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ayla is on her way to becoming a certified monster f- lover.
#her personal goal is to romance at least one of every occult!#this is gonna be a totally non serious save for now#it's spooky szn so what better time than now to do this!!#i'm also totally open to âcustomâ occults so.....#if anyone has any monster/occult sims up for download#đ#i think i'll eventually do the smc with her#she'll settle down w a vampire and become one herself#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 gameplay#ts4 occult#đ»#*ayla
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Sims 4 Legacy Challenge
I fell in love with Lilsimsieâs Not So Berry Challenge, this challenge was inspired by it but I made sure to make it different. Gen 10 Is the closest this gets to her challenge but it is still different. Originally I was going to assign colors but ended up deciding against it which you may notice with some of the traits. I like to give my sims one negative trait to make things more realistic and fun for myself. Some Sims have more of a loose story so any story tellers can tell their story as they please.
I admit Iâm still playtesting this challenge, if I find things that need changes I will come back and fix them, if you play please help me find anything thatâs ether too hard or makes no sense.
I have a few bonus Sims, some of which are not yet listed as I havenât completed them.Â
I donât have a set of challenge rules as I want people to play this as they wish, whether you make it a rags to riches or just play with the challenge itself.
Now for the Challenge:
Gen 1: Passionate Painter
You have a fiery love.. For art! Art has always caught your eye more than people ever have, and youâre honestly fine with that. Painting is your passion! You can really express your emotion with it, but some people will never understand. No one would suspect, but youâre a health nut.
Traits: Hot Headed, Self-Assured, Art Lover.
Aspiration: Painter Extraordinaire
Challenge Goals:
Complete your aspiration
Reach level 10 of the painting skill
Reach level 10 of the Painter career
Keep all of your first paintings (small classic, medium classic, large classic, etc.)
First date must be at museum
Only eat healthy foods
Make at least one of each painting
Have two kids
Gen 2: Friendly Baker
Food can be art too, and it's also yummy. You are a people person, and your favorite way of making friends is through treats and parties! Treats brings people together and tastes so good while doing so. You love treats, maybe a little too much. People are surprised you love sweets so much when your founder was such a healthy eater.
Traits: Glutton, Outgoing, Self-Assured
Aspiration: Friend to the world
Challenge Goals:
Complete your aspiration
Reach level 10 of Baking skill
Keep your Founderâs first ever painting
Make at least one of each item in the baking list
Have at least 5 friends, including your forever best friend from childhood
Have a penpal
Be good friends with your sibling
Have more than 1 kid
Gen 3: Master Chef
Growing up you had all the treats you could ask for, but there's so much more to food!
Traits: Foodie, Perfectionist, Outgoing
Aspiration: Master Chef
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of Cooking and Gourmet Cooking skills
Complete Aspiration
Inherit Founder's first painting
Make at least one of each item both the Cooking and Gourmet Cooking list
Don't let anyone else cook or get quick meals
Only make cake for someone's birthday
Gen 4: Classical GeniusÂ
Your parent's comfort has always lied in food, but for you, it's music. The Violin has always had such a pretty sound that seems to calm your soul and speak to you. It's history is so fun and it's become your passion. From a little girl you've played a violin and over the years have grown in love with it.
Traits: Music Lover, Perfectionist, Creative
Aspiration:
Challenge Goals
Reach level 10 of Violin skill
Only listen to classical music
Inherit founder's first painting
Have 50,000 simoleons in savings at once
Be an adult before having kids
Have all of your children reach A student as child and teen
Have 1-3 kids
Gen 5: Rising Star
Your parent is all for the violin, but singing and playing the guitar is so much more fun. You love writing music after writing a love song for your first lover and after that you find it's your passion. You start publishing your songs and earn a following, landing you a spotlight and a voice in the world.
Traits: Creative, Ambitious, Clumsy
Aspiration:Â
Challenge goals
Reach level 10 of singing career
Reach level 10 of guitar before you reach adult
Inherit founder's first painting
Have two partners before ether being with your forever Sim or deciding to stay single
Don't get married
Have 1 "oopsie" child, can be any of your lover's (or someone elseâs)
OPTIONAL
If you have get famous, reach at least 4 stars of fame
Gen 6: Humble Farmer
For two generations your family has been tainted with riches and that's how you grew up. But you start to realize as a young adult that money is nothing but a distraction, true riches come from land and hard work. You move away with your parent's blessing and almost nothing to start a farm you can be proud of.
