#he's nice and chill but hes also a fucking PRICK and a rude bitch

[triglycercule]

ughhh god me and the innate attraction to fill out a random ass ship chart every 6 months. i did this before but it wasn't detailed enough so i hated this. i THINK this is detailed enough i don't know i actually doubt it. i saw something doing this chart for bsp and then i wanted to do it for mtt poly vut then i literally forgot who did it originally 😭😭😭

doing the bottom left section was cracking me up because killer is such an enigma. "be nice!" and then "but also treat me like shit!" what a goddamn freak bro he needs get shipped off to therapy. and then its something nice and fluffy like physical affection and then it immediately 180s to emotional vulnerability. like hello pick a side you fucking freak. and for the slidey bar ones notice how killer is almost ALWAYS on one of the ends??? he has to be one of the extremes or else he dies it seems.

the closeness over time chart 😭😭 they doNOT get along. i was gonna put another dip near the end but i was like "ehhhh they have more than enough issues the people will get it". also for the bugs one i think dust would love bugs. hes very used to them and even made friends with some. but horror would HATE THEM. all the bugs died out in horrortales famine so he hasn't seem em in a couple years. so when he does its a whole ass jumpscare

GODDD i love qpr horrordust. theyre soooo qpr coded my queerplatonic freaks. bitches. i like how on the love languages chart each of the mtt satisfies one of the others. none of them would get gifts theyre too fucked up and lazy 4 that. horror would be confused if someone gave him a gift (horrortale w/ alizas ketchup thing) killer would just forget about it or ditch it in a few days. and then dust would actually accept it but he wouldn't know wtf to do with it if it doesn't have an obvious use

for strategist/impulsive I WAS STRUGGLING. because like all of these bitches are cunning AND emotional. horror is definition of sceming from the sides but he also has his outbursts. dust is always planning ahead but like horror he has outbursts. i guess killer isn't a strategist bc he just always has a vibe of whats gonna happen but (not so surprisingly) he has outbursts even if he claims hes not emotional. so i had to choose,,,,,

i was also tempted to just put them all at arrogant. because they're definitely all stuck up assholes. but i was like nahhhhh... horror's the only one that would be regularly arrogant. dust's just self assured and confident whilr killer has no idea when hes even being arrogant

music category ehehehe. horror would LOVE natural sounds like rain and leaves rustling bc its not too overwhelming for his screwed up processing thanks ti his head damage. dust would totally listen to undertale osts if they existed in utmv. also other osts. i think he would totally be a gamer. also classical music. and killer has no preference (just like everything in his damn life FORM YOUR OWN OPINIONS YOU BITCH!!!!)

i think this just cemented my stance on arohorror acedust and go with the flow killer. killer would have absolutely zero preference on ANYTHING became he genuinely does not give two fucks. and for arohorror (you can't spell horror with ro. which is in aromatic. woahhhh) i just think he would be icked out by romantic handholding and dates and stuff. it just feels RIGHT. but he'd be decently ok with tangoing. and dust is just the opposite. he'd be uncomfortable and grossed out by sexual behaviors but he'd absolutely be a romantic. i think dust would be a romantic he just gives off those vibes. as a person on the ace and maybe aro spectrum i have to blast my favs with the aroace beam. it's just mandatory

[beann-e]

I have a head cannon that bakugou would not be sweet to who he liked or dated and instead deny it and hate on them even more.

The reason being because he doesn’t really understand feelings so, when he’s talking badly about you he just assumes it’s normal and a bit funny at the lies he’s spitting that his just continuously friends are eating up.

he’s been talking bad about people for years so , who cares if your his s/o your no acceptation all people are equal in his mind. Now lemme explain please fall in line and hold a buddys hand kids we’re going on a trip inside my brain

It wasn’t easy getting the spiky haired male to ask you out honestly if someone asked you , which they’d never dare since they’d never know per bakugous request him saying it’s not their business , how you two got together you would shrug your shoulders and walk off.

It wasn’t that it was a boring day or a simple question that you supplied the answer for. It was that it was unusual.

You’d been at quirk practice after school in the gym like you’d usually do only this time bakugou made his way over to you.

You’d been seeing him more often when you were in the gym and you weren’t sure why until he explained that he was interested in your workout routine saying you two could have a contest to see who’s was more grueling

It seemed like fun so like any competitive person you agreed. Only for him to tap out on day two your laughs swirling around the gym as he fought so hard to say he only lost because he just didn’t like how the air would hit his ass crack anytime he did your little girly squats you’d wrote down for him.

You couldn’t say you weren’t both confused and happy when he let the air calm down before he spoke “ i’m kind of conflicted “ his eyes coming up to look at yours from the floor “ could you maybe help me“

“ of course what’s up “

“ i’m at a standstill “

“ more like a sit still “ you joked eyes peering down at his straight face “ yeah ok let’s imagine that didn’t happen —continue “

“ uh yeah anyways — i’m at a standstill because honestly I like your shit workout “ he shook his head to the floor “ but I also like you so I find myself thinking if I couldn’t get through your workout even though I enjoyed it so much could I “

his voice rasped shakily “ could I get through a relationship with you even though I like you even more “

truthfully you’d wish you’d said no because right now you wanted nothing more than to just be friends with the male sitting across the room from you.

It’s not that you didn’t like him of course you did he was hot , smart, and felt strongly about his goals but, he was an asshole.

Not in the aspect of hes just mean and rude but he was an all around prick as he laughed with his friends from across the room.

Their voices only getting louder as you sat alone a few seats away from them trying to complete some work on your desk you’d just been given “ dude gotta admit class 1-A’s got some hot chicks “

“ yeah honestly minas top three if we’re being truthful “

“mina dude come on have you seen jirou “

“ don’t even get me started “ denkis voice came out in a soft groan “ god I would— “

“ yeah yeah all that jazz but “ seros voice came out soft. His hand coming up to point at the seat as you sat in with your head down eyes furrowed in anger at the math on your paper that wasn’t syncing up with your brain right now

“ y/n “ his fist tightened as he groaned “ y/n could get it on all accounts — the car “

“ you don’t have a car “ denkis voice came out as sero continued

“ the school bathroom “

“ but which one ? because one of you would have to go in the wrong sex’s unless its a handicap or family stal-“

“the fucking dorms “

“ y/n ? “ kirishima asked quickly “ y/n l/n ? “

“ fuck yeah “

“ hmm “ kirishima studied you before shaking his head “ honestly kinda hot never really paid attention to that stuff before though “

“ what the fuck how can’t you “

“ uh i’m more so a personality guy “

“ so by personality would you fuck em ‘ “

“ not to be vulgar but of course “ his answer taking no time “ y’know how fun they’d be in a relationship though not just with sex ? imagine cuddles—fuck —what about cuddle monster y/n maybe ? god that’d be so hot “

denki getting restless as he held his thoughts in from the other males. His mind spazzing before finally getting to speak “ i’d fuck her too “ he yelled everyone’s eyes going sharp on the boy before he coughed “ id rock it too — we’re talking about getting mullets “

“ oh boys that’d be kinda hot “ you said laughing sarcastically sero turning to you smiling softly “ oh yeah on who in particular “

“ mm totally blondie over there “

“ the fuck ? “ his eyes shot away from denkis and moved to yours anger pouring through his gaze making you jerk back a little in surprise “ the hell you mean i’d look hot “

your eyebrows creased “ well because I — you do you would “

“ don’t go talking out of your ass you hear me—shit people like you don’t deserve to talk to anyone about looks “ your mouth went dry at his lazer stare.

His lips curling up into a smirk before he shook his head “ these assholes are talking about fucking you yknow “ he whispered to you “ you gonna let em ? you gonna let em right? because that’s the only attention you’d ever get right “

“ bakubro hold up chill out “

“ yeah bakubro chill out “ you said your gaze wavering from the hard one you’d had when you felt the heat radiating off of him no comfort coming from him to you only confusing you more. Had you two been in a secret argument that you knew nothing about

“ whatever “ he leaned back in his chair as the class went back to what they were doing your hands gripping the pencil when the class got even louder but you only searching for your boyfriends voice easily drowning out the others

“ i’d never fuck “ your heart broke at the deep voice youd identified

“ dude seriously come on with the lies —fucking beautiful “

“ correctomundo my friend their absolutely stunning “

his laugh ripping through their claims hand jerking back to point at you “ you think their beautiful much less hot ? “

“ yeah you don’t ? “ denki spat all of them looking at the boy like he was crazy for enjoying this obviously racy topic right now much less taking the wrong side of the debate

“ I literally just sat here and said I wouldn’t fuck em’ pokémon —so you can guess what that correlates to “

“ hey dude why’re you being sucha a dick —the personality’s top tier even if your stupid enough to think their not at least hot“ kirishima putting the ending words in quotation marks honestly a bit upset with his friend

“ hey watch it your over here defending an extra like your gonna make moves on em “ he laughed “ I advise otherwise “

you let out a sigh thinking he’d finally stopped acting the way he was. Your mind preparing to only give him the silent treatment for today and then tomorrow peppering him with kisses until he laughed and apologized for his words

Heart only being snatched away from your body when you heard his deep vibrating voice cut through the room “ probably gonna give you a rash from all the shit that’s on their mouth all the time “

it’s just lipgloss.

Lipgloss bakugou bought you packs of earlier this week after he swore he loved the taste and scent.

moving to wipe at it gently with the sleeve of your outfit him still going causing tears to start building up in your eyes “ bet the bitch doesn’t even shower —had em’ over for a project last night had to wash my sheets and blanket —took hours last night “

“ oh “ denki let out “ I was a bit confused when I saw you at the laundry room at 3 in the morning.

Tears blurring your vision as you thought about his earlier words when he’d given you your favorite sweater of his after saying he’d washed it for you because he knew you wouldn’t do it yourself because in his words ‘ you would never wash it without his help because you were a creep and didn’t want to erase his smell or some shit ‘

“ yeah —smelled so bad im telling you stay away you don’t wanna ask em’ out “

you moved to grab your phone as he kept talking you typing out a message as best as you could before hitting send. His hand moving off the desk and going in his pants pocket to pull his phone out keeping it hidden under the table eyes trailing over the screen

Firefighter >3

baby are we arguing

if your mad at me please just tell me don’t just talk shit about me in front of your friends

him locking his phone and placing it on his desk before you typed out one more message him letting out a sigh as he grabbed for it again

firefighter >3

if you keep going we’re over

“ but imagine whoever bags them apart from bakugou at least since we all know he’s all anti hot y/n “

“ they’d be so lucky “

“ yeah right “ he spoke lowly almost trying to hide his voice from you eyes glued to his phone “ wouldn’t dare “

“ wouldnt dare what bakugou “

“ oh wouldnt dare be —-be lucky “ he locked his phone again “ feel bad for the person dating them all the shit they gotta go through put up with , claims they make through message and not with real words, being too much of a pussy to speak up for themselves“

he shook his head softly eyes twitching “ you wouldn’t put up with that —you couldn’t put up with that your not built for it you gotta have tough skin y’know like me “

he licked his lips moving to sit up straighter when hearing his phone vibrate “ don’t uh “

firefighter >3

one more bakugou

one more bakugou katsuki and were over

his eyes darting over to yours before his eyebrows furrowed and body shook in anxiousness he couldn’t figure out what to do.

He was an asshole you knew this so why the fuck were you being such a crybaby now? did he pick the wrong person to date he thought you were strong

He genuinely just wanted to keep these creeps away from what’s his by scaring them off he wasn’t doing anything wrong? well at least in his eyes

He moved to talk again trying his best to string together a nice sentence “ just don’t uh ask —ask em’ out —-their utter dog shit when it comes to relationships leave it to someone who can handle that y’know “

he relaxed into his chair at his victory when he watched you throw your phone to the table and fix your skirt and standup. Him sighing out when you picked up your stuff to leave “ thank all might “ he whispered head shooting to lean back against his desk chair and look up at the sky blood running cold when his phone vibrated against the table

firefighter >3

all your shits gonna be outside my dorm door. So you might want to come collect it before I have half and half lighting campfires tonight

y’know since i’m such a shit person —gotta hope your bestie deku can give me some after school lessons on personalities. He’s so sweet I bet he’ll fix me right up

screw you katsuki see you in hell

“ the —the fuck what did —the hell did I do wrong “ he screamed when he saw you slam the classroom door after flicking him off

his friends eyes moving from the door to bakugous phone that he’d thrown on the table.

Todorokis eyes going wide when he read his stupid nickname given to him by the steamy male “ I —I uh“ he coughed “ I think i’m gonna go help y/n since their now single—don’t want em’ getting hurt with amateur fire starters again when i’m right here “

his stone face peered down at the red faced boy “ I mean that is ok with you bakugou seeing as though you two were most likely in a relationship by the messages before today “

“ you asshole did you go through me and my s/o’s messages “

“ judging by the series of recent text I don’t believe that’s the case for you two anymore “ he reached to grab his backpack saying a formal goodbye before he spoke “ I feel like i’m needed by a very —very perfectly intelligent unshitty person right now “

seros voice coming out softly as he let bakugous phone fall to the table disappointment in his eyes “ look uh —dude you didn’t have to mess your relationship up just to go against us ? “ he winced at the claim“ honestly you could’ve stayed quiet the whole time —it’s not like we agreed with you anyways “

bakugou leaned back in his chair anger swirling in his stomach as he felt his body sweat at the new heat spreading throughout his whole body.

How the hell did he mess up where the hell did he mess up he explained to you he wasn’t gonna treat you any differently than any other extra here and that went for basic conversations too

Maybe he went a bit far with the dont date em ‘ that was probably it you didn’t like how he said don’t date you because he was the only one who could handle you right ?

He shook his head a bit confused you just wanted him to say that you could handle yourself and didn’t need him right ?

So , why the hell did he feel like he’d done something wrong he wasn’t stupid but he just wasn’t well versed in feelings. He already didn’t know how to handle his own so how was he expected to handle another persons.

To him his words were normal he talked about all people like this hell, he bullied deku for 3 years going as far as to make a special nickname for him

that wasn’t even the worse he could’ve done and you knew that so why was he in trouble and worrying about Icy hot taking his place

He was honestly confused?

Could words really be that hurtful?

could his words really be that hurtful ?

[otterbeesfanficblog]

When neutron stars collide

(Bakugou Katsuki x Reader)

EDIT: I’M SO FUCKIN DUMB I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH, I’M SO SORRY IT WASN’T Y/N THIS WHOLE TIME UGGGHHHHH!!!!!

Part 3: Compare And Contrast

Part 1: Steps Before The Starting Line Part 2: When A Star Chooses To Shine Part 4: From Where We Stand Part 5: You Would Be Angry Too...

[April]

"I know I shouldn't... but I feel powerful in this skirt."

You mumbled this to yourself, smiling proudly down at the skirt as it was when you walked. You were wearing the school uniform with leggings, comfortable dress shoes, and your shirt's top button was open as your tie was loose around your neck.

It took you en embarrassingly long time to figure out the tie, to the point you just asked Riji to help you, and as you made your way to UA, you couldn't help the slight pep in your step.

The voice that was angry before was vastly overpowered by your excitement, as normal kids were young their first days of school so they don't remember that moment of first. But here you were, 15 and your first time going to school was high school. At a well-known hero school at that.

To say you were a bit cocky was an understatement.

"Now, 1-A... 1-A... I knew this school was big but damn."

You held your school bag on one shoulder, it being emptied of the stuff you had in it before to be filed with needed school supplies.

"Oh, there it... the fuck?"

You stopped in front of a comically large door labeled 1-A, though you supposed that it made sense, seeing as there could be students (or teachers) that need a door this big.

