#helps me strve

[someonenooneatall]

if only I was perfect, maybe he would actually like me and not just stay bc he gets no other bitches

[ilovesloths555]

honestly coming back from recovery, i don’t want to be “skin and bones” i just want to be skinny and attractive to people. the issue is the only way i know how to do it where it actually works and i like the way i look is if i strve myself or spit out the food instead of eating it. looking back at when i was at my lw and now, i love having hips and tits it makes me feel less like a little boy. but not being able to see the bones on my chest, or my collar bones, or how small my waist was makes me want to fucking skin myself. help

[failinghuman101]

is it just me or is everything just so much easier when you dont make a big deal out of it. like i get romanticizing helps but literally i could not give a shit if i tried. i strve because why not. not a big deal, part of my schedule. i cvt because i can, because im bored, because its sorta pretty and im dissociating anyways. its just so much easier in retrospect.

[marvel-m-lee]

Naughty Words

Warnings: tickle fic, emotions

Words: (I'm more sure, around 1000-1500)

Summary/Prompt: So an idea for a prompt could be that the reader changes a word on Steves phone to a "bad" word. So whenever he tries to write a certain word the phone automatically changes it to "fuck" or something similar. And then the reader and the others will be like "language". Steve gets extremely frustrated until he figures it out:)

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It was another normal day at the compound. You were bored because all the other avengers were training and Peter was at school until evenings time.

You were just sitting on the couch when you began to think to yourself. You could go annoy Tony, but you weren't sure if he was asleep. Pepper would usually force him to sleep when he couldn't so you really didnt want to disturb that. You could go train but Steve explained you were too young to be an avenger yet. OkAy StEve, (y/a) isnt old enough, WhAteVer! (I got ur back)

That's when the best idea popped into your head. An idea better than any other on the planet. Perhaps you were the smartest human on earth, smarter than Stark, perhaps even the smartest living lifefo!-

"That is a stupid idea y/n" Wanna laughed. She must had only just entered because you hadn't beard her before.

You jumped up and watched her at the counter with your elbows resting on the couch top and your head resting in your hands acting cheeky.

"Wanda! It's a great idea!" You protested. "What's gonna happen? Hmm?"

Wanda began to walk over to you and looked sideways. She brought her hand to her chin to think. You knew she was acting silly but you weren'tsure what she was up to.

"Hmm, I dunno. Maybe.." She then grabbed your hips and began to squeeze them, "Tickle you!?"

You squealed and bucked, tossing and turning on the couch, wanda now had started tickling your sides and giggling with your contagious laughter.

She then stopped and smiled at your giggling self curled into the couch. She ruffled your hair, "little prankster, have fun" she then left as you recovered from her attach as not to be attacked herself.

You didn't mind the tickles, but this prank was worth so much more.

Time had passed and you were just outside Steve's room. You entered quietly, he and the other avengers other than Wanda and Tony seemed to be training so the coast was clear. You slipped inside and looked around.

"This old man's got no taste" obvious in the nicest way possible.

You looked around and saw his phone charging by his bedside table. "Jackpot" you whispered and woddled over to it. You grabbed it and switched it on. Tony had brought him one from the 21th century, finally.

Annoyingly he now had a password now. Luckily, like all old men, it was either Password or his birthday. Or just the same password for everything.

You knew the plan, sneak in, get his phone, and change 'No' with auto correction to "FUCK YES BABY" Because, Swear words, yes, and let's all be honest Steve would never say this unless he was drunk, WHICH COULDN'T EVEN HAPPEN ANYMORE!

Once completed you snucked back out and left to your room to read a book.

More time passed, and finally the team were going to start dinner. Rather than calling everyone and disrupting them Steve decide to text everyone. Peter was also here by now, he had finished school a while ago and you both were sat in his bedroom playing video games.

Old Man Steve: So who wants what for

tea?

Metal arm: Idm

Bank💸: I'm in the shop, wont be

there.

Best mom: No Tony, we're eating dinner

with everyone. Y/n and Peter can choose

You and Peter both picked up your phones after pausing the game, both curious of the buzz after buzz's.

Old Man Steve: @Y/n🍃🌷💸 and

@spiderlings😟🕷, what do you want for

dinner?

