#he's just shy when he has to be *himself*
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grassbreads · 1 year ago
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On a scale of Chang Geng to Luo Binghe, how well does your teenage protagonist cope with the realization that he has a massive thing for the guy that's basically raising him?
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liriostigre · 6 months ago
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If praying has ever worked for any of you, can you please pray that Jeremy comes back home. He ran away a few days ago and I'm heartbroken
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ririsasy · 7 months ago
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Varadha touching his nose ring while looking at Deva, remembering the time when Deva himself that put it there for him with his own blood in his hand, remembering the fact that it was Deva who protected and kept his "little honor" intact.
#salaar#varadeva#prithviraj sukumaran#varadha rajamannar#devaratha raisaar#what deva didn't know was the fact that putting a nose ring on a mannar yourself in front of many people as their witness#was considered as wedding ritual#that's why Varadha was holding his breath because there's also blood in deva's hand to seal the oath#lol in Varadha's heart he considered himself a married man#but Deva didn't know that#no one told him#this is obviously made up custom I think in my head lmao#funny scenario in my head is that Varadha was staring so intensely at Deva wondering if he should stop him or not#contemplating in his head if he wanted to be married at such a young age#but in the other hand he didn't want to embarrass Deva in front of many people because he was determined to put the nose ring himself#every mannar knows that Deva was Varadha's husband as well#the only one who's left in the dark was Deva perhaps if he told his mother about the detail his mother might tell him#he clearly told the event after his mother asked him how did he got the electric scars#but of course between Deva and Varadha both never mentioned the part where Deva put the ring on#that's why the first thing that he did when he met deva was to run into his embrace#he was like I didn't have to feel like a widower anymore my husband is here after 25 years alive and healthy#then he also didn't hesitate to sleep on Deva's lap#he is his husband after all#who's going to tell Deva that he's a married man#thinking about older Varadha trying his best to give a hint for Deva to consummate their marriage#they have waited long enough#25 years he has been waiting for him and he only has a little patience left especially if his Deva has grown into such a fine strong man#Deva of course never shy away from Varadha’s touch#but he also never do it more than that only a cuddle and a kiss on his neck one time and never more was he not into varadha the same way#just imagine the misunderstanding the chaos the pining and just how confused they both feel like bad communication at its finest
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jeanmoreaue · 6 months ago
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the fact that Jean showed up to Evermore so admiring of Tetsuji and excited to meet Riko and get away from his abusive family is so heartbreaking
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nomlioart · 8 months ago
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i was supposed to do it earlier but i was really lazy lol, but here you go
my pepstavo hcs in a nutshell
a lil more in the tags 👁️ 
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ineed-to-sleep · 2 years ago
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Couple of little references I made for my prophet's design bc I love him a little too much
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sugarcoated-lame · 2 months ago
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should be asleep bc i have to be up in like 5 hours, but instead i’m awake and thinking about an idea for a best friend’s brother/college!joel au fic 👀
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baby-xemnas · 1 year ago
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How many times he will have to reassure him? As many as Bepo needs ♥
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starswallowingsea · 2 years ago
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I just woke up from a nap but didn't Kanata used to take naps on Kaoru when they were in school in the Marine Bio club and they both individually needed to decompress from life? I'm just imaging a Kaoru who can't sleep or doesn't want to sleep gently playing with Kanata's hair, loosely braiding it or wrapping it around his finger while Kanata is softly snoring and leaning into Kaoru's touch.
Or one of the rare times that Kaoru is the one sleeping, Kanata just being there to watch over him and make sure he isn't disturbed because Kanata can tell Kaoru hasn't been sleeping well and wants to give him the time he needs to rest.
