#hell yeah this is self indulgment
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a lost shade...
#hades game#hades supergiant#mmarts#hades 2#yeah yall this is self indulgent as hell im down bad for him its not funny anymore lkajsdlkajdwwwwwww#thats my lil guy my oc lol#anyway yeah#i love fighting him#hades prometheus#hades melinoe#hades hypnos#hypnos hades#obligatory hypnos insert#im on a roll today wao#its the weekdays again so i will go back to my sad life and job iam so cooked this week oof#buff people are hard to draw... and birds and poses and ... a lot of things ueue#aetos is so fuckin fast bro
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Mobei-jun attempts to calm down his human- it,,, works??
#i maaayyyy be projecting a bit here but this is moshang to me#will always take a break from whatever else to indulge in big tiddy ice demon and his hamster with anxiety#oh yeah I gave the demons horns because why the hell not I like my men with handles#my art#svsss#scum villian self saving system#scumbag system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#mobei jun#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#sha hualing#luo binghe#moshang
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Winter Pitstop moodboard by the wonderful @racingghost
#look how wonderful this moodboard is..... look at it..... IT'S SO COZY AND PERFECT AND <333333#very not modest very self-indulgent but today marks a year since my first foray into simi fic oh how time flies :')#i still remember it like it was yesterday... Ghost said 'write me rally kimi. snow ball fight and kimi kisses seb's cold fingers'#and i was like 'bet. smutty?'#and she was like 'oh idk whatever you want u//////u'#and i was like 'don't be a fucking coward dude ask me for smut'#and she was like 'ok smut' and i was like 'hell yeah'#simi#edit: the fic is linked in the caption if you click on 'winter pitstop'! but it's archive-locked so you need an ao3 account
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EULR-S2313 “Holt”
Awesome artfight attack of her by archivebottles on twitter ^^
Holt time let’s go!!
- she’s an old EULR unit that works in Sierpinski-23’s medical wing, she takes care of both replika repairs and patching up gestalts. She’s known throughout the facility as one of the better medical units due to her experience and patients often request her not only for her skills but her company (she’s a terrible gossip even by Eule standards!).
- Holt was given her name from her tendency for hand holding both professionally to comfort her patients, and to generally show affection! Those who know her well also know that her name comes from her stubbornness for a EULR. When she sets her mind to something she refuses to let it go!! She does not take no for an answer! Especially when she’s caring for patients!
- She has a petty grudge against Storch Sieben. No one knows why, but the two of them don’t like each other and can’t be in the same room for very long unless someone wants a shouting match
- When a certain Kolibri unit had an accident in the mines, Holt fixed her face and then after learning that the Kolibri had lost her bioresonance and was being considered for decommission, pulled some strings and kept the decomm request at bay. This initially caused some friction between her and Kolibri, with Holt wanting to keep her alive and well, but Kolibri feeling purposeless without being able to hear her cadre. Although they got off on the wrong foot they grew close and spent a good deal of their spare time together (cue much teasing in the Eule dorms)
- Holt and Kolibri eventually became lovers, Holt had had a crush on her for a while and finally worked up the nerve to confess it. Kolibri felt the same and the two kept their relationship under wraps due to the already tense situation Holt had created in preventing her Kolibug’s decommission request. They still had each other and were happy for a few more years at least (there was much teasing and even more kisses in that time, they loved each other dearly)
- The mysterious illness infecting the replikas of Sierpinski-23 eventually claimed Holt though. During the infection she worked hard to try to treat ailing replikas, or at least bring them some comfort before they had to be put out of their misery. When Holt began showing signs of sickness, Kolibri stayed by her side in the medical office as her condition worsened to the point that she couldn’t recognize her lover at all.
- Holt couldn’t control herself and was confused and scared, she attacked Kolibug when she came to check on her that last day. Kolibug killed her in self defense and remained by her beloved’s side afterwards.
#holt#blorbo tag#signalis oc#signalis#Eule#rip holt sorry I killed you babygirl you deserve better#I do have an AU where Holt basically says fuck it and performs grand theft kobibi and gets the hell outta dodge way before the sickness#but yeah that’s holt!! her and Kolibug are the self indulgent sierpinski babes#for fun I like to think you could run into Kolibri holding Holt’s body in the lower medical wing#holt my beautiful old robot who probably has contraband in her dorm and definitely knows more than she should about sierpinski things
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MSI WILL TURN YOU WICKED GAY!!!!!
#mindless self indulgence#jimmy urine#fanart#hell yeah#crayons#I did this at like four AM while in the phone with my friend Alice#super epic epicness#msi
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Domestic Vashwoods hehe :)
Bonus!
