#her lore makes me so sad
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fell into a Bloodborne pit and now im wondering if i subconsciously was thinking of Lady Maria while designing human/RGAU Prowl lol
#her lore makes me so sad#kinda reminds me of idw prowl a bit too#not in personality but more so that flavour of suffering internally due to haunting regrettable actions#also a bit funny to think about how the game's “Great Ones” are all like Eldritch aliens? Like what if Optimus Prime landed there instead
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currently up and thinking about how buggy lore gets more and more painful the longer you think about it. like. i could talk about this stupid clown for AGES. he makes his clown-ness his entire personality but it's so painfully clear he doesn't have a single ounce of joy or whimsy left in his little chop-chop body. he's a full-blown hater!! he gave up on his dreams because he wanted his best friend, who he wholeheartedly believed shone brighter than he ever could, to reach it for the both of them!! he probably hasn't known genuine happiness since he broke up with shanks in the rain!! his beef with luffy escalated tenfold the moment he saw the hat!! he stayed in the east blue for years when he had a whole map and probably knew the way back into the grand line!! he loves flashiness and attention but hasn't ever uttered a word about growing up with the roger pirates or being the childhood friend of one of the four emperors!!! this clown has spent his whole life yearning for something that will never return!!!! he has a big red clown nose!!! every bad thing that has ever happened to him was because he wanted so badly to be loved!!!
#buggy the clown#one piece#buggy#shanks#red haired shanks#shuggy#head in hands#what happened to her?#she spent too much time thinking about implied buggy lore#he makes me so so sad#oda gave a clown depression and accidentally created one of the most well written characters in the series#did i mention that he's now in a polycule with an ex-mafia boss and a vampire swordsman#and his consent in the matter is extremely questionable#he just keeps letting things happen to him#buggy d clown ‼️#please god give this poor clown a happy ending#i want better for him
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As a Gévaudan Lycan, June’s design is supposed to give off an unknowable and melancholy energy.
Gévaudan Lycans are mimics, and their emotions alter their form, especially if they have little to no control of themselves when they shift.
The way June was changed into a lycan and her experience during first shift were extremely traumatic, and over time, her lycan form reflected her feelings of loss and self-loathing. She fronts as this charming and confident woman, while holding back her deeper emotions that eventually leached into the form that reflects her true self.
Fear, sadness, loss, and rage all mixed into this one entity she cannot control. Once a month, she's forced into facing all of those emotions, reliving that trauma again and again for nearly 30 years.
#so when people say they like her design#it makes me so so happy#I put lot of thought into it#as I really wanted to reflect a top very near and dear to my heart#which is the lack of access and resources for black women (especially queer black women) for mental health#there's this kind of cultural thing#where your hairstylist is also your therapist#and June’s design and lore is a reference to that culture#all these hardworking women in the community who will just be TALKING about their experiences at hair salons#it's cathartic but also like#it happens because of how little professional help is available and accessible for the community#anyway June is a big sad cryptid werewolf and needs to not be sad :[#she can still be a big cryptid werewolf but she needs lycantherapy#june kingston#strawberry moon
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Okay I’ve been posting too much silly Puter stuff lately. Party’s over people
#omori#omori au#omori mari#omori sunny#puter au#mariware#cw suicide#tw suicide#haha I love posting silly content for Puter and then remembering it’s the au where everything ever goes wrong#NOBODY is happy for more than five seconds at a time INCLUDING the ai#ANYWAYS this piece is vaguely inspired by Jack stauber’s ‘library’#which is where the line is from. the whole au is very inspired by his work actually!!#I was listening to it and thinking about Puter and more specifically the incident#and how mariware destroyed everything on sunny’s computer#and then also (small lore tidbit here woah) about the fact it’s been five years in universe since sunny’s death#and I was thinking about how mariware destroyed all his online presence and everything. all evidence of his existence is GONE save for her-#-own memory of him#any photos of him during the time SHE knew him are gone. only old ass photos of him as a kid before mari died#which makes me wonder. with all the strain she’s under processing everything because of her sentience#as well as the fact she has no photos of him for reference anymore#would she begin to forget what he looks like? would the vague memories she has of her beloved brother#the one whose death she feels so much remorse and guilt for#begin to grow hazy? would she only be able to remember that moment#that horrific moment where she saw the life leave his body and nothing else?#and that made me sob so I drew it. it’s also really sad because mariware is the only source of information about sunny during the years-#-after the move. she’s already unreliable as it is but do you think the more she tells the more she’d begin to realise she cannot recall?#with how simple her ai was supposed to be in the game originally#her sentience causes a lot of strain on her. and perhaps the less important memories can be filtered out#but the less important happy ones are the ones she wishes she remembered the most ;(((#and now she considers herself a murderer not only because she feels responsible for his death but because she can no longer remember him
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btw mapicc's everything today reminded me so violently of s4 ro and s4 dualities in general but if i think abt it too hard i will Actually Cry as i always do when it comes to dualities so im just gonna joke abt mawn and ignore it for my own sake ^-^
