#hehe can’t believe i get to call you soon i missed you so much 😭😭😭

[1004tyun-archive]

mommyyyy 🥺🥺🩷 i know you’re sleeping at the moment and i still miss you i keep thinking about you 👉👈🩷

i just realized june will be coming to an end this week 🥲 of course with us, pride month is every month hehe 🤭🩷 i was thinking we would probably change our themes again and while i was scrolling through pinterest for a moodboard i saw pictures that i thought we could use as profile pictures at least 👉👈🩷

hehehe i thought the pictures look cute and so us 🥺🩷

a fun little fact cause i have nothing else to say so far: i had to get one of my mom’s orders today and it was in a huge and heavy box and i was struggling ;3; and when i finally got it in the house i started “woah thankfully my girlfriend is strong” fhsbfbdb 👉👈🩷🥺😭 i love you mommy 🥺🥺🩷 i can’t wait to talk to you again~ the gem of my life 🥺💎🩷🩵

my babyyy~ you must be a mind reader bc i’ve been thinking about you too 🥺🩵🩵 i missed you the whole time i was asleep 🥺🥺

i can’t believe june is coming to an end already!! on one hand it felt long but it also felt short it feels like i’ve had this pride layout for eons though (godjsh remember the brief discourse surrounding my icon 😭😭) you’re so right every month is pride month when we’re involved hehehe >:3

aaaajshshdbd this is so cute 😭😭😭😭 the moodboard is so adorable and so are the taehyunie icons 🥺🩵🩷 that’s such a perfect idea baby i’d love to be matchies with you 🥺🩵🩵

OMFJDHD this make me blush >///< i’m your big strong girlfriend hm? 🤭🤭 i’d help you bring heavy boxes in no problem~ i love you so much my sweet 🥺🩵 can’t wait to finally talk to you again my cherry fairy~ 🥺🍒🩷🩵

[soft4gguk]

Miss Tessa 😖 this is so frustrating but also so good.. i can’t even complain about jk’s actions (or lack thereof) because he and soori has been through so much in a small amount of time and whatever hesitations he had in the past and currently i can’t blame him.. he just want to live inside their bubble but i get the feeling it will pop soon 💔

I get oc’s feeling too because she’s downplayed her emotions so many times and the feeling like you’re only a placeholder until the right person comes back is a sucky feeling. Coupled with the fact they’re still hiding that there’s more to it than being employer-nanny 😭 and all this is soori. She’s like the baby glue keeping the three of them together, and whichever way they go she’ll be the one who gets affected 100%. Love how she is with jk and oc, and im just waiting for the time when she will slip and nana will become mama 🥹 idk if my heart will burst with happiness or sadness when/if the time comes 😭we haven’t read about jk’s pov about all this, what did he think about oc’s revelations? Is it true that he’s not expecting Ira to come back anymore? What’s really holding him back 😖

Anyway i love the friends dynamic. I love how they dont gossip about each other like Joon not knowing about jk and oc when half of their friend group knows. I love how Tae gives jk the realtalk and Mai calls him out on his bs 😂 I love Mai! Such a boss girl 😂

The only thing im not happy about this is why is Mingyu friends with jk lmaaoooooo because he seems like a good guy and if im oc (im not bummer 😣) i’d totally tap that 🍑 🤭

When i saw the chapter is 17k words girl are you okay?? You were sick and you’re able to come up with the chapter so good. I hope you’re feeling better though!! Dont get sick ❤️

hiii <333

I totally agree with you! it's so frustrating because I have so much empathy for him and everything he's gone through but at the same time I'm like well yeah but how much longer can oc hold onto all of this?? :((

and yeah it must be hard for her now that ira is on her mind and she keeps comparing herself to her, feeling like she's under her shadow, or like you said, a placeholder. but a lot of this I do believe is just a matter of miscommunication!! because to answer your question, jungkook really does not want her to come back. there's nothing left there and I think his actions do show that much. he's left with hesitation, yes. but it's not because of her, more so because of what she did. also, in chapter thirteen (I think) he says how he didn't acknowledge the I love you because he thought she hadn't meant it. lmao. he's so DUUUUUUMB 🤯

I looooooooooooove their friendship dynamic sooo much, too. I love writing it, I'll never stop yapping about this lol. and yeah, they're all pretty loyal and wise towards each other. and mai is the BEST. Taehyung bagged fr fr fr. I also love how she bosses him around lol.

MINGYU AND JK ARE NOT ONLY FRIENDS. THEY'RE LIKE, best friends 😭 went to high school AND college together like. oc really is off limits to him but poor baby Mingyu doesn't know!!!! oc is better than all of us from what I can SEE. LMAO.

tbh I did have quite a lot of time to write it hehe. but yeah, the last couple of days I really locked in. it was originally supposed to be maybe 12k... but then I got carried away. specially with the smut and the Mingyu thing lol. but im so glad u enjoyed!! I loved answering this ask sooo much. iluuu <333 xo

[yoonieper]

Some of these asks are making me cackle. Director dominate jungkook 😭😭 LMFAO. That’s a good one but I do agree. He has yet to experience things romantically and sexually. He’s suffered in his loveless marriage for too long 😔 Picking himself back up will be hard but I know he has good people around to support him, he just needs to let them in. Weren’t his parents also in an arranged marriage? They probably are stuck on the idea that they’ll eventually learn to live with each other without being in love and poor jungkook is a hopeless romantic. I know his brother was originally supposed to take over his current position hmmm they don’t seem too close since we haven’t had any scenes where they call to catch up etc. I know jungkook didn’t mind taking the position at the company but maybe it’s because that’s the only life he really knew, following and doing what his parents wanted of him. I do hope his parents help him out and see how much damage has done on their son. Y/n really is the light in his life so I hope he holds onto her and I hope she doesn’t give up on him. Their relationship is so special and vulnerable.