#some pencil because I doodled this while doing an assignment ABSWBBS#I need to unwind too OKAY??? and that usually means these two dorks#oh hell yeah! I’ve done Vashwood cuddling twice now! tally mark tally mark#AND FOR MANY MORE WUUU#I like em being happy! sharing an easy and slow morning together not giving a care#and for my own self indulgence (as every single time) them being flustered bc it’s cute!#little babies little pookies my baby potatoes (two grown man that could evaporate me on the spot)#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#trigun fanart#trigun comic#lenssi draws#pencil!
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I'm unsure if I'll ever line / finish these but have my slugcat designs!
More information about them under the cut.
Note: Some of these have nicknames! Example being Danger and Milk, they function like Nightcat is for Watcher
Survivor and Monk: Some sort of feathered light fury slugcat hybrid. However due to mutation shenanigans Monk does not have the light fury tail. That or maybe Monk is just too young to have their light fury tail grown yet? Who knows? (He/It for Survivor and She/It for Monk)
Hunter: Not much else to say here except they have green markings on them to signify they belonged to NSH. This version of Hunter does not have rot however. She does have some sort of sickness but it is uncertain what it is or what caused it. A rot parasite however is not it. (She/They/It)
Danger/Artificer: Red lizard hybrid, cannot throw spears or craft explosive ones! Can throw bombs however and have a far more damaging maul to make up for it. Explosive jump is caused by her tail. Due to the lizard hybrid too the explosion did not cause a burn scar, however it did still take out her eye (She/It)
Milk/Rivulet: Lives in the frozen ocean near Moon after delivering the rarefraction cell, the white pelts allow her to camouflage in the snow from predators (Any)
Twitch/Spearmaster: Mostly just a fancy design, however is able to communicate with Suns directly through holograms before Pebbles does the thing (Any)
Nightcat/Watcher: Mole lizard, night fury slugcat hybrid. Relies more on the frills on his face and tail rather than his eyes to understand his surroundings. Can see but poor vision (He/It)
Saint: Echo hybrid as we all know, the black gold ears help him understand echos and Iterators without the mark of communication (He/Echo/It)
Gourmand: May re-do his design to be less white but aside from that, nothing special here, just a fancy design. His pups are also food inspired (He/They/It)
Inv/Enot: Light fury slugcat hybrid. Meant to be twins opposite / the long lost sibling of Watcher. Has heterochromia. (Void/It/neopronouns)
As of now there is no explaination as to why some slugcat are lizard and dragon hybrids while some are not.
#rain world#slugcat#rw slugcat#rw monk#rw survivor#rw hunter#rw artificer#rw rivulet#rw spearmaster#rw gourmand#rw nightcat#rw watcher#rw inv#rw enot#jolarts#i worked reaaaaally hard on these#i hope i don't get hate lol#i know a lot of this is self-indulgent as hell but this is what i see them as someone who's also a dragon and slugcat kin#so yeah i know they're not for everyone#you don't have to like them
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Starscream x DM-53 💖
#YEAH WE INDULGE IN OC X CANON HELL YEAHHH#WOOOOOO!!! WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR A WHILE NOWW#TF#TF G1#TRANSFORMERS#STARSCREAM#DM-53#<- TAG FOR MY BABYY :>#oc x canon#transformers oc#maccadam#maccadams#digital art#my art stuff#self ship#shhhhhhhhh
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SPOILERS FOR II BELOW!!!
OK so Brian Koch has basically told us people will die, which we’ve seen this with like the four that died in the episode today (crying) but if Mephone has the ability to create a world with whole ass people, he could just simply recreate those four after everything (unless he loses his ability to do so before reviving them)
I personally think, the death Brian Koch was talking about doesn’t mean them like getting their life sucked away, but rather after Mephone recreates them. What if instead of them just coming back, they come back with no memories.
Like Nickel forgets everything that happened with Balloon and Suitcase
Pickle forgets about Taco entirely
Soap forgets about Mic and their friendship
OJ forgets about the hotel and Paper
Maybe death doesn’t necessarily mean death but instead death of the person they once knew.
#inanimate insanity#btw this is purely self indulgent i dont actually think this is gonna happen#would it he cool? hell yeah it would#but likely? probably not theyre probably still gonna kill people
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Love creating art for a specific audience (me, a warioware fan with deltarune brainrot)
reference image + alt colors under read more :-)
#zombfied art 🪦#deltarune#utdr#deltarune fanart#utdr fanart#deltarune susie#susie deltarune#deltarune lancer#lancer deltarune#…do i tag warioware for this. sure i will i guess.#warioware#starting off january with a self-indulgent crossover hell yeah#eyestrain#eye strain
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sevika w/ a partner that chest binds
WARNINGS: mention of gender dysphoria
-if you work at the last drop with her, she will make you take a "breather break". workdays run anywhere between 10-16 hours long and there's no way she'll risk your longterm health like that.