"Well, here's goes nothing."

Sliding open the door, you were surprised to see maybe one 3rd of the class there. Glancing around you saw a seat open on the far side of the room in the front and you made your way over to that to claim it.

"Y/n!"

Your ears perk up to the sound of your name, turning you see Kiri quickly making his way over to you with a huge grin.

"See!? I told you we'd be in the same class!"

You smile and rub the back of your neck in a timid way.

"Yeah, guess you were right."

"So you're the girl that places second in the exam, huh!"

Looking over, you saw a pink skin and haired girl with horns speaking to you. She smiled at you kindly, coming up behind her were two other boys. One had blonde hair with a black lightning-like strike in it, the other plain black hair, and wore a friendly smile.

You felt a little over helmed with so many people, but you kept it under wraps and answered her timidly.

"Oh, well, yeah, that's me."

"We also heard you took down the 0 point robot all by yourself." The blonde hair boy spoke, giving you a wink. "That's pretty impressive."

"Eh... I had help from Kiri..."

"No way!" Kirishima shook his head, patting you on the back. "All I did was catch you, even then you took the brunt of it!"

"You and some other kid were the only ones to fight those things," The black-haired boy stated, smiling at you confidently. "You both took it down with one hit!"

"Other kid?" You tilted your head in confusion, Kirishima answered you first.

"There was a guy in center A that went after the 0 point bot too, he apparently knocked it in one go like you, then passed out!"

You felt heat rise to your face, you had cleverly forgotten about your own blackout during the exam.

The pink girl groan and threw her head back.

"You guys are already so cool, I'm so jealous."

"Oh, eh..." You pulled your bag off your shoulder and pulled out your astronomical theories book and set it on your desk to read while you wait for class to start, putting it down you waved her off. "I'm not really someone to be jealous of..."

You looked down at the floor with a frown.

"Trust me..."

"Come on, Y/n, you don't give yourself enough credit!" Kirishima cheered. "You did amazing and your quirk is out of this world!"

You stopped, looked him in the eyes and deadpanned.

"Was... was that a pun?"

He looked at you confused.

"Huh?"

"Anyway, my names Ashido Mina!" The girl held out her hand, which you took with your free one.

"Kaminari Denki, nice to meet you." The blonde, Kaminari, winked at you again.

"And I'm Sero Hanta." Sero, the black-haired one waved.

You smiled at them all and bowed at them a little.

"I'm Uchukyuzo Y/n, though you all might as well call me Y/n."

You all jumped with the door to the classroom slammed open, quickly turning to see what happened.

Standing in the doorway was a boy with spiky, light blonde hair, and a glare that went for miles. He glared around the room before scuffing and going over to the cubbies in the back.

Your new group of friends waved at you and walked over to the desks they were to be sitting in, while you watched the boy who just entered come down the aisle that you were in. Pulling out the seat to the desk behind you the boy glared at you, stopping his movements in sitting down.

"The hell are you looking at?"

You were caught off guard by his voice, not really expecting him to be so... rude. You just met and he was acting like you had both hated each other for years. You felt your blood grow warmer under your skin, and without being able to stop it, words slipped from your mouth.

"A rude little bitch, I guess." You glared back at him.

You heard someone in the room sputter and hold back a laugh, while the boy in front of you was shocked, then he was seating. Getting closer to you, his ruby red eyes glared daggers into you.

"The fuck did you say to me?!"

"I guess you're not only a rude bitch, but you're a deaf one too."

You didn't know why you felt the need to say anything to him, years ago, maybe even months ago, you would have let him get angry at you then let it go. But for some reason, the way he talked to you set a fire in you.

With no warning, you felt the front of your uniform get pulled into a fist, forcing you to drop your bag and step on your tiptoes. He held you up close to his face by the front of your uniform, glaring down at you as you matched his glare.

"Seems like you're asking to get your ass beat, space girl." He must have looked at the book on your desk as he growled in your face, you grabbed at his hand that was clutching your clothes with your own hand.

"I didn't think such a well-known school would let a delinquent like you in."

His hand that was free raised up into your view, and suddenly it smoked with small explosions coming from it. He gave a sick grin at you.

"You'd better stay outta my way, space girl, or you're gonna explode into an early grave."

You raised your own freehand, channeling the force you had collected thus far into your hand. Your hand glowed bright then poped with a small explosion like his, leaving little specks of light to fall as you continued to show off your own quirk with a smirk.

"I can do that too, smartass. The only difference is I can do it better."

He growled at you, and for a moment you thought you were actually going to fight, but then you heard a voice speak out.

"There will be no fighting inside the classroom!"

You both turn to see a tall boy with blue hair and glasses looking sternly at you both, the boy holding you dropped and pushed you back, scuffing out a 'whatever' before sitting down and throwing his feet up onto the desk.

Rolling your eyes and mutter out a curse you take the book from off your desk and put it back in your bag, you had a feeling you weren't going to get in any extra reading after that.

You walked past the red-eyed prick to the cubbies in the back, placing your stuff inside one before going back. You noticed now the blue-haired boy was scolding the red-eyed prick about having his feet up on the desk, which the prick didn't seem to care about at all.

You walked in front and sat in the desk, forcefully leaning back which made the pricks feet jolt back. You heard him growl at you, which made you smile, but you all sooner looked to the classroom entrance again to see someone standing there.

It was Midoriya, the kid you meet a while back, and was quickly approached by the blue-haired boy. The blue boy said something about him knowing something about the exam and him being better than him, but you couldn't stop the chuckle that left your mouth at this.

In the corner of your eye, you saw the prick staring at Midoriya, then stared at you. Not fearing his eye contact at all you turn to look him in the eyes, almost daring him to say something.

He bares his teeth at you in a sneer, to which you roll your eyes.

"Chill out, you angry pomeranian. I'm Y/n by the way."

"I don't care what your name is, idiot." He then looks out the window, avoiding your eyes, and you once again roll your eye.

"Just thought you should know the person you wanted to fight so bad."

You turn back around in your seat, watching from side glance the conversation happening at the door. You felt his eyes on the back of your head, though you decided to ignore it.

The first day at school and you already made an enemy.

"School is what you make it."

With a shake of your head, glancing at the boy behind you over your shoulder. He seemed to be lost in thought while looking at you, you took this as a moment to look at him better.

Ash-blonde hair, deep red eyes, fair skin, and a deep-seated frown on his lips. If you remember correctly, in any manga you've ever seen, he'd be the 'bad boy'. But, looking at him so lost in thought, the frown wasn't as harsh and his brows weren't strongly knitted together.

He looked like he was... reading you.

Going back to his eyes, you realize now it had been you who was staring. He didn't give you a scowl or sneer as you expected, his face just stayed blank as you both started at each other.

"I'm your homeroom teacher, Shota Aizawa. Nice to meet you."

Snapping your eyes to the classroom door, standing there was Eraserhead, and apparently, as he just introduced, your homeroom teacher.

You sat forward and rubbed your eyes from straining them to look at the boy behind you, thinking about what Eras--... Mr. Aizawa said then mumbling out.

"What's a homeroom teacher...?"

"It's sudden, but put this on and go out onto the field." He reached into a sleeping bag he was holding, you must have missed why he had that, and showed off a different type of uniform.

Why were schools so admit on uniforms? And what's the difference between a homeroom teacher and a regular teacher?! You sigh knowing you were going to have to read up on the school system, among other things, once you got back in your dumpster.

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"A Quirk assessment test?!"

You stood next to Kirishima now in the school's gym uniform, looking on at Aizawa as everyone was confused or complaining about it. You heard 'quirk' and 'test', so you began subtly stomping your foot into the ground. You had a lot of potential energy already, but if you were going to be using your quick a lot today you would need to build up more.

"If you're going to become a hero, you don't have time for such leisurely events. U.A.'s selling point is how unrestricted its school traditions are." Turning back to the class, he spoke to you all. "That's also how the teacher run their classes."

You nod subtly, muttering under your breath.

"Makes sense..."

"You kids have been doing these since junior high, too, right? Physical fitness tests where you weren't allowed to use your quirks."

Your eyes go wide as you look around at a few people nodding, and only one thought went threw you're head.

'Oh fuck.'

Having never been to school, you'd never done tests before. You knew what they were and what they involved, at least at the most basic level. You even tried once to train yourself, but that quickly was put on the back burner for the things you needed to do to survive like find food and make sure you weren't followed and killed in your sleep.

Training and regular workouts were a luxury for people who didn't have to worry about if they'd live to see tomorrow.

"The country still uses averages taken from results from students not using their quirks. It's not rational. Well, the Ministry of Education is procrastinating."

You cross your arms over your chest and let out a sigh, your brows frowning as you think to yourself.

'I can see why some people hate school now...'

"Bakugou, you finished at the top of the practical exam, right?"

You stood straight and dropped your hands, looking over and seeing the rude boy from before standing at attention. Everyone turned to look at him as Aizawa continued.

"In junior high, what was your best result for the softball throw?"

"67 meters." The boy, Bakugou, replied.

"Holy shit!"

You slap a hand over your mouth and look at the ground, already knowing and feeling people turn to look at you from you not so muttered outburst.

You were still tapping your foot into the ground this whole time, which had made a slight hole in the ground. You sorta wish you could blast a hole into the ground and just lay down and die in it, because why the HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT OUT LOUD!?

"Anyway," Aizawa got the class' attention again. "try doing it with your quirk."

Bakugou made his way over to a marked circle on the ground while Kirishima gave you a pat on the back, you softly groan and lay your head in your hands and Aizawa begins to explain.

"You can do whatever you want as long as you stay in the circle. Hurry up. Give it all you've got."

You raise your head from your hands to watch, he stretched his arm first the raised them out and up while holding the ball. Reeling his arm back and leaning forward, he put everything he had into throwing it.

"Die!"

A huge blast came from his hand, sending the ball far into the sky. You heard someone mutter 'die' in an echo of what Bakugou had shouted, you also had a question about that but after thinking about his attitude this morning you suspected it was just... him.

"Know your own maximum first," Aizawa said, looking at his phone that must have held the information for the test.

None of you saw it land, but as Aizawa turned around and showed you, you all couldn't help but feel a little intimidated.

"That is the most rational way to form the foundation of a hero."

"750 meters? Seriously?" Kaminari stumbled out, looking over at you. "Now that deserves a 'holy shit'."

"I just met you today, but I can and will punch you." You said blankly, making him slouch in defeat and Kirishima chuckle a bit.

"What's this? It looks fun!" Ashido said with a chirp to her voice.

"We can use our quirks as much we want! As expected from the hero course!" Sero exclaimed, his hands clutched tightly in excitement.

Kirishima smiled over at you, but you couldn't feel the same excitement as the others, you only felt more intimidated by their joy.

"'It looks fun,' huh?"

At the sound of Aizawa's voice, everyone quieted down.

"You have three years to become a hero. Will you have an attitude like that the whole time?"

You were all silent in response, he smirked and continued.

"All right. Whoever comes in last place in all eight tests will be judged to have no potential and will be punished with expulsion."

Your heart dropped into the core of the earth at this, as did everyone else's around you when they all exclaimed confusion.

You'd been a fan of Aizawa's hero work for a long time and he didn't seem like a man who would joke around much, let alone about something like this. He took heroing seriously.

'As he should,' Your thoughts cut in, making you pause. 'I didn't come to this school to fuck around. I came to this school to get off the streets and be the best goddamn hero the world has ever seen, I came to prove that even someone as low as a fuckin cockroach like me can be a hero too'

"We're free to do what we want about the circumstances of our students." Aizawa brushed some hair from his face as he smiled at all you panicked students. "Welcome to U.A.'s hero course!"

With frowned brows, you clench your fist and started bouncing on the balls of your feet, already flowing with potential power. You couldn't lose, not at any of the tests. Unlike the students around you, you had to prove you were meant for this.

Not to say they weren't working hard to get here, but Principle Nezu had told you straight up during your meeting.

"If you weren't so heroically driven, if you were anyone else, you wouldn't be here."

You would show them all, that a homeless girl with only her name and her pride, would become the best damn hero in the world.

"Last place will be expelled?" Some girl with brown hair exclaimed in somewhat of a whine. "But it's the first day of school! No, even if it wasn't the first day of school, this is too unfair!"

You couldn't stop yourself from glaring at the back of her head, scuffing at her words.

"Natural disasters, big accidents, and selfish villains. Calamities whose time or place can't be predicted. Japan is covered with unfairness." Aizawa stared down the class, and though you could have been wrong, you felt as if he was talking about you as well.

You glared down at the ground, no longer bouncing on your feet, instead lost in thoughts of all the unfairness that has happened to you. But you shake your head with a sigh, now wasn't the time for a pity party.

You were professional.

You waited till you were back in your dumpster to cry, like an adult.

"Heroes are the ones who reverse those situations. If you wanted to talk with your friends at Mickey D's after school, too bad. For the next three years, U.A. will do all it can to give you one hardship after another. Go beyond. Plus Ultra." Aizawa then waved his finger at you all. "Overcome it with all you've got."

You looked down at the palms of your hands, letting them glow with power which made it look like stars were falling from your hands in a mist-like waterfall. You felt more determined than before, ready to show him you were worth the time of day.

"All right, demonstration's over. The real thing starts now."

-----

The first test was a 50-meter dash, which you had seen on tv in a store window before. Watching the others go before you was... interesting.

For some, the dash was their element, as easy as breathing. For some, they didn't look to be the best.

You were going after Midoriya and Bakugou with Kirishima at your side, which you were glad for. You knew his quirk and also knew he wouldn't laugh at you, because if you were honest... You had no idea what the hell was going on.

Midoriya and Bakugou got ready as the little robot sensor called out to get ready, then as the bot shot of a small bang they ran. As expected, Bakugou used his explosive quirk to propel himself forward almost like a jetpack.

Crossing the finish in no time, the bot announced 4.13 seconds as his time, which made your heart lurch into your throat. 

"I'm glad I couldn't find any food today..." You put a hand to your stomach as Midoriya finished as well, going to a hunch with his hands on his knees.

"What do you mean?" You jumped, forgetting Kirishima was next to you. You waved your hand, not wanting to tell him or anyone that you had to scrounge for food like an animal every day.

"Oh, nothing."

"We're next, you ready?" He smiled at you as if not at all worried about failing. You couldn't even make yourself grin back as you both made your way over to the starting point, all you could respond with was a groan.

"What am I supposed to do?"

"Run?" Kirishima seemed confused why your question as he stretched his body out, looking on you copied his movements and then he seemed to understand.

"Oh, I see, you're nervous."

"Really?" You exclaimed in fake surprise. "I hadn't noticed...."

"Oh come on, you'll do great. Just think of something you'd run for and use your quirk with it, I know it's hard to think about using your quirk since you've never really done it during a test before, but I believe in you!"

'I've never done one of these tests at all'. You thought to yourself.

You and Kirishima got low to the ground, hearing the bot count you off. You were still nervous as hell, but you were going to use that nervousness as power.

"Think about something to run for..."

"Get set!"

Suddenly, you imagined the most beautiful thing at the finish line. Without even realizing it, your whole body glowed and a stary mist came off you.

BANG

Your feet barely met the ground as all you could think about was what was at the finish line, you weren't even aware of what was going on around you.

You then landed face-first on the ground beyond the finish line.

"2.09 seconds." The bot called out, you still laid on the ground, face in the dirt and unmoving.

You then heard someone running up beside you, the bot say off a time while they were panting but looking down at you with awe and concern.

