#helloitsem

[sluggsoupp]

Hi I’m making a slenderverse series and I guess I should prob post abt that here

It’s called helloitsem, currently most posts are on tiktok however the series will spread out across more platforms in the future and be less tiktok centric

If you check it out then you will gain 10 trillion swag points !!!!!

[helloitsem]

What about you? Do you like girls? I don’t… I don’t know. Boys? I… I think that I like TV shows. [CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY] [CLEARS THROAT] When I think about that stuff, it feels like someone… took a shovel and dug out all my insides. And I know there’s nothing in there, but I’m still too nervous to open myself up and check. I know there’s something wrong with me. My parents know it too, even if they don’t say anything.

This quote has been playing on repeat in my mind ever since I watched that movie

I didn’t know the feeling could be put into words so perfectly

[helloitsem]

oh god fucking damnit

it ‘ s R ud e to int erfer e .

[jamiemallan]

RT @helloitsems: My favourite thing about Catherine of Aragon trending is that you can’t find the actual reason she’s trending, and it’s just people commenting about how she’s trending.

My favourite thing about Catherine of Aragon trending is that you can’t find the actual reason she’s trending, and it’s just people commenting about how she’s trending.

— ems 💐 (@helloitsems) May 30, 2019

via Twitter https://twitter.com/jamiemallan May 30, 2019 at 01:25PM

[helloitsem]

hey world wide web

Im home and safe im sorry if i scared any of you

Im going to be gone a few days as im being sent to the psych hospital

When I get out i’ll make a full update explaining what happened

[helloitsem]

Just what I needed to wake up to, more cryptic emails.

Does anyone know what this is or what it means????

[helloitsem]

I just got an email sent to me from my own email????

It’s an address to a park.

I dont know what to make of it.

[helloitsem]

Happy halloween world wide web!

Today was pretty uneventful for me besides that weird email in the morning

I’ve been enjoying rewatching some of my favorite horror movies

Oh and I’ve been neglecting watching back the footage from when I was missing but I promise I will post it soon

I hope you all have a good night!!!

[helloitsem]

Wtf youtube let ME STREAMM

[helloitsem]

i know i should post that random footage that showed up in my files but

I just dont care

Im so fucking depressed

I’ll do it eventually

Sorry guys

[helloitsem]

heyyyy world wide web

So im not dead and nothing weird has happened since my last posts

Ive just been majorly depressed

This rain just won’t give up and everyday is dark

I love the rain but it just makes me feel so weak

Anyways I’ll get to posting that footage at some point

Sorry for the wait

[helloitsem]

New video, I explain all the shit thats been happening here

[helloitsem]

I cant remember the dream i was just having but it felt like i was suffocating

My throat and chest hurt from coughing

Im so tired of this

Im tired of immediately turning to grab my blankets and cover my mouth so my mom can’t hear me coughing

I’m tired of being restless and exhausted all the time

Im tired of the pain the horrible pain that fills my body and im tired of the closest i can get to easing the pain is by rotting away in my bed and never leaving the house or being a person

Im tired of becoming sleep deprived and delirious enough to share any of this with you guys but it beats having some creep probably filming me in my sleep and posting it

Im tired of having to cover all my cameras out of paranoia

Im tired

[helloitsem]

how silly are you

The silliest of them all

[helloitsem]

Being sick is the fucking worst

You’d think you’d get used to it when you’re sick all the time but no

Fuck chronic illness this is bullshit

[helloitsem]

Cant fall back alseep

Guess ill post this