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I finally finished Dungeon Meshi!!! Very fun read and amazing charaters!! The hype i have for the anime now is unreal!
#dungeon meshi#im talking#i have so much to say...but idek where to start#delicious in dungeon#Im gonna put spoilers in the tags so :) warning ig#delicious in dugeon spoilers#EVERYTHING With Laios tbh he is a Himbo through and through#like kind of heart dumb of ass and strong as hellđ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°đ€€#he was cute at the end with a bit of a tummy#Ryoko Kui just played D&D with herself for 97 chapters but damn what an phenomenal story she told#All the characters felt so fleshed (lol) out and had goals and fears of their own#Senshi was another favorite of mineđ€€đ€€đ€€đ€€ need that man ASAP#I want Senshi so bad-----oop who said that :O#Marcille was also very cute and i liked her motived#her final boss dress was v cute i liked it a lot and i wanna draw it#Chilchuckđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș hes my dad now actually. the dad who left for milk but got a new family ig#AND IZUTSUMI!!!!! MY GIRLIE!!!!đđđ shes so adorable ugh i love her.#OVERALL: this was one of the best series ive read in a while!!!#10/10 i recommended!!! amazing art. amazing story. fantastic charater designs!!! yup!#I also forgot to mention Laios curse being that monsters wouldnt get near him toođđđ im sorry king
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LOVER Track-by-track Impressions
1. I Forgot That You Existed
catchy AF with the da-da-da in the beginning
âFree rent, living in my mindâ
love how she sings âand quieeeettttâ
âIt isnât love, it isnât hate, itâs just indifferenceâ
âI forgot that you sent me a clear message, taught me some hard lessonsâ
The âSo, yeahâ at the end is gold, like vocally shrugging
2. Cruel SummerÂ
Pure BOP!
Feeling that bass in my soul
âIâm always waiting for you to be waiting belowâ - 80s John Hughes movie style!
âDevils roll the dice, angels roll their eyesâ is perfect
The whole chorus floats and soars and I love it so much
âYou say that weâll just screw it up in these trying times, weâre not tryingâ - SUCH A GOOD LINE
âSo cut the headlights, summerâs knife, Iâm always waiting for you just to cut to the boneâ Ouf!
âI donât wanna keep secrets just to keep youâ
The raspy roar in her voice when she sings âHe looks up, grinning like a devilâ
3. Lover
Quiet and precious and sweet and lovely and cozy
So happy we have an album with a title song again
4. The Man
âTheyâd say I played the field before i found someone to commit toâ
âEvery conquest I had made would make me more of a boss to youâ
âIâm so sick of running as fast as I can, wondering if Iâd get there quicker if I was a manâ - MY MOTTO FROM NOW ON, just running through my head constantly
âWhat I was wearing, if I was rudeâ - I feel like this also doubles for her sexual assault case against that radio DJ (blaming the victim)
âIâd be just like Leo in Saint-Tropezâ LOL
The whole bridge, when she switches from âAnd getting bitches and modelsâ to âIf I was out flashing my dollars, Iâd be a bitch not a ballerâ OUF
MY INHERENT FEMALE ANGER AT THE INJUSTICE OF THE PATRIARCHY IS ALIVE AND WELL
5. The Archer
This is one of my favourites, even though Iâve had it longer than most cause it was released earlier
Lyrically, best or second best on the album
Destroys me every time, goddamnit
6. I Think He Knows
âI am an architect, Iâm drawing up the plansâ
I love how she sings âskipping down 16th avenueâ, like so specific and wonderful but universal
I like how she owns how much of a catch she herself is in the second verse - like yassss girl
âLyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh, we can follow the sparks (SPARKS FLYYYYYYYY), Iâll smileâ
7. Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince
The way it starts, it made me think of The Killers âWell somebody told me that you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriendâŠâ
âAmerican glory faded before meâ - her fall from the spotlight
âI saw the scoreboard and ran for my lifeâ - hiding away from media and everyone
I like how she incorporates the âOKAYâ school chant in the background of the chorus
This has a lot of âI Know Placesâ vibes, especially second verse
The switch in the bridge from âAnd I donât want you to (Go), I donât really wanna (Fight), âCause nobodyâs gonna (Win)â to âAnd Iâll never let you (Go), âCause I know this is a (Fight),â That somebody weâre gonna (Win)â
Wish sheâd held the the last note that she started before entering back into final chorus (it sounded like it was going to go on longer
8. Paper Rings
Makes me think of the happiness of âStay, Stay, Stayâ with a dash of âHoly Groundâ energy
Easily one of my faves
Jack Antonoff counting us into the chorus, just love him
Just such fun, every lyric and beat
âI like shiny things but Iâd marry you with paper ringsâ and âI hate accidents except when we went from friends to thisâ SO CUTE
âHoney, without all the exes, fights, and flaws, we wouldnât be standing here so tallâ - so mature and wonderful and sheâs so happy now!
I love that she brings it up an octave starting at the bridge and into the final chorus
I canât help but smile listening to this over and over again
Like, I want Lover as my wedding song and Paper Rings as a choreographed 20s swing dance with my future husband
9. Cornelia StreetÂ
Hit me the second time more than the first, like wow I actually love this
ââI rent a place on Cornelia Street,â I say casually in the carâ CUTEEEEE
âThatâs the kinda heartbreak time could never mend, Iâd never walk Cornelia Street againâ
Second half of the chorus makes me think of Dress
âWindows swung right open, autumn air, jacket âround my shoulders is yoursâ - ALL TOO WELL callback
âBack when we were card sharks, playing games, I thought you were leading me one, I packed my bags, left Cornelia Street before you even knew I was goneâ - makes me think of when she sings âIf I had known what I know now, I never would have played so nonchalantâ in Come Back, Be Here
âBarefoot in the kitchenâ - makes me think of All Too Well âdancing in the refrigerator lightâ
I also think Cornelia Street doubles for love itself, like this is it for her, this is the one big love for her and there wonât be another so she wants to get it right and keep it safe
10. Death By A Thousand Cuts
Ignore the lyrics and you almost think itâs a happy song (classic Jack Antonoff Bleachers thing to do)
âI look through the windows of this love, even though we boarded them up, chandelier still flickering hereâ - brilliant
THE PIANOOOOOOOOOOOOO (very Bleachers âWild Heartâ outro)
She goes from âWe were a fresh page on the desk, filling in the blanks as we goâ in Cornelia Street to âBut if the storyâs over, why am I still writing pages?â in Death By A Thousand Cuts, and that kills me
âMy heart, my hips, my body, my love, Tryna find a part of me that you didnât touchâ
âOur songs, our films, united, we stand, our country, guess it was a lawless landâ
âWhy are my fears at the touch of your hands? Paper cut stains from my paper-thin plansâ - some of the best lyrics on the album right there, IMO
âMy time, my wine, my sprit, my trust, Tryna find a part of me you didnât take upâ - this destroyed me more than I thought it would because it was so unexpected and raw, especially the second half of the line, like sheâs realizing that he took too much and it hurts but it wasnât good to lose herself like that
11. London Boy
Is the voice talking in the beginning Idris Elba?