And I am on team who believes yuri has been cheating since day 1. That girl hasn’t put any effort in and expects everything to be handed to her on a silver platter. Why does she enjoy torturing jungkook so much? If she doesn’t know why she married or is still putting up with him why doesn’t she bring up leaving him and divorce? Why continue to stay if he “annoys” her so much? I need her to experience karma, she’s such an icky character 🥴 Y/n is much more classy, smart, confident, and beautiful than she is. I want jungkook to smile more and I want him to seek out Namjoon so I can finally swoon over Dr. Joon in glasses (he’s my bias if you couldn’t tell hehe).

Q: Since you have the chapters written out already, have you changed anything significant in the plot or added different scenes to the chapters? I know a writer’s mind is always changing once new ideas pop up so I wanted to see what your thought process looks like.

I won’t comment too much about most of this since all will be revealed in due time, but AHHH this was fun to read, I love long speculative post like this! Also jsksjsksksks with Dr. Joon, I’m excited too 🙂‍↕️

But to answer your question something MAJOR changed when I was still writing these chapters. I can’t really talk about it now because it deals with things in the future upcoming chapters but there was one important element to the story that I was indecisive about that became cemented once I moved closer and closer to it. Again I can’t talk about it right now but after the end of this arc I can kinda get into it! Oooo, I think I can say that I started writing the prologue back in 2020, and there was some changes to it over the years but it relatively stayed mostly the same, however I actually had two different drafts for part 1 that I originally started soon after! For the longest time I couldn’t figure out how I wanted to structure this story. I managed to get a couple k in then I was like sumn about it feels off before it was I think the end of 2022 that I finally decided to scrape it and change the structure entirely. Once again I can’t get into the details cause it would spoil the story completely but trust I will come back to this!

I can answer your question a little better with some changes to scenes! So typically how I write is I do very VERY rough first drafts to start with. I try and work in as many details as I can but if it’s not coming to me at the time I move on. Once the first draft is complete I then enter into the editing stage of what I call “putting meat on its bones” and working on the details I missed out on. Idk why but I find it easier to come up with those details when I don’t have the burden of finishing the story/chapter. This usually involves just adding the little details that make the story a little more lifelike. Then we move onto more traditional editing where I get into the grammar and making sure it actually reads well. I’ve been editing these initially chapters of For the Birds for over a year, but I’m only now having betas read through the chapters and give their feedback. Based on their comments sometimes I’ll make more drastic changes to scenes and sometimes add whole additional scenes, usually based off the notion that I just couldn’t figure out what a scene was missing based on my own editing and with more options it’s easier to manifest that discontentment into changes I can make. Part 3 is a great example! That whole scene with late night meeting between Y/n and Jk ended up getting like 3k added to it by the time I was publishing because I wasn’t very happy with how it lead into the smut and my betas gave some very helpful advice that lead to 3k being added to the scene. Oooo and I can give a more recent example but in part 4 that convo between Jk and Yoongi had some small but notable changes to Yoongi’s advice he ultimately gave Jungkook that ultimately worked out better to what I wanted! OOO and something a bit more specific but that part in part 4 with Y/n detailing what happened in the days leading up to when Jk and her talk again wasn’t there a few days beforehand so thank you to the betas for the help 😌🫶🏽 It’s typically things like this that end up getting changed and added. Editing for me usually takes forever but I find it one of the most fun stages! Some of these changes are big, some are some but noteworthy, but usually if I’m not happy with I’m changing something. This arc especially went through what I would say the most changes as I was a little less sure of how I wanted it to be exactly told starting out, but I have a storyboard now detailing the most notable details of the future arcs and chapter planned far out so I think things like that will happen a lot less now! The story has certainly evolved since I really got into writing it but once again I’ll discuss more of those details later!

Hoped this answered your question anon and sorry I didn’t expect this to become so long 😭~

[noitscooldw]

sexting m!kylar hcs

hello everyone!! how do you do! im alli! long time fan first time writer (о´∀`о)

i got inspired by @inkyquince 's sexting w kylar hcs and couldn’tttt help but add on my own h0rny ramblings

so without further adieu, this is ifdolhadcellphones!au

warning: adult content! (obv), afab!pc, breeding and impeg mention

sending

alright so i don't think kylar would send nudes very often but when he does oh boy are they good

gets so hard just thinking abt showing you how much he needs you rn

he wants to prove his love for u and show u how crazy u make him

vids consist of him rubbing himself over his boxers, letting his precum stain and make a mess inside

all you can hear is his sweet little whimpers and mumbling, his breath hot and heavy. he gets a lil too close to the mic sometimes and he almost sounds in pain

lifting up the waistband to reveal his throbbing hard cock, standing up at attention so cute and pathetically

“i-i’ve had this all day..” you can hear him whisper, “all day…”

the camera gets so shaky as he starts desperately pulling on his cock, fucking his precum-covered fist, his small hips moving with the momentum

all he needs to think abt is fucking your sweet little pussy and he’s gone, bursting loads of cum into his hand, imagining going inside your womb

just thinking about cumming in you gets him so riled up, most of his fantasies consist of that anyway but that's a rant for another day :p

but yea, most videos usually end with him moaning your name loudly and cumming all over himself, just for you <3

in terms of d!ck pics, his most common poses are him just holding himself, feeling the weight and heat of his arousal. kinda showcasing his length heh heh (big d kylar supremacy)

also loves to send you pics of the hard ons he gets throughout the day thinking of you, you’re on his mind constantly and he can’t help but get excited, needy in fact

you’ll be at work at the cafe or sumn and get sent a pic of him pulling down his sweats, hard cock straining against his underwear, head leaking through the fabric