Traits: Outdoor Lover, Vegan, ClumsyÂ
Aspiration: Freelance BotanistÂ
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of the Gardening Career
Move out as a young adult with only 20,000 simoleons and get the biggest lot available
Complete your aspiration
Inherit founderâs first painting
Don't get a Job
Only sell your crops (and crafts if you pick one up)
Have at least two crops for each season (if your crop can grow in more than one season it counts as one for all the seasons)
Have at least 3 kids, helping hands make lighter loads
Gen 7: Romantic AdventurerÂ
Growing up on the farm, you're not afraid to get your hands dirty. Adventure calls your name and youâre ready to answer. As a child you enjoy finding time capsules and frogs and exploring all types of mysteries. As a teen you find your neighborhoodâs hidden world and as an adult you explore every inch of the Jungle. Beyond that, you dream of finding someone to take on these adventures.
Traits: Outdoor Lover, Jealous, Romantic
Aspiration: Jungle Explorer
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 or Archeology and Selvadorian culture skills
Complete Jungle Explorer Aspiration
From childhood, find frogs and collect time capsules
As a teen, find your neighborhoodâs hidden world (Sylvan Glade for Willow Creek, Forgotten Grotto in Oasis Springs, Cave of Soulani, etc) If your neighborhood doesn't have a hidden world you may pick a hidden world of your choosing (leave Sixam for gen 10)
Inherit founderâs first painting
Explore the entire Jungle in your lifetime
Marry your third partner
Marry as an adult
Have at least one family adventure
Take your kids to the beach every weekend
Gen 8: Ocean Protector
The beach has always held a special place in your heart, it was the one place your parents brought you that really made you feel like you were a part of a family. Your parents never noticed your depression since teenhood and it sticks with you through your entire life. When itâs almost your young adult birthday, you run away to Sulani and find your beloved beach is in danger of nasty pollution.Â
Traits: Outdoor Lover, Gloomy, Child of the Island
Aspiration: Beach Living
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of Fitness skill ONLY THROUGH SWIMMING
Reach level 10 of Conservationist career Environmental Manager Branch
Complete Beach Living Aspiration
Inherit founderâs first painting
Have a best friend that lives in Sulani
When youâre about to age into a young adult, move to your best friendâs house
As a young adult, move into your own lot in Sulani
Invest lots of your time with your family, maybe even too much
Find suitors for all your children
Gen 9: Marine Biologist
Growing up on the beach, you love it as much as your parent does. But while they work towards saving it, you want to work towards learning about the creatures youâre saving. You love your parent but they never give you space and when you talk to them about it theyâre very dismissive. You become very dependent on your parent.
Traits: Child of the Ocean, Gloomy, GeniusÂ
Aspiration: Angling Ace
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of the fishing and Parenting skills
Reach level 10 of the Conservationist career Marine Biologist
Complete Angling Ace Aspiration
Inherit founderâs first painting
Donât move out of your childhood home until your parent dies
Marry your suitor and have 2 kids with them
After your parentâs death, devorce your suitor
Remarry a Sim with the Good trait and have at least one kid with them
Support all your childrenâs choices
Gen 10: Space Explorer
Your Parent has always supported all your dreams, you were always close with them and loved the stories of all the crazy creatures that live within the Sim world, but what about elsewhere? You look to the stars and dream of what could be out there, maybe you should be the one to find out. Your a funny Sim who enjoys making your friends and family laugh, which makes space life a little less tedious
Traits: Genius, Bookworm, Goofball
Aspiration: Nerd Brain
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of Handiness and Rocket Science Skills
Reach level 10 of Astronaut career Space Ranger Branch
Complete Nerd Brain Aspiration
Inherit founderâs first painting
Have a close relationship with your parent
Build a rocket
Visit Planet Sixam
Marry as an Adult
Marry a co-worker
OPTIONAL
Meet an Alien (If you want to add occults to your story
BONUS SIMS
Gen 11: Unflirty Romance
While your parents heads were in the stars, yours was always in the books. You find it fascinating that someone can take your mind into whatever world they want to and you dream of sharing your own ideas with the world. You write Romance which some find strange due to you not being one for romance, what can you say? Itâs so much easier in the books.
Traits: Bookworm, Creative, Unflirty
Aspiration: Bestselling Author
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of Writing and Logic Skills
Reach level 10 or Writer career Author Branch
Complete Bestselling Author aspiration
Inherit founderâs first painting
Self Publish books until you reach level 6 of Writer career
Write 1 book for each child and gift it to them
Besides your childrenâs books, only write romance novels
Marry your best friend
OPTIONAL:
If you have Get Famous reach at least 3 stars of fame
Gen 12: Dr. Unflirty
Can you find love if itâs scary? Your Parent always wrote about romance but never displayed it for you. You want to find happiness with someone but will that be possible? You refuse to give up but dogs are so much easier! You love them and dream of caring for them as a vet. However, one little accident proves to make this harder than you originally thought.