âThey say home is where the heart is, But thatâs not where mine livesâ - she says the second half like a secret sheâs sharing with us over wine
Gotta go back to London STAT
âDoesnât have to be Louis V up on Bond Streetâ LOL fancy baller line
12. Soon Youâll Get Better
This and The Archer are the two songs I cried during, just gutted
âThe buttons of my coat were tangled in my hairâ - how we think of the mundane things when the worst things are happening to try and distract ourselves
âHoly orange bottles, each night, I pray to youâ - I donât know what to say
ââŠâCause you have toâ
I love that the Dixie Chicks are lightly assisting the chorus without taking the song away from Taylor and its focus
The bridge and pre-final-chorus have me crying the most and I donât know what to do
This remind me a lot of Ronan mixed with Never Grow Up and Fleetwood Macâs Landslide
13. False God
Sax is a bit like the sax in Bleachersâ Everybody Lost Somebody (not complaining at all)
âWe were stupid to jump in the ocean separating us
I get Dress sexy vibes from this (âThe altar is my hipsâ)
The feathery way she sings the second âthis loooovee)
Reminds me of âSo It GoesâŠâ
14. You Need to Calm Down
Still a bop, and always will be a bop - just so fun
15. Afterglow
I like that she owns up to her mistakes and destructive tendency
Makes me think of the Lover lyric âAnd Iâm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants youâ and in the music video itâs her jealousy that leads to a fight
âFighting with a true love is boxing with no glovesâ
âI lived like an island, punished you in silenceâ
16. ME!
Lyrically and musically, exactly like what happened with Look What You Made Me Do and Reputation - almost like a red herring to put us off the sonic trail of her album until single 2 came out
17. Itâs Nice To Have a Friend
We get a story again! Iâve missed story song! (think Maryâs Song and Everything Has Changed mixed together)
Lovely chill indie vibes
âSomething gave you the nerve to touch my handâ
Love me some trumpet
âChurch bells ring, carry me homeâ (like third verse of Maryâs Song)
âRice on the ground looks like snowâ - poetic cute
18. Daylight
âMy love was a cruel as the cities I lived in, everyone looked worse in the lightâ - like Cruel Summer and Getaway Car and even Back to December, she wanted something and got it, only find it wasnât what she wanted and she ended up hurting someone in the process
Chorus makes me think of You Are in Love floating synth
âI wounded the good and I trusted the wickedâ (Back to December, Getaway Car, I Knew You Were Trouble)
âClearing the air, I breathed in the smokeâ harkens back to The Archerâs âThe room is on fire, invisible smokeâ
âThrew out our cloaks and our daggers because itâs morning nowâ - she no longer needs I Know Places, no fear or hiding
âI once believe love would be (Black and white) But itâs (Golden) [âŠ] I once believed love would be (Burning red) But itâs goldenâ - Burning red calls back to Red (duh!), Golden calls back to Dress âMade your mark on me, a golden tattooâ, End Game âItâs like your eyes are liquor, itâs like your body is goldâ, So It Goes⊠âGold cage, hostage to my feelingsâ and Dancing With Our Hands Tied âDeep blue, but you painted me goldenâ
âYou gotta step into the daylight and let it goâ - remind me of the poem The Trick to Holding On that she wrote for Vogue (âThe trick to holding on Was all that letting goâ)
The talking outro is very Jack Antonoff/Bleachersâ Strange Desire, cause he threads introspective talking throughout, especially when she says âI wanna be defined by the things that I loveâ and he sings âI wanna be grateful for the experiences that Iâve hadâ in Youâre Still a Mystery
#taylor swift#lover#reputation#jack antonoff#bleachers#speak now#red#cruel summer#afterglow#daylight#it's nice to have a friend#yntcd#false god#soon you'll get better#london boy#death by a thousand cuts#strange desire#gone now#cornelia street#paper rings#miss americana#i think he knows#the archer#the man#i forgot that you existed#album#you're still a mystery#Lyrics#taylornation
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friends to lovers!ten
prompt: how about a scenario in which the reader enters a convenience store, late night, wearing super fancy clothes and ten works in this store and they talk and sparks fly and there's a little bit of angst but lots of fluff?
okay well so this request immediately made me think of that ten gif where he is wearing those pajama pants nd the black sweater
y'all KNOW the one
i found it and added it ^^
but that outfit comes in a lot later in this scenario so we'll skip it for now
okay so the setting is prom
nd the most popular boy in school asked you so you bought this super fancy dress and wore your nicest heals and jewelry
you even wore fake eyelashes like you wanted to look n i c e
bc you're not very popular in school and you thought your senior year would've gone unnoticed by everyone
but the cutest (*ÂŽêł`*) boy in school asked YOU out and so ofc you accepted
but :(((
unfortunately :(((
said cute boy had only asked you out as a bet
and . . . it hurt
bc you had your insecurities but you thought that for once someone had just seen you for you and had fallen in love w you
or at least liked you like you obv don't think someone has to love you in highschool
it'd be nice tho :'â(
anyway so when you find out (you had heard some girls whispering abt it in the stalls) you left as soon as you could
the popular dude had been your ride
so you called your mom and asked her to pick you up at the convinience store near the school
partly bc you didn't want to stay at that school any longer
but mostly bc you were craving some spicy noodles
you pull off your heels and walk over to the convenience store, smiling softly at the worker at the counter
he looked bored before you walked in, his chin resting on his palm
but when you came in he was all business like suddenly he was standing up straight w a charming smile
"hello i'm ten! let me know if you need any help!"
his eyes trail down your body and his eyebrows lift "oh! were you just at prom? did you have fun?"
you shook your head solemnly
"i went but . . . i didn't have much fun."
"oh" ten frowns before brightening up again "well you look pretty."