-she will enforce a "one day a week" break. she knows your chest needs a break from the constant compression. you can opt for tape those days.
-if you allow it, she'll give you massages. Using scented lotions to help you relax.
-she'll do stretches with you. she doesn't need the stretches as much as you do but she sees how much better you feel everytime.
-never ever loses patience when you have to find a shirt that "fits right". she won't care of it takes you half an hour, all that matters is that you are comfortable.
-if your having a bad day she'll clear her schedule and she's all about supporting and validating you.
#was this self indulgent?#hell yeah#sevika#sevika x reader#lesbian#sevika giving me a massage after taking off my binder would solve a lot of my problems
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sketchy samcham trio portraits after a long time
#dont say anything to me about jins cleavage its always self indulgent im sorry im gay.#also these are inconsistent as hell cus 1 im in art block kinda and 2 i made these w my finger.#cus i was too lazy to walk 5 steps across my bedroom and get my tablet.#SO YEAH#samurai champloo#alicias art
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the entirety of tma is 200 episodes of jon and martin living in domestic cottagecore bliss in the safehouse because i say so
#tma#magnus pod#the magnus archives#martin blackwood#jonathan sims#jonmartin#jmart#teaholding#digital painting#hell yeah painting babeyyy#this was an impulse drawing and i regret none of it#this is also purely self indulgent#i just want them to be happy#fanart#tma fanart#scottish safehouse period#mossiistars
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Wanted to send an ask as well to hopefully provide some distraction from…recent events.
Are there any parts of world building in the TF IDW universe that you wish were explored/expanded upon more? Or that you want to explore in your writing? Like certain aspects of pre-war Cybertron, cybertronian culture, post-war Cybertron, etc?
Okay this is actually perfectly timed for a rant I wanted to go on about the way mnemosurgery is written in IDW1 because I hate how JRO basically made it an ontologically evil field of medicine both intrinsically and in terms of the average person who does it, like
First of all I want to preface this by saying I'm not accusing JRO of having any particular beliefs, this is just my commentary on how things came off and how his writing style contributes to both virtues and flaws in his writing. So I might say "he's basically saying this" but in the sense of "unfortunate implications, accidental or purposeful, in his writing."
But like... it makes me so mad because the worldbuilding around mnemosurgery kind of makes no sense to me? It seems like a really fucking wasted opportunity to cast basically every mnemosurgeon in the continuity as evil and to make it so that even just doing mnemosurgery is basically a toxic, destructive act that will literally kill you? Honestly, I don't think JRO even came up with mnemosurgery as like, "here's a thing that exists in this world and how it works" so much as, he took a character-first approach to writing (as he always does) and wrote mnemosurgery to work whatever way would work best for Chromedome and other character-related conflicts and plot points.
Like, mnemosurgery can view/alter memories from a living person but from a dead person it can only get moments from right before death. Makes sense. Mnemosurgery slowly kills you every time you do it??? Uh... honestly that comes off more as a handwave to make it so that any time the LL needs information they can't just needle it straight out of whoever's mind they need bc of course Chromedome can only do it when it's really important after all. Mnemosurgery... is only ever used for brainwashing people? Like, literally every mnemosurgeon except Chromedome is evil (and cartoonishly so, for Trepan and Sunder, like literally unredeemable monsters in every way) and any time they actually enjoy their field of medicine it's bc they're a sadist that likes to manipulate and oppress people? Kind of... uncreative.
Mnemosurgery is ADDICTIVE?? You're addicted to needling people's brains because mnemosurgery is ontologically evil and then it literally kills you? Okay like... do I even need to explain how tone-deaf it is to incorporate addiction of all things into the worldbuilding here? "You're an addict which makes you dangerous to society. The good ones stop doing the addictive thing because they're morally strong/care about others/aren't hedonists, but the bad ones who only care about doing their drug of choice are evil because the fact that they don't quit shows that they don't care about other people and OF COURSE the main/only fate that awaits addicts is their inevitable death by their own addiction!" Like, we get enough of that shit in real life, JRO. Did you really have to take an already heavily stigmatized condition like ADDICTION and slap it onto your ontologically evil mnemosurgery where the evil ones are evil because they love abusing/manipulating people and don't care enough about dying to stop being addicted to mnemosurgery? Come the fuck on.