Traits: Unflirty, Good, Dog Lover
Aspiration: Soulmate
Challenge Goals:
Reach level 10 of Charisma, Veterinarian, and Photography skills
Reach level 5 of Pet Trainer skills
Reach level 3 of any part time job before adult
Inherit founderâs first painting
Wait until youâve raised the money to move out of your parents house
Make extra cash selling your pictures
As an Adult quit your babysitting job and become a vet
Have one child as a young adult (teen if you have the mods for it) this is your only child
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hc questions 5, 6, 7, 26, 44 & 47 for any or all of the science team members if you want? :)
oh bless!! thank you!! iâll go with My Beloved Three, as usual, the sci trio
Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
my hcs on this have wobbled over time but overall i imagine dan, char and miles are all like, fairly, neat. tho they all have a tendency to leave papers around
and miles doesnât make the bed as much. cuz imagining miles napping in rumpled quilts is a very cute mental image. hair disheveled
i think a good term for whats going on with dan and char is Organized Chaos. theyâre both scientists (and a musician) for heckâs sake. it doesnât look like they know what theyâre doing but they do. but ur not gonna walk into their house(s) and be like âugh gross what the fuckâ. itâs nice. dan tends to make the bed
and i imagine dan keeps The Rat Room (yes, you heard me) immaculate because you reeeeeeally want that area to be well cared for
as for personal, lets get this out of the way, none of them are yucky. but dan is showering the least, just due to absent mindedness and hyperfixation. like ya really get into a project and then suddenly oh fuck i need a shower. but thats relative. heâs not a stinky gross boy. i imagine miles washes the most because like, he has body piercings and those GOTTA be cleaned every day, especially the downstairs one. miles values his dick, he donât want an infection
also its amazing how much more you shower/bathe when you have a partner. or in this case, two partners. in general and for sexy purposes. hell yeah
well thats enough of me picturing these three showering, moving on
Eating habits and sample daily menu
its odd how often iâve pictured these people eating together
dan: eats the least (and for once that isnât a skinny joke, he could eat cake every day and heâd still be like that) because for the most part he doesnât have much of an appetite. he eats what he needs, with random bursts of being really hungry (itâs a neurodivergent thing). i imagine he has a extra fondness for pasta and can put a surprising amount of it away when he wants to. tho typically for ease, heâll stick to noodles. he takes his coffee mild and decaf. i hc him as a vegetarian due to not being able to process meat. his body also cannot handle alcohol and the one time he tried it he needed to be hospitalized. his ice cream preference is vanilla with chocolate sprinkles. or honeycomb. favourite vegetable is capsicum (which heâd call a bell pepper because heâs american), favourite fruit is pineapple. on that note he likes pineapple pizza. overall he eats simple but isnât against trying new things. he has a very neutral disposition towards food
char: of the trio, i define charlotte as the Loud Passionate One so obviously being a big eater goes with that, likes a big breakfast (eggs, sausages, sometimes french toast!), sometimes skips lunch when sheâs working at the museum due to focus, has a ravenous sweet tooth (i havenât been subtle that iâve made her ADORE chocolate but in general i see her liking sweet things), she can handle eating less tho because sheâs gone on plenty of expeditions and such. so i think she eats a lot under normal circumstances because, like, she can. i donât think i need to tell you what her ice cream or starbucks preferences are, do i? takes her coffee with three sugars, two coffees and creamy. likes mochas and hot chocolates too. with marshmallows. naturally, her fave kind of chocolate is galaxy because she is an English Woman. another fave of hers is cadburyâs creme eggs. but lest you think Good Lord Sapphire This Womanâs Entire Body Is A Sugar Molecule, donât worry she does eat well. like veggies, fruits, meats, sheâs fine. of meats, she has a fondness for fish (i have no further information, im terrible with fish. but sheâs a pom, so...). favourite fruit is pear, favourite vegetable is peas. likes a bacardi, or rum and coke