"thanks"
you feel a little flustered at his words, since he sounds so genuine
"umâ i'm gonna buy noodles now,,,,,"
nd you probably scurry away from him as quick as you can bc you already feel humiliated
like the only thing left is to have a crush on the convenience store worker just bc he called you pretty
you snatch your favorite brand of noodles and go over to the lil station, pouring the boiling water into the bowl before heading back to the counter
you pay for the noodles, and when ten hands you back your change his fingers brush your palm and you're just
blushing aGAin
you plan to eat the noodles outside bc there's no way you're going to stay in the store
but ten kinda leans over and asks
"can i eat w you? my break is soon and since youâre the only customer . . . would it be okay?"
his cheeks are kinda pink as he asks, and his eyes are avoiding your gaze as he stares at a soda stain left on the counter
u rlly don't wanna say yes
bc you just want to be alone in your misery
but also ... he looks so nervous you rlly didn't have the heart to reject him
"sure. but let's eat outside."
suddenly he gets the bRiGhTeSt smile on his face!!!! and he's like just let me make some hot chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you actually have no idea how lonely ten is
esp tonight bc he had to take a shift at the gas station while his school had prom
and of course he wanted to go bc prom is like the one time you can dance and no one makes fun of you for it
but his boss would not let him take his shift off so :(
and he doesn't think you know him bc the two of you are in completely different social groups
he is on the dance team and participates in musical theater
you are on the swim team and spend any other time in the library
ten knows you bc he thinks you're really cute :,,,,)
and he was going to ask you to prom
but
in the locker room after gym he overheard one of the popular boys talk abt bringing you and he knew he couldn't compete
so he never asked
fate must've intervened and brought you to him, so he took advantage of the situation and asked to eat with you
you're already eating when he arrives w his hot coco and a cup of noodles
it's an odd combination but you don't criticize it
"so, y/n, what brings you to my humble workplace?"
you narrow your eyes "you know me?"
"we go to the same school," ten answers, and he can see the obvious awkwardness in your eyes bc you genuinely don't recognize him "it's okay, we aren't friends or anything. i just know you bc you're on the swim team and my friend doyoung is the captain."
"ah! doyoung!" you say, thinking of your captain who always nags you to keep up your fitness regime. you wonder what he would say if he saw you with a sodium-packed cup of noodles
"he's annoying. nags too much."
ten laughs, and it's chirpy and bright and so wonderful that you find yourself leaning in to hear it more clearly
"he's always been like that," ten supplies, "he didn't even want mark or donghyuck to go to prom tonight bc he was afraid someone would spike the punch bowl"
"i think i saw that yuta kid pouring some tequila in it earlier."
the two of you compare nagging mom!doyoung stories before ten brings up the elephant in the room
"so why are you here, and not at prom?"
"oh. well I found out i was asked on a bet. something like who could bring the biggest loser as their prom date or something. i didn't stay around for the details."
ten is mad. you can't see it, bc he's rlly good at hiding his anger
but his jaw is clenched and his fists are going full arthur meme under the table
he just doesn't understand why someone would do that to anyone, let alone the person he liked the most in school
you don't even seem that bothered by it anymore, having gotten your noodles and disposed of your fake eyelashes and heels
(you save the eyelashes for another use tho obv those things are expensive)
and ten kinda has the urge to ask you to go to prom with him
it must have an hour left, and he could close up the store early (even if he would have to hear from his boss the next day)
but you could get the prom you wanted, and he could dance beside the prettiest girl in the room
"hey, y/n?"
you don't hear him, because a minivan is pulling into the parking lot, and you're already walking towards it. "I'll see you at school, ten! thanks for hanging out w me!"
"oh. no problem!" he gives you a wave and a halfhearted smile before turning around to clean everything up and return to his shift
he's very sad that he missed out on his opportunity w you
fast forward >>>>>>>>>>
two weeks later, and you're cramming for final exams while simultaniously training for the last swim meet of the year
and you're v v busy
but also you just want a break
and doyoung has had the whole team on a no carb diet bc he wants everyone to have suburb energy burned by vegetables alone
and all you're craving are some spicy noodles from the convienice store
you also kind of want to see ten again
ever since prom night you've noticed him around school and your heart gives a lil stir every time he sends you a smile or tiny wave
bc he's so cute :(
and you can't believe you haven't noticed him before :/
but at least you know him now :)
so anyway you decide to visit the store he works at in the hopes of gaining enough energy to be able to finish studying for your finals
you also rlly want ten to be there bc you highkey want to ask him on a date
bc heâs rlly cute and he was so kind to you that he just makes your heart go zoooooOOOoOoOOOoommmmmMMMMmm
so you go completely dressed down compared to last timeÂ
like your hair isn't even brushed lololol
when you arrive,,, ten isn't there :(
instead itâs this old guy behind the counter and he kind of sneers at you before going back to watching the lq tv in the corner
although it sucks that ten isn't there, you go to the back to find the same instant noodles you found last time
and low and behold!!!!
i bet you guys cant guess what happens next bc this is so unpredictable ;)
ten is there!!!
this is where the gif comes in bc heâs dressed in his pajamas too with an oversized sweater and messy hair that brushes over his eyes and U DNjkzwbfjdjfbbfjewbfe you gET it
âten?â
he jerks around from looking at a packaged cheese danish (you KNOW he would don't argue w me!)
ây/n?â his smile grOWSÂ âwhatâre you doing here?â
you shrug âi came for snacks..... and maybe youâ
âme??â and ten is blushing !!! bc his crush is looking for him!!!!Â
âwell.... you found meâ
âyeah...â you don't really know what to do next, so you just hold up the cup of noodles,, âdo you wanna ... idk ... eat w me?â
a cheeky smile appears on tenâs face and he just kind of asks,,, âis this a date, y/n?â
âidk do you want it to be?â
âtbh yeahâ
âyay bc me tooâ
yall are just two cuties who like eating together outside of the convenience store
nd when you have your swim meet ten is the loudest cheerer in the crowd
when your team wins he runs up and kisses you in front of everyone!!!! bc heâs extra!!!! nd doyoung chides him for it bc you have to go get your award but ten doesn't care!!!!
anyway yeah that's friends to lovers ten
:â)
the end
#ten au#nct ten au#ten scenario#ten scenarios#nct ten scenario#nct ten scenarios#ten imagines#nct ten imagine#nct ten imagines#ten imagine#ten fluff#ten angst#ten x reader#nct scenarios#nct scenario#nct imagines#nct imagine#nct fluff#nct angst#nct au#friends to lovers au#destwrites
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Snowy Day (Children Part 4)
Rating: T
Genre: Fluff
Word count: 3509
Summary:Â A snow day in for the Snow-Pitch family.
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Baz
The relentless banging in my bedroom window is what wakes me up. For a terrifying second, I think Tasha has somehow gotten outside and locked herself out. But as I slowly open my eyes, I see itâs a flurry of snow pounding against the glass. Thereâs so much I can barely see any other buildings.
I shake Snow (my Snow) lightly. He groans and rolls over to face me. He looks adorable in all his bed head, stubble faced glory.
âWhat?â he grumbles.
