#helpmehelpmyself

[thelittleroom]

Everyday you meet people that GOD already had on you agenda but you had know clue, sometimes those people means you nothing and sometime they are heaven sent.. the blessing that was sent to me today I feel in my guy that it was heaven sent I’m bless after our meet and greet I feel like I could conquer the world ! Doors are opening and I’m accepting everything come in arms reach.... #counselorlife #personal #development #greatful #raw #amazingplaces #amazingpeople #lifetime #unique #helpmehelpmyself #lifestyle #coachinglife #mentorship #naturallifehappy #happiness #letitgo #changeyourmindset #changeisgood #personalgrowth #insight #global #nationwide #careful #personalgrowthjourney #positiveaffirmations https://www.instagram.com/p/B9fNvugJeBB/?igshid=jtn9tptolwn6

[containsglitter]

Burnt Out

So I know this probably won't be read by anyone, but I am probably the most overwhelmed and depressed I've been in years. I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't have any drive or motivation left. I'm miserable. I don't want to die. I just don't want to be alive.

So much has happened these last few months. I feel trapped and everything feels out of my control. I'm literally so close to graduating with two AAs and I feel no sense of accomplishment. Instead I'm terrified that I've thrown away these last couple of years chasing a pipe dream. All my sacrifices were stupid and I didn't cherish what really mattered because I was and am too stuck in my own head. I'm never getting out of this stupid town. I'm never going to have a reliable job that pays enough to eat (nor am I ever going to be comfortable eating). I'm never going to be in a comfortable home where I feel safe or go a day without stressing that I'm going to be homeless. Again. I'm never going to feel smart enough or accomplished enough among my peers. I know I'll always be classless white trash. I will never have someone who chooses me if there's another option. And there is always another option.

One day I'll be all alone.

I can't sleep but I'm exhausted. And pissed off at myself. Why can't I do better? Why can't I force myself to get back up and keep fighting for what I want out of life? My ED will never make me whole, I know that. I also know that my mental illness is clouding my perspective and that people have it a lot worse than me. But reminding myself that just makes me feel guilty and frustrated.

All I know is self destruction. I want to beat the shit out of myself until I snap the hell out of it. I want to starve myself into the ideal me. I don't want to be this weak piece of shit anymore. I don't like feeling so insecure. I want my control back. I want to be able to walk freely in public and talk to other people without literally shaking with fear. I don't want to go back to being a hermit who is too scared to do what matters.

[samantha-denelle]

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[fadelr06]

#donateajuicer #to #me #for #iamamerica #donate #help #helpmehelpmyself #andothers #charitiesofnwa #nwa #arkansascharities #rogersarcharities #nonprofits (at Walmart Rogers - Pleasant Crossing Blvd)

[amajorminor]

#tears #helpme #helpmehelpmyself #ilovefood #foodislife #foodislove #eatright #cleaneating #livelonger #portioncontrol #diet #nodiet #lifestylechange #livelife #livelovelaugh #stress

[art-lovher]

Seriously tho #specialoffer because I need your help!! $10 to cjoisanchez@gmail.com within the next hour will get you a piece of @Joilery OR a signed copy of my book #BLAHVol1 hand delivered this week OR shipped out (include $5 for shipping)!! I am trying to get to work AND make my appearance OMG @floempireradio tonight at 10pm (#bucketlist check!)!! Help me help myself!! #empowerment #empowerartists #empowerwomen #helpmehelpmyself

[babyzillion]

only i can help myself.

i don’t want anyone’s help unless the intentions are to simplify & subtract the problems

i don’t want anyone’s help unless it’s out of love, full of positivity & light

i don’t need anyone’s help, but my own.

helpmehelpmyself

[laurenmariaw]

how do you admit to someone that you're not okay when you don't know why you're not okay?

[blithelyblonde]

Is anyone from Chicago and want to answer a million dumb questions I have about moving there for law school in the fall? Anyone? Bueller?

[annotatedimages]

So I'm trying to save up to buy a SONY a7R, as film has just gotten way way way too expensive (being that I shoot slide film and provia is $72 a box now).  If you would like to order a print or a zine and help out with costs, all funds will go directly into my savings account until I have raised the roughly $3k I need to make the purchase.  Help me help myself!

Email me at gregorycevans@yahoo.com if interested.