#head still hruts

[kebarney]

ma head hurt gang send help

[granma-sweetie]

IM GOING TO KILL MYFUCKING NEIGHBORS

[pleuvoire]

augh my head hurts

[prayers-to-hyliarceus]

Pelipper Mail for Zelda! A nightmare. Or, perhaps, a memory—but it isn’t quite yours, unless it is.

You glide through the Hyrulean skies, as you have for countless millennia. You don’t recall why anymore. You don’t recall who you were; you scarcely recall that there ever was another you to recall. 

Perhaps it is better that way. You wouldn’t know. 

Far below your flight path, you see a group of travelers. They seem familiar, in a long-buried way, though you couldn’t say why or how if you were even capable of speech.

You can watch as you always have. As you always will. There are four of them, awaiting the return of two others from atop a sacred mountain.

You are a dragon, gliding high above Hyrule below—yet you can still hear them speak as if you are standing beside them.

“You think she’ll actually manage it this time?” says the Rito, worrying at the ends of his blue scarf.

“She’s gotta!” says the Goron, though his easy grin doesn’t reach his eyes. “She’s been tryin’ so hard, after all. She’ll get it when it counts!”

“I most certainly hope so,” says the red-scaled Zora, looking uncertainly up at the mountain path. “After how hard she has tried…”

“I have faith that her powers will awaken in time,” says the tall Gerudo woman with red hair. “This isn’t her last chance, after all.”

You know that it is, though you don’t know how you know that it is. You don’t know any of these people, their names slip your mind, and yet you know with utmost certainty—

They’re all going to die.

They’re all going to die because of you. They already have, after all—and you can do nothing but watch them hope for a salvation that will come too little, too late.

Your head aches, as it has for as long as you can remember. You cry, shedding the tears that have never done anyone any good. What else can you do?

no no

oh nononono

hruts

hurts

i didnt save

cant

didnt do enough not enough never enough icabnt

comebfack come bcak ocme back please pelase

ims oryry im so sorruyi didnt have anyoterh option

it hurts it hyrst it hryrts so mcyg

i msiss you do mucu i missnyiu i misshyou

i rmeneber yiu irember you pleade run aeyat yorue gougb to die

urbosa mipha daruk revali

i cbst

...Zelda?

[didn't do enough not enough never enough i can't

come back come back come back please please

i'm sorry i'm so sorry i didn't have any other option

it hurts it hurts it hurts so much

i miss you so much i miss you i miss you

i remember you i remember you please run away you're going to die

urbosa mipha daruk revali

i can't]

[lostandfoundvocaltrax2005]

October 20th. Evening.

its been a bit since the attack. im writing this to try and get back some of my motor control. i know itll heal sooner than later but i hate feeling like a clumsy child. i have to be slow with my words right now, with how i write them. slower than usual.

i really don't ununderstand. anything. theres a lot of things i don't get. right now i dont get why im alive in the sense of how the hell i survived five bullets to the head. my eye really hruts. the adrenaline wore off last night and im resistant to basically evey medication out there.

Astro got really hurt too. im kind of glad he went into that bloodraage thing to go find his kid so he'd stop trying to be a meat shield. its weird. i dont know that much about him, the more i think about it. i feel bad for it because i know how easily i get mad at him. i wish i wasnt like that.

i feel selfish for wanting so much of his attention. like if he doesnt look at me ill just give up and die. i wanted to kiss him yesterday and i felt bad for it. i didnt want to be the one being comforted but i didnt know how to say it because i didnt want to upset him.

the one thing im good at. upsetting people.

i hope those two stay dead. i ate jans soul the second i could beause i was scared. and im still scared. my heart rates been really high lately. fucking eden is in those woods and i dont know why. why couldnt he just stay in his own woods. why does it seem like every bad dream is coming back to haunt me.

i wanna go home. i dont know what that word really means for me. Amadeus said home is where the people you love are. i wish i could keep them all in one spot, hide in the crowd when i get scared. i just wanna go home before Kidds birthday. it took so long to write so little.

lazy bitch.

[jackhasfallenx2]

head still hruts... :(

[iamafuckinpieceofshitihatemyself]

there is something wrong with me i cant do anything right i cant feel anything right i am a failure everything i do comes out wrong i am tired i am so tired of feeling like this its like theres a stormr in my mind and it goes down on my chest and it hurts so much i hurt people i love its like i dont even know how to be a normal human being talking to other people is a burden existing is a burden i feel everythign and nothing at the same time i cant tell reality anymore i cant trust my thoughts everything i think i dont know if i can trust and the worst part is i know why i am the way i am and i cant fix it nothing i do makes me feel any better everything comes out wrong no matter how hard i try and i am so tired i just want to not feel like my existence is a burden to me and to everyone around me i am tired i dont want to feel like this i dont want to feel like im insane because thats how i feel i feel insane i feel like i am going mad and i need to be put into a hospice because i cant control what i do what i say its like someone takes over me and i am so jealous i cant even hold the thought that someone might like me i cant believe it i feel like theyre constantly trying to cheat on me or doing something behind my back and i do things to them i hrut them by saying mean things and then i feel so alone because everyone is so tired of hearing me talk about the same things talking about them talking insane things i am insane people think i am insane i feel alone i am lonely i am too much and i am nothing