Spiderlings😟🕷: 🍕?

You watched your phone as everyone texted, about to ask about what you should eat, but suddenly you remembered the little prank you decided to play on Steve. You knew that we had no pizza left, you and Loki had eaten it the night before when everyone was busy instead of cooking.

Old Man Steve: FUCK YES BABY, sorry Y/n

and Loki ate the last of it.

That's when both Peter and you heard Tony's laughter from his lab.

Bank💸: Languaage cap!

Metal arm: Steve??

Old Man Steve: what, FUCK YES BABY- I

didn't text that.

You: Language cap!

Badass🕷Spider: Language Steve, it's a bad

example to the kids

Old Man Steve: FUCK YES BABY, FUCK

YES BABY! How do I work this?

You and Peter then heard someone walking down the halls and to neither of your surprises Steve opened the door.

"Y/n, Peter, could one of you help me with this?"

Peter was about to answer but you quickly butted in, "oh, we don't know how to. It's too hard" you gave Peter a look.

Peter's face went from confusion to fear and smug. "Sorry Mr Roger's, this is out of my hands"

Steve grunted but smiled, he left to go to see if Tony would help him. Quickly you both tested Tony and explained the situation, everyone heard Steve grunt and leave the lab to go get dinner started.

Bank💸: you guys are fucked once he finds out yk?

Both Peter and you laughed, knowing fully well you'd be wrecked sooner or later, but you couldn't be bothered as of the moment. VIDEO GAMES AWAIT!

Half an hour had passed now and you were getting hungry, so you texted Steve to ask if food was ready, once again the same situation happened. And once more, everyone corrected him on his very inappropriate language.

It was a running gag, whenever one of you swore, Steve would correct you. 20th century shit, and him being a cinnamon bun turned steroids. Now you could have your revenge.

Finally though, food was ready. Peter and you left the room laughing and joking, you were annoying him about a headshot you had got on him but he bragged about more kills so it was practically even.

Everyone was getting to the table as Wanda and Steve set up plates, utensils, and food.

You sat next to Peter and Tony, Tony next to Pepper, next to Pepper was Sam, then Bucky, Steve, Wanda, Vision, Nat, Clint, Bruce and finally back to the Spiderling. Everyone else was busy, Thor and Loki were going to come the next week anyway, they were in Asgard again.

Everyone ate their meals, laughing and talking with one another, you sat directly across from Steve and saw him trying to stop Bucky from throwing his plate at Sam.

Tony leaned in next to you, whispering, "So you did the whole text situation?" He chuckled slightly as you nodded, smirking.

"Why?" Tony asked, he was curious because he knew you enjoyed pranking everyone, but he also knew you wouldn't do this to Steve without a reason. And in all fairness, you just wanted to spend time with Steve- and poke fun at his language- but mainly spend time with him. He had been on missions, work, training, and seemed busy with his life. You just felt as though he was drifting from you.

You shrugged at Tony's question, placing some food in your mouth. Tony poked your side, he didnt need you to answer but he didnt want Steve to have all the fun once this was over.

You squeaked and then squealed once he started squashing the skin on your side, everyone looked to see your adorable face slowly turn red from embarrassment.

"Arent they adorable?" Steve teased. You giggled and finally shoved Tony's hand off you, you looked at steve with a wobbly smile and asked about his language today.

"So Steve, what was up with your texting today?"

Nat swallowed her food and pointed a fork at Steve, "yeah Steve, it was a really inappropriate word"

In all fairness the team knew you both said fuck a lot. You usually would say after a rare mission you got to go on or when there were food in the fridge. "FUCK YEAH" or "FUCK YEAH BABY", probably from deadpool- though luckily for you, Steve was not a genius. Smart, yeah, genius. No. But you began to see the clocks turn in his head as he looked over the table at everyone.

After a while of winding up Steve, you all continued as usual. You were chatting to Peter and explaining how awesome you were at a game to Tony, luckily- well not for you- you hadn't noticed Wanda and Strve watching you as she whispered in his ear.

"Steve, y/n did it earlier, while you were training"

"What?"

