#help I'm so fixated

[valstarku]

My fixation is BACKKKM ARGHHHHHHHHH and I got finally inspired

AMAZING DESIGN @cherryvampiro love it sm yes!!!!!(⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

[disorganised-bagel]

i need you to see my vision

i'm so sorry i know this is incredibly niche but i can't stop thinking about rtc characters with madilyn mei songs

(more of my unhinged thoughts in this post)

(all songs are by madilyn mei. in order, they are: flesh and bone, the chapel, the brink, nepotism, the milk carton, little long legs, never the muse, call me the bard, dress like a pirate, partner in crime)

[noxiousgrace]

Holy shit krs makes me so sick it's actually unreal

How unfair is it that everyone managed to get their revenge except for him

The white star was a common enemy anyway, that's not enough to satisfy me 😭

How unfair is it that nobody was there to raise him the same way he raises literally every child he's adopted so far

I want to know what kim rok soos life was before the cataclysm, more than what has already been revealed. I want a full-blown start-to-finish recap of this mans life before i go crazy

How much does he even remember from before he got the ability to record things

Does he remember anything about his biological parents? I know he waited to see them for a long time but does he ever shudder at night thinking about them?

Does he only remember the ghost of their warmth, but no faces to attatch it to?

How did he escape from his uncle? I want to know so bad. I want to know what happened to that piece of shit after he hurt his nephew 😭

How did he hurt krs anyway? Did he just beat him? Lock him in a room? Starve him? Worse?

I want cale to meet his uncle again, he needs the closure. I can't accept the fact he isn't able to face that motherfucker in the same way that raon got to face venion.

Why is everyone allowed to have closure besides him

The only time he's gotten any closure is after he speaks to lsh in a DREAM. And he started CRYING after that.

He carries so much weight on his shoulders, it hurts to watch

This man needs therapy asap

And this line especially just emphasizes how he'd rather keep his emotions bottled up because he thinks they're a nuisance 😭

[somewhereincairparavel]

im so emotionally attached to jason grace it's not even funny atp. i literally think about him all day, I'm not exaggerating pls someone tell me they feel this way too 😮‍💨

[lesbianmaxevans]

Femme Fatale (2002)

[fayeandknight]

Just had the cutest interaction while training Forte.

We were working on alternating between casual heeling/llw and fmp with him in harness around the block. We'd come full circle back to the driveway when I spotted a young kid on a bike coming up the road.

I put Forte in a down and planned to reward him as kid and dad passed by. But the kid saw Forte and stopped in front of us while repeatedly pointing out the doggy. (Kid was young, training wheels and dad's hand on the back of his seat.)

I could tell dad was getting uncomfortable because kid would not move on and was very fixated on Forte. So I looked at dad and explained that this dog is learning to be a service dog, which is a special dog who helps people. That this dog loves people but needs to be able to ignore them when he's working so he can focus on the handler. And if they had a few minutes, would they want to help me train him.

Dad relaxed and said yes. So I asked the kid if he could ride around real fast and call to the doggy. If the doggy stayed in his down I'd reward him with a tasty treat. Kid was pumped to do so. After a few minutes I thanked them both for helping me train my dog.

As the kid rode off I could hear him excitedly telling his dad "I helped train a service dog. They're really special dogs ". And dad agreed that he did and that he'd done a good job. Kid proceeded to say "I'm going to tell mom I helped train a service dog. Does she know they're special dogs?" To which dad said mom's going to be impressed because she knows those are special helper dogs and their training is really important.

It was such a wholesome interaction.

[wigglywantshiswrath]

y'all ever get fixated on something so extremely you feel like you HAVE to speak abt it RN or else you'll start CONVULSING AND DYING ON THE FLOOR (not rlly but i will SCREAM AND CRY about Hatchetfield). YEAH THIS IS ME ABT HATCHETFIED IM GOING INSANE AAAAAAAAA

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

[kakyogay]

started a sonic corner in one of my canvases so umh here ya go have some slop :>

also when the mountain is green or somethn

[euclydya]

i don't. understand. why. people here. are so nice. to me.

[criscura]

I want to get to the good part of this blastvoid thing I'm writing but i do NOT want to write the part before it and I'm procrastinating so fucking hard

Like i know what i want and it'll be satisfying but it's like the reverse of eating beef jerky, where this is the tough gross part you just need to swallow before getting to the fucking SPPIUCCE

[wyrmsfornerves]

one of the worst part of experiencing focus issues is that once you notice it's happening, you're reminded of it every 3 seconds if you try to do literally anything

I feel like a glitchy camera lens, constantly going in and out of focus

[legiterallylunar]

the falsettos experience gets worse every time u watch it because there's nothing u can do to prevent anything that happens

[gideonisms]

ngl having bad brain times. Can you ever physically FEEL the lack of the get things done chemical

[rickyyysaurus]

Falls over and dies.

[will80sbyers]

how am I gaining followers instead of losing them when I'm just rambling all day long what is going on lmfao I thought I would be annoying everybody because I use this place as a thought dumping ground 😂