the same kind and yet their blossoms look nothing alike. If we lose a person, it’s up to us to dry their flower and keep it behind glass to never catch dust. Look at it, its prevailing beauty and pick it up from time to time with the grateful smile only fond memories create on faces. There is nothing wrong with cutting out old roots and making room for new seeds. Some of them will bloom year after year for a very long time. Some of them will only last one season. We don’t always know which one is which. So take your time to admire every blossom.

[iamspringday]

I‘m lacking the words to express how touched I am by @youaremysunshinebunny decision to get the lighter and even the title of my story #themorbidityofcherryblossoms permanently inked on her body. It feels utterly surreal to see the tattoo designs I made up in my own head one someone else’s skin... It’s an honor I don’t really deem myself worthy of but on the other hand I am so incredibly grateful that @youaremysunshinebunny allowed the message of my story to speak to her on such a personal level. She combined the lighter, the cherry blossoms, butterflies to represent the soul and the title of my work with her favorite line in Spring Day to make up a design that holds dee meaning to her personally. I designed the lighter, the butterflies and even the cherry blossoms to represent different ways of self love and acceptance, a form of spring that is not a season but a personal decision. I really hope this tattoo serves its purpose to remind you of your inner strength to make a change whenever life feels like a bridge crossing troubled water. 🙏🌸 You’ll see more pictures once the tattoo is fully healed and I will hopefully get the chance to take a picture with @youaremysunshinebunny in Berlin next week! :3 #iamspringday #ifeelhonored #kirschblütenregen #herbstschmetterlinge #butterfliesinautumn #tmocb #btsfanfic #tattoo https://www.instagram.com/p/BorhbydjBWk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x3trcsbm9kly

[iamspringday]

And we’ll have Halloween on Christmas and in the nights we’ll wish this never ends... 🎧@blue.eye.l_arts did this amazingly detailed #kookiebird drawing as a commission for @danieobee who kindly gave me the permission to share it with you! Do I need to say how perfect the composition and the details are?! From reproducing existing photos @blue.eye.l_arts surely turned into a visionary 💙 @danieobee’s fave KookieBird scene was the one when JK was about to leave the back room of the tattoo studio but then turned around again to confess his feelings to Bird. Which one is your fave KookieBird scene?! 🐦🍪 #iamspringday #herbstschmetterlinge #butterfliesinautumn #btsfanfic #bts #ocbluebird #tmocb #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #kirschblütenregen #btsfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/BphlqgtDqSE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kcvwoy4840zj

[iamspringday]

You can also still order the iamspringday bookmarks to support me a little! DM me if you’re interested ~ #iamspringday #btsfanfiction #btsfanfic #butterfliesinautumn #kirschblütenregen #tmocb #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #herbstschmetterlinge #iamspringdaybookmark https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn_XySrDI_5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jd9y9ejzl5zw

[iamspringday]

In addition to their amazing #ocbluebird cosplay, @kae_riders96 also did a version of Jimin‘s tattoo in #themorbidityofcherryblossoms 🌸 The scars we’re recreated with latex. Thank you so much, Kae, for this impressive visual realization of my words and visions 🖤 Keep up your great art 🦋 #iamspringday #tmocb #butterfliesinautumn #kirschblütenregen #herbstschmetterlinge #btsfanfiction https://www.instagram.com/p/BndmD_pB1sA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zcokaqgr7h9a

[iamspringday]

Yesterday @kitsupon_cosplay finally got her #hyyh tattoo. 🌸🌕The design of putting it in a full moon and decorating it with cherry blossoms was inspired by #themorbidityofcherryblossoms as a reminder that the power to shine lies within herself. I, myself, am grateful in return that the story serendipitously made us cross paths - who would have thought that one year after publishing Morbidity, she and I would be working for the same company and sharing an office🤣 A prime example of how it is life itself that writes the most remarkable stories... Thank you @kitsupon_cosplay for letting my stories guide you through a particularly tough time. The way you battle destiny’s black humor is truly inspirational and I’m looking forward to a future of learning from each other and growing together 💪🏻🌸💛 #iamspringday #kirschblütenregen #butterfliesinautumn #herbstschmetterlinge #btstattoo #tmocb