"The whole 'no' situation, she wanted to prank you. She misses the time you spend together"

Steve turned to Wanda with both a confused face yet all understanding. Only now had he realised how little time he'd spent with you over the past few weeks. He felt bad but also a little mad at your little prank. But he smiled at Wanda, one filled with hope and- no he smirked. I wont sugar coat it. You were done.

Quickly Steve pushed out his chair, as loud as he could and took in a deep breath causing everyone to go silent and watch him. He then casually looked up and got to his feet. Everyone was almost finished by now, Buck, Steve, Clint, and even you had finished.

"Y/n, I need your help"

You watched him, confused. But suddenly seeing as smirk and losing all your cool as you looked to Wanda with a helpless face. Steve walked around the table and bent down to your height on the chair, whipped out his phone and asked you to help.

You stuttered, but once more explained you had no clue.

"Really? Stark, Peter, how about you?" The old man looked at the tech genius's. Neither spoke up.

"You're on your own kid"

Steve smirked and picked you up, throwing you over his shoulder slightly as you had just finished eating. Well a few minutes ago but still.

"S-Steve! Steve I didnt dohoho anything." As any normal response you began to nervously laugh, knowing fully well what would come of this. But you wanted it. You missed it. You missed Steve.

"All I need is for you to help me, can you? Or do I gave to make you?"

Steve had now flung you onto the couch as most watched and others continued their conversations.

"Steve I- i told you i have no clu-" suddenly ten fingers found your sides and began to run up and down them causing you to giggle and yelp.

"Nahaha! Steve! Steve!!"

His fingers traveled to your ribs, pinching and squeezing each one, pretending to nawh on them. He didn't start easy, no. He knew you needed this as much as he did.

"Mm, that was a great dinner, but I wonder what's for dessert?" He asked, gnawing on your ribs and squeezing your hips making you buck and squeal.

"STEVEEEEE!!!" you were almost histerical when he reached your pits, scratching at the hollows inside, making you giggle and scream, beg and brawl. It was truly adorable to watch the two of you.

"Tickle tickle y/n, aww do you want to help me now?" Steve taunted. You stood strong though, you wanted to win. Well maybe you didnt, maybe you just wanted this to last longer. You werent sure.

"NOHOHO WAY OLD MAHAN!" You bucked and squealed, blush covering your face. You truly didnt think it would get worse but oh God, Steve hadn't ripped out the fruits yet. And just for your sas. Ah, you were wrecked.

"Okay smart ass"

"LAHANGUAGE!"

"That's it." Steve lifted your shot and placed his mouth right above your belly button. Now you were beyond hysterical, you knew what would happen and wouldn't be able to handle it, Steve gave some of the best- WORSE. DEFINITELY WORST. Raspberries around.

"NAH! NAHAH! STEVE STEVE IM SOHOHORRYYYY! I'LL HELP! I'LL HELP!" you squeaked and bucked, trying to escape, those at the table laughed at your helpless, blushing body and Steve's incredible stubbornness. So mean. So very very mean. Mean.

"Ah I'm glad you'll help" Steve lifted his head and lessened his grip on your hips, not fully though, as a millisecond later he blew a big, wet, raspberry directly on your belly button, sending vibrations to your core and back.

You jolted and screeched, pushing at his head as he blew more and more with tiny tickle kisses around your stomach.

After a while he stopped and patted your head as you balled up into the couch, drowning in giggles, laughter and ghostly tickles.

Steve handed you his phone and you quickly changed the words back as they were, disappointed but happy that you spent time with Steve again. You missed your bond, even the tickles.

Steve kissed your forehead and turned on the tv, spongebob. A favourite of both of yours, cuddling together as everupmr rose finished and put away the dishes. You slowly fell asleep on Steve's lap, hally knowing you've got your captain back.

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Writers note.

Hey, sorry this was- well shit I'm not sugar coating it. It was also awkward because I cant eat to great now and the cuteness was sickening. Thank you for the prompt though! This was definitely a favourite, thank you! Apologies again :)

[findingstony]

Hi I wanted to know if you could help me find an older fic that had Strve and Tony roleplay a non-con fantasy. In it Thor overhears and thinks that steve is abusing Tony and interrupts them.