miles: he eats a ânormalâ amount but heâs a grazer. which means, not so much Set Meal eating than eating/snacking thru out the day. he takes his coffee black, no surprise, but with sugar! see, its a metaphor. for him. likes fried eggs and hash browns. his fave food is very cheap mac and cheese. i think in general he really likes cheese. he doesnât have complicated tastes, like, he grew up poor. he likes seafood (in particular fish tacos) but not lobster as he discovered when he got cashed up. he likes salty food but likes sweets too, in particular i can imagine him snacking on m&ms, skittles, gummi bears. little things. doesnât have a fave vegetable because he doesnât care enough, to him veggies are things to eat so you wonât die. doesnât hate him but isnât excited to eat âem. fave ice cream is mint choc. heâll drink whatever (except for vodka) but is used to beer. thinks pineapple on pizza is an abomination, espech since he really likes pizza otherwise. i consider him a food opportunist, like, oh theres food here? yoink. or like, oh hey, if everybody else is eating, iâll have whateverâs going on
....i feel like whenever i write hcs about these guys my brain takes on their tone. like, that was a lot of short, eh whatever, sentences for miles there
Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
dan:
- reading (really depends on how you define Wasting Time). also he composes music and when he was alive, that was considered wasting time (ugh)
- sometimes even just doing hobbies or work or whatever, even then, he tends to have this feeling of never doing enough due to his Perfectly Healthy And Supportive Upbringing [seethes] so uhhhh basically, anxiety? like this was a dude raised to think anything other than his work was a waste of time. it didnât exactly work but a decent amount of that Pressure has to still sit with him
char:
- watching tv, espech star trek
- not a waste of time if youâre enjoying yourself
miles:
- card and board games (werenât expecting that, were ya? iâm not saying that's his Fave Thing To Do, but he considers that a good chill out thing to do. something to do when ur bored but you donât feel like watching tv or having sex)
-Â âitâs something to doâ
Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things donât workout?
dan:
for original lifetime dan, it was Do Science, Make Mom Proud (tiny voice: and maybe spend the rest of my life with charlotte. if iâm lucky. maybe. please? love?) cuz i imagine dan, although very focussed on the future, actually doesnât think/care about HIS future. i just donât think he cares about himself enough
limbo dan is like Make Music, Love Charlotte. which is fair. and then Love Miles on top of that. so yeah, just wants to be a good musician and husband. and one day, father. with char actually in his life in this world, thats def on his mind. he wonât bring it up tho, heâll wait for her to mention it :3
(danâs canon contingency plan for things not working out is hydrogen bomb)
char:
alive char, like, ADVENTURE! ISLAND! SOLVE MYSTERIES! that makes it sound like sheâs a fucking scooby doo character. i mean, her Goal was to find the island and find out what the fucky duck is going on. she did that. and overall his goals seem like adventure/career orientated. i hc that this version of char never intended on getting married or having kids. she wasnât Against the ideas and sheâs certainly had romances but she was more thinking of other things. (that and i think deep down char thought nobody would ever wanna marry her)
in limboverse There Is No Mystery but she still has her great job(s), that is she works at a museum and i think she goes on expeditions sometimes. so theres that, sheâs got the great career. really, her Plan for the future in this world is live the live she couldnât before. she (and dan!) died young so theyâre gonna like, actively adore each other and get married and have kids. and also miles is there. ha, that sounded so rude. she loves miles too. (besties/fuck buddies turned Hey You Wanna Join Me And Danâs Relationship and miles like... yeah sure)
miles:
step one: get money to fill gaping hole of sadness in chest
step two: ????
step three: die
and even my limbo miles whomst iâve put with dan and char doesnât have any plans for the future, besides like, do his job and maybe become a dad again (context: i hc that miles had two kids with richard when he was alive). so heâs still chilling but without the depressing ache of loneliness and bitterness
so basically long story short for all of them (in limboverse): Love & Family
Superstitions or views on the occult?