"What the hell, Y/n? Not only did you blind me for a second, but you were also over the finish line in no time! That's amazing! What were you thinking of that made you go that fast?!"

It was Kirishima who was talking to you, but a few of the people you met today were coming up to you as well. You got up to your hands and knees, then fell back to sit on your heels and looked off far in front of you with heat covering your face, ears, and even traveling the length of your neck.

You were not about to tell them the reason you went so fast was because you were thinking about the comfiest bed in the world surrounded by comfortable clothes and endless amounts of food...

How embarrassing.

-----

The second test was a grip strength, which you knew you had none of, even with your quirk. For that test, you got 62.3 kg which was decent, but you knew you would have to work on that.

The 3rd test was 'standing long jump', which you just barely manage to land without falling over at the end. You felt bad for Midoriya though, watching as the tests went on, he seemed to be getting less and less confident.

4th was repeated side steps, which you were also not that good at. You watched a boy pull off purple spheres from his head, place them on the ground, and bounce off them from side to side. It was creative, that's for sure.

5th was the ball throw, the brow hair girl from before went and you all watched the ball disappear into the sky. You all waited for a while, then watched Aizawa turn and show you the results, which just had an infinity sign on it and you all exclaimed in awe.

"That's amazing! She got "infinity"!" Kaminari looked on with shock and slight fear, you assumed because he was sure no one, especially himself, would do better.

You were to go after her then Midoriya would go after you.

You took the ball in your hand, walked into the circle, and before you had done so you had taken off your shoes and were left in your black socks.

"Why'd she take her shoes off?"

"Think it has something to do with her quirk?"

"She had her shoes on before?"

You started to block out the class' voices as you jumped in place, making sure to really feel the vibrations of the ground beneath you. You also took in the air around you, the sun shining on your skin, the sounds of the wind along with their voices.

Though you knew you couldn't gain much potential energy from that stuff, you wanted as much power as you could behind this one. Infinity was not something you were going to beat, but you'd be damned if you weren't going to shoot for it.

So, standing still now, you reeled back. Your body and eyes glowed with power, the stary mist once again leaking of your body. Then, with a shiny glint, you leaned forward and put all your power into your arm, then hand, and finally your finger. You made the ball gain power along the parts of your body like a bullet, and the ball flew.

You watched it fly in the air, and it was bright and looked as if it was a shooting star in broad daylight.

Your eyes drooped and you felt a wave of exhaustion hit you, turning around to the class, no longer caring where the ball dropped, you unintentionally looked cocky as you yawned and Aizawa showed your score.

"1056.8?!"

Everyone yelled as you walked back over to the group, yawning again and rubbing your eye with the back of your hand. Walking past Bakugou, you heard him scuff at you, but you ignored it as Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, and Ashido congratulated you and asked you how you did that.

Normally you would have answered, but at the moment you didn't have the energy to do so, instead, you watch Mirdoriya take his mark in the circle. Without knowing it, Kirishima pulled you over to him a little closer and leaned you on his shoulder, which made it hard for you to keep your eyes open.

"It doesn't look good for Midoriya if he continues like this." It was the boy in glasses that spoke, Bakugou giving him a dirty look in response.

"Huh? Of course not. He's a quirkless small fry, you know."

"Huh?" You, still tired as you were, perked up at what he said. "Quirkless?"

The glasses boy seemed to have a much more surprised response to that.

"Quirkless?! Are you not aware of what he did in the entrance exam?"

"Oh..." You looked at Midoriya who was concentrating very hard, then you nod and look over and up at Kirishima from your spot on his shoulder. "So he was the other kid that killed the no pointer."

"Other kid?" Bakugou glared at you, looking at you like you just spit strawberry milk in his face.

"You didn't know?" Kirishima, still allowing you his shoulder to lean on, reached around and gave you a pat on your other shoulder. "Y/n here destroyed the 0 point bot in her exam as well, one hit was all it took."

"Huh??" Now Bakugou's glare like was like a hot iron pan, looking at his red eye stabbing back at you. You were too tired for his attitude, so you looked away from him, which apparently he didn't like and got close and stood in front of your view of MIdoriya.

"Don't ignore me like you're some big shot, shitty star girl!!"

You weakly cover your ears and try to lean around him, your eyes still half-lidded.

"Can you stop fuckin' yelling, we all hear your loud ass. Now move over, I can't see past your inflated ego."

You swore you could see a vein pop out of the side of his forehead, but he turned when you heard Midoriya give out a shout while throwing the ball.

The ball went flying threw the sky and disappeared out of sight...

At least, that's what you thought it would have done.

But, it gently landed not too far away, the bot almost mocking him as said his score.

"46 meters."

"I... I was definitely trying to use it just now." Was all you heard him mutter as he stared at his hands in disbelief.

"I erased your quirk."

Turning to Aizawa, you clenched your heart and sputtered at what you saw. Standing before you was not Aizawa, instead, it was Eraserhead. His all too famous scarf circling his body as if it were another part of himself, his hair stand and flowing tall, and his eyes glowed red with his activated quirk.

You didn't have one, you've never actually had one before, but man you wish you had a camera at the moment.

"That entrance exam was definitely not rational enough. Even a kid like you was accepted."

You felt a ping in your chest at his words, feeling as if he wasn't just talking about Midoriya. Maybe you were reading into it too much, growing up you had to read people and quick.

"You erased my quirk?" Midoriya muddled, then gasped as he finally realized who your homeroom teacher was.

"Those goggles... I see! You can erase other people's quirks with your quirk just by looking at them. The Erasure Hero: Eraser Head!"

Your group of classmates then began muttering together, apparently not at all knowing who Eraserhead was. You pretended not to be offended by them not knowing one of your favorite heroes, continuing to watch Aizawa speak with Midoriya with great focus.

Your focus, of course, didn't go unnoticed by a certain ruby eyed boy.

"From what I can tell, you can't control your quirk, can you?" He glared at Midoriya, his quirk still activated as Mirdoriya stood stunned.

"Do you intend to become incapacitated again and have someone save you?"

You thought back to your own exam, you had also passed out after you had taken down the bot, not right away but still. You had used a lot of energy on it just to break it, let alone when you overused the energy you had left to keep you and Kirishima from plummeting to the ground and break like a couple of eggs.

"Th-that's not my intention--"

Midoriya didn't have time to finish as Aizawa's scarf pulled him in close, he still glared at Midoriya.

"Whatever your intention, I'm saying that's what those around you will be forced to do. In the past, there was an oppressively passionate hero who saved over a thousand people by himself and created a legend.  Even if you have the same reckless valor, you'll just be decked and turn into a useless doll after saving one person."

"Izuku Midoriya. With your power, you can't become a hero."

Even you were hooked at his words, though a darker part of you said he was right and that Midoriya without power would be nothing.

Looking down at your hands, you clench your fist because without your power... You would have been dead a long time ago.

"I've returned your quirk. You have two turns for the ball throw. Hurry up and get it over with."

You stop leaning off Kirishima and move away from the group, not far enough for Aizawa to ask what you were doing, but far enough for you to stand on your own while looking at Midoriya.

Unknowing to you was a few of your classmates worrying about you... well, one was worried the other was wondering what you were thinking about.

Your thoughts were thinking of what Aizawa said and how it applied to you as well, how all the teachers that knew about you must be thinking of you. There was no possible way that they didn't know you were living on the streets already, you showed the signs of it and certainly showed it when you were at your exam.

Did they really not want you here? They probably didn't want the public to know they let in a stray. No, that couldn't be that Nezu wouldn't have let you in the school if so. He wouldn't have helped you understand school.

Were they using you for clout? Did they want you to become a hero to say you graduated from their school? Why did you even attend this school? You could have just as easily become a young hero with no help from anyone.

Part of you knew you were thinking too much, but that part was slowly being consumed by self-doubt.

"Smash...!"

You look up just as the ball rockets out of Midoriya's hand, shooting far into the sky and making you all stare in awe at.

"Mr. Aizawa..." Turning to Aizawa with a broken finger and clutched his hands with a strained smile. "I can still move!"

Everyone was shocked and excited by his achievement, getting just above Bakugou's score. Speaking of, you turn to look at Bakugou, but while watching him you're head round out the noise of anyone else.

His mouth hung wide open and he looked as if he had just gotten hit by a semi-truck, his body shaking from shock and ... rage.

"Oh no..." You mutter, bringing up a hand to your face.

You had only known this boy for a day and you could just feel he was about to pull some dumb shit, but were you going to stop it...?

Absolutely not.

"What is the meaning of this?" Explosions came from his hands as he suddenly dashed at Midoriya. "Hey! Tell me what's going on, Deku, you bastard!"

Midoriya, only focusing on his finger before, now had the fear of god's rage pass through him as he did nothing but scream and shake at the quickly approaching raging boy. All too soon a familiar scarf shot out and latched onto Bakugou which immediately stopped him in his tracks with a hard tug on his chest and head.

You cover your mouth to poorly cover up a chuckled that left your chest feeling light, a smile gracing your face as you walked back over to the class, taking a stand next to a highly confused Kirishima. You had no problem admitting it, you were enjoying this thoroughly.

"What the--? These cloths are hard..!"

"They're weapons for capture made of carbon fiber woven together with metal wire made of a special alloy." Aizawa explained, holding back Bakugou as Midoriya no longer feared for his life. "Jeez..."

Aizawa glared at the two boys.

"Don't keep making me use my quirk over and over. I have dry eye."

It's such a waste since his quirk is so amazing!

After releasing his scarf from Bakugou and also ending his quirk, the scarf wrapped around his neck once more and his hair dropped into place.

"So cool... and hot."

You hadn't even realized you said this out loud until not only Kirishima was looking at you funny, but Aizawa turned to glance back at you, his eyes narrowing on you.

You actually felt your soul leaving your body, Kirishima held you under your arms and fanned your face quickly, quietly telling you not to go towards the light.

"We're wasting time. Whoever's next, get ready. "

After knocking out of your close to fainting spell, you watched Midoriya made a wide circle to get around Bakugou to go back to the classes group. You hand put you burning head in your hands, peaking through your fingers as Kirishima rubbed your back telling you it was fine.

But you were more worried about Bakugou, who glared over his shoulder at Midoriya. He called him 'Deku' which... had to mean there was a past between those two. You wondered what kind, what it was like growing up for those two. As a kid, a lot of what happened to you becomes the reason of who you are as you grow.

What happened to Bakugou that made him so angry at the world?

Bakugou turn and locked eyes with you, making you drop your hands from your face and tilting your head at him. He sneered at you and quickly looked away, walking over to a place no one else was standing.

Ah, you thought to yourself, I see now.

A superiority complex.

-----

The rest of the tests were simple.

Sit-ups, which not only took you a while to understand, but you were shit at it.

Seated toe-touch, which you were personally proud to say you were flexible as hell.

And Long-distance run, which wasn't hard for you since you had a lot of running experience in your life.

Over this whole time, you were partnered with Kirishima, who was more than happy to be partnered with you. You both subtly talked about a lot of different things while doing your tests, like how he loves meat and the scar he had on his eye was actually caused when his quirk came to be.

You had opened up about a few things as well. You told him how you've never been inside a car or bus into the day of your exam, you told him how much you loved learning and how if you could live in a library you would, you even told him that you had run from the police once (You had run from them a lot more than once but you weren't going to tell him that).

Now you all stood in front of your teacher, ready for you're results.

"Okay, I'll quickly tell you the results. The total is simply the marks you got form each test. It's a waste of time to explain verbally, so I'll show you the results all at once."

Kirishima stood confidently next to you, you were pretty confident you did fine as well. To be honest, you didn't come in last of any of them, that lovely place was held by the boy who broke his finger.

Aizawa displayed the results projected from his phone and you and Kirishima quickly looked for your names.

Kirishima gasped and threw his arm around your shoulder bringing you into a side hug, you pat his arm with your own smile.

7. Y/n Uchukyuzo 8. Eijiro Kirishima

"Hell yeah, top ten!"

You chuckle at his excitement looking at all the other results. Upon seeing 'Izuku Midoriya' in 21st place, you grimace and look behind you had the boy. He looked so disappointed in himself as he glared at his broken finger, you then wondered what really was up with his quirk that made it so dangerous to use, even for himself.

"By the way, I was lying about the expulsion."

Silence range through you all as Aizawa said this, his face growing with a weird smile as he continued.

"It was a rational deception to draw out the upper limits of your quirks."

"What the fuck!?" You screamed, along with a few others who were freaking out. Upon you screaming, Kirishima took his arm off you and held them up in defense, smiling as you glare over at him.

"Did you fuckin know, shark boy?!"

He flinched and began a nervous sweat, waving his hands at you and shaking his head as you glare up at him and he feared for his life.

"Eh?! No way, dude!"

"That was a little nerve-wracking, huh?" Sero turned to you and Kirishima, chuckling a little as you glared up at him as well.

"I'll take up the challenge anytime!" Kirishima said, clutching his fist in a pound manner. He quickly put his hands down at his side going stick straight as you glared at him again, he smiled and looked anywhere but you.

"I don't know why you were worried, Y/n, you did great. You're in the top ten." Sero placed a hand on your shoulder, trying to take the heat you had on Kirishima off a bit. Both boys laughed a little as you sighed and your body went limp, shoulders slouched and head down as you suddenly felt tired all over again.

"It wasn't just that..." You mutter, thinking about everything that could have happened if you were kicked out of the school.

But with a shake of your head, you denied thinking about it and turn back to Aizawa.

"With that, we're done here. There are handouts with the curriculum and such in the classroom so when you get back, look over them."

You gently elbow Kirishima in the chest, him and Sero still chuckling at your reaction. To them, you were nothing short of adorable at the moment so they couldn't help but want to fawn over you while you pout and cross your arms, turning away, huffing in annoyance.

"Midoriya--" You look over and see Aizawa handing Midoriya a slip of paper. "Have the old lady fix you in the nurse's office. Tomorrow will be packed with even more rigorous tests. Prepare yourself."

"Hey, Y/n."

You turn your eyes away from Aizawa and Midoriya to look at Kirishima, who was smiling at you with a dumb look in his eyes, which made you sigh.

"You're giving off dumb-bitch vibes right now, so as long as it has nothing to do with me being naked, I'm in."

Kaminari, who had Y/n slowly making his way over to you're group, sputtered at hearing something about you naked and he blushed while laughing his ass off. Kirishima laughed while looking confused, Sero also laughing at what you said.

He shook his and rubbed his neck.

"You're something else, Y/n."

Glancing past the group of boys in front of you, you look to the one ruby eyed one who was staring at you from far away. You both stare at each other, ultimately, he was the one to glance away but you continued to stare as you respond to Kirishima.

"Yeah... I try to be."

[futurewriter2000]

How I see the signs

Aries man: He is really nice but loves to tease and joke around. His jokes can be rude sometimes but he can be a good person.

Aries woman: She is sociable af. Loves trouble for some odd reason but keeps herself restricted to the rules. So she would hang out with bad but she herself is really responsible.

Taurus man: Can't keep his mouth shut. Always commenting on something, sucks at jokes because he is looking everything with so much logic. Really cool once you get to know him. And caring.

Taurus woman: Hardworking. She is ambitious and she gets what she wants with hard work. She doesn't settle for less. She wants the best.

Gemini man: I love gemini man. He is funny and loves to talk. He talks too much but in a way that you like it. He is very charming and cute.

Gemini woman: Yeah I don't like them that much. They have two sides and you never know which one to expect. Loud and funny, sociable and can't keep a secret to herself. Loves embarassing people no matter if it's meant for public or not.

