#help I'm so fixated

[valstarku]

My fixation is BACKKKM ARGHHHHHHHHH and I got finally inspired

AMAZING DESIGN @cherryvampiro love it sm yes!!!!!(⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

[brodyfoxxsmassivetits]

it's all edd all the way down!!

he's fun 2 draw that MUST be why it's his world..surely

been really into drowning stuff in effects recently can't wait for THAT to get annoying

[disorganised-bagel]

i need you to see my vision

i'm so sorry i know this is incredibly niche but i can't stop thinking about rtc characters with madilyn mei songs

(more of my unhinged thoughts in this post)

(all songs are by madilyn mei. in order, they are: flesh and bone, the chapel, the brink, nepotism, the milk carton, little long legs, never the muse, call me the bard, dress like a pirate, partner in crime)

[f0linasahl0]

guys i don't think ill ever stop thinking about squid game or twenty one pilots. they're permanent landmarks in my brain now

[lesbianmaxevans]

Femme Fatale (2002)

[fayeandknight]

Just had the cutest interaction while training Forte.

We were working on alternating between casual heeling/llw and fmp with him in harness around the block. We'd come full circle back to the driveway when I spotted a young kid on a bike coming up the road.

I put Forte in a down and planned to reward him as kid and dad passed by. But the kid saw Forte and stopped in front of us while repeatedly pointing out the doggy. (Kid was young, training wheels and dad's hand on the back of his seat.)

I could tell dad was getting uncomfortable because kid would not move on and was very fixated on Forte. So I looked at dad and explained that this dog is learning to be a service dog, which is a special dog who helps people. That this dog loves people but needs to be able to ignore them when he's working so he can focus on the handler. And if they had a few minutes, would they want to help me train him.

Dad relaxed and said yes. So I asked the kid if he could ride around real fast and call to the doggy. If the doggy stayed in his down I'd reward him with a tasty treat. Kid was pumped to do so. After a few minutes I thanked them both for helping me train my dog.

As the kid rode off I could hear him excitedly telling his dad "I helped train a service dog. They're really special dogs ". And dad agreed that he did and that he'd done a good job. Kid proceeded to say "I'm going to tell mom I helped train a service dog. Does she know they're special dogs?" To which dad said mom's going to be impressed because she knows those are special helper dogs and their training is really important.

It was such a wholesome interaction.

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

[kakyogay]

started a sonic corner in one of my canvases so umh here ya go have some slop :>

also when the mountain is green or somethn

[wigglywantshiswrath]

y'all ever get fixated on something so extremely you feel like you HAVE to speak abt it RN or else you'll start CONVULSING AND DYING ON THE FLOOR (not rlly but i will SCREAM AND CRY about Hatchetfield). YEAH THIS IS ME ABT HATCHETFIED IM GOING INSANE AAAAAAAAA

[lucentel]

rewatching sanders sides in 2025 is crazy because what do you mean 12 year old me was obsessed with virgil and disliked remus when he was revealed and now six years later remus SHOT up the list at alarming speeds and i am mildly indifferent about virgil

[mournflame]

Debating if I should declare a semi-hiatus across my blogs because that's basically where we're at

[summergoodwife]

Gonna say it again, "Just stop consuming the genre" is THE WORST POSSIBLE RESPONSE to someone complaining about the lack of representation in their preferred genre!! And "Consume other stuff too" is not much better!!! I don't care how much you think varying media consumption is a Good and Holy lifestyle, not everyone wants to do that! There is no obligation to do that and there should not be! Because it's fucking entertainment. It's not a college major.

And! And and and. I would be remiss to not point out that when you tell someone, "If you want well written (minority) just get out of (genre fandom)" you are, regardless of your motivations, rhetorically aligning yourself with the exact same bigots who just want the pro-representation crowd to shut up and go away.

[criscura]

I want to get to the good part of this blastvoid thing I'm writing but i do NOT want to write the part before it and I'm procrastinating so fucking hard

Like i know what i want and it'll be satisfying but it's like the reverse of eating beef jerky, where this is the tough gross part you just need to swallow before getting to the fucking SPPIUCCE

[wyrmsfornerves]

one of the worst part of experiencing focus issues is that once you notice it's happening, you're reminded of it every 3 seconds if you try to do literally anything

I feel like a glitchy camera lens, constantly going in and out of focus

[legiterallylunar]

the falsettos experience gets worse every time u watch it because there's nothing u can do to prevent anything that happens

[rickyyysaurus]

Falls over and dies.