yesterday i freaked out because i watched him take a shot with a girl who he flirted with and i freaked out i was drunk and i was high and i watched it and the way he said it the way he was looking at her it was flirting and something snapped in my head and all i could say to you waas that you are disgusting and i kept repeating how disgusting you are and you got so mad and then we left and you yelled at me in the middle of the street at 6am about what a hypocrite i am because i was talking to my ex you yelled at me so much and all i wanted to do was take back and try to explai n wht happened and you were also high and drunk but you were so violent i got scared you were gonna hurt me so i walked away but the things you said made me feel like i am the worst person in the world the things i do its like i project on you everything that i do you made it feel like i am the disgusting one and i dont know what to think and what to feel and nothing felt real and all i wanted to do was disappear stop exissting because i am so fucking scared of losing you but its like i cant realize the things i do its like everything i do is wrong and i cant do this i cant do relationships i am to much of a narcisist i need everything to be about me i need you to think of me look at me touch me all the time and if youre giving attention to someone else its like my whole world is falling apart and i get so angry and i keep the anger inside me and i talk shit about you to other people and everyone thinks youre such a bad boyfriend because i keep this anger inside me and then i explode and i say mean things and you make m e realize that i am worng and i feel bad but then tehres no coming back, the damage is done, you still slept at my place because you were way too drunk to walk home and the next day was so awkward because i was still and i am still feeling like shit i feel like i fucked everythig up and you were being so nice to me and doing all the right things and i had to go and fuck it up because its just unfathomable to me that you could be nice to me that you were doing nice things because you likeme it must be because youre fucking someone else or talking to someone else and i just cant trust you or anyoen i cant trust anyone not even myself and i feel so insane and i know you think im insane too and i dont understand why you havent broken up with me yet after yesterday i thought it was it and i still think you might come to senses to what a complete piece of shit insane bizarre manipulative crazy bitch i am and just go away but you were still trying i could tell you were stil hurt and mad but you were trying so hard to still be at least a little bit nice to me because you said you want to help me to be better but i dont know if im capable of i dont know if i can ever be better i dont deserve you i dont deserve anyone i deserve to die alone and to suffer and feel this awful feeling in my chest and in my head every day for the rest of my life i deserve to be treated like shit to be yelled at i deserve bad things i deserve to die i should die i should just end things but im not even capable of that im too much of a coward to even rid the world of my awful existence but let it be known that i am aware that it would be better for me and for everyone around me if i just died or disappeared or was just never born at all i am a piece of shit disgusting whore and i hate myself and i wish you wouldve done it yesterday i wish you wouldve hit me i know you would never but i wish you would hit me and hit me and hit me until i pass out wish you would kick me and spit on me because thats what i dserve for all the things ive done to you and to all the other people in my life that ive hurt with my existence i wish you wouldve killed me deep down i wanted you to grab me by the throat and squeeze the life out of me but you could and would never youre a good person and for that i cant forgive myself i should leave you and let you be happy with someone else but i cant live without you my life revolvesaround you and for that i am insane

[whindsor]

idk if we’re doing ficsgiving this year but if we areeeee can i have a little sh/rm one??

YOU BET YOUR SWEET ASS YOU CAN

“I still don’t completely understand this holiday.” Mika said, pulling her hair up into a bun before pulling her apron over her head. Bucky laughed from his position at the fridge, carefully pulling ingredients out and putting them on the kitchen island. This was one of the few moments that having one arm was a little challenging.

“All that matters is spending time with family and being thankful. Its origins are...questionable.” he replied, hoping that was a good enough answer. It had been a long time since he’d celebrated Thanksgiving, and while he knew it would be different from the rowdy time he and Steve used to have back in Brooklyn, he hoped it would be just as memorable.

“Well, I suppose I can agree with that.” she said, gathering her own ingredients and putting them next to his. He grabbed her by the waist, pulling her to his chest so quickly in made her squeak before smiling and resting her arms on his shoulders.

“Think of it as an excuse to bake a shit ton and celebrate with me.” he said with a grin. She giggled, pulling him in for a firm kiss before prying herself away from his hold.

“I don’t need an excuse for either of those, but I’ll take it.” she said, going to start measuring out what she needed. She’d done a lot of research for that night, and she was in charge of rolls and desserts, while Bucky would be taking over the main course and sides. Steve and Q would be arriving later that evening, and they had a lot of preparation to get done before then. To be fair, this was Bucky’s first Thanksgiving since 1942 and Mika’s first Thanksgiving in general, so at this point they were just hoping that things weren’t terrible. So he worked on his cooking while she worked on her baked goods, standing side by side and the wide kitchen island with the occasional break to dance to one of the songs playing through the speakers. They’d just finished setting everything up when someone knocked at the door.

“Happy Thanksgiving!” Q said, holding up two large bottles of wine and allowing Mika to hug her as she responded in kind. Steve followed behind, kissing her cheek before going in to greet Bucky. There really was too much food for the four of them, but between the two super soldiers and a soon-to-be-wine-drunk Q, there was going to be a serious dent in it. They loaded their plates and filled their glasses (Steve possibly sharing a bit of liquor he scored from a random Asgardian in the middle of Athens) before going to the picnic table on the back porch, enjoying the Wakanda sunset and the warm air as they participated in festivities. It almost felt normal as they ate and drank under the twinkling porch lights, their laughter echoing across the farm land.

“Okay okay okay, so since Mika has never had Thanksgiving,” Q started, standing up and gesturing grandly with her half-full glass. “we have to do the cheesy ‘what are you thankful for’ game.”

Bucky and Steve groaned, their eyes rolling skyward at the suggestion, but Mika gasped appreciatively. “I have no idea what that means, but I love it already!” she said, though she was barely heard over the boys’ complaining.

“C’mon, the sooner you quit your bitchin’, the sooner we can be done with it.” Q said, putting down her glass just long enough to smack both of them on the back of the head. “Alright, I’ll go first. I’m thankful for a quiet holiday with my husband, and for Mika’s pie, and for this amazing wine.”

“Yes, yes, all good points.” Steve concurred, his Brooklyn accent a little more evident than usual thanks to the Asgardian liquor loosening his tongue. “I’m thankful for good food and good friends, and Hrut in Greece having this liquor, and that you two have a guest bedroom on the complete opposite side of the house from your room.” Q smacked him again as he concluded, to which he responded by pulling her in for a kiss. She pushed him away, muttering about how they were in public, but she couldn’t help but smile.

“Well I am thankful to have you two visiting, and for this wonderful new tradition that we can continue going forward.” Mika said, the backs of her eyes prickling with tears. It wasn’t an easy move, settling in Wakanda, and it was moments like this that made her remember how much she loved their friends. She took a sip of wine to distract herself from the emotions, smiling broadly as she put the glass down. They all looked to Bucky, who started laughing.

“Fuck, I’m just thankful to be here.” he said, and while the joke wasn’t really that funny (or funny at all), they all couldn’t help but join in with his laughter. Mika took his hand under the table, and he squeezed her fingers, strong and sure. He sent a glance her way as Steve and Q started arguing over dressing versus stuffing again, sending her a wink and mouthing I love you.

Mika may not have known how Thanksgiving started or what it really meant, but it was her new favorite holiday.