“i miss you sooooomuch. when are you going to be home??? i need to see you”

normally would not be so comfortable showing their genitals especially online where anything can get hacked but with you he feels no shame

after all, his body is yours anyways :)

cum pics lovesss sending pics of his cum and how much he came for u “it’s a shame this is going to waste hehe”

makes sure he brings himself right to the brink before he takes a pic so he can look extra needy for u

hands and phone are always sticky

waits on the edge of his seat waiting for u to text back

lowkey regretting it when anxiety hits; what if u don’t like it, what if u find him disgusting and call him a pervert, a freak? maybe he shouldn’t be so forward like this…

but as soon as he hears a ping! and see ur name pop up alongside a sexy pic in return, all his worries wash away

you really are made for him

receiving

kylar is so grateful for modern technology just so you're able to send him nudes

screenshots every single pic you’ve ever sent to him, so you already know he has a whole folder of all ur nudies

definitely password protected and encrypted so no one will ever find them, not on his watch. would go actually insane if that happened.

but you can bet every night he lays down in bed, goes through his favorites (all of them) and just goes to town

definitely cums on his screen to your selfies or any pic of you rlly, like those weird cum tributes on reddit 😭😭

like i said, his phone is very icky and sticky

frothing at the mouth when he gets a sexy pic from you, and always says thank you <3

spends about the next hour and a half furiously jerking off to said pic, whether it’s in the park bathroom or at home in his bed

he just can’t believe he has this in his possession…you’re not sending these to anyone else right???? no no of course not hahha why would you..

still, even the thought of you willingly sending these photos…wanting him to see your body, to see you in such a vulnerable, private state….

ok back to the bathroom

tittie pics has him droooling, he can just feeeel how soft they are through the screen, how sweet they’d taste

“BBEAUTIFUL”

“you lookso amazing my darling!!!!!

“so pretty and perfect and alllll mine”

“cant imgaine how theyd look nice and full of milk…..”

“i want th em in my mouth…please....”

pussy pics have his mouth salivating and his dick trying to escape out of his pants

"FFFGFHFJ Mmmlslfkfkfkfkffiuu"

“holyyyyshitttt hhaaha omgggg!!!!”

“all miNe to Breeed all mine onlyy mine!”

“DONOT show this to anyone okay???????”

"iloveyousofuckingmuch"

[etherealyoungk]

hi hello im so excited to read ur works !! but could i have lovers to strangers (broke up bc of job opportunities and they didn’t want to hold the other back or something) with young k returning to their hometown and playing a café (and he’s confident yn would never go which is why he played there) but ur there with ur friends and u lock eyes while he’s on stage playing a song he wrote for u (but never showed u) and ur feelings come back and it can end however you like !! i love youngk so much 🥺 don’t u <///3

ahhh omg firstly yes i love youngk soo much ahhhh <333 and i miss him so so much 😭😭😭 and secondly anon, tysm for being my first ask hehe ahh im so excited, i really hope you like what i wrote! also for this ask, let’s pretend that i loved you is the song he wrote and performs (cause i feel like this song and the lyrics really fit well with this concept!) i hope you enjoy this! omg also i suggest that you listen to i loved you by day6 while reading this imagine!

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youngk and you were together for two years and you guys loved each other so much, like so much. you honestly thought you would spend the rest of your life with him and that he was the one. but fate had other plans for you.

written in the reader's pov:

after a lot of hard work, i finally to get a job at a top company, but the only problem was that i had to move to a whole different country. i was really nervous about how you should bring this up to youngk because he had a stable music career here with his band. so, i put off telling him for a week because i didn’t know what to do.

once you did bring it up, he was quiet for a bit because he didn’t know what to say.

“we can do long distance?”, he asks but you both know deep down that it’s not gonna work.

“i think it’s best if we...we break up”, i say softly, not looking at his eyes. his head whips to mine and he can’t believe what i just said.

“baby, i’m sure we can figure something out, but don’t do this”, he says urgently.

“but it’s not going to work and we both know it, so why not save ourselves the pain and end it now?”, i explain, trying to stay calm but i'm not and i'm trying your best not to cry.

"i…i just don’t want to hold you back and have you move just for me. i’m going to be there for almost two years and you already have the band here. so, how will you make it work?”, i question.

he sighs. “you’re right, i don’t want to hold you back”, he says after a minute of heart wrenching silence and that's all it takes to break us apart.

fast forward two years later (youngk’s pov:)

“okay, i’ll do it”, i say on the phone. “just text me the time and location”, i add before hanging up.

jae was supposed to perform a gig at a café today but his schedules clashed, so he wouldn’t be able to make it for the café gig, hence he had called and asked me if i could do it. since i was free and really didn’t have anything to do for the rest of the day, i agreed.

i look out the window, looking at the somewhat gloomy sky and grey clouds hanging in the air. i was back home after almost seven months of touring and promotions and it felt good to be home. my phone pinged and it was the text from jae.