Cancer man: He is such a sunshine. Emotional but really doesn't show it and hides it really well. He can't handle emotions too well so he just tries his best to hide them... Tho it shows.

Cancer woman: Really chill. Brave tho. She loves sticking up for what she feels it's right. Emotional. She can hide them but she doesn't want to.

Leo man: oh leos...prideful af. Wouldn't go over their pride for any price. Good liars and actually care so much but never know how to show it so he comes out as an asshole.

Leo woman: Strong but also fragile when it comes to heart matters. She pretends not to care but she really REALLY cares. Confident in her actions.

Virgo man: Critical but great humor. Sociable and loves to talk. Tho he never talks about his private life because he loves keeping private things private, it's what makes him so mysterious and sexy.

Virgo woman: Shy and quiet at first, once you get to know her she is crazy and funny, never shut ups. She can kill a bug and then feel sad bc she feels guilty for killing it. She hides her feelings and never shows the real her which makes her come out as a cold hearted bitch. (but real marshmellows on the inside)

Libra man: Gentlemans but fake af. Very good at seducing and at getting what they want. Hard to figure out when are they sincere and when not. Bit weird but likeable weird.

Libra woman: Complicated. And fake. She wants to be the dominant one in the relatioship. Confused when in love. She is kind of like in denial when she is in love. Would be a complicated mother.

Scorpio man: Sexy. I find them sexy. He just knows how to show what he wants you to show. Whether is it sexiness or anger or joy... He just shows it in the best way possible.

Scorpio woman: Like a scorpio man. She can be really sexy but on the other hand she can pretty much be the messiest woman in your life. Shows you what she wants to show you.

Sagittarius man: where. To. Start? Wouldn't give you the thing or a person he loves for any price. Would do anything to keep it. Dont trust him too much. They are decieving but are kinda okayish.

Sagittarius woman: Honestly, she doesnt give a fuck what anybody thinks. Especially if she was a kid being bullied at a young age than she would show them who they messed with. She is really smart but can sometimes think really selfishly.

Capricorn man: Sex. All he thinks about. And money. How to get money. He is actually a really good person (loyal like any other earth sign) to trust with finances but God never trust him with a girl. He'll have her wrapped around his finger in a second.

Capricorn woman: Loud and doesn't care if she hurts anybody's feelings.. I mean she does if it's the person she really cares for but not if you're just a classmate/stranger/friend of a friend. Isn't quiet for anybody.

Aquarius man: Pff... Be careful of those. They can charm you with a few words and you're done for it. They know how to make you fall in love but when he falls in love that's... That's a challange for him. He grows confused and doubtful.

Aquarius woman: So insecure but so goddamn beautiful. She can't walk away from someone who is really close to her. Ever, never. She is emotional af. Cries at everything but she is also really tough. She will never tell you whats wrong.. But you can guess when it is when she starts distancing herself from you.

Pisces man: Those charming motherfuckers. He doesn't have to do a thing and you'll fall for him like a domino. Popular. Lovely smiles but can be a prick sometimes so be careful of those.

Pisces woman: Either really open or very reserved. They can really make your day better with everything they do but they can also piss you off by being too naive and with their moods. They are really confused and not deternined and that can be really annoying when picking somewhere to go or what to do.

[wtfzodiacsigns]

How I see the signs

Aries man: He is really nice but loves to tease and joke around. His jokes can be rude sometimes but he can be a good person.

Aries woman: She is sociable af. Loves trouble for some odd reason but keeps herself restricted to the rules. So she would hang out with bad but she herself is really responsible.

Taurus man: Can’t keep his mouth shut. Always commenting on something, sucks at jokes because he is looking everything with so much logic. Really cool once you get to know him. And caring.

Taurus woman: Hardworking. She is ambitious and she gets what she wants with hard work. She doesn’t settle for less. She wants the best.

Gemini man: I love gemini man. He is funny and loves to talk. He talks too much but in a way that you like it. He is very charming and cute.

Gemini woman: Yeah I don’t like them that much. They have two sides and you never know which one to expect. Loud and funny, sociable and can’t keep a secret to herself. Loves embarassing people no matter if it’s meant for public or not.

Cancer man: He is such a sunshine. Emotional but really doesn’t show it and hides it really well. He can’t handle emotions too well so he just tries his best to hide them… Tho it shows.

Cancer woman: Really chill. Brave tho. She loves sticking up for what she feels it’s right. Emotional. She can hide them but she doesn’t want to.

Leo man: oh leos…prideful af. Wouldn’t go over their pride for any price. Good liars and actually care so much but never know how to show it so he comes out as an asshole.

Leo woman: Strong but also fragile when it comes to heart matters. She pretends not to care but she really REALLY cares. Confident in her actions.

Virgo man: Critical but great humor. Sociable and loves to talk. Tho he never talks about his private life because he loves keeping private things private, it’s what makes him so mysterious and sexy.

Virgo woman: Shy and quiet at first, once you get to know her she is crazy and funny, never shut ups. She can kill a bug and then feel sad bc she feels guilty for killing it. She hides her feelings and never shows the real her which makes her come out as a cold hearted bitch. (but real marshmellows on the inside)

Libra man: Gentlemans but fake af. Very good at seducing and at getting what they want. Hard to figure out when are they sincere and when not. Bit weird but likeable weird.

Libra woman: Complicated. And fake. She wants to be the dominant one in the relatioship. Confused when in love. She is kind of like in denial when she is in love. Would be a complicated mother.

Scorpio man: Sexy. I find them sexy. He just knows how to show what he wants you to show. Whether is it sexiness or anger or joy… He just shows it in the best way possible.

Scorpio woman: Like a scorpio man. She can be really sexy but on the other hand she can pretty much be the messiest woman in your life. Shows you what she wants to show you.

Sagittarius man: where. To. Start? Wouldn’t give you the thing or a person he loves for any price. Would do anything to keep it. Dont trust him too much. They are decieving but are kinda okayish.

Sagittarius woman: Honestly, she doesnt give a fuck what anybody thinks. Especially if she was a kid being bullied at a young age than she would show them who they messed with. She is really smart but can sometimes think really selfishly.

Capricorn man: Sex. All he thinks about. And money. How to get money. He is actually a really good person (loyal like any other earth sign) to trust with finances but God never trust him with a girl. He’ll have her wrapped around his finger in a second.

Capricorn woman: Loud and doesn’t care if she hurts anybody’s feelings.. I mean she does if it’s the person she really cares for but not if you’re just a classmate/stranger/friend of a friend. Isn’t quiet for anybody.

Aquarius man: Pff… Be careful of those. They can charm you with a few words and you’re done for it. They know how to make you fall in love but when he falls in love that’s… That’s a challange for him. He grows confused and doubtful.

Aquarius woman: So insecure but so goddamn beautiful. She can’t walk away from someone who is really close to her. Ever, never. She is emotional af. Cries at everything but she is also really tough. She will never tell you whats wrong.. But you can guess when it is when she starts distancing herself from you.

Pisces man: Those charming motherfuckers. He doesn’t have to do a thing and you’ll fall for him like a domino. Popular. Lovely smiles but can be a prick sometimes so be careful of those.

Pisces woman: Either really open or very reserved. They can really make your day better with everything they do but they can also piss you off by being too naive and with their moods. They are really confused and not deternined and that can be really annoying when picking somewhere to go or what to do.