[thelakeeffectkid]

i guess i should give updates now, especially since my head pain is mostly gone.

first, thank you to all those who have been helping me and wishing me well. i was surprised by the sheer amount of people, some of whom i don’t really talk to. its... surprisng, comforting, and yet terrifying to have people help and say and do these kind things. so thank you all, i really do apprciate it.

we didn't get kicked out, but im still packing like im going. if we cant secure a ride through a friend, im forcing deb (my "mother") to drive me down, but that may take a while as the plates are expired on the car. do i want to be in a car with her for 10 hours? Not one fucking bit, but it may be the only secure way to do this now.

she keeps saying she loves me and is checking in on me via the phone since she drove Him to work today, but I'm keeping my responses short and simple. she threatened to kill me last night, threw heavy glass jars at my head and smashed my face with fists and another heavy glass jar. she bit up my hands, making any typing painful, but i have to do it. i ended up cutting myself a few times before the attempt on myself too.

im slowly working on packing up my shit. i want out. i dont care where i go, i dont care if im forced into the shelter because another landlord says no, i just want out.

as i type this, she is trying to bribe for my love again with a pack of colored pencils. 36 count prismas, but im happy with the cheaper prsimas i have, and the crayolas i do want. I'm still angry with her, im hurt, im everything that isnt good right now.

she said she hated me, that because i wasnt on her i was on His, that she would kill me and break my neck, that she wished she got an abortion. and honestly, i agree. she should have never had me, should have killed me, something. i didnt ask for any of this, im cursed by her and Dave. niether side wanted me, i've been put through hell, and her current "boyfriend" is making it worse.

i just want it all to fucking stop. im scared i'll continue the cycle of abuse because im a victim. i don't want to hrut anyone, and i do my best not to, but the self defense here i've done... i feel like the monster i was always meant to become.

[cheezybiouwiou]

archived from that secret q account.

ghosty boiyou are my world, and no matter how shitty the world gets i can't imagine one without youJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou are a part of me, and i know whatever happens, you always will beJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii love you, but the more we're apart and the less i see you, the more i remember all the painJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiwhatever you say, what your family does, it affects me, and when im with you it will always be like that. i dont know if i can cope, and im breaking inside because i love you, but i know you've hurt me so much and i dont know what to feelJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boisome part of me wonders if its too late. you broke me. you hurt me so bad, and ive forgiven you so many times for things youve done that you dont even know you haveJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii cant help but feel you dont love me anymoreJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii cant help but feel you dont careJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boingl it kinda hurts me that you care so much about him? i know not in a loving way, but like you caring so much about him makes me feel like you care less about me, idk maybe im just jealous and selfishJuly 14, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii dont want to read anything on this acc bc it will just bring up old pain. nd tbh if anyone found this there would be a lot of painJune 26, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boilmao so i just found out the reason i'm suspended is bc my boyfriend ratted my mum out to his parents and my best friend ratted me out to him mum and the teachers and then my mum went ape shit and then they all pretended they didnt?May 5, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boireally fucking hurtApril 15, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiand u have the nerve??? u cant remember me or anythin and uve been in such a bad place what since december?? thats 5 fuckin months man that ive been workin my ass off to support u nd help u get through so u dont fuckin die and this is what i get back? honestly im not mad im just really really hurtApril 15, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiiodk now that u throwing this shit abck at me its like u blamin me? like boy u were so much worse than me already u were one of the ppl who dragged me into a darker place but i stuck w u bc i loved nd cared nd now ur saying it my fault that u cut and that ur more depressed? bitch i try fuckin hard for u man and this is what i get back? u say i dont care that u alwasy comfort me when i work my ass off to get through to u and help u, when u just then reject me anyways - and proceed to say i dont try and that you want the help?? if you want the help then fuckin accept it ive tried so hard for u man?? vbut u dont see it do uApril 15, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou dont actiually want to be with me do you?March 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou make me happy but im sad atm bc i dont wahnt you to dieeeeee nad i just want to be happy and you to be happyMarch 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou make me so happy but i know i dont do that for you. my own insecurities mean that whenever any1 jokes abt anything i take it as real,, im insecure abt everytihng so every joke from everyone hurts me,. i care too much abt what ypu thinkMarch 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii dont know do you want me??March 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boilitearlly no one caresFebruary 23, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boino one wants me haha!February 23, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiha im so unwantedFebruary 23, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim not funn yim not smart im not useful im not talented im notmusical iumd fucjkign rpirdjbialedgesd im not a figood friend im nbot wirty i cant do anyithng im depresy wtihotutht e humoisr im eneddy im annoying i dongt get it im a fuckifng burden wso why are yioui still here whenvrber you see these things inothe rpsoelpe you hate htem gfor it wahyt fucking makles m efidferntFebruary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boioyu literally dislike ebverything abtou me tyour jsut blind i dont get tiFebruary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim evenrwyihtg you hate abtout this worldFebruary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boihs ill never be fuckign fgoos enoughFebruary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiha lmao u didnt see me crying uwuFebruary 8, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiu ran awya from meFebruary 8, 2019 ·Comment 3 · Like ghosty boihehe im terrified of losing you for a different reason now but ig it doesnt matter bc u dont wannt me anywasyuFebruary 8, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii love you so much i just wnat to help i dont i can tlose youFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boihow can oyu say you dont feel and say you love me? i know you feel, you just try not toFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii dont want you to hurt me but yousoFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment 1 · Like ghosty boiyou lie to me. you dont call it lying but it isFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiwonder what it's like to be okayFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii can't carry this anymoreFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyin and yang, happiness always comes with sadness. if you have one you have to have the other. whats the point in feeling and living at all because even if you achieve happiness you will always have sadness. it is always htereFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boione day of warmth isnt worth a year of coldFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boihappinesss is fleetingFebruary 2, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiwhy am i always the one who hads to repaireFebruary 1, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii wihs oi culd he good enoguhFebruary 1, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiic ared about you but all you do is hurt meFebruary 1, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou just use me i dont understand i thought we were friendsFebruary 1, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boievent eh ppl eho care about me thinj uim worhtless, useless, dumb, stupid, weird, fucking djsfhalkdjfhreesstardsedJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiwhy do you keep reminding me of my insecuriteS? i think everyone does. i shoulf tlak to you about it, but i d onnt want to make you walk on eggshelslsJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment 1 · Like ghosty boiwer both yknow you cousdl do so m uch better htan meJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii see it in your eeys, i sese the dissapointment, the 'what the fuck', youer crazy, ur weird, ur rude, ur pathetic, why can yt you be normlak, youe fake, you re not ogod enogumJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiur gonna brkea up with me one dya becaues liets be real inm not oging to do it but you wilwl get sick of me you jsut put up with me atm ur blifnefd by emptions - despite that you can still see im fuvkignJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim just not finny or smart or nice or anyinthig gim jstu not good enoguh nd ikjwo i never will neJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiill never be good enough icoulndt even last a dayJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boilmfao i m actually fucking discusintgnJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii knwo im just annoying, no one realyt wants me aorundJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim getting sicjk of peoplke using meJanuary 29, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii will never be good enough, i will never be good aerat anythingJanuary 28, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim fugcking sfisdudcisigng im such asuhit firend i dont know anyithng i dony care abt eanyone arenough i dont remmebe ran ythonig im never good enouhgJanuary 28, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boidespite how i present muself i dont feelsihlike a girl i jhate hit it hahtkljeshrkljsdfxklsjg bJanuary 28, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou will never be able to see past being sad that im not talking, see that there may be a real reasoon, because you will be too self absorbed to even realise that im not okayJanuary 27, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boithing is though if i dont help you you you will get all sad and upset (despite ignoring me) and wont even give me the chance to give a reason why, beacuse the reason is im struggling atm as well and need support myself but youre too stubborn to get your head out of your ass and realise that i need help toJanuary 27, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou always ignore me its pissing me off you just use me for when you need me and thats itJanuary 27, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii dont think ill ever be good enoughJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boimonths. it took monthsJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boior is that just an excuse?January 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiits so goddamn sad how you always pull away, but now isnt the time to mention itJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii feel like you dont actally want me around idk it just hruts when you distance urself rom meJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boino one really truyts meJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boino one caresJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boisighsJanuary 24, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiyou try and hel[p fuckignf ocus on yourself i want you to live ghoddamnihntJanuary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiwhats tyhe point in all this imf im judt going to lose you anyayJanuary 21, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii want to be better, and seperately i just want them to be happy nd idc howJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii never actually help lmao they were there for me yesterday when i was falling appart but i cant even help when they are sad or downJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boisighs now im wondering if im not good enoughJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii wish i could be enough, but i know i never will be. i know its not personal and i am not upset as such by it, i can accept it. i just am upset for them because i want to someone, something to be enoughJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii dont even know whats real anymore i cant tell what happened, what i thought happened, what was a dream, what i was hallucinating, what was flashbacks, what i wish had happened i cant even trust myself so how can i trust anyone elseJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim so done. im so tired with trying im so tired with everythingJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim so sadJanuary 16, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii got down bc of ehta they did but that didnt change anythgin they got fuvkin down otooJanuary 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boii never helpJanuary 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like ghosty boiim nfuckin uselessJanuary 3, 2019 ·Comment  · Like

