#hennyway not looking at this anymore

[lydiaalin]

drops an f1 driver oc out of nowhere

[awsugar]

familiarise yourself with the material but like. on where to find it, so it all goes smoother during the exam

thank you for the thoughtful response but i just decided to wing it before i saw this lmao...i do know where all the answers are so i should be ok i just feel like bad that i haven’t attempted to learn it all...but this shit is hard especially when you don’t have a teacher to teach it to you anymore or like....no bone models to like look at up close and stuff..hennyway

[kidswithhats]

rupauls drag race s9e05 thoughts

whew lets dive in im gonna be honest tho i remember like none of the main challenge LMAO

aja: TOUCH THIS SKIN WHAT ITS FEEL TO YOU IM A NIGHTMARE DRESSED LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE i mean she was fine during the episode, the outfit was cute, like 7-8/10. her verse on clat was everything tho, lbr

alexis michelle: UM i didnt hate her outfit? but LLLLLLLLLLLMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOO @ her in untucked like she really sat there and was like “LADIES why didnt yall EDIT my outfit for me???” like MAAM theyre fucking busy its not their fault you look like a socialite hiding from the paps ALSO she had the worst verse on clat so

cynthia lee fontaine: ieubcwqiqv eqouebqfqowf her kim made me cry laughing she looked like kim from real housewives of beverly hills runway was like 4/10

eureka: HONESTLY i hated her runway, like I GET IT I GET IT, campy, leopard print, pink, neon, etc, like i understand the concept, i just think the concept is ugly, uno? HOWEVER, i appreciate that she switched up her wig and didnt just put shit on the center fourth of her head. if u looked closely tho you could clearly see that was going on tho, but WHATEVER, baby steps. not too crushed that she went home, hopefully trinity follows since they cant exploit a pageant rivalry anymore.

farrah moan: tbh, based on the lip sync she shouldve gone home, but i love her and cynthia lit did so poorly during the main, that i wouldve thrown a FIT if she had, like it was so clear that cynthia did a much poorer job and neither of them had stunning runways, although i did prefer farrah’s. the front piece was just too much, uno? it looked like a windchime and i didnt like the way it was longer than her actual garment, it looked loincloth-y.

nina bonina brown: her outfit was not my favorite, idk. obvs she wasnt great during the main but she totally ignored the fuck out of alexis during untucked and i hjbrow3bgqougbqo

peppermint: her runway was meh, but im so happy she did well during the main! shes such a LEGEND i want her to do well and make it to the top 3 with nina and shea

sasha velour: ADORED her runway, i love the russian theming, her moment w/ eureka and valentine was cute

shea coulee: WOW wow dont talk to me wow, that runway was EV ER Y THING. the best runway this season, imo, jeremy scott WISHES he could do that shit all he does is logo parody and prints, blac chyna character was great, 2. AND THE SPEECH SHE GAVE NINA MADE ME EMOTIONAL

trinity taylor: that outfit was FUCKING trash like poubelle basura garbage rubbish it was kimora blacs princess banana lady with some upgrades like its really all that i have to say uno? just the ugliest lmao

valentina: HONESTLY not a big fan of the outfit this episode? idk, i despise snake skin and patterns that are “snake skin-y” and thats what i got from it. fierce makeup tho *eyes emoji*

UM the main was okay? idk, pretty forgetable, save for the drama involved in practicing and shea’s part. FUCK MEGHAN TRAINOR. hennyway, i completely forgot about the pit crew and hadn’t noticed that they were there urewbfvwoqugbfeoub glad mini challenges are back tho. HONESTLY, super excited for snatch game, i want farrah, sasha, valentina, peppermint, and especially nina and shea to do well, but im under no illusion that theres like a 75% chance that farrah gets axed next ep.

[chaos-and-cookies]

So hennyways, 🙄🙄🙄

Black friday was lit af, got myself a ton of bday gifts thanks to my parents saying "idk what u want just go shopping i guess" lmao. Charlotte Russe had the entire store $20 or less so i took advantage of that quick fast in a hurry. Also got some incense, lipsticks, hair dye, and abook on crystal healing 😁

Got some gifts for the bae cuz it's my turn to spoil him after he's been spoiling me for so long. Still making him the blanket tho, gonna take a while since i had to undo everything i got done a few days ago. And now my mom wants me to make a blanket scaf for my grandma and aunt after they saw me knitting yesterday and liked what i was doing... 😕 so even more presents to be made in such a short time frame....blah.