Or both of them napping together, either on top of each other or just in the room, separate but basking in the comfort of a familiar and calming presence as the whirring of the fish tanks lulls them to sleep
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jrueships · 1 year ago
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I WANT WRITING PROOOOMPTSSSSSS
#im srry i keep asking for them trust me im not ignoring them#i literally write them....off the rails#like so much that it's like. i cant post this#this has become embarrassingly cumbersome#it happens with original ideas the most tho so it's like. having a prompt helps guide me better#but it can also be a double edged sword in springboarding my ideas off that even more#idk whats worse#a one-sided thanasis crush on jrue fic has turned into the older sibling sacrifice fic#bcs thanasis realizes giannis actually likes jrue too and thanasis has always lived his life#trying to help his baby brother#so he has to resign himself as the older brother once again#and tries to gaslight himself into thinking jrue only talks to him out of pity bcs he. like everyone else. sees thanasis as giannis brother#as his life has always been. attached to another name like a parasite#but jrue takes thanasis's shying away the wrong way and gets hurt over it bcs hes very forthright and not roundabout#which was one of things thanasis admired abt him#and when he gets traded he sits with thanasis to eat at a restaurant for some comfort and closure over this tension#but thanasis thinks it's just a ploy to get some info on whether giannis was involved or not#theres times where theyre very complementary bcs jrue hangs out with thanasis to help him bring out his actual person#since he knows being an older sibling can be more of an overshadowing name in life than a fun factor#but then this misunderstanding makes things uneasy#like jrue loves sitting on the same side of someone in a booth so when he sits right next to thanasis at dinner#thanasis gets all sweaty and blushy and keeps accidentally dropping his fork everytime their knees touch#it's cute until he starts wondering if this is some kind of intimadation tactic but thats just how jrue is. theres literally no#ulterior motive. like thanasis knows jrue can be cutthroat. but hes not cruel tho. he sits next to thanasis bcs he likes sitting next to ppl#not across. it's literally so simple what theyre dealing with externally but internally it's so locked in and convulsing#it's confusing. and it's so dumb of a fic like whos gonna read this shit lol CAN I BE NORMAL#anyways send stuff 😊😊 im bored#i need smthin light and easy (it doesnt rlly matter. im gonna turn it into smthing way worse than it should be idk why#(i need to go to a k*ll animal shelte
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dutybcrne · 11 months ago
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Kaeya wasn’t one to really get angry as a kid, but the very few times when he genuinely did, it was extremely obvious to everyone, in the way he carried himself.
#hc; kaeya#//Dude had/has like#//Mom type anger bfbfb#//Where his bad mood would just absolutely Contaminate the very room he was in and make the atmosphere utterly Suffocating#//He wouldn’t be confrontational about it either; just be absolutely Frigid; enough that it leaks through his politeness#//Which most of the time was at Luc (after antics gone too far or him pressing Kae abt himself/his past too much)#//Or maids who mouthed off and gossiped a bit too much; esp abt Addie. Which was the most frequent cause#//Only TWICE at Crepus; 1) directly when he tried to pry once; 2) from afar the day he died when Kae saw the Delusion on him#//And ONCE at Addie after Luc left & she tried to lessen the blame Kae heaped upon himself; in reasoning Luc could have; too#//He regrets that one most#//He’s not even overt with it; not usually. But still v palpable to those it’s directed at#//It’sa subtle storminess in his eye; a particular tension in his body.ACertain Tone in his voice; like an air of finality w each sentence#//It was far more obvious as a kid than present day; bc later on he got better at hiding it as smth else#//& as a bab; it was far more jarring to see him acting that way after being used to him being so warm and shy#//For Diluc esp; it was prolly a mad stressful affair each time it happened; no matter how infrequent#//One minute yer bro is jokin around & chilling; then he’s suddenly put what feels like leagues between you & kicked you off Dragonspine#//Tended to show up sometimes during their knight days at the others & ESP in his first few months as Cavalry Captain#//Except he was deffo far more willing to resort to confrontations over insubordination & challenges of his capability in latter#//Before he mellowed out again bc of Jean & Varka and really started picking up the silver tongue’n sly approach more#//It was more efficient seeing people fall apart seemingly from their own doings than do it himself & deal with the troublesome aftermaths#//Nowadays; his Vision acting up if anything is is main tell to if he’s angry or not#//Unless the person knows him REALLY well; or he genuinely can’t hold it back#//But that one is v extreme cases
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catboywizard · 3 months ago
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i love my cat more than anything but why is he such a bullyyyyy
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avirael · 1 year ago
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FFxivWrite 2023
Day 28 - Blunt
One afternoon, after they had scared off Kenrick and his henchmen, Rael and A'viloh sat on one the flat-roofed houses of the Silver Bazaar and looked down onto the tiny settlement.
"It’s nice to see that we could help these people…", Rael said as they watched the villagers on the town square.
A'viloh nodded and smiled. "I still can’t believe we really managed to save the Bazaar from demolition. Well, at least for now…"
"You think too little of yourself you know that?" Rael shook their head.
"Really?"
A smirk appeared on the Viera‘s face. "If I say so. Considering I thought you were good for nothing when I met you that’s quite an improvement."
A'viloh chuckled. "I guess that wasn’t such a bad assessment. You probably wondered why I’m so lousy at everything, didn’t you?"