“sunrise café – 7:30pm-9:00pm”

must be a fairly new café in the area, i thought to myself. i’m sure y/n would not go there, i suddenly find myself thinking. she likes to go to places she knows, she was not really the type to try out new places or things unless she was sure. i sigh as i catch myself thinking about her. i know her so well, i mean knew. i wonder how she’s doing?

i reach the venue and the café is very pretty. with an open patio in the front, and cozy seats on the inside, it welcomes you as soon as you walk in. the lighting is dim to make it feel that extra bit cozy and welcoming tonight since it was the café’s one year since opening today. she would have liked this place, it was just her vibe.

many people are already there and i walk up to the stage in the front; which is small but adequate for me to perform in. i took my guitar and plugged it in, strumming a few notes and tuning it to make sure it sounded okay.

it’s been an one and a half hours and i’ve performed a bunch of songs. for my last song i wanted to perform something special, so decided to perform the song i wrote a while back. a song about her. and because i keep finding myself thinking about her tonight - i thought it was be a good time to sing it. my fingers strum the guitar and i start singing. my eyes scan the crowd and lock onto a pair of eyes i recognize immediately, a pair of eyes i can never forget.

reader's pov:

i’m sitting in this new café my friends dragged me along to but i’m not complaining because it’s quite cute and cozy. we reached there a bit late, but just in time for the last song which was being performed. we sit in the middle and as soon as i hear the beautiful voice fill the room, i freeze. it can’t be…right? i would recognize that voice anywhere. i slowly look towards the stage and i gulp as i look at him. it is him. his eyes find mine and he’s looking at me, both of us equally shocked. i immediately look away, but i find myself looking at him again because of his voice. that comforting and beautiful voice always made me feel better on a bad day. and as he sings and as i listen to the words he’s saying; i realize they’re about me. he’s singing about me.

the memories of us flash in my mind. the day he showed me a song, telling me i inspired it. those nights he spent creating notes and lyrics and i would keep him company. sometimes he used to try and teach me the bass and a proud smile would be spread on his face as i attempted the chords he taught me. those days when we would go on a late night dates because we didn’t know what else to do and we'd end up eating ramen at the convenience store. those mornings where he would hold me in his arms and not let me go, whispering five more minutes in my ear as he pulled me closer.

my heart breaks a little more as i sit there, listening and as the memories of us play in my mind. that day when i broke up with him, i didn’t just break his heart, i broke mine as well. because i loved him. i loved him so much but that was the best decision for us. i don’t even realize i’m crying untill the tears spill out and roll down my cheeks. i look down and wipe my tears hastily, hoping no one saw. the song ends and my friend starts talking to me again, but i'm not listening, too deep in thought as i try to understand my thoughts and feelings. do i still love him? i want to say no but that’s not true. i love him, still, and i miss him so much, my heart aches.

youngk’s pov:

i can’t seem to focus my gaze somewhere else; it’s stuck on her. so, as i sing the song i wrote about her, my eyes never once leaving hers, i find myself overwhelmed with emotions. as i sing the last line “thought I want to hate you, i can’t, that’s why i hate you more”, my voice getting softer and i try my best to keep it together. the song ends but lean into the mike whispering “but I still loved you”, my voice cracking as i look at her. she looks just as heartbroken as me and all i want to do is engulf her in my arms.

i finish my gig and take a seat in the back as i have a drink. as i sit there and watch her as she talks to her friends, i can only hope that she’s doing well and that she's happy.

we went from beautiful lovers to heartbroken strangers and now all we can do is steal glances at each other and hope the best for each other.

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i hope this wasn't too confusing with me changing the pov a few times !

[xofang]

Dear Lyv, my first letter after

ima start off by saying you fiiiinneee

i keep on trying to write to you lyv and its just REALLY been all over the place for anyone to see and it felt pretty slutty for me to do after i realized i don’t give a FUCK if anyone sees this because i don’t want or need anyone’s pity, because no one deserves to hear or try to listen to the soul speak to ears they don’t belong to, because simply it’s a language that they won’t seem to even want to try to understand. So this is all for you baby baby girl, but in all honesty it’s probably more for me to just ramble and ramble because for some reason my thoughts love to race and then i talk and when i talk you listen. i never expected anything less

Things with you seem so natural and organic and those are really the best words i can use to describe our relationship. me and you both know things haven’t always been shiny and clean but even when things got dirty i really believe looking back through the years did we ever actually think we could ever really let go of each other? Because i didn’t ever believe i could let go of you

I know i can’t get a definite answer right now

but let’s just do this

i thought i should take everything i can remember involving the idea, memories and thoughts that had and have anything to do with Alyvia Shaffor i almost forgot your middle name but it’s your moms , ashlee. i wish i could send this text over and get a response, in minutes hours or shit could even take you a couple days😂 but it’s whatever cause I wasn’t stressing and i never knew if it was going to be a roast or a song or a call but somehow i never wanted to rush you because from the very first moment i laid my eyes on you walking down those brick stairs in the rain like it was scene from a movie i knew i had to have you in my life forever regardless if you were mine or not because your presence is a blessing in itself.