[peinsmoi]

the madness ; you let in

there was a tap on her shoulder.  once. twice. 

hyomi’s hand shot up and met with flesh and bones that were quickly making the type of noise to make any men scream in agony. it fell on her ears the way any noise would fall on a deaf man’s ears. the thumping noise of nothing but emptiness as she pushed at the broken shape she rendered it away from her. someone else had a gasp to leave in the room, most likely because of the way the body hit the wall next to them. 

the dust of it grazed her cheek as she let her eyes take in the bed one more time. as if she hadn’t been staring blankly at it ever since she entered the premises. she’d looked at it, from top to bottom, to the middle to where the blood was dripping, not yet dry--at the foot of her bed. the sheets were soaked, one could dip a tongue on the thickness of the spill and drink its fill for years to come. sunghoon’s body was but a river for anyone who wished to quench their thirst.

worse yet--she was swallowing over the smell of his blood at the same time as she was tearing up at the sight of his lifeless body. what kind of monster would be looking at the body of her dead lover and think about drinking her fill of the blood that belonged within his veins? not in the circus show where it currently was. these crocodile tears had to be cut short before they even dared to try to trample over her cheeks. 

so hyomi tried for a laugh. her shoulders helped her in the attempt, rising and her body shook lightly under the inability to tug her lips up in anything but a sneer. the corners of her mouth would lift, then fall right back with a droop of her eyes and she would try again, uncaring for how distorted she appeared. then she tried with her voice and that was quickly dismissed. it came out broken around a sob that would not help in lighting the atmosphere.

if she let that sound out--the way it trembled on her tongue--she would flood this room with the salty taste of her sorrows. 

miss hyomi.

her eyes found the corner where the voice came from, she couldn’t quite move anything else but the brown of them towards them. they swallowed around their words. pale man, most definitely a vampire as well. why he was here at all, she couldn’t understand. she didn’t need to understand, she didn’t need to know. all she’d known to be the truth for years was lying dead in her bed. 

we have orders--to-- who are you? since they wished to talk and make her do so, identity would have to be revealed first. 

mr.--  did you do this? since they wished to havea discussion at this current time. since they so wished to make her break out of the trance she so wanted to stay in until the very end. 

they found him like this. 

hyomi’s eyes dropped to the floor, they made their way back slowly to the drop of the sheets, to the flat of his feet, to the thin layer of dried blood clinging to his skin. as if to do so would somehow grant it access back where it belonged, flowing and warm inside sunghoon. 

i sent them to do some clean up, but you got here a little too soon. 

hyomi had always known his voice to carry a venom she would never be able to carry herself out of. one day, it will finally have the best of her. it was slowly chipping away at her, bit by bit. today, it’d taken quite the chunk. sunken its teeth in the flesh, cracked the bones--chewed right to the still heart in her chest. these ribs they only help to keep the void intact, a constant reminder of what she was not and would never be again. 

her sire’s voice had this cursed way of making any type of pain but a distant memory. yet--tonight they were anything but soothing. tonight, they sounded exactly like the screech of a harpy going in for the kill. they sounded like the unveiled melody of a siren, a deep seated scratch that was digging, claws and fangs, dragging across her skin and through her eardrums. 

they kept her still on the ground with something she’d never taste before on her ; pure, unfiltered fear. 

the one she’d clipped the wings of, thinking it would eventually die if it could not fly out of her throat. the one she’d drowned times and times again, the one she’d squeezed her neck to strangle to an eventual death. the one she’d thought of stabbing until she bled out from the wound, thinking if she was no more, it would have no roots to grow from. 

it’d sat there in her throat and grown branches that dived further than the cage of her ribs. down in the pit of her stomach, it’d warned her countless times during the mornings where she’d been daring enough to not respond to her sire’s call and told sunghoon with a smile she felt within her. a happiness that defied any duties she had to accomplish. it’d warned her of the dangerous game she’d pulled him in unwillingly. 

by the time hyomi had listened to it, she’d already been wide eyed and staring at the sky in a plane, heading somewhere she had to be for a target. with her sire’s words in the back of her mind, distractions were not made to stay in our lives. you love them once and you let go. 

you silly girl, of course you never listen. 

the tears were hot and unable to hold themselves in anymore. they felt like the heat of a furnace down her cheeks, the salt of them were licked off her lips. hyomi blinked at the spots invading her sight, red and white. splashes of grey and now the sheets were moving. covering sunghoon and being lifted like he was nothing but flesh and bones. 

he was, had been. 

hyomi choked at the way the blood flowed and left the sheets, the bed, slid on the floor, dripped and made their way at her feet. what had she done? she gave her knees to the floor, her hands to his blood and her fingers went through it as if searching for a heartbeat. one last beat. she’d take it and give away this life time. 