âThereâs a snowstorm, love. A big one. Just look.â
He moans overdramatically, making a show of rolling over again. He leans up on one elbow. âHuh. Look at that. A bloody blizzard. Think the roads will be closed?â
âKnowing London? Certainly.â
âMm.â He flops back down and pulls our duvet up to our shoulders. âThen we donât have to go to work. Stay here forever.â
âVery true.â An idea pops into my head. I grin evilly as I snake my arm across Snowâs chest. âWhich means, we have time to do this.â
I press my lips just under his bristly jaw. His breath hitches, muscles tensing up. âBaz,â he says like a warning, but his voice is already shaky. âTasha is probably already awake. And she always bursts in here-â
âSheâs not up yet,â I mumble as I trail kisses down his freckled and mole covered neck. He lets out a quiet moan. Crowley, Iâve missed this. Our sex life has thoroughly decreased in the past three and a half years. Between general life stress and specific Tasha related stress, we haven't been in the mood a lot. With no work to go to now, I plan to change that.
My hand slowly trails down across his warm stomach. Simonâs breathing increases with it, becoming more shallow and laboured. When I push past his boxer waistband, he groans and arches his lower half against me, punching the air right of my lungs. He reaches back to tangle his hand in my hair, pulling on it slightly. I moan myself and push my mouth more forcefully against his skin. Snow moves his hips in a slow circle. For the first time in quite awhile, it's slow and focused, not quick and frantic. And fuck, is it good. Fuck, fuck, fu-
âDaddy! Papa!â
The door bangs open. I don't think I've ever been so quickly turned off in my entire life. I let out a little yelp as my hand shoots out of Simon's pants. He squeaks and lets go of my hair, allowing me to shove myself backwards. Tasha jumps up on our bed. I roll over, propping myself up on my elbows, to see her kneeling over us, looking at us curiously with her hazel eyes through her curly black hair.
âMorning, little puff,â I say, voice still a bit horse.
âWhat were you and Daddy doing?â
Snow inhales so sharply he coughs. I grip the sheet in panic. âUh, Daddy and I were just...hugging. Because we love each other very much.â
Simon snickers, and I promptly kick his shin under the sheets. She looks curious for another second, but quickly beams. âOkay. Did you see outside?! Iss snowing lots and lots!â
âYes, we did, love,â Simon says.
âAre we gonna have a snow day?â
âWe just might. We'll have to check the news though.â
âOkay! Can we have pancakes for breakfast?â
I look at Snow. He shrugs up to his ears. âI donât see why not.â
Tasha jumps up, bouncing on our mattress. I canât help but laugh (sheâs too cute.) âYay yay yay!â
âGo wait in the kitchen, love,â Snow says between his own giggles. âPapa and I will be there in a minute.â
âOkay!â She jumps down and scrambles off the bed, dashing off towards the kitchen. Sheâs not as hyper as Gil was at her age. But she gets close sometimes.
I flop down and groan, running hand over my face. âMerlin and Morgana, we're never going to have sex again, are we?â
âNope,â Simon sighs heavily. He pats my shoulder. âCâmon, lover boy, get up. Pancake time. Iâll make the batter, you and Tasha can cook them.â
I roll onto my side and pull the duvet over my head. âFive more minutes.â
âOh no. If I have to get up, so do you.â He pulls the blanket down hard all the way to my hips, making me shiver.
âYou arsehole.â
âLanguage, Basilton. Thereâs a child in the house.â He swings his legs over the side, stretching out his bare tawny skinned, freckled back. Crowley, I want to push him back onto this bed and never let him up again. He looks over his shoulder, smirking devilishly. âLike what you see?â
âOf course."
âMm. Good to know.â
He lowers his head down, hovering his lips just over mine. I tilt up to close the distance. Weâre almost there, just a breath away from each other. One millimeter more...
âDaddy! Papa! Hurry up!â Tasha yells.
We both sigh, chuckling under our breaths with our foreheads together. âThe queen calls,â I whisper.
âYeah, I hear her.â He gives me one fleeting peck and hauls me up by my wrist. âCâmon, pancake time.â
âAlright, now letâs pour the batter slowly.â I carefully tilt the ladle, Tashaâs hand wrapped around my wrist. She holds it in place until all the white liquid spreads out on the pan. When itâs all gone, she tugs for me to tilt it back up. I turn to her with a grin.
âVery good job, love,â I say. She gives me a wide, toothy, three year old grin.
We end up making quite the stack of pancakes, far more than we should need. But considering Snowâs appetite theyâre necessary. I put one on Tashaâs plate, cut it up, and dribble maple syrup on them.
âMore,â she says flatly.
I give her a pointed look. âWhatâs the magic word?â
She groans in a way thatâs eerily close to Snow. âMore, please?â
âThatâs better.â
I drench the fluffy chunks and Tasha giggles happily. Snow walks in, freshly shaven and hair still damp from the shower. He goes wide eyed at the stack of flapjacks.
âWow, you two made a lot,â he says with a smile.
âYou did make a lot of batter for us.â
âYeah, but I didnât expect you to use it all.â
I quirk an eyebrow. âYou donât seem that upset.â
He shrugs as usual. âDonât look a gift horse in the mouth.â
He takes his typical place at our dining room table, kissing Tashaâs head and my cheek as is routine. Then he takes three pancakes (of course.)
âSo,â he says with his mouth full (adulthood hasnât improved his manners), âLondon roads are officially closed today. We can call into work but I doubt our bosses will make us come in.â
âI hope not,â I reply. âI for one am not driving out there.â
âMe neither, love.â
âSnow day?â Tasha says cheerily through a mash of pancakes and syrup.
âDonât talk with your mouth full, darling,â Snow chides kindly. âBut yes, snow day.â
I chuckle as I cut off another piece. âSnow day for the Snow-Pitches. How poetic.â
âAnd then, the big dragon swoops in to get the princess! Roar!â Snow makes Tashaâs dragon plushie soar through the air. Tasha shrieks and giggles. Heâs always good at this, making a big show for her. She loves Snowâs grand adventures created with all her toys. He lowers the dragon to fake attack her. She rolls on her back, fake batting the dragon away. After watching some telly, weâve been keeping her occupied for hours through the storm.
âPapa, save me!â She giggles.
âSorry, love, even I canât defeat a dragon,â I say calmly from my place on the couch. Snow gives me a knowing look.
Tasha scrambles away from Snow towards me. She laughs wildly as she buries her face in my side. Simonâs dragon menace goes after both of us.
âNo,â Tasha yells. âHe gonna get both of us, Papa!â
âIâll protect you!â I throw an arm over her and lightly shove at Snow. He puts a hand to his chest, falling down overdramatically.
âThe dragon is too weak to go on,â Snow chokes out. He âdiesâ dramatically, spread out on the floor in starfish with his tongue hanging out.
Tasha hugs me tightly with her little arms. âYou can defeat a dragon.â
âIt seems I can. Especially for my little girl.â
She giggles and plants a wet kiss on my cheek. Even at three years old, Tasha is incredibly affectionate. Itâs one of her best qualities, in my opinion. As someone who had to figure out how to show affection later in life, I admire her innate ability to do so greatly. She crawls up the couch and looks out the window over my head.
âIss not snowing anymore,â she says. âCan we go play?â
Snow and I look at each other. âI donât see why not,â he replies with a shrug.