but i just want to write down the story of us no filter and yes no vaseline even tho you would always pull some weird flavored lube out of your purse and give me that legendary hehe that i picked up from laughing with you so much i miss you giggling at everything i’d say so much it hurts. I started to fall for you at the instant i saw you it seemed as soon as i saw those baby lil heels and that amazing model walk you have even tho you scared the life out of me because you’re a fucking FOX little did i know that isn’t even the most beautiful part of you. i think you beat me at pool that night because i remember being nervous talking to you because i thought you were beyond gorgeous and you’re definitely not easy to talk to if you don’t KNOW you i’m glad we got to a point where there were like no barriers between us. but i just remembered when we went shopping at walmart at midnight and had the time of our lives for being at walmart and i felt like i was on hgtv w you 😂😂 tryna pick out stuff to interior design. shopping w you as a bitchhh thoo 😂😂 i remember when you said you were gonna buy me pants at forever 21 and you were dead fucking broke and was like i’m gonna put it on my credit card, somehow you always had me babe and i feel like i took you for granted so much please forgive me please but i feel like you knew you were a pain in my ass so you rewarded me for dealing with your bullshit 😭i miss you talking shit to anyone and anything but i wish i could’ve seen you sober with all of me

but I really wish you were here right now so i could be able to remind you that i love you so much my little weirdo since you thought being a girlfriend and boyfriend was a joke and i didn’t get it for so long id always say you’re my girlfriend idgaf if i’m not your boyfriend but you’re my girlfriend you’d laugh and say “you wish” i miss the alyvia you wishes but i can still hear you saying “you’re husband material” and it’s rang in my ears since the moment it rolled off youra so lips. I remember putting my arm around you when i met your aunts and told them i was gonna marry you and they were so excited and when you hung up you were mad and yelled at me fuck i miss when you’d yell at me “why’d you say that they don’t know when you’re joking!” i knew i was gonna marry you baby i just didn’t know how to take the initiative to get you better because we all know you’re a lil fucking ball of fire when you want to be and i did not want to get on your bad side because i was so scared to lose you so bad you don’t even know but little did i know about situations like this and how to handle it because i’d never experienced it like i do now , that’s why when i heard kayla was in the same position as you and mitch i sprinted to the rescue and did all i could and when i say all i could i did all i could to people almost about to shoot me because all i wanted to do was do that for you.

i want to talk to you, i just want to hug you i just want to call right now, im sorry if i ever hurt you but i thought we loved each other and i know you’d yell at me and i always played the victim but i was left out of the games when these mfs would do you wrong and i feel so bad about it and i stole your torch only because i didn’t know those niggas did that shit to me and you because i tried to make sure they didn’t and i checked them and i thought you were going crazy because of the drugs and thought i stole your shit and i’m so sorry i didn’t believe you alyvia. I just wish i could go back and show you how much i love you. Because when I heard your voice and saw your eyes it was the only true thing in this world that could bring me nirvana .

~ ekto-xo

[haniehae]

hi anna :3 i hope you’ve been having a good day/night 💗💗 i can’t believe the reveal is so soon ;;;; i’m really excited to meet you if a little bit nervous bc i can be…very chaotic whjdhwjdj and i don’t wanna scare you away 😭🧎🏻‍♀️ blame lee chan and yes hehe i do write!! i would say my work is super super good though but i’m hopefully improving with each piece i put out so that’s what matters!! 🤧

ooh winter!!! i envy you ahjsjaj it’s super hot and humid here 😭 and i relate so much to having hot days during winter, this past winter we had only a few days where it was actually cold, so it didn’t really feel like winter at all which was kinda sad bc i love the season <//3

your answers were super fun to read!! i hope you get to have more get togethers with your family when the situation gets better ;;;;; as for my answers :3

favourite summer memory: probably like 6 years ago when my close friend and i went to seoul with our families :’) she’s studying in the uk now so i don’t see her a lot and i really miss her :(( it was a really fun trip and looking back at the photos we took back then makes me really happy hhhhh ;;

favourite amusement park ride: there’s this ocean themed amusement park where i live, and they have this roller coaster called the hair raiser and it’s super fun!! they also have a ride that’s kinda like a huge pendulum that flips you upside and stuff and that’s really fun too!!

what i’d bring to a picnic: maybe also sandwiches, strawberries and take-out sushi? i haven’t gone on a picnic in a long time though ;;;;

recent film i’ve seen that i like: i watched black widow recently and liked it a lot!! my inner marvel fan likes seeing the references they sneak in 🤩

go-to outfit: either a tshirt and skirt or a dress!! like i said it’s pretty hot so these types of outfit aren’t too stuffy ><

i hope you having an amazing day 💗 take care and stay safe!! talk to you soon (´,,•ω•,,)♡ - 🦕 carat anon

Hi anonie!!!

Omg I can’t believe the reveal is already tomorrow!! Im so excited to finally meet youuu! And you will not scare me away we are all a lil chaotic and I love that energy hehe

Ohh you went to seoul with your friend! That must’ve been so cool!! And the rides you mentioned sound so fun too although I’m a lil scared of big rollercoasters ><

Hope you’re having an amazing day too! And sorry I took a while to respond this >< 💕💕

[vicioux]

thank you so much 💙💙💙 and i hope youre prepared cause yeah. my thoughts are a mess

Oh my god like where do I even begin lol

First of all I’d like to say that yup called it Sam was a little weirdo

I couldn’t even scream when you set up the perfect Aelin identity reveal before completely blueballing us and then um having everything that could possibly go wrong all go wrong

I love how good you are at writing characters like HOW DO YOU DO THIS THEIR EMOTIONS FEEL SO REAL THEY FEEL LIKE REAL PEOPLE? airplanes dry my eyes out but I was still able to tear up when they weren’t talking to each other?? When she burned her house down?? When Aelin got Amon’d??? that last one I fucking knew was coming but fuckkk

You had me feeling bad for Rowan to hating him for ignoring her to damn he’s a badass to me fully simping for him the last few chapters (especially in that renaissance cloak woof) when he was taking care of her. I was playing ‘Burn’ by BANKS and holy shit it just fit his POV so well