Rael looked at him apologetically. "Definitely not at everything but you didn’t leave a very good first impression for sure…"
The Miqo'te sighed. "To be honest, I have never been much of a fighter. I never really tried to be and I never saw the need for it either. Well, until recently… you know, sometimes I don’t even know why I’m doing all of this. For Kikipu sure! But apart from that? Sometimes I still feel like I’m good for nothing. You know, when I first traveled to the city there was this man. A merchant I think. He saw me walking trough the wasteland and he had this caravan, so he invited me to join him. At first I was wary but there were children and soldiers too… well anyway, the point is, he asked me why I wanted to go to Ul'dah. Why I wanted to become an adventurer… and without exactly knowing why, I told him I wanted to become stronger…"
Rael felt like there was more to it and suddenly they regretted all the blunt words they ever threw at him. They looked at the Miqo'te as sincerely as they could and tried to find the right words. "You did certainly get a lot stronger since we first met, you know that?"
A'viloh shrugged and grimaced. "Mh… I don’t know. Have I really? I’ve never been strong, always relied on others. Always let them down."
Rael raised a hand and made a gesture down to the Silver Bazaar. "But you didn’t let Kikipu down. You didn’t let all of these people down. And I can’t imagine you let anybody else down either. As far as I can tell you always give your best and no one expects you to be perfect, A'viloh."
A'viloh laughed a sharp short laugh. "Oh believe me, Rael, I’ve been a disappointment to a lot of people. I’m certainly not perfect but sometimes your best just isn’t enough…"
A'viloh thought about all the things he messed up, the people he let down. Truly strong and good people unlike him. People like Laqa. U'odh had expected Laqa to be perfect. And he had indeed been perfect. Until A'vi had ruined him. Not with any bad intention, but he still had ruined him. He had let him down, he had let everybody down and he would forever regret that…
"Oh, stop that nonsense!", Rael interrupted his thoughts. "All of us make mistakes sometimes. But there’s no use to dwelling on them. It’s what your going to do next that matters."
A'viloh looked at them for a second before turning his gaze to the floor. "But what can someone like me do, Rael? I‘m just a weak, little guy, who’s terrified of everything…"
The Viera angrily furrowed their brows. "You know what? I‘m going to be blunt with you now!"
"Here I thought you were always brutally blunt…", A'vi joked but only earned another scowl. "Alright, I‘ll shut up…"
"You’re a coward, A'viloh! You need to stop treating yourself like that. You are always belittling yourself and questioning your own capabilities. But you are already so much more than you think and you could be even better if you stopped holding yourself back with all of that self-doubt. You should try to believe in yourself a little more, you would be surprised about all the things you could do if you just seriously tried."
The Miqo’te’s ears lay flat at his head as he stared at the Viera. "But what if I mess it up? I’m afraid, Rael, I‘m so afraid."
"A very wise person once told me something, A'vi.", Rael said and looked them in the eyes. "They told me that fear is a bad advisor. That it will push you to make the wrong decisions if you let it and that it will make you hesitate when your life or someone else’s depends on it. See, this is why we can’t afford to be scared doing what we‘re doing or people could get hurt."
A'viloh blinked. "But are you never scared at all?"
"Of course I am.", the Viera retorted. "But I know that it won’t help me, so I push it away and try to think about what I have to do and why I have to do it. I can’t fail, A'viloh, because I have to get stronger, so that one day I can help save my home."
A'viloh smiled sadly. "I envy you for that. It must be nice to know what your purpose is…I wish I knew mine. What all of this was good for and where I‘m meant to go next."
That seemed to catch the Viera off-guard. They realised that they didn’t know much about the Miqo’te at all or why he behaved the way he did. But something seemed to seriously bother him…
For a moment Rael struggled to find a reasonable reply but then they tilted their head a little and tried to look as reassuring as they could. "Maybe it’s okay that you don’t know yet, but you can try to figure it out on the go, hm? You can help me until then if you want. At least I would really appreciate your help."
Surprised A'viloh looked up at Rael. "Would you really want my help?"
"Of course.", Rael shrugged. "I can need all the help I can get, I guess. And after all your only half as bad as you think…"
"Thank you!", relieved A'viloh threw his arms around the Viera, who looked puzzled in response.
"But under one condition!", they said as they wriggled themself out of A'viloh’s embrace. "No more hugs. I’m really not a fan of all this touchy-feely stuff."
At that A'viloh started to laugh heartily.