[iamspringday]

“Somebody I hold very high once told me to wear my scars as medals.” 🏅🌕 I got this tattoo to remind myself of the message I developed in #themorbidityofcherryblossoms and #butterfliesinautumn. The idea to understand your scars - visible on the skin or hidden on the inside - as medals and let them become a constellation of stars to light your way home that is also conveyed in LuHan’s song “勋章 Medals”. The colors blue and yellow became the epitome of destiny for me, serendipitous encounters and lucky chances that simply can’t be mere coincidences. One of those instances being the very fact that I unexpectedly encountered my soulmate @iamspringflower through the stories I wrote just to cope with my very own trauma. We got matching tattoos to remind ourselves of the beauty of imperfection, the very fact that sometimes you need to die once in order to live twice. 🌙🌙 #iamspringday #herbstschmetterlinge #kirschblütenregen https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1l1iHhu7K/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n913wi603rgq

[iamspringday]

Aufgepasst!^^ Aufgrund der immer noch großen Nachfrage, werde ich Ende September eine neue Auflage vom Kirschblütenregen Taschenbuch drucken lassen, das zur Zeit ausverkauft ist. Ihr könnt ab jetzt vorbestellen, indem ihr mir die Bestell Infos, die ihr im Info Zusatzkapitel von Herbstschmetterlinge auf ff.de findet, per Mail an mo.hua@gmx.de schickt! Wenn ihr Interesse habt, wartet bitte nicht lange mit euer Bestellung, damit ich weiß, wie viele Exemplare ich drucken lassen muss! Diejenigen von euch, die bereits auf meiner Warteliste für KBR stehen, schreibe ich heute Abend in einer Rundmail an, aber ihr dürft auch gerne von euch aus jetzt schon bestellen! Sagt es weiter und meldet euch! Schönen Sonntag allerseits 🌸💕💕 Und vielen Dank für euer weiterhin bestehendes Interesse... 💛☀️ #iamspringday #kirschblütenregen #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #tmocb #btsfanfic #btsfanfiction #btsangst #herbstschmetterlinge #butterfliesinautumn https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnf_iHgBnxM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qz0umkppgdzt

[iamspringday]

I am super happy to hear that those of you who already read “Wings”, the epilogue of #butterfliesinautumn, apparently really enjoyed it :3 I keep getting so many touching messages that it will take me some days to reply to you all! Please be patient :3 I’ll work my way through all the replies I still owe you and then take a little break from writing in order to edit the German print version of BiA and finish the cover artwork. My next writing project will be a BTS x Studio Ghibli crossover AU! So far I’m expecting it to be a multi-chapter short story. It’s gonna be a partner project with my girl @iamspringflower (we’re gonna write 2 independent stories based on the same prompts) and the movie we chose is Spirited Away!🔮🐉 My take on the project will be dark, smutty and angsty as usual, definitely P18/rated M^^ 👅👻 I can’t determine when it will be released just yet... please keep watching out for teasers here on my IG! I will continue posting fan art (in case I keep receiving some xD) and keep you updated on my progress with the print version and upcoming projects. So please stay subscribed... ^^ Thank you once again for your support and for accompanying me on this journey of healing. I owe you guys a lot🙏🙏🌕🦋 #iamspringday #iamblessed #iamgrateful #kirschblütenregen #herbstschmetterlinge #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #tmocb #btsfanfic

[iamspringday]