Source: futurewriter2000

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Janis & Grace

Janis: [Later AM after] Janis: so what's the scoop Janis: did it work Grace: OMG so you're talking to me now? Janis: what can I say Janis: giving you time and space to get busy 👌 Grace: EW Grace: giving it to yourself babes 👌 Grace: but now you've worn him out, yeah? Janis: Hush Janis: this is your debrief, what you wasting time talking 'bout me for Janis: usually LOVE to chat on yourself, like 😏 Grace: duh it's waaaaaaaaaaaay more interesting Grace: I know how my night went Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: that good, yeah? Janis: he was actually unbearable Grace: that predictable Grace: boys always are Grace: I TOLD YOU! ugh Janis: well he obvs had his reasons for being there Janis: bet he was so butthurt Grace: honestly! he's sent me so many texts Grace: boy stop I'm taking the longest shower of my life & you aren't invited Janis: gross Janis: just her type Grace: OMG she's 😠😠😠 Grace: I can't even be annoyed at you for leaving & leaving me muted cos you two really went off 👏 Janis: Good Janis: she deserves it Janis: also glad it weren't a wasted evening 'cos not getting that time/braincells back, thanks ryan 😒 Grace: IKR Grace: living only for the content I can get out of him 🙄🙄 Janis: never off, you Grace: I don't have a cute white boy distracting me rn so sorry Janis: 💔💔 Janis: erm, tell mum and dad i'm going away for a bit will you Janis: cba Grace: LITERALLY Grace: it's tragic Grace: UM EXCUSE YOU WHAT? Grace: where are you going?? Janis: my heart bleeds for you, babe 😂 Janis: idk yet just away for a bit before dreaded School Grace: no it does not 🙄🙄 Grace: ugh that's so unfair Janis: this town is awash with 'em Janis: not all dick is attached to bigger dickheads, like Grace: OMG your boyfriend gave me that same speech Grace: 💕 Janis: Yeah Janis: rehearsed that, like 😑 Grace: 😂😂😂 Grace: are you literally going now?? Janis: oh yeah Janis: can you babysit Janis: meant to ask Grace: I repeat Grace: like now??! Or Janis: how many days we got left off? Grace: 2 if you're coming back when school starts Grace: but like why would you Janis: exactly Janis: so can ya then, only need to do it 'til they're back at School Grace: the sister too? Janis: she'll probably do her own thing, that's cool Janis: mainly the boy Grace: Phew! Grace: I can already tell she's not gonna like me Grace: 😱😱 Grace: but sure I said I would Janis: don't take it personal Janis: 👍 Janis: tell you when we're actually gone Grace: okay babes Grace: what's the deal with his dad tho Grace: I don't need that drama Janis: he's just a prick but he'll be at work Janis: I'll get Cass to agree to be back 'fore he is and you'll be sound Grace: sounds like just my type Grace: so that shouldn't be a problem Janis: ��� Janis: I think not Grace: oh please I'm joking Grace: not THAT desperate Grace: 👌👌👌 Janis: oh good, can stop moaning 'bout it then 😏 Grace: you're so rude Grace: I haven't even said anything Janis: I'm joking Janis: although Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: sure biitch Grace: Mia's been defeated you don't have to be nice to me anymore Grace: not that you were Janis: charming Janis: she's a 🐍 Janis: gotta cut her into at least 7 parts 'fore she's actually dead init Grace: duh Grace: but who has the time or the energy Janis: you 'til you find a white boy, apparently Grace: excuse you, you don't even believe I can count to 7 Grace: & I said CUTE there are white boys everywhere Grace: but that's like 🦄 Janis: know your standards aren't that high Grace: UM how dare you Janis: 😂 Janis: tell me I'm wrong Grace: I brought my ex to one party let me live Grace: & he brought me really so Grace: ugh Grace: 😱😱😱 Janis: what were you thinking Grace: I obvs wasn't Grace: he got me so drunk 🙄 Janis: he didn't just drop by of his own volition Janis: you were already pissed so Grace: CAN you NOT judge me thanks Grace: & don't even I was not Janis: yes you were Janis: don't lie Grace: OMG Grace: stop calling me a liar Grace: you always do Janis: well why bother Janis: you clearly were, I was talking to you Janis: it's more embarrassing acting like that was you sober Grace: why what did I do? Janis: at the party or in the conversation Janis: either way, don't matter now Grace: well it does if you're holding so much cringe against me or something Grace: what did I say before? obvs I was drunk at the party I said so Janis: nah, I ain't Janis: nothing you wouldn't say sober no doubt Grace: ugh fine Janis: why you wanna know so bad Janis: scroll if you wanna 💀 Grace: cos you're being a bitch to me over it Janis: 🙄 Janis: ain't I always Janis: what's new Grace: exactly Grace: so boring Grace: I'm sure there's something I've done more recently you can call me out over Janis: 💔 Janis: why would I do that Grace: you literally just said Grace: you always do Grace: what's new, babes Janis: nah Janis: I'd have to care, like you said, you're on mute Janis: you just like to feel #attacked Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: not today tho Grace: not now you need something Janis: ain't me Janis: you owe, we're cashing in Janis: simple as Grace: I don't owe you anything & you still want me to tell mum & dad for you Janis: don't then Janis: I don't care Grace: obvs Janis: what's your point Grace: my point is & was I was being nice to you Grace: & you're rude Janis: No, you weren't Janis: and you never are Janis: so likewise Grace: who's feeling #attacked now, hun Grace: cos I literally was Janis: so nice Janis: wow Janis: miss congeniality Janis: been friends with them too long, you've got no idea how to be nice, or what that even is Grace: I've got no idea how to talk to you cos I'm always on mute Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: doesn't stop you Janis: God loves a trier Grace: well excuse me Grace: I won't talk to you then fine Janis: okiedokie Janis: later Grace: just tell me when you're going Grace: or get your boyfriend to Janis: obviously Janis: I already said Grace: are you gonna tell mum & dad? Janis: no Janis: why would i Grace: cos they'll freak out if you just vanish duh Grace: send a text it's not like it's hard Janis: if you're concerned do it yourself Grace: OMG Grace: we literally have the chillest parents ever why do you want them to freak out Janis: if they're so chill then what's the issue Grace: you know what the issue is Grace: do you wanna be her now? Janis: 🙄 Janis: obvs Janis: never did fuck all to know where she was so it'll be fine Grace: that's not even close to being true Grace: they looked for her all the time Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: what, like it was hard Janis: sure Grace: what like it's hard to just tell them you're going? Grace: just stop being such a bitch Janis: nah Janis: just chill out, if you wanna bum 'em so hard Grace: I'm trying to help you, bitch Grace: ugh Janis: sure Janis: i'm doing what i want so how'd you work that one out Grace: sorry your boyfriend is apparently so boring you need the drama Grace: OMG Janis: what drama Janis: they're so chill so cool wow Janis: so lucky Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: get over it, grace, no one else gives a shit Grace: get over yourself first Grace: cos yeah they do Janis: wow parents of the year Janis: why don't you make them an award Grace: shut up Janis: when you're the only one that still cares and you still aren't the favourite Janis: sad times Grace: Rio's always gonna be the fave Grace: duh Janis: gotta make it seem intentional Grace: whatever Grace: I'm not bored enough ever to talk about our family dysfunction for this amount of time so Janis: piss off then? Janis: literally never trying to talk to any of you, least of all you Grace: you popped up in my inbox babes Grace: but nice try Janis: to cash a favour Janis: but good one Grace: you could have done that in 1 line Grace: why are you still here? Janis: omg please tell mummy and daddy Grace: please go away Janis: devastating Janis: so nice, you Janis: as nice as they are chill 🤞 Grace: you've told me repeatedly how nice I'm not Grace: so enjoy being right Janis: oh babes Janis: is sarcasm really lost on you Janis: genuinely didn't think you were that thick, awkward Grace: yeah sure tell me how stupid I am again Grace: we've reached that point in the convo Grace: fabulous Janis: Gotta try and make it stick Janis: working with with you're giving me here, very little Grace: why? you don't care & you never wanna talk to me so Janis: common good Janis: counts as community service Grace: sure Janis: are you so deluded you think I talk to you for some sense of fun Grace: I don't actually spend time trying to think about why you do anything anymore, babes Janis: 👌 Janis: dead convincing that Grace: too stupid to figure you out obvs Janis: awh Janis: too much of a cunt to care, more like it Grace: I care Grace: & according to you too much Grace: so like ?? Grace: try making sense Janis: try keeping up Janis: know the synapses are signed but come on Janis: singed* Grace: I just can't keep up with you, hun Grace: you're miles ahead duh Janis: does that make you feel good about yourself, yeah? Grace: oh please Grace: I never feel good about myself & we've covered that Janis: ugh shut up Janis: whine whine whine Janis: no wonder your ex would rather be looking at himself Grace: you wanna slag me off but I can't join in? Grace: typical Janis: we've all heard it a billion times Grace: same goes for everything you're saying rn so Grace: I've heard it more than a billion times from you Janis: and what? Janis: I don't care about your feelings, or how bored you pretend to be, is what you fail to grasp Grace: obvs Grace: tell me a few more times how much you don't care, yeah? Janis: I will Janis: there's literally nothing you can say, why are you still here Grace: Then stop talking to me OMG Janis: no Janis: make me Grace: I obvs can't Janis: yet I can ignore you, craziness Janis: that's what's so funny Grace: 👏 Grace: mhmm so funny that you don't care about anything but I care about you Grace: sure Janis: now you're getting it Grace: maybe I'm not entirely stupid Grace: phew Grace: what a relief like Janis: let's not get carried away Grace: 😂😂😂 Janis: cute though Grace: thanks so much Janis: do as you want anyway, tell 'em I've started on the meth if you reckon it'll kick 'em into action Grace: I'm not telling them anything Janis: good, we're on the same page for once Janis: hooray Grace: 👏 Janis: 🙌🎉 Grace: [is ignoring] Janis: [emojibombs her to blow her phone up] Grace: [somehow ignoring how annoying that is] Janis: can you tell your friend to get out my inbox Grace: no Janis: 🙄 Janis: save the backbone for her she's slagging you off Grace: I'm sure she is Janis: not Mia Janis: the other one Grace: like I said, I'm sure she is Janis: fuck's sake Janis: not much use alive are you Grace: not to you obvs Grace: mute her it's not difficult Janis: not to them if you aren't gonna play the game Janis: sort it out Grace: what do you think the game is? Grace: I annoyed Mia, as planned, of course they're all slagging me off Grace: duh Janis: yeah and you need to go grovel like you always do so you can be bffs forever Janis: this ain't my first rodeo either Grace: I don't need to do anything Grace: so if you'll excuse me Janis: I won't Janis: seriously, control your friends Grace: no thanks Janis: stop being such a useless cunt Grace: stop talking to me like that Grace: or ever preferably Grace: you agreed to help me, it's your problem if they're in your inbox too Janis: no, it ain't Janis: they're your problem Grace: no they're not Grace: they're muted on my phone rn Grace: I don't have a problem Janis: yeah singular is a bit pie in the sky Janis: for fuck sake, get it over with Grace: no thanks Janis: we get it, you're attention starved Janis: milk it all you want but keep it private, the rest of us don't need to see Mia throw you a bone Grace: 😂😂😂 Janis: how funny is it when that's exactly what you do though Janis: tears of a 🤡 Grace: 👌👌👌 Janis: this time'll be different, babes Janis: god bless Grace: makes no difference to you so get over it Janis: 😂 Janis: does though, as I've literally fucking stated so either sort your shit or just get it out of my fucking face, either way, I don't care Janis: I didn't sign up to deal with ou, I really didn't sign up to deal with them Grace: I'm not the one in your inbox, tell it to them if you're so affected Janis: listen, you fucking idiot Janis: they're not my business, I want nothing to do with them Grace: well me either rn so Janis: what part of, I don't fucking care about you do you not understand Janis: they're your friends, it's your mess, grow the fuck up and deal with it Grace: I'm just telling you why I'm not sorting them out for you Grace: but keep begging me to like Grace: like its so hard to handle for yourself Janis: You are Janis: end of story Grace: I'm really not Grace: I'm in this mess which you think is mine cos I was defending you Grace: why would I get into more drama with them to tell them to leave you alone? Grace: You've already told me I shouldn't have bothered in the first place Janis: I don't care about you, oh my God Janis: I don't care if you're exiled, it's your mess Janis: own it Grace: well I don't care if they're in your inbox so Janis: I don't care about your feelings or opinions Janis: this is all irrelevant Grace: then stop asking me to do you a favour Grace: shut them up yourself or don't Janis: it isn't a favour Janis: it's responsibility Grace: they aren't my responsibility Grace: so its not Janis: yes they are Janis: no one elese likes them Janis: you brought them here Grace: they aren't Grace: they're their own bitches making their own messes Janis: wow put it on a t-shirt Janis: in this case, they are Grace: no Grace: even if they were my friends I can't tell them what to do, they only listen to Mia Grace: & I'm not going to try cos they aren't Janis: 🎻 Grace: play it for yourself & your blown up inbox babes Janis: sort it out Grace: no Janis: you useless fucking bitch Grace: it didn't work the last time you said that Grace: but go off Janis: drop dead Grace: you wish Janis: you wish Janis: you pathetic wreck Grace: 😭😭😭 Janis: exactly Janis: invite your ex over again to make you feel loved Janis: then pretend you don't remember how he got there Grace: nice idea but no thanks he really didn't Janis: no shit Janis: not stopped you before Janis: like the Mia shit, you always revert to type, needy little cunt Grace: you're literally asking me to go back to her so you can have a clean inbox babes Grace: & I've said no Grace: deal with it Janis: yeah? Janis: because I don't care about you Janis: what? I want you to have nice friends 😂 Janis: I didn't help you for you, obviously, you know that Janis: at least Mia knows what the fuck she is Grace: go ask her to call them off then Grace: I'm sure she'd love to Grace: when she's done telling everyone she made you cry at the party obvs Janis: 💔 Janis: so tragic Janis: 'til 🤡 walked in right on cue Janis: no one's talking about me, not even Mia Janis: don't you just love that for you? Grace: you'd love that but she is Grace: they all are Janis: no, you've got them muted and I'm essentially in the group chat Janis: trust, all about you, graciekins Grace: you wish Grace: I've unmuted plenty of times Grace: over plenty of days Janis: wow ok harriet the spy Janis: get you Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: just tell your boyfriend I need his address when you sort out what the hell you're doing Grace: that way I can go back to ignoring you Janis: [address] Janis: there Grace: 👋 Janis: hope you die in a car crash! 👍 Grace: dream about it Grace: 💕 Janis: you wish anyone did Grace: I really don't Janis: convincing, again Grace: I'm not going to sit here & convince you that I don't actually want people to wish me dead Grace: sorry about it Janis: yeah 'cos that's what was meant Grace: yeah cos I care what you meant Janis: it's not about caring it's just basic comprehension, really Janis: but go off with that victim narrative you fit everything into Grace: but I'm so stupid tho babes, so sorry Grace: can't comprehend you & your mysterious ways Janis: nothing mysterious about it Janis: you wish though Janis: maybe all this means I really care, wouldn't that be lovely, n'awh Grace: but I love it so much how often you tell me you don't Grace: so no Janis: ew Janis: keep your dreams to yourself Grace: you first Grace: or you know, just keep telling everyone how much you'd love it if I died Grace: put it in the group chat for the girls 💕 Janis: ugh this conversation would be so much easier if you could read Janis: you're the only one that likes to be told still Janis: but that's just your wankbank material so, we get it Janis: times are tough for you rn Grace: but you don't care about my thoughts & feelings Grace: so its so considerate for you to do it anyway Grace: best sister award Janis: You're so lucky to have me Janis: get out the lollipop sticks, you're making more work for yourself Grace: mhhhhmmm Grace: I'll get the kid brother to do it, it's fine Janis: try not to scare him with all your problems Grace: thanks for the pro tip babes Grace: working on his big brother is it? Janis: you wish you knew Janis: sad times Grace: I do know, I had a front row seat for how 😍 he is Janis: you wish you knew how to do it, obviously Grace: yeah Grace: but I don't & you're not gonna tell me so Grace: I'll have to get over it Janis: such a drag when you're so #damaged and it ain't getting you all that enabling dick Janis: shame she ain't about to ask, such a pro Grace: IKR Janis: not that she ever talked to you so bit de ja vu init babes Grace: obvs Janis: 💔 truly Grace: tragic Janis: least you only have to pretend to be messed up over it now Grace: what a relief Janis: mhhhhmmm Janis: must've sucked to have actually given a shit about her Grace: did it? Grace: you're one of the only few of us who bothered Janis: nah Grace: glad you're not 💔💔💔 Janis: obviously Janis: you care SO much Janis: the nicest person to ever exist Grace: not about her tho Janis: like you said, no one did Grace: I said you did Grace: you're saying no one Janis: typical you to presume you know me Janis: unsurprised Grace: typical you pretend like I wasn't there Grace: unsurprised Janis: as if that was an option Janis: chatting shit Grace: you're so good at it now tho Grace: well done Grace: a real glow up Janis: you know Janis: still as annoying but less and less relevant the more you scream and cry Janis: lost any real power 'fore we were out of nappies but go of Janis: regression is very in now anyway, can't all be me Grace: sure Janis: 💔💔💔 Grace: are you done, my ex is here Grace: need to revert to type like now Janis: hope you polished the mirror like a good girl then Grace: not that one Grace: but thanks Grace: so many to choose from obvs Janis: they're all the same Janis: especially with how little of a shit they give about you Janis: cute, we should get jackets Grace: duh Janis: awh tell lewis jack aaron etc i said hi Grace: I would but none of them are talkers Grace: kinda the point Janis: thick gotta pick thick Janis: not exactly a stunning conversationalist, which is depressing, the amount you chat Grace: obvs Janis: well have a lovely time Grace: thanks Grace: 👋 Janis: ✌ Grace: 💋 Janis: it's obvious enough you're fucking me without that Grace: EW Grace: be weirder Janis: really out here playing dumb Janis: not much of a talker, hates you, loves themselves Janis: i know you bum ma and da but really, couldn't settle for daddy issues could you Grace: I AM dumb, babes Grace: & all of that you've said Grace: like I said, keep your dreams to yourself first please Janis: all of it's true Janis: gonna 💔 if you start pretending they love you, christ Grace: I'm not Grace: but love the warning Grace: so cute Janis: serious, you should come with a warning Janis: ready to ring up the samaritans on your behalf every time you pop up Grace: I do, it's that I'm related to you Grace: but I work around it Grace: don't waste their time when you don't care SO MUCH babes, it's really rude Janis: that's adorable Janis: if only people disliked you 'cos of me, oh bless Janis: they give less of a shit, trust Grace: It's a warning for boys, isn't it? Grace: plenty of them think I'm like you, trust Janis: 😱 Janis: omg, boys don't like me Janis: better go commit Janis: you're the one surrounded by girls, my love Grace: but you're so wifed Grace: so you'll have to go on living or what would that poor barista boy do? Janis: again, you wish Grace: I really don't but you are Grace: he's gonna be so sad when you stop caring about him Janis: yeah, too nice for you Janis: real bummer being so in love with me, you poor thing Grace: it is for him, yeah Janis: you've puked in front of him once and now you're besties Janis: this is how we ended up here, raise the bar Grace: I wish we were cos of how much you'd hate it but sadly no Janis: 💔 Janis: as I said, you wish Janis: revelation, Gracie wants what's mine Grace: 😂😂😂 Grace: like you said, he's too nice for me, hun Janis: doesn't stop you thinking you deserve better Janis: so hard done by Grace: oh please Janis: my sentiments exactly Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: have fun wherever you're going Janis: obviously Grace: bye Janis: yeah yeah Grace: so I can't even say bye now? Grace: fine Janis: say what you like Janis: likewise Grace: whatever Janis: fine Janis: 😂 Grace: [is ignoring again cos really stop Grace you aren't gonna get anywhere] Janis: [later] Janis: k we're leaving Janis: can you come now for a few hours Janis: he's back at 6:30 so Cass said she'll be back 6:15 latest Grace: sure Janis: tah Janis: gotta get [bus number] that's quickest Grace: do I have to feed her or something? what kind of tween is she? Grace: some of them can do everything & some