Dude they just love each other so much. She really let him in and gave up her magic which is such an essential part of her to save him 😭 and he is so patient and just cares so much and she’s who she is and loves her no matter who she is and magic or nah 😭😭 The scene where Aelin couldn’t light a match to make a fire and the carranam scene actually broke me lol. Good thing I was off the plane by then. And when they finally got together. Like i almost couldnt believe it 😭😭😭 'Only' and 'Let you go' by RYX r my soundtrack pick for those scenes! And by the way the whole her being cold without her magic is such a great choice cause you couldve just been like yeah shes sad cause she cant do magic anymore but here its yo hey she literally lost a part of who she was and it actually is having a physical and mental impact on her ugh and then the way you wrote them starting to work through the trauma (esp the avoidance bubble they would go into) and develop their relationship at the same time is just so......good. GREAT writing

It probably sounds like I just cried and silently freaked out the whole time but I also laughed i mean the bits where Fenrys and Lorcan both knew who FLAME GIRL © was but Rowan didn’t were gold. And drunk Aelin ofc

Ok but you also had your evil moments too like the cliffhangers (im still counting them as cliffhangers even if I didn’t encounter them as such for the new chapters) or when you literally made me fall in love with how cool Dorian was only to kill him off the same chapter lol. But at the same time I love it cause then there’s actually stakes and i love how more and more things get revealed (like the fabric sample from when they first met 30 chapters ago coming back into play?? Big brain moves). And with them finally figuring out Arobynn is a villain and going into the lab…damn I can’t wait for your full genius to be revealed. AND FOR THEM TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!

Special shoutout to fenrys, yrene, elide, lys, dorian, and remelle for being my fave side characters hehe

Special special shoutout to how fucking good the action was. Like i could literally see the fight scenes happening like anime x mission impossible crossover lmao

Lingering latenight qs:

Is Maeve actually dead?? Is she working w Arobynn?? I feel like she was so OP and then she just died offscreen idk

Aelin getting her powers back and revealing to the world??

What is P-FH we know FH but what’s the P. probably wildly off but im thinking either protect, princess for a book ref, or papa cause the dads alive? Cause in korra one of the dad’s turned out to be working the villain so maybe… or maybe the mom is alive…but basically one of them is right cause who else can make the tech. is the 600 pound missing weapon gonna be in the basement?? Im sure we will find out soon even tho i dont want this to end

kelsey your writing rocks my world and i couldn't have gotten through today without your fic 💛💛 THANK YOU XX

i have a confession to make im actually like 15 chapters behind on ETL (i may or may not have read some of the chapters you post on tumblr but if i did i never read past the read more 🙈) but its only cause i have all the chaps downloaded so i can do a full catch up on the plane!! i cant wait to freak out about your writing 30k ft in the air wahoo thank u in advance

Oooooo that’s so exciting!!! I can’t wait to hear your thoughts and reactions! SO much happens in the second half, so yeah, do prepare to freak out 😆

And also I love your nails!! That’s my current favourite nail colour and possibly colour in general

I hope you have a good flight! ❤️

[taeminie]

oh hi dream girl! well i def missed your lovely replies, but i figured you were busy 😇 and would be back around when you weren’t! aw, your day sounds rough 😔 i’m sorry, i hope you get to get off this rollercoaster soon!! i’m sending you tea and cookies and little lovely things in my head! ✨

ah, i thought it would be fair of me to share more about myself! though i don’t really know what to share 🤔 y’know that ‘i didn’t think i’d get this far’ meme? that’s me, in shock and awe we have a correspondence happening. um but besides hiding on anon, i’m an open book! 😅😅 i’m sure opportunities to Reveal my Secret Identity will happen organically hehehehwjakkd

anyway, i can’t imagine a place with even less rain than us! i would miss it too, rainy days are so lovely ☺️ besides not raining, what’s it like where you live? what do you like about it?

oh 🥺 you’re the absolute sweetest! it’s my humble goal to add even a touch of sparkle to your day, because it’s very clear to me that you deserve it. so! i’ll try my best!

and i’m right there with you about leaning into cooking and baking during the lockdown. it’s nice to feel accomplished, while we’re cooped up inside, and to share something lovely with loved ones! omg you’re so cute, that def doesn’t make you a loser 😂 it makes you just!! so sweet! (i would *love* to share this apple pastry with you, you have no idea 😊 sharing the recipe will suffice, for now)

aw thank you!! today was nice, i actually had an excuse to be outside (it’s the little things)! i got to wear my new boots which are very like cute and lesbian-y and make me feel like i’m taller than everyone 🥰 and i got honey green tea 🤤 which is the power that fuels me. that alone brightened my day!

before i sign off, i have a very important question 🥺 do you have any petnames you like? i called you ‘sugarplum’ in my head, which makes me ridiculous, yes 😂 but i feel like pet names are like a personality quiz? everybody has their own preferences, and this way i can correct the one in my head ☺️🙈 i feel ridiculous asking you this so on that high note, goodnight 😴 🌙 , rest well and i hope you have a beautiful day! 🌺✨

p.p.s i have never used the 🥺 emoji so much in my life since sending you these asks!! you’ve made my recent emoji’s list sweeter, just by existing! proof you’re the sweetest person alive! 😌🍰💘

i can finally reply hii hii omg i had this ask on my inbox and i felt so bad for not replying ur so sweet for this 🥺🥺🥺 and i love tea and cookies (im more of a tea than coffee person)

things have gotten better since i replied to ur ask so thank u for checking up on me as well ❤️ and thank u for the recipe i will make sure to try it out one day and let u know hehe

i’m really glad u got some time to enjoy outside and ur new boots. looks like that made u really happy. and as a lesbian i enjoyed reading the description of them fjdkkdkdkd and YAY FOR TEA I LOVE IT

i live in peru in the coast so its very humid but rn its summer so its super hot, i live in front of the ocean but not technically that near to it. you can go to the beach by car and its a 30-40 min drive (of course not right now bc of the pandemic all the beaches are closed 😭) but i usually go to visit my grandma’s beach house in summer or i just stay here and go for walks. right now im teaching english online to some kids but i cant do it in person bc the covid cases are still high... but yeah i love summer and the heat isnt unbearable rn thank god 😥

about the pet names.. i love love pet names i guess u can call me anything u want ☺️ but my faves are “honey/sweetheart/baby” ummm too personal sorry 🤭 but feel free to use any ones u like i cant believe u were really thinking it through in ur head thats so cute 🥺💜

