#heatbreak

[pethron]

DJATS APPRECIATION WEEK: DAY SIX favorite quote(s): Graham Dunne about Karen. “It's the ones who never loved you enough that come to you when you can't sleep. You always wonder what the future might have held for you and you'll never know. Maybe you almost don't want to know.”  

[ourinternallandscapetarot]

"The heart will break, but broken live on."

– Lord Byron

[caffeine-cravings]

[cherryc1nnam0n]

Tw: Vent, Heart break, angst

That moment when you fall in love so hard you feel like when you got broken up by who you thought was your soulmate who you had a realtionship with for 2 years straight

[sandramiksaauthor]

“Ineffable Heart: Poems About Love & Heartbreak” by Sandra Miksa

My book “Ineffable Heart: Poems About Love & Heartbreak” (*affiliate link) is officially on Goodreads! You can find it here. 

[dailybraindump]

Young Love

Your baby blue eyes pierced my heart before I had a chance.

Your lies ate me alive but kept me afloat in the darkness of my mind.

The love I had for you was based on falsities.

While they may feel true, it is too late for me to trust you.

You broke me. You pierced me. You destroyed me.

You said you loved me but

All I ever wanted was the truth.

[retro-cryptid-kitty]

ME!ME!ME!

[kradziejusto]

Divine fuckup: E V I L G A N G 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

[dogboyratgirl]

guys i have a confession i do infact drink soda and enjoy it. i am not really theo water collins

[cramopener]

“I won’t be forgiven, not ever. Part of a demon’s job description: Unforgivable. That’s what I am.”

“You were an angel once.”

“That was a long time ago.”

THIS EXCHANGE FROM SEASON 1 IS DRIVING ME INSANE WITH THE NEW CONTEXT FROM SEASON 2 FUCK

[kidsomeday]

I absolutely love that Geto and Gojo broke up fought in front of a KFC and then each coped by immediately adopting two children. They’re perfect for each other. What complete disasters.

[mayoiayasep]

i miss vine....

[fruitmagazine]

sometimes i worry about american education system because i come across some of the worst takes on meanings behind mitski songs....like girl just read the lyrics it's OBVIOUS what is she talking about....you didnt get literature class or reading comprehension 🤨☝️

[t-bombs]

We could cry a little, cry a lot Don’t stop dancing, don’t dare stop

‘Heartbreak Feels So Good’ - Fall Out Boy

[kradziejusto]

Somewhere at the end of time

[galedekarios]

emmrich & regret

emmrich: rook? darling? i wanted to say... rook: yeah, about that argument... emmrich: (sighs) it's no time to apologise, is it? rook: we'll talk back home, emmrich. i promise.

currently thinking about the fact that this is the last thing that emmrich and rook truly talk about before everything falls apart on tearstone island and they can't even do it in private, because the one chance they had, their moment to do so turned into an argument.

and not only did one friend die.

and not only is another friend missing, presumably also dead.

no, on top of all that tragedy -- that affects them all because the companions do care about each other. no matter who you picked, it's tragic: emmrich's picknick with harding and the long talks about their pasts, his discussions and warmth with bellara, his respect for neve and the little ways she cares so much, his friendship with davrin and the way both learn from each other in how to care for those in their care -- rook is gone, too. vanished.

and the last private moment they had ended in a heated argument.

i am willing to bet that "we'll talk back home, emmrich. i promise." is something that haunts emmrich during those long, long weeks that rook is trapped.

"we'll talk back home, emmrich. i promise." - not only is the use of 'home' very poignant and loaded and heatbreaking, but... they never do get to talk. then they never do get home. it's only he who does.

it's a promise broken.

it's a huge regret.

it's one of those little things that seem overwhelming in the face of loss and grief. the little things that you never got to do. the little things that you never get to make right. the little things that you never get so say. the way should have, could have, would have makes you spiral.

and emmrich would know, does have experience with it after losing his parents so abruptly, as well as within his professional duty's as a watcher, yet i think that would weigh heavily on him.

he's not prepared to lose rook. we see that time and time again in his human path and in his lich path as well:

emmrich: i will lose you to time, rook. what if i can’t bear that for eternity? - emmrich: i’m afraid i’ll mourn you forever.

i think it also explains very well why he insists on the visit to the necropolis, despite what's looming over the group. at first i thought it's a bit frivolous at this point in the game, until i realised why. he does it to be truly absolutely sure that all traces of whatever solas did to rook are gone:

emmrich: rook, dearest, please trust me. i must take you to the necropolis before we confront elgar'nan. - rook: did we have to risk visiting the necropolis? emmrich: i needed its subtler enchanments to detect what we must know. emmrich: there's no mark of the curse solas left on you. emmrich: darling, i thought i'd lost you forever in the fade. rook: if you and the others hadn't pulled me out...

emmrich doesn't want to repeat his (perceived) mistake. he doesn't want to lose them again, to leave things unfinished and to regret again.

and while i did wish we had an additional scene where we actually do have a chance to both address the argument rook and emmrich had in a meaningful way, addressing what happened after as well as emmrich's fears, it makes this final line in the romance scene all the sweeter:

emmrich: whatever is in store for us - together, my darling. that's how we'll face it. rook: i know.