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theinfinitedivides · 2 years ago
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to every single cast and crew member who conspired and came together to convince Shah Rukh to open his f*cking shirt for that glorious, glorious shot in JJP that is permanently burned into my brain. bc he is a Shy Boi ™ and Smol ™ and must be coaxed into doing so very carefully or else he will refuse altogether. tysm truly you are out here doing God's work even though they did not ask you to and i am kissing you on your hand on the forehead on the cheek on the mouth with tongue for those of you who are into that sh*t (like me *cough*)
#film: pathaan#pathaan#shah rukh khan#srk#bollywood#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#all the shots of staff holding the end of his green ensemble so he can do pushups and not trip (therefore giving us a glimpse#of waist [!!!] for us to drool over like some repressed Victorians). 10/10#he held himself up by his forearms when rehearsing for the window shot and Deepika was like 'this is an opportunity i cannot miss'#and stood straight between his legs. 10/10#yes i'm going feral over the JJP look(s) again bc YRF made me by posting more BTS footage. what of it#i was going to out myself as a thigh admirer and say something to the effect of the cake is in the legs up in the post#but i decided against it and just kept that in the tags sfjsfdnkjsdnj#look he has abs!!! and thighs!!! we are under full on hoe alert for this look in this house!!!#him complaining over FaceTime to Gauri(? i'm assuming although it could be one of the children) afterwards#'they're making me eat too much and he's [Siddharth] making me take my clothes off' crying#bby if we wanted you naked we'd ask for more than that chest shot OK rn we are settling for what we can get#but seriously tho what mode was his brain on in Besharam Rang and Dard-e-Disco. where was the switch#bc he was completely shirtless in both songs and in BR's BTS i did not see him looking at all shy#then again no one else was really dressed either so he had company??? ig???#idk idk#also Arijit cameo!!! it was only for like a second at the beginning but he is notoriously camera shy so that was a treat#and everyone vibing around the lamppost at the end#i love them so much
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aria0fgold · 7 months ago
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OCs in the brain again, actually it's just Alec and Ray in the brain again. Just thinking bout their friendship and suddenly I wanna chew on the sun.
#aria rants#was listening to aoiharu by misekai and my brain went straight for alec and ray thoughts cuz of the lil unrequited platonic#love ray had in the beginning like yaknow that one post talkin bout it as ''youre my only friend but im only one of yours''#and how young ray has such a hard time talking to others being hella shy and just anxious bout everything#and then here comes alec just dragging him along and young alec being like a popular kid so ray was always thinkin bout#it a lil negatively like: does alec really see me as a friend? am i the only one that cares? and when it just reached like a certain point#alec noticed and just reassured ray and and its just a rlly sweet moment of the two deepening their friendship#AND THEN AND THNE!!! the reverse of it after Stuff happened during adulthood in which ray became the popular guy#and alec became a lil more subdued than how he was before so alec ended up having thoughts bout it as well like how#he isnt the kid that ray was friends with anymore and how he just doesnt know anything bout himself anymore like#does ray even care bout him now when alec is somewhat of a stranger cuz of those Stuff that happened?#and and and ray noticing it too once it reached a certain point like in their childhood and this time itd be ray reassuring him#and andndnandsd and i just think its suuuuch a sweet moment for em. that small feeling of having an unrequited love#even if it isnt romantic and the moment where someone is reassured that it was very much so mutual and ouououoghhghghg
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beegswaz · 2 years ago
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I MISSED BUG. BEING CORRECT ABOUT WHEATLEY..???? WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL.
#HES NOT SHY!!!!! AWKWARDNESS DOES NOT EQUAL SHYNESS!!!!!!!!#BITCH NEVER SHUTS UP HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CARRY HIMSELF IN CONVERSATIONS AND JUST OVER EXPLAINS SHIT#I AM SO SICK OF SHY LITTLE GUY WHEATLEY HES A MILDLY NERVOUS SHITHEAD WHO GETS CAUGHT ON THESE STUPID ASS LITTLE DETAILS#AND WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THEM UNTIL HES DOES TALKING OR SOMEONE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP!#can i Also just say i Hate like. stupidly Tall skin And bones blonde White guy Wheatley#just For a moment.#its A shit design i dont. Why does it. ugh#also Proud wheatley isnt The intelligence dampening Sphere fan#ok. ok ill Be normal now.#but Yeah not only has he Shown the capacity to Come up with Actually decent ideas but Also glados is The smartest thing in Aperture.#and she is So disconnected from the Attributes that can make Someone human (empathy Curiosity Morality etc etc) because Of not only the#events of Portal 1 but Also because of The chassis chamber (glados vs PotatOS. shes Still snarky but is Actually more willing to Be#reasonable blah Blah blah) that when Faced with an Entity that DOES have those Traits#she immediately Deems them as less Intelligent regardless of How smart they Actually are#now this is NOT to Say she cannot feel those emotions#but After losing the Cores attached to Her shes become very Disconnected from Those emotions and Appears uncaring And cold because of it#she Appears more like A machine than A person#and Theres a lot of Character quirks in Wheatley that make him Much more human-like Than machine (even in Chassis!!)#i Could also go On a rant about Why chassiswheatley Becoming suddenly Evil actually Makes sense according to A scientific study but#i Dont think you guys wanna hear That#nor Do you wanna hear my Machiavellian Bach analysis and How its so thematically Correct with the Story while still being true To wheatley#SORRY ILL BE.SANE NOW.
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