nothing Janis: she ain't Mia, she eats Janis: she was gonna get maccies so don't worry 'bout her Grace: 👌 Janis: wait 'round 'til you're here, give you key and all that shit Janis: try not to see his dad, yeah, he dunno so Grace: I'll get the boy to drop me so I won't be long Grace: like 10 Janis: gross Janis: but cool Grace: what about the dog? Grace: you didn't mention it Janis: we're taking it Grace: thank god Janis: yeah you aren't good with dogs so no Grace: literally Janis: yet you begged for one 'til like last year Grace: did you need to have a dig at me? Grace: so rude Janis: just saying, a pugs life is hard enough without you wanting to shove it in a bag Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: I don't even want a pug it's cruel Janis: now maybe Janis: 13 year old you couldn't be told shit Grace: ever maybe excuse you very much Grace: god, leave me alone Janis: whatever Grace: what time does he go to work in the AM? Janis: 6 Janis: they'll be asleep 'til later though, come 'round like 9 and then Cass can go do what she wants for the day Grace: k Janis: you're not all fucking Janis: messy are you Janis: don't scare him Grace: you're such a bitch Grace: I wouldn't do that Grace: he's a kid Janis: well if he's still there you've only just finished christ Janis: don't rip my head off, you're the one doing all this shite Grace: I said I'd do this first Grace: so fuck you Janis: whatever Janis: if you're gonna be a fucking trainwreck I ain't gonna let you Grace: if I was a trainwreck I wouldn't be coming Janis: we'll see, won't we Grace: whatever Janis: not whatever, it's serious Janis: he's 6, he can't just be left with anyone Grace: I told you, I'm fine Grace: if you don't want me to show up I won't Janis: not like I have a choice Janis: don't fuck it up Grace: don't talk to me like that Janis: if you're gonna have an attitude, don't come Grace: k I won't Grace: makes no difference to me Janis: exactly Janis: don't Grace: 👌👌👌 Janis: I I was you Janis: I would not be there when I get back Grace: wasn't planning on it now my night's opened up babes Janis: I mean it Janis: you've had a fair warning so stay the fuck outta my eyeline and earshot Grace: so do I Grace: better things to do now I'm not waiting on you to tell me to come over thanks Janis: what, like letting another ex degrade you or texting back your friends who hate you? Janis: you're a fucking joke that was never funny and now Grace: none of your business Grace: literally ever Grace: but actually I only kept him around this long so he could drive me cos I knew you'd tell me to come with one foot out the door Grace: so glad I bothered Janis: sure, blame me for riding your ex when you could've got the bus like any normal person, princess Janis: what the hell is wrong with you? Grace: I'm telling you why he was still here cos you're apparently convinced I'd turn up in idk what kind of state Grace: like I'm her now, okay Janis: This was a stupid idea Janis: he doesn't know you, what you're like Grace: it was your idea, I just agreed to it Janis: no, it was his Janis: but I shouldve said no from the off, you can't be trusted Grace: but I can, babes Grace: you just don't like the idea of that Janis: like fuck can you Janis: you're a mess Grace: you wish Grace: I could do this, you just don't want me to Janis: why would I? Grace: cos if you did you could go Grace: & I know you want that Janis: well I want you around less Grace: fine Grace: I'm not Janis: Good Grace: tell your boyfriend we can work something else out since I still owe him Janis: fuck off Janis: this is what I don't want Janis: go away, no one owes anyone anything Grace: not true Grace: but whatever Janis: true, do one Janis: get it out of your fucking head Grace: like I said, whatever Janis: tell me when you've gone Grace: I am gone obvs Grace: I'm in a car Janis: Good Janis: I can leave Grace: sure can Janis: I'm not forgiving you for this Grace: you hate me anyway what do I care? Grace: you're gonna be more of a bitch Grace: wow Janis: do you not understand what you've actually done Janis: I can't be around your or I'm scared I'm going to genuinely hurt you Janis: cut the bullshit for one second 'cos this is real Grace: then don't be around me Grace: it's your own fault that I'm not doing this Grace: you could be on your way to wherever Janis: Yeah, 'cos going is really an option now Janis: you're not that stupid Grace: I'll come over now if you stop being such a bitch about it Grace: but you literally never can Grace: you'd rather act like it's my fault cos I hung out with a boy who I've fucked a few times for a few hours Grace: nothing even really happened Janis: I'm not interested Janis: it's too late now it's ruined Grace: you want it to be too late Grace: it's literally not Grace: I'm saying Janis: well funnily enough this isn't about you Janis: he's not gonna wanna go Grace: did he say that? Janis: I don't know Janis: you think I can listen Grace: Janis, get a fucking grip Grace: he loves you he obvs wants to go Janis: well I just told him we couldn't Grace: so un-tell him Grace: OMG Janis: oh yeah, that's not insane Grace: you're insane if you don't go, bitch Grace: what did you say for why you couldn't go? Janis: idk, just that we couldn't, end of Grace: so tell him I got held up but I'm omw Grace: he can be mad at me what do I care Grace: he looks cute like that Janis: piss off Janis: fine Grace: you're not gonna like hit me when I get there, are you? Janis: no Janis: get a head start if you're that concerned Grace: I'm just asking Janis: just Janis: thanks Janis: alright Grace: ew stop Janis: don't start Grace: don't thank me Grace: I'm not doing it for you Janis: whatever Grace: I told mum & dad Grace: so you might wanna put dad on mute Grace: just saying Janis: knew you would Janis: fair enough Janis: noted Grace: that's not for you either so don't like thank me again Grace: so weird Janis: I know on that one Grace: sure Grace: do I get a where now or are you just going? Janis: you gonna tell them that too Grace: ew Grace: no Grace: you know mum would drive there or something cringe Grace: I'd die of second hand embarrassment Janis: Good luck to her Janis: just gonna see how far we can get Grace: really? Grace: or is that what you're telling me cos you think I'm gonna tell everyone Janis: yeah and I wanna seem dead cool Janis: of course really Grace: everyone in this family would 👏 that Grace: so free spirited of you babes Janis: 🙄 Janis: don't give a shit Janis: hopefully we get murdered so I don't have to hear the 👏 Grace: I'm not telling them so you won't have to Grace: so don't get murdered Grace: okay? Janis: not sure it's a negotiation sitch Janis: do my best Grace: yeah Grace: I'm like 10 away again so Janis: alright Janis: we're out front 🚬 so I'll see you Grace: ew Grace: of course you are Janis: what do you mean of course I've never smoked Grace: bitch please Grace: I'm stupid, not oblivious Janis: well recently but I ain't a smoker Grace: didn't ask Grace: if you wanna not be as good of a runner that's not my buisiness Janis: 🙄 Janis: bitch please Grace: 🙄 Grace: ugh why do boys HAVE TO talk so much Grace: just drive Janis: 😂 Janis: if that wasn't typed I wouldn't believe I'd just heard that right Janis: probably 'cos you don't wanna talk to him? Grace: I don't wanna hear how AMAZING it'd be if I gave him a blowjob rn Grace: boy no I don't want to die Janis: you better get off the phone to me if you're doing that Grace: that's what I'm saying tho Grace: not happening Grace: me in a car crash is your dream, babes Grace: also I'm so close to barista boy's house, is that a compliment or can he only last a minute? 🤔 Janis: idk who it even is so I can't tell you Janis: you should know surely Grace: I just remembered the answer Grace: & why he's an ex Janis: grim 😏 Grace: lowkey need out of this car before he gets more highkey Grace: ugh Janis: you really shoulda got the bus Grace: bus drivers creep me out Grace: they're always staring at me like I'm walking around with my boobs out Grace: ew Grace: at least I know this perv Janis: at least there's witnesses on the bus Janis: and a company to complain to if you're feeling it Grace: OMG don't Grace: I'm having the worse day if this is my last one Janis: it be like that Janis: not often having a banging one Janis: 'less you plan to OD or have a heartattack fucking a stripper or something Grace: I know you'd LOVE for me to be murdered but can you not please Janis: well quick gimme his name and license Grace: UM no Grace: let's keep it at you not knowing who he is, thanks Janis: you would rather be murdered Janis: also I'll see when he drops you off 'less you're gonna make him park a road over like an embarrassing mum Grace: tbh Grace: & yeah I so am Janis: you're a nutter Janis: idgaf Grace: exactly Grace: so you're just gonna be a bitch Grace: & I can't even rn so Janis: so Janis: you don't lurve him, clearly Grace: that makes it worse Grace: duh Janis: you'd rather I slag off the love of your life Janis: I mean, do, on the reg Grace: I could defend that Grace: not spending a whole afternoon with this boy just cos I don't wanna be alone Grace: there's nothing I can say about that Janis: meh same Janis: least you ain't going away for a minibreak Grace: the fact you can say that like its a bad thing is why I don't ever wanna know you Janis: 🙄 you're so dramatic Janis: we're bonding, bitch Grace: oh excuse me, you get to miss school with a cute boy & it's such a drag Grace: & he loves you can't forget that Janis: he does not Janis: behave Grace: he so does Grace: the most dramatic 😍😍😍 I've ever seen Janis: probably just wants road head init Grace: 😂 Grace: thanks for not shagging him in the middle of the restaurant tho, really appreciate that, babes Janis: ryan was putting me right off Janis: didn't do it/not do it for you, obvs Grace: you were doing the opposite of putting him off so obvs Grace: idk how many times he asked me to sit on his lap Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: 🤢 Janis: woulda had to drag you off on principle Grace: I should've to crush him Grace: v tempting Grace: but killing him was not the mission sadly Janis: really gotta call it a day 'fore she gets you in on a murder pact Janis: fuck telling ma and da, tell someone who'll actually do something about it, like Grace: oh so you want him to live a long & productive life, okay Janis: not about him Janis: you would not do well in prison Grace: you should be encouraging me to go then Grace: duh Janis: nah Janis: imagine the letters you'd write Janis: no hair straighteners, no make up Grace: at least I wouldn't have to stress about my prison wife being prettier than me Grace: so might be 😍😍😍 Janis: you've got plenty experience being someone's bitch, true Janis: if you wanna come out, just do it, btw Grace: I told you, I can't Grace: would love to Janis: 😂 Janis: every girl you know is a massive bitch, I don't see how it'd be any better Grace: I wouldn't date any of them ew Grace: I don't even like them Grace: as friends Janis: you're so weird Grace: you're so rude Grace: I'm not weird Janis: you don't like your friends, how is that normal Grace: It's normal of everyone I know Grace: none of us like each other Janis: Mental Grace: 🤷 Janis: have you considered Janis: not Grace: babes, do you wanna be more specific? Janis: not being friends with people you hate Grace: obvs Janis: annnnd Grace: and what? Grace: you know what the answers are Janis: why though Grace: like I said, you know so Janis: I don't know why you would Janis: well Janis: maybe Grace: you so do Grace: & we don't need to go into it when I'm stuck in a car with this boy, do we? Janis: whatever Janis: i'm easy Grace: I know Grace: but if you don't want me to show up a mess don't upset me Grace: 🤷 Janis: bit rude Janis: you just called me a slag Grace: you wish Janis: yeah lifelong ambition that Janis: dead wanna follow in ma's footsteps Grace: yeah obvs Grace: really get that vibe from you Janis: you get what I give ya, babe Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: you know it's true Grace: I didn't say it wasn't Janis: hmm Janis: d'ya reckon if I 'turn Mia, Drew would fuck her to death? 🤔 Grace: not something I wanna think about thanks Grace: ew Janis: you were all about the murder plots five seconds ago Grace: but he's so old & she's so bad in bed Grace: I can't Janis: 1. he isn't really is he, he's not even 40 yet Janis: 2. know you're hating but going that hard sounds like you have firsthand so Grace: 👌👌👌 fine he's sooo gross whatever Grace: & you think I do anyway & I'm talking to you rn so Janis: meh probably would Janis: just an FYI so you don't get a callout post on your callout post Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Grace: can you not I'm trying to direct an idiot who has already gone the wrong way twice Janis: that's how he passed Janis: #roadhead Grace: mhmm Grace: I'm getting out this is stupid Grace: ugh Janis: that was funny, coulda laughed, bitch Grace: you don't know I didn't LOL Grace: & I'll never tell you bitch Janis: woulda heard you from here Grace: it wasn't that funny babe Grace: I'm not gonna go that hard Janis: inside voice who? Janis: your fault diego is deaf, btw Grace: RUDE! Janis: 😂 Grace: it's so freezing Grace: how are you just outside casually Janis: 🙄 Janis: just tough like that, obvs Grace: sure Janis: 'scuse you bitch Grace: excuse me why Janis: don't deny it Grace: literally did not Janis: you've got such an attitude problem you know Janis: I blame the parents Grace: just blame me Grace: it's how this goes, hun Janis: your hard on for them is unbearable Grace: I'll add it to the things Janis hates about me list Grace: thanks so much Janis: seriously Janis: it's not natural Grace: I'm not normal or natural now, okay Janis: okay zooey Janis: calm down Grace: no Janis: ick Grace: 🤷 Janis: you're real gross, graciekins Grace: keep repeating yourself babes Grace: nobody's over it or anything Janis: know you hate yourself but refering to yourself as nobody is a bit touched Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: you here yet ugh Grace: I'm walking get over it Grace: if you can't see me I'm obvs not Janis: hurry up good god Janis: places to be Janis: lorry drivers to suck off Grace: shut up & I could Janis: could you Grace: OMG Grace: leave me alone Janis: 😂 Janis: ⏲ Grace: do you want me to turn around & go home? Janis: you don't get to hold it over me, your idea Janis: chipchop Grace: I can do whatever I want Janis: ooh Janis: go on then Grace: fine Grace: bye Janis: 👋 Grace: 👋 Janis: DID YOU THINK THAT'D WORK Janis: genuine question Grace: I don't know or care what you're talking about Grace: I'm just genuinely going home so Janis: bless your heart Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: you better not be Janis: he's all worked up ow and YOU said you wouldn't do that to a kid Grace: fight me later, babes Grace: I'm tired Janis: fuck off, Grace Grace: literally am Janis: get in here now Janis: this isn't a game Grace: stop treating me like a pawn then, bitch Janis: hurry up Janis: stop timewasting Grace: stop talking to me like that Janis: whatever Grace: not even Janis: fuck sake cry about it later Janis: you owe Jimmy, not me Grace: feel free to tell him I still do cos you can't stop being a bitch for 2 seconds Janis: shup up Janis: you're so pissy Grace: exactly Grace: I'm in no mood for you being so rude to me for literally no reason rn Janis: I'm not gonna lick you out for doing something you have promised to do Janis: get over it and we'll be done here Grace: you get over it Grace: cos I'm over you treating me like this all the time Janis: uhuh Grace: so I'm not coming & you can deal with that Janis: 👍 Grace: 👌 Janis: well tah for nothing, you massive cunt Janis: and I've changed my mind, I am going to hit you if I see you Janis: ✌ Grace: you're so welcome Grace: & I'm unsurprised Janis: Don't come anywhere near me I swear to God Grace: why would I? Grace: I turned around once for you already & now I have to find someone else to pick me up Janis: good thing you've disappointed half the lads in school then isn't it Janis: plenty of potential pity rides Grace: yeah Janis: disgusting Grace: 🙄🙄🙄 Janis: you reckon you hate yourself but you don't enough Janis: actually vile Grace: noted Janis: seriously fuck you Janis: I can't have one thing Grace: & I can't have 5 seconds without you slagging me off Grace: so Janis: boo fucking hoo Janis: it isn't even comparable you selfish bitch Grace: so devastated for you that you can't leave Janis: it isn't just that are you so fucking Janis: forget it Janis: actually give up on you but I mean it Grace: fine by me Grace: you're horrible to me anyway Janis: at least I fucking notice you cunt Janis: who else does, no one Grace: yeah cos that's the attention I want Grace: thanks Janis: well poor fucking you with all your fake friends and boyfriends Janis: you can go back to feeling better about it when I have no one again, status quo Grace: I'll happily take all of that over a second of you being real about how you hope I die or whatever Janis: no shit Janis: I know Grace: obvs Grace: you know everything, yeah Janis: shut the fuck up Janis: this isn't about you Janis: you don't get to ruin the one thing I have and have a pity party like I should care Grace: no, it's about you freaking out that your boyfriend's gonna leave you Janis: fuck you, seriously Grace: I hope he does if this is how horrible you're gonna be Janis: well you can't have everything Janis: sorry, princess Grace: I don't have anything duh Grace: you've said it enough times Janis: bullshit Janis: I've told you, I'm not feeling sorry for you Grace: literally wasn't asking Grace: but it makes no sense to tell me I can't have everything & also tell me I have nothing Grace: so like Grace: figure out your insults Janis: you always are because you're pathetic Janis: I ain't got time Janis: some of us still have places to be Grace: sure babes Grace: me too Janis: difference between me and you is, I actually do it, Grace Janis: can tell the 'rents the danger factor is amped up if you still reckon you care Grace: I was actually trying to help you & I'm so glad I bothered so guess what no Janis: 💔 Grace: obvs Grace: save it for the former barista Janis: you really are that stupid Janis: you think I'm still there or Janis: you get to ruin my life and not even understand what the fuck you've done, yeah, why not Grace: I don't care where you are, you still love him anyway Janis: shut the fuck up Grace: why should I? you won't ever Janis: because you don't get to take it away and fucking talk on it like you have any idea Grace: I can do whatever I like Grace: you're that stupid if you think he's not gonna come after you Grace: wherever you've gone Janis: No, he won't Janis: but you wouldn't know that or why 'cos you don't know a thing about it Grace: Unless you've killed him, yeah he will Janis: really 'cos it's me that's had this conversation with him, not you Janis: thanks, truly Grace: oh so you think he's that stupid too Grace: you really know how to treat people, babes Janis: no because he's got his own fucking issues, Grace and you've forced my hand so yeah, now I've had to do something really fucked Grace: I haven't forced you into anything Grace: you did it Janis: bullshit Janis: I wanted to go with him and because of you I'm going alone, you can't deny it 'cos if you'd just fucking did what you said you would then he'd be here too Grace: Take responsibility for yourself, Janis Grace: You're going alone cos you treat people like shit and expect them to just take it Grace: I didn't make you leave him there Grace: you could've stayed with him easily, what he wants is to be with you Janis: you aren't people Grace: what's he though? you love him & you did that Janis: fuck you and fucking easily as if you've ever had a real relationship with anyone, and I don't just mean lads Janis: how dare you lecture me Grace: yeah sure make it about me cos you can't handle what you just did Grace: you could've just stopped being a bitch to me & it would have fixed this Grace: you could've stayed with him like you want instead of running away Janis: well no I couldn't or I would have Grace: then don't blame me Janis: it's your fault Janis: I can't make it any clearer Grace: it's your own fault Janis: no, it's yours Janis: you get treated like shit because that's how you treat me and expect a fucking groveling thanks Grace: I don't even Grace: & I didn't expect any thanks just not for you to make me feel like shit for a second Janis: you always feel like shit Janis: and you want it to be my fault but it ain't Grace: yeah so that makes it okay for you to add to it Grace: sure Grace: the things you say & do are your fault, babe Grace: even when you want them to be mine Janis: you're incapable of doing anything and not making it about yourself Grace: well I'm sorry Grace: all I've got is myself & I can't do this with you anymore Janis: no you're not Grace: yeah I am Janis: well save it Janis: one thing Janis: and it wasn't even me asking Grace: it was still you that ruined it Grace: for yourself Janis: if you like Grace: I don't Grace: but it's what's happened Janis: know negging is super effective on you but I'm not buying it Grace: I don't care Janis: I know Janis: so stop pretending you do Grace: I'm not pretending, I told you I can't do this with you anymore Grace: I'm not Grace: stay away, come back, I don't care Janis: lovely Grace: just actually leave me alone Janis: like I've said, this isn't about you Grace: & like I've said, I do not care Janis: sure Grace: I'm muting you now Janis: I sincerely don't care Janis: you are the last thing on my mind Grace: so glad Grace: 👋 Janis: if you were, you wouldn't feel the need to say it Janis: so go and stay gone because I have no energy for you now Grace: [is ignoring cos nothing more I can even say at this point]