I put down my book and stand up triumphantly. I take Tashaâs little hand. âCâmon, little puff, the snow awaits.â
Getting Tasha into her snowsuit is always a production, to say the least. Itâs bad enough trying to fit her thick mess of black curls under her tiny hood, but she always insists she doesnât need her boots or mittens.
âYou need to wear the mittens or youâll get cold, love,â Snow grumbles.
âBut Papaâs always cold and heâs fine!â she whines.
âThatâs very different.â
After many minutes of arguing, we finally get her properly dressed and step out into our buildingâs small courtyard. Everythingâs covered blindingly white snow. The trees, the bushes, everything. It sparkles in the sunlight. Tasha lets go of our hands and runs into it. The powder flies up under her boots, and she flops down on her back.
âI making snow angels!â
Simon runs forward and falls next to her. I stand over them, hands on my hips.
âThe Snows making snow angels,â I muse. âHow cute.â
âWell, youâre a Snow too. Get your butt down here.â
âYeah!â Tasha yells. âGet your butt here!â
âThis is a wool coat, love. Iâm not getting it soaked.â
An evil grin splits across his beautiful face. I back away slowly. âSnow, don-â Quick as lightning, he grabs my wrist and yanks me down, sending me tumbling onto the snow covered ground.
âYou are the worst,â I growl.
âAnd yet you married me,â he says with a smug sing song.
âIâve been known for making poor life choices.â
âJerk.â
Tasha tugs on Snowâs coat sleeve. âDaddy Daddy, I wanna make snowballs.â
Snow sits up, legs spread out in a v. He gathers some snow in his mitten covered hands and attempts to squish it into a ball. But bits keeps falling off.
He grumbles, frowning adorably. âShould be compacting better.â
âThis is fresh powder. It isnât wet enough,â I say. âIt wonât stick. Sorry, darlings.â
Snow grunts. âWell that sucks. But, I can still do this!â He throws a handful of snow right in my face. I bolt up, spluttering with cold powder coming out of my mouth. Simon and Tasha howl with laughter. Snow clutches his stomach, wildly kicking his feet similar to an excited child. Well, actually exactly like our excited child, doing the same next to him.
âOh,â I chuckle, âitâs on, Snow.â
I toss my own handful at him. This sets off an all out war. Snow flies everywhere, a practical shower of flakes covers all of us. Tasha takes Snowâs side. She jumps on my chest and drops a handful right on my face.
âBetrayed by my blood!â I shout overdramatically.
Snow barks out a laugh. âOh, if only Penny was here. Sheâd have so much to say.â
I throw more snow at him. âShut up.â
Our snow battle rages on. After totally soaking my coat and hair, we attempt to make a snow fort. But thatâs quickly abandoned by Tasha in favour of just running and throwing snow in the air. She looks so happy. Itâs one of the most beautiful things Iâve ever seen.
âDishes all done,â Simon sighs, sitting next to me on the sofa,
I throw an arm around him. âI couldâve helped yâknow.â
âYou made dinner, I do the dishes, itâs only fair. Besides, someone needs to watch the munchkin.â
The sky is dark, the only light coming from our dim lamp. Tasha sits on the floor, playing with her dolls and action figures. Sheâs adorable as always, snow damp hair hanging around her head like a curtain. Sometimes I really do wonder how I ended up here. Not dead or banished for my vampirism, but with a husband and daughter I love more than anything. Maybe the universe isnât so cruel after all.
âI had fun today,â I sigh quietly.
Simon hums happily. âMe too. Though I totally won the snowfight.â
âYou had help.â
âLike a three year old is sufficient backup.â
âHm, says the man who had it.
The storm whips up again, sending a flurry of snow against the window. Snow cranes his neck back.
âWow, there it goes again,â I mutter
âYup. Itâs frightful out there.â
An idea enters my head. Being with Snow for over ten years has made me more prone to impulsive decisions. I discreetly queue it up on my phone. I pick up my wand from the coffee table and point it at the speaker and say, âplay it, Sam.â The system turns on. Itâs already connected to my mobile. The soft, simple melody rings through the room. Michael Bubleâs smooth voice starts to sing.
Oh, the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful. And since we've no place to go, let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!
âOh my god,â Snow groans, âare you serious?â
âWhat? Itâs appropriate.â
He pushes his warm nose into the crook of my chilly neck. âCheesy bastard.â
âOh you want cheesy? I can do far more cheesy.â I bolt up from the sofa, tugging his wrist up to follow. He yelps and stumbles right into my arms. We stand pressed together, arms out, my other hand on his lower back, similar to the Leavers Ball all those years ago.
âWhen we finally kiss goodnight,â I sing as I dance him around the room. âHow I'll hate going out in the storm! But if you'll really hold me tight, all the way home I'll be warm.â
He throws his head back laughing, and itâs the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen. Snow takes over lead, spinning us and waving our joined hands up and down. His voice is slightly off key but still gorgeous. âThe fire is slowly dying, and, my dear, we're still goodbying. As long as you love me so, let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!â
I feel a tug on my leg, and look down to see Tasha grinning and jumping with her arms up. âDance too, dance too!â
Letting go of Snow, I scoop her up onto my hip. Snow holds her back, his other arm around mine. We swing and shake to the beat in our own little circle. Tasha squeals and laughs wildly, black curls bouncing with every happy sound. Simon and I sing along between our own giggles. And I think this is what joy really is.
The song ends, and we all flop down on the sofa still laughing. Snow and I hug Tasha between us.
âPapa can sing!â She yells.
That sends Simon into more loud howls. âYes, Papa can sing. He should do it more often.â
âFat chance, Snow. One song a year, thatâs all you get.â
âAw, so cruel.â
Tasha wriggles out of our arms and starts spinning. âLet snow, let snow!â She yells.
Snow chuckles, leaning his head onto my shoulder. I tilt my head back against the back of the couch. I close my eyes and take a slow, happy breath. That was joy, and this is just contentment. Simple, easy, comfortable contentment.
âPapa! I gots your stick!â
Contentment is immediately replaced with terror.
My head snaps up, as does Snowâs. Tasha jumps around waving my wand. Oh shit, oh shit! Simon leans forward.
âTasha,â he says slowly, âplease put that down. Thatâs Papaâs and itâs very important that you-â
âI make music!â She swings it like a conductorâs baton. âLet snow, let snow!â
I freeze. I recognize that tone of voice. And from Snowâs expression of utter shock, I know he does too. Something cold hits my skin. Then again, and again.
âBaz, look,â Simon whispers.
I do. Impossibly, falling from our flat ceiling is a light dusting of snow. I chuckle quietly. âMerlin, Morgana, and Circe.â
âShe has magic. Our daughter is a mage.â
âHoly shit.â
Snow elbows my side. âLanguage!â He tries to be serious, but he canât help but laugh. I donât blame him. I canât stop smiling either.