#lifesteal spoilers#like oh my god is this agonizing#dualities devotions team awesome#the callbacks just kept HAPPENING#please stay silly ro please#like login and die to a warden while zam streaming and spend the rest of the stream distracting him from his Lore by being . roshambo .#thinking abt s4 makes me so unbelievably sad bro#s5 too tbh but like its different#s4 devastates me bc of team awesome#s5 devastates me bc of spacewaffles#both make me sad thinking abt ro but he in general makes me sad bc hes a terribly lonely character#which is why i want him to play the damn server w jumper and rek#like please stop ruining your own life for once im begging u#just do like one thing w jumper and/or rek#just one#its all i ask#or fuck it idc just go back to mapicc like u always do just dont have another season w an underlying theme of loneliness#...more than his newest video already has him isolating himself 😭#like jumper cares for ro so very much it hurts my heart#i cant help but rly rly think that even if subconciously#she is seeing what she could never have w vi in ro#like what happened w vi Changed Her and like all she wants is whats best for rek and ro#and to be able to be w them as HER teammates
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nah, she was for real forced to attack and bring her loving parents into the upside down mess, and essentially kill them. i know that must have been agony for her, to have to watch and be unable to save them.
#her lore always makes me so fucking SAD and MAD because it’s just glossed over#like she and her family were wiped out all because she ran towards billy when she thought he was in trouble#and all she got was a quick name drop in st4#and she was so fucking pretty#heather holloway#stranger things#stranger things 3#my lifeguard#francesca reale
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when u want to like a character so so bad but theyre a cop so its impossible
#sorry even if theyre hot my first thought will always be 'cop' and it kills all desire#slams head thru wall#vi arcane i want to love u so bad......but i look at u and see COP and its over for me 😐#and her cop gf 😐😔#before anybody gets mad at me im just sad 😔 shes great otherwise like she fits my fave types but this wall is insurmountable#she grew up in the SLUMS and they make her an ENFORCER??? die#she was wrongfully imprisoned for like a decade and they make her an enforcer 😐😐😐😐#after finishing arcane i went to read her lore 😐#felt so Liberal 😐😔 weh weh both sides bad type beat#girl its not too late please dont be a cop and cait pls leave the force PLEASE i cant defend you like this#anybody else trapped in this torture prison abt her or is it just me please tell me im not alone in this#every time i see her on my dash it pains me so much like physically mentally....#its ok at least i have my other vi who fights ex military with her gf to avoid becoming soldiers in a pointless war :) blink blink#it speaks#only posting this bc i need to know who else is suffering over this.............. it cant just be me
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the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?
to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.
#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they#already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that.#but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did.#and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe.#but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people.#a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part?#but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt.#anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here#theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never#escape.#i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord.#but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s#physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering…#but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong#its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know?#i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond#their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!!#what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly*#human!!!#enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one.#does that make sense?
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"they deserved a better captain"
#gravity falls#aysel del mar#oc tag#across the stars verse#art tag#some aysel lore for the Fortuna era.... yeah#he thought he could save them :-(#you guys dont get it i love aysel shes so tragic#doomed to lose Everything#he blames himself for the shortcomings of her crew#ugh aysel#me when i make myself sad over the oc lore that I wrote#ya#ok that's all thank you bye#gravity falls oc#cw blood
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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Didn't expect to go as hard as I did with this... but 'tis the season.
original template: here !!
#my art (derogatory)#mourning bc i made her shirt low cut so i could shade some mad tiddy (for my enrichment)#but i forgor that she has more scales now which make tht impossible#me: im going to create an oc that is such a pain to draw#anyway i made her challenge higher because while she's really easy to woo#you'd have to beat her over the head for her to know you have feelings for her#also no kissing :( sad :(((#challenge rating: poking hazard#lore ; weaving a story.
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you know youre a little too deep in the brainrot when "would it be fucked up to be straight in the society of Heven" is a genuine thought you have had and seriously debated with yourself
#which sounds really silly to say out loud but then the reason it might be fucked up is because the men of heven are essentially#imprisoned and brainwashed from birth so the funny haha joke gets real dark real quick#but it IS interesting to think about. i generally assume lesbians is seen as the default given the society but thats not Textual#and like. even if it is not all angels would be#and reproduction???#i want more heven lore i want to know about their society#there was some incredible set up in there with NO follow through#and that makes me sad#nyxtalks#angela#angela odinsdottir#heven#i could honestly continue on this i think the topics really interesting#could an anchorite consent? even if theyre free? could sera consent?#(i do personally believe the way seras character is written she would be the one anchorite to be able to consent. her free will is#integral to her character. its who she IS. but its still on the edge)#how would angels feel about het in general? w people from other planets?#do they have state sanctioned assault or do they reproduce a different way?#urgh#anyway u know the brain rot has gone too far now#someone please read angela so i can talk to you about the themes of fear and love and not get stuck thinking about hevens society even more
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All I’ll say about the latest chapter (not the fast pass) is that without the context of the whole series or the chapter, that dialogue is so beautiful. Corny, yes, but beautiful.
