#heart🫀 anon

[chubby-mychem]

i looooove how gerard’s thighs are always (no matter his total weight) too big for their stupid women’s jeans

ugh when the pant legs are scratched or even holed from the friction jdjxbelfudbdkud foaming at the mouth for real

exhibit a : https://pin.it/GkBSHRcTq

exhibit b : https://pin.it/5H2X3ClUR

chat my penits is arrect

- heart 🫀 anon

Omg Yeesss!! They have so stupidly thick thighs

And they wear there pants till they're dead

Pretty sure those are the same pants as in the pic you send 😭

And that cheeky rip here:

I need to bite into that milky white flesh NOW

[impish-baby]

I’ve been reading your past stuff again and I need more of the Yandere fam!!!! What if instead of the reader having left of their own will what if they were like coerced or forced into it by their partner (extra points if it’s like an abusive partner) and when they turned back up they looked terrible? Like, living in a run down house getting into fights constantly terrible. You don’t have to write this is you don’t want to, but I figured I’d share the idea!

-🫀 anon

Bore the shadows that you made - Jaiden's reaction to reader having an abusive partner - 🖤

(trigger warnings: abuse mentioned/referenced, injured reader)

Jaiden hates how you flinch. Like he'd hit you.

No matter how much of an asshole he is, no matter the issues he has controlling his temper, he'd never raise an unkind hand towards his family. The fact that you apparently think he would hurts at first before it quickly boils away into righteous anger.

"You.." Jaiden takes a trembling breath at the frighted look on your face, trying to force himself into some semblance of calm. "Ok." His voice is terse as he drops his hand, tacking a step away.

"W- We.. you're ok." He's not used to trying to comfort someone, but god he needs you to stop trembling like that. "Here, see?" Jaiden drops to the ground, making himself as small as possible. "It's just me. Nobody's gonna hurt you."

Someone's already has by the look of things, the shiner around your eye being proof if the flinch wasn't enough.

His jaw is clenched so hard he thinks his teeth might break, but it's the only thing jaiden can do to stop himself from yelling. "Can we just talk? Please." The relief when you sit down across from him is short lived, sat far enough away that he'd have to lunge to get anywhere near you.

It's better than watching you shake like a kicked puppy though. "Right.." The tension in the room is suffocating, "did.. did you want to leave?" Jaiden dreads the answer, but he needs to know. His breath hitches at the timid shake of your head, jaiden will never tell you the guilty happiness that settles in his chest.

He's not happy you left unwillingly, that you're in this shitty situation at all. But you didn't leave him. You didn't. And it gives him all the more reason to snap that bastard's neck later.

"Can..do you want a hug?" Jaiden opens his arms, fully expecting to be rejected. "We don't need to but- oof!" He gently wraps his arms around you when you barrel into his chest, cracking a small smile. "I'm here, ok? You're safe."

[selfship-confession-box]

i love you "bad" nonsharers. i love you jealous selfshippers. i love you possessive selfshippers. i love you obsessive selfshippers. i love you selfshippers with violent thoughts. i love you selfshippers whose line between fiction and reality is blurred. i love you selfshippers who take selfshipping "too seriously." i love you selfshippers whose f/o(s) are their real partner(s.) i love you selfshippers whose f/o(s) belong to them, are their property, are theirs and only theirs. i love you selfshippers who know for a fact that no one could ever love their f/o(s) like they do. i love you selfshippers who aren't just "nonsharing," selfshippers that DO NOT share. i love you selfshippers who see "canon" love interests and other selfshippers who claim to love their f/o(s) as rivals, fakers, homewreckers, etc. i love you selfshippers who get swept into a whirlwind of (self-)destruction at the thought of their f/o(s) loving anyone else. i love you selfshippers who can't tolerate others with their f/o(s) as platonic f/os either. i love you selfshippers who feel these things about their platonic and/or queerplatonic f/o(s). i love you selfshippers who see their f/o(s) as having these same feelings to cope, to feel truly loved, to feel understood and accepted. i love you selfshippers who feel these things because of neurodivergence and/or mental illness. i love you selfshippers who face ableism that isn't taken seriously because their symptoms are "unsavory." i love you selfshippers who are yelled at for harassment just for venting on their own blog. i love you selfshippers who are constantly told to get therapy, bonus for those who are told this when they CAN'T get therapy or ARE in therapy already. i love you selfshippers whose symptoms and feelings don't get "your f/o loves you with your symptoms" or "imagine your f/o learning about your symptoms and accepting you" sort of posts. i love you selfshippers who have instead been told that their f/o(s) wouldn't love them because of those feelings. i love you selfshippers who are accused of being pr0sh1p because their feelings are seen as "toxic" or "taboo." i love you selfshippers who are frequently blocked, kicked from servers, etc. because their feelings are seen as "problematic." i love you selfshippers who are accused of romanticizing unhealthy relationships when they're just trying to vent or cope. i love you selfshippers who are no longer ashamed of who they are, and i love you selfshippers who feel guilt over their feelings. i love you selfshippers who felt these things in the past, selfshippers who will realize these feelings in the future, and selfshippers who may feel these in the present but deny it. i love you to the yanderes, the landmines, the "crazy" selfshippers- i love you all.