Like, I understand that "the science of studying/altering memories" is heavily laden with nightmare fuel as is, and I don't have a problem with that (and stuff like the Institute) because the mind/memories are an intrinsic part of personhood, so any scientific field around it (or any government that wants to sponsor it) will abuse that knowledge just like with any other field of medicine. But to use human examples, why the fuck does mnemosurgery have to be inherently evil? What about stuff like Alzheimer's that degrades ppl's memories to the point of not even remembering a few seconds ago? Wouldn't it be beautiful if mnemosurgery could help with that? What about psychological issues where maybe people with intense PTSD/trauma/etc could have their worst memories be removed/dulled so that they become mentally stable enough for psychiatric/therapeutic interventions to become effective? What if someone has a TBI and wants help recovering the memories they lost?
What about non-scary, non-medicinal applications of mnemosurgery? What if someone just really treasures the memory of a particular day with their best friend and visits a mnemosurgery every couple years so that information creep doesn't slowly alter their memories of that precious day? What if it was possible for mnemosurgeons to intensify memories, so that maybe someone could have a happy memory intensified and think of it any time they're sad, struggling, having mental health struggles, etc? What if mnemosurgeons could take/copy memories from people's brains and convert them to video format in a way that other people could watch it? Imagine the sheer potential present in that when it comes to preserving history through literal firsthand testimonials of what happened! What if a mnemosurgeon could transfer memories from one person to another-- what kinds of breakthroughs in empathy, communication, and understanding others could happen if you could LITERALLY see a conflict from another person's perspective? In those ways, mnemosurgeons would basically be able to act as a hybrid of doctor, psychologist, diplomat, mediator, and archivist all in one!
But no... instead we just got "Mnemosurgery is evil and pretty much only used for brainwashing, 99.8% of all mnemosurgeons are evil creeps, oh by the way it's also addicting and will literally kill you if you do it too much." SMFH.
#squiggle answers#meta#idk if my contempt for the addiction part comes off strongly enough. like#as it is addiction is already spun as a moral failing by ppl who only care about getting high and not about hurting themselves/others#so like. why would you take addiction and apply it as an element of worldbuilding where indulging that addiction literally makes you evil#(or rather where the only ppl who continuously indulge their addiction are evil and just like doing it)#you wanna know something? IRL more addicts get sober than die of overdoses. ODing and being addicted forever is THE MINORITY#BEING AN ADDICT DOESN'T DOOM YOU TO DYING BY YOUR OWN SUPPOSED VICES AND LACK OF SELF CONTROL#getting clean is THE NORM and not the exception! so why in the hell would you write it into your fictional story#and make it so that not only are most of these addicts evil people but they'll also all inevitably die bc of their addiction???#this sort of worldbuilding literally propagates the idea that addicts are doomed to die in the majority of cases (patently untrue)#and like frames the ppl who are addicted as basically being evil and choosing to continue needling people#that's not how real life addiction works. like at all. irl addicts don't destroy their health w drugs bc they love doing it#but yeah in general JRO kind of has this issue with black and white morality. you see it pop up everywhere in his writing#his depiction of mnemosurgery comes off as one of those trademark JRO#'here is your sign that this character is evil and unredeemable bc they do this thing that's inherently evil'#kind of things. and as someone recently getting into studying addiction as a social issue it sucks ass
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You’ve seen me mod a specific romance’s scene to make it about John and Kaidan, now get ready for: me modding a specific romance’s scene to make it about John and Kaidan again
(John’s outfit: x)
#Mass Effect#Space Shenanigans in Space#MShenko#Shenko Shuffle#Listen. Okay? Listen#This partially exists because I once saw a screenshot of this scene with Shepard and Thane and I was like ''Wait how did you do that''#I figured it out eventually#Everything I learned about modding was used mainly for self-indulgent purposes#That one shot with their feet is there because I really liked it in the original scene lol#Seeing it with John and Kaidan I'm just like....hell yeah love to see it#This entire scene with John and Kaidan is very much a ''Love to see it'' thing#Flame2Ashes makes GIFs sometimes
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Chanting to myself quietly while I draw: My self insert doesnt have to make sense, he can be overpowered and hot, im allowed to do that Living through cringe culture before I turned 18 was the worst thing for me I just wanna draw myself with two fucked up hot men why is this hard
#benji rambles#I want to write a story thats self indulgent but in the back of my mind I just keep hearing#“Thats so cringe!! Youre self insert shouldnt be immune to the basically god like being!! Make them normal or die!!”#Why am i like this SOBBING#drawing a self insert with dca? Hell yeah thats awesome and I'm awesome for it#Drawing one with literally any other fandom? I feel like I'm gonna die-
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