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Robot kisses are basically head bonks. Hey. Hey. This is the best. I love them.
(robots showing love like cats - slow blinking with their ocular receptor shutters and head bonks. Cute. So cute. Help me.)
#LoveLetters#fcg x frida#fresh cut grass#critical role spoilers#help me this is the best outcome#i love them so much#sugar overload#i have some semi coherent thoughts about what this means in the broader sense for FCG's struggles with personhood#but i think i need to let myself have this for a while
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he is indeed very proud of himself.
#ffxiv#sketch#concept#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#arenvald lentinus#zenos but he ends up finding immense satisfaction in helping others attain their goals the more he starts paying attention to others#and a reason to actually focus on his own intense curiosity and penchant for research#AND using his ability as the ultimate hype man to inspire people#tmw something you say just to cope with your situation gets followed up on#>arenvald- while dealing with the absolute fuckton of hills and stairs in ala mhigo#>zenos- putting himself in heavy tataru debt just to kidnap cid and nero for some new experimental magitek inventions#tbh this spawned from just some of my own writing with atticus and his own prosthetics- and#the really cool exoskeletons ive seen for like- combat mech suits for arenvald#it also just makes me think of the terrifying concept that an aware zenos would always be listening- and always attentive#which tbh honest even with just fordola and yotsuyu back in and before StB feels like almost fae curse levels#those situations- but he's actually invested in their intended outcomes#grueling months of PT and perseverance in exchange for being able to surprise your best buddy with you being able to stand#and also walk short distances so he can actually show you around his hometown
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gonna get a cavity filled in a couple days and im like so worried that when they give me the high juice ill start talking about the fnaf timeline
#help me chat#this is an actual concern i have#the fnaf timeline would be the best outcome tbh#like imagine i start rambling about sans aus#or god forbid fanfiction#rambles#bear in mind
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Finally finished sweet tooth s3. Having incredibly mixed feelings
#love the show. love it a lot. about to be a bitch in the tags anyways#it was. so so messy. they needed another season so bad. the alaska trip took up so much of the comics#and that was with the previously established cast#in the show they introduced a million new characters. gave us no time to get to know them before they were thrown head first into the plot#and condensed an arc that was almost half of the comics into the span of like 5 episodes#my boy singh. oh how they massacred by boy#i mean. okay. in the context of the show the arc wasn't horrible for him.#but i think his survival in the comic and his dedication of his life to making up for the mistakes of his past by helping people and hybrids#would've been so much more powerful than his random self sacrifice at the end of the show.#bc honestly it just seems like another impulsive act in his moral flip flop he'd been having for the last few episodes#rather than active choice to be better#and honestly i wanted to see his delusional paranoid religious breakdown from the comics put to screen so bad#it would've been great#i do like that he turned against zhang the second she started trying to talk about rani. that shit slapped#the several fake outs about Jepp's death were so stupid and unnecessary and repetitive#why are you baiting everyone. you're going to piss off the hardcore comic fans waiting for his death and confuse the show fans#either commit to killing him or stop pretending like you're brave enough to do it#why did they flip back so hard into the mystical vaguely eco fascist backstory and outcome of the comic#after spending two seasons trying to build a more scientific and less 'humanity must end' story for two seasons straight#they tried to make it seem less 'humanity must die' again at the end by ending the virus#which i guess might've been the best outcome available considering the source material and the limitations of it's ending#but idk. it felt weird#the writing this season was so much less subtle. it felt like the characters were constantly monologing directly at the camera#nothing could be left unsaid everyone had to say exactly what they meant#and it was all moral lessons the writers were trying to feed directly to the audience#i feel like they wrote themselves into a corner at the end of the last season#and they expected to have at least one more season to write themselves out of it before the ending#and if not. if this was the plan since the beginning. literally what. WHAT.#can not imagine the people who wrote the last two seasons sitting down and writing this#it won't let me add more tags but i have more thoughts. many more. tumblr is silencing me for speaking the truth /j
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i didnt lose my job. i’m getting cut to 20 hrs a week tho.