[bobowhooo]

Potent Savages

Genre : Thriller/Angst/Trigger Warningssss/Smutty/Exo, oc, and blackpink gang au.

Summary : Not everyone is cut out for this fast paced kind of lifestyle, but for these young, rich, savages, it’s second nature.

Chapter 7 : When the wolf is a sheep

                                 My love will never die. No matter what happens.

I laughed loudly at carmelo as he told someone off on the phone. 

“And you tell them to get off their fucking fat asses!” he ended and hung up angrily, Smiling at me shortly after.

“Woo! encore!” i said like an excited baby. He leaned toward me and stole a kiss i invited. 

My mind hasn’t changed. Im still chasing the paper just like before. So operation debauch is still afloat. 

Today will consist of Kai, d.o., lay, and some others flying out to switzerland and other places carmelo hides his money. While i stay here and play keep away. My job sounds easy enough right? Well try spending hours with siwon, who seems to be carmelo’s best fucking friend. Oh and if that isn’t bad enough baekhyun is still working on ms.threesome, which means i see him more often then i would like to. Im not hurting, im not angry, i feel nothing, as always. I just want to take carmelo’s money then shoot him in the temple for having me followed.

“Are you ready?” carmelo asked, snapping me out of my thoughts as my demeanor almost slipped into the abyss.

“Huh? oh, let me just get my purse.” i said to him with a smile. 

Im sporting a long sleeve crop top blouse, with tight jeans and point tip heels, deciding to go for pearls instead of my usual diamonds, also putting my hair in a style that screamed “im better than you bitch”, which was no easy task.

When i came back carmelo’s driver stood there with a smile at the door as he walked out to the car and i looked at him up and down, wondering if he ever followed me before. 

I pouted as i let my curiosity get the best of me. 

“Siwon-ah?”

“What do you think you’re doing!?”

“Eh? taking aya to brunch.”

“And baekhyun is going to be there!?”

“Yes, is that a problem?”

“A big one! How many times do i have to tell you not to have her around him for long periods of time you piece of shit!?”

“What the hell siwon! Chill out and stop being a jealous prick! She not going to get back together with him!”

“And how the hell do you know that!?”

“I just know! look i have to go. We can talk again later.”

“Just remember you fuck, i own you and aya, and i promise you, on my own soul, if you fuck this up for me, i will make you regret ever coming out of your own mothers cunt, you understand!?”

“Yes.”

“Yes what, idiot?”

“Yes sir.”

I looked at the driver in shock as i stood at the door. 

“So you’re saying almost everyone that works for him has stalked me!? what the fuck.”

“Yes, i am afraid so.”

I was feeling more anger than i have in awhile, if i keep this up i will explode. 

I took a deep breathe, trying not to strangle the man in front of me.

“I have to give you all props though, i didn’t know shit.” i scoffed.

The driver put his hand toward the door ready for me to leave and i scowled at him. 

This day is a bitch already.

“si yeon-ah!” i said excitedly. “It’s so good to see you!”

“I can say the same! i see you dyed your hair, i love it, the blonde looks so good on you!” she replied while holding onto my arms happily. 

We both were standing by our reserved table at a place called sky cafe, known for having the best view of the city. The view is okay. I guess im not really interested. 

“Carmelo took a call before i came in, he will be here shortly.” i said as we both took our seats.

“Same with-oh never mind.” si yeon smiled at something behind me and my shoulders slumped a bit.

“Hey babe.” i heard baekhyun say as he walked up to our table. 

My eyes widened when i looked at his new appearance. It’s only been a week since i have seen him and already his hair is different and his outfit is something i never knew he would even buy. It’s like he wants me to feel like i never knew him. And he’s doing a good job, because the guy standing before me.

I don’t know him. 

I turned my head away from him not wanting to feel anything but nothing at this moment. I started to stare at the wall because it seemed better than staring at baekhyun, 

“Hi aya.”

“Hi.” i said coldly still looking at the wall. I hear him take a seat before the door of the cafe opened abruptly.

“sorry about that, no more business calls, i promise.” carmelo said as he kissed my cheek and sat down.

“So, how is taeyeon?” si yeon blurted out probably feeling my tense aura at the moment.

“She’s great! soon she is going to have a trip overseas, somewhere i can keep an eye on her, and give her job at a place i own. I don’t know yet. Maybe paris.”

I whipped my head around to look at him with wide eyes. 

Taeyeon going on a trip is the most perfect thing that could happen to help the operation move quicker and much more smooth.

“Oh really? i didn’t know about that.”

“Oh? i thought i told you already.”

His answer sparked a suspicion in my head and my eyebrow raised.

Is he lying?

“Paris huh? that’s quite the place. It sounds perfect for her!” si yeon spoke excitedly as the waiter came to take our orders.

“Uhmm i need to go use the restroom, order me whatever.” i said before getting up. 

I need to get suho on the phone asap.

I busted in the ladies room looking in the stalls for feet before i whipped my phone out.

“Come on suho.” i said as the line rung in my ear.

“Aya?”

“Suho, we need to fall back a bit, carmelo is acting a bit suspicious.”

“Suspicious? how?”

“He said taeyeon is planning on going on a trip, but i didn’t know anything about it and i have been with the two of them all day for the past two weeks.”

“So?”

“Are you really going to sit there and act like that isn’t shady? With the way those two are i should know every damn detail by now. They aren’t the type to just leave something like this out of a conversation.”

“Hmm. I will admit, you do make a point. But at the same time it’s a bit far fetched.”

“No. No it isn’t. Im telling you suho something is up. We need to fall back.”

“Okay, because i trust you aya, i will tell everyone to wait awhile before executing the next step. But im not going to have them fly back.”

“That’s enough, i guess.”

“Alright, now if you will excuse me, jisoo is giving me the death eyes, so i have to go.”

“Jisoo!? You guys are on a date?! Finally?!”

I heard a sigh before the line cut off and i made a stank face at the phone.

“Prick.” i said to my self before turning to leave the bathroom.

When the door opened baekhyun lifted his head up as his face was void of expression.

“Oh god.” i mumbled. “What do you want?”

“I felt it too, i think he was lying.”

Well now im sure he is.

“i just wanted to say be careful.”

“Fuck you.”

His face scrunched up at my comment.

“Don’t be rude, i am trying to be nice.”

“Oh? after dropping me for little to no reason at all. Self destructive piece of shit,”

“Bite me.” he turned his head not looking at me anymore.

I scoffed. “You know what it doesn’t matter what you did. Im done with you, because if you truly fucked with me, you would have heard me out, and gave me the benefit of the doubt. But instead you took the incident and ran with it.”

He scoffed back at me. “I saw everything!” he yelled

We both widened our eyes and looked around.

“I saw everything, siwon showed me the security footage of the vip room. I saw your tattoo, and the devilish way you move your hips when you’re riding it. I saw it all aya. So stop lying to my face, god damn it!” he hissed at me, practically screaming at it’s lowest level.

“Siwon! why do i keep hearing his name everywhere! don’t fucking believe him, the tape was probably a fake!”

“Probably?”

Shit.

“Ugh! forget it! Believe what you want! i know what i did. And from this point on, i don’t want you back either.” I looked at him coldly.

Siwon obviously showed him something fake. But why would he go to such lengths? 

ugh, i don’t have time to think about it right now.

I walked away without giving him a chance to say anything else. Im not going to continue to be hurt by him.

Because that’s not who i am.

“FUCK!” carmelo yelled and stood up out of his chair. I ran towards him with a fake concerned look on my face.

“What! What is it!” i yelled at him in a false tone of scared.

“My bank in switzerland. It’s been robbed!”

But suho said-

“Aya we’re leaving, now!” carmelo grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the cafe in a state of panic. 

“Aya wait!” baekhyun said running out of the restroom area with wide eyes. Si yeon looked at him in confusion as i did the same.

what the hell is going on!?

I was thrown into the car and carmelo rushed in after me.

“Carmelo, what is going on!?”

“Someone is stealing from me, i have to find paris and go to taeyeon.”

“What!?”

“I mean i have to find taeyeon and go to paris!? shit who would do this to me!?”

me.

“I don’t know!”

“Are you sure!?”

“Excuse me!?” 

I give him props for suspecting me but like, don’t do me.

“I didn’t do shit!” i yelled at him.

“Oh? i don’t see why not, you have no other reason to be with me. Money whore.”

He’s right about that so i can’t be too mad.

“What the fuck carmelo!”

“Am i so wrong for not believing you!?”

“Stop that! Im not a liar!” i yelled at him feeling the hurt from another time someone didn’t believe me. “Despite what you think, despite how crazy i am, im genuine.” my eyes burned but i’ll take my own life before i cry in font of this man.

My head started to spin as i felt so vulnerable. Why has things been this way? i have went through worse, so why am i acting like a little bitch now? Did love really penetrate my iron walls this badly.

“Prove it.” carmelo said as he pulled me in for a hug. I invited the feeling without thinking, trying to imagine this is the comfort i needed.

“How?” i said to him as my head dug into his neck.

“Run away with me and taeyeon.”

“Suho fix this now!!” i yelled as i ran through the house.

I left the sky cafe right after aya did. There is something up. And suho needs to fix it.

“What is it now!?” suho came running down the spiral stairs with only his boxers on and jisoo followed him in just as much panic and sporting suho’s bed sheet.

I face palmed myself feeling so drained by their current appearance.

“Suho what the fuck did you do?”

“Omg, what is up with everyone today!? can i catch a damn break!? i didn’t do anything all day, nothing business related at least.”

I cringed but stayed focused.

“Suho! don’t fuck with me i know aya called you and told you to slow down on the next part of the plan!”

“And i did! If i didn’t do you think i would be standing here looking like an idiot in my underwear!?”

“Hey! i like those underwear!” jisoo yelled only because everyone else is.

“Awww, thanks cupcake.”

“If you told everyone to slow down then what the fuck is going on?”

“Wait, what are you talking about baekhyun?”

“You’re telling me none of us messed with any of his money yet?”

“That’s exactly what im saying baekhyun. What the fuck are you saying.”

“Oh no no no no.” my eyes burned as everything started to piece together in my head. 

“B-baekhyun are you crying!?” Chanyeol yelled as he ran down the stairs towards me. I stood frozen, feeling so weak for not seeing the truth. Feeling so weak that i almost don’t have enough strength to breath.

“Baekhyun! Baekhyun! snap out of it! What happened baekhyun!”

chanyeol shook me by my shoulders but i was still out of it.

His face filled with hurt and concern before suho ran over and turned me towards him.

“Snap out of it!” suho yelled and slap the living day lights out of me. I fell to the from his force and stayed there.

How could i let this happen. How could i do this to her, to myself? Why am i so stupid. Aya was right. Im a self destructive piece of shit. I thought people like me don’t deserve happiness. That’s why i destroy anything that made me happy. Because im a coward. Too afraid to watch something good end without it being on my own terms. But i won’t do that to myself. I said i wanted to give aya everything she deserves and nothing less. And im not giving up like that. Even if people like me don’t deserve happiness. We always take what we want by force and fight to keep it. Without remorse.

I got up from my hands and knees feeling like myself again. I looked at everyone that ran down stairs and stood around me when i was on the floor.

“Are you okay?” jisoo asked gripping the sheet around her harder.

“I think so.” i replied to her and ran a hand through my hair. “We need to find aya. Asap.”

Chanyeol’s eyes widened at me and he roughly grabbed my shoulder. “You lost her or something!?”

“I think i did yeol.” i looked at him in the eyes like a man. “But i swear i will find her.”

Jisoo grabbed my arm, her face heated in anger. 

“What the hell does that mean!?”

“That mea-”

My phone ringing cut me off and i quickly took it out of my pocket.

Please be aya. Please. It has to be her.

“Hi playboy.” 

“Who is this?” i hissed harshly into the phone.

“Oh? you don’t know my voice? I thought you would automatically remember the guy that showed you what a cheating slut aya is.”

“Siwon.” jisoo gripped on her sheet and bit her lip after i called out his name, anger taking over her every feature.

“You rememberrr.” he said sweetly, taunting me.

“What the fuck do you want?”

“Whoa, watch your tone playboy.”

“Fuck you.”

“Fuck me huh? sure, maybe your little princess will watch us.”

I gagged a little before i heard my favorite pet name. 

“Where is she!?”

“She’s right here playboy, aya baby, do you want to say something to the boy?”

My palms started to sweat harder when he went silent for a second.

“Baekhyun! Whatever you do don’t come to the airport! Ple-” aya’s voice rung through the phone as i stood frozen. She was cut off by something i couldn’t really hear, which only made me feel worse. 

“You hear that playboy. She wants you to come to the airport.” 

“I swear on my soul and everything i love, I will destroy your very being when i get my hands on you.”

“Wanna bet?” 

“You just stay right there you bastard. Im coming to rip your balls off with my own two hands.”

“I’ll text you the details baby, in the meantime, i will wait patiently for my balls to ripped off playboy,”

The line cut off after his sentence and i felt like i was going to cry again.  

Jisoo roughly grabbed onto my shirt as the sheet covering her fell and showed iff her half naked body.

“Find her you bastard! Find her or i will decapitate you, I swear!” she yelled at me harshly. “Why are you just standing here!” she started to scream and hit me while she was crying. 

Is this my fault?

I looked at all of us that were left. Since half of us are in different countries it’s going to be a tight stretch. But that’s not stopping me at all. We need a sniper and then i think we can pull this off. We can get aya back. 

I can get aya back.

My eyes went to the girl crying on the floor half naked. 

“Do you know how to handle a sniper jisoo?”

The sun started to hide from us and soon the moon would watch all the heinous acts we are going to commit in this night. It’s a long drive to the airport before i can lay my eyes on aya again. But it’s always patience that’s a virtue, not the opposite.

“He played us.” suho said clenching his jaw and tightening his grip on the steering wheel. “I can’t believe i was so fucking blind.” 

“How do you think i feel. I pushed her away because of the slimy fuckass.” i said thinking about that night. Thinking about how after she was carried away siwon dragged me to the security room and made me watch a fake tape. How i pretended not to know, thinking she was just a big fat liar.

How could i let myself be tricked this badly. 

“I give him props for his manipulation and deceit.” jennie said from the backseat.

“When we get her back, im not letting her out of my sight.” jisoo added. Her face is still a bit swollen from the crying and screaming she did, but her eyes held pure anger and determination. 

My head fell into my passenger seat and i sighed loudly. Will i ever forgive myself for what i did. Will she ever forgive me?

Finally i could see the airport from where we are and i looked at it while biting my lip.

If this goes wrong i might die. 