I hope u have the best day and u get some fresh air again like last time. sending u hugs thanks for taking the time to do all this ps: i saw the blog u really dont have to i feel so fjdkkd idk how to react but thank u 🥺🥺🥺

[1004tyun-archive]

my girlfriend crystal hehehe 🥹🩷🩷 i know you’re sleeping right now but i keep missing you >3<

i told other friends of mine about you and i’m so happy hehehehe i get to talk about you to more and more people 🥹🫶🩷

i still can’t believe you’re my girlfriend and i’m yours >\\\< i still remember when i was sending you asks in your inbox 🥺 i always thought there’s no way you’d like me back >\\< rhsjdrjejd and then our era of horny memes and taehyun judgy memes in our inboxes 🤭 everything we experience together is always so fun 🥹🩷

crystal gem 💎🩷🥹 i’m in love with you my sweet <3 thank you so much for being in my life, for being the person that you are, you’re so amazing, beautiful inside and out 🥺🥹😭🩷🩷 i want to kiss you so bad so that i finally get to show you my affection 🥺 talking to you all day makes me so happy already so i’ll be okay hehe 🥺🩷

i saw these strawberries and thought of you since you love spider verse hehe~ i should try to watch it!! and obviously some cookies and cream~ 🤭🩷

my love 🥹 i’m a little stressed today but thinking about you gives me the strength to go on always 😚🩷 i wish i could just focus on you always 🥹 i cherish my crystal time so much 🥺🥺🩷 my beautiful girlfriend hehehehehe (tinnitus english version sung by you lives in my mind rent free 🤭🩷)

i hope you sleep well and wake up feeling energized!! >3< mwah mwah!!

— your girlfriend, cherry bear 🍒🩷😚

my girlfriend cherry~ i was sooo glad to see a message from you as soon as i woke up 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i missed you so so much baby 🥺

aaajshsjs that makes me so so happy baby 🥹🥹 i told my irls that we’re officially official and they were all so happy for me 🥺🥺😭😭 it feels so good to talk about you to people sometimes i feel like going out into the street and being like I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND but i think that would freak some people out 😭😭

i still cannot believe this it feels like a dream 😭😭 when we were first sending asks to each other i was so certain that i was gonna be a pro at keeping my feelings unknown but even then i was super obvious 😭 even when we were in our oblivious gal pals phase all i wanted was for you to know that i cared about you and to make it so there’d be no doubt about it. and then we realized that we were attracted to each other and our relationship progressed into something different and that’s when even taehyun started judging us djshsjjs 😭😭😭😭 but this experience has been nothing short of fun and beautiful :’) 🩵🩵

honest to god when you first said you were in love with me i started crying my eyes out 😭😭😭 to everyone else on the planet it’s obvious but it made me feel so special ;; i love you so much cherry baby i’m so in love with you you’re so beautiful inside and out and i can’t wait for the opportunity to show you how i feel ;3; i want to hold you and kiss you so badly!!! >3< i wanna shower you with affection ;; but being able to do that verbally when we call means a lot to me too 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵🩵

THIS MOODBOARD I’M GONNA CRYY IT’S SO CUTE it’s everything i love combined plus it was made by the person i love the most 😭😭😭😭 i really couldn’t ask for anything better 🥺🩵

aw baby :( i wish i was there to hold your hand and hug you i’m here for you!! 🥺 every moment i spend with you is so important to me i love having my cherry time with my beautiful girlfriend~ 🥺🥺🍒🩷 (lmaoskhsj i can’t get you singing the tinnitus demo version out of mh head either 😭😭 don’t want no pictures wanna touch your body feel your body push up on me~ 😏😏💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾)

i feel kinda groggy since i forgot to turn my ac on before i fell asleep but i’ll always be happy to wake up and hear from you my dear 🥺🥺 i love you so so much

my love, my girlfriend, my one and only cherry bear~ 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵

[darke15]

Hello Rhymie!

I am glad to inform you and the little minion gifs that I have read the Red Room twice now and have cried both times. And now I will cry again. 😃

I'm so glad you liked it that much 🖤

Which part of what Boone did was included in the Belov rant? I’d love to know

All of it.

Now I wanna read the Red Room again… but crying over that last chapter for the third time is not ideal.

The last chapter was my fave one thooooo

YES I LOVE THADDEUS ROSS’ SUFFERING. AHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUCH A SATISFYING OUTCOME

SAAAAAMMMEEEEEEE

I wanna live in the Alpha Two barracks now… but I already know tryna look for a flat that nice in these parts will cost me a kidney and a few teeth.

I do too!