#this is objectively an Okay outcome.#i needed a new job anyway. this opens the door for me to fully dedicate myself to that.#and i know my dad will help me cover bills in the meantime as long as i can show i am trying my best.#but jesus fucking christ . jesus CHRIST.#izzy.txt
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Me realizing that hospital visits and diagnoses can prevent me from doing things like getting hired and adopting kids almost as much as jail/prison visits would
#yes some laws are fucking stupid (that is what gave me this revelation)#but like a person on the SA watchlist not getting hired (something they CHOOSE to do. as a display of power n shit)#VS my disabled ass simply not getting hired because I’d be a slow worker (not by choice. At all. I’m trying my best)#IS AGREVATING#WE ARE NOT ON THE SAME LEVEL#WHY ARE COMPANIES OKAY WITH HIRING SOMEONE ACCUSED OF SA THAN ME ALEDGELY BEING SLOW#AND I SAY THAT BC I KNOW A LOT OF MF WHO SA GET AWAY WITH IT#AND THEY DONT HAVE PROBLEMS BEING HIRED#I ALWAYYYYYYYS. DO.#ALWAYS.#NO SHITTY BOSS WOULD TURN A BLIND EYE TO MY FAULTS JUST LIKE HOW A GOOD ONE WOULDNT#THE ONLY BOSSES THAT WOULDNT TURN ME AWAY WOULD BE COMPANIES THAT MEED TO MET A QUOTA FOR THEIR IMAGE#AND EVEN THEN. IM NOT DIAGNOSED. IT WOULDNT HELP THEIR IMAGE.#I think only Walmart would hire me but THE CLOSEST ONE IS 1.5 HOURS AWAY AND I CANNOT DRIVE#BECAUSE IM DISABLED#btw I thought of this bc I was thinking of this stupid ass cop I saw#this stupid cop was trying to arrest a homeless man for cooking his meal in his makeshift oven he made out of a shopping cart#but like what is that guy supposed to do?#not have good meals and end up in the hospital? possibly facing charges?#or have a good meal with the chance of ending up in jail? and possibly facing charges?#both outcomes can be equally as bad#but one has the HOPE to simply be good#so OF COURSE HE IS GOING TO COOK OUTSIDE#disabled#disability#cat rambles#rant
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your happiness is my happiness
#olivier giroud#my demons#not the prettiest and not the best outcome but...#it worked and that's enough for me#and seeing him like this definitely helps#LOL
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Whoooo!!! My mom just got nabbed to the mental hospital!!!!! Fucking finally!!
#call me heartless all you want she had this a long time coming#omg its finally over!!! its finally finally over!!!!#honestly this is the best outcome#like lets be honest my dad was never gonna divorce her#hopefully she will get the help she needs and i can finally chill#if anybody gets on my case about being happy about this#fuck you#you dont know her
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I think as part of the entrance exam for all psych majors they should be asked why they want to be a psych major and if they say anything about, like, being fascinated by crazy people or true crime and serial killers, they should be shot point black between the eyes where they stand. Treating mentally ill individuals like actual human people instead of interesting little animals to observe for your entertainment should be a requirement for entering the psych field but also just for staying on this plane of existence I think but that's just me.
#I find the human brain equal parts horrifying and fascinating and I have a lot of interest in psychology#as an aspect of better understanding people and helping others and determining the actual best way to do that#But you say Im interested in psychology and all the true crime girlies are like omg me too crazy people are so interesting!#I'm kind of conflating two issues w true crime girlies and psychological students that dehumanize the ppl they want to work w#But it comes from the same place I think even if the outcome is often seemingly different
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aaaaaaand it's starting. mom's bestie just texted me asking to come over this weekend cause it's Bad and it's probably the last chance to talk and maybe say goodbye to my mom's husband and i need to take care of her. god. i wont get through this weekend unless im high or drunk istg.
#time to slightly overdose my depression meds again ig lol#anyway. it is a little better with me these last two weeks. turns out the meds do work when you actually take em regularly#but first my best friend's break up that she's blowing up to unimaginable size#acting as if she just got divorced with the love of her life after 20 years#and not ended a few months long relationship with a guy who's been the source of most of her troubles since the moment they started dating#(ofc she's valid and id never tell her that because like. i get it. some people feel stuff more deeply. but its hard to be supportive#when you genuinely feel like this is the best possible outcome for her and that the relationship was only dragging her down all this time)#and now this. and this is gonna be infinitely worse. and then it's gonna get a million times worse when he actually does die.#and i feel like the worst most selfish person ever which like. probably am. but i did tell my cousin who actually knows my mom really well#and she said she understands and that my fears ARE valid because SHE'S terrified of how she's gonna handle my mom#and she wouldn't wanna be me in that situation cause it's gonna be so much worse for me lmao#like i feel like people who know my mother casually really dont understand just how unhinged emotionally she is#anyway. i feel so overwhelmed. i cant handle this jesus.#but im also emotionally unavailable and refuse to actually confide in another person because i dont want to be a bother <3333#god i love tumblr. i can literally type anything in those tags lol it's the perfect form of venting since you can just scroll by#but i will still have let it out of myself anyway uwu i literally dont need that therapy fr#anyway. i feel so unbelievably fucking lonely and on one hand it's my own fault for withdrawing and refusing to ask for help.#but on the other hand. i AM alone. like there's no one who can help me in this particular situation.#i have no siblings. obviously my dad isnt gonna help. it all falls down to me. good god. i wanna throw up.