with love, 🫀

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[screampied]

okay hear me out. enemies to lovers trope with toji. like mafia!au where toji and reader are rivals, but they have that flirty demeanor with each other ⁉️⁉️

so we end up pointing a gun to toji's head while he's on his knees, and he leans his head into it so the gun is pressed against his forehead while he looks at us dead in the eyes?!$!(#)$+$;# and then that's when we imply him sucking on the gun. HEHWMNJEHWN BYE

🫀 nonnie

I LOVEEEEE ENEMIES TO LOVERS 😓😓😓

omg a mafia au too, i loveeeee anything where the two mcs r rivals ahhh. the tension would be so good >>>>>

OHMYGOODDDDDDD lol (writes this down) stop that’s so hot. you alr know once you have toji’s on his knees, he’ll say some shit like “do it, shoot me, you won’t, girl.” and ofc you don’t but instead you spare his life to make you suck on the muzzle of the gun OHHHHHHIMSICK. the eye contact would be brutal :,)

[scary-lasagna]

Hey I was wondering if you could do habit or Patrick with a reader who just had a really bad seizure for comfort I just had one last night and am kinda projecting a bit thank you for reading. !

-🫀 Anatomically correct heart emoji anon

HABIT

He knew what seizures were, considering he's had a good handful of his own. He's somewhat prepared for the oncoming fit, recognizing the signs of the buckets of sweat and rapid paleness.

He'll hold you through it, and talk to you gently, mainly to keep himself calm rather than running around like a chicken with it's head cut off.

He eventually does run around, but only after he's made sure you're properly safe and comfortable.

When you still, he'll place his jacket under your head, and run off somewhere to gather a heap-load of supplies.

He didn't care what he grabbed, as long as it looked somewhat useful. Pillows, blankets, pain killers, water, six kinds of food, a capri-sun, and any OTC medicines you may be taking at the moment.

He might even kidnap a medical practitioner that has absolutely no experience in seizures, but it's the thought that counts.

And HABIT, being himself, will attempt to cheer you up by recalling what he thinks are funny stories.

In reality, it just makes your confused state worse, because when you finally come to your senses, your boyfriend is talking about a chain-link fence literally eating someone alive and you just really wanted to turn the other way and go to sleep.

He doesn't let you, and instead curls up behind you so you both can watch the 100+ tiktoks he sends you on the daily. He laughs loudly at every single one.

You really wish you could just eat your saltines in peace.

[disventurecamptakes]

Karol was really lovely actually and seems like She’s got tragic stuff going on in the background. The part where she called an eagle and it flew onto her arm got me for some reason.

Anyway I really like Karol (she’s not in the top 10 because I honestly don’t have much to say about her but let it be known that I like her) and I wish people liked her more I suppose

- 🫀

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[alvaeris]

#🪡off my last thread - being miserable

#👥 prose is joy - book reviews or rambling and stuff

#🥿 walk right over me - reblogs!

#🌂 friend in me - responding to asks

#👾 you will never snatch my whimsy - being silly

#💤 the death of life - posts when i'm supposed to be sleeping

#🧥 a blue coat - hcs for characters, or talking about characters, etc.

#🧤 too cold without you - an ex-friend

#🦕 dinosaurs have feathers- random stuff

#🫀snacking on your heart - my adorable doll!!