Darke when will you bring these two lovebirds back together I need them to be happy for the sake of my own sanity

SOON

I completely forgot how much of a wreck her house is right now omg… I just pictured Bucky walking in with his bags and seeing all the bullet holes like 👁👄👁 what in the hickidy heck happened

He'd be so confused 😭

Oh nevermind Duke and Jack are being SWEETHEARTS THE ENGAGEMENT RINGS—- It’s so weird to imagine them this intimate when over on TS&TS they can’t hold eye contact for more than a second without turning beet red.

Right? It's so weird to write too 😅

Oh and now a Danny flashback. That’s cruel. I was still riding my Duke/Jack high.

Sorry

HER RING. WHERE THE FUCK- HOW DID I FORGET ABOUT THE RING-

It shocks me how I could forget about her own engagement ring…

I mean, I've never mentioned it before but it stands to reason that Danny would give her one. Right?

I wasn’t prepared for this. You said it wasn’t too bad. So this is just mid-level emotional pain?

yes

Hehehe Duke putting that helmet on and Ghost’s grin still makes me giggle

Same tho

I love hearing Steve say bad language words. Serotonin is up again.

It's one of my fave things to make him do

YES FINALLY SOMEONE MADE HIM A CANONICAL POTTY MOUTH. I find it incredibly hard to believe that a soldier who fought in WW2 wouldn’t curse like a sailor at every given opportunity. I mean, Steve’s innocence is iconic, but I love it when he curses.

It's just cuz the movies were made by Disney and they're too scared to let Captain America drop an F-bomb

I, however, am not afraid and I will continue to make him do it.

But I also think there's a legit reason, considering he just kinda woke up in a new century and is now considered everyone's role model so in order to fit in he just kinda...conforms to everyone's expectations. But now he's finally coming out of his shell and realizing that he can't be what everyone idealized him as.

AND NOW BUCKY’S TEASING HIM. This is so sweet. I love this.

They're besties, they have to tease each other.

Jason Bourne. I can’t with Tony. I wonder what he’d call Boone? I keep thinking Diane Kruger, but ehhh

I was gonna say Atomic Blonde, but that movie technically hasn't come out yet in the BS:U

Wait so he isn’t getting deprogrammed in Wakanda? Cuz I’d think they’d turn to Wakandan tech at some point, considering they’re a lot more advanced and equipped compared to both Stark and Aftermath

Just wait 😉

Damn. Boone looks great. I am once again reminded that I am attracted to literally everybody in this team it’s getting a bit difficult to focus.

Same

Good heavens. Duke too. This is nice. My brain is thinking up a very nice picture.

Also, same.

Hehe the I work with fuckin’ children line always gets me because only a few years before that, she was doing exactly the same thing.

Oh, how the turnstable...

Who’s been watching her for a long, long time? WHO?

😈😈😈

Tony designed the blue jacket that Bucky wore in TFATWS!? And I MADE HIM TEAR OFF THE SLEEVE WHEN IT WAS- Well now I’m rewriting that.

Not quite. I based the design off a manip someone did of Bucky in Steve's stealth suit from CA:TWS

SPIDEY!? OH MY- PETER.

AND SCOTT!? OH MY GOD

Yesssssss

HAHAHAH Sam… I can’t wait to see what happens to Peter and Scott. I kinda miss them. Especially after NWH, I literally need that poor boy to be happy in some universe.

Same tho

Can I just say- I know you could probably already tell with how much I gush about your writing but DAMN Darke, you have such an incredible way of writing these characters’ inner monologues that is truly unparalleled. I love what you’ve done with Tony’s change of heart about the accords, and Bucky and Ghost yearning for each other, and Ghost’s paranoia and exhaustion with everything going on… And how you’ve so beautifully kept us hanging on the edge with all the villains you’ve created so far. You’re fucking amazing.

Thank you so much. You're gonna make me cryyyy Rhymie 🖤🖤🖤🖤

I love the image of Ghost and Co. eating takeout and hunched over work. It’s got 'cramming for the final papers’ vibe.

It really does tho

AHA. And Novak too! Things are coming together Darke… I don’t know if I like where this is going. I’m scared.

hehehehehe

Wraith was given the faulty serum… OH SHIT. THE RIGHT SERUM IS INSIDE GHOST

😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

AND WE’RE JUST MENTIONING GHOSTIE IS A SUPER SOLDIER IN A MORE CASUAL MANNER

Yes

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO NO DANNY WILL NOT BE OK HE’S TOO FAR GONE GIRL STOP HOLDING ONTO HOPE THAT ISN’T THERE

mwahahahahha

AEGIS STEALTH- YEEEEES

YESSSSSSSSSSSS

WRAITH- NOOOO

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Darke, I love this chapter so much. But seriously the things this did to me… I’m suing (affectionately).

😅😅😅 sorry not sorry Rhymie, my love! Thank you so much, I'm so glad you liked it!

Chapter 61 // CALM BEFORE THE STORM

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A yawn worked its way through your entire body, followed by a slight shiver as you buried yourself under thin sheets and you cracked open an eye.

8:00 am flashed on the screen and another groan hummed through the room.

It was the latest you had slept in in a while. Between training, tracking Wraith, and trying to rebuild the Firebird, you were up early every morning and tucking in late almost every night. That being said, things were abnormally quiet.

And you didn’t mind.

It gave you time to relax, to think, to plan.

It had been a month and a half since the Accords fiasco and it was dying down nicely. As it turned out, the world didn’t like when governments kept secrets from them but the world also kept turning. It left the Accords behind and instead was currently fascinated by the story circulating from Russia.

Something about a secret aircraft crashing down from the sky into the countryside and secret Russian spies stationed around the world. Something about the Avengers assembling in a field of debris and fighting off an army.

Something your operatives definitely didn’t have anything to do with.

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