There's a new comic book store in my mall which is basically fye with comics, got my bae's gifts from there (a heart health meter mug (those ones where the pic shows up when its hot), a mystery batman pop keychain, some comics, and a Destiny 2 pop figure), and a cute lil elephant tea infuser for my mom. Only got my brother 1 MKX pop figure tho so i gotta go on the look out for a couple more things for him. Got 1 nyx make up gift for one of my besties, still gotta do some shopping for my friends... but as far as I'm concerned after i get my mom a pandora charm I'm done with the shopping tbh lmao. Same with my bro too he is absolutely SPOILING his gf, i helped him with his shopping and like goddamn.... he's been buying little things here and there for month its like she's gonna get a giant cat plushie studio ghibli care package for christmas 😂

BTW do u guys know if childrens hospitals accept old toys? Like i have so many stuffed animals i dont want/need anymore so i wanted to clean them off and go around the childrens unit of my hospital and give them gifts. I've literally been wanting to do this for so goddamn long but I'm always so hesitant cuz like... kids have so mant allergies now a days i didn't wanna make them MORE sick if my toys had a lil dust or dog hair on them even after cleaning them up u know? So do any of y'all know???? Otherwise imma just have my mom ask when she goes back to work. I remember getting toys as a child quite often tho whenever i was hospitalized (which was VERY often) so... it should be ok...right? :/

[jaehentai]

i had a terrible smutty dream about jaehyun

its actually what inspired this blogs creation: it was that wild i uh hardly ever have dreams related to this subject let alone about k idols bc like wtf.. but hennyways i was in a room that wasn't my current room but was definitely mine bc i was all cozy in my bed, and then suddenly jaehyun entered? he had his dark hair and a little bit of forehead and was wearing a loose t shirt and tight ripped jeans. he was glaring at me though and i felt really intimidated as if i did something wrong. i dont really remember what he was saying but he was talking to me really sternly and softly and came and sat in the bed. i just remember my eyes watering and apologizing and he started to pull the blanket away from my waist and he was touching my cheek and he was so close BITCH I COULD SMELL HIS BREATH and his eyes softened and he didnt look mad anymore and he was kissing my forehead and MY SKIN WAS ON FIRE then he was like "here is my apology" and he pulled the blanket completely off. i was wearing lil velvet shorts basically just like ones i recently bought irl and he gripped my thighs really firmly it hurt a lil (BUT JUICY AND GOOD) and pulled my shorts down. i didnt have on anything underneath for some reason and i felt like i was burning? my face was so red and he never broke eye contact 😩 he looked like the devil. i was moving his hands and telling him i was scared bc im a virgin and no one has seen me naked before but he smiled at me (DIMPLES‼️) and told me it was going to be okay. at this point hes stroking my thigh and i feel like the fucking amazon rain forest ☔️ then he pulls off both our shirts and bends down and kisses between my legs 🤧 THEN! tHIS IS WHERE I LOST MY MIND HE STARTED EATING ME OUT? hes hitting me with pure tongue technology and giving me the succ all over while simultaneously rubbing my **** really hard??? i fucking died like i truly think i nutted in my sleep? i was pulling his hair and it felt so soft and he was groaning and telling me to keep pulling. then it got hazy and he was gripping my thighs again and hovering over me and i felt his d*** in me and it felt so big like it was stretching me and he was grabbing my thighs + ass really aggressively and his STROKE GAME WAS 10/10 he just like truly fucked my brains out like while i was asleep thats so fucking ugly. he was moaning so softly it was delicious. i could really hear his body hitting into mine, like here i was in a dream, getting my shit pounded by jung jaehyun.. i wish. then my legs were shaking and i was digging my nails into his back and his back felt so firm w muscle and he was saying my name and pinning me down his arms werre so strong and i literally c*me so hard i woke up? i was so fucking sweaty and flushed and my skin felt on fire and my legs were weak. like i truly think i nutted in my sleep from the detailed imagery of fucking him 😭 im crying like when will i ever??

[thebottomoftheapple]

Can’t sleep so...

you know what time it is … (4:35AM)

Time to write.