she didn’t deserve even a last goodbye? was this what the universe meant by this punishment? she wasn’t deserving of even one last time closing the door on his voice wishing her a good day before he left? not even one last time? no closre? she had to be left on these strangled noises from her throat, freeing the fear that was once so deep instileld she’d never thought she would be able to breath it out.

it was pouring out of her now like it’d always known this would be its moment. they descended like the madness she felt she was engulfed in to find their way where they belonged, in the smeared red of her hands. she had his blood on her hands, then on her neck and in her hair and everywhere. all she could feel and smell and then taste. 

hyomi had been good. so good. not a drop of blood from the day she told him she’d never hrut him. not even a single drop of her own. clean as an angel’s feathers. 

the laughter quivered like a rumble, from her stomach to her cheeks. one breath through it, then another. it was there and left her crouched, bent in two, her thumb sliding in her mouth for the coppery after taste. the one that she’d forgotten about and had dreamed to the point of screaming herself awake, panting and drenched in her sweats. 

come see me when you’re done. 

of course. the door closed behind her. the bed was all but new, the sheets replaced. sunghoon’s body and any proof that he’d been here at all gone, erased. in his place, a white and clean state. if not for the blood pooled at her feet and all over her, hyomi would have believed herself to be in one of her dreams. 

what wouldn’t she give to wake up, screaming and sweating herself into her sheets. thrashing against sunghoon’s hold and fighting the belt of his arms and the quiet shshsh of his voice against her ears. 

one had to simply name a price. 

but this was no nightmare and the only thing this silence was being broken by were the strange noises she was making as she continued to go from laughing, to crying. laughing and screaming. 

insanity eagerly making way for its reign. 

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At the seaport in Savannah. Lately discovere an estimated nineteen million bucks valued at In shipment of Coloian Polls. In these days we’re proud to be joined by two officers who helped in finding James longnd Erica nles. Andhank y bot f your courageous work. The where are you humans were I you come on come on up here Thank t ofll. And agn than you f all you ppor it’een aong rd d wre glaand e priden Gl to ve y all bind ubehind us. As y all o our bigge hel close to day. A hstack day in your activity thanks. Thanks both very so much fine job. So many incredle humans tha I met doingxactly wt you are doing.To allf the customsnd border safety offers t agents and state and neighborhood legislation forcement. The he tod we An we’re with you all the way. We had billions of dolrs of mitary equipmenthichhe previo ade to provide u. To regulation enforcent and that i u very much. Many drug companies are giving Euroan international locations a better deal. 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On the Otherside of the Wall

A/N: Okay so for awhile I have been saying I wanted to do a short series spin off. This is it. I will put down my warnings/claims/everything right below this and then write my first chapter/section. I’ll continue doing imagines and preferences but hopefully they’ll become more request based. SO.. enjoy! And feel free to check out my other works(:

Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of the previously created characters within the Mazerunner series. I do not own any rights to any of said characters, plotlines, or otherwise related/connected works. I do however own the created characters outside of the plotline along with the spin-off plotline. My spin-off will follow much of the basic plotline from the first book, maybe even the second book. But besides that, everything else is mine. Feel free to repost, share, etc. But I don’t own any previously existing characters or plotlines - only the ones I am creating here today out of the sheer pleasure and soul name of creative writing. WIth that said, I hope you enjoy my envisioned spin-off!!!

Day break had just happened. The firs glimpse of ligh on the silent Glade came through and the Runners, as per usual, were the first ones up. Alby, Newt, and Frypan joined them in their early morning wake-up call. Frypan fixed them all a quick lunch pack before he started dinner and Alby and Newt went to go make sure the runners were prepared with the right supplies. It was an average day, nothing new, nothing exciting. As the giant doors slowly pulled apart to reveal the maze, the runners all said their quick goodbyes, going off in their assigned pairs. Minho had memorized this part of the maze. Very rarely did the runners find new passages or parts of the Maze, they often just took note of where they had been and wrote down possible ways the maze chanegd that they didn’t notice. Minho grew frustrated day by day; he had nothing new to offer, and he wasn’t sure if it was a good thing or a bad thing. “Hey... Minho, look,” the other runner, James, said, nudging Minho. Minho snapped out of his angry monolouge and looked. It was a new area. The walls seemed to split in half, opening up a new section of the maze within a previously charted section. Curiously and wearily, Minho slowed to a slow jog, peeping around the new walls. Minho and James stopped to a walk, slowly taking in the new maze around them. It was the same wall, the same vines - but now, there was paint. Painted symbols, letters, numbers, words. They weren’t all over the walls but they were on the corners, sometimes on the long stretch of paths that seemed like runways. They were warnings, signs, notes, some seemed like directions. “Woah..” Minho said, quietly, and more to himself. The silence took back over, the two boys staring at the painted walls in complete silence, just a small, dull buzzing sound in their ears. But then, voices came. Laughter. But not only that, Minho’s eyes widened as he realized whow as speaking; it was two girls. Quickly Minho darted around a corner and then ran down a short path, turning another corner and halting. In front of him were two girls. They were claud in somewhat similar clothing. They wore thick materiled shorts, long dirty tank tops, their hair was pulled up high, they had several blades tied around their thights, legs, and arms. One girl had a jar filled with the white paint they had found on the walls, several brushes accompanying the small pouch on her leg. They girls became silent, looking back at Minho and James. They began to slowly back up, about to make a run for it. “Wait! Wait, wait, wait, hold on..” Minho yelled, putting his hands up. He slowly took off his pack, grabbing his blade and showing it to them before tossing it away from him on the ground, along with his pack. He now only wore his pants and his tattered t-shirt, hands held up. He motioned for James to do the same, which he did, but he did so very wearily as one girl gripped a blade in her hand, watching them closely. “We don’t want to hrut you... we just... we just want to get to know you. You’re the only other people we have seen in years - the only girls we have seen in years,” Minho breathed. “Please, let us take you back to the Glade, let us show you where we live..” Minho said, nearly begging. This was the first sign of hope he truly had in almost two years. Looking between the two of them, the girls nodded. The one girl still held her knife, while the other took out her paint, kicking the packs back towards the two boys while her friend grabed their blades. Silence. The one girl nodded at Minho, allowing him to lead them back. And he did, with a wide grin plastered on his face, Minho ran quickly, the girls always in tow by only a yard at most. Minho ran, and as soon as he got close to the entrance of the Glade, he yelled. He yelled until it was hard to breathe and half the Glade was looking at him. Everyone paused, seeing not two but four people at the entrance. Alby ran quickly towards them, Newt following behind. As they got nearer, they both realized that not only had they found two new people in the maze, but they had found two girls. Minho met Alby and Newt half way, the girls walkings behind slowly. “What... what in the... who the shuck are they?” Newt gasped out, catching his breathe, looking over the two girls. “i don’t know... but... we just found them in the maze, they are the first sign Newt They-” Minho began, his excitement evident. “We have names,” the one girl said. She had been holding the paint and as she ran, she painted small symbols/lines on the walls. A few times she fell back, but she managed to keep pace, leaving behind her directions as she went. “Amber,” the other hissed, gripping onto two blades now, glaring at everyone around. “Well, we do,” Amber defended, “I’m Amber... and this Amaia.” The boys all looked around, Alby’s confusion growing and newt’s curisousity growing more intense. “Look,” Amaia said, grabbing all their attention as she glanced at the sky, “I know we need to talk and figure this out. But the walls will close soon. I need to be back, we both do. We can’t be stukc here and we can’t be stuck with the Machines in the Maze... I’m sorry but we need to go.” And with that, Amaia and Amber turned and began to run off.  “Wait!” Newt yelled after them, causing them to stop and look back. “We need to meet tomorrow then, nothing later,” he urged. The two girls looked anxious about it, looking around the Glade a bit uncomfortably. “Tomorrow, when the doors first open. Hopefully the walls will be the same. We will wait where the end of your walls start, with the symbols... meet us there, where our bare walls begin. We’ll bring our first in command, you bring yours,” Minho said, stepping up. Amber smiled and nodded her head, turning back and grabbing Amaia’s arm before dashing off. After running to the very end of the maze and back, the day had nearly ended. The girls had little time to make it back to their own home, but they couldn’t say in the Glade. “Well I’ll be...” Gally muttered, coming up to join the others, arms crossed as he watched the two disappear into the walls. “We need a meeting,” Alby said, staring off to where the girls just were, “now. All the keepers, in the homestead, now. We need to figure this out. And soon.”

