#help i’ve maladaptive daydreamed too close to the sun

[violet-starlings-blog]

Y’all ever feel like your ovaries are crying? Feels like my ovaries are crying.

God I’m a whore.

Any fanfic recs? Looking for some wolverine stuff if anybody has suggestions…

help.

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I do love a good hoodie. I only have one… but I have a flannel hoodie in wolverine colors coming in soon 👀

[daddydindjarin]

Anyone else maladaptive daydream when you’re in a boring situation?

Because I’ve spent the last two hours at a security meeting, and all I’m thinking of now is Javier Peña coming home from Columbia and trying to figure out what a retired DEA agent should do, so he decides to start a security company.

And while he’s good at providing security and helping people, he has no patience for back office things (payroll, HR, taxes), so he hires you to do all that office work for him. The relationship that the two of you build with each other makes it feel like it’s not even really work. He knows exactly what you want for lunch, and you’ve got his coffee order memorized, and he swears it never tastes better than when you make it, even if it’s in the same old coffee pot everyone else uses too.

His favorite nights are the ones where he agrees to patrol overnight, and suddenly your voice is unexpectedly coming through his radio. He asks what you’re doing at the office so late, and you sleepily tell him that you were worried, and you couldn’t sleep, so you wanted to check on him. You end up spending the entire night at the office talking to Javi on his shift till the sun is peaking over the horizon. When he makes it back to the office, he finds you bent over the desk, head resting peacefully on your arms, and his big leather jacket swamping your figure.

The way his heart skips a beat is something he’ll address later, but for now he just flips the sign to closed and decides they’re taking a day off today.

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Idk if this is just a me thing, or what but because I maladaptive daydream cinematically I have specific scenarios for specific songs. That being said, I cannot listen to “Little Less Conversation- JXL Radio Edit Remix” without thinking of a post fight, angry, desperate lovemaking with RE4 Leon Kennedy. The whole song is just full of sexual frustration and I am feral for a song that sounds like being slammed up against the wall, lip bruising, grasping, desperation sex. Like so desperate the clothes are only mostly off because waiting to remove is just too much time lost. This man could wreck my entire apartment and I’d still say thank you. That is all.