Tasha jumps up and down. âDaddy iss snowing inside!â
He stands up and scoops her into his arms, peppering her little cheek with kisses. âYes, it is, darling. It certainly is.â
I stand in the doorway of Tashaâs room. After playing in her created snow for a an hour, she collapsed in exhaustion. (It has been a long day for her.) Now she sleeps soundly, curled up in her little yellow onesie, clutching her plush dragon. Even after three and a half years, I still canât get enough of staring at her. My girl. A mage.
âHey,â Snow whispers, wrapping his arms around me from behind, his chin resting on my shoulder.
âHey.â
âMerlin, she's out cold. Think using magic for the first time drained her?â
I shrug. âMaybe. Or we just tired her out. Having a snow fight will do that.â
He pushes his nose under my jaw, lips just hovering over my skin. âBut y'know, I'm not that tired. Want to pick up where we left off this morning?â
My face breaks out in a grin. I grab his hand and tug him towards our room. âGladly.â
Snow and I lay in our bed, sweaty and smiling. The snow storm still rages outside, banging on our window. But I hardly care or notice. My brain is still going off like a fireworks display.
âThat was nice,â Simon sighs.
I scoff with no menace. âUnderstatement of the century.â
âOh, well, Iâll certainly take that compliment.â
I kick his foot. âDonât let it go to your head, Snow.â
He throws his arm over my chest, snuggling against my body. âToo late.â
I sigh, still frowning a bit as I hold him tight. We sit in silence for awhile. All I focus on is his steady breathing and the wind howling outside. I love these moments. Simple silence and calm. It makes me happy, and more importantly now, brave enough to talk about tough subjects.
âYâknow,â I whisper, âI really wouldâve been okay if she wasnât a mage.â
Simon sighs, hot breath clashing against my cool skin. âI know, Baz. I know you wouldâve been totally okay with a Normal kid. But turns out we have a magick one, which Iâm okay with. Sheâs a mage, which is great. Sheâll-sheâll be a fucking great mage. And weâll teach her. Both of us.â
I sigh myself, all the worry in my body escaping with one breath. âYes, we will. But do you know what this means?â
âThat youâll need to hide your wand better so Tasha wonât accidentally summon a hurricane?â
I pinch his side. âShut up, no. It means, I was right. You were a real mage. You were never a fraud, Simon. Your magic was all your own.â
He looks up, blue eyes wide and still slightly swollen lips hanging open. I stroke his bronze hair and smile down at him. After fifteen years, I never get tired of looking at him either. He kisses me, fast but passionate. Soon, he breaks away, panting slightly.
âYeah,â he chuckles out. âI guess you were.â
âYou should listen to me more often.â
âOh shut up.â He bends over the bed and tosses my shirt and sleep trousers at my face. Once weâre both fully dressed, Snow lays his head on my chest like always. We donât speak anymore, letting sleep take over our bodies after a long day of fun.
âDaddy?â
We lift our heads up. Tasha stands at our door, clutching her stuffie.
âHey, love,â Simon whispers. âWhatâs wrong?â
âHad a bad dream. Can I sleep here?â
âOf course. Câmere.â
Tasha crawls up into our and over me, settling in between us. I look over her, pushing some raven hair away from her cheek. Snow rubs her back up and down. She quickly falls asleep, her soft breathing audible in the quiet, clam room.
âHey Baz?â Snow says.
âYes, darling?â
âI think we should have another kid.â
My heart swells, beating faster than I thought possible. I reach over and hold his hand, gripping it firmly.
âMe too.â
AN;Â Alright this isn't my favourite/best piece of writing but it's cute. I love to imagine Baz dancing Simon around the room. Tomorrow: letters to Santa!
#carry on countdown#coc 2017#carry on#snowbaz#simon snow#baz pitch#snow day#family#children#mysnowbazfic
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Educating the Victim - Act V, Chapter XXVIII
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Pairing: Pearl/Amethyst, Yellow Pearl/Yellow Zircon, Yellow Pearl/Yellow Diamond (mentioned)
Rating: Mature
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CHAPTER 28: Moving on
Introspection sometimes cut through her fears like a samurai sword, and that evening, Pearl found herself with the courage to finally send Amethyst a message.
âHey. I'm really sorry. Could we maybe please talk? Even if all you do is tell me how much you hate me. I just want some closure.â
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  Amethyst, having returned from the meeting, looked at her phone.
Frowned.
After about half an hour of careful deliberation, she finally texted back.
âFine.â
The fact that she was using capital letters and punctuation should probably serve to show Pearl that she was taking this Seriously, with a capital S.
âWanna meet up somewhere? idk. A cafe or something.â
She sighed.
âAnd I donât hate you.â
 âIsn't it late?â Pearl frowned, ânowhere is going to be open. We could call.â
Knowing she wasn't hated was fairly relieving.
 âi was more thinking like tomorrow or somethingâ
âdunno if i wanna callâ
 âthat's alright.â
It wasn't. She sighed and tried to swipe away the messenger bubble. She noticed an earlier conversation she'd had with Sapphire.
âso, uh. There's a rave tonight. I'm kind of grounded but might try and sneak out.â
 Amy frowned.
On impulse, pressed the call button.
 Oh.
Pearl picked up. "Hey." She said, nervous. "I'm sorry."
 âNah man, forget about it. Did you say rave? I was talking to Ruby earlier and she told me about one â this wouldnât happen to be the same one?â
 "Down by the junkyard? I'm not too sure how safe it is but Sapphire wouldn't invite me out to something dangerous."
 âOh, man, so we are talking about the same thing!â Amy grinned. âI saw Sapphire texting but I didnât realise she was talking to you. I wasnât gonna go, got no one to go with. Well, until now. You down?â
 Pearl then frowned.
"Um. What are you doing with... them?"
 Amethyst cocked her head.
Oh yeah, Pearl didnât know.
âWe were just hanging with your ex,â she said casually, ânothing you need to worry about.â
 "Um!" Pearl was flabbergasted. "UM!"
 âDude, chill, Iâll tell ya about it later. Though, ya know, ratting her out to Diamond? Not cool. Anyway. Whatever. Do you wanna-â Wait, inviting Pearl over was probably not a great idea. âUh, I could come to yours? Or we could just meet there?â
 "Meeting there. Parents aren't letting me have anyone over."
 âOk, sure. Uh. When?â
 "Hang on. Need to ask Sapphire when it starts."
 Amethyst laughed. âNo you donât,â she said. âIt starts at eleven. I talked to them, remember? Ruby told me everything. Sheâs gonna be there too.â She then realised her mistake. âI mean they.â
 Pearl paused.
Oh.
She felt envy. Upset. Amy wasn't meant to know them.
"I'll see you there at eleven. "
 âCool! See you soon then,â Amy said, and waited for Pearl to hang up.