@iamspringflower made these super cute #themorbidityofcherryblossoms themed Polaroid collection as a gift for @blue.eye.l_arts who finally got to hang out with the both of us in person. I also got a set of them and the nostalgia those pictures make me feel ist unreal xD take a close look at the captions :3 And don’t miss our Insta Live on Sunday! #iamspringday #herbstschmetterlinge #kirschblütenregen #tmocb #btsfanfiction #btsfanart #springflowerdayislove https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm0ZFtFl-Bi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17zn7o5vw3k9m

[iamspringday]

Attention! ;) The last chapter of #butterfliesinautumn is called “Moving On” and it will be released on June 14th (Bird’s birthday^^). It will not be split so it’s going to be rather long. Please look forward to the long awaited closure. 🌕 Also keep in mind that there will still be an epilogue which I consider the ending. So “Moving On” won’t bring you the final scene just yet. But it will let you heal. 🌊🍁🌙🌕✨ More teasers to come (3 in total this time!). Thanks for your patience, it will be worth the wait! How does the first teaser make you feel? :3 #iamspringday #herbstschmetterlinge #ocbluebird #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #tmocb #btsfanfic #btsangst #kirschblütenregen

[iamspringday]

“Yeah maybe one day… One day you’re gonna see me with a big ass nose ring and that means I battled addiction and won.” He won. 🦋#iamspringday #ocbluebird #butterfliesinautumn #herbstschmetterlinge #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #kirschblütenregen #tmocb

[iamspringday]

Believe it or not, the project @henry_fanarts and I are working on together is still a thing! xD It’s connected to the planned print version of #herbstschmetterlinge and thus it can’t be revealed just yet. But it’s making progress and Henry sent me those color samples yesterday because we were trying to figure out the design of the product and I thought that the sketch itself was already too cute not to post it xD Is anybody here rooting for an OT3?! Any JiKookBird shippers out there who wish for an ending that involves 3 roses? Let me see your hands 🙌🏻 #iamspringday #butterfliesinautumn #ocbluebird #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #kirschblütenregen #tmocb #springhenry #hering🐟

[iamspringday]

Tbh, I waited to make the joke about “Blue Bird and the Busan Bitches” ever since chapter 6 and it was pure satisfaction to finally drop it in the epilogue 🤣🤣🤣👌🏻 What better way to end this story with a freaking lame alliteration pun 🤓 Ok, but the real reason I’m writing this caption: my heart blooms at this wonderful piece, @gurasuchan_millionpages ♥️♥️♥️ Oh my God it feels so good to look at this... it’s like you had given me a receipt saying “You did it, Honey”... It’s like the vision I had about #butterfliesinautumn finally laid out in front of me... I did it, we did it, it’s done. I’d like to take this opportunity to thank you for you unconditional support, Caro. Your pictures always picked me up when I was feeling down, you showed me aspects of my own story that I hadn’t noticed before and I just think your one of the cutest human beings I ever got to talk to. I cannot wait to finally meet you in person. I am so incredibly proud of you... proud to be part of your decision to pursue art for a living. We made it... together. I made BiA happen and you made it into the arts acacdemy🌸💕 teamwork makes the dream work 🦋 Keep evolving, my little leave of grass 🌾 #iamspringday #herbstschmetterlinge #ocbluebird #tmocb #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #kirschblütenregen #btsfanfic

[iamspringday]

@justyouranj designed this logo consisting of a triangle, a semicolon, a butterfly wing and three rose petals growing from the same root. Did you know? The semicolon is a popular tattoo design to indicate that you survived a suicide attempted and/or decided to find the strength to keep on living after contemplating suicide. It’s an unfinished sentences that will be continued... I am so proud of those of you who approached me during a very dark period of their lives and who I saw overcome their struggles over the course of the last year! To know that my stories played even the tiniest of parts in your decision to carry on and face the future is an honor I’ll never be able to fully grasp. Let’s bloom together for brighter days to come 🌸 #iamspringday #kirschblütenregen #themorbidityofcherryblossoms #tmocb #herbstschmetterlinge #butterfliesinautumn #btsfanfic