ohooo i like this one
dan: didnât grow up believing in magic and such (which is super ironic because his mother is a fucking other) but he has a very open mind. i think heâll believe it if heâs thrust into the situation. itâs interesting really, dan is known as the science guy and that's great but heâs super fucking accepting of not science shit. tho of course, heâs not seeing the island time travel as magic but science. but more importantly, he regards milesâ powers with zero doubt or questioning. he doesnât even seem confused, he is absolutely on board with miles being able to talk to dead people. this all implies miles told him off screen and dan believes him
so basically heâll accept whatever is presented to him as true
which honestly, is what a good scientist is like. the trope of the scientist character who is ultra non believing of the supernatural, even when theyâre seeing it before their eyes, is annoying. like, you know the ones? the ones who get angry about it. the overly skeptical scientist. hate that. dan is not that
and his character arc includes embracing free will over destiny so there's that
char: sheâs not superstitious and doesnât believe in magic or the supernatural at all. tho thrown into bizarre situations sheâs like ???? but has to accept it. and she KNOWS something is up with the island. she knows its different. i just mean, under normal circumstances sheâd regard magic stuff as funny nonsense. i hc that char, in living life, doesnât believe miles can speak to the dead. really fucking weird this isnât addressed in the show but hahaaaa they wasted char! anyways and like, if presented with the concept that danâs brain damage is being healed by the island, sheâd look confused, say thats impossible but sheâd think on it
what iâm saying is sheâll rule out magic concepts at first, on reflex. but would grow to accept them, especially with stuff she knows/has repressed
she doesnât believe in ghosts, psychics, visions, magic healing and all those exist in her world, so itâs all a matter of experience
miles: WELL WHADDYA THINK
actually itâs funny. miles has magic powers but heâs 0% superstitious and i imagine outside of his own powers, he really doesnât believe in the occult. i hc that until he personally proved otherwise, he grew up thinking he was mentally ill. and once he realised it was true, thought he was some kind of freak
and heâs incredulous when he finds out hurley has powers too. tho miles, being miles, does roll with the punches a lot in the show, heâs skeptical when it comes to hurley's power. and i find that interesting. also i fucking love how when hurley describes his power, miles says âthats not how it worksâ, like ???? babe???
but overall his attitude on the island is like âwell. this is happeningâ
i do think thru his life, despite his power, he doesnât believe in All Magic or occult or whatever. i also hc that he attracted those kind of people who are REALLY into astrology and auras and stuff like that and he found them exasperating. (i think heâd be a lot more okay with it if it was claire who was talking about astrology and palm reading with him. heâd be endeared when its her)
and i think he thinks other psychics heâs met or seen on tv are straight up bullshit. he can believe he has it but heâs skeptical of other people. just assumes theyâre scammers. hell, he was a scammer. who just happened to have the power. he was like âwell i have this, i may as well get some use outta itâ
oh and in limboverse, they all kinda have to accept their situation. and they take it with ease due to appreciating getting happier lives
How do they express love?
a dan who loves you will pet your face and look at you like ur his entire reason to live. a char who loves you will squeak at your jokes and will never once let you feel bad about yourself. a miles who loves you is sorry he isnât better at this stuff but he really is trying... sure we can cuddle if you wanna, thatâs cool v///v
the dan and char we saw in the show was them holding back and i find that very amusing because they were HEART EYES AS FUCK for each other and so affectionate and so soft hearted, like oh my gosh. canon show dan/char is them when theyâre pining... when theyâre not even a couple (yet, damn it)
imagine them at full power
i figured it out, dan/char couldnât be an Official Couple because then jeremy davies and rebecca mader would have destroyed us all, especially me
anyways. theyâre both very protective of each other. they... they touch each other a lot. like a lot for people who arenât dating and whomst donât think the other one loves them. like char is surprised when dan says he loves her. that fucking astonishes me. HEâS NOT SUBTLE. char are you okay???
dan is more open about the love than char, seeing as he said it. and double downed on it. char i feel was holding back for different reasons than dan. dan was holding back (fucking barely) because of eloiseâs Love Will Only Bring Pain upbringing, whichâd give somebody a serious complex. so he was adverse to actually pursuing a relationship AND i figure he thought âshe wouldnât wanna be with me anywaysâ. but char i imagine, a deep seated insecurity and need to be defensive, but also! dan was like REALLY mentally unwell before the island. and that's the dan that char knows (and loves) but sheâd feel guilty if she pursued anything with him. like sheâs taking advantage of a brain damaged person
ah fuck i went on a big thing about why they didnât become a couple instead of like.... the question. how do they express love? like they did in the show. smiles, touches, longing gazes, protectiveness. they would die for each other
as for miles, how does he express love? Not Well. at first
whoever is the first person he fell in love with (i imagine richard), he was not good at... being open about that. i donât think miles is good with love. lived his life pretty detached/bitter about the concept, which i imagine is due to having cynicism about life and death. everybody you love is gonna die, so why bother? (his mom dying hit him pretty hard) so uhhh its gonna be... baby steps
slowly becoming more open about liking somebody, becoming more affectionate, more... uh, couple-y (and later throuple-y). itâd take time and he will always be miles, but hey, he gets there. heâll still always have his snark but he wonât be a Genuine Asshole to people he loves. heck, i imagine heâll be downright soft in the right situation. and he can be gentle and kind. heâs a salty boy not a cunt
but i digress. basically heâs a little âyeah, yeah, i love you too, shut upâ about it but he does have that soft gooey center. basically those who know him, and love him, know his true heart. itâs just a part of being miles âdefensive wallsâ straume
feels love (and even that takes him a while to realise, cuz he hasnât been a romantic relationship kinda guy, most of his life his relationships have been a Just Sex thing), not Great at like... Doing Love, you know what i mean? but like once heâs used to it, he can be quite a tender little pudding cup, actually
#asalesbian#lost headcanons#BRUH I WROTE SO MUCH#SOOOO MUCH#sometimes i hold back#but this time i took the chance to go on some tangents and such#i really enjoyed this!