[wordsarefear]

Chapter 7 (part 2)  I Love You

~Rose's P.O.V~ I look at Happy who had just woken me up from a nightmare. This was never supposed to happen I didn't want him to see me like this. I knew this would eventually happen as I silently cursed Jax for making someone stay with me. "Sorry Hap" I mumbled as I sat up and scooted away from him and to the far side of the couch and curled up loosely in a ball. Happy's staring at me I can feel his eyes on the side of my head..I glance at him quickly trying not to let him see my face. "Little Girl.." says Happy quietly as he moves closer to me on the couch I curl up tighter into my ball hoping if I shrink enough maybe the fear will go away it's so overpowering I can barely hear my best friend. I can barely see Happy slowly getting closer but I feel slightly more protected even though he can't do anything about this...I need my brother. I'm reminded yet again by my subconscience that he's onl protecting me cause I'm the SAMCRO Princess not cause he's my best friend. The fear, the panic the anxiety settles in now, worse than normal. My breath hitches in my throat as I start to cry. I can't breathe, i feel paralyzed by the fear of my own thoughts I'm shaking and cold..I can see the events of that horrible night with the shooting vividly even though I'm wide awake. I can barely hear Happ calling my name anymore...I can feel his presence though...All of a sudden everything goes quiet, but I feel myself being lifted up slightly as Happy puts me in his lap and wraps and arm around me while he reaches for his cell phone in his pocket with his free hand..I need him to call jax.. "Jax..." I manage to choke out before Happy can dial anyone "You need Jax Little Girl? Alright than that's who I'll call" Growls Happy as he dialed Jax's number "Jax its Happy" He growled into the phone "What? No! she's not hrut..umm I think she's having an anxiety attack or something?" Happy grunts into the the phone a couple times and than clicks it shut, Holding onto me tightly now with both arms, he tells me Jax is on his wa but it'll be about 15 minutes before he gets here. I nod, or at least try to nod and curl up as tight as I can into my little ball shape. ITs been about 9 minutes and I wish Jax would just hurry up...he's the only one that's ever been able to stop these attacks from consuming me..maybe he should show and tell Happy how to do it I feel bad that he has to sit here and watch this and not know what's really going on. I finall hear the sound of what should be my front door opening and closing. Happy shifts in his seat a bit to see who it is and I whimper ~Jaxs P.O.V~ I walk into Rose's house and see her curled up into the smallest ball she could possibly manage. The shocking part of this is she's nestled onto Happy's lap and his arms are wrapped around her, he shifts and I hear her whimper. I walk over to the couch and sit down next to them still shocked that she's letting someone other than me hold her. "Hap, give her to me and than I'm gonna need you to go run her a hot bath with those lavander salt things" I said as he hands over the small form of my sister so gently that I can't help but think he cares for her a lot more than he makes out. "Rose..." I whisper in her ear as Happy goes upstairs to run her bath "jax.." Rose manages to say in a barel audible whisper "It's oka sis, I'm here and Happy's upstairs running you a nice hot lavender bath" I said as I hold her close and stroke her hair. "mm" is her only response as Happy comes back down the stairs to let me know its ready "This is the fun part Hap" I laughed as I climbed the stairs with Rose in my arms " We gotta strip her for the bath" Thw whole time happy was holding her as I carefully took her clothes off sp she could lay in the tub comfortably , the poor guy was trying so hard to not look at her it was ammusing as hell but relief washed over me as well cause that proves he's not like Tig. We got her into the tub and about 5 minutes later her eyes open. ~Rose's P.O.V~ The feel of hot water around my skin causes me to open my eyes. Knowng Jax is here helps because it always feels like a dream that I'm waking up from when this happens cause my body about shuts down I can smell the lavender in the air and I close my eyes and take a deep breath, after a minute I open them again, I can see Jax sitting next to the tub where he always does when this happens and Happy is sitting ontop the toilet seat trying to look anywhere but at me..and than it hits me the assholes stripped me naked and put me in the tub... "so which one of you assholes took my clothes off?" I asked kind of worried "I did sis, while Happy here held you and oh so gentleman like did not look at you once" explained Jax catching onto my worry "mmm.....pkay thank you guys I don't know what I'd do without you two" I purred as I sank lower into the tub. "You're welcome Little Girl, you had me worried" Said Happy as he quickly glanced over at me and instantly regretted it as I watched his face turn bright red "I uhh...I'm gonna go make coffee" Jax and I kind of chuckled at Happys reaction to me when he left the room, than Jax left the room to go find Happy after making sure I was going to be okay.