But I can’t enjoy it with what I know about this story and their dynamic. I just can’t. And that makes me sad.
#anti lore olympus#lo critical#anti lo persephone#lore olympus#unpopular lo#unpopular lore olympus#anti lo#lo critic#lore olympus criticism#lore olympus critical#this makes me so sad#because I genuinely loved her little speech#but it was ruined by h&p wanting to be selfish#it almost parallels what happened at the end of that truth or dare horror movie#also the world is burning down around you so naturally now is the perfect time to bone#ffs
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Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#arlecchino#god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass.#also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh.#wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below:#for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up.#it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway#which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life#I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she#-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still.#I just find that pretty interesting.#also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :(((#clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get#the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure-#-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man.........#on a lighter note :)#I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a-#-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6#I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from#UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music.#anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!
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Just finished my first playthrough of BG3. Romanced Lae'zel, but ending up turning into an Illithid because the idea of making Orpheus or Karlach do it didn't sit well with me (or my character).
I told Lae'zel to leave with Orpheus in the end (I heard she wouldn't stay with a ghaik anyway, which she's valid for, but also, it doesn't feel right to ask her to stay when I know how much her people mean to her). And like-
Her face before she flies off---
She looks so heartbroken and sad.
#emmodii rambles#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate series#lae'zel#spoilers#i don't regret my choices and i do love a good angsty story. but at the same time... OOF.#may you find a new source of joy in the astral realm my queen :'(#for anyone curious- i played a githyanki which i heard is the only race that can fly off with her or something?#but well. again- didn't quite fit my character to have someone else turn instead pfffft#ALSO HE'S A CLERIC OF ILMATER AND A REDEEMED DARK URGE. self-sacrifice is kiNDA TO BE EXPECTED HAHAHA.#anyway- do give romancing lae'zel a shot guys. she may be a hardass at first but it's really because she cares a lot#also slightly off-topic but as a dark urge gith... durge grew up in a city so like. wonder how out of place they woulda felt with the#other githyankis anyway. i think i read somewhere that a gith durge realises they don't really feel connected to creches and stuff#which is interesting and makes me curious about how exactly they were made. cuz they have the traits and knowledge of the race but didn't#grow up with them. i guess the easiest answer would be 'god magic shenanigans' but STILL.#trust me to overthink things hahaha XD#if anyone's curious what happened to my guy in the end--- we followed wyll and karlach to avernus hahaha#what are the devils gonna do? steal the soul we don't have?? TRY IT BITCH#of course i did reload multiple times to have my character kill himself. because that was another option that felt possible for his charact#...and also because i wanted to see how companions would react to it. krewfjewlkrjewklrjewl- although the narration for durge suicide#is also quite interesting! of course maybe that's just me being mentally ill eff (/lh) but having a kill that isn't going to murder daddy?#gives a redeemed durge some control and a final say at last. which is still sad but a nice way to tie up their death methinks#ANYWAY- time to go find a way to convert him into a full-on OC. elves and dwarves are one thing but giths are blatantly dnd so i'mma have#to figure that out for my own story lore and universe--- some kinda new species? humanify him? or convert to another existing general speci#hmm hmm hmmmmmmmmmm-#emmodii plays bg3
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I keep forgetting I drew her
But here’s my redesigned version of Leuce! I wanted to lean into her white poplar origins by giving her vitiligo, and make her a oceanid nymph like she originally was!
Leuce is around Hades age, so I wanted to make her look older compared to Persephone. Also tried to give her a Mona Lisa quality to her (Plain but Beautiful).
She’s also apart of my rewrite: in this version, she’s Hades’ first wife and previous Queen of the Underworld! It was arranged by Zeus, but both learned to make the best of it. But they still had their issues, leading to them separating and sending both on a spiral. The first two designs are for the present, while the third is from their first meeting
#lore olympus critical#anti lore olympus#anti lo#lo leuce#leuce#lo critical#lore olympus#my art#there’s a lot with their relationship I’m revamping with a friend so if you have any questions feel free to ask!#I actually drew her before Leuce was mentioned in the recent chapters#which makes me sad because I hate how she’s used! let her be old and wise
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