#hellsoughts

[mournus]

@hellsoughts​ liked this for a starter from my new muse!

The ship had pulled ashore, so Jong-su had taken the opportunity to take his son to a lake. They were in their human forms as they typically were the first few times they went to a lake - not knowing whether or not it would be a place humans frequented. Their clothes were neatly folded on the side and their wore just swimming trunks. 

He needed to practice using his gifts, and lakes were far easier than wide open oceans. Besides, it was their natural habitat and Jong-su wanted to ensure Jin-su understood his roots. It was proving difficult this time... the child only wanted to play.

“Jin-su this is serious, please focus.” But Jin-su wouldn’t listen. In fact, he suddenly spotted another person and wanted to invite them in to play, too! He laughed gleefully as he turned towards the stranger and, with strong arms, splashed the water right at them!

[lonehearts-a]

never one to simply announce himself, blair approaches bohyuk with the silent grace of a cat ... only to disrupt that quiet with a loud sip of his coffee. he glances at the other, a pleasant smile spreading on his face almost automatically. "you're going to regret wearing that shirt today."

two heartbeats pass.

"also, hi." / @hellsoughts

[entityforged]

how does your muse carry emotions?

bold: often. italics: sometimes. strike: never.

ANGER — jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, vocalizations, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, curling lip upwards, baring teeth, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, tighter movements, passive-aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts, pacing, going still, anger boils over in the heat of the moment but cools down quickly afterwards, anger brews slowly but lingers longer, will act out of impulse when angry, will stew on their anger and plot revenge, holds grudges, forgives easily, forgives but never forgets

JOY — easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy

SADNESS — crying, bottling it up, seeking distractions, wallowing, meditating and processing, avoidance, seeking out comfort, withdrawing, swallowing thickly, talking it out, internalizing it, sad smiles, depression naps, using alcohol, using drugs, seeking out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME — blushing, looking away, rubbing at the back of the head, running a hand through hair, tucking hair behind an ear, clearing throat, covering the face, laughing nervously, laughing it off, overthinking, letting it go, self-deprecating humor, deflecting, getting irritated, smiling, withdraws, crossing arms over the stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate, avoiding eye contact

GUILT — avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashing out, internalizing, apologizing, deflecting, communicating, withdrawing, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepting fault easily, punishing themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, shuts off empathy to cope, lack of guilt / conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

FEAR / ANXIETY — trembling, crying, sarcasm / sass to cope, humor to cope, rambles, going quiet, going nonverbal, getting angry, fidgeting, freezing up, impatience, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at the lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry / clothing / hair, pacing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, overreacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talk to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdrawing, breaking out into a cold sweat, eyes darting everywhere

tagged by: @fooleds tagging: @hellsoughts @stiiqma @magicshvps @bcbylxn

[humanityrot]

you got a fire inside. but your heart is so cold.

          independent charmed original character. previously hellsought.

[humanityrot]

this blog will be under construction for quite possibly a week or so. will be making some minor changes to original stats / backstory. you can visit @hellsought for ic content.