[just-a-mod]

now i wanna rant about some one else

some fucked up shit is in here so be warned

i still fucking hate Jayden

HE TECHENECALLY DOESNT EXIST ANY MORE AND I 

STILL

HATE HIM

Because non existance is too fucking good for him!! its noT fAIR

BECAUSE I WANTED TO KILL HIM

its that EXACT reason why its BETTER this way, because me?? haha

hah

no

cannot indulge in such violent and basic hateful needs. logically i know that. logically i know even if i had gotten the chancE TO BURN HIM INTO NOTHING, MAKE HIM SUFFER ATOM BY ATOM AS I TURNED HIM INTO NOTHIGN

that wouldn’t be good for me, it wouldn’t be good to feel that satisfaction or level of hate that’d drive m to that place. I know that

I know that

buT I STILL CANT HELP TEH SMILE ON MY FACE AS I JUST

ITD BE SOHARD

NOT TO KILL HIM QUICKLY??? because i just, I WANNT TO MAKE IT LAST

BUT ITS LIKE IVE NEVERBEEN VERY GOOD AT SELF RESTRAINT HAHAHAH

i wanna start small, mkay. so small he doesn’t notice it at first. just follow him, watch him, learn what he does right? and i’d do it well, but not wel lenough. i wanth im to know he’s being watched. DOESNT KNOW BY WHO, OR WHAT, but he knows. 

he starts carrying around a knife, or a gun. he  looks over his shoulder, he doesnt like going out a lone. i want him to feel that fear, that paranoia. i want him to lock his windows and doors with dead bolts

 iw ant him to sleep with a weapon, have trouible sleeping, one eye open, his back to the wall. 

i want to take away his sense of safety. i want ot break into his house while he sleeps, fuCk up little things, and leave.  he would begin to wodner if this curtains were open or shut when he went to sleep. did he leave the honey on the counter or put it away?? little things that’d tick away at his brain

and then? i’d make it moRE OBVIOUS. is he going crazy??? is this some stalker??? some monster????

he’d stop sleeping, he wouldn’t leave his house, he’d watch EVERYTHIGN, and i’d be watching him. be watching him try to cling to some safety

and then when he FINALLY passes out, i’ll bREAK EVERYTHING. I’LL RUIN HIS ENTIRE HOME AND whether he wakes up while the process is happening or not is just fine.. becase he’ll know, he’ll know he isn’t safe, that no number of locks or doors or walls could keep him from this hunter that stalks him

he’d try to run or fight back, it doesn’t matter. one just ends the game sooner. if he runs, then it just continues UNTIL he fights back. i won’t let him rest, i wont let him feel safe. i’ll fucking track him down any where he goes until he turns around like a frenzied cornered animal and tries to fight back

and then i’ll fucking bash his head against a wall, i’ll knock him out and take him some where remote. i’ll laeve him there, in fucking agony and isolation. i’d wait till he was fully recovered from sleep and lack of food and such before i dug in

it has to be the first level of torture first. just very basic, non lethal stuff. i’ll let him know, while he’s screaming, that he brought this on himself. the day he hrut the two people the most important to me.i’ll tell him exactly every evil thing that brought him to this place, this pre hell. i’ll tell him how i watched him, how i stalked and played with him, and ask him if thats how it felt when he did it?? ask him if he felt that thrill and i’l ldrive a fucking nail through his fucking eye ball 

nothign to kill him, no no. gotta keep him alive because it’s not enough yet. after the soft shit, then we get into the hEAVY things. and i know..ahaha...

thanks to an ex, i know some sick shit. i’ll make him hurt beyond what his brain could even comprehend. I’ll make him suffer, but not enough to break his mind. if his mind breaks, that isn’t any fun. gotta let him recover, gotta let him think he can fight back, that he can suvive this hahaha

that he can

get freee

hahAHhahahaha

and i’d let him try, a few times any way. i’d let him try to run only to drag him back and make him hurt worse. i’ll breed that same level of hate in his heart for me that i have for him. i’ll stoke the fucking fires of pure hatred and watch it consume him just like it consumed me

and once he was at that point, hahhaha, 

kIlLING HIM Just ISNT ENOUGH

SOi”D LEAVE HIM IN AGONY FOR EVER, UNABLE TOG ET REVENGE, UNABLE TO ESCAPE THE PErSON HE HATES THE MOST

HELL WOULD BE KINDER THAN ME, DEATH WOULD BE A RELEASE HE DOESNT FUCKING DESERVE

and so i’d live out the rest of our fucking days making him miserable and a mess of a man until one of us fucking died and you fucking bet its gonna be him first

and tbh its all well and good to plan but you know at some point im gonna just fucking kill him hahaha

and its just, its never enough. that’s not even the worst thing i ever had planned for him. the worst is giving him to Burt. my most favorite idea is giving him to Burt

Burt would be real good in helping me fil that need of revenge. couldn’t instill hate but it’d still be nice to see Jayden fucking feel the same kind of fucking pain he’s inflicted ahha

that same kind of fucking fear and pain and helplessness 

and i’d just watch, because Burt could keep him alive. Burt couild drag it out and make it a fucking nightmare. but he’d also break Jayden, and after that i’d be bored and unsatisfied. once they break, they aren’t the same person any more and oyu might as well let them go or kill them, which the latter would be more likely

and the sickest part is, i’d want to show the two he hurt what i’ve done to him, in either scenario. just hold his battered body out like a cat who killed a mouse and smile and be like ‘are you happy?? i hurt him!!’

they’d be fucking horrorfied and i knwo that but i’d still hope they’d be proud haha in some sick way

like ‘i hurt the man who hurt you, im good right?? i did good??’

no Alyss, you fucking stooped to his level and became a monster 

‘i did good?’

NO

‘i did good :D ?’

because my brain just couldn’t comprehend being told i did something wrong having done whta ever depraived and horrible thing i could do, especially if it was Burt related hahaha

i just, i cannot fathom them being proud , but i dont want to think of them being disappointed, because that thought hurts in an amazing way

and its why im glad he doesn’t exist technecally any more, because i dont have to worry about becoming htat much of a monster

[neon-mooni]

“This is for the best, I’m sorry” Chapter 5 the chapter that never was.

So chapter 5 was going to go very differently the first time I wrote it. I wasn’t satisfied with it though, so I deleted it. Still, I didn’t want the chapter to go to waste so have a read if you want.

Barry continues to walk on the ship until something catches the corner of his eye: a sign. The sign reads: Language Downloading Experiment. If you would like to volunteer, walk through the door and press the button. We will start the procedure. Barry grins upon reading that. If he lets them do this, then he can speak to Sandra in her native tongue. Slowly, he turns the wheel, and closes the door, slowly walking inside.

When he walks inside, the first thing Barry sees is a pod. Slowly, he walks over to the table, and that's when he hits the button, letting the Dominators know that he wanted to do this. It was about five minutes later when Drew materializes in the room.

"You volunteered for our experiment? Why?" He asks.