You’re looking for “Sorry About The Carpet” by AdamantSteve.

Don’t forget to kudos, comment, and bookmark!

On AO3:https://archiveofourown.org/works/477511

[fanfiction-mania]

Lucky im in Love (Chapter 5)

*just over a week later*

P.o.v Ross

It's been about just over a week since Rocky left to visit Ellington. To be honest I wasn't totally worried at first but now I am, more than I ever thought I would be. Rocky hasn't called the any of us or even texted any of us to give us an update on how Ellington is doing and I have to say that's what worries me the most. Because of this I have been a bit spacey due to the fact that it isn't the same with either of them around. With that I pulled out my phone and texted Rocky "hey, are you guys okay? We are all worried sick and we miss you!" after I sent that text I waited, and waited. No response. I waited even longer. Still no response. It's killing me knowing that something is Wrong and we haven't been told anything.For all we know Ellington could be deathly ill and the others could all be thinking 'Rocky's there with him, I'm sure he's fine' based on how worried I am you may be thinking I'm in love with him but I'm not. anyways that was irrelivant. to be honest im just worried sick and im just getting more and more imaptient by the minute.

p.o.v Rocky

i know its been a while i left my house to stay with ellington so you are probably curious whats going on considering no real information has been given so far. well anyways you only know as far as the fact that ellington is in the hospital but now i am going to tell you why. Between Ellington and his parents explaining everything to me, he cried non stop for days on end in belief that i hated him and never wanted to see him again. it started out as just that but then as days went on it turned into a deep depression which caused him to strve himself and you can probably guess the rest. I feel incredibly guilty and i will honestly never be able to forgive myself for causing this. i have spent the last little while at the hospital with Ellington keeping him company and trying to help him get his eating habbits back to normal which is more difficult than you would probably think, due to the fact that he had starved himself for just long enough that there is almost nothing he can eat without it coming back up. At this point I think I should check my phone and see if I have any texts or missed calls. I had about 20 or so missed calls and a bunch of texts from them all as well and they are all worried sick.

p.o.v Ellington

Rocky and I were sitting there in a comfortable silence when all of a sudden I noticed he was looking through his phone to see if anyone had texted or called him asking if I was okay. He looked over at me and said "Everyone is worried sick! What do you want me to tell them?" I knew the time would come that I would have to let them know what happened and I guess now is that time. I was interrupted from my thoughts when a nurse came in. "I have come to inform you that you can leave in a couple of days, we just need you to stay a bit longer to know for sure that you are getting better." She said with a soft tone. As soon as she left Rocky spoke again. "So what do you want me to tell them?" I looked over at him as I thought for a second. "Just tell them that we need a few more days just the two of us and that we will tell them the whole story later on" I said liking the idea. "Are you sure you don't want to at least tell them that you are in the hospital for starving yourself?" I thought for a second knowing that either way it probably won't end too well. "Fine you can tell them that and that we will be back in a couple of days." After Rocky sent the texts to his family we sat and waited for the replies to start rolling in.

P.o.v Rydel

I was sitting in the living room watching TV in attempt to occupy myself like I have been doing for the past while but as usual it failed. all of a sudden I hear my phone go off so I pick it up and check it. after I read the name on the screen my heart jumped a bit. it was a text from Rocky. "we need a few more days to ourselves and we will tell you the whole story later on" what is that supposed to mean? This seems a bit suspicious. Like I highly doubt that anything really bad could have happened between them causing Rocky to feel the need to stay over at Ellington's for this long. For all we know they could have just said something bad happened to Ellington just so I would basically force him to see Ellington when in reality they were never mad at each other but just playing us all so they could spend time just the two of them. I know it seems ridiculous but it's possible. I think I need go talk to someone about this. With that I was off to go talk to Riker.

P.o.v Rocky

As the texts started Rolling in I started reading them out loud so that Ellington could hear how everyone responded. After I finished reading all of the texts that I had received out loud I noticed something, one, Rydel hadn't responded probably due to the fact that she is probably jumping to conclusions like she does a lot and two, I had noticed that Ellington and I were holding hands again but this time was different. This time I have butterflies in my stomach.