 Her voice betrayed her heartbreak. "Can't wait!" She promptly dropped the call.
 "Amy!" Aurora called out. "I'm going out!"
 Amy instantly jumped up. âYo, where are you off to?â she said. âI didnât realise you had plans.â
 "Um, I forgot to mention." Aurora looked awkward. "I set up a tinder account. I have a date."
  âOh man, thatâs so cool! Incidentally,â Amethyst nodded at her phone, âso do I. Iâm going to the rave Ruby was talking about, and Pearlâs gonna join me there.â She grinned at Aurora.
 "Oh!" Aurora seemed surprised. "You're friends again?"
 âAs of like five seconds ago, I guess,â Amethyst said. âSo whoâs your date?â
 "She's really cute. Rich, too. A lawyer. She's from out of town, but look." Aurora swiped up a profile and passed her phone to Amy for a look.
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  âAw! Cute. Not as cute as Pearl, though.â Amy grinned at Aurora. âAnyway, yeah, Iâm going to the rave. I guess you canât drive, but I can take the bus. You have fun, yeah?â
 "You... take care of her, okay? Don't get too drunk and just lemme know if you're going to crash somewhere. Even if it's a very drunk call, lemme know you're safe."
 âWill do, mum.â Amy grinned and came in for a hug. âYou stay safe too, yeah? Donât let lawyer girl kidnap you. Sheâd win the court case for that, probably.â
 "Oh, she might. I'll try and not let her steal my heart." Aurora winked. "There's lamb chops in the fridge to heat up when you get back."
 âThank you!â Amy waved. âIâll go back to my room, I need to find a cute outfit.â
 Aurora watched her leave and finally allowed her face to drop. An odd pang of envy sent ripples of upset through her. She shrugged it off.
She had a date. They'd arranged to meet up at a conveyor belt sushi bar that was open until late. She was ready to try and move on for tonight. Amethyst had been right. Everyone seemed to be enjoying some form of romantic love in her life and she was tired of lagging behind over her loss of Marigold.
Adorned with her usual pretty yellow evening dress, she pulled up at the location they'd agreed on.
 Zaira Giallo was already there; sheâd only ever been late for anything once, and that had been a complete embarrassment.
(She was fairly sure everyone else involved had long forgotten about it.)
She was intrigued by this girl sheâd managed to find online. Several years younger than her, but Aurora didnât seem to mind that in the slightest.
She caught Auroraâs eye and waved her over. Eyes wandering over the flattering yellow dress she was wearing.
âGood evening,â she said when Aurora was close. She leant in to kiss Auroraâs cheek. âA nice location. Sushi isnât usually my fancy, but itâs always nice to try something different.â Her English was accented, but otherwise perfect.
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  Aurora blushed, not quite expecting the contact, but heavily appreciating it all the same. "This place is pretty good, they do a lot more than just the fish, so it's not that bad. What do you usually enjoy?"
 Zaira smiled as they settled down. âWell, Iâm from Italy,â she said, âI have high standards. This country...â She grimaced. âWell, letâs just say, it could do better in many ways. How has your day been?â
 "Oh yes, you mentioned it on your profile. What brings you here?" Aurora smiled. "I've had a... busy day. Had to meet up with a friend since she's been suspended from work."
 âMy boss is here investigating something,â Zaira said. âI canât disclose details, but itâs an odd little case, and sheâs called me here to help her sort out things. I wonât be staying for long,â she added, âso I do hope youâre not looking for anything permanent. I donât do long distance.â
 "Just some fun from a pretty older woman. I'd appreciate a distraction and," she pressed a soft, seductive stroke against Zaira's hand. "I'll try my best to help you have a good time."
 Zaira frowned, displeased. âI am really not that old,â she said, âand if you insist on making me feel like I am, I might just leave.â
 Aurora could only apologise. "Sorry; I didn't mean for it to come out like that. Wanna order drinks?"
 âItâs forgiven.â The smile was back. She held on to Auroraâs hand before Aurora could pull it away. âOf course. They actually have some decent wines. What will you have?â
 "Oh, I'm feeling just the cider for now. That might change if something else catches my eye, though."
 Zaira nodded, then waved the waiter over to order their drinks.
When he was gone, she turned to Aurora again.
âSo, tell me a little about yourself, Aurora Jaune,â she said.
 "Well, I'm not very special. I'm local from here. A personal assistant and secretary for now but I'm planning to go to university soon." She looked a little mournful for a second. "If there's anything interesting is that my high school sweetheart was the headteacher."
 âGosh, youâre so young. But that sounds exciting. What was your headteacher like?â
 "Tall. Loud." Beautiful. "Annoying. It wasn't a good time, but hey. Kept me close to my sister for a while."
 Zaira frowned mildly. âHow so?â
 "I graduated high school five years ago. I could have gone to university then, but I didn't trust my parents to look after my sister. I raised her, you see." She looked a little distracted for a second. "We had a decent relationship for that time until last summer."
 âSounds like quite a ride,â Zaira said. âTell me about your sister, then.â
 "She's unfortunately rather vulnerable. Gave me this number on my nose." She laughed, unable to really be bitter about it anymore. "A fighter. The thing was that I was really a permanent part of her life until my boss started to chip into more and more of my personal life."
 âHmm. I donât have any brothers or sisters, or children, so I wouldnât know what thatâs like. Almost all my life is work, which is how I like it.â A small, slightly cheeky smile played around her lips; almost like she had made a joke that Aurora wasnât in on.
 "Oh, yes!" Aurora blushed a little. It felt like she was somehow being made fun of. She wasn't going to let it make her feel defeated, however. "Your job does sound incredibly exciting. I must admit it was one of the things that drew me to you. Tell me about it."
 âOh, being a lawyer is really not all that exciting. Unless youâre very good. Like me,â she smirked. âI got hired by someone rich. So I get to do their court cases. Have been for several years. And itâs Italy, so yes, occasionally, the Mafia is involved.â She winked.
 "Oh my god." Aurora gasped. "Now that is exciting. Though, I take it that disclosure agreements mean that you can't tell me much."
 âYou have the right idea, bella.â The way she said it was sincere, a little arrogant, but didnât cross the line to condescending yet. âIâm sure thereâs things about your job that you wouldnât be able to tell me about. So letâs not talk about jobs, hm? What is it you like to do in your spare time?â
 "Now that I have a little more time to myself, I've been getting more enthusiastic at reviving some of my old video games in my spare time. I also spend way too much time watching makeup tutorials on the Internet." Aurora laughed, awkward. But unashamed in her earnest glance. "What do you do?"
 Zaira smiled. Aurora was cute.
âI donât get much free time, and I tend to spend a significant amount of it trying to find someone to spend it with,â she said, nodding at Aurora. âBut when I do have time, I like roleplay. Any kind â Dungeons and Dragons, online, or ⊠sexual.â She deliberately held Auroraâs eyes.