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Lady With The Wrong Name (Pt. 1)
She was the kind of person who never felt like they fit. She never felt like her body parts belonged together. Her mouth and nose were to small for her face which was too big for her head which was too small for her body. She felt gangly and graceless, like her arms were too long for a short-ish torso and only average length legs. She carried most of her extra weight around her middle, an unattractive trait moderately offset by largely -than-average breasts. Her body and soul always felt both immature and too old for her 27 years. She never felt comfortable in her clothes, in her skin, hell, even her own name had always felt wrong to her. As if her parents hadnât picked quite right. It was a perfectly nice name, donât misunderstand, she just never felt like it was /hers/. Sometimes, she felt so ill-fit for her own life that she wondered if maybe she was unwittingly skin-walking somehow. A mismatch of soul and body kind of thing. She was always an anxious sort of person, thinking too much, panic always ready to rear its head at the slightest provocation. Even thinking about how poorly suited she was for her life, she felt like, was the type of thought process that someone that was exactly as poorly suited as herself would think of. It was these kinds of thoughts, feelings, that lead her through life.
She was always an observer, rarely participating in the action, probably part of why she felt so isolated and separate. So, she went into a field that made her feel like at least this tendency to observe things was useful. Epidemiology felt like one of the few places she felt useful, which eased the discomfort she felt with herself somewhat. It was also one of the careers that she felt like would allow her to watch humanity from a comfortable distance, one that didnât make her feel more separate than she already did. The reduction of humanity into quantifiable numbers eased her. Numbers could be analyzed and made to add-up in a way that the how she felt about herself never would. Â
Through years of this unease, through countless jobs, friendships, and yes, even romances, she held out the hope that she would find something that made her life click into place. She looked for it in her career, in the shows she watched, in the stacks of books she read about protagonists that seemed to have the self-assurance of knowing they belonged in their fictional little world. She looked for it in her heroes, studying them for hints at how they made their goals and souls blend and attach to their physical bodies. She had, several times, looked for it in romantic partners. The repeated failure of those relationships in particular only enforced her feeling of wrongness. At only a scant 22 years old she had given up, deciding that even if she felt like she didnât fit, she could still live a life of purpose. She sought jobs that made her feel like she made a difference. Maybe if her actions could make touch the world and make something make more sense externally, the world would find a way to touch her back.
I suppose up to this point, you may have come to the conclusion that our Lady With The Wrong Name had no loved ones. On the contrary, she was quite involved with her family and friends. She was an introvert, sure, but there were people she mattered to, and who mattered to her. It was on an outing with the closest of these people, her best friend, that she would meet the person who made her name fit.
For a long time, Lady With The Wrong Name (LWTWN) had frequented a bar on Wednesday nights. It was a sports bar in one of the more rundown neighborhood in the mid-sized city in which she lived. She liked it even though nothing about it was especially great. The food was good but not great, the drinks the same. It was neither especially cheap or expensive. For a sports bar it wasnât even particularly jocky. It was the people she loved. It may have been in a more rundown neighborhood, but the area was close to the local University, so it featured patrons from all sorts of backgrounds. She loved to watch them, the mix of clothing, the mix of languages, the mix of different colors of skin. She loved that the air in the bar was forever vacillating between inclusive camaraderie and violent anger. On this particular night LWTWN was feeling a bit manic. A bit more edgy than usual. Work had been frustrating, becoming unchallenging and monotonous way that she found grating. She had been single longer than usual. Her last romantic encounter had been another reminder of how much she didnât fit in. His hands didnât fit hers right, their kisses always seemed mistimed, and although they had a lot in common the conversation always ended flat. She tried sex with him a few times, thinking that maybe if they could just get that out of the way everything else would fall into place. As usual, she was wrong, and when he tried to become a little controlling she ended it unceremoniously. Â
Maybe the combination of lack of sex, lack of challenge, and a tiny amount of undefined anticipation led her to suggesting to her friend that she invite out the cute guy sheâd been talking about. Yelena, never short on spontaneity, actually texted the guy. Â
âWell, heâs not sure about coming out tonight, says he is tired.â
LWTWN tried to hide her disappointment. Why was she sad that he wasnât coming? He was just another guy, and she was ânot interestedâ in a relationship right now anyway. (Yelenaâs eagerness to message The Guy was a testament to how much she believed that her serial monogamist first was ânot interestedâ in a relationship. The Guy must be a least kind of nice if she was willing to be a part in orchestrating a meeting.)