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Thinking about how I pegged her almost a month ago now and how her dick kept twitching GOD that changed me on a molecular level
#wlw nsft#rambles#I can’t wait to see her again and if she wants me to peg her again so help me I might lose my shit in the best way#Fr working out again just for the possibility of that outcome
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fuck
#seeing my grandparents tmr. send help.......#sometimes i think maybe i should just come out to them so they can disown me already and i wont have to see them again#i mean my mum might be a bit upset but still.#and also yknow. having them hate me isnt great but also ive had plently of time to come to terms with that#best outcome is they try to change me back or say this isnt truly me or whatever#worst is.#yeah.#but still.#ez.txt
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me: i would like to own a physical item of hardware for my own personal hobbies
everybody for some reason: um theres already a app/filter/program that is likely to give you a virus that exists you don't need that old shit 🙄
#like no matter whatever apps or digital shit u tell me to get IM NOT DOING IT if I want a old computer and a physical film#camera thats what im getting. photoshop and windows xp emulator will never have the same effect as having the actual thing#im lowkey getting annoyed by ppl telling me to just use smth else when I know what I'm doing 😭 I get its more convenient#but have u considered the effect im going for is really only properly going to have the outcome I want if I have the original?#i get ppl are trying to help but sometimes its like. i know what I'm doing.... I'm a hard believer in the original hardware is best#if u want to do smth. no amount of substitutes is going to satisfy me
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hey tumblr--
i submitted my university honours program application
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#lord plz help there not be any typos 😅😅😅😅#I am SO glad to be FINISHED with this thing though#my brain is TIRED i am mentally and emotionally EXHAUSTED#and I have yet another day of inventory bright and early tomorrow morning 🤪#oh well.#at least this application is behind me!!! I desperately hope that I get into the program but regardless of the outcome#I am singing and rejoicing that it is all finished with!!!#I did my best. I submitted on time. now I'll wash my hands and not worry about it anymore.#also I may go eat a waffle before bed (and mayhaps I'll reward myself by going to get dinner at the new ramen place that opened recently#near the store I'll be inventorying at tomorrow 👀)#gurt says stuff#college stuff#personal#ok and now i'm getting a snack and going to bed bc I am for real so so tired
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god i love pucci so much
#rambles#stone ocean#short posts#sorry. give me a minute here#the way he was so overcome with grief in his backstory ... god#stone ocean was so experimental for jojo i think... pucci was the best outcome of that#he's so different compared to the other villains!!!!!! he's so fucking cool#i love the moral ambiguity and inevitability of his tragedy#and how despite seeming like a mindless DIO follower at first he's really his own character with his own story#(seriously. if you think pucci is ''just one of dio's followers'' and not his own character i don't think you were paying attention)#really. other DIO followers are clearly just brainwashed but pucci isn't like that at all#DIO just gave him the push he needed to go over the edge#and even after he became DIO's follower he wasn't just devoted to him. he wanted what was good for humanity#so DIO twisted pucci's mind into thinking what he wanted was ''for the greater good''#he's not just ''i would do anything for dio i will blindly follow him until the end''#he's ''dio helped me see that the best outcome for humanity is for everyone to know their own fate#-so what happened to me doesn't happen to anyone else ever again''#pucci is so great and cool. and good and epic#idk. does this even make sense. i watched more SO episodes with my dad and i was overcome with energy#we talked about pucci together (he's also dad's favorite character)
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I got a job interview on the same day my current contract ends lol. Is my run of bad luck coming to an end or is it more of the same though 🧐
#i really really want it because it’s literally within walking distance and the hours are perfect AND it’s over the winter so i don’t have#to worry about how i’m going to fund myself during the off season (ya girl lives in a tourist town lol)#plus the hours don’t clash with my coding course. i mean it’d be hard for them to since it’s a night class#but i don’t even work the same days i have lessons. so that’s good#one catch - it’s 5 hour shifts. and it’s in a coffee shop#there’s a shop attached to it (funnily enough they sell some of the same stuff my previous workplace sold lol) and they give tours#it’s like a historic tourist attraction with businesses attached to it basically. that is the vibe#and ya girl still has a busted knee. so it’s like. will i be able to do this#does anyone want a limping waitress/tour guide/cashier? is 5 hours too much? who can be sure#i’m just going to show up to the interview anyway. i talked to my mom about it and she was like ‘they can maybe give you a chair#while you’re cashiering or program in an unpaid break halfway through the day. plus your start date is 2 weeks away and you have physio#the day before it. you’ll have improved’ and i was like ‘yeah. all true’#like it makes sense to me to just go there; be relatively honest about my limitations; gather info#and just find out whether or not this is feasible and whether they think they can accommodate me or not#if they can’t it’s literally fine. i don’t really have a burning desire to continue working in hospitality. plus i’m starting this course#and there’s a guaranteed job interview at the end of it; plus job help. PLUS my boss all but said she’d take me back in february#like obviously i want and need something to do in the next 6 months but this isn’t the be all and end all#i just want it. i think it would work well for me#i’m going to do the interview and just hope for the best outcome for everybody i think#personal
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