"Well, I want to be able to speak the native tongues of everyone here." Barry answers.

"That isn't needed, though. We have universal translators for a reason." Drew reminds him.

"I know, but I want to." Barry informs.

"If you're certain that you want to do this, then get in that pod." Drew adds, pointing to the pod. Barry nods as he gets in the pod.

"Now, I'm going to put this on your head, and the languages will be downloaded to you each night. We don't want to overload your brain." Drew explains.

"Can you download the language of JarginAzarae first?" Barry asks.

"I can do that." Drew states as he places the device on Barry's head. Slowly, he chooses the Astrok language on the computer, and starts the download process. Slowly, Barry closed his eyes as he allows the new language to take hold. Something that Barry found fascinating was that there were four different versions of the language: one that consisted of nothing but Gecko noises, a spoken version, a language of nothing but music, and a language that was like purring. Barry expected it to hurt when the new languages were downloaded to his brain, but honestly, it was like falling asleep. Barry wakes up about a day later to hear voices.

The subject's voluntary decision in letting us perform this procedure seems rather strange. We're still having trouble understanding the creature's decision in volunteering for this." That was Drew.

"Do you think we should stop? His heart rate is alarming for his species." Another voice speaks. Drew pushes the stop button, and that's when Barry slowly opened his eyes to see five Dominators looking at him with concern.

"Whoa guys. What's going on?" Barry tries to ask, what came out instead was," Skresha du? Kresta mba do?".

"Well, I guess it worked. Barry?" Drew calls.

"Kresta fluufra du? Skre mar yuu sa worrisa? What's wrong guys? Why are you so worried?" Barry asks. The Dominators were confused. Why wasn't the translator working?

"Barry. Are you alright?" Drew asks.

"Msra ba Drew! Skaba, kra yuu undostre ma? Drew? I'm fine Drew! Wait, can you understand me? Drew?" Barry asks.

"Hook him up to the Eeg machine, something's wrong." Drew demands. Barry's eyes widened.

"Ma! Ma! Msra ba! Msra Ba! Ma! Ma! No! No! I'm fine! I'm fine! No! No!" Barry shouts as they hooked him up to the EEG machine. When they looked at Barry's brain waves, Drew's eyes widened.

"That's it, I'm stopping the experiment." Drew demands.

"Ma! Ma!" Barry protests.

"Barry, Barry, look at me, look at me. It's okay, we're stopping now." Drew speaks, trying to reassure the speedster.

"Ma! Ma!" Barry continues to protest. Drew removes him from the EEG machine, and that's when he takes him to the medical wing. When they get there, Drew hooks him up to the machines, carefully tucking him in.

"I'm sorry, I never should have done that to you. I think we hurt you." Drew apologizes. Barry grabs his arm.

"Ha, Msra ba. Yuu dido hrut ma. Hey, I'm fine. You didn't hurt me." Barry speaks. Drew blinks as the translator kicks back on.

"When we were downloading the language, your heart rate was 220.08. I had to stop it." Drew informs.

"Don't worry, that's normal for a speedster. Now, if it gets lower than that, then that's when you should worry." Barry chuckles. Drew nods.

"I'm still stopping the experiment. You only wanted to know Astrok right?" Drew asks.

"Yeah, I did." Barry answers.

"Then that's it. We're done." Drew demands.

"Why though? I want to learn more." Barry asks.

"Speak to me in your native tongue, and then we'll talk." Drew sighs. Barry sighs. He couldn't speak English right now, his brain isn't processing it correctly. Still, he had to try.

"A aa trying Drew. It's juus haas. I am trying Drew. It's just hard. " Barry speaks, speaking a mixture of Astrok and English. Drew sighs.

"Come on, let's get you some food and sleep." Drew calls, leading Barry to his room after grabbing the food for him. After eating his food, Barry goes into his room, slowly falling asleep. Barry was only asleep for a couple of hours before something crashed into the ship. Panicking, Barry gets up, and runs to the cortex of the ship. When he gets there, his eyes widened upon seeing the Wave rider.

"Skreshamaba? What the hell?" He asks, slowly walking towards the window. Barry blinks when several beams appeared on the ship. Soon those beams materialized into people. Barry recognized these people: Oliver, Kara, Diggle, Mick, Sara, Jax, Martin, Amaya, Nate, Ray, Rene. When Barry didn't see Cisco anywhere, his heart felt heavy. Cisco didn't come here to rescue him.

"Barry, thank God!" A voice calls, and that's when he sees Cisco standing way in the back. Barry sighs. He's standing back there because he still hates him. He only came here because he was forced to.

"Cisco, presha. A duur wanar toe fiiga sbet yuu anymaaayka. Presha, skruusa ma arzu. Avve truus priis. Cisco, please. I don't want to fight with you anymore. Please, leave me alone. I've paid my price." Barry pleads.

"Barry?" Cisco asks with concern, slowly approaching the speedster.

"Skruusa ma arzu! Skruusa ma arzu! Skruusa ma arzu! Skruusa ma arzu! Skruusa ma arzu!" Barry screams.

"Barry! Barry! It's okay, it's okay! We're here to rescue you! It's alright!" Cisco calls. He hates seeing his friend this way, this was all his fault. Kara recognized that language immediately: it was Astrok. When Barry didn't seem to understand them, she decided to try something.

"Barry, skas alruu naj. Weev gruusa kraas. Barry, it's alright now. We're going home." She speaks. Barry looks up at her.

"Kraas?" He asks.

"Yeah, Barry. Kraas." Kara smiles. Barry pulls Kara in for a hug, and that's when they were all transported onto the Waverider.

A/N: And Barry finally gets rescued!

Translation notes:

Whoa guys. What's going on? Skresha du? Kresta mba do?

What's wrong guys? Why are you so worried? Kresta fluufra du? Skre mar yuu sa worrisa?

I'm fine Drew! Wait, can you understand me? Drew? Msra ba Drew! Skaba, kra yuu undostre ma? Drew?

No! No! I'm fine! I'm fine! No! No! Ma! Ma! Msra ba! Msra Ba! Ma! Ma!

Hey, I'm fine. You didn't hurt me. Ha, Msra ba. Yuu dido hrut ma.

I am trying Drew. It's just hard. A aa treshu Drew. Iskre juus haas.

What the hell? Skreshamaba?

Cisco, please. I don't want to fight with you anymore. Please, leave me alone. I've paid my price. Cisco, presha. A duur wanar toe fiiga sbet yuu anymaaayka. Presha, skruusa ma arzu. Avve truus priis.

Skruusa ma arzu!

Barry, it's alright now. We're going home. Barry, skas alruu naj. Weev gruusa kraas.