My phone rang suddenly and i jumped a bit, being surprised by the random call.

“H-hello?”

“Baekhyun!”

“Aya!” everyone in the car jumped when i said her name.

“Baekhyun listen to me carefully,” she spoke while breathing hard, making me even more scare for some reason. “Baekhyun, whatever happens just know i love you all so much.”

“Aya, wh-what are you saying right now.”

“Im saying i love you all so much, that it will never die, i-” the sound of something harsh interrupted her. I heard her scream and my eye shut quickly. 

“Aya!”

“Baekhyun please remember what i said! my love will never-! No matter what happ-!” she was yelling at me random things, until i heard her scream and the line cut off.

“Everyone get out of the fucking car!” a deep voice called out when we pulled up to the airport. 

I looked around and saw men running out from every direction towards our car with Mr.angelos leading them. My body burned up with anger i couldn’t explain as i watched him smirk, holding out aya’s special golden gun just to fuck us over a bit more.

Suho was about to step on the breaks before four of the men stuck knifes into our tires and suho punched the steering wheel. I looked at him not caring about anything else but getting aya back at this moment. 

My eyebrows raised silently asking him what he wanted to do and he tilted his head to the door. He wants to get out without putting up a fight. i shook my head and looked at everyone in the back.

“let’s do it.”

All of us except jennie got out with our hands up and left the doors open so not much suspicion would be raised. Jennie hid in the baggage space under the seats in the car with her sniper, i just hope she doesn’t die in there.

“Drop your fucking weapons.” Mr.angelos said still holding aya’s gun. 

We all reached for our weapons and dropped them and mr.angelos laughed.

“I bet you guys feel like shit right now.” angelos said still laughing. “Oh and baekhyun. How was my acting?”

“Stop playing with us, you know why we are here!” jisoo yelled at the man, hands still in the air halfway.

“Ah yes.” He said acting as if he forgot. “Follow me.”

We did what he told us to with our hands up and followed him all the way inside the airport. The place is completely empty, no one but us was here and my face grew more serious. 

This was planned so thoroughly that he actually cleared out a whole airport. Meanwhile im fucking si yeon to spite aya. I seriously fucked myself.

“Right this way ladies and gentlemen.” angelos said holding his hand out as a guide. I looked at him rudely until suho pushed me in front.

There she was. 

I saw aya sitting in a chair with her eyes tied up and her face bloody. We were standing far away so the view of her wasn’t perfect, but it was enough. Even though she was beaten to a bloody pulp and tied up, Im just happy to see her. I looked at her as my eyes with threatening tears before siwon came out of nowhere and blocked my view. 

“Welcome.” siwon smirked and bowed as if this was some type of show.

“I’ll fucking kill you!” jisoo said with teary eyes as she ran towards him. suho grabbed her and pulled her back, keeping a tight hold on her so she won’t act out again. 

“Stay calm. It’s what aya would tell you to do in a situation like this.” suho said quietly in the ear of jisoo. 

“Well. why don’t we get started then.” Siwon said and clapped his hands twice loudly.

People in black appeared and roughly put our hands behind our backs, wrestling us to our knees and holding us in the position with a monster grip.

I looked at suho and he gave me a reassuring nod. 

Just wait for an opening, just one, and i can set her free. 

“It all started at the la danse autour,” siwon started while walking around dramatically. “when i saw for the first time after 7 years. You see she used to mine before all of this. She did everything i told her to. She killed for me, sold for me, even swallowed my cum once. Even though she almost killed me when i tried to make her do it again. I eventually found out she was stealing from me just so she could get away from me and start a new life. It broke my heart to the core when i realized she never really loved me. So i tried to get her to stay. But to no avail. She left me. She left me with broken knee caps, a concussion, and less than half of my life savings. Im just surprised she didn’t kill me when she had the chance.” siwon danced around aya as she sat in the chair, still tied up and unconscious with her head dropped downwards. 

“Then i never saw her again. She left the country. And when she came back she stayed under the radar. Slowly she started to become the talk of the city though. A girl like her can never hide for long.” siwon continued. “After i found out where she was, what she was doing and who she was doing it with. I waited in the shadows for my time to strike, i mean get her back. And when i saw her at the danse autour it was almost too perfect to pass up. I introduced suho to carmelo angelos. Someone i brought up from a dump with my own money. It was perfect because he basically owed me his life. Knowing the opportunity to take everything carmelo has is too delicious to pass up and that aya was somehow attached to you fucktards. I talked him up to suho and one thing led to another, he started to look into him.”

I looked at suho as he looked away and at the floor. I could already tell what he was thinking in this moment. 

“And since all of suho’s moves were so predictable, after that i had to do was ruin aya and playboys little fling. And all that was left was the grand finale.”

“Which leads you to now right? because that was a long ass story.” A voice that sounded like jennie’s rang through the practically empty airport.

Siwon looked around trying to find the body that held the voice.

“Don’t bother doing that. You’ll never find me.” Jennie said. 

“Search the place! now!” siwon panicked. Mr.angelos and a few others ran to carry out his order and i closed my eyes.

It’s now or never. 

My arms were being held tightly but nothing else really. So i quickly leaned backwards all the way until the person behind me couldn’t bend anymore. My arms were free and i turned punching him in the face before stealing the gun on the waistband of the man. Everything broke out in chaos as we all took the opportunity to break free from our restricting kneeling positions.

I turned to siwon and he smirked as his arm extended out putting a glock to aya’s unconscious head. I froze before a bullet flew straight threw his kneecap. i took the chance and ran towards the chair until the man that held me down before tackled me to the ground. I wrestled with him as he was on top of me. He whipped out a knife, about to stab my chest in a downward motion before i grabbed his wrist twisting it and making him drop the weapon. I punched him once, then twice, then three times, before pushing him off of me. I grabbed the gun quickly shooting him twice in the head.

“Yah! baekhyun!” jennie yelled as her arms were being held from behind. 

After that it felt like everything went in slow motion. 

Have you ever watched something so gruesome you couldn’t look away? What about watched something so sad you can’t stand the sight of it?

Think of those two things but intensified by 20.

When my head turned around siwon stood there with his kneecap busted, and his gun pointed at aya’s temple. My feet took off before i even noticed i was moving. His tongue slipped out of his mouth as a sinister smile filled his face. 

I was still running.

“NO PLEASE!” someone yelled in the background but i wasn’t paying attention.

His trigger finger made a motion i didn’t want to acknowledge as i kept running.

His trigger finger did the thing again. 

I ignored it and kept running as my tears filled my eyes.

One last time his finger moved before mr.angelos stepped in front of siwon and shot my right foot. 

I tried to continue running but i fell face first onto the ground. I struggled to get to my feet as The wall of the airport exploded and crumbled in front of my eyes.

The loss of my blood started to get to me as my eyes became hard to keep open. 

Everything became more and more blurry. All i could see was aya’s body leaving a trail of blood on the ground as someone dragged it away.

My eyes closed and tears streamed down my cheeks as the smell of blood filled my senses. 

Where am i again?

AUTHORS NOTE : shit. 

thank you for reading lol. 

Are you mad?

Kisses? ~ <333 lailaaa

[bubbakanoosh]

rant ramble

I haven’t rambled in a while, mostly because I turned off the “anon” feature on my tumblr.   People don’t want to send me a note and call me an asshole anymore now they can’t hide their identities from the world.  Anywho, I don’t even know where to start with this, I just have so much shit on my mind, I don’t know where to begin.   I have had the shittiest few weeks and I am walking that fine line of losing my shit on someone.   I am stuck on a fucking train once more, and I swear to fuck there is a women clipping her nails on this train.   HER FUCKING NAILS!!  I already told her to stop, because no one else has to balls to do it.   I asked her if she was homeless, because that could be the only possible reason she is clipping her nails on the fucking train.   My stupid rental car wouldn’t start this morning.   Yeah, I am driving a rental….I got rear ended on Easter weekend, so yeah Jesus and I have something in common: our easters kinda sucked.  But yeah, I got rear ended by this Mad Max looking motherfucker truck.   Fun time.   And because it was the holiday, my insurance and the renal car agency had a failure in communication, by that I mean my insurance company never told them I was coming.   So after a few hours of playing it cool I finally got a rental while my car is getting fixed.   A fucking honda civic, like fuck me.  As I told a few others I feel like a white teenage girl driving this piece of shit, I can’t even.  But I am waiting to get my car fixed, and for whatever reason the part is on back order so I am stuck driving this piece of shit for who knows how long.   Civic Nation is a horrible place, and I hate it here and yeah. I am sore.  I am working on my basement, turning it into a finished display of awesomeness and I am doing this all by myself.   I am pretty handy, I like you to know.   I am not just a pretty-ish face, I know what the fuck I am doing.   And between that and the accident, I am sore which makes me, well, more “charming” than usual. Oh, when I say “charming” I mean “smartass”. For the record, little miss nail salon is still clipping her nails.  I swear to god, if she takes off her socks and shoes and starts clipping her toenails I will go ballistic   No question, I will go ballistic on her and possibly beat her with her own shoe..

So, my threshold for stupidity is at an all time low… I can’t really deal with it.  And when I say stupidity i mean people, family, work, drama, people, the fucking works.  Speaking of work, it has been stupidly busy.  Like really really really busy.  I have been dealing with lawyers all week, and you know what? Lawyers are assholes.  Some of you may laugh at the irony of that statement, but seriously they are.   I wonder what those fellows are saying about my chaming self.   Also speaking of work, I had this more fucktarded conversation yesterday.  So we have an in-house courier to take shit around to other offices and whatnot so we don’t have to pay for a service.   I had a cheque that needed delivered and I called the courier guy to my office to pick it up and take it a few blocks away.   I said to the guy “better watch it, it’s pretty torrential out there” and he looks at me with a blank stare then said “what?”.  I replied with “it’s storming out there, we are haveing torrential rain outside”, whch he comes back at me with “Oooh, gotcha… I just never heard torrential used in that way before”.   Its at that point in time I do a double face palm and rub my face letting out a long ass sigh.  Maybe I have lived with my head up my ass for most of my life, but I want to know what other use of “torrential” he has heard.   Torrential level cheese on my nachos, please? Fuck, can you imagine? I could use that right now.

Anyways,  usually I hide it pretty well most days, my prickish nature/anger for stupidity, but as you see I am having a little trouble with it. Or maybe I am not, I dunno.  I have been called sweet, or a sweetie, once or twice in my life… and you know what? I am.  I’m so sweet like a nice bon bon.   But I am also a fucking prick. I am quite the sarcastic bastard.   I guess is its the Hyde to the sweetie Jekyll, maybe it;s a gemini thing… I dunno.  I hide it on here for the most part, I think there are times it slips through.   Do you know how many posts a day I like and write a comment on to reblog but instead of hitting sent I just cancel?  A lot. Why do I delete them? Well, I fear I may get some stupid PM or whatever wishing cancer on me (yeah, that happened).   I think people take this shit way to seriously, and fine do that.   But you need to chill the fuck out at the same time, you know? And while we are on the stuff that annoys me on tumblr, inspirational quotes bug me.   There I said it, and please don’t get offended because I don’t like them..  Don’t get me wrong, there are some I like, they aren’t all fucking poppycock or anything, but yeah… they bug me.   Maybe it’s because I think people post them to get likes rather than actually believe what the quote is saying. We all post shit for the likes, so don’t tell me you don’t It’s like on facebook, someone makes a post bout thee most lovingest spouse and how they are lucky they are to have him or her.   You know they are just typing that shit either a) convince others they are the happinest couple in the world or b) convince themself they are that happy.   When I was with my ex, back when we actually spoke hahah fuck, anyways, back when we actually spoke I asked her if we are weird because we say Happy BDay and Valentines to each other face to face and not facebook to facebook.   I honestly started to think maybe I am the odd one, then I deleted facebook and all was right in the world once more.   Those posts on facebook, I dunno, they didn’t feel genuine.   And that’s the vibe I get from some of the shit people post,  It just leaves a bad taste in my mouth and I am like ugh.   And then I write comment or something and stare at it and then cancel.   Maybe there are posts out there that I just don’t cancel? Maybe there are posts out there where I really am an asshole and the anons were right? I think some of you take your blog way too seriously, and yeah.  I dunno, maybe I am the weird one, maybe I don’t take my blog seriously enough? Maybe my “How I Tumblr” jokes are spot on? As in, I have no clue what i’m doing. Things that make you go hmmmm.  Oh, while we are talking about the inspirational stuff, if you see one that is a quote from “anonymous” well, that’s me.   I said all of those.   I am not one to seek fame and glory, because I don’t need it, but I need to bring it up.  Why? Well, some of you are throwing around my wisdom all willy nilly and shit.   

So the other day someone was ranting to me about tumblr and I was like YES!! Okay, that is a lie, there were two separate people ranting to me about tumblr and I was like YES!! EXACTLY!!  And I brought up my scenario about something and what pissed me off.   Then I explain what pissed me off more, and that was the fact I noticed the thing that pissed me off in the first place..   I hated myself for noticing this little, I dunno what to call it, quirk? This little quirk that I see.  Noticing the quirk pissed me off more than the quirk itself.   In fact, the fact I was pissed off at the quirk pisses me off now.  It’s stupid and I hate myself for hating it so much..   I am not going to get into what the quirk is but I noticed the same thing on twitter when I was on there and it just got stupid and I quit that.   By the way, everything that happens here with cliques and crushes and Doms and subs, that’s all on twitter.  I think cliques and shit like that is worse over there.   They have theme days over on twitter, where someone will come up with a start of a joke like, I dunno let;s just use “yo momma”.  So one person will send a message, or a group of people will send a message and say at 7pm EST you will start using the “yo mama” joke format and tweet shit.   Me being me I was like “yeah no” and shit just went down hill from there.   I got blackballed for not being a fucking lemming.  My twitter was HungoverLawyer.  Oh, you may have seen me reblogging a tumblr called HungoverLawyer, that’s me in case you haven’t figured it out.   Follow it, you can be one of the 10 who are, it’s an elite club.   I actually have another blog I created but I never ever used yet called Bubba-Answers-Stuff.   Basically that blog I answer others peoples questions they get asked them.   One day I was browsing my feed and I saw someone answer an anon and, well, I personally felt I could answer it better.   That answer was mediocre at best, imo.   But, it was around the time I got the cancer remarks in my inbox so I just put it on the backburner.  Maybe I will start it up, why not right? Anyways, I quit twitter over the stupidity that was over there.   The stupidity outweighed the fun.  Tumblr is pretty fucking dumb, but not nearly as dumb as twitter was. I am not going to quit tumblr, not that any of you are worried or anything, if you are well… that is pretty sweet actually.  If you are not worried, well, that’s okay… I will just cross you off my Christmas card list, so fuck you.  I kid, I kid.  You are still on the list, fuck.   I am an asshole with a heart of gold.  Did I mention I am really sweet? So, yeah, I ain’t leaving tumblr.   You’re kinda stuck with me, at least for the time being. I just dislike when a distraction is no longer a fun distraction. I don’t know why shit bugs me but it does. Maybe it is me taking this way too seriously. Maybe I’m the fucking problem? Holy shit. I just had a fucking ephiphany, wow.  I am not bitching about you, I am bitching about myself? whoa, fuck.  Nah, am fine.  You are all good.  Cept the fucktard who used to send me rude anons, you can choke on a bag of dicks.    Maybe I just need a stiff drink.   I have pizza waiting for me when I get home, and a couch.   Seriously, I am going to get undressed and eat pizza on my couch in my underwear.    Soak that in, ladies.   I know, my nipples are hard at the thought also. Anywho, I am at my station.