 Aurora bit her lip, eagerly. "Oh, that's exciting. My twin was always into that, so I was kept up to date. Never really tried it, but I could be persuaded to try anything." She rubbed her own wrist. Her dates had never been this forward. This open.
She liked it.
 Zairaâs smile widened. Her gaze going from calculating to seductive in a heartbeat.
âWell, if youâre up for it, you could come back to my hotel after weâre done here,â she said.
As if on cue, their waiter brought their drinks. âWould you like to order any food?â
 "It would be a pleasure." She winked back and then paused, picking up her cider. "Hmm... I'll start off with just salmon sashimi."
 Zaira shot her a look and then looked at the waiter. âIâll have whatever sheâs having.â
Displaying an air of confidence even though she really did not know her way around sushi.
 "Tell me, then," Aurora said, sipping as they were left alone. "What's the main appeal in role play for you?"
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  Zaira took her time answering, taking a long and calculated sip of her wine.
Not too bad.
She then smiled at Aurora again. âShould I be honest with you?â
 "I won't run, I swear." Aurora was charmed by that mysterious smile.
 Zaira could tell. She chuckled. âOkay then,â she said. âWell, my job⊠excites me. More than it should. I like the power it gives me over people, the legal means to⊠interrogate. I like to imagine that power in different settings⊠what I would do to them if I was given the chance⊠but I like how controlled it is. Iâm held back only by the law, or, in roleplaying scenarios, by my own moral code⊠and yet that is the strongest force there is. That balance â between being in power and being controlled⊠well, Iâm sure you know how it is.â She gave a soft little giggle. âEven in non-sexual settings, I always play a lawyer. Or judge. Somebody who has power, but only as far as the law allows. It excites me.â
 Aurora was somewhat aflush by the time Zaira was finished, watching her with net typical adoring intensity she'd only shared with Marigold in prior.
"My goodness," she finally replied. "That really is something. Is the fact that you're getting off to it something you can hold a keen poker face to? Or have you ever been accused of enjoying proceedings a bit too much?â
 âNo, no. Please, Aurora, Iâm a professional.â Zaira laughed. âThe only people who ever know about this are my sexual partners. Who I tend to keep strictly separate from my work. Hence the dating app.â
 "I figured it was worth asking." Aurora giggled. It had been a dumb question. "It's clever, though."
 âItâs just the way I am.â Zaira shrugged, still smiling. âSo, what do you like? What⊠excites you? I can tell youâre into women who are a little older than you. Anything else?â
 "I suppose I'm drawn to an imbalance of power. But I'd like to explore it with a fair bit of control. I feel that regardless of the amount of self empowerment I feel, I'm naturally fairly submissive and enjoy being led around."
 âOh, I feel we are going to get along splendidly,â Zaira said.
Their food hadnât even arrived yet and Zaira was getting impatient, ready to leave. Aurora seemed like the perfect girl for a one-off thing, just casual play, nothing serious. And the way she took Zairaâs interestâŠ
It was all so exciting.
 Aurora noticed the slight fidget and lightly smiled. She'd found the same impatience in Amy.
Once the slices of fresh sashimi arrived, adorned prettily with vegetables, Aurora broke apart her chopsticks. "I take it you would like to head back to yours fairly soon?"
 âPlease. Though I wonât hold it against you if you want to eat your fill. If the evening goes as planned, youâll need your energy later.â She winked before digging into hers as well.
She was a little clumsy with the chopsticks, but managed.
âOh, this is really good. Maybe I should have sushi more often,â she said after having a few bites.
 "Oh," Aurora flushed and dug in, spreading some wasabi paste over the pink fish and then letting it soak in a tiny dish of soy sauce. "I like it the best when it's so salty I can't feel my face. My twin likes hers completely on it's own and thinks I'm utterly mad."
 âHmm.â Zaira hadnât tried the condiments yet. âThe wasabi is spicy, right?â She picked up a tiny bit with her chopsticks and laughed. âWhite people spicy,â she commented before spreading some of it on her sushi, copying Aurora. âI have to say I probably agree with you. Itâs a little dry on its own.â
 "It's just the right amount of controlled spice for me, I feel." Aurora beamed, licking her lips and picking up a bowl of edamame beans off of the conveyor belt.
 âYou do seem to like controlled spice, hm?â Zaira chuckled. Watched Aurora pick up beans off the belt and let her eyes wander along. âAnything on there youâd particularly recommend?â
 "The wafu salad here is pretty excellent." She smiled. "And the gyoza - that's the veggie ones passing us by on the purple plate."
 Zaira picked up one of each. She started with the salad.
âUnusual,â she commented, âbut I like it.â
 "It's the weird seaweed crunch that gets me every time. " Aurora watched, finding a selection of tuna and vegetables.
 Zaira nodded, concentrating on eating. Maybe if she ate fast (which she knew how to do; five-minute lunch breaks were a regular occurrence for her) theyâd get to the actual interesting part of the evening more quickly.
 Aurora finished her food and ordered another cider. It would be her last but she already felt more drunk than she had been in a while. "I'm just going to head to the bathroom," she said, flushed. "I'll be right back."
 âOkay,â Zaira said. In the time Aurora was gone, she topped up her makeup a little and fixed her hijab. Which, hopefully, she would not be wearing for much longer.
She also took the opportunity to pay the bill for both of them, not even giving Aurora the the chance to protest. By the time Aurora got back, theyâd be ready to leave.
 Aurora made it to the bathroom and ran her hands under the water. She neatened her fringe and spritzed on a new wiff of perfume. She'd even shaved down there. Shaved.
In her many years of physical and sexual services to Marigold, most of her expectations were more behavioral. Marigold had never mentioned her hair. Nor her body in any way that wasn't calling it beautiful.
Why did she even care? Her date hadn't expressed anything about her appearance and yet...
And yet she found herself under pressure. She had standards. She needed to meet them and prayed she'd done enough to not disgust Zaira.
She sighed and walked back, a pleasant smile on her face. "Oh! Is that the bill?"
 âAll paid. You ready to go?â Apparently Zaira hadnât been the only one to neaten herself up. Excitement boiled in her belly. It was so rare to find someone she could do this with â she only hoped Aurora wouldnât wimp out later on.
 "Oh, would you like me to pay you back at all?" Aurora asked, grabbing her jacket. "I'm all set."
 âOh, please donât worry about it. Iâm sure youâre doing well, but I probably still earn significantly more than you. Shall we?â She slid out of her seat and held her hand out for Aurora. âWe could take a taxi, or we could walk. Itâs not very far.â
 "I'm quite tipsy," Aurora gently took that hand, cheeks indeed rosy. "Maybe a taxi would be a good idea."
> Insert 7
> Act V, Chapter XXIX
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