#👣whispers in the wind - obslove posts

and of course, my friends/anons :D

# pwince apparently - apparently prince

# DOLL YAY - yay doll

#🪳anon

#🦌 anon

#💜🩷🖤👑 anon

#🕊️🎀 anon

#🫀 anon

#🌀 anon

#🪷 anon

#🎀🔪🦇 anon

[honajoong]

Every time I reply to my anons or even make a post like this, I get reminded of the time Angie was anon, as her tag for heart anon keeps popping up 😞🫶 thank you ang @junniieesbby

[selfship-confession-box]

im just rambling like a dumbass dont mind me heehoo anyways

TIL no one, and i mean NO ONE actively self ships w one of my f/os but me and it feels so comforting. it adds onto the fact that im convinced we're made for eachother;;

like i am heavy on nonsharing, im strictly ficto and have many mental disabilities and my self ships feel way too real for me to be okay with doubles (most of the time) so being the only one aside from his wife who desires him brings me so much peace.

i mean, i CAN understand why no one self ships with him; from an outsiders pov he can be an "awful" person and isnt very desirable aside from physical appearance, i see plenty of people saying shit like "hes handsome smash no doubt!"

however no one but me is actually taking the time to be tender and understanding with him and loving him for his deep flaws and ungodly annoying and awful mannerisms... even his wife in canon wants to erase his flaws or just cant stand him for them sometimes but i just sit there like "auuu hes just so misunderstood 🥺🥺🥺 my poor squippy booba..."

i want to be his rock, his shoulder to cry on yk? i wanna be the one who understands him, i wanna be the one who comforts him when he makes a mistake instead of shaming him and making him feel worse :( i dont love him despite his flaws; i love him flaws and all. and hed love me the same! our flaws and trauma are so similar, hed find solace in the fact that hes not alone with why he is the way he is, and in my eyes that makes him perfect to me

hes literally my fucked up and tormented and stupid bbg that i love more than anything :") i love over analyzing and woobifying him idc hes mine :3c

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[dottcre]

Consider with the idea of Dottore replacing his heart with a mechanical one he let's you engrave your name on it before he puts it in.

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OHHHSHSISHSJSJJS THAT’S SO SWEET !! carving something cheesy like “[name]’s” on….

[munsonthemisfit]

Eddddiieeee!!!!!! Why do you always pick the grossest scary movies :(((( I like spooky but I gotta cover my eyes through half of it! I feel like this is some sort of trap….-🫀

I’m a fan of fucked up shit, I’m sorry 🥳

[disventurecamptakes]

I think Jake should spiral mentally and shatter into a thousand pieces personally (this is not character hate I adore him so much. Suffering is enrichment. I’m punting him off a cliff. Out of love)

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[rq-smiley-face]

I am absolutely obsessed with the idea of the fnaf cult.. whoa . It's so fascinating, what the fuck? -🫀 (i also could've sworn we sent in an ask a while back, and just spent a few minutes going through all of your posts looking for the useage of the anatomical heart, but I guess not?so uh. Hi, we've been lurking. Waves at you.)

I just double checked our inbox and we don't have anything signed off with the anatomical heart, either Tumblr ate it or we ourselves lost it :p. But welcome to the blog!

I'm glad you like the idea! I've been working on it quite a bit, it makes it easier to daydream a world where it's real (you know. One where i don't have moral objections to causing intense psychosis into people).

[chubby-mychem]

been a while eh? ive been lurking lately but i have thoughts to share again

meeting gerard in high school, when he’s still all young and cute and chubby and going through puberty. high school sweethearts, but completely enabling him, as time goes on instead of growing out of it and getting somewhat leaner as you both grow older and finish high school, he’d still be fat and gorgeous.

god would you imagine bullets era but at a bigger weight? kinda like how bigger he was at ~~16?

i would explode i think

(i hope this isnt gibberish and makes sense but im sleep deprived so deal with it soz)

- heart 🫀 anon

Nice to hear from you again!!

Ohh I remember being in highschool and seeing that pic of hs! Gerard, I was totally wishing for/imagining basically just that (yes I found out I was into this pretty young). Just wanted to tell him he's cute no matter if he's fat, watch horror movies with him make sure he eats most of the snacks, listen to him ramble about comics.

I bet the poor baby would be even more insecure then he already was during bullets, but like I'd totally cheer the loudest at every show and sucker punch anyone who dares be mean to him. Fat little angel face omggg

[honajoong]

The way I felt when I was anon for my friends, and now… it’s like who are you 🥹 obviously I can’t figure it out so I sit and wait for more

[selfship-confession-box]

i feel so embarrassed to say this,, but i literally have my pillows and some plushes set up under a soft blanket to match my f/os body shape.

his head, shoulders, chest, tummy, arms, and legs;; its so comforting and it feels like him wehhhhh i love himm if i could spoon him all day i would auuuuu

🫀🇺🇸 anon

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