âItâs no biggie, my Lady Wife is all the company I need anyway,â LWTWN replied, giving her friend a sarcastically coy side-look as she took a bigger drink of her gin and tonic than she really meant to. Â
âWell, Ben and Chuck are here, so its not like the night will be boring.â Yelena looked up fondly are her husband, Ben, and his friend Chris. Ben was tall and fair, yet somehow sturdy. This look of his that screamed Nordic heritage always amused LWTWN when she saw them together. She always thought that for two people so alike in temperament, they could look less alike. Yelena, in stark contrast to Ben, was on the short-side of average, with an olive undertone to her skin. When combined with her dark hair and eyes that LWTWN could never decide if they were brown, green, or gold, reminded her of the stereotypical gypsy fortune-teller. It didnât help that Yelena was always drawn to the occult, loving tarrot cards and accessories like bangles and kingly hip-scarves. Ben, with his quiet mischievous nature and his friend Chris, a man that was studiously private and played all emotions close to the vest, still got up to some shenanigans every once in a while. Â
âTrue...â LWTWN mused to herself, gnawing on her straw in a nervous way, even though she still could not pinpoint the course of her anticipatory mood.Â
Bing!
Yelenaâs phone vibrated abruptly on the table and interrupted LWTWNâs musings.Â
âOh great! It looks like he is coming afterall.â Yelena reported to her phone, missing the look of shock and satisfaction that flitted across LWTWNâs face. The look was carefully scrubbed off of her face before Yelena looked up, but Yelena didnât miss how LWTWN began to tug her clothes and hair, trying to make them look more natural.Â
Yelena proceeded to spend the next 20 minutes relentlessly teasing LWTWN, while simultaneously complimenting her. Wicked witch that she was, she had managed to almost distract her friend from the impending sense of....of well, something. Almost.Â
âIâm gonna need another drink,â LWTWN laughed âif youâre going to continue to make me blush this way.â She turned to get up and buy drink for herself and her friend. As she turned away from the table and toward the door, The Guy walked in, and her world came crashing down around her.Â
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Of course you would make me do this... God I hate you.
What does their bedroom look like?
Iâve never thought of these before, I probably wonât go into full detail on each room but some basics. Maybe one day Iâll post pictures to give ideas.
Tracey: itâs pretty clean. She and Bucky keep it clean compared to her work area which is a mess with files and other things for the team with the occasional misplaced paintbrush.
Barry: clean (only because of Darcy) and has a stack of movies and video games in the corner next to his game system at the TV.
Do they have any daily rituals?
Besides work and missions they just do their own thing.
Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
Every day. Thereâs a gym in the tower and compound so they use that to their advantage. Tracey likes to take the dogs for a walk in Central Park; Wanda Sharon or Bucky sometime joins Barry does his own thing.
What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
They both have their own floors in the tower so theyâd just make dinner in their own kitchens, but the compound has probably at least two kitchens (maybe Iâm making this stuff up), probably one for the team and another for the recruits that we see at the end of AOU. But I think theyâd just try and find room to make their own dinner or just wait.
Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
Tracey: Clean around house/floor/room/wherever she lives, but her desk is a slight mess.
Barry: Clean with the occasional mess here and there.
Eating habits and sample daily menu
Barry eats a good bit during the day and Tracey eats regular meals with snacks here and there.
Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
Tracey: Painting or reading
Barry: Video games or movies
Their thoughts on wasting time is they either hate it because itâs honestly wasting time they could be working or they are really happy because itâs actually free time from work.
Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
Tracey: She loves to snack on either something salty or something sweet. Some days itâs pretzels with peanut butter and other days itâs chips.
Barry: He loves to keep his mind going. He either
Makeup?
Tracey varies on makeup and it depends on the occasion. She can go from no makeup to light makeup on a casual day or full face of makeup for parties or something.
Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
None that I can think of.
Intellectual pursuits?
I guess to challenge themselves at small things every now and then? Iâve never thought about it.
Favorite book genre?
Tracey: Fantasy and romance
Barry: Scifi and mystery
Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
Both are straight and they support any sexual orientation.
Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
Tracey has a scar from where Bucky stabbed her in the abdomen, but thatâs it. Probably going to get one on her leg from where he shot her too.
Biggest and smallest short term goal?
Get their to do lists of the week done without being stopped by missions/work.