I’m officially a senior. Wow. lmaoooo how?? idk

Well academically I def took multiple major Ls but tbh I’m not even affected by it anymore (jk i def almost cried when one mf dead came at my life wow). It’s fine. GPA dead doesn’t matter, experience is 🔑, which brings me to my next announcement. I got an internship in Atlanta!! (I def found out in January though lol) Yay! The company does pretty lit shit but they have no type of social media presence which is kinda sus but they def exist so it’s ok lmao. But yeah, hopefully it’s a good learning experience, if not umm I’m def getting my neo to pmo to her brother so her can pmo to a job cause he be schlittyyyy in ATL doing things in my field so I’m excited for that. I didn’t get a scholarship though (womp womp) 🙄 so I’ll be staying with Tio edwin, which sucks cause it’s not my own place and it’s highkey mad deep from the actual city and my internship but whatever it’s free plus home-cooked meals so I’ll be aight. Also I’m driving down there the first weekend of June but ?? how exactly 🙃 Something I’ll figure out later. Hennyways, to rewind a little, yes I have neos now, which is cool I guess. They def make me feel washed but they also take the pressure off me and my line so *shrug* I like them. They also might be the last ones yikes… we’ll see. What else has happened this semester… squad was def beefing but we’re good. I dead love them like that’s definitely family even though they do get me tight sometimes 💚 I got closer to my UG herms (reasons why squad was beefing tbh lmao) We (plus friends) went to Miami, my first real spring break trip, and it was def memorable to say the least lol. I can’t wait to go with squad (plus friends) next year 😩😩 wow I can’t believe this is almost over, like for real. As much as I’ve grown to despise Syracuse, I definitely can’t picture life without it, life after it, which is so sad lmao but everything good must come to an end. In the meantime, I just have to make the most out of this year coming up.

Speaking of….. besides summer in ATL, which is gonna be very different and rewarding hopefully (eh heh get this offer you shnooww) I’m def gonna have OD city FOMO 😭 Especially bc of how lit I was last year (RIP neo summer 😪) ((Also a bitch needs to get fit down there) Also i hope I get a job too bc wtf a bitch needs money forrrrr) ABROAD! Haannn, London Fall 2017 lit! I leave August 28th and come back in December so that’s going to be crazy, very excited for that and our “black london” group seems lit af so it’s definitely going to be an amazing experience 😭😭 And after that I come back for my last semester of college at CUSE *more tears* but if my schedules works out, I’m def going to be dumb lit to end off my college career > Alright let’s not think about that anymore. 

**Also I will be living in a house for the first time ever that semester^^ so that’s exciting**

Back to today - I went to Black Graduation today and it was actually really nice, I def almost teared up smh. My dad, katy, and linesissys are leaving me 😭😭😭 (I’m leaving too kinda but still I’m gonna come back to the chappy like omg 😫) And I packed up most of my room (currently sitting in it now in the dark) and I def a nostalgic moment of when I first moved in here 😭😭 wow I hate how much of a sentimental bitch I am lmaoo. But yeah wow life is really flying by and I still feel like a little kid (pretending to be grown) 

I haven’t reflected on here in a while (what is new) but yeah I’ve been lowkey mad emotional these last couple months (tbh all semester). Mainly about the relationships I have with people. I can’t please everyone and I definitely experienced that first hand this semester. I need to learn how to say “no” more often (which I kinda have but I don’t want ppl to think I’m a selfish bitch 😩 but it’s necessary) I also need to get back to being more personable, that’s prolly not the word I’m looking for, but yeah I dead be a dry ass bitch to people I shouldn’t be but a lot of that was due to the immense amount of stress and beef that I had going on lol but still I suck 😐 But it’s gotten better so that’s all that matters. 

Speaking of being a dry ass bitch ummmm lol no new P in sight 🙂 Awesome. (no old P either hahaha🙂🙂)  lmao but na deadass I’m dead popping. My hair flourishing (thank you biotin) , my skin fluctuates (also thanks biotin) but when it’s good, it’s GOOD (knock on fucking wood bc it’s good rn) A bitch bout to get this chicken, too 👏🏽 (lmao hopefully) I just need to drop a couple pounds, do some dead lifts and I’m lit forever. No but deadass, just eat my butt and talk to me nice.. it’s not that hard.. but everyone here ain’t shit so *shrug* my(his) time will come 😊

Alright it’s not 5:48, it’s still pouring, the sun is coming up, and I have to be up at 8 for Max’ graduation sooooo goodnight! HOPEfully I write again soon.

- Keeks

*Soundtrack: Every Frank Ocean song on my phone lmao