Biggest and smallest long term goal?
I guess have a family for both really. Tracey has always wanted to be featured in an art gallery though.
Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
They wear just whatever they like and are comfortable in. I think Barry is more of jeans and shirt kind of guy, but Tracey likes to look cute/fashionable every now and then.
Favorite beverage?
Tracey: Any kind of tea
Barry: Soda
What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
Depending on whatâs going on in their lives. Tracey might be thinking of a new project to work on whether itâs with her computer or a painting or if Bucky is out on a mission (or in this current case missing) she thinks and worries about him. Barry if he has a mission the next day keeps going over the details and plans in his head or if he is out on a mission he thinks of his family.
Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?
None.
Turn-ons? Turn-offs?
Iâm not sure if we are talking sexually or not.
Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
Tracey: Draw
Barry: Doodle
How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?
Tracey can be organized. She makes sure to clean up any messes she makes while cooking or something else and she makes sure the house/floor/room/whatever is clean. But when it comes to her âart studioâ (which is actually just a spare room) itâs messy and then thereâs her desk where she works on her computer. Itâs like a organized chaos.
Barry is pretty clean, but if heâs in a hurry he will be pretty messy.
Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?
Tracey: Art and computer science. With a bit of literature.
Barry: Math, science and history.
How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
Back together with the entire team and happy. Possibly (hopefully) with families.
Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things donât workout?
Tracey is looking for Bucky and depending on his mental state and how long it might take to recover him she will wait to marry him.
Barry plans to propose to Darcy soon.
What is their biggest regret?
What happened during Civil War.
Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?
Tracey: Itâs a tie with Wanda, Sharon and Nat. Best guy friends would be Sam and Steve.
Barry: Clint.
Worst enemies: All the villains they fight?
Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)
They usually have a game plan, but theyâd be a little shocked. Barry would be a little more calm than Tracey though.
Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)
Theyâd be devastated and a little closed off at first.
Most prized possession?
Tracey: Buckyâs dog tags.
Barry: A keychain his dad got him from Germany before he died.
Thoughts on material possessions in general?
Understandable if it has meaning.
Concept of home and family?
They want to live a somewhat normal life with a family despite their jobs and who they are.
Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to âTMIâ?)
They like to keep their privacy to an extent. Being a part of the Avengers means tabloids will want interviews or write some scandal on them. Paparazzi will follow them. But when it comes to their friends/family/team they might share some stuff depending on what that stuff is.
What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
Basically anything that is their hobbies or a way anyone wastes time on a day off. The team sometimes has movie nights when everyone isnât out on a mission or have competitions in sports or games/video games.
What makes them feel guilty?
Depends on the situation like if they feel itâs their fault or something of that nature. Civil War for sure because they end up fighting each other and their friends/family.
Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
Barry: Analytical
Tracey: Emotional
Would they consider themselves a Type A or Type B personality?
I guess they are a bit of both. Barryâs definitely competitive with the guys and Tracey isnât as much, but she gets competitive with Barry but they are twins so thatâs a given after growing up together.
What recharges them when theyâre feeling drained?
Napping, small snack and maybe doing something that they find relaxing like reading, painting, watching Netflix. Something that just lets them be in their own world for a bit.
Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?
Neither. But I guess Tracey had an inferiority-complex when she first joined the team since she couldnât fight or anything besides hacking.
How misanthropic are they?
Not really. I mean they both have their thoughts on some issues and people.
Hobbies?
Tracey: Painting and reading
Barry: Video games
How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?
Tracey: Completed college, got her bachelors in computer science with a minor in art (shocker)
Barry: Finished college but was recruited by S.H.I.E.L.D. by his senior year. so my headcanon is that S.H.I.E.L.D. has some sort of school course or something for those who didnât complete college or were recruited at a young age. Or something.
Religion?
Iâve never thought about it for them. Iâm Catholic so I guess theyâd be Catholic? I never really put religion into any of my characters. I might mention going to church in future chapters or stories with them, but not in full detail or anything.
Superstitions or views on the occult?
None
Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
Both depending on what the situation is.
If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
Tracey: Bucky
Barry: Darcy
How do they express love?
Dinner, gifts, small things here and there. Iâm too tired to give full descriptions of this.
If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?
Tracey: Throw punches. She can barely fight.
Barry: He calculates the opponents
Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?
I think everyone is afraid of it at some point.
Em, I hate you for this. Also Iâm sorry it took so long to answer. Iâve been busy helping my parents with moving furniture to a house they built for the past week and hardly had wifi or time to do anything. And this just took way too long that I just gave up on answering some of these.
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